🌠YOUR PLAN vs. the UNIVERSE'S PLAN 🐬💫🍄🔮 Pick-a-card tarot reading
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 5 ก.ย. 2024
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3. I'm not afraid of the opportunities. More about just making sure I aligned with myself first before going into anything. Thank you so much!
3 ppl around me talk about money all the time.. their fears bring me down to earth, put me in place.. and make me forget about my spiritual journey. from what i was to what energy i am in now..is mind blowing to me.. brings tears into my eyes when readings like this resonate so deeply. couldnt have done it without all u magical tarot readers, showing me the way.. lots a love !
Pile 3🤗 Mam like how can be ur readings are so accurate everytime😊❤ thanku so much for being there for us🙏🏻
Very accurate ... Thank you!
Pile 3 here! Totally amazing reading! Completely the kind of energy I am in right now! Nailed it😂Thankyou
Thank you so much! I really, really needed that clarity today ❤ So amazing to see how deep the people-pleasing goes, I had no idea that’s what it looked like from the outside! Like a character in a book, when you’re in the pages, you don’t know. The reader can piece together the parts! 🎉 Grateful to you!
I claim Pile 3 message
I'm ready for my tribe to come
Thank you for your readings
Thank you for pile 3 ✨☀️✨
#2! Your entire reading really and truly resonates. Felt like a personal one. Thank you so much for the greater insights and deeper clarity. I have learned so much today !!
Pile 3. The messages were very supportive. Thank you 🤍✨🤗
#3. You don't know how much I appreciate your readings! 🥹 Thank you so much! 😊💖
May be weird because my energy is calling for momentum but at the same time I actually really really really just wanted permission to slow down and be told it's ok to not get everything sorted out right now...
Like YES, I want to travel, fall in love, raise a family, build my own business and share my story to guide others where I can... But for now I just want to be a normal part time working full time fashion student who dances around a pole in her free time and enjoys eating, movies and quiet nights at home.
It's nice to know those things can wait and I can take my time and it doesn't have to all happen now.. As much as my ego wants it NOW my heart calls for simplicity and stillness...
So pile 1 was perfect thank you.
Also feeling drawn to pile 2 so will watch and update (hopefully they aren't contrasting haha)
-----...... It was. I am now more confused because pile 1 said slow down, chill out and surrender - everything will be ok but it's their timing not mine... and Pile 2 is saying GO FOR IT, take a leap, make changes (really hoping this is just confirming my recent choice for change from uni degree to fashion certificate, and choosing to stay and work to save rather than go travelling again.. although there is a university I want to apply to but I'm not sure if it's still aligned..)
Update: My dad died at the beginning of this year, and even though it is COMPLETELY illogical and irrational, I feel like it's partly my fault. Like had I just honoured my intuition and not allowed myself to be so driven by immature impulses perhaps he wouldn't have done what he did. I was on a trip he had paid for, worked hard for and I was literally blowing his money drinking, partying and f*king. I hadn't gone solo travelling like this before and I had spent the whole year either depressed or eating super clean/sleeping early/not drinking and barely socialising so I was excited and felt free and alive. I had also been celibate for a year and a half. I was 23 at the time and spent alot of my post-high school years either in an abusive relationship or healing through spiritual development and wholesome connection/celebration. Rarely did I give myself permission to be so reckless. And I was tired of the restrictions so I let loose, acted recklessly and foolishly and stopped my spiritual practices for a while. And in those couple of months of reckless abandon and fun.. my dad killed himself. During the trip HE paid for. That was meant to be so special and in the end I was trapped there with not enough money (long story). I know he was overall proud of me but not so much of that time, and I know he didn't die because of my actions but karmically and energetically I can't help but feel responsible. Even when I remind myself that I was the kid and he the adult and there was years of built up trauma and mental health issues on his and my part.. I still feel ashamed and guilty and like I contributed to that energetic outcome. So far this pile resonates alot... He was also very absent alot of the time so perhaps it is speaking to my guilt and his/my blame and his. I miss him so much, we were finally healing our relationship after so many years and he was a truly magnificent and kind person.
Also, around this time my BF, who was a new thing but a big deal for me and we met on the trip, broke up with me because he met someone new (and the timing was off - which we both knew deep down) so there's that third party situation :")...
It's been 6 months now and I haven't really drunk or gone out since arriving back in my home country and visiting him (coma in hospital/funeral) in his country. I guess.... I am choosing to focus on my pole journey, my fashion degree and my health and wellbeing through going to the gym/exercising and eating a balanced diet (with the occasional indulgence since I'm recovering from an ED and trying to allow myself to eat delicious food without binging/restricting). I really really REALLY just want to love myself like I used to. Love my body, love the person I see in the mirror, love my heart and personality and mind but the parts I used to love feel nearly dead at this point.. Even so, I still try to love and laugh and smile everyday, create, give myself kindness and compassion.. I know I am probably not doing as much as I should/could be but I really am so tired and worn out and grieving and healing my C-Ptsd from childhood while navigating adulthood as an autistic spiritual female traumatised abuse surviving human spirit. I'm not usually in a victim mentality but it's hard right now, even though I am grateful and blessed and priveleged in many ways and I love my job cooking for people and I am SO excited to start learning how to make clothes and maybe do my own polewear, even though I feel like maybe I could do more, I am happy with what I am doing... even though I am so grateful for the compliments at work and the sunsets and moonrise and nourishing foods and strong healthy body and bones... It hasn't been easy and I would be lying if I said there wasn't a voice inside calling for something more.. even if I am able to be content and grateful with what I have.
OKAY so on top of what I have written, there is more with the vanity card. Firstly, that I do use it to drive my goals and escape through body image and focusing on becoming more beautiful so I can feel more lovable (and yes I am 10000000% aware that this is not a healthy, serving mentality but I am consistent with self love practices and rewiring my internal monologue to try not to let it drive me while still allowing myself to indulge in my appearance for other reasons such as confidence, health and self love etc). However, there is also the other aspect that you mentioned about other people's vanity leaving me feeling out in the cold and well, my mum, bless her soul, raised me with an acute awareness around physical appearances, both of the person and the stature, and I would feel she prioritised how she came across more than she prioritised mothering me. On top of that, I also had a relationship with a very vain person (not that I was without faults nor she entirely flawed) which left me feeling even more 'orphaned'. Since my upbringing, my relationship/s and my fathers death, I have also felt at times orphaned by the universe.. especially when I see others so easily enjoying their superficiality without much consequence but then I feel like I can't..
My solo mum and best friend is very possibly this energy of boundary setting.. because I love love love her but I don't always agree with her way of seeing the world or speaking to me. Still, she has been a huge part of my life as it was just the two of us from age 3 onwards until 14 and she literally raised me to be codependent so there's that.. Still, would rather a overly doting parent to one that didn't show me any love so even though my teenage years were rough and her love was conditional, under it all it has always been constant.
I KNOW I have a beautiful life story ahead of me and I am blessed in countless ways, they are just more... nuanced and subtle than some others. Yet, my mum is a hero, my dad was a blessing and my life has been a beautiful story of recovery, healing, love and truth, as well as compassion, abandonment and self discovery.
Pile 3 - you nailed my plan (apart from the yoga lol) and you gave me clarity on the universe’s plan. It was nice to see were aligned. Still waiting for my soul tribe 🙏
I love when I stumble on gifted individuals who have such humility and humbleness. Girl, pile number two… and as you were reading, my thoughts were in sync with the message you received. Thank you for offering this on TH-cam because you really don’t have to, and I appreciate that. You were able to channel information that was confirming for me when I really needed it. Stay blessed. 🌻✨♥️
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Piles 2+ 3 both very accurate and helpful!! ✨You are an amazing reader!!✨Thank✨🙏🙏❤🙏🙏✨you!!
#2 made perfect sense. Not vague at all !
Great reading topic. I tend to pick the pile that has the more elusive messages but you were SO spot on with all of it. For me the Page and Queen of cups is the dynamic between myself and a younger female sibling who usually looks to me for support. She needs to find better student/life balance and I've surrendered to the universe to connect her with better emotional support than I'm able to currently provide, as I try to replenish my own cup with self-care. Yes feeling restless, looking for life force energy, the new direction I'm meant to go in, soul tribe etc. Yes, resistance to considering an entrepreneur route or standing out in any way. I do sense something new is going to show up though, that I will need to decide whether to explore or not. Thank you so much for this reading, Barbie. 🙏💙🌟
I was drawn to 2 and 3 today and let me just say those together were perfect for me both resonated in numerous ways and I am so happy
I can't believe how much pile 3 is me!!! Thank you!
I'm looking forward to this reading, thank you in advance. I love the colour of your nail polish btw 😁
Pile 3 - Spot on reading. 🥰💖👍
op 2. loved your aproach. i was listening patienlly and i felt every outcome of your mind. ty
Pile 1 I receive it! ❤
Great topic. Pile 1 ❤
Thank you so much, you are so accurate. I need to hear this though deep down I already know because the Universe has already answered my questions. This is the confirmation. Again, thank you so much
This is a dope topic!!
❤thank u so much I love u sooooo much.
Amen to pile #2
LMAO I am a taurus and definitely mildly offended by how you described my zodiac :')
I love change and mixing things up and I make a conscious effort to stay flexible and open to change. I like routine as it helps to maintain a sense of groundedness, direction and organise my otherwise chaotic thoughts but honestly I am a taurus with PTSD so it's kinda contradictory hah I know you were discussing the hierophant BUT I do change my mind, often, and I am very much not stuck - in fact I HATE feeling stuck. BUT I will say... I am VERY stubborn when it comes to this one thing. But that is only because it's around clearing out karmic patterns, healing past wounds, being a good mother and y'know living. Because lowkey I want to give up and give in and just stop trying to be a good person in the face of suffering, to stop believing in hope and optimism and everything but if I relinquish my faith and optimism then who am I? It has kept me alive ... at this point the only thing keeping me alive is the fact that my dad is dead and his death would be a waste if I died too. I am an only child, his only child so really it's my damn duty as his only offspring to carry on his blood and legacy and honour his greatest gift and sacrifice to me -- my and his life.
Pile 3 strongly resonated, as if it was a personal reading. Thank you!
❤❤ thank you!!!
Pile 1 beautiful girls ❤🎉😊
Pile 1 ❤❤❤
Thanks again ✨♥️
Thank you ❤️
❤ Thank you for your amazing reading….🙏😇 Big hug and gratitude….(pile 3) ⚜️🌈🦋🥰♾️
Pile one but there no one to choose they never let me meet good people that i could choose the universe never ones to give me any reliationships 😣 they dont care about me
Thank you it was very resonating❤
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Not fulfilling at all😂
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