@@kilusmind well...met this guy...we had a great two months of hanging out, I initiated a kiss so we made out, so technically I fell for him I became a better person because of him, finally got the courage to pour out everything I felt for him.....and got the answer of he never had any feelings for me and that was just this morning😅 now I'm just lost
Brother, thank you for these works of art, you are really great, your music helps me forget my problems, thank you brother, keep it up, a big hug and thanks again
damnn kiluu i can listen to your songs all over again your voice its so calm pure melodious.. just beautiful 🤍🧸 thank youuu for being and sharing your music with us🥹🫶
you are a cinemtographer at heart. So am I. I finally got my cinema cameras, both A and B cameras to film with. I love everything about film. Especially music sound tracks and sound effects. I like how you speed up the end of the film. When I was a young person, silently dealing with accepting myself as homosexual, I often did alot of speeding in my sports car. It was an emotional thing I did recklessly, and yet it is behavior that is perfectly in line with what high risk individuals do like I did in so many reckless ways. Drinking until I puke. Avoiding talking about my homosexual real self I suppressed stupidly like I did until age 29 and too many suicide attempts, including drinking and driving at high speeds. Please don't don't speed on that bike. I fear something aweful could happen to you one day like it almost did me. So close to death without a care, with my bashed in homosexual self-esteem that took me years to deal. 29 years dangerously in my closet, with no one who knew how to support me, including myself. Keeping it real. I adore you so much. Especially your emotional swimming you love to delve in. So healing for you and others. Please pay attention to high risk behavior and face our unresolved emotional storms in life, in healthy safe productive settings. avoid the self-medicating too. It is just unresolved hurt inside that becomes problematic when avoided or denied. And worse. This stuff does not heal until we revisit it long enough like you wisely do. Also be careful in the choice of friends. Pay really close attention to that. Do not cling to friendships going the wrong direction, leading you down reckless paths of drug addictions and alcoholism so difficult to break free of. I used be addicted to alcohol. I had to quit all my friends who drank. I literally walked away from family and all friends who I used to drink too much with. I saved my own life and you will too if you cultivate healthy friends, without those bad habits yet, who at least have a better chance at healing, rather than recklessly drowning their unhealed unresolved traumas, oppressing the feelings down into a self-medicating haze of low ability to think and feel rationally. Your music is genuinely from a place of love. You love your feelings. You love who you are and so do I. So do so many, because you bring us closer to our inner unhealed trauma that most of us carry in life. I will always be watching you in life. Like anyone, I need to cultivate friendships and aquaintances who are on a growth oriented path, out of my dangerous life threatenting paths of dysfucntional stuckness, not gettting our needs me consistently, high risk behavior that nearly destroyed my life. I saw others self destruct and die. Today I know the high risk years of 15-24 of any of us. The ones who hold the highest suicide rates. I heard 250,000 people died last year from suicide. That is so sad for me. Some as young as 11, from being bullied in school. Be wise. Be compassionate. Be heaven. Not apathetic fools of ignoramus hell. Blind leading blind high risk youth. I love you for your self love like my own.
This song, I wish there were words to describe how it makes me feel 🥲
I've been listening this for months.....didn't expect I would now relate this
telll me what happened 😭🫂
@@kilusmind well...met this guy...we had a great two months of hanging out, I initiated a kiss so we made out, so technically I fell for him I became a better person because of him, finally got the courage to pour out everything I felt for him.....and got the answer of he never had any feelings for me and that was just this morning😅 now I'm just lost
@@kilusmind also...love ur music these types make me calm and feel like home for some reason
Your work is really inspiring Kilu.
I'm so glad I found you early on. Love your music, keep going!
Brother, thank you for these works of art, you are really great, your music helps me forget my problems, thank you brother, keep it up, a big hug and thanks again
I am stunned. This whole song is so beautiful and I feel it with my whole heart. I love all of your songs Kilu and your so incredibly talented!♡
another song that ill be playing on repeat
This song made me cry😢
damnn kiluu i can listen to your songs all over again your voice its so calm pure melodious.. just beautiful 🤍🧸
thank youuu for being and sharing your music with us🥹🫶
That made me so emotional 😢
KILUUUUU MAKING WAVES G
All your songs are amazing and unique, it touches my heart really hard ❤️
My heart 😭
this is so good
You did it again, this song calmed my broken heart :')
Beautiful
🎧🎥
Incredible
Wow, just wow!!
Thank you for your touching Art 💖
I love this
So beautifullllllllll
🩵💙🩵 beautiful
my goat
Классная песня 👍
You are Beautiful… So beautiful !
you are a cinemtographer at heart. So am I. I finally got my cinema cameras, both A and B cameras to film with. I love everything about film. Especially music sound tracks and sound effects. I like how you speed up the end of the film. When I was a young person, silently dealing with accepting myself as homosexual, I often did alot of speeding in my sports car. It was an emotional thing I did recklessly, and yet it is behavior that is perfectly in line with what high risk individuals do like I did in so many reckless ways. Drinking until I puke. Avoiding talking about my homosexual real self I suppressed stupidly like I did until age 29 and too many suicide attempts, including drinking and driving at high speeds. Please don't don't speed on that bike. I fear something aweful could happen to you one day like it almost did me. So close to death without a care, with my bashed in homosexual self-esteem that took me years to deal. 29 years dangerously in my closet, with no one who knew how to support me, including myself. Keeping it real. I adore you so much. Especially your emotional swimming you love to delve in. So healing for you and others. Please pay attention to high risk behavior and face our unresolved emotional storms in life, in healthy safe productive settings. avoid the self-medicating too. It is just unresolved hurt inside that becomes problematic when avoided or denied. And worse. This stuff does not heal until we revisit it long enough like you wisely do. Also be careful in the choice of friends. Pay really close attention to that. Do not cling to friendships going the wrong direction, leading you down reckless paths of drug addictions and alcoholism so difficult to break free of. I used be addicted to alcohol. I had to quit all my friends who drank. I literally walked away from family and all friends who I used to drink too much with. I saved my own life and you will too if you cultivate healthy friends, without those bad habits yet, who at least have a better chance at healing, rather than recklessly drowning their unhealed unresolved traumas, oppressing the feelings down into a self-medicating haze of low ability to think and feel rationally. Your music is genuinely from a place of love. You love your feelings. You love who you are and so do I. So do so many, because you bring us closer to our inner unhealed trauma that most of us carry in life. I will always be watching you in life. Like anyone, I need to cultivate friendships and aquaintances who are on a growth oriented path, out of my dangerous life threatenting paths of dysfucntional stuckness, not gettting our needs me consistently, high risk behavior that nearly destroyed my life. I saw others self destruct and die. Today I know the high risk years of 15-24 of any of us. The ones who hold the highest suicide rates. I heard 250,000 people died last year from suicide. That is so sad for me. Some as young as 11, from being bullied in school. Be wise. Be compassionate. Be heaven. Not apathetic fools of ignoramus hell. Blind leading blind high risk youth. I love you for your self love like my own.
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❤❤
Litmus
Who knew I ended up here 🥺🙃🥺🥺
Sucks