not that i’m anywhere - cities aviv (instrumental looped) // extremely slowed + reverbed

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  • @DarkSide-Lord
    @DarkSide-Lord ปีที่แล้ว +658

    In my restless dreams...i see that town silent hill

    • @brooklynherzig7241
      @brooklynherzig7241 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      a new man to rebuild, I was ment to be new..... I was ment to be beautiful

    • @sensxi-r6
      @sensxi-r6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      real real

    • @Pluto5x13
      @Pluto5x13 ปีที่แล้ว

      Real

    • @jackjohnson1886
      @jackjohnson1886 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      YOOO! I’m not the only one

    • @War_Meister_Records
      @War_Meister_Records ปีที่แล้ว +12

      You promised you'd take me there again one day..... But you never did

  • @سيد_كرّار_الأعرجي
    @سيد_كرّار_الأعرجي 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +19

    يوههه بالهدوء والاحساس الي ما ينوصف من اسمعها 🥰🫶

    • @AgiosOLucifer
      @AgiosOLucifer 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      I find it beautiful when people from different countries get solace from music that they would not listen to normally. The power of music is beyond language.

    • @سيد_كرّار_الأعرجي
      @سيد_كرّار_الأعرجي 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      نعم برو​@@AgiosOLucifer

  • @mf.sikey_
    @mf.sikey_ ปีที่แล้ว +463

    thanks you so much tiktok slideshows for make me discovered this masterpiece

  • @randomguy37178
    @randomguy37178 ปีที่แล้ว +404

    my mental health was never this fucked up, we didnt find the song, the song found us

    • @Cj2raw106
      @Cj2raw106 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Frrrr😢

    • @trankPL
      @trankPL ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Damn right!

    • @alexbarrett9622
      @alexbarrett9622 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      True

    • @CHRIS_-uc8vv
      @CHRIS_-uc8vv หลายเดือนก่อน

      Listen to cities aviv , under rated artist fr fr

    • @dogemaster5385
      @dogemaster5385 14 วันที่ผ่านมา

      with time everything is gonna be alright. hope youre in a better place right now

  • @lovelybasil
    @lovelybasil ปีที่แล้ว +25

    Silent hill and this song>>>

    • @lavishty_
      @lavishty_ ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Fr I love it so much

  • @remedy6550
    @remedy6550 ปีที่แล้ว +183

    If y’all every feeling down listen to this my grandpa told me this if you have a problem in life in which you can or can’t fix them why worry about it life is to short to be insecure about yourself whether it’s your weight or your facial features or just your feelings in general the meaning of life is the way you want to live it don’t down grade yourself to other people because in reality there probably doing the same thing think about how and what your doing could affect you mentally and physically and comfort yourself so you can grow you don’t need nobody to cheer you up your the boss of yourself so be like it and live the way you want to live.

  • @TitosLastBrainCell-8
    @TitosLastBrainCell-8 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

    This track suits Heather well. Heather is such a great character, can't help but love her.

  • @lavishty_
    @lavishty_ ปีที่แล้ว +30

    This is so chill. Love that heather mason was chosen for the background. ❤

  • @knightinred4306
    @knightinred4306 ปีที่แล้ว +72

    This sounds like one of those game taverns you'd walk into in a real serious situation, just to be at ease after hearing the song.

    • @Cj2raw106
      @Cj2raw106 ปีที่แล้ว

      Frrr😢

    • @MarcosNPJ738
      @MarcosNPJ738 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Reminds me of state of decay 2

  • @minty212
    @minty212 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    listening to this on loop the feeling is indescribable

  • @miguelsanchez7099
    @miguelsanchez7099 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    This remind me of a scene of a empty street while snowing in the night, the feeling of loneliness is heavy while you walk in the dark with the lights of the street being your only guide to get home

  • @-Erne
    @-Erne ปีที่แล้ว +25

    I imagine this song would play as I watch someone age in a sped up slideshow of their normal life as they wake up in the morning, get up, drive to work, come back home, sit on the couch, watch tv, fall asleep, repeat.

  • @Alone-Colle
    @Alone-Colle ปีที่แล้ว +147

    This song makes me feel like I'll be alone for the rest of my life. but and the purest truth, I am already and will be alone for the rest of my life. I see myself arriving from my work to my apartment. and making a nice noodle or something, and sitting in front of the TV or messing with my cell phone. But it also makes me feel like I'm in an open world game, like Minecraft or some other game like that.

    • @Neo21188
      @Neo21188 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Nothing is impossible G, work hard, try your best, whatever you do in your life, give it 100% and soon you'll see that you don't actually have to die without experiencing the feeling of being with someone you truly love, without experiencing real success and win in life. you got this man, keep grinding 🤝🏻

    • @Alone-Colle
      @Alone-Colle ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@Neo21188 Thanks bro, but I'm already destined to live alone. but I'm going to try to achieve some goals, at least something important I have to do in this shitty life

    • @sewawa6269
      @sewawa6269 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Alone-Collebro you are so real for that may god treat us well

    • @Alien_From_Another_Universe
      @Alien_From_Another_Universe ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same bro, I've figured that it's inevitable, I can't find nobody to actually like and understand me while people my age meet and get into relationships, all I do is sit in the corner. I'd eventually end up as one of those sleep deprived dudes working in a sh_tty job

    • @Alone-Colle
      @Alone-Colle ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@Alien_From_Another_Universe probably the same as me. It is a canonical event in the lives of many men.

  • @Walucris
    @Walucris ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This makes have a sense of comfort with the things going on in my head

  • @megans.offline
    @megans.offline ปีที่แล้ว +5

    silent hill 1 & 2 are my comfort movies i swear

  • @endan3959
    @endan3959 ปีที่แล้ว +494

    What happened, Rick? I thought you weren't the good guy anymore. Ain't that what you said? Even right here, right now, you ain't gonna fight for 'em? I'm a better father than you, Rick. I'm better for Lori than you, man. It's 'cause I'm a better man than you, Rick. 'Cause I can be here and I'll fight for it. You come back here and you just destroy everything! You got a broken woman. Y-You got a weak boy. You ain't got the first clue on how to fix it.

    • @not_sall_good_man
      @not_sall_good_man ปีที่แล้ว

      Raise your gun!
      You’re gonna have to kill an unarmed man

    • @thelackofhappiness2156
      @thelackofhappiness2156 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Damn

    • @nasko-s5j
      @nasko-s5j ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Bruv is not in a movie🗣️🗣️🔥🔥

    • @Alandaker1155
      @Alandaker1155 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      What movie o serie is?

    • @edoarda44
      @edoarda44 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      ​@@Alandaker1155the walking dead

  • @donutkat8992
    @donutkat8992 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    I move in to college tomorrow and I realized that my childhood home (which I am very attached to) will never feel the same after I leave, and I'm very sad because I love this place and all the memories I made here, and I'm not ready to leave it yet. I'm sad I won't be able to have as much fun here anymore and it feels like moving to college is the official ending of my childhood for me which is also very sad to me.

    • @sasukeoftheleaf3179
      @sasukeoftheleaf3179 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      I hope things in college are well. It’s so hard to move away from home it truly is but I believe you’ve got this. The sadness and hurt you feel is more proof that leaving home is a step forward for you. I’m going through the same things right now and my god is it difficult but we’re hanging in there, right? Godspeed stranger (:

  • @silvitisnotnicewithit
    @silvitisnotnicewithit ปีที่แล้ว +7

    thx to everyone that writes helpful stuff down in the comments, like "You are going to get through this" and stuff, its a cool sight to see that people try to help others, although nothing really makes me happy anymore, it can sometimes make me happy to see that there are people who care about others, not even knowing who the other person is, its really nice to see that there are people with empathy in this world, that provide something to people who dont get it, such as me, although they dont help, it just makes me slightly happy that others care about another of whom they know nothing about

    • @BalintF
      @BalintF ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You should talk to someone brother. It's okay to feel this way, but it's not okay to stay this way. Every human on this earth deserves to feel happy, god bless you my friend.

  • @trivialrelic3009
    @trivialrelic3009 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    This gives me an odd type of motivation. Thank you

    • @caradict786
      @caradict786 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Motivation to finally do it😄

  • @MasterCommandCEO
    @MasterCommandCEO ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Been looking for this for hours nice upload

  • @gavins_epic_youtube_channel
    @gavins_epic_youtube_channel ปีที่แล้ว +3

    You guys just gotta start loving life. Love whatever it throws at you. Love the challenges you face, the view at the top of the hill, love your pets. We don't have much time left on this planet I can tell. Love it while you can, you got this, just start living, I can tell you guys are the realest of the real.

  • @Deftonic101
    @Deftonic101 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Middle school nostalgia ❤

  • @Marvyn.z
    @Marvyn.z ปีที่แล้ว +60

    This song makes me realize how happy I am to be alive. It makes me want to work harder to achieve my goals.

    • @pjguzman
      @pjguzman ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Not real.😂😂

    • @Vierr470
      @Vierr470 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Seriously, I dont know how but it makes me realise se how important and beautiful life is. The song hurts because it makes me come to the realisation that I am not living to my full potential and experiencing the world. It inspires me to live better, only briefly.

    • @sleekismboyz605
      @sleekismboyz605 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      God's gift

    • @lavishty_
      @lavishty_ ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@pjguzmanlol ok

    • @lavishty_
      @lavishty_ ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Yes! Proud of you my dude.

  • @adenrxz
    @adenrxz 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    this song makes me so sad and happy at the same time

  • @deathoyster854
    @deathoyster854 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Days Without Depression: 0

  • @yaellozano3803
    @yaellozano3803 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This is and will always be my favorite version of this song

  • @lusorr
    @lusorr ปีที่แล้ว +36

    i yearn for places that no longer exist

    • @anbu.kakashii
      @anbu.kakashii ปีที่แล้ว +10

      You’re not alone there my friend 🤝😔

    • @elixir_tea
      @elixir_tea หลายเดือนก่อน

      I am in my dreams 💖💤
      I really am alone 🚫

  • @GabrielVilanova-n3p
    @GabrielVilanova-n3p 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    this sounds like your melancholy is happily being broadcasted worldwide for all to see lol

  • @powrsh119
    @powrsh119 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    WE ENDING IT ALL WITH THIS ONE!!!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @barankawan5497
    @barankawan5497 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Under rated video

  • @iCherub
    @iCherub 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    this song makes me feel so warm inside. especially when it’s cold and rainy outside. 🫶🏽

  • @adifilhan5949
    @adifilhan5949 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    It's crazy how an instrument/music can cure or change our mood

    • @pablo9775
      @pablo9775 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I understand you brother, it's something relaxing sad mind and related to the life of man gives a warm feeling of life

  • @СемёнРазинкин-ц2ю
    @СемёнРазинкин-ц2ю 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    These song hits different. when you fucked up, it feels like reflection of your mentality, but when thing changing, this song is changing too. I think this is beautiful

  • @irate___
    @irate___ ปีที่แล้ว +2

    i sometimes play this on the lonely walks back at night from the gym at around 11pm or like 2am, after the day has passed, and the best part of it is over, now im with my thought's and and feeling along with a song that conjures an effect of desire

  • @masterg454
    @masterg454 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    For a moment i thought this was a real SH3 soundtrack because it has all the vibes.....and i love it.

  • @mikeyman2k625
    @mikeyman2k625 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Can't wait for the silent hill 2 remake bro

  • @dutyreaper
    @dutyreaper 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    this song for me represents our existence, our life, and the infinity we got, this song is nice.

  • @minecraftarchives9896
    @minecraftarchives9896 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    All these people talking about the music, I love it... But what I really love is Silent Hill 2 😫

    • @سند-ب7ف
      @سند-ب7ف ปีที่แล้ว +3

      That’s silent hill 3 btw

    • @minecraftarchives9896
      @minecraftarchives9896 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@سند-ب7ف I'm aware, I've beaten it for all the endings.

    • @lavishty_
      @lavishty_ ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@minecraftarchives9896 no matter how much I play silent hill 2 and 3 on repeat I still always get chills, especially from silent hill 2

    • @minecraftarchives9896
      @minecraftarchives9896 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@lavishty_ same dude, I think it's because silent hill 2 has a more unique feeling to it, it's different from the others as well, and we personally see and feel what James is going through.

  • @swervoo_7953
    @swervoo_7953 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    just found out she cheated, the song found me in the right time. I sacrifice everything and gain nothing, this song puts my emotions into a form of art, I wonder how much time is left

    • @Sebastian_SSQ
      @Sebastian_SSQ 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Same brother, got it same.
      But she cheated six months ago…
      Didnt even saw her and she did it with my bro

    • @swervoo_7953
      @swervoo_7953 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@Sebastian_SSQ I hope you’re healing well brother, it only gets worse if we let it 💯

    • @Sebastian_SSQ
      @Sebastian_SSQ 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@swervoo_7953 it gets better Bro, I hope you are dealing good too.
      We are here in case 💪🏽😁👑

  • @Freddyfazbear19924
    @Freddyfazbear19924 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I always listen to this threw out the day and it's helps me not to relapse

    • @Notsomessy80
      @Notsomessy80 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Relapse for what

  • @heiulimh9503
    @heiulimh9503 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    this song makes me feel there is only darkness for me, i'm strong but they beyond strength

    • @bananims
      @bananims ปีที่แล้ว

      ADVENTURE TIME REFRENCE‼‼‼‼‼‼🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣😂😂😍😄😙😃😗😃😜😃🤨😃😏😅😏😕☂🌙🌊🌘🌜🍏🥒🍅🍅🥝🥫🍜🍜🍜 WHAT IS A BAD SHOW🗣🗣🗣‼‼‼‼

    • @generalzod1742
      @generalzod1742 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      There was that one golb edit that got me introduced to this instrument I wish I can find it again

  • @Ck7z
    @Ck7z 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This makes me feel comfortable with the things going on in my head

  • @kaiokenx4203
    @kaiokenx4203 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    OMG ITS HEATHER :D!

  • @myolobcorp
    @myolobcorp 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    i don't understand why wont anyone see how much i do for them? i just wanna be a good person.

  • @Cj2raw106
    @Cj2raw106 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I just found this 4 mins ago on TikTok 😢I love thiss

  • @Queradev
    @Queradev 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    The times when we were happy without thinking about tomorrow. None of us knew that we would writhe in pain. I have difficulty breathing. I couldn't understand how I could not stand this life, how I lived until now.İ cant feel my body.

    • @applecake29
      @applecake29 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      what happened? tell me about it please

    • @Queradev
      @Queradev 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @applecake29 Don't worry about it,never mind

  • @oweN326
    @oweN326 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    “Im a better father than you rick”

  • @ddra9446
    @ddra9446 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I was looking for this fking song for decades bruh

  • @Aiden-d3b
    @Aiden-d3b 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Anyone who sees this love yourself i dont care what your mind says to counter this. You're beautiful and unique and are loved always know that and know that its okay to cry.

  • @ammar_ebk
    @ammar_ebk ปีที่แล้ว +8

    i hate being sad

  • @ProjektMemphis
    @ProjektMemphis ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I feel as though I just listened, but i havent listened to it in almost 5 days.

  • @Vihnlox
    @Vihnlox 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Hey you, yeah you! I'm proud of you.. I know its been a rough day... We got this. Make it to tomorrow we can do this.

  • @dafresnokid
    @dafresnokid ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Good song. Very melancholy.

  • @Deftonic101
    @Deftonic101 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    So soothing. ❤

  • @XxLemyo_oDemyxX
    @XxLemyo_oDemyxX 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    This makes life better.
    Stay with me to lisen to this? :)

    • @applecake29
      @applecake29 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Yes

  • @seishinisnothereanymore
    @seishinisnothereanymore ปีที่แล้ว +3

    damn this hit hard

  • @dreams9307
    @dreams9307 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    -10% instumental nostalgia
    -100% What happened, Rick? I thought you weren't the good guy anymore. Ain't that what you said? Even right here, right now, you ain't gonna fight for 'em? I'm a better father than you, Rick. I'm better for Lori than you, man. It's 'cause I'm a better man than you, Rick. 'Cause I can be here and I'll fight for it. You come back here and you just destroy everything!

  • @III_POP
    @III_POP 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    If y'all every feeling down listen to this my grandpa told me this if you have a problem in life in which you can or can't fix them why worry about it life is to short to be insecure about yourself whether it's your weight or your facial features or just your feelings in general the meaning of life is the way you want to live it don't down grade yourself to other people because in reality there probably doing the same thing think about how and what your doing could affect you mentally and physically and comfort yourself so you can grow you don't need nobody to cheer you up your the boss of yourself so be like it and live the way you want to live

  • @Mio-Aura
    @Mio-Aura ปีที่แล้ว +6

    this fits of my depression

  • @ashertaylor5454
    @ashertaylor5454 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I’m so fucking stressed rn and my life feels like a rollercoaster I can’t lie

    • @walidslimshady4891
      @walidslimshady4891 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      me too bro im failing classes , my gf left me , my parents are so disappointed and im addict life never felt heavier

  • @Cj2raw106
    @Cj2raw106 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Masterpiece

  • @Cj2raw106
    @Cj2raw106 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I love this so much😢💔

  • @WingulDingle
    @WingulDingle 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    the moment you realize… it never got easier, and you just lose more and more people…

  • @reallweall
    @reallweall ปีที่แล้ว +20

    This song makes me feel like I’m in another dimension.

  • @gustavlivesey.6637
    @gustavlivesey.6637 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This song made me depressed, but I still love it.

    • @cygnus.const_
      @cygnus.const_ 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      hey there stranger, i hope you’re doing better by now but just now that i do care for you

  • @adammiro-ru4fv
    @adammiro-ru4fv 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    man sometimes i look into the mirror and say i look ugly but i need to start declining that bc god made me and hes creations arent ugly!

  • @ZaharShyrokolava
    @ZaharShyrokolava 16 วันที่ผ่านมา

    listening to this masterpiece when I'm thinking about my life or just things that I've done wrong

  • @vexillariusIX
    @vexillariusIX 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Blessed are the peacekeepers for they shall be called the sons of God

  • @SOTL_Boss
    @SOTL_Boss ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This week the girl ive been with for sixmonths left and hasent came back no texts no calls no nothing and she left everything of hers here so i get a constant reminder that ive been left behind and eventully shell come get her stuff and sge wont feel the same as she did when she left

    • @detcom9140
      @detcom9140 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      What happened

  • @Lostlisbonsister
    @Lostlisbonsister ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Lisening to this while reading the virgin suicides is heavenly

  • @Lisa.m-r-z
    @Lisa.m-r-z 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I miss him…
    I hope he come back

    • @applecake29
      @applecake29 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      You deserve someone better.

  • @Cj2raw106
    @Cj2raw106 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank u smm

  • @lucyvtz
    @lucyvtz 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I have never felt so inadequate and empty before.

  • @LightKaosMowgli
    @LightKaosMowgli 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    ahhhh c'est si bon, mieux que l'ASMR!

  • @DarkSide-Lord
    @DarkSide-Lord ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Peak song

  • @federicopecora
    @federicopecora ปีที่แล้ว +2

    -hey
    -heyy
    -i need to say you a thing
    -say it
    -i not feel nothing more for you.
    -what? i do everything for you.
    -i know, i’m a person that is not too much intrested in having a relationship.
    -you never say it before
    -i’m sorry.
    -why.
    -i just wanna leave you.
    -ok.

  • @michaelwickham5500
    @michaelwickham5500 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    what happened rick I thought you weren't the good guy anymore..

  • @Ka1y0._
    @Ka1y0._ 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    this song with a cigarette

  • @vxzrt
    @vxzrt ปีที่แล้ว

    Hearing this in my lowest point of my life its just another experience.

  • @guy4627
    @guy4627 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I love myself

  • @sally1936
    @sally1936 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Everyone around me is a happy couple, meanwhile i know im gonna die alone

  • @_.fr3espiritaviaton._41
    @_.fr3espiritaviaton._41 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    "Time to earn the mask"

  • @jannikbodemann
    @jannikbodemann 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    I don’t know if someone cares but imma tell you something.The girl i love since years told me she don‘t want any relationships because she just broke up with her boyfriend. That was three months ago or something. She sad that if she will get over him we could try to go out and stuff, but one week later she started dating another guy. You have to imagine my anger against him, but im just a weak 16 year old guy that is extremely short and weak for his age(i don‘t want to call any height of my body because its private and cringe to me) so i couldn‘t do anything against him. Bevor that all, toughts came in my head like im not good enough for hear or to weak for her and many other taughts. I was pretty good friends with the boyfriend she had back then but i hated him for being a couple with her. Now i‘m completely im friendzone with her, and i think i will never be able to get out of the friendzone anymore. Somethimes when i want to watch tt or ig i see her with her so perfect boyfriend. This breaks me apart. This is kinda emberrasing to me, but i stalked him once, to see him, having everything i don‘t have. I am writing this while im drunk. I am just trying to drown my demons inside of me. I smoked a lot of marihuana (i don‘t know if i wrote it the right way) one time and when my parents found the weed they spoke to me, until i raged. Then my dad called my a junkie. My heart stood still. I can understand him, when he sad this he was probably just mad and embaresed of me, but this made me feel like a failure even more. But back to the girl. I wish there was a button to delete my feelings form her. I was at a psychiather before some times and it turned out i have depressions. I‘m just sick of everything. There are sadly some many other things that make me sick, but i have no desire to write them. Sorry if you can‘t read anything, i‘m not in a country where english is spoken, but i hope you could understand that part of my story.

    • @daydrianharding2018
      @daydrianharding2018 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      i am so sorry, i know i don’t understand what you are going through, but i know God does, and i’m not just saying that because everyone says that, give your life to Christ and remember that the pain you are feeling can’t compare to the joy that will come, i don’t know you but i love you bro stay strong it will get better ❤️

    • @jannikbodemann
      @jannikbodemann 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@daydrianharding2018thank you.

    • @DREADNOUGHT-se6fp
      @DREADNOUGHT-se6fp 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Stay strong bro. You don't need a girlfriend, just become better than yesterday

  • @dr.unknown1392
    @dr.unknown1392 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Once you enter Silent Hill, there is no turning back

  • @AzizMainooo
    @AzizMainooo 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This song reminds me of the good old days when I was a kid

  • @darriusajogbus1814
    @darriusajogbus1814 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Man, I wish I could do things differently. I missed out on so many opportunities due to cowardice. I ducked change, I didn’t want to change. I wanted to stay the spunky kid forever, I didn’t want reality although I needed it. Now look at me, 18 years old with not a single story to tell. My life up till this point is meaningless, I want to focus on the future but even then to, what’s the point of anything at all. I just want to ropemax atp, free myself from this useless existence. I’m so tired of myself and everything.

  • @Something57.
    @Something57. ปีที่แล้ว

    Makes me wanna lie down in bed facing the roof with headphones on with this song all the way up crying to what ever I need to cry too

  • @FestivalPlaya
    @FestivalPlaya 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    When I'm listening to this music I've a bad feeling...

  • @Trash-pk5ow
    @Trash-pk5ow 2 วันที่ผ่านมา

    "What happened Rick, I thought you weren't the good guy anymore, that's not what you said. You won't even fight for them here right now!"

  • @caboosefrfr
    @caboosefrfr หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Do you guys ever think this odd thought where you think, “where was I when this person created this? How old was I? What was I doing?”

    • @chaddarouse3028
      @chaddarouse3028 หลายเดือนก่อน

      The original song ain't bad like at all this is just slowed down and the voices were removed

  • @turd__ferguson
    @turd__ferguson ปีที่แล้ว +1

    “where did it all go wrong” type beat

  • @sebacarrasco1466
    @sebacarrasco1466 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    what happened rick i thought you weren't the good guy anymore

  • @Rip-van.winkle
    @Rip-van.winkle ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Hearing this just makes me sad

  • @nieves958
    @nieves958 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I dont want to wake up tomorrow

  • @xxkeloke
    @xxkeloke 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +300

    I hate my life

    • @RoyalReeb-q9g
      @RoyalReeb-q9g 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +31

      I feel you brother stay strong

    • @wave_core
      @wave_core 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +47

      I found Jesus and he changed me…

    • @isisjones8964
      @isisjones8964 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +18

      I'm proud of you for living brother, stand up and stay up. It's just ruff times but if you want to talk to someone I'll be here waiting 😵‍💫🎉

    • @Bkandhuey
      @Bkandhuey 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

      Womp womp

    • @Marichka033
      @Marichka033 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Me too

  • @Ghost77712
    @Ghost77712 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    For 8 months...i couldnt sleep

  • @MeisnerMrAnderson0110
    @MeisnerMrAnderson0110 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    tommorow is a mystery i want to expierience.
    Tommorow God gives me the call to wake up and breathe.
    How beautiful

  • @Elempanadas69420
    @Elempanadas69420 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Im lost in nowhere, i dont know where im going nor what will happen to me, i've been going alone for a while now, it first hurt, then it was emptiness, and now i guess im better, still alone but feeling kind of better, however im still lost, im scared and i dont know why, maybe its a lot happening these last years
    For anyone saying that god is my light and he loves me
    I know
    He loves me
    But i fear him

    • @yo_its_emi383
      @yo_its_emi383 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I know that feelin..im experiencing that rn, but you don't have to be afraid, you still have yourself even when you're all surrounded by darkness there's still one Little light that will help you find your way

  • @GreenEjothefirst
    @GreenEjothefirst ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This makes me feel as though I’m seeing something eldritch beyond human comprehension.

  • @notpuppy6570
    @notpuppy6570 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This on 🔝