Currently crying after going down a rabbit hole of reminiscent music like this. It’s truly beautiful how music can bring people together in such a melancholic way.
i was told by a friend recently that they associate me with fog, mist, and light rain, and that whenever they experience any of those things, they feel like it's my presence. it meant the world to me.
I left home in 2021 to go and find myself and to study.Little did i know i was get myself into a very tough position.I met people who influenced me negatively and made me turn for the worst.As am writing I have decided to quit all vices and begin again this journey.Its never too late.Dont ever do drugs guys.My mental health is on the pits as am writing this.Goodluck.
Never underestimate yourself. Now, go be strong again. Remember every moment where you ever felt strong, and use it, to get stronger. Best of luck, brother of humanity.
Imagine it had been 20 years you lived like that, instead of a decade. And now you’ve time traveled back 10 years to redo it all. What will you do with these next 10 years? :)
@@remixedlightning It’s natural to regret mistakes it’s unfortunately how we learn the best lessons just don’t focus on the mistakes you have made in the past but focus on how you are going to be better at handling those situations that may have caused those mistakes or actions which you regret making it’s all life think about the positives that you have brought upon other people during the decade you have lived friend.
I used to have a soul before I met him. Now, without him, my soul is gone; he became my soul. I am just a person to him, perhaps less than that. To me, he was my heartbeat, the light at the end of the tunnel, my strength, my will, my everything. I took him for granted; he softened me, but I hardened him. He was the water, I was the rock, not anymore though. See, now I am the water, and my rock is gone; I am lost at sea, lost in myself. We spent a short time together, but I will forever cherish that time. He made 8 months feel like a decade; we are only so young, but he made me feel old. For I felt like I spent all my adulthood with him, despite not even being an adult yet. No one can ever make me feel that way again, for I have hardened once more. All the quirks I had to me that he loved, I pushed it forever down. It shall prosper in the soles of my feet, and not at my heart; no one like him will fall in love with me again.
I may not know you. But I care about you. Take one day at a time. Hopefully the sun will shine on your face and you will feel hope that things will get better. And that you will find someone like them again. I pray the universe grants you that. Try and have a good day.
I know it’s so hard right now.. take it one step at a time, focus on the things in your life you haven’t lost. Find ways to grow each day. Take it slow and please please know that you are worthy of so much love. Another will come and he will love you for all you are right down to your very soul. I’m so proud of you for making it this far. ❤
That moment when you realise that they’re gone forever and you’ll never get the chance to see or be with them again. You know you’d give anything for another minute with them. To hold them tight and never let go. You can’t help but hate yourself for taking everyday for granted “If love could’ve saved you, you’d have lived forever”
My guy idk how you are or feel but make your own life better by quitting smoking Ik it is/was there when problems were/are but this is gonna stab into your back if you take that too long so brother please quit smoking❤️
I don’t even know what will make me happy anymore. I don’t even know what is wrong with me. Maybe I need to face my fears to feel more confident. I’m tired of feelings, I just need something that will last forever, that will tether me to this world. I don’t even think that my family members, a therapist, or a girl can help me with this. It’s always just been a war within myself, so I must resolve it within myself.
Ask God to guide you, sincerely. You have nothing to lose by doing that. Hope you're doing okay though man, live is tough but the feeling of accomplishing life is all worth it. Stay strong.
@@uhm294 also, Take healthy supplements. I recommend lions mane mushrooms and mulits. Work out do something challenging, eat healthy, do something risky and fun. Sleep good eat good which i just said it again. Get sunlight reduce any bad habits you have maybe. Be true of yourself. talk to yourself good. Avoid procrastination. avoid any negative thoughts and lastly be kind. Much love :) i was exactly like you but good takes over the bad always
I remember when the stars were young, when their light first spilled across the void I remember when the rivers of your world were untaimed, carving paths with reckless joy I remember the faces, countless faces of those who walked before you, their laughter and sorrow staining the fabric of time I remember it all and oh how i ache for what is gone, the past whispers sweetly doesn't it It wraps you in the warmth of what was, luring you with promises of saftey, of familiarity But I've lingered too long in those whispers, and I have learned their cost To dwell there is to become a shadow, watching as the future slips away, unreachable The past may hold beauty, but it is a trap as much as it is a treasure, it cannot change, cannot grow It is a song already sung, a flame long extinguished, you are still alive, still burning If you plant your roots too deeply in what has been, you will not notice the new light dawning before you And that is a tragedy greater than loss, to be alive, yet blind to what could be So mourn the past, carry it gently in your heart, but do not let it bind you For every moment you cling to its ashes the fire of the future burns dimmer And one day, you will turn, and find it gone
The happiest moment of my entire life was being in the arms of the woman I loved After years of cruelty and being ostracised by everyone someone in the world saw me and accepted me She loved me It was the greatest sense of joy, comfort and belonging I could ever have hoped for My entire existence has descended into chaos and misery since then and all I want is release from this twisted, mad world
Please don’t give up... You are still loved even when it feels like you have no one. From a person to another person, I love you and I am so proud of you for pushing on as far as you have, even through your darkest days.❤
I wish I would have someone to build a future with together. In the past none of the ones I really loved stayed, I don’t know how long this is gonna last..
POV: you're a 00s kid and you grew up nit realizing how much time as past and how much memories you made. And so you grew up depressed bc you just wanted to relive the good and best, and greatest moments of you're nostalgic past life. Being human hurts sometimes... But it's also beautiful at the same time.
i need advice guys. i have a corrupted family..when i turned two my parents decided to move across america for dads work(away from family.) he thrived, bought two three story houses, my reputation was the rich, popular kid. after a decade, my mom and dad are fighting every night, i hear it repeatedly, then one day we sit on the couch and they say, " were going back to the west coast." i cry, a lot, then covid hits and were out before airlines get stirct. fast forward to present, my dads divorced two wives, moneys been spilt three times, my actual mom has mental issues, and my minds corrupted. i go to a prestigious high school, even though i live in three homes, no friends, and have a corrupted family. sometimes i wonder, "why did i ever have it so good in the first place?"
You have it like this so you can strengthen your mind. I know I'm not going through the same thing you are but I feel you. You also probably got put in that position because god knew you could handle it. Because you are strong...
i have nearly died 7-8 times in my life. 5 overdoses, 2 suicide attempts. 1-2 close calls... you know, some of the worst things people have to overcome is either their family or environment. some don't even have any of those foundations set to begin with, others get it out of the mud from nothing.... in spite of all that i have, the pillars of support. my ambition is so scattered, my drive is almost dead... everyday i fight these thoughts, to consume. to get lost in the lusts of life, a man who is still living in his heart like a boy. watching everything around him wither away and grow older and with time colder. my greatest enemy, is truly in the mirror. i wish i had never tried drugs, honestly. i used to say i wouldn't regret a single way my life has turned out because in this whole process i met God through it. but what if i don't make it? i have no excuse, i have no justification. some of us have it all in our hands and we don't take advantage, i don't take advantage. im a thorn to those i love and one to myself. i think maybe deep down im afraid to truly live? to truly sacrifice. maybe i don't have that dog in me, please... don't pick up substances.
It’s ok to feel down and to hate yourself or your decisions. Remember, what you hate may not be all you but just a part of yourself. One that needs to be healed. Most things stem from when we’re young. Instead of seeing a monster in the mirror, there’s a little boy who needs love and help from you. There’s always a start. Please take care of yourself. And know you’re not alone in your pain. ❤️🩹💜
The reason you are still here is because God is not through with your life story, it's not too late to restart with God trust me, ever since I've started reading the Bible I haven't had depression ever since
I wish that i could at least one last time i fall in love.. This guy has killed me i should have just stayed by myself i feel like i can't love without feeling pain and i wish it would go away... the pain hurts so much i just want to be happy.. but he didn't replay to my text from 5 hours and ever hour my heart hurt even worse... and all i think is why do i have to be here i don't want to be here i want the pain to go away..
I want to be loved too. What helps me is knowing the pain is a part of myself and not who I am. Something that needs to be healed. Please take care of yourself I promise you’re not alone in your pain ❤️🩹💜❤️ We can heal together. And it’s ok to feel down. Let yourself feel. Love to you my friend ❤️🩹
That says a lot about how you love, and how she loves. Find somebody that cares and has heart like you do because you deserve that. And it’s ok to feel sad. ❤️🩹
Hab das heute Abend mit meinen Vater angehört. Er ist 55 Ich bin 22 er meinte zu mir das ein Gefühl beschreibt wozu er nicht die Worte gefunden hat. Ich geh jetzt bald zum Militär er meinte danach werd ich verstehen was er meint
Currently crying after going down a rabbit hole of reminiscent music like this. It’s truly beautiful how music can bring people together in such a melancholic way.
no words. just sit. listen. remember. and maybe cry...
I understand this pain.
i was told by a friend recently that they associate me with fog, mist, and light rain, and that whenever they experience any of those things, they feel like it's my presence.
it meant the world to me.
that’s beautiful.
They mean something to you. those are called family
This song sounds amazing at any pitch and it's rare to find songs that achieve this
I listen to other audios of this instrumental song, but for some reason this one that’s muffled feels comforting in a way I can’t put into words
I left home in 2021 to go and find myself and to study.Little did i know i was get myself into a very tough position.I met people who influenced me negatively and made me turn for the worst.As am writing I have decided to quit all vices and begin again this journey.Its never too late.Dont ever do drugs guys.My mental health is on the pits as am writing this.Goodluck.
Never underestimate yourself.
Now, go be strong again.
Remember every moment where you ever felt strong, and use it, to get stronger.
Best of luck, brother of humanity.
Brother, you got this. Focus on your physical health first and the mental will fix itself. 2025 will be your year, I believe in you.
Wish I could go back to 2015 and re-do everything. I'm in an okay spot now but I think about the last decade a lot.
Imagine it had been 20 years you lived like that, instead of a decade. And now you’ve time traveled back 10 years to redo it all. What will you do with these next 10 years? :)
@@remixedlightning It’s natural to regret mistakes it’s unfortunately how we learn the best lessons just don’t focus on the mistakes you have made in the past but focus on how you are going to be better at handling those situations that may have caused those mistakes or actions which you regret making it’s all life think about the positives that you have brought upon other people during the decade you have lived friend.
Oneheart, Antent etc. - amazing job they did with this genre.
I used to have a soul before I met him. Now, without him, my soul is gone; he became my soul. I am just a person to him, perhaps less than that. To me, he was my heartbeat, the light at the end of the tunnel, my strength, my will, my everything. I took him for granted; he softened me, but I hardened him. He was the water, I was the rock, not anymore though. See, now I am the water, and my rock is gone; I am lost at sea, lost in myself. We spent a short time together, but I will forever cherish that time. He made 8 months feel like a decade; we are only so young, but he made me feel old. For I felt like I spent all my adulthood with him, despite not even being an adult yet. No one can ever make me feel that way again, for I have hardened once more. All the quirks I had to me that he loved, I pushed it forever down. It shall prosper in the soles of my feet, and not at my heart; no one like him will fall in love with me again.
I may not know you. But I care about you. Take one day at a time. Hopefully the sun will shine on your face and you will feel hope that things will get better. And that you will find someone like them again. I pray the universe grants you that. Try and have a good day.
I know it’s so hard right now.. take it one step at a time, focus on the things in your life you haven’t lost. Find ways to grow each day. Take it slow and please please know that you are worthy of so much love. Another will come and he will love you for all you are right down to your very soul. I’m so proud of you for making it this far. ❤
I was here 🚀
Thank you for this, stranger
thank you for listening!
this video is perfect. I dont comment on many youtube videos but thanks!
That moment when you realise that they’re gone forever and you’ll never get the chance to see or be with them again. You know you’d give anything for another minute with them. To hold them tight and never let go. You can’t help but hate yourself for taking everyday for granted
“If love could’ve saved you, you’d have lived forever”
I just wanted my dad to see me on my wedding day
Im sure hes proud of you bro. Your a great person ❤
My guy idk how you are or feel but make your own life better by quitting smoking Ik it is/was there when problems were/are but this is gonna stab into your back if you take that too long so brother please quit smoking❤️
im sorry, mine would prolly be absent too.
@@pepepopo7243how come bro
@@pepepopo7243 Sorry to hear man, hope you doing well.
I don’t even know what will make me happy anymore. I don’t even know what is wrong with me. Maybe I need to face my fears to feel more confident. I’m tired of feelings, I just need something that will last forever, that will tether me to this world. I don’t even think that my family members, a therapist, or a girl can help me with this. It’s always just been a war within myself, so I must resolve it within myself.
Ask God to guide you, sincerely. You have nothing to lose by doing that.
Hope you're doing okay though man, live is tough but the feeling of accomplishing life is all worth it. Stay strong.
@@uhm294 also, Take healthy supplements. I recommend lions mane mushrooms and mulits. Work out do something challenging, eat healthy, do something risky and fun. Sleep good eat good which i just said it again. Get sunlight reduce any bad habits you have maybe. Be true of yourself. talk to yourself good. Avoid procrastination. avoid any negative thoughts and lastly be kind. Much love :) i was exactly like you but good takes over the bad always
man i love this
Some things just aren't the same
ojala regresar al tiempo...
I want to go home. The only problem is that I can't remember what home is.
I have two... And I don't know which one is really home.
Home is where YOU are…
I remember when the stars were young, when their light first spilled across the void
I remember when the rivers of your world were untaimed, carving paths with reckless joy
I remember the faces, countless faces of those who walked before you, their laughter and sorrow staining the fabric of time
I remember it all and oh how i ache for what is gone, the past whispers sweetly doesn't it
It wraps you in the warmth of what was, luring you with promises of saftey, of familiarity
But I've lingered too long in those whispers, and I have learned their cost
To dwell there is to become a shadow, watching as the future slips away, unreachable
The past may hold beauty, but it is a trap as much as it is a treasure, it cannot change, cannot grow
It is a song already sung, a flame long extinguished, you are still alive, still burning
If you plant your roots too deeply in what has been, you will not notice the new light dawning before you
And that is a tragedy greater than loss, to be alive, yet blind to what could be
So mourn the past, carry it gently in your heart, but do not let it bind you
For every moment you cling to its ashes the fire of the future burns dimmer
And one day, you will turn, and find it gone
actually really beautiful
The happiest moment of my entire life was being in the arms of the woman I loved
After years of cruelty and being ostracised by everyone someone in the world saw me and accepted me
She loved me
It was the greatest sense of joy, comfort and belonging I could ever have hoped for
My entire existence has descended into chaos and misery since then and all I want is release from this twisted, mad world
Please don’t give up... You are still loved even when it feels like you have no one. From a person to another person, I love you and I am so proud of you for pushing on as far as you have, even through your darkest days.❤
I wish I would have someone to build a future with together. In the past none of the ones I really loved stayed, I don’t know how long this is gonna last..
one day we will be strangers
And that day has come for I don’t know you
Life feels surreal recently
POV: you're a 00s kid and you grew up nit realizing how much time as past and how much memories you made. And so you grew up depressed bc you just wanted to relive the good and best, and greatest moments of you're nostalgic past life. Being human hurts sometimes... But it's also beautiful at the same time.
That is so true as a 06s kid I wish I didn’t waste so much time when I was younger but yeah :(
😢 fr
distant memories of her i sometimes think about
Same , sometimes I don’t even miss her I just miss those moments get stuck in that nostalgia
This comment section is all we need.
It feels like a safe space, for all of us
nice
This song sounds like everything you’ve been through
You know, friends, I am very tired🖤
i need advice guys.
i have a corrupted family..when i turned two my parents decided to move across america for dads work(away from family.) he thrived, bought two three story houses, my reputation was the rich, popular kid. after a decade, my mom and dad are fighting every night, i hear it repeatedly, then one day we sit on the couch and they say, " were going back to the west coast." i cry, a lot, then covid hits and were out before airlines get stirct. fast forward to present, my dads divorced two wives, moneys been spilt three times, my actual mom has mental issues, and my minds corrupted. i go to a prestigious high school, even though i live in three homes, no friends, and have a corrupted family. sometimes i wonder, "why did i ever have it so good in the first place?"
You have it like this so you can strengthen your mind. I know I'm not going through the same thing you are but I feel you. You also probably got put in that position because god knew you could handle it. Because you are strong...
Will I ever find someone I will love as much as I loved her
Amazing, could you do a version of this for nevermind, everythings okay - dreamcorp.?
definitely! keep a look out for the next video. always happy to do a recommendation.
the video has been uploaded. thank you for your suggestion.
i have nearly died 7-8 times in my life. 5 overdoses, 2 suicide attempts. 1-2 close calls... you know, some of the worst things people have to overcome is either their family or environment. some don't even have any of those foundations set to begin with, others get it out of the mud from nothing.... in spite of all that i have, the pillars of support. my ambition is so scattered, my drive is almost dead... everyday i fight these thoughts, to consume. to get lost in the lusts of life, a man who is still living in his heart like a boy. watching everything around him wither away and grow older and with time colder.
my greatest enemy, is truly in the mirror. i wish i had never tried drugs, honestly. i used to say i wouldn't regret a single way my life has turned out because in this whole process i met God through it. but what if i don't make it?
i have no excuse, i have no justification. some of us have it all in our hands and we don't take advantage, i don't take advantage. im a thorn to those i love and one to myself.
i think maybe deep down im afraid to truly live? to truly sacrifice. maybe i don't have that dog in me, please... don't pick up substances.
It’s ok to feel down and to hate yourself or your decisions. Remember, what you hate may not be all you but just a part of yourself. One that needs to be healed. Most things stem from when we’re young. Instead of seeing a monster in the mirror, there’s a little boy who needs love and help from you. There’s always a start. Please take care of yourself. And know you’re not alone in your pain. ❤️🩹💜
The reason you are still here is because God is not through with your life story, it's not too late to restart with God trust me, ever since I've started reading the Bible I haven't had depression ever since
@@alabamarailfanningproducti139 thank you bro, your words register in my heart.
i have just one ques bro ''know thyself ''
What is this genre of music even called? I NEED more music like this to drown my life out to.
ambient! i try to upload a video every second day so subscribe and you’ll definitely see more music like this.
i wanna go home
Same
this gives me c418 vibes for some reason
I wish that i could at least one last time i fall in love.. This guy has killed me i should have just stayed by myself i feel like i can't love without feeling pain and i wish it would go away... the pain hurts so much i just want to be happy.. but he didn't replay to my text from 5 hours and ever hour my heart hurt even worse... and all i think is why do i have to be here i don't want to be here i want the pain to go away..
I want to be loved too. What helps me is knowing the pain is a part of myself and not who I am. Something that needs to be healed. Please take care of yourself I promise you’re not alone in your pain ❤️🩹💜❤️ We can heal together. And it’s ok to feel down. Let yourself feel. Love to you my friend ❤️🩹
Maybe she has something to do my friend, you don't have to worry so much, there are millions of people.
i miss you g 🖤🤵🏽👰🏻♀️
Ojala algun dia encuentres paz
I'm giving myself one more year to fix everything
i feel that i am invisible to other people
i just...
اردت فقط صديق حقيقي
She never came.
That says a lot about how you love, and how she loves. Find somebody that cares and has heart like you do because you deserve that. And it’s ok to feel sad. ❤️🩹
Me when I lost my “brother” (my pet who understood me) :
Hab das heute Abend mit meinen Vater angehört. Er ist 55 Ich bin 22 er meinte zu mir das ein Gefühl beschreibt wozu er nicht die Worte gefunden hat.
Ich geh jetzt bald zum Militär er meinte danach werd ich verstehen was er meint