[FREE] EARL SWEATSHIRT TYPE BEAT "FEARFUL"

💰 INSTANT PURCHASE: bsta.rs/0a883b9ab
.
[FREE] EARL SWEATSHIRT TYPE BEAT "FEARFUL"
[FREE] EARL SWEATSHIRT TYPE BEAT "FEARFUL"
[FREE] EARL SWEATSHIRT TYPE BEAT "FEARFUL"
.
Free for non-profit, must credit RezzyDaProducer
.
[SERVICES]
🥁CUSTOM BEATS: bsta.rs/c41f7015a
🎧MIXING: bsta.rs/ff5d31efd
.
[ THIS BEAT ]
⌚BPM: 79
🎹KEY: E Minor
.
[ SOCIALS ]
📸INSTAGRAM: @RezzyDaProducer
💌EMAIL: [e-mail]
.
[ TAGS ]
FREE EARL SWEATSHIRT TYPE BEAT, earl sweatshirt type beat, earl sweatshirt type beat free, mavi type beat free, mavi type beat, mavi type beat 2022, alchemist type beat, earl sweatshirt type beat dark, earl sweatshirt type beat free for profit, earl sweatshirt type beat 2022, alchemist type beat free, earl sweatshirt type beat no drums, mavi type beat free for profit, redveil type beat, alchemist type beat free for profit, alchemist type beat 2022, redveil type beat free

[@dontbelieve_regina]

My fav producer 🤭💕

[@Malik_Hoff]

Fire

[@pasthuman]

Yep!

[@chaseearnold]

dope, need some mac beats!

[@Joey_Jr.]

👽👽👽👽

[@maxwilliams2354]

dont wanna be like my father a raging alcoholic who brawls with the thoughts of suicide that frolic in his feeble mind but I fear I'm entering the ring forcefully feet planted on the defensive rehashing lies I keep telling myself to avoid conflict can't take a swing at my demons unless I take a swig them beer muscles come in handy yet I ain't got the strength to admit that i do need help that if I dont get some soon the last thing that'll cross my mind is a bullet when it rips through my frontal lobe i keep hearing that I should be more appreciative and that it could be worse it's not that I'm ungrateful I'm just to busy wishing I could extinguish the flame between me and pain hoping that when I open the floodgates these tears that travel like a river down my cheek are enough to put it out cause our relationship is unhealthy to say the least my flesh has provided my scarred inside another means of shelter so those burn marks from where I tried to smother that same fire to stop my plans from going up in smoke are in full display she takes up all my time my focus is on her so much that I can't take my eyes off of her long enough to show any sorta gratitude so forgive me for coming off as if I care less but let's be real you and I both know we don't wanna undress those burdens cause noone likes the naked truth at least nobody I know they say you don't know what you got til it's gone but what if you never had that thing to begin with Like the peace that was never bestowed upon me till me and the rim of this bottle locked lips which is soon to be as empty as this thing in my chest is who's beat I've always listened to until the tempo became about as loud as a church mouse is I guess that's why when you put your ear to my heart you can't hear shit that's probably why when it comes to people I seem a bit more comfortable with them winter chills than I do the warm feeling i get when its summer and my skin is sun kissed Besides being out in the heat to long ell leave ya sunburned in the past I made the mistake of inviting to many in at once so these days my hearts protected by a plethora of defenses harder to infiltrate than the pentagon is still looking for a goddess to balance out all my sinful ways cause like those deep breaths I take to slow my heart rate when I get anxious I been in hell (inhaling) and as a consequence have become a bit to hot headed for my own nature ironic cause i still prefer not dip my toes in the water cause what if I like how it feels on my skin a bit to much and get attached and base my happiness on something that either won't last cause I make bad decisions but more than the average not just every now and then like being a fucking idiot ell win me a darwin award and an applaud from an audience full of losers who darling every word i speak as if I'm jesus himself hoping they to can one day squander every opportunity to be happy the same as i or fate intervenes and and in the midst of me cleaning under my doorstep with extreme subtly unravels the thread's I'm worked so hard to reconnect by taking whatever or whoever I love the most away from me so I go back to praying that my eyes stay shut forever when they close at night and maybe that's my fear talking but fear is just that survival instinct inside you reminding you to be cautious but can control you if you can't tell when it's needless or not the tricky part is learning to distinguish between the two...and I think I managed to accomplish that at least until I go to battle cause as soon as the sounds of war temporarily disilate I end having to reteach myself to spot the difference the worst parts of me have found a safe place in my routine cause like an obsessive ex they stalk my every move and will do anything to make me listen to em and I wish I could deny the fact that I'm in denial maybe then I'd get some sleep at night but the truth is like a razor sharp knife that sits right in front of me and I've got this urge to self harm that I've made immortal cause I've opened a portal and let a more destructive version of myself walk through it and in turn brothe more life into an even more morbid perspective one of which ive probably spent to much time examining to where i can almost justify my reasoning for leaving those pieces of myself i cut away on the floor don't have the energy to pick em up don't wanna self harm but don't think im strong enough to overcome the urge maybe I enjoy cutting myself a little deeper each and every day or maybe I'm tryna get used to the hurt so when I'm holding that knife while staring at myself in the mirror I can at least pretend I'm not bleeding when the blade Dances across my skin until I eventually believe such I think the loss of sleep is partly to blame for them conversations i been having that I can't tell are real or are just hallucinations I brought to life also cause it gets lonely at night inside this prison called a mind i wouldn't invite those I keep closest in cause trauma infects and lays waste to any hope it finds that is still alive and I can't afford to have more blood on my hands I got enough already.

[@vidropartido]

The chop is not perfect in this one. Can hear the clicks. It's very good though.

[@Blou402rap]

js adds artistic touch do u know what a song supposed to be bro

[@vidropartido]

@@Blou402rap no I do not know. Can u explain?

[@Quay8Official]

⁠@@vidropartidoIts an aesthetic, especially for people who look for something different or a challenge to write to ,imperfections can be just as beautiful

[@vidropartido]

@@Quay8Official i know what you mean but the "click" that I´m talking about appears to be exactly where the sample was choped. After a while it can be annoying because It`s not that vinyl crackling sound.
I love a lot his beats and I am saying this as a fan that apreciates the effort put in every beat.

[@jconstantine99]

Eres grande, hice un tema con el beat, está en mi canal se llama solo digo lo que pienso