Agust D 'AMYGDALA' Official MV Reaction!
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this video is based on true events in his life, from the motorcycle accident to his parents illness, depression, etc, I am glad he's at a place that he overcame it 😔💜
The whole album and this mv in particular shows how much yoongi trust us. We should show this trust to him as well.
Army must protect our Yoongi, he has gone through enough...all of them have and I love them all.
everyone thought the eye scar was from battle and not self inflicted, yoongi's such a strong person i'm so proud of him
I'm a grown woman now but went through a LOT of shit in my younger teen/young adult and man.. this song speaks to me. I wish I could've had a song like this when I was going through it.
Are you okay now?
@@mane6962 I am SOOOOO ok!!!!! I've been married for 17 years with 2 beautiful kids. Life truly can be beautiful if you give it a chance. I'm so glad I never gave up, even when I came so close to.
@@verobell45 I'm glad you Play and happy. Thank you for this answer 💜
I saw it early this morning before they put a restriction on it. My body reacted before I could grasp what happened and I almost shattered my phone. Luckily I grabbed it in time. Yoongi is such a an amazing person. If he says he is truly ok now, I trust his words. I'm in awe of this man and his talent. We've known the stories, but seeing how he put together for us to truly comprehend in this way is heartbreaking and stunning. I've been there and I know how hard it could be to pull yourself out of a horrible period in time. My turning point was the moment I found out I was pregnant 13 years ago. Now I have a beautiful teenager who wants to do nothing more with her life than music while still understanding how hard her life can get bc of it. I just want to thank this man for being there for so many and being something for so many. He truly is a force for good in this world and I am so proud of him.
I am so proud of Yoongi too! And I'm happy to see someone as kind as you living a nice life with your family ☺️❤️ have a nice day 💜
@@alzbetakrejcova4749 I hope you have a great day as well. 💜
I saw it within the first hour and I didn't see a warning either. I jumped when he crashed into the car bc I didn't expect them to show it...
My heart feels so heavy that I can’t stop crying watching this MV. Hardcore but factual events. I’m just glad Yoongi is still with us today.
Like you said seb the fact that the trauma still replays it's exactly what yoongi saying in the song .The Amygdala is the part of the brain that stores your trauma and fears, it eventually releases these so you can actually face them in similar situations.
Yoongi in the past in 2012 had a car accident while working as a delivery (just like the video) and crashed his shoulder and made a surgery in 2020 because he was afraid to tell the company when he was a trainee to not kick him out and then didn’t want to do the surgery because of his group to not disrupt the group’s work he was afraid + when he was born his mam did a heart surgery + his dad had a cancer + he faced depression for so long and even thought about kîlling himself and went to a psychologist .. it was hard for him because his family was so poor he had to go to school, work and train at the same time .. he didn’t eat to have money to take the bus
He is so brave and we are proud of him that he didn’t give up 💜
The room I think represents AMYGDALA which stores all our traumas, sadness and depression, all painful memories are there and it shows in the video Yoongi wants to get out of the room because he wants to forget about it but he can’t, it can’t be help cause it’s how it is AMYGDALA will always remember those memories.
I ❤ this so much.
This song reminded me of the times when I used to be so depressed and anti social. I found peace by reading and also listening to music. Then I discovered bts dimple. That song made me feel like a whole different person. I could express happiness again. something I couldnt express for a very long time. Yoongi never disappoints. This mv hit me so hard.
Are we twins? You just explained my life, really, but I discovered them by save me.
It reminds me of my social anxiety. It is not something traumatic but it has led me to traumatic moments and honestly I pray that one day I will be free from it.
I couldn't get over this no matter what, the scenes from his mv, specially the one where Yoongi is struggling in rain are randomly popping in my head and I find myself tearing up. This is a masterpiece
Thanks, Seb!
Sadly the music video is age restricted so I couldn't watch it on my own :'(
Glad I could enjoy it with you all!
Sameee😢
Me too 😔
Me three
Same😔
So, you can't see the original video, but you can see it through reactors' channels? Thankfully this reactor did good. 😊
I SWEAR THIS MAN ALWAYS MAKES ME CRY OMFG! YOONGI KILLED IT AS ALWAYS!
this song hits so hard and every time i watch the mv i cry a little noticing new things. when he creates the scar (self harm) the door opens briefly, granting a reprieve from being trapped in the place his memories replay, but it shuts too quickly. it hits so hard bc self harm is always a temporary escape, itll never last, and the timing of it opening to him once the wound is there means so much.
I hadn't even thought of it that way, but you're right. 😭
i got emotional watching to mv, the fact that he trusted us with his personal story is amazing, so i dont wanna hear anyone call cold hearted.
fact he has a beautiful heart
Same here the lyrics really touched me and got me emotional. Everything about it was actually emotional.
He's such a geinune person at heart and he's so vulnerable w his music. I cried and teared up watching this a few times.
I genuinely teared up
Why do our brains replay all the crap/traumatic stuff? It is literally your AMYGDALA. The Amygdala is the portion of your brain which governs emotional response (amongst other things). It is where your flight / fight response manifests. Your Amygdala makes you remember the awful shit so you’ll be prepared the next time. Of course if the trauma is significant enough, you can’t escape the dark memories.
My interpretation is that in this MV we see the emergence of Agust D who manifest from the trauma Yoongi has experienced. The self inflicted cut is symbolic of this traumatised persona who can’t escape the room - the memories. In Daechwita the cut has healed to a livid scar but it’s still there. In Haegeum the scar on the detective is old and faded indicating the passage of time since the trauma. The Suga that finally kills Agust D in Haegeum has no scar indicating the trauma is no longer affecting Yoongi and he has no need for the angry persona of Agust D. The fracture has healed, the persona is no longer split. Yoongi has accepted and come to terms with his dark memories - his shadow you could say - and is now whole.
I think you're exactly right. If you read the lyrics to 'The Last', I think this is the first time he talked about his accident and then he was so hurt and angry and full of self-loathing. "I use these words to hide my weak self". But now he is no longer hiding, he is showing us this 'weak self'... but showing your vulnerability, and sharing your pain, is actually the strongest thing you can do.
true! Yoongi is not only giving us songs, he's also educating us!
So no more Agust D albums damn
@@iichxrryluna Interestingly, Suga said this MAY BE the last August D album, not WILL BE - there is the possibility of more.
At the end of Hageum when Suga is eating noodles, a strand of his hair falls across his face as he looks into the camera. The strand is in exactly the same place as where the scar was. Some think this is Suga’s way of saying Agust D and the scar are always there under the surface. I think if Yoongi gets pissed off enough, Agust D will rise again.
6:43 Because of his injury from the bike accident, he was afraid to tell Big Hits that he had another job or how serious the injury was because he thought he'd lose his job. He told his fellow BTS members that he had fallen down the stairs. In 2020 or 2021 he had to have surgery on his shoulder due to his injuries from that accident. Also, when he enters the military, his duties will be restricted because of his past shoulder injury. (P.S. I love how happy your dog is. 🥰)
You can tell he has overcome the darkness and is living better and I'm glad he could use his music to gain closure and healing but to share it with us who may be going through the same thing and can see that its possible to make it through. 💜💜💜
It so beautiful and heart-wrenching to see how Suga showed this.
There’s the part where it’s him on the bike and the incident happened, then again where he goes on it in the rain and is reminded of the trauma - there’s this scene from a Kdrama where a guy is driving. It starts raining and then he had to pull over because he had a flashback of a traumatic moment when he was younger, something horrible happened. It’s interesting how things like rain (for example) can bring painful memories back like that. Seeing AMYGDALA mv reminded me of that.
Thankyou for your heartfelt words. We are all amazed and grateful that yoongi has the courage to put this out to the world. This hits even harder after last weeks.
i think to answer your question because bad things are always repeating. “Amygdala” is a part of the brain that remembers traumatic events from you and replays them.For example if you fell in water in your childhood and almost drowned, you become scared of water or scared to drown if your in the water. I dont know if there is a part in the brain that does the same thing with happy memories but Yoongi wanted to express that also with the song
The amygdala is the part of your brain that retains trauma and causes you to re-experience it when triggered. His bravery and courage to share his trauma with us is inspirational. 💜
watching the mv and him sharing what he went through. made me go in tears how much he overcame. This is why I love yoongi so much. he inspired me to stay and be strong even in these hard situations. Thank you yoongi for letting ARMY be part of your life. 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
I want to cry 💔💔 The song is so deep about his past and what Yoongi went through..the accident and everything is real
I’m so proud of him. I love how he began bringing this up again. I knew what was gonna happen the second that he put on that helmet.
I'm just super proud of yoongi to actually get past through such struggles in his past along side the struggles and hate bts faced together as well,Yoongi is super brave to actually put this out there remembering those dark memories of his last life.
The shoulder accident due ng a pizza delivery,
the lyric when he said "My accident I couldn't even tell someone " breaks my heart.
His struggles with anxiety,depression,hate,physical and mental health.
This music video is so dark but so real,we can see the true story of what suga has suffered through
thanks for your touching words at the end, I cried again because I really need that, love your existence Seb and channel! 💜
Hi Guys, I saw the MV last night and I literally burst out into tears.... Agust D, Yoongi, SUGA describes his past in this MV and it as well identifies how "WE" as individuals have been going through... Hence he was saying to RM that their music speaks to ARMY and that is WHY we are here, and that is WHY he writes music.... I could completely resonated into each & every lyrics he wrote and sang, I was so heart broken. The MV is as GOOD as what he is displaying it to us so wonderfully with his raw lyrics... Thank you for sharing your past with us SUGA... We love you and appreciate you..
I’m so proud of him. I’m happy he’s been open and honest with us about what’s happening and what’s going on in his life. I don’t know why our mind is set up to repeat the memories. But it’s a part of who we are
He is a fucking genius this MV is so deep, and the song is OMG this history is so touching 💜💜💜
Thanks Seb . Your words are necessary. The mv reflects a lot of how people see suicide as the only way out.
Suga made gold with this personal story and told it well. I’m always impressed with his depiction of his state of mind. Its raw and transparent. He puts into words and video what he is thinking so well. King Suga strikes again.
We all thought that his scar is from battle but he did it himself. And it represents his trauma and inner struggles. HEARTBREAKING😭
well it could also be a battle, with a form of self-battle I may say, battling with your own self
This had me in tears. Snooze is my favorite, is a close 2nd. He’s gone thought so much
Thank you for the encouragement....I needed that today! Love this song, love Yoongi, love your channel!
tbh i have a past with SH and seeing him cut the scar into his face was triggering for me but the song and yoongi remind me tht things are in the past and you can move on from them life is a battle worth fighting. this song is so raw and i’m proud of him and greatful for him sharing his feelings with us not everyone can lay themselves bare
I do too and it took mr many many yearsb to finally learn that IF I would just try to change some of my own negative, unhelpful thinking habits then I COULD lessen so muuch of the pain I experienced in daily life, I could work on changing my inner dialogue and teach myaelf to be kinder to ME, to love ME as much as I loved all my loved ones, to offer myself the same understanding, love & comfort I always gave my own kids when they were upset. I had to learn how to comfort myself when I was upset. I had never known how to stop myself in time, before I spiraled down down down.....but now I've learned how to distract myself with helpful things, like exercise, music, a walk, journaling about my feelings, readiing, making art, writing, calling someone, watching something happy /humorous, getting some good rest without feeling guilty about it *cause so often that's the problem with me, trying to be everything to everyone but not taking care of my needs)or just yummy icecream..,
I learned I could tell myself to hold on until tomorrow, that no pain lasts forever, nothing good does either so sometimes it is all about just hanging in there until the sun comes out and shines once again. Inevitably things were usually better or at least I felt different in the morning, I slowly became different in being able to combat my bad impulses. (We learn them so young and usually aren't even aware of where the way we think or talk to ourselves comes from)
Changing from being a voice of doom, gloom, guilt and always thinking I was somehow not good enough in my own thoughts, to being my own fan, cheerleader, a voice of comfort and praise inside has made all the difference in everything. Love yourself, don't punish yourself EVER for what others have done to you, I learned hat it's my calling to protect me from hurt, not hurt me even more.....thank God and thank BTS because their songshelped me think better thoughts.
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3:55, if being real, the Amygdala is a part of the brain that is responsibile for the replay of traumatic events, and i guess it works as a defence mechanism, to remind you, that you had this experience, hense why people say that traumatic events never get forgotten, as someone who has deep trauma with a lot of things(and i know im not the only one like that), i tend to get dreams about them, they cross my mind when i hear smth of a simillar situation, or see, this shit is hard to deal with ong.
Facts....the brain can be a real bastard sometimes....
I cried a little while watching the mv but it was so beautiful and heart touching how Yoongi told it (btw Seb I love your videos and I hope you have a wonderful day💜💜💜💜)
wow, this Album is so comforting. I love the honesty in his lyrics.
3:45 one thing - human’s have a negativity bias, we always remember the bad things that happen and that people say to us rather than the good things
another - rumination: we reply the painful events in our minds again and again, maybe in an attempt to understand it, or maybe because the image is so vivid it is difficult to forget
I really began to cry when i watched it the first time. I noticed that it was events in his own life, and just got emotional. It means so much to that he's still with us even after he experienced this
Your question at 4:08 about why the bad moments replay - it’s our brain trying to keep us safe. The replaying is reminding us to stay away from dangerous situations. It’s heartbreaking that this is how humans protect themselves
Also if you noticed for all the past two mvs, Yoongi is trying to kill Agust D but in this last one he’s trying to save him…
Min Yoongi, Suga, and Agust D can be understood as different sides of the same person. ❤
Yes we so often want to end our shadow aspect, the darkness we’re afraid or ashamed of.
There’s a quality of empathy toward this eye-scarred aspect of himself in Amygdala that Daechwita and Haegeum does not.
I remember when Yoongi was reminded with his original BH audition vid and how much he hated seeing it.
If I can be so assuming, I really feel like now older Yoongi has begun seeing that younger version of himself with more understanding and love. It’s magical to see.
@@weakanklesfornamjoon I’ve only begun reconciling my shadow aspects. I find his journey very reassuring. Thank you for sharing your thoughts with me.
so true! when I realized that I felt a pang in my heart.
I cried so much...his lyrics and visuals.. the fact I felt like agust d was trying to save min yoongi from trauma and yoongi trying to save agust d from yrs of torment ...ahhhh I can't...thank u seb for just being you ❤❤
this reminded me of kill me heal me kdrama which is about a doctor fell in love with someone who has a dissociative disorder😥
@@mirayoon1992 omg such a good drama x
@@jaynegreen7097 yeah it's my number 1 favorite kdrama🥰
we tend to remember the bad things more vividly, because its our brains' way of trying to keep the "fight or flight" present to watch for or recognize similar situations to keep ourselves "safe". Thats part of what the amydgala does. although, the effects of the trauma make that so much worse leading to other health issues which are your body's way of alerting you that you need to fix something somehow. happy memories aren't dangerous so the brain doesn't see it as priority. and yes one can say that bad forces keep you in this state to prevent a person from reaching their potential. its something to over come.
It's not the devil, it's your brain, remembering what put you in danger to protect you. Part of the key is in not trying to suppress it, but exploring the feelings, letting them pass tru you, not hanging onto the feelings, buy trying to distance yourself from them and observe them as another person outside yourself. The next step is to try to learn from it. And integrate the lesson you can take from it to yourself. If you try to ignore and repress, it will come out and hurt more in various ways. The next thing is forgiving yourself and step by step letting go. Without forcing the process. Repeat.
I could relate to this... It's like a dark part of you kept knocking and continued to haunt you, your insecurities, your fears, your vulnerability...and you see the world around you as the outside, pushing everything, everyone away, questioning your existence as inadequate, not part of the world..but you also seek hope, and a chance to overcome the pain..
PTSD, your fight or flight, and the amygdala is the center of the brain that holds those memories. Therapy and medication can help.
Thank for your comments, Seb. You lift so many people up with your vids. Thank you. 💜
I'm so grateful that he trusts us enough to share his vulnerability. It takes a lot of courage and bravery to show yourself like this to one person let alone millions of people. I'm glad he's stated that he's a lot happier and is healing.
And this another reason why BTS and their individual music stands out 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💯
thank you for the kind words at the end💜 appreciate you and your channel
I'm glad your dog was there to comfort you through this video
I had a hand on both our dogs while watching the video, while wiping tears with my sleeves 😭
In 2012 When suga was a trainee, he works as a delivery boy and he accidently hit by a car and injured his shuolder, its been a year that he did'nt said to agency about his shoulder injury, it because he was scared that if they know about it he gonna be kick out in bts.
The agency big hit said that they would help suga about his school payments and his shoulder surgery if suga would said it earlier.
In 2020 suga just had his shoulder surgery, so many award shows he did'nt attend. Its been like a month he was gone for surgery recover
This is Yoongi talking. That's what makes it hit so hard. It is him.
I was borderline panic attack watching this for the first time. It's easier to watch now but it really fucked me up on the first watch. It was like watching how my trauma and ptsd works and seeing his version of that really hit me
Thank you Sebastian. Suga is okay, he said so and we believe him
Well said,Hey guys family isn’t your birth(place position) It helps to know I have good in common with someone. No matter language,race age or ability .💜
The amygdala is supposed to save bad memories so you don’t get hurt again in the future. Like a caveman knowing fire hurts. Unfortunately it stores emotional pain too.
There's a scene where Yoongi has a palmful of pills, which switches to almonds, and is sern eating almonds in a different scene.
Both Joonie & Yoongi read the novel Almond, a YA book about a young man who has an underdeveloped amygdala, causing him to not feel emotions. I read in other comments that the boy's mother feeds him almonds in a misguided attempt to develop the amygdala, as the shape (and root word in Greek) is the same.
reacted to it yesterday *felt a dark humor in this*, this mv seems to be like.. literally every human in this world experienced this.
if some of y'all wondering what AMYGDALA means is:
Amygdala: "Almond-shaped group of neurons in the medial temporal lobes of the brain which plays a central role in the processing and memory of emotions, especially fear" basically a sensor in the brain that detects fear, aggression, and anxiety.
I somehow relate to this mv so much that it is my number 1 fav right now, i had an accident when i was a child when i was spinning around myself until i got dizzy and fell on a the coffee table that had a vase on it, it broke on my face and cut me on my eyebrow i was this close to lose my right eye, my mom saw me bleeding i wasn't even reacting to pain i was just choked as why she was terrified, she took me to hospital on a taxi because how afraid she was she could wait for the ambulance to come, i still have the cut on my eyebrow every time I see it i remember mom's face sweating in fear, from then i used to never spin around myself again. Bad thing just stick in the brain and never go, à lot of thing like car accident, à loved one being sick, the traumatic events we've been throught and this music vidéo is just so emotional and perfectly well done, Min Yoongi is indeed a genius i love Amygdala so much 💜
I respect suga so much 💜 him giving us this song talking about his dark times ' I know its hard to do so' BUT i do hope hes doing alright and better 💜♥️💜. ARMIES are here for him nmw 🩵❤💜. RESPECT AND LOVE going out to HIM SUGA ; AGUST 'D ; MIN YOONGI ❤️ ❤❤. He deserves lots of love and appreciation for his existence 💖 and WORK 👏💜.
- SEB ' GREAT CONTENT AND KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK 👍 ❤.
That shit was heavy but I'm thankful to Yoongi for sharing. Also the amygdala is in charge of the bad memories repeating because it's in charge of training us for flight or fight. The MV is beautiful and tragic and very explanatory, but it's also very triggering so Army, stay safe. 💜💜💜
You’re my rock always 🫂
Take from it, your mental health matters. Give yourself one more day. You never know how much things can change. Scream it out, don't cop out. ❤
Still crying my eyes out over this music video, but I couldn't be prouder of this man. 💜
That scooter crash happened to him, in his trainee days, didnt tell anyone, and fucked up his shoulder. That's why he had surgery 2-3 years ago, and he was missing from Black Swan stuff.
The scar are his traumas, and in Daechitwa and Haegum, he kills his traumas
The reason we keep replaying painful memories is because we keep trying not to. This is a song and music video about the philosophy of stoicism. It teaches us to stop avoiding the pain of the past and look directly at it - cooly and calmly without getting worked up. In other words, the key to happiness lies in not trying to create it. It comes only after we have examined our sadness and moved it out of our heads. Peace comes on its own as soon as there is room for it. The song is not tragic. It's somber. It's serious. But it has hope because all the versions of Yoongi are working hard to help each other. The happy ending is that he keeps trying to reach the door. Maybe he didn't reach it yet, but he's still moving in that direction.
👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾, you said what someone wanted to say, needed to hear or just listen to. For being young there’s a lot of truth in that so I hope there’s someone that can do the same for you ( a safe place). Yoongi says and does a lot of things that makes him relatable ( all of BTS does) and I think that’s why they get so much slack unfortunately.. we are all human when it comes down to and once the Workd realizes that it can become a better world but I don’t think that day will come at least not in near future. So for now , try to keep your heads high , ask someone if they’re ok ,respect one another and try to live life to the best of your ability 🫶🏾💜💜💜
The strongest person alive💜💪💪
A devastatingly beautiful video. He's so brave for sharing his life with us. And yes he is brilliant.
You said it He is a Genius
Status: emotionally compromised by Min Yoongi
Wow. So this is where Agust D's famous facial scar began.
This song is hauntingly beautiful and gut wrenchingly sad at the same time. Watched it several times and cannot get through it without crying. Hope only the best for him (and all the BTS guys . . they are really unique, beautiful individuals).
This is based on his actual life and it’s been age restricted but he is incredibly strong for doing this
This video resonates with me so much , from the sh, s*icide the depression it's like he's saying things i could never bring myself to say . It's comforting in the most painful way.
We replay trauma because it upset us, our body is trying to work through it.
I was watching the new episode of suchwita this morning and I saw that the music video came out I was like "oh I am going to watch this after the suchwita episode" but then I saw it was age restricted I was like "Are you serious !😂”
The Amygdala is the part of the brain that is responsible for forming those strong memories that keep replaying
I love what you just say 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜 and I really really love this music vedio even if it made me cry
A couple things….. yes Yoongi is a genius! This song, this music video, all of his songs in general are AMAZING!! I’ve watched this video sooo many times and I get goosebumps every single time!! 🥺💜
Also, love your reactions so thank you 🙏🏼💜
Lastly, your doggie freaking loves you!! 🥹 the way he/she keeps licking you is just so freaking sweet 💜💜💜
And in music your feelings are displayed more...enhanced mostly. That's what I think. Yes, Yoongi most certainly went through that trauma again while working on it but I think he might also have found some closure while doing so. And again, I think in music and the mv coming with it, things are a little more...extreme? Is that the word? Because the experience was so...delicate but the feelings want out. They want out and be expressed. I hope you know what I mean.
I cried. 💜💜💜
I always watch and appreciate your videos but never take time to leave a comment but I wanted to say thank you for the words you had in this one ! And Yoongi truly is a genius I couldn't agree more with you on this point :)
I cried a lil while watching it
to the point you brought up in 4:28 the brain doesn't differentiate between regular memories and traumatic ones, it stores everything in the same way regardless of the content of the memory. That is why the amygdala is so essential; it can take a traumatic memory and recognize it as sadness or pain and protect you from it, the amygdala is basically the reason why humans have the fight or flight response.
Yoongi is really musical genius💜💜💜💜🥺😘
its just your brain trying to protect you and keep you alive... it wants to replay the trauma and engrave it into your memories, not just mental but your physical body's memories so your neural pathways are stronger and faster. its preparing your body for something like that to happen again so you can deal with it better. the amygdala controls this process in the brain
4:05 i was getting picked up from a party late at night and i got into a car accident and i don't remember anything else besides that accident, i still get ptsd from that (mind the fact i had to do 5 months of physical therapy)
AGUST D was created to protect Min yoongi but now SUGA has the control, he CAN say good bye to AGUST D
So pain when know everything he passed:(
Bro i am crying mess since it was released
I have no science to back it up, but I think our brains replay and hold on to the traumatic stuff so that it can recognize the dangerous stuff and "protect" us from it. The crap part of that is that we are more comfortable with the things we recognize, so we end up repeating patterns of behavior that keep us living in dysfunctional situations, and the "protection" ends up walling us off from our emotions and good memories. Our brains shed the connections we don't use, so we lose the happy stuff in order to recognize the dangers.
Yoongi trusted us enough to show us his raw side, we shouldd preserve that trust. We should cherish him every moment we get, let him know how precious he is, say soulful, uplifting words to him and not senseless, meaningless spams
This is so hard to watch of course. The dark room is were is mind was caged (depressing mode) releaving the darkest moment of his life. The shoulder moment, self harming suicide attempt etc but the scene where he's trying to get out and he couldn't. Remind me of the only time he couldn't perform and was stuck on the bathroom floor crying and couldn't make himself live the bathroom.....
So true, the good are not embedded like the bad that occur in our lives. Our brain turns them over and over, as Suga says hear.
FINALLY I CAN WATCH THIS MV
i was crying all of my tears.
For me as ordinary person hard to understand how all artists, idols singers, actors are able to live that 2 side lives. He/she has to deal so much shit in life and be able to perform and smile on camera. 😢 Boy from Astro Moonbin is a good example that we totally as fans don't even imagine what they all deal with in their private life... I m sad 😢😢😢