That's so sad that her family has a bear in their house :( No one deserves to be killed and put on display like that. It's deplorable and heartbreaking, especially for a family that I assume loves animals (since they have dogs and Angelique clearly adores her dog!)
Moving away from a home that I had lived in for 12 years was an emotional experience for me as well. Moving away from all the memories does suck but sometimes we forget we make better memories in the future!
Growing up does suck but some of us aren't as successful. i remember me and my friends used to skip school just to go be dumbass's and jump off this bridge above the lake and also would just fish there and sometimes just sit there with our snacks we stole from the store and talk about life and our future goals and dreams, also jamming out on the guitar and stuff but that was years ago and now we're all grown up but all of them moved to the city for jobs to feed their families, some also travel the world sometimes but here i am battling depression and severe anxieties and i still live in the same place because of it, sometimes i go to the same bridge and just wish they were there with me.. atleast for a day or so.. idk i'm getting myself more depressed talking about this.
My Grandparents house just sold, Grandpop passed and my Grandmom couldnt stay in the house alone, too sad. I spent all my Summers there, and my house I grew up in is gone too. Both of them sadly, but the one I predominantly had all my memories. I feel you Angelique, going through it right with you.
"Growing up sucks!!.... sometimes" yes it does. Thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing a bit of your story with us. I think it's really good that you cry and process it helps and it's healthy. When we keep all that stuff inside it ruins us. I love your joy and how you embrace life and you can't do that and look to the future without dealing with your past. The good thing is that even though your family home is gone, your memories aren't. And lets face it your future looks pretty bright!! :)
i have lived in an apartment for 9 years and the day we had to move was so upsetting and i would constantly cry bc it would so awful, i had to say goodbye to my friends and my home where i had to spend most of my christmas's and birthdays and so many of my memories. the first couple of night in our new house didnt even feel like my room but it does get better! the memories will never be gone and you'll always have something back to look on and it will always be a part of u! ilysm and we're here for u no matter what❤
Angelique, you have so much to look forward too and such a beautiful journey ahead of you. My parents got divorced too and the home I grew up in was taken away. Don't dwell on the past, it will only make you sad. Focus on the road before you and how far you've come! It will only get better from here. Be happy love!
I know how you feel, Angelique! The house that I grew up in from 3 or 4 months old to 19 years old, my mom and I lost to foreclosure. Everything happened in that house. My mom and I cried as much as you the day we had to say goodbye to it. Every time we drive past it, i think, 'this is our house and to know someone else lives there now doesn't feel right'. That was OUR house. The way I see it, we weren't going to live there forever, my boyfriend and I will have our own place one day. It's just the next chapter of our lives. You just have to keep your head high ❤❤ love you!
Hi Angelique..I really feel what you're going through cause soon its gonna be the same for me.. I'm currently in London trying to pursue my acting dream and back in Italy my parents are selling our house, where all my safe places are, my memories and my peace.. and its so hard to think that soon that's gonna be gone, especially for someone like me who find hard to let go everything and get attached even to the most silly things..so imagine my home!!!! Im gonna miss with all my soul, from the comfort of my bedroom to the view out of the window, from the places where my cat use to sleep to the big sofa where I used to spend hours watching movies and dreaming about being in one of them! But mostly Im gonna miss how it makes me feel..knowing that home is always there and you're gonna find it waiting for you..and now its hard, especially cause I'm far away and I cant enjoy the last months before the moving..so yeah, I cried a lot watching you telling your story in this video but thank you so much for sharing it with us, hope you will find the same safe and happy place in your new home with Sawyer x love you!
oh sweetheart do not cry. I know that feeling when your parents gettin divorced and everything changes. family exists in so many ways but it will never be the same again.. keep your head up
I don't think thats true. At least you still have both parents in a divorce. And your parents are happier apart than they are together. In death one parent is gone forever, and the parent still living has lost the love of their life and it wasn't their choice. I would trade anything to have my parents get divorced over having to watch my mom die and not have her here at all.
xoxerin85 Keep in mind, in most divorces only ONE made the choice to end the marriage ; the other usually didn't have a choice, so the intensity of loss is every bit as strong as in a death...to that person, AND they get the added pleasure of watching their former spouse begin a life on their own (often with new relationships) without them in it. MUCH harder to find closure for the one who didn't want it to end.
cmocha1 I guess you really can't speak for sure about which is harder unless you've been through both scenarios. But I was talking about the children's perspective. Not the adults. At least with divorce you still have both parents there. It may not be perfect but you still have them.
Thank you for sharing this-- I just want to give you a gigantic hug right now. I actually went through the same thing a few years ago. My parents got divorced about 8 years ago when I was 16, but my mom continued to live in the home I grew up in. And the house represented exactly what you said-- it was the last piece of my "normal" life and of them being together. It was always comforting when I'd visit while I was in college and I still had my childhood bedroom and everything. But about 4 years ago, my mom sold the house and moved to another state. It was hard. I had a hard time defining what "home" was to me after that since I was in college and both of my parents had moved to new houses. To this day, I haven't driven past the house. I'm sort of afraid to see how/if the current owners have changed it. It is just a house, but its also a home where years upon years of memories have been created. While it is hard, I'm sure there will be tons of new memories made in your mom's new house which will help make it feel more like a home
thank you for being so vulnerable and open with us!!! houses are really special and hard to leave but now you get to look forward to a new part of your life. we all love you and support you!! ❤❤❤❤
I fully understand where you're coming from. I have completely changed up my life this year, meaning letting go of some things and gaining some others, and as much as I love the idea of change I really never deal with it as well as I think I am going to haha! So hang in there girl, no one can take those memories from you, and hopefully you can think of the house selling as not goodbye but just hello to a new future with so many more opportunities and more happy memories to come, which can be really exciting! Thank you for being so real, you're such a beautiful soul xo
i love you.. i admire your strength as you made this and having the courage to upload this. my parents divorced back in 2014.. i still remember the day my dad walked out.. just know you are loved, know that this will make you stronger, and know that this is just another event in your life that will shape you into who you are. thank you for sharing this xoxo
Hi Angelique, So sorry for your pain, I do understand you're feelings 100% . The good thing is you will always have memories!! Unfortunately it doesn't end there. When you are eventually blessed with children, they inevitably grow up and leave home too. My two boys have both moved on, one to the US Marines and one to the world of TH-cam. It's an interesting transition, but the pride one feels for seeing their kids happy and successful far outweighs the sadness of watching them drive away. Thank you for being so kind to my TH-cam son.
You literally made me cry. I grew up in Ohio. A very small town. We were the very poor kids/family. I am now 37 years old. It was not that long ago but in my house we had no telephone and no toilet. But, it's very weird that it reminded me of my house even though it was not at all as beautiful as yours. No matter what a home always be our home. So I'm so sad just thinking about my house is no longer there that I grew up in but it would be awesome just to go back in time to just walk around to the memories. XO. It's neat that you go video and I felt your pain when saying goodbye. I'm new to your channel and already love your videos. Thanks for shairing!!!!!
I know how difficult divorce is and I can only imagine how hard it was for you to post this video! Thank you for sharing this with us you are a beautiful person!
Sending you big hugs from England! Sorry if they're a little wet, I was crying right along with you. I had to leave my childhood home behind a few years ago too after suffering a loss in the family. Change isn't always easy, or good, but it makes us who we are, and leaves us stronger for it...eventually...and it is with that new found strength that we can move on with our lives and making the world a better place because of those memories and experiences. Thank you for opening up and letting us into your life at such a personal and emotional time.
Powerful video Angelique. Thanks for being brave enough to share your honest reaction. I can definitely identify with your feelings about your parents divorce, cleaning out the house & how it brought back so much you had pushed to the back of your mind. It's a very hard thing to deal with, for sure.
My family is about to move from the house I've always lived in and grew up in and watching this makes me feel like everything will somehow be okay, thank you. It's a sense of comfort knowing I am not alone in being sad about this.
I totally feel this.. My family moved out of my childhood home in November last year and I've been going through a tough time recently anyway with graduating and feeling really lost and alone. And I remember dropping my friend off at her house the night before she was moving away in December and al I wanted to do was just drive back to my old house and for everything to just be how it was. My parents are still together and I'm so thankful for that, so I can't relate to you on that level but definitely having your childhood home not be yours anymore is really heartbreaking. Hope you're feeling better!
This made me cry too... my mom up and left one day with no note or explanation to anyone 6 years ago. We never knew why until 2 years later when she wrote a letter, so I know how difficult it can be. I would hate to move from the house we are still at but i know it will have to happen some day, just hope I can be stronger then. hang in there love!
Growing up does really suck. That's why I try to remind myself to love where I came from and love where I am right now. I'm very sorry for this Angelique but the future is going to be absolutely amazing. Love you ham💓 Can't wait to see what you have for us for the future!
Omg, I just want to hug you and make you not be sad!! 😔 I went through a very similar situation as this about 2 years ago once my parents sold our house a while after their divorce. it was very hard having to pack my childhood belongings and leave behind the house I grew into a young women in. I love you for this Angelique!! 💗💗
One of the nice things about memories is that we keep getting to make new ones. That is how I get through times like this. Hugs and prayers for a brighter day.
I feel your pain girl, I still remember the last day I walked through my childhood home like it was yesterday, I was a huge mess! It's nice to know the people that live there and let me and my siblings come visit when we're in town.
growing up sucks, sometimes. I feel you, it's hard to see something disapear what meant the world to you... like literally it was everything. Watching your video made me flash back. At least it was real at one point in our lives, so we can consider ourselves as very very blessed.
sometimes its the little things in life you take for granted and then when they are taken away they are things you miss the most. But with that being said now you get to make new memories with Sawyer, let me tell you that you are one very lucky person there are a lot of people who would give the world to be in your shoes. One of my favorite sayings is "when one door closes another door opens" and I think this saying applies perfectly for this video. Just my two cents of knowledge gained from the 31 years ive been on this earth. I really enjoy watching you and Sawyer together, your a beautiful, funny inspiring couple. take care.
I relate to this so hard. While I've been moved out with my boyfriend for over a year now my father is starting to slowly pack up the 20 years my family spent in the house. He's going to be selling the house soon and I've cried multiple times thinking about it. It's the ONLY house I've ever known. It's so emotional and this video is sooo touching. Thank you for sharing your beautiful home and memories with us. Loved seeing you dance in the kitchen with your girlfriends. Much much love. ❤️
The most important/productive transitions in my life were the most intensely painful. My truth, these are the moments that define you, cause you to grow and become the awesome person you are, and will continue to be. Hang in, it's going to be a ride!
I saw so much of me in you in this video, Im not good with change. My parents got divorced when I was 7, im almost 23 and i still remember like it was yesterday, My dad left in not the nicest way. So many times I've said to my mum i dont want to grow up but its okay to cry and feel that way every now and then, Angelique always here, I cant give you physical support but can support you by me and my girlfriend watching your conent and loving what you do. x
When my parents divorced it was hard to let go of our home and move into a new one. I don't do well with change either but I'm glad we did because now we're all happier. Thank you for sharing this video❤
I hate and love change. It's just one of those things like it happens everyday and it's funny because I can relate with you, memories are so precious especially when you realise the place that kept them alive won't be around again. My mum recently left my dad a few months ago and when I look back on the memories of my family together it makes me realise how special they were and I'd go back any day to be together as a four which is sad but in life we just need to move on to a better place with new experiences. Just have to stay positive and bring that positivity into your life. Appreciate the past but look into the future and all the memories you'll create when you have your own family
I thought this would be a typical video of a typical TH-cam everyday struggle, before I knew it I found myself balling my eyes out. Tomorrow I turn 22. An hour before I watched this video I was pouring my eyes out in the shower about it. Every year I get older I get a bit sadder. A few years back my home I grew up in for 19 years had foreclosed on us. It was the only home I knew. My parents had gone through a pretty nasty divorce and due to it I no longer speak to my mom. My birthdays are a reminder of a time when life was easy. It makes me sad to know myself and the ones I love are growing old. I understand that ghostly feeling of walking around the house you love for the last time. It hurt me to watch this and to relate to it so much. I am here for you Angelique. The home you have now will hopefully create just as great of memories for you, just remember a house is not really quite a home without the ones you love inside it.
AWWWW i am sorry i made you cry! Thank you for sharing... i don't know what happened between you and your mom but just remember ...Life is short. trust me i know... so glad we could relate!!! I am here for you too! Yes on to new memories and create them with people we love!
I'm 17 now and I've lived in three different houses so far, so I have to say I've never felt like that but I can imagine it being really hard leaving a place like that. But I have no doubt you'll be fine because you're strong. Much love.
That happened to me in 1989 when my parents got a divorce. First, my dad moved out. He was never there so no big deal. Then we moved out of my childhood home. That was hard. I know where you're coming from. I gets better. My dad and I are closer than we ever were. My mom is still my biggest supporter. Life does suck, but it can be beautiful. Once you get done looking at the past, and spend time remembering with smiles and tears. Don't forget to look forward into the unknown with big open eyes and realize there is a lot more out there and you'll see it all, with Sawyer by your side.
I had this happen to me when I was 13. It was my childhood home. It was my happy place. The year we put the house up for sale was the year after my grandfather passed. I felt like I lost a part of me. Luckily it's 25 mins away from my house and whenever I'm in my old town which is often because I still have family there and all my doctors I drive by my house. Which is weird because when I left that house the idea of driving felt so far away and now I have a full time job a car and I park in front of the house and just reminisce about the good times. It gets better Angelique thanks for showing us this part of your life ❤
Thank you so so much Angelique for sharing that, I went through the same thing 3 years ago and was one of the hardest moments of my grown up life so, thank you for sharing xxx
Angelique thank you for posting this video! It was so cool to be able to see your house and I loved that you were able to show us your personal struggles in a very real way. On a more positive note, I thought this video was really well done as far as the music/editing combination. You're doing a great job!
Lady, your video made me cry so hard!! I'm going through a divorce, and I'm withdrawing from alcoholism I have 3 beautiful children, I'm quitting so I can be a better momma and I'm trying so hard to be strong. thank you for showing such vulnerability like this online! that's very brave :) the only thing inevitable is change. love you girl
Im sorry i made you cry! keep it up! it will mean the world to them!!! Just stay in the moment and once day at a time!!! Its what i do and it helps! :)
Awh Angelique..I know how you feel..I had to help pack up my grandmas house once she passed away and that house held so many memories I had 18 christmases there and all that..growing up does suck but take all the memories and hold them tight❤️ much love❤️
Throughout my entire high school and even now as I am in college, I have dealt with friends who have left me. They don't know it, but because of them it is hard to get close to people. They have left me with emotional scars that I still have today. What made it the most difficult was realizing that they were no longer a part of my life. Cutting someone who has been part of your daily routine out of your life so quickly is really difficult. I am sorry about your house, but you have Sawyer and your two wonderful dogs to create new amazing memories with.
Great video. It's sad to leave the house that has so many memories. Time to Push Forward and start new chapters in life. You are on a great path with that crazy BF you have. Things will be just fine Angelique. Stay strong & be well.
I moved to a different country from Engaland to Portugal and left my friends and family and the first ever house that i lived in and I have no family that lived in Portugal. all I remember doing is kissing every single one of the walls and saying goodbye to the house and that is all that matters are the memories for example my grandfather that sadly passed away when he was going to live with us in Portugal .but then about 4 years of living in Portugal found out that we was going to to visit England so I saw my friends and my old house from the outside said it was so sad .It was scary moving to a country where you don't speak one word of the language but I now speak fluent portugese😀😀.i started to getting bullied at school has stoped now tho.I have my best friend now I love her to the moon and back . I just wanted to tell you that will get easier I thought to my self as long as my family is happy I am happy . this video made me cry because I know what you are going frow . it will only make you stronger . all the best for you future I hope all you dreams come true . love you and your videos . also if you ever are thinking of places to visit on vacation I recommend Portugal .😐😐😘😘😭😭👌
. Many many times has it happened & there is no cure for emotions that come with life changing events. Thank you for sharing this with us, makes you even more real just like emotions are. At the same time your tears triggering mine was therapeutic because we have to move on. Most recent moving on experience for me was the ending of a relationship. Slowly the good memories are the ones that I most often think of. Hugs & lots of positive energy for a beautiful person.
So sorry for your sadness Angelique. I have 1 suggestion. Maybe take comfort in the fact that you did have such a wonderful childhood. Sadly everyone doesn't have the luxury of such good times and such a beautiful and also stable home. I only lived in 2 homes growing up and both have good memories. And tho we moved out of the 1st house when I was 10 I still missed it. I even went by when I was older and married and knocked on the door and explained I'd been my childhood home and asked if I could walk thru!! lol. Thankfully they didn't think I was nuts (or dangerous) and did let me come in and walk around. lol. The biggest change was we had a full basement with part being more "basement" like..storage, laundry..etc, and the other part being what we called a "clubroom" for playing, watching tv...But at some point after we left, new owners had turned that space into bedrooms/bathroom. It was completely transformed. My parents lived in our next house until they passed. My sister still has it to this day. They stay there when her family goes to "the shore". (The town is very close to the coast and a really nice beach.)
I can feel you Angelique ♡ i don't do great with changes as well. my parents sold our apartment last summer. my brother and me grew up there. we never moved. i loved it so much there. i mean how couldn't i? i spoke my first words there, made my first steps. my best friends always came for a sleep over. it was soooo hard for me leaving it and watching the new family sign the contract. i cried for days :(
Ohh, you're making me cry, Angelique! The house I spent most of my childhood in is not ours anymore and it is a weird feeling. It sometimes feels strange to not have a room that is mine in my parents place. Yeah... growing up is hard.
I just went through something so similar! Although my parents aren't divorced they did move 11 hours away from the city that I grew up in, and they decided to do it a week before I moved out of state for college. My parents moved from Birmingham, AL to West Palm Beach, FL and I moved from Birmingham, AL, to West Palm Beach, FL and then a week later to Charlotte, NC. It was so hard to leave the only place I'd ever really known, move to a new one with my parents and then move again for school. I almost called it quits during my school orientation, I thought I could take a semester to apply to schools that were in my home town and then stay there forever, but I decided to stay in NC and I can't imagine how much I would've regretted quitting school before it even began. As someone who has gone through the pain of losing a place you called home your whole life, it does get better. You can cherish the memories you had there forever and you get begin on a new adventure. You are so strong girl and this will only make you stronger! You're also so lucky to already have a life established in a place you love, and remember that home is where ever your loved ones are. For me thats Charlotte, Birmingham, and West Palm Beach now, you get to explore and make new memories and fill more memory boxes with things from all the new adventures to come. I appreciate how candid you were and how brave you are for showing the world how hard it is to let go of the place you call home. I love your videos Angelique, and wish you the best!
girl I feel ya. my parents divorced 2 yrs ago too and our family house was sold. as devastated as I was, I didn't give myself a choice. I'd been in that house since birth and I still miss it. just know ur not alone, we grieve with you. here's to making new memories and a happier life. my love is with u babe, thanks for sharing (& for making me go thru 1/2 a box of tissues lol) 💋💋💋
angelique this video reminded me of moving out of my childhood home too it was really hard for me to move out even tho it was a small house and I shared the room with my sister I really had a hard time packing up my life many years ago now. I lived in house until 20 something and moved out somewhere in my 20s as well. also things have changed on the outside and most likely in the inside as well. I still cry to this day BC I miss the old house and being able to be like a spider and climb the walls BC they were close enough but still far apart.
I totally understand you! I am in a "Growing Up Sucks" kinda situation aswell right now. In a few months I will hopefully graduate und finish school but I have absolutely no clue what I can do nor what I want to do afterwards. It really sucks waking up every morning not knowing what to do about it...
We had to sell the only house I knew after my stepdad passed away in 2015, at the same time we were moving out I was heading off to college so it was super emotional. I definitely miss my old house but for the sake of my mom's health the new home we not live in is much safer for her. That helps comfort me being so far away at college. But I know how you feel having to give up the place you made so many memories in.
sending you so much love. my parents divorced when I was 22 and it sucked. I'm excatly the same as you.., don't like change, so i found extremely hard, but it gets easier. and thdn when i was 28 my beloved dad passed away aged 60 vv suddenly and this week is the 5th anniversary since he passed, I found your videos habe helped me through some shitty times in my life, so i wanted to send you some love as you go through this change and just to let you know it will all be ok. also loved your vlog, hope you can vlog more in future, xxxxx
moved out of my childhood home last year, the only home I ever grew up in. I didn't all fond memories, but it still felt so weird leaving. It also was the last thing we had as a whole, I know the feeling. It gets better with time!
I've gotta meet you someday! It's crazy finding out how many of the same people we know like Sydney and I were in the same sorority. I've got quite a few friends who lived in or are from Sandy haha I graduated from East High in 2012 :) anyways I know how ya feel girl! My parents split up and I moved back and forth so much from CA to NV back to CA then NV for another year and finally Utah back in 2006! I've stayed here ever since. It'll be okay though! You've got your hometown and tons of loved ones and places to visit💕 stay positive and flawlessly fabulous💁🏽
I'm in the proses of moving away from the only home and house ive ever known. my family is going through a hard time and its not easy it was nice to watch the video and know I'm,not alone. thank you so much
I love change! im slightly addicted to it, however moving out of my childhood home wasnt easy either, I had to give up my own street that I always would dance on under the street light and leave my very best friend behind....little did I know that that made it a bit more of a challenge to be her friend :'( Its not easy, but like everything else you grow and it becomes bittersweet.
One of the hardest things I've went through was my parents divorce and then my oldest brother passing away when I was 11. He was my rock and was there when I felt the most alone. It forced me to move from my dads house to my mom because I couldn't stand the pain of my home with all the memories and it's still hard 3 years later to stand it. I feel your emotional pain girl, I feel it.
Thank you for sharing this with us. My parents are about to sell my childhood home and are honestly on their way to divorce so this really hit home with me... I cried right along with you!
We moved out of the house that I spend the first 20 years of my life a few years ago. My grandmother designed the house and raised my dad, aunt and uncles there. It meant so much to my entire family. It was hard to pass it on to a new family. It was actually one of the hardest things I've ever had to do, but now there's new memories to be made in different places. It's sad, but it's also the beginning of something else. Still, doesn't make it any less sad does it
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That's so sad that her family has a bear in their house :( No one deserves to be killed and put on display like that. It's deplorable and heartbreaking, especially for a family that I assume loves animals (since they have dogs and Angelique clearly adores her dog!)
I always wonder how a persons life can matter so much to somebody even if that person doesn't know you. You got me crying Angelique.
I'm sorry i made you cry! :)
Moving away from a home that I had lived in for 12 years was an emotional experience for me as well. Moving away from all the memories does suck but sometimes we forget we make better memories in the future!
Yes it's not easy at first but it is a part of life and yes weed new memories :)
gosh, Angelique... Your emotions got me emotional
awww i am so sorry!
Growing up does suck but some of us aren't as successful. i remember me and my friends used to skip school just to go be dumbass's and jump off this bridge above the lake and also would just fish there and sometimes just sit there with our snacks we stole from the store and talk about life and our future goals and dreams, also jamming out on the guitar and stuff but that was years ago and now we're all grown up but all of them moved to the city for jobs to feed their families, some also travel the world sometimes but here i am battling depression and severe anxieties and i still live in the same place because of it, sometimes i go to the same bridge and just wish they were there with me.. atleast for a day or so.. idk i'm getting myself more depressed talking about this.
I wish nothing but the best .
My Grandparents house just sold, Grandpop passed and my Grandmom couldnt stay in the house alone, too sad. I spent all my Summers there, and my house I grew up in is gone too. Both of them sadly, but the one I predominantly had all my memories. I feel you Angelique, going through it right with you.
It is hard but it will get easier!
Always does. Hope to meet you and Sawyer some day. My gut tells me we will all meet! Hope all is well.
"Growing up sucks!!.... sometimes" yes it does. Thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing a bit of your story with us. I think it's really good that you cry and process it helps and it's healthy. When we keep all that stuff inside it ruins us. I love your joy and how you embrace life and you can't do that and look to the future without dealing with your past. The good thing is that even though your family home is gone, your memories aren't. And lets face it your future looks pretty bright!! :)
Thank you for watching! I am glad to share it with you! Yes memories are forever!
Life isn't fair but live it to the fullest. ❤✌ Thank you for being vulnerable
thank you love that advice!
This is so relatable. If you haven't heard The House that Built Me by Miranda Lambert definitely do. This kind of stuff is hard for everyone. ❤❤
i have heard that song!! it is beautiful! always makes me cry!
i have lived in an apartment for 9 years and the day we had to move was so upsetting and i would constantly cry bc it would so awful, i had to say goodbye to my friends and my home where i had to spend most of my christmas's and birthdays and so many of my memories. the first couple of night in our new house didnt even feel like my room but it does get better! the memories will never be gone and you'll always have something back to look on and it will always be a part of u! ilysm and we're here for u no matter what❤
awww thank you for sharing!!!
I could not imagine the house that I grew up in be gone 😭😭😭
It was very hard but time heals
Angelique, you have so much to look forward too and such a beautiful journey ahead of you. My parents got divorced too and the home I grew up in was taken away. Don't dwell on the past, it will only make you sad. Focus on the road before you and how far you've come! It will only get better from here. Be happy love!
yes it will only get better!!! Thanks for the support
So strong of you to be so emotional in the face of strangers! ❤️ stay beautiful
Awww thank you!!
I know how you feel, Angelique! The house that I grew up in from 3 or 4 months old to 19 years old, my mom and I lost to foreclosure. Everything happened in that house. My mom and I cried as much as you the day we had to say goodbye to it. Every time we drive past it, i think, 'this is our house and to know someone else lives there now doesn't feel right'. That was OUR house. The way I see it, we weren't going to live there forever, my boyfriend and I will have our own place one day. It's just the next chapter of our lives. You just have to keep your head high ❤❤ love you!
Hi Angelique..I really feel what you're going through cause soon its gonna be the same for me.. I'm currently in London trying to pursue my acting dream and back in Italy my parents are selling our house, where all my safe places are, my memories and my peace.. and its so hard to think that soon that's gonna be gone, especially for someone like me who find hard to let go everything and get attached even to the most silly things..so imagine my home!!!! Im gonna miss with all my soul, from the comfort of my bedroom to the view out of the window, from the places where my cat use to sleep to the big sofa where I used to spend hours watching movies and dreaming about being in one of them! But mostly Im gonna miss how it makes me feel..knowing that home is always there and you're gonna find it waiting for you..and now its hard, especially cause I'm far away and I cant enjoy the last months before the moving..so yeah, I cried a lot watching you telling your story in this video but thank you so much for sharing it with us, hope you will find the same safe and happy place in your new home with Sawyer x love you!
Thank you for sharing!! i understand you completely!! you described it perfectly!!! :)
Glad to know im not the only person who feels this way
youre not alone
oh sweetheart do not cry. I know that feeling when your parents gettin divorced and everything changes. family exists in so many ways but it will never be the same again.. keep your head up
It doe change everything and it was for the better but always hard to accept at first! Thank you for the support!
Change scares me too but it will get better!!!
yes it will thank you!
I really wish MORE youtubers were comfortable being vulnerable and being honest! Your sharing your life thats what TH-cam is! Thank you Angelique!
yes it is and i am happy to share mine! thank you for watching
So proud of you for sharing your emotions and being true. Stay strong love
thank you for watching!
divorce will destroy a family more then death.
that is for sure, even if ur parents divorce when you're 40. the whole family structure is never quite the same.
I don't think thats true. At least you still have both parents in a divorce. And your parents are happier apart than they are together. In death one parent is gone forever, and the parent still living has lost the love of their life and it wasn't their choice. I would trade anything to have my parents get divorced over having to watch my mom die and not have her here at all.
xoxerin85 Keep in mind, in most divorces only ONE made the choice to end the marriage ; the other usually didn't have a choice, so the intensity of loss is every bit as strong as in a death...to that person, AND they get the added pleasure of watching their former spouse begin a life on their own (often with new relationships) without them in it. MUCH harder to find closure for the one who didn't want it to end.
cmocha1 I guess you really can't speak for sure about which is harder unless you've been through both scenarios. But I was talking about the children's perspective. Not the adults. At least with divorce you still have both parents there. It may not be perfect but you still have them.
xoxerin85 Yes, that's true.(BTW, I have been through both)
Thank you for sharing this-- I just want to give you a gigantic hug right now. I actually went through the same thing a few years ago. My parents got divorced about 8 years ago when I was 16, but my mom continued to live in the home I grew up in. And the house represented exactly what you said-- it was the last piece of my "normal" life and of them being together. It was always comforting when I'd visit while I was in college and I still had my childhood bedroom and everything. But about 4 years ago, my mom sold the house and moved to another state. It was hard. I had a hard time defining what "home" was to me after that since I was in college and both of my parents had moved to new houses. To this day, I haven't driven past the house. I'm sort of afraid to see how/if the current owners have changed it. It is just a house, but its also a home where years upon years of memories have been created. While it is hard, I'm sure there will be tons of new memories made in your mom's new house which will help make it feel more like a home
Yes!!! I agree completely! thank you for sharing your story!!! Means a lot to hear!!!!! :)
thank you for being so vulnerable and open with us!!! houses are really special and hard to leave but now you get to look forward to a new part of your life. we all love you and support you!! ❤❤❤❤
Thank you for listening means a lot! yes a new chapter! :)
I fully understand where you're coming from. I have completely changed up my life this year, meaning letting go of some things and gaining some others, and as much as I love the idea of change I really never deal with it as well as I think I am going to haha!
So hang in there girl, no one can take those memories from you, and hopefully you can think of the house selling as not goodbye but just hello to a new future with so many more opportunities and more happy memories to come, which can be really exciting! Thank you for being so real, you're such a beautiful soul xo
Yes change is very hard! but most the time for the better! Thanks you for listening :)
i love you.. i admire your strength as you made this and having the courage to upload this. my parents divorced back in 2014.. i still remember the day my dad walked out.. just know you are loved, know that this will make you stronger, and know that this is just another event in your life that will shape you into who you are. thank you for sharing this xoxo
it was hard i waited 5 month to edit it... it was very therapeutic to relive it! know that you are loved too! Thank you for watching
Hi Angelique,
So sorry for your pain, I do understand you're feelings 100% . The good thing is you will always have memories!!
Unfortunately it doesn't end there. When you are eventually blessed with children, they inevitably grow up and leave home too. My two boys have both moved on, one to the US Marines and one to the world of TH-cam. It's an interesting transition, but the pride one feels for seeing their kids happy and successful far outweighs the sadness of watching them drive away.
Thank you for being so kind to my TH-cam son.
awwww thank you for sharing!!
Love you and Sawyer ❤️ I have loads of memory boxes as well!❤️ Hate seeing you cry 😢
they are my favorite thing!
Angelique Cooper I still have my baby bracelet and my mum's ring&earrings from before she died❤️
You literally made me cry. I grew up in Ohio. A very small town. We were the very poor kids/family. I am now 37 years old. It was not that long ago but in my house we had no telephone and no toilet. But, it's very weird that it reminded me of my house even though it was not at all as beautiful as yours. No matter what a home always be our home. So I'm so sad just thinking about my house is no longer there that I grew up in but it would be awesome just to go back in time to just walk around to the memories. XO. It's neat that you go video and I felt your pain when saying goodbye. I'm new to your channel and already love your videos. Thanks for shairing!!!!!
I know how difficult divorce is and I can only imagine how hard it was for you to post this video! Thank you for sharing this with us you are a beautiful person!
Sending you big hugs from England! Sorry if they're a little wet, I was crying right along with you. I had to leave my childhood home behind a few years ago too after suffering a loss in the family. Change isn't always easy, or good, but it makes us who we are, and leaves us stronger for it...eventually...and it is with that new found strength that we can move on with our lives and making the world a better place because of those memories and experiences.
Thank you for opening up and letting us into your life at such a personal and emotional time.
Thank you for watching and sharing your story! Means a lot to hear!
Powerful video Angelique. Thanks for being brave enough to share your honest reaction. I can definitely identify with your feelings about your parents divorce, cleaning out the house & how it brought back so much you had pushed to the back of your mind. It's a very hard thing to deal with, for sure.
Yes it was !! thank you for watching
OMG this vlog made me so emotional girl!!! Loved seeing a look into your beautiful past. xx
My family is about to move from the house I've always lived in and grew up in and watching this makes me feel like everything will somehow be okay, thank you. It's a sense of comfort knowing I am not alone in being sad about this.
everything will be ok... it will just take some time! it is sad and will be you are not alone
I totally feel this.. My family moved out of my childhood home in November last year and I've been going through a tough time recently anyway with graduating and feeling really lost and alone. And I remember dropping my friend off at her house the night before she was moving away in December and al I wanted to do was just drive back to my old house and for everything to just be how it was. My parents are still together and I'm so thankful for that, so I can't relate to you on that level but definitely having your childhood home not be yours anymore is really heartbreaking. Hope you're feeling better!
yes that feeling is tough but it does get easier!
that is a very beautiful home..😍
Thank you!
This made me cry too... my mom up and left one day with no note or explanation to anyone 6 years ago. We never knew why until 2 years later when she wrote a letter, so I know how difficult it can be. I would hate to move from the house we are still at but i know it will have to happen some day, just hope I can be stronger then. hang in there love!
Growing up does really suck. That's why I try to remind myself to love where I came from and love where I am right now. I'm very sorry for this Angelique but the future is going to be absolutely amazing. Love you ham💓 Can't wait to see what you have for us for the future!
Yes live in the moment! Cant wait to see either!
Omg, I just want to hug you and make you not be sad!! 😔 I went through a very similar situation as this about 2 years ago once my parents sold our house a while after their divorce. it was very hard having to pack my childhood belongings and leave behind the house I grew into a young women in.
I love you for this Angelique!! 💗💗
AWWW thank you for the virtual hug! yes its hard!! thank you for sharing
One of the nice things about memories is that we keep getting to make new ones. That is how I get through times like this. Hugs and prayers for a brighter day.
very true!! love making new memories!
I feel your pain girl, I still remember the last day I walked through my childhood home like it was yesterday, I was a huge mess! It's nice to know the people that live there and let me and my siblings come visit when we're in town.
awww that is very nice of them!!!!
growing up sucks, sometimes.
I feel you, it's hard to see something disapear what meant the world to you... like literally it was everything. Watching your video made me flash back. At least it was real at one point in our lives, so we can consider ourselves as very very blessed.
yes it is hard!!! we are very blessed!
sometimes its the little things in life you take for granted and then when they are taken away they are things you miss the most. But with that being said now you get to make new memories with Sawyer, let me tell you that you are one very lucky person there are a lot of people who would give the world to be in your shoes. One of my favorite sayings is "when one door closes another door opens" and I think this saying applies perfectly for this video.
Just my two cents of knowledge gained from the 31 years ive been on this earth.
I really enjoy watching you and Sawyer together, your a beautiful, funny inspiring couple.
take care.
Thank you for sharing!!! i totally agree with that saying!! :)
This is how I felt when my grandma passed away years ago and her house was cleaned out and sold. Thanks for sharing xo
so hard.... thank you for sharing as well
Everything about this video moved my heart. It was vulnerable, heartfelt and nostalgic....
awwww yes it was! thanks for watching
I relate to this so hard. While I've been moved out with my boyfriend for over a year now my father is starting to slowly pack up the 20 years my family spent in the house. He's going to be selling the house soon and I've cried multiple times thinking about it. It's the ONLY house I've ever known. It's so emotional and this video is sooo touching. Thank you for sharing your beautiful home and memories with us. Loved seeing you dance in the kitchen with your girlfriends. Much much love. ❤️
awww thank you for sharing and for listening!!! :)
The most important/productive transitions in my life were the most intensely painful. My truth, these are the moments that define you, cause you to grow and become the awesome person you are, and will continue to be. Hang in, it's going to be a ride!
totally agree the hardest part are the parts you learn most from.
I saw so much of me in you in this video, Im not good with change. My parents got divorced when I was 7, im almost 23 and i still remember like it was yesterday, My dad left in not the nicest way. So many times I've said to my mum i dont want to grow up but its okay to cry and feel that way every now and then, Angelique always here, I cant give you physical support but can support you by me and my girlfriend watching your conent and loving what you do. x
Yes its soooo ok to cry.... i cry all the time!!! :) AWWWW thank you for your guys support! I truly appreciate it!
Angelique Cooper I hope your feeling a lot better than you did 💚
I've been struggling with my depression for a few years but when I saw you crying that's how I felt when I was making life harder for my family
awwww you are never alone!!! just one day at a time
Very true! Thank you so much for replying! I love you
Awh, I cried watching this.
When my parents divorced it was hard to let go of our home and move into a new one. I don't do well with change either but I'm glad we did because now we're all happier. Thank you for sharing this video❤
so emotional but cute, at the same time. You are a genuine person and that is a great thing nowadays
I hate and love change. It's just one of those things like it happens everyday and it's funny because I can relate with you, memories are so precious especially when you realise the place that kept them alive won't be around again. My mum recently left my dad a few months ago and when I look back on the memories of my family together it makes me realise how special they were and I'd go back any day to be together as a four which is sad but in life we just need to move on to a better place with new experiences. Just have to stay positive and bring that positivity into your life. Appreciate the past but look into the future and all the memories you'll create when you have your own family
yes change is gonna happen and it can be tough but it makes us who we are! :) Thanks for sharing!
this made my heart break. I hate change too. Thank you for sharing
I thought this would be a typical video of a typical TH-cam everyday struggle, before I knew it I found myself balling my eyes out. Tomorrow I turn 22. An hour before I watched this video I was pouring my eyes out in the shower about it. Every year I get older I get a bit sadder. A few years back my home I grew up in for 19 years had foreclosed on us. It was the only home I knew. My parents had gone through a pretty nasty divorce and due to it I no longer speak to my mom. My birthdays are a reminder of a time when life was easy. It makes me sad to know myself and the ones I love are growing old. I understand that ghostly feeling of walking around the house you love for the last time. It hurt me to watch this and to relate to it so much. I am here for you Angelique. The home you have now will hopefully create just as great of memories for you, just remember a house is not really quite a home without the ones you love inside it.
AWWWW i am sorry i made you cry! Thank you for sharing... i don't know what happened between you and your mom but just remember ...Life is short. trust me i know... so glad we could relate!!! I am here for you too! Yes on to new memories and create them with people we love!
I'm 17 now and I've lived in three different houses so far, so I have to say I've never felt like that but I can imagine it being really hard leaving a place like that. But I have no doubt you'll be fine because you're strong. Much love.
Thanks for the support!
Thank you so much for sharing! I know this is hard
I believe that!!! it all happens for a reason!
It is really brave for you to share your past with others. So much respect.
thank you
All the hugs, Angelique. You're so strong for sharing this with us, it was amazing to see more of who you are and who you were as a person.
so glad you enjoyed!!! Thank you for your support!
Omg, you are so welcome!! Love you!!
That home defines Bad and Boujee.
That happened to me in 1989 when my parents got a divorce. First, my dad moved out. He was never there so no big deal. Then we moved out of my childhood home. That was hard. I know where you're coming from. I gets better. My dad and I are closer than we ever were. My mom is still my biggest supporter. Life does suck, but it can be beautiful. Once you get done looking at the past, and spend time remembering with smiles and tears. Don't forget to look forward into the unknown with big open eyes and realize there is a lot more out there and you'll see it all, with Sawyer by your side.
I had this happen to me when I was 13. It was my childhood home. It was my happy place. The year we put the house up for sale was the year after my grandfather passed. I felt like I lost a part of me. Luckily it's 25 mins away from my house and whenever I'm in my old town which is often because I still have family there and all my doctors I drive by my house. Which is weird because when I left that house the idea of driving felt so far away and now I have a full time job a car and I park in front of the house and just reminisce about the good times. It gets better Angelique thanks for showing us this part of your life ❤
thanks for sharing! and of course thanks for listening
Love you Angelique
Thank you so so much Angelique for sharing that, I went through the same thing 3 years ago and was one of the hardest moments of my grown up life so, thank you for sharing xxx
yes it is the hardest. Thank you for watching
Angelique thank you for posting this video! It was so cool to be able to see your house and I loved that you were able to show us your personal struggles in a very real way. On a more positive note, I thought this video was really well done as far as the music/editing combination. You're doing a great job!
I am so happy i decided to share! and thank you for the compliment on the video!
Lady, your video made me cry so hard!! I'm going through a divorce, and I'm withdrawing from alcoholism I have 3 beautiful children, I'm quitting so I can be a better momma and I'm trying so hard to be strong. thank you for showing such vulnerability like this online! that's very brave :) the only thing inevitable is change. love you girl
Im sorry i made you cry! keep it up! it will mean the world to them!!! Just stay in the moment and once day at a time!!! Its what i do and it helps! :)
Awh Angelique..I know how you feel..I had to help pack up my grandmas house once she passed away and that house held so many memories I had 18 christmases there and all that..growing up does suck but take all the memories and hold them tight❤️ much love❤️
so hard!! yes gold onto them! :)
Throughout my entire high school and even now as I am in college, I have dealt with friends who have left me. They don't know it, but because of them it is hard to get close to people. They have left me with emotional scars that I still have today. What made it the most difficult was realizing that they were no longer a part of my life. Cutting someone who has been part of your daily routine out of your life so quickly is really difficult. I am sorry about your house, but you have Sawyer and your two wonderful dogs to create new amazing memories with.
Yes that is always tough.. people come and go... that is life!!! I am sorry you went through that.. it is never fun! Thank you for your support!!
Great video. It's sad to leave the house that has so many memories. Time to Push Forward and start new chapters in life. You are on a great path with that crazy BF you have. Things will be just fine Angelique. Stay strong & be well.
awww thank you!! yes everything will be ok! :)
You will always have memories and the years will only make them more precious and sweet to recall every once in a while.
agreed
I moved to a different country from Engaland to Portugal and left my friends and family and the first ever house that i lived in and I have no family that lived in Portugal. all I remember doing is kissing every single one of the walls and saying goodbye to the house and that is all that matters are the memories for example my grandfather that sadly passed away when he was going to live with us in Portugal .but then about 4 years of living in Portugal found out that we was going to to visit England so I saw my friends and my old house from the outside said it was so sad .It was scary moving to a country where you don't speak one word of the language but I now speak fluent portugese😀😀.i started to getting bullied at school has stoped now tho.I have my best friend now I love her to the moon and back . I just wanted to tell you that will get easier I thought to my self as long as my family is happy I am happy .
this video made me cry because I know what you are going frow .
it will only make you stronger .
all the best for you future I hope all you dreams come true . love you and your videos .
also if you ever are thinking of places to visit on vacation I recommend Portugal .😐😐😘😘😭😭👌
AWWW thank you so much for sharing you story!!! Meant a lot to hear! :) I would love to visit portugal!
. Many many times has it happened & there is no cure for emotions that come with life changing events. Thank you for sharing this with us, makes you even more real just like emotions are. At the same time your tears triggering mine was therapeutic because we have to move on.
Most recent moving on experience for me was the ending of a relationship. Slowly the good memories are the ones that I most often think of.
Hugs & lots of positive energy for a beautiful person.
thank you for sharing!! ending of a relationship is hard but time heals
Thank you so much for sharing this with us ❤ so beautifully raw and real, it's so special to get to know you better!
thank you for letting me share
You have a very beautiful home! I totally understand how sad it is to say goodbye. Hold on to your memories tight! xo, Sarah
Thank you!! I will! :) xoxo
So sorry for your sadness Angelique. I have 1 suggestion. Maybe take comfort in the fact that you did have such a wonderful childhood. Sadly everyone doesn't have the luxury of such good times and such a beautiful and also stable home. I only lived in 2 homes growing up and both have good memories. And tho we moved out of the 1st house when I was 10 I still missed it. I even went by when I was older and married and knocked on the door and explained I'd been my childhood home and asked if I could walk thru!! lol. Thankfully they didn't think I was nuts (or dangerous) and did let me come in and walk around. lol. The biggest change was we had a full basement with part being more "basement" like..storage, laundry..etc, and the other part being what we called a "clubroom" for playing, watching tv...But at some point after we left, new owners had turned that space into bedrooms/bathroom. It was completely transformed. My parents lived in our next house until they passed. My sister still has it to this day. They stay there when her family goes to "the shore". (The town is very close to the coast and a really nice beach.)
I can feel you Angelique ♡ i don't do great with changes as well. my parents sold our apartment last summer. my brother and me grew up there. we never moved. i loved it so much there. i mean how couldn't i? i spoke my first words there, made my first steps. my best friends always came for a sleep over. it was soooo hard for me leaving it and watching the new family sign the contract. i cried for days :(
I feel you 100% its so crazy how much it means
You are a beautiful soul, Angelique :)....loved your memory-vox (video-box). THX for sharing, bless your heart......
love the name ...vox!! so clever!
Ohh, you're making me cry, Angelique! The house I spent most of my childhood in is not ours anymore and it is a weird feeling. It sometimes feels strange to not have a room that is mine in my parents place. Yeah... growing up is hard.
sorry i made you cry! I feel you on the "guest room" haha its weird!
I know the feeling, I'm really bad with change. It can be really hard, hang in there girl! 😊
aww thank you
such a gorgeous home to grow up in!!!
I just went through something so similar! Although my parents aren't divorced they did move 11 hours away from the city that I grew up in, and they decided to do it a week before I moved out of state for college. My parents moved from Birmingham, AL to West Palm Beach, FL and I moved from Birmingham, AL, to West Palm Beach, FL and then a week later to Charlotte, NC. It was so hard to leave the only place I'd ever really known, move to a new one with my parents and then move again for school. I almost called it quits during my school orientation, I thought I could take a semester to apply to schools that were in my home town and then stay there forever, but I decided to stay in NC and I can't imagine how much I would've regretted quitting school before it even began. As someone who has gone through the pain of losing a place you called home your whole life, it does get better. You can cherish the memories you had there forever and you get begin on a new adventure. You are so strong girl and this will only make you stronger! You're also so lucky to already have a life established in a place you love, and remember that home is where ever your loved ones are. For me thats Charlotte, Birmingham, and West Palm Beach now, you get to explore and make new memories and fill more memory boxes with things from all the new adventures to come. I appreciate how candid you were and how brave you are for showing the world how hard it is to let go of the place you call home. I love your videos Angelique, and wish you the best!
Thank you for sharing your story!!! Meant a lot to hear!!! So glad you were able to stay strong as well!!!! Much love!!!
girl I feel ya. my parents divorced 2 yrs ago too and our family house was sold. as devastated as I was, I didn't give myself a choice. I'd been in that house since birth and I still miss it. just know ur not alone, we grieve with you. here's to making new memories and a happier life. my love is with u babe, thanks for sharing (& for making me go thru 1/2 a box of tissues lol) 💋💋💋
Yes to new memories!! and sorry about the tears... i owe you a new box if tissues! haha
haha well if im blessed enough to meet u when u come to Australia then I'll hold ya to it ;-) xx
I don't do well with change either so i feel you :( thats why it's so good that you vlog is you can look back on it later.
yes that is why i am happy i decided to make it! :)
angelique this video reminded me of moving out of my childhood home too it was really hard for me to move out even tho it was a small house and I shared the room with my sister I really had a hard time packing up my life many years ago now. I lived in house until 20 something and moved out somewhere in my 20s as well. also things have changed on the outside and most likely in the inside as well. I still cry to this day BC I miss the old house and being able to be like a spider and climb the walls BC they were close enough but still far apart.
haha love this!!! thank you for sharing
Cried my eyes out throughout all of this! 😢
awwww well thanks for crying with me!
YOU DEFINETLY DID NOT GROW UP POOR!
I totally understand you!
I am in a "Growing Up Sucks" kinda situation aswell right now. In a few months I will hopefully graduate und finish school but I have absolutely no clue what I can do nor what I want to do afterwards. It really sucks waking up every morning not knowing what to do about it...
It will come I promise!!! you will figure it out! :)
You have no idea how much this video blessed my life ❤🙏🏼
awww so glad you enjoyed!
We had to sell the only house I knew after my stepdad passed away in 2015, at the same time we were moving out I was heading off to college so it was super emotional. I definitely miss my old house but for the sake of my mom's health the new home we not live in is much safer for her. That helps comfort me being so far away at college. But I know how you feel having to give up the place you made so many memories in.
sending you so much love. my parents divorced when I was 22 and it sucked. I'm excatly the same as you.., don't like change, so i found extremely hard, but it gets easier. and thdn when i was 28 my beloved dad passed away aged 60 vv suddenly and this week is the 5th anniversary since he passed, I found your videos habe helped me through some shitty times in my life, so i wanted to send you some love as you go through this change and just to let you know it will all be ok. also loved your vlog, hope you can vlog more in future, xxxxx
Awwww thank you for sharing!!! So glad i could help and thank you for listening it meant a lot!
moved out of my childhood home last year, the only home I ever grew up in. I didn't all fond memories, but it still felt so weird leaving. It also was the last thing we had as a whole, I know the feeling. It gets better with time!
thank you for sharing!! yes it will!
moving out of your childhood home does suck especially when your home looks like angeliques home. MANSION!!!
So sorry for this happening to you. It really sucks, but you still have both mom and dad!
yes i do and They are still friends! :) So i am very lucky there
I've gotta meet you someday! It's crazy finding out how many of the same people we know like Sydney and I were in the same sorority. I've got quite a few friends who lived in or are from Sandy haha I graduated from East High in 2012 :) anyways I know how ya feel girl! My parents split up and I moved back and forth so much from CA to NV back to CA then NV for another year and finally Utah back in 2006! I've stayed here ever since. It'll be okay though! You've got your hometown and tons of loved ones and places to visit💕 stay positive and flawlessly fabulous💁🏽
I'm in the proses of moving away from the only home and house ive ever known. my family is going through a hard time and its not easy it was nice to watch the video and know I'm,not alone. thank you so much
of course! you are never alone! It is soo hard!
I love change! im slightly addicted to it, however moving out of my childhood home wasnt easy either, I had to give up my own street that I always would dance on under the street light and leave my very best friend behind....little did I know that that made it a bit more of a challenge to be her friend :'(
Its not easy, but like everything else you grow and it becomes bittersweet.
yes it des!!!
One of the hardest things I've went through was my parents divorce and then my oldest brother passing away when I was 11. He was my rock and was there when I felt the most alone. It forced me to move from my dads house to my mom because I couldn't stand the pain of my home with all the memories and it's still hard 3 years later to stand it. I feel your emotional pain girl, I feel it.
I am terribly sorry for your loss! Thank you for sharing!!! :)
Cried with you❤This was really touching and helpful in a way, to know we all find things hard no matter how old or what the situation❤
thank you for crying with me! so glad it could be helpful. its hard no matter what age!
Thank you for sharing this with us. My parents are about to sell my childhood home and are honestly on their way to divorce so this really hit home with me... I cried right along with you!
thank you for listening. awww sorry to make you cry!! you are not alone
Love you Angelique
We moved out of the house that I spend the first 20 years of my life a few years ago. My grandmother designed the house and raised my dad, aunt and uncles there. It meant so much to my entire family. It was hard to pass it on to a new family. It was actually one of the hardest things I've ever had to do, but now there's new memories to be made in different places. It's sad, but it's also the beginning of something else. Still, doesn't make it any less sad does it
I feel you!! It was really hard! Thank you for sharing means a lot!