Pile 1. Having people want your energy and obsess over you all the time is not an honor at all. It’s draining and it’s selfish because people are so focused on me and don’t know how to self soothe. They just like my healing energy and I’m tired of giving it to everyone so no it’s not an honor and it’s nothing to be happy about but accurate reading for sure.
Pile 2. Question I ask myself, "Why do I want to socialise and get to know people on a deeper level?" I don't. I say Hi and Bye and How are you? and that's about it. I like it that way, then depart. I suppose that makes me mysterious and elusive. Thanks for the reading.🌸
Oh yes, I am habitually mistaken for naive and admittedly do not expect people to overtly attempt to dupe me in some manner. However, my knowing protects me and yes, people have tried to force romantic intentions on me inexplicably and at random. I attract wounded egos that want to put me low and dominate me. They triffle with me and find out. I get to be the villain in their story because these ones dislike looking in the mirror, and don't see me for who I truly am but who they project me to be. 🤷♀️
Pile 3.. Thank you ❤ Some people reading me and Im reading them as well then I’ll say and act certain way and see how they will react ,funny it’s ruffling feathers 😂❤ thank you ❤
Pile 1 very interesting. I’ve been wanting to connect with people more for friendships but most ppl i know don’t respect my boundaries & i assume ppl don’t find me that interesting. and i have given up on romance 😂 so i have no idea what’s going on. your readings are always profound thank you
Pile 2. I just came back to say I'm amazed, my Senior manager just lowkey confirmed me that my boss is trying to get me at my breaking point 😮 I kinda suspected it, but thought it was just my imagination. Thanks for the reading! You are so accurate
Pile 2 thank you very much!!! I think I elude all compliments unconsciously, when I hear one I get really nervous, still trying to dive deep into the real reasons...as for the social/ night plot, is very accurate because some years ago I was very popular especially in night scenes , events and so on, and then I went on hermit mode and began a deep spiritual journey, so that people still want to go out with me but I’m not willing to come back to the toxic dynamics I was involved with 😅 so I think this is was the reading speaking about in my case. I think I have to work on my self worth anyhow indeed... thank you very much for your honesty and guidance ❤️❤️❤️🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🌟🌟🌟🌟
Pile 2 and most of these issues came from family so far. I come from a spiritually powerful but corrupt paternal family. My father unfortunately followed tradition in the worst way and I became his main target for money and power since I'm his strongest daughter. IYKYK. Now I'm dodging an evil mother in law who targeted me from day one unbeknownst to me of course. Awareness is key
Pile 1: This flower is blooming only for the ones that know its true value of creation and fruitful givings, and who will never take it for granted anymore. That’s all I have to say about this🙏💖
Pile 2! My whole team at work is getting outsourced and we are training our replacements; as the training commences, leadership is panicking because I’m the only one being proactive and not setting the new team up for failure out of spite lol. I have more love for my integrity than anger over the layoff. Looking forward to unemployment 😌 it’s nice to hear that I’m leaving a positive mark, these recommendations better be FIRE 🔥
What a horribly abusive thing to do ! Expecting someone who has lost their job to re train their relationship replacement . Toxic . Sorry you are going through this. Wish you all the best for the future.
#1 they turned their back on me first. I built my own life. In march I started my own youtube channel - and I'm a very autentic person. Sometimes I tell about my life and other times I do tarot readings. I'm about Mental strength, Emotional healing and spiritual growth and that is what I try to learn others. A very accurat reading! Thanx ❤
Pile 2 here ❤ it was very accurate and i am actually a witch hhhh I subscribed to your channel i like your energy thank you for sharing your time and gifts with us ❤❤❤
I am overwhelmed by attention. I feel like prey. Ironically I prayed for this at one point. Let people closer? 😂😂😂😂 I tried to let people in and they tore me up. I’m praying now not to be bitter.
Pile 1. I literally just got away from a bunch of energy harvesting creeps. I'd say they could kiss my ass but they could only wish to be so lucky. Thank you for the reading ✨️
I am hiding, but I'm not hiding myself at all....I go out with my friends, take salsa dance lessons, work with my kind colleques etc. Very social, but not with the person who is coming through in all of my readings. He's a male narcissist, who has betrayed me in the worst way. He didn't do that once, he did it twice. His lack of empathy for hurting me the way he did is shocking, really scary! He did this ro many more women, he doesn't care. But he never expected me to go contact with him! So now he wants to hoover me...after doing so much damage and showing me how cold and cruel he is. No way, I"ll never let this man back in my life. He can " miss" me all he wants. I feel much happier without his sick mindgames. I'm open to be with kind people😊
People have done nothing but hurt me including family. I prefer to be a hermit and stay away especially whilst I’m healing. Having a healer energy is awful. People literally just want to eat and absorb you. I don’t see myself opening up anytime soon, don’t care for a romantic relationship. #pile1
Interesting... I chose pile 1 for a specific person, and pile 2 for a group of people work related. Yes , for me both piles are connected as person in pile 1 helped me to deal with those in pile 2. Regarding the romance in pile 1, sorry but I don't believe it. I have to see it to believe it. Thank you.
Pile 1 I live with my in laws ATM while my hubby an I build a house.... OMG I hate it...8 ppl in one house and it didn't start that way. I'm so frustrated an irritated by screaming children and my sis in law trying to be me. Any ways, this is a strong word but I hate them right now. They suck with understanding boundaries and 2 of them are trump supporters>.> They don't respect much when it comes to me. I don't wanna share myself with them anymore if all they do is copy me and spread my goodnew to strangers who I don't know, I've caught them numerous times already... I'am indeed emotionally raw ATM.
Hello I recently subscribed your channel I really loved your reading and I m seeing myself watching your all readings It really resonates with me I wish if I can donate or pay for reading But I can’t do it internationally I just wish to get reading from you one day If u have to choose ur subscribers to give free reading choose me 😂 Because I m very devoted follower You are AMAZING 🌟 I ll always cherish for you Gratitude 🙏🏻
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Dear Michael, your readings are being so nurturing that I really want to give it back and as I cannot pay back in money I'd be honoured, since you called it a rare and interesting trait, to give you my recipe for "how to stop desiring a relationship" that I have extracted out of about 28 years of craving a relationship more than anything. It's possibly going to be quite a long and complex explanation so I thought I am elaborating only if you're interested, if not, I hope I'll still find some other notion of value to offer to you. Have a lovely day 🤍
@@BlueGemTarot-cw8nx Here's a first draft, might modify later but I am posting meanwhile as there's quite a pull on it for some reasons 😅 I hope it can be of good use to anyone who might need it, have a beautiful, peaceful day🩵 First draft: Although life isn't perfect just yet, individuals are not made to suffer. Suffering is a signal that isn't meant for us to be identified with it, instead, its functions are barely in its acknowledgment and elaboration so to point our focus to its cause found in connection to direct or indirect interpersonal relationships with other individuals that are arranged in less than mutually ideal manners and hence that need adjustments. Still, our existence as individuals has all the intrinsic potential for a feeling base of peace, fulfillment and contentment to which nothing is taken away when functional hence loving relationships are incorporated through mutual choice and from which nothing is taken away when such healthy relationships are peacefully separated by mutual choice. When it comes to connections with other individuals, desire, which can become suffering if its pull is too heavy, is also a signal, such signal points us to a potential for good which also contains a risk factor for mistakes (evil) and that is already, in potential, connected to other individual(s) when it is perceived. Many of us are wrongly born into abusive and gaslighting hence dysfunctional cultures that teach us that desire, as well as pain, is a personal hence intrinsic thing instead of being a relational aspect of our experience, such a distorted teaching makes us identify with our perceptions much more than it would be healthy to do so and to the false but illusory benefit of the individuals who got lost into the brokenness of the world. On the matter of such a brokenness, it is possible to find that what we call "learning" is in reality "remembering", what we call "evil" is in reality "traumatised", what we call "deserving" is in reality "contextually lucky enough to be functional", what we call "better" is in reality "more privileged", what we call "guilty" is in reality "unlucky enough to be unable of understanding but still obliged with the burden of having to act regardless". Every mistake has reasons that need to be explained and understood, such reasons point to yet another mistake to a very long chain of causes and effects that some once called "negative karma". It follows that harm, pain and fear in ourselves and others are not the consequences of real choices (when one can choose better, one does better) indeed in common grounds true choice is not always an option (the world isn't perfect for everyone just yet) so when two individuals come in contact with one another, there's potential for mutual enjoyment but there's also a risk factor, which is anticipated by desire, that pulls us through chords of informations that have not been elaborated by the conscious mind just yet. The struggle and the burning need that come with the untamable desire to be with another (who's already connected in potential to such pulling chords otherwise we wouldn't be feeling it) are the messengers of a less than ideal context on the other end of the chords that we experience, potentially as uncontrollable and damaging as the desire itself if the work of mutual understanding, respect and love get distorted by mistakes. Long story short, love, in its healthy forms, doesn't disrupt one's self love, so longing to the point of anguishing for it simply indicates that a lot of mutual learning and repair are necessary in the potential connection towards which we're being pulled... we don't anguish for the need of love, we anguish for the necessity of repairing love and that requires personal health, caution, resources and quite a bit of luck 💪🩶 p.s. the paragraphs are self standing channeled chunks from different days that I just patched together with little adjustments and resisting the need to rest so I hope they're understandable, as previously said, could edit later on 😊
@@BlueGemTarot-cw8nx Here's a first draft, might modify later but I am posting meanwhile as there's quite a pull on it for some reasons 😅 I hope it can be of good use to anyone who might need it, have a beautiful, peaceful day🩵 First draft: Although life isn't perfect just yet, individuals are not made to suffer. Suffering is a signal that isn't meant for us to be identified with it, instead, its functions are barely in its acknowledgment and elaboration so to point our focus to its cause found in connection to direct or indirect interpersonal relationships with other individuals that are arranged in less than mutually ideal manners and hence that need adjustments. Still, our existence as individuals has all the intrinsic potential for a feeling base of peace, fulfillment and contentment to which nothing is taken away when functional hence loving relationships are incorporated through mutual choice and from which nothing is taken away when such healthy relationships are peacefully separated by mutual choice. When it comes to connections with other individuals, desire, which can become suffering if its pull is too heavy, is also a signal, such signal points us to a potential for good which also contains a risk factor for mistakes (evil) and that is already, in potential, connected to other individual(s) when it is perceived. Many of us are wrongly born into abusive and gaslighting hence dysfunctional cultures that teach us that desire, as well as pain, is a personal hence intrinsic thing instead of being a relational aspect of our experience, such a distorted teaching makes us identify with our perceptions much more than it would be healthy to do so and to the false but illusory benefit of the individuals who got lost into the brokenness of the world. On the matter of such a brokenness, it is possible to find that what we call "learning" is in reality "remembering", what we call "evil" is in reality "traumatised", what we call "deserving" is in reality "contextually lucky enough to be functional", what we call "better" is in reality "more privileged", what we call "guilty" is in reality "unlucky enough to be unable of understanding but still obliged with the burden of having to act regardless". Every mistake has reasons that need to be explained and understood, such reasons point to yet another mistake to a very long chain of causes and effects that some once called "negative karma". It follows that harm, pain and fear in ourselves and others are not the consequences of real choices (when one can choose better, one does better) indeed in common grounds true choice is not always an option (the world isn't perfect for everyone just yet) so when two individuals come in contact with one another, there's potential for mutual enjoyment but there's also a risk factor, which is anticipated by desire, that pulls us through chords of informations that have not been elaborated by the conscious mind just yet. The struggle and the burning need that come with the untamable desire to be with another (who's already connected in potential to such pulling chords otherwise we wouldn't be feeling it) are the messengers of a less than ideal context on the other end of the chords that we experience, potentially as uncontrollable and damaging as the desire itself if the work of mutual understanding, respect and love get distorted by mistakes. Long story short, love, in its healthy forms, doesn't disrupt one's self love, so longing to the point of anguishing for it simply indicates that a lot of mutual learning and repair are necessary in the potential connection towards which we're being pulled... we don't anguish for the need of love, we anguish for the necessity of repairing love and that requires personal health, caution, resources and quite a bit of luck 💪🩶 To deal with attraction this one identification might be useful: Attraction for me resides in equity. I am not attracted by those who feel or think that I am more or less valuable than they are nor I am attracted by those towards whom I feel more or less valuable than they are. I do not wish myself that kind of lies and pain that goes with it and so I do not wish to others when I am able to choose truly and consciously. This doesn't mean that we're always on the same range of looks, mental capacity, economic power and so on, still, that means that, when we're not on the same "level" on all aspects, we are both aware that we're equal in mutual compensation, hence that we're aiming at improving one another on those improvable aspects so to become equal in all of our better aspects where possible and/or, where improvement isn't possible, that we're compensating one another in a balanced and mutually satisfying manner by working as a team to improve eachother lives. On the thinking level, I know that all individuals have their own reasons so regardless of their actions being more or less contextually functional, I know that they're never more nor less valuable than me, on the feelings level thought, If they feel that they're more or less valuable than me because they believe it, I am repelled.
@@BlueGemTarot-cw8nx Dear Michael, my very long answer keeps being erased by the lost souls who review the internet, so very fast that I doubt they even read it... I don't know how to make it reach you
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Pile 1. Having people want your energy and obsess over you all the time is not an honor at all. It’s draining and it’s selfish because people are so focused on me and don’t know how to self soothe. They just like my healing energy and I’m tired of giving it to everyone so no it’s not an honor and it’s nothing to be happy about but accurate reading for sure.
Pile 1… basically a lot of moths to a flame and narcs …. Working on attracting the same energy I give out… but it is rare…super empath here ❤
Pile 2. Question I ask myself, "Why do I want to socialise and get to know people on a deeper level?" I don't. I say Hi and Bye and How are you? and that's about it. I like it that way, then depart. I suppose that makes me mysterious and elusive.
Thanks for the reading.🌸
The way it should be!
Pile 3 resonates very deeply with me I felt so seen thank you
Oh yes, I am habitually mistaken for naive and admittedly do not expect people to overtly attempt to dupe me in some manner.
However, my knowing protects me and yes, people have tried to force romantic intentions on me inexplicably and at random. I attract wounded egos that want to put me low and dominate me. They triffle with me and find out. I get to be the villain in their story because these ones dislike looking in the mirror, and don't see me for who I truly am but who they project me to be. 🤷♀️
Pile 3.. Thank you ❤ Some people reading me and Im reading them as well then I’ll say and act certain way and see how they will react ,funny it’s ruffling feathers 😂❤ thank you ❤
Pile 2 rings some bells for me. I had a lot of bosses who were bullying me. Thank you for the reading 🙏
i soar with every reading from the pick a pile i choose pile 3
Don’t let setbacks, ppl mistreating you, what looks like failures, ghosting be testimonies of your worth-good reminder.
@@goldenrayofcentralsun1111 I love this !!! YES !!!!’
Pile 1 very interesting. I’ve been wanting to connect with people more for friendships but most ppl i know don’t respect my boundaries & i assume ppl don’t find me that interesting. and i have given up on romance 😂 so i have no idea what’s going on. your readings are always profound thank you
Pile 2. I just came back to say I'm amazed, my Senior manager just lowkey confirmed me that my boss is trying to get me at my breaking point 😮 I kinda suspected it, but thought it was just my imagination. Thanks for the reading! You are so accurate
Pile 2 thank you very much!!! I think I elude all compliments unconsciously, when I hear one I get really nervous, still trying to dive deep into the real reasons...as for the social/ night plot, is very accurate because some years ago I was very popular especially in night scenes , events and so on, and then I went on hermit mode and began a deep spiritual journey, so that people still want to go out with me but I’m not willing to come back to the toxic dynamics I was involved with 😅 so I think this is was the reading speaking about in my case. I think I have to work on my self worth anyhow indeed... thank you very much for your honesty and guidance ❤️❤️❤️🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🌟🌟🌟🌟
Pile 2. SPOT ON! Everything getting uggly at my workplace.
Pile 3. Blown away. You have a gift.
Pile 3 fascinating 😊 triple virgo and stalium in 12th house ...u re really good on what u re doing, Bravo 👏
Pile 2 and most of these issues came from family so far. I come from a spiritually powerful but corrupt paternal family. My father unfortunately followed tradition in the worst way and I became his main target for money and power since I'm his strongest daughter.
IYKYK. Now I'm dodging an evil mother in law who targeted me from day one unbeknownst to me of course. Awareness is key
Indeed, awareness is key. Thank you! 🎉 best of luck and blessings on the way 🙏
Pile 3... Life saving advices here 💙💙💙 I appreciate you 🙏🌟
Pile 1 - AINT NO SUNSHINE WHEN SHES GOOOOOONE 🖤🎶🎤🤺✨🌞
2/ i know that i am doing a great job but no one ever compliments me… that’s why i watch these damn reads 😅
Pile 1: This flower is blooming only for the ones that know its true value of creation and fruitful givings, and who will never take it for granted anymore. That’s all I have to say about this🙏💖
Danke!
❤ Thank you!❤
I'm pile #2. Thank you Michael! The reading is so true....
Pile 2! My whole team at work is getting outsourced and we are training our replacements; as the training commences, leadership is panicking because I’m the only one being proactive and not setting the new team up for failure out of spite lol. I have more love for my integrity than anger over the layoff. Looking forward to unemployment 😌 it’s nice to hear that I’m leaving a positive mark, these recommendations better be FIRE 🔥
What a horribly abusive thing to do ! Expecting someone who has lost their job to re train their relationship replacement . Toxic . Sorry you are going through this. Wish you all the best for the future.
@@astroemerald3175 Thank you so much!! Yeah, corporate America can be so cold 🥲
#1 they turned their back on me first. I built my own life. In march I started my own youtube channel - and I'm a very autentic person. Sometimes I tell about my life and other times I do tarot readings. I'm about Mental strength, Emotional healing and spiritual growth and that is what I try to learn others. A very accurat reading! Thanx ❤
in pile 3 you offered me to speak my mind, but most what I am was greatly summarized perfectly. thnks yooooooou
My former partner absolutely loved and absolutely hated that I could see right through him.
No pretense, no problem. 😎
#1. Affirmations, healing and raising vibration with alternative means my friend.
Impressive. Looking forward to seeing more your reading.
Pile 2 here ❤ it was very accurate and i am actually a witch hhhh I subscribed to your channel i like your energy thank you for sharing your time and gifts with us ❤❤❤
Pile 3 my rant is a lot of people have left because of my honesty/bluntness the crazy thing is I do have a filter on!
Keep on shining ✨️! There will be the right people 🎊🎉✨️
I am overwhelmed by attention. I feel like prey. Ironically I prayed for this at one point.
Let people closer? 😂😂😂😂 I tried to let people in and they tore me up. I’m praying now not to be bitter.
Pile 2. Thank you!!!
Pile 1. I literally just got away from a bunch of energy harvesting creeps. I'd say they could kiss my ass but they could only wish to be so lucky.
Thank you for the reading ✨️
So iconic ❤️ love it!
Thank you...Peace be with you...✝️🌞...pile 3
1❤ i am in hermit-mode. No time for gossip and drama. I hope to find honest loyal friends❤ thank you for this channelling dear one ❤Blessings ❤
#1. I don’t walk backwards. …lots of “they don’t want to scare me”-bullies. Ring of holy fire to protect me, valid purpose….You snooze, u loose.
Pile 1 +2 ; Very accurate..
Thank you, Michael! Your readings are always on point 💯
Thank you for the messages. felt drawn to piles 1 and 3. Many blessings to you. Resonates so much. 💕
Thank you so much for your incredible readings. Sending you looove🍷🤍
Pile 1 . Interesting , I think my ex crush who has been ghosting me for months will finally step forward . We will see .
Pile3 THANK YOU❤
Well Im embodying my ruling planet Michael I can teach you too of course 😌🌺 We are all ✨🌈 I N F I N I T 🌈✨💅🏻
I am hiding, but I'm not hiding myself at all....I go out with my friends, take salsa dance lessons, work with my kind colleques etc. Very social, but not with the person who is coming through in all of my readings. He's a male narcissist, who has betrayed me in the worst way. He didn't do that once, he did it twice. His lack of empathy for hurting me the way he did is shocking, really scary! He did this ro many more women, he doesn't care. But he never expected me to go contact with him! So now he wants to hoover me...after doing so much damage and showing me how cold and cruel he is. No way, I"ll never let this man back in my life. He can " miss" me all he wants. I feel much happier without his sick mindgames. I'm open to be with kind people😊
Pile 1, thank you ❤❤❤
People have done nothing but hurt me including family. I prefer to be a hermit and stay away especially whilst I’m healing. Having a healer energy is awful. People literally just want to eat and absorb you. I don’t see myself opening up anytime soon, don’t care for a romantic relationship. #pile1
Preach omg
always look forward to your videos ❤
Thank you❤
pile 1 :) thank you so much
Interesting... I chose pile 1 for a specific person, and pile 2 for a group of people work related. Yes , for me both piles are connected as person in pile 1 helped me to deal with those in pile 2. Regarding the romance in pile 1, sorry but I don't believe it. I have to see it to believe it. Thank you.
Thank you 🙏
Pile 2💜💜
Pile 3 ❤
Mulțumesc mult! ❤❤❤
Cu drag!!! ❤️
lol pile 2 story of my life
Pile 2
Pile 1
I live with my in laws ATM while my hubby an I build a house....
OMG I hate it...8 ppl in one house and it didn't start that way. I'm so frustrated an irritated by screaming children and my sis in law trying to be me.
Any ways, this is a strong word but I hate them right now. They suck with understanding boundaries and 2 of them are trump supporters>.> They don't respect much when it comes to me. I don't wanna share myself with them anymore if all they do is copy me and spread my goodnew to strangers who I don't know, I've caught them numerous times already...
I'am indeed emotionally raw ATM.
It's ok to feel this way ❤️
Your experience and emotions are valid.
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#2(2Sep2024) 💯 💯 💯 💯 💯 truly resonated, just resigned from my position. I let karma deal with them
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What tell you him if he ask for a legging over me? Or what tell you her if she ask for a legging over him.?
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Dear Michael, your readings are being so nurturing that I really want to give it back and as I cannot pay back in money I'd be honoured, since you called it a rare and interesting trait, to give you my recipe for "how to stop desiring a relationship" that I have extracted out of about 28 years of craving a relationship more than anything.
It's possibly going to be quite a long and complex explanation so I thought I am elaborating only if you're interested, if not, I hope I'll still find some other notion of value to offer to you.
Have a lovely day 🤍
Thank you so much! Be sure to share the hack or the miracle of it if you want cause I'm sure many of us need enlightenment on that !
@@BlueGemTarot-cw8nx
Here's a first draft, might modify later but I am posting meanwhile as there's quite a pull on it for some reasons 😅 I hope it can be of good use to anyone who might need it, have a beautiful, peaceful day🩵
First draft:
Although life isn't perfect just yet, individuals are not made to suffer.
Suffering is a signal that isn't meant for us to be identified with it, instead, its functions are barely in its acknowledgment and elaboration so to point our focus to its cause found in connection to direct or indirect interpersonal relationships with other individuals that are arranged in less than mutually ideal manners and hence that need adjustments.
Still, our existence as individuals has all the intrinsic potential for a feeling base of peace, fulfillment and contentment to which nothing is taken away when functional hence loving relationships are incorporated through mutual choice and from which nothing is taken away when such healthy relationships are peacefully separated by mutual choice.
When it comes to connections with other individuals, desire, which can become suffering if its pull is too heavy, is also a signal, such signal points us to a potential for good which also contains a risk factor for mistakes (evil) and that is already, in potential, connected to other individual(s) when it is perceived.
Many of us are wrongly born into abusive and gaslighting hence dysfunctional cultures that teach us that desire, as well as pain, is a personal hence intrinsic thing instead of being a relational aspect of our experience, such a distorted teaching makes us identify with our perceptions much more than it would be healthy to do so and to the false but illusory benefit of the individuals who got lost into the brokenness of the world.
On the matter of such a brokenness, it is possible to find that what we call "learning" is in reality "remembering", what we call "evil" is in reality "traumatised", what we call "deserving" is in reality "contextually lucky enough to be functional", what we call "better" is in reality "more privileged", what we call "guilty" is in reality "unlucky enough to be unable of understanding but still obliged with the burden of having to act regardless".
Every mistake has reasons that need to be explained and understood, such reasons point to yet another mistake to a very long chain of causes and effects that some once called "negative karma".
It follows that harm, pain and fear in ourselves and others are not the consequences of real choices (when one can choose better, one does better) indeed in common grounds true choice is not always an option (the world isn't perfect for everyone just yet) so when two individuals come in contact with one another, there's potential for mutual enjoyment but there's also a risk factor, which is anticipated by desire, that pulls us through chords of informations that have not been elaborated by the conscious mind just yet.
The struggle and the burning need that come with the untamable desire to be with another (who's already connected in potential to such pulling chords otherwise we wouldn't be feeling it) are the messengers of a less than ideal context on the other end of the chords that we experience, potentially as uncontrollable and damaging as the desire itself if the work of mutual understanding, respect and love get distorted by mistakes.
Long story short, love, in its healthy forms, doesn't disrupt one's self love, so longing to the point of anguishing for it simply indicates that a lot of mutual learning and repair are necessary in the potential connection towards which we're being pulled... we don't anguish for the need of love, we anguish for the necessity of repairing love and that requires personal health, caution, resources and quite a bit of luck 💪🩶
p.s. the paragraphs are self standing channeled chunks from different days that I just patched together with little adjustments and resisting the need to rest so I hope they're understandable, as previously said, could edit later on 😊
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Here's a first draft, might modify later but I am posting meanwhile as there's quite a pull on it for some reasons 😅 I hope it can be of good use to anyone who might need it, have a beautiful, peaceful day🩵
First draft:
Although life isn't perfect just yet, individuals are not made to suffer.
Suffering is a signal that isn't meant for us to be identified with it, instead, its functions are barely in its acknowledgment and elaboration so to point our focus to its cause found in connection to direct or indirect interpersonal relationships with other individuals that are arranged in less than mutually ideal manners and hence that need adjustments.
Still, our existence as individuals has all the intrinsic potential for a feeling base of peace, fulfillment and contentment to which nothing is taken away when functional hence loving relationships are incorporated through mutual choice and from which nothing is taken away when such healthy relationships are peacefully separated by mutual choice.
When it comes to connections with other individuals, desire, which can become suffering if its pull is too heavy, is also a signal, such signal points us to a potential for good which also contains a risk factor for mistakes (evil) and that is already, in potential, connected to other individual(s) when it is perceived.
Many of us are wrongly born into abusive and gaslighting hence dysfunctional cultures that teach us that desire, as well as pain, is a personal hence intrinsic thing instead of being a relational aspect of our experience, such a distorted teaching makes us identify with our perceptions much more than it would be healthy to do so and to the false but illusory benefit of the individuals who got lost into the brokenness of the world.
On the matter of such a brokenness, it is possible to find that what we call "learning" is in reality "remembering", what we call "evil" is in reality "traumatised", what we call "deserving" is in reality "contextually lucky enough to be functional", what we call "better" is in reality "more privileged", what we call "guilty" is in reality "unlucky enough to be unable of understanding but still obliged with the burden of having to act regardless".
Every mistake has reasons that need to be explained and understood, such reasons point to yet another mistake to a very long chain of causes and effects that some once called "negative karma".
It follows that harm, pain and fear in ourselves and others are not the consequences of real choices (when one can choose better, one does better) indeed in common grounds true choice is not always an option (the world isn't perfect for everyone just yet) so when two individuals come in contact with one another, there's potential for mutual enjoyment but there's also a risk factor, which is anticipated by desire, that pulls us through chords of informations that have not been elaborated by the conscious mind just yet.
The struggle and the burning need that come with the untamable desire to be with another (who's already connected in potential to such pulling chords otherwise we wouldn't be feeling it) are the messengers of a less than ideal context on the other end of the chords that we experience, potentially as uncontrollable and damaging as the desire itself if the work of mutual understanding, respect and love get distorted by mistakes.
Long story short, love, in its healthy forms, doesn't disrupt one's self love, so longing to the point of anguishing for it simply indicates that a lot of mutual learning and repair are necessary in the potential connection towards which we're being pulled... we don't anguish for the need of love, we anguish for the necessity of repairing love and that requires personal health, caution, resources and quite a bit of luck 💪🩶
To deal with attraction this one identification might be useful:
Attraction for me resides in equity.
I am not attracted by those who feel or think that I am more or less valuable than they are nor I am attracted by those towards whom I feel more or less valuable than they are.
I do not wish myself that kind of lies and pain that goes with it and so I do not wish to others when I am able to choose truly and consciously.
This doesn't mean that we're always on the same range of looks, mental capacity, economic power and so on, still, that means that, when we're not on the same "level" on all aspects, we are both aware that we're equal in mutual compensation, hence that we're aiming at improving one another on those improvable aspects so to become equal in all of our better aspects where possible and/or, where improvement isn't possible, that we're compensating one another in a balanced and mutually satisfying manner by working as a team to improve eachother lives.
On the thinking level, I know that all individuals have their own reasons so regardless of their actions being more or less contextually functional, I know that they're never more nor less valuable than me, on the feelings level thought, If they feel that they're more or less valuable than me because they believe it, I am repelled.
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Dear Michael, my very long answer keeps being erased by the lost souls who review the internet, so very fast that I doubt they even read it... I don't know how to make it reach you
I wonder when MEG THE STALLION BDAY IS cuz I'm a Aquarius too... Mine is 1/23/88
Thanks ❤