Happppy song Lyrics (English Translation) I am beautiful Is it serious? You "are" 【HUMAN BEING】 Are you having fun? Ah I can't stop mocking myself I can't stop being desperate I can't stop hurting myself Dancing with SSS grade madness addiction due to the depression of the comedy melted in the hippocampus I can't do even simple things I can't do that I can't do this Yes, I bet, I am a miracle of this world I am soo happy, blessing to this world I am beautiful Is it serious? You "are" 【HAPPY】 Are you glad? No matter who is the ruin, No matter who is defective, If there is even one that people can depend on, They have much enough to live, don't they? They have much enough to live, right? Ah I can't stop mocking myself I can't stop being desperate I can't stop hurting myself Dancing with SSS grade madness addiction due to the depression of the comedy melted in the hippocampus I can't do even simple things I can't do anything I can't do anything Yes, I bet, I am a miracle of this world I am sooo happpy, blessing to this world lovin' it. I'm lovin' me. The beginning of everything is the ephemeral definition "Be alive as if dead, Be mistaking of the way to live and Follow suit." Listing a brilliant person "Be caught being alive, Live long and Be accepted yourself." Culmination of abomination If I have stepped forward without hesitation from the cliff of success, I could have collapsed and felt better, couldn't I? I could have collapsed and felt better, right? I wonder if you love me? I wonder if you can reach out to me? I wonder if you want to embrace me? I wonder if you intend to make me have a relapse? I am beautiful Confluence of flowers blooming in the fallen limbs It's my 5000 decapitation and 8000000000 crucifixion flowers Overlooking rhapsody fading away with a rotting odor The incarnate dream of decadent beautiful boy preserved in thorns I am an abandoned hyper who devours absolute zero faint nude with bitter I will continue strangling my unfulfilled and unacceptable perpetual adolescence Don't think you are trying to save me Don't think you are trying to save me Don't think you are trying to save me Don't think you are trying to save me Please don't think you can save me Impossible stamps are pressed on this garment This room has a incompatible padlock I knew, I knew, The world of tomorrow will not accept me as well I am evil because I exist It's a big sin if I survive Because, Because, I am... I, I, I, I, I am the person chosen by God Ah Celebrate a bright nation where pyroclastic flow illuminates from the garden of Eden now Ah Wish the brilliant future where cyanide drugs hanging from Milky way good luck Ah I can't stop self destruction I can't stop being desperate I can't stop myself Dancing with ZZZ grade madness addiction due to the tragic reality melted in the hippocampus I can't do even simple things But it's not "I want to be able to do it" but "I want to disappear" anymore I am happy to be chosen by God I am happy to be unhappy Happy birthday to me Happy birthday to me I am soooo happppy, blessing to this world lovin' it. I'm lovin' me.
This is one of those songs where you don’t need to understand the lyrics to get the meaning, the madness and insanity is played through the discordant music and fast bpm, this song made me feel understood and was honestly relateable even before I knew the English lyrics, I think this song is a perfect example of what it’s like to be inside of someone’s brain who’s at their lowest point in life, it feels desperate, like a genuine scream it for help before giving up and laughing it off because you know you’ll never get better, and you wouldn’t get it if you haven’t been in that place before, but if you have you know what I mean
the ''i am the person chosen by god'' lyric really hit home, personally, I think it refers to the saying of ''Oh well, you should be happy, god loves you and he picked you out of all people to send you here to live on earth'', like invalidating your feelings because you are loved enough by god to have food and a roof over your head, nothing else really matters to some people.
in my opinion, the line "i am the person chosen by god" is about religious delusions. As a person with them, i can confirm that having these can turn someone insane so bad
honestly, this song is a masterpiece. the constant feeling of creep, and the transition of the 3:40, really amazes me, it's like everything goes wrong at that part, going full psycho mode, with a 100% destroyed mind, I don't know, there's something really special with this song
3:55 even though i dont know japanese it sounds like the character is singing from the soul about something that bothers it and makes it suffer everyday. i can relate.
I have a feeling this song is very misunderstood. It's not "being depressed with a God complex" but it's way deeper than you think. It reaches out to people that turn into a bad person as a defense against people fucking them up. Im one of those people and this is really relatable (the fucked up Person) like in some parts he talks about self harm (" I wonder if you intend for me to have a relapse" "I can't stop harming myself") shows that he hates himself for what he has done so he punishes himself by harming himself. He mentions destroying himself as a person "I can't stop self destruction" and he later goes "no matter who is the ruin" which means he treats everyone badly because he got treated badly, not because he is like that but because he destroys himself for that. He tries gaslighting himself by saying good things about himself to say "this is good" basically. Mentioning the "self destruction" part again to also say that he says he can't stop it, meaning he doesn't wanna be a bad person anymore but it's too late and he just nonstop becomes a worse person and hurts everyone around him, causing him to be alone. There's many more things in the song but I have a feeling you can find it yourself because I set you in the mindset. Shortened: The song isn't about depressed God complex, but a depressed person destroying his nice personality to be a dick towards everyone and problematic as well because everyone took over their kindness. He also self harms to punish himself because he can't stop going worse of a person.
I just found this today while having an acid trip, and let me tell you, after weeks of having a mental breakdown, a suicide attempt last year, etc, I can really appreciate all these aesthetics and I don't know what this song means to you, but I feel like it has a lot of emotions. I always liked glitch art and weirdcore, spooky music, etc, I think you might become my favourite artist. I'm actually studying to be a psychologist, that's my one reason to keep on going.
@@yuyukawa9104 good to hear, was about to ask you how you were too. glad to see someone strive past hardships, hopefully the psychology is going good:)
Alright. Here`s a theory of mine on the meaning of the songs lyrics: The person singing is dealing with a extremely serious case of clinical depression, schizophrenia, psychosis, mania, and likely a plethora of other things. Due to a wide variety of events and exposure to mental stress and having a long history of having suicidal thoughts (very likely but not confirmed) and may other problems, they have a mental breakdown. This causes them to have irrational thoughts such as, "Being chosen by god." They also mention having a, "SSS grade madness addiction," suggesting that they cant stop the madness inside their head and are beginning to enjoy it. Near the end of the song, it escalates to a, "ZZZ grade madness addiction," which likely means that they do not want the madness to stop and are fully embracing it. (A lot of the song is rambling that does not make much sense to me, but I`m mostly going over the main topic and chorus of it.) They are, "Happy to be unhappy" at the end of the song, suggesting that they have fully given up and embraced the madness. They also have a very self-destructive personality and often degrade themselves for no reason and over the smallest things. It is also a possibility that they have lost the ability to show emotion to everything and can only think based on the madness in their head (once again, a theory of mine.) That concludes my theory of what the song means. If i think of another theory, i will post it in the replies. Sorry for the jumpy type of formatting. I`m not too good at writing things. (Edit: removed everything about murder and killing after learning some more from the comments, but there is still a possibility of the person having the intent to kill but just not acting on it)
A Japanese translation for the Japanese viewers watching this video: P.S . Dont blame me for bad translation (Translations made by DeepL Translator) いいだろう。歌の歌詞の意味について、私の理論を述べてみます。 歌っている人は、臨床的なうつ病、統合失調症、精神病、躁病、そしておそらく他の多くのものの非常に深刻なケースに対処しています。様々な出来事や精神的ストレスにさらされ、自殺願望を持っていた長い歴史がある（可能性は高いが確認されていない）など、他の問題を抱えているために、彼らは精神的に崩壊しています。これは、"神に選ばれた "というような不合理な考えを持つ原因となります。彼らはまた、"SSS級の狂気中毒 "を持っていることにも言及しており、頭の中の狂気を止めることができず、それを楽しみ始めていることを示唆しています。曲の終わり近くで、それはおそらく彼らが狂気を止めることを望んでおらず、完全にそれを受け入れていることを意味する、"ZZZグレードの狂気中毒 "にエスカレートします。(曲の多くは、私にはあまり意味のわからない放漫なものですが、私はほとんどの場合、本題とコーラスの上を行くのです)。彼らは曲の最後に「Happy to be unhappy」とあり、狂気を完全に諦めて受け入れ、狂気が彼らを狂わせ、殺人者にしてしまったために、おそらく殺人を始めたことを示唆しています（意味の複数の理論に基づいた個人的な理論です）また、彼らは非常に自己破壊的な性格を持っており、しばしば理由もなく、些細なことで自分自身を劣化させます。また、何事にも感情を表に出すことができなくなり、頭の中の狂気に基づいた思考しかできなくなっている可能性もあります（もう一度言いますが、これも私の持論です）。もし他の説を思いついたら、リプライに投稿します。 飛びぬけたタイプの書式で申し訳ありません。私は文章を書くのがあまり得意ではありません。
like another comment said, this song could also be about becoming so happy to the point where you just go absolutely insane (that theory makes sense but im not 100% sure, both theories r pretty good)
this feels very much like someone who is trying desperately to be happy, following the 'fake it til you make it' thing, ranting about their issues but ending it with 'im so happy :))) im a blessing to this world :))))' and towards the end it escalates, theyre tryna match the level of fake self love with their real suicidal thoughts, so i feel like theyre just about to commit at the very end and are clinging to one last desperate attempt
I know I am a year late, (better late than never) but this is my favorite interpretation so far! I also agree, insanity and depression with a bit of a god complex, this is what this song is to me
My friend's explanation of the song: the portrayed entity was set to be a "human being" and to be "happy"... The problem is, to be happy as a human, it has to be happy in the same way they do... However, that entity's social status was that of a role model and entertainer to humans... Meaning, the happiness the humans feel is coming from the entity, but to the entertainer, which is a living hell for the source... The entity is maddened where it has to do it's job and try to accomplish it's set emotion... The entity wishes perfection and builds an ego it doubts and believes in for itself with its constant praise and distressed thoughts of depression... It concludes that it should embrace it's death of life, through the symbolism of its job to entertain humans as its death, and start it's current life as it's real life, where being unhappy is true happiness to itself... Thus, it is 'reborn' with a new life of happiness, explaining the lines "Happy birthday to me" and exaggerated lines of being happy or loved...
@@cyrexi3378 oh really? edit: now that I think about it, the human race is full of stress and distress, causing alot of depression. his explanation makes alot of sense in only a few words but that probably because he made the song.
@@asryl5154 But what if, the song is not about one person? What if the "I am soooo happy, blessings to this world" are sung by one person, and the depressed stuff is said by other people?
Even if the nature of this song creeps me out and makes me uncomfortable at times, I really enjoy listening to it. It's very conflicting. Also, Osu. Thanks for the broken fingers, again.
If you think that's bad, there is a beatmap of Miku and Gumi's The Fox's Wedding that has a TEN STAR DIFFICULTY. WALLS OF BUBBLES. ENDLESS PATHS EVERYWHERE. *YOU WILL NOT SURVIVE.*
literally me after beating something near human impossibilities i swear i hate when i get big accomplishments done, feel like i dont deserve it or something, i want to do it and continue but my brain is just in an endless loop of saying "you dont deserve the skill you have"
@@akirimew If you did it in the first place, thats great. Even if you think you don't deserve it, you still did something, and you should be proud. Hope you get better bud.
this is the type of song you understand when you’re at the lowest point in your life. I cry every time I listen to this, 3:36 onward just breaks me down. One of the greatest songs ever created, hands down the best usage of Kagamine Len there has ever been. Absolutely a masterpiece. there is nothing like it.
"bro, you've been zoning out this whole 3 minutes... What are you listening to?" "Ah nothing, just a happy song" "What kind of song is that even? Are you a kid or what?" *Glitches out of the matrix* "CONFLUENCE OF FLOWERS, BLOOMING IN THE FALLEN LIMBS!!! IT'S MY 5000 DECAPITATION AND 8000000000 CRUCIFIXION FLOWERS---"
"I can't do even simple things, but it's not 'I want to be able to do it' but 'I want to disappear' anymore." Is more relatable nowadays than I'd like it to be 🥲 But I love this song ❤
I just searched "kagamine len upbeat songs" and got this, I mean TH-cam didn't understand the assignment, but ima give extra credit cause this is a masterpiece>
seizure warning to anyone who happens to be reading the comments before watching the video, like fr take this warning very serious if u have epilepsy but its a really good song and has a deeper meaning for sure
Here I thought the most chaotic industrial music can get is harsh noise or power electronics. Clearly this has slipped under my radar for 22 and a half years.
2:08 it's like the nonsensical chaos is tricking them into thinking it's a part of them, by going along with the vocals or as if they're coming to terms with their intrusive thoughts
SOOOO’s songs are some of the most beautiful examples of music I’ve ever heard. The way the music sounds eerily haunting, the robotic Len voice, the disturbing meanings/translations. Personally, I have no clue why you aren’t one of the biggest Vocaloid producers out there. Props you you.
I'm SOOOO late but I just love the way the voice pitch goes crazy it's hard to explain like it just sounds so unique and, I guess u can say, *edgy* damn
okay. i'm at a sleepover right now & my friend lifted mah blanket just to ask 'can u turn that down? it's flippin scaring me even though i don't understand it' lololololol
I just realized SOOOO is the guy not the song name being sooooooo happppppy and I'm dumb thought the song was called soooo happy by someone that calls himself SOOOO
I like this song a lot. It's one of those songs that's so intense that it becomes relaxing, if that makes sense. There's just so much going on it takes a ton of my attention away from my brain and thoughts Edit: maybe that was a bit much to say in a comment section but admit it, ur not on *this* song *this far* down in the comment section because you're doing good
Boku wa utsukushii Yuyushii ? Anata wa HUMAN Tanoshii ? Aa Jichou tomaranai Jibou owaranai Jishou yamerarenai Kaiba ni toroketa kigeki na in'utsu de SSS kyuu chuudoku ranbu Atari mae ga dekinai Are mo dekinai Kore mo dekinai Souda, kitto, Boku wa kono sekai no kiseki nanda I am soo happy, blessing to this world Boku wa utsukushii Yuyushii ? Anata wa HAPPY Ureshii ? Dare ga donna narehate darou to Dare ga nanno kekkan darou to Sugareru mono ga hitotsu aru naraba Ikiru ni wa juubun sugiru deshou ? Ikiru ni wa juubun sugiru darou ? Aa Jichou tomaranai Jibou owaranai Jishou yamerarenai Kaiba ni toroketa kigeki na in'utsu de SSS kyuu chuudoku ranbu Atari mae ga dekinai Nani mo dekinai Nani mo dekinai Souda, kitto, Boku wa kono sekai no kiseki nanda I am sooo happpy, blessing to this world Lovin' it. I'm lovin' me. Subete no hajimari wa utakata no teigi Iki korosare iki machigae migi e narae Shuusai shuusai Iki toraware iki nagarae mitomete morae Shuutai shuutaisei Seiko no gake kara tamerai naku ashi wo fumi hazusete itaro Kuzurete raku ni nareta no deshou ? Kuzurete raku ni naretan darou ? Aishiteru ? Sashinoberu ? Dakishimeru ? Burikaesu ? Boku wa utsukushii Kuzure ochita shishi ni saita juuketsu no hana Gosen no zanshu to hachijuuoku no haritsuke no kaika Furan shuu ni ranritsu shita kie usure iku fukan teki rapusodi Ibara ni hozon sa reta seikimatsu bishounen arawashi miteki musou Zettaireido no kasoke ke ki ratai wo kujuu de musaboru taihai haipaa Hatasa renaki mitasa renaki yurusa renaki shishunki no towa kousatsu Sukuouda nante omou na Sukuouda nante omou na Sukuouda nante omou na Sukuouda nante omou na Sukueruda nante omowanaide Kono ifuku ni wa funou no kokuin Kono heya ni wa futekigou no nankinjou Douse, douse, Asu no sekai mo ukeirete kureyashinai Sonzai surukara gaiakunan desu Seizon surunara taizainan desu Datte, datte, boku wa, Boku wa, boku wa, boku wa, boku wa, Kami ni eraba reshi ningen dakara Aa, ima Eden no hanazono kara kasairyuu ga terasu akarui kokka ni shukuhai wo Aa, tada Mirukiiuei kara seisan mayaku no tareru kagayaku mirai ni sachi are Aa Jikai tomaranai Jiki owaranai Jibun yamerarenai Kaiba ni toroketa higeki na utsutsu de ZZZ kyuu chuudoku ranbu Atari mae ga dekinai Demo mou "dekitai" janaku "kietai" Kami ni eraba rete shiawasedesu Fukou ni narete shiawasedesu Happy birthday to me Happy birthday to me I am soooo happppy, blessing to this world Lovin' it. I'm lovin' me.
I am sooo happpy, blessing to this world lovin' it. lovin' it. lovin' it. lovin' it. lovin' it. lovin' it. lovin' it. I'm lovin' me THIS PART GOES SO HARD.
@@ultraplayer1 I do realize that, and I'm sorry that I sounded like I was being insensitive. However, I was just joking about how bizarre and loud the MV may seem to a regular person that got this in their recommended. Also, if you take one look at the comments, you can see that everyone is joking about it. So yes, it isn't that deep. Have a nice day, and please think twice before you respond to comments that were made more than a month ago ^^
His exposition is of anger, as he blames society for breaking him. He asks himself, “What if I end my life?” and he wishes for someone to love him as he begins to think that his insanities are his fault alone. He succumbs to guilt, and believes that he cannot be helped. He begins to embrace his hatred, disgust, and sadness, finally feeling like he had solved his problem - via “acceptance.” Beginning to enter his own mind, pushing the world away as he rots in the chemicals of emotion. In the end, maybe he overdosed- maybe he hurt others. His body became a vessel for the soul of disgust. He is happy to be unhappy; he finds comfort in his self hatred. In the end, all he knows is himself. He pushes everything away, except for his thoughts and emotions. He has little perception of the outside world, and whatever he does he pays no mind to it as evil or unethical. His calls for someone to embrace his discontent went unanswered, so he solved it with self destruction.
2022 was one of the roughest years in my life-- just one bad thing happening after another. I had a very rough extended family incident happen and lost quite a few friends, and dealt with constant misgendering from my family. On top of that, I have c-PTSD from childhood and strong social anxiety. Just yesterday I found out that a couple of my friends were accused of being proshippers. At this point, I'm just trying to keep my stress inside and not explode from all the pain. I'm scared I'll never connect with anybody again, and I'm afraid of the world, and so tired of everything. Even the void of non-existence has started to lose its intimidating factor. So this song came into my life just when I needed it. Knowing that somebody has been in my shoes before, having the same pains I do, is comforting. Thank you so much for making this song. 💛
Happppy song Lyrics
(English Translation)
I am beautiful
Is it serious?
You "are" 【HUMAN BEING】
Are you having fun?
Ah
I can't stop mocking myself
I can't stop being desperate
I can't stop hurting myself
Dancing with SSS grade madness addiction due to the depression of the comedy melted in the hippocampus
I can't do even simple things
I can't do that
I can't do this
Yes, I bet, I am a miracle of this world
I am soo happy, blessing to this world
I am beautiful
Is it serious?
You "are" 【HAPPY】
Are you glad?
No matter who is the ruin,
No matter who is defective,
If there is even one that people can depend on,
They have much enough to live, don't they?
They have much enough to live, right?
Ah
I can't stop mocking myself
I can't stop being desperate
I can't stop hurting myself
Dancing with SSS grade madness addiction due to the depression of the comedy melted in the hippocampus
I can't do even simple things
I can't do anything
I can't do anything
Yes, I bet, I am a miracle of this world
I am sooo happpy, blessing to this world
lovin' it.
I'm lovin' me.
The beginning of everything is the ephemeral definition
"Be alive as if dead, Be mistaking of the way to live and Follow suit."
Listing a brilliant person
"Be caught being alive, Live long and Be accepted yourself."
Culmination of abomination
If I have stepped forward without hesitation from the cliff of success,
I could have collapsed and felt better, couldn't I?
I could have collapsed and felt better, right?
I wonder if you love me?
I wonder if you can reach out to me?
I wonder if you want to embrace me?
I wonder if you intend to make me have a relapse?
I am beautiful
Confluence of flowers blooming in the fallen limbs
It's my 5000 decapitation and 8000000000 crucifixion flowers
Overlooking rhapsody fading away with a rotting odor
The incarnate dream of decadent beautiful boy preserved in thorns
I am an abandoned hyper who devours absolute zero faint nude with bitter
I will continue strangling my unfulfilled and unacceptable perpetual adolescence
Don't think you are trying to save me
Don't think you are trying to save me
Don't think you are trying to save me
Don't think you are trying to save me
Please don't think you can save me
Impossible stamps are pressed on this garment
This room has a incompatible padlock
I knew, I knew,
The world of tomorrow will not accept me as well
I am evil because I exist
It's a big sin if I survive
Because, Because,
I am...
I, I, I, I,
I am the person chosen by God
Ah
Celebrate a bright nation where pyroclastic flow illuminates from the garden of Eden now
Ah
Wish the brilliant future where cyanide drugs hanging from Milky way good luck
Ah
I can't stop self destruction
I can't stop being desperate
I can't stop myself
Dancing with ZZZ grade madness addiction due to the tragic reality melted in the hippocampus
I can't do even simple things
But it's not "I want to be able to do it" but "I want to disappear" anymore
I am happy to be chosen by God
I am happy to be unhappy
Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to me
I am soooo happppy, blessing to this world
lovin' it.
I'm lovin' me.
thanks a lot for english lyrics!!
yay finally :3
Now that makes this more fucked up, but fucking awesome
日本語だけ見るのと英語訳を見ながらだとまた違う感想が出てくる
素晴らしすぎます
Holy shit
This would be absolute hell in project diva
i’m late but this comment is so funny 💀
I would want to try it tho!!!
Omg image what the dance would be in seca
@@fluffyyymocha it’d be just len twerking
Yes lol
You know the song is wholesome when the title has happy in it
He even sings about how happy he is 😊
Yess euphoric rn😫
@@bannedinairports9619 yup 😌
yes he is singing on how amazing he is 😁
Ikr !! 😊😊😊
This is one of those songs where you don’t need to understand the lyrics to get the meaning, the madness and insanity is played through the discordant music and fast bpm, this song made me feel understood and was honestly relateable even before I knew the English lyrics, I think this song is a perfect example of what it’s like to be inside of someone’s brain who’s at their lowest point in life, it feels desperate, like a genuine scream it for help before giving up and laughing it off because you know you’ll never get better, and you wouldn’t get it if you haven’t been in that place before, but if you have you know what I mean
facts dude
cringe
@@jseus ratio
This!
@@jseus cringe culture is dead
SOOOO good
if u fc this ill give u 1 yr supporter :^)
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The "loving it, loving it" sounds like laudimi, which is similar to the latin word for "praise me" and it fits very well
I think that was intentional
for me it saunds like low lilimit lol
I thought it sounded like "lone-ly, im so lone-ly"
@@VirginLordXD ayyyye i thought that too before i saw the lyrics lol
Wasn't it "laudame"? Pronounced like "Loud - A of Mars - Me of Men"
so you know the phrase "this is scratching my brain" or whatever? this is a full on stab and tear to the brain in the best way possible
😔😔😔😔
it's as if there were a little doom slayer in my brain every time i listen (:
REAL
*Inspiration for the editing of this video*
"I WONDER WHAT INSANITY FEELS LIKE."
The person who made this very well knows what it feels like.
Schizophrenia trigger i would say lol
I’m the 666 like... sh*t
Wonder?
They know.
its only one part of insanity... Theres more parts...
the ''i am the person chosen by god'' lyric really hit home, personally, I think it refers to the saying of ''Oh well, you should be happy, god loves you and he picked you out of all people to send you here to live on earth'', like invalidating your feelings because you are loved enough by god to have food and a roof over your head, nothing else really matters to some people.
It’s like when people say “god has a plan for you” and all you can think is “what a shitty plan he’s made then”
in my opinion, the line "i am the person chosen by god" is about religious delusions. As a person with them, i can confirm that having these can turn someone insane so bad
@@saccharine2278i also have them and it really can really fuck you up
As a christian. Ppl who tell me that i just wave them off cause dude...
This is the background music for the battle between my god complex and my immense self-hatred.
i don't think i've ever seen myself in a youtube comment more in my entire life
not this comment calling me out 🤚🙄
Exactly
Who told you to reveal my life secrets? I'll sue
Me too oh my gosh!!!!!
I just liked this song on osu cuz it was kinda catchy but holy shit the actual lyrics are so dark
Ikr.
Ikr
ikr
ikr
Ikr
honestly, this song is a masterpiece.
the constant feeling of creep, and the transition of the 3:40, really amazes me, it's like everything goes wrong at that part, going full psycho mode, with a 100% destroyed mind, I don't know, there's something really special with this song
3:55 even though i dont know japanese it sounds like the character is singing from the soul about something that bothers it and makes it suffer everyday. i can relate.
Nope the god part it creep a lot
I like that part
3:40 its the calm part and then turn into A N G E R
its a happy song :)
I have a feeling this song is very misunderstood. It's not "being depressed with a God complex" but it's way deeper than you think. It reaches out to people that turn into a bad person as a defense against people fucking them up. Im one of those people and this is really relatable (the fucked up Person) like in some parts he talks about self harm (" I wonder if you intend for me to have a relapse" "I can't stop harming myself") shows that he hates himself for what he has done so he punishes himself by harming himself. He mentions destroying himself as a person "I can't stop self destruction" and he later goes "no matter who is the ruin" which means he treats everyone badly because he got treated badly, not because he is like that but because he destroys himself for that. He tries gaslighting himself by saying good things about himself to say "this is good" basically. Mentioning the "self destruction" part again to also say that he says he can't stop it, meaning he doesn't wanna be a bad person anymore but it's too late and he just nonstop becomes a worse person and hurts everyone around him, causing him to be alone. There's many more things in the song but I have a feeling you can find it yourself because I set you in the mindset.
Shortened: The song isn't about depressed God complex, but a depressed person destroying his nice personality to be a dick towards everyone and problematic as well because everyone took over their kindness. He also self harms to punish himself because he can't stop going worse of a person.
О.... Оказывается эта песня так сильно подходит по смыслу для меня..
you know something went wrong in your life when you relate to this interpretation
This is an amazing theory but don’t say your interpretation is fact because it’s not canon, any can be correct
@@Countvalentineagree 🧐 but in this song he destroying himself fr
Damn.. No wonder I enjoy this song a lot.
holy shit len sounds so fantastic in this-
his vocal range is crazy-
fun fact, a girl made all of those sounds.
@@pikatrieu390 ok so?? Lens voice provider may be a girl but we can still appreciate these vocals
@@Mmmmmgoodsoup I know, I’m saying that because it’s impressive how low lens voice can get sometimes.
It was made on a computer, iirc.
@Yourlocalsoupkitchen bro stated a fun fact you got so pressed lmao. This was 2 years ago tho, so imma just leave this be
Osu players: i fear no man
But that thing
*Happppy song*
It scares me
or DADADDAADDADA
@@anothney or galaxy collapse
@@ey4blog or snow drive 1.23 lemur
Or the big black
I can play probs.. 3 minutes of this without my hand cramping up 👁️👄👁️
"I am evil because I exist"
good god that hits somewhere I didn't even know I needed to be hit
Imagine kids searching for happy song ended up finding this
Mom i want to go to the therapy
golden comment
A happy song can't hurt you.
*Happy Song*
Lol.
He will have trauma for maybe 20 years of his life
Effects team: So what effects would you like?
SOOOO: Yes
every effect :thonk:
everything in this video except illustration is made by soooo, i request a meme correction
It's not Indian drama level Visual effects.. so it's still good
Acid trip seizure please times 3
Soo yes
I just found this today while having an acid trip, and let me tell you, after weeks of having a mental breakdown, a suicide attempt last year, etc, I can really appreciate all these aesthetics and I don't know what this song means to you, but I feel like it has a lot of emotions.
I always liked glitch art and weirdcore, spooky music, etc, I think you might become my favourite artist.
I'm actually studying to be a psychologist, that's my one reason to keep on going.
u ok bud 😅
I know how you feel, and people like you, me, and others can always get more from something you can confide similarities in
@@idk77700 yeah, I'm ok, relatively
@@yuyukawa9104 good to hear, was about to ask you how you were too. glad to see someone strive past hardships, hopefully the psychology is going good:)
Hope u r still pushing forward
People: She's cute, what is she listening to?
The Girl:
i dont see the problem
@@squidanado2765 What do you mean you don't see the problem? Look what she's wearing!
kinda edgy but ok
happy song, whats wrong?
@@Meh ye
Alright. Here`s a theory of mine on the meaning of the songs lyrics:
The person singing is dealing with a extremely serious case of clinical depression, schizophrenia, psychosis, mania, and likely a plethora of other things. Due to a wide variety of events and exposure to mental stress and having a long history of having suicidal thoughts (very likely but not confirmed) and may other problems, they have a mental breakdown. This causes them to have irrational thoughts such as, "Being chosen by god." They also mention having a, "SSS grade madness addiction," suggesting that they cant stop the madness inside their head and are beginning to enjoy it. Near the end of the song, it escalates to a, "ZZZ grade madness addiction," which likely means that they do not want the madness to stop and are fully embracing it. (A lot of the song is rambling that does not make much sense to me, but I`m mostly going over the main topic and chorus of it.) They are, "Happy to be unhappy" at the end of the song, suggesting that they have fully given up and embraced the madness. They also have a very self-destructive personality and often degrade themselves for no reason and over the smallest things. It is also a possibility that they have lost the ability to show emotion to everything and can only think based on the madness in their head (once again, a theory of mine.) That concludes my theory of what the song means. If i think of another theory, i will post it in the replies.
Sorry for the jumpy type of formatting. I`m not too good at writing things.
(Edit: removed everything about murder and killing after learning some more from the comments, but there is still a possibility of the person having the intent to kill but just not acting on it)
A Japanese translation for the Japanese viewers watching this video:
P.S . Dont blame me for bad translation
(Translations made by DeepL Translator)
いいだろう。歌の歌詞の意味について、私の理論を述べてみます。
歌っている人は、臨床的なうつ病、統合失調症、精神病、躁病、そしておそらく他の多くのものの非常に深刻なケースに対処しています。様々な出来事や精神的ストレスにさらされ、自殺願望を持っていた長い歴史がある（可能性は高いが確認されていない）など、他の問題を抱えているために、彼らは精神的に崩壊しています。これは、"神に選ばれた "というような不合理な考えを持つ原因となります。彼らはまた、"SSS級の狂気中毒 "を持っていることにも言及しており、頭の中の狂気を止めることができず、それを楽しみ始めていることを示唆しています。曲の終わり近くで、それはおそらく彼らが狂気を止めることを望んでおらず、完全にそれを受け入れていることを意味する、"ZZZグレードの狂気中毒 "にエスカレートします。(曲の多くは、私にはあまり意味のわからない放漫なものですが、私はほとんどの場合、本題とコーラスの上を行くのです)。彼らは曲の最後に「Happy to be unhappy」とあり、狂気を完全に諦めて受け入れ、狂気が彼らを狂わせ、殺人者にしてしまったために、おそらく殺人を始めたことを示唆しています（意味の複数の理論に基づいた個人的な理論です）また、彼らは非常に自己破壊的な性格を持っており、しばしば理由もなく、些細なことで自分自身を劣化させます。また、何事にも感情を表に出すことができなくなり、頭の中の狂気に基づいた思考しかできなくなっている可能性もあります（もう一度言いますが、これも私の持論です）。もし他の説を思いついたら、リプライに投稿します。
飛びぬけたタイプの書式で申し訳ありません。私は文章を書くのがあまり得意ではありません。
like another comment said, this song could also be about becoming so happy to the point where you just go absolutely insane (that theory makes sense but im not 100% sure, both theories r pretty good)
Hey thats me..
But hey, that's just a theoryyyyyyy
@@Luchaeyoung A GAME THEORYYYY!
the evil urge to make self-indulgent art to this song
do it! the more soooo related fanart that exists the more power i aquire
i’m making an anamatic rn
Friend: Who is your favorite artist?
Me: It's a secret
Friend: Come on just tell me
Me: SOOOO
Friend: So what?
Me: SOOOO
Friend: Whatever man
Lmao
Lol
LMAO
Continuation:
SO WHAT
I am a rock star
I've got my rock moves
And I don't need you tonight
So What - P!NK - 2008
This man forgot to heart this comment
The beat is amazing.
The background noise is beautiful.
The vocaloid distorted voice is too good.
*This is an absolute masterpiece.*
A g r e e d
Wait till you see the lyrics lmao
@@antonykassis But the lyrics is actually kinda interesting,well at least to me :D
@@Izasuki same
@@Izasuki ":D" are you joking, that crap is literally talking about KILLING YOURSELF wth
the instrumental is brutal holy shit
I can still hear him crying....... if you listen carefully you can hear the cries of a -poon- poor soul
Rip ThePoon
WhiteCat Time...
poon
I listened carefully at the wrong part thx for destroying my ears
I salute you for that
this comment is so underrated lmao
This is the happiest song in the world 👌
Pharrel Williams did it better.
jk this is much better
Now this is what i call: "Comfort the Disturbed and Disturb the Comfortable" The Song
I thought this was gonna be really happy...like one of those happy-anime-girls vocaloid songs...
I was wrong... Very wrong
smh my head
its clearly happppy not happy
its clearly happppy not happy ess em aych
soooo wrong
this one isn't a girl
Video with puppy
TH-cam: that’s inappropriate
“I can’t stop hurting myself”
TH-cam: y e s
Support this comment. 😕
*Y E S*
Basically
@NinjaSuruNe115 -Up
All I can say is....
*Y E S*
this feels very much like someone who is trying desperately to be happy, following the 'fake it til you make it' thing, ranting about their issues but ending it with 'im so happy :))) im a blessing to this world :))))' and towards the end it escalates, theyre tryna match the level of fake self love with their real suicidal thoughts, so i feel like theyre just about to commit at the very end and are clinging to one last desperate attempt
I know I am a year late, (better late than never) but this is my favorite interpretation so far! I also agree, insanity and depression with a bit of a god complex, this is what this song is to me
My friend's explanation of the song: the portrayed entity was set to be a "human being" and to be "happy"... The problem is, to be happy as a human, it has to be happy in the same way they do... However, that entity's social status was that of a role model and entertainer to humans... Meaning, the happiness the humans feel is coming from the entity, but to the entertainer, which is a living hell for the source... The entity is maddened where it has to do it's job and try to accomplish it's set emotion... The entity wishes perfection and builds an ego it doubts and believes in for itself with its constant praise and distressed thoughts of depression... It concludes that it should embrace it's death of life, through the symbolism of its job to entertain humans as its death, and start it's current life as it's real life, where being unhappy is true happiness to itself... Thus, it is 'reborn' with a new life of happiness, explaining the lines "Happy birthday to me" and exaggerated lines of being happy or loved...
valid explanation there :O
I think SOOO said that it was about being happy about living in sad society.
@@cyrexi3378 oh really?
edit: now that I think about it, the human race is full of stress and distress, causing alot of depression. his explanation makes alot of sense in only a few words but that probably because he made the song.
@@asryl5154 But what if, the song is not about one person?
What if the "I am soooo happy, blessings to this world" are sung by one person, and the depressed stuff is said by other people?
Also then the "I am so happy to be unhappy" line would make sense.
Even if the nature of this song creeps me out and makes me uncomfortable at times, I really enjoy listening to it. It's very conflicting.
Also, Osu. Thanks for the broken fingers, again.
There can't be broken fingers if you can't aim.
Shawnlings agreed I can't beat the regular one but I can beat catch.
and i cant catch the beat but i can hit falling notes
Damn, dude. You described what i felt so accurate. Love you and your comment
If you think that's bad, there is a beatmap of Miku and Gumi's The Fox's Wedding that has a TEN STAR DIFFICULTY. WALLS OF BUBBLES. ENDLESS PATHS EVERYWHERE. *YOU WILL NOT SURVIVE.*
So is anyone gonna talk about how Len sounds so real in some of these parts???(だから、ある部分で本物のレンがどのように聞こえるかについて誰も話さないのですか???)
Idk
what is that
No? Are u deaf or something
“It’s a big sin if I survive.”
Wow, jeez.
That really hit hard tho
literally me after beating something near human impossibilities
i swear i hate when i get big accomplishments done, feel like i dont deserve it or something, i want to do it and continue but my brain is just in an endless loop of saying "you dont deserve the skill you have"
@@akirimew If you did it in the first place, thats great. Even if you think you don't deserve it, you still did something, and you should be proud. Hope you get better bud.
I showed this to my epileptic friend and he loved it so much hes on the floor dancing
@KaiSeen Koi r/whooosh
I hate the fact that I cracked a smile......... I hate you xD
I guess I'm going to hell for laughing at this.
Im such a bad person this had me rolling LMAOOOO
KaiSeen Koi
no he’s on the floor dancing, can’t you read?
he so happy! hes even singing about how happy he is! 😌
I know! It makes me feel so happppy too!😋
IKR!? He even shares about how happpy he is! so I feel soo happy too! What a good boi(?)~😊
SOOOO Happpy just like us 😊
Once you realise the lyrics... Definitely my favorite song.
0:51 Osu players: *nervous sweating*
Alxz 5:00
@@voidster8434 he is still correct these 3 triangle jumps are really really hard
Voidster jumps and 220bpm deathstream
Haha thats so true
da faking jumps
this is the type of song you understand when you’re at the lowest point in your life. I cry every time I listen to this, 3:36 onward just breaks me down. One of the greatest songs ever created, hands down the best usage of Kagamine Len there has ever been. Absolutely a masterpiece. there is nothing like it.
Cringe.
@@Long-Horse okay?
@@Long-Horse you need read it first just not like idiot people
@@Long-Horseeh? Why? Can I ask?🧐 because i’m related to this song a bit
I’m not cry but that’s understandable
is this an ad for mc. donalds.
underrated
I'm mc-loving this comment
Yes brother
lovin’ it
Stop lol
this song is so nut
Bluepointed ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
no
Left or right?
Your mean
‘SOOOO nut’
happppy nut
"bro, you've been zoning out this whole 3 minutes... What are you listening to?"
"Ah nothing, just a happy song"
"What kind of song is that even? Are you a kid or what?"
*Glitches out of the matrix* "CONFLUENCE OF FLOWERS, BLOOMING IN THE FALLEN LIMBS!!! IT'S MY 5000 DECAPITATION AND 8000000000 CRUCIFIXION FLOWERS---"
nodoby:
every McDonalds ad:
2:07
5:08
fuck you for ruining the whole song for me :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Im lovin it lmao
I fucking laughed out loud
Ba da ba ba ba im lovin’ it
I totally got this the first time round, and it's hilarious
"I can't do even simple things, but it's not 'I want to be able to do it' but 'I want to disappear' anymore." Is more relatable nowadays than I'd like it to be 🥲 But I love this song ❤
I just searched "kagamine len upbeat songs" and got this, I mean TH-cam didn't understand the assignment, but ima give extra credit cause this is a masterpiece>
happppppyyyyyyy songggggggg
3:20
I am always amazed at this part, how can you make *only* background noise to a melody? This song is so fucking cool
this is a masterpiece
No this is happpy it's not masterpiece
@Jay Jay Jacey thus is a joke too you idiot.
Wooosh
It was said by mismagius on a draw my OSU by "totaku"
Best McDonalds ad I've ever seen
song writer: they will probably get my depression through this song!
people in the comment section: *p e e p e e*
+1 pp
+4 Rank
fc but still -1 rank
Thanks, I got my first -50 pp
@@idonated50jellybeanstothew56 r/woosh
seizure warning to anyone who happens to be reading the comments before watching the video, like fr take this warning very serious if u have epilepsy but its a really good song and has a deeper meaning for sure
tbh this whole song is just like a seizure
@Venom im mapping my own version and im putting this as the background xd
I really don't like this song, it's like vomit in song form
Commenting so it goes up lolol
bump, this is an important comment
Finally, a Len song that isn't about sex or comedy. I can finally die at peace now 🙏🏼
i feel like i've witnessed a depression stroke.
bruh ikr
Pretty much, I would know
@inhumane osu it's kinda true, just exaggerated for the sale of f u n n y, but it's okay
I can't discribe that....it sounds so good and weird?! My feelings are in a chaos
this is my peak depressive episode especially when someone says "it'll be fine" like no
This is the most chaotic song I ever listened to, I like it but it gives me chills and the creeps
Me too
Ikr lol, the only video that comes close to this one is Aishite, but there’s pretty much no music this chaotic
That‘s. The. Good. Thing. About. It.
@@animal8006 I mean, there’s magical doctor but this is a lot more intense than magical doctor
Here I thought the most chaotic industrial music can get is harsh noise or power electronics. Clearly this has slipped under my radar for 22 and a half years.
2:08 it's like the nonsensical chaos is tricking them into thinking it's a part of them, by going along with the vocals
or as if they're coming to terms with their intrusive thoughts
idk about anyone else here but i actually enjoy this song a lot i would listen to it non stop for a really long time it would put me in a good mood
same here
random kid: gomenne gomenne is the creepiest vocaloid song.
SOOOO/Len: hold my banana milk...
Edit: lol pls stop attacking me this is 2 years old xD
both are pretty creepy, I'd honestly say gomenne gomenne or okaasan is creepiest, this one is a bit less creepy but more edgy
we all know Viva happy is the scariest
ok but what about beheading dance
nah bro this is edgy.. the way i like it
gomenne gomenne is still my favorite vocaloid song
this song is more meaningful, and edgy af.
this song feels like it has a really deep meaning to it wondering why this hasn't blown up yet lol this is so good
i mean have you seen the english translation its really dark tbh
Because it is really dark
Yea this is a year late but its a song about a tsundere if that clears anything up
Consume Kneecaps wait how do you know that?
@@ratifer7576 i forget but it makes sense
SOOOO’s songs are some of the most beautiful examples of music I’ve ever heard.
The way the music sounds eerily haunting, the robotic Len voice, the disturbing meanings/translations. Personally, I have no clue why you aren’t one of the biggest Vocaloid producers out there. Props you you.
Yooo, this song is sooo happy and cheerful!! I dont get what everyone's saying!
so nice and calming~
@@heyitsval88 true
Yas, it also cures my depression :D
@Jeff is beautiful I love your pfp, and Jeff is VERY beautiful :D
Highly recommend if u want to listen to a happy cheerful song
TH-cam 2 years later: maybe you want to see this video
Me: what the... YES
same like why yt gonna recommend 2 years AFTER its made ;n;
I actually finded this while searching for whitecat videos :))
WHAT u got recommended by this. :0
I'm SOOOO late but I just love the way the voice pitch goes crazy it's hard to explain like it just sounds so unique and, I guess u can say, *edgy*
damn
okay. i'm at a sleepover right now & my friend lifted mah blanket just to ask 'can u turn that down? it's flippin scaring me even though i don't understand it' lololololol
I just realized SOOOO is the guy not the song name being sooooooo happppppy and I'm dumb
thought the song was called soooo happy by someone that calls himself SOOOO
I like this song a lot. It's one of those songs that's so intense that it becomes relaxing, if that makes sense. There's just so much going on it takes a ton of my attention away from my brain and thoughts
Edit: maybe that was a bit much to say in a comment section but admit it, ur not on *this* song *this far* down in the comment section because you're doing good
独特な世界観と曲がレン君の声にぴったりで好きすぎる
Boku wa utsukushii
Yuyushii ?
Anata wa HUMAN
Tanoshii ?
Aa
Jichou tomaranai
Jibou owaranai
Jishou yamerarenai
Kaiba ni toroketa kigeki na in'utsu de SSS kyuu chuudoku ranbu
Atari mae ga dekinai
Are mo dekinai
Kore mo dekinai
Souda, kitto,
Boku wa kono sekai no kiseki nanda
I am soo happy, blessing to this world
Boku wa utsukushii
Yuyushii ?
Anata wa HAPPY
Ureshii ?
Dare ga donna narehate darou to
Dare ga nanno kekkan darou to
Sugareru mono ga hitotsu aru naraba
Ikiru ni wa juubun sugiru deshou ?
Ikiru ni wa juubun sugiru darou ?
Aa
Jichou tomaranai
Jibou owaranai
Jishou yamerarenai
Kaiba ni toroketa kigeki na in'utsu de SSS kyuu chuudoku ranbu
Atari mae ga dekinai
Nani mo dekinai
Nani mo dekinai
Souda, kitto,
Boku wa kono sekai no kiseki nanda
I am sooo happpy, blessing to this world
Lovin' it.
I'm lovin' me.
Subete no hajimari wa utakata no teigi
Iki korosare iki machigae migi e narae
Shuusai shuusai
Iki toraware iki nagarae mitomete morae
Shuutai shuutaisei
Seiko no gake kara tamerai naku ashi wo fumi hazusete itaro
Kuzurete raku ni nareta no deshou ?
Kuzurete raku ni naretan darou ?
Aishiteru ?
Sashinoberu ?
Dakishimeru ?
Burikaesu ?
Boku wa utsukushii
Kuzure ochita shishi ni saita juuketsu no hana
Gosen no zanshu to hachijuuoku no haritsuke no kaika
Furan shuu ni ranritsu shita kie usure iku fukan teki rapusodi
Ibara ni hozon sa reta seikimatsu bishounen arawashi miteki musou
Zettaireido no kasoke ke ki ratai wo kujuu de musaboru taihai haipaa
Hatasa renaki mitasa renaki yurusa renaki shishunki no towa kousatsu
Sukuouda nante omou na
Sukuouda nante omou na
Sukuouda nante omou na
Sukuouda nante omou na
Sukueruda nante omowanaide
Kono ifuku ni wa funou no kokuin
Kono heya ni wa futekigou no nankinjou
Douse, douse,
Asu no sekai mo ukeirete kureyashinai
Sonzai surukara gaiakunan desu
Seizon surunara taizainan desu
Datte, datte, boku wa,
Boku wa, boku wa, boku wa, boku wa,
Kami ni eraba reshi ningen dakara
Aa, ima
Eden no hanazono kara kasairyuu ga terasu akarui kokka ni shukuhai wo
Aa, tada
Mirukiiuei kara seisan mayaku no tareru kagayaku mirai ni sachi are
Aa
Jikai tomaranai
Jiki owaranai
Jibun yamerarenai
Kaiba ni toroketa higeki na utsutsu de ZZZ kyuu chuudoku ranbu
Atari mae ga dekinai
Demo mou "dekitai" janaku "kietai"
Kami ni eraba rete shiawasedesu
Fukou ni narete shiawasedesu
Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to me
I am soooo happppy, blessing to this world
Lovin' it.
I'm lovin' me.
Jabba Hutt Could you translate it to english?
well, if you can read kanji it is pointless
if someone speaks japanese he would be able to understand romaji lyrics
This is pointless,you should have posted english transalation.
Jabba Hutt Thanks you for the Romaji Lyrics
I am sooo happpy, blessing to this world
lovin' it.
lovin' it.
lovin' it.
lovin' it.
lovin' it.
lovin' it.
lovin' it.
I'm lovin' me
THIS PART GOES SO HARD.
GN LMAO
I can honestly say, I’ve never heard anything quite like this before.
same here, one of the most depressing songs i’ve ever heard
Me neither, I soemhow feel happy for finding a piece that's so chaotic, that's exactly what I was looking for
There are just a little few Vocaloid songs that I like, this is one of those songs
Amazing!
Do the torture dance
It’s like they ripped out everything going on in my brain and put it in a song
Excellent video, I love your illustrations!
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this is my happy song. it makes me start dancing on my bed at 1:46AM blaring this song at full volume when no one is home.
SOOOOさんの世界観が本当に好き
Is it just me, or am I slowly becoming insane listening to this, but it's too fking awesome
chad deinger yep its just u
after passing this map, I listened to it all day long lol.
yeah the songs great
chad deinger you have Osu too. I feel like I'm insane when I'm listening to this.
Same bro xD
もうすぐ1,000,000再生ですね!!!!
初めてこの曲を聞いたときの衝撃は忘れられません。
SOOOOさんのことをずっと応援しております。💕
one of my personal favorite wholesome, catchy, sweet vocaloid songs
うわぁ、、すごい好きです！！！がちゃがちゃした感じがかっこよすぎる！！
this is like in a genre of its own
Listening to this with headphones on full volume is a vibe
This hit my soul so hard it sent me into another dimension. Eargasm all the way through, especially at the end! 4:42
Sir, this is a starbucks drive thru.
that isn't funny. this song is serious and about clinical depression. dont make jokes and talk about osu especially when the video has a dark meaning.
@@ultraplayer1
I do realize that, and I'm sorry that I sounded like I was being insensitive. However, I was just joking about how bizarre and loud the MV may seem to a regular person that got this in their recommended. Also, if you take one look at the comments, you can see that everyone is joking about it.
So yes, it isn't that deep. Have a nice day, and please think twice before you respond to comments that were made more than a month ago ^^
@@ultraplayer1 r/woosh
pp
@@542ms agreed
i relate to a messed up vocaloid song
truly the moment ever
i am listening to this again after a while
i used to relate to this song and im scared of my past self
Same
BRUH
THE ITALIAN SUBTITLES MAKE THIS 100% MORE DRAMATIC
CHECK EM OUT
Боже, как и где я так долго спала, что не знала о существовании этого произведения искусства?
Знали бы вы в каком я восторге.. у меня даже нет слов..
Понимаю тебя..
Жиза
His exposition is of anger, as he blames society for breaking him. He asks himself, “What if I end my life?” and he wishes for someone to love him as he begins to think that his insanities are his fault alone. He succumbs to guilt, and believes that he cannot be helped. He begins to embrace his hatred, disgust, and sadness, finally feeling like he had solved his problem - via “acceptance.” Beginning to enter his own mind, pushing the world away as he rots in the chemicals of emotion. In the end, maybe he overdosed- maybe he hurt others. His body became a vessel for the soul of disgust. He is happy to be unhappy; he finds comfort in his self hatred. In the end, all he knows is himself. He pushes everything away, except for his thoughts and emotions. He has little perception of the outside world, and whatever he does he pays no mind to it as evil or unethical. His calls for someone to embrace his discontent went unanswered, so he solved it with self destruction.
sounds happy enough
why am i crying
2398/2401 sliderbreak :')
Fuxion poor Poon
Sad
Legends says he is still roaring
3:09
It's my 5000th combo break and 8000000000 pp decreased
this is more scarier than the song it self
0:34 begins headbanging
3:54 is absolutely fire!!!
What the actual fuck... I've never been this terrified of a song before... let alone the osu map
Edit: 16/07/2018
this song was uploaded in 28/01/2018, AKA; Fukase's Birthday
SO INSANE, SO CRAZY, SO HARDCORE!!!!!
The Vocaloid or The Voice Provider 💀
You pioneer vocaloid producers are such talented people
Why did i watch this entire videowith a smile on my face
the song understands you, that's why
This song makes me comeback everytime yet making me scared everytime
2022 was one of the roughest years in my life-- just one bad thing happening after another. I had a very rough extended family incident happen and lost quite a few friends, and dealt with constant misgendering from my family. On top of that, I have c-PTSD from childhood and strong social anxiety. Just yesterday I found out that a couple of my friends were accused of being proshippers. At this point, I'm just trying to keep my stress inside and not explode from all the pain. I'm scared I'll never connect with anybody again, and I'm afraid of the world, and so tired of everything. Even the void of non-existence has started to lose its intimidating factor. So this song came into my life just when I needed it. Knowing that somebody has been in my shoes before, having the same pains I do, is comforting. Thank you so much for making this song. 💛