I had flashbacks all month long with glimpses of the experience. It was far too ego shattering to remember instantly after the experience. Shot through hyperspace to the void where the white light (GOD) engulfed me & encompassed everything THAT IS. We truly come from the stars, we all do. EVERYTHING is 1. EVERYTHING is interconnected with love.
Omg I am getting major chills reading your comment sitting waiting for my oil change. It's been a week now for me and I get flashbacks all the time. My experience was horrifying!
Thanks Alice. Great video. The audio levels seem quiet, idk how to make them louder but it could help people enjoy your content more if it is louder. I had my volume all the way up. Thanks for sharing your experience. I appreciate what you do.
Thank you so much for letting us know. The background noise was quiet high, so we needed to cut out some of the sound which made the overall sound level quieter. For our next videos we have better equipment, so this shouldn't happen anymore. Thanks so much! Alice
Super interesting account and beautifully expressed. Very much brought me back to my experience with pure synthetic 5-MeO. For me it was union with Divine Consciousness. It was indescribable love and bliss. I am particularly intrigued by your post-experience dream. I also can’t remember part of my journey and have always been curious what happened both inwardly and outwardly. My ego dissolved completely, within 15-20 seconds. As it happened, I was already out of body, looking down at myself in mirror symmetry. I saw my face shatter like a reflection in rippling water and then dissolve, and I exploded and imploded into the cosmos at warp speed. At that point I can’t say what happened until I regained some sense of self and found myself in transcendent union with all of Creation. I’d love to know what happened in between. Thanks for sharing! Cheers!
you have such a soothing and easy going tone of voice. thank you for sharing your experience. i'm about to try bufo alvarius in a week and a half and your story was very honest and i found it very helpful so thank you for that. hope you are doing well! i thought to myself multiple times while listening to you talk, "this woman is love." so just wanted to remind you of that :)
Your are the second Bufo experience video I' have watched. Your story gives me hope and makes certain what I will and desire to experience my first time with Bufo. You inspire so many! I love your everything sister
It's good to hear that your fear didn't get in the way of the experience Alice. I had a really nasty trip on shrooms when I was young and that is something I would not want to repeat! Bad trips are made worse (or created by?) resistance by the ego fighting the fear but maybe, like you say, the sapito is so strong it leaves less opportunity for the mind to fight against it and screw things up?!
Yes really bad trips are worsen by the resistance of the ego, but even if you dont resist you will likely fell very unpleasant feelings in a psychedelic experience, it is part of the healing though.
Hi Dustin, thanks for sharing your experience! It's true that this medicine is not for everyone, as it is really intense and can really crack a person open.
A black rolling smoke , like burning tires , rolled from my left and when it came halfway across my vision I collapsed . I began to moan and then to yell my head off . I yelled from a place from deep inside me. I grabbed onto one of the Shamans as tightly as I could so that I would stay in this realm . Only did it once . Terrifying . I believe I saw "hell" . But ..... I'm glad I did it . But yes , terrifying .
Really ? Curious to know if you saw the pitch black curling smoke at some point ? Mine started with it . Several other people did it in subsequent days and seemed to almost enjoy it . I'm actually not sure ( even though I said differently ) that I'm glad I did it . Thanks !
@@lisacolbert5987 mine started with pitch blackness but more like space and some distant star matter. I didn't see any smoke. I smoked mine which is different than snorting it.. I've read.
Would you be able to advise on how to prepare physically and mentally for that experience? Many people say ‘just have an open heart’ but it doesn’t seem to be enough for such a powerful experience. I feel like it could help you heal as much as harm you if used inappropriately Thank you x
What a sweet girl/soul. Seems like shes a Pisces zodiac. I'm crushing on her. I love this channel BTW the inner child guided meditation really helped me. 🙏🏼
Hi Vern, thanks for your lovely comment. Alice is actually a cancer zodiac, so you were close :-) You must have felt the water energy. Love that you love out channel and that the inner child guided meditation helped you!
At my house the Arizona desert at nite time when the monsoon is active in July and August Bufo Alvarius is all over the place eating bugs and mating. Last summer I had 7 on my patio after leaving the light on all nite which attract bugs. They have looked at me and said "would you like to ride me?"....No.
Can you please tell me why any soul would want to incarnate into a body in a family in which abuse takes place. This is what I don't understand about any of it.
I'd say the dark void represented my deepest fears and the light represented love. We could also say it's the two main forces of the universe that I encountered.
Would it be possible to know if there's any way to research for a reliable place in Europe to have an experience like this? I'm waiting for suggestions from a very small youtuber that has a channel similar to this one but seems to be leaning a bit more on the spiritual side of substances, as soon as he can he will give me indications for places in Italy, although he cannot literally tell me names or addresses or anything, but I'm willing to travel abroad if need be (not soon I guess anyway)
Hi Dan, we currently do not have a recommendation for a Bufo Alvarius shaman. The place where we did it in the Netherlands, sadly does not organize ceremonies anymore.
I like DMT i love 5-meO-DMT but, 5-meO-DMT is not DMT. The diffence is in the body the heart the organs 5-meO-DMT could actually kill you for this reason. Easy to overdose aswell 100mg doesn't seem like much untill you dont feel a Heartbeat anymore Just a vibration. If i have to be honest, if youve done DMT you're experienced with you can always do it if you dont have this experience please dont Just do this. It feels like you're about to die quite litterly. DMT is a lot easier to handle.
I think this is not something from God, as we are inclined to believe. And then we’re all trying again o find a way to say we’re sick of some trauma or something. God is Love, and through sticking close to Him is everything going to be ok, no matter what you’ve been through. I even go further to say that through this things you reach a “place” where many spirits and not great ones live. We have to be sober, that’s our natural state of being! Even when you drink, don’t drink until you’re out of it, you never know who you welcomed in in the meantime! Be sober and keep your soul home on this earth - the human body, as clean as possible. If you want something more “supra-natural” but in a good way, I advise you join a Divine Lithurgy. It’s free, and available for everyone 🙏 Peace & Love be upon you! 🤍
The peak expression of a 5-MeO-DMT journey is in my estimation the most sacred, profound and beautiful experience humanly possible. It is transcendent union with God, Divine Consciousness, Creation, Source… whatever language one prefers. I believe this sacrament takes us to the same place we go in the death of our physical being. Also worth noting that this molecule is produced endogenously in the human body.
Thanks a lot for your comment. I don't think you would have been able to see what was going on in my experience from the outside. You would have just seen someone screaming and moving without knowing what was happening in the experience... :-)
In find videos of the ceremonies themselves rather uninteresting, as there is often little to no relation to anything people go through internally and what they take away from the experience.
J M. I have seen hundreds of people take the medicine in the last 4 years. I’ve seen all sorts of strange this but mostly I see people leave their bodies and lay still until they come back to their body. What the audience witnesses is insignificant compared to what the journeyer experiences. It is much Much more interesting to Listen to the experience than to watch it 😊. Take the trip then you’ll understand
@@innershiftinstitute How do you know the frog is unharmed? How can you understand the frog's subjective experience to the extraction? Doubtful it's never been studied. I'm 100% for the psychedelic experience , but at the expense of another living creature? Not so sure.
I had flashbacks all month long with glimpses of the experience. It was far too ego shattering to remember instantly after the experience. Shot through hyperspace to the void where the white light (GOD) engulfed me & encompassed everything THAT IS. We truly come from the stars, we all do. EVERYTHING is 1. EVERYTHING is interconnected with love.
Thank you so much for sharing your incredible experience!
Omg I am getting major chills reading your comment sitting waiting for my oil change. It's been a week now for me and I get flashbacks all the time. My experience was horrifying!
I just extracted bufo in Florida, i want to do it but really nervous to do so
@@alexjones358 you can vomit on bufo, be sure to have a sitter to watch your body while you are gone.
white light ? of cause it was GOD, who else could it be???
Thanks Alice. Great video. The audio levels seem quiet, idk how to make them louder but it could help people enjoy your content more if it is louder. I had my volume all the way up. Thanks for sharing your experience. I appreciate what you do.
Thank you so much for letting us know. The background noise was quiet high, so we needed to cut out some of the sound which made the overall sound level quieter. For our next videos we have better equipment, so this shouldn't happen anymore. Thanks so much!
Alice
If you want to get some 5 meo dmt i recommend this site they send to me in california
facebook.com/5MeoDmtDelDesierto
Super interesting account and beautifully expressed. Very much brought me back to my experience with pure synthetic 5-MeO. For me it was union with Divine Consciousness. It was indescribable love and bliss. I am particularly intrigued by your post-experience dream. I also can’t remember part of my journey and have always been curious what happened both inwardly and outwardly. My ego dissolved completely, within 15-20 seconds. As it happened, I was already out of body, looking down at myself in mirror symmetry. I saw my face shatter like a reflection in rippling water and then dissolve, and I exploded and imploded into the cosmos at warp speed. At that point I can’t say what happened until I regained some sense of self and found myself in transcendent union with all of Creation. I’d love to know what happened in between.
Thanks for sharing! Cheers!
Beautiful!
🙏🏼✨♾💖🕉✨🙏🏼
Wow! Im nervous as hell to do what i have
you have such a soothing and easy going tone of voice. thank you for sharing your experience. i'm about to try bufo alvarius in a week and a half and your story was very honest and i found it very helpful so thank you for that. hope you are doing well! i thought to myself multiple times while listening to you talk, "this woman is love." so just wanted to remind you of that :)
I am reading through comments and info on bufo toad. I wanted to follow up and see how your experience went?
Your are the second Bufo experience video I' have watched. Your story gives me hope and makes certain what I will and desire to experience my first time with Bufo. You inspire so many! I love your everything sister
Thank you so much Leah!
Thanks for sharing sister! God is real and sometimes we need to let go of everything and heal
Toad's thinking, how come I never feel this good?
😂😂😂
Or maybe it feels very often and we dont have a clue how good it is to be a toad LOL
That’s a really funny remark. Xx
It's good to hear that your fear didn't get in the way of the experience Alice. I had a really nasty trip on shrooms when I was young and that is something I would not want to repeat! Bad trips are made worse (or created by?) resistance by the ego fighting the fear but maybe, like you say, the sapito is so strong it leaves less opportunity for the mind to fight against it and screw things up?!
Yes really bad trips are worsen by the resistance of the ego, but even if you dont resist you will likely fell very unpleasant feelings in a psychedelic experience, it is part of the healing though.
I did the Buford experience and it had such effects that I will never do it again. It's like a near death experience.
Hi Dustin, thanks for sharing your experience! It's true that this medicine is not for everyone, as it is really intense and can really crack a person open.
Thanks for your video.
You're very welcome, I hope you found it useful and informative!
A black rolling smoke , like burning tires , rolled from my left and when it came halfway across my vision I collapsed . I began to moan and then to yell my head off . I yelled from a place from deep inside me. I grabbed onto one of the Shamans as tightly as I could so that I would stay in this realm . Only did it once . Terrifying . I believe I saw "hell" . But ..... I'm glad I did it . But yes , terrifying .
Same girl . Same omfg
Really ? Curious to know if you saw the pitch black curling smoke at some point ? Mine started with it . Several other people did it in subsequent days and seemed to almost enjoy it . I'm actually not sure ( even though I said differently ) that I'm glad I did it . Thanks !
@@lisacolbert5987 mine started with pitch blackness but more like space and some distant star matter. I didn't see any smoke. I smoked mine which is different than snorting it.. I've read.
I went to that place, and then it showed me my future.
Thank you for the reminder that you and I are the same
Thank you Danny :-)
If you want to get some 5 meo dmt i recommend this site they send to me in california
facebook.com/5MeoDmtDelDesierto
Would you be able to advise on how to prepare physically and mentally for that experience? Many people say ‘just have an open heart’ but it doesn’t seem to be enough for such a powerful experience. I feel like it could help you heal as much as harm you if used inappropriately
Thank you x
Absolutely! Its important to prepare for such an experience. You can sign up here for a free preparation course: www.awholenewhigh.com/free-gifts/
Interesting I had the same challenge on Ayahuasca. It felt like being alone and helpless.
What a sweet girl/soul. Seems like shes a Pisces zodiac. I'm crushing on her. I love this channel BTW the inner child guided meditation really helped me. 🙏🏼
Hi Vern, thanks for your lovely comment. Alice is actually a cancer zodiac, so you were close :-) You must have felt the water energy. Love that you love out channel and that the inner child guided meditation helped you!
Thank you for sharing your story
At my house the Arizona desert at nite time when the monsoon is active in July and August Bufo Alvarius is all over the place eating bugs and mating. Last summer I had 7 on my patio after leaving the light on all nite which attract bugs. They have looked at me and said "would you like to ride me?"....No.
Sound is wild low
Can you please tell me why any soul would want to incarnate into a body in a family in which abuse takes place. This is what I don't understand about any of it.
To suffer his past life bad karma
@@abdulrashid-iy8lt You know what I don't think any being deserves to grow up being sexualy abused. So I just don't agree.
@@hordebucket8971 you are very kind loving person.you can follow my Instagram to know your all spiritual answers
There is a difference between pain and suffering. Pain just is, suffering is the story we tell ourselves about the pain.
Please fix sound, thanks
Great video. Thank you!
You have a wonderful spirit!
Sound is very low
i wish the audio was better
Thanks for sharing. Good info
Thank you Alex
volume is to low
Volume too low...
Alice, have you had any further toad/5meo experience(s) after this?
Folks, I am planning for Bufo retreat. But it’s quite expensive, almost more than $10K. Is that reasonable? Or there are cheaper options?
Definitely a lot cheaper all over MX, beware of those that are about making $ not about healing people.
What do you think the message of the dark void was? or do you think it were our awareness goes when we our "mind/Ego"dies
I'd say the dark void represented my deepest fears and the light represented love. We could also say it's the two main forces of the universe that I encountered.
Thank you for sharing 💚
Thank you 🙂
Would it be possible to know if there's any way to research for a reliable place in Europe to have an experience like this? I'm waiting for suggestions from a very small youtuber that has a channel similar to this one but seems to be leaning a bit more on the spiritual side of substances, as soon as he can he will give me indications for places in Italy, although he cannot literally tell me names or addresses or anything, but I'm willing to travel abroad if need be (not soon I guess anyway)
I had my experience in the Netherlands with a Mexican shaman. Email me and I will let you know. Inspire@awholenewhigh.com
Thank you for sharing.
Thank you Jahmeela
Gracias
Gracias too!
Where can I visit to have the best experience?
Hi Dan, we currently do not have a recommendation for a Bufo Alvarius shaman. The place where we did it in the Netherlands, sadly does not organize ceremonies anymore.
With my speaker volume turned up so much I should be able to wake up my neighbour 1 mile down the street... Why am I not hearing anything?
It's just bad audio in the recording. Nothing wrong with your speakers homie :-)
I like DMT i love 5-meO-DMT but, 5-meO-DMT is not DMT.
The diffence is in the body the heart the organs 5-meO-DMT could actually kill you for this reason.
Easy to overdose aswell 100mg doesn't seem like much untill you dont feel a Heartbeat anymore Just a vibration.
If i have to be honest, if youve done DMT you're experienced with you can always do it if you dont have this experience please dont Just do this. It feels like you're about to die quite litterly.
DMT is a lot easier to handle.
Has to be one comment to take me back to fear. Fuck.
Can’t hear a word you’re saying
thank you for the feedback
So she got two for one deal
haha exactly
I think this is not something from God, as we are inclined to believe. And then we’re all trying again o find a way to say we’re sick of some trauma or something. God is Love, and through sticking close to Him is everything going to be ok, no matter what you’ve been through.
I even go further to say that through this things you reach a “place” where many spirits and not great ones live. We have to be sober, that’s our natural state of being! Even when you drink, don’t drink until you’re out of it, you never know who you welcomed in in the meantime!
Be sober and keep your soul home on this earth - the human body, as clean as possible.
If you want something more “supra-natural” but in a good way, I advise you join a Divine Lithurgy. It’s free, and available for everyone 🙏 Peace & Love be upon you!
🤍
The peak expression of a 5-MeO-DMT journey is in my estimation the most sacred, profound and beautiful experience humanly possible. It is transcendent union with God, Divine Consciousness, Creation, Source… whatever language one prefers. I believe this sacrament takes us to the same place we go in the death of our physical being. Also worth noting that this molecule is produced endogenously in the human body.
That nothingness is called the VOID.
Who the fook is the scuba diver holding your microphone at the start of the video 🤣
Video or it didnt happen
Looking good bb 👌
Nobody ever wants to do it again
Some people to it twice or three times, I know of a few.
Wrong
Why didnt you just record the experience as it happened? Kinda weird to make a 12 min video of just explaining it.
Thanks a lot for your comment. I don't think you would have been able to see what was going on in my experience from the outside. You would have just seen someone screaming and moving without knowing what was happening in the experience... :-)
It’s not “weird” at all... Its weird that you would take time out of your life to make such an odd critique.
Really not weird at all. You gain and learn nothing from watching someone take it when in most cases the person just looks like they’re asleep.
In find videos of the ceremonies themselves rather uninteresting, as there is often little to no relation to anything people go through internally and what they take away from the experience.
J M. I have seen hundreds of people take the medicine in the last 4 years. I’ve seen all sorts of strange this but mostly I see people leave their bodies and lay still until they come back to their body. What the audience witnesses is insignificant compared to what the journeyer experiences. It is much Much more interesting to Listen to the experience than to watch it 😊. Take the trip then you’ll understand
Killing a beautiful creature for a psychedelic journey..so useless and poor
The toad isn't harmed in the extraction of the venom.
@@innershiftinstitute How do you know the frog is unharmed? How can you understand the frog's subjective experience to the extraction? Doubtful it's never been studied. I'm 100% for the psychedelic experience , but at the expense of another living creature? Not so sure.
@@FourMileFox Oh no, maybe we are hurting the toad's feelings.
@@MrYahya0101 I suggest 5 dried grams of Psilocybin to help you with your ego issue.
Four Mile Fox - Pure 5-MeO is synthesized from melatonin and every bit as mind blowing as Bufo toad secretion.