I have 2H Chiron in Libra at 15° and a REALLY EDGY 8H Saturn in Aries at 5°. I grew up in a household of mental abuse, dismissiveness, and Mafia-like power struggles and identified strongly with my Chiron, but the past four years I have been identifying much more with the oppositional Saturn placement and its promises that I can control my own destiny through sheer ruthlessness.
First of all I can see this would be very difficult. So thanks for sharing your unique position. Ultimately the buck stops with us, so I am pleased to hear you claiming back your control after a dismissive and abusive childhood. Empowerment after disempowerment is a good movement. I see your attraction to sheer ruthlessness, and also see that you will be approaching your first saturn return within 4 years, and that during this time, transiting saturn will go into opposition with your Chiron quite soon after, and our past often catches up with us at these times. Hoping your more direct way of being supports you to move beyond the pain of your childhood, and not into your own power struggle pattern that your parents taught you. The difficulty with oppositions is that when we do the opposite to our pattern, we end up playing a different part but ultimately in the same story. Write yourself an even better story without the struggle if you can. Saturn/Chiron difficult aspects can replay again and again and again. I have a pluto, chiron, saturn t square so am speaking from my own experience. Thanks again for the sharing of your story x
I would be very careful about believing people had happy childhoods and loving parents. Alot of people with severe trauma believe they had happy childhoods until their 40’s and 50’s or later, then the truth explodes to the surface and reaches consciousness when enough distance in time has passed.
I don't recall saying this, Anna, but recorded this 5 years ago, so much has changed since then. Weirdly, I recorded this in my early forties (5 years ago), immediately after having awoken to core trauma, which suddenly emerged. You are corerct in what you are saying in my experience. I will relisten. Thanks for your perspective x
@@feelgoodastrology Ah 5 years ago.. Yes a lot of new understanding has been emerging since then. Wow! Coincidence.. I mean what you say does apply in certain cases. But Chiron second house here and I always thought I was a negative thinker, it turns out I'm the most stoic person in the universe with huge trauma but was held hostage by the happy childhood narrative. And then were just going through that yourself..XX
@@annastone5624 Yes it was at the time of omy uranus opposition to my 12th house uranus, just as my progressed moon was also conjunct my 12 house of memries......Very shocking indeed. Hope you are feeling well and peaceful after your realisations. Much love to you x
Hye Mike. Sorry it still feels like a mystery. When things aren't clear, I usually refer to the planets that connect with our chiron. What aspects do you have connecting with your chiron please? x
Am guessing you are preparing for the Jupiter Uranus conjunction on the 21st April at 21 degrees taurus!!! That's going to create some energy for you! x
I have Chiron in virgo in 2nd house and like a lot of people (because saturn and chiron are slow) I only have 1 aspect is the opposition between those two. Poor with debts, difficulty to get money, lost a lot of material possessions. I didn't know how to heal that, so I have developed a flatness of mood and have become less attached to what I own. If I have to lose something, at least it won't hurt me.
I’m still understanding too but your video is good. My Chiron is in the second house and the sign of Taurus. With Jupiter in the 8th house, Scorpio. 😮💨🙏🏾
spot on, I have always tried to validate myself with material things, although I know my value has to do with my honor. my chiron is gemini 2nd house hahahhaha
oh the pursuit of validation is an all encompassing thing, right? Hoping you find many ways to honour and celebrate your intrinsic value. Love to you x
I have 2H Chiron in Libra at 15° and a REALLY EDGY 8H Saturn in Aries at 5°. I grew up in a household of mental abuse, dismissiveness, and Mafia-like power struggles and identified strongly with my Chiron, but the past four years I have been identifying much more with the oppositional Saturn placement and its promises that I can control my own destiny through sheer ruthlessness.
First of all I can see this would be very difficult. So thanks for sharing your unique position. Ultimately the buck stops with us, so I am pleased to hear you claiming back your control after a dismissive and abusive childhood. Empowerment after disempowerment is a good movement. I see your attraction to sheer ruthlessness, and also see that you will be approaching your first saturn return within 4 years, and that during this time, transiting saturn will go into opposition with your Chiron quite soon after, and our past often catches up with us at these times. Hoping your more direct way of being supports you to move beyond the pain of your childhood, and not into your own power struggle pattern that your parents taught you. The difficulty with oppositions is that when we do the opposite to our pattern, we end up playing a different part but ultimately in the same story. Write yourself an even better story without the struggle if you can. Saturn/Chiron difficult aspects can replay again and again and again. I have a pluto, chiron, saturn t square so am speaking from my own experience. Thanks again for the sharing of your story x
same, exact placements
I would be very careful about believing people had happy childhoods and loving parents.
Alot of people with severe trauma believe they had happy childhoods until their 40’s and 50’s or later, then the truth explodes to the surface and reaches consciousness when enough distance in time has passed.
I don't recall saying this, Anna, but recorded this 5 years ago, so much has changed since then. Weirdly, I recorded this in my early forties (5 years ago), immediately after having awoken to core trauma, which suddenly emerged. You are corerct in what you are saying in my experience. I will relisten. Thanks for your perspective x
@@feelgoodastrology Ah 5 years ago.. Yes a lot of new understanding has been emerging since then. Wow! Coincidence.. I mean what you say does apply in certain cases. But Chiron second house here and I always thought I was a negative thinker, it turns out I'm the most stoic person in the universe with huge trauma but was held hostage by the happy childhood narrative.
And then were just going through that yourself..XX
@@annastone5624 Yes it was at the time of omy uranus opposition to my 12th house uranus, just as my progressed moon was also conjunct my 12 house of memries......Very shocking indeed. Hope you are feeling well and peaceful after your realisations. Much love to you x
i still dont understand mine, I have this placement chiron 2nd house cancer with my jupiter as well, but resonates everything on your vid
Hye Mike. Sorry it still feels like a mystery. When things aren't clear, I usually refer to the planets that connect with our chiron. What aspects do you have connecting with your chiron please? x
This is soo on pointt ♡♡♡
Thanks! x
Useful. Chiron 21 Taurus 2nd House. Lilith 21 Scorpio 8th House. Pallas Athena 21 Cancer 4th house.
Am guessing you are preparing for the Jupiter Uranus conjunction on the 21st April at 21 degrees taurus!!! That's going to create some energy for you! x
@@feelgoodastrology Indeed 😄 Conjunct Pandora 😉
I have Chiron in virgo in 2nd house and like a lot of people (because saturn and chiron are slow) I only have 1 aspect is the opposition between those two. Poor with debts, difficulty to get money, lost a lot of material possessions. I didn't know how to heal that, so I have developed a flatness of mood and have become less attached to what I own. If I have to lose something, at least it won't hurt me.
I’m still understanding too but your video is good. My Chiron is in the second house and the sign of Taurus. With Jupiter in the 8th house, Scorpio. 😮💨🙏🏾
Thanks for sharing! How do you find your chiron in the 2nd? x
spot on, I have always tried to validate myself with material things, although I know my value has to do with my honor. my chiron is gemini 2nd house hahahhaha
oh the pursuit of validation is an all encompassing thing, right? Hoping you find many ways to honour and celebrate your intrinsic value. Love to you x