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[intro 0:10 ] *more vocals then rap* Heart cold as ice spending all night thinking about my lies thinking about the times i was told to die. [verse 1 - less vocal] heart cold as ice and if your just like me, you know life doesnt play nice think about our history look at our scared eyes we are the product of ptsd and for those who arnt like us im not the person you want to be you dont want to share my history cause the path i walk is hell helping people stuck in the same damn misery they may call the selfless but as a human being i see that as mu duty so before you think i made it unscared remember life isnt a holywood movie [chorus] Before you asume stuff like that know we all got our back storys and at some point in life youll end up just like me success doesnt come without a price you just gotta endure your heart tearing [break] keep your passion flaring remember when you walk this road you got the eyes of critics always staring i know its scary but this what its like being me (3X) [verse 2, more vocal] heat as cold as ice spending all night thinking about my lies thinking about all the times i was told to die. (2X) [Chorus 2] whats up with all the sacrifice how many friends will suffice pray to the guilty man to let me live a peaceful life' yeah, i geuse thats not to bright [Break] I geuse its a D.I.Y. but lifes a team sport i cant do it by my self if ima walk this painful road i need to find some help but these days it seems like no one understands me but now i know no one has it easy. (again ima leave it there) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Song breakdown: the main repeated chorus is explaining the aftermath of going threw hell. the first verse explains that you shouldnt judge a person by their success. the 1st "chorus" explains how we all have our problems and to make it in life you have to endure what it throws at you. the 1st break is me trying to let others know only the few things life wants you to give for success. the 2nd "chorus" mentions how sick and tired you/i can get of all the sacrifice and pain. you eventualy break down a pray to god only to realise hes taking them away to make you a better person. the 2nd break is going on about how life makes you feel all alone but cheating is apart of it and asking for help isnt bad. it also bring up that on the road for help it may seem others dont understand you but they still went threw hell but just a bit diffrent from your and you can trust them to know its not easy. meaningful song again but i think it hits deeper then all the others i commented.
(Verse 1) Remember the days when you and I would smile Working are asses off just to get by Then I started to let it take a toll on my life I pushed you away and you questioned why oh why I made excuses for why I became a bad guy Instead of owning up to my excuses, why Did I do that? I’ll never know but everyday I cry. Hoping you’ll come back into my arms, and back into my life But you never did. I Had to move on in pain And fall in love again with a woman who isn’t the same As you, but I tried and fell in love again And we made memories that I now know as pain after she left me because she said I was too suffocating With the love I’d give, it was so much she couldn’t take it I’m tired of this heart I have, it’s too big to even make it I should just kill myself, so the past will stop haunting me. I can’t take it. (Verse 2) (about the second girl) After everything I did for you, how could you hurt me? I loved you and your kids, I even let you work me To death so I could make you smile, but you chose to desert me I’ve never done so much for a person just for them to hurt me After you kicked me out, I had no where to go Just my thoughts telling me, I think it’s time for me to go I’m tired of giving my all just to end up alone I hope you’re happy when I’m gone, I’m sure you will both. I’ve never felt like the way I do now, until I met you. Regardless what happens, just know I loved you two I’m at loss for words I don’t even know what to do But I know you both wont miss me when I’m hanging from that noose. I’m gone. (Outro) I wish this pain didn’t exist, I can’t balance it in my head. I’m guilty of ruining my life. I never meant to. I wish I had my love back. I miss you.
Heavenly father you give the increase I am deep in sin I pray my soul is released be cause you promised blessing from my head to my feet and the gospel is simple I open my heart to receive your holy word says to repent and believe so I try my best to walk in faith through your word the truth is reviled and days get hard and time gets tough
This beat is absolutely beautiful. You can really feel the emotion and the depth that this hits. Thank you for making this. I can't wait to see you rise 💎
You better show me I'm f****** warrants for the camera would you have to tell me that was a if you didn't tell me you was recording me b**** that's what you have to do always remember that and no it's not free
! Remains" I had to sub so much pain nd this beat u produced nothing stays the same as my dreams are coming closer then I can think nd do dropping verses of my own shown my talent to big stars drop nd my lines so good as I could b the best nd to it never know which way to go on another word of mine like prime no more drinking wine 5 till 9 asking why all I could say had so much pain sense he lost his family but kept the memories alive "
My rap ... hate to admit it but I liked u from the beginning my head be spinning when I see I'd be grinning yeah I can't deny I was sorta shy couldn't even look u in the eye I would go ahead and sign then say goodbye yeah I missed u and that's true u were gone for while didn't know what to do,didn't know what to do, you were out in the street didn't have nothing to eat freezing your feet while I'm making a beat I don't like admitting defeat so I fight it don't matter the height I sit there and write about the way that I feel people say it ain't real,what's the deal I'm trying to heal they say that I steal they don't see from my perspective everybody thinking I'm aggressive I'm just being protective
I just wanted to show people my talent. my mom discouraged me so much that I quit for awhile she told me i sounded like a dying cow but when my grandma picked me up 8 months ago. we stayed there for awhile she introduced me to NF cuz I was depressed. I sang and she thought my voice was wonderful and now I'm writing my own songs 😄
If you're with my niece I don't care I'm sorry for this just don't be putting me in no police aqq please if you really are my niece I am sorry for the I've been put down way too much
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[intro 0:10 ] *more vocals then rap*
Heart cold as ice
spending all night
thinking about my lies
thinking about the times i was told to die.
[verse 1 - less vocal]
heart cold as ice
and if your just like me,
you know life doesnt play nice
think about our history
look at our scared eyes
we are the product of ptsd
and for those who arnt like us
im not the person you want to be
you dont want to share my history
cause the path i walk is hell
helping people stuck in the same damn misery
they may call the selfless
but as a human being i see that as mu duty
so before you think i made it unscared
remember life isnt a holywood movie
[chorus]
Before you asume stuff like that
know we all got our back storys
and at some point in life youll end up just like me
success doesnt come without a price
you just gotta endure your heart tearing
[break]
keep your passion flaring
remember when you walk this road
you got the eyes of critics always staring
i know its scary
but this what its like being me (3X)
[verse 2, more vocal]
heat as cold as ice
spending all night
thinking about my lies
thinking about all the times i was told to die. (2X)
[Chorus 2]
whats up with all the sacrifice
how many friends will suffice
pray to the guilty man
to let me live a peaceful life'
yeah, i geuse thats not to bright
[Break]
I geuse its a D.I.Y.
but lifes a team sport
i cant do it by my self
if ima walk this painful road
i need to find some help
but these days it seems like no one understands me
but now i know no one has it easy.
(again ima leave it there)
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Song breakdown:
the main repeated chorus is explaining the aftermath of going threw hell.
the first verse explains that you shouldnt judge a person by their success.
the 1st "chorus" explains how we all have our problems and to make it in life you have to endure what it throws at you.
the 1st break is me trying to let others know only the few things life wants you to give for success.
the 2nd "chorus" mentions how sick and tired you/i can get of all the sacrifice and pain. you eventualy break down a pray to god only to realise hes taking them away to make you a better person.
the 2nd break is going on about how life makes you feel all alone but cheating is apart of it and asking for help isnt bad. it also bring up that on the road for help it may seem others dont understand you but they still went threw hell but just a bit diffrent from your and you can trust them to know its not easy.
meaningful song again but i think it hits deeper then all the others i commented.
also song name is "cold as ice"
🔥💪
(Verse 1)
Remember the days when you and I would smile
Working are asses off just to get by
Then I started to let it take a toll on my life
I pushed you away and you questioned why oh why
I made excuses for why I became a bad guy
Instead of owning up to my excuses, why
Did I do that? I’ll never know but everyday I cry.
Hoping you’ll come back into my arms, and back into my life
But you never did. I Had to move on in pain
And fall in love again with a woman who isn’t the same
As you, but I tried and fell in love again
And we made memories that I now know as pain
after she left me because she said I was too suffocating
With the love I’d give, it was so much she couldn’t take it
I’m tired of this heart I have, it’s too big to even make it
I should just kill myself, so the past will stop haunting me. I can’t take it.
(Verse 2) (about the second girl)
After everything I did for you, how could you hurt me?
I loved you and your kids, I even let you work me
To death so I could make you smile, but you chose to desert me
I’ve never done so much for a person just for them to hurt me
After you kicked me out, I had no where to go
Just my thoughts telling me, I think it’s time for me to go
I’m tired of giving my all just to end up alone
I hope you’re happy when I’m gone, I’m sure you will both.
I’ve never felt like the way I do now, until I met you.
Regardless what happens, just know I loved you two
I’m at loss for words I don’t even know what to do
But I know you both wont miss me when I’m hanging from that noose.
I’m gone.
(Outro)
I wish this pain didn’t exist, I can’t balance it in my head. I’m guilty of ruining my life. I never meant to. I wish I had my love back. I miss you.
You're on fire fam. This is amazing!
🔥🔥🔥
Heavenly father you give the increase I am deep in sin I pray my soul is released be cause you promised blessing from my head to my feet and the gospel is simple I open my heart to receive your holy word says to repent and believe so I try my best to walk in faith through your word the truth is reviled and days get hard and time gets tough
This beat is absolutely beautiful. You can really feel the emotion and the depth that this hits. Thank you for making this. I can't wait to see you rise 💎
Seriously, Thank you so much!!! 🙏🏼
Oh and I’ll be posting similar style instrumental later today, hope you’ll like that one aswell bro! Much love
Now that one I love.... Thanks VANNN, hoping your channel grow fast bro.
I appreciate that very much bro. Thank you again! 🙏🏼
man it gets better and better. such a good producer
Thanks you so much bro!!
You better show me I'm f****** warrants for the camera would you have to tell me that was a if you didn't tell me you was recording me b**** that's what you have to do always remember that and no it's not free
Ty
Anytime! And welcome to the fam.
Another vibrant beat! Keep at it ! Still would love to see your take on “Warm Up” or maybe “ when I grow up” lullaby type chimes and a nice drum beat
Imma going to probably by this week!
dope
Thank you!!
! Remains" I had to sub so much pain nd this beat u produced nothing stays the same as my dreams are coming closer then I can think nd do dropping verses of my own shown my talent to big stars drop nd my lines so good as I could b the best nd to it never know which way to go on another word of mine like prime no more drinking wine 5 till 9 asking why all I could say had so much pain sense he lost his family but kept the memories alive "
This is filament beats ryt haha?
My rap ... hate to admit it but I liked u from the beginning my head be spinning when I see I'd be grinning yeah I can't deny I was sorta shy couldn't even look u in the eye I would go ahead and sign then say goodbye yeah I missed u and that's true u were gone for while didn't know what to do,didn't know what to do, you were out in the street didn't have nothing to eat freezing your feet while I'm making a beat I don't like admitting defeat so I fight it don't matter the height I sit there and write about the way that I feel people say it ain't real,what's the deal I'm trying to heal they say that I steal they don't see from my perspective everybody thinking I'm aggressive I'm just being protective
Please don't steal these lyrics🥺
I just wanted to show people my talent. my mom discouraged me so much that I quit for awhile she told me i sounded like a dying cow but when my grandma picked me up 8 months ago. we stayed there for awhile she introduced me to NF cuz I was depressed. I sang and she thought my voice was wonderful and now I'm writing my own songs 😄
@@billmacpherson2594 Man this hits hard bro! And I really liked the lyrics, keep up! 🤍
@@VANNNProd thanks I'm glad
If you're with my niece I don't care I'm sorry for this just don't be putting me in no police aqq please if you really are my niece I am sorry for the I've been put down way too much