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  • @LotusHex103
    @LotusHex103 2 ปีที่แล้ว +187

    Ended up having the "ia - Topic" version of this pop up in my recommendations, and just now found this one. I think by far, this is my favorite one. It brings a sense of bittersweet peace and closure to my mind.

  • @infinitelogicmachine8587
    @infinitelogicmachine8587 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    I wish to have a happy end, I fear that psychosis & depression will consume me

    • @hyakkimaru1057
      @hyakkimaru1057 4 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      feeling better? ily bro dont give up

  • @davy2305
    @davy2305 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    I know you probably won't read this... but if you do I just wanted to tell you I really love this song, I dont know why but the cover art really resonates with me, it gives me a feeling I cant really describe.
    Just wanted to let you know I appreciate your music and art.

  • @gurkicomaximo5914
    @gurkicomaximo5914 2 ปีที่แล้ว +87

    i feel like im on the brink of death, this song helps me cope, thank you so much, i too wish to have a happy end ||

    • @ia_shoumonai
      @ia_shoumonai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +40

      I hope for all of us to have a happy end, and I hope things get better for you. I’m glad this song has helped ‘ w `

  • @dtm2741
    @dtm2741 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Thank you for this, i'll have something to listen to before it all ends.

  • @infinitelogicmachine8587
    @infinitelogicmachine8587 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    someone out there remembers me

  • @零-y5u
    @零-y5u ปีที่แล้ว +5

    トピックから来ました..!めちゃくちゃカッコいいです!!

  • @televisaoassassina9822
    @televisaoassassina9822 2 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    Song is already beautiful, but the title gives it a lot of significance. Crazy how much of a story you can tell without lyrics. Definitely going to follow up on your stuff

    • @ia_shoumonai
      @ia_shoumonai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Thank you! To be honest, I do do some songwriting work under a different name, and instrumental stuff’s a bit new to me, but I’ll try my best to convey my thoughts and feelings. ‘ w `

  • @emilie2905
    @emilie2905 ปีที่แล้ว +77

    this song literally saved my life today. I hadn’t listened it yet i had just saved it in my playlist so it was a discovery. I was just at the calm part at the beginning, and the moment when i was going to finally do it bc i just couldn’t take it anymore, the drums came. I was confused so i looked at my phone and.. how to describe how i burst into tears when i read the title. It was like a movie scene, I realised how much i wanted a happy end too and now i’m here. Thank you so much for making this beautiful song i’m grateful to have found it I love you

    • @ia_shoumonai
      @ia_shoumonai  ปีที่แล้ว +32

      I’m really glad this song was able to help you, and I’m sure we can all get to the happy end we’re looking for ‘ w ` Thank you for being alive today.

    • @emilie2905
      @emilie2905 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      @@ia_shoumonai thanks you too take care

    • @hyakkimaru1057
      @hyakkimaru1057 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Take care bro, force smiles force positive thoughts and light will appear

    • @emilie2905
      @emilie2905 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@hyakkimaru1057 thank you sm i feel much better since my last comment i’m doing good and i wish you the best too!

    • @marketinsights_
      @marketinsights_ ปีที่แล้ว

      how you holding up @@emilie2905

  • @byroxaxa8926
    @byroxaxa8926 2 ปีที่แล้ว +50

    This song is so beautiful in the most raw and emotional way… thank you for being alive and for making this song. Definitely a new favorite of mine, you are so epic

    • @ia_shoumonai
      @ia_shoumonai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Thank you very much! I’ll keep working hard! ` w ‘

    • @wolf-1182
      @wolf-1182 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      This song was the first one that popped into my head when my best friend left the country 2 months ago(he isn't returning)...and it helped me alot...thanks!

  • @Soroosh.S83
    @Soroosh.S83 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I'm happy to see more people love this type of genre of breakcore
    Can wait to see other people getting attracted to this

  • @betterasbrandi
    @betterasbrandi ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Here in the comment section it's nice to see other folk are finding their happy endings.

  • @skreamzu
    @skreamzu 2 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    holy damn this song is beautiful. this is probably my favorite song that came out the last years, would love to listen to more songs like that one

    • @arielfluffs
      @arielfluffs 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      here are some suggestions:
      sewerslvt - die alone
      th-cam.com/video/bRD7zaGuoFc/w-d-xo.html
      sewerslvt - slowdeath
      th-cam.com/video/mK6uANkwyW4/w-d-xo.html

  • @chgoeswild4456
    @chgoeswild4456 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thanks for everything

  • @ryoukaip
    @ryoukaip ปีที่แล้ว +3

    got recommended by Spotify, i love this song so much

  • @boblecat
    @boblecat หลายเดือนก่อน

    this feels like you were sad and you're getting stronger and fighting for yourself, I love it

  • @fcantil
    @fcantil 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    "it's just amen break with a slow synth, it can't be that emotiona-"
    nice song. it's calming, in a melancholic sort of way. subbed.

  • @kittygamergd
    @kittygamergd 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Thank you so much for making this song, i have been really struggling with everything in my life in the past half a year and i actually didnt know if i could keep going much longer, i found this song which still reminded me of how much stuff there is that i wanted to do and it made me realise, that im stronger than this.

  • @kherrypie4586
    @kherrypie4586 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This song is genuinely one of the most beautiful songs I have ever heard. Please keep making music.

  • @-revox-6301
    @-revox-6301 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    In my drunken haze i will always feel a sense of comfort to this song. This song makes me feel cathartic when im at my lowest. Thank you for this piece of art.

  • @brickch4pel
    @brickch4pel 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

    I'm happy to see a breakcore track that doesn't relish in suffering, but instead proposes that there is hope to be had. At this point, suffering and loathing have become idolized in a bizarre way instead of analyzed and understood.

  • @ZarRequiem
    @ZarRequiem 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Randomly showed up and for an artist that has seemingly very little experience this is extremely impressive and good!

  • @Devarce
    @Devarce 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Got this randomly in one of my recommendation
    And Im glad that I found it, keep up the good works.

  • @kou-u2o
    @kou-u2o ปีที่แล้ว +4

    貴方は洗練された、メロディを生み出すことを私は誰よりも聴いて理解した。
    イアさん私はあなたの曲を聴いて惚れました😇
    言葉に出来ないほど新鮮で神秘的な思想を与えられました。

  • @shikomi2520
    @shikomi2520 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I don't know what i can say that hasn't already been sad, so instead, i just want to thank you for making such a beautiful song. Be proud, you created a masterpiece. Again, thank you.

    • @ia_shoumonai
      @ia_shoumonai  ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Thank you very much ‘ w ` Nevertheless, I’ll produce even better songs in the future (hopefully ww)! I still have a lot to learn.

  • @Weeb_Fox
    @Weeb_Fox 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I wish to have a happy end, too. I like this song a lot. Thank you for making it.

  • @ただの-q4t
    @ただの-q4t ปีที่แล้ว +6

    とても素敵な曲…!
    なぜか懐かしさのような気持ちを感じました
    曲を公開してくださってありがとうございます…!

  • @OniParty
    @OniParty ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Crazy to think i discovered this song by chance, i'm grateful to have found it. It really resonates with me. Thank you for making this

  • @zombyjano
    @zombyjano ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Beautiful. I've only recently gotten into breakcore, and with ia as my first artist into the genre, it's a phenomenal start into this new world of music for me. Beautiful work.

  • @ryoukaip
    @ryoukaip 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Coming back to this song, this song lives with me through the ups and downs of my life. It brings back many memories for me. Thank you so much for making this beautiful song.

  • @kalebjames2292
    @kalebjames2292 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Im not sure if this will help, but i truly hope it can touch someone that is suffering within their mind. This song inspired me to write, after reading some of these comments, I pray you All find happiness well before the ending

  • @Megagechko
    @Megagechko ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This song makes think the about things that surround me. It keeps me conscious, allowing myself to feel pain and accept the reality no matter how bitter it is. Thank you…

  • @rei4965
    @rei4965 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L

  • @antcamartist9265
    @antcamartist9265 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i want to find more music like this

  • @oyr6598
    @oyr6598 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    閉塞感漂う前半から中盤で突き抜けた感じがたまらなく心地よい...
    どこか切なく懐かしくも感じ、人生のエンディングって感じもする。
    良い曲をありがとうございます👍

  • @ismaelsoto9507
    @ismaelsoto9507 ปีที่แล้ว

    Super Eye Patch Wolf sure knows some bangers!

  • @МаксимШевченко-ч6я
    @МаксимШевченко-ч6я ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Banger, song

  • @kaique9508
    @kaique9508 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you Winstons Brothers, it's been more than half a century and still hearing your drums interpreted by various games, movies, artists it just never gets old.
    Thank you ia for making this mate.

  • @r21t96
    @r21t96 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    たまたま見つけたけど凄くいい。激しいけどとても落ち着く

  • @GalaxyzStudiozAnimator
    @GalaxyzStudiozAnimator ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This music slaps, great job

  • @kyonn7866
    @kyonn7866 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    偶然出会った曲に一目惚れ、一聞惚れ?
    とにかく出会えてよかった、ありがとうございます!

  • @CNTT12
    @CNTT12 ปีที่แล้ว

    damn the feeling of peace inside chaos really hits me , hope you the best

  • @770apostle
    @770apostle 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Aaaaah I was taking a shower and I missed it, but it's a really nice song to listen to. It feels nice on the ears, despite how chaotic it feels. I could totally see this as a rhythm game song

  • @Yvanne
    @Yvanne 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    ive been listening to this nonstop since i found it a few days ago.
    it has given me inspiration to work on editing again.
    thank you very much.

    • @ia_shoumonai
      @ia_shoumonai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thank you. I’m glad to have been able to help. ‘ w `

    • @Yvanne
      @Yvanne 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@ia_shoumonai hi again. using your music, i have made a video that has a lot of my feelings in it. i would like to share it with you on twitter? i just want to thank you again.

    • @ia_shoumonai
      @ia_shoumonai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Of course! I’d be glad to watch it! ( ´ ▽ ` )

    • @Yvanne
      @Yvanne 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@ia_shoumonai thank you so much. it really means a lot to me.
      your song has given me many feelings and i needed to express them
      you have a new fan :)

  • @hellothere3609
    @hellothere3609 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I wish for acceptance.

  • @7em-4ka15
    @7em-4ka15 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    very good chillout song

  • @haonows
    @haonows 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I love this song❤🎧

  • @buttonsmasher6335
    @buttonsmasher6335 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    this song has given me lots of hope to continue on and stop trying for a happy end :3
    (sorry for bad english or grammer)
    but i loved the song! definitely gonna add it to my playlist and listen to it on loop!

  • @wolverdep4739
    @wolverdep4739 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Love it when youtube recommends small channel (no offense) to me. Keep it up man, your music is good!

  • @eyelock3d
    @eyelock3d 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    i got this song on my discover weekly and im 80% sure it saved me. i was in a very bad depressive state and i heard this i feel like for a brief moment i was a light. Thank you for this song

  • @Moltensheep
    @Moltensheep ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I don't know what it is, but there's something so indescribably beautiful about this song

  • @norachan30
    @norachan30 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    this song is so pretty omg thanku

  • @C0astDelta
    @C0astDelta ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Never thought I could boast about being the 489th subscriber for a YT channel, this tracks rocks, excited to see what you make in the future ^-^

  • @yeesnomepiccool
    @yeesnomepiccool ปีที่แล้ว

    to me, this song sounds like the last flicker in one's soul in audio form, just the last energy you can muster into a fight before your body collapses

  • @dwoopy_cwybb_bunny
    @dwoopy_cwybb_bunny 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I just love this so much! Like SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @Nachy
    @Nachy 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Really fantastic! I love how melancholic yet hopeful it sounds

  • @Staxcy_lynx0
    @Staxcy_lynx0 หลายเดือนก่อน

    All the people helping each other... But me helping them, oh the others, no matter the pain I feel inside myself, and Ami, who the FUCK IS HELPING ME?

  • @さいこのさいこ
    @さいこのさいこ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Very GoooooooooooooooooooooooooD

  • @Tokaji1703
    @Tokaji1703 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This song helps me get through. Thanks a lot for this gem.

  • @lawthekidd
    @lawthekidd หลายเดือนก่อน

    this gives me time to load up my game

  • @peake5670
    @peake5670 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Glad this got recommended to me, great track hope you make more

  • @whitesunflower1346
    @whitesunflower1346 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    It calms me so much, i love it. I really hope your work is gonna blow up, you deserve it 💖

  • @dcatreides7331
    @dcatreides7331 ปีที่แล้ว

    “I want to be a saint”

  • @ShyDxath
    @ShyDxath ปีที่แล้ว +1

    man this feels a lot like sewerslvt, i miss him a lot because his music hlped a lot but he is gone... going to support you from now on !

  • @SuperBan13
    @SuperBan13 ปีที่แล้ว

    Вот мы и встретились снова

  • @AniLovesChess
    @AniLovesChess 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    It just... kept getting better. Holy cow, this is amazing.
    May you have the happy end you wish!

  • @Iwabo
    @Iwabo ปีที่แล้ว +2

    この曲に出会えてよかった。ありがとう。

  • @kitarifutari
    @kitarifutari 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Amazing !
    great work

  • @z7_gallego
    @z7_gallego ปีที่แล้ว

    Im really going through some rough times and I found the Topic version of this on my recommended a couple months ago. It got better and then I kinda had a regression episode last night. This song along with its title, perfectly encapsulate the feelings and the thoughts you get when you’re about to die. I know that sounds dark but in a way it keeps me from doing dangerous things.

    • @ia_shoumonai
      @ia_shoumonai  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I’m really glad this song was able to help you. Things can seem really dark at times, and you may feel lost, but I believe we can all make it. I may not know what you’re going through, but I wish you the best. You’re doing great.

  • @dysrhythmia
    @dysrhythmia ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Came here from a supereyepatchwolf video, this song is fucking awesome

    • @ia_shoumonai
      @ia_shoumonai  ปีที่แล้ว

      HEEEH WHERE? o-o that's... kinda big >->

    • @ayylmao2202
      @ayylmao2202 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@ia_shoumonai On his newest video about the game called Fear and Hunger. Title is called "The Cruelest Video Game".
      Your song starts to play at 36:30. By the way, your music is amazing! Keep up the great work!

  • @ramenboi1614
    @ramenboi1614 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Every time I listen to this song, it makes me experience some of the most intense emotions that I can’t explain. There’s so much raw emotion in this track, thank you for sharing this masterpiece… I think I’ve found my new favorite artist and I hope to hear more wonderful sounds from you ❤❤❤

  • @astromystr
    @astromystr ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I love this song. It builds on itself slowly and fades out in the end with rain. It has lots of emotion even without lyrics. Hope you have a wonderful day/night cause this made mine. (Also I came from ia - Topic)

  • @mitarasi_moti
    @mitarasi_moti 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    中盤から終盤にかけて入ってくるドラムが違和感無さすぎて好き過ぎる…😢✨最高です

    • @ia_shoumonai
      @ia_shoumonai  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      本当にありがとうございます!( ´ ▽ ` )

  • @Xephyra
    @Xephyra ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Cool Synth!!!!!!

  • @GargantMilliam
    @GargantMilliam 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

  • @swd8342
    @swd8342 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I love this, it's such a banger please keep on doing music!

  • @leovaldez8097
    @leovaldez8097 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    damn i love this

  • @PoyoUws
    @PoyoUws 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Legit one of the best song ever

  • @osahime6852
    @osahime6852 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    OMG so exciteddddd

  • @We_Are_I_Am
    @We_Are_I_Am ปีที่แล้ว

    Kind of interesting how so far the songs you've published here seem to have come out with the timing of recent events and revelations in my life, almost as though reflecting a theme. Trippy.

  • @reshirambrotherzekrom
    @reshirambrotherzekrom ปีที่แล้ว

    Great song, ai ! The raw emotions radiating off of that song is both crippling and brings a certain kind of comfort. Cheers ! It feels good to not be alone

  • @Nox__
    @Nox__ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    here before it blew up.

  • @InternetSchizo
    @InternetSchizo 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    this was nice.

  • @thatrandomdude7008
    @thatrandomdude7008 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    nice album cover too

  • @Xephyra
    @Xephyra ปีที่แล้ว

    I like that ambient patch a lot

  • @suji_scared
    @suji_scared 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i love this

  • @thatrandomdude7008
    @thatrandomdude7008 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    fire

  • @mry2k505
    @mry2k505 ปีที่แล้ว

    I been playing this song non stop it brings me to a calm and happy place❤, I can't wait to see what you make next

  • @namey6297
    @namey6297 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is beautiful and cathartic

  • @jessieg.8113
    @jessieg.8113 ปีที่แล้ว

    I am very happy to find this, and love this

  • @shotbycure
    @shotbycure ปีที่แล้ว

    thank u for this song btw glad i found ur actual youtube page

  • @laspasas
    @laspasas 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Brutal😎

  • @potatospaz3155
    @potatospaz3155 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I want to post a comment, but I cant express my feelings about this song with only my words and letters

  • @monbub
    @monbub 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    this is actually so good i love

  • @Layoutgdyutaray
    @Layoutgdyutaray 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    とても良い…言葉では言い表せない…
    個人的には切なさや悲しさを感じます…
    最近活動を始められたんですか?日本語でごめんなさい💦

    • @ia_shoumonai
      @ia_shoumonai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ありがとうございます!はい、ごく最近始めました

  • @scattatle
    @scattatle 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Randomly came in my recommended, so good

  • @TiredGaytor
    @TiredGaytor ปีที่แล้ว

    Happy to be the 400th subscriber. You're going strong right off the rip and it seems a lot of us came from the Topic version of your channel. Well I hope you make it big friend

  • @Ninjogi
    @Ninjogi 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    wow this sound amazing!🙌🙌

  • @RichRichWichRich
    @RichRichWichRich 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    👍

  • @vamparkolyptic
    @vamparkolyptic ปีที่แล้ว

    :O ECHO?? I KNOW THIS ARTIST!!
    i love this song a lot!! im listening to it while doing homework and its giving me just the right vibes hehe!!