Mitski - Crack Baby (Official Audio)

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  • @mitskileaks
    @mitskileaks  ปีที่แล้ว +601

    Mitski's new album 'The Land Is Inhospitable and So Are We', featuring the song "My Love Mine All Mine" is out now. Watch the music video: th-cam.com/video/vx4kLgnFexo/w-d-xo.html
    Listen to the album: mitski.lnk.to/TLIIASAW

    • @st4r.f
      @st4r.f 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +24

      hi

    • @jelloeater
      @jelloeater 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@st4r.f hello

    • @Random_weeb23443
      @Random_weeb23443 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      ​@@jelloeaterYo.

    • @jelloeater
      @jelloeater 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      @@Random_weeb23443 what🙏

    • @Random_weeb23443
      @Random_weeb23443 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @@jelloeater just wanted to say hi and that you're an amazing person :)

  • @blehhh6789
    @blehhh6789 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2050

    "Went to your room thinking maybe you'll feel something
    But all I saw was your burning body waiting"
    made me cry

    • @blehhh6789
      @blehhh6789 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +30

      breakdown cry

    • @animator19302
      @animator19302 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +20

      The fact its so relatable hurts deep.

    • @blehhh6789
      @blehhh6789 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      @@animator19302 fr.

    • @saentmelo2797
      @saentmelo2797 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      What does it mean

    • @ian-online
      @ian-online 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      it's up to you!
      i personally think it means grieving something or feeling alone, so you isolate more and lay down. but deep down, those feelings build up when you shut out the option of any outlet.​
      @@saentmelo2797

  • @amia7543
    @amia7543 ปีที่แล้ว +3990

    she was so real for this one

    • @wakeupeffy
      @wakeupeffy ปีที่แล้ว +134

      mitski always real bro

    • @m.rara.m
      @m.rara.m ปีที่แล้ว +28

      For realzies 😊

    • @saloteataata
      @saloteataata ปีที่แล้ว +18

      No literally

    • @idgaf2386
      @idgaf2386 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      - 👩🏼👩🏼👩🏼

    • @amia7543
      @amia7543 ปีที่แล้ว +46

      @@idgaf2386 im brown???😭😭😭

  • @jas3335
    @jas3335 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1039

    this song is my personal favourite, i interpret it as being 'doomed from the start' like growing up with an addict or someone abusive/neglectful.

    • @elle-dk9dn
      @elle-dk9dn 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +81

      I interpret it as looking for happiness knowing that you were once happy but not knowing what can bring that happiness back

    • @riotinvictus
      @riotinvictus 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +51

      as someone who grew up with a abusive and neglectful parents this song is exactly what it feels like. just constantly being confused and yearning for their love

    • @animator19302
      @animator19302 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +34

      Im both 😭🙏 I was an addict of alot of things that were all extreme like tons of drvgs, sm0k/ng, (binging/fasting/v0mit/ng) ; ed, and w energy drink as 3 daily in a month. W abuse and neglect, I dont know how to hold a fork or a spoon properly even till now, I js grip on it like how youll see babies grip on forks and another thing is that I cant pour juice in a cup unless im spilling atleast some and I feel embarasse to say all of this as I struggle w devoloping and been an addict before and around those times I was around 6-12

    • @hadleylel
      @hadleylel 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ⁠@@animator19302it's so rare to see someone else who has the same problems due to childhood neglect. i've always felt way behind from others because of it. i'm an addict and i also have an energy drink problem. you're never alone and please feel free to reach out. ik this is coming from a total stranger, but i've always felt alone bc of these problems and i wouldn't want anyone else to either

    • @lemonacesz
      @lemonacesz 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +19

      ​@@animator19302you are doing great, no need to be embarrassed because of not being able to properly do something you were never taught. i hope you are doing alright and im proud of you

  • @mik5735
    @mik5735 ปีที่แล้ว +3584

    If Crack Baby has million fans, then I'm one of them.
    If Crack baby has one fan, then I'm THAT ONE.
    If Crack Baby has no fans, that means I'm dead.

    • @briteb6y
      @briteb6y ปีที่แล้ว

      crack baby>>

    • @empath1ze
      @empath1ze ปีที่แล้ว +80

      no thats me😡😡

    • @gaabrie.l
      @gaabrie.l ปีที่แล้ว +111

      If crack baby has no fans, im rather mitski or crack baby itself.

    • @empath1ze
      @empath1ze ปีที่แล้ว +76

      @@gaabrie.l this is so real we are all crack baby

    • @dee-sv5ol
      @dee-sv5ol ปีที่แล้ว

      @@gaabrie.lreal

  • @franciconlainonlay
    @franciconlainonlay ปีที่แล้ว +1763

    "all of these 20 years tryna fill the void" THIS LYRIC IS SO AMAZING FOR NO REASON, remind me when i'll turn 20 to listen to this song

    • @Alim2599
      @Alim2599 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Frrrrr

    • @REVERIELOID
      @REVERIELOID ปีที่แล้ว +25

      are you twenty yet ::

    • @mosquake
      @mosquake 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +14

      You twenty yet?

    • @zozol1718
      @zozol1718 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +15

      Me this year. Maybe one day we will fill it

    • @strawberry665_
      @strawberry665_ 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      are you twenty yet?

  • @Random_weeb23443
    @Random_weeb23443 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +348

    This song is like when you suddenly start to feel empty and you're trying to figure out what went wrong because everything was perfect until your world fell apart...

    • @CorvineCadaver
      @CorvineCadaver 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +19

      OMFG NEURODIVERGENT "GIFTED" CHILDREN

    • @Random_weeb23443
      @Random_weeb23443 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      ​@@CorvineCadaver so fucking real.

    • @CorvineCadaver
      @CorvineCadaver 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      @@Random_weeb23443 slay

    • @Soraxton
      @Soraxton 19 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      me rn 🥰

  • @lucygoksu
    @lucygoksu ปีที่แล้ว +2031

    it's a shame she doesn't perform this live. one of my favs

    • @_neonana
      @_neonana ปีที่แล้ว +247

      Its probably very traumatic for her

    • @creepisami
      @creepisami ปีที่แล้ว +42

      i know this song is so beautiful

    • @pebblelive
      @pebblelive ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@_neonanahow?

    • @_neonana
      @_neonana ปีที่แล้ว +50

      @@pebblelive if you listen to the lyrics.. you'd understand.

    • @pebblelive
      @pebblelive ปีที่แล้ว +36

      @@_neonana girl I listen to the lyrics all the time

  • @psychedlicsouljam1995
    @psychedlicsouljam1995 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +368

    i lost my cousin. he was my little buddy as kids. he died at 25. he was born addicted. his mother used with him years later... i miss you . r.i.p i love u

    • @raydogmartinez4774
      @raydogmartinez4774 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +14

      aww may he rest in peace 🙏🕊️

    • @SM-nm4cd
      @SM-nm4cd 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      I'm so sorry. God bless him and you

    • @philosophirobin
      @philosophirobin 18 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      My condolences, I hope he’s in a better place now. Sending love from Canada ❤️

  • @Bbjju-x8h
    @Bbjju-x8h 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +825

    “We love you mitski” we all say in Union.

    • @jazminealfaro9042
      @jazminealfaro9042 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +16

      unison

    • @zaqvkn
      @zaqvkn 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      We love you mitski

    • @Duolingo947
      @Duolingo947 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      We love you mitski

    • @-Miss_Rose-
      @-Miss_Rose- 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      We love you Mitski

    • @jennifertheegg4779
      @jennifertheegg4779 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      We love you mitski💗

  • @mitskimaxxing
    @mitskimaxxing ปีที่แล้ว +493

    my personal favs
    0:46 the drums(?) after that line omg
    1:33 LITERALLY HEAVENLY IM ASCENDING RN THE BUILDUP IS SO GOOD
    1:57 this line :(
    2:45 this line pt. 2

    • @wishylane
      @wishylane ปีที่แล้ว

      i love that 0:46 sooo much it feels like im orgasming when i listen to tat exact scene idk what else would explain this perfectly

    • @flwr.enzzoo
      @flwr.enzzoo 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

      the drums felt so satisfying for no reason at all

    • @ao_sssan
      @ao_sssan 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      YES THE DRUMS and 0:34 too

  • @aziz_aira3291
    @aziz_aira3291 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +241

    I love this song, it can be interpreted as depression, addiction and need for validation/love. It’s so amazing and represents it all so good at the same time. Not that these three are so different from each other.

    • @aetherguy8036
      @aetherguy8036 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      I feel so seen by this comment

    • @aziz_aira3291
      @aziz_aira3291 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@aetherguy8036 im so glad I could make someone feel seen❤️

  • @meekiiee
    @meekiiee ปีที่แล้ว +435

    this song never fails to make me sob it’s so relatable to feeling that childhood trauma after “20 years on vacation” and finally starting to process it. i am a crack baby in the way that i was not seen nor heard. i am a crack baby in way that my parents weren’t around. i’m a crack baby in the way that my mother faced addiction. this song just tears at my soul. i love u mitski. thank you

    • @SHSL_Cupid
      @SHSL_Cupid 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

      I'M SO LATE BUT OH MY GOD YOU GET IT. (my mom doesn't face addiction but so much of my family does like it's crazyyy-)
      THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR PUTTING EVERYTHING INTO WORDS.

    • @meekiiee
      @meekiiee 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      @@SHSL_Cupid i didn’t even know so many ppl liked my comment :0 im sorry to hear u relate but at the same time glad ur not alone! my mum wasn’t addicted to crack but she was an alcoholic and addicted to gambling and super abusive. so 20 years on vacation for me, is like realising at age 20 that my childhood wasn’t what it was meant to be. this song is just amazing. always makes me cry but always worth it 💗

    • @SHSL_Cupid
      @SHSL_Cupid 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      ​​@@meekiiee STOP LITERALLY SAME ONCE AGAIN :0
      it's so hard with alcoholics in the family. my brother and uncle are drinkers and my sister is a smoker and all of them are pretty bad with gambling.
      My mom is just abusive without the alcohol or anything and it sucks :((
      It causes big rifts in the family with a bunch of different family members having so much stuff going on
      Yeah same it's really nice to hear I'm not alone 🥺😭💞

    • @altaccount12343
      @altaccount12343 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      What is a crack baby?

    • @meekiiee
      @meekiiee 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      @@altaccount12343 i would assume it’s a child that’s grown up around parents that have done drugs or otherwise been abusive

  • @spfaery
    @spfaery ปีที่แล้ว +758

    crack baby is my most favourite song ever I love listening to it so much the writing is phenomenal thank you so much for conjuring this song

  • @sayorideredere
    @sayorideredere ปีที่แล้ว +345

    "Crack baby you don't know what you want
    But you know that you had it once
    And you know that you want it back
    Crack baby you don't know what you want
    But you know that you're needing it
    And you know that you need it bad"
    that hit me so bad

  • @mick5233
    @mick5233 ปีที่แล้ว +195

    this is easily one of her best instrumentals. the vibes are immaculate

  • @enmu9504
    @enmu9504 ปีที่แล้ว +301

    god this song has me in a chokehold how is something so beautifully made

    • @enmu9504
      @enmu9504 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      fucking love you mitski

  • @qxrzu
    @qxrzu ปีที่แล้ว +197

    2:20 is where I start crying

    • @kitsm3537
      @kitsm3537 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

      I ALSO CRIED AT THAT SAME TIME

    • @cqttcarkitty
      @cqttcarkitty 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      2:00 for me 💔

    • @ebtrollfan
      @ebtrollfan 26 วันที่ผ่านมา

      2:49 for me

  • @guitaleleoeuvre
    @guitaleleoeuvre ปีที่แล้ว +203

    Haunting song that on one level seems to be about chemical addiction, but the "drug" references could also be metaphor for lost hopes and dreams! Mitski's melodic vocal bestows goose-bumps!

  • @Ray_hehe
    @Ray_hehe ปีที่แล้ว +760

    Down empty streets sniffing glue me and you
    Blank open eyes watch the moon flower bloom
    It's been a long hard twenty year summer vacation
    Both these twenty years trying to fill the void
    Crack baby you don't know what you want
    But you know that you had it once
    And you know that you want it back
    Crack baby you don't know what you want
    But you know that you're needing it
    And you know that you need it bad
    With wild horses running through your hollow bones
    Wild horses running through your hollow bones
    Went to your room thinking maybe you'll feel something
    But all I saw was your burning body waiting
    All these twenty years on a vacation
    Crack baby you don't know what you want
    But you know that you had it once
    And you know that you want it back
    Crack baby you don't know what you want
    But you know that you're needing it
    And you know that you need it bad
    Crack baby you don't know what you want
    But you know that you want it
    Yeah you know that you want it
    You know that you
    Crack baby you don't know what you want
    But you know that you need it
    And you know that you need it bad
    With wild horses running through your hollow bones
    Wild horses running through your hollow bones
    Wild horses running through your hollow bones
    Wild horses running through your hollow bones

    • @eriquin2
      @eriquin2 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      the lyrics are already in the video description.

    • @quinnst4r
      @quinnst4r ปีที่แล้ว +5

      you didnt have to do this LOL

    • @strapkins4999
      @strapkins4999 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +34

      @@eriquin2sometimes it’s just nice to be able to read them like this, no need to be negative 😊

    • @scrfur
      @scrfur 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      I love sniffing glue

    • @Jam_Toaster
      @Jam_Toaster 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      Sometimes people enjoy writing lyrics in the comments, it's nice typing them out. And some people (I) appreciate it :) ​@@eriquin2

  • @ren-w8s
    @ren-w8s ปีที่แล้ว +326

    "Crack baby, you don't know what you want.
    But you know that you have it once and you know that you want it back "
    That line was hitting in me deep.

    • @ebtrollfan
      @ebtrollfan 26 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Me with acting

  • @wintig24
    @wintig24 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +129

    I know this song is about actual crack babies, but I've always interpreted it as someone who has only ever experienced love conditionally trying to satisfy their need to feel wanted and appreciated. At least, that's what it feels like to me, as someone who has only received love and praise conditionally throughout my childhood.

    • @sunflarie
      @sunflarie 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +27

      hey! i would not say that the concept of "crack babies" is used literally in this song. I actually think this song relies heavily on your interpretation. the way it correlates with the subconscious understanding that people yearn for unconditional love without even being aware of it is what ties the whole metaphor together: crack babies are unable to understand that they are born as addicts, just like those who have always looked for unconditional love

  • @ConfidentlyIncorrect.
    @ConfidentlyIncorrect. ปีที่แล้ว +75

    Bro i just had this lingering feeling of emptiness and i don't know what it is but this song describes my emotions perfectly I love mitski she understands she has no clue i exist but shes been there for me more than real people in My life. Legend

  • @Bethany.Graystone
    @Bethany.Graystone ปีที่แล้ว +300

    What makes me this such a good song for me was that I was actually a crack baby, this kinda just explains my whole meaning. I don't know what I want, God Mitski your songs are so beautiful.

    • @garlic1710
      @garlic1710 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I don’t really get what the song’s abt can you explain ur interpretation pls :)

    • @berkeskaya
      @berkeskaya ปีที่แล้ว +151

      ​@@garlic1710 Crack is a drug and crack baby is a child whose mother was a drug user while pregnant, possibly an addict, so the child is born with the addiction to the drug even if he never actually tasted it. So it's a metaphor for a deep yearning for something you never even really had. But you're born with the yearning, it's ingrained in your very being. And if you try to satisfy your need with something, it will only make you more dependant on it.

    • @garlic1710
      @garlic1710 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@berkeskaya Ooooh I get it now! Thx for explaining :)

    • @heartbreakermashups
      @heartbreakermashups ปีที่แล้ว +30

      i was too. well technically i wasn’t actually born addicted but my mom did it while pregnant with me. and she passed when i was little related to that. part of me is frustrated she would put me in danger like that, but part of me understands she was in so much pain she didn’t care anymore. so this song gets me very emotional.

    • @daina4368
      @daina4368 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +16

      me too. crack baby, alcohol baby, meth baby, whatever. my mom was too. i watched her search for the feeling. i search for it now. i hated her when i was little but i understand now

  • @jbart1203
    @jbart1203 ปีที่แล้ว +152

    THiS SONG CAPTURES A FEELING SO INDESCRIBABLE ITS ABSOLUTE PERFECTION!! The way mitski evokes such a visceral and raw reaction through music and lyricism is absolutely beautiful!

  • @janmendez777
    @janmendez777 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +20

    “But you know that you had it once and you know that you want it back.” 0:48

  • @sugarcxat7729
    @sugarcxat7729 ปีที่แล้ว +265

    La voz de Mitski es tan angelical💗

  • @GalaxyBrownie-t6i
    @GalaxyBrownie-t6i 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +54

    “Crack baby you dont know want you want, but you know that you had it once. And you know you want it back.” STOP THAT MAKES ME CRY. That reminds me of 4th grade and before I moved to another state.

  • @orphaneater9746
    @orphaneater9746 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +45

    Mitski should not be allowed able to make music this impactful😭

  • @BeccahHowell143
    @BeccahHowell143 ปีที่แล้ว +59

    Mitski has an angelic voice. She conveys so much though her songs.

  • @weirdcatkid
    @weirdcatkid 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +19

    This, a pearl and liquid smooth are the songs that hit me the most personally in mitski's discography.

  • @hanten7
    @hanten7 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

    this song is the mitski song that resonates with me the most, personally. the literal meaning is that it’s about kids who were exposed to crack cocaine as fetuses through the pregnant mother who then grow up still addicted yet not knowing why or to what although in a more metaphorical sense I take it as losing something good you once had and not knowing what it was specifically and just a general sense of dissatisfaction and desperate longing for change. I’ve felt nothing but discontent with my life for the past few years and for that reason am constantly dreaming of something better, whether that be in terms of relationships, appearances, living situation, personal self, etc and the hope it brings is honestly the only thing keeping me going at this point despite not knowing for what exactly.

  • @Muffitsun
    @Muffitsun 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +52

    me when he says being clingy is cute but he doesn't know there's an unbelievable amount of attachment issues with it

  • @ethansariya
    @ethansariya 19 วันที่ผ่านมา +9

    i dont understand why yet, but this song hits me hard without fail every time i listen to it. maybe one day, i'll understand.

  • @Sucker4Mitski
    @Sucker4Mitski 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +60

    Crack baby is so underrated I never see it in any mitski playlists

  • @taylorlandin1186
    @taylorlandin1186 ปีที่แล้ว +82

    As a literal crack baby this song breaks my heart to pieces in the most painfully beautiful way possible

    • @gabby9025
      @gabby9025 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

      You’re never alone, I’m a fellow crack baby too. Sending love and good vibes your way.

    • @altaccount12343
      @altaccount12343 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      What is a crack baby?

    • @xannexanne.
      @xannexanne. 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@altaccount12343a crack baby is someone who was introduced to the contents of drugs as a child i think

    • @lozeritis9612
      @lozeritis9612 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@altaccount12343 so basically, if a mom does coke while she's pregnant w/ a baby, the baby is born addicted to coke and has to go through withdrawal.

    • @riotinvictus
      @riotinvictus 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@altaccount12343a baby who was born while their parents were using hardcore drugs like crack. they baby is automatically addicted when they are born

  • @Natalyiscool
    @Natalyiscool หลายเดือนก่อน +11

    IS NOBODY GONNA TALK ABOUT HOW A LOVING FEELING PLAYS THE BEGINNING OF CRACK BABY AT THE END I FORGOT WHAT YOU CALL IT WHEN THEY DO THAT BUT ITS SO COOL

  • @ratinyourspaghetti8499
    @ratinyourspaghetti8499 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

    I love the detail on how the beat feels like a pang-ing sensation reminding you that you need something and in a way it becomes something you can’t get away from. The constant reminder of something you don’t know bangs at you yearning for that high as it essentially becomes something that drives all your actions. No thought is inside your head at that point and the only thing left is that still pang-ing desire waiting to be satiated.

  • @User-py6kl
    @User-py6kl 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    idk how to express how much I love this song honestly

    • @Daliana-z4y
      @Daliana-z4y 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Me too

  • @Rafael-uq5of
    @Rafael-uq5of ปีที่แล้ว +28

    I love the transition of "A loving feeling" to this song, i love you, mitski!!!

  • @rowen17
    @rowen17 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +20

    This song is a stab in the heart

  • @Z0mbi._girl
    @Z0mbi._girl ปีที่แล้ว +25

    1:56 is my most favorite part, it makes me sob sm, the music and the lyrics are eye-watering.

  • @ethansmith2913
    @ethansmith2913 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +18

    Am I a person or am I just a bunch of lyrics from “crack baby” strung together

  • @moonwxlkk
    @moonwxlkk 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +14

    Ohhh what I'd give to listen to this song for the first time again. The raw emotion in her voice is making me cry so hard omg

  • @pinesandpies
    @pinesandpies ปีที่แล้ว +60

    This song has been my recent obsession, it makes me feel like crying yet is so comforting to me. One of my favorite songs.

    • @cqttcarkitty
      @cqttcarkitty 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      CELIA??

    • @pinesandpies
      @pinesandpies 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@cqttcarkitty HEY....

  • @laukhis
    @laukhis ปีที่แล้ว +74

    Gracias por darnos devuelta está gran canción, te adoro.

  • @wiviansilva2385
    @wiviansilva2385 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    this album has insane songs, and it also has quiet and calm songs, it's amazing how Mitski manages to mix it all up!

  • @N0V4K5
    @N0V4K5 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    I can’t fathom how such a beautiful song could be created by a human.
    So perfect.

  • @clementroux8675
    @clementroux8675 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    Probably my fav song on puberty 2 along with once more to see you

  • @Maymay-ef6bn
    @Maymay-ef6bn 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +26

    This song hits actually to the deep end. My girlfriend, who I started off as best friends makes this song feel so much heavier than it already is. I always think of her, even if I hated to admit it but whenever this song plays she's going through my mind.
    Our entire friendship was lowkey a black cat and golden retriever kinda one. I was the black cat. She admired me, and loved me with every part of her heart and soul, I think I have never seen anyone love anything as much as she loved me. But for some reason, I could never answer to that love the way she did. She gave me everything and I gave her just a half of everything I could've. Mostly because I was scared of getting hurt. I was together with a toxic mentally unstable boy at the time, and I never got love or to feel appreciated. And a part of me was afraid that as soon as I'd give in to my best friend and let her make me feel loved, I'd end up forgotten by her losing interest. I can't explain the feeling. Well eventually I broke up with my boyfriend, and that time my best friend told me she was in love with me. I had always known that, but I was still surprised. Then, I told her I was not ready for another relationship and that I would take my time which might take years, because my mental health wasn't best at the moment either. Well for a year she waited. And It didn't take as long as I expected it to. After a year, I told her I was ready to be loved. She basically waited for me 3 years. 2 as we were friends and 1 for me to get my shit together. Our entire friendship was pretty much lovey dovey, she made me gifts, hugs and told me sweet words, wrote me sweet letters and made sure I always had someone next to me. That was my 3 years with her, pretty much all of it. But as soon as we started dating, things changed. It was like month or two after we got together, and she started to change. She didn't show me love as often, and I feel like something between us changed, and it was the exact thing I was terrified about. She has a perfect right to do this. Not because she'd want to hurt me, but because of all the effort she put into me back then, while I was too busy being afraid of the consequences. The reason I was so afraid to give in, was because I thought as soon as she got me, she'd lose interest. And it kind of happened. She doesn't look at me the same way anymore, she doesn't have that admiring look in her eyes when she turns her head and looks at me. She doesn't love me the way she loved those 3years, and it's killing me. "crack baby you don't know what you want, but you know that you had it once and you know that you want it back" is the line that gets me. Never fails to make me feel so ungrateful and sad at the same time. I wish I'll find this comment again one day. Please tell me it'll get better, I'm not going to give up on this, I need this love more than I've ever needed anything.

    • @threebuttcheekssupremacy
      @threebuttcheekssupremacy 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      It'll get better

    • @AMENSEN999
      @AMENSEN999 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      oh girl I am so sorry :( please know that this is not your fault, and it never will be. You needed some time and that is okay.
      Communication is key. Have a long, deep, and thoughtful conversation with her and talk about what is wrong and what needs to improve. Remember not to be too pushy as it may upset her. Keep yourself calm if you can, meditating helps.
      Once again I’m so sorry you have to deal with this. I hope it goes well for the both of you. 🫶

    • @Maymay-ef6bn
      @Maymay-ef6bn 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      @@AMENSEN999 I didn't expect anyone to reply. Thank you so much for the effort ❤️

    • @AMENSEN999
      @AMENSEN999 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @@Maymay-ef6bn you’re welcome! good luck :)

    • @lulucoree
      @lulucoree 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      id give u advice but u wouldnt listen to me.

  • @ch4ot1ccody141
    @ch4ot1ccody141 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    I absolutely love this song it makes me feel every emotion all at once, this is my favorite album

  • @adrianllz_
    @adrianllz_ ปีที่แล้ว +55

    EU NÃO ACREDITO QUE VOLTOU

  • @_Lexi__
    @_Lexi__ ปีที่แล้ว +102

    To everyone that clicked on this video, you are an amazing person and you are loved! Have a great summer!

  • @avainspired
    @avainspired ปีที่แล้ว +38

    this isn't just music or poetry - it's human

  • @Yournumberonevamplover
    @Yournumberonevamplover ปีที่แล้ว +59

    Lyrics: Down empty streets sniffing glue, me and you
    Blank open eyes watch the moon flower bloom
    It's been a long, hard 20 year summer vacation
    Both these 20 years tryna fill the void
    Crack baby, you don't know what you want
    But you know that you had it once
    And you know that you want it back
    Crack baby, you don't know what you want
    But you know that you're needing it
    And you know that you need it bad
    With wild horses running through your hollow bones
    Wild horses running through your hollow bones
    Went to your room thinking maybe you'll feel something
    But all I saw was your burning body waiting
    All these 20 years on a vacation
    Crack baby, you don't know what you want
    But you know that you had it once
    And you know that you want it back
    Crack baby, you don't know what you want
    But you know that you're needing it
    And you know that you need it bad
    Crack baby, you don't know what you want
    But you know that you want it
    Yeah, you know that you want it
    You know that you-
    Crack baby, you don't know what you want
    But you know that you need it
    And you know that you need it bad
    With wild horses running through your hollow bones
    Wild horses running through your hollow bones
    Wild horses running through your hollow bones
    Wild horses running through your hollow bones

  • @sam-xh9lx
    @sam-xh9lx 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Gives me the feel of a sibling you love who is an addict with their parter who is also an addict

  • @pandora_8032
    @pandora_8032 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    as a homeschooled kid oh man this song hits. it resonates so deeply with my experience and how i feel i love it

  • @oyasumipinpin8633
    @oyasumipinpin8633 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +19

    This song always make me thinks of the literal "crack baby" being around some people with these addictions and having children it always hurts me and makes me feel horrible when a baby is born with additions and problems they can't help. It's horrible to see these children growing up or having problems form such a selfish addiction that sadly consumes the mother's and fathers of these children. It's like a endless cycle it's truly a painful reality

  • @tinybloomi.ৎ
    @tinybloomi.ৎ 22 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    put this song on at my funeral, and if I don't wake up crying while I sing "went to your room thinking maybe you'll feel something, but all I saw was your burning body waiting", that means I really left y'all.

  • @KURTZTKW
    @KURTZTKW 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    everyones like: "how are the people doing after listening to mitski??", never "how is mitski doing?"

  • @Str4wB3rry_J4ms
    @Str4wB3rry_J4ms 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

    "You don't know what you want, but you know that you're needing it and you know that you need it bad" is actually so real, can i remember a time different? Not really, but there has to be something that's not like this right??

  • @bunnywavyxx9524
    @bunnywavyxx9524 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

    This song is so amazing in its whole flesh. I didn't empathize with what this song really meant until reading the last line of her quote about it:
    "When you realize you can’t have one without the other, it’s possible to spend periods of happiness just waiting for that other wave."
    I've never struggled with addiction, nor have a history of it in my family. But the up and down is exactly what depression feels like, and when I'm not having an episode, I have nostalgia for the worst times because there's a void otherwise, there's nothing there without it. It's the least empty part of myself. I need the high of it coming up, and the rush of coming down, and this line makes me realize something about my self and dependence. A part of it might be bad or feel awful, but your addiction means you want all of it. Good and bad. I'm currently in an episode, and enjoy the sadness of this song more or less. If you read this, I hope you are doing better than me.

  • @SSCMango
    @SSCMango ปีที่แล้ว +10

    singlehandedly the best song

  • @daianeerenato
    @daianeerenato 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

    This song literally sounds like grieving

  • @caramelocatacrese
    @caramelocatacrese 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

    I’m turning 20 in a few minutes. This song is comforting, like she knows what I’m going trough and can take this heavy feeling out of my chest. That’s why I love Mitski’s songs so much. :o)

  • @xx.x7336
    @xx.x7336 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

    I eat this song breakfast, lunch, and dinner. THIS SONG IS IN ME.

    • @hnd1305
      @hnd1305 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      So real

  • @quinnblue-fr1kn
    @quinnblue-fr1kn 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

    if i ever died i would want this to be the last song im listening to.

  • @c1r3ta7yearsago2
    @c1r3ta7yearsago2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I couldn’t help but notice how the drums are played differently near the end of the song (4:12) i can’t keep coming back to it

  • @CAMIII120
    @CAMIII120 วันที่ผ่านมา

    WILD HORSES RUNNING THROUGH YOUR HOLLOW BONES ALWAYS GETS ME

  • @mitskitherapy936
    @mitskitherapy936 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    literally one of the most top tier mitski songs

  • @ososantruther
    @ososantruther 27 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    this song makes me cry so hard

  • @pictureparlour000mitski
    @pictureparlour000mitski ปีที่แล้ว +4

    今までofficial audio、youtubeに上がってなかったのか!気付かなかった。mitskiに動きがあるだけで嬉しい。感謝。

  • @hrts4furina
    @hrts4furina 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

    This song is literally me!!😂😂😂😂 (I need therapy .)

  • @Cowieoooo
    @Cowieoooo 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    You know it's bad when you start listening to Mitski again

  • @FavLico
    @FavLico 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +50

    Hello people who are scrolling through the comments I just wanted to let you know you have amazing music taste

  • @sahian8340
    @sahian8340 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    one of my favorite songs of the album

  • @Soberneko
    @Soberneko 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    This song describes what I’ve felt but could never voice properly she just gets it

  • @yourmobilegamer1234
    @yourmobilegamer1234 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    The fact that A burning hill was next to this song which makes me think that this song is about being trapped in the same unhealthy addiction and A burning hill is escaping or quitting that addiction

  • @squishyzai
    @squishyzai 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +20

    bru mitski wrote songs abt me w/o my consent.

  • @jamforbreakfast
    @jamforbreakfast 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    2:35 MY GLORIOUS QUEENNNN🗣️‼️‼️

  • @garemoss
    @garemoss ปีที่แล้ว +35

    i can’t cry, or i can’t stop crying

  • @omochikaeri
    @omochikaeri ปีที่แล้ว +7

    LOVE YOU MITSKI. HEALING ME WHEN IM SICK

  • @_laura_8817
    @_laura_8817 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    Soy tan feliz ahora mismo, su voz parece la de un ángel 😭💗

  • @Milla.-._.
    @Milla.-._. 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I love crack baby with all my heart and soul it’s my comfort song because it’s so relatable and I’m sure that many other people can relate to this song specifically the famous lyrics” crack baby you don’t know what you want but you know you had it once and you know that you want it back” and honestly I find it fascinating how someone can make such beautiful music with such deep meanings that many people can relate too

  • @teamomitskii
    @teamomitskii ปีที่แล้ว +6

    her voice is so angelic

  • @sparklejumpropequeen111
    @sparklejumpropequeen111 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Happy birthday mitski I love you 🎉

  • @arfarf652
    @arfarf652 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Great as always ❤❤❤

  • @shrinoux
    @shrinoux ปีที่แล้ว +47

    I CAN'T EXPLAIN HOW MUCH I LOVE MITSKI LIKE ALL HER SONGS HAVE SOMETHING TO DO WITH MY EXPERIENCES LIKE EVERYTIME I LISTEN TO HER SONGS I FIND MYSELF RELATING TO EVERY LINE THAT'S WHY SHE'S MY TOP ARTIST AND ANYONE CAN RELATE TO HER SONGS I LOVE UUU MITSKI 🤹‍♀️🤹‍♀️

    • @sillycatsayshi
      @sillycatsayshi ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I UNDERSTAAAAAAND

    • @Nadibops
      @Nadibops ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I ALSO UNDERSTAND

    • @idkhaha410
      @idkhaha410 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      that's sad I hope you're doing better and going to therapy

    • @shrinoux
      @shrinoux 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@idkhaha410 can't afford it n my parents don't wanna take me to a therapist :'D

  • @anonimoussi6520
    @anonimoussi6520 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +18

    imagine being someones favorite notification.

  • @JH-yj7kk
    @JH-yj7kk 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    This song is such a beautiful knife in my chest

  • @underurbed277
    @underurbed277 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    the line where she says "with wild horses running through ur hard bones" fills me with so much anger idk why i feel angry and sad evrytime this part comes😭

  • @minhteaa
    @minhteaa ปีที่แล้ว +10

    THIS SONG BRINGS ME PAIN AND I AM CRYING AND I AM LONGING AND I AM YEARNING AND I KNOW THAT I HAD IT ONCE AND I NEED IT BAD I AM IN PAIN MY HOLLOW BONES ARE ACHING

  • @ian-online
    @ian-online 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    i try to cry so hard, not even mitski has helped. i don't know what to do anymore

  • @teamomitskii
    @teamomitskii ปีที่แล้ว +31

    MEU DEUS MINHA MÃE ESTÁ VOLTANDO 😭😭😭😭❤❤❤❤ AAAAAAAAAA

  • @JoraLaRana
    @JoraLaRana 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    I saw someone say one day that this song felt like when you have some deep trauma from your childhood and not being able to remember it despite everyone seeming to do 🌚

  • @lila-qf6ok
    @lila-qf6ok 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    I want it back.

  • @SARAnospiderbear
    @SARAnospiderbear 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    "Went to your room thinking maybe you'll feel something
    But all I saw was your burning body waiting" cries

  • @odile2odette
    @odile2odette ปีที่แล้ว +8

    irrevocably changed my brain chemistry with this one

  • @xwaibisi3754
    @xwaibisi3754 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    One of her best songs ngl❤‍🔥

  • @chejziom
    @chejziom ปีที่แล้ว +21

    WHAT IS HAPPENING