It’s very sad seeing someone who not only was inspirational but trying to turn his life around from the mistakes he made in the past. He was trying to make up for it and to see him pass away trying to inspire and encourage others to help out each other is just really sad.
X has helped me personally with depression. His words and his music helped through it and it’s very sad to see such a guy like X pass away and at such a young age. The fact that he was only 20 is what hits me the most. Imagine what he could of done in 5 years or in 10. He never even knew what it was like to have a family of his own. But damn Rest easy❤️
Cheated once Cheated Twice now it's my turn to Roll the Dice, Friends be fake trying to act all nice, I guess it was my Life that they mispriced. I know u hate me but let it take time. Just letting you know I'm doing just fine. You was the one that I called mine. You was my heart and soul everytime I rymed. I Miss treated you cause I was out of my mine. I just didn't wanna waste a single Dime. But now I realized I was outta line.
I’m feeling dumb I’m feeling hopeless You’d never even notice feels like you don’t care at all If I lay and if I cry if I fall And now I’m feelin broken Can’t ever move on I don’t know why Always trapped in the moment We’re slaves to emotion You hung me out to dry Now I’m constantly chokin Trapped feeling closed in You’d probably not even know this You used to always lift me up Now all you do is hit me uh Left me scarred and in misery Why do you treat me differently Why do you act so distantly oh honestly it feels so bad to me how your now gone now this feels so wrong caught feelings way too strong told you you were beautiful I guess that was the usual thought words weren’t suitable never knew we weren’t doable I’m sorry that I failed you I’m sorry I mentally derailed you tried to swim as a friend too but that ship has sailed too and now me without you hypothermia skins pale blue thankful an blessed that I met you
Not gonna lie I’m feeling depressed I never asked for a lot i just asked for your best And You Left me a mess with this pain in my chest Cause you promised you would never leave then got up and left Got our memories in my head and i want em erased They tell you lies over text then they lie to your face I wanna forget u i never want to hear you name cause i gave you the world and the stars then all i got was space And I fucking hate u, cant u see my broken heart Im stupid, Should of known you never loved me from the start “Oh i can never leave you it will be to hard” Shut the fuck up bitch you know your happy we r apart Im having mixed emotions that i cant describe dom u mean so much to me for you i would die All u ever do is lie and u couldn’t even try And your reason I’m feeling all these mixed emotions inside
she said she loved me and i couldn't say it back bottled my emotions so my heart would stay intact i lost myself to find her now i really need a map and im sorry for my language cause im really finna snap, yeah cause you the reason i can't trust no body you're the mutha fucking reason i can't love no body cause you cheated when you shouldn't and i loved you when you wouldn't and the only thing you said was babe im so so sorry damm and now you look at me and wonder if i give a fuck kept it fucking real with you i guess it wasn't real enough loved you every second i supose i didn't feel enough cause all i did was give you all of me but now im giving up so how the fuck do you expect me to feel gave you all my love and i exposed you to real and everytime you hear my name i really hope you feel my pain cause you're the only one to blame and thats cause nothing was the same. foreal
Don’t wanna still try, She wonders why I, I don’t trust nobody, not even her, And I can’t date just anybody I’m scared of getting hurt, bitches soil my heart like it’s some dirt, And it’s the truth I gotta face it, wish it was some bull shit so I could erase it, Not puttin my all in, I’m fucking bawlin I’m sure I’m fallin too just can’t seem to notice, Giving bitches my heart like ayo could you hold this, Swear I’m going beyond insane, elevate my mind then get off on shit stronger than novocaine, Drug infested, damn what a shame, Fuck any passed emotion dispersed in the moment cause thats not me no more, I don’t condone it, Throw my life away I don’t care , I can’t even bare the thought of us walkin by each other, with different endeavors, now strangers but we use to love one another, Shit is beyond stupid, use this music for other than just to vent, did you see my sanity cause I didn’t I wonder where it went, Don’t wanna still try, She wonders why I, I don’t trust nobody Not even her (2x) Well damn, being alone is doing wonders for me, Eyez wide open, 20/20 Vison and I still can’t see, hard to see through the rain, tears raining down on me, filtered by sorrow and pain, I’m sure everyone has had their fair share of dark days but for me my skies always seem to resemble the darkest shade of grey, So fuckin hard to forget, take action make a mistake and then soon enough regret, I ain’t god, I can’t fix everything you gotta do some by yourself, feels like you’re just short of reaching that book on top of the highest shelf, Perspective cloudy on fuckin bitches and sippin ill daily, Worst version of meee Blindsighted, Even I hate me, Money can’t buy happiness least that’s what I proclaim, fuck all these hoes and people on my back and tbh, ion need the fame, I never did Keep concealed, don’t let the demons in, sin after sin the man above stay forgiving and giving, Word Don’t wanna still try She wonders why I, I don’t trust nobody, Not even her (2x)
You ever miss someone that you push away constantly Someone who you’ve done so wrongfully Cautiously, I’ve been walking around cautiously. Making sure I watch out for the snakes and the dishonesty Honestly I’ve been so sad it’s been hurting me bodily Maybe be I should speak up and start speaking audibly This moved from comedy to it constantly hurting me Because I Be needing to check some peoples quality Everyone forgot how Martin Luther king taught us equality Life been getting so hard, rather play monopoly I’ve been doing shit unconsciously Everyone’s been doing it and it’s hurting the economy Some people really need to check they psychology But would that really help? Maybe it’s a possibility Lately I’ve been feeling like people’s words have been hitting me And it’s been hurting mbut I did that to myself and I can see I’m looking at these pictures reminiscing Now days these memories be meaning nothing Now a days all people care about is fucking They don’t know about the problems we be stuck in My feelings they interfering Y’all don’t know what I be fearing I’m scared of all of my feelings My heart is broken into pieces I can never tell if it’s breaking or if it healing I feel like I’m running out of options I’m so confused sometimes I think I be needing some captions Some subtitles at the bottom so I know what I’m watching Bc it doesn’t seem real That no one cares about what anyone feels That everyone’s emotions always have to be sealed That the new dealer doesn’t know how to deal They didn’t like the cards they got so they decided to steal Now there to a point where they can’t even heal. That’s my point of view on the situation I know that my words aren’t gonna effect the nation People need to stop making stuff up and need to start using “quotations”
Thinking alot about her Wonder if she's ever thinking about me Drinking everyday My vision getting dizzy I'm stressed the fuck out This shit slowly killing me Questioning about my past Worying if I'm gone do her like her last Told her I wanna get married But she want to give shit time Fuckkkkkk! What can I do to keep you in life I'm willing to anything Always willing to sacrifice As the clock tick She waited for me to die I'm crying in the inside Fake smile on the outside Anything that I did to her wrong I wanna make right Cut my wrist Loud scream in my head Something told me its better to be dead Then to be fuck off Smoking weed that might be laced Because I'm losing my mind Broken heart is the worst crime I'm on my knees I can't get up on my feet Use to be strong Now I'm weak Laying down in the middle of the street People walking by laughing at me
been stuck inside my head been stuck and now im dead i never thought to say that i always loved you and i just ran so far away but now i want to stay the shit i was going threw it made me fall in the loop over and over ma'am i didnt wanna hurt you but now im cursed like damn the shit u making me do the shit u making me see the shit u making me be and now i falling all down i need to get off this ground but ian got no one to help me i thought when i met u i was lucky these bitches told me that u wasn't nothing i met u and i turned this into to something
She wonder why i dont like nobody To grab life by the throat you gotta choke somebody Baby dont get in the way Dont catch feelings that aint safe But dangerous games engrained in your free willing spirit to get the healing you crave And nothing can stop u i get tempted but when caught slipping niggas tend to fall in love and deal with cuts at home or on the road just all alone And i got enough I aint trynna bluff life been rough on a brother i gave up on love to flex punch lines to pick up bucks Can you forgive, as i give you my perspective its all i got to have a strong mind some shit gotta stop And sorry thats us And im sorry thats us But when it is what is and it aint what it was Gotta move on but i miss your touch so much Felt like you could heal me but its really just a fun Thought In the back of my mind i can find u Memory bank only place that you safe the rage that i got deep inside me Your chapter is the sweetest sorrow, only things sour about it was the hour it happened Other than that we both had heart cold This is just a tear cus if we got attached this would rip you apart So if you will consider my neglect an attempt to protect your effective skills of seduction Trust me dont trust me
No it does. He's basically saying that XXXTENTACION type beats are basically Shiloh Dynasty samples because he did that on his most recent album, but Shiloh has a very distinct style with very few actual recordings to sample from, and most people accusing him of stealing aren't aware of how sampling works, and they probably saw this sampled by someone else before they saw this video hence they accuse him of "stealing" the beat when there's just a common sample. If they would've seen this beat before the other, they would've accused the other of "stealing" it. Also, don't randomly be rude to people on the internet man, they legit don't give a shit and you're just wasting your time insulting them.
theWIIISEguy man honestly, I just went into that explanation because its disrespectful to the producer to claim that this isn't original. I personally haven't heard these kind of drums on any shiloh sample so far, and people gotta understand that sampling is a part of the culture. Hip Hop is unique because it takes something from literally every fuckin' genre on earth. Kudos to the producer man.
We've been on and off just like we be playin games It's getting so hard just to move on with the pain Since the day you left it just never was the same Wanna win but I'm loosing more than I can gain Loving you is my passion and loving you is my grind I work my ass off everyday just for you to feel so fine I don't smoke and I don't drink but I'm addicted to your smile I wanna give you everything in life except a bad reason to cry But I lost so much in life that there's nothing left to give I'm still trying not to die instead of find a way to live We both have the same vision and we still refuse to build It's like we both agreed to donate and we still refuse to give So tell me baby do you really wanna link Cause if you ready then I'm ready we just gotta settle in Promise me that you gon talk to me about the way you feel Don't lie to me just tell to me about the things you think And you know that im gon ride for you Im always gonna try for you You take away my fears so im always gonna dive with you With the way you make me feel I could even steal the sky for you Cause you always on my mind so I could even go and die for you And you know im gon be there for you Im always gonna care for you My life was wrong but you made it unbelievable Tell me what those feelings are I never got this shit And as long as I’m with you youll never see my jersey switch Cause we gon ride till the end without ever play pretend Please listen close cause you gotta understand That I love you with all my heart and all the pain within my scars You everything I wished for its like youre my shooting stars I know I did you wrong but it never was my goal I was looking out for rocks when you clearly were my gold I was looking out for life when you clearly were my soul And I was looking out for half when you clearly were my whole I was praying god a lot just to get back my control Its like love just shot my back and my heart just became cold Please just give me back my heart with all the pieces that you stole Cause without you by my side its like my heart becomes a stone Staring at the cloud and they seem to get closer I'm lifting up high Im slowly loosing focus I'm alone in my mind hoping nobody notice But they quickly notice me Asking me what's wrong as if they really cared for me But won't nobody care for me Suffering so silently Fighting up my demons but they really get so frightening Please do not use MY lyrics for a song even if you give me credit.
Another day, thinking are u Another day, searching for a clue Another day asking my self too Its something strange, damn i still miss u There is no a sign, showme your lil trace I need to find, something on my place So we can talk, get u back from there Just to behold, ur pretty damn face [louder voice] We need to talk, something has changed now My heart is cold, I cant feel pain now Its not a joke, imnot a damn clown My heart was broke, Just been 2 days down So let me ask, can we pls try again ? All things have passed, imma new fvking pearl My thoughts were right, weve done a nice whirl I have all planned, u’ll always my girl [Verse 1] End.
She Wonders Why Troopers finna step the game y'all know they all just clones Heartless like you said but then came blowing up my phone Convincing me with words but always had him on the low I'd return the favor back but bitch my ass is grown Hold you when you feeling sad Apologizing when you're mad You're not seeing what I lack All I'm asking is that back Got away and doing great go checkout its ratio Got a badder b and now she giving me fellatio She pleasing I'm treating Like the queen you are She in needing I'm feeling A permanent love scar When it's heart on heart we both bid the years conspire Stop questioning my love for you my only one desire Blessing with the smile you have Eyes that make me so attached Neon when we make contact On my life the grand impact Dedication is what you should see in my eyes One day we'll be loving on the islands of Dubai So long so long that I wait there Holding on holding on to my one prayer Falling back to my knees Can you save me from fears I wanna say you're mine I hope you stay a while Falling back to my knees Can you save me from fears I wanna say you're mine I hope you stay a while Falling back to my knees Can you save me from fears So long you've sat in line Know not to waste your time Recommending myself Let me tell you I'm real Ticking time better hurry boutta blow Fighting for the place that you lost so long ago And I know what it must've seemed My deep desires were only dreams Thoughts that got the best of me But kept fighting so we could be Opened up my heart cause yours is what mine required Just trynna restart but you thought I was a liar But I’m all up in my head Damn these thoughts they weigh Guess I’m always kinda dead Questioning if I’m okay Voices that are yet unsaid Please don’t get away babe I fell in your black hole no I don’t need oxygen Rather inhale your love than exhale some cannabis We’ll accept the past cause now we’re ridding bliss Saying I’m too good so she wonders why Trust in the moments when you fall my way Falling back to my knees Can you save me from fears Checkout the song here ⬇️ soundcloud.com/user-384800004/she-wonders-why0
Girl remember when I told you I can’t trust nobody I don’t have nobody sippin on potion Going through life thinking bout the shit that could never change Wondering why I trusted switching and swervin’ these lanes You left me cold in the rain make me go insane You were everything but you hurt me til I’m nothing but pain Thinking bout you so much had to roll up the stank Conversations we had made me feel so great Thought our love would forever be great But shit changed That’s why I can trust nobody Hook: 1:13 2nd verse Burn me down til I’m nothing but memories She Hurt me so bad I stopped to laugh Thinking about our relationship while smoking on gas I’m doing better thanks for asking. Our whole relationship you was just acting But I stick to basketball that’s my passion Feelings? I’m not catching My love for you was forever lasting You killed me mentally, silent like a assassin Don’t act like you care when they drop my casket Dead, nothing to think about talking about relaxin All my friends dead I joined them we all dancin Blew my heart should’ve known you were the cannon And girl that’s why I can’t trust nobody. Hook:
The actual song : Been lied to, what else? Been cheated on, who else? Got somebody but want someone else. Love everyone but dont love yourself, Tell me why everybody plays you want I love you's, not can I come through's, Everybody just tryna get a piece but then they get it and then just leave, She sick and tired of all of these games, focus on you instead of these lames, Got hurt so much now she cant trust Tell you been on me just for lust, She wonders…
Rodlin Fernandes she ain’t good enough, wonders why it’s always fake love, wonders why they all just left, but then forgets with that smoke in her chest like
Been lied to, what else? Been cheated on, who else? Got somebody but want someone else. Love everyone but dont love yourself, Tell me why everybody plays you want I love you's, not can I come through's, Everybody just tryna get a piece but then they get it and then just leave, She sick and tired of all of these games, focus on you instead of these lames, Got hurt so much now she cant trust Tell you been on me just for lust, She wonders why she ain't good enough, wonders its always fake love, wonders why they all just left, But then forgets with that smoke in her chest like . You are a stranger, she wonders why, I dont trust nobody, not even her .
She had to go: My cousin committed suicide at the age of 12 Jaidyn why’d you do this I can’t believe your gone We’ve been good cousins for god who knows who long I’ll never forget your smile and you’re pretty face The love from me and others will never fade away My eyes filled with tears as I heard the news It never occurred to me, how much I could lose I find myself wishing that it all wasn’t real Everytime I think about it pain is all I can feel 7/22 they saw you weren’t in bed But instead they saw you hanging and saw that you was dead You were fighting for your life but you did not win the fight But instead the demons changed you and they took you to the light You never said “I’m leaving” You never said “goodbye” You never said anything before you took your life Now that you’re gone I don’t really feel the same I cannot handle the way you gave me this pain Sometimes I can handle it but sometimes I can’t But I try to hide it and make sure no one sees that I’m sad You’re mom was devastated the day you had to go I remember when grandma got the news on the phone I thought of you today but that is nothing new I thought about you yesterday And days before that too I think of you in silence I often speak your name But all I have are memories and your picture in a frame
she understands that, i’m having relapse. i’m buying blunt raps. i’m boutta collapse. i’ve crossed roads with no street signs, i know you well, i can’t read minds, and i really thought you could be mine, but i guessed wrong, and that’s fine. it’s just. you lead me on, and that’s fucked up. this dumb shit, just bad luck. ill stop now, cause i’m fucked up, really wish i could’ve said sumthin
Savage Clarity but I'm trapping in my mind and I'm tryinh get out but you broke me, I wish you knew what you did to me, hurting so cold, world moving in slow mo, wishing you come back...
Coração atordoado Poucos visitantes Tão inevitável Tão irrelevante Mente afastada do coração Então só me resta dar umas das mãos Ou correr logo da solidão Mesmo correndo sem nenhuma intuição Coração bate a milhão Pra felicidade eu recebo um"Não" Ela voa como um anjo Mas evapora direto pro inferno E mas uma vez eu escrevo sobre ela no meu caderno (x2) Caderno meu cerebro Mente solta Metendo uma bala no meio das folhas Relvas, atravessando a mente não continua E por lá só cai forte pingos de chuva Chuva, agora enquanto estou sobrio Chuva, cai forte nos meus olhos Talvez seja um tipo de corante Mas eu continuo perdendo sangue Cores vivas Do mundo Passando por pensamentos Banhadas em tristezas Felicidade em sangramento Montanhas desmoronando Sentimentos quebrando Olhos afundados Ouvidos fechados No escuro nem uma planta cresce No escuro nada floresce No escuro nada renasce O renascer de um ser me invade O mundo floresce Contido investe Pensamentos crescem E todos ficam menos loucos(2x) Correndo (x5) Feito um louco Correndo (x5) De todos
I got my heart broken my chest was open she had the golden token she road my emotions n threw them in the fucking ocean I'm lost I can't put my thoughts in motion she fights she cried she lied always let her slide by they where nights I just wanted to leave her behind but I loved her n I wanted her by my side... I got played by a fucking snake my heart never had a brake of this pain our relationship was getting so plain n it was driving me insane I was mentally drained I was never the same....😥
//Intro You know.. //Verse 1 There was a time when I loved you and you loved me And honestly it feels so bad to me How you're gone in one night it feels so wrong I'm sorry that I hurt you with my all my love too long I let these feelings build up way too strong That's just me I just tried to be the best me that I could be Told you you were beautiful I guess that was the usual I thought that we could work but you proved I was delusional I.. I'm sorry that I failed you I'm sorry that all of my love mentally derailed you Tried to swim after as your friend but that ship sailed too And honestly without you my skin is turning pale blue but I'm thankful and blessed that I met you Without you I wouldn't be the man that I'm meant to So all I can say is I'm sorry and thank you Even though the goodbye was really painful I'm thankful for the time that we spent It's like a good and bad thing that I dreamt Emotionally through hell and heaven I went But here I am now and I have no regrets Cause you do not love me and that I accept And in the future I hope for you the best So when it comes to me as your stress I Hope you can forgive me and lay it to rest Cause I'm not perfect either, and that I get We both definitely had our arguments Because we both grew up as stubborn kids And I gave out too many compliments But we always made up and laughed about it You could tell my emotions from the way I sounded When you said those three words oh my chest pounded I'll never forget how my chest pounded.. //Outro
This was the rap I made with this beat. It is a friend's true story. It is called Numbing Bullet Holes. When I was 6, I tried. When I was 8, I tried. But when will I be tried by God for suicide? I swear my mama cried. I swear my dad he cried. But no I didn’t cry, I simply asked, “God why?” It just went through my skin, it bled me like a pin, and when it didn’t go in, I said fuck this amen. He said you go man up, and when you’re all grown up, Imma leave you far from here. Homeless, made purely of fear Threat went straight through me, like a vasectomy. I sat there under this tree, And somebody almost killed me. It was a dark day, I was almost 8. Someone pulled up in a white van, someone filled with hate. He pulled a gun to my face, his mouth scowled in disgrace. He said to me, “Where the hell is Grace?” My grandma. That’s who he was talking about. He continued to scream and curse and shout. She walked out and said, “What’s this all about?” Out of fear, I jumped back. My grandma she came out of the rear, I wish she could’ve just walked back. Evident her end was near. That man, that devil, pulled her from me through the gravel. Hit her head with a shovel. Put her wallet in a duffel. Put her in the sack. I was screaming, “Come back!” He drove away and he didn’t give a crap. You know what comes after click-clack-_ _ _ _ I wish that this fateful day would just go away, and to this day I pray, that she’s in a better place. That’s the source of my depression. I heard from a mile away. The awful sound of hammer compression. And now she rests in a jar on a tray. After that I did my best. 4th grade passed and feelings compressed, expressing it through art, In a never-ending quest. I expose myself through music. Through learning to abuse it. Pouring out my feelings into rhymes and raps, watching boring therapy crap. I’ve learned to be happy on the outside and in. But if you ask about this subject, I will likely just give in. Now I play soccer, I draw, and I bike. Like any kid ever, Average Joes, names like Mike But the thing that stands out about me that I truly like Is the fact I haven’t yet ended my life.
you're a heartbreaker to me you've been faker you broke my heart ripped me apart they say love is art but ours is not you're breaking hearts you're breaking hearts
this shit crazy good nigga, im fucking high and im crying deadass too this shit ☠️😭 i fw you, producers like you are the real goats 🖤💀 might use a few of your beats to slap some lyrics on if thats cool? much appreciated ☠️🖤
Alone- by me ❄️ Feeling numb Laying in my bed I don’t even know what’s going through my head Wanna quit school Cuz I’m all alone I don’t even wanna pick up my phone Think you know me yeah well you thought wrong Lately I’ve been having troubles with my mom Don’t really wanna come home yeah This makes me feel more alone I don’t wanna get hurt no more But everybody just leaves out the door I hope god knows that I’m trying It’s kinda hard when everyone keep lyin And I still end up crying... God, seems like you’re a stranger to me Opened up my heart and you had the key Now I can’t believe that you’re gone Cuz damn it’s been so long I even ended up writing this song I hope you hear the pain that you gave me Now I’m hoping that somebody can save me Cuz I’ve been feeling really down lately Now I’m hoping that the devil will take me ... Starts at 0:18
You are a stranger She wonders why I, I don't trust nobody not even her I gave my all away, now its just in my way I needed you in my life but u feeling important u came back and i said fuck it i tried and i fucked up, countless times its counting up i broke your heart yes i know that couple of times girl you know that questions started rising, tears thats a matter of crying parted ways i fell apart, all the way down to my core lights go out and my tears come out my thoughts are wildin, my shits compiling didn’t know before, when you call me I’m gone the night is my space alone, where my words turn into coupons u were so malicious, girl ur thoughts are so vicious at the same time i fell back to old time post traumatic stress got me fucked up been fucked up since the last time i held your hand we were so close, nothing separated, never separated we were a forever thing until you took that growth ring and thru it away like bee sting 💔
Always thought that I, Wouldn’t be broken, Now I am just lonely, Caught in the rain I am so damn numb, Don’t even love drugs I just want my heart back, I don’t want this pain Didn’t really think that we would end, if I can hold you maybe we can mend it I, just want you to be my whole life I swear, if I can’t have you, the xans will capture me, I don’t want nobody (nobody) I think I’m going insane
I don’t trust nobody I wanna be alone Please man don’t hit up my phone Cuz your gonna hear “please leave a message after the tone I just wanna grab the rope Put it around my neck and just kick the chair Then you walk in your gonna think in flying in the air Then you’ll see I’m dead and regret for saying you don’t care All this hate it’s not fair Friends say they got my back When it was just a lie I told them I wanna fucking die Then they left me in read and continued with there life Not giving a Fuck about mine But I don’t really care cuz ima just die And I hope that is fucking tonight
You most definitely earned my subscribe and Bell notification I will definitely use this on my SoundCloud and I will give you full credit for everything
Hey! Can you help me? I am a producer myself and I absolutely don't know how you guys do it. How do I make a low quality sample, like the one you took here, and make it sound higher quality and more "dry"?
she wonders if he loves her she wonders if she is worth it she wonders if shes to broken she wonders aimless she wonder mindless she wonders nameless she wonders sainless hey you may not be a saint you may not the best you may not be as fast as the rest you may not be loved by all the rest you may be broken you may be a bent arcade token but nobody is to broken im saying not sugar coated
It feels like we broke apart Confused broke hearted from the heart Don't play games with me cause I was there from the start I thought we had a thing You were my everything Loving someone else cause it ain't me I be missing you I hope you be missing me I bought u everything that I can afford Everything you said I adored Now I don't get why you tryna push me out the door Asking for more Hate compassion Spending time with someone else smashing I guess I ain't the one Fly my wings and go up above This ain't no suicide I ride Till I die But I'm lost in the mind I'm curing on the sidelines I don't know what to do I'm just missing you I'm with no crew I'm all alone Saving up money to get myself a home But I wish I had a girl to bone Now I'm on my own Suffering from all this hate Sufercatin from all this pain With out you everything feels so strange But I'm on my way
Still trying to make up my mind As we all fall down I don’t know why It makes me wanna cry It makes me feel like I have no choice Let it burn away Let it burn away I’ve seen some beautiful things I don’t understand why it was me Isn’t it suppose to be So blissfully Stop it with the helping me It’s just hurting me Let it burn away Let it burn away Love is nothing but a burden An the things you say ain’t working If it was then why am I still searchin Lurking for a heartless person In a dangerous world Feeling pessimistic Corested the gifted An I still Let it burn away Let it burn away
I gave you my heart just so you can play with it You takin your time it’s like u ain’t even trying At this point you’ll never be mine You ask me why I’m always so shy? It’s cuz guys like you go and mess with my mind I opened my arms and you took it for granted Ye, you did that sh*t and I don’t understand it You gave me these feelins said I do the same But then I look at at how you treatin me and there’s no way Ye but then you talk sh*t like it’s all a game Like damn, it’s 3am, I just wanna sleep but you stuck in my head *Rap* I’m makin up all these scenarios I’m dreaming of you like you actually care you know It’s getting hard to cope feelin all this pain But I won’t let it show cuz you don’t feel the same It’s like all I am to you is just another name Ye, like damn, it’s 3 a, I’m tryna sleep but you still stuck in my head. Not that good but oh well thanks for reading :)
He asked me why I do not trust nobody I just told him I’ve been down this road before Cause every time I truly love somebody They just end up walking out the fucking door I got left in pain cause that love shit is poison My heart broken for not listening to them voices Hard to find a real one in between all of the choices I should’ve listened but I didn’t now I guess I’m broken Now, I don’t think I could ever trust another soul So quick to fall in love but too hard just to let them go The ones I truly love Are the ones to be going ghost It’s like I know they bout to leave But I always seem to do the most So what the problem with me? Why do I fall in love? Knowing I love them more than me but it’s still not enough Damn my love was larger then they giving up Making up excuses with the floor so I ain’t see wassup True love you know it’s hard to find that Thought about the memories gone I want my time back Used to give out all of my trust I want what’s mine back Give it time ,move on, Like bro I rlly tried that (Not my rap)
yung Running through the same shit It seems like every girls the same chick They all just wanna ride the dick They all wanna smoke a nick But it's starting to make me sick Looking at them now I see nothing but bullshit So I pull out a carbine and blast a whole clip She wonders why I won't say I love you To be honest I just don't trust you All that bullshit I left behind where I stand is where I decide Ima yungin who don't care for pride And when I look at you I see another lie So it's time I say goodbye And when I leave don't start to cry Because fake tears are the biggest lie All you're good for is giving me you're mind We never really talk So Ima let yo ass walk Everyone points at me and judges me as a fuck boy But all I ever wanted was a family Lost mine when I got out Another drank of Hennessy So many hoes tryna get command of me But can't no one demand me Amen
u mind if i use this i have been always inspired by x to do his music he saved my life and multiple more i wanna thank em back in a big way or atleast try please lmk, rip to the greatest artist💔😪
Been lied to to, what else? Been cheated on, who else? Got somebody but want sum else Love everyone but don’t love yourself Tell me why everybody plays you Want all the views not can I come throughs Everybody just tryna get a piece But then they get it and then just leave She's sick and tired of all of these games Focus on you instead of these lames Got hurt so much now she can't trust Tell you been on me just for lust She wonders why she ain’t good enough Wonders why it’s always fake love Wonders why they all just left But then forgets with that smoke in her chest like See, I fell in love fast fell out of it quicker Used to be us now you ain’t in the picture She wonders why I can’t open up 'Cause the last girl I had left and took my trust The feel of her lips still stuck on my brain Miss the way she used to throw that thing Now I’m stuck with bitches and bottles Used to FaceTime then she turned to my model Like damn maybe I need someone Maybe everyone just needs someone Sick and tired not being someone Man I’m over here tryna find someone like damn Why the fuck I’m in my feelings? Everyday I’m running from this healing Everyday I’m fucking chasing these bitches Everyday I’m fucking chasing these riches
Call this one a journal entry read it you’ll be hurting with me read it you’ll feel certain that I never had a purpose I feel worthless human touch has always made me nervous only time I feel content is when I’m spitting in my verses catch me steady skirting I don’t want to end up hurtin but the strangest keep on trying I still tell em i ain’t buyin cause I’m broke so much that i don gave up all my hope in my heart I feel like crying in my throat I feel a choke around my neck i feel a rope and on my head i feel a blow every day I feel like dying but I never let em know and I never ever show the things that’s cloudin up my mind I just drop another song and hope they picking up the signs hope they ignoring all my lies and try to stop my suicide hope that they see it coming before I run outta time they say that life is all a journey and it’s all about the climb but imma need some strength because I’m running out of mind and I can’t pinpoint what’s wrong it’s just everything combine for all the ones who have hated go ahead and step in line sick of all the tears and the anger and the loneliness finally believe I’m crazy for all the ones who have told me this need someone to tell me I’m enough, need you to show me this after being stepped on for so long I think that you owe me this at least just keep a real with me I’m done with all the phoniness yeah I’m sick of all the phoniness don’t look me in my face and tell me you ain’t never noticed this my doors always close so that no one can ever open it steady in a days because I having trouble focusing eventually I’m just numb to all the pain that I’ve soaking in and I just want to sleep cause i hate the world i woke up in i feel so let down from all the people that i have had hope in and my scars are almost shut but something always comes and opens them just close em i can’t continue to fall my heart been feeling so cold words been coming out so bold stop worrying bout what comes out stop worrying bout all the clout because despite all the attention I’m a mow without a doubt i’m mentally tired and so I’m glued down to this couch and I wanna feel warm but it’s so cold up in this house
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Listen on Spotify:
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Best sad X type beat I've heard💯💯😢😢
zinc wit lean Music go to beatz era xxxtentacion type beats...Youll actually cry
Message in songs soundcloud.com/youngesquared/message-prod-by-beatz-era
Such an good beat
I made a song and named "underwater" th-cam.com/video/YyrZkZSCoc4/w-d-xo.html RIP X
rest easy
DatBoiDJ shit sucks
It’s very sad seeing someone who not only was inspirational but trying to turn his life around from the mistakes he made in the past. He was trying to make up for it and to see him pass away trying to inspire and encourage others to help out each other is just really sad.
X has helped me personally with depression. His words and his music helped through it and it’s very sad to see such a guy like X pass away and at such a young age. The fact that he was only 20 is what hits me the most. Imagine what he could of done in 5 years or in 10. He never even knew what it was like to have a family of his own. But damn Rest easy❤️
DatBoiDJ o. c
DatBoiDJ can I use this??
I WISH HE WOULD JUST STAGE DIVE FROM HEAVEN AND COME BACK TO US
PR1NCE ZUK0 OMG YES
preach....it hits all of us hard...
I don't, he beat his girl
PR1NCE ZUK0 faxx
the ambient goat people make mistakes💯 your comment really just irrelevant at this point💯
Cheated once Cheated Twice now it's my turn to Roll the Dice, Friends be fake trying to act all nice, I guess it was my Life that they mispriced. I know u hate me but let it take time. Just letting you know I'm doing just fine. You was the one that I called mine. You was my heart and soul everytime I rymed. I Miss treated you cause I was out of my mine. I just didn't wanna waste a single Dime. But now I realized I was outta line.
Mind if I used these in a NES song
Yo this is amazing g, i hope you're good❤🔥💯
You are a stranger
She wonders why I,
I don't trust nobody
Not even her
Caius_Rio no
Michael Lemons so what is it??? 1st or 2nd
Oziel Cavazos its you are a stranger
Oziel Cavazos bc he clearly doesn't say dont so even if im wrong which im not it would be sayin know why i still try so hes wrong either way
Michael Lemons yea yea i was sure of it
I listen to this at night it helps me fall asleep and I love this beat so much I sing it all day so its in my head❤️
Ella Higuera how do you sing a beat?
she means she sings like the lyrics and tune of the song...
soundcloud.com/fuckaregularlifestyle/atomik-ft-playboi-h-u-r-t-p-a-i-n-prod-datboidj listen to my song w this beat 💕
I have this shit in my head all day long too, so sad and relaxing at the same time... just what i need. Bad vibes forever🖤
This video makes me want to close my eyes and think about life
Honestly
Loveinqz i just listen to the song and look at mine and my exes tbhs and pics together
*I think Kaneki would close his eyes and wonder who he’s gonna eat next*
I’m feeling dumb I’m feeling hopeless
You’d never even notice
feels like you don’t care at all
If I lay and if I cry if I fall
And now I’m feelin broken
Can’t ever move on I don’t know why
Always trapped in the moment
We’re slaves to emotion
You hung me out to dry
Now I’m constantly chokin
Trapped feeling closed in
You’d probably not even know this
You used to always lift me up
Now all you do is hit me uh
Left me scarred and in misery
Why do you treat me differently
Why do you act so distantly
oh honestly
it feels so bad to me
how your now gone
now this feels so wrong
caught feelings way too strong
told you you were beautiful
I guess that was the usual
thought words weren’t suitable
never knew we weren’t doable
I’m sorry that I failed you
I’m sorry I mentally derailed you
tried to swim as a friend too
but that ship has sailed too
and now me without you
hypothermia skins pale blue
thankful an blessed that I met you
Not gonna lie I’m feeling depressed
I never asked for a lot i just asked for your best
And You Left me a mess with this pain in my chest
Cause you promised you would never leave then got up and left
Got our memories in my head and i want em erased
They tell you lies over text then they lie to your face
I wanna forget u i never want to hear you name
cause i gave you the world and the stars then all i got was space
And I fucking hate u, cant u see my broken heart
Im stupid, Should of known you never loved me from the start
“Oh i can never leave you it will be to hard”
Shut the fuck up bitch you know your happy we r apart
Im having mixed emotions that i cant describe
dom u mean so much to me for you i would die
All u ever do is lie and u couldn’t even try
And your reason I’m feeling all these mixed emotions inside
You ok
Damn that Tough that happened to me too
DOM no ik this was two years ago but never be depressed life goes on bro 😔
I watch your TH-cam videos
this made me think of the dude that revived me when i had the raygun in zombies , this is good to vibe to 💔😔
😂
wow😭
rest easy bro!! you kept it real and got me through some real times. look forward to seeing u in the future🙏💔
she said she loved me and i couldn't say it back
bottled my emotions so my heart would stay intact
i lost myself to find her now i really need a map
and im sorry for my language cause im really finna snap, yeah
cause you the reason i can't trust no body
you're the mutha fucking reason i can't love no body
cause you cheated when you shouldn't
and i loved you when you wouldn't
and the only thing you said was babe im so so sorry
damm
and now you look at me and wonder if i give a fuck
kept it fucking real with you i guess it wasn't real enough
loved you every second i supose i didn't feel enough
cause all i did was give you all of me but now im giving up
so how the fuck do you expect me to feel
gave you all my love and i exposed you to real
and everytime you hear my name
i really hope you feel my pain
cause you're the only one to blame
and thats cause nothing was the same. foreal
lol this was a girls rap
Yo can I use this man
@@sbravo7576 he took this from @officialmere
Don’t wanna still try,
She wonders why I,
I don’t trust nobody, not even her,
And I can’t date just anybody I’m scared of getting hurt, bitches soil my heart like it’s some dirt,
And it’s the truth I gotta face it, wish it was some bull shit so I could erase it,
Not puttin my all in, I’m fucking bawlin
I’m sure I’m fallin too just can’t seem to notice,
Giving bitches my heart like ayo could you hold this,
Swear I’m going beyond insane, elevate my mind then get off on shit stronger than novocaine,
Drug infested, damn what a shame,
Fuck any passed emotion dispersed in the moment cause thats not me no more, I don’t condone it,
Throw my life away I don’t care , I can’t even bare the thought of us walkin by each other, with different endeavors, now strangers but we use to love one another,
Shit is beyond stupid, use this music for other than just to vent, did you see my sanity cause I didn’t I wonder where it went,
Don’t wanna still try,
She wonders why I,
I don’t trust nobody
Not even her (2x)
Well damn, being alone is doing wonders for me,
Eyez wide open, 20/20 Vison and I still can’t see, hard to see through the rain, tears raining down on me, filtered by sorrow and pain,
I’m sure everyone has had their fair share of dark days but for me my skies always seem to resemble the darkest shade of grey,
So fuckin hard to forget, take action make a mistake and then soon enough regret,
I ain’t god, I can’t fix everything you gotta do some by yourself, feels like you’re just short of reaching that book on top of the highest shelf,
Perspective cloudy on fuckin bitches and sippin ill daily,
Worst version of meee Blindsighted,
Even I hate me,
Money can’t buy happiness least that’s what I proclaim, fuck all these hoes and people on my back and tbh, ion need the fame, I never did
Keep concealed, don’t let the demons in, sin after sin the man above stay forgiving and giving,
Word
Don’t wanna still try
She wonders why I,
I don’t trust nobody,
Not even her (2x)
You ever miss someone that you push away constantly
Someone who you’ve done so wrongfully
Cautiously, I’ve been walking around cautiously. Making sure I watch out for the snakes and the dishonesty
Honestly I’ve been so sad it’s been hurting me bodily
Maybe be I should speak up and start speaking audibly
This moved from comedy to it constantly hurting me
Because I Be needing to check some peoples quality
Everyone forgot how Martin Luther king taught us equality
Life been getting so hard, rather play monopoly
I’ve been doing shit unconsciously
Everyone’s been doing it and it’s hurting the economy
Some people really need to check they psychology
But would that really help? Maybe it’s a possibility
Lately I’ve been feeling like people’s words have been hitting me
And it’s been hurting mbut I did that to myself and I can see
I’m looking at these pictures reminiscing
Now days these memories be meaning nothing
Now a days all people care about is fucking
They don’t know about the problems we be stuck in
My feelings they interfering
Y’all don’t know what I be fearing
I’m scared of all of my feelings
My heart is broken into pieces
I can never tell if it’s breaking or if it healing
I feel like I’m running out of options
I’m so confused sometimes I think I be needing some captions
Some subtitles at the bottom so I know what I’m watching
Bc it doesn’t seem real
That no one cares about what anyone feels
That everyone’s emotions always have to be sealed
That the new dealer doesn’t know how to deal
They didn’t like the cards they got so they decided to steal
Now there to a point where they can’t even heal.
That’s my point of view on the situation
I know that my words aren’t gonna effect the nation
People need to stop making stuff up and need to start using “quotations”
Hey bro mind if I use these lyrics I'm writing a deep song about a girl at the achoo talent show and I need them if you don't mind?
@@AvalonSinai
What about mine
Ayee bro this shit is lit
I'm vibin with this bro honestly you put my feelings into words.
Can i rap this for you and give you all the credit
Thinking alot about her
Wonder if she's ever thinking about me
Drinking everyday
My vision getting dizzy
I'm stressed the fuck out
This shit slowly killing me
Questioning about my past
Worying if I'm gone do her like her last
Told her I wanna get married
But she want to give shit time
Fuckkkkkk!
What can I do to keep you in life
I'm willing to anything
Always willing to sacrifice
As the clock tick
She waited for me to die
I'm crying in the inside
Fake smile on the outside
Anything that I did to her wrong
I wanna make right
Cut my wrist
Loud scream in my head
Something told me its better to be dead
Then to be fuck off
Smoking weed that might be laced
Because I'm losing my mind
Broken heart is the worst crime
I'm on my knees
I can't get up on my feet
Use to be strong
Now I'm weak
Laying down in the middle of the street
People walking by laughing at me
Low key clicked cuz of Mordecai
syd16packchicken facts
Jean jeanbaptisted lol
You everywhere
LifeOfDreTv haha what’s up fam
soundcloud.com/fuckaregularlifestyle/atomik-ft-playboi-h-u-r-t-p-a-i-n-prod-datboidj my song to this beat💔
been stuck inside my head
been stuck and now im dead
i never thought to say that
i always loved you and i
just ran so far away
but now i want to stay
the shit i was going threw
it made me fall in the loop
over and over ma'am
i didnt wanna hurt you
but now im cursed like damn
the shit u making me do
the shit u making me see
the shit u making me be
and now i falling all down
i need to get off this ground
but ian got no one to help me
i thought when i met u i was lucky
these bitches told me that u wasn't nothing
i met u and i turned this into to something
Talent is priceless.Major respect
╭┈┈┈┈╯ ╰┈┈┈╮
╰┳┳╯ ╰┳┳╯ R.I.P XxxTentacion
fire bro🔥
She wonder why i dont like nobody
To grab life by the throat you gotta choke somebody
Baby dont get in the way
Dont catch feelings that aint safe
But dangerous games engrained in your free willing spirit to get the healing you crave
And nothing can stop u
i get tempted but when caught slipping niggas tend to fall in love and deal with cuts at home or on the road just all alone
And i got enough
I aint trynna bluff life been rough on a brother i gave up on love to flex punch lines to pick up bucks
Can you forgive, as i give you my perspective its all i got to have a strong mind some shit gotta stop
And sorry thats us
And im sorry thats us
But when it is what is and it aint what it was
Gotta move on but i miss your touch so much
Felt like you could heal me but its really just a fun
Thought
In the back of my mind i can find u
Memory bank only place that you safe the rage that i got deep inside me
Your chapter is the sweetest sorrow,
only things sour about it was the hour it happened
Other than that we both had heart cold
This is just a tear cus if we got attached this would rip you apart
So if you will consider my neglect an attempt to protect your effective skills of seduction
Trust me dont trust me
KSK_DVO can i use this?
Fye
Can I use ?
Shout out all the people freestyling to this man hope y’all doing good and make it out one day
Best sad beat i ever heard in my life 👍🔥
Part 2
DatBoiDJ already got on this one, bout to kill part 2!
DatBoiDJ how do i get the beat
Where can I buy this!
yoo, idk if im missing something but, th-cam.com/video/uQkqnuCsXaU/w-d-xo.html
ImSkidd bro that shit is ass
For all yall that sayin he stole it, lemme remind you that shiloh (the person singing) doesnt have that many singing videos. So theyre limited
SkrubsOnly you are beyond fucking stupid. That doesn't even make sense.
No it does. He's basically saying that XXXTENTACION type beats are basically Shiloh Dynasty samples because he did that on his most recent album, but Shiloh has a very distinct style with very few actual recordings to sample from, and most people accusing him of stealing aren't aware of how sampling works, and they probably saw this sampled by someone else before they saw this video hence they accuse him of "stealing" the beat when there's just a common sample. If they would've seen this beat before the other, they would've accused the other of "stealing" it. Also, don't randomly be rude to people on the internet man, they legit don't give a shit and you're just wasting your time insulting them.
Aditya Sharma brains, you use yours. I like that. People swear they're hip hop fans but Brent familiar with the art of sampling. Shit is funny.
theWIIISEguy man honestly, I just went into that explanation because its disrespectful to the producer to claim that this isn't original. I personally haven't heard these kind of drums on any shiloh sample so far, and people gotta understand that sampling is a part of the culture. Hip Hop is unique because it takes something from literally every fuckin' genre on earth. Kudos to the producer man.
BRO IT'S THE SAME EXACT BEAT FYM
Listening to these after the news today..... #RIP
We've been on and off just like we be playin games
It's getting so hard just to move on with the pain
Since the day you left it just never was the same
Wanna win but I'm loosing more than I can gain
Loving you is my passion and loving you is my grind
I work my ass off everyday just for you to feel so fine
I don't smoke and I don't drink but I'm addicted to your smile
I wanna give you everything in life except a bad reason to cry
But I lost so much in life that there's nothing left to give
I'm still trying not to die instead of find a way to live
We both have the same vision and we still refuse to build
It's like we both agreed to donate and we still refuse to give
So tell me baby do you really wanna link
Cause if you ready then I'm ready we just gotta settle in
Promise me that you gon talk to me about the way you feel
Don't lie to me just tell to me about the things you think
And you know that im gon ride for you
Im always gonna try for you
You take away my fears so im always gonna dive with you
With the way you make me feel I could even steal the sky for you
Cause you always on my mind so I could even go and die for you
And you know im gon be there for you
Im always gonna care for you
My life was wrong but you made it unbelievable
Tell me what those feelings are I never got this shit
And as long as I’m with you youll never see my jersey switch
Cause we gon ride till the end without ever play pretend
Please listen close cause you gotta understand
That I love you with all my heart and all the pain within my scars
You everything I wished for its like youre my shooting stars
I know I did you wrong but it never was my goal
I was looking out for rocks when you clearly were my gold
I was looking out for life when you clearly were my soul
And I was looking out for half when you clearly were my whole
I was praying god a lot just to get back my control
Its like love just shot my back and my heart just became cold
Please just give me back my heart with all the pieces that you stole
Cause without you by my side its like my heart becomes a stone
Staring at the cloud and they seem to get closer
I'm lifting up high Im slowly loosing focus
I'm alone in my mind hoping nobody notice
But they quickly notice me
Asking me what's wrong as if they really cared for me
But won't nobody care for me
Suffering so silently
Fighting up my demons but they really get so frightening
Please do not use MY lyrics for a song even if you give me credit.
Another day, thinking are u
Another day, searching for a clue
Another day asking my self too
Its something strange, damn i still miss u
There is no a sign, showme your lil trace
I need to find, something on my place
So we can talk, get u back from there
Just to behold, ur pretty damn face
[louder voice]
We need to talk, something has changed now
My heart is cold, I cant feel pain now
Its not a joke, imnot a damn clown
My heart was broke, Just been 2 days down
So let me ask, can we pls try again ?
All things have passed, imma new fvking pearl
My thoughts were right, weve done a nice whirl
I have all planned, u’ll always my girl
[Verse 1]
End.
Oscar hey bro is it ok if I'll use it?
She Wonders Why
Troopers finna step the game y'all know they all just clones
Heartless like you said but then came blowing up my phone
Convincing me with words but always had him on the low
I'd return the favor back but bitch my ass is grown
Hold you when you feeling sad
Apologizing when you're mad
You're not seeing what I lack
All I'm asking is that back
Got away and doing great go checkout its ratio
Got a badder b and now she giving me fellatio
She pleasing
I'm treating
Like the queen you are
She in needing
I'm feeling
A permanent love scar
When it's heart on heart we both bid the years conspire
Stop questioning my love for you my only one desire
Blessing with the smile you have
Eyes that make me so attached
Neon when we make contact
On my life the grand impact
Dedication is what you should see in my eyes
One day we'll be loving on the islands of Dubai
So long so long that I wait there
Holding on holding on to my one prayer
Falling back to my knees
Can you save me from fears
I wanna say you're mine
I hope you stay a while
Falling back to my knees
Can you save me from fears
I wanna say you're mine
I hope you stay a while
Falling back to my knees
Can you save me from fears
So long you've sat in line
Know not to waste your time
Recommending myself
Let me tell you I'm real
Ticking time better hurry boutta blow
Fighting for the place that you lost so long ago
And I know what it must've seemed
My deep desires were only dreams
Thoughts that got the best of me
But kept fighting so we could be
Opened up my heart cause yours is what mine required
Just trynna restart but you thought I was a liar
But I’m all up in my head
Damn these thoughts they weigh
Guess I’m always kinda dead
Questioning if I’m okay
Voices that are yet unsaid
Please don’t get away babe
I fell in your black hole no I don’t need oxygen
Rather inhale your love than exhale some cannabis
We’ll accept the past cause now we’re ridding bliss
Saying I’m too good so she wonders why
Trust in the moments when you fall my way
Falling back to my knees
Can you save me from fears
Checkout the song here ⬇️
soundcloud.com/user-384800004/she-wonders-why0
YO THIS SHOULD HIT TRENDING
Girl remember when I told you I can’t trust nobody
I don’t have nobody sippin on potion
Going through life thinking bout the shit that could never change
Wondering why I trusted switching and swervin’ these lanes
You left me cold in the rain make me go insane
You were everything but you hurt me til I’m nothing but pain
Thinking bout you so much had to roll up the stank
Conversations we had made me feel so great
Thought our love would forever be great
But shit changed
That’s why I can trust nobody
Hook:
1:13 2nd verse
Burn me down til I’m nothing but memories
She Hurt me so bad I stopped to laugh
Thinking about our relationship while smoking on gas
I’m doing better thanks for asking.
Our whole relationship you was just acting
But I stick to basketball that’s my passion
Feelings? I’m not catching
My love for you was forever lasting
You killed me mentally, silent like a assassin
Don’t act like you care when they drop my casket
Dead, nothing to think about talking about relaxin
All my friends dead I joined them we all dancin
Blew my heart should’ve known you were the cannon
And girl that’s why I can’t trust nobody.
Hook:
This is one of the most beautiful beats ive ever heard, thank you for giving this to the world 🙏❤
The actual song :
Been lied to, what else?
Been cheated on, who else?
Got somebody but want someone else.
Love everyone but dont love yourself,
Tell me why everybody plays you want I
love you's, not can I come through's,
Everybody just tryna get a piece but
then they get it and then just leave,
She sick and tired of all of these
games, focus on you instead of these lames,
Got hurt so much now she cant trust
Tell you been on me just for lust,
She wonders…
Rodlin Fernandes she ain’t good enough, wonders why it’s always fake love, wonders why they all just left, but then forgets with that smoke in her chest like
Rip bro such a good person
Been lied to, what else?
Been cheated on, who else?
Got somebody but want someone else.
Love everyone but dont love yourself,
Tell me why everybody plays you want I
love you's, not can I come through's,
Everybody just tryna get a piece but
then they get it and then just leave,
She sick and tired of all of these
games, focus on you instead of these lames,
Got hurt so much now she cant trust
Tell you been on me just for lust,
She wonders why she ain't good enough, wonders its always fake love,
wonders why they all just left,
But then forgets with that smoke in her chest like .
You are a stranger,
she wonders why, I dont trust nobody, not even her .
Astrus* copied without credit.
Ben Warkentin you copied someone
Yeah this lyrics is for austruss
Yea Astrus copied these n didn’t give credit
She had to go:
My cousin committed suicide at the age of 12
Jaidyn why’d you do this
I can’t believe your gone
We’ve been good cousins for god who knows who long
I’ll never forget your smile and you’re pretty face
The love from me and others will never fade away
My eyes filled with tears as I heard the news
It never occurred to me, how much I could lose
I find myself wishing that it all wasn’t real
Everytime I think about it pain is all I can feel
7/22 they saw you weren’t in bed
But instead they saw you hanging and saw that you was dead
You were fighting for your life but you did not win the fight
But instead the demons changed you and they took you to the light
You never said “I’m leaving”
You never said “goodbye”
You never said anything before you took your life
Now that you’re gone I don’t really feel the same
I cannot handle the way you gave me this pain
Sometimes I can handle it but sometimes I can’t
But I try to hide it and make sure no one sees that I’m sad
You’re mom was devastated the day you had to go
I remember when grandma got the news on the phone
I thought of you today but that is nothing new
I thought about you yesterday
And days before that too
I think of you in silence
I often speak your name
But all I have are memories and your picture in a frame
I feel u I lost my cuz too 😭😭
Damn I’m so sorry😞 I felt every word of this!
Rip to your cousin keep your head up😞 prayers🙏❤️ your are so loved😊🙏👌
she understands that,
i’m having relapse.
i’m buying blunt raps.
i’m boutta collapse.
i’ve crossed roads with no street signs,
i know you well, i can’t read minds,
and i really thought you could be mine,
but i guessed wrong, and that’s fine.
it’s just.
you lead me on, and that’s fucked up.
this dumb shit, just bad luck.
ill stop now,
cause i’m fucked up,
really wish i could’ve said sumthin
Savage Clarity I wanna hear this shit. Record it over a beat bro
Savage Clarity but I'm trapping in my mind and I'm tryinh get out but you broke me, I wish you knew what you did to me, hurting so cold, world moving in slow mo, wishing you come back...
Cam Oberhoff that's money right there real talent take up sing writing bro
Bro is it cool if i use these lyrics and add onto them?
very good stuff
*This Vid Makes Me Want To Go Back to the old days When Society Wasn't So Messed Up*
I don't trust nobody😩 I swear that shit hit me so hard thinking about how I have no one not even a family ...
+M Ibrahimovic you have Someone! I promise :) and if you feel like you don’t and you need someone then feel free to hmu!
+DatBoiDJ aw Thank you, I Love ur music keep up the good work ❤️
You have me. So you're kool
You just got another subscriber! Your beats are hella good, underrated af
Coração atordoado
Poucos visitantes
Tão inevitável
Tão irrelevante
Mente afastada do coração
Então só me resta dar umas das mãos
Ou correr logo da solidão
Mesmo correndo sem nenhuma intuição
Coração bate a milhão
Pra felicidade eu recebo um"Não"
Ela voa como um anjo
Mas evapora direto pro inferno
E mas uma vez eu escrevo sobre ela no meu caderno (x2)
Caderno meu cerebro
Mente solta
Metendo uma bala no meio das folhas
Relvas, atravessando a mente não continua
E por lá só cai forte pingos de chuva
Chuva, agora enquanto estou sobrio
Chuva, cai forte nos meus olhos
Talvez seja um tipo de corante
Mas eu continuo perdendo sangue
Cores vivas
Do mundo
Passando por pensamentos
Banhadas em tristezas
Felicidade em sangramento
Montanhas desmoronando
Sentimentos quebrando
Olhos afundados
Ouvidos fechados
No escuro nem uma planta cresce
No escuro nada floresce
No escuro nada renasce
O renascer de um ser me invade
O mundo floresce
Contido investe
Pensamentos crescem
E todos ficam menos loucos(2x)
Correndo (x5)
Feito um louco
Correndo (x5)
De todos
If u don't mind can u come fuck wit my song to this called "were all gonna die simeday"..I just wanna know what people think about it
essa letra já existe em alguma música? se não, posso usar?
This beat is beautiful bro. Got me feeling inspired for real
I got my heart broken my chest was open she had the golden token she road my emotions n threw them in the fucking ocean
I'm lost I can't put my thoughts in motion she fights she cried she lied always let her slide by they where nights I just wanted to leave her behind but I loved her n I wanted her by my side... I got played by a fucking snake my heart never had a brake of this pain our relationship was getting so plain n it was driving me insane I was mentally drained I was never the same....😥
Slayin it with this lil homie
//Intro
You know..
//Verse 1
There was a time when I loved you and you loved me
And honestly it feels so bad to me
How you're gone
in one night it feels so wrong
I'm sorry that I hurt you with my all my love too long
I let these feelings build up way too strong
That's just me
I just tried to be the best me that I could be
Told you you were beautiful
I guess that was the usual
I thought that we could work but you proved I was delusional
I..
I'm sorry that I failed you
I'm sorry that all of my love mentally derailed you
Tried to swim after as your friend but that ship sailed too
And honestly without you my skin is turning pale blue
but I'm thankful and blessed that I met you
Without you I wouldn't be the man that I'm meant to
So all I can say is I'm sorry and thank you
Even though the goodbye was really painful
I'm thankful for the time that we spent
It's like a good and bad thing that I dreamt
Emotionally through hell and heaven I went
But here I am now and I have no regrets
Cause you do not love me and that I accept
And in the future I hope for you the best
So when it comes to me as your stress
I Hope you can forgive me and lay it to rest
Cause I'm not perfect either, and that I get
We both definitely had our arguments
Because we both grew up as stubborn kids
And I gave out too many compliments
But we always made up and laughed about it
You could tell my emotions from the way I sounded
When you said those three words oh my chest pounded
I'll never forget how my chest pounded..
//Outro
IS IT DONE
Exactly what’s going on right now 💔
Damn bro... You killed it🔥
You gon write a song to dat bro ??
I’ll kill it using those lyrics and give u credit my bro
Oml I love this sound. Rest easy bud🙃❤️
This was the rap I made with this beat.
It is a friend's true story.
It is called Numbing Bullet Holes.
When I was 6, I tried.
When I was 8, I tried.
But when will I be tried
by God for suicide?
I swear my mama cried.
I swear my dad he cried.
But no I didn’t cry,
I simply asked, “God why?”
It just went through my skin,
it bled me like a pin,
and when it didn’t go in,
I said fuck this amen.
He said you go man up,
and when you’re all grown up,
Imma leave you far from here.
Homeless, made purely of fear
Threat went straight through me,
like a vasectomy.
I sat there under this tree,
And somebody almost killed me.
It was a dark day, I was almost 8.
Someone pulled up in a white van, someone filled with hate.
He pulled a gun to my face, his mouth scowled in disgrace.
He said to me, “Where the hell is Grace?”
My grandma. That’s who he was talking about.
He continued to scream and curse and shout.
She walked out and said, “What’s this all about?”
Out of fear, I jumped back.
My grandma she came out of the rear,
I wish she could’ve just walked back.
Evident her end was near.
That man, that devil,
pulled her from me through the gravel.
Hit her head with a shovel.
Put her wallet in a duffel.
Put her in the sack.
I was screaming, “Come back!”
He drove away and he didn’t give a crap.
You know what comes after click-clack-_ _ _ _
I wish that this fateful day would just go away,
and to this day I pray,
that she’s in a better place.
That’s the source of my depression.
I heard from a mile away.
The awful sound of hammer compression.
And now she rests in a jar on a tray.
After that I did my best.
4th grade passed and feelings compressed,
expressing it through art,
In a never-ending quest.
I expose myself through music.
Through learning to abuse it.
Pouring out my feelings into rhymes and raps,
watching boring therapy crap.
I’ve learned to be happy
on the outside and in.
But if you ask about this subject,
I will likely just give in.
Now I play soccer, I draw, and I bike.
Like any kid ever, Average Joes, names like Mike
But the thing that stands out about me that I truly like
Is the fact I haven’t yet ended my life.
Sushii 👏👏👏
Don't put lyrics in comment sections man, anyone can pick it up and use it. Spit it on a mic and record it.
Amazing and very hearthbreaking...
Pretty good lyrics
F
Mannnn this is a true story??
Aye man keep up the good work I love your music. rip x
you're a heartbreaker
to me you've been faker
you broke my heart
ripped me apart
they say love is art
but ours is not
you're breaking hearts
you're breaking hearts
this is really good, keep up the great work man!
this shit crazy good nigga, im fucking high and im crying deadass too this shit ☠️😭 i fw you, producers like you are the real goats 🖤💀 might use a few of your beats to slap some lyrics on if thats cool? much appreciated ☠️🖤
Skechi yeah you good bro 😂✊🏾
IKR lmao bro
Skechi Edgy ass kid
King Lean says the one with a lean emoji as their pfp
th-cam.com/video/pZi0fgGl0Ds/w-d-xo.html
This deserves to be famous
365? 🤨🔥
thank you for posting this on youtube and soundcloud
Alone- by me ❄️
Feeling numb
Laying in my bed
I don’t even know what’s going through my head
Wanna quit school
Cuz I’m all alone
I don’t even wanna pick up my phone
Think you know me yeah well you thought wrong
Lately I’ve been having troubles with my mom
Don’t really wanna come home yeah
This makes me feel more alone
I don’t wanna get hurt no more
But everybody just leaves out the door
I hope god knows that I’m trying
It’s kinda hard when everyone keep lyin
And I still end up crying...
God, seems like you’re a stranger to me
Opened up my heart and you had the key
Now I can’t believe that you’re gone
Cuz damn it’s been so long
I even ended up writing this song
I hope you hear the pain that you gave me
Now I’m hoping that somebody can save me
Cuz I’ve been feeling really down lately
Now I’m hoping that the devil will take me ...
Starts at 0:18
💔💔😪
whythedidlydackfracknot egg gayyy
@@zhengli8798 damn it's funny how u give hate when u probably can't even do better
Kaiah S ❤️❤️
@@imanitahsin9878 don't listen to the haters... Ur rap was actually way better than what I can do 😂
This really clears my mind and i really love it
You are a stranger
She wonders why I,
I don't trust nobody
not even her
I gave my all away, now its just in my way
I needed you in my life but u feeling important
u came back and i said fuck it
i tried and i fucked up, countless times its counting up
i broke your heart yes i know that
couple of times girl you know that
questions started rising, tears thats a matter of crying
parted ways i fell apart, all the way down to my core
lights go out and my tears come out
my thoughts are wildin, my shits compiling
didn’t know before, when you call me I’m gone
the night is my space alone, where my words turn into coupons
u were so malicious, girl ur thoughts are so vicious
at the same time i fell back to old time post traumatic stress got me fucked up been fucked up since the last time i held your hand
we were so close, nothing separated, never separated
we were a forever thing
until you took that growth ring and thru it away like bee sting
💔
Rest in Peace Brother
U the best bro!!!
Always thought that I,
Wouldn’t be broken,
Now I am just lonely,
Caught in the rain
I am so damn numb,
Don’t even love drugs
I just want my heart back,
I don’t want this pain
Didn’t really think that we would end, if I can hold you maybe we can mend it I, just want you to be my whole life I swear, if I can’t have you, the xans will capture me, I don’t want nobody (nobody) I think I’m going insane
I don’t trust nobody I wanna be alone
Please man don’t hit up my phone
Cuz your gonna hear “please leave a message after the tone
I just wanna grab the rope
Put it around my neck and just kick the chair
Then you walk in your gonna think in flying in the air
Then you’ll see I’m dead and regret for saying you don’t care
All this hate it’s not fair
Friends say they got my back
When it was just a lie
I told them I wanna fucking die
Then they left me in read and continued with there life
Not giving a Fuck about mine
But I don’t really care cuz ima just die
And I hope that is fucking tonight
This is amazing
This is good but dont. Talk to someone. I'll be here for you
You okay bruh?
Tony I’m here for u
You most definitely earned my subscribe and Bell notification I will definitely use this on my SoundCloud and I will give you full credit for everything
HELLO I WOULD LIKE ASK, I CAN TAKE THIS BIT FOR MY RAP FREE ?
th-cam.com/video/dS9MLOnjKe8/w-d-xo.html
Let’s start a community!
Are you from Palm Beach?
this is the best thing ive ever heard
iWas Looking For A Beat To Do My Most Prized Song About My Life Story Its Gonna Be This One👌💔😔
Wesley Robinson I'm honored ✊🏾❤️
got me feelin emotional
I’m thankful for Shiloh🖤
Litty Shiloh is everything
OMG I love this beat!!😩😩 I'm a huge fan of this beat
Could I use this for non profit? This is perfect for the song I'm working on
Adam Ulrich of course
DatBoiDJ how do I go about doing that? I've never used a non profit. Email I'm guessing?
Hey! Can you help me? I am a producer myself and I absolutely don't know how you guys do it. How do I make a low quality sample, like the one you took here, and make it sound higher quality and more "dry"?
I play this all the time on sound cloud😄💔
wait how does this work, if a rapper wanna use this in his song he can? or how do we contact his to use this beat?
This beat goes well when your down and thinking ☹
Can I use this beat for non profit?btw what does the chorus say. Can you kindly write it down?
Dummie good my boi
If u don't mind can u come fuck wit my song to this called "were all gonna die simeday"..I just wanna know what people think about it
Sounds good my bro - happy new year!
Speed: 0.75
we're good to use this on spotify and stuff with the DJ tag right?
she wonders if he loves her
she wonders if she is worth it
she wonders if shes to broken
she wonders aimless
she wonder mindless
she wonders nameless
she wonders sainless
hey you may not be a saint you may not the best you may not be as fast as the rest you may not be loved by all the rest you may be broken you may be a bent arcade token but nobody is to broken im saying not sugar coated
LORD MICKEY damn
Stealing the first 3 lines, thank you
Repoch i ddnt steal shit i didnt see if you commented
Repoch ooooh ok go ahead sorry mitook it
Haha it's cool man. I was saying that I'll use the first 3 lines cuz they work perfectly with what I got planned
It feels like we broke apart
Confused broke hearted from the heart
Don't play games with me cause I was there from the start
I thought we had a thing
You were my everything
Loving someone else cause it ain't me
I be missing you I hope you be missing me
I bought u everything that I can afford
Everything you said I adored
Now I don't get why you tryna push me out the door
Asking for more
Hate compassion
Spending time with someone else smashing
I guess I ain't the one
Fly my wings and go up above
This ain't no suicide
I ride Till I die
But I'm lost in the mind
I'm curing on the sidelines
I don't know what to do
I'm just missing you
I'm with no crew I'm all alone
Saving up money to get myself a home
But I wish I had a girl to bone
Now I'm on my own
Suffering from all this hate
Sufercatin from all this pain
With out you everything feels so strange
But I'm on my way
Still trying to make up my mind
As we all fall down
I don’t know why
It makes me wanna cry
It makes me feel like I have no choice
Let it burn away
Let it burn away
I’ve seen some beautiful things
I don’t understand why it was me
Isn’t it suppose to be
So blissfully
Stop it with the helping me
It’s just hurting me
Let it burn away
Let it burn away
Love is nothing but a burden
An the things you say ain’t working
If it was then why am I still searchin
Lurking for a heartless person
In a dangerous world
Feeling pessimistic Corested the gifted
An I still
Let it burn away
Let it burn away
Exotic Panda I’m a songwriter to do you want to collab, your lyrics have so much meaning.I feel mine do to.let me know
I gave you my heart just so you can play with it
You takin your time it’s like u ain’t even trying
At this point you’ll never be mine
You ask me why I’m always so shy?
It’s cuz guys like you go and mess with my mind
I opened my arms and you took it for granted
Ye, you did that sh*t and I don’t understand it
You gave me these feelins said I do the same
But then I look at at how you treatin me and there’s no way
Ye but then you talk sh*t like it’s all a game
Like damn, it’s 3am, I just wanna sleep but you stuck in my head
*Rap*
I’m makin up all these scenarios
I’m dreaming of you like you actually care you know
It’s getting hard to cope feelin all this pain
But I won’t let it show cuz you don’t feel the same
It’s like all I am to you is just another name
Ye, like damn, it’s 3 a, I’m tryna sleep but you still stuck in my head.
Not that good but oh well thanks for reading :)
te iubesc luiza
te iubesc vale..
This beat dope! Can't wait to fw it
I like Beatz Era cuz it has more Sadness
He asked me why I do not trust nobody
I just told him I’ve been down this road before
Cause every time I truly love somebody
They just end up walking out the fucking door
I got left in pain cause that love shit is poison
My heart broken for not listening to them voices
Hard to find a real one in between all of the choices
I should’ve listened but I didn’t now I guess I’m broken
Now, I don’t think I could ever trust another soul
So quick to fall in love but too hard just to let them go
The ones I truly love
Are the ones to be going ghost
It’s like I know they bout to leave
But I always seem to do the most
So what the problem with me?
Why do I fall in love?
Knowing I love them more than me but it’s still not enough
Damn my love was larger then they giving up
Making up excuses with the floor so I ain’t see wassup
True love you know it’s hard to find that
Thought about the memories gone I want my time back
Used to give out all of my trust
I want what’s mine back
Give it time ,move on,
Like bro I rlly tried that
(Not my rap)
yung
Running through the same shit
It seems like every girls the same chick
They all just wanna ride the dick
They all wanna smoke a nick
But it's starting to make me sick
Looking at them now I see nothing but bullshit
So I pull out a carbine and blast a whole clip
She wonders why I won't say I love you
To be honest I just don't trust you
All that bullshit I left behind
where I stand is where I decide
Ima yungin who don't care for pride
And when I look at you I see another lie
So it's time I say goodbye
And when I leave don't start to cry
Because fake tears are the biggest lie
All you're good for is giving me you're mind
We never really talk
So Ima let yo ass walk
Everyone points at me and judges me as a fuck boy
But all I ever wanted was a family
Lost mine when I got out
Another drank of Hennessy
So many hoes tryna get command of me
But can't no one demand me
Amen
love itt
u mind if i use this i have been always inspired by x to do his music he saved my life and multiple more i wanna thank em back in a big way or atleast try please lmk, rip to the greatest artist💔😪
First
Lil Koon speed demon 😏
WockHrt77 Congratulations.
Dont wanna sweet talk
She wonders why
I dont trust nobody
Not even her ...
I'm writing a rap, I'm wondering if I can use this for the music?
Been lied to to, what else?
Been cheated on, who else?
Got somebody but want sum else
Love everyone but don’t love yourself
Tell me why everybody plays you
Want all the views not can I come throughs
Everybody just tryna get a piece
But then they get it and then just leave
She's sick and tired of all of these games
Focus on you instead of these lames
Got hurt so much now she can't trust
Tell you been on me just for lust
She wonders why she ain’t good enough
Wonders why it’s always fake love
Wonders why they all just left
But then forgets with that smoke in her chest like
See, I fell in love fast fell out of it quicker
Used to be us now you ain’t in the picture
She wonders why I can’t open up
'Cause the last girl I had left and took my trust
The feel of her lips still stuck on my brain
Miss the way she used to throw that thing
Now I’m stuck with bitches and bottles
Used to FaceTime then she turned to my model
Like damn maybe I need someone
Maybe everyone just needs someone
Sick and tired not being someone
Man I’m over here tryna find someone like damn
Why the fuck I’m in my feelings?
Everyday I’m running from this healing
Everyday I’m fucking chasing these bitches
Everyday I’m fucking chasing these riches
this is @phantom TV's rap .
Maddie Nikkole didnt say its mine 🤷♀️
This is fire keep up the work
Just wondering, what exactly does the chorus of the song say?
don't wanna still try
She wonders why i
i dont trust nobody
not even her
Fresh Prince of Woodville Dont wanna*
Fresh Prince of Woodville I thought it was you are his future she wonders why I don't trust nobody not even her
Fresh Prince of Woodville wonder why I still try,
She wonders why I
Don’t trust nobody
Not even her
The real lyrics are// "wonder why I still try, she wonders why I, I don't trust nobody, not even her" i gotchu fam.
Best beat ever!
Call this one a journal entry
read it you’ll be hurting with me
read it you’ll feel certain that I never had a purpose
I feel worthless
human touch has always made me nervous
only time I feel content is when I’m spitting in my verses
catch me steady skirting
I don’t want to end up hurtin
but the strangest keep on trying
I still tell em i ain’t buyin cause I’m broke
so much that i don gave up all my hope
in my heart I feel like crying
in my throat I feel a choke
around my neck i feel a rope
and on my head i feel a blow
every day I feel like dying
but I never let em know
and I never ever show the things that’s cloudin up my mind
I just drop another song and hope they picking up the signs
hope they ignoring all my lies and try to stop my suicide
hope that they see it coming before I run outta time
they say that life is all a journey
and it’s all about the climb
but imma need some strength because I’m running out of mind
and I can’t pinpoint what’s wrong
it’s just everything combine
for all the ones who have hated
go ahead and step in line
sick of all the tears and the anger and the loneliness
finally believe I’m crazy for all the ones who have told me this
need someone to tell me I’m enough, need you to show me this
after being stepped on for so long I think that you owe me this
at least just keep a real with me I’m done with all the phoniness
yeah I’m sick of all the phoniness
don’t look me in my face and tell me you ain’t never noticed this
my doors always close so that no one can ever open it
steady in a days because I having trouble focusing
eventually I’m just numb to all the pain that I’ve soaking in
and I just want to sleep cause i hate the world i woke up in
i feel so let down from all the people that i have had hope in
and my scars are almost shut but something always comes and opens them
just close em
i can’t continue to fall
my heart been feeling so cold
words been coming out so bold
stop worrying bout what comes out
stop worrying bout all the clout
because despite all the attention
I’m a mow without a doubt
i’m mentally tired and so I’m glued down to this couch
and I wanna feel warm but it’s so cold up in this house
You stole this from this one girl
Weebajean
because love exists
soundcloud.com/lowkeylukeg12/sets/sadboi real emotions went into this shit, your beats made me vibe and i fuck with it bro keep it up🔥🔥
Luke Brown this shits fire i love it
🔥👌🏽
Bro you are going somewhere
😍🔥🔥
Luke Brown keep working u can do big shit bro trust this was good 💪🏽
I miss him😖💔