heather by conan gray but it’s even sadder (one hour version)

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  • @bn7647
    @bn7647 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21184

    Reasons why you should stay alive.
    1. We would miss you.
    2. It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you.
    3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow.
    4. There's so much you would miss out on doing.
    5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there.
    6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself.
    7. You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise.
    8. You are amazing.
    9. A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better.
    10. What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? You can't do them when you're dead.
    11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive.
    12. You won't be able to listen to music if you die.
    13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about.
    14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me.
    15. You're preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born.
    16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died?
    17. You're gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect.
    18. Think about your favourite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again...
    19. You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day
    20. Listening to incredibly loud music
    21. Being alive is just really good.
    22. Not being alive is really bad.
    23. Finding your soulmate.
    24. Red pandas
    25. Going to diners at three in the morning.
    26. Really soft pillows.
    27. Eating pizza in New York City.
    28. Proving people wrong with your success.
    29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life.
    30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can.
    31. Being able to help other people.
    32. Bonfires.
    33. Sitting on rooftops.
    34. Seeing every single country in the world.
    35. Going on roadtrips.
    36. You might win the lottery someday.
    37. Listening to music on a record player.
    38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower.
    39. Taking really cool pictures.
    40. Literally meeting thousands of new people.
    41. Hearing crazy stories.
    42. Telling crazy stories.
    43. Eating ice cream on a hot day.
    44. Talking bad about people that deserve it to your best friend and ranting all day
    45. Travelling to another planet someday.
    46. Having an underwater house.
    47. Randomly running into your hero on the street.
    48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel.
    49. Trampolines.
    50. Think about your favourite movie, you'll never watch it again.
    51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke,
    52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more.
    53. People do care.
    54. Treehouses
    55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse
    55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees
    56. I don't even know you and I love you.
    57. I don't even know you and I care about you.
    58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness!
    59. You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor.
    60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS!
    61. Starbucks.
    62. Hugs.
    63. Stargazing.
    64. You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is.
    65. You've changed somebody's life.
    66. Now you could change the world.
    67. You will meet the person that's perfect for you.
    68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you.
    69. You have the chance to save somebody's life.
    70. If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things.
    71. Making snow angels.
    72. Making snowmen.
    73. Snowball fights.
    74. Life is what you make of it.
    75. Everybody has a talent.
    76. Laughing until you cry.
    77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy.
    78. The world would not be the same if you didn't exist.
    79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down
    80. Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive.
    81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero.
    82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.
    83. One day your smile will be real.
    84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day.
    85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds.
    86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends.
    87. Eating crazy food.
    88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one.
    89. Sleeping in all day.
    90. Creating something you're proud of.
    91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn't commit
    92. Being able to meet your Internet friends.
    93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate
    94. The new season of Sherlock
    95. Cuddling under the stars.
    96. Being stupid in public because you just can.
    97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile?
    98. being able to hug that one person you havent seen in years
    99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this.
    100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally anything could happen

    • @thefatratperiodt-6223
      @thefatratperiodt-6223 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1829

      Thank youso much.. you can't even begin to understand how much I needed this.. everything's been so confusing and scary with foster care and losing my big brother to suicide and I've been thinking about ending it but this makes me rethink everything,how much my family would miss me,how sad my mother would be when she finds out I'm gone.thank you..

    • @alyssameczkowska3089
      @alyssameczkowska3089 4 ปีที่แล้ว +521

      Thank you.

    • @liisellillemagi5491
      @liisellillemagi5491 4 ปีที่แล้ว +692

      this comment is wayyyyy too underrated

    • @taina9820
      @taina9820 4 ปีที่แล้ว +442

      You don’t even know how much this helped. I’ll think about all of these reasons every time

    • @leah9636
      @leah9636 4 ปีที่แล้ว +228

      thank uuuu🥺🥺

  • @mxisoo
    @mxisoo 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5168

    “she’s got you mesmerized”
    “while I 𝗱𝗶𝗲...”
    damn that hits hard.

    • @gabynavarro2350
      @gabynavarro2350 4 ปีที่แล้ว +64

      i saw this comment RIGHT as that part came on

    • @cojecrnac
      @cojecrnac 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      @@gabynavarro2350 i- me too-

    • @vintxqe6714
      @vintxqe6714 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Yes it hits really hard you do t know how hard I cried hearing this song

    • @Absolutelynotnope2663
      @Absolutelynotnope2663 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      That always reminds me of how I am to my crush.

    • @shinyanon7839
      @shinyanon7839 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      😐

  • @thatgirlsarah8820
    @thatgirlsarah8820 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5915

    I feel spoiled rn, like we get this masterpiece for a whole ass hour

    • @Grace-wz2fs
      @Grace-wz2fs 4 ปีที่แล้ว +50

      i have been listening to it on repeat for 3 hours

    • @kennadyfulton8534
      @kennadyfulton8534 4 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      hey, i love u just the way you are. lifes gonna get better, i promise, if you ever need anyone to talk to im here for you, my discord is kenna#5436, and if not i just want you to know it WILL get better. 🥺🤍

    • @blondesky7851
      @blondesky7851 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@kennadyfulton8534 it never does for me sadly :D

    • @zaire8750
      @zaire8750 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      blondesky same bro i have a chronic illness

    • @candiejos1292
      @candiejos1292 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Imagine if it was 10 hours...

  • @livinlikelarry2862
    @livinlikelarry2862 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20663

    ah yes now I can cry myself to sleep without having to hit replay 😌

    • @neekotaku5635
      @neekotaku5635 4 ปีที่แล้ว +518

      I felt that on a molecular level~

    • @carissaharasym8331
      @carissaharasym8331 4 ปีที่แล้ว +193

      Same here dude

    • @nataliepollock4386
      @nataliepollock4386 4 ปีที่แล้ว +93

      Same

    • @iljakalenkamp7248
      @iljakalenkamp7248 4 ปีที่แล้ว +199

      a little tip: if you're listening on your laptop you can choose loop. in this way the song will automatically start over. and you can make a playlist. but thesis obviously also very good, but not every amazing song has this.

    • @marsissuperswag9678
      @marsissuperswag9678 4 ปีที่แล้ว +222

      you're saying it takes you less than a hour to fall asleep?

  • @Mother-hobbit
    @Mother-hobbit 3 ปีที่แล้ว +774

    Conan: she’s an angel... I’ll just return her to heaven 🔪🔪🔪

  • @lex_xx8817
    @lex_xx8817 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1801

    Nobody:
    FBI Agent: Damn how long this dude gonna cry over this guy?

  • @affevction9794
    @affevction9794 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4511

    The people that disliked hit the dislike button on accident because they were crying or they were Heathers

  • @kaorimiyazono8263
    @kaorimiyazono8263 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3795

    It sucks when ‘heather’ is your best friend...

    • @vgillingham
      @vgillingham 4 ปีที่แล้ว +92

      Yea I felt that but just know that one day you’ll be somebodies heather

    • @valeriqqk
      @valeriqqk 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Same...

    • @laischen7436
      @laischen7436 4 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      Yeah...

    • @parkerrrrrrrrrrrr
      @parkerrrrrrrrrrrr 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      yep :(

    • @alyviaolson7574
      @alyviaolson7574 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Sienna Galopin I know and it hurts to know

  • @user-ny5vf4hz6e
    @user-ny5vf4hz6e 3 ปีที่แล้ว +184

    it's still funny to me that some strangers on internet is the most relatable person to you

    • @yohelpineedausername5908
      @yohelpineedausername5908 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Still funny that internet ppl care more than ur own parents do

    • @hamzehhseino7938
      @hamzehhseino7938 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@yohelpineedausername5908 finally found someone to relate to. But im really sorry really really sorry im so miserable and pathetic ghat I can’t help you I really really do mean to help if i can because im going through what you are going through. No, actually im not anywhere near what you are going through

  • @tesserractt
    @tesserractt 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1483

    The dislikes include Heather, and the company’s workers that made the sweater - because apparently it’s just polyester

    • @avagannon1504
      @avagannon1504 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      lol and me pp itch

    • @jayreddin2.0
      @jayreddin2.0 4 ปีที่แล้ว +43

      heather is nice though she would never dislike, it’s her friends who would

    • @真冬上野山
      @真冬上野山 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @@jayreddin2.0 he kinda wish she were dead so...

    • @madeleinedamaryan3026
      @madeleinedamaryan3026 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      LOL

    • @deseuryderia
      @deseuryderia 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      the dislikes are Veronica's lmaoo

  • @toes9555
    @toes9555 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1465

    the saddest part of life is when the person who gave you the best memories becomes a memory-

  • @kacey3903
    @kacey3903 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2240

    I need to cry but I can’t feel anything so here I am lmao.

    • @valeriemiranda6626
      @valeriemiranda6626 4 ปีที่แล้ว +46

      me on the other hand, i can’t stop crying

    • @lizzy5688
      @lizzy5688 4 ปีที่แล้ว +57

      same, the feeling of nothing is the worst feeling ever, if you needa talk i'm here okay? don't suffer in silence :(.

    • @chloenemeth8006
      @chloenemeth8006 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Yumekos sugar daddy same, I feel empty where I can’t cry, but know your not alone, here if u need to talk

    • @AnaLuisa-eb4lf
      @AnaLuisa-eb4lf 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same lol

    • @gwenwilliams3848
      @gwenwilliams3848 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      same i can feel everything but i can’t seem to cry and it’s anniying

  • @queendilara1474
    @queendilara1474 3 ปีที่แล้ว +311

    Everyone: Depressed and have a Heather around them
    Me: Depressed, doesn't have a crush or Heather but love the song so much.

  • @-river-3378
    @-river-3378 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4050

    pov: you’re new at your school, and it’s your first day of 8th grade. you walk in and start spotting all the cuties, and one of them just happens to be in your first class, science. you are partnered with them, and they smile and introduce themself. you start working on the assignment, sorting the different galaxies in space. you point down to a galaxy in your textbook, “is this it?” you ask. they move your hand to the other side of the page, “*that’s* it.” you look up and see them smiling while a you get a couple of looks from other girls. later that day you see him again, and before you know it you’re really good friends, maybe even more than that. he’s taught you how to play baseball, his favorite sport, and COD on his Xbox. one week, you start to notice he’s taking interest in a new girl, Heather. she was so sweet to you the whole year so you had nothing against her, except the fact that she was with the one you thought was yours. as the weeks go by, you stop getting texts from them and over the summer you begin to loose the sound of their voice and their obnoxious laugh. you remember everything you guys did and can’t help but miss them. but they were with someone they loved now, and you had to move on. things wouldn’t be the same without them, but it was time to move on. a tear fell out of your eye and before you knew it you were trying to hide the million others streaming down your face. you tasted the saltiness of the tears, like your heart. suddenly, you hear a knock on the study hall door, as it’s the first day of school again. you wipe the tears from your face and open the door. before you is standing a new kid, who just so happens to look kinda like them. their face goes red. “uh hey! where’s the science classroom?” you stood in shock while your eyes wandered away from their face. remembering your presence, you responded. “oh! it’s down the hall and to the left.” they responded, but you couldn’t hear what they said over the thoughts in your head. you couldn’t get your heart broken again, it was too risky. you didn’t want to shatter yourself but you were also miserable alone, so both routes lead to a dead end. the bell rang, snapping you back into reality. your next class was science, just like last year. your eyes began to burn, but you didn’t feel anything any more, you were too broken. you walked out of the study hall room and heard a familiar laugh, but not the one you wanted to hear. it was heather’s laugh, and right behind her laugh came his. the same one you remembered. you walked past the pair as the pain got worse and worse. taking a left, you saw the lookalike again. he was standing in front of the classroom even though the door was wide open. “hey,” you said, “you good?” he responded almost immediately. “yeah, fine, thanks,” then walked into the classroom without a word. *what was up with him?* you wondered. -after class- science class was pretty easy, just like all the other days. you could take the advanced class, but your parents didn’t care enough to spend the money on the AP course you were offered. you lived in a small town, and all you ever wanted to do was leave. once you could get a job, you’d work and save your money to run away and have a better life, you just had to find someone to do it with. all your friends loved the town, but you didn’t. you had plans with your life, you wanted to do great things that weren’t accomplishable in that place. the only good memories you had in that town were the ones you made with him, but that was the past, and this is the future. one half of you wanted to leave without any people, you wouldn’t have to expect anything of anyone so you would never be disappointed. “you awake?” mr. clarke said while he waved his hand in front of my face. “oh yeah, just thinking.” mr clarke was the closest thing i had to family. he was the guidance counselor and he was only the best. and to be honest, he’s part of the reason i’m alive. “come to my office, i can tell something’s up.” i walked over to the office that had a certain warmth to it. the bookshelves were a burgundy color that matched his velvet chair and the lamp on his dark wooden desk was an antique. i sat down across from him as he took a seat in his throne. “so, what’s up?” (i will keep writing later, hope you enjoyed the extended version!). NOT CONTINUATION OF THE STORY: so i’ve been making comments, and somebody told me that it may help to just edit this, and i can’t believe i never thought of that 🤦‍♀️. anyways, i just want to say thank you guys for all the support. i made this story thinking it’d get 2 likes, one of them being me, haha. i can’t believe people are actually invested and interested in the story that i wrote, it really makes me so happy that i can reach this many people with one simple story i’ve written. i love you guys! (p.s., i will continue my story once i get the time, i’ve been thinking of some extensions to the it!) love u guys! 😊💕

    • @nichole3973
      @nichole3973 4 ปีที่แล้ว +824

      dude write a book. thanks.

    • @barkbarkgrrr4265
      @barkbarkgrrr4265 4 ปีที่แล้ว +505

      i love it, you should definitely right a book and I would seriously read it

    • @-river-3378
      @-river-3378 4 ปีที่แล้ว +265

      awww! thank you guys!

    • @elysialeh
      @elysialeh 4 ปีที่แล้ว +345

      pls move this on to wattpad, i’ll totally read it

    • @krisjenner0000
      @krisjenner0000 4 ปีที่แล้ว +205

      OMG I LOVE THIS SO SO MUCH PLS PLS PLSSSSS WRITE IT ON WATTPAD

  • @_elius
    @_elius 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3059

    everyone here is talking about how they were second choice but i wasn’t even an option :(
    edit: wow i’ve never had this many likes on a comment lol. i expected no one to see it

    • @feiyunnchoy5856
      @feiyunnchoy5856 4 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      this one really hits home for me

    • @lizaudy2905
      @lizaudy2905 4 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      I was just the friend of heather

    • @allyssa9459
      @allyssa9459 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      you arent and never alone remember that! If no one has said that to you then i'll tell you!! and also no one has ever liked me before, while my friend gets everyone. So i completely understand just know im here. :)

    • @nevershoutemma3637
      @nevershoutemma3637 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      shit that one hit hard :(

    • @victoria-cj6dx
      @victoria-cj6dx 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      holy shit never thought it could be so relatable, im not part of the story, or any story at all

  • @cutecatswithhats
    @cutecatswithhats 4 ปีที่แล้ว +687

    just because im the funny friend doesn't mean i dont have feelings

    • @nagalingamjegathas5941
      @nagalingamjegathas5941 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      im that same person here,
      but i am not funny.

    • @dearchanie
      @dearchanie 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Yeah you feel things too we understand , take care of yourself and have a good day 😊

    • @dra.w9657
      @dra.w9657 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      i don't have friends
      they were all fake :)

    • @-airymations-8967
      @-airymations-8967 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      just because I’m always laughing and acting like I have the perfect life doesn’t mean I’m happy

    • @ariolagranola9113
      @ariolagranola9113 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      felt

  • @cranjismcbasketball615
    @cranjismcbasketball615 4 ปีที่แล้ว +640

    “You can’t have light on light, and you can’t have dark on dark. You have to have a little bit of both.”
    -Bob Ross
    edit: i'm back having a mental breakdown lol
    edit: two days later, back having another mental breakdown :/

    • @aaryhanasingh
      @aaryhanasingh 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      thanks bob ross

    • @rea9627
      @rea9627 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      He was talking about painting and we all know thet. I know you were trying to make a cute quote and all that but unfortunately he's just a painter. Isn't Bob Ross a painter I might be wrong lol.

    • @strawberrybonbon5943
      @strawberrybonbon5943 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@rea9627 true but you can apply this logic to more things in your life than just painting :)

    • @user-he2kj1ed3c
      @user-he2kj1ed3c 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@rea9627 Bob Ross was a very inspiring person and painter. Some believe that there were deeper meanings behind the words he spoke, he seemed like such a happy guy and brought light upon people. Even if you see these words as just technical painting meanings, others see them in a light as something to keep going on. so in conclusion, telling somebody that the words that were spoken arent meaningful in a hopeful sense can make you be seen as somehow who wants to tear others down, or just someone who doesnt use their imagination. Of course I dont believe that's the case! You might have been genuinely curious, even with in my words I could be seen as a hypocrite. But, they see it as something to believe in and to inspire others, which makes the words deep within itself and seen as something to live by. I suggest looking at words in this light! Even if it comes from nothing, a sentence can become something beautiful and words can create symphonies.

    • @errorwastaken5263
      @errorwastaken5263 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      :3 ty

  • @deftonesluvr
    @deftonesluvr 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2318

    update: i’m now more ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑏𝑟𝑜𝑘𝑒𝑛 and 𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙡𝙮

    • @denjisbff
      @denjisbff 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      me too :(

    • @ursulacumper3145
      @ursulacumper3145 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      same

    • @viviana3805
      @viviana3805 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      ah yes me too

    • @kennadyfulton8534
      @kennadyfulton8534 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      hey, i love u just the way you are. lifes gonna get better, i promise, if you ever need anyone to talk to im here for you, my discord is kenna#5436, and if not i just want you to know it WILL get better. 🥺🤍

    • @eviemyers1549
      @eviemyers1549 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      keep your head up babe I love you💕

  • @alanatwilite5971
    @alanatwilite5971 4 ปีที่แล้ว +595

    Are you ever just at that point where you’re out of tears? You’ve been hurt so much that you just can’t cry anymore. And you want to but it just doesn’t come out. That’s me right now.

    • @pattihunt1607
      @pattihunt1607 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      me all the time

    • @zinlou4167
      @zinlou4167 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      It hurts badly but days will pass and you'll be able to cry again

    • @kaethsa5001
      @kaethsa5001 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Nooooo don’t cry idk what your going through but I KNOW your heather. You make soo many people happy your gorgeous, stunning and perfect in ever way. I’m here for you

    • @kailey88
      @kailey88 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      when you get that numb

    • @juliana-sy6pv
      @juliana-sy6pv 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      rn only like 2 come out sometimes but i just wanna cry so much to where i cant open my eyes in the morning i love crying

  • @laur_saur
    @laur_saur 4 ปีที่แล้ว +629

    THESE COMMENTS ARE REALLY MAKING ME SOB

  • @kaseyfierst7342
    @kaseyfierst7342 4 ปีที่แล้ว +135

    I had my chance, he was single, he didn't care that I'm nonbinary. I wasted my chance, he's so happy with his girlfriend. I'm so glad he's in love, no matter how much it hurts me. I want him to be happy.

    • @dinosuarbob6936
      @dinosuarbob6936 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      don't forget to try to be happy as well

    • @ysjms6467
      @ysjms6467 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I really feel like this is going to happen to me too in the future ..Im really insecure and I don't know anymore...

    • @esmehsailor9263
      @esmehsailor9263 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You will fine the one sometime in your life when the time is right

  • @everyoneluvsgigi6559
    @everyoneluvsgigi6559 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1334

    “I’m not even half as pretty” it’s hard when you can relate so much.

    • @suadhagood911
      @suadhagood911 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      that parts makes me cry everytime.

    • @jayvy6018
      @jayvy6018 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      That part had me tear up

    • @arianajosiah6318
      @arianajosiah6318 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      your not half as pretty cause you are 10 times prettier ✨

    • @lylagoodrich2645
      @lylagoodrich2645 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      YASSS GIRL

    • @lylagoodrich2645
      @lylagoodrich2645 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      But then again you pretty in every way ☺

  • @L_kid2
    @L_kid2 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1041

    What hurts the most is that I know I’ll never be “Heather” I’m always the second choice. And it’s okay I’m starting to accept that it’s okay.

    • @jimenaalfaro2470
      @jimenaalfaro2470 4 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      i cant accept it.

    • @ryleecote
      @ryleecote 4 ปีที่แล้ว +48

      If you're the second choice, they dont deserve you. One day you'll find someone who puts you above everything else. You will be heather, it just takes time, trust me. Stay strong😁❤

    • @keisha1019
      @keisha1019 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Keep your head up, your tiara is falling

    • @ryleecote
      @ryleecote 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @Maddy Hernandez have you tried talking to her about it? maybe she'll try to get you with him or hint that you like him. if not, try to move on. if your crush doesnt realize how this is affecting you, then you need someone else. goodluck bb

    • @vicfuentesmom9203
      @vicfuentesmom9203 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Jimena Alfaro what hurts is that im not even a choice 😹😹

  • @juicyballsack8611
    @juicyballsack8611 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5280

    Me: *crying myself to sleep*
    Ad: “try pizza lays today🤠”

  • @yoshi_mila772
    @yoshi_mila772 4 ปีที่แล้ว +154

    It’s crazy how we want something or someone so bad, that we care so much about and they choose someone who is better then us in so many ways 🥺 like Im not the prettiest or bravest, at times I’m too clingy and to talkative but I promise I can be quiet. I can continue to be okay even tho I’m not, I can be someone I’m not. I can smile and still be dying on the inside. And if you don’t want me just like everyone else then I can disappear and I promise you’ll never see me in this world anymore 🥺

    • @ellawilkinson5952
      @ellawilkinson5952 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Aw don’t disappear, we would miss you so much more than you think we would. I know how you feel but I PROMISE it’s gets better I know everyone says that but I really promise pinkie promise. Don’t change yourself cause you don’t feel like someone would like you because if you have to change yourself for someone they ARE NOT worth it trust me. I hope you have a good day. And keep your head up high because if not people won’t be able to see how truly beautiful you are inside and out :)

    • @clarissefaulkner3849
      @clarissefaulkner3849 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@ellawilkinson5952 OMG you made me cry😢God bless you God bless you!

    • @lenablack988
      @lenablack988 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Honestly same

    • @jasmineh9631
      @jasmineh9631 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Theres always something at the end of a rainbow. Even if you dont think it's that special. Just imagine it's you. Its unique in it's own way, something you dont see everyday and something you'd remember and go "hey that's cool" you are amazing in your own way. Dont let anyone or anything stop you.

  • @giovannaw0
    @giovannaw0 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9576

    me crying to this at 1 am thinking about my crush and staring at the roof so the demon in my room knows im the main character

    • @kennadyfulton8534
      @kennadyfulton8534 4 ปีที่แล้ว +134

      hey, i love u just the way you are. lifes gonna get better, i promise, if you ever need anyone to talk to im here for you, my discord is kenna#5436, and if not i just want you to know it WILL get better. 🥺🤍

    • @eclipse8579
      @eclipse8579 4 ปีที่แล้ว +150

      LMFAO you are the main charecter 💞

    • @reagan5565
      @reagan5565 4 ปีที่แล้ว +55

      It’s 4 am for me rn

    • @ellishanadira9246
      @ellishanadira9246 4 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      Main character lmaooo

    • @sugamama1085
      @sugamama1085 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      giovanna omg are me 2.O like girl your me

  • @kaira1553
    @kaira1553 4 ปีที่แล้ว +831

    its funny how I listened to this song as I was texting him, butterflies in my stomach and smiling like a freak. a couple of months later, here I am listening to this over and over again because I just wasn't good enough, bawling my eyes out and heartbroken. the power of a song.

    • @sandysophia6188
      @sandysophia6188 4 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      You got this mamas, he is not worth your beautiful soul and looks. Never ever forget that okay?🥺

    • @vnrdlc
      @vnrdlc 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      let me just tell you. based off your profile picture i just know you’re STUNNING. Keep your head up queen

    • @vishwajoshi17
      @vishwajoshi17 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      He doesn't deserve you. You are far too good for him. It'll hurt for a while...... Be strong...... There are many things to do in live than to cling to someone who doesn't value you. You lost nobody, but he lost someone who could love him entirely the way he was for the eternity. Keep your head up princess before the crown falls...... you will be a queen one day

    • @avocado5818
      @avocado5818 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Repeat after me: he doesn't deserve me!

    • @colebrice3712
      @colebrice3712 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same

  • @vee9326
    @vee9326 3 ปีที่แล้ว +121

    this hits different when your sitting in the bathroom crying thinking about every single one of your problems

    • @w0lfie..x-.x
      @w0lfie..x-.x 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Me rn with the door open around my family in my bed with nothing but this song and the loud ass fan

    • @waitwhat8753
      @waitwhat8753 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Why's this relatable but I'm sitting on my couch with my kitten in my lap

  • @mayamoo291
    @mayamoo291 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3701

    everyone here is heartbroken and i’m crying because we ran out of eggs

    • @katalinabingham1861
      @katalinabingham1861 4 ปีที่แล้ว +183

      what

    • @qwertywowee2580
      @qwertywowee2580 4 ปีที่แล้ว +385

      I was in the middle of crying but then I saw your comment-

    • @DopplerEffect14
      @DopplerEffect14 4 ปีที่แล้ว +211

      fuckin nailed it marlene

    • @pissyjen
      @pissyjen 4 ปีที่แล้ว +217

      i hope you get more eggs

    • @mayafey4441
      @mayafey4441 4 ปีที่แล้ว +134

      i love the eggs inside my body

  • @Jess-xu5gl
    @Jess-xu5gl 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2506

    Song: you're not even half as prett-
    The sudden ad: Try free prints today! Get easy prints, FOR FREE!
    Me: 👁️👄👁️

    • @bluberro
      @bluberro 4 ปีที่แล้ว +98

      i was just crying then it popped 😭

    • @skyeyeri9718
      @skyeyeri9718 4 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      OH MY GOD HAHAHAHA

    • @lana.5619
      @lana.5619 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      w a t e r f l o w e r • same lmao 😭😭💀

    • @zainab1797
      @zainab1797 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      And that’s on not having premium😔✌️

    • @disappointment1621
      @disappointment1621 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      HAHAHA HAHAHA

  • @emilylopez6053
    @emilylopez6053 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1460

    for me there is no “heather” or any guy in my life and i’m crying to this song bc of my insecurities and i just can’t stop comparing myself to my friends or other girls from school. i have a twin and i would be scared to be compared to him bc he’s so much funnier and more outgoing and i feel like i’m the boring twin and also we were so close and we would have the funniest times but now he’s so mean and i feel like he doesn’t want anything to do w me now and i miss the old him so much😭 last year i was so sad and i felt like he was the only one who was making me happy. i don’t know what i did wrong.. thank you guys so much these comments are making things better 💗🥺

    • @gabrielavera1049
      @gabrielavera1049 4 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      you didn’t do anything wrong babe. i feel the same way but better days are to come

    • @yourroyalweebness3692
      @yourroyalweebness3692 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      aww you poor soul, so sorry... i kinda feel that, too, tho
      my sister was the sweetest person growing up, and then she started acting more like a teenager before she was even 8 bc of the shows that she was always watching. she would argue with my parents, make my mother cry, and always be mean to me in private and then act like a prim little princess in front of my parents. i cant really do any fair comparisons, cuz she just turned 12, but she acts more like a brat now that we're in quarantine and her best friends dont believe in wearing masks. plus two of her other bffs turned around on her and started bullying her, so she tries to turn that around on me whenever im going through something. even if im trying to explain my depression or why im always so isolated or only listening to sad music, she always has to slip in "yea, well, at least you get to see your best friends at summer school. mine doesn't want anything to do with that." shes turning out really bad, and i hate it. i wish we could go back to our childhood when we would play together in the garden and give each other noogies before bed. now, she stays on her computer all day, playing sims 4 or talking to her friends, while im isolating in my room everyday. i hate it. (plus, she only ever is nice when im crying, and half the time she makes me cry, and she knows it cuz im a very sensitive person)
      but hey, we can both share the pain.
      dont know why i said any of that, just needed to get it off my chest i guess. sorry for ranting. hope you feel better.
      (p.s. dont compare yourself to others. i do it everyday, and it has in turn fueled my depression, the fact that "im not even half as pretty" as the song says. you are perfect just the way you are. if you wanna change how you look, do it on your own terms, not by other's standards. u r loved, i want you to know that.)

    • @alcotracks
      @alcotracks 4 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      Alright. If you see this reply, read it. Trust me.
      People change. A lot. He’s mean because he feels like he has to be mean to be cool. I have had the same experience with one of my old friends. They were incredibly nice in 8th grade, but as soon as high school came around he became a total bully to everyone around him. I could tell from his tone though that he wasn’t acting like that because he wanted to be mean, all he wanted was to be cool.
      I also have a ton of insecurities. Just like you. I don’t really know why, and I bet it dint know either. But comparing yourself to those girls at your school won’t help. Your just another human in this twisted world. We’re all the same. All human. Doing that just makes people worse, obviously. Your beautiful, amazing, smart, incredible and sweet. You deserve the world and more. You did nothing wrong, he just grew up a bit. Everyone you’ll understand at some point.
      I hope that helped. I really do. I don’t want anyone to undergo the same pain that I went through. Stay strong. Stay healthy.

    • @emilylopez6053
      @emilylopez6053 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Cara Bard aw i’m so sry this made me tear up and it makes me feel more comfortable to know that more ppl feel what i’m feeling ty for sharing🥺💗

    • @emilylopez6053
      @emilylopez6053 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Daisy Edits ty sm😭🥺💗

  • @Loxscript
    @Loxscript 3 ปีที่แล้ว +413

    Heres my story about why im crying rn:
    I don't feel confident in myself at all. I just want to feel wanted by someone thats not family all my friends are in relationships and im not. I hate the way I look. My friend try to cheer me up and said she was sure there were people who had crushes on me. I asked her to name one single person she knew and she just fell silent. I will never be the heather in someones story. I hate my personality I hate my looks I hate myself. Thanks for listening random stranger.
    The lyric that resonates with me the most "I wish I were Heather"
    Update: A lot has happened since i posted this! I discovered more about myself, I realized I am a trans guy and I now have an amazing girlfriend. Shes awesome and we just got together about a month ago but we've been friends for longer. Hope it gets better guys

    • @mocachikko7078
      @mocachikko7078 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      it’s bad. i hope you’re doing better. i find myself in the exact same situation. started to love my body and my looks only to hate myself much more after. but we’ll get through it, i guess..

    • @ihavepie9
      @ihavepie9 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      You know what... You can feel yourself again. Fake being confident "fake it till you make it" if I can do it you too can

    • @Loxscript
      @Loxscript 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      @@ihavepie9 I actually got in a relationship recently and they make me feel so confident and loved. Im so happy with them.

    • @alejandrapatino1285
      @alejandrapatino1285 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@Loxscript im so happy for you I really love you 💕

    • @Loxscript
      @Loxscript 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@alejandrapatino1285 Tysm kind internet stranger!

  • @euphielovesu
    @euphielovesu 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1685

    Pov: your sitting on your window seat at 2am watching the rain fall on your window. The street lights are blurred and your listening to Heather, thinking about the person you wish was with you..
    But little did you know, they are doing the same thing, wishing you were there with them.
    Edit:
    I might be writing a story about this on Wattpad. If any bts fans are here my Wattpad is taetk95 I have a trailer for it on the taekook AU book

    • @ph4tnut382
      @ph4tnut382 4 ปีที่แล้ว +90

      i wish this was true. so so bad. but i know its not.

    • @Grace-wz2fs
      @Grace-wz2fs 4 ปีที่แล้ว +46

      this made me feel really happy for some reason, even tho i legit have no crush

    • @skyetrxn
      @skyetrxn 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      ugh that feeling tho... I have a crush who knows i had a crush on him but he doesn’t know (i hope) that i still do even after 4 years....

    • @isabellovera5763
      @isabellovera5763 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@Grace-wz2fs RIGHTTT. like i can cry to this song for ever but i've never had this experience????

    • @coplasmi4152
      @coplasmi4152 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      this made me just slightly happier...
      i just wish it was true.

  • @ari-vr2zd
    @ari-vr2zd 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2369

    the thing is, heather isn't a certain person. it's just anyone but me.

    • @uhaleyyy
      @uhaleyyy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +62

      If that’s you in the pfp I’m here to tell you YOUR FUCKING GORGEOUS

    • @abby-cj3zk
      @abby-cj3zk 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      no ily i just know you’re gorgeous, keep your head up angel.💙

    • @KimH1205
      @KimH1205 4 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      They should make "Heather" A type of person (Kinda like how they use Karen as an example of a certain personailty)
      Heather: A person you see as "perfect" and are almost Jelous of.
      (No offense if your name is Heather!

    • @angelfoodcake3277
      @angelfoodcake3277 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      I think that "heather" is what we should call people who are genuinely nice, kind, supportive, and beautiful inside and out

    • @eva2712
      @eva2712 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Heather from total drama

  • @sophia-xv2ln
    @sophia-xv2ln 4 ปีที่แล้ว +811

    you gave her your sweater, it's just polyester
    *but you like her better*

    • @sqfewrd
      @sqfewrd 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      sophia p that part of the song hits me hard in the chest :/

    • @izh2535
      @izh2535 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      this line hit different doe

    • @ermerm856
      @ermerm856 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      wish I were heather

    • @musicisgood9367
      @musicisgood9367 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Bro this comment came on my dash as he sang the line for The last time

    • @aliyahussain5848
      @aliyahussain5848 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      woah i was reading this comment at the same time as the song

  • @Mikey-is4pn
    @Mikey-is4pn 3 ปีที่แล้ว +244

    I attempted last night, most suicide survivors describe it as a feeling of regret, I felt happy

    • @alncnc2724
      @alncnc2724 3 ปีที่แล้ว +44

      im really happy you’re still here, I’m proud of you

    • @saskiab7324
      @saskiab7324 3 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      Ayo you still here bb ❤️

    • @ragberty
      @ragberty 3 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      hey, its been 4 months. hope your doing okay. I love you. please stay safe and healthy. please. sleep well friend. live long. it'll be alright, I promise.

    • @miasagrkovic
      @miasagrkovic 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      I’m glad you are still here beautiful.

    • @ashlynn1511
      @ashlynn1511 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      i’m so so so proud of you, you’re doing great, remember that okay? you’re loved, i love you soo much baby. got it? take care of yourself :((

  • @sarahalobaidi6178
    @sarahalobaidi6178 4 ปีที่แล้ว +959

    I'm crying in my room because I miss my old self, I didn't care about anybody opinion I was so happy playing with friends at the park but know I just sit in my room all day and overthink.

    • @nereidavasquez103
      @nereidavasquez103 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      🙂 I love overthinking

    • @flare4421
      @flare4421 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I miss my closest bestie

    • @boopity-
      @boopity- 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      You just made me cry..I remember when things were alright before I was born, now I just like to fake a smile to show I’m ok.

    • @callmehambin
      @callmehambin 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      ...me too...

    • @yinyang1404
      @yinyang1404 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I do the same.. but I do other stuff too..

  • @sophiebitch4086
    @sophiebitch4086 4 ปีที่แล้ว +533

    i feel like i’m the only person who has ‘nothing to be sad about’ but i just always feel so sad all the time lol

    • @glossysubliminals6719
      @glossysubliminals6719 4 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      i have nothing to be sad about, I love my life. Or so I think, whenever I listen to this song everything hits me and I notice I’m just trying to be happy just so I’m not broken

    • @kristinexxus3538
      @kristinexxus3538 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      yeah, either that or i’m just ignoring all my problems, every time i get slightly sad everything come sout

    • @claireanderson1729
      @claireanderson1729 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      this explains what i’m going through and i couldn’t figure it out, thank you

    • @nabeehacj775
      @nabeehacj775 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      that’s what my mom says when i bring up my dad dying and then she says it doesn’t compare to my sisters dad running away and that i have nothing to be depressed about.

    • @ransi3
      @ransi3 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      same

  • @nic0l328
    @nic0l328 4 ปีที่แล้ว +576

    is anyone just listening to the song but isn't sure if they're numb or not , and is just confused and doesn't even know why they're making themselves cry :))

    • @gay6718
      @gay6718 4 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      I have a habit of wishing I were sad when I’m happy

    • @angeline613
      @angeline613 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Me rn while barely doing schoolwork-

    • @allysonolazaba616
      @allysonolazaba616 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Ducky Duck sameee

    • @kansasmarie2705
      @kansasmarie2705 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      i would cry but I'm just to numb too lol.

    • @aiwiyn4995
      @aiwiyn4995 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I'm just sad but numb.. I wish he'd love me back but he doesn't even care about me..
      Basically I've wanted to kms for awhile and I've set a date now but my only hope is him as I know hes like me..

  • @joeybourg6401
    @joeybourg6401 3 ปีที่แล้ว +90

    me, nine months ago: *crying because i didn’t think i was heather*
    me now: *crying because i let myself feel this way and i was heather all along*

    • @viperprint2069
      @viperprint2069 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Me: crying because I know I’m heather but everyone makes me feel like I’m not to the point where they just ignore me and give me no attention, or just be rude. I try to stay happy but it’s hard sometimes..

    • @joeybourg6401
      @joeybourg6401 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@viperprint2069 i get it. i don’t even know how i let myself or other people make me feel this way. keep your head up, you’ve got this

    • @malia_444
      @malia_444 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I think we are all heather , sometimes in someones eyes.. its just people, situations, experience, society makes us feel we're not Heather.

  • @lizzieneils3040
    @lizzieneils3040 4 ปีที่แล้ว +564

    *Honestly this song hits so much harder when your best friend is heather and she knows she is*

    • @User-vf1vf
      @User-vf1vf 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Your someone's heather too don't compare yourself to her you'll gain nothing remember you have to get through the storm to get to the rainbow ily 🥰🥰🥰🥰

    • @lizzieneils3040
      @lizzieneils3040 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Unicorn lover ty so much 🥺

    • @floraxo7222
      @floraxo7222 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      also hits so much harder reading this when you best friend ditched you for their toxic ex best friend and now they constantly copy you and you can’t do anything about it because they sit right next to you in school. just me?

    • @iamnotok_
      @iamnotok_ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@floraxo7222 similar to what's happening with me . just she ditched me for some other girl and they both ignore me , it's like im not even there :/ she also was my only friend in my school but luckily i don't go back to school until september so i wont be all alone . we can get through this 🥺💕 stay strong

    • @lizzieneils3040
      @lizzieneils3040 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      stxrryniightx they aren’t worthy of you if they are ready to ditch you for toxic people 🤍

  • @crisetbailey6471
    @crisetbailey6471 4 ปีที่แล้ว +577

    The part of the song that said "I'm not even half as pretty" hit me hard😔

    • @ConnorHaney
      @ConnorHaney 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      I don’t even know who you are but I bet your very beautiful.

    • @vadrzx9937
      @vadrzx9937 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      read this comment right when he said it

    • @crisetbailey6471
      @crisetbailey6471 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@ConnorHaney ty so much i really needed this

    • @ConnorHaney
      @ConnorHaney 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Criset Bailey Just doing what I can, giving all the support I can give

    • @notimportantnotimportant1387
      @notimportantnotimportant1387 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Your so beautiful, what are you talking about? I dont even know you and i know how stunning you are. Just remember, only a BOY would treat you like that, you need a man

  • @baileybaker671
    @baileybaker671 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2777

    just two depressed teens sitting here. the one reading this and the one writing it :(

    • @allaboutsboyzz4737
      @allaboutsboyzz4737 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      th-cam.com/video/wtbcaWnybzs/w-d-xo.html

    • @ayxsxo7509
      @ayxsxo7509 4 ปีที่แล้ว +78

      I'm not really depressed, just always sad and crying.

    • @lydia_777
      @lydia_777 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Yupp

    • @laceymcmillan4403
      @laceymcmillan4403 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      self depression lets go

    • @kkkk-ti4jp
      @kkkk-ti4jp 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Oh geezz

  • @darlene5518
    @darlene5518 3 ปีที่แล้ว +58

    Just friends. *gave me his hoodie *always talks to me *comes to my house all the time *we’re each other’s valentines.....but we’re still just friends. I told him my feelings. I think I ruined everything. I hate myself. I’ve never felt this way. Sad and angry I can’t do anything. I’m hopeless.

    • @Bones_3043
      @Bones_3043 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      *hold on.* I assure you, no matter how lost you feel, it *will* get better. I went through something really similar, and I wanted to die so bad. But you never come to appreciate the one who's always been around until you notice how dedicated they really are. *Find that person.*

    • @simpsandstrawberries1126
      @simpsandstrawberries1126 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      That’s why I never tell anyone my feels

    • @molly5709
      @molly5709 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      it’s been 10 months, has it improved?

  • @skyllenicholeguarin2722
    @skyllenicholeguarin2722 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1606

    the first lyric: i still remember, third of december
    conan's birthday is the fifth of december.
    poor boy. his heart was broken 2 days before his birthday.

    • @lufkysmxf
      @lufkysmxf 4 ปีที่แล้ว +44

      Aww.. conan 🥺🥺

    • @Bangbangcherry4
      @Bangbangcherry4 4 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      Me and him are born in the same day and month 5th of December

    • @sammym325
      @sammym325 4 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      my birthday is dec 3rd

    • @chrysalism7375
      @chrysalism7375 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      dec 3rd is my bday damn why did someone’s heart need to be broken on that day 😭

    • @laurab1807
      @laurab1807 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      And the fourth of December is when my dog died

  • @heydemonsitsmeyaboi2276
    @heydemonsitsmeyaboi2276 4 ปีที่แล้ว +270

    the "heather" for me is actually an idealized version of myself. i wish i could be her

  • @kamvite
    @kamvite 4 ปีที่แล้ว +255

    this song hits different tonight, i dont even know why.

    • @g4tly
      @g4tly 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      IKR it just gives u that feeling of rejection at least for me

  • @dabisgirlfriend9964
    @dabisgirlfriend9964 3 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    “But how could I hate her? She’s such an angel, but then again kinda wish she where dead”
    That had me in tears..

  • @cobwebssss
    @cobwebssss 4 ปีที่แล้ว +155

    It’s so sad how many people can relate to this, not the fact that their crush doesn’t like them back, the fact that they want to be someone else.

    • @bxbybot1239
      @bxbybot1239 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Well Everytime I hear about I think about This girl I like But she likes this other Guy And someone else likes me it’s such a Hard place to be in

    • @arandomperson254
      @arandomperson254 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@bxbybot1239 nobody has a crush on me..... i have a crush on a heath..... i hate him but i still like him...... i just wished he gets rejected by his own crush and feel my pain rn...... I HATE HIM..... but... i.. still.... like...him.....

    • @kitkatsareagoodcandy5983
      @kitkatsareagoodcandy5983 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      How does oikawas ear know so much💔💔

    • @lisaschonach1868
      @lisaschonach1868 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I have both :/

    • @ashnconecookingshow3077
      @ashnconecookingshow3077 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      yea, I wish I were heather but at the same time I don’t wanna be heather

  • @leeminhoe9674
    @leeminhoe9674 4 ปีที่แล้ว +783

    Everyone is here wanting to be heather or wanting to be with their crushes
    But I'm here, wanting to be myself, my past self, that not depressed, happy, always smiling, bubbly girl I was. I miss myself.

    • @linamarano8232
      @linamarano8232 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Me too I felt like I lost myself I feel numb I don’t know what to do...

    • @lvstsokawaii
      @lvstsokawaii 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      same at this point im numb everyone still thinks im my past self

    • @ccp9929
      @ccp9929 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      same. I used to be so happy and loud, now I’m just depressed and started crying more often.

    • @-airymations-8967
      @-airymations-8967 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I have the same problem but it’s both..

    • @viktorija4233
      @viktorija4233 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Its ok baby, everything is going to be alright. Maybe you wont go back and be your past self, maybe you will show the new you in the future... or now?

  • @Dabonem2121
    @Dabonem2121 4 ปีที่แล้ว +560

    “but you like her better” that her was my bsf.
    edit: guys thanks for the likes, and understand that ive been through this before and things will get better! you will find someone :)

    • @natalygonzalez2174
      @natalygonzalez2174 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      i know how it feels. feel better love,im here if you need to talk to me

    • @unknownuser241
      @unknownuser241 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      same :/

    • @jvthufisnrbd
      @jvthufisnrbd 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      same.

    • @nina0311
      @nina0311 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Look if you guys where dating but they where dating before you then they will obviously still care for each other , if it's them two that are dating and you like him. Don't be a home wrecker but if you both are dating and he likes her then let them be if you two where meant to be he wouldn't be going after her :/

    • @daydreaming_with_daffodils8071
      @daydreaming_with_daffodils8071 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      WAIT THATS MY EXACT SITUATION OMG

  • @jennareece9227
    @jennareece9227 4 ปีที่แล้ว +69

    My parents wonder why I sit in my room all day,get bad grades,just sleep all day,never gets out of bed then once I do they always have something to yell at me for....

    • @yohelpineedausername5908
      @yohelpineedausername5908 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Even my family wonder why I'm stuck in the bed and watching phone all day. They call me lazy,useless, traumatizing me with the sentence "when you're older u will get pregnant and give us 2 grandchilds".

    • @theworstifyouwantit
      @theworstifyouwantit 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      My family can always find something wrong with what I like. I like to watch/play minecraft? Stupid. I like to play Roblox? Basic. I like this tv show? It’s plot is dumb and predictable. I like writing? You could never make a living out of that. I like photography? That’s even dumber then writing. I like singing? Your voice is trash. Then they also just make fun of my weight, looks, etc...

  • @simpleyrose
    @simpleyrose 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1657

    “Crying over a guy/girl? Nah, pick your head up princess, your tiara is falling.”
    -???
    "If someone is playing you like a toy.. be annabelle."
    -Suga

    • @Thatscrayzee
      @Thatscrayzee 4 ปีที่แล้ว +96

      i don’t WANT to cry over him, it’s not my fault i fell so hard

    • @connie2285
      @connie2285 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      HAHAHA I LOVE THIS

    • @ranasameh88
      @ranasameh88 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I love this so much

    • @nekomikasa2040
      @nekomikasa2040 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Kylie? She? Crazy.

    • @rileygraber5931
      @rileygraber5931 4 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      nah i’m crying over a girl

  • @ximmp
    @ximmp 4 ปีที่แล้ว +737

    Honestly, I’m not here for “Heather”.
    I just want to cry but I can’t feel anything, I just wanna feel something even if it has to be sadness.

    • @blaketrsh
      @blaketrsh 4 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      im in the same boat, shits rough and i really dont know how to explain what its like, i think the word "numb" fits pretty well. i hope things get better for you soon

    • @owaowa8402
      @owaowa8402 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      im so sorry (i love ur profile pic btw GERARD WAYYYY)

    • @samriley6751
      @samriley6751 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      i think it’s my childhood trauma that makes me so numb, I wish it wasn’t this way

    • @fxthecxp8978
      @fxthecxp8978 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      I like to say the little person in my head died

    • @Your_mom0710
      @Your_mom0710 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same beo

  • @katzecollective
    @katzecollective 4 ปีที่แล้ว +823

    to me heather is the person that i would kill to be, she has everything, she’s perfect, she has her own problems but she almost instantly gets through them, she never gets ignored, she’s everyone’s favorite person, she’s pretty and smart, she knows what she’s doing and she’s just happy. she’s everything i’m not basically.

    • @stariixygc
      @stariixygc 4 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      you kinda described my slightly younger cousin, she has everything, shes perfect, she isn't ignored as much as me, everyone likes her, shes pretty, shes smart, shes happy, and she has her own problems but she knows how to handle them and move forward unlike me, I really wish I was my cousin sometimes, but she wishes she was me sometimes because she thinks i edit so well and she thinks i have a great life, though i don't really have that great of a life, i constantly am yelled at, i get ratted out for eating snacks instead of making myself lunch, i can never sleep, people don't really like me in person, but that's okay, everyone has their own problems and id rather help them with their problems than helping myself, the people around me can do much more and serve more purpose than the little me who is always doing something wrong and, so id rather see others be happy than myself because life is like that sometimes :')

    • @TrashyStar9
      @TrashyStar9 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      I’ll help you if you want.. I rather help others than myself cause I can’t handle myself anymore so I give up but I’ll help you

    • @Green-sp2jk
      @Green-sp2jk 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@stariixygc lol

    • @jas0ntr3nt31
      @jas0ntr3nt31 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Remember no one in this world is, *“perfect”* all of us have imperfections *remember that.* one day, you will experience being heather to someone. Stay strong :))

    • @Green-sp2jk
      @Green-sp2jk 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@jas0ntr3nt31 i am

  • @linsdycruz5926
    @linsdycruz5926 3 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    I still remember the third of December, me in your sweater
    You said it looked better on me than it did you
    Only if you knew how much I liked you
    But I watch your eyes as she
    Walks by
    What a sight for sore eyes
    Brighter than the blue sky
    She's got you mesmerised while I die
    Why would you ever kiss me?
    I'm not even half as pretty
    You gave her your sweater, it's just polyester
    But you like her better
    Wish I were Heather
    Watch as she stands with her, holding your hand
    Put your arm 'round her shoulder, now I'm getting colder
    But how could I hate her, she's such an angel
    But then again, kinda wish she were dead as she
    Walks by
    What a sight for sore eyes
    Brighter than the blue sky
    She's got you mesmerised while I die
    Why would you ever kiss me?
    I'm not even half as pretty
    You gave her your sweater, it's just polyester
    But you like her better
    I wish I were Heather
    Oh, I wish I were Heather
    Oh, oh, wish I were Heather
    Why would you ever kiss me?
    I'm not even half as pretty
    You gave her your sweater, it's just polyester
    But you like her better
    Wish I were
    You welcome:)

  • @nobars__
    @nobars__ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +653

    I feel like people who has been heather their entire life don’t understand how lucky they are...

    • @melyqjosie
      @melyqjosie 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      fax. :(

    • @ayokamya214
      @ayokamya214 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      So you are lucky

    • @minilein4894
      @minilein4894 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      No its not i am a heather and im sorry for her so much we are really good friends

    • @kurootetsurou4775
      @kurootetsurou4775 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      i was once heather

    • @sophiageorge4603
      @sophiageorge4603 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@minilein4894 wha-

  • @yta734
    @yta734 4 ปีที่แล้ว +963

    Me: *crying and sobbing*
    .....
    gRaMmArlY iS-

    • @Jaspershark
      @Jaspershark 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      MOOOOODDDDD

    • @jumpycat9768
      @jumpycat9768 3 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      a previous ad rickrolled me and let me tell you that was heartbreaking to be slapped by an *ad company* like that

    • @MaggieAWD
      @MaggieAWD 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      PLEASE

    • @andrewneedshelp9151
      @andrewneedshelp9151 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      THAT IS A MOODSBDFBHDS-

    • @chauthucanh1667
      @chauthucanh1667 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      every time, i know

  • @novacane7486
    @novacane7486 4 ปีที่แล้ว +731

    I’m not someone’s heather and I don’t want to be heather because I don’t want anyone to feel this way it’s so sad :(

    • @User-vf1vf
      @User-vf1vf 4 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      Your selfless I don't know you but I can tell your a good person ily 🥰🥰🥰

    • @nbunnnied8204
      @nbunnnied8204 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Let's be real here you're probably heather😕😔

    • @ewu2165
      @ewu2165 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      You are now who I aspire to be 🥺💛

    • @idontwannabeyouanymore5352
      @idontwannabeyouanymore5352 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      You're mindset is one I'd die for ❤️

    • @minilein4894
      @minilein4894 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I am a heather and im so sorry shes in my class

  • @Jmochi1330
    @Jmochi1330 3 ปีที่แล้ว +50

    *This is my story* 💔
    I had a best friend. We grew up together, had known each other since we where in diapers. We used to play hide and seek, tag, and even learned how to ride a bike together.
    When we turned 8, he moved to the United States, a few months later I came to the United States to live with my family. I never heard from him ever again and It didn’t mean nothing back then, I was just 8 years old.
    When I was 15 he came to New York and he really had grown up, things where weird because we had not seen each other but we soon became very close. He became my first crush. I don’t know how it happened but it happened.
    We did everything together, went to the same high school. When he got a part time job, I would always visit him and hang out with him and then we would walk home together because we lived in the same building. When he was stressed out and sad I would go to his home and hang out with him and make him smile.
    I remember every time I was near him my heart felt like it was going to jump out of my chest, when we made eye contact I felt weird things in my stomach. I loved watching him smile and loved hearing his laugh, I would watch all his favorite movies with him and play video games with him even if I was not good at them just to keep him company.
    Then when we turned 17, he moved again because of his fathers job. He moved to New Jersey. We still would talk, he was still my best friend. We would call each other and tell each other of our days and even FaceTime. I would take the train to New Jersey at least twice a month to hang out with him.
    Then one day when I went over, there was this girl at his house. I thought it was his friend but when he introduced her to me, he said “This is my girlfriend (her name)” and then pointed at me and said “And this is my best friend (my name)” and I felt like my heart broke, but then I realized that yes indeed, I was only his best friend. That was the only way he ever saw me.
    I remember I tried to still hang out with him and I wanted to hate her, I wanted to loathe her but I couldn’t, the girl was definition of perfect. She was super nice, had beautiful blonde hair, beautiful blue eyes, a face of an angel, beautiful body. She didn’t even get jealous at our relationship, she was always nice to me and trying to become my friend telling me she will do my makeup, she even got my number and invited me to hang out with her.
    I wanted to hate her so badly but I couldn’t. The problem was not her in the end. So after a few weeks, I remember I began to ignore him, didn’t answer his calls and messages. It went on for 2 months and he finally came over to my home and I couldn’t, so I confessed to him and told him that I couldn’t be his friend because I didn’t just wee him as a friend anymore, I wanted something more than just be friends.
    He was shocked and rejected me telling me that he just saw me as his best friend, and I knew it. I did cry a lot but that day was the day that I lost my best friend, but letting him go was the best thing that I ever did. It’s like the string that was keeping me attached to him, finally ripped and I was free.
    It’s been 4 years and things are the best for me. I’m going to school, have 3 best friends that I met in high school. Have no boyfriend, I’m just living my life. Our parents are still best friend and I still see him at weddings or quinceañeras or parties that we attend and when see him I just smile at him because I’m not gonna be rude, I don’t hate him. and go my way and he goes his way. I don’t know if he’s still going out with the girl or not, but I don’t really care because things are good for me and I want to keep them that way.
    Listening to this song always makes me cry, not because I still like him, but because I lost my best friend. The one who I grew up with and spend most of my years with. I sometimes even regret even confessing to him, I feel that if I had never confessed I would have never lost my best friend. I be thinking about what exactly would have happened if I never confessed, would it have gone away as time went by, or would I still be suffering with a one sided love.
    But this is the way things turned out and I feel so free, I am living my young days, having fun and not getting attached to anyone. I just want to spend as much time alone and with my friends.
    If you are going through this or go through this in the the future, know that things will get better eventually and if things are meant to be than you guys will end up together in the future. But if you feel yourself getting lost, stressed, depressed, the best thing is to let them go. Like I said, if things are meant to be you two will find your way to each other in the future, whether it’s as lovers or as best friends. But if not, the one meant for you will find you or you will find them

    • @riyarajesh2600
      @riyarajesh2600 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Aww hope you get your bestfrnd back :")

    • @simpsandstrawberries1126
      @simpsandstrawberries1126 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      🥺🥺

    • @cruft3469
      @cruft3469 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      The worst way to find out that he got a gf

    • @lovelymarie4625
      @lovelymarie4625 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      This actually broke my heart 💔😭 I cried. I have attachment issues so I can never let anyone go easily.. Ever.. It's the absolute worst. Hearing about losing ur best friend like that hurts me on a whole nother level. But I'm rly happy youre doing great. :)) I'm happy that you figured things out and feel free

    • @juliaannelie1656
      @juliaannelie1656 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      According to wattpad, when you became about 24 - 25, this boy is going to look at you after a long time not seeing you and will realize everything.
      But now you need to continue…
      Are you going to deny the feelings? I don’t know.

  • @s6kos366
    @s6kos366 4 ปีที่แล้ว +903

    im still crazy about him after half a year has passed, why can’t i move on i just wish you still loved me. i miss you. i hope you’re doing okay. i love you.

    • @nika4161
      @nika4161 4 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      it will be ok. you will find someone better even if you think it's not possible. don't lose hope, believe it will happen and a more caring person will come.

    • @ariiiquintero6794
      @ariiiquintero6794 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      i was in this situation for a whole year & a half over somebody who had practically forgot i existed, i finally got over it and found somebody better, i am now in my most committed relationship ive ever been in, and the boy i couldn’t get over tried to get with me again not too long ago lmaoo, it will get better mama, stay strong and keep pushing through, remind yourself of your worth there’s so much more in this world for you that will make you happier, you deserve it👑🖤.

    • @esr1248
      @esr1248 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      wow. felt.

    • @annadeleon3464
      @annadeleon3464 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      7 years...

    • @dustbunny140
      @dustbunny140 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      oh my god i thought this was my comment and i just forgot holy cow. i’ve been through that before too. trust me, things will get better. you will for sure find someone special.

  • @storysplinters9458
    @storysplinters9458 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1123

    It's a hot Friday night. somehow listening to this song makes me feel equally calm and depressed. It's beautiful. thanks for uploading!

    • @mybeloved9813
      @mybeloved9813 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      It's a Friday 😳

    • @alyakimz
      @alyakimz 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@mybeloved9813 and its hot!

    • @sqturn_5133
      @sqturn_5133 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      It's a Friday and it's hot rn

    • @carelican
      @carelican 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      literally my situation rn haha

    • @bonniecornelius3836
      @bonniecornelius3836 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      my serotonin/whatever's there at the moment: *aight imma head o u t*

  • @freya1013
    @freya1013 4 ปีที่แล้ว +237

    Just a quick reminder:
    ~You are someone’s heather
    ~ Your heather feels the same way for their heather
    ~Everyone and anyone is a heather
    ~Just because you don’t see it doesn’t mean other people can’t
    ~Someone out there wishes they were you

    • @dandanthedancingman6846
      @dandanthedancingman6846 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I wish this was true

    • @andrearose1432
      @andrearose1432 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@dandanthedancingman6846me too
      But it is true, you are someone's heather and you just dont know it yet. ❤❤❤

    • @dandanthedancingman6846
      @dandanthedancingman6846 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@andrearose1432 maybe today might have proved me wrong, but I’m still doubtful

    • @riridab3stt
      @riridab3stt 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      but if im heather i would feel bad for the person who sees me as heather 🥺

    • @Louiseza
      @Louiseza 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Me being heather is impossible theres no something admirable to me tho

  • @ashlynn1511
    @ashlynn1511 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    i’m crying so hard i can’t breathe omg

  • @wu2227
    @wu2227 4 ปีที่แล้ว +552

    "Cheer up, darling. It'll be alright"
    -old internet bestfriend:)

    • @milkhi7709
      @milkhi7709 4 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      in my opinion, internet best friends are better than real friends.

    • @ryomensukuna330
      @ryomensukuna330 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Joshua ! U r so right tho they actually listen to ur how u r feeling and don’t call you crazy when ur real friends say are you sure? Or smth like that

    • @wu2227
      @wu2227 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@ryomensukuna330 Yah

    • @deftonnnes
      @deftonnnes 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      idk why but i read this in a british accent

    • @caprivv137
      @caprivv137 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      aw 🥺🥺

  • @marenjames2046
    @marenjames2046 4 ปีที่แล้ว +935

    to me heather isn't a person. heather is everything i want. everything that i can't do. and to me that hurts me more then any person ever will. i hate it here. i want to leave, but i don't want to die. i just wish it would get better. i wish i could do the things and be the person i need to be. but i can't, its too hard for me. to me that hurts me the most. i know i can't be her. i can try so hard but it'll never be me. maybe it's the fact that i don't believe it. i don't believe i can be her. shes everything i want. but deep down, i know the only thing keeping me back is myself. i don't feel ready. i don't feel that i can be heather. "shes such an angel". something i'm not. she's so special to everyone. shes so perfect. she plays a part to people. she means something. whereas i, don't.

    • @ninaclaramachadodesouzasou2473
      @ninaclaramachadodesouzasou2473 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      omg thats so pretty im crying so fucking much

    • @gojoissougly7176
      @gojoissougly7176 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Girl you are an angel. I believe you can be whoever and whatever you want if you believe. It will get better. I don’t even know you but I love you 💕

    • @spidersfrommars3585
      @spidersfrommars3585 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      stay strong ik what ur going through bby ur gonna be okay hang in there ❤️

    • @sonicgirl3582
      @sonicgirl3582 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      ꧁Hannah Quaintrelle꧂ felt

    • @earththeaellorin9244
      @earththeaellorin9244 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I feel you

  • @TapeFolder
    @TapeFolder 4 ปีที่แล้ว +319

    pov: you're dissociating at 2am staring at the wall thinking about how someone you once considered your best friend, possibly even more, has no interest in talking to you anymore. You used to talk all of the time but then you noticed that you seemed to be talking less and less. You still message her when something interesting happens but she hardly ever replies. You went from talking every few hours to every few weeks, maybe months. You start to feel like she only really comes to you when she wants something. There is no "Heather", nobody else to blame, you just weren't enough. You weren't second choice because you weren't even an option.

    • @okaybicecools
      @okaybicecools 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      bruh im with my cousin i will legit cry if i see one more of these comments 😿😿

    • @pattihunt1607
      @pattihunt1607 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      never related to something more in my life..

    • @susansmith288
      @susansmith288 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      He** Him**

    • @Yep-bi4ej
      @Yep-bi4ej 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Bro that hurt...

    • @TapeFolder
      @TapeFolder 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@susansmith288 idk what this is but I'm assuming you're correcting me so that it fits with the song?
      This isn't supposed to perfectly match the song (considering there isn't even a "Heather") this is just my own experience and what I personally think of when listening. :)

  • @deadtree3178
    @deadtree3178 3 ปีที่แล้ว +75

    I mostly would listen to this song right after my “mom” yells at me, but she cares more about m grades than my mental health-

    • @doracarvalho8915
      @doracarvalho8915 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I feel u

    • @evelynolivia9010
      @evelynolivia9010 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      same but diffrent ok my mom says my teeth have plack and that i look like a piece of s word

  • @bemyshawt
    @bemyshawt 4 ปีที่แล้ว +133

    I hate this empty feeling it’s so hard to cope with.

    • @myiapolk6747
      @myiapolk6747 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      #felt

    • @kristinexxus3538
      @kristinexxus3538 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      fr, and sometimes my throat and chest hurts so bad because of that feeling

  • @thatonealt6412
    @thatonealt6412 4 ปีที่แล้ว +636

    update : he doesn’t like me back, only my friend.
    second update : he asked her out and they’re dating
    thanks for the support, I’m currently having fun with my friends and gotten over him :)

    • @khush3315
      @khush3315 4 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      ;( itll get better have some faith in the universe it will work out in the end💖

    • @alixgun3644
      @alixgun3644 4 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      Hes not worth it then.
      Dont put yourself in the pain if it hurts you to be friends. If he asks why your distancing tell him it hurts you.
      If he dosnt like that awnser he really dosnt care.

    • @Vanglife
      @Vanglife 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I will make him kiss you then

    • @quackernyan
      @quackernyan 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      🥺

    • @willow5897
      @willow5897 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      same but i never confessed

  • @jiminielilmochi841
    @jiminielilmochi841 4 ปีที่แล้ว +273

    For some reason this version comforted me, it made me think “why am I sad?” I don’t have a reason to be, so if I don’t have a reason to be sad then why am I forcing myself to be? I should just allow myself to be happy

    • @rachaels3550
      @rachaels3550 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      change your thinking. maybe start by listening to uplifting music, you got this !

    • @alissahamilton1953
      @alissahamilton1953 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      thank you you made my day

    • @mai-chan5809
      @mai-chan5809 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      this deserves a lot more likes perfect keep smiling bby, you deserve it ♡

  • @leeknowis_cute
    @leeknowis_cute 4 ปีที่แล้ว +70

    am I the only one that acts nice I from the of my friends so they don’t think I’m sus or anything? The only reason why I’m upset/Broken is bc of my weight, hight, skinny, ugly, etc. It’s dramatic, I know but I’m sensitive..!

    • @madelinecovington7662
      @madelinecovington7662 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Same I'm always too fat or too tall or too flat and my forehead is too big. I'm really tired of hearing it but I dont wanna lose them so I just pretend it's ok.

    • @ellawilkinson5952
      @ellawilkinson5952 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Hey hey hey you are perfect donor change a thing. If you need to talk I’m here and you should talk to your friends about being sad it helps a lot and if they’re good friends they will be there for you if you’re sad or insecure. It’s not good to hold it all in around your friends. They will understand and if they don’t then I’m sure there’s someone who can help. Just remember that you are perfect.

    • @luhvnatt
      @luhvnatt 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same I can’t say anything all my family will think is that I’m lying

    • @miasagrkovic
      @miasagrkovic 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      you are beautiful just the way you are!!

    • @joke3611
      @joke3611 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same :(

  • @kaylaisntspeacial6653
    @kaylaisntspeacial6653 4 ปีที่แล้ว +537

    This song hurts and i can’t thank u enough for the 1hr version❤️🔅

  • @marlamea9315
    @marlamea9315 4 ปีที่แล้ว +449

    who wants to sneak out at night and just hang and talk about all the deep stuff we have inside because we can’t talk to anyone else about it. we can just chill and listen to music and have tons of fun for the first time in a long time. because i need a hug

    • @mayafey4441
      @mayafey4441 4 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      I WANNA COME AND HUG YOU OMG

    • @rkive05
      @rkive05 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      :(

    • @blumbie__4233
      @blumbie__4233 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      UM me

    • @danah7280
      @danah7280 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Girl---I wanna hug u so bad rn...

    • @_are_you_listening_now_1237
      @_are_you_listening_now_1237 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      But like who wants to get high off their ass and just cry together? like, no words just back seat, tears, and a comfortable sob 👉🏻👈🏻🥺

  • @vivdio
    @vivdio 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3727

    When you realize that.. you’re nobody’s favorite person....

    • @jasmynalex.5735
      @jasmynalex.5735 4 ปีที่แล้ว +106

      hello Ellie. Just wanted to comment and let you know that someone, somewhere considers your presence absolutely golden. And once you realize that everything you need is within yourself, the ache gets better. Ik you don't know me, but if you ever need to vent I'm always here. keep light within yourself :).

    • @user-ze4ft2up9u
      @user-ze4ft2up9u 4 ปีที่แล้ว +59

      ur my fav person now :]

    • @bledar3927
      @bledar3927 4 ปีที่แล้ว +52

      It's me I'm nobody

    • @vivdio
      @vivdio 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Hobi is my SUNSHINE 🥺🥺❤️ YES PLEASE

    • @bledar3927
      @bledar3927 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@vivdio ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @noplsnthanku
    @noplsnthanku 3 ปีที่แล้ว +69

    This is based on a true story that happened to me.
    These are my own lyrics
    I still remember it was art class
    Me in your table
    You said my art was better than it did yours
    Only if you knew how much I liked you
    But I watched you eyes as she walks by...
    What a sight for sore eyes
    Brighter than the blue sky
    She's got you mesmerized while I die...
    Why did I even think you liked me?
    I'm not even half as pretty
    You gave her your smile
    It's just a f*cking expression
    But you like her better
    i wish I were heather
    Watch as she stands with her, holding your hand
    Put your arm 'round her shoulder, now I'm getting colder
    But how could I hate her, she's such an angel
    But then again, kinda wish she were dead as she walks by...
    Why would I ever think you liked me?
    I'm not even half as pretty
    You gave her your smile, it's just a f*cking expression
    But you like her better
    I WISH I WERE HEATHER...
    Oh, I wish I were heather
    Oh, oh, wish I were heather
    Why did I ever think you liked me?
    I'm not even half as pretty
    You gave her your smile, it's just a f*cking expression
    But you like her better...
    Wish I were-

    • @arandomperson9014
      @arandomperson9014 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      i guess we have same life then

    • @MD-pg1go
      @MD-pg1go 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Damn

    • @midnightwinds
      @midnightwinds 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I hope you are doing better now.

  • @notmors
    @notmors 4 ปีที่แล้ว +425

    deadass was crying then a taco bell ad popped up

    • @laurieschang2
      @laurieschang2 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      mood

    • @khush3315
      @khush3315 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Food never fails to upset😌

    • @notnya206
      @notnya206 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Lmaoo

    • @jessica.si1va
      @jessica.si1va 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      lmaoo it’s so annoying tho

    • @aileen2001
      @aileen2001 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      that made me smile 🥺

  • @judecrow5462
    @judecrow5462 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1095

    Everyone’s talking about their boyfriend but she was my best friend.😔
    Edit:I haven’t checked in on this comment for a while.I am still very depressed and think about her everyday.I just can’t get her off my mind.Ive started hurting myself most nights now 😔

    • @Bigpussy.sloppp
      @Bigpussy.sloppp 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      😔 girlyyyy nooo

    • @bigbussyprincess1800
      @bigbussyprincess1800 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      I'll be your new best friend bby 😺💓

    • @libby1094
      @libby1094 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Same..

    • @allieroberson3515
      @allieroberson3515 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Me talking about my best friend who I was dating and just broke up with me 3 hours ago 😞

    • @heehaw7419
      @heehaw7419 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      me too bb

  • @abigailhall6939
    @abigailhall6939 4 ปีที่แล้ว +289

    YES NOW I DONT HAVE TO REPLAY EVER FEW MINUTES

  • @sophia-gl7ee
    @sophia-gl7ee 3 ปีที่แล้ว +50

    I've been crying this whole day life has been shit I listened to this song and cried a whole lot more

    • @yhazhinisiva1711
      @yhazhinisiva1711 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same 🤧

    • @yohelpineedausername5908
      @yohelpineedausername5908 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Finally I cried lmao. I just wanna have a breakdown,telling my family that I'm not their toy that they can control. I'm a human as well....but I never can... So I just cry with songs at midnight...

    • @khushihebbar4275
      @khushihebbar4275 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      hope you are ok

    • @evelynolivia9010
      @evelynolivia9010 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      that shit hits hard same here im prettt sure im deppresed damm 6th grade messed me up

  • @jasminewong4160
    @jasminewong4160 4 ปีที่แล้ว +184

    i literally can’t even really relate to this song but it still makes me sad because i’m imagining her liking this other girl again:( even though she says that she’s in love with me i just don’t know if she actually is

  • @Cat.lvr.0
    @Cat.lvr.0 4 ปีที่แล้ว +627

    "Are you crying? Dont cry. Its gonna be ok, everything's gonna be ok."-markiplier

    • @fluffycucumber5874
      @fluffycucumber5874 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      PLEASE THESE COMMENTS HURT MORE THAN THEY SHOULD

    • @M_ldyCheese
      @M_ldyCheese 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@coolguyoct Where it's it from

    • @coolguyoct
      @coolguyoct 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @@M_ldyCheese its from a deleted channel called unus annus, if your curious you can maybe find the clip somewhere.

    • @M_ldyCheese
      @M_ldyCheese 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@coolguyoct That makes sense.

    • @belkat5666
      @belkat5666 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I love markiplier he really is great

  • @sophiatate8679
    @sophiatate8679 4 ปีที่แล้ว +386

    Theres this boy. Hes everything I’ve ever wanted. He’s caring, funny, genuine, and cute. We talked non stop for about two weeks. A few days ago he started to seem off. I thought it was just because of school or maybe something going on with his family. So i texted him and said hey. He left me on open. Then i snaped him a video of me telling him something that was on my mind. Which we always did before he stared acting weird. He left me on open. I thought he was different. I thought he was one off those boys u see in movies. One of those boy who actually means everything they say. Why is it that you could care so much for someone, but yet they dont care at all back. It hurts my heart so bad. To whoever gets this boy i hope they know how lucky they are. Because ik he would give the person he loves the world. ( sorry but i just needed to get that out of my system)
    Edit: (Hey, i just wanted to give an update. Its been like almost three months now. We’re friends now. And i dont like him like a crush anymore. I like him as a friend. I think he’ll always have a special place in my heart. But im just trying to heal from other things. Thank y’all so much for the likes. I’ve never got so many. And thank u all the replies they truly mean a lot to me❤️).

    • @the1nonlycass
      @the1nonlycass 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      he doesn't deserve u queen!

    • @sophiatate8679
      @sophiatate8679 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      raging ethot yes sadly doe😞

    • @CharleyAnderson-ur5ss
      @CharleyAnderson-ur5ss 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      ...the same exact thing happened to me..

    • @sophiatate8679
      @sophiatate8679 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I feel that it sucks, but all we can do is forgive and forget sadly. 😞

    • @haniarizwan5912
      @haniarizwan5912 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Guess were similar in this way 💔💯📌

  • @jellytwtchan739
    @jellytwtchan739 3 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    The fact that I’m listening to this at night in the car while just looking out the window looking at the stars hits different for me

    • @heartsforashxr
      @heartsforashxr ปีที่แล้ว

      damn that's the best feeling ever

  • @holaamigos5161
    @holaamigos5161 4 ปีที่แล้ว +544

    Anyone else literally just want to cry in the rain listening to this

    • @gks6747
      @gks6747 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      that's me :")

    • @alixgun3644
      @alixgun3644 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I do that🤣

    • @willow5897
      @willow5897 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      that's legit what im doing right now

    • @timeadimabuyu3312
      @timeadimabuyu3312 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      me :,)

    • @phirefflies
      @phirefflies 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i wanna like stand in the rain and sing (uhm more like scream) the lyrics to this song :')

  • @user-wv7yx7mr4m
    @user-wv7yx7mr4m 4 ปีที่แล้ว +489

    POV: you were sitting down at the lunch table alone per usual as you were then startled by a tap on your shoulder. you flinched then jerked your direction behind you to be greeted by a cute, black fluffy hair, bright blue eyes, tall boy. you felt your face burn up as you slowly started to crush on this boy little by little. "u-uh hey is there a-anything i can help you with?" you asked before mentally punching yourself in the gut cause of your stuttering. the boy smiled and his cheeks flushed a light pink "oh i was wondering if i could sit with you" he asked obviously nervous while gripping the back of his neck. you giggled. "of course". as time went by you two got to know each other, you guys were best friends. December 3rd you and him were standing outside the cafe waiting for your coffee. As a shiver was sent down your spine you huffed on your hands trying to warm up "here" the boy said putting his sweater on you "wow you look better in it then me" he giggled before kissing your cheek. your face turned bright red and you covered it up with your gloved hand when you then noticed the boys eyes were caught by.....heather "what a sight for sore eyes" he said slowly falling in love with her 'brighter then the blue sky' he thought to himself "shes got you mesmerized" you said with a sigh as you slowly felt your heart die. the next day at school the boy didnt meet up with you like he usually does, you raised your eyebrow in confusion when you then heard a familiar laugh. you turned around to see the boy kissing heathers neck and flirting with her as she wore his sweater. you felt your face heat up and your eyes start to swell with tears. you walked passed them as you locked eyes with him and that just made your heart drop. its lunch time and you sat down at your spot when you then looked to your side to see heather and the boy laughing and flirting once more. you felt your heart break into a million pieces once more. after lunch you go to math. you sat down in your seat and laid your head in the palm of your hand as your mind raced. the boy sat down next to you and noticed you were down "hey you o-" you then cut him off "why would you ever kiss me im not even half as pretty..you gave her your sweater" he looked at you in shock "its just polyester" he then looked away from you "but you like her better.....i wish i were heather" you said as tears trickled down your face and onto the desk. he was shocked in with what you were saying and he didnt know what to do. you looked at him with heart break in your eyes and said "i guess this is goodbye" you smiled then left the room.
    hehe i hope you like it.

    • @hayhayya13
      @hayhayya13 4 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      this.is.so.good.holy.shit

    • @lexishay2724
      @lexishay2724 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Haley Huang uhhh this is BEAUTIFUL

    • @jimenaalfaro2470
      @jimenaalfaro2470 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      love it:)

    • @camysanchez541
      @camysanchez541 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      So good 👌🏼

    • @aziyah6368
      @aziyah6368 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      i didnt plan on crying tonight but this..a feeling ive felt

  • @haha-bh7rp
    @haha-bh7rp 4 ปีที่แล้ว +203

    “How can I hate her she’s such an angel” yes she is she’s so nice, so why did he kiss me

  • @potatotzuyu7973
    @potatotzuyu7973 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    just because i smile doesnt mean im truly happy.

    • @OliverDean-n9d
      @OliverDean-n9d 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      but no one seems to know this at all in the world

  • @katsukibakuhoe2982
    @katsukibakuhoe2982 4 ปีที่แล้ว +296

    I was replaying this song over and over last night, now I can just vibe and cry without having to do anything

    • @user-ix8sm2vo6k
      @user-ix8sm2vo6k 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      YOUR USERNAME I-

    • @astgenerositymedia2620
      @astgenerositymedia2620 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Oh my god Bakugou CRIES OMLLLLL

    • @tajhea8682
      @tajhea8682 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Is that another MHA stan I see? 😼

    • @neemoss2
      @neemoss2 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hey, you ok my friend?

  • @kiachqu
    @kiachqu 4 ปีที่แล้ว +583

    Hey you,
    yes you-
    I know it may be hard right now and you’re thinking about giving up,
    don’t do it.
    Even though it may feel like nobody’s there for you,
    this one random internet stranger is here.
    Love yourself and appreciate your flaws,
    cause if you were gone,
    there would be no flaws left to appreciate.
    If you need to cry, cry,
    but just remember,
    somebody’s there for you, even if it’s emotionally or physically.
    And if you’re wanting to be Heather,
    you’ll one day be Heather.
    Keep lifting your head up and pushing forward.
    - that one internet stranger ❤️❤️

    • @benedictorquartey604
      @benedictorquartey604 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Omg I needed this 😢❤

    • @zizi8667
      @zizi8667 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      When the song screamed heather i read “that one internet stranger” and it fitted perfectly, so here’s ur proof, ur heather

    • @lindsay220
      @lindsay220 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      thank you, im having a rough night. i love you random stranger 🥺❤️

    • @boba_tea9562
      @boba_tea9562 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      People like you make me forget about giving up thank you ♥️

    • @greeleybillips9135
      @greeleybillips9135 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I started balling half way through this and I really needed to here this because my boyfriend is using me because he just moved here and knew no one and thought that I was friends with all the girls and so when I told the person who I thought was my best friend she immediately told him and he stayed he liked me to when he just wanted to use me the only one who knows is my best friend and my dog and horse. no ones going to see this anyway but if someone does please help me

  • @samideluca8040
    @samideluca8040 4 ปีที่แล้ว +605

    I’m the backup, for every single thing, backup friend, backup sister, back up daughter, backup student, backup everything. I’m tired of it. I’m tired of getting pushed to the side while I look on and see all of the girls looking amazing and I’m sitting down because I’ll never get invited, I’ll never be asked what I want to do, I’ll never get asked to choose what we’re doing in class, I’ll never be as good as anyone else. The people around me are some of the most amazing, beautiful, smart and caring people, but sometimes I really just want to hate them for being too perfect. Why can’t they give me just a little bit of that. Why can’t they see they’re pushing me to the side. Why can’t they see I’m hurting. Why can’t they see that I have problems too and I’m not here to solve every single thing for you while all you do is say “mood” or “facts”. Can someone just see me.

    • @miarigano3690
      @miarigano3690 4 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      I feel you ik exactly how you feel. You feel as if your a therapist you try talking above but they always say their own problems before you can say a sentence, then they ask you why your so sad all the time and you just say " I'm fine " or "it's just alorgeys.".

    • @janiyahjones4959
      @janiyahjones4959 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Ig we are the same person then

    • @Jasmine-tq1nq
      @Jasmine-tq1nq 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      i see you. i hear you. keep trying, and no matter what, just push through it. i know it sounds ridiculous, but some people even look up to you. maybe i do, i don't know because i don't know you, but maybe someday. i lost my mom at 4, had 2 narcissistic and mentally abusive stepmothers, and some people think i didn't go through a lot, but they will never actually know because they never witnessed it firsthand. i was called names, manipulated, guilt tripped, suffered, and cried so, so much. whenever i tried to tell somebody about it, they either didn't know what to say or didn't even listen to me, just like you. at school i was known as the happy kid, or the weird one, but we all have needs and personalities. i was even known as the "favorite one" or the person who does everything perfectly, and i didn't know what the fuck to do. but we NEED to be heard, comforted, and so much more. people will push you to the side, not listen to you, and you'll think that everyone is better than you, but even they cry, and suffer even though it might not look like it. but fuck the people who make you feel bad, cry, don't listen to you, etc. you can do so, so much better than that. even if you have only one really good friend, they're still so much more worth it than hanging out with losers. hang in there, it'll get better.

    • @samideluca8040
      @samideluca8040 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Jasmine Fields I actually freaking love you right now, you just made my day💛💛💛💛💛💛👑👑👑

    • @beepbop1136
      @beepbop1136 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Ho bud that’s not right all of those people are jerks and you should tell them how you really feel when your ready tell them you don’t feel included I know it’s not easy but you deserve attention and love no one doesn’t so have a nice day or night or afternoon get some sleep and something to drink if you need it take care of yourself and don’t put yourself down you matter and others just don’t see it yet but your very special ❤️

  • @louisajackson410
    @louisajackson410 3 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    fun fact: there’s a big chance you’re the heather for someone else without you realizing
    - Sofia Vrolijk

  • @blbl4507
    @blbl4507 4 ปีที่แล้ว +125

    This song hits hard- imagine like your best friend coming for advice on the person you like- and you can’t do anything about it because they like your friend too-.

    • @zinlou4167
      @zinlou4167 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Ouch

    • @alyssagmail1057
      @alyssagmail1057 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      That’s why I told my bsffffff my crush I trusted her ... she hasn’t let it out and it’s been 4-3 years. She said she will never love him because she knows how bad I like him

    • @jordanholt5719
      @jordanholt5719 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Omg ilysm and I’m so sorry this happened. Sometimes it’s just time for ppl to not be in our life as much and u will meet knew ppl. And if u ever need to talk I’m always here my snap is jordannholt. There r ppl here for u :)

    • @daniellenicole6680
      @daniellenicole6680 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Throwback to last year when my closest guy friend, who I liked, asked me to help him ask out another girl. I decided I’d never be good enough for him, pushed down all my feelings for him and told her that he liked her because “girl talk” and I knew she thought he was cute. I was trying to help at the expense of my own feelings. Anyway I guess he found out I told her but I’ll never know because he won’t talk to me anymore. Just like that. One of the only boys I trusted and felt safe with: gone. And I’m still all alone. A year later and I’m still so lonely

    • @ptvmya
      @ptvmya 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      That is kinda happening to me (not rly-) my best friend likes my boyfriend.. Shes known him longer she deserves him 💔

  • @aracelygomez8480
    @aracelygomez8480 4 ปีที่แล้ว +120

    POV: you’re riding in the backseat with a bunch of friends but you have your headphones on listening to heather, you’re staring out the window looking at the mountains pass you by as the suns setting. But you don’t want to be with your friends. You want to be with her. But you know she’s thinking of someone else

  • @nobars__
    @nobars__ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +401

    when your whole friend group is heather except for you...

    • @yeontanbangtan2113
      @yeontanbangtan2113 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      It hurts so much-

    • @minilein4894
      @minilein4894 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I am a heather from the friends group and im sorry for her

    • @eviet.7867
      @eviet.7867 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I don't want to be a heather but from what i heard from rumors i am. Though for some reason nobody realizes i'm a conan in so many instances

    • @alixiatiu4060
      @alixiatiu4060 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Alaynna Shaw I know how u feel

    • @meganbryant8098
      @meganbryant8098 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Honestly relatable

  • @nozaiim
    @nozaiim 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    The moment you realize no one remembers you unless YOU talk to them
    Have a great day! And make sure you think positive!💖

  • @Thebestmya
    @Thebestmya 4 ปีที่แล้ว +936

    I’m the cause of all of my problems....Not anyone else.

    • @yhazhinisiva1711
      @yhazhinisiva1711 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      me too :(

    • @-airymations-8967
      @-airymations-8967 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Same.

    • @shobutquiet1823
      @shobutquiet1823 3 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      I'm causing others problems, I even cause my own. I don't want to be a bother, But I wanted to let this out. Thank you.

    • @-airymations-8967
      @-airymations-8967 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @@shobutquiet1823 no you aren’t a bother! Vent all you want

    • @tehillahdowdell7159
      @tehillahdowdell7159 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      No babe. I love you. So does Jesus. Stay strong babe.

  • @addiisgett3313
    @addiisgett3313 4 ปีที่แล้ว +158

    “she’s such an angel, but then again i kind of wish she were dead” me too. me. too.

    • @dailylives947
      @dailylives947 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Same hits me good bc i actually want my crush's crush to die but my crush would be sad if my crush's crush dies.... WISH MY CRUSH'S CRUSH NEVER LIKED HIM BACK SO MY CRUSH COULD FEEL HOW IT FEELS TO BE REJECTED BY THEIR OWN CRUSH

    • @ew6181
      @ew6181 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same but shes not an angel

    • @tabbbyb
      @tabbbyb 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@dailylives947 im confused-?

  • @ily-8287
    @ily-8287 4 ปีที่แล้ว +263

    The fact that you’re never gonna read this is making me feel way better. I miss you so much, I cry almost every time I think of you, I miss your hugs, your laugh, your smile! I miss everything about you. It was hard to see you move on but it’s life right? Seeing you laugh with girls that are far more prettier than me makes me feel as if I’m not good enough. Was that why we ended? I feel horrible knowing I could’ve changed how I was. I feel insecure compared to all the girls you’ve dated. I wish we had another chance together. Even just a spark between us. I know that you weren’t happy but I was, I’m sorry I wasn’t good enough for you. I’m sorry that it was my fault we ended, I’m sorry I still have feelings for you. I miss you every day constantly. No I haven’t even been able to move on. We talk but not enough. I love you

    • @aico9651
      @aico9651 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      You don’t ever need to change who you are for someone EVER you rock who you are and it just goes to show that they wasn’t the one for you you may have felt loved and that you thought they were the one the only one but guess not it sucks to hear I know I really do but let this sink in,, if they didn’t love you for who you were then fuck em I hope you’re okay even if I don’t know who you are :’)

    • @yodelehehoo
      @yodelehehoo 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Never change yourself for somebody. You will find someone who’s more compatible with you. There will be someone out there that will never let you go, ever. Read the last page, and close the book with this guy :)

    • @dontsubscribe145
      @dontsubscribe145 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same dude :( my best friend is dating the guy Ive loved for 5 years

    • @jia9744
      @jia9744 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@dontsubscribe145 :( you dont deserve that, you deserve so much more

    • @cashchrisyt6566
      @cashchrisyt6566 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Don’t subscribe lmao wtf she a playa

  • @gabby-uy7qv
    @gabby-uy7qv 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    Pov/Mini Short Story:
    You are sitting on the bench outside of the gym holding the prom. You came with your best friend hoping to confess your feelings, but your friend left you for one of the strongest guys in the whole school. You hoped that after a bit your crush could see how much the guy was full of himself, but no... they just continued trying to get his attention as well as every other girl and guy that thought they had a chance. You went outside in hopes that you could at least enjoy the night in some way, you didn't mind the rain as you steadily were drenched by the water falling like tears from the sky. The moment the song began to play, you felt your heart begin to crack as sadness crashed over you like a tidal wave, the tears began racing down your cheeks competing with the rain. The life slowly began to drain out of your eyes as you wished you were no longer alive, you were plunged into the depths of sorrow and depression that to your friend, that's all you were, friends. The gym doors opened before being shut quickly, the guy that had girls and guys alike swarming him stepped out feeling much better without so many people swarming him. He noticed you sitting there with the rain drumming on your still figure, he approached and sat down. Your eyes shifted over to the guy, why was he sitting there to simply get a breath from being fawned over. The guy glanced over at you, his face had a red hue showing off his faint freckles, "Um... how you doin?" he questioned awkwardly. You simply turned your head to look him in the eyes as your eyes showed how lifeless you felt. The boy's breath hitched at seeing how dead you looked, "Who hurt you?" he whispered taking your face in his hands, he leaned forward as his thumb wiped the mixture of tears and rain from your cheek. The simple action and question was the thing that broke the dam, you chocked out a sob as the tears replaced the liquid from before. The boy gave a soft sigh as he pulled you into a hug, you couldn't help but cling to him so tightly, like he would disappear the moment you loosened your grip. "You know... over all the people that I could love... you caught my eye." Your broken sobs slowed to whimpers from the pain of your broken heart as he continued talking. "You were always willing to help when you would get nothing in return except a smile, you even stand up for people that think the worst of you." The boy pulled away to look you in the eyes with a look of pure admiration. "I love you, will you be mine?" he questioned as you could only stare in shock. You chocked on another sob as you said brokenly, "yes." The boy gave a smile full of love and happiness, he kissed you and you kissed back, your broken heart already slowly healing.

    • @Maya-di4qy
      @Maya-di4qy 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Geez

    • @simpsandstrawberries1126
      @simpsandstrawberries1126 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      HELL YEA WE GET WHO HEATHER WANTED-

    • @3clipses_Night
      @3clipses_Night 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      In the guy's P.O.V. when he said "Who hurt you?" I would say "Everyone....but im already used to it since i went through it most of my lifetime..."

    • @Ryanlaw1117
      @Ryanlaw1117 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      it was so good i cried 🥺