The brainwashing from the Jehovah's Witnesses metastasized to a tumor in my brain. Meet Rachel
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 26 ก.ย. 2022
- Rachel was born into the Jehovah’s Witnesses. She knew at a very young age that the religion was not for her. She went on and lived her life not getting baptized until she was 27 years old, when her mom had cancer. She came into the religion to feel loved and excepted into her family, but she never felt that way.
“I'm happy, that my parents are happy in the organization” she shares.
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I'm a recently disassociated "apostate". My wife however is still in but fortunately on the fence about enough things to give consideration to objective thought. It's a tough situation but I'm slowly pulling the blindfold off her. She loves to use the phrase "up the wazoo" and until recently didn't understand what it actually meant. I've heard her say it a bunch of times to other witnesses and they either cringed or had no idea what it meant. I would absolutely die laughing inside and had to tell her. She felt bad at first but still says it all the time and she refuses to feel bad about it. Thank you for what you do and the help you offer to people who feel trapped with nobody to go to or feel like they have nobody who cares. Love you and take care and be safe.
Thank you very much. And yes...even after that phrase came out of my mouth I wished it hadn't!! Must be a witness thing??! 🤣🤦♀️
Thanks again for your kind words. All the best for you and your wife as well.
Great Job Critical Thinkers
Thank you for sharing Rachel .. you are a brave and wonderful person who deserves to live a happy healthy life .. I wish you the very best with your treatment and recovery.
And thank you Vev for this compassionate and caring interview.
Thank you!
Hi Rachel, it was very nice to hear your experience in the organization. I'm very sorry you are dealing with cancer and issues with anxiety and depression. Do everything you can to get healthy again and enjoy your life with your kids, friends and family. You deserve it !!! It is sad what your parents are doing to you but unfortunately there is nothing we can do to change them: they are like robots "programmed" to not see or feel the damage they cause as JWs. I wish you the best in life.
Thank you!! I wish you a life of wellness and happiness as well!
Rachel thank you for sharing your story. You are a wonderful person. Thank you Vevian for your platform exposing the Jehovah's witness cult.
Thank you. 💗
Congratulations on the growth of your channel Vevian!! 🎉 Thanks for telling your story Rachael. Sending you lots of love ❤
Thank you so much!
Thank you Rachael for sharing your story I will pray for you. You deserve to be happy. I am so sorry for what you are going through. Email me anytime if you need someone to talk to.
Thank you so much Audrey. These comments alone were worth the wrecked nerves during the interview! They bring me so much strength especially on hard days which can be many. Thank you thank you ❤
I NEVER WANTED TO FIT IN ........I ALWAYS KNEW THEY WERE PHONEY !! I walked to the beat of my own drum and they couldn't stand it.
They never can stand it!! We have it pounded into our heads to never think for ourselves! Which in my older years have realized this is exactly what I've done my whole life...even as a little girl...thought for myself...which has led to the disowning and the treating different my entire life. There is more to this life and world than they have led us to believe. So much more. And beauty at that.
@@RachelDaniel43 Girl !! You just preached a sermon !! They try to drill into your head that you can't possess a single thought unless the "governing body" authorized it. It is so funny that I saw your post today because I went to a Mexican restaurant here in California and ran into a sister from a neighboring congregation from way back in the day. After she placed her order I asked her how she was doing (she and her husband were always super zealous). She said she was fine and I told her I was feeling great since the ZOOM meetings have started. I told her I didn't plan on going back to the kingdom hall..........she said that she hadn't been attending and all of her so called "friends" avoid her like the plague now !! When she sees them in the store, she said they go down a different aisle, etc......
I told her that they are the most LOVELESS organization on the planet, and she agreed.....long story short, she and her husband are fading on their own terms. I told her "me too !" She gave me the warmest hug I have ever been given. I told her that I loved her and that she will ALWAYS be my sister........in the REAL FAITH !! I told her to tell her husband that I said hello and she got her food and left........she made my day !! Jesus is good 😊.
@@ohreally4758 I'm so happy to hear you found some positivity in the midst of it all!!! I don't know how i missed this reply and I apologize!! No one should be ignored or treated lower. No one. It is a horrible feeling and I'm glad she spoke to you and was kind. This is NOT practicing what they preach, this is constant negativity and harsh judgment of others....which...isn't there only One who is supposed to be judging!?
I hope you enjoy the freedom and your own thinking and lived a wonderful and happy life. ❤
Rachel you are an amazing person, Thanks for sharing your life with us. Sending you love and hugs and kisses!!!💖💖💖
Thank you so very much. ❤
Overall a great video. Before I disassociated I've had abrupt vision change/ distortion, stress, anxiety and chest pains. I went through a bunch of tests and didn't show any physical problems. I know it's stress and anxiety. I'm a life long empath and couldn't connect to most people to be able to explain my position and feelings about things. Like I was the black sheep 80% of my life.
Same here and I'm sorry you went and are still going through it. I only help your anxiety has got better since leaving.
Talking about the experience helps to go over. It kills the recurrent thoughts and nightmares. Then as the times goes by it comes to let you.
Hi, glad you are awake. So sorry to hear of your illness. Research the suppliment Quercetin. I have very similar symptoms & am getting very definite relief with Quercetin. I dont use anything that doesnt show results. I have lost weight when starving myself didnt work. Reduces my pain & imflamation drastically. Bug bites dont over react. Have much more energy. Here is hoping the very best for you! There are people who care.
Thank you!!!
Another outstanding interview thank you for sharing your story Rachel. Your inspirational comment that you are enough and are happy being you. Again Outstanding.
Thank you so much!! ❤
@6:49 “why couldn’t I just blindly believe?” When I became a JW, I marvelled at the blind faith of the Witnesses that I was associating with. I tried my hardest to be like them but never could get there as I used to attend a church before becoming a JW and didn’t 100% accept things blindly, e.g. I disagreed that everyone who was not a JW was a bad person. I certainly was not a bad person before converting and did my best to live according to the Bible as taught by my parents. What attracted me to the JWs was how structured they were in their approach to the Christian religion. After I woke up I realised that the born-ins were different due to deep indoctrination and not knowing anything else except JW doctrines
Thank you for sharing this. I'm sorry you had to go through this but thank you so much for sharing. There is hope after this and love and light as well. ❤
Tailor da L'ITALIA lo stesso odiavo le riviste dei tg quando parlavano delle persone del mondo, cera sempre l'esempio della droghe i ladri la FORNICAZIONE l 'omicida i rapinatori ,presentavano il mondo in questo modo ,ed io non ero per niente daccordo ,dicevo che esistono anche brave personi nel mondo se no Dio avrebbe gia distrutto il mondo ,il fatto che predicavamo era segno che molti erano brave personi ,ma avevano sempre una scrittura per tutti e tutto,non usavano mai la propria mente ma continuamente dottrine WATCHTOWER.
This is a classic example of everything wrong regarding Watchtower policy.
And I am one of many unfortunately.
Bottom line the Jehovah’s Witnesses religion is not a religion of love. For one thing God is love and that is to say he is a God of unconditional love because that is the only love there is. That religion is self deprecating and deprecating towards its members. That religion is a mind killer. It hurts the mind the,heart and the body. it’s all based on fear and manipulation. yes I am a recovering Jehovah’s Witness of 40 years. If there’s one thing I realize in that is that God is totally unconditional love as we are. We are just hiding in illusion’s. there are ultimate truths. That is to say whatever is loving is true. Love and healing for you.🙏🏼❤️
Thank you very much! And oh how true!
Rachel i didnt know you had an interview with Vivian....Vivian i love your channel and listen every chance i get....Rachel and her husband are beautiful human beings! I am not a super emotional person....but i had tears throughout the interview...watchtower has destroyed so many people and families! I am glad to be out and my children as well...thank you Rachel for sharing your story ❤️
Cory??
Thank you for the kind words. We feel the same about you and your family. I'm so glad you've found peace and happiness, and grateful we have remained friends! Love you friend!
@RachelDaniel43 yea it's me 🙂....I am so glad we have remained Friends....I love you and your family! You all have a special place in my heart ❤️
Rachel, so sorry for your experiences. You're a very strong woman to tell your story. I hope it helps some one who hears it. But if it doesn't it should help you and your family, because of the courage and kindness you show. Veivan, I too, believe sickness come from external conditions that work on us internal. May you continue to heal and love yourself better.
Thank you very much for your kind words. I too hope my story can possibly help even one person. Vevian is a bright light in this world and I thank her for bringing awareness where it's needed. And of course love. I too believe 100% stress turns physical. Thank you again.
Great interview!! It's been a long time since I've seen you.
Arty!!! Thank you!! I haven't seen you all in years! I see your mom and dad every now and then, and they have always remained nothing but kind to me. They always say hello, and give hugs. They are truly genuinely good people. I hope you're doing well!
Rachel, I admire your incredible strength! I will pray for you. Keep fighting! I wish you health and happiness.
Thank you so very much! ❤
I know a lot of JWs with serious anxiety problems between other issues related
Yes!!! I asked a question once, "if you guys are serving a happy God then why are ao many of you so depressed and miserable? Shouldn't you be also happy? So much confusion about this religion
@Sharon Lidstone this religion steals your soul. Everything you are as human, your natural inclinations they destroy it. If you want to learn about the religion watch videos about ExJws Critical Thinkers, EXJW Diaries, Lloyd Evans, to name a few….
@@sharonlidstone5754 I made the same question but in Spanish. The answer is bc the devil is attacking us, then I asked, but I thought you were having the best life ever! Of course they stay quite 😂. These was family members. One with a lot of "privileges" but forget to follow the bible on so but so many areas. All fake!!!
@@Xerfing fake or in complete denial🤔 living as a JW is not the best life ever....I know this because as one and serving as a regular pioneer I was at mt worst low ever and wanted to die😭😭 I hate this religion
@@sharonlidstone5754 yes I met a lot or regular pioneers. All of them living a miserable life.
I can relate to what you’re saying when you say you felt like you never fit in. I didn’t grow up a JW I married in but those ladies in the hall did not like me. They pretended they liked me you know when a person is genuine and when they are faking it…. The single ladies in the hall want to get married so badly they would do almost anything to get one.
Yes! And I love honesty and realness and I did NOT find it there unfortunately. Yes, there were and still are some good hearted genuine people...but as a whole...so much hypocrisy and lying.
She has a great attitude!
Your questions were not being answered because the organization is not spiritual, they are religious.
Exactly
Emotional interview, I feel for her poor thing
Thank you. ❤️
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What’s that bird in the background doing!? Sounds like it’s being torn limb from wing lol
Dear Rachel,
WTF? I want to send an infinity of love and hugs and would love to hear how you are?
I certainly wish that you are fine including your family.
Warmest love & hugs,
Rochelle.
Thank you so much! I'm hanging in there. The tumor already grew back within months of it being removed, so I had a huge dose of radiation in December to try and kill the tumor cells. It can take up to 2 years to work so now I sit and wait and heal. Hopefully! Thank you for your kindness and I hope you have a wonderful day. ❤
@@RachelDaniel43
Glad to hear you're hanging in. Radiation treatment FFS, surely there's got to be better treatments with the ongoing massive research done in the world??? Well, I thank you for your courage in speaking on video and send you healing hugs. 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗
@@rochelle_johnston2703 you would think!? Thank you again for being so kind. ❤
Interesting video, but what kind of animal keeps making noise in the background?
I think she was in Costa Rica at the time in basically in the middle of the jungle. 😆
I'd like to know name of Dr
Dr Eilerman with St Elizabeth in Northern KY. He's the one that put all the pieces together like a puzzle and figd it out. I'm unfortunately still fighting this disease, as the tumors keep coming back. But he oversees along with my neurosurgeon Dr Fraser, at UK in Lexington, KY, and they are an amazing team.
I’m out at the f bombs 🤷♀️
Please quiet the bird screeching😮