RAVEN 2.0 (Raven x PULL Shifting Method) || Self hypnosis + Suggestion + Counting + Affirmations
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Hello! I wanted to make a rework of the raven method but actually add to it, and i had the idea to "create" the pull method- a method in which by counting numbers from 1 to 100, you will feel a gravitational pull towards your desired reality (shifting symptom)
This can be a non vizualisation method, and heavily relies on feelings and faith that you will shift. This is primarily an awake method, but can be tweaked to fit a sleeping method- just Intent to shift when you wake up!
method breakdown:
-Relax and get into an hypnotic transe
-Think about your desired reality and trigger a feeling of excitement as if you just shifted
-count from 0 to 100, with the suggestion that with each passing number, you feel a stronger pull of your "consciousness" to travel to your desired reality
-Listen to the affirmations - บันเทิง
Fun fact, whenever you “fail” you don’t actually fail you are just shifting to a different, reality where you are one step closer
Exactly so. 💯
I’ve never thought of it like that, that is so cool :D awesome sauce
Today I was like I'm not going to shift today, I'll get myself longer break and I'll try it tomorrow, but as soon as I lay down in bed I got a notification about your video. I take it as a sign. 111
No fr. I was like “I’m going to take a break this week” then I saw this video at 11:11 and decided I can start when I come back from my shift 💀💀
Omg 111 likes and I got a 111 tattoo
Guys istg i have been trying to shift for like almost 3 years or smth and I FINALLY SHIFTED WITH THIS
STORY TIME!
Story time+and did you just fall asleep while listening to it?
omg.
Goodbye y’all! Have fun in your DRs, wherever you’re going. Stay safe and remember that even if you fail, you can try again. Every failure brings you one step closer to success. Take this one step at a time, and don’t be afraid to fail. You can always try again. You will succeed eventually and it will be worth all the effort.
7:09 part I will start with (just saving it for myself)
ik this is a shifting vid but i have to do this
good googaly boogaly that thang is juicy
happy shifting 111 222
This is it!!!! We're all going to succeed, happy shifting
i was looking for a guided mediation after thinking of shifting all day! like this so i can update yall
UPDATE: GUYS I MINI SHIFTED AFTER AN HOUR THIS IS SO POWERFULL
im going to use this again and see if i fully shift!!!
A mini shift is still a shift. Always remember that.
That being said, I hope you're able to shift for a longer amount of time your 2nd go-around!
@@BunniBooLillian tysm!
It's a month later......any updates?
@@dogsrbetter i shifted!!
@@aprilgossip Pleasee tell us where you shifted tooo, i almost read every shifting story (crazy now that i think about it) so pleasee could you tell us??😁
I have been trying to shift for the longest time ever! Exactly 1 year and 7 months and I've only been able to hear my DR, dream about it, feel people in my DR, or see my DR for less than five seconds. I am extremely grateful that I've at least been able to hear my DR and things like that and I know I'm getting closer to shifting, but I really hope this pushes me closer to fully shifting. I'll update everyone after using this!
This is my 4th year of trying so I hope you are successsful
This is also my 4th year and out of everything you’ve listed I’ve only experienced dreaming about it 😭 never heard, felt, or saw from it
@@alliekattt9469 same had a dream once where I went to sleep in the dream and had another dream and in that dream realized I was dreaming then tried to do the lucid dream method then shifted in the dream (the shift was also a dream) then woke up from that dream inside the previous dream then actually woke up in real life.. and that was the only experience I ever had
I have a question. What it like to see your dr for 5 seconds. Do you see it then end up back on your cr, does it feel like a dream, is it easy to remember.
I FINALLY SHIFT!
Really!? How was it!
WOOOHOO I’m finally getting back into shifting after almost a year and this is definitely a little sign for me. 🥳
The constant trying to shift when i was younger caused so much stress to me but I’ll never stop loving how your voice puts me to sleep
We are all shifting tonigh
tonight*
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I’ve been trying to shift for 3 years. I always feel like I’m going to shift but never do. Today, i’m 10000% positive I’m finally shifting
How was it?
Did you shift???
Guess not
My favourite type of notification
I usually don’t leave comments, but after nearly 3 years of trying to shift, (…and listening to Alunir’s channel almost every week) I think I minishifted! But then the reality quickly faded and turned into a regular dream, so I was a little confused and disappointed. At first, I didn’t know how or why I even managed to minishift because all I did was listen to some sleep asmr and fall asleep. But then I checked my TH-cam history and realized this video played afterwards and probably convinced my subconscious state. So, thank you Alunir💜
I can feel myself getting closer to shifting, I don't know how to explain it but I just feel lighter and more happy or as if I'm actually doing somthing whenever I try to shift! I fee lreally good results with your videos and I'm gonna shift to my Maze Runner dr tonight!
OMG I THINK I MINISHIFTEDDDD
@777ariaa alr I tried this and like half an hour into the meditation I heard footsteps (I was alone) and I scripted that I was gonna wake up in my dr because of my brother calling me
Did you shift on Nana? If yes,I do too
I’m not going to even try to shift, but I will follow this method in order to sleep 👍
All your videos are great, I didn’t shift but I have good sleep almost every time 💜💜💜
this was right on time because i literally just told myself id shift now!!
I just wanted to thank you soo sooo mutch for this! I shifted my 1st or 2nd time with this ❤❤❤ after a year nothing happening I just randomly shifted tysm ily
I've been seeing sm signs and had a few rlly vivid dreams and then you post this- istg the universe is on my side
This is perfect, Alunir! It's exactly what I needed. Thank you so much 💖💖
Me just using this to get to sleep. Shifting to a reality where I wake up well rested for once.
You got the gist of it. Right on!
Actually insane how vivid this was . I felt as if I was truly shifting the right before I ended up at my ideal . A brand new home. Opening the door and walking through. Was very surreal how detailed it all was. Thank you.
Thank you for helping so many people!
Nobody:
My grandpa and my dog half way through the meditation: "let's keep walking loudly for no reason and put tv volume to max"
Favorite notification🎀🎀🎀
Ngl bro having a whole day gap between counting numbers isn’t for me I can’t
I have shifted and it's wonderful❤
I am so grateful❤❤❤
Thank you so so so so so much❤
Year 3: trying to shift
I'm super early!!! (trying tonight
i literally fell asleep when u said 79. im so mad because i was literally so focused
You can fall asleep and still shift
@@teffu7734Question, do you have to be awake or asleep to shift? Is it just random because idk if I should fall asleep or stay awake shifting and I haven’t gotten a specific answer
@@Bembi-bf8xu I'm not them but you can shift when awake and asleep! It's something you can do anything whenever you want dude. 😊
first time i’ve ever heard stuff from my DR!! i heard bells which is amazing for where im shifting to
I almost shifted.
Background Info;
I was shifting to Teen Wolf. Stiles and Scott are my brother there. My CR brother is shifting there too. Told me stories and how my relationship is with my comfort characters.
How my brothers adore me, my brother Scott does pillow fights and gently rough houses with me. My other brother Stiles, he hugs me alot, does some of my chores and also is super considerate for my monthly.
Which is scary I heard, I get mad around that time and almost ripped my boyfriend Liam's face off. Then Derek and I well very close, he felt a connection from the start, I'm the reincarnation of his first love, Paige krasikeva. I have some of her mannerism. Derek is just protective in a brotherly way and sees it as a second chance.
Stiles even got caught once by our dad with someone in his bed. I told him "It's okay, dad. I would have heard things". I got Stiles out of trouble and made my dad quite.
Shifting Exsperince:
So first off I used this subliminal: .
I got half way through and it was like the bright yellow light and I tried to imagine things like waking up on the couch the coffee table,ect.
Then what happened was my mom made ground beef, i could almost smell it. Then my brother Scott got pillow and started a pillow fight. Stiles came over and I asked for help but he betrayed me and helped Scott.
It felt so calm and peaceful. I would have stayed and full shifted had it not been for my hand falling asleep.
Thoughts or opinions?Background Info;
I was shifting to Teen Wolf. Stiles and Scott are my brother there. My CR brother is shifting there too. Told me stories and how my relationship is with my comfort characters.
How my brothers adore me, my brother Scott does pillow fights and gently rough houses with me. My other brother Stiles, he hugs me alot, does some of my chores and also is super considerate for my monthly.
Which is scary I heard, I get mad around that time and almost ripped my boyfriend Liam's face off. Then Derek and I well very close, he felt a connection from the start, I'm the reincarnation of his first love, Paige krasikeva. I have some of her mannerism. Derek is just protective in a brotherly way and sees it as a second chance.
Stiles even got caught once by our dad with someone in his bed. I told him "It's okay, dad. I would have heard things". I got Stiles out of trouble and made my dad quite.
Shifting Exsperince:
So first off I used this subliminal: .
I got half way through and it was like the bright yellow light and I tried to imagine things like waking up on the couch the coffee table,ect.
Then what happened was my mom made ground beef, i could almost smell it. Then my brother Scott got pillow and started a pillow fight. Stiles came over and I asked for help but he betrayed me and helped Scott.
It felt so calm and peaceful. I would have stayed and full shifted had it not been for my hand falling asleep.
Thoughts or opinions?
I was about to look for the raven method this is a sign
I needed to share that I had never come across these meditations until late yesterday. I’ve had A WEEK! 😢 I listened to this after work and felt better for quite a while. And then played it as I fell asleep. Mornings can be a challenge because I wake up thinking of ‘issues.’ But today, I woke up with an overwhelming sense of calm, peace, and feeling like everything is okay. Thank you for creating this. ❤️
Right on!😊😊❤❤
we got this
Going to be trying this and logging my journey every time I use it
UPDATE 1: Nothing happened, I fell asleep and had an unrelated dream 😭
UPDATE 2: Same as Update 1, except I remember in part of my dream I talked to someone about shifting and there was a very small cameo of someone who is supposed to be in my DR
UPDATE 3: Same as 1 😔
UPDATE 4; Same but my dreams were super vivid
UPDATE 5: I feel like this is gonna be the one. I’ve been getting slightly DR related dreams and it’s only been getting more accurate the more times I do this.
UPDATE 5.5: I actually had a weird symptom/thing that happened where it felt like my brain was really heavy and I was ‘warping’ out of reality even though I could still feel myself in my OR bed. Pretty neat!
UPDATE 6: Nothing new
UPDATE 7:
I was experiencing some symptoms before I got snapped out of it by my family being loud even though it’s 12:30am 😭 Anywyas I’m still gonna shift I’m gonna affirm and sleep I will wake up in my dr and so will everyone who reads this 🫶🏻🫶🏻
SAME MY MOM TURNED TO VACUUM ON.
I scream everytime I get a notif from you😭
so i felt so motivated to shift and i played this meditation and i think reached the void state. i couldn’t feel my body and i was thoughtless. but my airpods cut out and i came back to it. i tried to fall asleep but i felt so motivated to shift so now im going to replay and try again because i have so much motivation and i know i can do it.
I really just want to sleep and the videos about shifting in the language I speak, Portuguese, are not so relaxing, your voice is good!! Even though I don't understand anything (I'm translating this)
i didn't shift yesterday, but it was the first time i felt ACTUAL physical symptoms. it felt like my surroundings were swirling into a different place, and i felt the wind change too !! i felt extremely disconnected from my CR it was insane aksjfkfk
i was thinking that i would try and shift tonight after a break and thats when i saw the notif. But im too tired to actually try and shift nowz but i'll try some time soon
I just tried this and I was like 15 minutes in when I began to feel so detached from my body unfortunately I opened my eyes too soon though but I absolutely loved it.
This is truly great. Thanks so much.
But please give us warning when it is going to end 😮
Trying this tonight gomna update 💞
This played automatically when I was getting ready for shifting. Guess I’ll take that as a sign
So my second night trying this and last night a image popped up in my head, Now im currently trying to shift to Hazbin hotel and the image was just Lucifer, And i had some symptoms and it was amazin, This is the 2nd time ive ever had am image in my mind that came randoml, Like a disc in a dark room now Lucifer! Wow this i amazing! Anyway i tried this like 30 minutes ago amd i felt Like i was Falling? Like sinking into my bed! It felt like i just dropped when i imagind i was at the heaven gates (Again im shifting to hazbin hotel rn im in heaven) And it was amazing! Literally im going to try it tomorrow night, but to tonight and last night I had to move cause i cant stay in one place to long But yeah if im really really sleepy I can just put this on! Its really easier for me!! But i cannot wait to shift! Yall will shift tonight!!! 111
Edit: i forgot to mention that i have not felt the pull yet sadly, but i know im close!
Hazbin hotel?! Are you okay😀
its time, lets go home!
Had a bumping sensation in my body, it felt like my body was light and I was going to shift to my desired reality.
I had crazy symptoms!!!
I cannot see it in my consciousness during meditation but boy oh boy my reality has changed. The way i perceive things around me has changed and that's the point
Listen, this absolutely works. But you NEED bring People Back. I got stuck out there, and it was a struggle to make it back. Do a countback. It was like being stuck half in and half out or in a dream. I had to get stuck in like three places, trying to make it back. Super vivid. I felt great once I finally woke up or made it back, but it was sorta terrifying
I have been trying to shift for four years and the only "progress" i have had was like dreams of my drs and i think a couple of times i thought someone was talking to me (i share a room) but they weren't. But to be fair, i do fall asleep rlly easily while doing these meditations. I will try to update:))
gonna go shift right now trust🙏🏾 and i know it’s gonna be that easy for me to do so to
this is my first day trying i’ll update after the video!
Gonna shift tonight just know it! I’ll update later :)
OK UPDATE I THINK I SHIFTED BC I FELL ASLEEP WITH MY EARPLUGS LISTENING AND I HAD A DREAM BUT I YHINK I SHIFTED ABOUT IT
my first time listening to this vid yesterday and i didn’t shift but i had my first lucid dream ever!! it didn’t last for very long but i still made it. it was so weird
I was just reading my script :)
I was so close UNTIL MY MOM TURNED THE FREAKING VACCUME ON
I’m gonna do this.
Hi Alunir! Could you make a video that is just you counting to 200 with affirmations in between?
I’m definitely doing this on the weekend
Update: it’s the weekend time to use it might update in the morning
I mini shifted last night while listening!! i remember you got up to the 60's and then i heard "You will shift" and then everything went white and i felt extremely tingly and i felt my suroundings change , but it did feel like someone was choking me 😓 so i opened my eyes . however when i went to go replay the time stamp the affirmation wasnt there
Pretty sure I almost shifted with this, I’m not sure tho I NEVER get symptoms but it felt so different with this.
Shifting doesn't have symptoms. That's a corollary experience they're having.
I was so close to shifting but then my sister came in my room 😭😭
I'd love a long 5 senses methode if possible, I love your other one but it's not long enough for me to fall asleep to❤
Hey alunir! Idk if you’ll see this but if you could do “the dandelion method” then that would be amazing! I really want a guided meditation for that but I can’t find anyone that has done it. Please and thank you !!
I can't distinguish that I just have a dream within a dream or I really flew in a tunnel (I heard many people said this is a sign of Shifting) just a few second before I wake up and write this comment. I can feel it really real, I swear. But then my alarm ringring and I saw I fall down next to a rabbit (he looks like â rabbit in Alice in Wonderland), I tried to count my finger to check if this is a dream or real 🥹 he saw then he counted the petals & said this is real. He took me to a big, dead tree then jumped in the field hockey (just like the Alice in Wonderland method), it lead me to another reality. But sadly I decided to wakeup because I realized this is just a real dream, not shifted.
But I love you Alunir, I can't believe that I have this big step in my Shifting journey.
No wayy. Oh my god so I tried this previously before but a while ago and it didn’t work. I didn’t get no symptoms or nothing but I just tried it again today and 27 minutes in and I could feel the pull. And it’s like the more and more I felt the pole the more I couldn’t like breathe if that makes sense but like I couldn’t feel my body at all so I know I got super close but sadly my sister had called me so I think I have to start over, but other than that I got super close because I wanna shift to avatar so bad because Pandora is beautiful. Then again also I’m not a visualizer so I don’t know where I would’ve had gone had I continued so I wonder if looking at a picture of Pandora would work. thoughts? Suggestions?
12:22
deciding to comment today so let’s see how it goes. i’m not gonna update regularly but
1:
10 minutes in and someone called me. I was actually focused too
I love you!!! More like this!!! U r my favorite 😍😍😍 the best of the best!!! I feel so girly with your sweet voice 🥰💝💘💌💕💞💋💓💗💖👄
Its fucking shifting meditation it ain't some porn shit
@@Karo.980LMAO
I’m back hopefully I can shifttt❤❤ love you’re videoss❤❤❤
So I tried shifting last night after like a few nights break and holy shit I srsly felt so close this time like I was shaking so intensely the longer I did the method and my body became SO numb like I literally could not feel my hands and legs anymore and I scripted that I would wake up with my head on my table in a classroom and at some point my body almost felt like it was slowly curling up and leaning forward like like how when ur head is resting on the table and ur whole body is bend to the front and I just felt like I wasn’t in my room anymore like my surroundings was changing or sth
Is it possible to have an edited version of this without the huge gaps?
hey would it be possible for you to make audios for manifestation/loa?
What do I do during the counting part again?? I’m a little slow and I can’t feel anything happening 🥲
Im so early
Now I have to restart ugh I’m so sick of this family there my problem in my car well mom mostly cause she always ruins my mood than when it come to sis she always has the worst timing when im trying to sleep or in this case shift I hate it here
Didn’t shift but at one point sometime earlier today while doing it I heard sounds they wasn’t human to be honest they sounded more like alien creatures or planets and this isn’t the first time I’ve experienced alien like sounds but it’s be a while since but still cool
Tried again but didn’t shift but it did seem a bit different and I think I heard a sound from my dr earlier when I started at 7 something pm
What did you do exactly, and what does it feel like? What do you see? what does the final push feel like? Is it scary and / or you were doing sleeping or wake trying to shift? What have you seen how people say the final push is? How can make a portal in my dream to shift?
trying rn!
I have been attempting to shift for 5 years and haven't been successful, I really hope
Tonight is the night. I'll update!!!
Any updates???
@@GunnerTheTherian I did not shift, but I had symptoms I had never had before and i believe I almost did shift!
Is shifting something where you can wake up somewhere else like in totally different life like with new people and in a different house and bedroom and like and different life like i go to sleep here while trying to shift and listening to a reality shifting subliminal and fall asleep and wake there if you know what i mean? Is that possible with reality shifting and with the reality shifting subliminals? Can i shift to the past like to 2015 or something.
Oml I fell asleep to this and had the weirdest thing happening to me, it felt like I was doing a asleep + awake attempt. I don't know how I was sleeping and dreaming, aware of me attempting and laying in my own bed. I literally felt intense symptoms, also someone took off my headphones and my side was hurting, it was like if someone was trying to wake me up. But then I lost focus and woke up😞😞😞 the counting did if for me 👁️👄👁️
Y’all idk if this is symptoms or what but when I did this I started to get really uncomfortable like there was this feeling in my stomach and I needed to kick my blankets off and change positions but I also had this burning determination to keep trying so I stayed still and took deep breaths and each time I felt like I was getting lighter?? I didn’t make it all the way because it got to hard to sit with but that’s never happened before-
Just got my wisdom teeth out; trying this 😈
Im concerningly early
The efforts you put into these are evident, but your hypnosis patter could use refinement. Fortunately, a few tips will improve your scripts.
For one, focus on phrasing your directions positively. The subconscious does not process negatives well ("Don't think of a pink elephant"), as it has to raise the concept to 'negate' it. Your patter is full of "not this, don't do that," type stuff. This should be rephrased into a positive way. Conceptually "Don't be afraid, you have nothing to fear..." which is fear inducing, becomes ""You notice yourself becoming even more calm and relaxed. You are comfortable and safe."
Also focus on avoiding stressor language. Here you reference repeatedly that the listener is always in a state of fight or flight, anxiety, or stress. These should be rephrased positively (deeper relaxed) rather than reviving and even emphasizing stress. Similarly, you should use more neutral words ("discomfort") rather than more evocative words for listeners who should be becoming more suggestible as they go into trance.
You also use the word "try" which presupposes failure. In patter, "try "tends to be used when the hypnotist wants the subject not to succeed as a convincer, for example "Try to open your eyes..." or "try to open your hands" is used when the subject is intended to fail to do so.
The overuse of snapping is a beginner's mistake (and I made the same mistake when I was starting out years ago). Yes, it can be used as a pattern interrupt to fire in a suggestion, but frequent use is disruptive. If you use it, be very sparing and issue the command immediately after, not with the snap. In both direct and indirect hypnosis, you should still be more directive than the times here where you say "we would like you to...." Would like is not effective.
One more note, for folks who struggle to visualize, the classic patter is "visualize or imagine..." as imagination may be non-visual instead of using words like "conjure" which may have other associations and folks will imagine however it works for them
Your subconscious is more powerful than you think it is, it's not a baby. It understands when someone says negative words but in a non-negative sentence, it's why we can also script our Dr's using negatives. Our subconscious understands everything it hears.
Difference between shifting vs lucid dreaming vs astral travel?
Brief explanation:
Shifting: shifting your consciousness to another reality that already exists
Lucid dreaming: controlling your dream (you can also open a portal to your dr in your lucid dream and then shift too!!)
Astral projection: I don't really astral project so I'm not quite sure how it works but I believe it's an out of body experience, it's not dreaming and it's not shifting, you explore this reality in real time while your body is asleep
Can u do a 5 sense method 2.0 ?
It didn't work. I fell asleep at 54 😭
Please, I've been trying for a while to reality shift. I'm trying to reality shift back in time to 2015 and I'm desperate i have tried to shift in a lucid dream and it didn't work yet and I'm so worried i hate being in a bad position right now I'm so damn worried and everyone i feel is against me and just to make me feel worse and I'm missing old times and better times and i want to be a kid again everything is so miserable and worried and crappy and I'm getting desperate and more angry because stuff that happened these past two and half almost three years and i really want to be back in 2015 or 2012 because I'm desperate it's hard for me to live i have to push myself to get through each day as well as i have to push myself and its hard for to even get out of bed in the morning it's so draining and I'm worried that i haven't shift yet but please anyone please help me reality shift to where i want to go safety because i can't keep living like this I'm so angry all the time about what someone said somewhere and lie about me in June and I'm just so desperate sometimes please if i can shift i would be so happy and relieved and not worried or angry about this anymore.
You have no freaking idea about crap i have gone through sense 2021, more like shit 21 FOR ME, and i'm suffering. i was treated unfairly, and a few things that took place in 2021 that took a toll on my life and I'm always angry and depressed and worried or scared now over it and there's no fucking way i can get over this and i hate my life i doubt myself and my existence and i made mistakes with letting someone of that crap happen as well as in someother stuff and i gained fear in everything and i lost faith in the world and everything i try nothing is working and i try to talk to people about my feelings and no one is understanding and i feel that my family members don't understand me or want me around and i always wish that could be ths main character in my life and get to help people with stuff and no they think i can't do it because all i get is shit in my life and some thing i don't like or something that's so annoying and a pain in the ass and people talked bullshit lies behind my back saying oh have this disorder or this and i don't HAVE THAT FUCKING SHIT thank god but i don't and my family members don't care about my feelings and make me feel alone in this damn world and this crappy situation i'm in and i cried out many nights in 2021 over it and one night in may of 2022 i saw a youtube video of some guy that had something similar to what i want and i wasn't expecting to see it on that video and that guy had something similar to my wish even with the t shirt of it and started to cry out so much that my eyes where hurting me and i cry over something in 2021 and i'm suffering and i want to reality shift back in time before all this shit happened you have no idea how badly i want and need to shift to 2015 or 2012 I'm missing old times i hate the 2020's and i feel that my family members really hurts my feelings sometimes and they break my heart and back in 2010's it wasn't like that and i lost a family member in 2021 and that person was the best to me they gave me so much happiness and so many good times and i feel like my family doesn't care about me and i feel like my family feels like I'm a pain to them and they make me beyond miserable and make it a very angry depressing time for me and i feel that they don't care about me and always feel like people make me feel angry and most that in these last three years get Frustrated with me right away and not understand me and hurt me more fucking bullshit this shit is and i hate my life and i feel that people don't care to come to make me happy i wish i would meet someone who would be my real friend and care about me and i see people on different youtube channels living the way i want and having better family members around them and people watching there channels and i cry sometimes over this like on February 12th i was crying out so much that my eyes where Hurting and my nose was running from crying out so much that night it was 2 am it was 3 am after i calmed down that's how upset i was i cried many times over my family members making me feel crappy and always feel like i'm mistreated or treated fucking unfairly in life and always feel like other people get better treated then me and other people get better people around them that don't mind talking to them and me i get put to the side and i'm a outcast in life and i feel that most people don't like me and that's why i hate people my life is trash and this hurts me more then you can even imagine this is worst shit situation ever i suffer everyday i'm always angry about what happened and i have to reality shift to 2015 or 2012 or i will commit suicide because in April of 2022 i committed suicide by overdosing on pills for my skin to leave this world for me to not live anymore and i told myself i don't want to do this anymore and i felt Nauseous and i had to drink Canada dry Ginger aile to have that feeling go away to bad i didn't die and i will try to overdose again if i can't shift because i can't keep living like this i doubt that I'm not a good person or i feel like someone is out there that doesn't want to have good people to talk to and is punishing me to go through this hell and it's hard for me to live and hard to get out of bed and i feel no one cares about me and no one cares when a guy is crying or sad or angry and i feel very angry and I'm freaking worried and thinking and thinking and worrying and angry as hell and missing old times and doubting and feeling sad about some stuff and think it over and over sometimes i feel like a family member gets everything I would like and gets to go around and drive far and help cleaning stuff up and look go and capable of doing things because people GIVE THEM WHAT THEY LIKE TO and not some miserable shit and i feel that i have to shift. Is shifting something that you can wake up in the past as your old self and wake where you want and wake up somewhere else like if you go to sleep and you wake up somewhere else in a different room and or wake up in the past with the situation being changed or before it happened? Because I'm so worried and angry and here punching the bed i even threw everything in my bed a few nights ago from feeling like people don't care about me and i would like to be a fucking super star i fucking hate this crappy situation i hate my life and my living family members i hate my life. Just want to lose it break my bed and run through the streets of my neighborhood while Screaming out what I'm thinking and feeling! I want to commit if i can't shift but I'm trying hard to not let my crappy life kill myself. I'm having a hard time to try to live i hate people.
Bro I was trying to do this and my grandma keep interrupting me
I am going to shift tonight.