This whole situation will always be terribly sad and unfortunate but watching this made me look at Corey’s perspective. Imagine how safe and loved he must have felt knowing (I believe whether we are conscious or not, our soul knows) all his friends were there helping him and right by his side through it all. Everyone he loved in LA was there trying to save him. That’s literally all we can ask for when it’s our time. Sending you love Oscar, everyone grieves different and there is no time limit on it. Hopefully speaking on it can release some of the emotions you hold. 💙
You did absolutely everything you could Oscar. What you witnessed and experienced was extremely traumatic. I have so much respect for you for working towards healing and trying not to resent Daniel Silva, anything close to forgiveness in situations like this can feel damn near impossible. You were an amazing friend to Corey until the very end. This is something not easy to process in the slightest, take all the time you need and please be easy on yourself.
Thank you so much Oscar for finally opening up about that day! We see how much pain you are holding on to and many are so sorry!! Corey is always watching over you!!! Love and Miss you Corey!!! Never forgotten
okay but the fact that daniel only served like 2 months in prison is fucking crazy he tried to flea the scene, he drove off like a jackass trying to b fast in his stupid car.. like how does something like that get overlooked rip corey! i’m so sorry this happened to u
Man… the fact that he, himself, said he couldn’t control the car when speeding because it was too strong… Man. Thank you for using your platform to spread awareness on this topic. Arrogant people tend to do these mistakes and the people they drag along with them are the ones who suffer. You are strong, Oscar. Keep your head up and I know Corey loves you and keeps on a look out for you! 💙💙💙
It’s so crazy to think Corey is actually gone. Let alone that it’s been 2.5 years since that day. I never knew him personally and only knew him from the knj videos when Corey, Andy, Franny, Kian and Jc lived together but Corey still meant so much to us as fans let alone you and the rest of his friends that knew him and loved him. I couldn’t imagine the amount of loss you guys experienced so unexpectedly. I still remember the tweets throughout that day and then hearing the news. Praying for you Oscar and thank you for sharing. 🙏🏼
You’re so brave for speaking your heart on all this. It’s not easy to open up when you’re hurting. Corey will forever be missed loved and never forgotten 💙
It was crazy just as someone that follows a lot of your friend group to see all the posts that day go from "Happy Birthday, Corey" to "R.I.P. Corey" I can't imagine how hard that night was💙 Corey was such a bright light. There is no excuse to be drinking and driving, especially not now with Uber and the like.
I am so sorry. Your trauma is so deep and none of us can truly understand it but we can feel it strongly. You are so brave to make this video and are allowed to process and heal in whatever way best serves you withholding the judgement from anyone else. Grief is not a straight line but a never-ending wave and I send you so much love
Thank you for talking about this. I feel like some people don’t really talk about it as much. Corey meant the world to all of us and I’m very grateful that he brought us all together. I love you Oscar. You are strong!!💙💙💙
Oscar, I don't usually comment on TH-cam videos in general but after watching this I felt compelled to comment. I lost my sister on October 18th 2019. Losing someone so close is so incredibly difficult. Corey was so lucky to have you as a friend and I know you were just as lucky to have him as a friend. You are brave, you are strong and you are loved. Sending you so much love. If you ever need someone to vent to, please don't hesitate.
Thank you so much for this video Oscar. As a fan of Corey's it has given me so much closure knowing what happened that night, and knowing how happy he was all day. We love you Corey!
You were Corey's guardian Angel Oscar... you did your absolute best to get him away from an extremely bad situation. Your intuition tried saving Corey. God see's you hurting and his arms are always around you 🙏💙💕
Thank you for this. Thank you for being so strong and talking about this. We all appreciate you more than you know. Blue for Corey💙 we miss you Corey everyday💙
Thank you for being vulnerable enough to share your part of the story. Corey was with everyone he loved that night, he knew what you guys did for him. He’s with you everyday 💙💙
The strength it took to share your story is unmeasurable. As difficult as it was I hope you find healing in talking about the tragedy as well as your feelings. It’s impossible to make sense of such a tragic situation but what you are able to learn from it will help heal the devastation. I hope you continue to process and cope with your grief and remember to stay close to those you love and those that were affected as well. Relationships are often strengthened and bonded in such a beautiful way after trauma, I believe it is those we have lost watching over us and giving their love back in return. Take care of yourself.
I hope talking about this helps your grieving process. I know it’s not easy to open up about it but I’m glad you did. We support you wholeheartedly. RIP Corey 💙
thank you for sharing this with us, you’re so strong for being able to talk about everything that happened and i’m so so sorry you all had to go through that. corey will always be in our hearts and he will always be so proud of you💙💙
2 and a half years and it still feels so surreal to me, like its not possible that he's actually gone. I hope now that you've spoken out about it, it can kind of help you process, grief is a long and difficult thing so try to stay strong for you own mental wellbeing. 💙💙💙💙
😢Not even just don't drive while intoxicated, yet you also mentioned when Daniel was bragging on his car that he said it was too fast for him to handle properly. Both lessons to be learned from. And you tried Oscar. I know it may lead to the what ifs, yet it is what it is now. It can't be changed, yet can be learned from. Corey is watching over all of you as the angel he is. 💙 May you find the comfort, strength, help and healing you need. God bless you, Oscar.🙏
It broke my heart hearing you recount your memories of the accident, but i appreciate you sharing and your vulnerability. Thank you Oscar and Corey will forever be missed.
Oscar, you have no idea how much it means to me that you are spreading much needed awareness on getting being a wheel while under the influence. I lost my childhood best friend due to this. all of the emotions you expressed showed me i’m not alone when it comes to the way im processing my emotions. you are not alone, keep fighting for Corey. you know he would want you to live your life to the fullest for him. keep your head up💙
i pray that you find healing and peace. i can hear and see the pain you carry; i too know how heavy it is to carry so much grief and trauma. you’re so strong, and Corey is watching over you so proudly. thank you for using your platform to speak about this💙
Thank you. Please don’t be under the influence and drive; I’m glad you spoke more to this lesson than some of the others. RIP Corey. Oscar, you did what you could. I have been in a similar situation myself and am lucky to be alive…. I think about it a lot. I try to avoid it, but it is almost like PTSD. Randomly I think about it or it causes very ill thoughts. I try to forgive myself and the others involved and “throw my thoughts” away when they arise. It will always be a lesson learned. And to those who pass, they will always bea soul remembered. I hope you heal properly from this experience. ✌🏼❤️🩹
I’m sorry Corey brought so many strangers happiness and joy , he touched thousands of lives without ever meeting them , he left behind a legacy that’s unforgettable 💙🦋
Love you so much!! 💙 I’m sorry you and so many other good people had to go through this experience at such a young age too! Corey will forever be looking out for you now. 👼🏼
Oscar can be misunderstood and at times receive a lot of hate, but this was very sincere. Losing a close friend like Corey in such a way, is so traumatic. Wishing you lots of healing, Oscar!
wow. just… wow. this information is so valuable. not only is it a lesson if someone didn’t know the effects of alcohol, but a refresher for those that do. not only should you not drive drunk, but also try your FUCKING best to stop someone who is thinking about it. Oscar, you did EVERYTHING you could and i’m sure the La Barrie family is grateful for your efforts. I’m glad you have found some way to let that resentment and pure hatred go, but since this is news to me… best believe DS is lucky idk who tf he is or any possible way of running into him bc it’d be on sight ong. But to end on a positive, nonthreatening note, I appreciate this side of you and i know your fans are grateful to hear you be so open and vulnerable about something this deep and important to you. Thank you.
You didn’t need to make this video but you chose to and I’m proud of you for it. Corey is so proud of you and he’s looking down on you and I know that the lord is looking after him.
Daniel Silva will get his karma! I am so sorry you had to live through seeing your best friend basically lifeless and you couldn’t do anything. Remember this is not your fault. Please seek professional help if needed help with the trauma 💙💙
Grieving is not an easy or straightforward process…you can feel fine for a very long time, but then suddenly everything will hit again. Take your time and be kind to yourself! 💙 Thank you for opening up and sharing your perspective, you’re so strong. 💙
My heart broke and i cried that whole day. I cant imagine what you guys feel, knowing him way more on a personal level than i ever did. it's so unfair when good people like that suddenly pass. It's hard to see the why and you never will. It's 1 day at a time and trying to keep their memory alive. I dont think we ever truly learn how to cope with losing a person. I think we just convince ourselves over time that we'll be okay. You will keep Corey's spirit alive and teach so many lessons through him, dont ever forget that he loved you 💙💙💙💙💙💙
I really hope you can find some kinda of clarity in making this video! I lost my cousin who was more like a brother in 2020 and life hasn't been the same. It's really hard and I still don't understand why he was takin so young and why this happens, but I do know that as crazy as it sounds. Everything happens for a reason and we may never know what the reason was, but we know that we loved them and they loved us!! Keep your head up and know that he is always watching over you!! 💙
just come across this video, i used to watch all of y’all’s videos religiously and i remember that day so clearly and how i broke down on the stairs after hearing what happened. i couldn’t imagine how you guys felt and still feel, proud of you for this and for how you’ve dealt with this whole situation. 💙💙💙
Thank you for telling your story. Nobody should have to go through this. I hope you and your friends will stick together and keep Corey alive in your memory. I still can't believe he is gone
he is so beyond loved and was sent here for a reason. It’s heartbreaking that his story is told for awareness but he was someone who cared deeply for people and what he and all of you went through is something nobody should. There is a spot in many hearts where he will forever sit 💙 thank you for sharing his story 🤍
You have to feel it fully to get through it. You’re stronger than you think Oscar. Thank you for being vulnerable with us all and sharing. Corey is proud of you
Thank you for sharing. This is a major step towards healing and forgiving. Sending you and the family so much love. We all miss Corey, he was such a bright light in the real world and here on TH-cam 💕
you’re so strong and you’re NEVER alone in your pain. I still feel pain to this today and I only knew Corey on a surface level so I can’t imagine the love you lost. you’re a beautiful soul who will heal one day and help others with your story. Corey your memory will never be lost we all love you so much 💙
You're so strong for sharing this. I really hope more people will hear this and keep this in mind whenever they are drinking. My heart breaks for all Corey's friends and family. It has for the last 2 and a half years. I cannot believe it's been that long... my mind cannot process that the world has been without Corey for that long now.... I just try to imagine he's up there still doing tiktok dances. I hope you are able to begin to heal now that you have gotten it off your chest. 💙💙💙
It takes so much strength to revisit traumatic memories and it’s also very healing. I hope you feel that and can let go of some of the weight you’ve been feeling since that day. We all loved Corey but you knew him. It’s different for you. We miss him. I’m sending so much love your way. ❤
Thank you Oscar for sharing his story! He loves you and watches over you each and every day. We love you and appreciate everything you are doing! I hope as time goes you are able to heal from this and live your life for Corey💙💙 Love you Oscar!!!❤
You did a absolutely great job on this video, brought me to tears, although I don't know any of you guys in person, you are a very caring person. Corey was a wonderful guy, full of life, the planet is a lot sadder without him. Had to be very hard to film, so very sorry for the loss of your friend. I know it took awhile before I could even watch any video with Corey in it, too sad. Now I just remember how great he was! Keep up the wonderful work you do.
Thankyou for talking about this. It hurts me so much because this was the peak of COVID and if everyone just stayed home and not did any party he would still be alive. May he rest in peace. I also can’t believe Daniel didn’t get more sentencing. Like he INTENTIONALLY drove off after being asked to not drive. But oh well. It also hurts me a lot because it was Mother’s Day I KNOW Corey’s mother is heartbroken 😔
You are so strong for speaking up and you should keep talking about your emotions. No matter how difficult it is, the best thing you can do is talk about what happen to be able to process it all. You can talk in private, in a video, on stream or however else you feel comfortable doing it. I mean this all in the best way possible, I've been in your shoes. Love you Oscar !
Thank you for sharing this story with us Oscar. I feel like we never got a full scope of what actually happened that night. I hope this helps you heal as well bro.
Corey was such a shining star and I’m sorry we all lost him but especially for all you! I hope your heart finds a little peace in this life Oscar 💜 much love
I know loss is hard. I hope you and everyone Corey touched are able to heal and keep on with his legacy. This situation is a big eye opener for people who drink. Drinking should be done responsibly. I hope justice is served and hearts are healed they will never be as full with someone such as Corey being gone but memories Corey left behind need to be cherished. Forever Appreciated Corey LaBarrie 💙
I’m so glad you finally opened up. Grief is so hard. Every day it is a true struggle.💙 But I’m just gonna say it, after watching this video and not knowing why there is distancing between certain people, it makes me mad that Oscar is essentially struggling to keep his head above water on his own. Truly heartbreaking. I’m so sorry you have had to face all of that.
I wish I can hug you right…I know it was hard for you to do this but seriously thank you for everything. I know for a fact Corey is always gonna be right be your side even in this video…his legacy will always go on💙
Oscar, I am so so sorry for the pain you are still struggling with. I know this conversation has to be hard on you to talk about. I hope that you found a little more peace in doing so. Corey is desperately missed 💙 sending HUGE HUGS and positive thoughts your way.
Oscar all I can say is you are incredibly strong. Hearing this from your point of view brought me to tears. You are healing and talking about what happened is a big step. I'm sending you the biggest hug thank you so much for opening up.
Thank you for sharing I still watch Corey daily his smile his voice his eyes was so absolutely perfect I miss him so much he helped me through some dark days and I know when I am having a hard day I just watch his videos to help.I love you Oscar and your laugh also helps to watching videos of you and Corey bring me such joy love you always Corey and you to Oscar
I lost my best friend of 15 years october 22nd. Which was a very traumatic event. Grieving is hard. Specially for such great losses. Never stop talking about him. Talking about trauma helps with healing. No one can tell you how to grieve or when to feel EVERY emotion. Let it out. I know eventually the pain gets manageable. I love you and am so proud of you for being so open towards so many strangers. You got this OG💙
It's always the wrong people that die. I was just thinking of Corey & how everyone in the group doesn't even mention him at all anymore. I did a quick search of everyone - they're all back to making content, posting, whatever & then I thought 'but where's Oscar?' & found this video. Thank you for showing us your reality & sharing. I don't believe we can ever come back from trauma; all we can do with our life is use what's left of us until we can't anymore. Take care of yourself.
My heart hurts for you, everyone else who was there, and his parents. Anyone who was affected. I hope that someday you’ll all be able to cope with this tragic loss. We love you guys
Bless. Such a great video. I’m so sorry you had to witness that tragedy. You did what you could that day. I pray that you can overcome what you saw that day. You are loved and appreciated. Much love ❤️
oscar you are an inspiration to many. i watched this in my 2nd hour and i was crying, this story touched my heart. i wish i could see corey continue to thrive in all of your guys videos, ik he would’ve been a joy to be around on the streams. me and my sister have known corey since he started filming with knj so when we heard about this our hearts shattered. corey is apart of this family, gone or not. he will always have a positive impact in our lives. thank you for sharing your story. 💙
Oscar, I admire your strength in this video. August 22nd, 2020 I lost my best friend. I still to this day cannot talk about her death. Losing a best friend is a different kind of pain. I hope one day to have your strength. My heart is with you.
Proud of you for sharing your story! Grief is so different and so impactful in many different ways and everybody processes in different ways. It shows true strength to share your experience and I hope it helps you heal. We love you and Corey so much💙
Thank you for telling your side and for being there for Corey and trying to stop this from happening. It was something that could have totally been prevented. PLEASE DONT DRINK AND DRIVE!!! I’ve seen it way too much. Corey was the best. He will be greatly missed every single day. We love you Oscar, thank you for being there for him. You’re so strong💙💙 we love you Corey, rest easy angel 🕊️🕊️💙💙
I can feel your pain Oscar, I'm so sorry. Wish I could hug you or something. There's no words for this but maybe try to think about life like Corey did and focus on enjoying this. You're and were so strong by trying to help him and I totally agree with your anger but right now the truth is that it's only hurting you. Love you, Oscar 💜
i can’t imagine how much pain you still feel☹️ thank you for sharing with us 💙💙 praying that the lord will bring you peace and understanding even after 2 1/2 years
dont try to make sense of it. there was no sense in what he did. it’s okay to hold that resentment for a long time. corey was YOUR friend and what you saw was unimaginable. every thing you feel is valid and it’s okay.
the fact that may 10th is my birthday but will never feel the same. i feel so lucky to share a birthday with corey but the fact that he was also taken that day breaks my heart. blue for corey always and forever 💙💙💙
just seeing your emptiness and blank stares into the distance just yells that you did and tried to do any and everything you could to try and help Corey. Prayers you and the friend group will heal together. I’m so sorry you had to go through this oscar but Corey is lucky to have you as a friend .
You are a lot stronger than you know, speaking about what happened and the way you experienced something so horrific is a very very hard thing to do but what is even harder is letting go of the pain and resentment that we feel towards others… I never understood when people would say that you have to forgive someone for yourself and not for them until the time came when I had to forgive someone for my 10 year old sons fathers death… it is and will probably always be one of the hardest things I have ever had to learned to do and I have done a lot in my life that I have had to ask other for their forgiveness for me (I have been clean off pills and heroin for 13 years now) but learning to try and also forgive myself for his death has also been a struggle at some points because there is always the if I would of done this or if I did more but deep down we all know there’s nothing else we could have done or should of done that would have changed anything and sometimes we have to allow ourselves to just grieve for them instead of holding on to anger and resentment towards ourselves and others… I wish you nothing but the best and I hope you allow yourself to heal and not to carry the weight of the world on your shoulders…❤
Thank you for opening up Oscar. I know it's one of the hardest things to do. Just know that Corey is proud of you and he loves you. He's watching over you and will continue until yall meet again. As a fan I think we can all agree about how much you mean to us and how proud we are to be in this family. Corey is with all of us. He's a guardian angel for every person he made a huge impact on. we love you Oscar 💙💙
I am so sorry for your loss as a friend but Corey’s family because I know that’s just how he saw y’all. I’m so deeply sorry that this was something you had to experience and witness. Continued Condolences to his family and friends who miss him dearly. The lessons of alcohol are here but it’s devastating to hear how careless someone else could be with another life in the car. To know you can’t handle a car and put someone else in it and be reckless is unfortunate and I hope everyone has and can continue to find some sort of peace in this situation because it’s definitely a heavy one. The courage you had to speak up is VERY important and I’m glad you did! Corey is proud of you. His side of the story deserves to be heard and you did it for him beautifully and with nothing but love. I pray everyone in this situation can find peace and healing in this time.
COREY LA BARRIE WILL FORVER BE IN OUR HEARTS AND ALWAYS ON OUR MINDS. THERE WILL NEVER BE A MOMENT HE IS NOT LOOKING OVER ALL THE ONES HE LOVED AND ALL OF THE ONES WHO LOVE HIM💙💙💙💙💙💙
This whole situation will always be terribly sad and unfortunate but watching this made me look at Corey’s perspective. Imagine how safe and loved he must have felt knowing (I believe whether we are conscious or not, our soul knows) all his friends were there helping him and right by his side through it all. Everyone he loved in LA was there trying to save him. That’s literally all we can ask for when it’s our time. Sending you love Oscar, everyone grieves different and there is no time limit on it. Hopefully speaking on it can release some of the emotions you hold. 💙
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Talking about trauma is a very huge step in healing. We love you Oscar, and most importantly he does and he's watching over you 💙
You did absolutely everything you could Oscar. What you witnessed and experienced was extremely traumatic. I have so much respect for you for working towards healing and trying not to resent Daniel Silva, anything close to forgiveness in situations like this can feel damn near impossible. You were an amazing friend to Corey until the very end. This is something not easy to process in the slightest, take all the time you need and please be easy on yourself.
100% agree i cant even imagine the images and feelings being resurfaced while reliving this horrible accident
I believe that forgiveness can be granted to those that deserve it. Daniel doesn't. He literally ran away. I just hope for retribution.
Thank you so much Oscar for finally opening up about that day! We see how much pain you are holding on to and many are so sorry!! Corey is always watching over you!!! Love and Miss you Corey!!! Never forgotten
okay but the fact that daniel only served like 2 months in prison is fucking crazy
he tried to flea the scene, he drove off like a jackass trying to b fast in his stupid car.. like how does something like that get overlooked
rip corey! i’m so sorry this happened to u
Man… the fact that he, himself, said he couldn’t control the car when speeding because it was too strong… Man. Thank you for using your platform to spread awareness on this topic. Arrogant people tend to do these mistakes and the people they drag along with them are the ones who suffer. You are strong, Oscar. Keep your head up and I know Corey loves you and keeps on a look out for you! 💙💙💙
It’s so crazy to think Corey is actually gone. Let alone that it’s been 2.5 years since that day. I never knew him personally and only knew him from the knj videos when Corey, Andy, Franny, Kian and Jc lived together but Corey still meant so much to us as fans let alone you and the rest of his friends that knew him and loved him. I couldn’t imagine the amount of loss you guys experienced so unexpectedly. I still remember the tweets throughout that day and then hearing the news. Praying for you Oscar and thank you for sharing. 🙏🏼
You’re so brave for speaking your heart on all this. It’s not easy to open up when you’re hurting. Corey will forever be missed loved and never forgotten 💙
It was crazy just as someone that follows a lot of your friend group to see all the posts that day go from "Happy Birthday, Corey" to "R.I.P. Corey" I can't imagine how hard that night was💙 Corey was such a bright light.
There is no excuse to be drinking and driving, especially not now with Uber and the like.
I am so sorry. Your trauma is so deep and none of us can truly understand it but we can feel it strongly. You are so brave to make this video and are allowed to process and heal in whatever way best serves you withholding the judgement from anyone else. Grief is not a straight line but a never-ending wave and I send you so much love
Thank you for talking about this. I feel like some people don’t really talk about it as much. Corey meant the world to all of us and I’m very grateful that he brought us all together. I love you Oscar. You are strong!!💙💙💙
💙💙💙💙💙💙 Blue for Corey. Oscar you’re so strong for talking about this.
Oscar,
I don't usually comment on TH-cam videos in general but after watching this I felt compelled to comment. I lost my sister on October 18th 2019. Losing someone so close is so incredibly difficult. Corey was so lucky to have you as a friend and I know you were just as lucky to have him as a friend. You are brave, you are strong and you are loved. Sending you so much love. If you ever need someone to vent to, please don't hesitate.
Thank you so much for this video Oscar. As a fan of Corey's it has given me so much closure knowing what happened that night, and knowing how happy he was all day. We love you Corey!
You were Corey's guardian Angel Oscar... you did your absolute best to get him away from an extremely bad situation. Your intuition tried saving Corey. God see's you hurting and his arms are always around you 🙏💙💕
Thank you for this. Thank you for being so strong and talking about this. We all appreciate you more than you know. Blue for Corey💙 we miss you Corey everyday💙
Thank you for being vulnerable enough to share your part of the story. Corey was with everyone he loved that night, he knew what you guys did for him. He’s with you everyday 💙💙
The strength it took to share your story is unmeasurable. As difficult as it was I hope you find healing in talking about the tragedy as well as your feelings. It’s impossible to make sense of such a tragic situation but what you are able to learn from it will help heal the devastation. I hope you continue to process and cope with your grief and remember to stay close to those you love and those that were affected as well. Relationships are often strengthened and bonded in such a beautiful way after trauma, I believe it is those we have lost watching over us and giving their love back in return. Take care of yourself.
I hope talking about this helps your grieving process. I know it’s not easy to open up about it but I’m glad you did. We support you wholeheartedly. RIP Corey 💙
Those silent moments killed me . I could see the flashbacks in his eyes 💕😭 so sorry you had to go through this .
thank you for sharing this with us, you’re so strong for being able to talk about everything that happened and i’m so so sorry you all had to go through that. corey will always be in our hearts and he will always be so proud of you💙💙
💙💙 you are so strong Oscar. We love you and Corey loves you💙💙 Thank you for helping him 💙💙💙
2 and a half years and it still feels so surreal to me, like its not possible that he's actually gone. I hope now that you've spoken out about it, it can kind of help you process, grief is a long and difficult thing so try to stay strong for you own mental wellbeing. 💙💙💙💙
😢Not even just don't drive while intoxicated, yet you also mentioned when Daniel was bragging on his car that he said it was too fast for him to handle properly. Both lessons to be learned from. And you tried Oscar. I know it may lead to the what ifs, yet it is what it is now. It can't be changed, yet can be learned from. Corey is watching over all of you as the angel he is. 💙 May you find the comfort, strength, help and healing you need. God bless you, Oscar.🙏
It broke my heart hearing you recount your memories of the accident, but i appreciate you sharing and your vulnerability. Thank you Oscar and Corey will forever be missed.
Oscar, you have no idea how much it means to me that you are spreading much needed awareness on getting being a wheel while under the influence. I lost my childhood best friend due to this. all of the emotions you expressed showed me i’m not alone when it comes to the way im processing my emotions. you are not alone, keep fighting for Corey. you know he would want you to live your life to the fullest for him. keep your head up💙
i pray that you find healing and peace. i can hear and see the pain you carry; i too know how heavy it is to carry so much grief and trauma. you’re so strong, and Corey is watching over you so proudly. thank you for using your platform to speak about this💙
You are so strong
For talking about this again after the incident. I’m so sorry that you had to witness that:( blue for Corey 💙💙
Thank you. Please don’t be under the influence and drive; I’m glad you spoke more to this lesson than some of the others. RIP Corey. Oscar, you did what you could. I have been in a similar situation myself and am lucky to be alive…. I think about it a lot. I try to avoid it, but it is almost like PTSD. Randomly I think about it or it causes very ill thoughts. I try to forgive myself and the others involved and “throw my thoughts” away when they arise. It will always be a lesson learned. And to those who pass, they will always bea soul remembered. I hope you heal properly from this experience. ✌🏼❤️🩹
I’m sorry Corey brought so many strangers happiness and joy , he touched thousands of lives without ever meeting them , he left behind a legacy that’s unforgettable 💙🦋
Love you so much!! 💙 I’m sorry you and so many other good people had to go through this experience at such a young age too! Corey will forever be looking out for you now. 👼🏼
Oscar can be misunderstood and at times receive a lot of hate, but this was very sincere. Losing a close friend like Corey in such a way, is so traumatic. Wishing you lots of healing, Oscar!
thank you 🙏🏼
wow. just… wow. this information is so valuable. not only is it a lesson if someone didn’t know the effects of alcohol, but a refresher for those that do. not only should you not drive drunk, but also try your FUCKING best to stop someone who is thinking about it. Oscar, you did EVERYTHING you could and i’m sure the La Barrie family is grateful for your efforts. I’m glad you have found some way to let that resentment and pure hatred go, but since this is news to me… best believe DS is lucky idk who tf he is or any possible way of running into him bc it’d be on sight ong. But to end on a positive, nonthreatening note, I appreciate this side of you and i know your fans are grateful to hear you be so open and vulnerable about something this deep and important to you. Thank you.
You didn’t need to make this video but you chose to and I’m proud of you for it. Corey is so proud of you and he’s looking down on you and I know that the lord is looking after him.
Daniel Silva will get his karma! I am so sorry you had to live through seeing your best friend basically lifeless and you couldn’t do anything. Remember this is not your fault. Please seek professional help if needed help with the trauma 💙💙
Daniel Silva is a horrible person.
Grieving is not an easy or straightforward process…you can feel fine for a very long time, but then suddenly everything will hit again. Take your time and be kind to yourself! 💙
Thank you for opening up and sharing your perspective, you’re so strong. 💙
1:09 comments describing him like this are always so pure. He was definitely a nice guy
My heart broke and i cried that whole day. I cant imagine what you guys feel, knowing him way more on a personal level than i ever did. it's so unfair when good people like that suddenly pass. It's hard to see the why and you never will. It's 1 day at a time and trying to keep their memory alive. I dont think we ever truly learn how to cope with losing a person. I think we just convince ourselves over time that we'll be okay. You will keep Corey's spirit alive and teach so many lessons through him, dont ever forget that he loved you 💙💙💙💙💙💙
I really hope you can find some kinda of clarity in making this video! I lost my cousin who was more like a brother in 2020 and life hasn't been the same. It's really hard and I still don't understand why he was takin so young and why this happens, but I do know that as crazy as it sounds. Everything happens for a reason and we may never know what the reason was, but we know that we loved them and they loved us!! Keep your head up and know that he is always watching over you!! 💙
sending you so much love oscar, you are so brave for talking about this. corey would be so so so proud of you💙
Corey isn’t gone. He hasn’t left. He will always by your side for the rest of your life, Oscar! A lucky man with a lot of love 💙
just come across this video, i used to watch all of y’all’s videos religiously and i remember that day so clearly and how i broke down on the stairs after hearing what happened. i couldn’t imagine how you guys felt and still feel, proud of you for this and for how you’ve dealt with this whole situation. 💙💙💙
Thank you for telling your story. Nobody should have to go through this. I hope you and your friends will stick together and keep Corey alive in your memory. I still can't believe he is gone
he is so beyond loved and was sent here for a reason. It’s heartbreaking that his story is told for awareness but he was someone who cared deeply for people and what he and all of you went through is something nobody should. There is a spot in many hearts where he will forever sit 💙 thank you for sharing his story 🤍
You have to feel it fully to get through it. You’re stronger than you think Oscar. Thank you for being vulnerable with us all and sharing. Corey is proud of you
Thank you for sharing. This is a major step towards healing and forgiving. Sending you and the family so much love. We all miss Corey, he was such a bright light in the real world and here on TH-cam 💕
thank you for sharing Oscar, Corey is always with you. Forever Appreciated 💙
you’re so strong and you’re NEVER alone in your pain. I still feel pain to this today and I only knew Corey on a surface level so I can’t imagine the love you lost. you’re a beautiful soul who will heal one day and help others with your story. Corey your memory will never be lost we all love you so much 💙
You're so strong for sharing this. I really hope more people will hear this and keep this in mind whenever they are drinking. My heart breaks for all Corey's friends and family. It has for the last 2 and a half years. I cannot believe it's been that long... my mind cannot process that the world has been without Corey for that long now.... I just try to imagine he's up there still doing tiktok dances. I hope you are able to begin to heal now that you have gotten it off your chest. 💙💙💙
It takes so much strength to revisit traumatic memories and it’s also very healing. I hope you feel that and can let go of some of the weight you’ve been feeling since that day. We all loved Corey but you knew him. It’s different for you. We miss him. I’m sending so much love your way. ❤
Thank you Oscar for sharing his story! He loves you and watches over you each and every day. We love you and appreciate everything you are doing! I hope as time goes you are able to heal from this and live your life for Corey💙💙 Love you Oscar!!!❤
You did a absolutely great job on this video, brought me to tears, although I don't know any of you guys in person, you are a very caring person. Corey was a wonderful guy, full of life, the planet is a lot sadder without him. Had to be very hard to film, so very sorry for the loss of your friend. I know it took awhile before I could even watch any video with Corey in it, too sad. Now I just remember how great he was! Keep up the wonderful work you do.
Thank you for sharing Oscar 💙 it was very traumatic for you and your friends and it's going to take a long time to process. Stay strong, we love you 💙
Thankyou for talking about this.
It hurts me so much because this was the peak of COVID and if everyone just stayed home and not did any party he would still be alive.
May he rest in peace. I also can’t believe Daniel didn’t get more sentencing. Like he INTENTIONALLY drove off after being asked to not drive. But oh well.
It also hurts me a lot because it was Mother’s Day I KNOW Corey’s mother is heartbroken 😔
You are so strong for speaking up and you should keep talking about your emotions. No matter how difficult it is, the best thing you can do is talk about what happen to be able to process it all. You can talk in private, in a video, on stream or however else you feel comfortable doing it. I mean this all in the best way possible, I've been in your shoes. Love you Oscar !
Thank you for sharing this story with us Oscar. I feel like we never got a full scope of what actually happened that night. I hope this helps you heal as well bro.
Corey was such a shining star and I’m sorry we all lost him but especially for all you! I hope your heart finds a little peace in this life Oscar 💜 much love
I know loss is hard. I hope you and everyone Corey touched are able to heal and keep on with his legacy. This situation is a big eye opener for people who drink. Drinking should be done responsibly. I hope justice is served and hearts are healed they will never be as full with someone such as Corey being gone but memories Corey left behind need to be cherished. Forever Appreciated Corey LaBarrie 💙
I’m so glad you finally opened up. Grief is so hard. Every day it is a true struggle.💙 But I’m just gonna say it, after watching this video and not knowing why there is distancing between certain people, it makes me mad that Oscar is essentially struggling to keep his head above water on his own. Truly heartbreaking. I’m so sorry you have had to face all of that.
I wish I can hug you right…I know it was hard for you to do this but seriously thank you for everything. I know for a fact Corey is always gonna be right be your side even in this video…his legacy will always go on💙
My heart aches hearing this all I’ll never forget when I found out. Thanks for spreading the awareness
Oscar, I am so so sorry for the pain you are still struggling with. I know this conversation has to be hard on you to talk about. I hope that you found a little more peace in doing so. Corey is desperately missed 💙 sending HUGE HUGS and positive thoughts your way.
Oscar all I can say is you are incredibly strong. Hearing this from your point of view brought me to tears. You are healing and talking about what happened is a big step. I'm sending you the biggest hug thank you so much for opening up.
So proud of you Oscar all of you are the most incredible friend group 💙💙
youre so strong I know how hard it is for you to talk about it. keep your head up hes with you always
Thank you for sharing I still watch Corey daily his smile his voice his eyes was so absolutely perfect I miss him so much he helped me through some dark days and I know when I am having a hard day I just watch his videos to help.I love you Oscar and your laugh also helps to watching videos of you and Corey bring me such joy love you always Corey and you to Oscar
such a hard thing to talk about, thank you for telling his story in hopes of saving others from the same trauma. we love you corey💙
I lost my best friend of 15 years october 22nd. Which was a very traumatic event. Grieving is hard. Specially for such great losses. Never stop talking about him. Talking about trauma helps with healing. No one can tell you how to grieve or when to feel EVERY emotion. Let it out. I know eventually the pain gets manageable. I love you and am so proud of you for being so open towards so many strangers. You got this OG💙
I am so sorry you had to go through this Oscar. You are strong and we all know that Corey loves you💙🤍💙🤍
When i woke up to the news it broke my heart, i do not imagine the way you guys felt 🦋 In every anniversary I pray for you guys 💙🕊🤍
It's always the wrong people that die. I was just thinking of Corey & how everyone in the group doesn't even mention him at all anymore. I did a quick search of everyone - they're all back to making content, posting, whatever & then I thought 'but where's Oscar?' & found this video. Thank you for showing us your reality & sharing. I don't believe we can ever come back from trauma; all we can do with our life is use what's left of us until we can't anymore. Take care of yourself.
They all celebrated his birthday a few days ago. They don’t mention him in their videos but they miss him a lot
My heart hurts for you, everyone else who was there, and his parents. Anyone who was affected. I hope that someday you’ll all be able to cope with this tragic loss. We love you guys
Bless. Such a great video. I’m so sorry you had to witness that tragedy. You did what you could that day. I pray that you can overcome what you saw that day. You are loved and appreciated. Much love ❤️
Stay strong Oscar. Corey is as a great guy and gone way too soon. Thank you for sharing your story 💙💙
oscar you are an inspiration to many. i watched this in my 2nd hour and i was crying, this story touched my heart. i wish i could see corey continue to thrive in all of your guys videos, ik he would’ve been a joy to be around on the streams. me and my sister have known corey since he started filming with knj so when we heard about this our hearts shattered. corey is apart of this family, gone or not. he will always have a positive impact in our lives. thank you for sharing your story. 💙
Oscar, I admire your strength in this video. August 22nd, 2020 I lost my best friend. I still to this day cannot talk about her death. Losing a best friend is a different kind of pain. I hope one day to have your strength. My heart is with you.
How did you lose her?
Love you Oscar! You are appreciated! Thank you for this video and your vulnerability! Forever appreciated: Corey La Barrie!! 💗💗💗
Proud of you for sharing your story! Grief is so different and so impactful in many different ways and everybody processes in different ways. It shows true strength to share your experience and I hope it helps you heal. We love you and Corey so much💙
I’m glad you can share your story with us 💙
Thank you for sharing this video. You are so strong and Corey is and always will be looking down on you. Love you always Oscar
Thank you for telling your side and for being there for Corey and trying to stop this from happening. It was something that could have totally been prevented. PLEASE DONT DRINK AND DRIVE!!! I’ve seen it way too much. Corey was the best. He will be greatly missed every single day. We love you Oscar, thank you for being there for him. You’re so strong💙💙 we love you Corey, rest easy angel 🕊️🕊️💙💙
And to Daniel Silva:
You took away one of the best people in the world. Screw you.
I can feel your pain Oscar, I'm so sorry. Wish I could hug you or something. There's no words for this but maybe try to think about life like Corey did and focus on enjoying this. You're and were so strong by trying to help him and I totally agree with your anger but right now the truth is that it's only hurting you. Love you, Oscar 💜
Oscar I am so sorry you had to go through this. 💙
We love you so much Oscar. He was so so loved, and his legacy will forever continue on💙
i am so sorry for your lose of a beautiful person on this earth , and i am very proud of you for having the strength to speak out and talking about it
i can’t imagine how much pain you still feel☹️ thank you for sharing with us 💙💙 praying that the lord will bring you peace and understanding even after 2 1/2 years
How lucky you are to have been a dear friend of Corey’s. Sending you so much love. Let his legacy live on through you all ♥️
im so sorry. proud of u for talking about this :(
dont try to make sense of it. there was no sense in what he did. it’s okay to hold that resentment for a long time. corey was YOUR friend and what you saw was unimaginable. every thing you feel is valid and it’s okay.
I think that resentment should be permanent. Silva did blatantly murder his own friend.
the fact that may 10th is my birthday but will never feel the same. i feel so lucky to share a birthday with corey but the fact that he was also taken that day breaks my heart. blue for corey always and forever 💙💙💙
just seeing your emptiness and blank stares into the distance just yells that you did and tried to do any and everything you could to try and help Corey. Prayers you and the friend group will heal together. I’m so sorry you had to go through this oscar but Corey is lucky to have you as a friend .
You are a lot stronger than you know, speaking about what happened and the way you experienced something so horrific is a very very hard thing to do but what is even harder is letting go of the pain and resentment that we feel towards others… I never understood when people would say that you have to forgive someone for yourself and not for them until the time came when I had to forgive someone for my 10 year old sons fathers death… it is and will probably always be one of the hardest things I have ever had to learned to do and I have done a lot in my life that I have had to ask other for their forgiveness for me (I have been clean off pills and heroin for 13 years now) but learning to try and also forgive myself for his death has also been a struggle at some points because there is always the if I would of done this or if I did more but deep down we all know there’s nothing else we could have done or should of done that would have changed anything and sometimes we have to allow ourselves to just grieve for them instead of holding on to anger and resentment towards ourselves and others… I wish you nothing but the best and I hope you allow yourself to heal and not to carry the weight of the world on your shoulders…❤
Thank you for opening up. I have so much respect for you, and the entire friend group. You are all so strong. Sending lots of love 💕
corey will forever be proud of you oscar 💙💙
he will forever be in your heart 💙
Corey will be loved forever and never forgotten 💙love you corey💙
Thank you for sharing and reflecting this moment in your life with and about Corey💙
Thank you for opening up Oscar. I know it's one of the hardest things to do. Just know that Corey is proud of you and he loves you. He's watching over you and will continue until yall meet again. As a fan I think we can all agree about how much you mean to us and how proud we are to be in this family. Corey is with all of us. He's a guardian angel for every person he made a huge impact on. we love you Oscar 💙💙
I am so sorry for your loss as a friend but Corey’s family because I know that’s just how he saw y’all. I’m so deeply sorry that this was something you had to experience and witness. Continued Condolences to his family and friends who miss him dearly. The lessons of alcohol are here but it’s devastating to hear how careless someone else could be with another life in the car. To know you can’t handle a car and put someone else in it and be reckless is unfortunate and I hope everyone has and can continue to find some sort of peace in this situation because it’s definitely a heavy one. The courage you had to speak up is VERY important and I’m glad you did! Corey is proud of you. His side of the story deserves to be heard and you did it for him beautifully and with nothing but love. I pray everyone in this situation can find peace and healing in this time.
COREY LA BARRIE WILL FORVER BE IN OUR HEARTS AND ALWAYS ON OUR MINDS. THERE WILL NEVER BE A MOMENT HE IS NOT LOOKING OVER ALL THE ONES HE LOVED AND ALL OF THE ONES WHO LOVE HIM💙💙💙💙💙💙