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I love how the names of these videos are like super sad and I'm here with my insomniac ass trying to sleep at 5:27 am
Read your comment and looked at the time its 5:24am for me right now...and same except I'm thinking about her...
Fr.
4:55am for me
Holy crap it's like 5:27am while I'm reading this and I'm trying to sleep haha
IT LITERALLY TURNED 5:28 AM WHEN I READ THE LAST PART😭
I’m surrounded by people yet never felt so lonely
I know that feeling. I promise better times will come
I know that feeling. I promise better times will come
Relatable 😅
Hang in there my friend
Relatable man I could be with someone a friend, family and still feel alone
It's 1:30 AM rn, and since everyone is sharing their stories here, I'd also like to say a few words. I'm a cancer survivor. When I was 7 yo, I was diagnosed with lymphoma at third stage, and struggled for a year after that. I can never forget the pain, but the most heartbreaking thing was seeing my mother's tears. Now I'm a freshman at the university and yet again having health issues. My mental state has not been very well lately, and I'm having big trouble breathing. So for anyone who is still reading, that's what I'm gonna tell you.
Every second of your life is priceless, because you don't know when everything is going to stop. Today you are having a wonderful time, and tomorrow you cough blood. So don't waste your time, come up to your loved ones and tell them how much you appreciate them.
And don't forget that you are important, your life is valuable and the last thing you should do in life is giving up.
I love you all, and if that's going to be my last message online, I'll just tell y'all you are awesome❤
Updated: thank you all for kind words, I hope that everything in your life is going to be awesome and whatever problems you have will vanish❤️
that made me cry 😭
Hope you beat all the odds again man, rooting for you.
Chills ran down my spine and got goosebumps after reading your comment. It really was a good slap to the face. Thank you. You have my utmost respect and know that I look up to people like you who have this kind of strength and mentality. Hats off to you
Good luck and May you live to send more pozitívne emotions to people
I love you ❤️
No negativity, no sadness, no depression, just straight vibing happiness, i hope everyone who reads this will have a wonderful day, life is so amazing if you let it be.
Riiiihght
Hope u doing good 🫶
My first thought was to say something in my anger about someone who had wronged me. Your "vibing happiness" has the effect of disarming and hugging me, so I just gave in to peace, I accept this calm and love. Much respect to you.
Got rejected so life ain't peeking atm
@@toxyzrblx4246plenty more fish in the sea as people say. I know how it hurts though, and I know it will fade away soon. Just try to let it go, that's the best you can do
Currently 2:37 AM, my girlfriend cut herself and has now forgotten who I am. We are still together dont worry but she doesnt remember who I am. Its like she just randomly got dementia and forgot who I am. Im sitting on call with her while she is sleeping and im busy sitting here wondering if she will even remember my face when I go to see her tomorrow. I pray to Jesus and ask for him to touch her and not just her, every one of you guys struggling. I thank the Lord for my life and I hope that she will remember me tomorrow. I will keep you all updated.
I will be waiting for an update, giving you and your girlfriend courage to keep going and live the best life you can have 🤍
We are waiting for you bro
How'd it go?
We're here for you bro
Howd go man
I always tell myself that being alone was fine, it gave you the comfort of having that privacy and getting away from all the noise of life.
Then you go out and see a family with their children playing, a couple holding hands and sharing love for each other, even a group of friends just basically messing with each other. And then you start to realise, maybe being alone is just.... Not for you.
And your never alone the Lord is with you through all your struggles calling for you to come to him
He will lead down a path of light and happiness trust in him and you shall not perish but have eternal life give your life to him and you will live with him forever he will supply you with all you need according to what you need just give him a chance and see how you turn out
I lay in my bed at 11:57 PM, it has been 38 days since my only friend who I have lived with for my whole life was put down to stop her pain, I miss her dearly, I have told no one of her passing, the only people who know are close family, I didn’t need the veterinarian to check her heartbeat to know she was gone, I saw her eyes dilate and I knew she was gone. I feel like part of me went with her that night, I feel like a husk, a shell of my former self. I doubt anyone here will notice this comment, or care of my existence, I just wanted to make my peace somewhere. I miss you Ginger, and I hope we meet again some way or another.
God bless Ginger 💙
Ginger lives on in your heart
The worst thing that could happen, i mean i sit here thinking about my breakup, but in reality death is the only thing we can't fix, and it hurts, i never experienced it, but i can understand to some extent. I hope you find peace, and if you need a friend to talk to, we are here.
she's watching on. count every little miracle and thank her, she might be putting in a good word for you in the afterlife ❤❤
rest easy
To anyone reading this, your a good person. You are worth so much. You’ll be okay.
i love you
liar
It's "you're" and thank you.
@@randombro7397 no lie
what about the girl who traumatized me in multiple different ways
Folks, keep your head up. We got this. Alone or with someone, we can go through anything. Love to ya'll
im going to add your line to my vigilante story i am writing
I love these videos because there is nothing but love in the comments. What humanity should be to each other online
I agree. It’s weird, feeling like I can open up to total strangers online, but it feels so safe Yknow? The best side of the internet I’ve seen
@Greg2ThEMAX yes I also agree. Loving the comment page. Where people feel the same and can vibe.
2:21 am. Spending summer alone. No friends to visit, no girlfriend to call, and I'm stuck here thinking about her. Her smile, her laugh, and just the way she's always positive. I hate every moment i think about her, because i hate the loneliness that accompanies it.
Thanks to everyone who are also sharing experiences. Just the fact that anyone is willing to do so at all is now restoring my faith in humanity.
Edit: def didn't expect 1k likes y'all... Thanks for the support!
Try to remember you're not alone. I'm in very similar situation, we will get through this. There's plenty of chances with other girls but only one chance to live your best life. Keep your head up, you got this.
2:05 am- I feel u bro. I’ve been rejected by 8 different people this summer and lost 4 friends, and he’s just lingering in my mind and idk what to do abt it, cuz he’s been my friend for so long.
shut up you are not the main character
@@lufcc neither r u lmaooooo
@@lufcc I like how you're willing to write to this particular comment. Good luck doing it to each and every other comment, my guy. 😂
I just fear that when someone finally finds me, it'll be too late.
Bro how am i still not over it after more than 6 years
and that’s okay… it takes time and there’s no right amount of it. things will work out for you, i promise. ❤️🩹
Same, dude, this is so strange
Bro it seems like the ones longer ago affect me the most… I was so young back then I didn’t know what I was doing
I feel you mad it's been 8 years now, I have a wife and beautiful daughter now. It kills me inside though that I will still get stuck awake at night thinking about her.
And you will never be over it you have to learn how to live with it . STAY STRONG
It's dark and cold in my room. I sit on my bed and stare at the open window, letting me feel the wind. Being the only house in miles, it is silent outside. I can hear the ocean, waves crashing onto the shore.
My thoughts are empty. I feel my chest going up and down. I close my eyes, taking in the smell of outside that the wind brings in, fresh and cold. There is so much in me fighting, so much pain, but right at this moment I am at peace. It might just be for a few minutes, but I take them in and hope it would last forever. Like the waves must crash at the shore, I have to come back to reality, but let us stay here a few more minutes, stranger ❤
Pain isn't always bad. Sacrifice is needed. There is no such thing as an easy life. If it's too easy, it means either you aren't trying enough or you just don't have something or someone you care about enough. Sometimes you just need to do it for yourself. Enjoy good moments, fight the bad. Live.
God is our true Creator, He created all the things we know in the present and He still creates wonders in the present, He who watches us from above, He who is the Only One who can save us from the pits of hell will remain in us and will love even the evil ones that are cussing His Perfect Being, because there is time to change our paths and He loves us because we have the power in us we need to bow before Him before it is too late for us He is Jesus Christ who will risks all the other sheeps only to save one and will go throughout every single place to find the lost one, even in the darkest of places because He knows that God is with Him and when God is with Him Our Savior can do unimaginable things and impossible things are as easy to overcome for Him as breathing air, because Our Savior is with Our Father that is in the Heavens So this is the time to change, if we don't take action in the present, our future is doomed and there is always time to change until there isn't and that my friend, brother, stranger, whatever you want me to call you will be your last time on this planet we call Earth, who was created by the Only God we need to trust and who we need to love with all of our heart, soul, mind, and strength remember to turn to Him and to be with Him because i was evil in the past and did sin all day, my punishment for that was my anger, not controlling my actions and after Jesus Christ opened my eyes I started to see the truth, I was reborned, feeling more greater than ever before cause I could feel the Holy Spirit entering in me at that point, all the earthly things were pointless at the time when Jesus Christ was with me and guided me to the immortality that is in the Heavens. So repent, repent that your sins may be forgiven because God forgives all if we speak with Him, not to Him, to forgive us because we are nothing in the face of our God and we are nothing withouth Our Lord, in the name of Jesus Christ i will pray for you because He can do wonders, He can do the impossible and only He, remember that Only He can show us the way, can exterminate our temptations and deliver us from evil : for thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, for ever. Amen❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
@tamyakatamy the darker the sky the brighter the stars shine, pain is part of the process, just gotta push through
Writing some fan fic?
@@jam92esidk and idc just don’t spread hate
For all the people reading this and doubting, or already doubting themselves too much, know that you are a good person. You have the right to be angry, sad, stressed, and it doesn't make you a bad person for not being able to properly express these emotions.Your sensitivity and impulsiveness make you human and you are a good person, with a pure heart.You deserve to be loved, take care of yourself.
It's currently 2:43 am on July 4th alone. this made me think about her, memorize all the happiest things we did together, my life has been downhill since our breakup, i was hospitalized, doxxed, harrassed, and mentally losing it, but im better now, i miss her alot, i want her back but.
then again that's how life is, people come and go and you gotta accept the fact that it happens.
Are you from Washington state?
@@GiuliaBuzzoni-hg1zg no
I've read your comment exactly at 2:43 but today.
Stay strong. If I've learned anything during my soon 33 years here, it's that we can survive so much more than we think we can.
We've been almost 10 years together. She left me 2 weeks before our anniversary. Still cant grasp it what happend after 4 months. Theres universe full of stars and we are just a grain of sand in the sea. This music is so zen and calm.. We will heal
@@marlboro9tibike ive been with my ex for a few years, we ended things on valentines of this year, everything went downhill after, i got hospitalized, doxxed and been groomed me and the list continues, this all happened within 5 months, i can agree with the music, enjoying as i heal from the traumatic past
You will never see this, but I love you. Your life means everything to me. If you ever see this, you know who you are, I love you, and I always have cared.
...thank you so much, buddy...I feel so lonely these past few months, I was really needing that...🧡
Thank you ❤
I love you too❤
A real legend ❤
stop lying.
people are my everything. they’re the reason i’m alive. sometimes, they’re also the reason i don’t want to be. i have this problem where i’ll isolate and read way too far into the people i care about the most. i convince myself they hate me. it’s not true, i know, but i can’t shake the feeling. i’m at a really bad time in my life right now where i don’t leave my house often. i hole up, sleep for over half the day, lay in bed for hours when i wake up, and check my phone. it’s a draining cycle that i repeat over and over again. my thoughts when awake and dreams when asleep revolve around people. i just wish it was in a good way.
See if u can try and make urself the focus of ur life. I feel like u too and get lost in other people but it always comes back to u. Keep thuggin
I'm actually doing the same thing but because it's my holidays and I just want to chill alone. My solution for going out is just doing things that I like, with Friends or alone, but thinking only about what I do when i'm outside. I started skateboarding a few weeks ago and going out, thinking only about my board, the bowl and the noise of me going down the street helps me to reconnect with myself. If you don't know what you do, just try everything you see on internet that looks fun or cool if you can, it may take some time but you're gonna find something that you really like. Friends will be Always here for you cause they're you're Friends, but they're humans too, and they need to live their own life. Your hobby will Always exist for you, everytime you need it.
Man do I feel this. I’ve been at a point for years where my dreams have almost become a toxic dependency for meaningful connection, and at first I felt meaning, if it actually was meaning. The more time has gone on the more I’m convinced reality is really where meaning can be created and felt, the people involved and the environments I’m involved with everyday. Dreams will soon feel obsolete and I wonder what my dreams will be like when I truly accept that for what it is.
It's currently 2:14am. I found this video just a few minutes after my now ex girlfriend said that we'll never get back together. Just a few days ago she broke up with me, and just now she said that we will never be together again. It only hurts so much because we both still love eachother an awful lot, but she's right to not put up with my idiocy and with me in general. I spent 5 years caring for her, and now, it's gone, just like that.
I haven't told anyone because I don't want to burden my friends and family with my problems, and what's of my cause.
She meant everything to me, I'm so empty now; I'm struggling to find any joy in anything in life.
I'm now void, I now have no one who truly cares about me, nor anyone that I truly care about. I have no connections of love towards anyone, and none towards me. I thought I found the one, but now I have...nothing: just pain and regret.
I'm sorry for you, hope you Can pass through this one day. I think you should talk about this to your friends, they're here for you and, even if I don't know you, I know you deserve better than struggling alone with your pain. And remember, me, all the others that are going to comment below you and all the good face of internet loves you, support you and care about you mate.
I know how you feel. I also had the most amazing girlfriend once. She was beautiful, smart, cute laugh and so much more and i messe it up so many times. She had the heart to forgive me the first time but the second time i crushed it to much. This happend about 6 years ago and i stille sometimes think about it and it breaks my heart. But in the end she found the right one and got married last year. Happy for her and her New husband. Things will get better, it just takes some time. Remeber to talk to someone about it, keeping it in made it worse for me. I wish i had told someone about what happend back then. Much love to you my friend!
i feel you man, the exact same thing happened to me abt 2 months ago, im a broken man, i feel nothing, no joy, surrounded by people but more alone than ive ever been, missing her so fucking much every second of the day, idk where to go in life or what to do, the absolute love of my life, my dream person, gone because of my own stupidity
Jesus cares man.
You guys alright man ? Going thru the same thing, been 2 months since I left her house & it just keeps getting worse day by day
It’s 00:12 and I’m thinking about my two young sons I haven’t see in so long…..
Hope you’ll see them)
We all hope you will see them safe
There was a girl whom i had a crush on when i was in 3rd grade.I still remember her face , it feels like yesterday.She was one of my classmate. Later that year my parents changed my school and we lost touch. After that i saw her almost after 4 years in the streets she was very happy and beautiful and gained some height but the face was still the same. Of course i recognised her in a milliseconds. It was the last time i see her but no Matter how hard i try i couldn't forget her. I have finished my college and its more than 14 years . I met many people had so many friends crush relationships bla bla bla but for me nothing came close to that what i experienced as a five/six year boy that was so purre and something real unconditional love . If she reads this comment then i just wanna say that you're always gonna be in my heart forever 🖤
I don’t give a crap
@@Ash-x9m well that's not my problem 💪
The fact it’s 2am and I’m thinking about him, and this was at the top of my TH-cam
hey
we’re in it together. thinking of him and thinking of her respectively. but we’re the same here, so… even if we’re suffering. please take comfort in the knowledge that i am suffering with you. please let me be your weapon arm, so that i may ease your woes if not for a fleeting moment. we are okay
it's a bad bad feeling
Same dude, hope you're okay
“The sunset sure is beautiful isn’t it?”
3am, I confronted her about my feelings for her today and got rejected. Life isnt peeking but hopefully there will be light later on in life
It's almost 1 am and I sitting alone in my bed staring at the window. No GF or Friends to think about. Just thinking all night how to make my father proud and make my life better. It's sad but not hopeless, I'll try to make my life better by working hard everyday.
Reading through the comments I realised that their are many people like me who thinks the same and struggling in life but still holdin in, trying their best to accomplish what they want. I Hope that anyone who is struggling to keep on moving forward.
And to you the same my friend... We walk this earth in strength. Never forget who and what you fight for. Passion will always drive you. For when you see this comment, I want you to remember the phrase that I say, "Carpe Diem" seize this day, make. it. yours. ❤️
i'm in a similar position and writing down daily goals helps a lot. don't be too ambitious, even being able to check 1 or 2 boxes a day means so much to me some days. best of luck to you in your journey dude
Remember that eventually, someone will love you
It’s 2:50 AM, last week I graduated from my university and got me wondering; about my future and what does it mean to be an adult, to live life in a meaningful way, how can I reach that happiness of being throughout my personal challenges. I remembered all the people I met during this years, some came in and some left. I miss the good times I had with them but now I feel better with myself, I just wanted to say thanks.
Thanks to who stuck at my side, thanks to who keeps staying with me even tho I’m very far from the best.
I’ll be better, I hope for an happy future.
I’m sure the future will be great for you! But always remember to live in the present, because that’s the only way one can build a happy and successful future. You’ve got this ❤
Thinking about him. Did he survive from the storm inside his mind? I hope he's still alive and smile, and found new life. I hope when he said goodbye to me, he only said that to me and not the world. If you see this, i hope you live a happy life.
Thank you for sticking it out for him as long as you could. I can imagine that it got really hard at times like it did for my ex.
Don't feel bad for letting go of people who can't hold onto themselves. Whatever happened is out of your hands, that's a fact. It was his decision to not only let go but to leave you with the guilt that you could've done more, SHOULD'VE done more, fully knowing that you couldn't. It's selfish. It is unfair. Pick yourself up and MOVE ON.
"He never intended to!"
Intentions ≠ actions
Currently its 10:55:07 pm on Monday July 2024 if anyone is reading this slowly im loseing my self in this undoubtedly cruel world the more i give the more i lose my sense of giveing to those who may need and even then to end up stabbing me in the back using me for there own gain
Even if its true if anyone is reading this give lots of love to those you fully trust and cherish every moment and make sure you cant give more than you can receive
Got it. You make sure you stay safe out there, ya hear me?😊
You have Jesus he’ll never stab you in the back
To you,,
Thank you for everything. Thank you for being there when things sucked. Thank you for knowing all the right things to say. Thank you for being you. Thank you for the time shared, and memories cemented in legacy. I could never repay you for what you’ve truly given me. Goodbye.
Hey, its 3:03 am rn. Just remember that life is beautiful. Whatever your struggle, you endured 5000x that before you were even born. You can and will do it. Please try for the love of god. It will get better. That girlfriend, great physique, or that promotion, it will all happen. Step out of your comfort zone. I currently weigh 170lbs at 13. I am trying, if i.can do it, you can too. Just remember, you fought for this opportunity, dont waste it.
Well said and definitely needed to hear‼️
Right..
That girlfriend rejected me today so life ain't all sunshines and rainbows atm
Yo bro i was 200 at 14 and now 150 at 16 i did it
@@devilstat1498 ay good job im tryna get somewhere like that too
I suddenly thought of a childhood friend. She suddenly moved away and I have no idea where she ended up. She might’ve been kicked out of the country, or maybe her parents found a better job- I really don’t know. I just wonder how she’s doing now. I barely remember her face now. It’s weird how I almost only remember the bad times with her yet I feel immense affection for her to this day nonetheless. I hope to see her again one day
Well it happened to me i am a boy amd i was first class amd someone choked me hopefully a boy camed and helped me and i asked his name his name was same as my name i said "lets meet here another time" i still waiting for him🥲
Maybe the bad times brought you guys closer together
I feel your pain,my only true friend,I lost him BC I moved out,I still remember his lovely smile and all the good times we had,thinking about this just makes me tear up..
the fights are what make you closer, your bond is never to break. you will reunite one day, have faith. 💕
@@Thenightisbeautifulcrying about the past gives u hard times remembering it, but we have to move on. they are forever with you.
If you’re seeing this somehow, someday. Just know that I really like you and wish for something magical to happen between us.
Everyday and everynight, im thinking about her...
Your 'her' and my him are probably the most beautiful people in the world ❤
@@Hallo_TH-camawww that’s so poetic and beautiful. I hope you’re having an amazing day and you’re doing well. Both of you. God bless.
@Hallo_TH-cam nah everyone is beautiful
Знаю, что тут нет русских, но тоже хочу поделиться частичкой себя. Слушаю подобные видео каждый раз, когда чувствую себя одиноко или мои мысли не могут перестать быть страшными. Каждый раз музыка и звуки обловакивают в море спокойствия под каплями дождя... Становиться так хорошо...
Сейчас переживаю очень сложный период. Сбежала с собственной свадьбы, еду в другой город, чтобы осуществлять свою мечту. Скучаю по нему, но знаю, что не я сделаю его счастливым, а он не сделает счастливой меня.
Чтож... Идем дальше. Спасибо большое автору за эти видео. Благодаря им, я верю, что всё будет хорошо ❤
Всем всего наилучшего
Всё хорошо
Все будет хорошо, дорогая 🤗
Русские есть везде, и мы с радостью поддерживаем своих😊❤
Красотка, успехов тебе!
Удачи вам, сил и терпения!!♡
I saw this at 2 am. I was friends with this guy. He was my bestfriend he was so sweet and kind. All he did was smile, his energy is so beautiful. I was really mean to him and I didn’t treat him right. I hurt him, I hit him I’m still ashamed of it. It’s been 3 years and I still haven’t stopped thinking about him and how amazing he was. He would light up any room we went to. I wish I could have treated him right. I want to treat him good right now but I know his still angry at me. I don’t blame him I look back at everything I did and feel so embarrassed and disgusted by myself. That’s my karma though for not treating an earth angel right. I’m still changing myself and trying to be better even tho he might never forgive me. I still love him even if he doesn’t love me I get it if not.
It's almost 5 am and I'm here, in my bed alone, again alone. It’s sad, hopeless, but I try to live with greater acceptance of all the crap that’s happening, and nights like these, in which I can relax and think about life, without the morning bustle - I love the night for such an atmosphere and pastime.
Reading the comments here you understand how many difficulties other people go through, but they still hold on and come here to tell, and just like me, spend the night with their thoughts listening to such playlists
(it's 4:06 am) and i'm thinking about my buddy who died in a boat racing crash during thunder on the snake a few years ago. i made the trip from the opposite side of the country just to watch him race and he got crushed by his boat when it caught air and flipped. [i helped his wife move along with her two sons and two daughters. as of now we still keep in touch and he stated in his will that i am to be given the title of uncle of his kids should he pass at any time]
😢
that's completely devastating.. may your buddy rest in peace and be thought of everyday.
@@ssxnityy. thanks
R:I:P to your bro! 🙏 also love to you and his family, stay strong life is very tough so we gotta stay together ❤
Damn, I know that river too. Hope you’re doing good
"I'm 14 and this is deep."
I used to cry to these playlists. I used to want to die.
But now they bring me peace of mind when I’m at night and unsure of myself - the world can be a beautiful place. It is hard but if you keep watching you will see some flowers growing on the side of the road. I can see a storm through my window and the lightning is so beautiful.
Life doesn’t have to be ugly, it doesn’t have to be lonely the path is strewn with pitfalls but it is there
So happy for you man reading that put a smile on my face 😃
its currently 12:44 AM, and this is one of many nights i've found myself thinking about her. she was my first love, and also my favorite love. maybe thats because i set her as the new standard. but how could i not? nobody else ever had, has, or will make me feel that way. i pray that she and i cross paths, or that she would reach out to me. but that hasn't happened.
“just move on bro” says all my friends. i cant just move on. she’s the only thing i want. without her in my life, my heart is cold, my mind is numb and my body is lifeless.
perhaps im just stupid. perhaps im just too in love. maybe a combination
all i know is two years is a long ass time to get over someone.
😢
This is exactly how I feel. You aren’t alone bro. Keep your head up you got this man. I hope things between you and her work out.
>She was my first love
>She was my favorite
How the hell can you pick favorites when she's literally first and only. By proxy that makes her favorite and also least favorite, best and worst. See what I mean?
You'll get over yourself, time heals all wounds. Don't get into the trap of thinking "ohh she was the one"
If she was the one things would've worked out. I'm betting that next time you fall in love you'll call that one your favorite, and the time after that you'll call the next one your favorite, forgetting all about this
Stop crying. Get a grip.
dang bro, i though i had it bad. trust me, you WILL get over her as i have my past exs. you will find someone new even better than her. if Brooklyn ever finds this I wish her the best with Oscar.
The road to happiness is not a straight line. Sometimes you are required to move backwards in order to move forwards. The path winds and twists, and at points you won't know if you are truly going the right way. When you contemplate this, just start walking. You may not be confident in the way you are going, but one way or another you will make it to the end of the path, and you can look behind you to see how far you have truly came.
I had a crush in school a few months ago but semesters changed and I haven't seen her since. I still think about her and I've gotten to the point where it feels like I'm being pulled in two different directions, one is "move on, you'll find someone else" and the other is "keep reminiscing about her"
To anyone reading this little rant thanks for taking the time to do so, these thoughts have been bottled up in my head and this is one of the only times I've talked about it
All good, G
i know you'll never read this, but you're my everything conor. the way your laugh could light up my face rain or shine, the warmth of your body against mine, that god damn smile. something about you draws me in so effortlessly, and i would do anything to tell you how i really feel, even if you already know. i can tell that someday i am going to love you with all my heart, but for now we can be friends who want so desperately to be more. i hope you're safe out there, you're worth so much more than you give yourself credit for and you have no idea how much better my life is with you in it.
God bless you I hope you’re having an amazing day❤
God is our true Creator, He created all the things we know in the present and He still creates wonders in the present, He who watches us from above, He who is the Only One who can save us from the pits of hell will remain in us and will love even the evil ones that are cussing His Perfect Being, because there is time to change our paths and He loves us because we have the power in us we need to bow before Him before it is too late for us He is Jesus Christ who will risks all the other sheeps only to save one and will go throughout every single place to find the lost one, even in the darkest of places because He knows that God is with Him and when God is with Him Our Savior can do unimaginable things and impossible things are as easy to overcome for Him as breathing air, because Our Savior is with Our Father that is in the Heavens So this is the time to change, if we don't take action in the present, our future is doomed and there is always time to change until there isn't and that my friend, brother, stranger, whatever you want me to call you will be your last time on this planet we call Earth, who was created by the Only God we need to trust and who we need to love with all of our heart, soul, mind, and strength remember to turn to Him and to be with Him because i was evil in the past and did sin all day, my punishment for that was my anger, not controlling my actions and after Jesus Christ opened my eyes I started to see the truth, I was reborned, feeling more greater than ever before cause I could feel the Holy Spirit entering in me at that point, all the earthly things were pointless at the time when Jesus Christ was with me and guided me to the immortality that is in the Heavens. So repent, repent that your sins may be forgiven because God forgives all if we speak with Him, not to Him, to forgive us because we are nothing in the face of our God and we are nothing withouth Our Lord, in the name of Jesus Christ i will pray for you because He can do wonders, He can do the impossible and only He, remember that Only He can show us the way, can exterminate our temptations and deliver us from evil : for thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, for ever. Amen❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
Please don't say God followed by the D word ever again❤❤❤❤🙏❤🙏❤🙏🙏❤🙏❤🙏❤🙏❤🙏🙏❤🙏Love you all🙏❤🙏🙏❤🙏❤🙏🙏❤❤🙏❤🙏❤🙏❤
@@Child_Of_God_Our_LordGod Damnit
@@Creature---ikr bro had to go on the God shpeal
@@Child_Of_God_Our_Lordjust let people live in peace, sheesh
It’s 1:41am. And I know it’ll never be a thing between the two of us but I still sit here wondering. “Will you ever love me? Or am I wasting my time trying to see where we end up?”
SAMEEEEEEEE IM STAYING DEVOTED TO SOMEONE WHO PROBABLY WILL NEVER GIVE ME WHAT I WANT 😭
Real
This is probably the most relateable coment ive ever seen. Ive tried to convince myself i dont need her im fine being single but it never works. For years now ive been trying to lie to myself. I dont know how to stop feeling this pit. Im too self conscious to ask her our but im too lonely to go on for more years being alone.
@@earthtoeden8977 EXACTLY. Man I thought I was the only one!
@@DragoniGr real bro ☹️
3:08am - 22 years and nothing to show for it. Everyone I grew up with are off on their own journeys and starting families of their own while I sit in the background wondering where life went wrong while wondering what I'll do for the remainder of my time here alive. I've tried to communicate to people and have always felt like no one could understand me. They would agree with what I'm saying or try to relate but it never "felt" like they actually understood what I was trying to say or feel so I started self destructing. Alcohol was my go to for most of my teens since where I lived it was easy to get ahold of. I kept trying to find someone to love, to care about but it always ended in the same way either them pulling away with no explanation or being blamed for all of their problems and being beaten down until I couldn't take it anymore. Every day seems to feel like my last day as I struggle to find motivation to get up or do anything without remembering all of the pain I've endured from my own friends and family members dying or my finding my dog passed away on my bed when I woke up. I know everyone goes through their own struggles and I envy everyone who manages to beat their depression and makes something out of their lives to be remembered by and cherished. I wish I could say that I want to live but the truth is I'll probably be gone in a couple of weeks and wanted to share this because I feel like this might be the last time I actually try to open up and funny enough, it's on the internet surrounded by strangers I don't even know and that's okay because I know someone will read this and use this as an example to not become like me and better themselves.
Don't let my story dictate your actions or thoughts. YOU are better than me, no matter what you may think of yourself. If you think no one cares about you then please listen to the words I'm writing here because you matter to me and I'm sure as hell there is someone out there that cares for YOU and don't let them down by stooping down to my level. YOU can do this, I believe in YOU so get up and try to be the best person you can be and if you fail then keep trying until you physically can't try anymore cause I know YOU can do it and that's worth more than anything in the world.
Thank you
YOU can do it. Find something, anything at all. Talk to strangers, walk across the country, you can do anything you want to the only thing keeping you back is comparing yourself to others. YOU can do it.
Hey, are you still around?
@@currysoup2002 yeah! Do you need to talk?
Can't seem to forget him, it all seemed so genuine.
going through something similar.. I don’t understand it
right? its so confusing, you don't know what to do, u want to deny your ending of the relationship, you want to bawl your eyes but you can't because he hurt you so much.
@@coope-3537it'll make sense one day, have faith. 💕
@@ssxnityy. i set up a day to talk with him.. i really want to listen and forgive him but i dont know if i should
@@coope-3537 do you want to go back to him? do you still love him?? do you even know if he loves you back?
It hits hard when it's actually 2:15 and all I can do is think about what I could've done wrong, but what I did is all I am.
It’s OK you don’t have to worry what you did is not who you are right now if you’re reflecting on it and making different choices to better yourself, God bless you. I hope you’re having an amazing life!❤
Thinking how I messed it up 2am
you are not the problem, it's just you reflecting off the situation. its not your soul that has ruined your purpose, it was your choices, it may or may not be your fault but you have done ur best. 💕
Bro, same here. Idk why my best friend and my friends kicked me out of them and the dont want to talk me. Idk who i am, idk why i am here and idk what i did to deserve this. Idk why i still alive.
Day: Friday, August 16
Time 3:51am.
My thoughts are so dark that the only thing I think about is death and the only thing I feel is emptiness because of everything that is happening and has happened.
i miss her, we broke up today and its 2:08am i remember she was helping me get over someone and when i got over her i told her exactly "thank you i owe you one" i still remember and before we broke up i reminded her about the thing that i still owed her and she said "fine if this is the end then i want you to forget and move on from me" it hurts so much but its for the better because she's struggling with mental health problems as her relatives has recently passed. All those who are missing their special someone just know you'll get through it even though you'll think "damn should i text her?" or "when will i ever get a text from her?" dont worry you'll move on eventually.
She's always gonna remember you as the guy who left her at her lowest ;)
Or is it the other way around?
When her relatives died, she had to go through a messy breakup as well. Wonder how that's weighing on her conscious. Wonder if that weighs on yours
Either way why care about someone's mental health when you don't even know them anymore. Move on and forget. Honor her last request❤
i have been with my girlfriend for 1.5 year , we had some struggles but we went through them together and everything was great. One day she stopped talking to me and ignores my texts. it is 8th day since i last talked with her. I don't even know what happened
Such a funny little thing, love…
Allow me, if you will, to share in my thoughts with like minded fellows, joined in brief grief.
I have dealt with such an experience previously, about two weeks ago or so… we had been seeing each other for about two months, and our affection for one another had blossomed so that the passion we shared burned with a joy I hadn’t known for many summers and winters… however, the strain of her academics, her unstable emotions and family pressure drove her to end our relationship, or at least that’s what she told me over messages, briefly before we finished speaking altogether. I was left wondering what I had done wrong, or what else could I have done to prevent this outcome, I considered finding the answer to my enigma in the middle of the concrete floor, for it to bash my skull in with a flood of clarity, but alas, my cowardice begged me not to, and I obliged.
Not long after, out of sheer curiosity, I took a small tour of her social media, only to find a mocking post about my body, my hands to be specific… someone who claimed to love me, cherish me, and that would never leave me now publicly exposed her misshapen former relationship. I was no stranger to such public ridicule, just not from someone I held so close to my heart.
Such a funny thing, love… we all believe we deserve it because of the innate fact of our humanity, of the small heart we have that is waiting for its better half. I’m left to wonder, inside this small lair of mine of thoughts and madness, if our collective belief in love, in connection, serves the same purpose as our belief in God does, to provide some sort of comfort of faith, during uncertain times where logic is nowhere to be found and the maniacs are running the asylum? How groundbreaking would it be to find out that, fated love is no more a matter of fact than the almighty above? The people would fall into panic, and there would be no shortness of lives cut short. I suppose that, for the sake of sanity, it is best to leave this conniving thought as it was born, alone and unbothered.
Karma, worth, faith, belief… I know now that they are as vital to our survival as is the very food we eat and the trees that gift us the air we breathe, and to disturb that knowledge, that status quo, would be to sink an already troubled world into a decaying pit of sorrow.
If you’ve read all this, you have my sympathies and thanks, any comment or opinion is welcome for discussion. May we all rest, and have no good deed be punished.
Love prevails man. Just look at all the other people who you love and love you. That's way more than one person could ever do for you.. from one stranger to another - I hope you will see the love in your life. ❤
@@igi108have you heard back man? pls tell me you have😕
Actually I’m just dreaming to have a bf…
I always get lost in reading the stories of so many lives in the comments during these videos
I dont always have as much to tell, but the feelings are definitely the same
Wishing the best for every one who comes by, and myself.
I love things like this at night, but the excessive ads kill the vibe
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İ broke up with her. He cheated on me with 13 different guys each month. We've been raised together for 6 years and she just cheated on me. I hope y'all have a good day next time. Night night 😊
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Damn, I’ve been reading these comments for about an hour straight and it’s almost 2am. I’m thankful for all my family and friends have done and see how my life has been blessed. I’m also scared of the thought being left by, anyone. My girlfriend, family or friends. To all u reading this and to the ones who don’t see this, I love u and god loves u and u can get through the tough times no matter how bad it seems ❤ much love to y’all
It’s 12:22 and I’m thinking about myself in the next 5 years because I know what I’ll be 💪🔥💰
it’s 2:03 am and we just broke up 7 hours ago. i have absolutely no idea what to do now. he is all i can think about. what about the future we planned or the plans we had this month. no contact is actually really hard.
I hope you get better, kayla 💗
I felt that way too!!! For the first few weeks. Then it simmers out you know? You realise your friends are there, have always been there. You'll lean on them. You'll continue your hobbies, play whatever sports you may, watch shows and eventually it'll all be a fleeing memory. Seen as I'm pretty late to this chances are most of this is already happening or has happened! Isn't it sweet.
I miss him. I miss the way he made me feel. He made me the happiest girl alive and I messed it all up. I just want him to come back to me, to tell me how sorry he is and that he’ll never leave again. It’s probably just a wish but, I hope it comes true. I love you K, and I miss you so dearly.
@empty. I appreciate you making this, I hope you realize you’re bringing so many hurt people together and from here we can help lift each other. I believe everyone here is good and will have all they deserve one day. I don’t know any of you but if it means anything, I love you all
I am very grateful to the TH-cam algorithm for recommending this video. At 2 o'clock I couldn't control my tears. I don't know why I wanted to cry so much.
Jesus Christ loves you so much.
I always to tend imagine these romantic things between us that could possibly happen. I try my best to be the best that i can, not for anyone's reason but my own. I often fall into a hole when i feel unfilled or happy enough. But for some reason I feel good whenever we chat, it's a form of escapism for me. A chance to open up and fly for a few moments. honestly i need more of that. I wish i could just hold her in my arms under full moons and tell her how much her eyes ignites my love for her even more. Uh man, I don't know what to say, i can't help but feel this way. Ps if you're reading this, don't ever stop laughing and don't ever stop dancing. ❤
Yeah this used to happen to me and it was the only thing that was on my mind was just thinking about them. Unfortunately I couldn’t bring myself to accept it and I forced myself away. Now I’m just stuck here being forced to reminisce on what used to be between us.
i have been dating this girl for a month now, i even went to prom with her in a beautiful car, i bought her a cute bunny teddy on holiday and i got her white roses, we would cuddle all the time and kiss whenever she wanted to as i didn't want to make her feel uncomfortable, i didn't rush anything and i had felt as if my heart was full.... the day after my birthday i got a message, 4 paragraphs saying how she didn't wanna be in a relationship and how stuff never lasts at our age (16). I had 3 bottles of alcohol in my room, disaronno, vodka, and a cremey disaronno. I was playing a fun game called golf it with my best friends when she told me all of this, i wasn't too bothered as i was having so much fun. An hour passes and its 1am and all my friends get off, i look back at her messages and just stare while listening to music. The next hour i have downed a whole bottle of disaronno and half a vodka, i couldn't stop crying and just wanted her, i went out on a night walk and almost got hit by multiple cars, i found a bench and sat on it staring into the dark from 2am to 5am. I came back and just cried. She still talks to me but she doesn't really care about me anymore and everyday i can feel her drifting away. I just want her to love me...
I wish i had the words, or that i could tell you that it gets better. All i can say is that im really sorry. Sometimes it just hurts. I hope youre okay.
Hey bro, a couple of months ago my ex broke up with me too, I felt the exact same way brother, as someone that is now a couple of months down the track, it does get better, it may take way longer then you think or want it too but everything comes back to you and you were the way you were without her, I love you bro and I hope all is well, like always God bless!
She's right. Supplemented by the fact that you're no longer together; things don't last at your age. So grow a lil yeah? You'll do great champ 💪
Oh and, first stop is definitely your best friends. Gotta lean on people when we need to you know?
Its 1:52 am and ill tell my story so maybe ill feel better. I got my first girlfriend after 18 years of life about 4 months ago, then she flipped from this kind compassionate woman, to someone who wouldn't talk to me about anything, she was always sad and was making really bad purchases. A month went by and she was convinced she would never go back to how she was, and that she would always be this way, forever. Then she broke up with me so i wouldn't spend my time waiting for her. I never dated anybody for 18 years not because i couldn't, but because i was waiting for someone genuinely special. All of her friends are mine, and vice-versa, so now they all hangout with her more than me even though everyone including her agree that what she did was shitty and it feels like im being punished for it. I feel so empty and i cant stop thinking about her. I loved her more than everything, hell i still love her so much, even though we were only together for a month and a half before she changed. Its been 2 months, and i dont feel better. I miss her so much, i literally dont know what to do, i can't get over her and i dont ever feel better about it.
0:10 i think a piece of me will always love you. i miss our friendship, i miss us staying up all night and just talking while you smoked your marlboros. getting drunk with you and making out for hours. songs i abandoned because they remind me of us. i don’t know if you still think of me or if your happy with someone else. but i don’t think i’ll ever completely get over you. and i tried i swear i tried. you were the best guy i’ve ever known and i truly love you marca. ❤
It’s not 2 am where I’m at, but I currently feel lost, wandering in the abyss too afraid to face whatever is hiding in jt. I’m currently think of my ex which I ended things with her for her parents didn’t approve of me since I dropped out of college and decided to enlist, she wasn’t supportive but she wasn’t a bad girl at all.. 8 years. 8 freaking years that I threw away.. for what? For some sort of self respect for my dreams and admirations ?.. we had plans to get married asked her to marry me three times since she was always talking about it.. guess that was a red flag saying no or not yet three times. I’m 22 now and for reference we were friends for 3 yrs but acted like couple then officially dated for 5-6 yrs. It’s been 1 year since I ended things. And I feel empty alone and I can’t afford any other type of relationship. I don’t know what to do, I know I’m not supposed to have my life together at this age and I know others have it worse but I’m jealous of those who seem like they have it together. Jealous of the people that seem like they don’t have to try hard to get to were they are. Jealous and yet happy for them. GN
hey guys
stay safe. Dont hurt yourselves
for the boys who was wounded: it will heal. Dont look back. There is not that much time left for us to enjoy the moment. To enjoy the life.
I appreciate work of the person who created such great playlist, but guys, this music is good for sleep but not for thinking. It is melancolic/depressed, so probably the only feeling you will feel is just obsession. Turn on some bad ass rock, some electronic or whatever energizing. Smile through pain untill laughing became honest. It will help, you`ll see.
Sad feelings are trap. In our deep minds we like this feeling. We like to self-destroy. But dont feed the beast, because someday it will be so hungry that eventually it will eat you alive.
Overcome everything. You can, because i can too. There is incredible amount of good stuff outside. And incredible amount of people who is wondering of someone like you. You can do it. I believe it, so should you. Russian has a good phrase:
дорогу осилит идущий
Peace, brothers
Very true brother💯
I find some joy reading through these comments and for once feeling im truly not alone and there are others who feel the same
Its 3:13 am, and im thinking about how unlucky i have been my whole life, having an alcoholic dad that used to hit me and my lil bother (but he always apologised to my brother and never to me but ok), i got bullied in school for like 12 years, and talking about love... All the girls i was with end up cheating on me, no matter what, no matter if it was online, if it was irl, no matter, they always cheated.
I always give everything to everyone but no one do any single thing for me and i am tired, i am tired of feeling empty, i am tired of feeling like a big piece of sh*t just because i feel alone, not matter what i do, no matter how hard i try, i always end up... Alone
Remember that you don't have to give your 100% to anyone, and you get back every good thing you did to anyone.
I hope you feel better and life gets better for all of us.❤
I hope you find someone, friend or lover, to pull out of your loneliness so you can know what it means to be happy again. Best of luck to you friend
We're here
I'm suffering because I've found another girlfriend with whom I can't discuss things. And if the issues aren't discussed or resolved, I can't sleep. That's why I'm here. Tomorrow I'm forcing her to talk on the phone for real now and I pray that everything will go smoothly and we'll sort things out. If it doesn't happen like this, then a love that I thought would last forever will end again...
I just want to be happy. I just want to love and be loved. Why is this so difficult when everything has been working fine so far? Why do we need to change things and come up with new ideas when life is already hard enough, yet we make it too difficult. For a few months, everything was so easy and beautiful. Now I'm back in the deep pit, lonely, because I don't feel her love like before. Please pray for me, for us, that everything goes smoothly and we can discuss our problems. Thank you for reading and you must be a wonderful person too, I wish you all the best! Let's have a nice life! I'll be here! I'll keep you updated!❤
We broke up...
tbh, im not really thinking about someone. I realized, I overthink a lot about myself the most and especially about the past, which ruins my mental health
These playlists allow me to close my eyes and only for a couple of nights, they bless me with a glimpse into an ideal future, where ive settled down with the love of my life and on cold nights like this one, im a free man bound by no chains of the self, others, and fate. Allowed to freely navigate across the beautiful land as i ride on horseback below a blanket of the cozy night sky. I've opened my eyes and been brought back to the reality that the girl im so enamored with and we hit it off really well ever since we started dating, has become a bit distant to who knows what, but i reassured her that im always there for her when things become too much and im giving her the space she needs, because in life sometimes that what we all need, just a break from all the madness. This is simply just a redirection to that ideal future, life doesnt always go the way you want it to, but i wont let this get the better of me, Ill work tirelessly to achieve my dreams and passions, and you should too! To whoever may be reading this late at night, know that we strangers, family and friends alike, will always fight the good fight alongside you and never feel afraid to ask for help when you need it. May you all take care and have amazing days going forward 💗 💜
3:08 am it’s been almost 3 months and I still can’t help but think about her idk why but it keeps me up and knowing how much I dream about her doesn’t make it any easier waking up im doing ok I just think why or what if and if she still thinks about me does she have the same pain or had she moved past me already I want someone but ik im not ready I just wish it could all get better but I it will I’m slowly getting there I just need time for me to better myself and get closer to god
2:51AM
I still miss her. Doesn’t matter the amount of time passed. I just miss her.
It's 2 am. She is perfect, her smile , her laught, how she talk and look at me, everything is perfect about her. She is gentle and so sweet and beautiful. I feel something i can't explain, just seeing her makes me smile and happy but when i look at her then look at me i realize this can't work, she is too good for me and i think she never gonna feel this same. I known her for several years. Everything what i want is to see her happy, it doesn't matter if its with me or not. Sorry for my bad english. I from poland and im not very good at this language
I will talk to her soon about what I feel to her
She didn’t want me
Your English is actually pretty good
Boring 🥱
@@supreme.justice?
Hey man, good luck with her I just wanted to let you know
I can understand feeling as if you're not good enough, or that you won't be. I felt the same way about her. That she was just to good for me. But you've got to realize that that isn't true. Sometimes you've got to let go of you fears, of your worries. Do what you want. I guarantee you that when they think of you, she doesn't do it un such a negative way. They, too, respect you and appreciate you. Without a doubt
It’s 3:01am and I miss my dad so much. He passed away in a bad truck crash last year on Valentine’s Day. I remember that I didn’t have a valentine. Everyone around me was in a relationship accept for me. I told him that a few days before Valentine’s Day and he randomly showed up to my house with a teddy bear and a card. He took a break from work just to come see me and give me the teddy bear. I remember his words exactly. “Happy Valentine’s Day. I’ll be your valentines this year” I was so happy. We talked about going to go see the c0canine bear movie and he was so excited that I wanted to see it with him lol. I told myself: “take a picture with him you know what I’ll take it next time he comes”. That day never came. I took a nap and a hour or so later his co worker knocked on my front door to tell me and my sister the bad news. I remember my heart beating so fast, felt like I had a lump in my throat too and I couldn’t breathe. Not a day goes by where I don’t miss my dad. He motivated me to start loosing weight. So far I’ve lost about 40 pounds and I know that he’d be so proud of me if he was still here. Everytime I think about giving up on something and quitting at life I think of him. He wouldn’t want me to so I’ll stay. For my dad I’ll stay. I love you dad so much. Rest in peace❤️
Simple misunderstanding...
A fucking misunderstanding, which was my fault. She wanted to take a break bc i was getting distant bc the relationship got so serious and i cant possibly mess anything up if im not there to mess it up at all right ? right...
She wanted a break and i thought she meant break up, 4 years go by i hit her up tell her that im sorry things didnt work out and that i miss her and she tells me that she just wanted to take a break for like a month...
A simple misunderstanding 🤦🏻♂️
GOD FUCKING DAMNIT I LOVED HER, i still love her, AND I CAN NEVER GET HER BACK AND ITS ALL my FUCKING fault 😣😮💨
FUCK MAN 🤬😖
And my current gf is in a mental hospital for god knows how long bc lifes been treating her like shit so she tried to commit...
And now shes gone too...
How long? Will she remember me? What if she decides to move on when she gets out? What if she cant take it and commits in the hospital? What if, what if, what if, WHAT FUCKING IF??? HUH, WHAT IF?!
EVERYTHING I EVER LOVE GETS RIPPED AWAY IN THE FUCKING END, NO MATTER WHAT I DO. I ASK FOR HELP AND DONT GET. I TRY TO LOVE AND MOST OF THE TIME I GET CHEATED ON LIKE OUT OF ALL 8, 6 OUT OF 8 FUCKING CHEATED. WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THAT HUH? IM LOYAL, IM ATTRACTIVE, IM STRONG, IM ALWAYS THERE, I CARE SO MUCH THAT I FORGET TO CARE FOR MYSELF, SO WHY DID THEY FUCKING CHEAT? NOT TO MENTION THE S.A. THAT MY FUCKING COUSIN PUT ME THROUGH FOR A WHOLE DAMN YEARRRRRRRRR AND A HALF!!!, AND LOSING MY DAD TO HEROIN, AND PRISON, AND I GAVE HIM MY NUMBER BUT HE WONT CALL ME LIKE HE SAID HE WOULD, WHAT ?? DID HE FUCKING DIE OR SOMETHING?! AND THEN THERES MY ACTUALLY DEAD OLDER BROTHER WHOLE WOULD BE 22 TODAY, i miss you bro, ive made it to 18, you proud of me man? I hope so...
And dont EVEN GET ME STARTING ON THE MULTIPLE DIFFERENT OLDER MEN ENTERING MY LIFE [ moms bf's ] THEY MAY BE HUMAN, HELL 1'S THE FATHER OF MY STEP SISTER IONA [ who i would give my life for bc i love her so damn much and it feels like shes the only person who TRULY loves me and shes only 2 years old ] BUT HE SURE AS HELL AINT MY FATHER AND I FUCKING HATE HIM!!!!!!!!
And now im fucking crying man...
Im fucking crying and i have no one to hold or comfort me bc in the end i lose everyone...
Happy ending? Nah im trying fam but i clearly aint getting that shit.
I hope to GOD that if the army takes me in theres just someone, ANYONE there who's truly loyal, FUCK ANYONE IN GENERAL BC IM SURE AS HELL LOOKING BUT I AINT FINDING SHIT, and i stg every single goddamn day no matter what it is im doing suicide tries to work itself in somehow no matter how much i enjoy what im doing for example: Man i sure do love driving, damn shame if i had a head on with an 18 wheeler, im trying so hard to resist the urge but every single day it just gets stronger and stronger AND I SWEAR TO GOD...
...im gonna break soon...
😓😣😖😭
I just want everything to be okay
I wish I could make things better for you. You’re not alone, I’m praying for your heart..
I understand how you feel! You are loved by nature and small things like your animals and big things like god. You’re meant to be where you are wanted and maybe the universe is telling you to look somewhere else. I’ve just turned 19 and all I can say is it gets harder but think of it as a test to see if you can be rewarded with what you want the most. True love
I miss my mom 😔, she's dead the 23 oct, 2021.... I love U.
Stay strong buddy 😢❤.
I'm sorry for your lost
3:40 am, July 29, my grandma just passed a few days ago, I’ll never forget all the conversations we had when she’d drive me to MMA class as a kid. Can’t wait to see her in Heaven one day.
Want to feel literally anything. Been numb for months. Miss my ex, can’t cry about it but I can’t get over her either. Work is beyond draining. I miss being a kid. All my friends left for college and I’m just alone, bored. Work. Home. Every single day. I hate it. I want to wind back two years when I just started dating her. I wish I didn’t have to end it. I wish I could call her right now and tell her how much I miss her, how numb I feel all the time. Wish my life was anything other than it is. I’d be okay with feeling sad. It’s better than feeling nothing
5:43 Mi amor, se q no vas a estar leyendo esto, ni se porque lo escribo.
Estoy tan feliz de tenerte a mi lado, estoy feliz de q me ames, estoy feliz de amarte.
Te quiero agradecer por todo lo q hiciste y por todo lo que intentas hacer por mi. Se que tengo mal humor, mal caracter, un poco agresiva, pero algo q quiero q sepas es q siempre te voy a amar como nunca ame a nadie y se q sos el unico q me demostro un amor sincero.
Son las 12:06 AM, estamos en llamada, estas durmiendo. Es triste no estar a tu lado y extrañarte cada dia mas. Odio q estes en otro continente, odio pensar q faltan meses o hasta años para poder vernos. Se q deseas verme, y te juro q yo deseo verte tambien. Ojala que esto nunca acabe, sos mi todo, y que el tiempo, la distancia, las inseguridades, nunca nos hagan terminar. Somos mucho mas fuertes que todo eso, te amo demasiado, sos mi todo y nunca voy a poder parar de decirte cuanto te amo.
Odio ser celosa, y tengo miedo de q eso acabe nuestra relacion, tengo miedo de cagarla, pero se q alfun dia vamos a poder solucionar las cosas cara a cara, como siempre deseamos, mi lindo amor.
No se como explicar todo lo q me haces sentir. Sos tan lindo, tan carismatico, comprensivo, bonito, hermoso, precioso, divertido, de buen corazon, bueno expresandose. Sos todo lo q esta bien en este mundo. Te mereces la tierra entera, gracias poe ayudarme cada dia a ser mejor. Somos jovenes, tenemos muchos sueños, y ojala q esto nunca termine. Te amo demasiado mi lindo amor.
Mi querido hombre, te amo, espero el dia de vernos mas de lo q te esperas. Sos mi todo, daria mi alma por vos. Te amo, te amo demasiado.
Ya veo nuestro futuro, hijos, una casa, experiencias, un dia bailando, una noche juntos tomados de la mano, caminando por la ciudad, comprando nuestro primer auto, y saber q vos ves lo mismo q yo, saber q los dos nos vemos en nuestros futuros me hace muy feliz. Sos todo lo q necesito y hasta mas. Te amo, y nunca me voy a cansad de decírtelo, de decirte lo mucho que tr amo, y lo mucho q me harias falta si un dia ya no estas mas. Un dia sin escuchar tu hermosa voz, sin ver tu cara, sin hablarte, sin nada. No podria, te amo vida mia.
Amor mio, nunca te olvides de lo mucho que tr amo, y nunca te olvides q nunca vas a estar solo si yo estoy viva.
Gracias por hacerme acordar lo q valgo, nunca pense encontrar a alfuien tan lindo, ysi algun dia terminamos, q sepas q sos el amor de mi vida, y q siempre lo vas a ser.
Te amo mi lindo chico.
se q tal vez no lleguemos a ser nada en algun futuro, pero en este prsente sos lo mas importante q tengo, te amo, me salvaste, se q no pareciera, pero haces q todos mis dias q son un infierno mejoren, q todo el tiempo q estoy mal, de la nada, mejore todo con tus palabras, con tu calidez.
No se q seria sin vos, te amo tanto.
Si alguien esta leyendo esto, quiero q sepa q amo demasiado a este hombre, se q tal vez te re chupe un huevo (JAJAJA)
Pero q si estas pasando x un momento de distancia, o inseguridades, hablalo con tu pareja, si no podes hablarlo con tu pareja hablalo conmigo (Instagram: itsdona81) tengo 16 años, y estoy dispuesta a escuchar a todo el mundo q necesite ayuda.
Pero de verdad, amigo, amiga, si de verdad amas a ese hombre o esa mujer, seguí luchando, juntos, q nada los detenga, si esa persona es la correcta, va a estar ahi, en las buenas y en las malas, si no, va a llegar alguien mejor.
No se presionen, amense, todo va a salir bien, ysi sale mal, acuerdense de sus mejores momentos juntos.
Gracias por leer
it was hard, but im finally thinking about my girlfriend. im not hung up on someone who didnt feel the same, im listening to this with my beatiful girlfriend laying nect to me. It gets better, the night is always darkest before the dawn.
I remind that situation, when i got 2 breakdowns on the exam on history. I've got really worried, question was really hard. I stared to worry moe and more until i actually got a breakdown. Then after that, my classmates started to bully me and after that, i've got a 2nd breakdown. And when actually my brain was almost completely disabled, my other classmate came to me after an exam (it was last lesson) and we talked about this problem. She gave me some tips to avoid that sh@t. After that i've finally got to be a normal person. I'll never forget her... And she's the only classmate, that i can trust anything. I've even helping her with homework almost every day. Being that nice in a class, filled with bullies is really rare. God bless her and save her, if something dangerous will affect to her. I'll return my help back. And yeah, she had lots of problems too, just like me. She has many heart problems and she's really vulnerable to heart cancer (pls don't do this) and i have massive problems with my nerves and psycho system. If i am angry, i can kill someone. So that's why i need to stay calm. If you want to know her name, her name is Angelina. Now we are very addicted to each other, just like friendship. And when my cat died, she also felt that pain like me. True friends with many problems. I am moving to 8th grade and i hope to be next to each other to be calm. I've had this, but we both got scared of each other, so we didn't talked to each other. But i also helped her, when she had headache (it's active, when she's scared of our class). I've even risked my life to an real death in school, because when i wanted to help her, my blood was starting to be more painful, because my blood oxygen was at 82% (critical amount to death). Now after that pain and suffering that we went, can we be next to each other in 8th grade. I hope it can be real. Love her as a friend, and i hope she'll be good :)
All the best to you and Angelina ❤
I wish I could just stay in my head, listening to this. It’s the only thing keeping me company at night…
Lost her 4 years ago still can't move on. She was like an angle any pain sorrow it would all disappear with just her smile. I can never enjoy anything cause everything else is nothing compared to her. How do i accept the fact she is gone? I can still feel her embrace.
yeah i'm thinking about that mother#!$*__ who didin't pay me....
i haven’t been able to get good rest since our fight and she’s distanced herself from me and i’ve come to the realization that i may not get to talk or see her again. she’s been in my dreams ever since, i wake up early from my sleep to check my phone in hopes of getting a message from her. nothing but there’s hope im clinging on day by day that i’ll get a second chance with her. i miss her
Try saying sorry, apologize to her,while you still have contact with her,if you can talk to her say sorry,I hope things get better between the both of you.
Same shit happening to me
talk to her no matter how much she ignores you, this will prove your love that you don't want her gone. if she doesn't prove she loves you by leaving you on delivered while online or just seen, you may have to face the undeniable truth, clinging onto her may seem a good idea but it'll hurt more once she leaves, may God be with you.
@@TBL_ I hope you can speak to her about it..
edit: i broke up with him and we talked about it and apparently he’s been feeling the same way for a while but he was gunna wait till school started
i’m going through the same thing kinda with me and my bf we’ve been together for a little over 2 months and when we first started dating we would constantly text and ft but now we barely talk to each other today was the first time where we haven’t spoken and it’s scary to me cause i’ve fallen so in love with him even tho it hasn’t been that long idk what to do at this point
also any time we do “talk” it turns into an argument 2 nights ago we got into a huge argument and last night we started kinda arguing about dying (my little sister is in therapy for wanting to unalive herself) and he made a joke about harming himself and i took it the wrong way but he says he didn’t mean it like that and idk how to feel or what to do
1:54 am….. i js found out my boyfriend who i have been dating since 6th grade cheated on me knowing full well i cant do anything because im 2300 miles away for college. I loved him for so long and i cant belive he would do that. His sister sent me pictures in his other private story of them…… im currently typing this, dried tears on my face and achey red eyes. I feel trapped just me and our dog in my dorm. Oh crap i never thought about what will happen to our dog golden retriever marlo. I dont know what to do. I dont want him to take her she is all i have now….. please i need advice. ❤
Im 2 weeks late and I might offend or you might think im heartless but to be honest, i think it's time to let him go. This is the sign that he is not for you and that he isn't someone that can fully commit to a relationship. You'll just end up being in a sadder state if you continue to think about him or trying to get him back. i know it's very hard but just try and try to forget about him and trust me you'll be in a happier state soon and maybe you can even find someone that can truly love you and fully commit to a relationship with
God bless your heart and soul ❤🙏
@@Lowly7021 thank you, i did leave him but at the cost of our dog. He took her and all i can hope for is that his new girlfriemd treats her right. He came to get her this morning. I miss her so much
@@Totally.not.Jocelyn it's for the best that you left him and although i feel bad that he had to take the dog i hope they take good care of the dog, and finally i hope you take good care of yourself because that's the most important thing
that you can do in life :)
So sorry to hear :/ I echo Lowly’s sentiment, as easy as it is to say but hard as it is to do, it’s best to move on from him. Give yourself plenty of time to process this, it’s totally normal to be in an emotional state following something so traumatic. It will be difficult, but be sure to call on friends and family members if you need them, you won’t have to deal with this alone!
Surround yourself with those you love, keep doing the things you enjoy doing. In time, you’ll certainly feel better ❤
1:37AM
It’s been 5 months since my best friend ghosted and vanished on me. They never let me know why. They just stopped reaching out and responding. I still miss and care about them. The pain doesn’t hurt so bad anymore, but I still can’t get them out of my mind. I’ll never forget the memories, but it’s sad knowing I’ll never be able to create more with them.
Whatever reason they gave up on you, don’t worry too much about it. I’m sure you did nothing wrong, and if you did, it’s fine, we all make mistakes. Take care of yourself, and, if you have a religion, pray for your friend. If not, than just hope for the best for them. I know it might sound harsh, but, maybe this friend just wasn’t right for you, and you have to let go, find other people who might be even better ❤
being literally addicted to someone you love so much you can't even explain it really hits different . I currently became suddenly really close to someone where in the first I only considered them as a friend but now , the destiny made all my problems go away because of how much happiness that guy gives me , in this moment I really can't imagine my life without him
Having just one person giving a meaning to your life is so refreshing after strugling for so long. She is asleep, far away from me, but i can sense her presence that bond is priceless, hope ya'll will have a bright future, life is good never give up
@@shadowkrystall9783 Soo real, especially that before he came , I just felt empty, sad and quit depressed because of the gigantic amount of exams n' the pressure to be so worried about it that I literally became so lazy for 3-4 weeks straight and only kinda started studying the day before my finals. But hoppefully , that guy just came and boom , I never was so happy in my entire life , so much so that I can't go a day without talking to him for at least an hour and I am in the same case as you are ! we too may be quite far away from each other yet, I don't know if he feels the same but I feel always that connection , as if he is already by my side right now Thank youuu !! I hope you too will have a wonderful future with them !!
It’s 3:52 am for me currently. Laying in bed, listening to this calm ambience, staring at my dark ceiling. With the wind from my fan and the sounds of it swaying back and forth, I wonder, how could I have done things differently ? Not to mention, my first love real interest, whom which was also a dear childhood friend of mine, is celebrating her birthday today. I thought about everything that happened between us over the years, and everything up until now. Despite us not seeing each other in person since well before I graduated highschool, nor have we stayed in contact due to the pandemic and other circumstances, I miss her. I miss the connection we had. I feel as if I messed it up because I wanted more, even though it wasn’t perfect what we had. It was enough, but at the time I didn’t realize it. I chased after her for so long and seen her get her feelings hurt too many times on my hands to count, and it just bothered me so fucking much. For the longest time I wondered why I couldn’t be with her. I feel I know why, for a variety of reasons of course. But it still bothers me so much, to the point of insanity some times when I think about it too hard. Despite not thinking about it for so long.. it still makes me wonder what life would have been like, what journeys we could have went on, experiences we could have shared, and so much more. I yearned for this person for so long, and now I barely think about her anymore. I don’t know if I’m fucked up, or what. Idk man… (4:00 am by the time I finished this, didn’t expect to go so long, but my mind just kept working, and my fingers kept moving. Despite this, I wish everyone a lovely night, love to all ❤️)
This is a healthy reminder to everyone who reads this. No one has it all together. It's easy to think that there's a right way to live life, but there isn't.
The best that any of us can do is try. Keep trying even when you don't know what to do.
Loss hurts, and everyone loses once in a while. Pick yourself when you fall, please...
i love u for this
2:29 and I’m thinking about the one who is thinking of me but belongs to another in this life
REAL
It's been almost 2 months and I still can't forget the time when we communicated. Even though we didn't get to see each other because she moved to another city, I am still incredibly grateful to fate and God that I met her. She changed me, she was the only one who could do it. She helped me to overcome my difficulties, to rethink, in a sense, my life, my actions, and I helped her in return. It was like she was a warm ray of light into my dark, cold room. I hope she still remembers me and is doing well. I don't know if we'll ever meet again, but I'm looking forward to it. Even though I know it's just a selfish wish that will never come true. Maybe I should forget her and move on, but I can't. I can't forget that feeling when someone needs you, when your attention doesn't go nowhere, when a person genuinely likes to talk to you and spend time with you, I want to feel it again, but I'm afraid that when I open up to someone again, that person will leave just like she did, leaving only an emptiness inside me, only a hole that I prepared for mutual warmth. The news that she likes another guy, with whom she has spent much less time than with me, hurt me especially badly. When we said goodbye, I couldn't hold back the tears. I realized that she was leaving not just because she had moved away, but because she had found a boyfriend and I was no longer needed, I would no longer be able to be near her, I would no longer be able to share all my feelings with her, I would no longer be able to hear her voice, I would no longer be able to see her.
It's kind of like my soul cry. Calm, peaceful. I read some of the comments and realize that I shouldn't be killing myself about it at all, because my situation is nothing compared to theirs. So... I hope everything works out great for you guys. And know you are never alone, there are always those who care about you, just look around and realize how much life is beautiful and full of colors. Peace!
it’s 5am and no one is thinking about me
You saw the red flags and you knew better. But she was so pretty, so kind and caring. She did for you what you had always done for others. She was beautifully damaged and broken. You tried to love her, to show her she wasn't stupid, fat or anything all the other people in her life told her she was. But you just weren't enough. Now you need to walk away, for good this time. Love and respect yourself enough to KNOW that you deserve better. Even though you still love her, it's what you need to do.
Cant stop thinking about the fact we are taking a break for 2 years but im willing to wait for him no matter what because i love him so much
I can't stop thinking about you, and we're supposed to be just friends, but I can't stop thinking about the hugs you give me, the little kisses in my forehead, how you touch my face with your soft hands, how you look at me so attentively while I talk, when we are in silent and we just look at each other enjoying each other's company, when you slide your hands through my hair, when I lie on your chest or you on mine, I can't stop thinking about how you try to warm my hands with yours when I'm nervous, And I don't know how to look at you any other way because you make it so difficult. I love you so much and I just hope that life allows me to stay around you for a long time, even if we cant be more than just friends.
Just arrived home at 10 pm from a day out with my partner. no sadness, no negativity, no nothing. all i can think about is them. their fingers interlaced with mine. their gentle touch. their adorable face. their funny and witty personality. everything. i love them. i love them so, *so* inconceivably much, and i hope everyone here can feel that from their partners, friends, or family. you all deserve happiness, whether you think you do or not. everything is going to be okay. as someone who used to regularly self harm and even attempted suicide a few times, it gets better. trust me. i know it hurts, and i know it feels hopeless, but there is a light at the end of the tunnel. you are loved.
I have just made the biggest ever thing in my life and told my friend about all the things i have been keeping to myself for years. I can not describe how happy i am to finally walk towards being straight forward, honest with people and to accept myself in the way that i am. This is surely the best and the biggest day of my life, and i might even call it the first one, even though the rest heavily depends on what i do further. I do not know why i am writing this, but if you are reading this just know that the best thing you can do in your life is to talk to other people and i really wish myself to understand that heavily
I have such a hard time opening up. I'm a women and I know people will react to it better then if I was a man but I still can't bring myself to do it.
00:30 Chère Suzanne,
je fais partie des personnes chanceuses qui ont réussi à récupérer la personne dont ils aimaient malgré des erreurs. C’est la première fois que j’écris pour une personne mais tu en vaut la peine même si tu ne verras jamais ce message. Alors pourquoi, ce texte ? Je ne sais pas … Je pense que j’en ai besoin. Ça fait 1 mois que t’es partie rejoindre tes parents pour profiter de l’été avec eux et tu me manques déjà terriblement. Tu me rends heureux, on se ressemble tellement sur notre humour, sur nous goûts musicaux. En parlant de goût musicaux, mes meilleurs souvenirs sont avec toi lorsqu’on dansait chez toi tard le soir après avoir manger un repas cuisiné avec les moyens du bord et une bouteille de vin choisis avec précaution à la supérette au bout de ta rue. Je me sens si seul sans toi, ça en devient presque de l’attachement obsessionnel. J’aimerais que tu saches que je veux ton bien comme personne ne pourrait l’envisager. Tu es si douce, si gentille, si intelligente, si naturelle que cela m’inquiète. Je m’inquiète de ne pas retrouver quelqu’un comme toi un jour, si par malheur nous ne sommes plus ensemble dans l’avenir. Forte heureusement, je sens ton désir de rester avec moi et mon désir d’être avec toi est encore plus profond. Merci d’être toi même et merci pour ta sincérité Suzanne.
Théo
a love story i will never understand
whatever happens, mr. theo, i hope you are happy. please be happy for all of us who are reading. we care about you
J'espère te rejoindre dans ce club très fermé des gens qui ont eu cette chance.
Je doute que cela me soit permis, mais je l'espère si fort
Genuine question for those who can't sleep yet: Do you miss that special person? Or do you miss the way they made you feel?
dude... TH-cam Algorithm makes me chills whenever It's 3 am.
1:35 AM, thinking about my ex. It’s been months since we split up, I broke up with her. I miss her every day in my life. She’s the one, she saved my life. I desperately need her in my life.
Why did you break up with her if she is the one?