- checkpoint log - Interesting to have run into 2 of these in such a short period of time, I hope everyone is doing well. Let me know what’s going on in your life?
checkpoint saved October 13, 2024 1:15am - I'm almost done making my game. Even though I made progress I still feel worthless and the self doubt thoughts are slipping into my mind, it was hard to push through it but I did it. Taking it one step at a time. No job (or a profitable one as im a solo game dev), cant drive, still live with my parents, yet im still pushing still leveling up. Slowly but surely. I'm thankful my depression wasn't as horrible as before but it still lingers. I keep going.
checkpoint saved October 13, 2024 5:24pm - Right there with you. Falling behind in my classes and thinking about dropping out. It's been harder and harder to get out of bed every day, and I sleep in longer and longer. Every moment warrants another minute of coping and calming down. Horror seems less scary and more comfortingly familiar every hour I spend in my own head. But I know that it all will pass. It has before, and it will again. I thank the pain for reminding me I am alive, and I thank the emptiness for a break from feeling the world. And I remind myself today is so small in the grand scheme.
I see the internet has collectively agreed on this being another internet checkpoint I wonder if someone will write a paper about internet checkpoints at some point...If you're an other academic researcher reading this, feel free to steal this idea. I kinda want to do it but I'm already procrastinating too much on the stuff I need to get done. Are there non-youtube checkpoints? have y'all find any? Imagine if once in a while instead of getting ad popups everywhere we'd get a checkpoint like this, or reminders to stretch, drink, go get some fresh air... I think people would be less aggressive. Remember when some wii games would interupt you gaming sessions with reminders to take breaks? I hated it as a kid, now I think I need this more than I'd like to admit 😅
Funny, I didn’t even know what an internet checkpoint was until recently. I think I’ve been encountering them for a while now and just didn’t fully realize it.
Commenting on this checkpoint to let everyone know that love is very real. In fact, I've embedded it into these very words. I love you. I love you very very much.
It makes me really happy to see 2kki and other YNFG music being recognized online. If any viewers only know 2kki for lotus waters then you are severely missing out.
tbh, i wouldnt be suprised if this was some sorta arg. decrypting this would be fun, ill be sure to take a look at this if i want to take a turning point.
@@wideclide42069 @spikydough but even before starting to solve that person´s ARG you can solve the ARG of what your mom and dad were doing in MY house for the last week.
O my god! Another one! I’m from the first video! I got to go volunteer at a merch booth. I saw so many cool costumes and met a lot of awesome people. Since the first video I made it a goal to reflect on what made me happy each day, and it’s helped me get through some really rough patches recently.
Checkpoint has been saved at december 9 2024 6:07 PM. the time has been so close, i have been doubted by my past self and i have doubted my future self, but i finally reached another checkpoint
here again huh.. i feel weird just dumping everything here for the whole world to see, but i find it helps, sometimes. I lost my brother a good few years ago and i feel like i shouldn't be as messed up about it as I am. I only really saw him when i was too young to remember, and then we got the news of his death right as i wanted to make plans to go and reunite. It stung, and then faded for a few years, and now I'm totally broken up over it. I feel horrible, he was my brother and i don't even remember his face. i want to see him again. i want to be there for him, but he's gone.
Checkpoint log!! 1/4/25, 1:23 AM. Today was a long day. I studied a lot and ate little food. Ended up staring at the ceiling for an hour wondering how tomorrow will go. I don’t know why but something felt off about today. Anyway, im going to bed now.
every so often i feel bliss or nothing but pain, within the same day ill be on top of the world and ill end the night genuinely contemplating standing in the middle of the road at night, I'm glad my meds help make me feel more sane and rational, but one day ill wonder if im pushed over the edge, during one of my psychosis episodes ill actually end up doing it, ending my life, i almost did the last time, i stood outside maniacally laughing after realizing nobody cared about me, and i started hearing shit, none of this is happening now but i know it'll happen again, and again, and again. and. again. and i have no job, just turned 18 and everyone has made me feel worthless for not having a job, and not being able to drive, not being able to socialize well, why won't anyone tell me how to be better when they only expect it. i can't give you what you want if i don't know how to do anything, i literally exist for no reason and i don't know if it's a good or bad thing. I'm not even sad, just anxious and chainsmoking to calm my mind down. I want to be happy all the time. no more gaslighting, no more confusing words, nothing. I just want peace. Is that so much to ask for
My dad had psychosis. Ended up losing it, shot himself. Witnessed it. All I can say is just try to get through the best way you can. There's no way to tell if you'll ever 'get over' it, but you can learn to live with it as long as you try your hardest not to let it develop. Do what's good for yourself. If necessary, go ghost for a bit and work on what makes you happy. Go at your own pace for things like getting a job. Find people supportive that you can surround yourself with. Can it be guaranteed that things get better? Possibly not, but you have to find a way to work towards getting better. Sitting around does nothing. I'd know, I'm still struggling with trying to pick my ass up and get busy. My advice is to create your own world. Of course, not one of delusions. Try to avoid delusion, and try to avoid over saturating yourself with it, but create it out of things you enjoy, love, and want, then use it as a motivation. Nobody is happy all the time, it's an impossible thing. But you can create a happy life. If you exist for no reason, then create a reason to exist. Take your time and find something, or some things. You have time for it. Don't let yourself sink further.
I hope you can find some peace in the storm bro. I've never had it the way you have it, so I won't pretend I can give advice. But I hope something good comes your way.
I care about you, if I were to meet you on a walk I would give a paper crane to you. what would you do with it? would you keep it? unveil it to get a glimpse of the past and all its foldings? this kinda sounds deep, but its just a funny paper. Also it was refreshing to see a Enid pfp!!
I keep having this weird dream. Im standing in some completely mundane place, not sure whats happening, when suddenly i realize i might be dreaming. i look around, trying to find things like clocks, or looking at my fingers. Suddenly, everything just goes weird, like you know how ai fails to generate words or hands? Yeah, everything looks like that. I realize im drraming, then i get hit in the head by something. Really hard. I instantly wake up, like something just pulled the plug on me. Idk. Weird it keeps happening, ig.
Today I wrote a new story, but I have no one to tell. Sometimes I feel like I'm invisible, just a mere presence in anybody's life, a particle, a memory, but what are we besides memories? Memories of ourselves, of other people, we are made of memory, of questions, of answers. That day you did that and said you would never forget that moment, do you remember it? Or was it just another one of his vague promises? Remember that friend you swore you would never leave again? Let me guess, you forgot, that person is no longer part of your memory, so they are no longer part of you. Do you remember his face? Do you remember him? His voice? From your eyes? No? Me neither, he's no longer part of anything. I wonder what it's like, not being part of anything... is it lonely? Is it sad? Or is it pleasant? We will never know. If you are reading this, it means that you have a memory, and you are part of someone's memory, you are part of my memory. Don't let yourself be carried away by hasty memories of something that cannot be changed, make memories of things that will be stronger than the hasty memories. See you around stranger.
Yo so like, I said this on the other one too but; the faceless girl. She told me everything I wanted to hear. She comforted me. She said she loved me. She loved me.
You’re here, traveler, and that’s what matters most. Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. That’s why it’s called the “present”! Until we meet again at the next checkpoint
Checkpoint Log i believe this is the 4th checkpoint i've reached? either way a lot's gotten better. i got a girlfriend now, the love of my life. new job coming up that doesn't make me wanna die. good life. can't wait to see you all at the next checkpoint.
Checkpoint - 14.10.2024. 11.34PM. Im not really sure what is going on with my mental state. My therapist usually mentions that I don't look like im on the spectrum. and im honestly pretty calm comparing to other of her patients. i don't consider it rude or anything, but rather confusing. However, Im still struggling with one thing for 4 years. I think that I actually stopped bothering so much that it became a part of my personality. Perhaps it was meant to be? Either way, I just hope that my friends are doing okay despite not being in reach with me. I don't mind the solitude. It's calming in its own way.
Got myself another TH-cam checkpoint 💯🔥 But uh, nothing much to say here except I got my grades today for the 1st quarter. I wasn't proud of it but it was my best, theres always a 2nd quarter anyways. Hope yall have a good day
ive been struggling with a smoking addiction despite still being a minor due to my area, along with my school having a major smoking problem. (there are roughly 4 ish stores that half the time do not ask for id when you buy) this problem had started a year ago when i went to a friends house and they offered to me. i now find it hard to stop, as i had totally (and foolishly) thought i wouldnt get addicted because of my "precautionary" steps going about it, now i lay with the fear of getting popcorn lung or something of the sort
checkpointado 30 de novembro de 2024 - 🌟 o passado é tudo uma coisa só, o futuro não existe. só o agora existe. viva o presente como se fosse a última vez que ele acontece porque é!!!! procure se entender pra entender melhor o mundo. acredite em si mesmo. seja seu amigo. se ame :) tudo nos é dado, só nos falta fé. 24 anos, tentando ser melhor.
Babe, wake up, another internet checkpoint just dropped
Awesome
Please check out 23:00
Babe go back to sleep, it's a bot
Que es un punto de control de internet?
@@Tomas-1717 creo que asi se les llama en general a estos videos sin título que son listas de música relajante.
Checkpoint reached
Set your save point here
Save point!
i'm an npc i can't :(
Save.
lemme sit down for a sec to go to the bathroom, cant hold it in...
aight im back, ready to go
Remember guys, you too have the ability to create your own "internet checkpoint" mixes.
i think youtube algorithm itself is a music genre
Literally!!
I agree man
- checkpoint log -
Interesting to have run into 2 of these in such a short period of time, I hope everyone is doing well. Let me know what’s going on in your life?
check point, just exhausted myself cry/singing, found this and am now relaxing..
hey me too!! i just got a checkpoint literally a video before this!
bad, it's so lonely
Perdon, pero que es un punto de control de internet?
checkpoint saved October 13, 2024 1:15am - I'm almost done making my game. Even though I made progress I still feel worthless and the self doubt thoughts are slipping into my mind, it was hard to push through it but I did it. Taking it one step at a time. No job (or a profitable one as im a solo game dev), cant drive, still live with my parents, yet im still pushing still leveling up. Slowly but surely. I'm thankful my depression wasn't as horrible as before but it still lingers. I keep going.
The mental health upgrades are the biggest upgrades early on bro trust- start putting your skill points there for a min
checkpoint saved October 13, 2024 5:24pm - Right there with you. Falling behind in my classes and thinking about dropping out. It's been harder and harder to get out of bed every day, and I sleep in longer and longer. Every moment warrants another minute of coping and calming down. Horror seems less scary and more comfortingly familiar every hour I spend in my own head. But I know that it all will pass. It has before, and it will again. I thank the pain for reminding me I am alive, and I thank the emptiness for a break from feeling the world. And I remind myself today is so small in the grand scheme.
Hey, I also work on game dev, what's your game called?
These Checkpoints are Appearing more often.
（冒頭の歌詞）
熱くて、冷たい…熱くて、冷たい…
熱くて、冷たい、スローモーション。絶妙な、バランスボディを持った、アイスクリーム。ブルージェ、誕生。
looking at the similarlies with checkpoints
this is an internet checkpoint
Ello fellow friends
sweet dreams yall
It is disturbing, but soothing
A new place takes form and shape at the edge of Forever. Make yourselves at home.
I see the internet has collectively agreed on this being another internet checkpoint
I wonder if someone will write a paper about internet checkpoints at some point...If you're an other academic researcher reading this, feel free to steal this idea. I kinda want to do it but I'm already procrastinating too much on the stuff I need to get done.
Are there non-youtube checkpoints? have y'all find any? Imagine if once in a while instead of getting ad popups everywhere we'd get a checkpoint like this, or reminders to stretch, drink, go get some fresh air... I think people would be less aggressive.
Remember when some wii games would interupt you gaming sessions with reminders to take breaks? I hated it as a kid, now I think I need this more than I'd like to admit 😅
I love listening to these while drawing, gives me so much motivation and I’ve been making up a lot of new characters -Jan first, 2025
How terrifying. Another checkpoint so soon. Dread what lies ahead.
Difficulty is about to ramp up 😞
BABE WAKE UP, NEW LW POST
Funny, I didn’t even know what an internet checkpoint was until recently. I think I’ve been encountering them for a while now and just didn’t fully realize it.
Commenting on this checkpoint to let everyone know that love is very real. In fact, I've embedded it into these very words. I love you. I love you very very much.
i adore your playlists so much, theyre really helping me through my art history classwork
INFINITY FREQUENCIES SOUND HEARD 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
I was not expecting to hear OFF ost in this one, I absolutely love The Walls Are Listening!
Oh, nice, Internet Checkpoint is my favorite genre of music
Gotta save real quick, hope you all are having a wonderful day.
love your playlists, dude :]
It makes me really happy to see 2kki and other YNFG music being recognized online. If any viewers only know 2kki for lotus waters then you are severely missing out.
i'm glad OFF is still relevant
tbh, i wouldnt be suprised if this was some sorta arg. decrypting this would be fun, ill be sure to take a look at this if i want to take a turning point.
Before that you should solve the ARG of why your mom was at my house last night
@@spikydough but before that person can solve that one, you must solve the ARG of what your mom and dad were doing in my house for the last week.
bru, your mother went on tinder and nobody wanted her because she bigger than a bed to the point she needs help walking thru a door
@@wideclide42069 I'll pass, I don't base my personality on astroturfed internet trends co opted by tourists
@@wideclide42069 @spikydough but even before starting to solve that person´s ARG you can solve the ARG of what your mom and dad were doing in MY house for the last week.
Have some good sleep!
Checkpoint taken.
Onto the next one...
its illegal to be this late love your work man
progress saved..
No one knows who Lw is but they make these fire internet checkpoints 🔥
Man I love Check points
O my god! Another one! I’m from the first video! I got to go volunteer at a merch booth. I saw so many cool costumes and met a lot of awesome people. Since the first video I made it a goal to reflect on what made me happy each day, and it’s helped me get through some really rough patches recently.
Checkpoint has been saved at december 9 2024 6:07 PM. the time has been so close, i have been doubted by my past self and i have doubted my future self, but i finally reached another checkpoint
this playlist is really good tbh, good job, the animation too.
Yay another internet checkpoint!
here again huh..
i feel weird just dumping everything here for the whole world to see, but i find it helps, sometimes.
I lost my brother a good few years ago and i feel like i shouldn't be as messed up about it as I am. I only really saw him when i was too young to remember, and then we got the news of his death right as i wanted to make plans to go and reunite. It stung, and then faded for a few years, and now I'm totally broken up over it. I feel horrible, he was my brother and i don't even remember his face.
i want to see him again. i want to be there for him, but he's gone.
Checkpoint log!!
1/4/25, 1:23 AM.
Today was a long day. I studied a lot and ate little food. Ended up staring at the ceiling for an hour wondering how tomorrow will go. I don’t know why but something felt off about today. Anyway, im going to bed now.
Progress saved.
Ah... Some Yume 2kki rip. Perfect 👌.
checkpoint saved on october 12, 2024 at 11:52 PM
Thank you, as always.
I just was looking to yume 2kki videos and this appeared...
another one has arrived
every so often i feel bliss or nothing but pain, within the same day ill be on top of the world and ill end the night genuinely contemplating standing in the middle of the road at night, I'm glad my meds help make me feel more sane and rational, but one day ill wonder if im pushed over the edge, during one of my psychosis episodes ill actually end up doing it, ending my life, i almost did the last time, i stood outside maniacally laughing after realizing nobody cared about me, and i started hearing shit, none of this is happening now but i know it'll happen again, and again, and again. and. again. and i have no job, just turned 18 and everyone has made me feel worthless for not having a job, and not being able to drive, not being able to socialize well, why won't anyone tell me how to be better when they only expect it. i can't give you what you want if i don't know how to do anything, i literally exist for no reason and i don't know if it's a good or bad thing. I'm not even sad, just anxious and chainsmoking to calm my mind down. I want to be happy all the time. no more gaslighting, no more confusing words, nothing. I just want peace. Is that so much to ask for
relatable
My dad had psychosis. Ended up losing it, shot himself. Witnessed it. All I can say is just try to get through the best way you can. There's no way to tell if you'll ever 'get over' it, but you can learn to live with it as long as you try your hardest not to let it develop. Do what's good for yourself. If necessary, go ghost for a bit and work on what makes you happy. Go at your own pace for things like getting a job. Find people supportive that you can surround yourself with. Can it be guaranteed that things get better? Possibly not, but you have to find a way to work towards getting better. Sitting around does nothing. I'd know, I'm still struggling with trying to pick my ass up and get busy. My advice is to create your own world. Of course, not one of delusions. Try to avoid delusion, and try to avoid over saturating yourself with it, but create it out of things you enjoy, love, and want, then use it as a motivation. Nobody is happy all the time, it's an impossible thing. But you can create a happy life. If you exist for no reason, then create a reason to exist. Take your time and find something, or some things. You have time for it. Don't let yourself sink further.
I hope you can find some peace in the storm bro. I've never had it the way you have it, so I won't pretend I can give advice. But I hope something good comes your way.
I care about you, if I were to meet you on a walk I would give a paper crane to you. what would you do with it? would you keep it? unveil it to get a glimpse of the past and all its foldings? this kinda sounds deep, but its just a funny paper. Also it was refreshing to see a Enid pfp!!
WAIT I CAME BACK cuz I kept overthinking about what I said and if I made it too reflexive and now im mad >>>:I so umm bye have a nice day
you the goat LW
INFINITY FREQUENCIES!! 0:00
New internet checkpoint lets gooo
I feel safe for some reason 😌
Off mentioned. Hooray!!!
Checkpoint baby
I was here - 2024❤
0:00 EarthBound 2 Your Name Please ahh song
IM NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO THOUGHT IT SOUND FAMILIAR!
rest well guys 🤍
I keep having this weird dream. Im standing in some completely mundane place, not sure whats happening, when suddenly i realize i might be dreaming. i look around, trying to find things like clocks, or looking at my fingers. Suddenly, everything just goes weird, like you know how ai fails to generate words or hands? Yeah, everything looks like that. I realize im drraming, then i get hit in the head by something. Really hard. I instantly wake up, like something just pulled the plug on me.
Idk. Weird it keeps happening, ig.
Checkpoint 1-Saturday.
why am i always waking up in this strange dream where i am convinced to be a human?
Today I wrote a new story, but I have no one to tell. Sometimes I feel like I'm invisible, just a mere presence in anybody's life, a particle, a memory, but what are we besides memories? Memories of ourselves, of other people, we are made of memory, of questions, of answers. That day you did that and said you would never forget that moment, do you remember it? Or was it just another one of his vague promises? Remember that friend you swore you would never leave again? Let me guess, you forgot, that person is no longer part of your memory, so they are no longer part of you. Do you remember his face? Do you remember him? His voice? From your eyes? No? Me neither, he's no longer part of anything. I wonder what it's like, not being part of anything... is it lonely? Is it sad? Or is it pleasant? We will never know. If you are reading this, it means that you have a memory, and you are part of someone's memory, you are part of my memory. Don't let yourself be carried away by hasty memories of something that cannot be changed, make memories of things that will be stronger than the hasty memories. See you around stranger.
Yo so like, I said this on the other one too but; the faceless girl. She told me everything I wanted to hear. She comforted me. She said she loved me. She loved me.
im trippin out right now 😵💫
interesting... sounds li,e this will be used in an ARG good work
Things are so much better. Going on a cruise. Signs are pointing to that Date Oct 13, don't know what it means but I hope it's good.
We meet again
Take care frens
You’re here, traveler, and that’s what matters most. Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. That’s why it’s called the “present”!
Until we meet again at the next checkpoint
lemonade
l emondade
oh we're so back chat
No way bro called this
IT'S BEEN LIKE TWO DAYS YOU CAN'T MAKE ANOTHER ONE I HAD TO MANUALLY SAVE THE OTHER PLAYLIST WTF 😭
INTERNET CHECKPOINT YALL!!
checkpoint!
WOAH CHECKPOINT
Checkpoint Log
i believe this is the 4th checkpoint i've reached? either way a lot's gotten better. i got a girlfriend now, the love of my life. new job coming up that doesn't make me wanna die. good life. can't wait to see you all at the next checkpoint.
i want this to be played at my funeral
sleep well everyone
I had a dream last night that I was getting married. It was so pleasant. Perhaps one day God will bless me with such a thing
It’s so pretty ☀️
( I accidentally searched up garten of banban )
Checkpoint - 14.10.2024. 11.34PM.
Im not really sure what is going on with my mental state. My therapist usually mentions that I don't look like im on the spectrum. and im honestly pretty calm comparing to other of her patients. i don't consider it rude or anything, but rather confusing. However, Im still struggling with one thing for 4 years. I think that I actually stopped bothering so much that it became a part of my personality. Perhaps it was meant to be? Either way, I just hope that my friends are doing okay despite not being in reach with me.
I don't mind the solitude.
It's calming in its own way.
checkpoint
Que playlist top
good night everybody
Little Warzone
I'm eepy
This is the fourth one of these secret checkpoints I've reached. Anybody else thinking we've come across an alternate route?
often
23:00 uhh wtf
W.D Gaster core
Well, you got here, what do you think led to this?
gottta love these internet checkpoints.
Got myself another TH-cam checkpoint 💯🔥
But uh, nothing much to say here except I got my grades today for the 1st quarter. I wasn't proud of it but it was my best, theres always a 2nd quarter anyways. Hope yall have a good day
earthbound mentioned
pretty much yeah
i like this
CHECKPOINT REACHED
good luck sleeping everyone
Wish i could re load a save instead of a checkpoint but thats life i guess
ive been struggling with a smoking addiction despite still being a minor due to my area, along with my school having a major smoking problem. (there are roughly 4 ish stores that half the time do not ask for id when you buy) this problem had started a year ago when i went to a friends house and they offered to me. i now find it hard to stop, as i had totally (and foolishly) thought i wouldnt get addicted because of my "precautionary" steps going about it, now i lay with the fear of getting popcorn lung or something of the sort
I LOVE YOU ALL
checkpointado 30 de novembro de 2024 - 🌟
o passado é tudo uma coisa só, o futuro não existe.
só o agora existe.
viva o presente como se fosse a última vez que ele acontece porque é!!!!
procure se entender pra entender melhor o mundo.
acredite em si mesmo.
seja seu amigo.
se ame :)
tudo nos é dado, só nos falta fé.
24 anos, tentando ser melhor.
lezgooooooo