Yeah ..I'd rather be a lover than a fighter Cuz all my life, I've been fighting Never felt a feeling of comfort Oh all this time,I've been hiding And I never had someone to call my own Oh nah ... I'm so used to sharing Love only left me alone But .. I'm at one with the silence I found peace in your violence... Can't show me There's no point in trying I'm at one... and I've been quite for too long I found Peace in your violence.. Can't show me There's no point in trying I'm at one ....and I've been silent for too long Oh... I've been quite for too long Oh... I've been quite for too long Oh.. I found peace in your violence Can't show me There's no point in trying I'm at one ...and I've been quite for too long Oh.. I'm in need of a savior But I'm not asking for favors My whole life,I felt like a burden I think too much and I hate it I'm so use to being in the wrong I'm tired of Caring Loving never gave me a home So I sit here in the silence I found peace in your violence Can't show me There's no point in trying I'm at one..and I've been quite for too long Oh .. I found peace in your violence Can't show me There no point in trying I'm at one ...and I've been silent for too long Oh...I've been quite for too long And I've been quite for too long I've been quite for too long oh...I found peace in your violence Can't show me There's no point in trying I'm at one...and I've been quite for too long
I’m so sorry that your childhood started rough🥺 Please don’t give up🤍 and if you ever need to talk about something you can say it here if it’s not too personal🖤
Ma life is really had 🥺lost ma dad at 17 and mum got an accident and broke her legs she's lame ,I have to pay her medical bills ,I have to look after ma siblings,I dropped out of school am now 20 and am hustling alottt but God will answer ma prayers 🥺I always listen to this kind of music and hide and cry
"I'd rather be a lover than a fighter cause all my life I've been fighting" hits hard, I've I've fighting all my life with abuse and depression...know it's just depression and my brother is doing drugs and I'm so afraid that I will lose him
Awww 🥺 trust me I know it’s hard with that type of mental prison, but I’m proud of you for fighting! Maybe you could try talking to your brother about how you’re scared to lose him to drugs? Just try your best to stay strong, I know depression is an everyday battle but you got this🖤
@@xodarkbonnie Thank you, really. A lot has been happening lately in my life and about my brother I don't know, I haven't talked to him in 2 years, I'm scared to talk to him.....
@@t8ktokvideos723 I’m sorry to hear that, obviously I don’t know all the personal details but depending on those details I would say it may be a worth a try to just to get it off your chest. But if it makes you uncomfortable then that’s totally understandable! 🖤 Either way I’m sorry to hear about what you’ve been through, and I know things are hard but they’ll get better, I promise! 🤍
I'm in love with this song I have heard other slowed versions but I couldn't quite find what I was looking for but now I have found it this song I'm in love so you have a new subscriber❤
I love this song! It's my childhood, I've known it for years, and this slowed version makes it so nostalgic. All my memories slowly replay in my head listening to it 🎶🎧
@@indolahehe 😀i wasn’t saying same to the childhood part I was saying same to all the memories replaying in my head part. Since I’ve know it since it came out back then.
I haven’t cried it's been 4 years and it’s the hurdest time in my life still i don't cry no matter how much pains i get. I'm strong now my tears are losted😌
she's sad she's hurt she's hurting she's depressed she's mad she's upset she's dying inside she's suicidal she's not scared of dying she's a dark person she's an angel on the outside but a devil on the inside she's insecure she's scared she's in mercy she's falls in love but they break her heart she's happy but someone finds a way to break that that hit hard
@@Sarah-ic6xf its a quote... for ppl who may be feeling like this. clearly you are not in this mind set which is a good thing because ppl think they are a failure out there and that they are a problem
I can relate this lyrics, that's how is my life,my childhood and till now, and i don't think so imma gona get peace without dying 💔 this pains hurts too much 😌
I'm only 16 and I've caused so many problems for literally everyone I fucked up so many relationships this song is literally me I'm trying so hard to get better but I don't know how im such a bad person I don't know...
I’m sorry to hear that, but please don’t beat yourself up about these problems you’ve encountered. We’re all humans and it’s perfectly normal to fuck up some relationships. I know it may be hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel right now, but keep trying.🖤 I’m proud of you for trying to fix yourself, but you’re fine just the way you are. Don’t blame yourself for some relationship hiccups. You’re only 16 and have so many more relationships that you’ll go through in your life🤍
This song got me thinking way alot about my boyfriend ... i dont want nothing happen to him cause i really love him and planned on spending my future with him
I know it can be hard but don’t give up or lose hope. It will get better. Until then be proud of yourself🙂, you’re only tired because you’ve been fighting through the problems and whether it feels like it or not, you are going to get through it and things will be better, probably even better than they were before❤️ If you need to talk to someone I’m here for you🤍
you are a masterpiece. The psalmist goes on to say in Psalm 139:14, I will praise You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. You are unique because you are made in God's image. Your identity stands apart from every other creation in the universe. Never doubt your value and the love God has for you. God's love led Him to send His Son to die for you so you can have a rich, restored relationship with Him.
Your not the one whit the silence everyone feel the silence and the broken part of life😶🌫😇❤🩹💖Ive been hiding al my life long and silence sometimes that everyone can be. Your never alone
Once upon a time he was in pain and nobody was there to help him he's screaming for help but Noone was there for him SO HE SAVED HIMSELF .... The End ...
Yeah ..I'd rather be a lover than a fighter
Cuz all my life, I've been fighting
Never felt a feeling of comfort
Oh all this time,I've been hiding
And I never had someone to call my own
Oh nah ...
I'm so used to sharing
Love only left me alone
But ..
I'm at one with the silence
I found peace in your violence...
Can't show me
There's no point in trying
I'm at one... and I've been quite for too long
I found Peace in your violence..
Can't show me
There's no point in trying
I'm at one ....and I've been silent for too long
Oh...
I've been quite for too long
Oh...
I've been quite for too long
Oh..
I found peace in your violence
Can't show me
There's no point in trying
I'm at one ...and I've been quite for too long
Oh..
I'm in need of a savior
But I'm not asking for favors
My whole life,I felt like a burden
I think too much and I hate it
I'm so use to being in the wrong
I'm tired of Caring
Loving never gave me a home
So I sit here in the silence
I found peace in your violence
Can't show me
There's no point in trying
I'm at one..and I've been quite for too long
Oh ..
I found peace in your violence
Can't show me
There no point in trying
I'm at one ...and I've been silent for too long
Oh...I've been quite for too long
And I've been quite for too long
I've been quite for too long oh...I found peace in your violence
Can't show me
There's no point in trying
I'm at one...and I've been quite for too long
you still have chance to change your life
@@Johanliebert_29 probably but sometimes you just lost all the hopes and will to change anything
@@zerinchowdhury7418 if i Lost i will try again and again ...... Until i become what i want
@@Johanliebert_29 Well then you're strong ig ..Gd for u
@@zerinchowdhury7418 what about you
This song really relate me in so many levels. My silence is really killing me. My childhood started rough and now I'm just clinging to survive.
I’m so sorry that your childhood started rough🥺 Please don’t give up🤍 and if you ever need to talk about something you can say it here if it’s not too personal🖤
I feel u I had and abusive dad for 4 years and now I am 11 😔
My childchood wasn't easy. My life still isn't easy. But you know what? I'll get there. You will get there too! I believe in you.
@@lisabreukers THIS👏 couldn’t have said it better!🙂
Ma life is really had 🥺lost ma dad at 17 and mum got an accident and broke her legs she's lame ,I have to pay her medical bills ,I have to look after ma siblings,I dropped out of school am now 20 and am hustling alottt but God will answer ma prayers 🥺I always listen to this kind of music and hide and cry
the lyrics are soooooo lovely yet painful 💜💜
"I'd rather be a lover than a fighter cause all my life I've been fighting" hits hard, I've I've fighting all my life with abuse and depression...know it's just depression and my brother is doing drugs and I'm so afraid that I will lose him
Awww 🥺 trust me I know it’s hard with that type of mental prison, but I’m proud of you for fighting! Maybe you could try talking to your brother about how you’re scared to lose him to drugs?
Just try your best to stay strong, I know depression is an everyday battle but you got this🖤
@@xodarkbonnie Thank you, really. A lot has been happening lately in my life and about my brother I don't know, I haven't talked to him in 2 years, I'm scared to talk to him.....
@@t8ktokvideos723 I’m sorry to hear that, obviously I don’t know all the personal details but depending on those details I would say it may be a worth a try to just to get it off your chest. But if it makes you uncomfortable then that’s totally understandable! 🖤 Either way I’m sorry to hear about what you’ve been through, and I know things are hard but they’ll get better, I promise! 🤍
My dad was abusive when I was a kid and I hurts thinking abt it
For me, I would rather be a fighter than a lover, cause all my life ive been loving.
I'm in love with this song I have heard other slowed versions but I couldn't quite find what I was looking for but now I have found it this song I'm in love so you have a new subscriber❤
Aww thank u so much🥰these type of comments make my day!🖤
@@xodarkbonnie glad this makes ur day and glad u said so cuz now u have a new subscriber :) love the song
@@Asheep-bd5ir thank u so much🖤
@@xodarkbonnie ye
@SheLuvTuxy it does!🤭
“Sleep isn’t just sleep anymore, it’s your best escape from reality”
I love sleep😍
If only i could sleep
I love this song! It's my childhood, I've known it for years, and this slowed version makes it so nostalgic. All my memories slowly replay in my head listening to it 🎶🎧
sammeee🖤
@@xodarkbonnie it came in 2017 so ur just 5 years old? ur childhood hasnt even started yet tf u on?
@@indolahehe 😀i wasn’t saying same to the childhood part I was saying same to all the memories replaying in my head part. Since I’ve know it since it came out back then.
@@indolahehe why tf u so mad, it’s a whole song chill tf out💀💀
this is one of the songs i used to cry to in school mornings❤
felt💕
The song that describes the things i can't say ♥️ Thank you
no problem🤍
I haven’t cried it's been 4 years and it’s the hurdest time in my life still i don't cry no matter how much pains i get. I'm strong now my tears are losted😌
Life will never be as u wish, i know 😌
I would rather be a fighter than a lover, cause all my life ive been loving.
Omg this song makes me so sad but it's such a good song ☺️
Lol ikr🖤
she's sad
she's hurt
she's hurting
she's depressed
she's mad
she's upset
she's dying inside
she's suicidal
she's not scared of dying
she's a dark person
she's an angel on the outside
but a devil on the inside
she's insecure
she's scared
she's in mercy
she's falls in love
but they break her heart
she's happy
but someone finds a way to break that
that hit hard
what r u talking abt
@@Sarah-ic6xf its a quote... for ppl who may be feeling like this. clearly you are not in this mind set which is a good thing because ppl think they are a failure out there and that they are a problem
tf u talking abt? i jst listen to this music for the vibes, not for crying.
I'm sad I'm hurt
She is me 🙂😞
U are talent and love the slowed version by the way
❤❤
Thank you so much 🖤🖤
I can relate this lyrics, that's how is my life,my childhood and till now, and i don't think so imma gona get peace without dying 💔 this pains hurts too much 😌
a beautiful song
aeyyy don't spoil your makeup for anyone 💖..
I feel the song deep in stuttering
I love this song
Slow virgin Hits different😭♥️
minha preferida essa aq
Someone in 2024🥺
🙋♀️🤧
Hi. Came here again when my little depression came back
I'm only 16 and I've caused so many problems for literally everyone I fucked up so many relationships this song is literally me I'm trying so hard to get better but I don't know how im such a bad person I don't know...
I’m sorry to hear that, but please don’t beat yourself up about these problems you’ve encountered. We’re all humans and it’s perfectly normal to fuck up some relationships. I know it may be hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel right now, but keep trying.🖤 I’m proud of you for trying to fix yourself, but you’re fine just the way you are. Don’t blame yourself for some relationship hiccups. You’re only 16 and have so many more relationships that you’ll go through in your life🤍
@@xodarkbonnie omfg tysm it's hard not to beat myself up about when I did it to myself but ty I'll try not to do that🖤
@@DailyGlamour0395 no problem🤍
I relate to you so much..I've caused way too many problems now I have depression, mental illness and anxiety..I'm also 16
When adults ask Us if we're okay we just fake a smile
"oh there's the happy girl/boy"
there mind:
"ahhhhh why is it always me, the pain hurts soo much"
*tears up, drowns inside*
that hit hard right
FR!
so true!!🖤
This song got me thinking way alot about my boyfriend ... i dont want nothing happen to him cause i really love him and planned on spending my future with him
awww 🥺 that’s so sweet, don’t stress about it though!💕 I wish you good luck on the future for u two🙂
Stay strong girl!❤👌
The song is amazing!!!, but the lyrics hit different😢😢
My soul was cried 🥺
And all this time I thought he said “I’ve been cryin’ for too long”
LOL- I hear that now😭
What a perfect. Song ‘’
Don't know when I'll get rid from this problems I'm really tired now😔💔🥺
I know it can be hard but don’t give up or lose hope. It will get better. Until then be proud of yourself🙂, you’re only tired because you’ve been fighting through the problems and whether it feels like it or not, you are going to get through it and things will be better, probably even better than they were before❤️
If you need to talk to someone I’m here for you🤍
@@xodarkbonnie thanks a lot dear I'm really too lonely and the pains hurts so bad,I'm waiting so ofc my good day is close🥺
I can relate to this song
Repent and read the Bible❤
Thank you for reminding 😢❤
God bless you ❤
you are a masterpiece. The psalmist goes on to say in Psalm 139:14, I will praise You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. You are unique because you are made in God's image. Your identity stands apart from every other creation in the universe. Never doubt your value and the love God has for you. God's love led Him to send His Son to die for you so you can have a rich, restored relationship with Him.
🤡🤡🤡
❤
Your not the one whit the silence everyone feel the silence and the broken part of life😶🌫😇❤🩹💖Ive been hiding al my life long and silence sometimes that everyone can be. Your never alone
:)
Go to God
Cuz He cares❤
I’m in need of a savior, but I’m not asking for favors
My whole life, I’ve felt like a burden
I think too much, and I hate it 💔😣
✨0:44✨
0:40
"LOVE ONLY LEFT ME ALONE "🙂💔
Once upon a time he was in pain and nobody was there to help him he's screaming for help but Noone was there for him
SO HE SAVED HIMSELF ....
The End ...
I think this song is talking about my life
I've been quite for tooooo long...
Guys are supposed to ruin your lipstick, not your mascara
" I found Peace in your violence" I fell safe whit someone that is violent whit me... S