I was young when Zues passed, and remembered crying cause that dog was so loved, now I see what Roman has been through the past few years and I’m glad he’s in a better spot and can give us that nostalgia of his energetic and positive videos. We love you Roman no matter where you film, thanks for the memories ❤
Same age bro , this man we grew up watching him and learned alot from him and his amazing family, today am expecting my baby next july , hopefully i would be as great father as roman is. Smile more . All the way from morocco❤️
I was a momma's boy my entire child-hood, when I was 18, just a few months before graduating high-school, my mom suddenly died of a brain aneursym. They got her heart started in the ambulance, but it was too late, she was brain dead. I sat in the hospital for 5 days everyday waiting for her to wake up. She never did. This was back in 2021, right after Covid, we were already dealing with that. It absolutely rocked my world, destroyed my life. My friends didn't even talk to me, I felt so alone. I just now recently have started to get the ambition to carry on with my life, and I'm enlisting into the Army. I hope my mom will be proud of the man I become, I miss her everyday and it will never ever stop. If anyone reading this still has both of their parents, don't ever, EVER take ANYTHING for granted. Life can be LITERALLY gone in an instant, she was there and she was taken from me in a literal blink of an eye. It didnt feel real, still doesn't. Love, love, and never stop loving.
Man this hits close to me. When i was 8 my mom got into a traumatic motorcycle accident, she was flown to harbor view medical center in a helicopter (she always bragged about how she got to ride in a helicopter, even when knocked out and almost dead ). She had to have her bone flaps in her skull to be removed to allow her brain to swell. I would visit her 2 times a week, seeing with her bone flaps out was a bit strange but she was still my mom ( that looked like squid ward. her words not mine). After she was a little better she was transfer to a retirement home to recover the rest of the way. She had to learn how to use her hands, walk and drive. She did all of this in under 2 years after her accident. She was living on her own had a job at a horse barn that she loved working at everyday. My Father got custody of me after her accident and when i was 13 my dad and i moved from WA to AL. I would travel back and fourth throughout the years via plane and always had a blast visiting my mom for the summer. Well the day i turned 16 my mom called me and told me that she was pregnant and i was going to have a baby brother. I was so f******* happy to be a big brother. She also told me that because of her carrying a baby she couldn't take her seizure medication anymore because it could affect the child. She was well aware of the risks going into this, but she just wanted to be a mother again because she felt like being a mother got taken away from her when she got into the accident. There was arrangements for me to visit before Christmas because my mom was about to have the baby. On December 17th my mom died along with my baby brother in her due to a seizure. My father came to my room to tell me and it felt like the lowest bass sound was ringing through my whole body i couldn't stop screaming and weeping out "no". I was forced to go to school the next day, it was excruciating trying to keep quiet when I'm usually the loud mouth/class clown. I barley made it to my 5th period class where i was looking forward to seeing my drafting teacher who i looked up to like a 2nd mom. Well guess what, we had a sub that day. I was pissed off and not 1 peep came out of me, this sub knew me and she kept pushing asking me what was wrong. She said QUOTE "what did someone in your family die" not expecting me to say "yeah my fucking mom". *SNAP*The whole room went silent, not a lil peep. I immediately walked out of the class and went to the principles office because him and i had a good relationship went to church together and i knew he'd let me chill out and calm down in his office. I went home and laid in bed for the rest of the day. Started going to church more and that helped but didnt cure my depression. My dad kicked me out the day i turned 18 because i smoke weed. Im 24 now live in an apartment with my girlfriend of 4 years with our 2 cats and life is amazing! I love anything with a motor and that goes fast, but right now in life im on my drift phase. i wrap cars for a living and I got a nissan 240sx s13 coupe that i drift at my local track almost every sunday and i daily drive a lexus ls400. Something beautiful that i know is that my mother would be there every sunday to watch/ride along with me in my drift car without a doubt. It feels good knowing that she is watching down protecting me too. i miss her so much, i would do anything just to rip her around in my car 1 time. Hope you accomplish great things brother, remember God gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers. Stay blessed, and smile more
I remember when Roman’s mom passed away a lot of people were saying it was fake,staged, etc.. like who would ever fake someone’s death for content? It sucks such a tragic event took Roman’s mom she was so loved 😢
@@FyReO you think I'm lying ?🤣 He pranked Brit by having kane drive his quad around, they somehow swapped him with a fake dummy kane mannequin and sent the quad over a jump I think it then exploded or just a big crash, Brit tried running thinking that her child had died until of course kane comes running over and Roman showed her the cameras
I remember in 2019 being in a car, coming back from work, and reading the news and breaking down. We ALL grew up with the Atwoods and this was such a dark time back then. Thank you, Roman, for making that video! Almost 5 years have passed and videos like the 1st one you posted after it happened, and this one, definitely make you think. I loved hearing the birds while you were cleaning the grass around the amazing stone. Just a beautiful moment while honoring a beautiful life. I'm calling my mom and dad immediately after pressing "comment". Thank you!
Why are you apologizing Rome ?! Loved this video ! Thank you so much for allowing us to see where she’s peacefully resting, a lot of us grew up not only watching you but her also! I have so much love for Momma Atwood 🙏🏼❤️ The Vlogs where y’all would go over to swim at your mom’s house were the best !!! Her loving energy would spill through the screen 😣❤️ RIP Momma Atwood. Happy Mothers Day. Thank you 💯
I’ve never seen your videos before, this popped up in my recommended and I’m glad it did. I lost my mom in 2020 when I was sixteen and sometimes it just helps knowing you’re not the only person struggling with a big loss. May your mother rest in peace. God bless. Her resting place is beautiful.
I understand. My mom passed away unexpectedly two years ago on February 1st 2022. That was an experience like nothing else I have ever gone through. I've lost family members and close friends before, but none of those losses prepared me for the loss of my mother. It is still very difficult at times, but you are right Roman, time does help to dull the pain of the loss. I think the main thing that helped get me through this experience was my faith, and that I know that I will see her again. Losing someone so close to you definitely gives you a new appreciation for your loved ones, and also for the fragility of life. My mom was quite literally here one day and gone the next. I saw her the day before she died and none of us had any idea that our whole world would be flipped upside down by losing her the following day! Make sure you say I love you one more time. Hug a little longer. Make time to talk to them more, even if you;re busy. Forgive. LOVE your loved ones! You just never know when your time with them is up.
When I was 9 years old, my Dad went missing in a fishing accident and we never found his body. Now I'm 23. He was my best friend. Roman you inspire me to keep pushing and recognize the blessings in life. Love you dude.
Good way to make a grown man cry. I lost my dad about 2 months before you lost your mom. I remember when your mom passed. And I cried then and still crying now. Thank you great video.
man... this hits hard. my wife was born in March of 1960, same year as your mom... she has had 2 strokes now and lost a good 90% or so of her sight from it. Praise God only her sight and a little short term memory loss is all she's been affected. She has tons of other diabetes related diseases/syndromes/whatever and it's been rough this past year. I nearly lost her last month with the second stroke. You said you learn a lot when you lose someone... I feel I lost her that day. She's here, but yet she's not. We're learning how to live again, but it's not the same person. My mom lives with us too, and she had a stroke 12 or 13 years ago, lost a good bit of use of her right side and some cognitive and just the same, my sister and I have talked about the feeling of losing our mom that day. We have grieved both these women... and yet have not lost them yet. I can't imagine losing either. I lost my dad way back in 2003 but we were not all that close. My parents divorced in 1989 so I only got to see him a couple times a year (we lived about 6 hours away from him.) I still grieve his loss, but I know how much more the loss will be with my mom. Prayers for you today brother. God bless you
I lost my older brother back in 2017 and everytime I go to visit him, I’m reminded by a little message engraved into the headstone that, “goodbyes are not forever.” We will all see our loved ones again one day ❤️ Thanks for sharing
This hit home hard. I lost my mom in February, I had to celebrate her birthday without her in March, and now my first mothers day without her. Ive lost people before, but a parent is a totally different level. I took advantage of life and the time I thought I still had with her, I regret it deeply. I don't wish it on anyone, but its comforting knowing I am not alone. Sending love to all those who have lost
I truly feel your pain Roman. May is a very hard month for me. I lost my mom 2 days after her 53rd birthday. May 18th was her bday and she passed on May 20th. I talked to her on Fri and when I called her on Sat she was on her way to the hospital but sadly they couldnt revive her. May 2, 2023 I lost my precious granddaughter. She was born to early and didn't survive, she only weighed 1 lb. I also lost 5 of my sisters and my oldest brother as well as my real dad, both sets of grand parents and 6 very close friends of mine. Death sucks. Every time you lose someone you also lose a part of yourself. Sending you a big hug.
Roman, thank you so much for making and sharing this video. My mom passed away on 5/12/2023 and the 1 year anniversary of her passing landed on Mother’s Day this year…It was a super tough day to get through but what also helps me is having that same hope that we will be together again after this life. Thank you again for this video. 🖤
Your mom’s Head Stone is absolutely beautiful, I know how you’re feeling. I lose my Mother when I was 14 years old. 28 years is coming up soon and it never gets easier. I love watching your videos continue to spread love and enjoy, blessed and peaceful day.
I recently lost my younger brother almost 1 year ago, he was 28 years old. Everyday he is in the front of my mind and the memories we shared are the things that keep me going.
praying for you always brotha. He’s always looking down on you and is with you when you don’t think he is. It’s not a goodbye, it’s a see you later. Make him proud and live life everyday cause that’s what he would want. lots of love always ❤
I lost my mom in May 2015 and my dad in April 2017. I went to some very dark places. In 2019 I got sick. I did not care any more. Then one day I was watching TH-cam and ran across a video. Seemed like fun and inviting into their family. At the end of the video, the guy said “I love you, you are one of a kind, smile more”! It really hit me. I started watching more of his videos and it really helped me out of the VERY dark places I was. Thank you Roman and family. You touched me made me feel like I had a purpose in life and to snap out of it and keep going. I know the pain of losing loved ones. Keep them close because you never know when they won’t be close.
Just now popped up on my timeline today and I just wanted to say how much you meant to me. From heart break to watching your videos almost every single day. I started watching you in 2015. All the time I use what you’re saying to friends or family dealing with a rough patch I tell them just smile more! You helped me out of a dark time and I could never repay you! So love ya big guy keep smiling more and never change!
Thank you for sharing your mother’s grave with us. I wish I could visit mine but since she is buried in a different state it’s so hard to do that. I’m glad you spent some time with your mom on Mother’s Day and it was a special day. Just know our moms were watching us from heaven knowing we are doing what they taught best and that’s loving every day god provides. ❤ Happy Heavenly Mother’s Day to your mom and all the moms who couldn’t be here with us this Mother’s Day.
Honestly miss those three like they are my family too. Truly amazing though that such a special day landed on the 13th. She knew you needed her. Thank you for the vids Roman, we all need these. (I’ve seen people save things like flowers by encasing them in resin and making a cool piece out of the memories, may be an option for your mother’s rocks.)
The timing of this video couldn't have been any more helpful. I lost my mom in October of 2021. Never dealt with the passing or the trauma. I recently quit my job with zero savings just to get away from a bad situation. You really do realize how much more precious life is and value it more after loss. Thanks for posting this Roman.
I’m 22 man I grew up watching you. My mom is starting to get to the age where idk how she has. You videos still make me get through the days. Love you man
I love this video. Your mom was very special and I remember your announcement of her passing. I’ve had a lot of loss in my life in the recent weeks (no deaths luckily) and been down in the dumps emotionally. I appreciate you trying to life people up
As a guy that installs headstones I have to say that's a beautiful headstone and very well done. Sorry for your loss Roman sending all the love your way
You said at the end 8:25 "this isn't a very exciting video" Roman, I don't think the 158k people that subbed to this channel subscribed for "exciting" content. If they want those vlogs they can go watch the YEARS of exciting content you produced on your OG channel. This is a new step in life, and I imagine I speak for all your viewers when I say. THIS IS AUTHENTICITY AND WE LOVE THIS SHIT. Please never stop being yourself and continue to produce these vlogs, idc if the vlog is seen as "boring" to you, because to us we find value from your words & your influence. Thank you Roman 💛
LOVE THIS!!! Thank you for sharing, life’s too short when we think about it. We just have to put our trust and faith in our Lord and Savior,Jesus Christ, that we will all be together again after this life. 💙🙏🏽
Thankyou for sharing. We loved watching your mom in your vlogs 🤗. Miss my mom & Best friend every day since 2013 , and having that HOPE truly does helps on these days.
I feel this video down to my core. I lost my mom at the end of 2022, Mother’s Day is a hard day but I try to remember the happy memories, her bday is this Friday n I always get flower baskets as she always had flowers n baskets on the deck. That’s my way of sending my love her her. Your mom’s headstone is gorgeous!!!
I lost my grandmother on July 21st last year. Your videos have been a great comfort to me since then. Your positive outlook and the joy you spread in your vlogs remind me to cherish the happy memories I have of her. It's as if you're there, helping me smile again, even on the tough days.
I understand brother I lost my mom last year before Mother’s Day so this is my second without her. There are still days that I pick up my phone to call her even now. That smack in the face everytime i realize I can’t just call her is almost unbearable. I do just keep in my heart and mind that I will see her again one day and she is no longer in pain here. Roman I know you tell us all the time “You are beautiful you are one of a kind smile more” and to you I say it in return you are a beautiful soul and inspiration to many and I am sure without a doubt your momma is watching down on you with pride every second of every day. Thank you for being you.
My brother and I lost our mom January 9th of this year. She had been fighting cancer for 10 months prior. This was our first Mother’s Day without our mom. I can’t explain the feeling. This video hit my heart differently. Thank you for your inspiring words.
Hey Roman, I lost my mother when I was 18 and been on my own since, but oh man she’d sure be proud. Thanks for sharing your experiences and know you’re not alone brother. Much love ❤
I agree ever since we lost my little sister last year I have looked at life so differently because it truly is precious and you’re never promised tomorrow. Thank you for being so inspirational
This was the most exciting video to watch as a 20 year old with a father that passed away when I was 8; seeing life, real life on TH-cam is the most exciting and refreshing thing to see these days.
You bring us along for the Ups and Downs. We are thankful for you. We all love you and couldn’t be more grateful to have you lead us through not only your ups and downs but also ours. Your mom would be so proud of you Roman.
My grandma recently passed away we had her funeral the day I think before Mother’s Day so I really felt this video spiritually and emotionally. She had a lot of grudges and was a angry person and to think all of it was for nothing really just sucks. Life is worth a lot and it makes me realize a lot of stuff. Thanks for making us feel like we aren’t alone. I’ve also been watching u ever since u guys had zues as a puppy !!
I lost my dad in June of 2020, without warning. He was there on a friday, came home from work, then by monday he was in a coma and eventually about a week later died... life hasn't been the same since. Still trying my hardest to pick up my life again, find my way, and just try to be happy while being there for my mother, who is struggling as well. My dad was my whole world. Hopefully I'll find a way to move forward for him soon. Thank you for sharing such a special moment with us, Roman! You are truly such an inspiration!
I’ve watched from a single guy just living life to a grown man with a family of his own dealing with the passing of my dad. This video is as real as it gets and i personally thank you Roman for bringing us along to this intimate moment in your life. We will smile more because with out a smile life just isn’t as bright. Thank you Roman for your message throughout the years.
My mama is my angel too we used to watch you while she was battling cancer for 4 years, this July marks 10 years, thank you for this video Roman, you’re a goat and I know our moms are making sure our life’s are great and helping us learn.
This is the kind of Mother’s Day I have too, unfortunately. I try to cherish being a momma but it’s so hard to be a momma without your momma on Mother’s Day. ❤ you’re so right. it makes you cherish life and your family so much more.
This was amazing ! Such a beautiful grave stone! Perfect 😍 ❤ I was so heartbroken for you all losing your beautiful Mom! I sent flowers to the funeral. Lost my Mom 2 wks after I had just had her first Grandbaby. She’s proud of you for sure! All of you! Thanks for all you do! 🥰🙏🏼👏👏👏💕💕💕
This is truly heartwarming I’ve been going through it recently and seeing this video in my recommended really helped me out. I really want to use my voice to help others but it really hurts right now
This is so horrible I'm so sorry for you're loss my brother / best friend passed the same year and I appreciate and thank you so much for your strength and helping gain 🙏🙏 my life back .. my brother was my hero and life will never be the same without him but you just have to cope and that's what I'm doing .. you're mom was amazing by the way thank you for sharing painful things as well as the best parts of life
I've been a huge fan of yours ever since I found your channel years ago. Your videos have always been a source of joy and comfort for me, especially during tough times and back then you helped me through depression. Recently, my father passed away two months ago, and I've been struggling trying to find time to properly grieve while also dealing with my upcoming exams and taking care to my mother. Finding your new channel now feels like a sign. Watching your videos gives me hope and strength to get through this difficult period. Thank you so much for continually being a wonderful inspiration. Your positivity and resilience mean more to me than you can imagine.
Dude, never be sorry about a raw and serious video, those are some of my favourites. Feels like I’m just hanging with you and having a deep talk. Love you man and I’m so happy you’re back. Smile more.
I have to admit I teared up while you were with your Mom showing us her stone. I am a 55 year old guy and so very lucky to have both of my parents to call every day. Dad is dealing with Alzheimer's so I am getting used to just crying at any moment. Thank you so much for being the guy you are and creating these videos sharing your family and fun times to cheers us all up.
This video hit me so hard. I lost my mom in 2020 and I’ve been struggling with life since. Your videos have kept me sane. I’m sorry god called your mother home so soon Roman. I’ll always remember what you say. You’re beautiful your one of a kind SMILE MORE!!
Hey Roman just wanted to say thank you brother, you gave me the motivation and lifted my spirit up with your videos ever since I was 18 years old. I’m now 28 years old been watching you for a while now, just recently found out my dad has bone marrow cancer. It’s been a really tough week but seeing your video has helped me stay positive and find the strength I need. Thank You so much brother 🙏 God Bless You
Thank you for sharing. I lost my mom in 2020. Losing her was my first introduction to death. It’s been a rocky road but I’m slowly healing and hearing other people’s stories strangely help me heal. Reminding me that I’m not alone ❤ Happy Mother’s Day to your beautiful mom
Roman, thank you for taking time to make this video today. I lost my brother who was my best friend unexpectedly 6 months ago and like you said time does help you heal. Now I am going through it again because my did just passed away weeks ago and I have been really struggling this time. I think it helps believing that we will get to see our loved ones again one day, so thank you again for always giving an encouraging message, you really do make a difference in people's lives.
With you completely, Roman. Lost my beautiful and wonderful mama to Leukemia/Valley Fever last April and it’s a void that will never be filled, but gives you a completely different perspective on life. God bless you man and Happy Mother’s Day to all the amazing moms that are physically or spiritually with us❤️
Roman, I’ve been watching you since I was 12 maybe 13. I’m turning 27 next month and just want to say thank you so much for letting us into your life through all moments. Love you brother!
I loved seeing your mother in your past videos. She reminded me so much of my own mother. She was an awesome woman. I lost my mother, unexpectedly, in October 2022. Thank you for taking us along with you while you visited your mother. It was nice.❤😊
Thank you for this Roman. Your mom meant a lot to all of us. So to be able to do this with you was very meaningful. My father passed when I was 20. I know mothers and fathers are different but it’s the absolute closest thing relatable. Time does get better for sure. The 5 year mark was the turning stone for me. Which I believe is what you are at. Dad’s been gone 27 years. I think of him all the time. The anniversary day of your mom, my dad’s is the day after, the 30th. Here’s to momma Atwood. Happy Mother’s Day. You are loved and missed.
The amount of REAL you are showing in these videos is everything. So many people are desperate for REALness. I really love what you are doing with this channel.
ive been watching since i was Cora's age and im 15 now. i was legitimately crying while watching this entire video but i wanted to say im very sorry for all of your losses Roman and thank you for all you have inspired me and everyone who has watched.
I am 30 and I started watching your content from the old prank videos(Probably 10 years or something), but I’ve had a tremendous amount of loss in my life as well(Over 30+ friends and family in my 20’s). Yesterday was my middle brother’s 34th birthday in Heaven. He’s been gone since May 25th, 2017 from suicide. I lost my Dad last June, and that’s been pretty hard. I’ve restarted my life and am going back to college in August to finish up my degree. Life goes by way too quick and we never truly have enough time to spend with the one’s we love the most. Thank you for coming back to make videos; you have always been authentic with your subscribers/friends. God bless you and your family.
I want to add that my Dad prayed for 16 years for me to be saved, and God answered his prayers 2 weeks before he died in the hospital. He use to be a multimillionaire, and Cash was his King. I saw a change in him when he donated his 15k submariner Rolex to a charity that helped build furniture for children after he started going to church around 2007. I knew of Jesus my whole life, but now I am truly walking with Him. For the first time in my life, I have truly felt the Holy Spirit. I’ve had a tremendous amount of grief, but I have also had a level of peace that surpasses any and all understanding. My life is nowhere near perfect, and I struggle daily..but I keep my faith in Jesus. I don’t normally share details like this on any platform, but I felt compelled to write this out. Take care of yourself, and I wish you both all the best.
I’ve been watching you my whole life and I’m 22, I think i hit a sonder moment everytime I realize everyone’s life is as rich as mine. The way I watched you pull those weeds and lay those flowers down made me feel the deepest pit of empathy, they day I see my moms name in a stone is the day my world will crumble. I keep my head up watching you though and it makes me happy see I’m not alone and neither is everyone else. Death is upon everyone
Seeing things like this make me realize how I truly take my grandmother and parents for advantage. I love them so much and always want to make sure I can show them the love and appreciation I have for them.
Roman this video really resonated with me, Im 24 and lost my mom at 16. Just like you said when the certain someone leave your life you really figure out how where and who you spend your time with. Even more resonating was when you started talking about numbers. My mother was so into angel numbers and raised me to always pay attention to them. When i visited her grave on Sunday i was welcomed with a brother and sister in there 60's who were visiting their mom. At first we didn't talk to each other until i noticed someone's flowers had no water and i asked if there was any water on the grounds. The lady pointed me to a corner of the grounds that had a water pal. filled up the flowers and set them down. I asked them if I could sit down with them and we had such an amazing conversation talking about all walks of life. Opening up to these strangers was refreshing and has really reminded me on how we all need to talk/give someone a couple minutes of your day and ask how there day was. I love meeting new people and I'm not shy, but I've found myself recently being to closed off and choosing not to have conversations with people. I feel a change though! Talking to people is the best medicine for me and im glad im getting back into meeting new people! Much love Roman! smile more!
Barried my daddy 2 weeks ago! Time is precious, thanks for the encouragement. And yes we will meet our loved ones again , we will meet them in the sky, with our Lord and saviour, it brings so much peace even when we have to send them off to heaven earlier than we wanted!!❤️
I lost my mother May of 2022 its been the hardest 2 years of my life but i kept my head up and continued to live my life i never stop thinking about her i haven't visited her resting place since we buried her cause i live on the other side of Canada from my home town and these days money is tight and its hard to get the family all home but seeing this just makes me wanna do whatever it takes to get my family home to visit my mothers resting place. thank you so much I've been a fan for along time and appreciate the daily uploads again idk why i watch your vids and it just relaxes me cause i see the joy your family has and it just hits the feels and makes me wanna do better in life.
hugs thank you for being our parents through youtube all these years as we grew up, thank you so much and I'm so fucking sorry you had to experience the sadness because you make us so happy, and its okay to cry dont feel afraid to if your thinking that man, and your parents are gonna be so grateful your still looking after their gravesite for sure, and your showing us 20 year olds how to deal with this when its time or anytime, so thankful for you Roman, stay strong man
Roman, You don’t need all the bells and whistles in your videos because the message in today’s video was simple, heartfelt, beautiful and absolutely perfect. As someone who lost my father 4years this month, I sincerely thank you form the bottom of my heart.❤️
I lost my mom when I was 9 (I’m 25 now) and I can tell you spending Mother’s Day in the cemetery hits a little different. Thank you for sharing this video.
A year ago both my grandparents passed away and what you said about giving less attention to the pity things and try to talk more with the people I care about it’s so true. Life is a tricky thing, and the best thing to do is love and accept being loved.
I remember being 8 years old, watching your videos, and everyone in your family that has passed was a huge part of my childhood, watching these videos. praying for you, roman.
Thank you for sharing this and being real, it’s unfortunately a part of life. I shed some tears for you and your family during this video. Ive been watching you for probably the last 10 years and I remember when your mom passed, it wad hard for all of us. Yes there is more to this life after we pass, Heaven, you’ll see her again someday. God Bless.
I remember the video in 2019 when your Mum passed, I was only 17 and it taught me a hell of a lot about my life with my own mother and how much I should appreciate her. This is my first time watching you for a long time, and I’ve missed it. Take care Roman. Love to your family.
I'm so sorry for your loss Roman. My grandma raised me and unfortunately I lost her at the age of 17. She was my entire world. When she passed I spiraled out of control. Drugs alcohol you name it I dabbled. I couldn't cope with the loss of her and needed something to make me forget. 10yrs later I got sober and finally learned I never grieved properly. I learned that while behind bars. Believe it or not but jail helped me understand things better. I was lucky enough to have a very considerate staff member to talk to and they put me on the right path. Happy mothers day to all the moms and grandmother's out there. Love you all ❤❤
I named my dog after Zeus, I loved watching him on your channel everyday as a kid, im 20 years old now and just graduated college! Thank you for everything!
lost my mother august of 2017 i was 13 now 20, mother’s day is such a roller coaster of a day and it definitely doesn’t get easier. y’all make them memories love your family through thick and thin you never know if you’ll be able to wake up and do it again.
I lost my mom 3 years ago in august I’m 19 it does show you a lot and it hurts not being able to share my life experiences with her and not being able to call keep up stuff like this man it helps people for real I used to watch you a lot when I was younger thank you for everything you’ve said and done for your fans over the years
When Roman brought up Zeus, mawmaw, and his mom all being gone it really showed how long I’ve been watching him. Life is crazy
I was young when Zues passed, and remembered crying cause that dog was so loved, now I see what Roman has been through the past few years and I’m glad he’s in a better spot and can give us that nostalgia of his energetic and positive videos. We love you Roman no matter where you film, thanks for the memories ❤
I was 8 when I started watching, I’m 21 at the end of this year. Time flies man
same 💔
@@hypefinn 8 to 21 new years day 2025 lol same boat
Nah Frfr
Damn, I grew up watching this man, I’m 25 and I love waiting for this SAME GUY like I’m 15 again.
Same!
Ouch, you had to call me out like that?
Same!! Bro
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Same age bro , this man we grew up watching him and learned alot from him and his amazing family, today am expecting my baby next july , hopefully i would be as great father as roman is. Smile more . All the way from morocco❤️
I was a momma's boy my entire child-hood, when I was 18, just a few months before graduating high-school, my mom suddenly died of a brain aneursym. They got her heart started in the ambulance, but it was too late, she was brain dead. I sat in the hospital for 5 days everyday waiting for her to wake up. She never did. This was back in 2021, right after Covid, we were already dealing with that. It absolutely rocked my world, destroyed my life. My friends didn't even talk to me, I felt so alone. I just now recently have started to get the ambition to carry on with my life, and I'm enlisting into the Army. I hope my mom will be proud of the man I become, I miss her everyday and it will never ever stop. If anyone reading this still has both of their parents, don't ever, EVER take ANYTHING for granted. Life can be LITERALLY gone in an instant, she was there and she was taken from me in a literal blink of an eye. It didnt feel real, still doesn't. Love, love, and never stop loving.
Thank you for sharing, brother 🙏🏼
I wish I could show you how much I love and appreciate this comment. Thank you 🙏🏼❤️
Thank you for sharing❤ may your mom rest in peace
I pray you find peace brother. Godspeed .
Man this hits close to me. When i was 8 my mom got into a traumatic motorcycle accident, she was flown to harbor view medical center in a helicopter (she always bragged about how she got to ride in a helicopter, even when knocked out and almost dead ). She had to have her bone flaps in her skull to be removed to allow her brain to swell. I would visit her 2 times a week, seeing with her bone flaps out was a bit strange but she was still my mom ( that looked like squid ward. her words not mine). After she was a little better she was transfer to a retirement home to recover the rest of the way. She had to learn how to use her hands, walk and drive. She did all of this in under 2 years after her accident. She was living on her own had a job at a horse barn that she loved working at everyday. My Father got custody of me after her accident and when i was 13 my dad and i moved from WA to AL. I would travel back and fourth throughout the years via plane and always had a blast visiting my mom for the summer. Well the day i turned 16 my mom called me and told me that she was pregnant and i was going to have a baby brother. I was so f******* happy to be a big brother. She also told me that because of her carrying a baby she couldn't take her seizure medication anymore because it could affect the child. She was well aware of the risks going into this, but she just wanted to be a mother again because she felt like being a mother got taken away from her when she got into the accident. There was arrangements for me to visit before Christmas because my mom was about to have the baby. On December 17th my mom died along with my baby brother in her due to a seizure. My father came to my room to tell me and it felt like the lowest bass sound was ringing through my whole body i couldn't stop screaming and weeping out "no". I was forced to go to school the next day, it was excruciating trying to keep quiet when I'm usually the loud mouth/class clown. I barley made it to my 5th period class where i was looking forward to seeing my drafting teacher who i looked up to like a 2nd mom. Well guess what, we had a sub that day. I was pissed off and not 1 peep came out of me, this sub knew me and she kept pushing asking me what was wrong. She said QUOTE "what did someone in your family die" not expecting me to say "yeah my fucking mom". *SNAP*The whole room went silent, not a lil peep. I immediately walked out of the class and went to the principles office because him and i had a good relationship went to church together and i knew he'd let me chill out and calm down in his office. I went home and laid in bed for the rest of the day. Started going to church more and that helped but didnt cure my depression. My dad kicked me out the day i turned 18 because i smoke weed. Im 24 now live in an apartment with my girlfriend of 4 years with our 2 cats and life is amazing! I love anything with a motor and that goes fast, but right now in life im on my drift phase. i wrap cars for a living and I got a nissan 240sx s13 coupe that i drift at my local track almost every sunday and i daily drive a lexus ls400. Something beautiful that i know is that my mother would be there every sunday to watch/ride along with me in my drift car without a doubt. It feels good knowing that she is watching down protecting me too. i miss her so much, i would do anything just to rip her around in my car 1 time. Hope you accomplish great things brother, remember God gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers. Stay blessed, and smile more
"The graveyard is a quiet place, with a loud message"
Well said. Very well said.
Damn. I didn't expect to click on this video and have someone start cutting onions in the room.
Thank you for being always real Roman.
I remember when Roman’s mom passed away a lot of people were saying it was fake,staged, etc.. like who would ever fake someone’s death for content? It sucks such a tragic event took Roman’s mom she was so loved 😢
it is sad, but i wouldnt put it past this guy specifically to fake something for views considering thats his shtick
@@Spotless.09 dawg stop.
@@FyReO you think I'm lying ?🤣 He pranked Brit by having kane drive his quad around, they somehow swapped him with a fake dummy kane mannequin and sent the quad over a jump I think it then exploded or just a big crash, Brit tried running thinking that her child had died until of course kane comes running over and Roman showed her the cameras
@Spotless.09 that was completely different
@@wilezy1uh no.
her head stone is absolutely gorgeous and i’m sure she appreciates it so much. Thank you for sharing this moment with us roman.
Aww that so sweet of you ❤️
“Worked to keep the world tied together” would be a amazing quote on a smilemore shirt ❤️
Love all these inspiring videos. Honestly got emotional watching you clean up around your mom’s grave.
I remember in 2019 being in a car, coming back from work, and reading the news and breaking down. We ALL grew up with the Atwoods and this was such a dark time back then. Thank you, Roman, for making that video! Almost 5 years have passed and videos like the 1st one you posted after it happened, and this one, definitely make you think. I loved hearing the birds while you were cleaning the grass around the amazing stone. Just a beautiful moment while honoring a beautiful life. I'm calling my mom and dad immediately after pressing "comment". Thank you!
I have a lump in my throat watching this but these real and raw videos are truly everything
AGREED makes me emotional ✊
Why are you apologizing Rome ?! Loved this video ! Thank you so much for allowing us to see where she’s peacefully resting, a lot of us grew up not only watching you but her also! I have so much love for Momma Atwood 🙏🏼❤️ The Vlogs where y’all would go over to swim at your mom’s house were the best !!! Her loving energy would spill through the screen 😣❤️ RIP Momma Atwood. Happy Mothers Day. Thank you 💯
Dont worry about it being exciting. Mom is first always. She believed in you and look at where you are now. Happy heavenly mothers day Mrs.Atwood ❤️🙏🏽
And we all loved her and miss her.
I’ve never seen your videos before, this popped up in my recommended and I’m glad it did. I lost my mom in 2020 when I was sixteen and sometimes it just helps knowing you’re not the only person struggling with a big loss. May your mother rest in peace. God bless. Her resting place is beautiful.
I understand. My mom passed away unexpectedly two years ago on February 1st 2022. That was an experience like nothing else I have ever gone through. I've lost family members and close friends before, but none of those losses prepared me for the loss of my mother. It is still very difficult at times, but you are right Roman, time does help to dull the pain of the loss. I think the main thing that helped get me through this experience was my faith, and that I know that I will see her again. Losing someone so close to you definitely gives you a new appreciation for your loved ones, and also for the fragility of life. My mom was quite literally here one day and gone the next. I saw her the day before she died and none of us had any idea that our whole world would be flipped upside down by losing her the following day! Make sure you say I love you one more time. Hug a little longer. Make time to talk to them more, even if you;re busy. Forgive. LOVE your loved ones! You just never know when your time with them is up.
When I was 9 years old, my Dad went missing in a fishing accident and we never found his body. Now I'm 23. He was my best friend. Roman you inspire me to keep pushing and recognize the blessings in life. Love you dude.
damn im so sorry you went through that god bless
Im really sorry
ADVVENTURES WITH PURPOSE, GET AHOLD OF THEM
Good way to make a grown man cry. I lost my dad about 2 months before you lost your mom. I remember when your mom passed. And I cried then and still crying now. Thank you great video.
REAL over exciting any day dude! We need more realness in the world. Bless you and your family and thank you for sharing this message.
man... this hits hard. my wife was born in March of 1960, same year as your mom... she has had 2 strokes now and lost a good 90% or so of her sight from it. Praise God only her sight and a little short term memory loss is all she's been affected. She has tons of other diabetes related diseases/syndromes/whatever and it's been rough this past year. I nearly lost her last month with the second stroke. You said you learn a lot when you lose someone... I feel I lost her that day. She's here, but yet she's not. We're learning how to live again, but it's not the same person. My mom lives with us too, and she had a stroke 12 or 13 years ago, lost a good bit of use of her right side and some cognitive and just the same, my sister and I have talked about the feeling of losing our mom that day. We have grieved both these women... and yet have not lost them yet. I can't imagine losing either. I lost my dad way back in 2003 but we were not all that close. My parents divorced in 1989 so I only got to see him a couple times a year (we lived about 6 hours away from him.) I still grieve his loss, but I know how much more the loss will be with my mom. Prayers for you today brother. God bless you
I lost my older brother back in 2017 and everytime I go to visit him, I’m reminded by a little message engraved into the headstone that, “goodbyes are not forever.” We will all see our loved ones again one day ❤️ Thanks for sharing
Roman, don't ever apologize for being rea, soft, or human. Being true is the best thing anyone can do.
This hit home hard. I lost my mom in February, I had to celebrate her birthday without her in March, and now my first mothers day without her. Ive lost people before, but a parent is a totally different level. I took advantage of life and the time I thought I still had with her, I regret it deeply. I don't wish it on anyone, but its comforting knowing I am not alone. Sending love to all those who have lost
I'm so sorry for your loss!!
I truly feel your pain Roman. May is a very hard month for me. I lost my mom 2 days after her 53rd birthday. May 18th was her bday and she passed on May 20th. I talked to her on Fri and when I called her on Sat she was on her way to the hospital but sadly they couldnt revive her. May 2, 2023 I lost my precious granddaughter. She was born to early and didn't survive, she only weighed 1 lb. I also lost 5 of my sisters and my oldest brother as well as my real dad, both sets of grand parents and 6 very close friends of mine. Death sucks. Every time you lose someone you also lose a part of yourself. Sending you a big hug.
I’m sorry
@@recollectionsofinvisiblechild Thank you
@@beccac6451sending my condolences to you❤
@@OfficialLeakStarr Thank you
Roman, thank you so much for making and sharing this video. My mom passed away on 5/12/2023 and the 1 year anniversary of her passing landed on Mother’s Day this year…It was a super tough day to get through but what also helps me is having that same hope that we will be together again after this life. Thank you again for this video. 🖤
Your mom’s Head Stone is absolutely beautiful, I know how you’re feeling. I lose my Mother when I was 14 years old. 28 years is coming up soon and it never gets easier. I love watching your videos continue to spread love and enjoy, blessed and peaceful day.
Thank you for sharing your moment. I don't want to think about the day I'll be doing what you're doing, but faith would also get me through it.
Thank you for sharing. Your mom always seemed like a bright light no matter what she was doing in your videos. This one hit the heart today.
I recently lost my younger brother almost 1 year ago, he was 28 years old. Everyday he is in the front of my mind and the memories we shared are the things that keep me going.
how did he pass away?
@@dsnorcalfanthat’s not something you normally ask someone.
praying for you always brotha. He’s always looking down on you and is with you when you don’t think he is. It’s not a goodbye, it’s a see you later. Make him proud and live life everyday cause that’s what he would want. lots of love always ❤
Sorry for your loss.
I'm happy and proud of you holding up this long I know it must be hard but your happiness is important for him too :)
I lost my mom in May 2015 and my dad in April 2017. I went to some very dark places. In 2019 I got sick. I did not care any more. Then one day I was watching TH-cam and ran across a video. Seemed like fun and inviting into their family. At the end of the video, the guy said “I love you, you are one of a kind, smile more”! It really hit me. I started watching more of his videos and it really helped me out of the VERY dark places I was. Thank you Roman and family. You touched me made me feel like I had a purpose in life and to snap out of it and keep going. I know the pain of losing loved ones. Keep them close because you never know when they won’t be close.
Just now popped up on my timeline today and I just wanted to say how much you meant to me. From heart break to watching your videos almost every single day. I started watching you in 2015. All the time I use what you’re saying to friends or family dealing with a rough patch I tell them just smile more! You helped me out of a dark time and I could never repay you! So love ya big guy keep smiling more and never change!
Thank you for sharing your mother’s grave with us. I wish I could visit mine but since she is buried in a different state it’s so hard to do that. I’m glad you spent some time with your mom on Mother’s Day and it was a special day. Just know our moms were watching us from heaven knowing we are doing what they taught best and that’s loving every day god provides. ❤ Happy Heavenly Mother’s Day to your mom and all the moms who couldn’t be here with us this Mother’s Day.
Honestly miss those three like they are my family too. Truly amazing though that such a special day landed on the 13th. She knew you needed her. Thank you for the vids Roman, we all need these. (I’ve seen people save things like flowers by encasing them in resin and making a cool piece out of the memories, may be an option for your mother’s rocks.)
man u said what i couldn’t.
The timing of this video couldn't have been any more helpful. I lost my mom in October of 2021. Never dealt with the passing or the trauma. I recently quit my job with zero savings just to get away from a bad situation. You really do realize how much more precious life is and value it more after loss. Thanks for posting this Roman.
I’m 22 man I grew up watching you. My mom is starting to get to the age where idk how she has. You videos still make me get through the days. Love you man
I love this video. Your mom was very special and I remember your announcement of her passing. I’ve had a lot of loss in my life in the recent weeks (no deaths luckily) and been down in the dumps emotionally. I appreciate you trying to life people up
As a guy that installs headstones I have to say that's a beautiful headstone and very well done. Sorry for your loss Roman sending all the love your way
I’m thankful for anything you post. I’m just glad you’re back.
You said at the end 8:25 "this isn't a very exciting video" Roman, I don't think the 158k people that subbed to this channel subscribed for "exciting" content. If they want those vlogs they can go watch the YEARS of exciting content you produced on your OG channel. This is a new step in life, and I imagine I speak for all your viewers when I say. THIS IS AUTHENTICITY AND WE LOVE THIS SHIT. Please never stop being yourself and continue to produce these vlogs, idc if the vlog is seen as "boring" to you, because to us we find value from your words & your influence. Thank you Roman 💛
Moms like your’s, Roman, are amazing. Not all of us have had that same relationship. I love watching your videos for this reason. You’re so genuine
Thank you for this video. Roman meant a lot to me as I lost my grandmother this morning really hits home and makes me think about a lot of things.
LOVE THIS!!! Thank you for sharing, life’s too short when we think about it. We just have to put our trust and faith in our Lord and Savior,Jesus Christ, that we will all be together again after this life. 💙🙏🏽
Thankyou for sharing. We loved watching your mom in your vlogs 🤗. Miss my mom & Best friend every day since 2013 , and having that HOPE truly does helps on these days.
I feel this video down to my core. I lost my mom at the end of 2022, Mother’s Day is a hard day but I try to remember the happy memories, her bday is this Friday n I always get flower baskets as she always had flowers n baskets on the deck. That’s my way of sending my love her her. Your mom’s headstone is gorgeous!!!
I lost my grandmother on July 21st last year. Your videos have been a great comfort to me since then. Your positive outlook and the joy you spread in your vlogs remind me to cherish the happy memories I have of her. It's as if you're there, helping me smile again, even on the tough days.
I understand brother I lost my mom last year before Mother’s Day so this is my second without her. There are still days that I pick up my phone to call her even now. That smack in the face everytime i realize I can’t just call her is almost unbearable. I do just keep in my heart and mind that I will see her again one day and she is no longer in pain here. Roman I know you tell us all the time “You are beautiful you are one of a kind smile more” and to you I say it in return you are a beautiful soul and inspiration to many and I am sure without a doubt your momma is watching down on you with pride every second of every day. Thank you for being you.
My brother and I lost our mom January 9th of this year. She had been fighting cancer for 10 months prior. This was our first Mother’s Day without our mom. I can’t explain the feeling. This video hit my heart differently. Thank you for your inspiring words.
Sorry for your loss
Hey Roman, I lost my mother when I was 18 and been on my own since, but oh man she’d sure be proud. Thanks for sharing your experiences and know you’re not alone brother. Much love ❤
I agree ever since we lost my little sister last year I have looked at life so differently because it truly is precious and you’re never promised tomorrow. Thank you for being so inspirational
This was the most exciting video to watch as a 20 year old with a father that passed away when I was 8; seeing life, real life on TH-cam is the most exciting and refreshing thing to see these days.
You bring us along for the Ups and Downs. We are thankful for you. We all love you and couldn’t be more grateful to have you lead us through not only your ups and downs but also ours. Your mom would be so proud of you Roman.
Love your parents. ❤
We are so busy growing up, We often forget they are also growing old.
Facts 💚🙏🙏🙏🙏💚
Terribly sad that those losses happened so close together as well. You held it together so well on the outside.
Thank you for brining us to see your beautiful mama, she is very missed by so many of your viewers! Sending tons of hugs 🫂 ❤
My grandma recently passed away we had her funeral the day I think before Mother’s Day so I really felt this video spiritually and emotionally. She had a lot of grudges and was a angry person and to think all of it was for nothing really just sucks. Life is worth a lot and it makes me realize a lot of stuff. Thanks for making us feel like we aren’t alone. I’ve also been watching u ever since u guys had zues as a puppy !!
Nice truck. Also happy mother's day to the mothers in your life
Thanks for sharing……..always a good reminder to stay close to the ones we love……no promise for tomorrow.
I lost my dad in June of 2020, without warning. He was there on a friday, came home from work, then by monday he was in a coma and eventually about a week later died... life hasn't been the same since. Still trying my hardest to pick up my life again, find my way, and just try to be happy while being there for my mother, who is struggling as well. My dad was my whole world. Hopefully I'll find a way to move forward for him soon. Thank you for sharing such a special moment with us, Roman! You are truly such an inspiration!
I’ve watched from a single guy just living life to a grown man with a family of his own dealing with the passing of my dad. This video is as real as it gets and i personally thank you Roman for bringing us along to this intimate moment in your life. We will smile more because with out a smile life just isn’t as bright. Thank you Roman for your message throughout the years.
Thank you for sharing such a raw moment of grief, it's so important to see emotion in grief, I'm so proud of you for being raw and real about it!!!
My mama is my angel too we used to watch you while she was battling cancer for 4 years, this July marks 10 years, thank you for this video Roman, you’re a goat and I know our moms are making sure our life’s are great and helping us learn.
This is the kind of Mother’s Day I have too, unfortunately. I try to cherish being a momma but it’s so hard to be a momma without your momma on Mother’s Day. ❤ you’re so right. it makes you cherish life and your family so much more.
That headstone inspired me to rethink what my wife and I could have one day that was absolutely beautiful
This was amazing ! Such a beautiful grave stone! Perfect 😍 ❤ I was so heartbroken for you all losing your beautiful Mom! I sent flowers to the funeral. Lost my Mom 2 wks after I had just had her first Grandbaby. She’s proud of you for sure! All of you! Thanks for all you do! 🥰🙏🏼👏👏👏💕💕💕
This is truly heartwarming I’ve been going through it recently and seeing this video in my recommended really helped me out. I really want to use my voice to help others but it really hurts right now
This is so horrible I'm so sorry for you're loss my brother / best friend passed the same year and I appreciate and thank you so much for your strength and helping gain 🙏🙏 my life back .. my brother was my hero and life will never be the same without him but you just have to cope and that's what I'm doing .. you're mom was amazing by the way thank you for sharing painful things as well as the best parts of life
I've been a huge fan of yours ever since I found your channel years ago. Your videos have always been a source of joy and comfort for me, especially during tough times and back then you helped me through depression. Recently, my father passed away two months ago, and I've been struggling trying to find time to properly grieve while also dealing with my upcoming exams and taking care to my mother.
Finding your new channel now feels like a sign. Watching your videos gives me hope and strength to get through this difficult period. Thank you so much for continually being a wonderful inspiration. Your positivity and resilience mean more to me than you can imagine.
Dude, never be sorry about a raw and serious video, those are some of my favourites. Feels like I’m just hanging with you and having a deep talk. Love you man and I’m so happy you’re back. Smile more.
I have to admit I teared up while you were with your Mom showing us her stone. I am a 55 year old guy and so very lucky to have both of my parents to call every day. Dad is dealing with Alzheimer's so I am getting used to just crying at any moment. Thank you so much for being the guy you are and creating these videos sharing your family and fun times to cheers us all up.
This video hit me so hard. I lost my mom in 2020 and I’ve been struggling with life since. Your videos have kept me sane. I’m sorry god called your mother home so soon Roman.
I’ll always remember what you say. You’re beautiful your one of a kind SMILE MORE!!
Hey Roman just wanted to say thank you brother, you gave me the motivation and lifted my spirit up with your videos ever since I was 18 years old. I’m now 28 years old been watching you for a while now, just recently found out my dad has bone marrow cancer. It’s been a really tough week but seeing your video has helped me stay positive and find the strength I need. Thank You so much brother 🙏
God Bless You
Thank you for sharing. I lost my mom in 2020. Losing her was my first introduction to death. It’s been a rocky road but I’m slowly healing and hearing other people’s stories strangely help me heal. Reminding me that I’m not alone ❤
Happy Mother’s Day to your beautiful mom
Roman, thank you for taking time to make this video today. I lost my brother who was my best friend unexpectedly 6 months ago and like you said time does help you heal. Now I am going through it again because my did just passed away weeks ago and I have been really struggling this time. I think it helps believing that we will get to see our loved ones again one day, so thank you again for always giving an encouraging message, you really do make a difference in people's lives.
With you completely, Roman. Lost my beautiful and wonderful mama to Leukemia/Valley Fever last April and it’s a void that will never be filled, but gives you a completely different perspective on life. God bless you man and Happy Mother’s Day to all the amazing moms that are physically or spiritually with us❤️
Roman, I’ve been watching you since I was 12 maybe 13. I’m turning 27 next month and just want to say thank you so much for letting us into your life through all moments. Love you brother!
I loved seeing your mother in your past videos. She reminded me so much of my own mother. She was an awesome woman. I lost my mother, unexpectedly, in October 2022. Thank you for taking us along with you while you visited your mother. It was nice.❤😊
Thank you for this Roman. Your mom meant a lot to all of us. So to be able to do this with you was very meaningful. My father passed when I was 20. I know mothers and fathers are different but it’s the absolute closest thing relatable. Time does get better for sure. The 5 year mark was the turning stone for me. Which I believe is what you are at. Dad’s been gone 27 years. I think of him all the time. The anniversary day of your mom, my dad’s is the day after, the 30th. Here’s to momma Atwood. Happy Mother’s Day. You are loved and missed.
The amount of REAL you are showing in these videos is everything. So many people are desperate for REALness. I really love what you are doing with this channel.
ive been watching since i was Cora's age and im 15 now. i was legitimately crying while watching this entire video but i wanted to say im very sorry for all of your losses Roman and thank you for all you have inspired me and everyone who has watched.
I am 30 and I started watching your content from the old prank videos(Probably 10 years or something), but I’ve had a tremendous amount of loss in my life as well(Over 30+ friends and family in my 20’s). Yesterday was my middle brother’s 34th birthday in Heaven. He’s been gone since May 25th, 2017 from suicide. I lost my Dad last June, and that’s been pretty hard. I’ve restarted my life and am going back to college in August to finish up my degree. Life goes by way too quick and we never truly have enough time to spend with the one’s we love the most. Thank you for coming back to make videos; you have always been authentic with your subscribers/friends. God bless you and your family.
I want to add that my Dad prayed for 16 years for me to be saved, and God answered his prayers 2 weeks before he died in the hospital. He use to be a multimillionaire, and Cash was his King. I saw a change in him when he donated his 15k submariner Rolex to a charity that helped build furniture for children after he started going to church around 2007. I knew of Jesus my whole life, but now I am truly walking with Him. For the first time in my life, I have truly felt the Holy Spirit. I’ve had a tremendous amount of grief, but I have also had a level of peace that surpasses any and all understanding. My life is nowhere near perfect, and I struggle daily..but I keep my faith in Jesus. I don’t normally share details like this on any platform, but I felt compelled to write this out. Take care of yourself, and I wish you both all the best.
I’ve been watching you my whole life and I’m 22, I think i hit a sonder moment everytime I realize everyone’s life is as rich as mine. The way I watched you pull those weeds and lay those flowers down made me feel the deepest pit of empathy, they day I see my moms name in a stone is the day my world will crumble. I keep my head up watching you though and it makes me happy see I’m not alone and neither is everyone else. Death is upon everyone
Seeing things like this make me realize how I truly take my grandmother and parents for advantage. I love them so much and always want to make sure I can show them the love and appreciation I have for them.
May she rest peacefully she will always be missed and remembered and loved and respected 🙏🕊️💪🏼😇🥲🙌❤️💪🏽✝️🕊️🕊️🕊️🕊️🕊️🙌✝️
Roman this video really resonated with me, Im 24 and lost my mom at 16. Just like you said when the certain someone leave your life you really figure out how where and who you spend your time with. Even more resonating was when you started talking about numbers. My mother was so into angel numbers and raised me to always pay attention to them. When i visited her grave on Sunday i was welcomed with a brother and sister in there 60's who were visiting their mom. At first we didn't talk to each other until i noticed someone's flowers had no water and i asked if there was any water on the grounds. The lady pointed me to a corner of the grounds that had a water pal. filled up the flowers and set them down. I asked them if I could sit down with them and we had such an amazing conversation talking about all walks of life. Opening up to these strangers was refreshing and has really reminded me on how we all need to talk/give someone a couple minutes of your day and ask how there day was. I love meeting new people and I'm not shy, but I've found myself recently being to closed off and choosing not to have conversations with people. I feel a change though! Talking to people is the best medicine for me and im glad im getting back into meeting new people! Much love Roman! smile more!
Barried my daddy 2 weeks ago! Time is precious, thanks for the encouragement. And yes we will meet our loved ones again , we will meet them in the sky, with our Lord and saviour, it brings so much peace even when we have to send them off to heaven earlier than we wanted!!❤️
I lost my mother May of 2022 its been the hardest 2 years of my life but i kept my head up and continued to live my life i never stop thinking about her i haven't visited her resting place since we buried her cause i live on the other side of Canada from my home town and these days money is tight and its hard to get the family all home but seeing this just makes me wanna do whatever it takes to get my family home to visit my mothers resting place. thank you so much I've been a fan for along time and appreciate the daily uploads again idk why i watch your vids and it just relaxes me cause i see the joy your family has and it just hits the feels and makes me wanna do better in life.
hugs thank you for being our parents through youtube all these years as we grew up, thank you so much and I'm so fucking sorry you had to experience the sadness because you make us so happy, and its okay to cry dont feel afraid to if your thinking that man, and your parents are gonna be so grateful your still looking after their gravesite for sure, and your showing us 20 year olds how to deal with this when its time or anytime, so thankful for you Roman, stay strong man
Roman, You don’t need all the bells and whistles in your videos because the message in today’s video was simple, heartfelt, beautiful and absolutely perfect. As someone who lost my father 4years this month, I sincerely thank you form the bottom of my heart.❤️
Thank you for sending a message for people who still have mothers and to not take them for granted at all. You're a good person Roman
I lost my mom when I was 9 (I’m 25 now) and I can tell you spending Mother’s Day in the cemetery hits a little different. Thank you for sharing this video.
A year ago both my grandparents passed away and what you said about giving less attention to the pity things and try to talk more with the people I care about it’s so true.
Life is a tricky thing, and the best thing to do is love and accept being loved.
I remember being 8 years old, watching your videos, and everyone in your family that has passed was a huge part of my childhood, watching these videos. praying for you, roman.
Thank you for sharing this and being real, it’s unfortunately a part of life. I shed some tears for you and your family during this video. Ive been watching you for probably the last 10 years and I remember when your mom passed, it wad hard for all of us. Yes there is more to this life after we pass, Heaven, you’ll see her again someday. God Bless.
I remember the video in 2019 when your Mum passed, I was only 17 and it taught me a hell of a lot about my life with my own mother and how much I should appreciate her. This is my first time watching you for a long time, and I’ve missed it. Take care Roman. Love to your family.
I'm so sorry for your loss Roman. My grandma raised me and unfortunately I lost her at the age of 17. She was my entire world. When she passed I spiraled out of control. Drugs alcohol you name it I dabbled. I couldn't cope with the loss of her and needed something to make me forget. 10yrs later I got sober and finally learned I never grieved properly. I learned that while behind bars. Believe it or not but jail helped me understand things better. I was lucky enough to have a very considerate staff member to talk to and they put me on the right path. Happy mothers day to all the moms and grandmother's out there. Love you all ❤❤
I named my dog after Zeus, I loved watching him on your channel everyday as a kid, im 20 years old now and just graduated college! Thank you for everything!
lost my mother august of 2017 i was 13 now 20, mother’s day is such a roller coaster of a day and it definitely doesn’t get easier. y’all make them memories love your family through thick and thin you never know if you’ll be able to wake up and do it again.
She was like a grandma to us. Even though she never seen all of us I’m sure a lot of us thought of her as a grandmother. We all loved her
This man is the most knowledgeable man on the internet, love the inspiration.
This is the most personal thing you have shared with us. Thank you.
I lost my mom 3 years ago in august I’m 19 it does show you a lot and it hurts not being able to share my life experiences with her and not being able to call keep up stuff like this man it helps people for real I used to watch you a lot when I was younger thank you for everything you’ve said and done for your fans over the years