Black Nail Cabaret - My Casual God (Live for Gothicat Festival #1)

Recorded in our home for Gothicat Festival in April 2020
Taken from the upcoming album Gods Verging on Sanity
To be released on May 8th, 2020 by Dependent Records
Song by Krisztian Arvai
Words by Emese Arvai-Illes
I put on a smile
a fake one, a great one
I feel like a slave
I feel like a nun
I am the worker
you are in charge
you are my ruler
my casual God
And I wanna get out
I just want to feel wanted
I want to know that I’m needed
don’t let me perish
with no legacy
Don’t let me down
I’m at your mercy
I am at my lowest
But I feel at my brightest
I know I am hurting you
I fuel this crisis
And I want to get out
God knows so badly
I want to cheer you up
I want to make you happy
I just want you to know
That it’s not easy to bear
I just want you to know
That deep down I care

[@fabi7013]

One of the highest peaks of The GOTHICAT festival, an awesome gem !!!

[@AshMcAuliffe]

This performance was magnificent.

[@AS-ok2ni]

Beautiful song

[@franciscoguerrero4373]

Im in love with this song, thanks!

[@СофьяТаворотова]

Богиня. Не могу перестать слушать который день. Восхищению моему нет предела.

[@Komtraya]

Sehr sehr feiner Song ....

[@germanrm9397]

LOVE IT!!!

[@jaycharlesjohnson6369]

Incredible. Stunned by this great performance.
I must say I have never heard Emese talk before and expected an Hungarian accent, but she speaks English as well as I do (perhaps even better!) and I have lived my entire life in Los Angeles.

[@ShellshockedRadio]

What a great song, I love it! I put it into my "Shellshocked Radio - Recommendations" List: th-cam.com/video/fg0pOei7lQQ/w-d-xo.html Very well done!

[@68706870]

Incredible voice coupled with magnificent simplicity. Kudos and respect to you two.

[@GregoryMassari]

The Light and Darkness of Beauty! Thanks a lot from Italy.

[@user-mb9dn7nn1b]

Personal Jesus after 30 years

[@pem4.1tvreloaded53]

Me encantó su actuación. De las mejores, por no decir la mejor.

[@Sregey595]

какая же она крутая...какой вокал..я просто от нее балдею..

[@user-mb9dn7nn1b]

и не говори!

[@paolopaolo600]

Супер!

[@sebi1975mb]

🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

[@Das_ist_wundabar]

Super!!! Let more!!!

[@ManofMysteria]

Great voice and music!

[@hjakman9402]

Me encantó su participación en el Gothicat fest, gracias por subir su vídeo👏

[@youronlinepresencepro9348]

Awesome! Amazing voice and a very soulful melody! 👌🏻👌🏻

[@RodrigoPaulaRodrigues]

first video that i watched. greetings from (gravataí/rs/)brazil!

[@MarcusCTomazetti]

They are amazing!!!! Emese is a the all the best!

[@sol3cito33]

That voice is f*cking incredible! Minden elismerésem, zenétek maga a katarzis!

[@ShellshockedRadio]

What a great song, I love it! I put it into my "Shellshocked Radio - Recommendations" List: th-cam.com/video/fg0pOei7lQQ/w-d-xo.html Very well done!

[@Cyphoria]

80s vibe, drama beautiful

[@MacHamish]

😎🖤👍

[@deadpoet37]

Imádom! De ezt tudjátok! 😁

[@anitasos7345]

All in 1.

[@Coldnightband]

I love it, and to see you live!!

[@jorgelobothelastczarnian422]

simply one of the best melodies I've heard lately

[@user-mb9dn7nn1b]

Ахуительно!!!!

[@paolopaolo600]

Пиздато!

[@RhastaXLoOL]

Заебись!!

[@ShellshockedRadio]

What a great song, I love it! I put it into my "Shellshocked Radio - Recommendations" List: th-cam.com/video/fg0pOei7lQQ/w-d-xo.html Very well done!

[@dmulbrays]

It was a great gift! Thanks, merci, gracias!!!

[@OSCARDOTAO]

Beautiful

[@LYAZCORROZIF]

Very good song ! Big up from France !

[@Maliceuk]

Amazing..thank you

[@fintadidi]

Wow! 👊❤️🙏

[@doubtingtomas101]

Ez az a mély verem, amiből ki lehetne mászni...de nem akarok :)

[@ka69ni]

wonderful ... amazing

[@tinythingy4]

very cool, I especially like the voice!

[@rettenthetetlen8759]

You're so great. Hope you will keep making music so long.

[@Das_ist_wundabar]

incredible song!!

[@sapyor]

Respect to BNC, hello Budapest, очень крутая музыка.

[@katiekuster2735]

🖤

[@Ghost22226]

🖤🖤🖤

[@tenebree]

0:58. U welcome