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I haven't even picked a card just listening to the intro. You're a Queen Eso. Take time to recharge for sure. ⭐🌈💎☯️🧿☮️ I'm gonna pick 3 tho. This TF or Karmic is for real lingering on my energy.
Not even halfway through my reading and I've cried twice I love you Eso I picked pile 2 and I'm definitely the unicorn you got me all up in my feels 💔😭 thank you for putting so much time in this reading it is definitely heartfelt!
Y'all don't be mean to my homegirl. She's one of the best tarot readers on here, because the level of work she puts in the readings are unmatched. It makes me so sad to see her hurt like this because she deserves nothing but love and respect from all of us.
I've stopped watching a lot of tarot creators because I'll watch through the whole video and each pile is a different way of saying "they miss you and they want to come back". Thank you for being genuine and taking us seriously.
Yay this . I got a few names to drop actually but I’m not. It feels like every pile and eve single time they do a reading is this angsty tortured souls that sort of wants to come back to you but can’t but they love you and yada yada. At first it’s easy to get wrapped up in it but now what readers I should avoid cause they only tell you what you want to hear
Pile 2 was spot on, I am the unicorn and it was so hard when she pushed me out of her life. But I do have a lot of self esteem issues to work through and the separation showed me my codependency I needed to break. I’ve come along ways but still have a while to go 💛 Thank you eso for all the time and energy you put into these readings❤️✨
Pile 1 was read so beautifully. I have never felt such a strong connection like I have with the Swan's reading. Even before our separation, I was fearful of things being one-sided and manifested an end. Now I know things will succeed if I focus on myself and the love I emit. Even if our roads don't cross again, the amount of unconditional love I have for my Phoenix is infinite. Thank you for taking the time to do these readings for us. I hope you have some time to catch up relaxing and doing things for yourself!
@A H Yes! I have honestly found that the separation was best as it's allowed for me to grow exponentially as an individual. We're good friends now despite no longer being together. I have realized that love comes in all forms and doesn't have to rely on a romantic aspect in order to harbor positivity. If there's one thing I can encourage for everyone, it's to always listen to your heart's feelings for YOU before attempting to extend your emotions and connections to others. Be your own Phoenix and learn from the ashes ☺️
This was extremely accurate for my situation! Pile 3: I'm the snake, he's the panther. I keep consulting many readings about this guy and this is the first time someone mentions his relationship. He's definitely in a toxic relationship he doesn't want to be in, and he definitely feels unworthy of me. He rejected me and proceeded to tell me how sad he was about it, which was really confusing to me. Thank you for the insight!
Pile 2: I’m the unicorn 🥺 I do feel like they ignore me and rejected the cup I offered them. I did so much and I never felt appreciated and recognized and simply left out in the cold because my “hyaena” person took things too lightly and I always felt that my emotions were deeper. They ended the connection. I attempted reached out multiple times and ultimately decided to move on. I’m focusing on my own healing and I do believe that this separation was needed because it has allowed me to take back my power and I’ve met someone new that I acknowledges and respects my uniqueness and full helps me to embody my “empress” energy. I loved them, they will forever hold a precious space in my heart and I hope to talk to them once they do the healing needed. If not, I’ve made peace that I did the best I could and things happen for a reason.
Pile 3. “Don’t save her, she don’t wanna be saved” I used to sing that song mad because my person left me, claiming he was protecting me from him, and I’d always get so upset because I don’t need to be protected or saved, I can save myself.
"I have to bear the cross of being amazing and beautiful, and I know that all of my subscribers deal with that problem as well, and if you aren't subscribed to me, I'm sure you would know what it's like if you did." She once again speaks the truth, friends.
Pile 3: I'm honestly blown away by this reading! I watch tarot readings all the time, but I don't totally "believe" in them.., but this reading changed that. This reading is just transformative for me. I can't thank you enough for what you are doing!! Some are lost and got a lot of worries to just everything and tarot readings gives peace to people so thank you... THANK YOU 🌞🌱
pile 2 - that was too accurate lol i am the unicorn and he’s the hyena. he chose to break things off and it really put me through a lot emotionally, but he was very composed and it’s hard to know how he truly felt through everything. we dated for 10 months, no labels, and there were times where he wanted to ask me to be his gf but decided not to because he was planning to move away for his job. i’m still working through this process since it’s still very fresh, but i know i need time for myself to work on myself
It’s been 18 months of being connected, no labels just intense. It’s fantastic then gut wrenching but my heart/soul feels what it does so I’m going with the flow, finding myself. He is also moving away for work to which wouldn’t stop me from adapting because love like this goes beyond logic or words ✨ Connections have dropped away painfully for my higher purpose which this journey is gruelling on so many levels, yet I’m grateful 🌙 A blessing and a curse to feel so deeply but having love for myself, compassion for others on their journey and understanding that you can only expect yourself from you makes me pray for the ground to swallow me up ✨🌙 love and light on your journey
pile 3. I am the Snake. Ngl this triggered the shit out of me lol, in a really good way though. I've been running in circles of confusion watching tarot reading after tarot reading for months about this connection and this finally opened my eyes to the truth of why I keep running into a wall. I truly do give from an empty cup and leave myself depleted, this has been my style for a long time, I do this especially from rumination and putting thought energy towards a person and completely wear myself out. I needed to hear these messages, as upsetting as they were. Love you, Eso!
eso disappeared for a week, and comes back and solves my life problems. Thank you for confirming pretty much everything intuitive i feel but doubt. You are my favorite tarot reader 🥺
Pile 1: it’s so crazy that you mentioned the swan giving the Phoenix unconditional love. I have always felt like i have this unconditional love for him that I’m okay with carrying.. i was willing to let go and just love him from afar because i know what i deserve. Thank you so much for the reading!
Pile 1: Everything just resonates. I’m not sure if I’m the swan or the phoenix because we are so similar we experience both situations. Although I feel like I’m the swan since I have been always in touch of my higher self as I have always been spiritual. The relationship we had triggered a lot of issues I have in me that was scarred by my past relationships and now that the separation happened and even though I really really regret everything and I know I could’ve done so much better, I know that it’s the best situation to let go and just focus on myself. I have been self reflecting a lot and we’re in no contact so I’m not sure what she’s doing and I don’t think I’m interested in knowing because I don’t want to disrupt my peaceful environment. I have always been fearful that the connection was one-sided as I thought I’m the only one who keeps on initiating everything between us. Since she was my best friend before we became official, I know that I would always love her with all my heart. I just can’t serve her romantically as of now and I know she feels the same. I still want her back though, I think what we had is great and even if it ended, if we make it right it’ll be a lot greater. I am not closing myself to possibilities for this reconnection to happen, nor the possibility of me meeting other people. Although as of now, I want to focus on myself way more than chaneling my love for other people. I still have so much love to give, so much love that’s still lingering. But I’ll just let the divine hold onto that and let everything falls into its place and at the same time I would be focusing on myself and renewing my authority into my life.
yay ♡ pile 1: I am the swan and he is the phoenix. The universe finally answered my prayers and brought this opportunity for us to reconnect. Now I’m feeling paralyzed with fear and full of what if’s. You came at the perfect time and this reading was so helpful. It made me realize there’s no pressure to act. I just have to slow down and stay focused on me. Things will play out as they’re meant to✨ thanks again
Pile 3: I'm more emotionally and energetically invested into this situation. It's been hard to withdraw my energy. I don't think he'll evolve with me, because the love isn't there on his end. Hopefully he will find someone to love and evolve as a person. I'm letting him go to be free with love.
Pile 3. I literally ended up with a headache 😅 But tbh tho, the conclusion to this reading is that, it really is time to move on.. There’s so much more to life than this.. Like Ladybird said, "You can't wait until life isn't hard anymore before you decide to be happy" ❤
Pile 1, spot on, I am definitely the Swan and even though yes I have done a lot of shadow work I still the battle between my ego and my heart space. It's tough, one minute I am seeing that a lot of me in him, I'll be like ok well "I can see why he did this because I did that." but then my ego gets in the way and I feel the hurt and rejection all over again.
Oh my goodness that’s so true. Last few weeks I had been fighting between my ego and my heart. It’s so confusing and I felt like I was going to be crazy
Epic reading! Pile 2 here (unicorn) and the realizations you just doled out are so needed! You were spot on about the energies and I adored the passionate/heated delivery! Laughed so hard when you said hyena you’re next! Schooled us both! Eso you ROCKED this reading! I’m so grateful to you!
Girl I don’t know how you manage to put out the perfect readings at the exact time I need them and then make them soooo accurate like it’s scary how accurate they always are!! We all love you so much and don’t worry, you never need to justify your delay or taking time for yourself!
Pile 2 REALLY resonated for me. The universe literally won’t let me move forward from him so I keep wanting clarity and he can’t give it to me at this point bc we’re in separation rn. Thank you!
@@itsbritneybitch3230 yes, it's going on 3 months, and his energy is stronger than ever this past week . Haven't been able to sleep or eat.. it's so strong. But, he's holding back.. and I feel I can't be happy with how strong their energy is. . . I try and I'm back feeling he's coming up with a plan to talk with me.. but idk :( he's so nervous or something... Just really overwhelming for me, because I don't wanna miss out on him again. :(
Pile 3: I feel like a broken record on every comment saying how everything resonated but this truly felt like a personal reading. Thank you so so much 💖
Swan here, wishing my Phoenix could see this and wishing he knew that I only have unconditional love for him. I’m so thankful for you and these messages you share. You have definitely calmed my aching soul!
Pile 3….totally resonated!!! He’s the panther and I’m the snake. Long distance relationship states apart. He still has close ties with his ex wife. Ik he’s battling between staying because of finances or leaving for love. I told him I’m not going to wait for him. He needs to have the strength to fight for what he wants instead of staying because of what his family feels he should do. I’m in the process of starting my own wellness business. I’ve been hesitant out of fear but recently took major steps to get things going. This reading is definitely a confirmation to keep pushing forward. 🙏🏽♥️
Pile 3: dear Madison, thank you so much for your reading. We got into separation one week ago, after a 6 hour peaceful, deep but not without pain, talk. He's the panther. He's confronting his fear of abandonment.... I have it too. He started psychotherapy and I see such transformation on him. Yet, he's starting. The third party has really hurt me, but I can understand it's part of the process. I decided to let him go. Let him be. Let him feel what he really wants. I'm feeling like Orpheus walking through Hell's tunel fighting temptation to look back. I'm walking trying to trust the process. I really love him. But I cannot save him........ so, all I have is hope in keep walking and he follows me to the way out. Thank you🌻🍀
From one Tarot reader to another, please never apologize for “taking a while” or “being late”. Your energy should be your first priority. You’re an incredible reader and I have learned so much about this craft because of you. We’re all gonna be here when you are able to upload. You’re an angel. Sending so much love to you!
Pile 3 Snake... You're confirming what my guides have been telling me and what I've been doing to reinvent myself. I have been so torn between leaving and staying to wait for (my) panther to start the healing process as an individual, but at the moment I guess he's learning his lessons with a partner. My guides have been communicating heavily these days through pick-a-cards and they have been close by since I started the excruciating work of breaking my codependent ties to panther. It felt like a million heartbreaks and like I needed to kill my connection entirely in order to feel like I wasn't on life support... I've talked and seen panther here and there since a period of little-to-no contact, and it has been getting easier to distance myself emotionally so I can allow our "personhood" (read: functional friendship with an undescribable draw to one another) to develop naturally into what it is meant to be. They say "kill your darlings" when it comes to creations you're attached to but need necessary development or to those which dysfunctional. "Burning down" my attachment in order to build it back better will allow me to treat the panther how I should while protecting my personal progress (the stuff I needed to continue regardless of who came into my life). The panther taught me how closed off I was from what people view as "negative" emotions, such as anger, sadness, and frustration. I needed to learn how to respond from the heart when someone bears their emotions to me and I needed to pair my feelings to their names in order to start talking about them properly. I'm more focused on my own growth, but I can't help but wonder what panther is doing for themselves and if they are healing... I have this reoccurring vision mirroring heart-to-hearts I used to have with a friend who was holding in a lot of trauma and pain. I think my guides might be telling me to approach my connection with the panther as delicately and with as much strength and compassion as I did that friendship because my patience and unconditional love has been an affirming presence in her life. I have had similar opportunities to be a reliable presence in the panther's life and there has been no shortage of appreciation for me. I just think when we were in separation, panther was so scared that was going away. Maybe panther felt that same "kill your darlings" energy and hadn't understood it yet. When we talked recently, panther seemed more resolved in our current position as friends and that gave me the wall I needed to stop chasing romance and cool off. I think I'll be able to pursue my own goals and foster my creativity to fill the unnecessary space I had given to panther. The space I'll make for panther in the future will be more balanced. Who knows what will happen in the middle of next year? I've been told by multiple readings that it's significant. We'll see
thank you so much for this!I'm pile 2 and took action after listening to your advice on repeat for days! I reached out and finally got closure. He reassured me that it wasn't in my own head and we both will work on ourselves separately ☺️
The tarot community has grown tremendously! It's truly inspiring to see! Thank you for being a conduit of Spirit. I started my tarot channel in 2020 and it has brought me great joy.
Pile 2 - Literally every word that you said resonated with me. I'm definitely the unicorn in this reading and fun fact is that He is a pisces too and that he is actually the one who instigated the separation between us! Idk why I sound so excited, lmao. But yeah, really amazing! You blew my mind!
Same hereeeee what did you decide to do tho?do you think we can move on and work on yourselves and that's how it'll work out or not be concrete about results and just move on? Or did you decide to actively persue this connection
Right!! I laughed too because she was oh no buddy don't think you ain't next ..I'm coming for you to! She was momma getting on her kids. I loved it!! That's right...get'em!!! You gone learn today!! 🤣🤣
I love how genuine you are and how your not trying to act like the “typical” tarot reader. You make me chuckle with your random spurts of personal commentary and unapologetic nature. Adhd and proud! Songs at random popping in out your brain! Young but goldfish memory! Sims all the way! Mini strokes that make you stumble/stutter on your words and yet continuing to talk your butt off like you didn’t miss a beat. Casual curse words because we don’t limit our speech and free thinking! Woooo! Awesome tarot card reader or not, I love your energy and personality!
This girl is absolutely the most amazingly accurate and astute reader I've ever come across!!! Psychic comes to mind, and I love her energy! 💓💓💓 So far I've found the two of us in every pile, lol 🥰
Pile 2 had me CRACKING UP laughing the whole time. Pretty sure I'm the unicorn and I was laughing at how silly I sound the entire time tbh. Thank you for the much needed clarity and your bright humor really helped me really see how ridiculous some of the stuff I've been obsessed about have been.
Girl you are the cutest. Chrysocolla is like "Crisso-COLE-ah." I have heard people say "Criss-SOCK-uh-luh" but I think the first is right. Thanks for all you do, babe!
this reading officially made me believe in psychics even though i've been read by clairvoyants many times, the way everything in my pile perfectly aligned with my situation and was spoken about using the exact same phrases i've used is just so peculiar, and this is being watched 2 years after being posted. insane. the spiritual realm may be real after all.
pile ( 1 ) : we've been in separation for what ( feels like ) forever . i dont consider him a part of my life . and im unintrested in him at this point .
Pile 1. Thank you for this. I need to keep listening to my intuition and stop doubting it. I see signs all the time, I even saw 444 during the reading. When I’m reading tarot for myself, I think of him as the moon and the chariot since he’s a cancer. They have been popping out CONSTANTLY but I often will just doubt it being anything more than a coincidence. But things like that aren’t just a coincidence. I am also actively trying to avoid him (by blocking him and stuff even though he initiated the silence) because I’m afraid of me chasing him again, but I know that I have healed a lot since this connection first started. I am not in the same energy. Thank you Queen 🥺🥰💕💕
Pile 1: I’m the swan and even though I’m the one that ended things, to work on myself. I miss them everyday. I just hope that they’ll give this another chance one day. If not I’ll always have love for them ❤️
Pile 3 holy cow spot on. Literally sooo accurate down to everything you said. I’m the snake and I told my panther she needs to hold herself more accountable for her actions otherwise she will have to deal with the consequences… after blocking her. She has serious self worth issues and uses ppl to validate her but really she just needs to love herself and I need to stop trying to save her. Otherwise like you said she’s just going to keep drinking from my cup, draining me, without actually fixing herself to become a secure person able to love me back. Sheesh really really accurate. Thank you 💛
Pile 2 here - REALLY hit home. Loved Spirit's tough love because it's what I've been recently realizing. I was the Unicorn, and I held back because I knew I wasn't cut out to give love to my person at that time. Now we're both kind of in a stalemate 😅 I also feel like I've gotten better at loving myself and knowing my worth, so I'll see from here 💗 Thanks so much for the reading! you're literally my favorite reader on this site.
pile 3 just has to comment to say that I started crying at one point because you got spooky details that were so accurate. The reading was very healing thank you
Same but it's weird that we both relate to something so specific 😭 is this a collective conscious version of karmic lessons or do unique experiences just not exist
🦄 - I was open about my feelings, but he did not choose me. It broke my heart. This connection IS of a very special kind - Just as you descriped. I knew from the beginning. It is hard to move on knowing, that he will always have a piece of my heart... Thank you for this Reading ❤️🙏
pile 4… i am the panther. omg i cried when you said “youve only received unconditional love from animals” and that made so much sense. i always give so much to other people and nobody really does the same. it hurts a lot tbh. learning to see my own worth
PILE 2: IM DEFINITELY THE UNICORN OMFG IM LITERALLY SCREAMING ESO!! Thank you so much ESO!! You always seem to put my trust back into spirit whenever my mind wants to dismiss this connection. I appreciate you so much Madison!! Thank you!!
Pile 1- the reason the Swan doesn't want to deal with this is that the person stabbed the Swan in the heart, but the Phoenix keeps coming up in the Swan's cards. The Phoenix was miserable to the Swan. The Phoenix rejected the Swan, no end. So the Swan just let go but the Phoenix seems to be in the Swan's energy. The Swan hasn't had a relationship since the Phoenix but the Phoenix had third parties and can't even count how many people the Phoenix brought into the relationship and still engages until today. Wouldn't go out of my comfort zone for this; the Phoenix barely extended itself to the Swan. Feeling for this person was painful. The Swan is focusing on herself. The Swan is doing no lifting. I fought for this relationship and the Phoenix turned his back on me. So I've got nothing unless this person shows he's interested. He was the one that said he didn't see a future with me. I'm fearful of this person lying and wasting more of my energy on someone who gave nothing to the connection and was carrying on another life of romance with others. I did nothing to this person, but this person screwed me over. Why would I think this person is interested.
Pile 2, spot on. Thank you. I have realized that I never did tell him how I feel, I just said that I have feelings and then spent many words over time justifying my feelings despite lack of logic in the situation (twin flames, though I hate using that word because people overuse it then other people think they are full of shit and as a person with a lot of Capricorn in my chart I don't appreciate that, but I also don't deny my own experiences so here we are).
pile two: I literally had actions being taken while I was watching this video from the other person and myself equally. I am still a bit nervous for what's to come (as the unicorn), but I have been opening up my heart chakra and I have been noticing the positive shifts in my life and the connection. I am so grateful for the growth that has occurred for the both of us and for what other blessings will be given. And thank you Eso for this reading. It showed some insight on things I didn't quite expect to get told LOL.
Pile 2 resonated so much. I know sometimes it's scary to be told the truth but I appreciate that you don't give bed of roses with your readings. I do need to work on my confidence not that I'm not, but I feel myself get this heavy feeling in my gut when I see him talking to a female or even see a female he's dealt with before me. I know it's going to take a lot of work for me to get that confidence back but she'll be fine, thank you for the readings
Pile 2, definitely makes sense with me and capricorn. especially since i’ve completely crushed my shadow work in these last eight months of separation. I’ve pretty much learned to love myself and be more spiritually aware compared to our failed relationships in the past. I swear sometimes I think i’m crazy with this shared soul connection but it just feels just as realistic.
Pile 1: I’ve been getting your videos a lot in my recommended and this one was an eye opener. They texted at exactly 40:00 🙏🏼 whatever happens, I trust the universe and only want good intentions moving forward
Pile 3: I’m definitely aware and I know that I’m ascending. I don’t feel any insecurity though. I do feel rejected, but I know things will turn out how they’re supposed to. I’m working on a new career as well as working on a degree, and I’m really excited about it. (Animals are the love of my life! I also have a TH-cam channel where I give advice and do tarot! And I actually lost 3 cats.)
Pile 2: I’m a woman a I identified with he unicorn. EVERYTHING you said was accurate. I am “seeing” someone else occasionally, who for awhile was an effort to get my hyaena to come forward, but just turned into more of distraction. Recently, I’ve been experiencing some insane psychic dreams/messages/awakenings I don’t have a desire to be with my guy “friend”. I also immediately felt like the guy card and the lady with he mon were on the wrong sides.
pile1: i legit JUST did shadow work before this video (after not doing it for a while) and i even ended my journaling with “no matter what i will be OKAY” amazing
That was true to a T, pile 2 has summed it all, and I'm happy that as a unicorn I've done all that can be done when it comes to this relationship, the ball is their court now, and I don't think I wanna wait any more
Okay, girl, you have no idea how good you are - I'm poly, and I am separating from my main partner because we want to live in different places indefinitely and long-distance doesn't work for us, but there's a new interest on the horizon that I'm unsure what he wants and whether I should pursue him. I picked pile 2, where you talked about BOTH of them - effortlessly describing one, then the other, moving from one to the other, but my side was sooo SPOT ON. Like how?? I see both connections as very different and yet, you managed to put them in one reading that answers like 90% of my questions. QUEEN 🙌🙌
HELLO!!!! You are using my Shadow-Work Oracle Deck by Total Divine! I am SO happy as a recent buyer notified me. I would love to send you more of my decks as I absolutely love your readings but haven’t watched in awhile as I’ve found my Soul-Mate but you have helped ease my heart in the past!!
I picked pile 3 and it was spot on. I am the Snake in that situation and he is the panther. He is committed to someone else, we both did not share everything that was on our hearts and we both are also stubborn. I am going to focus my energy on making myself and my life the best it can possibly be. We shall see what the future holds. Thank you.
Pile 1: To me I feel trapped and hearing that even moving on we'd still be energetically connected was the worst thing I've heard regarding this situation. I don't know what the universe wants me to learn from this suffering. I'm just getting more and more uncomfortable.
Girl same! Five different readings from five different channels and all of them point to the same person I was extremely sure wasn't for me. Let's just not think about it, have fun and let life be life. We'll be O.k. :)
Oh :( I'm sooo sorry, maybe the message was not quite for you. I was so relief when I heard the same thing, like.. oh okay, I'll just surrender AND move on doing my shit, not doing the "heavy lifting".
@@poppypopper7123 I'm so happy someone relates. Its very hurtful and irresponsible to tell someone that something is permanent when tarot itself is not permanent. Everything is subject to change.
Same.. I was all “ugh”, but I like to think that it’s just like any other person you’re connected to who’s part of your soul tribe or like who’s your family here in the 3D based on soul contracts and agreements before incarnating here. Just another soul you made a contract with for each other’s growth.
I too, had the opportunity to ride horses at Peg Leg or Lake Bates (?)as a preadolescent The experience was likened to surrealism when remembering experiencing becoming one with healing on the trails😊. I want to take the grandkids horseback riding too.
Pile 3. Lol you’re telling me to butt the hell out. I know. I can’t control that he’s tying himself down to this other relationship. This was sad for me but very accurate. Thank you for not just saying what I want to hear but reading honestly. I will say I needed this to hear the panther side. As the snake, I can say that I’ve held nothing back. I have been honest. I have been totally honest about my thoughts and my feelings with this person.
I needed this reading soooo much!!! Pile 2 and EVERYTHING did resonate ... like WTF😱 Thank youu so much Eso🥰💘💞 andddd yesss we would love it if you could make a video where you can teach us how to communicate with our higher self😁
I picked pile 1 and I was the swan. My God i miss my phoenix person so much even though she made mistakes throughout our connection that has hurt me and mistakes that I have made as well by betraying myself by kind of staying when I shouldn’t have really stayed. I wish that our connection didn’t have to lead to separation, I wish I could just hold her in my arms again but the separation was completely necessary and you were completely right I’ve been trying to distract myself in other ways that probably aren’t healthy at all. But I miss my baby and I just can’t accept the fact that one day we probably won’t even see each other again, accepting that makes me physically sick. I hope that my phoenix person is able to grow and be happy she really deserves it she’s been through a lot and I hope she forgives me as well for my mistakes towards this connection for being kind of being not compassionate towards her out of hurt myself. I pray over her all of the time and I wish I could experience life with her but I have to accept where we are at. It’s just so hard being in love with someone that you know you can’t be with.
Holy moly! I just want to share a confirmation with anyone who is considering watching this and leaning into it, even though they are still with their partner, yet having a bit of distance, emotionally speaking. It was extremely insightful and confirming. Making efforts to empower myself.
I am absolutely, utterly SHOOK. Pile 2 was MY reading through and through. Every single detail. Every sentence. Every word and every sign. All of it resonated to the core. I'm sitting here with an open jaw. You did it again girl, damn.
OMG! This format is more than mind-blowing...the moment I started the reading I was full of hatred for my person...as the reading progressed my perception started changing...I became more forgiving towards him! Which In turn made me very peaceful... please never stop doing this format please....you are literally the best!
Pile 2... I'm almost speechless at how damn accurate this was! I was a bit confused in the beginning about who's who, we do mirror a LOT, and the man/goddess cards threw me off track (it got explained in the reading though why it was "reversed"). I'm the unicorn, he's the hyena, and I've literally thought of him as a hyena when we've had a fight...😯 That's amazing! And yeah, he's terrified of commitment, despite knowing of the connection and mutual deep feelings and love, he doesn't want to be "chained down" to anyone or anything. The fear of change is curious as he boasts about loving change... But only the one he can control? When he's the one making the decision and walking away? I see. Makes sense 🙂 The lessons about self worth/love and learning to take care of oneself have been major during this connection. It's taught me and him so much, we've gone through transformation after transformation, so intense and painful, but necessary and beautiful at the same time. The mutual triggering has been insane. I've never heard of fear of happiness and joy and fulfillment being a thing before, and this week it's been brought to my attention at least 3 times! 😯😯 Something major is going on. Realizations on so many levels. Thank you so much for sharing your gift and insights with us again, despite feeling tired (as we all do probably). You're amazing and never let anyone else tell you different or make you succumb to anyone's needs or demands or complaints. You do you ❤️🙏 No apologies!
Pile 2. We just broke up officially after 3 years of him cheating and me not having the self Love to stand up for myself. Even though everything got messy, i really hope that he deals with whatever held him back from letting me in, and i pray that i have enough self Love to NEVER allow this kind of treatment again. I feel sad now but i know i had to do this in order to be better. I deserve better, not only from a partner but also from myself. Thanks for this ❤
I havent been watching tarot readings on youtube lately for my own boundaries but I felt drawn to this one when it showed up. All I can say is damn girl you always make me gasp, laugh, cry and feel all sorts of emotions in your readings. You have such a gift 😭💕
PILE THREE BRO every stack i choose i always get the same/similar messages. i also got the tarantula for my energy and the snake for his two times now this is insane, thank you so much
Pile 3, spot on. It has been 2 years since the breakup, and the panther never tried as hard as I did. He is a person who moves on from girl to another, a habit which he picked up from his domineering father who abandoned him. He was immature boy who didn't know anything about love, yet gaslighted me to believe I was the problem. It was a very bad relationship and extremely bad breakup, but I can only do better. I already did ❤️
Eso, I started watching your readings about three years ago. Uni (my affectionate nickname for the temperamental feminine energy of the universe/spirit/divine/yada yada…) apparently hid this from me for 2 years and then dropped it at the top of my screen today. The resonance is INSANE and I’m laughing at myself because of the not-so-subtle point she’s making about divine timing. I trust that when you’re meant to you’ll see this message of confirmation of how timeless the messages really are and how the positivity and healing you’re sharing keeps going and spreading out like ripples on water. Don’t forget or downplay the importance of the impact you’re having and how much the good you’re doing matters. So much appreciation and respect All the Love 💚 Thank you
Eso. I am the snake in Pile 3 and your entire reading was so so spot on. I truly hope that you soon open up to personal readings. Thank you so much for all your hard work on this lengthy reading!! We are thankful.
I picked pile 3. I loved the format today. It was just what I was struggling with. And you explained it so well. I'm a Scorpio so I tend to go after what I want with determination. I do realize there are lessons we are meant to learn from others. Even though deep down I want to save him and it hurts to cut cords again, I will leave my panther in peace.
You spent 4+ hours doing the most for us and honestly thank you Eso you’re a sweetheart and a soft bean of light in this world. I’ve seriously been mauling over a connection that has left me feeling lost and uncertain, I really needed this thank you. Sending you love and light to recharge your energy 💕
%10,000. So many syncs. My hurt heart goes out to your hurt heart. I already knew all of this but it was so helpful to hear and get advice on anyway. One caveat, my journey (snake) has NOT been easier. The struggle bus has not stopped in relief town a very long time. Big fucking doozy. Phew. We got this, though. Right?! Empowering vibes to you!!! And me. Lol!
Pile 3: wonderful reading - completely makes sense. I am the snake and am so happy for the interpretation of events. Wow, I really have a lot of work to do.
Madison, you're my hero. You've helped me to overcome some tough times consistently and I appreciate hearing your voice and your interpretations more than words in a comment box can express.
I’m pile 3, I didn’t get far into the reading yet but you mentioning lady bugs was kind of wild to me. Last night when I went to sleep I kept seeing lady bugs in my dreams 😭. So I feel like I’m the snake person. My person has reached out to me and we communicated a few times this summer. Haven’t talked since last summer. Even hung out. I just feel conflicted when it comes to this connection 🥲😅 It is what it is at this point is how I been feeling. I don’t want to wait around for him, but I’ll be open to him if he comes to me before someone else does. I just don’t think it’s fair to me to have to sit around and wait for someone to be ready to tell me how they really feel.
@@spideronawhiteflag you’re right. I feel like if anything my connection deserves a fresh start. Even though I got to hang out with him we didn’t talk about the things I feel like need to be talked about but I’m fine with that. The time maybe wasn’t right. He doesn’t know how I feel either to be honest. I didn’t even expect to feel the way I feel right now. It kind of caught me off guard. So I just be a little….. afraid at times. I tell myself to leave the connection but it feels like I can’t get away sometimes.
Pile 3, I was the Panther, you pretty much hit the nail on the head on almost everything. And while it was super exhausting for you I want to say thank you! Because you really shed some light on my problems I needed help addressing, I could feel them but I couldn't pinpoint them. You really opened the bag along with my eyes so to speak. I'll probably watch it multiple times over, just to really ground your messages in my mind. I just wish I could send it to the Snake. While hes a very intuitive person and spoke about our connection, he doesn't believe in magic/tarot, guides/souls or the afterlife, and I'm not sure he'd be willing to put the time into watching an hour and a half long segment just because I sent it to him. Especially since he feels so betrayed by me right now.
I had pile 2 and I don’t hate you for spilling the tea! I love you for it!!! This validated everything I have been intuiting/feeling about this separation and it was spot on!!!!!!!!!!
Pile 3 was absolutely correct. I'm the snake energy and my panther and I aren't speaking after I found out that he was doing everything you said in the video. Definitely grieving, but also focusing on myself.
honestly even though this is two years later, thank you for everything you’ve done. you’re literally so amazing just for the fact you persevered and put this video out there. the amount of dedication you have for making content is extremely admiring and i hope you know you deserve everything good that comes your way and you are so supported and loved. Thank you Eso ❤️
With peace and love, you'll want to watch this one on 1.5x speed
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Amazing and beautiful... Uh huh 😍
#3.. You do have long legs Eso ... It looks like it for sure ...
I haven't even picked a card just listening to the intro. You're a Queen Eso. Take time to recharge for sure. ⭐🌈💎☯️🧿☮️ I'm gonna pick 3 tho. This TF or Karmic is for real lingering on my energy.
Not even halfway through my reading and I've cried twice I love you Eso I picked pile 2 and I'm definitely the unicorn you got me all up in my feels 💔😭 thank you for putting so much time in this reading it is definitely heartfelt!
Omg! Thank you! I reqlly needed it and It is the best topic❤ thank you so much please repeat this topic later ❤❤❤
She literally spent 4 hours making this video for us, this is why she will always be one of my favorite readers.
yes yes yes!! queen herself
Yes
Thank you so much 😭💗
More than that, takes time to put the video together.
Keep being great! I love your reading and the compassion I feel from you when you read. You're awesome. Thank you.
Y'all don't be mean to my homegirl. She's one of the best tarot readers on here, because the level of work she puts in the readings are unmatched. It makes me so sad to see her hurt like this because she deserves nothing but love and respect from all of us.
Who’s being mean to Eso???? Fr I just wanna talk 😡😡😤😤😤
She's the sweetest. I don't get how people can be mean to her. It would instantly make me hurt inside.
I’m usually peace and love, but I’d be ready to fight over her.
WHERE??
people are being mean to her?? damn, she's one of the best if not the best tarot reader on youtube
I've stopped watching a lot of tarot creators because I'll watch through the whole video and each pile is a different way of saying "they miss you and they want to come back".
Thank you for being genuine and taking us seriously.
So trueeee
This!! 💯
Thank you, pile 1 was very true💗
Yay this . I got a few names to drop actually but I’m not. It feels like every pile and eve single time they do a reading is this angsty tortured souls that sort of wants to come back to you but can’t but they love you and yada yada. At first it’s easy to get wrapped up in it but now what readers I should avoid cause they only tell you what you want to hear
@@tom7914 pls drop names…. i need to know 🤣 i never watch a whole pick a card video 💔
Pile 2 was spot on, I am the unicorn and it was so hard when she pushed me out of her life. But I do have a lot of self esteem issues to work through and the separation showed me my codependency I needed to break. I’ve come along ways but still have a while to go 💛
Thank you eso for all the time and energy you put into these readings❤️✨
Same here!!
Same I'm about to start therapy because she triggered me so hard😭
same here, oh my god. knowing that im not alone is kinda relaxing tbh. wishing you all the best 🙏😭
Pile 1 was read so beautifully. I have never felt such a strong connection like I have with the Swan's reading. Even before our separation, I was fearful of things being one-sided and manifested an end. Now I know things will succeed if I focus on myself and the love I emit. Even if our roads don't cross again, the amount of unconditional love I have for my Phoenix is infinite. Thank you for taking the time to do these readings for us. I hope you have some time to catch up relaxing and doing things for yourself!
@A H Yes! I have honestly found that the separation was best as it's allowed for me to grow exponentially as an individual. We're good friends now despite no longer being together. I have realized that love comes in all forms and doesn't have to rely on a romantic aspect in order to harbor positivity. If there's one thing I can encourage for everyone, it's to always listen to your heart's feelings for YOU before attempting to extend your emotions and connections to others. Be your own Phoenix and learn from the ashes ☺️
currently freaking out because you (once again) posted this reading *RIGHT* when i needed it. 🛐🛐🛐 esotarot supremacy 🛐🛐🛐
Omg same!!!
Yes she did
pile 1 - I actually have a quote next to my bed: "Stop being afraid of what could go wrong - be excited about what could go right:" Thank you.
Pile 2: I am the unicorn and I felt so attacked in this reading haha! This was 100% accurate. It’s so intense. Thank you for this.
This was extremely accurate for my situation!
Pile 3: I'm the snake, he's the panther. I keep consulting many readings about this guy and this is the first time someone mentions his relationship. He's definitely in a toxic relationship he doesn't want to be in, and he definitely feels unworthy of me. He rejected me and proceeded to tell me how sad he was about it, which was really confusing to me. Thank you for the insight!
Pile 2: I’m the unicorn 🥺 I do feel like they ignore me and rejected the cup I offered them. I did so much and I never felt appreciated and recognized and simply left out in the cold because my “hyaena” person took things too lightly and I always felt that my emotions were deeper. They ended the connection. I attempted reached out multiple times and ultimately decided to move on. I’m focusing on my own healing and I do believe that this separation was needed because it has allowed me to take back my power and I’ve met someone new that I acknowledges and respects my uniqueness and full helps me to embody my “empress” energy. I loved them, they will forever hold a precious space in my heart and I hope to talk to them once they do the healing needed. If not, I’ve made peace that I did the best I could and things happen for a reason.
I feel you 100% You described how i'm feeling spot on. Can we pls be friends D:
I had the same situation. We ended two days ago and this comment is exactly what i went through. Bless you!
@@alecconrad1762 4 months later but yes lol hahah
@@Mina-cp9ui stay strong 🥰💗
A QA
Pile 3. “Don’t save her, she don’t wanna be saved” I used to sing that song mad because my person left me, claiming he was protecting me from him, and I’d always get so upset because I don’t need to be protected or saved, I can save myself.
Lol that's an interesting way to perceive those lyrics. Nice
i just listened to this song before i even clicked on the video 💀😭
"I have to bear the cross of being amazing and beautiful, and I know that all of my subscribers deal with that problem as well, and if you aren't subscribed to me, I'm sure you would know what it's like if you did." She once again speaks the truth, friends.
Madison's energy is unmatched lol
Pile 3: I'm honestly blown away by this reading! I watch tarot readings all the time, but I don't totally "believe" in them.., but this reading changed that. This reading is just transformative for me. I can't thank you enough for what you are doing!! Some are lost and got a lot of worries to just everything and tarot readings gives peace to people so thank you... THANK YOU 🌞🌱
pile 2 - that was too accurate lol i am the unicorn and he’s the hyena. he chose to break things off and it really put me through a lot emotionally, but he was very composed and it’s hard to know how he truly felt through everything. we dated for 10 months, no labels, and there were times where he wanted to ask me to be his gf but decided not to because he was planning to move away for his job. i’m still working through this process since it’s still very fresh, but i know i need time for myself to work on myself
It’s been 18 months of being connected, no labels just intense. It’s fantastic then gut wrenching but my heart/soul feels what it does so I’m going with the flow, finding myself. He is also moving away for work to which wouldn’t stop me from adapting because love like this goes beyond logic or words ✨
Connections have dropped away painfully for my higher purpose which this journey is gruelling on so many levels, yet I’m grateful 🌙
A blessing and a curse to feel so deeply but having love for myself, compassion for others on their journey and understanding that you can only expect yourself from you makes me pray for the ground to swallow me up ✨🌙 love and light on your journey
Mine was 10 months he asked me to be his gf just 2 month before walking way. All cool calm and collected w very little explanation
I relate to your pile two response, do you have an update on the situation if you don't mind me asking?
pile 3. I am the Snake.
Ngl this triggered the shit out of me lol, in a really good way though. I've been running in circles of confusion watching tarot reading after tarot reading for months about this connection and this finally opened my eyes to the truth of why I keep running into a wall. I truly do give from an empty cup and leave myself depleted, this has been my style for a long time, I do this especially from rumination and putting thought energy towards a person and completely wear myself out. I needed to hear these messages, as upsetting as they were. Love you, Eso!
I am literally going through exactly same thing...
I hope things got better! 😊
eso disappeared for a week, and comes back and solves my life problems. Thank you for confirming pretty much everything intuitive i feel but doubt. You are my favorite tarot reader 🥺
Pile 1: it’s so crazy that you mentioned the swan giving the Phoenix unconditional love. I have always felt like i have this unconditional love for him that I’m okay with carrying.. i was willing to let go and just love him from afar because i know what i deserve. Thank you so much for the reading!
Yup. She had me 😳
Pile 1: Everything just resonates. I’m not sure if I’m the swan or the phoenix because we are so similar we experience both situations. Although I feel like I’m the swan since I have been always in touch of my higher self as I have always been spiritual.
The relationship we had triggered a lot of issues I have in me that was scarred by my past relationships and now that the separation happened and even though I really really regret everything and I know I could’ve done so much better, I know that it’s the best situation to let go and just focus on myself.
I have been self reflecting a lot and we’re in no contact so I’m not sure what she’s doing and I don’t think I’m interested in knowing because I don’t want to disrupt my peaceful environment.
I have always been fearful that the connection was one-sided as I thought I’m the only one who keeps on initiating everything between us. Since she was my best friend before we became official, I know that I would always love her with all my heart. I just can’t serve her romantically as of now and I know she feels the same.
I still want her back though, I think what we had is great and even if it ended, if we make it right it’ll be a lot greater. I am not closing myself to possibilities for this reconnection to happen, nor the possibility of me meeting other people. Although as of now, I want to focus on myself way more than chaneling my love for other people.
I still have so much love to give, so much love that’s still lingering. But I’ll just let the divine hold onto that and let everything falls into its place and at the same time I would be focusing on myself and renewing my authority into my life.
This is incredible, Pile 3 was EXCTALY what I was going through. Thank you so much for taking time and using your gifts to help me!
SAME! like the amount of times my jaw dropped bc of the accuracy omg. this was the most crazy accurate one i’ve seen
yay ♡ pile 1: I am the swan and he is the phoenix. The universe finally answered my prayers and brought this opportunity for us to reconnect. Now I’m feeling paralyzed with fear and full of what if’s. You came at the perfect time and this reading was so helpful. It made me realize there’s no pressure to act. I just have to slow down and stay focused on me. Things will play out as they’re meant to✨ thanks again
so true ahahhaa
omg I resonate with you too! ❤️
i agree so much!
Same except I think I know who the Phoenix is!
couldnt decide i am kinda both :)
Pile 3: I'm more emotionally and energetically invested into this situation. It's been hard to withdraw my energy. I don't think he'll evolve with me, because the love isn't there on his end. Hopefully he will find someone to love and evolve as a person. I'm letting him go to be free with love.
Yes queen👏
Pile 3. I literally ended up with a headache 😅 But tbh tho, the conclusion to this reading is that, it really is time to move on.. There’s so much more to life than this.. Like Ladybird said,
"You can't wait until life isn't hard anymore before you decide to be happy" ❤
Did you watch the extended ??
@@richa813 did you?
Pile 1, spot on, I am definitely the Swan and even though yes I have done a lot of shadow work I still the battle between my ego and my heart space. It's tough, one minute I am seeing that a lot of me in him, I'll be like ok well "I can see why he did this because I did that." but then my ego gets in the way and I feel the hurt and rejection all over again.
Oh my goodness that’s so true. Last few weeks I had been fighting between my ego and my heart. It’s so confusing and I felt like I was going to be crazy
Epic reading! Pile 2 here (unicorn) and the realizations you just doled out are so needed! You were spot on about the energies and I adored the passionate/heated delivery! Laughed so hard when you said hyena you’re next! Schooled us both! Eso you ROCKED this reading! I’m so grateful to you!
Girl I don’t know how you manage to put out the perfect readings at the exact time I need them and then make them soooo accurate like it’s scary how accurate they always are!! We all love you so much and don’t worry, you never need to justify your delay or taking time for yourself!
Pile 2 REALLY resonated for me. The universe literally won’t let me move forward from him so I keep wanting clarity and he can’t give it to me at this point bc we’re in separation rn. Thank you!
Also I’m DEFINITELY the unicorn/otter person (a psychic friend actually saw me as a unicorn in one of her visions so it really resonated).
Same thing like I can’t move on come the fuck back already
@@itsbritneybitch3230 yes, it's going on 3 months, and his energy is stronger than ever this past week . Haven't been able to sleep or eat.. it's so strong. But, he's holding back.. and I feel I can't be happy with how strong their energy is. . . I try and I'm back feeling he's coming up with a plan to talk with me.. but idk :( he's so nervous or something... Just really overwhelming for me, because I don't wanna miss out on him again. :(
@@CrazyBunniePanda what's thr update, dear?
Same!
Pile 3: I feel like a broken record on every comment saying how everything resonated but this truly felt like a personal reading. Thank you so so much 💖
Swan here, wishing my Phoenix could see this and wishing he knew that I only have unconditional love for him. I’m so thankful for you and these messages you share. You have definitely calmed my aching soul!
Miraculous how this reading was 11 months ago and it’s accurate for the present moment, idk that just amazes me.
Pile 3….totally resonated!!! He’s the panther and I’m the snake. Long distance relationship states apart. He still has close ties with his ex wife. Ik he’s battling between staying because of finances or leaving for love. I told him I’m not going to wait for him. He needs to have the strength to fight for what he wants instead of staying because of what his family feels he should do.
I’m in the process of starting my own wellness business. I’ve been hesitant out of fear but recently took major steps to get things going. This reading is definitely a confirmation to keep pushing forward. 🙏🏽♥️
Pile 3: dear Madison, thank you so much for your reading. We got into separation one week ago, after a 6 hour peaceful, deep but not without pain, talk. He's the panther. He's confronting his fear of abandonment.... I have it too. He started psychotherapy and I see such transformation on him. Yet, he's starting. The third party has really hurt me, but I can understand it's part of the process. I decided to let him go. Let him be. Let him feel what he really wants. I'm feeling like Orpheus walking through Hell's tunel fighting temptation to look back. I'm walking trying to trust the process. I really love him. But I cannot save him........ so, all I have is hope in keep walking and he follows me to the way out. Thank you🌻🍀
@@richa813 I haven't. Why?
@@richa813 what’s in the extended?
So crazy! I’m panther facing my fear of Abandonment. Madison thank you for your reading you’re amazing and it was soooo accurate 🤯
Pile 2 here. 1. Please don’t apologize for being human. You’re doing a great job. I love your readings. 2. The 69 references had me rolling. 🤣🤣🤣
Me too!! I was like yup...sounds about right 😂😂
From one Tarot reader to another, please never apologize for “taking a while” or “being late”. Your energy should be your first priority. You’re an incredible reader and I have learned so much about this craft because of you. We’re all gonna be here when you are able to upload.
You’re an angel. Sending so much love to you!
♎❤️
i agree! giving readings sometimes does not feel right or match the energy so it depends.
This. Make sure you are devoting time to yourself to regenerate and replenish your own energy. That's a very important part of reading.
111 😩😂
@@chelsea196 hehe omg
Pile 3 Snake... You're confirming what my guides have been telling me and what I've been doing to reinvent myself. I have been so torn between leaving and staying to wait for (my) panther to start the healing process as an individual, but at the moment I guess he's learning his lessons with a partner.
My guides have been communicating heavily these days through pick-a-cards and they have been close by since I started the excruciating work of breaking my codependent ties to panther. It felt like a million heartbreaks and like I needed to kill my connection entirely in order to feel like I wasn't on life support... I've talked and seen panther here and there since a period of little-to-no contact, and it has been getting easier to distance myself emotionally so I can allow our "personhood" (read: functional friendship with an undescribable draw to one another) to develop naturally into what it is meant to be.
They say "kill your darlings" when it comes to creations you're attached to but need necessary development or to those which dysfunctional. "Burning down" my attachment in order to build it back better will allow me to treat the panther how I should while protecting my personal progress (the stuff I needed to continue regardless of who came into my life). The panther taught me how closed off I was from what people view as "negative" emotions, such as anger, sadness, and frustration. I needed to learn how to respond from the heart when someone bears their emotions to me and I needed to pair my feelings to their names in order to start talking about them properly. I'm more focused on my own growth, but I can't help but wonder what panther is doing for themselves and if they are healing...
I have this reoccurring vision mirroring heart-to-hearts I used to have with a friend who was holding in a lot of trauma and pain. I think my guides might be telling me to approach my connection with the panther as delicately and with as much strength and compassion as I did that friendship because my patience and unconditional love has been an affirming presence in her life. I have had similar opportunities to be a reliable presence in the panther's life and there has been no shortage of appreciation for me. I just think when we were in separation, panther was so scared that was going away. Maybe panther felt that same "kill your darlings" energy and hadn't understood it yet. When we talked recently, panther seemed more resolved in our current position as friends and that gave me the wall I needed to stop chasing romance and cool off. I think I'll be able to pursue my own goals and foster my creativity to fill the unnecessary space I had given to panther. The space I'll make for panther in the future will be more balanced.
Who knows what will happen in the middle of next year? I've been told by multiple readings that it's significant. We'll see
thank you so much for this!I'm pile 2 and took action after listening to your advice on repeat for days! I reached out and finally got closure. He reassured me that it wasn't in my own head and we both will work on ourselves separately ☺️
I’m glad you reached out to your person and got closure. I really want to reach out to mine😩
The tarot community has grown tremendously! It's truly inspiring to see! Thank you for being a conduit of Spirit. I started my tarot channel in 2020 and it has brought me great joy.
Pile 2 - Literally every word that you said resonated with me. I'm definitely the unicorn in this reading and fun fact is that He is a pisces too and that he is actually the one who instigated the separation between us! Idk why I sound so excited, lmao. But yeah, really amazing! You blew my mind!
Omg same for me. how are we living the same story?? he’s a pisces aswell lol why we so excited tho, it fucking sucks
My guy is a Pisces ♓ too.
Same, what's with these pisces dudes fr
@@MaygenMarra Lmao we all got fishes to eat 😂
Same hereeeee what did you decide to do tho?do you think we can move on and work on yourselves and that's how it'll work out or not be concrete about results and just move on? Or did you decide to actively persue this connection
Pile 2 here! Girl I laughed so hard when you got passionate and told the hyena that its moment was next 😂 Thank you so much ❤️✨
Right!! I laughed too because she was oh no buddy don't think you ain't next ..I'm coming for you to! She was momma getting on her kids. I loved it!! That's right...get'em!!! You gone learn today!! 🤣🤣
I read this comment just as it was happening 🤣
Same 😂
Same 😂😂
I love how genuine you are and how your not trying to act like the “typical” tarot reader. You make me chuckle with your random spurts of personal commentary and unapologetic nature. Adhd and proud! Songs at random popping in out your brain! Young but goldfish memory! Sims all the way! Mini strokes that make you stumble/stutter on your words and yet continuing to talk your butt off like you didn’t miss a beat. Casual curse words because we don’t limit our speech and free thinking! Woooo! Awesome tarot card reader or not, I love your energy and personality!
This girl is absolutely the most amazingly accurate and astute reader I've ever come across!!! Psychic comes to mind, and I love her energy! 💓💓💓
So far I've found the two of us in every pile, lol 🥰
Pile 2 had me CRACKING UP laughing the whole time. Pretty sure I'm the unicorn and I was laughing at how silly I sound the entire time tbh. Thank you for the much needed clarity and your bright humor really helped me really see how ridiculous some of the stuff I've been obsessed about have been.
Girl you are the cutest. Chrysocolla is like "Crisso-COLE-ah." I have heard people say "Criss-SOCK-uh-luh" but I think the first is right. Thanks for all you do, babe!
Why not "crisso-cola?"
Everybody knows how to pronounce cola. :)
@@Zone188 ahhh ;)
That was literally so damn cute
YEEEEES, this is the distraction from college work that I didnt know I needed
this reading officially made me believe in psychics even though i've been read by clairvoyants many times, the way everything in my pile perfectly aligned with my situation and was spoken about using the exact same phrases i've used is just so peculiar, and this is being watched 2 years after being posted. insane. the spiritual realm may be real after all.
pile ( 1 ) :
we've been in separation for what ( feels like ) forever . i dont consider him a part of my life . and im unintrested in him at this point .
Pile 1. Thank you for this. I need to keep listening to my intuition and stop doubting it. I see signs all the time, I even saw 444 during the reading. When I’m reading tarot for myself, I think of him as the moon and the chariot since he’s a cancer. They have been popping out CONSTANTLY but I often will just doubt it being anything more than a coincidence. But things like that aren’t just a coincidence.
I am also actively trying to avoid him (by blocking him and stuff even though he initiated the silence) because I’m afraid of me chasing him again, but I know that I have healed a lot since this connection first started. I am not in the same energy. Thank you Queen 🥺🥰💕💕
Pile 1: I’m the swan and even though I’m the one that ended things, to work on myself. I miss them everyday. I just hope that they’ll give this another chance one day. If not I’ll always have love for them ❤️
Pile 3 I'm the snake and she's the panther. The whole reading was 300% accurate. I appreciate you more than words can explain for the 4hr long video❤️
Did you watch the extended ?
@@richa813 no but now I feel like I should lol
Pile 3 holy cow spot on. Literally sooo accurate down to everything you said. I’m the snake and I told my panther she needs to hold herself more accountable for her actions otherwise she will have to deal with the consequences… after blocking her. She has serious self worth issues and uses ppl to validate her but really she just needs to love herself and I need to stop trying to save her. Otherwise like you said she’s just going to keep drinking from my cup, draining me, without actually fixing herself to become a secure person able to love me back. Sheesh really really accurate. Thank you 💛
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Pile 2 here - REALLY hit home. Loved Spirit's tough love because it's what I've been recently realizing. I was the Unicorn, and I held back because I knew I wasn't cut out to give love to my person at that time. Now we're both kind of in a stalemate 😅 I also feel like I've gotten better at loving myself and knowing my worth, so I'll see from here 💗 Thanks so much for the reading! you're literally my favorite reader on this site.
Pile 3 was a painful journey but really resonated.
Incredible reading, thank you so much for what you do!
pile 3 just has to comment to say that I started crying at one point because you got spooky details that were so accurate. The reading was very healing thank you
Same but it's weird that we both relate to something so specific 😭 is this a collective conscious version of karmic lessons or do unique experiences just not exist
@@walter-vq1fw unique experiences do not exist
🦄 - I was open about my feelings, but he did not choose me. It broke my heart. This connection IS of a very special kind - Just as you descriped. I knew from the beginning. It is hard to move on knowing, that he will always have a piece of my heart...
Thank you for this Reading ❤️🙏
same situation rn :(
Man, we all going through it. ❤️
Same.
same here :c
@@AnamaUma Do YOU and you wil heal and be able to live a Happy and fulfilling life. Best wishes🙏🏻
Love & light
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this seriously helped me unpack like a 2-3 year long heartbreak that I've had. Thank you so much. It really was so insightful.
pile 4… i am the panther. omg i cried when you said “youve only received unconditional love from animals” and that made so much sense. i always give so much to other people and nobody really does the same. it hurts a lot tbh. learning to see my own worth
PILE 2: IM DEFINITELY THE UNICORN OMFG IM LITERALLY SCREAMING ESO!!
Thank you so much ESO!! You always seem to put my trust back into spirit whenever my mind wants to dismiss this connection. I appreciate you so much Madison!! Thank you!!
Pile 1- the reason the Swan doesn't want to deal with this is that the person stabbed the Swan in the heart, but the Phoenix keeps coming up in the Swan's cards. The Phoenix was miserable to the Swan. The Phoenix rejected the Swan, no end. So the Swan just let go but the Phoenix seems to be in the Swan's energy. The Swan hasn't had a relationship since the Phoenix but the Phoenix had third parties and can't even count how many people the Phoenix brought into the relationship and still engages until today. Wouldn't go out of my comfort zone for this; the Phoenix barely extended itself to the Swan. Feeling for this person was painful. The Swan is focusing on herself. The Swan is doing no lifting. I fought for this relationship and the Phoenix turned his back on me. So I've got nothing unless this person shows he's interested. He was the one that said he didn't see a future with me. I'm fearful of this person lying and wasting more of my energy on someone who gave nothing to the connection and was carrying on another life of romance with others. I did nothing to this person, but this person screwed me over. Why would I think this person is interested.
Pile 2, spot on. Thank you.
I have realized that I never did tell him how I feel, I just said that I have feelings and then spent many words over time justifying my feelings despite lack of logic in the situation (twin flames, though I hate using that word because people overuse it then other people think they are full of shit and as a person with a lot of Capricorn in my chart I don't appreciate that, but I also don't deny my own experiences so here we are).
Literally in the exact same position 😫
Me too! But I am Capricorn!
I heard that one, I’m an Aries dealing with Capricorn but yeesh do people get rude over using “TF”
@@spideronawhiteflag Yeah that makes sense,i’ve done lots of study on them to my best knowledge but it is a long process apparently.
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pile two: I literally had actions being taken while I was watching this video from the other person and myself equally. I am still a bit nervous for what's to come (as the unicorn), but I have been opening up my heart chakra and I have been noticing the positive shifts in my life and the connection. I am so grateful for the growth that has occurred for the both of us and for what other blessings will be given. And thank you Eso for this reading. It showed some insight on things I didn't quite expect to get told LOL.
Pile 2 resonated so much.
I know sometimes it's scary to be told the truth but I appreciate that you don't give bed of roses with your readings. I do need to work on my confidence not that I'm not, but I feel myself get this heavy feeling in my gut when I see him talking to a female or even see a female he's dealt with before me.
I know it's going to take a lot of work for me to get that confidence back but she'll be fine, thank you for the readings
Pile 2, definitely makes sense with me and capricorn. especially since i’ve completely crushed my shadow work in these last eight months of separation. I’ve pretty much learned to love myself and be more spiritually aware compared to our failed relationships in the past. I swear sometimes I think i’m crazy with this shared soul connection but it just feels just as realistic.
Pile 2 - 🤣 I felt I was in couples therapy!!! ❤️🌷 thank you queen for the amazing reading !!!
i was actually sobbing around the end of pile 2. i really needed to hear this. i hope my person realizes their side as well.
Pile 1: I’ve been getting your videos a lot in my recommended and this one was an eye opener. They texted at exactly 40:00 🙏🏼 whatever happens, I trust the universe and only want good intentions moving forward
Pile 3: I’m definitely aware and I know that I’m ascending. I don’t feel any insecurity though. I do feel rejected, but I know things will turn out how they’re supposed to. I’m working on a new career as well as working on a degree, and I’m really excited about it. (Animals are the love of my life! I also have a TH-cam channel where I give advice and do tarot! And I actually lost 3 cats.)
Pile 2: I’m a woman a I identified with he unicorn. EVERYTHING you said was accurate. I am “seeing” someone else occasionally, who for awhile was an effort to get my hyaena to come forward, but just turned into more of distraction. Recently, I’ve been experiencing some insane psychic dreams/messages/awakenings I don’t have a desire to be with my guy “friend”. I also immediately felt like the guy card and the lady with he mon were on the wrong sides.
pile1:
i legit JUST did shadow work before this video (after not doing it for a while) and i even ended my journaling with “no matter what i will be OKAY”
amazing
That was true to a T, pile 2 has summed it all, and I'm happy that as a unicorn I've done all that can be done when it comes to this relationship, the ball is their court now, and I don't think I wanna wait any more
Okay, girl, you have no idea how good you are - I'm poly, and I am separating from my main partner because we want to live in different places indefinitely and long-distance doesn't work for us, but there's a new interest on the horizon that I'm unsure what he wants and whether I should pursue him. I picked pile 2, where you talked about BOTH of them - effortlessly describing one, then the other, moving from one to the other, but my side was sooo SPOT ON. Like how?? I see both connections as very different and yet, you managed to put them in one reading that answers like 90% of my questions. QUEEN 🙌🙌
HELLO!!!! You are using my Shadow-Work Oracle Deck by Total Divine! I am SO happy as a recent buyer notified me. I would love to send you more of my decks as I absolutely love your readings but haven’t watched in awhile as I’ve found my Soul-Mate but you have helped ease my heart in the past!!
Ahh I’ll message you on Etsy!! 😍 I love this shadow work deck!!
I picked pile 3 and it was spot on. I am the Snake in that situation and he is the panther. He is committed to someone else, we both did not share everything that was on our hearts and we both are also stubborn. I am going to focus my energy on making myself and my life the best it can possibly be. We shall see what the future holds. Thank you.
Pile 1: To me I feel trapped and hearing that even moving on we'd still be energetically connected was the worst thing I've heard regarding this situation. I don't know what the universe wants me to learn from this suffering. I'm just getting more and more uncomfortable.
Girl same! Five different readings from five different channels and all of them point to the same person I was extremely sure wasn't for me. Let's just not think about it, have fun and let life be life. We'll be O.k. :)
Oh :( I'm sooo sorry, maybe the message was not quite for you. I was so relief when I heard the same thing, like.. oh okay, I'll just surrender AND move on doing my shit, not doing the "heavy lifting".
@@poppypopper7123 I'm so happy someone relates. Its very hurtful and irresponsible to tell someone that something is permanent when tarot itself is not permanent. Everything is subject to change.
@@Marverdegracia that’s such a cool perspective
Same.. I was all “ugh”, but I like to think that it’s just like any other person you’re connected to who’s part of your soul tribe or like who’s your family here in the 3D based on soul contracts and agreements before incarnating here. Just another soul you made a contract with for each other’s growth.
I too, had the opportunity to ride horses at Peg Leg or Lake Bates (?)as a preadolescent The experience was likened to surrealism when remembering experiencing becoming one with healing on the trails😊. I want to take the grandkids horseback riding too.
I love how you throw in cheeky jokes every now and again, it does cheer me up going through this painful separation ❤
I chose pile 3,
I am the snake in the reading, my SP is the panther, and there's a 3P. I am working on my self concept and I am ready to let go
Pile 3. Lol you’re telling me to butt the hell out. I know. I can’t control that he’s tying himself down to this other relationship.
This was sad for me but very accurate. Thank you for not just saying what I want to hear but reading honestly.
I will say I needed this to hear the panther side. As the snake, I can say that I’ve held nothing back. I have been honest. I have been totally honest about my thoughts and my feelings with this person.
I needed this reading soooo much!!!
Pile 2 and EVERYTHING did resonate ... like WTF😱
Thank youu so much Eso🥰💘💞
andddd yesss we would love it if you could make a video where you can teach us how to communicate with our higher self😁
I picked pile 1 and I was the swan. My God i miss my phoenix person so much even though she made mistakes throughout our connection that has hurt me and mistakes that I have made as well by betraying myself by kind of staying when I shouldn’t have really stayed. I wish that our connection didn’t have to lead to separation, I wish I could just hold her in my arms again but the separation was completely necessary and you were completely right I’ve been trying to distract myself in other ways that probably aren’t healthy at all. But I miss my baby and I just can’t accept the fact that one day we probably won’t even see each other again, accepting that makes me physically sick. I hope that my phoenix person is able to grow and be happy she really deserves it she’s been through a lot and I hope she forgives me as well for my mistakes towards this connection for being kind of being not compassionate towards her out of hurt myself. I pray over her all of the time and I wish I could experience life with her but I have to accept where we are at. It’s just so hard being in love with someone that you know you can’t be with.
Holy moly! I just want to share a confirmation with anyone who is considering watching this and leaning into it, even though they are still with their partner, yet having a bit of distance, emotionally speaking. It was extremely insightful and confirming. Making efforts to empower myself.
I am absolutely, utterly SHOOK. Pile 2 was MY reading through and through. Every single detail. Every sentence. Every word and every sign. All of it resonated to the core. I'm sitting here with an open jaw. You did it again girl, damn.
OMG! This format is more than mind-blowing...the moment I started the reading I was full of hatred for my person...as the reading progressed my perception started changing...I became more forgiving towards him! Which In turn made me very peaceful... please never stop doing this format please....you are literally the best!
Pile 2...
I'm almost speechless at how damn accurate this was! I was a bit confused in the beginning about who's who, we do mirror a LOT, and the man/goddess cards threw me off track (it got explained in the reading though why it was "reversed"). I'm the unicorn, he's the hyena, and I've literally thought of him as a hyena when we've had a fight...😯 That's amazing! And yeah, he's terrified of commitment, despite knowing of the connection and mutual deep feelings and love, he doesn't want to be "chained down" to anyone or anything. The fear of change is curious as he boasts about loving change... But only the one he can control? When he's the one making the decision and walking away? I see. Makes sense 🙂
The lessons about self worth/love and learning to take care of oneself have been major during this connection. It's taught me and him so much, we've gone through transformation after transformation, so intense and painful, but necessary and beautiful at the same time. The mutual triggering has been insane.
I've never heard of fear of happiness and joy and fulfillment being a thing before, and this week it's been brought to my attention at least 3 times! 😯😯 Something major is going on. Realizations on so many levels.
Thank you so much for sharing your gift and insights with us again, despite feeling tired (as we all do probably). You're amazing and never let anyone else tell you different or make you succumb to anyone's needs or demands or complaints. You do you ❤️🙏 No apologies!
Pile 2. We just broke up officially after 3 years of him cheating and me not having the self Love to stand up for myself. Even though everything got messy, i really hope that he deals with whatever held him back from letting me in, and i pray that i have enough self Love to NEVER allow this kind of treatment again. I feel sad now but i know i had to do this in order to be better. I deserve better, not only from a partner but also from myself. Thanks for this ❤
I havent been watching tarot readings on youtube lately for my own boundaries but I felt drawn to this one when it showed up. All I can say is damn girl you always make me gasp, laugh, cry and feel all sorts of emotions in your readings. You have such a gift 😭💕
PILE THREE BRO every stack i choose i always get the same/similar messages. i also got the tarantula for my energy and the snake for his two times now this is insane, thank you so much
pile 2 : I'm the unicorn 🦄 and. I needed this and you lecturing me actually put some sense into me.. thanks so much for this 😍😍😍🤗🤗🤗💖💖💖
Same 🦄☺️
Me too 🙋🏻♀️🦄
Yep. Same here. 🦄
Me too 🦄
Pile 3, spot on. It has been 2 years since the breakup, and the panther never tried as hard as I did. He is a person who moves on from girl to another, a habit which he picked up from his domineering father who abandoned him. He was immature boy who didn't know anything about love, yet gaslighted me to believe I was the problem. It was a very bad relationship and extremely bad breakup, but I can only do better. I already did ❤️
Eso, I started watching your readings about three years ago. Uni (my affectionate nickname for the temperamental feminine energy of the universe/spirit/divine/yada yada…) apparently hid this from me for 2 years and then dropped it at the top of my screen today. The resonance is INSANE and I’m laughing at myself because of the not-so-subtle point she’s making about divine timing. I trust that when you’re meant to you’ll see this message of confirmation of how timeless the messages really are and how the positivity and healing you’re sharing keeps going and spreading out like ripples on water. Don’t forget or downplay the importance of the impact you’re having and how much the good you’re doing matters. So much appreciation and respect All the Love 💚 Thank you
Eso. I am the snake in Pile 3 and your entire reading was so so spot on. I truly hope that you soon open up to personal readings. Thank you so much for all your hard work on this lengthy reading!! We are thankful.
I picked pile 3. I loved the format today. It was just what I was struggling with. And you explained it so well. I'm a Scorpio so I tend to go after what I want with determination. I do realize there are lessons we are meant to learn from others. Even though deep down I want to save him and it hurts to cut cords again, I will leave my panther in peace.
You spent 4+ hours doing the most for us and honestly thank you Eso you’re a sweetheart and a soft bean of light in this world. I’ve seriously been mauling over a connection that has left me feeling lost and uncertain, I really needed this thank you. Sending you love and light to recharge your energy 💕
Pile 3 is so accurate for me it’s scary. 100% felt like this was a personal reading.
%10,000. So many syncs. My hurt heart goes out to your hurt heart. I already knew all of this but it was so helpful to hear and get advice on anyway. One caveat, my journey (snake) has NOT been easier. The struggle bus has not stopped in relief town a very long time. Big fucking doozy. Phew. We got this, though. Right?! Empowering vibes to you!!! And me. Lol!
Pile 3: wonderful reading - completely makes sense. I am the snake and am so happy for the interpretation of events. Wow, I really have a lot of work to do.
Madison, you're my hero. You've helped me to overcome some tough times consistently and I appreciate hearing your voice and your interpretations more than words in a comment box can express.
I’m pile 3, I didn’t get far into the reading yet but you mentioning lady bugs was kind of wild to me. Last night when I went to sleep I kept seeing lady bugs in my dreams 😭. So I feel like I’m the snake person. My person has reached out to me and we communicated a few times this summer. Haven’t talked since last summer. Even hung out. I just feel conflicted when it comes to this connection 🥲😅 It is what it is at this point is how I been feeling. I don’t want to wait around for him, but I’ll be open to him if he comes to me before someone else does. I just don’t think it’s fair to me to have to sit around and wait for someone to be ready to tell me how they really feel.
@@spideronawhiteflag you’re right. I feel like if anything my connection deserves a fresh start. Even though I got to hang out with him we didn’t talk about the things I feel like need to be talked about but I’m fine with that. The time maybe wasn’t right. He doesn’t know how I feel either to be honest. I didn’t even expect to feel the way I feel right now. It kind of caught me off guard. So I just be a little….. afraid at times. I tell myself to leave the connection but it feels like I can’t get away sometimes.
Pile 3, I was the Panther, you pretty much hit the nail on the head on almost everything. And while it was super exhausting for you I want to say thank you! Because you really shed some light on my problems I needed help addressing, I could feel them but I couldn't pinpoint them. You really opened the bag along with my eyes so to speak. I'll probably watch it multiple times over, just to really ground your messages in my mind. I just wish I could send it to the Snake. While hes a very intuitive person and spoke about our connection, he doesn't believe in magic/tarot, guides/souls or the afterlife, and I'm not sure he'd be willing to put the time into watching an hour and a half long segment just because I sent it to him. Especially since he feels so betrayed by me right now.
I had pile 2 and I don’t hate you for spilling the tea! I love you for it!!! This validated everything I have been intuiting/feeling about this separation and it was spot on!!!!!!!!!!
Pile 3 was absolutely correct. I'm the snake energy and my panther and I aren't speaking after I found out that he was doing everything you said in the video. Definitely grieving, but also focusing on myself.
honestly even though this is two years later, thank you for everything you’ve done. you’re literally so amazing just for the fact you persevered and put this video out there. the amount of dedication you have for making content is extremely admiring and i hope you know you deserve everything good that comes your way and you are so supported and loved. Thank you Eso ❤️