Anorexia Recovery: Inpatient Treatment, Painful Unexpected Changes

I never in my life thought I’d be making this video. In between reactions, I wanted to share an update on my anorexia recovery journey, including having to go to an inpatient treatment program, and dealing with some unexpected changes and major losses when it comes to treatment access/recovery support.
The video gives more context/detail, but for now, please know I refuse to stop fighting. Even when I think I want to, I won’t. I’m so sick of this disorder running and ruining life for me, for Roger, for our life together.
This is my only option at this point, and it’s hard not to feel like I’ve failed, when in reality, I’ve been failed by the treatment system/establishment.
I have fought so hard, and despite unexpectedly losing my outpatient team, and feeling very lost and shaken as a result, I will keep fighting, even when I struggle to see the light.
I’m so grateful for you. Please, be gentle with yourselves and your souls. This world needs you.💕
I’ll you when I see you. I may not have a timeline, but rest assured, I’ll be back. And I so look forward to that day. God bless.
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