Glad to see you back! Your videos are more exciting than FT boxes themselves ❤ The small art print from the September romantasy box is for the Wren in the Library - they were supposed to include a reversible dust jakcet for that but an error was made, so they've added an art print instead 😊 I hope to see some more videos with your thoughts on the books you read. Your comments are always on point ❤
I never intended to have another break, nevermind my longest one yet. For a while I didn't think I would come back because I have been struggling so much. Basically, I got diagnosed with autism, which I really was not expecting and I spent a lot of time in denial and very upset, but with worsening symptoms. It was actually by talking about it publicly on Instagram that I ended up gaining a really supportive network which helped me to come back to the person I want to be online. I've always struggled with anxiety and burn out, and hidden away all of the extra things about myself that have a negative impact on my wellbeing. Obviously books is a huge part of my interests so I'm grateful to have this platform to share it with, although some parts of that can be tiring, especially spending so long infront of a camera hiding my tics and speech issues. I'm slowly starting to feel calmer and "back to normal" but I'm still finding some things overwhelming so apologies if I don't reply to your comment like I usually would, it's just a lot sometimes ❤
I'm glad you're back, I don't have official diagnosis yet, but I'm sure I'm neurodivergent. The anxiety and burnout periods are the worst. I'm glad you're doing better, if you ever need to talk to someone, I'm here!
@@cat.book.nook.I’m also yet to be diagnosed but I am in the same boat. Filming can be tiring, not only that but editing out all the mistakes and distractions, it’s a bit daunting. I’m so happy to see her back though ♥️
@@BooksToAshes I can't even imagine! I only have insta account at the time and it still can be draining even though it's way less demanding than TH-cam. So both you and Ness are amazing for doing videos!
@@cat.book.nook. Oh it’s hard in all fashions I’d imagine. I used to do bookstagram but just couldn’t find the drive, it’s so hard to commit to things because it takes so much energy to do them, especially someone who is neurodivergent so kudos to you as well. I wish you the best and hope you’re doing well
My son is autistic. He makes my life not just a joy but so much more interesting than it would have been without him. He makes me see things I would have missed. Don’t think of it as a negative. You are a remarkable person with a unique perspective.
Hi Ness! Nice to see you back! 😊. You said it: One word: CONSISTENCY with Fairyloot. It’s literally the only sub box that I can completely trust even when I’m not sure about book tastes. I never regret getting them. All the other boxes give me off and on disappointment. FL has held my loyalty for yrs. 💜
Nice to see you, some great books! 😍 You’re right, FL has become more consistent. Sometimes their redesigns and naked boards feel a little simple/repetitive but overall they’ve been going all out which is great! I’m glad I cancelled my YA and adult last year. I’m torn about Romantasy, the first few didn’t thrill me pick or design wise, but they’ve stepped up in recent months. We’ll see!
Glad to have you!!! Don’t ever apologize for taking care of your health and having gaps. So glad to see you whenever you pop on! Really enjoy your videos!❤❤❤
I missed you so much, welcome back whenever your are able 🎉❤ Made my day. The half king endpapers are STUNNING 🤯 I actually loved the whole package there
So nice to see a new video from you! 💛 Hope you’re hanging in there and feeling supported as you deal with life stuff. I’m a big fan of stained glass edges too! And love the current trend of gold foiling on endpapers
The Gods Below is my first ever FL book since joining the subscription recently, so I really love that one. But the Half King really looks stunning as well. 🥰 I always enjoy watching your videos. Wishing you all the best. ☺💕
I admire the detail in the Half King endpapers. So much details! I am so tempted to read the Half King and Long Live Evil. Already read the Fairyloot the Night Ends with Fire.
I'm glad you're back. I love watching your unboxings. I just gave up on Illumicrate because I didn't like the books. My reading taste didn't resonate with their book selection at all. I've had a subscription since December and in that time I've only really liked one book. I've switched to FR Adult instead and I hope that's it be good choice. :D
The Wren in the Holly Library and The Night Ends With Fire are my favorites 😍 I have read The Wren in the Holly Library and I enjoyed it! It took awhile for me to get into but I ended up enjoying it, and the author actually lives in my town which that never happens to that’s cool that It got into a subscription box! I missed your videos and glad you posted again 😊
Yay you are back!! Hopefully feeling a bit more like your authentic self! Loved the unboxing. I'm really looking forward to reading long live evil. I actually got my invitation for the romantasy recently but decided not to get it. The picks are just not my taste (since it started I only was interested in 2 titles). Though I am on the waitinglist for the epic fantasy!
Hi Ness, my best friend has autisme and she is awsome. Having the diagnoses does open up posibilities for support and help you cope when you are feeling overwelmed by for instance houswork or organizing. Dont hesitate to use it to make your life easier. Glad you are back❤❤
I'm glad you're back and feeling better! I've watched a lot of videos on autism (and specifically autism in women, which is often overlooked/underdiagnosed/etc) here on TH-cam and it also really helped me come to terms with my own diagnosis and removing the stigma. There's a lot of misinformation out there, but also a large, helpful community and great treatment support!! yeah, LLE and gods below are both Orbit UK-- neither Orbit UK nor Tor UK allow redesigns on the dustjackets*, so you can always tell that it's just a color change/foiling with them the endpapers on the half king were leaked months ago and are S T U N N I N G. nice for the romantasy box to finally have a win! I didn't like that Wren in the Holly Library endpapers seem very AI (the books, the branches, the filigree, the doors, etc) and Bonded by Thorns makes me a little suspicious *I think there was a single non-monthly SE this year that Orbit UK allowed a redesigned dustjacket on, but that was a first. it's also why IC's been stepping up their nakey hardcover game.
I bundled the Adult and Romantasy subs, which loosened my budget enough to do the Epic sub next year. The first one of those books looks like a book my husband will also enjoy, so we are excited for that. I am bummed that the US distribution no longer includes the black bags, but upside of the padded bubble wrap packaging now is none of my books have had edge or cover damage. Silver lining, I guess. So good to see you back and I hope your health continues to improve. 😊
Omg Long Live Evil was amazing!! One of my top reads of the year 😭❤️ The adult sub end paper art has been outstanding this year!! I’ve struggled with the Romantasy subscription too! I dnf-ed Lore of the Wilds and Bounded by Thorns. I powered through A Curse of Blood and Wolves and regretted it so much 😂 Wasn’t interested in the Wren and the Holly Library. Currently reading The Half King with high hopes, and going to try Nectar of the Wicked next month! Planning on cancelling Romantasy in the new year as it’s not been worth it for me so far 🫶
Where do you sell fairyloot illumicrate books ? Having found you on here I would snap one of your books up. I’m on fairyloot waitlist. Loved this unboxing 😍
I’m glad to see you’re back Ness. I can imagine it hasn’t been easy but know you’re not alone❤ I’ve had a few mental health diagnoses myself and it has never been easy. All the love to you🫶🏼🫶🏼
There's no way I could wait that long my book boxes. I usually open up the day.I get him but if they come in near a holiday or my birthday I'll try to hold out. But nothing more than a week.
I only get the Fairyloot YA box and I've been on the wait list forever for the Adult and Romantasy box but I think if the Adult box ever becomes available again I will switch to that one and get rid of the YA and not bother with the Romantasy because nothing really has given me fomo on those books so far. I spend way too much money on subscription boxes. I have the YA Fantasy full Box for Owlcrate and the book only Adult fantasy and on the list for 3 of the 4 new subscriptions they are doing next year. Then I have the quarterly Too Bee Read premium box (LitJoy), Evernite, and Moonlight book box. It's just costing me a ton and the books I get either aren't on my TBR or I will get the same book from Fairyloot and Owlcrate for the month. That's happened to me a few times already. Although, I was glad to get a copy of The Crimson Moth from Fairyloot and then Heartless Hunter from Owlcrate since for whatever reason the UK and the US had different names for the same book. Like of like how the first Harry Potter Book has a different name. Weird.
Being autistic should never be something you’re ashamed of or in fear of, you’re not alone, I’ve struggled through school, and college and uni without any support and have had my family refuse to acknowledge my autism, even when I went for an assessment aged ten and my mum refused to pursue it, so I’m now 21 and struggling as I have no idea what to do about jobs and working full time, the fact you got diagnosed with asd in a small timeframe is actually a miracle as most wait times from doctor referrals are months to years, just remember that a good support system can get you through the tough times and your special interests are sometimes a lifeline, reading is my safe space and escape, as well as buying books, but sometimes even I can’t stop myself from fidgeting or stimming or just needing to stand up and walk around the room for absolutely no reason except it clears my foggy mind; burnouts and anxiety can be a real kick in the teeth when you think you’re finally getting somewhere in a situation, but again, you are not alone, we’re always here no matter what and you can take however long you need whenever you need a break, all the best to you, your family and lovely Mango ❤
I wish I got diagnosed in a small timeframe, I was referred for assessment at age 25 after multiple rounds of failed counselling for anxiety, and an assessment only became available to me now at age 31! As you can imagine at this age the people around you feel like they know you pretty well and don't accept something like this. Girls 'didn't have autism' when I went to school and that hasn't really gone away for my peers or my family. But I'm just focused on trying to get my symptoms under control and take each day as it comes 🙌
Glad to see you back! Your videos are more exciting than FT boxes themselves ❤ The small art print from the September romantasy box is for the Wren in the Library - they were supposed to include a reversible dust jakcet for that but an error was made, so they've added an art print instead 😊 I hope to see some more videos with your thoughts on the books you read. Your comments are always on point ❤
Omg no way!! I would have loved that as a dust jacket 😭
I never intended to have another break, nevermind my longest one yet. For a while I didn't think I would come back because I have been struggling so much. Basically, I got diagnosed with autism, which I really was not expecting and I spent a lot of time in denial and very upset, but with worsening symptoms. It was actually by talking about it publicly on Instagram that I ended up gaining a really supportive network which helped me to come back to the person I want to be online. I've always struggled with anxiety and burn out, and hidden away all of the extra things about myself that have a negative impact on my wellbeing. Obviously books is a huge part of my interests so I'm grateful to have this platform to share it with, although some parts of that can be tiring, especially spending so long infront of a camera hiding my tics and speech issues. I'm slowly starting to feel calmer and "back to normal" but I'm still finding some things overwhelming so apologies if I don't reply to your comment like I usually would, it's just a lot sometimes ❤
I'm glad you're back, I don't have official diagnosis yet, but I'm sure I'm neurodivergent. The anxiety and burnout periods are the worst. I'm glad you're doing better, if you ever need to talk to someone, I'm here!
@@cat.book.nook.I’m also yet to be diagnosed but I am in the same boat. Filming can be tiring, not only that but editing out all the mistakes and distractions, it’s a bit daunting. I’m so happy to see her back though ♥️
@@BooksToAshes I can't even imagine! I only have insta account at the time and it still can be draining even though it's way less demanding than TH-cam. So both you and Ness are amazing for doing videos!
@@cat.book.nook. Oh it’s hard in all fashions I’d imagine. I used to do bookstagram but just couldn’t find the drive, it’s so hard to commit to things because it takes so much energy to do them, especially someone who is neurodivergent so kudos to you as well. I wish you the best and hope you’re doing well
@@BooksToAshes Thank you and all the best wishes to you! 💜
🎉 I’m so glad you’re back, you’re by far my favourite unboxererer, no one else compares. Can’t wait to see you’re Illumicrate/evernight unboxings 😊
They are coming mid-week!! ❤️❤️❤️
My son is autistic. He makes my life not just a joy but so much more interesting than it would have been without him. He makes me see things I would have missed. Don’t think of it as a negative. You are a remarkable person with a unique perspective.
This is so lovely 😭 hugs to you and your son ❤️
Hi Ness! Nice to see you back! 😊. You said it: One word: CONSISTENCY with Fairyloot. It’s literally the only sub box that I can completely trust even when I’m not sure about book tastes. I never regret getting them. All the other boxes give me off and on disappointment. FL has held my loyalty for yrs. 💜
Love your videos so much ❤❤❤
Welcome back! I hope your feeling better!
Long live evil was an AMAZING read and i absolutly loved it. Im so excited for book 2!!!
Nice to see you, some great books! 😍
You’re right, FL has become more consistent. Sometimes their redesigns and naked boards feel a little simple/repetitive but overall they’ve been going all out which is great!
I’m glad I cancelled my YA and adult last year. I’m torn about Romantasy, the first few didn’t thrill me pick or design wise, but they’ve stepped up in recent months. We’ll see!
Glad to have you!!! Don’t ever apologize for taking care of your health and having gaps. So glad to see you whenever you pop on! Really enjoy your videos!❤❤❤
I missed you so much, welcome back whenever your are able 🎉❤ Made my day. The half king endpapers are STUNNING 🤯 I actually loved the whole package there
So nice to see a new video from you! 💛 Hope you’re hanging in there and feeling supported as you deal with life stuff.
I’m a big fan of stained glass edges too! And love the current trend of gold foiling on endpapers
Yes! You're back. I hope your pup is okay too.
She's doing well thanks, had quite a lot of trips to the vets recently, but she's just keeping me in check 🥰
Glad you’re back! I honestly don’t know how you went so long without opening the boxes. That is true willpower right there!
It's my evernight one I really struggled with!!
The Gods Below is my first ever FL book since joining the subscription recently, so I really love that one. But the Half King really looks stunning as well. 🥰 I always enjoy watching your videos. Wishing you all the best. ☺💕
I admire the detail in the Half King endpapers. So much details!
I am so tempted to read the Half King and Long Live Evil. Already read the Fairyloot the Night Ends with Fire.
I'm glad you're back. I love watching your unboxings. I just gave up on Illumicrate because I didn't like the books. My reading taste didn't resonate with their book selection at all. I've had a subscription since December and in that time I've only really liked one book. I've switched to FR Adult instead and I hope that's it be good choice. :D
The Wren in the Holly Library and The Night Ends With Fire are my favorites 😍 I have read The Wren in the Holly Library and I enjoyed it! It took awhile for me to get into but I ended up enjoying it, and the author actually lives in my town which that never happens to that’s cool that It got into a subscription box! I missed your videos and glad you posted again 😊
Yay you are back!! Hopefully feeling a bit more like your authentic self! Loved the unboxing. I'm really looking forward to reading long live evil. I actually got my invitation for the romantasy recently but decided not to get it. The picks are just not my taste (since it started I only was interested in 2 titles). Though I am on the waitinglist for the epic fantasy!
Good to see you back! I've been missing your videos :)
Hi Ness, my best friend has autisme and she is awsome. Having the diagnoses does open up posibilities for support and help you cope when you are feeling overwelmed by for instance houswork or organizing. Dont hesitate to use it to make your life easier. Glad you are back❤❤
I'm still learning how to find the positives and implement them but I know it'll take time, thank you so much ❤️
I'm so happy you came back.. miss you, miss your videos. It's always the best reaction. ❤
I hope you continue to feel better.
Thank you so much 💓
so glad you're healthy and happy!! Missed your unboxings!
Thank you so much 💓
Welcome back. Your unboxing videos are always fun to watch. Glad you are feeling better.
Thanks so much for the support ❤️
I'm glad you're back and feeling better! I've watched a lot of videos on autism (and specifically autism in women, which is often overlooked/underdiagnosed/etc) here on TH-cam and it also really helped me come to terms with my own diagnosis and removing the stigma. There's a lot of misinformation out there, but also a large, helpful community and great treatment support!!
yeah, LLE and gods below are both Orbit UK-- neither Orbit UK nor Tor UK allow redesigns on the dustjackets*, so you can always tell that it's just a color change/foiling with them
the endpapers on the half king were leaked months ago and are S T U N N I N G. nice for the romantasy box to finally have a win!
I didn't like that Wren in the Holly Library endpapers seem very AI (the books, the branches, the filigree, the doors, etc) and Bonded by Thorns makes me a little suspicious
*I think there was a single non-monthly SE this year that Orbit UK allowed a redesigned dustjacket on, but that was a first. it's also why IC's been stepping up their nakey hardcover game.
Glad you feel up to posting again!! ❤
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Hey precious, great to see you back my lovely. You are a delight to have back on the channel 🤗🤗
I am with you on the Romantasy score, I have many thoughts and have even been so very cross over this subscription. Not impressed at all.
The comments pass the vibe check, I love to see the support network here on TH-cam for you 🥺🥹
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So glad you’re back! Love your videos. I need to get off the Fairyloot waiting lists, been on since March so hopefully not too much longer! 😂
That's such a long time!! Which ones are you wanting?
I’m so happy you’re back! We will always support you!!!
Love you 💓
yay!!! I’ve been thinking about you, hoping you are well! Xoxo thank you for unboxing for us again!
Thank you so much ❤️
Glad you’re back!!!
I bundled the Adult and Romantasy subs, which loosened my budget enough to do the Epic sub next year. The first one of those books looks like a book my husband will also enjoy, so we are excited for that. I am bummed that the US distribution no longer includes the black bags, but upside of the padded bubble wrap packaging now is none of my books have had edge or cover damage. Silver lining, I guess.
So good to see you back and I hope your health continues to improve. 😊
Omggg I’m so happy to see u back! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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Needed this video, my absolutely fave videos ❤️
Thank you so much 😭❤️
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Omg Long Live Evil was amazing!! One of my top reads of the year 😭❤️ The adult sub end paper art has been outstanding this year!!
I’ve struggled with the Romantasy subscription too! I dnf-ed Lore of the Wilds and Bounded by Thorns. I powered through A Curse of Blood and Wolves and regretted it so much 😂 Wasn’t interested in the Wren and the Holly Library. Currently reading The Half King with high hopes, and going to try Nectar of the Wicked next month! Planning on cancelling Romantasy in the new year as it’s not been worth it for me so far 🫶
Where do you sell fairyloot illumicrate books ? Having found you on here I would snap one of your books up. I’m on fairyloot waitlist. Loved this unboxing 😍
I’m glad to see you’re back Ness. I can imagine it hasn’t been easy but know you’re not alone❤ I’ve had a few mental health diagnoses myself and it has never been easy. All the love to you🫶🏼🫶🏼
Thank you so much, I really appreciate you 💕
So happy you are back, it was like missing a friend
There's no way I could wait that long my book boxes. I usually open up the day.I get him but if they come in near a holiday or my birthday I'll try to hold out. But nothing more than a week.
Everytime i went to sit down to open them something else would happen, it's been such a hard time 😂
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I only get the Fairyloot YA box and I've been on the wait list forever for the Adult and Romantasy box but I think if the Adult box ever becomes available again I will switch to that one and get rid of the YA and not bother with the Romantasy because nothing really has given me fomo on those books so far. I spend way too much money on subscription boxes. I have the YA Fantasy full Box for Owlcrate and the book only Adult fantasy and on the list for 3 of the 4 new subscriptions they are doing next year. Then I have the quarterly Too Bee Read premium box (LitJoy), Evernite, and Moonlight book box. It's just costing me a ton and the books I get either aren't on my TBR or I will get the same book from Fairyloot and Owlcrate for the month. That's happened to me a few times already. Although, I was glad to get a copy of The Crimson Moth from Fairyloot and then Heartless Hunter from Owlcrate since for whatever reason the UK and the US had different names for the same book. Like of like how the first Harry Potter Book has a different name. Weird.
HELLO WELCOME
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Being autistic should never be something you’re ashamed of or in fear of, you’re not alone, I’ve struggled through school, and college and uni without any support and have had my family refuse to acknowledge my autism, even when I went for an assessment aged ten and my mum refused to pursue it, so I’m now 21 and struggling as I have no idea what to do about jobs and working full time, the fact you got diagnosed with asd in a small timeframe is actually a miracle as most wait times from doctor referrals are months to years, just remember that a good support system can get you through the tough times and your special interests are sometimes a lifeline, reading is my safe space and escape, as well as buying books, but sometimes even I can’t stop myself from fidgeting or stimming or just needing to stand up and walk around the room for absolutely no reason except it clears my foggy mind; burnouts and anxiety can be a real kick in the teeth when you think you’re finally getting somewhere in a situation, but again, you are not alone, we’re always here no matter what and you can take however long you need whenever you need a break, all the best to you, your family and lovely Mango ❤
I wish I got diagnosed in a small timeframe, I was referred for assessment at age 25 after multiple rounds of failed counselling for anxiety, and an assessment only became available to me now at age 31! As you can imagine at this age the people around you feel like they know you pretty well and don't accept something like this. Girls 'didn't have autism' when I went to school and that hasn't really gone away for my peers or my family. But I'm just focused on trying to get my symptoms under control and take each day as it comes 🙌
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It’s so good to see you back hun 🧡 just upload videos when you feel comfortable to do it your health comes first. Hope Mangos doing better too xx
She's doing well thank you, appreciate you ❤️
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