A Hard Week… and a kitten

I've had a few dramas raise their ugly head this week. And now I am dealing with the fallout. I got the MS hug and I've lost use of my abs (hopefully temporarily) which is making things interesting. My body is actively hindering movement which makes it harder for my carers. This is starting to take its toll. As hard as stuff can sometimes be, it only takes something small and furry to turn my frown upside down. Distraction, distraction, distraction. Sunshine can be my friend when it isn't too hot. It gives me a nice buzz... But it doesn't stop my brain whirring underneath. Maybe that has more to do with poor attention span than anything MS related but I choose to believe it is due to the brain fog. At least I can almost solve the world's problems in a 20 minute sun session. I just don't have the staying power to implement my solutions!
I would really appreciate any comments. What do you guys want to see? What do you want to know about my MS life?
I would love to hear if anything that I'm talking about resonates with anyone else. I'd have to change my game plan if I was only talking to people that already know me…
I also really like some feedback because like most people, I am not particularly confident. A few "atta girl"s will go a long way to boosting my self esteem which is constantly under a barrage of self-criticism. But now I am sounding like Dr Phil…