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Lyrically venting, but inside I'm in a tent, covering up my lies, covering up my lies, can't seem to run or hide, every time I find a way to flee, I end up confiding, always hurting myself more when I try, I can't catch a break from myself, I'm my worst enemy and it's sad, can't seem to be happy for once, I'm always mad. I know I told you I'd be there, but I've never been there, said I'd make it on time, but was that true? The only person I can seem to appease is the one in the roof, the one that's hidden away, the one that nobody sees because they're hiding away, from reality, I know that's not supposed to be, but maybe I should find a better hiding spot because soon they'll come find me. Why pretend I'm trying when you know I'm lying? I can never keep up, always expecting more from myself but I always give up, and cave in, back in my hole, back in the den I seem to withhold, I can't escape myself, I know that's true, I wish I could leave myself for a minute, and be honest with you, but I know I won't be, Every time I open up, it's like you owe me, but you know me, and I know you know what you sold me, told me a bunch of lies that weren't true, now you're up and leaving on me? I can't be safe even in my own house, you're just gonna kick down the doors until you let the bad feelings out, I'll just sit here and wait, because I know you'll leave, eventually you'll get tired, and get sick of me. Broken promises aren't what I wanna make, If I say I'll change but then make another mistake. What if I keep failing and never break? Will I mentally drain myself or will I blame myself and pretend that I'm awake? I know I'm dreaming, telling yourself all these lies, only to find out that you'll never fulfil them, that's an empty life, better yet you should never strive, to be a better person because you'll never fly. If you ever read this, know you'll never learn, keep trying to burn your mistakes, but you'll never earn, freedom, because it always turns, into a battle of being happy and being absurd, maybe I'll never flee, from myself, and I'll always be, a pathetic person, maybe that's why you got tired of me.
@@VANNNProd And I wish I didn't have to say the same, but it does for me too... Half of these things I can't even tell If it's true, or if it's filler, but one thing's for certain, I've been through hell, man. I just put this beat on, started writing, and I guess my emotions just came naturally, and how I felt spilled out.
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Image someone putting emotions on top of this, how beautiful it would sound. Let me know what you want me to do next fam. 🤍
I f*ckin love ❤️ it bruh
@@mrnicewilliam4935 Thank you bro! Welcome to the channel.
I Don't Know But You Can Almost Hear His Voice In The Back Of This, Rapping. I Hope You Use This Beat. It's A Great One
@@mistyzerr5213 Hopefully someday NF will, btw, glad you’re connecting with these old beats of mine. Much appreciated 🤍
Really like that piano vibe.
Thank you so much man!
This hits deep love it🔥🔥🔥
Thanks bro! Much love 🙏🏼
masterpiece dude! loving everything you'e been dropping!
Thank you so much. I’m happy to hear that fam! Let me know what you wanna see next. 🙏🏼
I'm an Italian boy who's about to start making music, this beat is absurd and I promise you I'll make a mine (sad).
What at least some decent manners
I love it too much it's sublime
Thank you bro!! 🙏🏼
Lyrically venting, but inside I'm in a tent, covering up my lies, covering up my lies, can't seem to run or hide, every time I find a way to flee, I end up confiding, always hurting myself more when I try, I can't catch a break from myself, I'm my worst enemy and it's sad, can't seem to be happy for once, I'm always mad. I know I told you I'd be there, but I've never been there, said I'd make it on time, but was that true? The only person I can seem to appease is the one in the roof, the one that's hidden away, the one that nobody sees because they're hiding away, from reality, I know that's not supposed to be, but maybe I should find a better hiding spot because soon they'll come find me.
Why pretend I'm trying when you know I'm lying? I can never keep up, always expecting more from myself but I always give up, and cave in, back in my hole, back in the den I seem to withhold, I can't escape myself, I know that's true, I wish I could leave myself for a minute, and be honest with you, but I know I won't be, Every time I open up, it's like you owe me, but you know me, and I know you know what you sold me, told me a bunch of lies that weren't true, now you're up and leaving on me? I can't be safe even in my own house, you're just gonna kick down the doors until you let the bad feelings out, I'll just sit here and wait, because I know you'll leave, eventually you'll get tired, and get sick of me.
Broken promises aren't what I wanna make, If I say I'll change but then make another mistake. What if I keep failing and never break? Will I mentally drain myself or will I blame myself and pretend that I'm awake? I know I'm dreaming, telling yourself all these lies, only to find out that you'll never fulfil them, that's an empty life, better yet you should never strive, to be a better person because you'll never fly.
If you ever read this, know you'll never learn, keep trying to burn your mistakes, but you'll never earn, freedom, because it always turns, into a battle of being happy and being absurd, maybe I'll never flee, from myself, and I'll always be, a pathetic person, maybe that's why you got tired of me.
This hits deep brooo :))
@@VANNNProd And I wish I didn't have to say the same, but it does for me too... Half of these things I can't even tell If it's true, or if it's filler, but one thing's for certain, I've been through hell, man. I just put this beat on, started writing, and I guess my emotions just came naturally, and how I felt spilled out.
@@FredbonFilms Dang bro, I feel you man! Life is not easy, It is what it is! But definitely man you’ve nailed the lyrics 🙏
Insane 😢😍
Something your type!!
@@VANNNProd I love the Beat
But those who drink the water I give will never be thirsty again.
-Jesus
first😮💨
Ayyyy!!! You’re first every single time bro! 🙏🏼