Remember people, no matter how bad things are, there will always be a silly little balloon there for you to cheer you up, and you will always be someone elses silly little balloon. You're never alone!
i cried for the first time in what feels like years when i saw the noose. i attempted about 4 months ago before my roommate found me and held me up for 15 minutes before someone outside my complex called 911. i havent felt anything since then except pain and shame, shame for my family finding out and pain that one of my closest friends had to see it and save me. im a little better now but ive been ignoring those emotions for a really long time and being able to cry feels really good. im sorry you had to see that guys, i love you. thank you for this
The way i connect and interpret this is it's about being subject to the horrors of life, but having escapism like fiction and imaginary friends helps ease the pain, and make it a little easier to manage the stress of life
@@DOGBOUND1128 oh you actually do this? Well, comfort characters, depending on shows for comfort, etc. Simping for fictional characters. All not good. Because you get attached to something thats not real. Plus, you depend on it. Ive actually done all this, and it has NOT turned out very well. So uh, dont do it, speaking from experience.
@@DOGBOUND1128 its like, you cant escape your problems, coping shows that youre weak (no offense) and that you dont want to face them. This leads to the mental death of most. Ive seen many many people coping, and myself coping, and I know for sure, coping in certain ways for your mental health does not indeed help
@@DOGBOUND1128 Coping, is temptation doing its work. Satan doing its work. It causes people to resort to: Porn, change gender, fornication, believe in something that isnt real, telling themselves that uts right when its not. Making us all the weaker. This is exactly what Satan wants. For you to fall. So uh, Try not to; and try understanding what Ive said
@@derpcade I looked into this further since making the comment. For some species suicide is an inverse survival mechanism that prevents individuals with potentially harmful or negative traits from re entering the gene pool. Its your own body pruning you to improve survival odds for the species. And it uh, makes an alarming amount of sense.
Living with suicidal ideation sucks. On one day, i will drown myself in all my past failures and lose hope, contemplating about how Ill end it. The next day, im feeling solace, finding comfort in feeling down and convincing myself i will face these problems eventually, overall feeling like myself. It’s like im half dead, constantly shifting between seeing my future self, and seeing nothing. This vid is nice, i feel it depicts my current struggle pretty well. Sometimes you see the possibility of death, and other times, you see a happier future. I pray it will get better, for the both of us.
Same thing, i just remember, what my frends and other will be feel if i do this.. how many cool things i didnt see like concert of my favorite group or relese half-life 3 :D I feel that I do too many mistakes which interfere with others, and whithout me will be better maybe... idk... i hope that thats bad thoughts will gone
Update: I attempted it, but failed. It was horrible, but i then aired out my grievances with all my loved ones and now i feel like i can have a fresh start. I should never have tried to do that, that was my biggest mistake ive made in life. If you’re ever feeling down, speak up about it, you can still find happiness.
Fr. What you described just explained my morning today before I went to work. The only thing able to get me out of it was praying and the mercy of God. Love you, and Jesus loves you. I hope you're doing better
@@defokochu nope, close enough bet it'd too obvious if i put the * before the sentence Edit: But i can't blame you for thinking of Omori first. The artystyle looks very Omori inspired
Me dissociating and watching my brain create strange delusions to distract me from the fact that I just lied on the floor for an hour screaming and crying in agony
The hell is that emoji??? You used a nose which is already really weird and then you used the “}” and not the “)”?? I’m sorry but it distracted me from the rest of the comment
When I feel very, very, very sad and alone, my brain automatically makes me a friend- an imaginary friend to cheer me up. It’s the part of me that doesn’t want to give up.
@@DepressedweebooWhen you feel bad, imagine yourself an friend (favourite fictional character or something from your own imagination) Imagine them sitting by your side and caring for you. You can talk to them about all your sorrows and you can imagine them just listening and/or giving you advice. They will always be there and care for you, they will always love you. They are the part deep inside you that always loves and believes in you It really helps in times where you have nobody real to talk to you. Hope this helps
@@Ldr-B9 dont do dat. Instead, try to think of the acomplishments you made instead. And if you really have to think of the errors, instead think of how you can prevent them in the future. Dont be too harsh on yourself U got this :)
you're still alive. that's an achievement by itself. my favorite quote is, "death is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" this will pass. you just need to stay alive.
This was a triumph I'm making a note here, "Huge success" It's hard to overstate my satisfaction Aperture Science We do what we must because we can For the good of all of us, except the ones who are dead [Chorus] But there's no sense crying over every mistake You just keep on trying 'til you run out of cake And the science gets done, and you make a neat gun For the people who are still alive
@bluezenith6631 i know it hurts. You might not want to read it, but, while there is life, there is hope. While you're alive, you can still look for and find happiness. Just, please, don't give up. I'm just a stranger, but still, i care, so please, stay alive. Jesus bless you and your life, friend.
something about these small animations i find on yt.... compared to the studio-made, adhd brainrotting anime that gets on my feed 'despite' the little numbers of frames for these animated loops, they always sink a feeling and message in my head and it always hits deep in a way that makes me pause, stop and just take in everything it doesn't have to be perfect, or fast, or complex, or dynamic as long as the message comes through and it inspires me more than anything else so one day I'll make animations of my own thank you for that
Randomly got this in my feed and I've never seen your channel before and I don't know what you're going through, but I hope that you're doing okay and I'm proud of you for simply being alive. Keep it up. You're worth it :)
Thank you for making this, its nice to know that other people all across the world are fighting the same battles you are. It might be selfish but i think knowing that other people are going the same type of bullshit you are is comforting
Back in 2022, after I finally got out of a pretty abusive relationship, I wrote a poem for myself called “Still Alive.” This video resonated with me, thank you for that.
The noose looks like an upside down balloon- and honestly my life has been like this a lot- there seems to be no end to this drifting off into thoughts of *that*
I know all this sounds cheesy, but I say this in all seriousness. In life, you only miss something after its gone. This stays true forever. As a child, you cry when you lose your favorite toy. Maybe you weren't careful enough, probably misplaced it. As a teenager, you cry when you lose your pet. You just wish you had more time with them. As an adult, you cry when there are heartbreaks. Maybe you shouldn't have yelled at her so much. After all of this, you learn your lesson. Next time you keep your toy with you at all times. Next time you spend more time with your new pet. Next time you make sure to be loving. But the one thing that there is no next time? Don't throw it away. Like losing other things, you never notice the true value in being alive until you are not; live your life as if you have lost it before. I have never been through experiences like this, not even close. I am very happy with my life as it is. However, watching this video has made me feel a mix of emotions I don't feel often-the emotion of losing something, and, even more, getting it back. I am not, and have never been, an emotional person, but this simple animation got me really close to crying. Even though the people depicted isn't me. I'm holding back tears to a mix of happy and sad; happy that the life has been kept, sad as if I am really gone. Actually, I'm not sure. It's really hard to explain. But to whoever that tries to leave but failed, you have experienced the greatest miracle possible. You have gone through something that changes you, something only the luckiest goes through. This video has helped me understand that. I am so glad that the people watching this video are mature enough to take this seriously. To whoever is going through things, the lesson here to take is that your life is no different from any other thing. Don't throw it away just because it isn't as good as you would like it to be. Stay safe and stay alive. To the original creator, I have never seen your channel before, and I am most likely not going to watch your other content [not because you're bad, just that I'm not interested in that type of content :)], but you deserve a sub from this. If you are going through things as well, stay strong, don't give up. You only have one life to throw away, and it's easy to do so because of how we've never lost it before. I know this comment is especially cringe for this generation, and I would probably be made fun of especially if someone I know reads this. This is not a funny topic. I would say much, MUCH more, but it is getting late for me, and tomorrow is a school day. Stay safe, stay strong, appreciate life like you have lost it before. Thank you so much for reading.
This reminds me of what it feels like when you have no ambitions or goals in life and dont want to live but at the same time you dont want to kill yourself so you just go through life completely detached from reality with the mentality of "im not gonna kill myself, but if i died i wouldnt be sad"
Bruh you need to be able to play piano, and encourage your brother to play violin But youre so perfectionist, you make your brother irritated and break his violin
I'll never forget the times I had no bed to carry me but the soft grass held me and the times I had no one to speak to and no one to hear my cries but the birds sung so beautifully to my sobs.
i thought this too - the whole vibe, aesthetic, and even the music made me think Omori. :) But definitely with the artist's own spin on it. It definitely got me.
the camera sway, monocrome colours, and uncanny stature of a person, are exactly what my nightmares look like. i love this video, thanks for making it, its actually super inspiring
This hits hard. Its been almost 3 years since Ive attempted. And Im around 5 months clean of SH. Its strange because usually that means something to people, like its evidence that Im not in that place anymore. But for me, it only takes one action to be back in that same place. Sometimes I feel like I still am, its just hard for people to notice. Im glad youre all still alive and that youve made it this far. It took a lot of courage and Im sorry youve suffered. Beautiful video! Great art
I don't know who you are (was just recommended this this morning) or what you're going through, but I hope in all honesty that you're doing well, and if not, at least doing better than you did yesterday. Currently going through a similar shitty mental health period myself, so I'm aware of how hard it can be. Even though I'm surrounded by more people that care about me that I've even been in my life, I've never felt nearly as alone as I feel. Even with the success of school and the knowledge of what I'm capable of, I still feel like I'm a sham and going to fail at any moment, disappointing the ones I care about. Even though I know people enjoy my company and my ability to make them smile, I'm terrified that one day I'll say/do the wrong thing and they'll leave me. I don't want to give in to the urges, no matter how tempting they might seem from the shadows. I don't know how things will turn out, but I've made it this far and I don't want it all to be in vain. I'm going to keep trying. Hopefully, it'll all be worth it in the end.
It’s hard. It does seem like a siren call when the stress and pain of everyday life outstrip our ability to cope. I have tried 4 times to slip the surly bonds of life and each time I was brought back from the brink. It’s just hard, life is hard but friends can make all the difference.
For those who know what this comment is a reference to, you have been through one of the saddest games in recent memory, but in doing so you also played through peak, and grew as a person in the process. Please, have a good day, fellow Omori enjoyers 🥲
I saw the noose and just got overwhelmed with emotion. I just stopped thinking for a moment. I had those thoughts since i was 12 and attempted at least 6 times. Im 23 now and i haven't wanted to disappear in 2 years. Thank you for the art, i will keep living.
@@dadogdoin1360Oh no! TH-cam hadn’t given me any notifications since your first reply! I am still here, I am well enough, each day. I hope you are well too. Thank you for asking.
I lost a friend. I don't know who you are, but I'm glad that we didn't lose you. Still alive, and as long as there's dawns to see there's opportunities for good. Please take care
This was a triumph I'm making a note here, "Huge success" It's hard to overstate my satisfaction Aperture Science We do what we must because we Can For the good of all of us, except the ones who are dead But there's no sense crying over every mistake You just keep on trying 'til you run out of cake And the science gets done, and you make a neat gun For the people who are still alive!
I'm not even angry I'm being *SO* sincere right now Even though you broke my heart And killed me And tore me to pieces And threw every piece into a fire As they burned it hurt because I was so happy for you Now, these points of data Make a beautiful line And we're out of beta We're releasing on time So I'm GLaD I got burned Think of all the things we learned- For the people who are Still alive
I’m a little late to the party, but I really loved this. It’s quiet but hopeful, reflective. Almost two years ago I attempted to overdose and take myself away from it all. I thought about it again multiple times after that. But I’m still here. I’m happy I’m still here
had my first suicidal thought when i was 11. i'm almost 20 and they haunt me since that very day. several failed attempts, years of sh (which i'm very proud to say i'm more than a year clean), depression hitting every so often, loneliness, unhealed trauma. the weight of being alive is sometimes unbearable, yet i'm still here. still here, still breathing, still feeling, still alive. i can't give up now.
It hurts me terribly to see others feel the same as I had to go through. Now I'm in remission, but terrible thoughts continue to haunt me sometimes. please know that the future is salvation, everyone has it
Rather than a noose I saw it as the pull cord for a light. The shadows are full of kinder things than your eyes allow you to see. All you gotta do is pull the cord...
The dissonance between the sweet and simple guitar melody with the crass, crude, and chaotic harmony is such a cool narrative tool. The former representing the simplicity of life, being able to be happy even when just observing a balloon, like a child. The latter representing the rush of adulthood and having to constantly cater to so many needs, wants, asks, etc. However having to choose between those two is a more difficult and futile task compared to just letting it play out
i rewatched this video today and i nearly cried because it depict what i felt for yet so many days last month i hope i'll get throught it, i hope everyone you is going throught a harsh time does
idk if this is intentional or not but I really love how much Omori vibes this gives off (pro tip: if you have not played Omori, play it, you'll see what I mean)
don't forget to take care of yourselves! even if you can't do it on your own, as long as you have people you can trust, you'll pull through no matter how rough things get
Every person is unique. Trillions of people existed each with genetics specific to you, life experiences specific to you, and if you want to get spiritual a, unique spirit. Only you can bring what you have to this life and only you can touch people the way you do. Each person has significance. Yet again if you want to get spiritual; a child of a loving Father in Heaven who loves and cares about each of his children no matter what.
Boxing, work, reading, listening to music, writing, sleeping, watching TH-cam/media or shows, talking to my only 2 true friends, it’s the only way to escape the pain sometimes, I don’t want to go back to the void again, I refuse to me. I hope you all are doing alright, you as well OP.
This was recommended to me and I'm stunned by the way this was made. I interpret this throughout my experience, I was ok, then realized what reality really is, after that I almost committed suicide, lost all my wanting of living, finally dealing with all these things and trying to live a fake happy life for the ones that tried to help me (of course, this is my literal interpretation of the video and obviously it is not that literal, but IDK)
Uuh sorry for ruining the vibe here (if there even is one), just thought this was a cool Portal animation or something with the song from y'know, Portal, with the name with the vid (Still alive, or it's not still alive and I just confused myself cuz I'm a schizophrenic mf) anyways cool animation Ig probably gonna check out the channel, or I'm just gonna start dancing right now cuz I'm listening to a pretty epic and awesome and cool song uuh yeah awesome cool uh Alright I seriously gotta question what am I typing on TH-cam comments cuz like I thought of doing(?) a whole bit where I say that I'm a schizophrenic person so I'm gonna just start dancing alone in here because of the song... Like it's not even funny but ok I'm just gonna like. Leave. Nobody's gonna see this comment anyway (clearly bad sarcasm) ok bye I'm bored cool animation yeah probably already said that
"This was a triumph, I'm making a note here, huge success. It's hard to overstate my satisfaction." - GLaDOS from the first portal game I dunno, this quote just resurfaced in my brain just now. Anyway, keep living. It can be so much more fun than non-living.
I just wanna say. I recently found your channel and I think you are a very underrated gem on this site. I hope you can get the recognition you deserve, you earned a new sub. We all admire your work and this in particular is something that touched me in a really emotional way.
seeing this has inspired me to write of my own struggles. noticing that this was posted on my birthday leads me to say that something like this means a lot to me.
This’s very impressive: I love how you did so much with just a few simple shots and expressions! This video reminds me of Omori, since it has a monochrome style, the girl looks similar to Spirit Mari, and it has the White Egret Orchid(or a similar looking flower) at the start, which’s used quite a lot in Omori.
I bed rotted for the first time in a long while. I would do anything in order to distract myself of being sad. This really spoke to me about how I used to feel or just my old self in general. Processing the idea that I didn’t think I wouldn’t live this long. I’m happy now but yet when bed rotting today makes me go back to that feeling.
Y’know, despite everything, no matter how tough it was for you, you still pulled through, and now you’re here, reading this comment, hi there, glad you can make it! Or if you’re a returning regular, welcome back, to everyone who’s reading this comment, life is hard.. it’s tough sometimes, and at times annoying, but the fact you’ve made it this far, is proof that you’re strong enough, keep going! You’re almost there! I know these words are empty coming from a stranger, but still, know that your efforts have been recognised! ^^
about 2 years ago someone said to me "Dont try to die if you never even tried to live" at first i didnt understand it but about a week later i realized what she wanted to say, since then live got more and more enjoyable. I will never forget what she did for me :)
I made it through so much and ill make it through so much more! I might not be able to save the world but i can still make a differance if i just keep trying!
People, no matter how bad things get, remember that there is always hope. You always deserve happiness. You can get out of a suicidal state. I believe in you. Please remember this
I remember the discomfort of having those thoughts appear for the first time. I was just on a walk and suddenly each car passing by me on the road was an opportunity. I'm glad to be far out of that pit of despair now. Whoever's reading this, I wish you the best on your journey. You being here makes the world a brighter place
Suicide. What I would define it as? An urge the brain gives when stressed for long amounts of time. Results in death if successful. Brain resorts to negative feedback if failed in hopes of second attempt. "Disgrace. Humiliation." A way to describe this negative feedback. When the brain resorts to this urge, the stress may go away until the attempt. "A star shines its brightest right before death". The victim may resort to sharing feelings they've never shared with close ones, giving away important things, and just being more active overall. Suggestions? Well, there's a lot to think about. Getting help, thinking about what punishment an afterlife might bring you, the effects close ones will receive once given the news, etc. Let's talk about each one separately. *1. Getting help.* The simplest, easier-said-than-done thing to think about. You can resort to a lot of things when it comes to "help". The hardest one might be; telling your close ones and telling them you want help, you want support and telling them your struggles. This might be really hard to pull off, because it puts a lot of pressure on the person. But this is the most effective way, as the support is from loved ones you know are there for you and for nobody else. Then comes suicide hotlines. These are not _the_ best, since they go through suicidal people calling them every single day, but it can work. *2. Thinking about afterlife punishment* The afterlife. A big question with no real good answers. Let's see the ones i can remember. From what I know, suicide isn't treated well when it comes to afterlives. Most afterlives treat suicide as something the "superior being" didn't plan for you and is a sin. Thus, you will be sent into punishment. "Hell", if you will. Afterlives like nothingness aren't that big of a threat. Reincarnation? Well, that makes suicide just, wanting to "change character", if you wanna see it that way. It kinda makes suicide positive maybe? But this doesn't mean you should do it. Life has more prepared for you, but people are there for you. Remember point N°1. "Dante's Inferno" is a take on hell that theorizes on hell having layers, each layer hosting different punishment for different things. At the very last layer lies Satan. Limbo, Lust, Gluttony, Greed, Wrath, Heresy, Violence, Fraud and Treachery. Violence. Violence is a layer that focuses on, well, acts of violence. War, murder... This includes suicide. People who commit suicide are transformed into humanoid-like trees, unable to move, or do anything, but feel touch. Normally, sinners just roam hell, but people that commit suicide are FORCED into a life without any feeling but touch. They are compiled into the "suicide forest". So yeah, it's pretty harsh knowing whatever afterlife there is where you can actually feel stuff will punish you for ending life too early. *3. The effects on those that surround you.* Knowing someone you've known has committed suicide is a really heavy feeling, and will give THEM guilt and shame for not being able to recognize your intentions and not being able to stop you. This can lead into a chain reaction of depression and suicide. Thank you for reading. If you have failed an attempt at suicide, you should try point N°1. Talk to close ones. Tell them you've been feeling shitty and need to do something about it. Think with them on what could bring back your happiness. Always remember to look forward on a future where no one has to suffer through these horrors. If life keeps throwing shit at you, again. Point N°1. *YOU ARE UNIQUE. PRECIOUS. NEVER LET YOUR THOUGHTS TAKE THAT AWAY FROM YOU.* take care. love ya ❤
Life has been tipsy. I have been taught to look at life as meaningless, but how fun would it be to travel as a balloon without a thought in the world. Thank you for yourvideo
Remember people, no matter how bad things are, there will always be a silly little balloon there for you to cheer you up, and you will always be someone elses silly little balloon.
You're never alone!
🪡
So real
bro thinks that was a motivational phrase 🤓🤓💀💀💀
@@g.f.s7018 yeah, kinda makes me not wanna die. I need cute little reminders like this sometimes, any reminder. thank you for your comment FrogLord💜💜💗
That last part isn't true. But I sure am glad I have a silly little balloon. I haven't seen it yet? But I'm sure it's somewhere. You said it was.
i cried for the first time in what feels like years when i saw the noose. i attempted about 4 months ago before my roommate found me and held me up for 15 minutes before someone outside my complex called 911. i havent felt anything since then except pain and shame, shame for my family finding out and pain that one of my closest friends had to see it and save me. im a little better now but ive been ignoring those emotions for a really long time and being able to cry feels really good. im sorry you had to see that guys, i love you.
thank you for this
I hope you're doing okay, it will get better I promise! Just know you're never alone, okay? ❤️
I hope you're doing well now. Stay strong and make it through this life. May Allah (SWT) bless you.
hey dude, i hope you're doing okay. Remember, you are not alone!
i’m so sorry you’re going through all of this :(. but i’m really glad you were saved. the world is better with you in it. i love you stranger
I'm so glad you're still alive
The way i connect and interpret this is it's about being subject to the horrors of life, but having escapism like fiction and imaginary friends helps ease the pain, and make it a little easier to manage the stress of life
Yes. But I feel this kind of coping may also lead to worse things.
@@KaramelAnimations Like what exactly? (Genuinely want to know cause this is how I cope lol)
@@DOGBOUND1128 oh you actually do this?
Well, comfort characters, depending on shows for comfort, etc.
Simping for fictional characters.
All not good. Because you get attached to something thats not real.
Plus, you depend on it.
Ive actually done all this, and it has NOT turned out very well. So uh, dont do it, speaking from experience.
@@DOGBOUND1128 its like, you cant escape your problems, coping shows that youre weak (no offense) and that you dont want to face them. This leads to the mental death of most.
Ive seen many many people coping, and myself coping, and I know for sure, coping in certain ways for your mental health does not indeed help
@@DOGBOUND1128 Coping, is temptation doing its work. Satan doing its work.
It causes people to resort to:
Porn, change gender, fornication, believe in something that isnt real, telling themselves that uts right when its not.
Making us all the weaker.
This is exactly what Satan wants. For you to fall.
So uh,
Try not to; and try understanding what Ive said
Yknow for being an organ primarily designed for self preservation, the brain sure is obessed with trying to stop that from happening
It’s telling you that something is not right and you need to do something about it. The inability to do anything about it was created by humanity.
@@saycapbut humanity is a collection of brains so why would we do that
@@CrankyRayy for control
@@saycapI guess, but I don't think constantly subconsciously talking shit about myself is the right way for it to let me know something's up
@@derpcade I looked into this further since making the comment. For some species suicide is an inverse survival mechanism that prevents individuals with potentially harmful or negative traits from re entering the gene pool. Its your own body pruning you to improve survival odds for the species. And it uh, makes an alarming amount of sense.
Living with suicidal ideation sucks.
On one day, i will drown myself in all my past failures and lose hope, contemplating about how Ill end it. The next day, im feeling solace, finding comfort in feeling down and convincing myself i will face these problems eventually, overall feeling like myself. It’s like im half dead, constantly shifting between seeing my future self, and seeing nothing. This vid is nice, i feel it depicts my current struggle pretty well. Sometimes you see the possibility of death, and other times, you see a happier future.
I pray it will get better, for the both of us.
God bless you, friend
Same thing, i just remember, what my frends and other will be feel if i do this.. how many cool things i didnt see like concert of my favorite group or relese half-life 3 :D
I feel that I do too many mistakes which interfere with others, and whithout me will be better maybe... idk... i hope that thats bad thoughts will gone
Update: I attempted it, but failed. It was horrible, but i then aired out my grievances with all my loved ones and now i feel like i can have a fresh start. I should never have tried to do that, that was my biggest mistake ive made in life.
If you’re ever feeling down, speak up about it, you can still find happiness.
@@UnreelBS Jesus loves you, brother. Keep your head up. I'm here to talk too. God has a future for you
Fr. What you described just explained my morning today before I went to work. The only thing able to get me out of it was praying and the mercy of God. Love you, and Jesus loves you. I hope you're doing better
"Despite everything, it's still you."
OMORI REFERENCE-
@@defokochu nope, close enough
bet it'd too obvious if i put the * before the sentence
Edit: But i can't blame you for thinking of Omori first. The artystyle looks very Omori inspired
Undertale reference then!
@@defokochuthats from undertale, not omori
STOP YOURE MAKING ME CRY AGAIN IDK WHY UNDERTALE MADE ME SO FUCKING EMOTIONAL BUT UTS JUST A MEME ASS SKELETON
Me dissociating and watching my brain create strange delusions to distract me from the fact that I just lied on the floor for an hour screaming and crying in agony
U good op?
I hope you’re doing good !
@@Hi_im_Vai thank you, I'm getting better
Cool, would ya do it again? Joke, going through the same attacks, if I can't laugh at them , I'll probably go insane.😅
Yeah
It do be like that sometimes
But at least crying makes you feel something every now and then
It's nice in a weird way
This was a triumph
I'm making a note here, Huge success
AH AH AH AH STAYIN' ALIVE, STAYIN' ALIVE
@@heelturn2 the two genders
Anyway the cake is great
Just wrote it, saw your comment, then deleted mine XD
even though you broke my heart and killed me
This whole video gave me strong Omori vibes.
Me too!!
this is really cute, but i especially love that the pacing and even somehow framerate feel really in time with the gentle music :^}
What Scotchi said
The hell is that emoji???
You used a nose which is already really weird and then you used the “}” and not the “)”??
I’m sorry but it distracted me from the rest of the comment
who's gonna tell him
@@JoeyGBeanlol
"Why is her nose so long?"
"oh..."
I cant unsee it now
Wow thanks i cant unsee it now
THATS NOT HER NOSE????
@@MareMayo56 thats why she said "oh..."
@@progCan i know that, it was rhetorical.
When I feel very, very, very sad and alone, my brain automatically makes me a friend- an imaginary friend to cheer me up. It’s the part of me that doesn’t want to give up.
When I feel very very sad and alone, I don't know what to do. I am alone. Sometimes my cat is there, but she's not really a snugler
I always imagined that I talk to the wind.
@@DepressedweebooWhen you feel bad, imagine yourself an friend (favourite fictional character or something from your own imagination)
Imagine them sitting by your side and caring for you. You can talk to them about all your sorrows and you can imagine them just listening and/or giving you advice. They will always be there and care for you, they will always love you. They are the part deep inside you that always loves and believes in you
It really helps in times where you have nobody real to talk to you.
Hope this helps
When i feel really really bad, i hit my head against the wall, remembering every single stupid error i did in the past
@@Ldr-B9 dont do dat. Instead, try to think of the acomplishments you made instead.
And if you really have to think of the errors, instead think of how you can prevent them in the future.
Dont be too harsh on yourself
U got this :)
After all the bs i see throughout my day, I need videos like this
Kagura? NOOO KAGURA IS DEPRESSED
The urge to do it vs the feeling of waking up after a failed attempt…
you're still alive. that's an achievement by itself.
my favorite quote is, "death is a permanent solution to a temporary problem"
this will pass. you just need to stay alive.
That’s a nice way to think about it : )
This was a triumph
I'm making a note here, "Huge success"
It's hard to overstate my satisfaction
Aperture Science
We do what we must because we can
For the good of all of us, except the ones who are dead
[Chorus]
But there's no sense crying over every mistake
You just keep on trying 'til you run out of cake
And the science gets done, and you make a neat gun
For the people who are still alive
@bluezenith6631 i know it hurts. You might not want to read it, but, while there is life, there is hope. While you're alive, you can still look for and find happiness. Just, please, don't give up. I'm just a stranger, but still, i care, so please, stay alive.
Jesus bless you and your life, friend.
something about these small animations i find on yt....
compared to the studio-made, adhd brainrotting anime that gets on my feed
'despite' the little numbers of frames for these animated loops, they always sink a feeling and message in my head and it always hits deep in a way that makes me pause, stop and just take in everything
it doesn't have to be perfect, or fast, or complex, or dynamic
as long as the message comes through
and it inspires me more than anything else so one day I'll make animations of my own
thank you for that
(Sorry the video I posted was the wrong one ! T T)
It’s okay!
This is really good tho
its Duolingo:00
The character design is actually really cute holy shit. Very calming 10/10
Randomly got this in my feed and I've never seen your channel before and I don't know what you're going through, but I hope that you're doing okay and I'm proud of you for simply being alive. Keep it up. You're worth it :)
Same goes for you ! ❤️
@Hi_im_Vai Aw thank you!( =＾ω＾)
exact same reason for why I'm here is them
@arcticfluffyfoxy That's amazing. The same message I commented here goes for you too.
@@MaiaEmpyrean It is truly strange how youtube works I wonder if any more people have found their way here through random luck
Thank you for making this, its nice to know that other people all across the world are fighting the same battles you are. It might be selfish but i think knowing that other people are going the same type of bullshit you are is comforting
It’s true, you’re never the only one ❤️
like what kind of bs?
@equalibrius8691 life stuff, it can be a lot sometimes. Just try and find the good however hard it might be
@@logboi781 ???
@@equalibrius8691bad mental health, challenging life situations, loss of loved ones, dissapointment and failure, etc.
Back in 2022, after I finally got out of a pretty abusive relationship, I wrote a poem for myself called “Still Alive.” This video resonated with me, thank you for that.
playing portal would resonate as well
The noose looks like an upside down balloon- and honestly my life has been like this a lot- there seems to be no end to this drifting off into thoughts of *that*
I know all this sounds cheesy, but I say this in all seriousness.
In life, you only miss something after its gone. This stays true forever.
As a child, you cry when you lose your favorite toy. Maybe you weren't careful enough, probably misplaced it.
As a teenager, you cry when you lose your pet. You just wish you had more time with them.
As an adult, you cry when there are heartbreaks. Maybe you shouldn't have yelled at her so much.
After all of this, you learn your lesson.
Next time you keep your toy with you at all times.
Next time you spend more time with your new pet.
Next time you make sure to be loving.
But the one thing that there is no next time?
Don't throw it away.
Like losing other things, you never notice the true value in being alive until you are not; live your life as if you have lost it before.
I have never been through experiences like this, not even close. I am very happy with my life as it is. However, watching this video has made me feel a mix of emotions I don't feel often-the emotion of losing something, and, even more, getting it back. I am not, and have never been, an emotional person, but this simple animation got me really close to crying. Even though the people depicted isn't me. I'm holding back tears to a mix of happy and sad; happy that the life has been kept, sad as if I am really gone. Actually, I'm not sure. It's really hard to explain. But to whoever that tries to leave but failed, you have experienced the greatest miracle possible. You have gone through something that changes you, something only the luckiest goes through. This video has helped me understand that.
I am so glad that the people watching this video are mature enough to take this seriously. To whoever is going through things, the lesson here to take is that your life is no different from any other thing. Don't throw it away just because it isn't as good as you would like it to be. Stay safe and stay alive.
To the original creator, I have never seen your channel before, and I am most likely not going to watch your other content [not because you're bad, just that I'm not interested in that type of content :)], but you deserve a sub from this. If you are going through things as well, stay strong, don't give up. You only have one life to throw away, and it's easy to do so because of how we've never lost it before.
I know this comment is especially cringe for this generation, and I would probably be made fun of especially if someone I know reads this. This is not a funny topic.
I would say much, MUCH more, but it is getting late for me, and tomorrow is a school day.
Stay safe, stay strong, appreciate life like you have lost it before.
Thank you so much for reading.
I don’t have anything to add or to say, but I have this: 🤍
holy shit i aint writing this shit in college, not evrn in yt comments
This reminds me of what it feels like when you have no ambitions or goals in life and dont want to live but at the same time you dont want to kill yourself so you just go through life completely detached from reality with the mentality of "im not gonna kill myself, but if i died i wouldnt be sad"
when you run out of "im just a girl" and "it eez what it eez" energy and youre just
Bruh you need to be able to play piano,
and encourage your brother to play violin
But youre so perfectionist, you make your brother irritated and break his violin
😭
NOOOO (also i saved this to my omori playlist without watching the video and i just watched it 💀💀)
VAI is now banned to get within 500m of a staircase
I'll never forget the times I had no bed to carry me but the soft grass held me and the times I had no one to speak to and no one to hear my cries but the birds sung so beautifully to my sobs.
It reminds me of omori and particularly mari ngl (this is a compliment.)
the little expressions reminded me of omori =D
i thought this too - the whole vibe, aesthetic, and even the music made me think Omori. :) But definitely with the artist's own spin on it. It definitely got me.
the camera sway, monocrome colours, and uncanny stature of a person, are exactly what my nightmares look like. i love this video, thanks for making it, its actually super inspiring
This hits hard. Its been almost 3 years since Ive attempted. And Im around 5 months clean of SH. Its strange because usually that means something to people, like its evidence that Im not in that place anymore. But for me, it only takes one action to be back in that same place. Sometimes I feel like I still am, its just hard for people to notice.
Im glad youre all still alive and that youve made it this far. It took a lot of courage and Im sorry youve suffered.
Beautiful video! Great art
Please don’t do sh
Pleaaase
I know I am a random person but just pleaaaase take good care of yourself, pleaaaaaase.
give us an update on your mental health
u dead?
I don't know who you are (was just recommended this this morning) or what you're going through, but I hope in all honesty that you're doing well, and if not, at least doing better than you did yesterday. Currently going through a similar shitty mental health period myself, so I'm aware of how hard it can be.
Even though I'm surrounded by more people that care about me that I've even been in my life, I've never felt nearly as alone as I feel. Even with the success of school and the knowledge of what I'm capable of, I still feel like I'm a sham and going to fail at any moment, disappointing the ones I care about. Even though I know people enjoy my company and my ability to make them smile, I'm terrified that one day I'll say/do the wrong thing and they'll leave me.
I don't want to give in to the urges, no matter how tempting they might seem from the shadows. I don't know how things will turn out, but I've made it this far and I don't want it all to be in vain. I'm going to keep trying. Hopefully, it'll all be worth it in the end.
It’s hard. It does seem like a siren call when the stress and pain of everyday life outstrip our ability to cope. I have tried 4 times to slip the surly bonds of life and each time I was brought back from the brink. It’s just hard, life is hard but friends can make all the difference.
"Get back up, little brother. I believe in you"
For those who know what this comment is a reference to, you have been through one of the saddest games in recent memory, but in doing so you also played through peak, and grew as a person in the process. Please, have a good day, fellow Omori enjoyers 🥲
I saw the noose and just got overwhelmed with emotion. I just stopped thinking for a moment. I had those thoughts since i was 12 and attempted at least 6 times. Im 23 now and i haven't wanted to disappear in 2 years. Thank you for the art, i will keep living.
If anyone needs it... i want to say... whoever you are...
I am proud of you.
Thank you a thousand times
This gaves me some motivation
Don't forget that i'm also proud of you
"This was a triumph.
I'm making a note here:
[*Huge Success*]"
this is actually a lot like how i see my own struggles in a very abstract way, good job on the presentation of these things!!
I had a reminder set on my calendar to do it yesterday. I knew I probably wouldn’t. But letting the day pass feels symbolic, somehow.
thank you for not doing it, stay strong please.
@@CTHD13 you ok rn?
@@CTHD13 if not, then I hope it would get better but i’m please reply saying anything so I know you’re here.
@@dadogdoin1360Oh no! TH-cam hadn’t given me any notifications since your first reply! I am still here, I am well enough, each day. I hope you are well too. Thank you for asking.
@@CTHD13 I am also well!
I hope you get better as soon as possible.
please take care of yourself and I will too.
I jolted at the end- very lovely animation
Solo una delgada línea define sentirme bien o mal, y vos sos esa línea, siempre lo fuiste
I lost a friend. I don't know who you are, but I'm glad that we didn't lose you. Still alive, and as long as there's dawns to see there's opportunities for good. Please take care
I’m so sorry about you’re friend, I’m sure they’d want you too take care too ! (Thanks for the kind words
@@Hi_im_Vai I am taking care, don't worry. Good luck out there
Thank you for this message. On behalf of everyone who needs a smile out there and a friend, know you do. 😊👍🍨
This was a triumph
I'm making a note here,
"Huge success"
It's hard to overstate my satisfaction
Aperture Science
We do what we must
because
we
Can
For the good of all of us, except the ones who are dead
But there's no sense crying over every mistake
You just keep on trying 'til you run out of cake
And the science gets done, and you make a neat gun
For the people who are still alive!
I'm not even angry
I'm being *SO* sincere right now
Even though you broke my heart
And killed me
And tore me to pieces
And threw every piece into a fire
As
they
burned
it
hurt
because
I was so happy for you
Now, these points of data
Make a beautiful line
And we're out of beta
We're releasing on time
So I'm GLaD I got burned
Think of all the things we learned-
For the people who are
Still alive
This was incredibly calming to watch
I’m a little late to the party, but I really loved this. It’s quiet but hopeful, reflective. Almost two years ago I attempted to overdose and take myself away from it all. I thought about it again multiple times after that. But I’m still here. I’m happy I’m still here
had my first suicidal thought when i was 11. i'm almost 20 and they haunt me since that very day. several failed attempts, years of sh (which i'm very proud to say i'm more than a year clean), depression hitting every so often, loneliness, unhealed trauma. the weight of being alive is sometimes unbearable, yet i'm still here. still here, still breathing, still feeling, still alive. i can't give up now.
It hurts me terribly to see others feel the same as I had to go through. Now I'm in remission, but terrible thoughts continue to haunt me sometimes. please know that the future is salvation, everyone has it
You good?
You good?
no for real are you ok?
I hope that you’re still here!
buddy I hope you’re still alive and well!
Rather than a noose I saw it as the pull cord for a light. The shadows are full of kinder things than your eyes allow you to see. All you gotta do is pull the cord...
Wow this is so calming, thank you for making this :)) and I wish the same message for you too :)
The dissonance between the sweet and simple guitar melody with the crass, crude, and chaotic harmony is such a cool narrative tool.
The former representing the simplicity of life, being able to be happy even when just observing a balloon, like a child. The latter representing the rush of adulthood and having to constantly cater to so many needs, wants, asks, etc. However having to choose between those two is a more difficult and futile task compared to just letting it play out
Me two it's going to be okay okay? If I made it through horrible things you can make it through to man
I hope so, you’re too kind ❤️
"Whatever horrors you may find, have heart and see them through"
I’d take the balloon, personally
"No matter what happens next, don't be too hard on yourself. Even now, after all you've done, you can still go home."
Those are some furious Formula 1 noises in the background
I think the song is called hummingbird
i rewatched this video today and i nearly cried because it depict what i felt for yet so many days last month
i hope i'll get throught it, i hope everyone you is going throught a harsh time does
idk if this is intentional or not but I really love how much Omori vibes this gives off (pro tip: if you have not played Omori, play it, you'll see what I mean)
there’s something that this and yume nikki have that gives me a strange sense of comfort, while also encapsulating all of the feelings i have
Algorithm blessed me today I’m happy to find this
don't forget to take care of yourselves! even if you can't do it on your own, as long as you have people you can trust, you'll pull through no matter how rough things get
Wait where's the portal music
Every person is unique. Trillions of people existed each with genetics specific to you, life experiences specific to you, and if you want to get spiritual a, unique spirit. Only you can bring what you have to this life and only you can touch people the way you do. Each person has significance. Yet again if you want to get spiritual; a child of a loving Father in Heaven who loves and cares about each of his children no matter what.
Balloon smile :D
: )
@@Hi_im_Vai:)
Boxing, work, reading, listening to music, writing, sleeping, watching TH-cam/media or shows, talking to my only 2 true friends, it’s the only way to escape the pain sometimes, I don’t want to go back to the void again, I refuse to me. I hope you all are doing alright, you as well OP.
Oh it's okii
This was recommended to me and I'm stunned by the way this was made. I interpret this throughout my experience, I was ok, then realized what reality really is, after that I almost committed suicide, lost all my wanting of living, finally dealing with all these things and trying to live a fake happy life for the ones that tried to help me (of course, this is my literal interpretation of the video and obviously it is not that literal, but IDK)
My mother supportive she told me to hang myself cuz of bad grades!! Lovely
That is absolutely terrible. When you grow up get out of their presence asap.
existence is imperative for reading peak fiction, keep fighting the good fight
Uuh sorry for ruining the vibe here (if there even is one), just thought this was a cool Portal animation or something with the song from y'know, Portal, with the name with the vid (Still alive, or it's not still alive and I just confused myself cuz I'm a schizophrenic mf) anyways cool animation Ig probably gonna check out the channel, or I'm just gonna start dancing right now cuz I'm listening to a pretty epic and awesome and cool song uuh yeah awesome cool uh
Alright I seriously gotta question what am I typing on TH-cam comments cuz like I thought of doing(?) a whole bit where I say that I'm a schizophrenic person so I'm gonna just start dancing alone in here because of the song... Like it's not even funny but ok
I'm just gonna like. Leave. Nobody's gonna see this comment anyway (clearly bad sarcasm) ok bye I'm bored cool animation yeah probably already said that
This sucks what am I doing with my life
@@HamFromTeamFortress2u good bro?
@@dadogdoin1360 no :(
Why am I so schizophrenia on this comment jesus was I high or somethin'?!?!
@@HamFromTeamFortress2 what’s wrong buddy?
want to talk about it? I’ll listen to everything you say ok?
"This was a triumph, I'm making a note here, huge success. It's hard to overstate my satisfaction."
- GLaDOS from the first portal game
I dunno, this quote just resurfaced in my brain just now. Anyway, keep living. It can be so much more fun than non-living.
no it didnt resurface, you just saw it at the top of the comments and wanted to regurcitate the same shit that the others said
This is so “simple” in many ways but it still hits so close to home for me.
An example of how we can create things so easily just by our emotions and what we been through mentally and physically, this did touch my soul ❤️🔥
I just wanna say. I recently found your channel and I think you are a very underrated gem on this site. I hope you can get the recognition you deserve, you earned a new sub. We all admire your work and this in particular is something that touched me in a really emotional way.
seeing this has inspired me to write of my own struggles.
noticing that this was posted on my birthday leads me to say that something like this means a lot to me.
This’s very impressive: I love how you did so much with just a few simple shots and expressions!
This video reminds me of Omori, since it has a monochrome style, the girl looks similar to Spirit Mari, and it has the White Egret Orchid(or a similar looking flower) at the start, which’s used quite a lot in Omori.
you know it’s going to be incredible when you hear flatsound
I bed rotted for the first time in a long while. I would do anything in order to distract myself of being sad. This really spoke to me about how I used to feel or just my old self in general. Processing the idea that I didn’t think I wouldn’t live this long. I’m happy now but yet when bed rotting today makes me go back to that feeling.
I don't know who you are, I don't know what you've been through or what you're going through. Nonetheless I'm happy that you're still here.
For anyone reading this, I’m proud of you for just being here. Keep going. You’re loved
This brings out an emotion in me that I don't know the name of.
This is great btw 🌻
Y’know, despite everything, no matter how tough it was for you, you still pulled through, and now you’re here, reading this comment, hi there, glad you can make it! Or if you’re a returning regular, welcome back, to everyone who’s reading this comment, life is hard.. it’s tough sometimes, and at times annoying, but the fact you’ve made it this far, is proof that you’re strong enough, keep going! You’re almost there! I know these words are empty coming from a stranger, but still, know that your efforts have been recognised! ^^
This video has been living rent free in my head for 4 months now. Bit it's a welcome one.
Ah, short but yet speaks many things. I enjoyed this video quite alot, your one of the many artists with a similiars yet unique art style!
Thank you ! I’m glad !
Sometimes there's pain. Things will get better (most likely). Even if it doesn't, stay strong. Live a little more.
Люблю эти случайные видео. Появляются, когда этого не ждёшь. Находишь что-то близкое себе. Находишь и людей, со схожими мыслями.
❤
about 2 years ago someone said to me "Dont try to die if you never even tried to live" at first i didnt understand it but about a week later i realized what she wanted to say, since then live got more and more enjoyable. I will never forget what she did for me :)
I cant stop coming back. This sound reassures pains too deep and unsurfacable i hope they fade away with me.
I made it through so much and ill make it through so much more!
I might not be able to save the world but i can still make a differance if i just keep trying!
Que animação profunda, mas ao mesmo tempo é bem facil entender seu significado...
I wanna hug people when there alone
If Junji Ito has taught me anything is to not trust balloons
*This is White Space
*You've lived here for as long as you can remember
People, no matter how bad things get, remember that there is always hope. You always deserve happiness. You can get out of a suicidal state. I believe in you. Please remember this
I remember the discomfort of having those thoughts appear for the first time. I was just on a walk and suddenly each car passing by me on the road was an opportunity. I'm glad to be far out of that pit of despair now.
Whoever's reading this, I wish you the best on your journey. You being here makes the world a brighter place
Suicide.
What I would define it as?
An urge the brain gives when stressed for long amounts of time. Results in death if successful. Brain resorts to negative feedback if failed in hopes of second attempt.
"Disgrace. Humiliation."
A way to describe this negative feedback.
When the brain resorts to this urge, the stress may go away until the attempt. "A star shines its brightest right before death". The victim may resort to sharing feelings they've never shared with close ones, giving away important things, and just being more active overall.
Suggestions?
Well, there's a lot to think about. Getting help, thinking about what punishment an afterlife might bring you, the effects close ones will receive once given the news, etc.
Let's talk about each one separately.
*1. Getting help.*
The simplest, easier-said-than-done thing to think about. You can resort to a lot of things when it comes to "help".
The hardest one might be; telling your close ones and telling them you want help, you want support and telling them your struggles. This might be really hard to pull off, because it puts a lot of pressure on the person. But this is the most effective way, as the support is from loved ones you know are there for you and for nobody else.
Then comes suicide hotlines. These are not _the_ best, since they go through suicidal people calling them every single day, but it can work.
*2. Thinking about afterlife punishment*
The afterlife. A big question with no real good answers. Let's see the ones i can remember.
From what I know, suicide isn't treated well when it comes to afterlives. Most afterlives treat suicide as something the "superior being" didn't plan for you and is a sin. Thus, you will be sent into punishment. "Hell", if you will.
Afterlives like nothingness aren't that big of a threat.
Reincarnation? Well, that makes suicide just, wanting to "change character", if you wanna see it that way. It kinda makes suicide positive maybe? But this doesn't mean you should do it. Life has more prepared for you, but people are there for you. Remember point N°1.
"Dante's Inferno" is a take on hell that theorizes on hell having layers, each layer hosting different punishment for different things. At the very last layer lies Satan.
Limbo, Lust, Gluttony, Greed, Wrath, Heresy, Violence, Fraud and Treachery.
Violence.
Violence is a layer that focuses on, well, acts of violence. War, murder... This includes suicide. People who commit suicide are transformed into humanoid-like trees, unable to move, or do anything, but feel touch. Normally, sinners just roam hell, but people that commit suicide are FORCED into a life without any feeling but touch. They are compiled into the "suicide forest".
So yeah, it's pretty harsh knowing whatever afterlife there is where you can actually feel stuff will punish you for ending life too early.
*3. The effects on those that surround you.*
Knowing someone you've known has committed suicide is a really heavy feeling, and will give THEM guilt and shame for not being able to recognize your intentions and not being able to stop you. This can lead into a chain reaction of depression and suicide.
Thank you for reading. If you have failed an attempt at suicide, you should try point N°1. Talk to close ones. Tell them you've been feeling shitty and need to do something about it. Think with them on what could bring back your happiness.
Always remember to look forward on a future where no one has to suffer through these horrors. If life keeps throwing shit at you, again. Point N°1.
*YOU ARE UNIQUE. PRECIOUS. NEVER LET YOUR THOUGHTS TAKE THAT AWAY FROM YOU.*
take care. love ya ❤
Life has been tipsy. I have been taught to look at life as meaningless, but how fun would it be to travel as a balloon without a thought in the world. Thank you for yourvideo
I've really been struggling recently. But this is beautiful, thank you.
im so proud of you and everybody here. you're doing an amazing jobb, everything will get better, i love you so much.
This hit really hard, and brought back a lot of memories.
Outta everything I hear, see, touch, eat, think, I still call my life is beautiful
“Life is beautiful”