Happy Birthday to my Capricorns & my channel! I can’t believe it’s been 2 years since I started all of this but I am so grateful to still be here and have you all with me! 🥳 I hope you guys enjoy this video. I love you sm and I hope you love yourself too! 💗 Xoxo 🚨🚨BEWARE OF SCAMMERS IMPERSONATING ME IN THE COMMENTS AND ON SOCIAL MEDIA! I DO NOT OFFER PERSONAL READINGS AND I WILL NEVER SOLICIT ONE FROM YOU THROUGH DIRECT MESSAGES🚨🚨 🕚Timestamps🕥 Pile Selection: 1:48 Pile 1 (Polychrome Jasper Heart): 3:27 Pile 2 (Chrysocolla/Chrysler Heart): 1:07:27 Pile 3 (Flower Agate Heart): 2:22:28 Pile 4 (Fire Quartz Heart): 3:35:37 🌠Get the Extended Reading HERE!🌠 Page Link: vimeo.com/ondemand/ytf010522 Pile 1: vimeo.com/ondemand/ytf010522/662153959 Pile 2: vimeo.com/ondemand/ytf010522/662154098 Pile 3: vimeo.com/ondemand/ytf010522/662488621 Pile 4: vimeo.com/ondemand/ytf010522/662488718 👻Follow Me👻: Instagram: instagram.com/realesotarot TikTok: vm.tiktok.com/ZMR8yghKN/ 👚My Merch👚: crowdmade.com/collections/esotarot Get your first 10-minute reading with Keen by clicking here: trykeen.com/esotarot I will receive compensation from anyone who signs-up through my link, thanks for supporting my channel! 💸Leave me a tip💸 PayPal: @xesotarotx Cashapp: $palehag Disclaimer: you are absolutely not required to donate anything ever!! However, if the reading touched you and you want to leave a tip I’m keeping that option open :) I am grateful for anything but please never feel like you have to!!
Happy birthday to your channel girl. I Absolutely love it ♥ and I love youu, you're my favorite tarot reader EVERRRR, thank you so much for sharing your talents with us ♥ thank you thank you thank you ♥
Pile #3. Super long comment ahead - I was inspired. ♡ I love you, EsoTarot! Words cannot express how much I've needed this. I used to use tarot readings in an unhealthy way about a year ago, but I've moved past that. I took a break for a long while, but sometimes I feel called back. This was the perfect confirmation for me. I've been doing a lot of inner work for a long time now, but I quit. Everything suddenly felt meaningless. I believe I was/am going through a dark night of the soul (coming out of it slowly). This connection with my person has taught me so much in so little time, almost like every lesson I've ever gone through in my life being repeated all at once. I haven't wanted to admit the depth of my feelings, and I haven't wanted to fully accept that things like "Twin Flames" or "Divine Counterparts" exist. I didn't want to believe in mirroring, didn't want to see it. The more I denied and resisted, the more chaotic things became. We've been separated and in no contact for months. I've always been the type to move on quickly from people (2 months maximum, from the person - the experience, especially if it was traumatic, is a different story). I've been told I'm strong, resilient, adaptable, and wise. I'm the one that so many have always come to for advice, the one who always knew what to say, could figure things out. I tell some people my story or things I've gone through, and they're shocked or speechless. They never suspect it because, or so I'm told, I come across so upbeat, friendly, and welcoming. Some friends have told me of their envy (that I always know what to say, can always understand), but I never saw why. These things just came naturally to me ever since I was young, and I never saw it as a skill. I've come to realize that I'm most likely a channel, a medium, or some sort of psychic. I have a talent for magic, too. Clairvoyance, clairtangency, clairaudience, and more. I've even healed with my hands (physical things as well as emotional / internal - it was crazy). I've denied these gifts, denied my dreams. I was terrified of it, scared that I'd do something wrong or misuse things. I was afraid of growing used to these abilities, growing fond of them only to lose them. I always psyched myself out in some way, and I even convinced myself that many were just my imagination. I denied magic and spirituality on/off all through my life. I turned away from meditation and my guides, the oneness I was introduced to after meeting my person (more intensely than I ever experienced it before). He opened up an entire new world to me, and it overwhelmed me in both positive and negative ways. I wanted to embrace it at first, that intense sense of peace. More than anything. But then, I got the feeling we would separate. I felt it coming, and I researched Twin Flames and the process. I thought I was prepared and would handle it with grace, but.. Man, people don't lie about how all-consuming some things are. My ego was out of control. I fell apart in ways I never have before. We only knew one another for a short while, mere weeks. But he impacted me like none other in my life. I'm 25 and a single mother, and I've been in many relationships of all kinds through my short time on earth. I'm no stranger to these things, and I consider myself highly emotionally intelligent. I'm sensitive, intuitive, and have always been able to understand the most complex of emotions. I've always been the type to explore them thoroughly so I could. I've always been able and ready to care for others - saved many from the edge throughout my life. But this? I couldn't understand. No matter how hard I tried, how much I researched, how many videos I watched or how many people I spoke to. So.. I ultimately ran from them. I refused to sit with them like I always would before. I wanted nothing more than to be done with them, done with the whole ordeal. But it haunted me. I was either dismissive or obsessive, no in-between. I couldn't find any answers, and it got to the point where I didn't trust what my heart had to say. I was mad at myself and the universe, bitter and resentful. I felt led astray. But I'm slowly realizing that wasn't the case. It never is. I'm going to embrace spirituality and my own magic. I'm going to focus on my own self improvement fully *just* for the sake of improving - for *myself*. I won't shy away from my gifts, and I won't deny my guides or their messages (shoutout to Archangel Metatron♡). I'll trust it, and I'll truly surrender. I'll work with spirit rather than against. I plan on attending college and becoming an Ayurvedic Practicioner, not giving up on writing (poetry, prose, etc), and embracing my creative side again. I will do more than just survive, and I'll take better care of my body. I'll allow myself rest instead of constantly beating myself up for needing a break, for feeling as deeply as I do. I've been so hard on myself, and I've been warped by confusion. It's been hell these past few months since the separation. I've been trying to control. It was what made me feel safe at first, but that was a lie. It made me miserable. This reading, as well as your self-love reading (also one of my favorite readings you've ever done), have resonated with me so deeply. You're truly a gifted reader. Thank you so, so much for sharing. I really needed this. ♡ It's a relief to finally feel like I'm finding myself again. And, this time, out of all the times I've had to rebuild myself throughout my life? I'm going to be better than ever. A true Phoenix rising. My true self.. The one I've been all along. ☆
Wow. Your words could not have rang more true if they tried. I went through the exact same experience within the last year. Met somebody who opened up an entire world for me. I was resistant the whole time and once the triggers started I ran as far away as I possibly could and didn’t look back. But the awakening stayed. It was the most painful thing I ever experienced and I too, have had my fair share of tragedy in life. I too, have always been logical and reasonable above all else, even when I was in love. But this connection was beyond what the human brain can comprehend. There’s no sense in that much unconditional love. There’s only being brave enough to feel it. I’m just writing this to tell you that you are not alone and from what you wrote, you ARE taking these lessons with grace and strength. It’s not suppose to be feel good or look good. But the person you become after the darkness will be the person you’ve always wanted to find within yourself. Remember , you can never be apart from your person. A piece of your souls live within one another forevermore. Tap into that love, that bond, that growth when you need them. I just want to say from one stranger on a tarot reading to another - I am so proud of you. -A fellow Phoenix 🦅❤️🔥
@@emiigarzon Thank you so much for sharing! It's such a comfort to know I'm not alone in this. While I "know" I'm not, it's difficult to not feel like it. You know? I relate intimately with all of what you said, too. I taught myself that separation was an illusion, but I never truly believed it. It was so difficult to fully wrap myself around. I'm beginning to. Thank you so much for the helpful reminder. This is a journey of the self, and thus? A journey of the one - which connects us to all. It's so freakin' amazing, haha! Gosh, your comment made me tear up. Best of luck on your journey, fellow Phoenix! I'm sending you so much love. 💗🔥💗
@@cylestine You are me. I see myself in your beautiful shared story. Even wrote a story called " Phoenix" one year ago. I also chose pile 3. The love you experienced, the love you thought is because of the other human being is the unconditionally love from source. Which is always here.
Pile 4. It is rare that a general reading resonates with me to 100% but you completely nailed it. CLAIMING. Cannot wait for the anxiety of 2021 to leave and finally make room for more healing, success and love ✨
Pile 2. This was probably the hardest and most accurate message I have ever heard about the connection that I recently walked away from. It has been a living hell, and the more he hurt me, the more I was determined to win his love. It was so messed up, but this reading helped so much and I cried like a baby, but the tears were so cleansing and much needed. Very long overdue. From the bottom of my heart, thank you 🙏🏼💗
Pile 2: Thank you Eso, I can’t express it enough, the part where you said “I think you’ve watch tons of tarot readings about this person” is true and it all started with your tarot videos. You’ve helped me with this journey, thank you.
@@katiethe2nd92 Much better now Thank you Katie&I'm happy yo Gud too,since this reading a lot has changed in me(in a gud way).Working on myself with myself a bit more and I think it's gonna take a while to open up to Romantic relationships and I'm okay change is good, we're learning new strengths too so I can't complain really.Truly wish you the Best👌moving forward💐.Your loved ones are so blessed to exist in your Golden🧡heart always remember that,stay blessed 🙏...lots of💜💙💚💛💝from me.
🥲God, resonating with pile 2 soo much. I am starting to wake up on certain things and probably mirror him so much for many situations. Still I love him but realise it doesn't come from true wanting the best for him, instead from the need of saving him (and myself). I am looking after myself now but still fully in the process..and yes, is an addiction. I have seen his true self and is sooo vulnerable he can't even deal with it. How long is gonna take I don't know, just hope to feel better and peaceful after
You are so adorable when you say “Don’t tell the other piles!” ;) Pile 4 was insanely helpful and hopefully accurate. Thank you for this! You are just too precious with your exuberant and caring energy.
Pile 2: when you said cold war!! I screamed. I have literally have been saying "he is a war I am no longer fighting". It is one sided as you said! Madison!!! You have a gift. I've tried listening to other TH-cam readers...and it's honestly just "stories being woven" (no shade). I believe in spirit and the gift. But damn!! Your readings are like TRUE messages from the universe. You repeat things that I've thought or said. Even down to the "he is on his own team". Gaaaaaaahhh. Next how do I get rid of his energy. I'm so done. He is not worthy. On to the better and best ONE!!! ✨✨✨✨ Thank you so much!!!
Pile 1: I have a hard time seeing the progress and changes that I have made. Your reading showed me that I have changed. This was exactly how I was feeling about 3-4 months ago but so much has changed. I have grown so much and I am proud of myself. Thank you 😁
Pile 2 reminded me of the good friend I lost some months ago for being egotistical and not being able to accept help for my issues. Now I understand how she felt and how much of a shithead I am. She's good now, has good people surrounding her and that's wonderful. Honestly she deserves everything that can bring happiness and love to her life. As for me... well, I'm on a long way of regaining myself and getting better on my mental health. It's not going good but it's going, and that's important.
Hey, this might not mean much coming from a stranger, but I just wanna say it's very commendable of you to own up to your behaviour. Many people outright refuse to do that. Admitting you needed to work on yourself is the mature thing to do.
Pile 2: Wow. I feel so seen and called out. I have literally felt this deeply and it made me incredibly sad. I want so much for them but it’s not my job. What you said about divine… omg I have literally been “rationalizing” this relationship through divine, like we’re meant to be in each other’s lives, blah, blah. I have finally opened myself up and met someone who is meeting my needs without even being asked and I’m literally like wow, this person made me feel like I was always asking for too much (just like my family). I know deserve more and have more now. And I’m recognizing that it’s a core wound I’m healing. I have been realizing how much I love their potential, not what actions they have shown me. Thank you for affirming.
When you said "they're your earth and you're their moon" in the reading, I just realized that my person's name means "earth" in Arabic and mine's "moon" in Sanskrit. I almost lose my shit lol. This reading is so uplifting. Thank you!!! 😭🧁♥️
Pile 3 - DUDE!!! How do you always hit the nail on the head like you do?? I thought for sure this relationship was too complicated and messy to actually get advice for but you told me exactly what I need to hear. I do need to stop focusing on outward connections for happiness and focus more on how to make myself happy first. I also need to cool it with the pick a card readings a little bit lol. Thank you you’re my absolute favorite reader. 💕
I felt that.. Ive been on kino, eso and vanessa and checking out like 20 other readers 😂 dang i need to stop 😭😭 but yes she hit the nail on the head with this one
pile 4- this is by far the most accurate reading i have ever gotten. like every word that came out of your mouth was something true to me or something I needed to hear. thank you
pile 2... read me to filth but also felt like the toughest and warmest hug I needed. I feel so validated and supported by everything you talked about because it certainly mirrors what has been on my mind but I've been afraid to voice them out to anyone at all, for fear of being judged. thank you for all that you do, and I hope you're receiving all of the love and gratitude that I have to offer you :)
I deeply thank you for these readings.They’re incredibly helpful and insightful to those who are lost including me in my own difficult times.I appreciate them so much they have given me so much guidance and clarity over challenges I face in life and more.All your words uplift me!
Pile 2, this was so crazy accurate 😳 I finally realized all of this last year around this time of year, got too exhausted to even continue to have him in my life. I knew I deserved, and still do deserve better. I blocked him in Feb of 2021 and here’s where it gets crazier Eso 😫 he found a way to contact me literally not 2 days ago 😳 I don’t think this is a coincidence. If I am to allow him back into my life I think I’ll have to be a bit cautious. I don’t know if I will let him back into my life or not, but if I do I’ve made myself a promise that I’m never going to chase again. I intend to keep that promise. I don’t chase I ATTRACT, what’s MEANT for ME, will simply FIND Me 🙏🏼 thank you for this message ESO ❤️🥰
pile 2 - i’m in awe, you are an amazing tarot card reader and i’m so so grateful for having found your channel. this reading was so difficult but necessary for me to hear. i sobbed so much and had to take breaks throughout the reading but i feel cleansed and feel like i have clarity over the situation. it’s hard to let go of the hopes of having a healthy relationship with him as he’s my father & i feel like i owe it to him to try and help him be happy. this reading also brought to light a lot of the reasons behind my belief of being inherently unloveable and a lot of other wounds that need healing. it also sort of motivated me to focus on my career (/studies) as i’m applying to universities right now and it seems like my only true way out of the situation (the patience card also makes sense because of this) thank you so much eso you deserve the world 💗
Pile 2: The sounds exactly like my ex and why it was so hard for me to break up our long-term relationship, but I'm so glad I did. Anyone else who has struggled with this, it was helpful for me to think about what I really needed for my own self-preservation and sanity. And it was also 100% a situation of doing something that broke my heart but helped free my soul. Sending love and strength to anyone who might be in a similar situation. ❤️
Pile 3. Its crazy you said listen to your heart, bc i was definitely putting him on a pedestal and freaking out. I've always been more logical and burying my feelings, but I'm finally working w/ my emotions and yesterday I asked myself "Well, what does your heart want?" And all the negative thoughts and anxieties and "Oh I'm not good enough" went away. The answer was so clear and simple and w/o shame or embarrassment. He's definitely making me get in touch w/ my divine femine energy. I also realized yesterday that he is not responsible for my happiness. I am. And you saying that in this exact reading blew my mind!!
I chose pile 4 and it is probably the most accurate reading I’ve gotten in a while. I felt like you were reading specifically to me. You really help me to not feel crazy for trusting my intuition lol. Thank you so much for what you do!
Pile 3: With my connection, most of the piles I’ve chosen from your videos tell me to focus on myself, realize my self worth and look to myself for answers.. so I think that self love tarot reading is necessary. Thank you
“Power without love is reckless and abusive, and love without power is sentimental and anemic. Power at its best is love implementing the demands of justice, and justice at its best is power correcting everything that stands against love.” Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. 💕 Thank you for the reading, your readings always come out at the right time 💕
Pile 2 - Thank you so much for the insight. You have just described a narcissistic abusive relationship. This so resonates with a recent past one. Although I am out of it (and still healing), I am always grateful to be reminded of why things didn't work out.
Pile 2: Thank you soo much for this message. You’ve helped me when I didn’t know how much I needed it. I can’t put it in words how thankful I am. I am truly very grateful for this reading and your channel. Sending love and blessings your way.
just wanna say thank you for making a reading with this topic!! Its so needed and so forgoten by the other readers. We all need to be more understanding of our own feelings about things and about people, some times we are so focused on what the other person feels that we dont even stop to assess how it is that we trully feel. so thank you so much.
I really needed this today Pile 3 hit me in the heart and called me out and just was so good and made me cry. You have a real connection and talent. Thank you
This has turned out to be the best reading I've ever watched. Thank you! I'm gonna be honest, I was disappointed when I saw the title and was like... eugh, why... but I swear pile 2 is exactly what I needed to hear, feel, see, experience. Thank you so much! Sorry for doubting it. You'll never know how much this video was the video i needed to see.
this video really calmed me down and cleared up the mess in my thoughts a little bit. as it was said (pile 4), i didn't really need to know about my feelings towards other person, because deep down i know exactly what's going on, but there was something i needed to know anyway. and mostly, it wasn't about a connection for me, but about my own personal problems. and i love the way answers i need always find it's way to me on this channel, and I'm always grateful for it. also want to say, that i wanted to see a pick a card video with a theme like that for a really long time, thank you for making it!! 💌
Pile 3 was such a beautiful reading. This gave me so much guidance and clarity that I had a hard time finding. The answer is within me the whole time. Thank you! 🧿
Thank you SO MUCH for this reading. I picked up pile 2 and it felt like a personal reading for me. Like you said, I've been waiting for a sign but I'm so exhausted to even care about that person that I'm pretty sure that I'd he ever showed up, he'd find a way to screw up everything. He's where he put himself in, and every time I get news from him I feel something horrible within. Like you said, it's probably a bad sign and I should stay away from everything in his regard. I feel so much lighter. I also have an appointment with a therapist this Friday and it's finally time to vent out everything I've been getting about this person. My deepest gratitudes for the reading!
#2.. thank you so much...😭 of all the love readings I've heard in the last several weeks, this one has given me the most clarity about myself and what to do...I thought I was done trying to fix people, but maybe subconsciously I'm still doing that, it makes me angry with myself. I can't keep being this way. I wish I could fall in love with people who operate from love instead! But whT can I expect with my 12th H Moon in Libra HAHA 😂😅
The same. Self love and puting yourself first is a key to have a right balance and boundaries. We can not fix others, but we can inspire them and I'm sure that is something that comes naturally. We have a real impact on other people. But we can't do the work for them and this ist something we schould accept. Love and blessing! P.S thank you ESO ❤️
Pile 1.. I am honestly speechless lol. That just opened my mind up so much about this connection, as well as calling me out on some things >_< I’ve never had this mindset about this situation, and I feel like I’m seeing it in a healthier way. I don’t normally comment on readings, Idk why, but yes this was truly amazing! Thank u 💙🌌💫
Pile 3; I feel so affirmed and grateful and free ! I claim this, I claim my success, I claim my growth& surrender to spirit. I deserve the infinite abundance of spirit ! Thank you Eso !!
It’s so wild to hear what pile 4’s message was. So accurate and nice to hear. Everything I’ve already known was confirmed and gave me peace of mind and closure -especially because I thought of my mom. Thank you so much for this reading 😊
Pile 3- Wow! You read me to filth in the most loving way lol, but I needed to hear it! This was probably the most helpful and accurate reading I’ve ever heard. Thank you so much for doing this reading. I’m going to take so much away from what you’ve said 💕
Pile 2, this provided so much clarity and peace for me. Thank you for this, you are so incredibly gifted. Thank you so much, I really needed to hear this and I greatly appreciate your compassion and empathy throughout this reading.
Pile 2. Thank you Madison. This reading just came up on my feed and knew I needed to pick that pile. It explains SO much. And thank you for your wonderful words
Pile 4. I don’t know how but this was exactly what I needed today and helped me clarify something I have been confused about that is showing up in my cards recently so thank you ❤️
This is a great birthday present when needed most. Thank you so much queen! You are wonderful and we all love you so SO much. Thanks for sharing your gifts and your positivity with us! 🥺❤️❤️❤️
@@EsoTarot OMG, this made my day, for sure. Also happy birthday to your channel!!! I started following it September 2020 and it helped me to redirect my life the way I needed and wanted. Thank you so much, and hope to see more of you for many years!!!🥺💓💓💓
Pile 1. Thank you sooooo much… you’ve always given me so much clarity with this particular situation and I really can’t thank you enough for that. All of that was stuff I needed to hear and I understand more deeply now that all my issues with him are actually issues I have with myself lol. Sending you all my love ♡︎♡︎♡︎
Pile 3: dead on! Every bit- tysm 💙 I think I will take a break, take a breath and read a book haha I’ve just started The Alchemist. Heard a ton of great things and looking forward to it. Ps. Mimzy made me SOB as a kid 😂
Before I even get to my reading I just wanna say that I appreciate you so much because I remember all these times when I was looking for a reading like this one and your the first person ever to do one about how I feel 😭💕
You’re readings have ALWAYS been spot on or insanely accurate for me. I chose Pile 1. I’m a Virgo rising/sun with an Aries Moon… I know, pretty rough placements for a big three. You were spot on word for word. They aren’t like anyone I’ve ever met before in my entire life. My feelings for them ran so deep that I quit my job we were working at together behind their back and I (in a way) did push them away. He did trigger up a lot of wounds that I tried to remain hidden. Along with, he reminds me of a past ex or whatever that really destroyed my self-esteem and basically believing I was good enough for that person even though they led me on and hurt me. I always reminded myself that they weren’t them but it got a bit more difficult as more things resurfaced. My love for this man is unconditional and soul deep. I didn’t want to believe they felt the same way I do but after a while I stopped fighting and accepted it. When I hear the sound of his name, a mix of emotions coming rolling in. It’s like, “Yeah, I love him and I want what’s best for him and I. And how can I be overthinking it’ll end badly when it hasn’t even fully began in the first place?” I know. There was a lot of wounds that were hidden that my parents had caused. I guess out of fear of getting hurt, in a way I did project. It’s so wrong of me because they’re so different and amazing. I know they have flaws too and that doesn’t change my feelings for him. I also had a lot going on personally that had nothing to do with him that I needed to work on that caused me us to separate. I’m afraid to explain how I feel for a bunch of reasons. But, this was insanely accurate. Thank you, I needed to hear this!
you’re just so awesome. always accurate, funny, an aries (best sign imo) , always have the advice i need to hear. keep killing it for yourself and others will just follow you
Oh my god. I am only 14:14 into the video after choosing pile 1, and this is frightening. He is a very eccentric/unusual metal musician, cool exterior, but is an excellent communicator and I have more in common with him than anyone else I have ever dated. We have FASCINATING conversations about every single thing that pops in our heads and I love how stimulating he is in conversations. He also is in IT and works from home. He has been through a lot in his life and is troubled, and right now we are only friends. Being just friends is completely fine and I value our connection enough to be completely content with that, but I would like see what COULD happen if we both thought about each other the same way at the same time.
Pile 1, this was so accurate. I feel like a lot of the stuff you said about them really applied to me. You've said that could be mirroring before, but I don't really know how that would work. And the boat scene in The Little Mermaid that you mentioned is actually relevant to this connection, we viewed it in the same room.
Omg pile 2 wow, hooked on hope, emotional education, emotional & manipulative-deep generational patterns. Also stock mkt…I was just thinking how he treated this like business. Came into teach me more about myself.
Pile 1 My, oh my! I needed that! Pretty much everything resonated with me and opened up my heart. I knew Spirit/universe was trying to tell me something and I just wasn’t “getting it” thank you so much✨ you are truly a gem!
Pile 2. Thank u so much eso this reading was phenomenal this gave me so much healing and energy and it was the exact sign i needed to finally move on..pls continue doing ur beautiful readings❤❤
Eso, I’m messaging from viewing this video in December of 23, 2023. Your messages and gifts are truly timeless. I went through a tough cycle and I’m currently on a healing journey. Your voice, my bed, and my room has been my solace for over a week now. Every video I chose to get me through this time has been yours only. I resonate with you deeply. I thought I would spiral into chaos but you have saved me. I Love you so much and I wish I could tell you this for eternity. Maybe I am.
I'm only half way through Pile 2, and you're so gifted Eso omg. Your other 2 previous readings (how are they feeling, what do they think of you) are deeply connected with this one, in which the "how are they feeling" one, the pile I chose you said "they are going through a lot, and they choose the learn lessons the hard way; they don't like help" and also, "what they think of you" I chose the angel stone, and they indeed have compared me to an angel/guardian angel and have called me angel several times. We are in separation and I watched Kino's newest video and it's all connected... It's insane. I really believe this separation or well, almost 100% certain ending is for the better. I have no clue what will happen in the future, I believe in second chances, people can change, but yeah, this person, believes everything happens to them, not for them and I know they have serious childhood wounds, however, I still think they need to learn how to swim through life, like you said and perhaps this was a trigger to make them learn and to make me reassure myself and my boundaries, know more about myself. Thank you so much 💕
Pile 2: I am so relieved because my intuition has been telling me this deep down. I am actually happy because i have already embarked my self healing journey in healing my fearful avoidant attachment style. This has confirmed everything i have been pondering about for the last 6 months.
Pile 4: 100% My TF connection. Sometimes I do get in my head like no, I'm crazy. It wasn't even real. Everything is an illusion and dumb of me to allow myself to do that. I didn't use him as an excuse. I just felt like he was going to fulfill some fantasy of mine and when he failed to it was like I wasn't even worthy of having my fantasy. All I ever wanted ( not him specifically) the idea of what he meant/symbolized or could be for me. I truly thought he was meant for me and without him I couldn't love anyone else that same level. Not the case, at all. Learn a lot about myself, but I don't want anything with him. I care about him deeply. I always will. I sometimes wish I never agreed to more in the past and I just kept boundaries as friends. I think that's the best we can do and offer each other if he were to come back. I don't really want him to come back because for what? I don't trust him. We aren't going to be together romantically. I don't want him physically. I think we just might fight because of my resistance when he made me finalize my decision. We're both the opposite genders, so logically speaking if he plans to date. I know no woman will accept his bond with me. I already have a male bestfriend, so this other guy is just in this random " Very strong connection friend/twin area" in my mind. Idk. I don't even know I can truly forgive him. I feel that pit feeling in my stomach because I feel like I have to tell I'm sorry, but no. No, to everything and I can't have u in my life. U can't even be happy for me without being jealous of who has me.
Pile #2 was so heartbreaking but so real. I read tarot for few years and I love to watch YT tarot so I can learn even more. Now at the Libra Full Moon I wanted to look back at my former connections and you've answered so many questions for me. Thank you so much, I wish you all the blessings in the world, to you and to everyone who is watching your readings.❤❤
Begin Again by Purity Ring :) That was a confirmation for me alllll day. I was confident that pile 4 was my pile but when you said that I was amazed bc that’s been on of my songs lately and it makes me think of my person.
Pile 2: Something told me to save this video for later, and then I went to a party and saw someone again that gave me a lot of mixed emotions, and this reading immediately came into my head when I got back to my room! I barely just started, but this reading has already contained so many confirmations about how I was feeling and what I was picking up from them. Keep eating, as per usual 💜
pile1, that's exactly what I've been through for the last three months. changed so much with pain, kind of rebirth, and finally found the incredible blessings and love I've already had. connected to my inner lives and the universe, deeper and deeper...now I have my answer☺️. review the past and learn more through your readings. thank you😌love you! you are amazing. thank you, eso😇
Pile 2 and wow, it resonated so deeply that i was in shock! this past week has been tough as i’ve blocked him from all of my social media bc i just couldn’t deal with his current energy. i truly feel sad for him bc i do see such good potential, but like you said you can’t help someone who doesn’t want to be helped. whatever the future holds will come when it’s time but as of now, i retracted my energy and am focusing on myself! thank you for the reading!!
Pile 2: I waited till I was ready to watch this video and I’m so glad I did. Just earlier, I was crying about how confused and angry I’ve been for years about this connection, and how I’d probably feel like shit in a world where he wasn’t my biggest burden. I know that without a doubt, this was a trauma bond and when I heard “rejected dependency” I felt a little lighter knowing there was a way to put it into words. I met him at my weakest but also most innocent/naïve state, and I was still able to give more than i had. It’s like he knew he was the only person in my life who’s stayed long enough to “care” and took advantage of my desire to be seen. We both had a similar upcoming but we both chose different paths, and it’s like as time passed I was constantly trying to heal and he was constantly trying to 1 up me. I really liked your way of not bullshitting me and at some point I had to rewind and pretend you were giving me a “talking to” because I really needed it from someone like you. Also, even if it’s just for today or this weekend or month, I feel 10x better about the situation. Thank you so so soooo much!
I literally feel like you were channeling me in pile 4. I literally wanted to end my life this morning for no reason. I was so jumbled in my head over everything I’ve ever been through. Thank you. Thank you.
Pile 4 so accurate. I was having serious doubts. I phoned the person and they reiterated what you have said. You are my favourite tarot reader and you are always so very accurate. Thank you ☺️
Pile 4: This was everything that I needed to hear right now, especially with finals week coming up. I felt like it resonated with me so well-beyond any other reading I have ever done-and I hope that it is as accurate as I feel it is. Thank you so much. Continue the amazing work, beautiful.
Yes!! Pile 2, Evangelion is certainly a mind game. Also, you saying “incredibly” a couple of times at the beginning of the vid brought it home for me. Thank you ESO.
And once again… the timing is so perfect💘 I love you Madison, your tarot readings are helping me through a rough, but promising time and your videos really soothe the pain and just like really enlighten me for all that is yet to come! Thankyou from soul to soul, for translating the Universe in the most beautiful unique way 🤍 you’re a true gem 💎 and oh my gosh happy birthday to your channel! 🥳
Pile 1 first part resonated deeply with me instead of my person so spirit told me to flip the reading to be how they feel about me as if the roles were reversed. Super amazing reading Eso
Pile 4: I think I will give my brain that spanking. Surrendering in itself is frustrating, but if anything that might be the anxious control freak talking. Perks of being a virgo am I right? Love you Eso!! Thank you so much for all the readings, and please know that you’re one of my favs on the tube!
Pile 2..earlier I was hoping that eso just say once this is your person and this is the one.. But gradually as reading went deep I understood why it is like this.. I feel so lonely most of the times..During my connection I was so into myself that I lost my friends.. And now it feels too tough to trust anybody....I have just you and your readings from a long time in past to a long time in future also..and I hope with the invisible touch of your soul I will heal myself and others around me like you do..... I won't say I love you because it's a common feel for your fans like everyone loves you obvio..... So I would say I respect you and thank you for being there energetically in a multi dimensional manner...... Cheers to my eso - one passing lights to people with a compassionate heart..... 🦄
pile 2. This made me so sad, but only because you said out loud what I already knew. I always felt like there was something I could do to make this person treat me the way I wanted to be treated by them, but every interaction always left me disappointed and feeling stupid for caring for someone who clearly does not care for me. I thought I had already given up, but I've been coming back to this connection as of lately and I really needed this. It's true that I've never felt this strongly about anyone, but that doesn't mean it is good. I'll try to let it go for real this time
the pile nr 2 really scared me because I resonated so much with it in a sense that it described how I am and how i act and see myself. could it be that it was about me and not the person I was originally thinking about bcs it was weirdly accurate in reverse. XD
Pile 4: wow, this reading gave me the vibe check I really needed about myself even though it's supposed to be about my person XD thanks for the amazing reading 💖 I'm going to show my partner this pile so he can stop over thinking everything just as you said lol.
pile 2. sad but true. first i felt irritated, but then i realized it was because all you said was something i already knew, but didn't want to admit. thank you for wearing off my candy-coloured -glasses. and at the same time you said "this is your message" my right ear started to ring so loudly! thank you so much for doing this, you don't know how much it means to me, to us! with love, pisces baby
wow, the I forgive myself and I choose to believe card pulled in pile 3 really resonated with me, I really needed that. Right before my 16th birthday too, thank you!
Alright. Commenting a second time because this was hands down the BEST general reading I have ever heard. Pile 2 confirmed everything my soul knew but didn't want to accept. Listening to this has lifted an enormous burden. The extended was amazing too. Thank you so much
Pile 3 🥳 I never expected this reading to be about how I feel about myself! I am a Capricorn and as soon as you pulled out the Capricorn card, I was like, this is hitting too close to home lol… there were so many times in the reading when I felt like you were really picking up on my energy, especially when you were dropping stuff as I am a total klutz but a lovable one lol. This was a wonderful reminder about how much our relationship with ourselves impacts our relationships with others. I went into this reading inquiring about my partner, and there was some mirroring energy there for sure, but it seemed to keep circling back around to my relationship with myself. I am so glad that I watched this reading, as I watch all of your readings, but it really resonated when you talked about maybe taking a break from seeking external advice lol. This reading came at a perfect time too, as I am about to embark on a huge transition in my life and have been really wanting to do the work to heal my inner child and create that strong foundation of self-love so that it can be a lasting transition. Thank you as always, Eso! 💜✨
happy birthday to your channel eso!!!!! i was pile 2 and holy moly... you were so spot on about my thoughts about my relationship with my ex. he wasn’t capable of showing the love i deserve to receive. he has a lot of wounds he is unable to heal. and he lied about wanting and planning to, but i do think he believed he was telling the truth. he truly was very disconnected and i couldn’t understand what i was doing wrong. time to let go🕊
I love watching your videos truly. Every time I’m surprised by how well you just nail my situation on the head every time…. I swear it’s insane. Pile #4
I just love your personality 😌 you are hilarious in your readings 😭 and they reasonate really well 💕 of course I’m getting the extended this was a very beautiful reading. Thank you
eso, i’m saving this video. pile 4! i feel so encouraged. i was wondering why i was feeling so shitty while i’m doing so well and have continued to heal throughout. i am going to be proud !!!
Pile 3: Ever word you spoke was on point, I needed this on so many levels I appreciate and love you for this...clarification for self and the connection. Love love love it and you!
Happy Birthday to my Capricorns & my channel! I can’t believe it’s been 2 years since I started all of this but I am so grateful to still be here and have you all with me! 🥳 I hope you guys enjoy this video. I love you sm and I hope you love yourself too! 💗 Xoxo
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Happy birthday to your channel girl. I Absolutely love it ♥ and I love youu, you're my favorite tarot reader EVERRRR, thank you so much for sharing your talents with us ♥ thank you thank you thank you ♥
Congratulations on all that you have done in these 2 years, you clearly put heart&soul into your work and it's appreciated🙏🏻💜🎉
I love you, I love you, I love you… god bless.. more light n love to you ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Congrats on the channel! My birthday is the 19th so I'm a cusp!
Happy Channel Birthday 🥰🥰
pile 4 "believe your feelings. do not trust your anxious thoughts" love this ♥️
Me reading this at the same time Eso says it...
Pile #3. Super long comment ahead - I was inspired. ♡ I love you, EsoTarot!
Words cannot express how much I've needed this. I used to use tarot readings in an unhealthy way about a year ago, but I've moved past that. I took a break for a long while, but sometimes I feel called back. This was the perfect confirmation for me.
I've been doing a lot of inner work for a long time now, but I quit. Everything suddenly felt meaningless. I believe I was/am going through a dark night of the soul (coming out of it slowly).
This connection with my person has taught me so much in so little time, almost like every lesson I've ever gone through in my life being repeated all at once. I haven't wanted to admit the depth of my feelings, and I haven't wanted to fully accept that things like "Twin Flames" or "Divine Counterparts" exist. I didn't want to believe in mirroring, didn't want to see it. The more I denied and resisted, the more chaotic things became. We've been separated and in no contact for months.
I've always been the type to move on quickly from people (2 months maximum, from the person - the experience, especially if it was traumatic, is a different story). I've been told I'm strong, resilient, adaptable, and wise. I'm the one that so many have always come to for advice, the one who always knew what to say, could figure things out. I tell some people my story or things I've gone through, and they're shocked or speechless. They never suspect it because, or so I'm told, I come across so upbeat, friendly, and welcoming. Some friends have told me of their envy (that I always know what to say, can always understand), but I never saw why. These things just came naturally to me ever since I was young, and I never saw it as a skill.
I've come to realize that I'm most likely a channel, a medium, or some sort of psychic. I have a talent for magic, too. Clairvoyance, clairtangency, clairaudience, and more. I've even healed with my hands (physical things as well as emotional / internal - it was crazy).
I've denied these gifts, denied my dreams. I was terrified of it, scared that I'd do something wrong or misuse things. I was afraid of growing used to these abilities, growing fond of them only to lose them. I always psyched myself out in some way, and I even convinced myself that many were just my imagination. I denied magic and spirituality on/off all through my life. I turned away from meditation and my guides, the oneness I was introduced to after meeting my person (more intensely than I ever experienced it before). He opened up an entire new world to me, and it overwhelmed me in both positive and negative ways. I wanted to embrace it at first, that intense sense of peace. More than anything. But then, I got the feeling we would separate. I felt it coming, and I researched Twin Flames and the process. I thought I was prepared and would handle it with grace, but.. Man, people don't lie about how all-consuming some things are. My ego was out of control.
I fell apart in ways I never have before. We only knew one another for a short while, mere weeks. But he impacted me like none other in my life. I'm 25 and a single mother, and I've been in many relationships of all kinds through my short time on earth. I'm no stranger to these things, and I consider myself highly emotionally intelligent. I'm sensitive, intuitive, and have always been able to understand the most complex of emotions. I've always been the type to explore them thoroughly so I could. I've always been able and ready to care for others - saved many from the edge throughout my life.
But this? I couldn't understand. No matter how hard I tried, how much I researched, how many videos I watched or how many people I spoke to. So.. I ultimately ran from them. I refused to sit with them like I always would before. I wanted nothing more than to be done with them, done with the whole ordeal. But it haunted me. I was either dismissive or obsessive, no in-between.
I couldn't find any answers, and it got to the point where I didn't trust what my heart had to say. I was mad at myself and the universe, bitter and resentful. I felt led astray.
But I'm slowly realizing that wasn't the case. It never is.
I'm going to embrace spirituality and my own magic. I'm going to focus on my own self improvement fully *just* for the sake of improving - for *myself*. I won't shy away from my gifts, and I won't deny my guides or their messages (shoutout to Archangel Metatron♡).
I'll trust it, and I'll truly surrender. I'll work with spirit rather than against. I plan on attending college and becoming an Ayurvedic Practicioner, not giving up on writing (poetry, prose, etc), and embracing my creative side again. I will do more than just survive, and I'll take better care of my body. I'll allow myself rest instead of constantly beating myself up for needing a break, for feeling as deeply as I do. I've been so hard on myself, and I've been warped by confusion. It's been hell these past few months since the separation.
I've been trying to control. It was what made me feel safe at first, but that was a lie. It made me miserable.
This reading, as well as your self-love reading (also one of my favorite readings you've ever done), have resonated with me so deeply. You're truly a gifted reader.
Thank you so, so much for sharing.
I really needed this.
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It's a relief to finally feel like I'm finding myself again. And, this time, out of all the times I've had to rebuild myself throughout my life?
I'm going to be better than ever.
A true Phoenix rising.
My true self.. The one I've been all along.
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Wow. Your words could not have rang more true if they tried. I went through the exact same experience within the last year. Met somebody who opened up an entire world for me. I was resistant the whole time and once the triggers started I ran as far away as I possibly could and didn’t look back.
But the awakening stayed. It was the most painful thing I ever experienced and I too, have had my fair share of tragedy in life.
I too, have always been logical and reasonable above all else, even when I was in love. But this connection was beyond what the human brain can comprehend.
There’s no sense in that much unconditional love. There’s only being brave enough to feel it.
I’m just writing this to tell you that you are not alone and from what you wrote, you ARE taking these lessons with grace and strength. It’s not suppose to be feel good or look good. But the person you become after the darkness will be the person you’ve always wanted to find within yourself.
Remember , you can never be apart from your person. A piece of your souls live within one another forevermore. Tap into that love, that bond, that growth when you need them.
I just want to say from one stranger on a tarot reading to another - I am so proud of you.
-A fellow Phoenix 🦅❤️🔥
@@emiigarzon Thank you so much for sharing! It's such a comfort to know I'm not alone in this. While I "know" I'm not, it's difficult to not feel like it. You know?
I relate intimately with all of what you said, too. I taught myself that separation was an illusion, but I never truly believed it. It was so difficult to fully wrap myself around.
I'm beginning to. Thank you so much for the helpful reminder. This is a journey of the self, and thus? A journey of the one - which connects us to all. It's so freakin' amazing, haha!
Gosh, your comment made me tear up. Best of luck on your journey, fellow Phoenix! I'm sending you so much love.
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@@cylestine You are me. I see myself in your beautiful shared story. Even wrote a story called " Phoenix" one year ago. I also chose pile 3. The love you experienced, the love you thought is because of the other human being is the unconditionally love from source. Which is always here.
This is exactly my story as well! Thank you so much for pouring your heart out so that those of us going through this have proof that we’re not alone
Pile 4. It is rare that a general reading resonates with me to 100% but you completely nailed it. CLAIMING. Cannot wait for the anxiety of 2021 to leave and finally make room for more healing, success and love ✨
I second this!! Love you Eso! ❤️
Nah fr it has never been so accurate. I‘m in tears actually.
literally to a T, even 6 months later
Pile 2. This was probably the hardest and most accurate message I have ever heard about the connection that I recently walked away from. It has been a living hell, and the more he hurt me, the more I was determined to win his love. It was so messed up, but this reading helped so much and I cried like a baby, but the tears were so cleansing and much needed. Very long overdue. From the bottom of my heart, thank you 🙏🏼💗
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Pile 2 scary reading but hit the nail on the head
Pile 2: Thank you Eso, I can’t express it enough, the part where you said “I think you’ve watch tons of tarot readings about this person” is true and it all started with your tarot videos. You’ve helped me with this journey, thank you.
It really hit me too😔hope u doin gud Katie 💝💖💕
@@abbyscorp3704 I am, thank you. 💜 I’m doing way better and their slowly leaving my life. I hope you’re doing well.
@@katiethe2nd92 Much better now Thank you Katie&I'm happy yo Gud too,since this reading a lot has changed in me(in a gud way).Working on myself with myself a bit more and I think it's gonna take a while to open up to Romantic relationships and I'm okay change is good, we're learning new strengths too so I can't complain really.Truly wish you the Best👌moving forward💐.Your loved ones are so blessed to exist in your Golden🧡heart always remember that,stay blessed 🙏...lots of💜💙💚💛💝from me.
🥲God, resonating with pile 2 soo much. I am starting to wake up on certain things and probably mirror him so much for many situations. Still I love him but realise it doesn't come from true wanting the best for him, instead from the need of saving him (and myself). I am looking after myself now but still fully in the process..and yes, is an addiction. I have seen his true self and is sooo vulnerable he can't even deal with it. How long is gonna take I don't know, just hope to feel better and peaceful after
You are so adorable when you say “Don’t tell the other piles!” ;)
Pile 4 was insanely helpful and hopefully accurate. Thank you for this! You are just too precious with your exuberant and caring energy.
Pile 2: when you said cold war!! I screamed. I have literally have been saying "he is a war I am no longer fighting". It is one sided as you said! Madison!!! You have a gift. I've tried listening to other TH-cam readers...and it's honestly just "stories being woven" (no shade). I believe in spirit and the gift. But damn!! Your readings are like TRUE messages from the universe. You repeat things that I've thought or said. Even down to the "he is on his own team". Gaaaaaaahhh.
Next how do I get rid of his energy. I'm so done. He is not worthy. On to the better and best ONE!!!
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Thank you so much!!!
Pile 1: I have a hard time seeing the progress and changes that I have made. Your reading showed me that I have changed. This was exactly how I was feeling about 3-4 months ago but so much has changed. I have grown so much and I am proud of myself. Thank you 😁
Pile 2 reminded me of the good friend I lost some months ago for being egotistical and not being able to accept help for my issues. Now I understand how she felt and how much of a shithead I am.
She's good now, has good people surrounding her and that's wonderful. Honestly she deserves everything that can bring happiness and love to her life.
As for me... well, I'm on a long way of regaining myself and getting better on my mental health. It's not going good but it's going, and that's important.
Hey, this might not mean much coming from a stranger, but I just wanna say it's very commendable of you to own up to your behaviour. Many people outright refuse to do that. Admitting you needed to work on yourself is the mature thing to do.
Respect!
Pile 2: Wow. I feel so seen and called out. I have literally felt this deeply and it made me incredibly sad. I want so much for them but it’s not my job. What you said about divine… omg I have literally been “rationalizing” this relationship through divine, like we’re meant to be in each other’s lives, blah, blah. I have finally opened myself up and met someone who is meeting my needs without even being asked and I’m literally like wow, this person made me feel like I was always asking for too much (just like my family). I know deserve more and have more now. And I’m recognizing that it’s a core wound I’m healing. I have been realizing how much I love their potential, not what actions they have shown me. Thank you for affirming.
pile 2. Thank you so much. YOU ARE LITERALLY SO TALENTED AT TAROT. This resonated a LOT.
When you said "they're your earth and you're their moon" in the reading, I just realized that my person's name means "earth" in Arabic and mine's "moon" in Sanskrit. I almost lose my shit lol. This reading is so uplifting. Thank you!!! 😭🧁♥️
Whoa that’s so cool!! 🤯 thank you for sharing! 💗
Pile 3 - DUDE!!! How do you always hit the nail on the head like you do?? I thought for sure this relationship was too complicated and messy to actually get advice for but you told me exactly what I need to hear. I do need to stop focusing on outward connections for happiness and focus more on how to make myself happy first. I also need to cool it with the pick a card readings a little bit lol. Thank you you’re my absolute favorite reader. 💕
…okay so one more reading because I bought the extended lmao. I have to know more!!
I felt that.. Ive been on kino, eso and vanessa and checking out like 20 other readers 😂 dang i need to stop 😭😭 but yes she hit the nail on the head with this one
pile 4- this is by far the most accurate reading i have ever gotten. like every word that came out of your mouth was something true to me or something I needed to hear. thank you
SAME!! Isn't it magical how various people across the world could resonate with the same timeless reading?
same🥺🥺🙏🥰
i really needed this because i was just questioning my feelings towards them a few hours ago
it do be like that
Sameeeee
Same this is such a life saver rn lmao
sameeee
Same! I was looking for a reading like this a few weeks ago
pile 2... read me to filth but also felt like the toughest and warmest hug I needed. I feel so validated and supported by everything you talked about because it certainly mirrors what has been on my mind but I've been afraid to voice them out to anyone at all, for fear of being judged. thank you for all that you do, and I hope you're receiving all of the love and gratitude that I have to offer you :)
Pile 2-I am just beginning to know this person but he seems a little like what you have described me here ..🙄
I deeply thank you for these readings.They’re incredibly helpful and insightful to those who are lost including me in my own difficult times.I appreciate them so much they have given me so much guidance and clarity over challenges I face in life and more.All your words uplift me!
Pile 2, this was so crazy accurate 😳 I finally realized all of this last year around this time of year, got too exhausted to even continue to have him in my life. I knew I deserved, and still do deserve better. I blocked him in Feb of 2021 and here’s where it gets crazier Eso 😫 he found a way to contact me literally not 2 days ago 😳 I don’t think this is a coincidence. If I am to allow him back into my life I think I’ll have to be a bit cautious. I don’t know if I will let him back into my life or not, but if I do I’ve made myself a promise that I’m never going to chase again. I intend to keep that promise. I don’t chase I ATTRACT, what’s MEANT for ME, will simply FIND Me 🙏🏼 thank you for this message ESO ❤️🥰
Good fory you:).
pile 2 - i’m in awe, you are an amazing tarot card reader and i’m so so grateful for having found your channel. this reading was so difficult but necessary for me to hear. i sobbed so much and had to take breaks throughout the reading but i feel cleansed and feel like i have clarity over the situation. it’s hard to let go of the hopes of having a healthy relationship with him as he’s my father & i feel like i owe it to him to try and help him be happy. this reading also brought to light a lot of the reasons behind my belief of being inherently unloveable and a lot of other wounds that need healing. it also sort of motivated me to focus on my career (/studies) as i’m applying to universities right now and it seems like my only true way out of the situation (the patience card also makes sense because of this) thank you so much eso you deserve the world 💗
Pile 2: The sounds exactly like my ex and why it was so hard for me to break up our long-term relationship, but I'm so glad I did. Anyone else who has struggled with this, it was helpful for me to think about what I really needed for my own self-preservation and sanity. And it was also 100% a situation of doing something that broke my heart but helped free my soul. Sending love and strength to anyone who might be in a similar situation. ❤️
Pile 3. Its crazy you said listen to your heart, bc i was definitely putting him on a pedestal and freaking out. I've always been more logical and burying my feelings, but I'm finally working w/ my emotions and yesterday I asked myself "Well, what does your heart want?" And all the negative thoughts and anxieties and "Oh I'm not good enough" went away. The answer was so clear and simple and w/o shame or embarrassment. He's definitely making me get in touch w/ my divine femine energy. I also realized yesterday that he is not responsible for my happiness. I am. And you saying that in this exact reading blew my mind!!
pile 4: i’m crying, this was EXACTLY what i need to hear. thank you for your work, you truly have a gift
I chose pile 4 and it is probably the most accurate reading I’ve gotten in a while. I felt like you were reading specifically to me. You really help me to not feel crazy for trusting my intuition lol. Thank you so much for what you do!
Pile 3: With my connection, most of the piles I’ve chosen from your videos tell me to focus on myself, realize my self worth and look to myself for answers.. so I think that self love tarot reading is necessary. Thank you
Also, I will definitely read more books since my TBR list is forever growing 😂
“Power without love is reckless and abusive, and love without power is sentimental and anemic. Power at its best is love implementing the demands of justice, and justice at its best is power correcting everything that stands against love.” Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. 💕 Thank you for the reading, your readings always come out at the right time 💕
Pile 2 - Thank you so much for the insight. You have just described a narcissistic abusive relationship. This so resonates with a recent past one. Although I am out of it (and still healing), I am always grateful to be reminded of why things didn't work out.
Hey pile 2 here. Thanks for the great reading. I cried and I feel much better now. Thank you. ❤️
Pile 2: Thank you soo much for this message. You’ve helped me when I didn’t know how much I needed it. I can’t put it in words how thankful I am. I am truly very grateful for this reading and your channel. Sending love and blessings your way.
just wanna say thank you for making a reading with this topic!! Its so needed and so forgoten by the other readers. We all need to be more understanding of our own feelings about things and about people, some times we are so focused on what the other person feels that we dont even stop to assess how it is that we trully feel. so thank you so much.
I really needed this today
Pile 3 hit me in the heart and called me out and just was so good and made me cry. You have a real connection and talent. Thank you
This has turned out to be the best reading I've ever watched. Thank you! I'm gonna be honest, I was disappointed when I saw the title and was like... eugh, why... but I swear pile 2 is exactly what I needed to hear, feel, see, experience. Thank you so much! Sorry for doubting it. You'll never know how much this video was the video i needed to see.
Pile 3. Thank you Eso, I really needed to hear this. It's really simple. Move on and focus on me. Trust my own journey and keep on pushin.
this video really calmed me down and cleared up the mess in my thoughts a little bit.
as it was said (pile 4), i didn't really need to know about my feelings towards other person, because deep down i know exactly what's going on, but there was something i needed to know anyway. and mostly, it wasn't about a connection for me, but about my own personal problems. and i love the way answers i need always find it's way to me on this channel, and I'm always grateful for it.
also want to say, that i wanted to see a pick a card video with a theme like that for a really long time, thank you for making it!! 💌
Pile 1 struck me so deeply, so accurate and exactly what I needed to hear. Thank you so much Eso!
Pile 3 was such a beautiful reading. This gave me so much guidance and clarity that I had a hard time finding. The answer is within me the whole time. Thank you! 🧿
pile 4: simultaneously the most profound and funniest reading and now one of my faves! Spot on as always 😜
pile 3 - super on point and gave me the clarity and advice i needed. 🥺 you never disappoint with your readings, love what you do so much!!!
Thank you SO MUCH for this reading. I picked up pile 2 and it felt like a personal reading for me. Like you said, I've been waiting for a sign but I'm so exhausted to even care about that person that I'm pretty sure that I'd he ever showed up, he'd find a way to screw up everything. He's where he put himself in, and every time I get news from him I feel something horrible within. Like you said, it's probably a bad sign and I should stay away from everything in his regard. I feel so much lighter. I also have an appointment with a therapist this Friday and it's finally time to vent out everything I've been getting about this person. My deepest gratitudes for the reading!
#2.. thank you so much...😭 of all the love readings I've heard in the last several weeks, this one has given me the most clarity about myself and what to do...I thought I was done trying to fix people, but maybe subconsciously I'm still doing that, it makes me angry with myself. I can't keep being this way. I wish I could fall in love with people who operate from love instead!
But whT can I expect with my 12th H Moon in Libra HAHA 😂😅
My earth dominant ass and Virgo Chiron in 7th house identifies with this so much 😭 good luck with your situation, wishing you the best 💕
The same. Self love and puting yourself first is a key to have a right balance and boundaries. We can not fix others, but we can inspire them and I'm sure that is something that comes naturally. We have a real impact on other people. But we can't do the work for them and this ist something we schould accept. Love and blessing!
P.S thank you ESO ❤️
Pile 1.. I am honestly speechless lol. That just opened my mind up so much about this connection, as well as calling me out on some things >_< I’ve never had this mindset about this situation, and I feel like I’m seeing it in a healthier way. I don’t normally comment on readings, Idk why, but yes this was truly amazing! Thank u 💙🌌💫
Pile 3; I feel so affirmed and grateful and free ! I claim this, I claim my success, I claim my growth& surrender to spirit. I deserve the infinite abundance of spirit ! Thank you Eso !!
It’s so wild to hear what pile 4’s message was. So accurate and nice to hear. Everything I’ve already known was confirmed and gave me peace of mind and closure -especially because I thought of my mom. Thank you so much for this reading 😊
Pile 3- Wow! You read me to filth in the most loving way lol, but I needed to hear it! This was probably the most helpful and accurate reading I’ve ever heard. Thank you so much for doing this reading. I’m going to take so much away from what you’ve said 💕
Pile 2, this provided so much clarity and peace for me. Thank you for this, you are so incredibly gifted. Thank you so much, I really needed to hear this and I greatly appreciate your compassion and empathy throughout this reading.
Pile 2. Thank you Madison. This reading just came up on my feed and knew I needed to pick that pile. It explains SO much. And thank you for your wonderful words
Pile 4. I don’t know how but this was exactly what I needed today and helped me clarify something I have been confused about that is showing up in my cards recently so thank you ❤️
This is a great birthday present when needed most. Thank you so much queen! You are wonderful and we all love you so SO much. Thanks for sharing your gifts and your positivity with us! 🥺❤️❤️❤️
Aww happy birthday!! 🥳🥳
@@EsoTarot OMG, this made my day, for sure. Also happy birthday to your channel!!! I started following it September 2020 and it helped me to redirect my life the way I needed and wanted. Thank you so much, and hope to see more of you for many years!!!🥺💓💓💓
happy birthday
@@lavanyatalati Thank you! 🥺💓
Hope you have a beautiful day and a beautiful year ahead!
Pile 1. Thank you sooooo much… you’ve always given me so much clarity with this particular situation and I really can’t thank you enough for that. All of that was stuff I needed to hear and I understand more deeply now that all my issues with him are actually issues I have with myself lol. Sending you all my love ♡︎♡︎♡︎
I feel like Spirit was calling me out on pile 2. It hit so hard. It was so accurate, almost scary. Definitely what I needed to hear. Thanks!
Pile 3: dead on! Every bit- tysm 💙 I think I will take a break, take a breath and read a book haha I’ve just started The Alchemist. Heard a ton of great things and looking forward to it.
Ps. Mimzy made me SOB as a kid 😂
Before I even get to my reading I just wanna say that I appreciate you so much because I remember all these times when I was looking for a reading like this one and your the first person ever to do one about how I feel 😭💕
You’re readings have ALWAYS been spot on or insanely accurate for me. I chose Pile 1. I’m a Virgo rising/sun with an Aries Moon… I know, pretty rough placements for a big three. You were spot on word for word. They aren’t like anyone I’ve ever met before in my entire life. My feelings for them ran so deep that I quit my job we were working at together behind their back and I (in a way) did push them away. He did trigger up a lot of wounds that I tried to remain hidden. Along with, he reminds me of a past ex or whatever that really destroyed my self-esteem and basically believing I was good enough for that person even though they led me on and hurt me. I always reminded myself that they weren’t them but it got a bit more difficult as more things resurfaced. My love for this man is unconditional and soul deep. I didn’t want to believe they felt the same way I do but after a while I stopped fighting and accepted it. When I hear the sound of his name, a mix of emotions coming rolling in. It’s like, “Yeah, I love him and I want what’s best for him and I. And how can I be overthinking it’ll end badly when it hasn’t even fully began in the first place?” I know. There was a lot of wounds that were hidden that my parents had caused. I guess out of fear of getting hurt, in a way I did project. It’s so wrong of me because they’re so different and amazing. I know they have flaws too and that doesn’t change my feelings for him. I also had a lot going on personally that had nothing to do with him that I needed to work on that caused me us to separate. I’m afraid to explain how I feel for a bunch of reasons. But, this was insanely accurate. Thank you, I needed to hear this!
you’re just so awesome. always accurate, funny, an aries (best sign imo) , always have the advice i need to hear. keep killing it for yourself and others will just follow you
Oh my god. I am only 14:14 into the video after choosing pile 1, and this is frightening. He is a very eccentric/unusual metal musician, cool exterior, but is an excellent communicator and I have more in common with him than anyone else I have ever dated. We have FASCINATING conversations about every single thing that pops in our heads and I love how stimulating he is in conversations. He also is in IT and works from home. He has been through a lot in his life and is troubled, and right now we are only friends. Being just friends is completely fine and I value our connection enough to be completely content with that, but I would like see what COULD happen if we both thought about each other the same way at the same time.
Pile 1, this was so accurate. I feel like a lot of the stuff you said about them really applied to me. You've said that could be mirroring before, but I don't really know how that would work. And the boat scene in The Little Mermaid that you mentioned is actually relevant to this connection, we viewed it in the same room.
Omg pile 2 wow, hooked on hope, emotional education, emotional & manipulative-deep generational patterns. Also stock mkt…I was just thinking how he treated this like business. Came into teach me more about myself.
Pile 2, Mad Love and Light for you. In Jamaica we say “ ya General”. Perfect timing, never stop inspiring.
Pile 1
My, oh my! I needed that! Pretty much everything resonated with me and opened up my heart. I knew Spirit/universe was trying to tell me something and I just wasn’t “getting it” thank you so much✨ you are truly a gem!
pile 3. thank you so so much eso
Pile 2. Thank u so much eso this reading was phenomenal this gave me so much healing and energy and it was the exact sign i needed to finally move on..pls continue doing ur beautiful readings❤❤
1❤ so accurate, down to the numbers and the zodiac signs
Eso,
I’m messaging from viewing this video in December of 23, 2023. Your messages and gifts are truly timeless. I went through a tough cycle and I’m currently on a healing journey. Your voice, my bed, and my room has been my solace for over a week now. Every video I chose to get me through this time has been yours only. I resonate with you deeply. I thought I would spiral into chaos but you have saved me. I Love you so much and I wish I could tell you this for eternity. Maybe I am.
I'm only half way through Pile 2, and you're so gifted Eso omg. Your other 2 previous readings (how are they feeling, what do they think of you) are deeply connected with this one, in which the "how are they feeling" one, the pile I chose you said "they are going through a lot, and they choose the learn lessons the hard way; they don't like help" and also, "what they think of you" I chose the angel stone, and they indeed have compared me to an angel/guardian angel and have called me angel several times. We are in separation and I watched Kino's newest video and it's all connected... It's insane. I really believe this separation or well, almost 100% certain ending is for the better. I have no clue what will happen in the future, I believe in second chances, people can change, but yeah, this person, believes everything happens to them, not for them and I know they have serious childhood wounds, however, I still think they need to learn how to swim through life, like you said and perhaps this was a trigger to make them learn and to make me reassure myself and my boundaries, know more about myself. Thank you so much 💕
Came back and felt attracted to pile 3 as well, after feeling an energy shift. Sigh this is complicated as hell
Pile 2: I am so relieved because my intuition has been telling me this deep down. I am actually happy because i have already embarked my self healing journey in healing my fearful avoidant attachment style. This has confirmed everything i have been pondering about for the last 6 months.
Pile 4: 100% My TF connection. Sometimes I do get in my head like no, I'm crazy. It wasn't even real. Everything is an illusion and dumb of me to allow myself to do that. I didn't use him as an excuse. I just felt like he was going to fulfill some fantasy of mine and when he failed to it was like I wasn't even worthy of having my fantasy. All I ever wanted ( not him specifically) the idea of what he meant/symbolized or could be for me. I truly thought he was meant for me and without him I couldn't love anyone else that same level. Not the case, at all. Learn a lot about myself, but I don't want anything with him. I care about him deeply. I always will. I sometimes wish I never agreed to more in the past and I just kept boundaries as friends. I think that's the best we can do and offer each other if he were to come back. I don't really want him to come back because for what? I don't trust him. We aren't going to be together romantically. I don't want him physically. I think we just might fight because of my resistance when he made me finalize my decision. We're both the opposite genders, so logically speaking if he plans to date. I know no woman will accept his bond with me. I already have a male bestfriend, so this other guy is just in this random " Very strong connection friend/twin area" in my mind. Idk. I don't even know I can truly forgive him. I feel that pit feeling in my stomach because I feel like I have to tell I'm sorry, but no. No, to everything and I can't have u in my life. U can't even be happy for me without being jealous of who has me.
Pile #2 was so heartbreaking but so real. I read tarot for few years and I love to watch YT tarot so I can learn even more. Now at the Libra Full Moon I wanted to look back at my former connections and you've answered so many questions for me. Thank you so much, I wish you all the blessings in the world, to you and to everyone who is watching your readings.❤❤
Begin Again by Purity Ring :) That was a confirmation for me alllll day. I was confident that pile 4 was my pile but when you said that I was amazed bc that’s been on of my songs lately and it makes me think of my person.
Pile 2: Something told me to save this video for later, and then I went to a party and saw someone again that gave me a lot of mixed emotions, and this reading immediately came into my head when I got back to my room! I barely just started, but this reading has already contained so many confirmations about how I was feeling and what I was picking up from them. Keep eating, as per usual 💜
This reading was the reality check I needed thank you so much for your honesty and setting me square pile 2
pile1, that's exactly what I've been through for the last three months. changed so much with pain, kind of rebirth, and finally found the incredible blessings and love I've already had. connected to my inner lives and the universe, deeper and deeper...now I have my answer☺️. review the past and learn more through your readings. thank you😌love you! you are amazing. thank you, eso😇
Pile 2 and wow, it resonated so deeply that i was in shock! this past week has been tough as i’ve blocked him from all of my social media bc i just couldn’t deal with his current energy. i truly feel sad for him bc i do see such good potential, but like you said you can’t help someone who doesn’t want to be helped. whatever the future holds will come when it’s time but as of now, i retracted my energy and am focusing on myself! thank you for the reading!!
Pile 2: I waited till I was ready to watch this video and I’m so glad I did. Just earlier, I was crying about how confused and angry I’ve been for years about this connection, and how I’d probably feel like shit in a world where he wasn’t my biggest burden. I know that without a doubt, this was a trauma bond and when I heard “rejected dependency” I felt a little lighter knowing there was a way to put it into words. I met him at my weakest but also most innocent/naïve state, and I was still able to give more than i had. It’s like he knew he was the only person in my life who’s stayed long enough to “care” and took advantage of my desire to be seen. We both had a similar upcoming but we both chose different paths, and it’s like as time passed I was constantly trying to heal and he was constantly trying to 1 up me. I really liked your way of not bullshitting me and at some point I had to rewind and pretend you were giving me a “talking to” because I really needed it from someone like you. Also, even if it’s just for today or this weekend or month, I feel 10x better about the situation. Thank you so so soooo much!
Pile #3…wow, I really needed to hear that! Thank you, spot on reading ☺️
I literally feel like you were channeling me in pile 4. I literally wanted to end my life this morning for no reason. I was so jumbled in my head over everything I’ve ever been through. Thank you. Thank you.
I’m grateful you’re here 💗 you are so loved!!
Pile 4 so accurate. I was having serious doubts. I phoned the person and they reiterated what you have said. You are my favourite tarot reader and you are always so very accurate. Thank you ☺️
Pile 4: This was everything that I needed to hear right now, especially with finals week coming up. I felt like it resonated with me so well-beyond any other reading I have ever done-and I hope that it is as accurate as I feel it is.
Thank you so much. Continue the amazing work, beautiful.
Yes!! Pile 2, Evangelion is certainly a mind game. Also, you saying “incredibly” a couple of times at the beginning of the vid brought it home for me. Thank you ESO.
YES. THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT IVE BEEN NEEDING FOR AGES. PLEASE DO MORE READINGS LIKE THIS
Pile 4 : "we will look at their feelings... just a little bit, don't get crazy! " 😂😂
You make me happy all the time you don't drop drag me down you don't make me sad you make me the happiest person
And once again… the timing is so perfect💘 I love you Madison, your tarot readings are helping me through a rough, but promising time and your videos really soothe the pain and just like really enlighten me for all that is yet to come! Thankyou from soul to soul, for translating the Universe in the most beautiful unique way 🤍 you’re a true gem 💎 and oh my gosh happy birthday to your channel! 🥳
Pile 1 first part resonated deeply with me instead of my person so spirit told me to flip the reading to be how they feel about me as if the roles were reversed. Super amazing reading Eso
Pile 4: I think I will give my brain that spanking. Surrendering in itself is frustrating, but if anything that might be the anxious control freak talking. Perks of being a virgo am I right? Love you Eso!! Thank you so much for all the readings, and please know that you’re one of my favs on the tube!
Pile 2..earlier I was hoping that eso just say once this is your person and this is the one.. But gradually as reading went deep I understood why it is like this.. I feel so lonely most of the times..During my connection I was so into myself that I lost my friends.. And now it feels too tough to trust anybody....I have just you and your readings from a long time in past to a long time in future also..and I hope with the invisible touch of your soul I will heal myself and others around me like you do.....
I won't say I love you because it's a common feel for your fans like everyone loves you obvio..... So I would say I respect you and thank you for being there energetically in a multi dimensional manner......
Cheers to my eso - one passing lights to people with a compassionate heart..... 🦄
Pile 1: the fact that you're describing "me" right off the beginning, is hitting hard! 🙂Like I'm just 2 minutes in!
pile 2. This made me so sad, but only because you said out loud what I already knew. I always felt like there was something I could do to make this person treat me the way I wanted to be treated by them, but every interaction always left me disappointed and feeling stupid for caring for someone who clearly does not care for me. I thought I had already given up, but I've been coming back to this connection as of lately and I really needed this. It's true that I've never felt this strongly about anyone, but that doesn't mean it is good. I'll try to let it go for real this time
the pile nr 2 really scared me because I resonated so much with it in a sense that it described how I am and how i act and see myself. could it be that it was about me and not the person I was originally thinking about bcs it was weirdly accurate in reverse. XD
Your readings are my therapy. You articulate what I’m thinking/feeling that I can’t put into words
Pile 4: wow, this reading gave me the vibe check I really needed about myself even though it's supposed to be about my person XD thanks for the amazing reading 💖 I'm going to show my partner this pile so he can stop over thinking everything just as you said lol.
pile 2. sad but true. first i felt irritated, but then i realized it was because all you said was something i already knew, but didn't want to admit. thank you for wearing off my candy-coloured -glasses. and at the same time you said "this is your message" my right ear started to ring so loudly! thank you so much for doing this, you don't know how much it means to me, to us!
with love, pisces baby
wow, the I forgive myself and I choose to believe card pulled in pile 3 really resonated with me, I really needed that. Right before my 16th birthday too, thank you!
Alright. Commenting a second time because this was hands down the BEST general reading I have ever heard. Pile 2 confirmed everything my soul knew but didn't want to accept. Listening to this has lifted an enormous burden. The extended was amazing too. Thank you so much
Pile 3 🥳 I never expected this reading to be about how I feel about myself! I am a Capricorn and as soon as you pulled out the Capricorn card, I was like, this is hitting too close to home lol… there were so many times in the reading when I felt like you were really picking up on my energy, especially when you were dropping stuff as I am a total klutz but a lovable one lol. This was a wonderful reminder about how much our relationship with ourselves impacts our relationships with others. I went into this reading inquiring about my partner, and there was some mirroring energy there for sure, but it seemed to keep circling back around to my relationship with myself. I am so glad that I watched this reading, as I watch all of your readings, but it really resonated when you talked about maybe taking a break from seeking external advice lol. This reading came at a perfect time too, as I am about to embark on a huge transition in my life and have been really wanting to do the work to heal my inner child and create that strong foundation of self-love so that it can be a lasting transition. Thank you as always, Eso! 💜✨
happy birthday to your channel eso!!!!! i was pile 2 and holy moly... you were so spot on about my thoughts about my relationship with my ex. he wasn’t capable of showing the love i deserve to receive. he has a lot of wounds he is unable to heal. and he lied about wanting and planning to, but i do think he believed he was telling the truth. he truly was very disconnected and i couldn’t understand what i was doing wrong. time to let go🕊
I love watching your videos truly. Every time I’m surprised by how well you just nail my situation on the head every time…. I swear it’s insane. Pile #4
As soon as you said “flight risk” my mind instantly said “with a fear of falling” and then you went there, it was so perfect!
I just love your personality 😌 you are hilarious in your readings 😭 and they reasonate really well 💕 of course I’m getting the extended this was a very beautiful reading. Thank you
eso, i’m saving this video. pile 4! i feel so encouraged. i was wondering why i was feeling so shitty while i’m doing so well and have continued to heal throughout. i am going to be proud !!!
Pile 3: Ever word you spoke was on point, I needed this on so many levels I appreciate and love you for this...clarification for self and the connection. Love love love it and you!