It really is all my pregnancy this is my 2nd pregnancy making it to full term previously suffered 2 miscarriages I've been scared. I was scared before 12 weeks had a hematoma and even tho they told me it was really small I was scared everyday. After 12 weeks I was scared up until the anatomy scan at 20 weeks now I'm scared to go into preterm labor or stillbirth or my baby getting her umbilical cord around the neck. I know it all is triggered from my previous miscarriages even if they were very early on. I'm now having to go to counseling for my anxiety
@@FLOR_MORADA94 thanks. I had a previous miscarriage at 13 weeks as well and some small complications during this pregnancy so I know it can be scary. I thought I’d share what happened to me so maybe you’ll be a little less scared. I’m sure baby will be okay 👍
My son was stillborn in 2020 and we started trying to conceive in 2021, when we finally got a positive - it’s like holding your breath for the whole time. I was so anxious and my OBGYN(who also lost their son the same way) had me talk to a counselor throughout the pregnancy. If you need anyone to talk to, I’m here. I know you probably won’t see this but if you do… much love ❤️❤️❤️
A couple of weeks after you posted that you lost your baby boy, I lost my twins at 9 weeks pregnant. Myself and my husband are just about to start our first cycle of trying again and I have similar feelings to you. Thank you for being vulnerable and posting vlogs like this, it does help to stop the taboo and make feelings like anxiety towards loss more normalised xx
Sometimes when you let your pregnancy test sit for too long it can cause an evaporation line! “Evaporation lines are common and can occur with any pregnancy test. An evaporation line is a line that appears in the results window of a pregnancy test as the urine dries. It can leave a faint, colorless line. If you're not familiar with evaporation lines, you might see this line and think you're pregnant.”
I’ve definitely gotten a false positive with first response! My husband saw it too, we were super nervous at first but we were super excited for our first baby together. I was devastated when my period came and I didn’t understand what happened either. One day our babies will come to us. 💕
the way Jalin looks at you🥰 i know this is a hard time and definitely anxiety inducing but i can just tell how supportive and loving Jalin is and you guys are truly in this together
I really wish more people would talk about pregnancy after loss PTSD I was so miserable for over half my pregnancy with my son because we had a miscarriage before him and my anxiety was just through the roof. I couldn’t sleep or eat I was scared to move because I felt I did something.
This is true my first pregnancy i had a miscarriage and when i was pregnant with my daughter I couldn’t even enjoy the first half of my pregnancy because i was scared of losing another pregnancy
i’ve been watching you since i was ten (i’m nineteen now lmao) and i am so so so incredibly proud of you for how brave you have been. im so sorry you’re going through this pain. i can’t imagine it. i love you so much ❤️
1. Yes to the warm tones and texture!! Will definitely balance your hair out! 2. Your rainbow baby will come at the right time. 3. Your hair looked nice when pulled up in the ponytail. That’s all lol
We love you Sarai, try not to think about trying to conceive too much while trying to conceive if that makes sense? I watched another TH-cam couple go through a pregnancy loss and they both mentally drained themselves by thinking about it too much when trying to conceive. Just try to be in the moment and not focus on trying for a baby, it'll happen when it's meant to happen. Love you guys so much and hope baby number 2 will come to you guys soon🤍
When is the right timing it will happen, the more stress, it makes it more difficult. I really do hope nothing but the best for you and Jalen 🙏🏼💕 it’s okay to feel the way you guys do and of course there’s going to be a lot of anxiety trying then getting pregnant. Thank you guys for sharing your journey, it’s personal and hard to talk about for sure.
The feeling of seeing a negative pregnancy test when you for sure thought you were pregnant is hard . Every month i swear i have pregnancy symptoms and then when my period comes i be sooo devastated. After losing my daughter at 19 weeks pregnant last November i suffer from PTSD. But i know i want my rainbow baby … it’s been 6 months and I’m still trying to remain positive . Sending you baby dust !
Try your best not to over stress yourself with conceiving, it can prolong the process, go with the flow and it’ll happen in perfect timing ❤️💛Love you Sarai!! ❤️
I had a miscarriage in January (8 weeks), and am now pregnant again (going on 16 weeks). The anxiety is real - I literally am scared to tell anyone outside of my family and close friends and feel like I can’t really enjoy pregnancy due to the constant fear. I pray that you are able to grieve but also able to celebrate fully what is to come in your life. You are strong and not alone in this TTC after loss community. ❤️
girl, you can record whatever you want… even if you keep it private just for yourself to look back on, a personal little vlog folder for things you want to document but keep for just you or just you and jalen.
my mum miscarried a couple of times & it was always so so hard. she eventually ended up adopting seven kids (overtime), & she loves us just as her own. i have a soft spot for child loss & i hope you know that i’m continually praying & thinking of you, jalen, & both of your families.
I know it’s way easier said than done, but try not to put too much pressure on yourself with trying to get pregnant. Just try to let things happen naturally. That’s what helped me. It will all happen just how it should in time ❤️
You and your family have so much love and support from us Sarai ❤️ I'm glad you're able to talk about it bc I know there are people that can relate to you and also people who can give you advice from what they went through. Sending all the love and good vibes for your future
hey sarai🤍 i’m from wa but moved to az a year ago and it was the best decision i’ve ever made! the sun is amazing and makes me so happy and it’s perfect for kids too bc they can always play outside. i definitely think you would love living here🌞
I’m so excited for Sarai and Jalen to start trying again, really hoping for the best for y’all. And Arizona is wayyy too hot for me and I live in SoCal. I’m surprised they don’t want to move to NorCal. Either way, always wishing the best for them!
Thank you so much for keeping us in on your journey! My husband and I are trying to conceive and girl them negative pregnancy tests are the WORST. Love & support from this way 💗
I had a positive with a line that was a bit darker than urs it was very visible my boyfriend and family all looked too and saw it was obviously positive but took another test 5 days later two days before my dr appointment and all negatives!!! So you must’ve had a chemical pregnancy also. False positives aren’t a thing look it up my doctor told me this. Only false negatives are true. If there is a line there is hcg in ur urine. U forsure we’re pregnant again. It’ll happen soon love you guys!!! Sending love I’m TTC with pcos it’s so hard I’m on medication for fertility
Just know false positives are rare but can still happen! Could of been a malfunction on the strip! Keep your head up girl ❤️ you got this! We are all here with you!
Sarai coming from someone who went through something similar I recommend buying test off Amazon, they have the strips and it comes with a lot… I know when I was trying I wanted to take like 10 a day.
Omg yes the whether here has been soooo bad so humid and yucky , I like the shoes they are definitely different but I like them, can’t wait for the vacation vlogs, love the pink fit on you, looks so good!
Don’t rush trying to have a baby. You are still young and your time will come whether it’s tomorrow or 6 months from now. Enjoy this time in your life before bringing human into the world.
Yes!!!! It is hard it took me two years to conceive again after my loss. I wanted to give up but when I was done trying to make it happen and stop worrying, I got pregnant when I didnt expected too. So, just stop worrying it will happen.
Something I’ve definitely learned is not trying for a baby is okay bc it can happen when you least expect it , and not saying it’s not a bad thing to try you do you 🙂 I love you and I’ve been watching you forever now sending you both so much love and be gentle to yourself about it, it’ll for sure happen I wish nothing but positive vibes💕💕
Get the really cheap pregnancy test from Walmart.. I think they're like .89 cents to a $1 always stock up on those & keep atleast 1 box of the blue test. Use the cheap ones first.. & if it's positive... then do the blue test to make sure
They say your babies soul finds their way back to you in your next pregnancy. I believe it. My daughter after my 5th loss, it just seemed too right. The personality she has. Everything about her just seems like she was a baby that was determined to make her way back to me. My son, who lost his twin in the womb, this boy is literally living for his brother and him self. The different sides we see daily, I truly believe it’s my baby b living through his brother everyday. He eats like he’s eating for two, he has enough energy like I’ve never seen. I could go on for days but I already sound crazy but I can’t be unconvinced 🤣
I lost my baby in January when I was almost 5 weeks. I’m pregnant now (6 weeks and 1 day) and I’m sooo scared to loose a baby again 🥺 Thanks for sharing your story!! Love from Brazil 🇧🇷
I read this comment and had to replay back. Me and my boyfriend lost our baby in February at almost 5 weeks too and I recently found out I'm 7 weeks (we're so so so excited). Losing a baby is so hard even if its a chemical pregnancy because even though you never see your baby or hear their heartbeat, you get attached. But I hope the best for you and your family
I’m not sure if other cultures follow this or maybes it’s an old wives tale, but it’s always good to keep the knowledge of your pregnancy between yourself and your partner for the first trimester 🤍 I’m not sure why it’s just something I was told growing up. Love you girl, wish you the best
That test you took and seen a line, I’ve had it happen to me too, they call it a Chemical Pregnancy, it’s happened to me, because it was def positive. Sending you baby dust!! 💜💜
I wish I could tell you it gets easier . But every second will be scary . You will learn to take it day by day. It will be so worth it when you have your rainbow baby in your arms❤️ hugs from a angel mama with a rainbow in her arms. I wish I could really give you a hug. I know how hard it can be. Please if you haven’t already join support groups they helped me so much .
Take some prenatals to prepare your body and buy ovulation strips. They have some that have 100 strips in a bag and you can test morning and night so you don’t miss your ovulation window. Good luck ❤️
I’ve heard so many people talk about using first response and getting false positives, definitely the brand :( so so sorry you even went through the slightest bit of hope…
You might have had a chemical pregnancy ! I had one right before I got pregnant . Where the egg was fertilized but didn’t implant and your period comes as normal . There was definitely a line first response are very accurate test so don’t get discouraged from taking them . It was probably a chemical pregnancy
I was 10 weeks pregnant and found out that my baby passed away at 8 weeks. It seriously is the worst pain and I'm sorry you have had to experience this as well. The thought of trying for our next baby has been really scary, but seeing that someone else is going through the same thing really helps. Thank you for being so transparent during this. 💓
Sending you all the love and baby dust! 🤍 remember there can be egg implantation bleeding too, make sure you have a lots of tests on hand. Pray about it, God will hear the desires of your heart sis!!
I totally understand the fear. I suffered a loss in March of 2020. My hubby and I have been trying for a year and a half. Praying for that rainbow baby!!🌈🌈
My fiancé and I started trying back in February. We already have a 2 year old but we’re ready for another. It’s been stressful and heartbreaking every month when I start my period or see a negative test. Three days ago I took a first response test too and it was a faint line and I’m not gonna lie I was so excited. Asked so many people and they all saw it too. I took another one this morning and there was nothing. I’m not suppose to start my period until tomorrow but still. Seeing the faint line and having hope and getting too excited about it and thn having nothing this morning, it’s discouraging. So this helps me seeing you so positive about the same thing. I just need to stay positive, it’ll happen when it happens 💙💙💙 sending good vibes your way 💕
First response is know for indent lines which give tricky feelings. I only used clear blue! My wife & I had tried for over 7 months between multiple procedures and IVF, and it is the hardest thing to do! But by staying as stress free (as possible) I am now 17 weeks with our miracle a IVF baby
So you’ve been loving the color green lately…and the led swirl thing looks like a heart beat…and the color green symbolizes life and rebirth so… are y’all thinking what I’m thinking?❤️❤️❤️🥰
i just moved to seattle washington from scottsdale arizona a few months ago, it's so funny i am so sick of the heat and sun and i'm loving the cold rainy weather here. goodspeed to you on your journey babe
It’s an EVAP line 🥺 it can happen if you read the test after the 3 min window . But first response or any pink dye test is the way to go! Avoid blue dye tests! , and try so hard not to stress it won’t help, and if anything track your ovulation!
Sending allll the baby vibes your way 💗 also I live in AZ and have my whole life! Visit Gilbert it’s the best city super safe and up and coming 🥰 it will probs be super hot when you come so just be prepared, but obviously 8 months out of the year weather is amazing just the summer is rough!
I’ve been watching you since you first started TH-cam and I absolutely love you I’m sorry that you’re having such a hard time conceiving I’m in the same boat we just went through our twin loss and it’s very difficult we’ve been trying again for four months and it’s very stressful if you ever need someone to chat to im here for you girl love you.
It is hard to conceive after a loss. I lost my baby at 4 months a year ago. I wasn’t able to conceive until this year around March when I found out I was 10 weeks pregnant. I’m currently 4 months and happy! Just take your time❤️
I lost my first pregnancy about 2 yrs ago and I just found out im pregnant again about a week ago 🥺 im currently in the Emergency Room anxious af hoping for the best 🤞🏽 I’m anxious but also so excited! 💕
Stay strong Sarai my husband and I had found out a day after Thanksgiving of last year that we were pregnant but miscarried a week after it was the worst feeling ever but today I am 5weeks due early February never loose hope it happens when you least expect it
Since having multiple miscarriages, everytime I take a test I always see a line. I try not to test early and not get my hopes up unless the line is dark. It’s usually evaporation lines. They aren’t supposed to happen within the first few minutes but it does when you’ve got the eye for it.
First response does that they have dents in them. I think u have to get test that the dye is blue because they pick up the hcg better then the pink dye that first response has.
& then when you do get pregnant it’s so scary because you literally have PTSD from your previous loss. Sending you both so much love 💗
literally😩 thank you!
It really is all my pregnancy this is my 2nd pregnancy making it to full term previously suffered 2 miscarriages I've been scared. I was scared before 12 weeks had a hematoma and even tho they told me it was really small I was scared everyday. After 12 weeks I was scared up until the anatomy scan at 20 weeks now I'm scared to go into preterm labor or stillbirth or my baby getting her umbilical cord around the neck. I know it all is triggered from my previous miscarriages even if they were very early on. I'm now having to go to counseling for my anxiety
@@FLOR_MORADA94 my baby had the umbilical cord around his neck 5 times when he came out and he survived. 3 weeks old today!
@@fashionbabe28 thank you for sharing . So happy for you and your baby
@@FLOR_MORADA94 thanks. I had a previous miscarriage at 13 weeks as well and some small complications during this pregnancy so I know it can be scary. I thought I’d share what happened to me so maybe you’ll be a little less scared. I’m sure baby will be okay 👍
My son was stillborn in 2020 and we started trying to conceive in 2021, when we finally got a positive - it’s like holding your breath for the whole time. I was so anxious and my OBGYN(who also lost their son the same way) had me talk to a counselor throughout the pregnancy. If you need anyone to talk to, I’m here. I know you probably won’t see this but if you do… much love ❤️❤️❤️
A couple of weeks after you posted that you lost your baby boy, I lost my twins at 9 weeks pregnant. Myself and my husband are just about to start our first cycle of trying again and I have similar feelings to you. Thank you for being vulnerable and posting vlogs like this, it does help to stop the taboo and make feelings like anxiety towards loss more normalised xx
Sometimes when you let your pregnancy test sit for too long it can cause an evaporation line!
“Evaporation lines are common and can occur with any pregnancy test. An evaporation line is a line that appears in the results window of a pregnancy test as the urine dries. It can leave a faint, colorless line. If you're not familiar with evaporation lines, you might see this line and think you're pregnant.”
thats what I was reading too but that picture was right when my 3 minute alarm went off :/
Ugh that’s so frustrating!! I’m sorry 🥹 hang in there!
I’ve definitely gotten a false positive with first response! My husband saw it too, we were super nervous at first but we were super excited for our first baby together. I was devastated when my period came and I didn’t understand what happened either. One day our babies will come to us. 💕
the way Jalin looks at you🥰 i know this is a hard time and definitely anxiety inducing but i can just tell how supportive and loving Jalin is and you guys are truly in this together
I really wish more people would talk about pregnancy after loss PTSD I was so miserable for over half my pregnancy with my son because we had a miscarriage before him and my anxiety was just through the roof. I couldn’t sleep or eat I was scared to move because I felt I did something.
This is true my first pregnancy i had a miscarriage and when i was pregnant with my daughter I couldn’t even enjoy the first half of my pregnancy because i was scared of losing another pregnancy
i’ve been watching you since i was ten (i’m nineteen now lmao) and i am so so so incredibly proud of you for how brave you have been. im so sorry you’re going through this pain. i can’t imagine it. i love you so much ❤️
Same!!
1. Yes to the warm tones and texture!! Will definitely balance your hair out!
2. Your rainbow baby will come at the right time.
3. Your hair looked nice when pulled up in the ponytail.
That’s all lol
We love you Sarai, try not to think about trying to conceive too much while trying to conceive if that makes sense? I watched another TH-cam couple go through a pregnancy loss and they both mentally drained themselves by thinking about it too much when trying to conceive. Just try to be in the moment and not focus on trying for a baby, it'll happen when it's meant to happen. Love you guys so much and hope baby number 2 will come to you guys soon🤍
When is the right timing it will happen, the more stress, it makes it more difficult. I really do hope nothing but the best for you and Jalen 🙏🏼💕 it’s okay to feel the way you guys do and of course there’s going to be a lot of anxiety trying then getting pregnant. Thank you guys for sharing your journey, it’s personal and hard to talk about for sure.
The feeling of seeing a negative pregnancy test when you for sure thought you were pregnant is hard . Every month i swear i have pregnancy symptoms and then when my period comes i be sooo devastated. After losing my daughter at 19 weeks pregnant last November i suffer from PTSD. But i know i want my rainbow baby … it’s been 6 months and I’m still trying to remain positive . Sending you baby dust !
Try your best not to over stress yourself with conceiving, it can prolong the process, go with the flow and it’ll happen in perfect timing ❤️💛Love you Sarai!! ❤️
I had a miscarriage in January (8 weeks), and am now pregnant again (going on 16 weeks). The anxiety is real - I literally am scared to tell anyone outside of my family and close friends and feel like I can’t really enjoy pregnancy due to the constant fear.
I pray that you are able to grieve but also able to celebrate fully what is to come in your life. You are strong and not alone in this TTC after loss community. ❤️
Same girl. Almost 12 weeks & I haven’t told ANYONE! Literally no one.
girl, you can record whatever you want… even if you keep it private just for yourself to look back on, a personal little vlog folder for things you want to document but keep for just you or just you and jalen.
i’ve noticed jalen looks at you in all the videos and that’s so cuteeeee ❤️😮💨 you be talkin and he be lookin at you and admiring you
start taking prenatal even if you aren’t pregnant yet, it helps the body prepare
i’ve been thinking about you guys recently! prayers for you to get pregnant and have a healthy pregnancy!💗💗
my mum miscarried a couple of times & it was always so so hard. she eventually ended up adopting seven kids (overtime), & she loves us just as her own. i have a soft spot for child loss & i hope you know that i’m continually praying & thinking of you, jalen, & both of your families.
we love youuu!!! you're super strong honey🫶🏼
I know it’s way easier said than done, but try not to put too much pressure on yourself with trying to get pregnant. Just try to let things happen naturally. That’s what helped me. It will all happen just how it should in time ❤️
You and your family have so much love and support from us Sarai ❤️ I'm glad you're able to talk about it bc I know there are people that can relate to you and also people who can give you advice from what they went through. Sending all the love and good vibes for your future
I am obsessed with your natural hair! 😍
We're all here for you guys! ❤️ sending love and good vibes your way!
hey sarai🤍 i’m from wa but moved to az a year ago and it was the best decision i’ve ever made! the sun is amazing and makes me so happy and it’s perfect for kids too bc they can always play outside. i definitely think you would love living here🌞
I’m so excited for Sarai and Jalen to start trying again, really hoping for the best for y’all. And Arizona is wayyy too hot for me and I live in SoCal. I’m surprised they don’t want to move to NorCal. Either way, always wishing the best for them!
Thank you so much for keeping us in on your journey! My husband and I are trying to conceive and girl them negative pregnancy tests are the WORST. Love & support from this way 💗
I had a positive with a line that was a bit darker than urs it was very visible my boyfriend and family all looked too and saw it was obviously positive but took another test 5 days later two days before my dr appointment and all negatives!!! So you must’ve had a chemical pregnancy also. False positives aren’t a thing look it up my doctor told me this. Only false negatives are true. If there is a line there is hcg in ur urine. U forsure we’re pregnant again. It’ll happen soon love you guys!!! Sending love I’m TTC with pcos it’s so hard I’m on medication for fertility
so excited 2 see what you’re going 2 name the new baby when you’re ready 2 have it! hope you n jalen are healing. 🫶🏽
I pray for you and Jalen often. Your vlogs make me so happy! Thank you for sharing your story.
Just know false positives are rare but can still happen! Could of been a malfunction on the strip! Keep your head up girl ❤️ you got this! We are all here with you!
Thank you for your honesty and being so forthcoming. You are doing the best you can and that is amazing 🤩
Sarai! you're such a strong woman🥺💕 i love watching your videos, you just seem like the most amazing genuine human and i love it🤍
Sarai coming from someone who went through something similar I recommend buying test off Amazon, they have the strips and it comes with a lot… I know when I was trying I wanted to take like 10 a day.
Thank u so much for sharing this with us.i will b praying for yall in hopes tht u get pregnant very soon.
Omg yes the whether here has been soooo bad so humid and yucky , I like the shoes they are definitely different but I like them, can’t wait for the vacation vlogs, love the pink fit on you, looks so good!
You’re strong Sarai , it’ll happen when you lease expect it 🤍 sending your lil family much love
Don’t rush trying to have a baby. You are still young and your time will come whether it’s tomorrow or 6 months from now. Enjoy this time in your life before bringing human into the world.
Yes!!!! It is hard it took me two years to conceive again after my loss. I wanted to give up but when I was done trying to make it happen and stop worrying, I got pregnant when I didnt expected too. So, just stop worrying it will happen.
Love you so much & praying for the best in your new journey! 🤍🌈
you’ve got this , QUEEN 👑♥️
I’m so excited for you guys to start trying again! Praying for your rainbow baby to come soon! I just had my rainbow baby girl 5 days ago. 💖 🌈
Something I’ve definitely learned is not trying for a baby is okay bc it can happen when you least expect it , and not saying it’s not a bad thing to try you do you 🙂 I love you and I’ve been watching you forever now sending you both so much love and be gentle to yourself about it, it’ll for sure happen I wish nothing but positive vibes💕💕
Thank you sooo much for being so open & sharing your journey with us! 💕 it helps all of us going through something similar! 💗
Get the really cheap pregnancy test from Walmart.. I think they're like .89 cents to a $1 always stock up on those & keep atleast 1 box of the blue test. Use the cheap ones first.. & if it's positive... then do the blue test to make sure
They say your babies soul finds their way back to you in your next pregnancy. I believe it. My daughter after my 5th loss, it just seemed too right. The personality she has. Everything about her just seems like she was a baby that was determined to make her way back to me. My son, who lost his twin in the womb, this boy is literally living for his brother and him self. The different sides we see daily, I truly believe it’s my baby b living through his brother everyday. He eats like he’s eating for two, he has enough energy like I’ve never seen. I could go on for days but I already sound crazy but I can’t be unconvinced 🤣
Omg your hair is sooooo pretty
sending you lots of baby dust love !!!! 🍼✨
I lost my baby in January when I was almost 5 weeks. I’m pregnant now (6 weeks and 1 day) and I’m sooo scared to loose a baby again 🥺
Thanks for sharing your story!! Love from Brazil 🇧🇷
I read this comment and had to replay back. Me and my boyfriend lost our baby in February at almost 5 weeks too and I recently found out I'm 7 weeks (we're so so so excited). Losing a baby is so hard even if its a chemical pregnancy because even though you never see your baby or hear their heartbeat, you get attached. But I hope the best for you and your family
Sending so much love to you! I struggle with infertility and seeing those negative tests are so hard. Praying for you both ❤️🙏🏼
I’m not sure if other cultures follow this or maybes it’s an old wives tale, but it’s always good to keep the knowledge of your pregnancy between yourself and your partner for the first trimester 🤍 I’m not sure why it’s just something I was told growing up. Love you girl, wish you the best
sending you so much love and support!! hopefully your rainbow baby will come soon and healthy 🤍
I love the design definitely matches that room🥰😻
Can we all take a moment to appreciate this vlog Sarai bless us with we love an vlogging girl
get the tests that say " pregnant " or " not pregnant ". I always used those and had luck with no false positives. Goodluck hun ❤️❤️❤️
That test you took and seen a line, I’ve had it happen to me too, they call it a Chemical Pregnancy, it’s happened to me, because it was def positive. Sending you baby dust!! 💜💜
Definitely come to Arizona if you are over the gloomy weather:) the heat here is intense but sometimes it does feel good and up north it’s beautiful.
I wish I could tell you it gets easier . But every second will be scary . You will learn to take it day by day. It will be so worth it when you have your rainbow baby in your arms❤️ hugs from a angel mama with a rainbow in her arms. I wish I could really give you a hug. I know how hard it can be. Please if you haven’t already join support groups they helped me so much .
We are here for you we love you so much and are praying for u guys ❤ don't give up your amazing!!
Take some prenatals to prepare your body and buy ovulation strips. They have some that have 100 strips in a bag and you can test morning and night so you don’t miss your ovulation window. Good luck ❤️
We’re your support system 💓 we love you sarai
OMG I love you Sarai! I always wait for your videos to come out! I am subscribed to alll of your channels and sending prayers your way!!
I’ve heard so many people talk about using first response and getting false positives, definitely the brand :( so so sorry you even went through the slightest bit of hope…
Your so strong your truly my inspiration 🥺❤️
Don’t stress, Sarai everything will come in due time. Just live and let things come naturally ❤️
Your make up always looks so pretty
Your timing will be perfect & it will come! 🙌🏽 Don’t get discouraged!! Omg yes a house in Arizona will be good for you!
You might have had a chemical pregnancy ! I had one right before I got pregnant . Where the egg was fertilized but didn’t implant and your period comes as normal . There was definitely a line first response are very accurate test so don’t get discouraged from taking them . It was probably a chemical pregnancy
I was 10 weeks pregnant and found out that my baby passed away at 8 weeks. It seriously is the worst pain and I'm sorry you have had to experience this as well. The thought of trying for our next baby has been really scary, but seeing that someone else is going through the same thing really helps. Thank you for being so transparent during this. 💓
Sending you all the love and baby dust! 🤍 remember there can be egg implantation bleeding too, make sure you have a lots of tests on hand. Pray about it, God will hear the desires of your heart sis!!
I totally understand the fear. I suffered a loss in March of 2020. My hubby and I have been trying for a year and a half. Praying for that rainbow baby!!🌈🌈
We’re here for you love ✨✨✨
Good morning Sarai I loved your vlogs and you are amazing Supporter and I'm proud of you
it’ll happen again soon i do know that 😍😍 so excited & praying for you sarai.
I love your new hair!!
My fiancé and I started trying back in February. We already have a 2 year old but we’re ready for another. It’s been stressful and heartbreaking every month when I start my period or see a negative test. Three days ago I took a first response test too and it was a faint line and I’m not gonna lie I was so excited. Asked so many people and they all saw it too. I took another one this morning and there was nothing. I’m not suppose to start my period until tomorrow but still. Seeing the faint line and having hope and getting too excited about it and thn having nothing this morning, it’s discouraging. So this helps me seeing you so positive about the same thing. I just need to stay positive, it’ll happen when it happens 💙💙💙 sending good vibes your way 💕
u got this and we're here for u
I’m praying for you both. ❤️ can’t wait for when you do have kids. You guys are going to be the best parents. Love you guys 💖
Sending you my prayers and best wishes✨❤
We’re all here for you guys 💛💛
First response is know for indent lines which give tricky feelings. I only used clear blue! My wife & I had tried for over 7 months between multiple procedures and IVF, and it is the hardest thing to do! But by staying as stress free (as possible) I am now 17 weeks with our miracle a IVF baby
Stay positive, baby is coming 💗💙✨
So you’ve been loving the color green lately…and the led swirl thing looks like a heart beat…and the color green symbolizes life and rebirth so… are y’all thinking what I’m thinking?❤️❤️❤️🥰
i just moved to seattle washington from scottsdale arizona a few months ago, it's so funny i am so sick of the heat and sun and i'm loving the cold rainy weather here. goodspeed to you on your journey babe
Praying for you both 🤍 Can't wait for the moment you tell us you're pregnant again.
It’s an EVAP line 🥺 it can happen if you read the test after the 3 min window . But first response or any pink dye test is the way to go! Avoid blue dye tests! , and try so hard not to stress it won’t help, and if anything track your ovulation!
Sending allll the baby vibes your way 💗 also I live in AZ and have my whole life! Visit Gilbert it’s the best city super safe and up and coming 🥰 it will probs be super hot when you come so just be prepared, but obviously 8 months out of the year weather is amazing just the summer is rough!
I’ve been watching you since you first started TH-cam and I absolutely love you I’m sorry that you’re having such a hard time conceiving I’m in the same boat we just went through our twin loss and it’s very difficult we’ve been trying again for four months and it’s very stressful if you ever need someone to chat to im here for you girl love you.
It is hard to conceive after a loss. I lost my baby at 4 months a year ago. I wasn’t able to conceive until this year around March when I found out I was 10 weeks pregnant. I’m currently 4 months and happy! Just take your time❤️
I lost my first pregnancy about 2 yrs ago and I just found out im pregnant again about a week ago 🥺 im currently in the Emergency Room anxious af hoping for the best 🤞🏽 I’m anxious but also so excited! 💕
Sending you so much love & prayers! Please keep us posted when you are up for it ✨✨🙏🏾
Get a pinky fluffy armchair for the wall with the LED strip! or just a fun bright chair it would be so cute
Love your videos been watching for years and years and years
Lovee your videos!! ❤️❤️
I want that led light strip neowwww 💳💥 it looks so good
Stay strong Sarai my husband and I had found out a day after Thanksgiving of last year that we were pregnant but miscarried a week after it was the worst feeling ever but today I am 5weeks due early February never loose hope it happens when you least expect it
I got a false positive with that exact same test! sending you lots of love & good vibes
You’re so strong 🥰💕💕💕
I hope you two have a great time in Arizona! I am praying you both are sent your rainbow baby very soon 💕
Since having multiple miscarriages, everytime I take a test I always see a line. I try not to test early and not get my hopes up unless the line is dark. It’s usually evaporation lines. They aren’t supposed to happen within the first few minutes but it does when you’ve got the eye for it.
First response does that they have dents in them. I think u have to get test that the dye is blue because they pick up the hcg better then the pink dye that first response has.
I’m so sorry❤️❤️❤️