Timestamps 00:00 Intro 02:23 P1 Rose Quartz 10:25 Green Bubble Stone 20:37 Amethyst 30:53 Carnelian I hope you enjoyed this reading. Here is a link my latest full length readings Love Pick a Card What they say to Others about you th-cam.com/video/RS0WW7uXWO4/w-d-xo.html
I chose pile 2. I woke up this morning in my own bed. And I was astonished by the contrast to where I’ve been this week, as I shared in my comment yesterday in the caldron. I felt like I’d moved through something very intense and have made it to the other side (devil and 10 of wands.) I posted a video on my channel Wednesday. I kept thinking about this story presented in my video. I knew there was more there than I was seeing. This is the case for many of my stories. I let the metaphor speak, very much like you let the cards speak. And then later, like in our conversations, more is revealed. The story I wrote was about a dream I had. I was stepping over *railroad* *tracks.* The synchronicity for this pile was incredible. Following the tracks was the 10 of wands (as I’m reading this back I realized the double meaning here. I was writing about the flow of the cards, but as I re-read, I see the other meaning. That following these tracks was very challenging.) In my story (Satellite) when I asked “why I was in north bend?” (where the railroad tracks were) I heard “for the ordeal” which feels like the 10 of wands. In Satellite, I was waiting for a call from my friend who was my supervisor when I was getting licensed as a psychotherapist. We met (still do) every other week. This particular day we were scheduled to meet was the first and only time he was late (which I feel was mirrored in this reading when you spoke of something taking a long time.) On that call with him, I needed to process an experience with a man, the same man I had in mind for your reading. And he lived in north bend. I was feeling frustrated. Shut out. Confused. When my friend/supervisor asked about my feelings towards a recent experience I had with this man I closed my eyes to get a deep response. That’s when I saw my double madness petunias. I rarely share details of experiences I have. Because it gets people bunged up in the superficial details. Or what many people call the illusion of this realm. It’s the constructs of this reality that snag many. To avoid these perils, I speak a great deal in metaphor. Like the double madness petunias. The Satellite story is an example of how I process. When my friend asked how I feel I didn’t just launch into the he said she said. Instead I let the higher aspect of me share. Through my flowers. Through the great mother. This journey I’ve been on was not supported by most. In fact very few people knew about this journey I’ve been on unless you’ve read the book 😂. And even in the book, it’s so cloaked with metaphor, unless someone really wanted to understand, it won’t be screaming in there either. It’s very subtle. Because it’s very controversial and thus, easy to get tripped on the tracks as they move through the illusions. I made a choice this morning when I was in the between. I visited him. Which I’ve been intentionally staying away from. I can move in the ether. It’s something I taught this man (and others). And something he played with. But he didn’t fully understand its power. As a consequence his life started to get very unstable. I did convey this warning. But he was so excited about opening to this realm he jumped in. But a tower was building. I could feel it. So I did what I could to steady it. To smooth it out. But I’m only half the equation. Eventually the energy was so intense, I had to step way back. And that was way I’ve stayed out of his space in both the seen and unseen. Until this morning. When I woke in my own bedroom. After a very intense week. And I visited him. I came into his bedroom. He reached for me and I said “I’m not here for that.” In the past I would respond as he desired. For so many reasons. But this time I needed to show him why I was really there. Why I’ve always been here (as I show in the Satellite story.) I needed to show him who he is. In the light. Away from all this darkness he is clinging to. I was determined to not succumb to the pattern of fulfilling his desire. It was surprisingly effortless. So much happened. For us both. And I got up this morning feeling a degree of peace and lightness I haven’t felt for a very long time. Then I saw you posted. I wanted to see from this reading if the experience I had this morning would be confirmed. And I feel it 100% was. Incidentally, in the video I posted Wednesday, there was a snake in it. Which I saw connected to the cauldron reading yesterday. But it was only one connection I noticed between our videos so I brushed it aside. The vacation card very much represents how I feel this morning. Wow! You pulled the tower and 7 of swords. I am so so glad those came through. Now I understand why these two cards have continued to show up for me. The way you explained really put this to rest. I’ve been aware for some time both of these energies represented in these cards have been around me. I’ve been waiting for the other shoe to drop (haha. Shoes! Like your grandma’s saying about wearing comfy shoes😂 looks like I heeded the babushkas guidance. Wear those comfy shoes on this journey. It makes the trip so much smoother! I have been through these two cards without fully knowing I’ve been through it. Because of those comfy shoes 🤪). But now I understand this has come to fruition. I’ve made this choice. To not let this crush me. To not respond with retaliation. To be very quiet. To be very gentle. To be compassionate and patient. As I traversed these tracks. For the ordeal. I am gobsmacked about the confirmation in this reading. I am so so grateful for this space nana! Thank you from the bottom of my heart. I need to go watch my video again and see what I see now 🥰 Amanda usually posts on Fridays. Given her comment in the cauldron yesterday she may take this week off. I’m so curious what she does bring through when she returns. You both have been tapped it! It’s been incredible. ❤️🪆🐝
Ok I’m just marking here where I paused reading and jumped across to your video ‘ In Satellite I was waiting for a call’ Snake , ether a word I used in reference to my comment missing yesterday on Amanda’s channel yesterday even the galaxy in your video 💫 The shoes yes so important . The tradition of turning the shoes to face opposite directs next to one another at night is coming to mind . Oh I’m laughing now because as I’m writing I see you used the word gobsmacked too . The overlaps the loops . I’m so glad your home and I’ love hearing and feeling how you honour your inner truth …. Recognising that what the collective sees as the sun is not always what makes us thrive and and continue to bloom 🌸
@@tarottoucheshearts shoes facing in opposite direction from each other? Is that a thing. And gobsmacked 😂. I’m American. This is not a usual word for us…but I just love the word so much.
Pile 2. Wow. So funny my friend and I had a very random conversation this week about the devil. And there’s the devil card. There’s always such interesting interpretation around the devil. Loved this little reading! 🤍
Hi, yes and the imagery throughout the various decks is always so interesting . How creators choose to represent this energy . I feel like some decks the devil has this more subtle low vibrational temptation vibe then other decks it’s like some big hot shot walking into the room saying ‘ hey I’m here , you wanna party with me 😂 🫶🌷
I listened again to pile 2 and when you got to the vacation card I remembered that when I saw your reading this morning there were two people who came to my mind. The man I saw in pile 2 and you. I thought it was really interesting you came into my mind. Well what does nana b want to say to me through this medium? I had forgotten about it as I was deep into pile 2. But on the second time through at the vacation card I was reminded of my initial message. And I already knew which pile was from you. Pile 1. You are that friend giving me this guidance. About who, I’m not sure…yet. But it is so clear. Thank you so so much sweet nana b ❤️🪆🐝
Timestamps
00:00 Intro
02:23 P1 Rose Quartz
10:25 Green Bubble Stone
20:37 Amethyst
30:53 Carnelian
I hope you enjoyed this reading. Here is a link my latest full length readings Love Pick a Card What they say to Others about you th-cam.com/video/RS0WW7uXWO4/w-d-xo.html
Group 3 thank you for the message.
🟢Pile 2 & 3💜 - thank you!
Thankyou I chose pile 3 resonates very much ❤
That’s wonderful thank you for watching ❤️💙
I picked 3 different piles for 3 different people and each one was on point, well done love 🌹😍
I’m so glad you enjoyed the reading 🙏💕
Pile 3 was very accurate. We definitely had a very unexpected connection. Thank you!
Hi Candy❤️🐝
I chose pile 2.
I woke up this morning in my own bed. And I was astonished by the contrast to where I’ve been this week, as I shared in my comment yesterday in the caldron.
I felt like I’d moved through something very intense and have made it to the other side (devil and 10 of wands.)
I posted a video on my channel Wednesday. I kept thinking about this story presented in my video. I knew there was more there than I was seeing. This is the case for many of my stories. I let the metaphor speak, very much like you let the cards speak. And then later, like in our conversations, more is revealed.
The story I wrote was about a dream I had. I was stepping over *railroad* *tracks.* The synchronicity for this pile was incredible.
Following the tracks was the 10 of wands (as I’m reading this back I realized the double meaning here. I was writing about the flow of the cards, but as I re-read, I see the other meaning. That following these tracks was very challenging.)
In my story (Satellite) when I asked “why I was in north bend?” (where the railroad tracks were) I heard “for the ordeal” which feels like the 10 of wands.
In Satellite, I was waiting for a call from my friend who was my supervisor when I was getting licensed as a psychotherapist. We met (still do) every other week. This particular day we were scheduled to meet was the first and only time he was late (which I feel was mirrored in this reading when you spoke of something taking a long time.)
On that call with him, I needed to process an experience with a man, the same man I had in mind for your reading. And he lived in north bend. I was feeling frustrated. Shut out. Confused. When my friend/supervisor asked about my feelings towards a recent experience I had with this man I closed my eyes to get a deep response. That’s when I saw my double madness petunias.
I rarely share details of experiences I have. Because it gets people bunged up in the superficial details. Or what many people call the illusion of this realm. It’s the constructs of this reality that snag many. To avoid these perils, I speak a great deal in metaphor. Like the double madness petunias. The Satellite story is an example of how I process. When my friend asked how I feel I didn’t just launch into the he said she said. Instead I let the higher aspect of me share. Through my flowers. Through the great mother.
This journey I’ve been on was not supported by most. In fact very few people knew about this journey I’ve been on unless you’ve read the book 😂. And even in the book, it’s so cloaked with metaphor, unless someone really wanted to understand, it won’t be screaming in there either. It’s very subtle. Because it’s very controversial and thus, easy to get tripped on the tracks as they move through the illusions.
I made a choice this morning when I was in the between.
I visited him.
Which I’ve been intentionally staying away from.
I can move in the ether. It’s something I taught this man (and others). And something he played with. But he didn’t fully understand its power. As a consequence his life started to get very unstable. I did convey this warning. But he was so excited about opening to this realm he jumped in. But a tower was building. I could feel it. So I did what I could to steady it. To smooth it out. But I’m only half the equation.
Eventually the energy was so intense, I had to step way back.
And that was way I’ve stayed out of his space in both the seen and unseen.
Until this morning. When I woke in my own bedroom. After a very intense week. And I visited him.
I came into his bedroom. He reached for me and I said “I’m not here for that.” In the past I would respond as he desired. For so many reasons. But this time I needed to show him why I was really there. Why I’ve always been here (as I show in the Satellite story.)
I needed to show him who he is. In the light. Away from all this darkness he is clinging to. I was determined to not succumb to the pattern of fulfilling his desire. It was surprisingly effortless.
So much happened. For us both. And I got up this morning feeling a degree of peace and lightness I haven’t felt for a very long time.
Then I saw you posted.
I wanted to see from this reading if the experience I had this morning would be confirmed.
And I feel it 100% was.
Incidentally, in the video I posted Wednesday, there was a snake in it. Which I saw connected to the cauldron reading yesterday. But it was only one connection I noticed between our videos so I brushed it aside.
The vacation card very much represents how I feel this morning.
Wow! You pulled the tower and 7 of swords. I am so so glad those came through. Now I understand why these two cards have continued to show up for me. The way you explained really put this to rest. I’ve been aware for some time both of these energies represented in these cards have been around me. I’ve been waiting for the other shoe to drop (haha. Shoes! Like your grandma’s saying about wearing comfy shoes😂 looks like I heeded the babushkas guidance. Wear those comfy shoes on this journey. It makes the trip so much smoother! I have been through these two cards without fully knowing I’ve been through it. Because of those comfy shoes 🤪).
But now I understand this has come to fruition. I’ve made this choice. To not let this crush me. To not respond with retaliation. To be very quiet. To be very gentle. To be compassionate and patient. As I traversed these tracks. For the ordeal. I am gobsmacked about the confirmation in this reading.
I am so so grateful for this space nana! Thank you from the bottom of my heart. I need to go watch my video again and see what I see now 🥰
Amanda usually posts on Fridays. Given her comment in the cauldron yesterday she may take this week off. I’m so curious what she does bring through when she returns. You both have been tapped it! It’s been incredible. ❤️🪆🐝
Ok I’m just marking here where I paused reading and jumped across to your video
‘ In Satellite I was waiting for a call’
Snake , ether a word I used in reference to my comment missing yesterday on Amanda’s channel yesterday even the galaxy in your video 💫
The shoes yes so important . The tradition of turning the shoes to face opposite directs next to one another at night is coming to mind .
Oh I’m laughing now because as I’m writing I see you used the word gobsmacked too .
The overlaps the loops .
I’m so glad your home and I’ love hearing and feeling how you honour your inner truth …. Recognising that what the collective sees as the sun is not always what makes us thrive and and continue to bloom 🌸
@@tarottoucheshearts shoes facing in opposite direction from each other? Is that a thing. And gobsmacked 😂. I’m American. This is not a usual word for us…but I just love the word so much.
Yes it’s not a word I have used often either and also the thing about the shoes is almost forgotten but someone I used to know would always do that. 🦋
Pile 3. My name is Amber. Thank you 💖💕
Hi Amber 🫶💕thank you for sharing that also it’s always interesting to hear when names connect 💕
Pile 2. Wow. So funny my friend and I had a very random conversation this week about the devil. And there’s the devil card. There’s always such interesting interpretation around the devil.
Loved this little reading! 🤍
Hi, yes and the imagery throughout the various decks is always so interesting . How creators choose to represent this energy .
I feel like some decks the devil has this more subtle low vibrational temptation vibe then other decks it’s like some big hot shot walking into the room saying ‘ hey I’m here , you wanna party with me 😂
🫶🌷
Pile 2 💚💛💙💚💛💙 Thank you Nana 🐝🌈🌞🐞
Have the most beautiful day 🐞🙏💕
Pile 3
3. true
Thank you Nana ❤
Youre so welcome 🙏 ❤️
View 33 ❤ I’m heading to bed now lmao I just finished my video… 😅
Oh wow I hope you had a beautiful big sleep that was a late one ( or do I call it an early one 😂) 😴 💕
26:00 its because im an anticonformist
Amen 🙏🏽🥰🥰🥰🥰😇
I listened again to pile 2 and when you got to the vacation card I remembered that when I saw your reading this morning there were two people who came to my mind. The man I saw in pile 2 and you.
I thought it was really interesting you came into my mind. Well what does nana b want to say to me through this medium?
I had forgotten about it as I was deep into pile 2. But on the second time through at the vacation card I was reminded of my initial message. And I already knew which pile was from you.
Pile 1.
You are that friend giving me this guidance. About who, I’m not sure…yet. But it is so clear.
Thank you so so much sweet nana b ❤️🪆🐝
And thank you , that means a lot to me . I love the fun and adventures we have exploring this amazing experience called life . 🌎 💙💞
Pile 4 he cheated
sending so much love to you Amanda 🫶❤️🌷
Pile 4