I don't trust nobody not even her I might sound crazy All my friends saying "All this for a lady?" I try to forget about her But she always amaze me Her cute smile and her pretty eyes But she hate me And I wanna die I don't know what to do And don't know what to say I would do anything To get her my babe But no it can't happen All these flashbacks My mind is overlapping Of all the good times And fuck my whole life I'm smoking weed And I'm hoping to die Ppl don't kill their self bc they wanna end their life They do it to kill the pain She always in my brain I can't take the pain I'm going real insane I don't wanna live in a world like this I don't wanna wake up and have to watch her kiss And kiss her dude Don't know what I did but it must Have been rude I have nobody there for me I have friends But I don't think any of them care for me My life is not fair for me And my fav rapper locked up in jail I just wish my life could be more nice Or at least find a pretty wife But all of them chew me And spit me out like gum I'm the opposite of spongebob I never have any fun You could say I don't have none Growing up in a life where all I saw was guns Baby girl why can't we just have love I wanna be yours but some reason it's not enough
Young Boy can u copy ur text and send it to me i wanna make it a song i will give u creds......if u do. send through instagram dms my @ is eroom_sucram
Young Boy Oh my god that hit my heart like a fucking train :( This describe perfect an "old" friend of mine, sadly this world was too much for him :( But thank you for that.
Something I wrote while listening.. I wanna stay back, You wanna fast track, Have you in these flashback Now it’s me by myself. I always ask if, You love me endless, Heart is so relentless. Yet I’m still by myself. I wanna be dead, Broken into pieces, I don’t need no one, I’m not needed at all. I wanna stay back, You wanna fast track, Have you in these flashback Now it’s me by myself. I always ask if, You love me endless, Heart is so relentless. Yet I’m still by myself. I wanna be dead, Broken into pieces, I don’t need no one, I’m not needed at all. ... ... I don’t need no one. I’m not needed at all. .... .... I don’t need no one. I’m not needed at all.
I just needed someone Don’t know where I come from I don’t think I’m healthy Baby will you help me? I just needed someone Don’t know where I come from I don’t think I’m healthy So baby will you help me? I don’t understand it People always talk shit I don’t think I’m ready Don’t tell me that you’re ready Think it’s over for me Just trying to see clearly They don’t understand me I think I’m gonna OD Depression’s gonna kill me Don’t know why it fills me Just know I wanna be free People don’t care - they can’t see
I'm alone on my own dethroned nothing to look forward to except you But no you wanted another dude Shit I can't walk down the street without wanting to cry I wonder if I were to die would god forgive me Shit he hasn't been there for me I just want to say goodbye baby Sometimes I carry To much in my shoulders I can't stop thinking of her My world Her curves all this pain this pain this goodbye this ryme but no time I just one question and that's why goodbye
I had my chance, I lost it She broke my heart piece by bit baby had ass and she was lit but she didn't like me for shit i shouldn't be crying i should be flying she was a beautiful girl beautiful like a pearl but she don't love me she love another nigga who don't love her the same as me she in my mind like a infection all i need is her affection she is all i need she is perfection, i fell for another girl i dont give a fuck treat me bad like a dirt truck Im lost in my mind baby hold my hand im blind why am i wasting time on a girl that dont love me i dont care this shit not fair im not the type of nigga to share when i give her my hear all she wanna do is tare i shed tears faced all my fears baby usin me like im her gear but shit it was hard she like a crystal like a shard the new girl i love dont know i love her i call her beautiful over and over again im her number 1 fan all i want is to be her man i fucked up my life im getting so depressed that im startin to cut myself with a knife she in my brain but all i feel is pain breakin my back for her like how batman fought bane im still blind baby give me my cane I'm still broken inside but it's fine this girl named michelle is the love of my life....
Call this one a journal entry Read it you’ll be hurting with me Read it you’ll feel certain that I never had a purpose I feel worthless Human touch has always made me nervous Only time I feel content is when I’m spitting in my verses Catch me steady skirting I don’t wanna end up hurting But all these strangers keep on trying I still tell em I ain’t buying cause I’m broke So much that I done gave up all my hope In my heart I feel like crying in my throat I feel a choke Around my neck I feel a rope And on my head I feel a blow Everyday I feel like dying But I never let em know And I never ever show the thinking that’s clouding up in my mind I just drop another song and hope they picking up the signs Hope they ignoring all my lies And try to stop my suicide Hope they see it coming before I run outta time They say that life’s a journey and it’s all about the climb But imma need some strength cause I’m running out all of mine And I can’t pin point what’s wrong it’s just everything combined And for all the ones who hated go ahead and step in the line I’m sick of all the tears and the anger and the loneliness Finally believe I’m crazy for everyone who has told me this Need someone to tell me I’m enough need you to show me this After being stepped on for so long I think that you owe me this At least just keep it real with me I’m done with all the phoniness Yeah I’m sick of all the phoniness Don’t look me in my face and tell me that you ain’t never noticed this My door is always closed so that no one can ever open it Steady in a daze because I’m having trouble focusing Eventually I’m just numb from all the pain that I been soaking in And I wanna sleep because I hate the world I woke up in I feel so let down from all the people that I been hoping My scars are almost shut but something always comes and opens them just close em I can’t continue to fall my heart been feelin so cold Words been coming out bold Stop worrying about what comes out Stop worrying bout all the clout Because despite all of the attention Im alone without a doubt Mentally tired so I’m glued down to this couch And I wanna feel warm but it’s cold up in this house
Ganas de mandar a la mierda todo No te rindas nunca siempre hay un modo Cuéntame como te sientes que tienes roto Tengo corazón aunque parezca tonto No hace falta hablar solo mirame a los ojos Cuentame tus sueños cuéntame tus enojos Quiero una sonrisa plasmada en tu rostro Quiero que llores mira yo te apoyo Te confieso yo me siento solo En busca del amor ya no quiero odio Aléjate de ellos todos esos bobos Céntrate en lo bueno no en aquel obstáculo Dónde sea te voy a llegar No me importa que tenga que dar Mereces el cielo y mucho más Me enseñaste a confiar seguir y luchar eres tan especial Como te explico eres felicidad Hay días grises pero vuelven a brillar Las tormentas pasan los pájaros cantan Las cosas acaban luego vuelven a empezar
00:18: Lembra quando tenteram nos derrubar, lembra? Lembra as mentiras pra nos separar, lembra? Mas nossos laços seguem forte e só Deus pode nos parar.
Too late. It's my fate. If only my life and heart beat was at a better rate huh. [Verse 1] What is love to you? Is it like a dove? Or is it above anything and everything? Huh? [Hook] I'm alone, you left me and I can't do anything you broke me and your a theft, you stole my heart and I can't take it back because my mind is always with you. It's not even worth my grind, I'm just tryna find another reason to live without you. [Chorus] Too late. It's my fate. If only my life and heart beat was at a better rate huh. [Verse 2] Why do we continue to live in a world with so many lost souls? We live in a world created by people with so many holes, and so worried about their social Instagram poles. It's worthless, we're all broke we just won't admit it, we all really just wanna be hurtless. [Chorus] Too late. It's my fate. If only my life and heart beat was at a better rate huh.
i hella love this beat man, this is the first beat i made anything to and i just wanna say keep up the awesome work!! im also wondering if i could use the beat and post whatever i make with this even though it says its already sold? its nonprofit so i wont be making anything from the thing i wrote and ill be linking the song and your channel in the description but id still like permission
Why did they lie ? Why did I cry ? All of the times Y'all stood by my side They night we messed up All was a blur Swear that I changed I'll take all the blame Yeah my life sucks I still want those bucks I still wanna drown Drown with the rocks I don't give a fuck Grew up pretty rough
My song with this beat: soundcloud.com/gunboikaz/numb-pt-2 My song with the same Shiloh sample: soundcloud.com/gunboikaz/dont-listen-to-this-unless-you-are-willing-to-accept-my-pain
You ever sat in a dark room alone just surrounded in thoughts of knowing someone you care about cares about you but you cant do nothing about it cuz you care to much to see her hurt so the pain just lurks and it hurts ao much you wanna put your self in the dirt i know im taking up time with my problems and im sorry but i think id be to bothered to write another verse cuz i just got to thinking more like day dreaming of my hopes and dreams driving away in a black herse cuz pain is a curse it hits your mind first then your heart its a speeding dart aimed at your head cuz in the end you would be wishing to be dead
Yo I make beats aswell I have many similar to this man...... if ya wanna collab HMU I’ll be happy too...... I use fl studio if that makes any sourt of different.... check out some of my beats if you want
Look at me now look at me now Tryna be the man so mama can be proud Tryna get her that big Calabasas house Tryna make the money that was never around I️ wanna break free from the mother fucking crowd I️ wanna live my life out a different way I️ don’t fucking follow rules play by play Smoke weed and get high all fucking day My heads in the clouds its the right place Wanna leave earth my minds astray I️ don’t think I️ can do this day by day If I️ try a little harder I️ could think straight But who’s to say I’m thinking the wrong way I hate the ignorance I️ see in the world A trash can that started from a fucking pearl I️ wish love could settle the score But I️ know hate screams more It gets all the attention And it’s easier to shoot than finish a sentence A bullet to the head you’re always right I️ guess that’s why people love to fight This the shit I️ think about at night It’s not super deep but it’s something alright I️ really wish I could change this place They say be the change that you wanna see So that’s the man I’m tryna be Show people that they can succeed Without stepping on everybody Walk in the rain without getting others muddy I️ hope a new world is on the way Because if it’s all like this I️ can’t stay I️ just know this ain’t my place Hope the aliens come back for me one day I️ came up with this boof rap I know I could make it better but I want to see what other people could do with it
Hey bro I would love to make music with you. I’ve been dying to make music with you. Maybe we can make some teamwork on songs? I’ve actually became a rapper my stage name is lilBoiCasper
Chua bao giờ ta nghĩ mình là 1 người khác Ta luôn giữ tâm tri manh me ko phải kể lưới nhat Ta ko phải kể ít kỉ cung không qua bội bạc Người ta bắt ta dừng bắt ta đi theo 1 lối khac Nhung sao con ta vẫn cứng đầu không chịu nghe ai hết Mặc dù con đường mà người chọn sẽ đẹp hơn ai hết Ta vẫn vuot qua sống gió để bước tiếp voi con duong ta đã chọn Bởi vì ta chỉ có 1 đam mê mặc kê người đời họ cứ phán đoán Họ đã chậm biến đủ kiểu Họ nói tuy ít nhung ta cũng đủ hiểu Tuy ta không làm gì cho em Nhưng ta đã mang lại cho em 1 trai tim ko bao giờ thua kém
Tại sao anh lại khóc Tại sao trong lòng buồn Tại sao trong thoáng chóc Dù đã anh đã nắm nhưng đôi tay em cố buông Tại sao anh lại khờ đến nhu vậy nhở Tại sao anh chấp nhận khoản thời gian anh đợi chờ tại sao thiếu em anh cảm nhận mất đi từng nhịp thở anh bở ngở cảm xúc nhất thời không giả vờ
its like im trapped in this body come and break me free no body knows all the struggles so let me be x2 been getting talked down on like im something else its not my fault that i should be someone else yeh i see all my pictures sittin on your shelf and im trying not to hurt you but im a living hell and i could tell you this isnt how im sposed to be and im a really good person i just wish you could see its like im trapped in this body come and break me free no body knows all the struggles so let me be x2
She gone and it's crazy Waking up at 12 I'm lazy I act like this doesn't phase me Dryg Abusing til I get wavy I'm fine is my cry for save me They see me high and they think I'm tryna fill my father's shoes to drink But as I sit here sinking into this hole I realize my soul only shows When the pain grows past reasonable They say anything's feasible My accomplishments aren't astonishing But my deeds are appalling My voice is appealing I'm stuck under the ceiling They have a certain feeling About the son of an inmate So as I sit in this emotional pit Crying at night Like a little bitxh With my wrists slit Don't ask why Only ask why now
i wish are love was like jack and sally but instead its forest gump and jenny still chasing love thats never ready i should have left those dreams with Freddy cuz those once sweet dreams kill me heavey -mar
Life was a series shit Till you came into itAlways bein rutsTired of fucking feeling shit I hate class I hate schoolI just wanna be with youWe split apart but still together And it’s cold in the rainy weatherFeeling guilty for shit that I didn’t doText you some messages I love youWith a heart and it beatin making me feelLike somebody cares irregular breathing Feeling nauseous About to vomitCan’t stomach your wordsWhile going through hardships You bounce back X2I’ll never let go
I'll do it for love X2 I feel so alone Hurt to through the phone I don't want to gone though Verse How can I explain what I wanna say I see the years in your eyes baby wipe your face Yeah I fucked up bad so I lay AWAKE so I can really understand why you think its fake asking for why it's you all the damn time I know you feel some type of way about my damn lies always think In in my mind like I wanna die always picking up a razor giving it a try (yeah) you are my half and I know it I don't wanna blow it I love to so much I got fucked up emotions I think about you cause I'm broken into a half that will never be spoken fucked up in this pain I swear I'm insane I know my heart's dark and im afraid to show it I know it's fucked up but this time I will hold it I fucked up your heart and I made up feel soulless X2 I feel so alone hurt you through the phone I don't want you gone though
Soñaba una vida contigo Hubo final xq antes hubo inicio Soñaba lo mismo pero no conmigo Al ver que no estás me siento vacío Quisiera decir que te estraño Pero no estoy para hacerme más daño Quiero decir esto aúque suene raro Prrp en el fondo de vuelta te quiero En la vida no existe un de nuevo Soy una estrella volando x cielos Pase x tu cielo dijiste hasta luego Olvida todo ese fue tu deseó Yo estoy aquí para darte placer Pero no llega al amanecer Pensando en ti con otra mujer Sir dejas ir no me veras volver No sé xq intentó Eres estraño .ella pregunta Porque yo No confío en nadie Ni siquiera en ella El recuerdo se hace muy largo Al ver que no estás se hace amargó Veo la luna ya no es lo mismo Al ver que no estás me hundo en abismls Buscará un amigo.pero es que no tengo Renuncie a todo x darte mi tiempo Antes dijiste vete. Y fui terco Te dije te quierooo se te hizo muy poco Pensando que contigo jugaba Pero era tu quién conmigo jugaba Ami espaldas De frente dcia que tú me amabas Pero a espaldas tu me apuñalabas Tu sonrisa sí que me encantaba Me gustaba cuando me mirabas Cambiaste los planes asi de la nada Con cada te quiero más te alejabas x2
Nụ hôn em trao cho anh ngày trước vẫn còn in rõ Anh không ngờ, ngày hôm nay anh nhận từ em cái tin đó OK hai ta đường ai nấy đi Nhưng xin em hãy trả lại con tim của anh mà em đã lấy đi, baby Chắc cũng em biết mà , anh yêu em thiết tha Nhưng em đã lướt qua, thật là tiếc quá, dùng nhạc để viết ra Anh không dám đi đến những con đường ta từng đi vì anh sợ sẽ nhớ về em Anh cũng không biết là từ lúc nào anh có cảm giác thấy khi ở trong phòng một mình những lúc về đêm
Can someone explain Explain why none loves me Not my crush, not my friends, none. Yeah i'm pretty ugly.not lying Not trying to express my feelings that much But i'm worthless I don't like life if it's going to be this way Ha don't even know why i said friends. I don't have any In middle school having friends is hard Also having a boy friend. I'm done with this life. Not killing myself. Just blocking myself from the world I can't be allowed to be to live life like this if that's what life is. Just know you are a person and you should love yourself. Please don't end up like me. A girl who hates herself. Bye.
você foi importante pra mim não quero que tudo acabe assim você foi tudo o que eu procurava em meio a toda essa bagunça eu encontrei alguém que me amava foi difícil te ver partir do meu coração , agora roda noite eu te peço de volta em uma oração , é tão mal encontrar você com outro alguém , me destrói por dentro mas pelo menos vc está bem não tô legal , sem você aqui nada tá normal
Uhh I can't tho uhh Pick up the pace keep up the pace she still don't understand why I'm like this baby I got trust issues honestly I got problems I'm mentally sick I'm a fucking sinner bury me 6 fit under I got a whole lot of pain bad vibes negative energy in me I just wanna die but a week later u took my heart been weeping about u been having sleep paralysis I don't wanna go outside and feel pain but I don't wanna be alone with my thoughts I got a funny feeling in my chest and It don't feel good I got stab wounds around my arms some people thought I got In a fight hell naw they were self inflicted now u know losing u was the worst pain in my life I don't know what to do I don't wanna go outside and get caught in traffic I hate fucking traffic and when it's raining I look at the window and think that the rain are my tears and it'll keep falling until I get over u but that day ain't gonna come I hate myself slit my wrist ease my pain now she know I can't trust nobody not even her.
So me diz por que tem que ser assim (yeh) cada dia chego mais perto do fim eu minto quando digo que sim eu minto quando digo ser feliz apenas olhe pra mim eu apenas menti eu apenas menti eu apenas menti não precisa se preocupar talvez um dia eu fique bem ainda não achei o meu lugar tudo que eu preciso ce tem um dia tu vai tentar me procurar não precisa por favor nem vem é que a gente se amava de mais e tudo foi deixado pra trás perto de você eu enxergava paz agora a gente que faz pop eles fazem jazz mas a gente tem tempo e problemas voam como vento então tudo vai ficar bem então tudo vai ficar bem
Yeah im already getting addicted drugs, People tried helping me but it aint never enough, Bc my ex already left me phocked up, yeah, I dont need some help, I just need someone else, To stick by my side, To tell me live right, And dont think of suicide, Yet i aint stupid ik what life is, But to it im not recognizing.
I love you at the same time I hate you sometimes i just want to express my self but you wont understand that fuck you I aint enough for you but let me tell you how much I car about you just tell me coz I can see the truth in your lies she tries to spin it around but merry wont go round my self esteem is going down and let me tell you that one time I almost drown I almost drown at my own thoughts Now Im done with it Dont worry you wont see me anymore I dont care about you anymore not even her Tell her she fucked me up its like shes just playing a game You wont rhyme a proper word if the rhytm wont rhyme with your thougths Im afraid to you coz youre comforting me with your lies I dont know I dont care if she tries She tries to say sorry but i wont even heard that she said sorry Why should she say sorry if she dont even know how i fuckin feel My tears is invisible you wont see it if you dont look at it i mean you wont see it if you dont feel it i mean no one cares in short everyone is numb im just happy When you dont know how a broken glass fell you dont know what it means you wont fix a broken glass like its perfect again yes you can fix it but the scars is fuckin visible but in the eyes of others its invisible Im positive until i believe that theres no impossible thats why almost everything is irresistible now i want to end this poem like my life theres no extention or continuation coz i dont have enough dedication
Send me far away where I know I can feel loved around the 1 ones that care the most to where I belong because it's been to long let pain get the best of me depression to strong where u been hows life real shit man I just wanna die no sleep all I do is cry I've been alone far from home tryna chase a dream lost from reality no love fake smile on my face stuck in place never felt free stuck in a cell feeling cold and stale living on earth I've always been I hell I've done put the pump to head in my mouth I've been alone aint no one hit me up on my phone not even to check if I'm ok no one not a damb thing I just wanna blow my brains I've just been alone I just wanna go take me away Jesus take wheel I don't wanna live any more I'm for real
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Rest in peace X ily :(
Prod. Nicholas Allan do u have any socials? I would like to talk abt some business
Eddie Muranga learn how to spell about first
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This song it's strong cuz I left my girl she was cheating in me and stuff and now I'm alone have no one to talk to no more
Shaliah Nelson u can talk to me bro my insta is elliotthefortnitepro1
just came to say thanks for starting my music career, this was the first song I posted on my sc back 3 years ago
I don't trust nobody not even her
I might sound crazy
All my friends saying
"All this for a lady?"
I try to forget about her
But she always amaze me
Her cute smile and her pretty eyes
But she hate me
And I wanna die
I don't know what to do
And don't know what to say
I would do anything
To get her my babe
But no it can't happen
All these flashbacks
My mind is overlapping
Of all the good times
And fuck my whole life
I'm smoking weed
And I'm hoping to die
Ppl don't kill their self bc they wanna end their life
They do it to kill the pain
She always in my brain
I can't take the pain
I'm going real insane
I don't wanna live in a world like this
I don't wanna wake up and have to watch her kiss
And kiss her dude
Don't know what I did but it must
Have been rude
I have nobody there for me
I have friends
But I don't think any of them care for me
My life is not fair for me
And my fav rapper locked up in jail
I just wish my life could be more nice
Or at least find a pretty wife
But all of them chew me
And spit me out like gum
I'm the opposite of spongebob
I never have any fun
You could say I don't have none
Growing up in a life where all I saw was guns
Baby girl why can't we just have love
I wanna be yours but some reason it's not enough
Young Boy can u copy ur text and send it to me i wanna make it a song i will give u creds......if u do. send through instagram dms my @ is eroom_sucram
Lil Cheshire ok i will later once I get back from school it might take a while tho bc Thanksgiving trying to get ready and stuff
Nice brob
Young Boy same here brodie (ig: hbk.kevin) thanks 🙏
Young Boy Oh my god that hit my heart like a fucking train :( This describe perfect an "old" friend of mine, sadly this world was too much for him :( But thank you for that.
Something I wrote while listening..
I wanna stay back,
You wanna fast track,
Have you in these flashback
Now it’s me by myself.
I always ask if,
You love me endless,
Heart is so relentless.
Yet I’m still by myself.
I wanna be dead,
Broken into pieces,
I don’t need no one,
I’m not needed at all.
I wanna stay back,
You wanna fast track,
Have you in these flashback
Now it’s me by myself.
I always ask if,
You love me endless,
Heart is so relentless.
Yet I’m still by myself.
I wanna be dead,
Broken into pieces,
I don’t need no one,
I’m not needed at all.
...
...
I don’t need no one.
I’m not needed at all.
....
....
I don’t need no one.
I’m not needed at all.
Aye bro you don't mind if I use the first part of this?
@@battleoftitans3469 for sure, go ahead
Thanks my guy 💯
I just needed someone
Don’t know where I come from
I don’t think I’m healthy
Baby will you help me?
I just needed someone
Don’t know where I come from
I don’t think I’m healthy
So baby will you help me?
I don’t understand it
People always talk shit
I don’t think I’m ready
Don’t tell me that you’re ready
Think it’s over for me
Just trying to see clearly
They don’t understand me
I think I’m gonna OD
Depression’s gonna kill me
Don’t know why it fills me
Just know I wanna be free
People don’t care - they can’t see
FreeSounds do you got snap?
damn i can relate to that shit i feels it
what?
thanks :)
Sick
I'm alone
on my own
dethroned
nothing to look forward to
except you
But no you wanted another dude
Shit I can't walk down the street without wanting to cry
I wonder if I were to die
would god forgive me
Shit he hasn't been there for me
I just want to say goodbye baby
Sometimes I carry
To much in my shoulders
I can't stop thinking of her
My world
Her curves
all this pain
this pain
this goodbye
this ryme
but no time
I just one question and that's why
goodbye
Hue Jass My life resumed in some lyrics, fuck...
wow is this your?
I had my chance,
I lost it
She broke my heart piece by bit
baby had ass and she was lit
but she didn't like me for shit
i shouldn't be crying i should be flying
she was a beautiful girl beautiful like a pearl
but she don't love me
she love another nigga who don't love her the same as me
she in my mind like a infection
all i need is her affection
she is all i need she is perfection,
i fell for another girl
i dont give a fuck
treat me bad like a dirt truck
Im lost in my mind
baby hold my hand im blind
why am i wasting time on a girl that dont love me
i dont care
this shit not fair
im not the type of nigga to share
when i give her my hear all she wanna do is tare
i shed tears
faced all my fears
baby usin me like im her gear
but shit it was hard
she like a crystal like a shard
the new girl i love dont know i love her
i call her beautiful over and over again
im her number 1 fan
all i want is to be her man
i fucked up my life
im getting so depressed that im startin to cut myself with a knife
she in my brain
but all i feel is pain
breakin my back for her like how batman fought bane
im still blind baby give me my cane
I'm still broken inside
but it's fine
this girl named michelle is the love of my life....
can i use this???
sure
I can Use?
XxxLevitation Sama can i use?
@@Sway_Jacob lmao bro what your user add me
Call this one a journal entry
Read it you’ll be hurting with me
Read it you’ll feel certain that I never had a purpose
I feel worthless
Human touch has always made me nervous
Only time I feel content is when I’m spitting in my verses
Catch me steady skirting
I don’t wanna end up hurting
But all these strangers keep on trying I still tell em I ain’t buying cause I’m broke
So much that I done gave up all my hope
In my heart I feel like crying in my throat I feel a choke
Around my neck I feel a rope
And on my head I feel a blow
Everyday I feel like dying
But I never let em know
And I never ever show the thinking that’s clouding up in my mind
I just drop another song and hope they picking up the signs
Hope they ignoring all my lies
And try to stop my suicide
Hope they see it coming before I run outta time
They say that life’s a journey and it’s all about the climb
But imma need some strength cause I’m running out all of mine
And I can’t pin point what’s wrong it’s just everything combined
And for all the ones who hated go ahead and step in the line
I’m sick of all the tears and the anger and the loneliness
Finally believe I’m crazy for everyone who has told me this
Need someone to tell me I’m enough need you to show me this
After being stepped on for so long I think that you owe me this
At least just keep it real with me I’m done with all the phoniness
Yeah I’m sick of all the phoniness
Don’t look me in my face and tell me that you ain’t never noticed this
My door is always closed so that no one can ever open it
Steady in a daze because I’m having trouble focusing
Eventually I’m just numb from all the pain that I been soaking in
And I wanna sleep because I hate the world I woke up in
I feel so let down from all the people that I been hoping
My scars are almost shut but something always comes and opens them just close em I can’t continue to fall my heart been feelin so cold
Words been coming out bold
Stop worrying about what comes out
Stop worrying bout all the clout
Because despite all of the attention
Im alone without a doubt
Mentally tired so I’m glued down to this couch
And I wanna feel warm but it’s cold up in this house
I hope youre still around, this was amazing🫶🏽❤️
Ganas de mandar a la mierda todo
No te rindas nunca siempre hay un modo
Cuéntame como te sientes que tienes roto
Tengo corazón aunque parezca tonto
No hace falta hablar solo mirame a los ojos
Cuentame tus sueños cuéntame tus enojos
Quiero una sonrisa plasmada en tu rostro
Quiero que llores mira yo te apoyo
Te confieso yo me siento solo
En busca del amor ya no quiero odio
Aléjate de ellos todos esos bobos
Céntrate en lo bueno no en aquel obstáculo
Dónde sea te voy a llegar
No me importa que tenga que dar
Mereces el cielo y mucho más
Me enseñaste a confiar seguir y luchar eres tan especial
Como te explico eres felicidad
Hay días grises pero vuelven a brillar
Las tormentas pasan los pájaros cantan
Las cosas acaban luego vuelven a empezar
es tuya ? la puedo usar ?
MC SG es mía también puedes usarla
Amigo la puedo usar
00:18: Lembra quando tenteram nos derrubar, lembra? Lembra as mentiras pra nos separar, lembra? Mas nossos laços seguem forte e só Deus pode nos parar.
Too late.
It's my fate.
If only my life and heart beat was at a better rate huh.
[Verse 1]
What is love to you? Is it like a dove? Or is it above anything and everything?
Huh?
[Hook]
I'm alone, you left me and I can't do anything you broke me and your a theft, you stole my heart and I can't take it back because my mind is always with you. It's not even worth my grind, I'm just tryna find another reason to live without you.
[Chorus]
Too late.
It's my fate.
If only my life and heart beat was at a better rate huh.
[Verse 2]
Why do we continue to live in a world with so many lost souls? We live in a world created by people with so many holes, and so worried about their social Instagram poles. It's worthless, we're all broke we just won't admit it, we all really just wanna be hurtless.
[Chorus]
Too late.
It's my fate.
If only my life and heart beat was at a better rate huh.
i hella love this beat man, this is the first beat i made anything to and i just wanna say keep up the awesome work!!
im also wondering if i could use the beat and post whatever i make with this even though it says its already sold? its nonprofit so i wont be making anything from the thing i wrote and ill be linking the song and your channel in the description but id still like permission
400k
Prod. Nicholas Allan Yup
🔥🔥🔥one of your best bro
Best beats*
Prod. Nicholas Allan may i please use it for my song?
Prod. Nicholas Allan this beats is sick keep on the good work
Fireee Bro
Thanks
Why did they lie ?
Why did I cry ?
All of the times
Y'all stood by my side
They night we messed up
All was a blur
Swear that I changed
I'll take all the blame
Yeah my life sucks
I still want those bucks
I still wanna drown
Drown with the rocks
I don't give a fuck
Grew up pretty rough
My song with this beat:
soundcloud.com/gunboikaz/numb-pt-2
My song with the same Shiloh sample:
soundcloud.com/gunboikaz/dont-listen-to-this-unless-you-are-willing-to-accept-my-pain
R.I.P X once a legend always a legend-X
this is pretty sad , good shit yo
Wow man great stuff! Keep it up :)
Love this 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Assim tu destrói meu coração..
You ever sat in a dark room alone just surrounded in thoughts of knowing someone you care about cares about you but you cant do nothing about it cuz you care to much to see her hurt so the pain just lurks and it hurts ao much you wanna put your self in the dirt i know im taking up time with my problems and im sorry but i think id be to bothered to write another verse cuz i just got to thinking more like day dreaming of my hopes and dreams driving away in a black herse cuz pain is a curse it hits your mind first then your heart its a speeding dart aimed at your head cuz in the end you would be wishing to be dead
lucid da kid o.O
All the godam time
lucid da kid
K
Anyone wanna collab? hmu
soundcloud.com/user-659802133 making a project about cte and mental illnesses im almost a 20 k views on a xxx remix similar to this style please hmu
Different mail me bro- nicholasallan12@gmail.com
Yo I make beats aswell I have many similar to this man...... if ya wanna collab HMU I’ll be happy too...... I use fl studio if that makes any sourt of different.... check out some of my beats if you want
Hey man your beats sound dope i would love to collab. Have you got email or anything so we could talk about it?
should make a email group chat and break the game boys
This is awesome man
ou daaamnn ! :O
REST IN PEACE KING X
Look at me now look at me now
Tryna be the man so mama can be proud
Tryna get her that big Calabasas house
Tryna make the money that was never around
I️ wanna break free from the mother fucking crowd
I️ wanna live my life out a different way
I️ don’t fucking follow rules play by play
Smoke weed and get high all fucking day
My heads in the clouds its the right place
Wanna leave earth my minds astray
I️ don’t think I️ can do this day by day
If I️ try a little harder I️ could think straight
But who’s to say I’m thinking the wrong way
I hate the ignorance I️ see in the world
A trash can that started from a fucking pearl
I️ wish love could settle the score
But I️ know hate screams more
It gets all the attention
And it’s easier to shoot than finish a sentence
A bullet to the head you’re always right
I️ guess that’s why people love to fight
This the shit I️ think about at night
It’s not super deep but it’s something alright
I️ really wish I could change this place
They say be the change that you wanna see
So that’s the man I’m tryna be
Show people that they can succeed
Without stepping on everybody
Walk in the rain without getting others muddy
I️ hope a new world is on the way
Because if it’s all like this I️ can’t stay
I️ just know this ain’t my place
Hope the aliens come back for me one day
I️ came up with this boof rap I know I could make it better but I want to see what other people could do with it
Can I use this
Offical Chris haha go for it my guy I have enough lyrics to go around but I wanna hear the finished product for sure
Okay ill start making a song right away
Offical Chris haha bet dm me on my instagram when you done then @nabilmoll
Can copy and paste to me😬
wow this actually sounds better than anything on 17 :O great job so smooth
Thanks for putting Shiloh dynasty unlike unlike everyone else
Good vibe Nicholas
I love this beat 👌🏽👌🏽👌🏽
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I LOVE IT!
Can I pay money for this beat to be mine
Fire
Could you send me the wav file?
Story in every music soundcloud.com/youngesquared/apologies
Hey bro I would love to make music with you. I’ve been dying to make music with you. Maybe we can make some teamwork on songs? I’ve actually became a rapper my stage name is lilBoiCasper
@@fazetwistedsniper3861 still make music bro? if so lmk
Lovely
Chua bao giờ ta nghĩ mình là 1 người khác
Ta luôn giữ tâm tri manh me ko phải kể lưới nhat
Ta ko phải kể ít kỉ cung không qua bội bạc
Người ta bắt ta dừng bắt ta đi theo 1 lối khac
Nhung sao con ta vẫn cứng đầu không chịu nghe ai hết
Mặc dù con đường mà người chọn sẽ đẹp hơn ai hết
Ta vẫn vuot qua sống gió để bước tiếp voi con duong ta đã chọn
Bởi vì ta chỉ có 1 đam mê mặc kê người đời họ cứ phán đoán
Họ đã chậm biến đủ kiểu
Họ nói tuy ít nhung ta cũng đủ hiểu
Tuy ta không làm gì cho em
Nhưng ta đã mang lại cho em 1 trai tim ko bao giờ thua kém
I love your beat... ay ay ay...!!!!!
Tại sao anh lại khóc
Tại sao trong lòng buồn
Tại sao trong thoáng chóc
Dù đã anh đã nắm nhưng đôi tay em cố buông
Tại sao anh lại khờ đến nhu vậy nhở
Tại sao anh chấp nhận khoản thời gian anh đợi chờ
tại sao thiếu em anh cảm nhận mất đi từng nhịp thở
anh bở ngở cảm xúc nhất thời không giả vờ
if i use this and post it on youtube or smthg, do i put a title of the song like "sad stuff prod. Nicholas Allan"? im new to this stuff man
Yea man just like that
its like im trapped in this body
come and break me free
no body knows all the struggles
so let me be
x2
been getting talked down on like im something else
its not my fault that i should be someone else
yeh
i see all my pictures sittin on your shelf
and im trying not to hurt you
but im a living hell
and i could tell you
this isnt how im sposed to be
and im a really good person
i just wish you could see
its like im trapped in this body
come and break me free
no body knows all the struggles
so let me be
x2
yo dont do that please. Its about something personal to me
So I’m gonna do it😂
Riley Jackson ur a fuck boii as kid with no talent stealing raps #wanna be ass rapper stealing raps from comment
homie I never stole any raps
Allan puedo usarlo para hacer una musica?
She gone and it's crazy
Waking up at 12 I'm lazy
I act like this doesn't phase me
Dryg Abusing til I get wavy
I'm fine is my cry for save me
They see me high and they think
I'm tryna fill my father's shoes to drink
But as I sit here sinking into this hole
I realize my soul only shows
When the pain grows past reasonable
They say anything's feasible
My accomplishments aren't astonishing
But my deeds are appalling
My voice is appealing
I'm stuck under the ceiling
They have a certain feeling
About the son of an inmate
So as I sit in this emotional pit
Crying at night
Like a little bitxh
With my wrists slit
Don't ask why
Only ask why now
i wish are love was like jack and sally
but instead its forest gump and jenny
still chasing love thats never ready
i should have left those dreams with Freddy
cuz those once sweet dreams kill me heavey
-mar
So dope, rip to my yung nigga I’ll carry on your memories 💪🏽
WOW qué buen beat 🎶☠
if its sold can i still make a song to it? (sry if thats a dumb question)
Chorus; well if you, were there" I would of appeared but let me go adios "alone"
Hey who brought this track? I've seen a girl rap to this exact track on facebook
shane gordon can you link me it bro
I’m using this audio for an edit,is that okie?
😍😍
Why does everyone sample shinoh dynasty
David Lopez he has an amazing voice
She* has an amazing voice
...he
Edwin Uchiha he...
she
Can I use this if I give you credit and put the song title and artist on the video?
Life was a series shit Till you came into itAlways bein rutsTired of fucking feeling shit
I hate class I hate schoolI just wanna be with youWe split apart but still together And it’s cold in the rainy weatherFeeling guilty for shit that I didn’t doText you some messages I love youWith a heart and it beatin making me feelLike somebody cares irregular breathing
Feeling nauseous About to vomitCan’t stomach your wordsWhile going through hardships You bounce back X2I’ll never let go
Can I get a version where it’s like 40 seconds separated
damn your talented
Much love man
+Nicholas Allan bruh your gunna go places your gunna producing for some big artists one day.
That really means alot man thankyou
Then I can use this track freely as long as I affirm that the beat is yours in the copyright?
Am I able to use this for non profit? Let me know please!
thanks!
This my shit!🎶
She Don't wanna be loved
She wanna get money
She Don't wanna be Hurt
She wanna get money
ola amei seu beat gostaria de usar em uma musica minha como faço ?
I'll do it for love
X2 I feel so alone
Hurt to through the phone
I don't want to gone though
Verse
How can I explain what I wanna say
I see the years in your eyes baby wipe your face Yeah I fucked up bad so I lay AWAKE so I can really understand why you think its fake asking for why it's you all the damn time I know you feel some type of way about my damn lies always think In in my mind like I wanna die always picking up a razor giving it a try (yeah) you are my half and I know it I don't wanna blow it I love to so much I got fucked up emotions I think about you cause I'm broken into a half that will never be spoken fucked up in this pain I swear I'm insane I know my heart's dark and im afraid to show it I know it's fucked up but this time I will hold it I fucked up your heart and I made up feel soulless
X2
I feel so alone hurt you through the phone I don't want you gone though
This is carry on or jocylen backwards I just can’t tell which one
David Lopez no it’s neither it is it’s own sample
(My song lyrics)
Alone
Verse; mind been switched,heart been broken but I can't unfold but u wish I told but victim wrote what has been stole, im alone
Can i use that beat for a ringtone?
Rip x
Whats up bro, I'm from Brazil and I was looking for this beat. I'd like to use it on a song, can I?
Soñaba una vida contigo
Hubo final xq antes hubo inicio
Soñaba lo mismo pero no conmigo
Al ver que no estás me siento vacío
Quisiera decir que te estraño
Pero no estoy para hacerme más daño
Quiero decir esto aúque suene raro
Prrp en el fondo de vuelta te quiero
En la vida no existe un de nuevo
Soy una estrella volando x cielos
Pase x tu cielo dijiste hasta luego
Olvida todo ese fue tu deseó
Yo estoy aquí para darte placer
Pero no llega al amanecer
Pensando en ti con otra mujer
Sir dejas ir no me veras volver
No sé xq intentó
Eres estraño .ella pregunta
Porque yo
No confío en nadie
Ni siquiera en ella
El recuerdo se hace muy largo
Al ver que no estás se hace amargó
Veo la luna ya no es lo mismo
Al ver que no estás me hundo en abismls
Buscará un amigo.pero es que no tengo
Renuncie a todo x darte mi tiempo
Antes dijiste vete. Y fui terco
Te dije te quierooo se te hizo muy poco
Pensando que contigo jugaba
Pero era tu quién conmigo jugaba
Ami espaldas
De frente dcia que tú me amabas
Pero a espaldas tu me apuñalabas
Tu sonrisa sí que me encantaba
Me gustaba cuando me mirabas
Cambiaste los planes asi de la
nada
Con cada te quiero más te alejabas
x2
Don’t wanna love her , u wanna love her , I don’t trust nobody ... not even her
Me arrependo e quero você entenda
Nunca te troquei por elas
Me perdoe Alien Girl!! 👽💔
Nụ hôn em trao cho anh ngày trước vẫn còn in rõ
Anh không ngờ, ngày hôm nay anh nhận từ em cái tin đó
OK hai ta đường ai nấy đi
Nhưng xin em hãy trả lại con tim của anh mà em đã lấy đi, baby
Chắc cũng em biết mà , anh yêu em thiết tha
Nhưng em đã lướt qua, thật là tiếc quá, dùng nhạc để viết ra
Anh không dám đi đến những con đường ta từng đi vì anh sợ sẽ nhớ về em
Anh cũng không biết là từ lúc nào anh có cảm giác thấy khi ở trong phòng một mình những lúc về đêm
Can someone explain
Explain why none loves me
Not my crush, not my friends, none.
Yeah i'm pretty ugly.not lying
Not trying to express my feelings that much
But i'm worthless
I don't like life if it's going to be this way
Ha don't even know why i said friends.
I don't have any
In middle school having friends is hard
Also having a boy friend.
I'm done with this life.
Not killing myself.
Just blocking myself from the world
I can't be allowed to be to live life like this if that's what life is.
Just know you are a person and you should love yourself.
Please don't end up like me.
A girl who hates herself.
Bye.
Did Quadeca buy it?
Can u maybe send me a version of this beat without the tag.
You'd have to purchase a lease sorry :/
can I buy the stems for non profit still ?
Is this beat free to use?
where u get the acapella from
Can i still re-lease this beat ?
você foi importante pra mim
não quero que tudo acabe assim
você foi tudo o que eu procurava
em meio a toda essa bagunça eu encontrei alguém que me amava
foi difícil te ver partir do meu coração , agora roda noite eu te peço de volta em uma oração ,
é tão mal encontrar você com outro alguém , me destrói por dentro mas pelo menos vc está bem
não tô legal , sem você aqui nada tá normal
What does sold mean? Can I still use if I buy a lease?
Moises Caballero no sorry man. It’s been sold exclusively. You are still allowed to use it non-profit
Prod. Nicholas Allan thank you soo much. I'm glad I can still use it non profit because it is a piece of art.. Thank you for the quick reply too!
Liked and subbed
Got any socials?
00:19
Uhh I can't tho uhh
Pick up the pace keep up the pace she still don't understand why I'm like this baby I got trust issues honestly I got problems I'm mentally sick I'm a fucking sinner bury me 6 fit under I got a whole lot of pain bad vibes negative energy in me I just wanna die but a week later u took my heart been weeping about u been having sleep paralysis I don't wanna go outside and feel pain but I don't wanna be alone with my thoughts I got a funny feeling in my chest and It don't feel good I got stab wounds around my arms some people thought I got In a fight hell naw they were self inflicted now u know losing u was the worst pain in my life I don't know what to do I don't wanna go outside and get caught in traffic I hate fucking traffic and when it's raining I look at the window and think that the rain are my tears and it'll keep falling until I get over u but that day ain't gonna come I hate myself slit my wrist ease my pain now she know I can't trust nobody not even her.
So... Alone.
Hayzer Nihil I’m right here buddy
here bro
soundcloud.com/user-110984355/routine-prod-by-nicholas-allan
So me diz por que tem que ser assim (yeh)
cada dia chego mais perto do fim
eu minto quando digo que sim
eu minto quando digo ser feliz
apenas olhe pra mim
eu apenas menti
eu apenas menti
eu apenas menti
não precisa se preocupar
talvez um dia eu fique bem
ainda não achei o meu lugar
tudo que eu preciso ce tem
um dia tu vai tentar me procurar
não precisa por favor nem vem
é que a gente se amava de mais
e tudo foi deixado pra trás
perto de você eu enxergava paz
agora a gente que faz pop eles fazem jazz
mas a gente tem tempo
e problemas voam como vento
então tudo vai ficar bem
então tudo vai ficar bem
Where can i buy this beat??
Yeah im already getting addicted drugs,
People tried helping me but it aint never enough,
Bc my ex already left me phocked up, yeah,
I dont need some help,
I just need someone else,
To stick by my side,
To tell me live right,
And dont think of suicide,
Yet i aint stupid ik what life is,
But to it im not recognizing.
She wonders why Prod ThatBoiDJ is what i saw on soundcloud idk which is the original
I love you at the same time I hate you sometimes i just want to express my self but you wont understand that fuck you I aint enough for you but let me tell you how much I car about you just tell me coz I can see the truth in your lies she tries to spin it around but merry wont go round my self esteem is going down and let me tell you that one time I almost drown
I almost drown at my own thoughts
Now Im done with it
Dont worry you wont see me anymore
I dont care about you anymore not even her
Tell her she fucked me up its like shes just playing a game
You wont rhyme a proper word if the rhytm wont rhyme with your thougths
Im afraid to you coz youre comforting me with your lies I dont know I dont care if she tries
She tries to say sorry but i wont even heard that she said sorry
Why should she say sorry if she dont even know how i fuckin feel
My tears is invisible you wont see it if you dont look at it i mean you wont see it if you dont feel it i mean no one cares in short everyone is numb im just happy
When you dont know how a broken glass fell you dont know what it means you wont fix a broken glass like its perfect again yes you can fix it but the scars is fuckin visible but in the eyes of others its invisible
Im positive until i believe that theres no impossible thats why almost everything is irresistible now i want to end this poem like my life theres no extention or continuation coz i dont have enough dedication
Yo this beat is fire they call me AYDEN ima used this beat in my song
Can I use this?
Ko Smos sure
You are my treasure
what's the lyric? what does he say?
ICTV Eden you wanna save her, you wanna have her, i don’t need nobody, but you
dees baws thank you
dees baws no its not. Its dont wanna sweet talk she wonders why i dont trust nobdy not even her
I wonders why i try
She wonders why I
I dont trust nobody
Not even her
dees baws he does not say that lol
Dù chỉ mới tuổi 18 nhưng anh biết em có nhiều hoài bảo
Bro this was used by a female rap artist and I can’t remember what it’s called please help
2018??
Send me far away where I know I can feel loved around the 1 ones that care the most to where I belong because it's been to long let pain get the best of me depression to strong where u been hows life real shit man I just wanna die no sleep all I do is cry I've been alone far from home tryna chase a dream lost from reality no love fake smile on my face stuck in place never felt free stuck in a cell feeling cold and stale living on earth I've always been I hell I've done put the pump to head in my mouth I've been alone aint no one hit me up on my phone not even to check if I'm ok no one not a damb thing I just wanna blow my brains I've just been alone I just wanna go take me away Jesus take wheel I don't wanna live any more I'm for real