Mitski's new album 'The Land Is Inhospitable and So Are We', featuring the song "My Love Mine All Mine" is out now. Watch the music video: th-cam.com/video/vx4kLgnFexo/w-d-xo.html Listen to the album: mitski.lnk.to/TLIIASAW
as far as i know she wrote the song when she was 18. she was coming back home from a party, before dawn, when she lived in turkey, and started playing around with the keyboard she had in her room. it was the first song she ever wrote. i feel like it's a lot about being young and lost, after spending years feeling left out and depressed as teenager. she was in a point in which she didn't know what to do, or which way to go with her life. she spent a lot of time partying in a meaningless way. then this song came in a unexpected moment and changed her life.
this song is so indescribably painful. it sounds exhausted. it encapsulates the sort of loneliness one feels when one is around others, but not really with them, not really there
it's like that poem by richard siken but not the part where it says "you're in the car with a beautiful boy" more like where it says "you feel like you've done something terrible like stole pills or dug yourself a grave and you're tired"
shoutout to my go-to "i really wanna cry but i physically cant so i instead sit and listen to mitski and its not even helping at this point so instead i imagine myself repeatedly running full force into a wall" song
I think this song is about using hypersexuality to cope and unconsciously sabotaging yourself with it so that you may never create meaningful bonds with anyone. Carrying the "bag of bones" during the walk of shame back home indicates she's done a figurative crime, something she feels ill about, and the "I tell myself I'll clean tomorrow" sounds like a good old "I can stop whenever I want" to me
i think the song has to do specifically with having unhealthy/one sided sexual relationships, and seeking them out until you're worn out: "I'm all used up, pretty boy Over and over again" the way that it's talked about (i.e: "do what you came here to do") it makes it sound like she is seeing people who only want her for her body, without concern for her as a person, not even sparing her a single night. the "bag of bones" that she carries is her own body.
I think it's about trying to find love, but her searching never amounts to anything but one-night stands, which she accepts as a substitute for love, even though it can never satisfy her. She is lonely and doesn't know how to cope, which is why she is "tired of this searching", but doesn't stop because she is longing for intimacy and one-night stands are the closest thing.
Fucking hell you just read me like a book, i'll stick with your meaning of the song because it hit me hard enough to feel... comprehended. Not alone in the same shitty scenario that is not being able of finding healthy relationships because i tainted myself with meaningless hookups at a point I don't even know how to love properly. You, Robin billie Robin, have my respect. Wish you're all ok from a comment 1 year late :)
this song reminds me of myself before i realised i was a lesbian. hooking up with men, desperately trying to find any form of connection, but always coming up empty handed. so much happier and comfortable with myself now, thank god.
I'm proud of you, you're better. I hope that you're doing well. Just remember that your past never defines you, I've had to learn that and I've finally accepted that although my past was bad it doesn't define me nor does yours. ❤
As a fellow lesbian who deals w comphet, I love and appreciate you. I'm happy that you're finally happy and comfortable with yourself. I hope you're having a wonderful day.
Every song has such emotion behind it, that's something I truly admire about mitski and the way she can put such feelings into every aspect of her songs
@@dylanvillaotero6868 I re listened to puberty 2 and bury me and both do still have a good ammount of emotion. But Be the Cowboy has a lot of songs that just feel so structured an robotic. Maybe its just me...
@miserable lesbian yea like on its own be the cow boy is a great album, but in context of what mitski has done before it just doesnt exactly live up. though it def has some amazing tracks and music videos, and i'd say it got mitski the most fame because of nobody. i hope mitski returns soon maybe around the same time lorde does, two great albums hopefully at once would make 2021 an incredible year.
the line "I can take a little bit more" always hits the nail on the head for me. the way its sung, and considering the theme of this song, just sounds so tired and emotionally exhausted and agonizing. it just goes to show how remarkable mitski is with how her singing and lyricism works together
I- same with me just eating corn flakes at 7:00 am eating corn flakes cus I couldn’t sleep and now the sun is coming up so who knows if I’ll sleep at all
lyrics: I'm all used up, pretty boy, over and over again My nail colors are wearing off See my hands, pretty boy, what do they tell you 'Cause I've looked down at them not knowing why And after everything's done and I'm all undone You can hear my high heels walking on Clickity-clacking through the night I'm carrying my bag of bones Fluorescent store lights, you shine through the night Illuminate my pores, and you tear me apart Mercy on me, would you please spare me tonight I'm tired of this searching, would you let me let go I know my room is a mess, over and over again I tell myself I'll clean tomorrow Just move the stuff up off the bed and do what you came here to do But first open up a window for me And let the cool air in, feel the night slip in As it softly glides along your back And I hope you leave right before the sun comes up So I can watch it alone Fluorescent store lights, you shine through the night Illuminate my pores, and you tear me apart Mercy on me, would you please spare me tonight I'm tired of this searching, would you let me let go And I can take a little bit more Let's shake this poet out of the beast Just a, just a little bit more Let's shake this poet out of the beast
I’ve always seen this song as someone being used. The term bag of bones being a metaphorical term for how it feels to be bone dry. Being used over and over again until they are empty. With the constant reference of a male the song is seen as about a possibly sexual or emotionally tiring relationship that is one sided, the character is being used, physically or mentally. In this relationship that they simply can not get out of, they keep providing for the partner in the relationship, but they are becoming empty, in other terms, a bag of bones.
this song was with me through a really really dark time and i just want to say it does get better. recovery is so hard. but it does get better i promise. i’ll be a year clean in june. even if your not clean yet that’s okay, you will be, because you matter. because you are special. because you deserve to live. life is beautiful mate, don’t you EVER forget that.
!! LYRICS !! I'm all used up, pretty boy, over and over again My nail colors are wearing off See my hands, pretty boy, what do they tell you? 'Cause I've looked down at them not knowing why And after everything's done and I'm all undone You can hear my high heels walking on Clickity-clacking through the night I'm carrying my bag of bones Fluorescent store lights, you shine through the night Illuminate my pores and you tear me apart Mercy on me, would you please spare me tonight? I'm tired of this searching, would you let me let go? I know my room is a mess, over and over again I tell myself I'll clean tomorrow Just move the stuff up off the bed and do what you came here to do But first open up a window for me And let the cool air in, feel the night slip in As it softly glides along your back And I hope you leave right before the sun comes up So I can watch it alone Fluorescent store lights, you shine through the night Illuminate my pores and you tear me apart Mercy on me, would you please spare me tonight? I'm tired of this searching, would you let me let go? And I can take a little bit more Let's shake this poet out of the beast Just a, just a little bit more Let's shake this poet out of the beast
I did a little bit of writing based off of this song and how it makes me feel. I plead to the moon to sweep me off my feet and take me to another place, oh to wipe my memories and have the sea embrace me in its cold arms saving me from the torment of my own mind. Despite my pleasures I still feel a mundane ache yearning for someone to save me. There is no man at my window to save me from my own mind and there is no ocean holding me in its muted prison. there's only my four walls listening to the same cry of pain that's echoed since the day I died. I still wonder if I can be reborn into a story not so tragic and dark. Tell me what I'll let take me first, the moon or the waves of fuchsia blood tormenting the rest of my rainbow world. A broken song I've sang since the day he said he loved me. Was it a lie to me or his own twisted mind leading him into a labyrinth of my love, a broken song we both sing empathized by god herself.
Im reading these comments and I think it’s so amazing that everyone associates this song with different experiences and emotions, personally I relate this song to my SA experiences and just that feeling of continually being used and feeling trapped and just kind of accepting it eventually but just wishing to be left alone aka mercy on me. But also feeling a sort of attachment to my abuser and just wanting to let go. Thank you for this beautiful song I absolutely adore you mitski
my fav mitski song idk it just perfectly describes emptiness and the mindset of women who value validation of men so much that it ruins their self worth, and how her sexual desires make her feel dirty bc of the society she was raised and bc of how she's used for her body only in which i've struggled with many times :/
if mitski truly cared abt her fans, then wy would she make this gut wrenching, sob inducing, laying in my bed sobbing and not able to breath vibes, masterpiece of a song?
This song is so special to me. It just... it feels like exhaustion. Like you don't want to do this anymore, that you're tired of living like this, but you still get up at the same time, go the same places, and nothing's changing. And it's all so much But you almost want to collapse from it, because then you'll finally have a change... maybe finally you'll be taken care of. Ik that it has heavy themes of using s3x to cope, which i agree with, but to me it resonates because of it's beaten down, melancholy, almost content sadness. I feel that feeling in my bones, especially today bc i woke up to physically exhausted to move and I'm still lying here, haha
I connect this song with my chronic feeling of emptiness, trying to feel better trough pleasig a partner or just pleasing someone so i can feel usefull. in the nights when i am all alone by choice or bc just no one is there i try to write or play music or shaking the poet out of the beast that is my poor mental health.
k but it’s raining on 24th may 2021 and i just discovered this album. i’ve sobbed for so long. i’m exhausted. i have school. it’s 12 AM. i have exams. it’s such a vibe but yet i feel so ill and alone and sad. i’ve never felt this way about a piece of music.
in my opinion, i think this song is repetitively putting off your problems and carrying them around, running away from them instead of facing the little things. eventually creating a worsened weight for yourself.
not that i dislike her newer music, i literally love it, but i feel like the unpolished rawness of this song is not as prevalent in her more recent stuff. when i first listened to this song to completion it was almost like a religious experience, it’s just that fucking good 😭
Mitski's voice feels like being embraced warmly by an angel as i fall into an agonizing spiral of dissociation, self destruction and numbness. It feels ethereal, like i am being understood and becoming part of something pure, something bigger and better than me. It feels like im being accepted and seen by someone while also being a broken and abandoned piece of unfinished art. It feels holy. Edit: sorry y'all had to read this corny ass comment💀💀 i was feeling a little goofy at the time. A little silly of you will.
I learned the line is fluorescent lights after months of listening to this song. It connected to a very traumatic era as a child in a bathroom at school. The bathroom had a blueish green lighting and was very fluorescent lights. The 3 stalls were blue. And this song both makes the memories more visible and an outlet to cope. The first time I realized how close the lines resonate I felt like I was going to hurl. I’ve never had a physical reaction to memories until processing it to this song. Damn Mitski can tell stories people are too afraid to express.
I associate this song w my eating disorder. Her songs have so much emotions behind them… it makes me cry and feel comforted at the same time. Im crying rn just bc I ate too much. I hate this sm. I just want to eat without feeling guilty. I want my ed to “spare me tonight” so I don’t cry myself this night,too
"i know my room is a mess; i tell myself ill clean tomorrow" every day. ill clean tomorrow. pfft. i know i wont, but i keep saying it. its the same. i wont clean. i know i wont. it keeps piling up every day i dont clean. one by one. and my room is finally piled up as much as it can. its finally at its limit. just as us.
im so overhelmed by school and this song makes me feel understood. i dont even know where should i start, theres so much to do and tomorrow i have two tests, and the day after tomorrow is another one. i know ppl have worse problems but my situation is a bit hard. i used to be a really good student and now i dont know why but my grades are getting worse and worse. i promised myself to be a better student but i have no idea how. i am scared that i will fail. i wish i could do better
If I didn’t know better I would swear this comment was written by me. You’ve put my exact thoughts into words!! If it helps you at all, I completely understand how you feel and I don’t think anyone has the right to try and “one-up” you with their problems. Everyone’s struggling, including you, and I hope one day it becomes easier to realize that, while others may have it objectively worse, you don’t have to validate your own problems to other people. We’re all affected by things in different ways, your pain is valid!
this song feels like being trapped in a small room and just kind of accepting it, but still wanting out. the small room is metaphorical, for me its SH, and just feeling like you cant get out but being sort of okay with that, like youve stopped trying to leave in the first place.
I love her songs so much, they're so chaotic, yet peaceful and filled with emotions, her songs are the beauty in the chaos and the peace lying inside the sorrow
I know my room is a mess Over and over again I tell myself I'll clean tomorrow Just move the stuff up off the bed and do what you came here to do But first open up a window for me And let the cool air in, feel the night slip in As it softly glides along your back And I hope you leave right before the sun comes up So I can watch it alone my favorite lyrics. such a heartbreaking song, so many emotions. the way she sings makes me wanna cry, what a beautiful voice❤️😭
i remember crying to this at a wedding party (outside ofc), it was pretty dark and there was a playground nearby so i went there, i was depressed asf back then, i kinda cured, i love the nostalgia this gives me
I know this song is about someone’s significant other, but it reminds me of my relationship with my job. Everyone is trying to convince me I love working here, nothing really brings me joy about it and all I feel is drained day in and day out.
I love Mitski's music but it brings me back to such a dark time in my life and makes me feel miserable, i try my best to limit how much i listen to it for my own wellbeing
This has got to be one of my favourite songs, everything about it, mitski's absolutely stunning voice, the instrumental and especially the lyrics. They somehow encapsulate my feelings so well, feeling like I'm trapped inside my own body and can't do anything to escape. This song is a masterpiece and I will never be able to understand how mitski creates masterpiece after masterpiece.
SUCH an underrated song, and probably my favorite song of all time, something about this song like scratches my brain or something (That sounds really weird but that's the best way I can describe it) I just really relate to the lyrics and something about her voice and the piano in this song its just so perfect!
I'm all used up, pretty boy, over and over again My nail colors are wearing off See my hands, pretty boy, what do they tell you? 'Cause I've looked down at them not knowing why And after everything's done and I'm all undone You can hear my high heels walking on Clickity-clacking through the night I'm carrying my bag of bones Fluorescent store lights, you shine through the night Illuminate my pores and you tear me apart Mercy on me, would you please spare me tonight? I'm tired of this searching, would you let me let go? I know my room is a mess, over and over again I tell myself I'll clean tomorrow Just move the stuff up off the bed and do what you came here to do But first open up a window for me And let the cool air in, feel the night slip in As it softly glides along your back And I hope you leave right before the sun comes up So I can watch it alone Fluorescent store lights, you shine through the night Illuminate my pores and you tear me apart Mercy on me, would you please spare me tonight? I'm tired of this searching, would you let me let go? And I can take a little bit more Let's shake this poet out of the beast Just a, just a little bit more Let's shake this poet out of the beast
Oh no!!!! I just realized that on one of the many times I've re listened to this song i accidentally disliked it!! (I suspect this is because of my headphones touching the screen) but i feel the need to atone by liking and commenting because this song is beautiful and i love it so much
Its like being in a dim lit darkened long endless hallway, your only illuminated by the street lamps and blue moonlight outside.. You don't know if your back at the office or in a dream, all you can tell is that you have to keep going. You have to keep walking, dressed in your tight work clothes...a pencil skirt and red heels, dragging a heavy bag behind you. You don't know what's in that bag, but you know you *have* to keep going.
I think trauma can always bring out beautiful angst such as this song, whether by song, poetry or any type of art. You can get burnt out or find an expression with your experiences. I, for example, can and am able to express myself in a poetic and meaningful way with just words. You, too, can find some beauty within the ugly.
Mitski's new album 'The Land Is Inhospitable and So Are We', featuring the song "My Love Mine All Mine" is out now. Watch the music video: th-cam.com/video/vx4kLgnFexo/w-d-xo.html
Listen to the album: mitski.lnk.to/TLIIASAW
MITSKI I LOVE YOU
Mitskimitski
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OF COURSE, MITSKI💗💞‼️
me with tears streaming down my face patiently waiting for the candy crush ad to end so i can continue listening to this and sobbing
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No bc I’m literally playing candy crush and listening to this song as I read this comment.
I keep unliking this comment on accident bc i keep forgetting I've seen it and liked it before lmfao it gets me every time for some reason
mitski getting her coin tho
@@whamstan7454 as she deserves
apparently ms. mitski wrote parts of this song when she was like?? 17?? and thats wild this is a tiny peek into her mind at that time of her life
wait only parts??
as far as i know she wrote the song when she was 18.
she was coming back home from a party, before dawn, when she lived in turkey, and started playing around with the keyboard she had in her room.
it was the first song she ever wrote.
i feel like it's a lot about being young and lost, after spending years feeling left out and depressed as teenager.
she was in a point in which she didn't know what to do, or which way to go with her life. she spent a lot of time partying in a meaningless way.
then this song came in a unexpected moment and changed her life.
@@killermitchu wait she lived in turkey? when? why? i have so many questions
@@anarchistcatowner her dad's job meant that she essentially lived around the world for a good portion of her life, so she moved a lot.
@@anarchistcatowner she went to high school in turkey ankara
this song is so indescribably painful. it sounds exhausted. it encapsulates the sort of loneliness one feels when one is around others, but not really with them, not really there
Yes
yesss
The comments aren’t supposed to be this relatable 😭😭
yes and its so me
yeahhh it really doess
if i sounded like this i would literally never shut up
wouldnt let that beautiful voice go to waste
IKR
One word "Zhongli"
Same
Yo mama
There is not a single bad song of Mistki. She literally makes art in every song.
MITSKI ************
I love her songs
well yeah that is what a song is
Your right 😍😍
Mitski is love mitski is life
this song hits a really specific emotion that i don't think i can explain to nyself
It’s like a mix of hopelessness and exaustion
it's like that poem by richard siken but not the part where it says "you're in the car with a beautiful boy" more like where it says "you feel like you've done something terrible like stole pills or dug yourself a grave and you're tired"
@@sunshinehappybean5817 a combination of my fav artist and fav poet fuck yeah! also 100% agree
It’s a mix of everything that being depressed is.
ouch but emotionally
shoutout to my go-to "i really wanna cry but i physically cant so i instead sit and listen to mitski and its not even helping at this point so instead i imagine myself repeatedly running full force into a wall" song
OMG UNABLE TO CRY GANG bc literally me wtf
i wish i could cry so bad
@@laorquidea3748 right
YES TY FOR SAYING IT I LITERALLY CANNOT CRY WTF
wait what this is universal-
I think this song is about using hypersexuality to cope and unconsciously sabotaging yourself with it so that you may never create meaningful bonds with anyone. Carrying the "bag of bones" during the walk of shame back home indicates she's done a figurative crime, something she feels ill about, and the "I tell myself I'll clean tomorrow" sounds like a good old "I can stop whenever I want" to me
i think the song has to do specifically with having unhealthy/one sided sexual relationships, and seeking them out until you're worn out:
"I'm all used up, pretty boy
Over and over again"
the way that it's talked about (i.e: "do what you came here to do") it makes it sound like she is seeing people who only want her for her body, without concern for her as a person, not even sparing her a single night. the "bag of bones" that she carries is her own body.
I think it's about trying to find love, but her searching never amounts to anything but one-night stands, which she accepts as a substitute for love, even though it can never satisfy her. She is lonely and doesn't know how to cope, which is why she is "tired of this searching", but doesn't stop because she is longing for intimacy and one-night stands are the closest thing.
Fucking hell you just read me like a book, i'll stick with your meaning of the song because it hit me hard enough to feel... comprehended. Not alone in the same shitty scenario that is not being able of finding healthy relationships because i tainted myself with meaningless hookups at a point I don't even know how to love properly. You, Robin billie Robin, have my respect. Wish you're all ok from a comment 1 year late :)
i heavily associate this song with my ed. for kinda the same reasosn
@@pinkmilkshake1971 same, also i think much of her early work deals with EDs, or at least body image issues.
this song reminds me of myself before i realised i was a lesbian. hooking up with men, desperately trying to find any form of connection, but always coming up empty handed. so much happier and comfortable with myself now, thank god.
i am very proud of you :-)
I'm proud of you, you're better. I hope that you're doing well. Just remember that your past never defines you, I've had to learn that and I've finally accepted that although my past was bad it doesn't define me nor does yours. ❤
@@demi4696 thank you so much ❤️ i hope we both continue to heal throughout our lives
As a fellow lesbian who deals w comphet, I love and appreciate you. I'm happy that you're finally happy and comfortable with yourself. I hope you're having a wonderful day.
im so glad you are happier ! :)
the desperation in this song
Her vocals in this song wrap themselves around my heart in a soft but sad embrace
Every song has such emotion behind it, that's something I truly admire about mitski and the way she can put such feelings into every aspect of her songs
Then Be the Cowboy came xd i really feel some of the songs had no emotion at all. Though honestly after retired it started getting lost
@@ryansoats581 You're wrong.
@@dylanvillaotero6868 I re listened to puberty 2 and bury me and both do still have a good ammount of emotion. But Be the Cowboy has a lot of songs that just feel so structured an robotic. Maybe its just me...
@@ryansoats581 Yeah, it's just you, buddy.
@miserable lesbian yea like on its own be the cow boy is a great album, but in context of what mitski has done before it just doesnt exactly live up. though it def has some amazing tracks and music videos, and i'd say it got mitski the most fame because of nobody. i hope mitski returns soon maybe around the same time lorde does, two great albums hopefully at once would make 2021 an incredible year.
this aLBUM NEEDS MORE ATTENTION
YEAH! LIKE THIS AND PEARL DIVER ARE MY FAVORRITWN SOINGSANUY
Yeeahh
@@Dani-uj2cv frr samee
NO IM GATEKEEPING
@@jade-ht2ct LOL SAME THO
the line "I can take a little bit more" always hits the nail on the head for me. the way its sung, and considering the theme of this song, just sounds so tired and emotionally exhausted and agonizing. it just goes to show how remarkable mitski is with how her singing and lyricism works together
The vocal control in this is absolutely stunning!
Very underrated song.
This is me having a spiritual experience while eating chicken mcnuggets and listening to this song at 5:08 pm
same but i’m eating captain crunch at 2:17 am
quirky
I- same with me just eating corn flakes at 7:00 am eating corn flakes cus I couldn’t sleep and now the sun is coming up so who knows if I’ll sleep at all
@@ratteeth3920 why
@@there.9254 i was hungry
lyrics:
I'm all used up, pretty boy, over and over again
My nail colors are wearing off
See my hands, pretty boy, what do they tell you
'Cause I've looked down at them not knowing why
And after everything's done and I'm all undone
You can hear my high heels walking on
Clickity-clacking through the night
I'm carrying my bag of bones
Fluorescent store lights, you shine through the night
Illuminate my pores, and you tear me apart
Mercy on me, would you please spare me tonight
I'm tired of this searching, would you let me let go
I know my room is a mess, over and over again
I tell myself I'll clean tomorrow
Just move the stuff up off the bed and do what you came here to do
But first open up a window for me
And let the cool air in, feel the night slip in
As it softly glides along your back
And I hope you leave right before the sun comes up
So I can watch it alone
Fluorescent store lights, you shine through the night
Illuminate my pores, and you tear me apart
Mercy on me, would you please spare me tonight
I'm tired of this searching, would you let me let go
And I can take a little bit more
Let's shake this poet out of the beast
Just a, just a little bit more
Let's shake this poet out of the beast
Lenn Hirsch thank you
THANK YOU FOR THIS
THANK YOUUU
Kkhl
Shukran
I’ve always seen this song as someone being used. The term bag of bones being a metaphorical term for how it feels to be bone dry. Being used over and over again until they are empty. With the constant reference of a male the song is seen as about a possibly sexual or emotionally tiring relationship that is one sided, the character is being used, physically or mentally. In this relationship that they simply can not get out of, they keep providing for the partner in the relationship, but they are becoming empty, in other terms, a bag of bones.
I always thought bag of bones represented her body
the one chord before the chorus begins at 1:18 feels like a warm hug
how is this not more popular :[
the whole lush album is incredibly underrated :(
@@irene6907 Lush was the first album by mitski i heard and it's still my favorite :)
@@irene6907 :( ikr
@@irene6907 kinda glad tho, I can gatekeep it 😈
@@foreseeableobstacles same 😫
god i love this, it has a depressed and creepy vibe at the same time.
this song was with me through a really really dark time and i just want to say it does get better. recovery is so hard. but it does get better i promise. i’ll be a year clean in june. even if your not clean yet that’s okay, you will be, because you matter. because you are special. because you deserve to live. life is beautiful mate, don’t you EVER forget that.
i’m proud of u bb
I did get better, then I relapsed.
HAPPY 1 YEAR CLEANIVERSARY DANNIII
hey how are u doing now?
i had this exact experience, thank you sm i hope ur doing amazing
SOBBING, SHAKING, KICKING, SCREAMING, CRYING W THIS ONE🔥🔥🔥🔥🗣️
real
i heavily associate this song with my ed. it sounds like what being hungry with no appetite feels like.
MHM MHM IVE BEEN THINKING THIS TOO
you worded it perfectly
this is what the entirety of lush makes me feel like
Listen to abbey. I feel like that one can say the same thing
@@artyanisia yea
Listen I just want to know who broke mitskis heart
we have to thank them for this masterpiece then murder them in cold blood after
A Sagittarius
@@Di00rt yikes
no reason why *puts on fencing suit*
@@kaitotrimbleiii3998 *Grabs bow an arrows* Yeah totally
I heard that this is the first song she wrote and omfg I'm so OBSESSED
OMG
my 2nd fav song.😍
!! LYRICS !!
I'm all used up, pretty boy, over and over again
My nail colors are wearing off
See my hands, pretty boy, what do they tell you?
'Cause I've looked down at them not knowing why
And after everything's done and I'm all undone
You can hear my high heels walking on
Clickity-clacking through the night
I'm carrying my bag of bones
Fluorescent store lights, you shine through the night
Illuminate my pores and you tear me apart
Mercy on me, would you please spare me tonight?
I'm tired of this searching, would you let me let go?
I know my room is a mess, over and over again
I tell myself I'll clean tomorrow
Just move the stuff up off the bed and do what you came here to do
But first open up a window for me
And let the cool air in, feel the night slip in
As it softly glides along your back
And I hope you leave right before the sun comes up
So I can watch it alone
Fluorescent store lights, you shine through the night
Illuminate my pores and you tear me apart
Mercy on me, would you please spare me tonight?
I'm tired of this searching, would you let me let go?
And I can take a little bit more
Let's shake this poet out of the beast
Just a, just a little bit more
Let's shake this poet out of the beast
I did a little bit of writing based off of this song and how it makes me feel.
I plead to the moon to sweep me off my feet and take me to another place, oh to wipe my memories and have the sea embrace me in its cold arms saving me from the torment of my own mind. Despite my pleasures I still feel a mundane ache yearning for someone to save me. There is no man at my window to save me from my own mind and there is no ocean holding me in its muted prison. there's only my four walls listening to the same cry of pain that's echoed since the day I died. I still wonder if I can be reborn into a story not so tragic and dark. Tell me what I'll let take me first, the moon or the waves of fuchsia blood tormenting the rest of my rainbow world. A broken song I've sang since the day he said he loved me. Was it a lie to me or his own twisted mind leading him into a labyrinth of my love, a broken song we both sing empathized by god herself.
this is SO beautiful. would it be okay to write a song about this? just about how i felt reading this while listening to the song
@@leilawilliams7738 that would honestly be wonderful can you dm me on discord @ Dizzy Candles#0857 please?
@@leilawilliams7738 went full circle
Absolutely beautiful, brought me to tears. I can understand this with a great passion. And this song didnt help the tears are i read this. Haha!!
i love this comment and the replies sm
Her voice in this song is INSANE. Sometimes I can't even keep crying to this one because the sound is just so beautiful lmao
this hurts my heart so much
Can you guys believe Mitski invented bones just for this song???
Im reading these comments and I think it’s so amazing that everyone associates this song with different experiences and emotions, personally I relate this song to my SA experiences and just that feeling of continually being used and feeling trapped and just kind of accepting it eventually but just wishing to be left alone aka mercy on me. But also feeling a sort of attachment to my abuser and just wanting to let go. Thank you for this beautiful song I absolutely adore you mitski
You are so strong, I hope you’re doing okay ❤️
my fav mitski song idk it just perfectly describes emptiness and the mindset of women who value validation of men so much that it ruins their self worth, and how her sexual desires make her feel dirty bc of the society she was raised and bc of how she's used for her body only in which i've struggled with many times :/
god me too..are you ok?
@@SM-nm4cd naur💔💔but then again is anyone who listens to this song often ok
@@SM-nm4cd its mitski, does anyone who listens to mitski seem ok?
if mitski truly cared abt her fans, then wy would she make this gut wrenching, sob inducing, laying in my bed sobbing and not able to breath vibes, masterpiece of a song?
her music is so underrated! she deserves to be as famous as Beyonce, her music is incredible. so much emotion and beauty, I just love it
This song is so special to me. It just... it feels like exhaustion. Like you don't want to do this anymore, that you're tired of living like this, but you still get up at the same time, go the same places, and
nothing's changing. And it's all so much
But you almost want to collapse from it, because then you'll finally have a change... maybe finally you'll be taken care of. Ik that it has heavy themes of using s3x to cope, which i agree with, but to me it resonates because of it's beaten down, melancholy, almost content sadness. I feel that feeling in my bones, especially today bc i woke up to physically exhausted to move and I'm still lying here, haha
I connect this song with my chronic feeling of emptiness, trying to feel better trough pleasig a partner or just pleasing someone so i can feel usefull. in the nights when i am all alone by choice or bc just no one is there i try to write or play music or shaking the poet out of the beast that is my poor mental health.
“i know my room is a mess, over and over again i tell myself I’ll clean tomorrow” BRO I CAN’T EXPLAIN HOW MUCH I RELATE TO THIS LINE😭😭
k but it’s raining on 24th may 2021 and i just discovered this album. i’ve sobbed for so long. i’m exhausted. i have school. it’s 12 AM. i have exams. it’s such a vibe but yet i feel so ill and alone and sad. i’ve never felt this way about a piece of music.
that’s cute. i love you
@@eb6031 I love u too ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡
@Pickled Pomegranate thank u very much! I hope u are even better darling^ ^
I went through a period of time where I would listen to this song on repeat all day long. Ahhh
I hope ur doing better now!
SAME
this is the best song on lush besides brand new city. i take no criticism 😘
pearl diver erasure
@@bitchelm PEARL DIVER IS TOP 5. SORRY 😔
Y’all be forgetting door?!😩🙏
but eric and liquid smooth…
BUT HEAR ME OUT, abbey 😔
I came here to listen casually but I’m accidentally crying?
in my opinion, i think this song is repetitively putting off your problems and carrying them around, running away from them instead of facing the little things. eventually creating a worsened weight for yourself.
not that i dislike her newer music, i literally love it, but i feel like the unpolished rawness of this song is not as prevalent in her more recent stuff. when i first listened to this song to completion it was almost like a religious experience, it’s just that fucking good 😭
SAME OMG
FR MAN THIS IS UNMATCHED COMPARED TO HER NEWER SHIT
Lush is such an underrated album of hers 😣
GODDDD IMM GONNA FLING MYSELF INTO THE WALL HOW CAN A SONG BE THIS GOOD
Mitski's voice feels like being embraced warmly by an angel as i fall into an agonizing spiral of dissociation, self destruction and numbness. It feels ethereal, like i am being understood and becoming part of something pure, something bigger and better than me. It feels like im being accepted and seen by someone while also being a broken and abandoned piece of unfinished art. It feels holy.
Edit: sorry y'all had to read this corny ass comment💀💀 i was feeling a little goofy at the time. A little silly of you will.
mitski lyrical genius
this song feels like sitting in your room in the dark looking at something on your phone with the window open while its raining.
Or that feeling after having a panic attack and your in that derealization stage where you feel like your other worldly
@@Bambiluvr THIS OMG
this is the most sane description of a mitski song i’ve ever seen in my life
bro she says mercy on me and I feel like I've ascended and seen the face of God, if only for the briefest of moments
I learned the line is fluorescent lights after months of listening to this song. It connected to a very traumatic era as a child in a bathroom at school. The bathroom had a blueish green lighting and was very fluorescent lights. The 3 stalls were blue. And this song both makes the memories more visible and an outlet to cope. The first time I realized how close the lines resonate I felt like I was going to hurl. I’ve never had a physical reaction to memories until processing it to this song. Damn Mitski can tell stories people are too afraid to express.
I associate this song w my eating disorder. Her songs have so much emotions behind them… it makes me cry and feel comforted at the same time. Im crying rn just bc I ate too much. I hate this sm. I just want to eat without feeling guilty. I want my ed to “spare me tonight” so I don’t cry myself this night,too
my prayers go out to you cowboy patrick ♥️ youre beautiful no matter what you choose
the vibe i bring to the function
"i know my room is a mess;
i tell myself ill clean tomorrow"
every day. ill clean tomorrow. pfft. i know i wont, but i keep saying it. its the same. i wont clean. i know i wont. it keeps piling up every day i dont clean. one by one. and my room is finally piled up as much as it can. its finally at its limit. just as us.
Spending Christmas with mitski
sometimes i try writing a song and then i listen to this and remember this was the first song she ever wrote so i give up
im so overhelmed by school and this song makes me feel understood. i dont even know where should i start, theres so much to do and tomorrow i have two tests, and the day after tomorrow is another one. i know ppl have worse problems but my situation is a bit hard. i used to be a really good student and now i dont know why but my grades are getting worse and worse. i promised myself to be a better student but i have no idea how. i am scared that i will fail. i wish i could do better
If I didn’t know better I would swear this comment was written by me. You’ve put my exact thoughts into words!! If it helps you at all, I completely understand how you feel and I don’t think anyone has the right to try and “one-up” you with their problems. Everyone’s struggling, including you, and I hope one day it becomes easier to realize that, while others may have it objectively worse, you don’t have to validate your own problems to other people. We’re all affected by things in different ways, your pain is valid!
@@bigyikes8698hi, thank you sooo much and i'm sorry that you're struggling too
this song feels like being trapped in a small room and just kind of accepting it, but still wanting out.
the small room is metaphorical, for me its SH, and just feeling like you cant get out but being sort of okay with that, like youve stopped trying to leave in the first place.
imagine debuting with THIS. mitski you are SO GOOD ?? words bring my feelings to shame
hauntingly beautiful
fun fact, this was the first song mitski ever wrote
LOL WHAT
ITS ALSO HER BEST SONG I THINK
Here I am playing every known song by Mitski because we all know what she does to our hearts 🤷♂️
i listen to this song at least once a day i love it so much.
"And I hope you leave right before the sun comes up so I can watch it alone" hits
listening to this on the toilet with tears in my eyes
this song is so special to me. I feel like however depressed or overwhelmed I felt, this song still feels safe and comforting.
I love her songs so much, they're so chaotic, yet peaceful and filled with emotions, her songs are the beauty in the chaos and the peace lying inside the sorrow
After midnight,
I'm dragging my heart along with me on a mad search for a place where we both could lay peacefully
1:19 this part>>>>
Appreciating Mitski isnt enough, i have to give her my soul.
such an amazing artist.
I know my room is a mess
Over and over again I tell myself I'll clean tomorrow
Just move the stuff up off the bed and do what you came here to do
But first open up a window for me
And let the cool air in, feel the night slip in
As it softly glides along your back
And I hope you leave right before the sun comes up
So I can watch it alone
my favorite lyrics.
such a heartbreaking song, so many emotions. the way she sings makes me wanna cry, what a beautiful voice❤️😭
i want to listen to this song as the town burns down and i’m sitting on a roof at sunset. no thoughts, no pain, just this song and me forever
most underrated and most beautiful song ever, its so devastating I love it
i remember crying to this at a wedding party (outside ofc), it was pretty dark and there was a playground nearby so i went there, i was depressed asf back then, i kinda cured, i love the nostalgia this gives me
I think this song may be my favorite mitski song. I wish more people talked about this song it's so well written.
"mercy on me, would you please spare me tonight.."😭
This song being a DECADE AGO? Is CRAZY 😭! I lover her sm 🫶🏼
I know this song is about someone’s significant other, but it reminds me of my relationship with my job. Everyone is trying to convince me I love working here, nothing really brings me joy about it and all I feel is drained day in and day out.
why do almost all of her songs sound like something id play while trying to die :( I have no words
i think this is my favourite mitski song ever it's so fucking raw and important to me understanding my own existence :3
“let’s shake this poet out of the beast” GOLDEN
can we talk about how mitski and her fans are the best?
This song hits different
I love Mitski's music but it brings me back to such a dark time in my life and makes me feel miserable, i try my best to limit how much i listen to it for my own wellbeing
Mitski is really out here resonating with my feelings...
Best song in the whole album , wife as well
We love the wife love. Wife is horridly underrated bruh
GAH DAYUM🗣😩
I’m not depressed but if I ever become depressed I have the sad artist to listen to
This has got to be one of my favourite songs, everything about it, mitski's absolutely stunning voice, the instrumental and especially the lyrics. They somehow encapsulate my feelings so well, feeling like I'm trapped inside my own body and can't do anything to escape.
This song is a masterpiece and I will never be able to understand how mitski creates masterpiece after masterpiece.
SUCH an underrated song, and probably my favorite song of all time, something about this song like scratches my brain or something (That sounds really weird but that's the best way I can describe it) I just really relate to the lyrics and something about her voice and the piano in this song its just so perfect!
I'm all used up, pretty boy, over and over again
My nail colors are wearing off
See my hands, pretty boy, what do they tell you?
'Cause I've looked down at them not knowing why
And after everything's done and I'm all undone
You can hear my high heels walking on
Clickity-clacking through the night
I'm carrying my bag of bones
Fluorescent store lights, you shine through the night
Illuminate my pores and you tear me apart
Mercy on me, would you please spare me tonight?
I'm tired of this searching, would you let me let go?
I know my room is a mess, over and over again
I tell myself I'll clean tomorrow
Just move the stuff up off the bed and do what you came here to do
But first open up a window for me
And let the cool air in, feel the night slip in
As it softly glides along your back
And I hope you leave right before the sun comes up
So I can watch it alone
Fluorescent store lights, you shine through the night
Illuminate my pores and you tear me apart
Mercy on me, would you please spare me tonight?
I'm tired of this searching, would you let me let go?
And I can take a little bit more
Let's shake this poet out of the beast
Just a, just a little bit more
Let's shake this poet out of the beast
this song makes me wanna bang my head against a wall until my head turns to mush and we physically and spiritually merge together as one
fiona apple vibes. i love u mitski
Mary-Kate O'Sullivan wtf that's exactly what I was thinking
You and everyone else who has ever listened to Fiona Apple.
Handsome B. Wonderful yeah it just has that vibe
I don't see it actually
I mean there is the raw emotions of the lyrics that kinda resembles fiona's but it mostly feels like it's own thing
Oh no!!!! I just realized that on one of the many times I've re listened to this song i accidentally disliked it!! (I suspect this is because of my headphones touching the screen) but i feel the need to atone by liking and commenting because this song is beautiful and i love it so much
im replying 3 years later so u see this and listen to the song again
@@napkinhoarder21 same
i completely understand, sometimes i do the same thing and i feel absolutely awful
Its like being in a dim lit darkened long endless hallway, your only illuminated by the street lamps and blue moonlight outside.. You don't know if your back at the office or in a dream, all you can tell is that you have to keep going. You have to keep walking, dressed in your tight work clothes...a pencil skirt and red heels, dragging a heavy bag behind you. You don't know what's in that bag, but you know you *have* to keep going.
Dang she wrote this when she was 17?! I'm almost 17 and I don't think I could ever write anything this good she's so talented
I think trauma can always bring out beautiful angst such as this song, whether by song, poetry or any type of art. You can get burnt out or find an expression with your experiences. I, for example, can and am able to express myself in a poetic and meaningful way with just words. You, too, can find some beauty within the ugly.
I can't believe this has a million views and frequent comments now, it's been so long since I've heard this I almost forgot how gorgeous it is
mitski this song is my reason for living