I see people writing songs according to the beats so accurately and it feels so natural and true how they are expressing their feelings in describing their lives. God bless us all :)
Nah man, nice guys always win in the end The second we start getting bigger than them When thee ones who left us silent start falling behind us Because now they’re life is drowning, and we just getting sighted We don’t have to let the hate bottle up We just got wait until the bottle pops That’s when we start getting treated as such As the ones who called us losers and crumbs Pick up the pieces that’s what they tell us Get yourself better than will help you out No get yourself ready for us to come Cause we will be there one day But you might not be able to come Especially if you need us to help What if I give you your energy back am I supposed to say leave the past in the past Go get a mask and forget about the scars Or should I just move on, and let you get a few marks Take my pride and get my ass moving, while you struggle alone Saying I wish I was better before, maybe I wouldn’t be here right now Trying to keep my feet on the ground, but the struggle is hard Drinking til my mind is corrupt, just like the government is Become that asshole, in the streets looking dumb But me and you are just one coin, playing two different parts Ones the victim, ones the cause and effect, now life is flipping around Now I landed myself a new life From look down upon, to remember me now The one who was nice, and now is living the life While you was getting success, until you lost it, now it’s you looking down Like wishing for someone to help But everyone is just done So please don’t ever say that they have won Because it’s only a matter of time, until you making us proud So I challenge you to keep your feet on the ground Until life’s starts giving you signs That you deserve to be heard You deserve to be loved You don’t deserve to be dumped You don’t deserve to feel less than anyone Because their doing better right now Because when that luck finally runs out They’ll be coming to you for help So you can chose to help them or not I say Do what best for you, but do not become one of them
A few days ago I found a song called “ruthless” and as soon as I heard the first few seconds I felt nostalgic. Turns out the melody in the song is this beat which I used to listen to while reading when I was a kid. When I realized it I kind of felt happy and sad at the same time, I think I’ll start to read again
Forgive me for the man I am See me for the kind soul I am You say I can't I say I can But no matter doesn't change who I am Starts back on the bus back when It was the old us I looked at you you looked at me Things were getting brighter it seemed but no matter how much I tried you brought me to my knees I swore one day id change for the better But it seems that your god didn't get my letter Because he gave me you Looked like a blessing that's true But there couldn't be a darker hell than that in you In my darkest hour you up and left You couldn't handle me even at my best But that was my mistake I should've known all the promise were fake so now here I am A broken man I'm a pill pooper till the day I fall You say I can't I say I can Who better after all But no matter doesn't change who I am I'm just a broken man Inside and out I may seem dark But you played your part I told you I was hurting and whatd you say oh yea yea okay do what you want i don't care but it seems to me you knew it was a lot to bear I miss the old me But who better to be than the real me this is the end it seems God doesn't answer cries And I'm to tired to fight I don't want my life But hey you were right I should just stay out of sight... If god don't wanna love me maybe the devil might after all my soul was his love at first sight
I'm on my hands and knees Lord please forgive me For the things I did As a young kid I'm sorry for my sins And I know it's to late But I feel like u closed the heaven gates So keep teo safe up there for us And Jesus u the only one I trust Thru it all u was here Now I could see I wish I cared Lord I love you Thanks for the food Sorry to all the people that I have been rude Ima fool But now there's nothing I can do But wait For the trumpet to play there's nothing to say But I love you if u reading this And u never alone Just get off the phone and pray❤️thank u lord 💚🌎
starts at 0:22 All this weight on My chest is a ton I am so done I'm actually numb All these fake people Mentally unstable Like im in a fable Why am i at this table I feel so empty Like no one is w me Except the monster That's tryna haunt me 0:55 Oh god why me I'm so sorry Just a mistake Why you all hate me I'm tryna survive So I can just strive But i feel like I'm Losing my mind 1:18 This fake smile Was here for a while Tried to show gratitude Constantly changing my attitude My smile is a shield The world is a war I've gotten so far But i just can't anymore
Holding on to anger, it's like holding on to a flame It'll burn you up, it's not worth the pain Forgiveness, it's the path to take To move on and live life for your own sake I held on to anger, like it was my best friend But it was only holding me back in the end I had to let it go, had to make a change Forgiveness was the key to break the chains I had to forgive myself, before I could forgive others I had to let go of the hurt, it was like a weight off my shoulders I'm not perfect, Yea I've made mistakes But forgiveness, it helped me learn from them and to make a change
I keep my heart open, closing out the world of hopeless, clouded my mind through bottles, i used to swallow my emotions, Lost my pops, sad part is thats what got me focused, family pictures' missin a member, that frame is now broken, Were all alive but are we really living, who the hell knows, I never been the type to judge the man feeding his family, when he forced to sell dope, This fire that burns inside, i get in the booth and smell smoke, This thing called life can be funnier than a chappelle joke. where happily ever after is just a fairy taled quote, trying to provide old bread for my son, without the stale toast, At times i seem worthless, Lost my feelings for it all can be hurt less, certain things make me feel as if im deserted, In a crowd of uncertains, me versus, every soul that controls a body on the earths surface, followed by trouble so long the imperfections seem perfect, guess sometimes you get what you deserve even if you didnt earn it,
to all the people who wrote a song or rap to this beat u guys are very talent thank u for sharing you creativity with me and everybody who read them. to be honest most of the songs and raps were very powerful to me i really loved them. i just wanted to say was keep up the beautiful jobs^^
0:22 Factory Reject i hate how i talked people down because of my insecurities i swipe and try to filter them as if they were impurities but its never getting better like a sponge thats getting wetter till i drip down like the blood thats staining all my sweaters and i lack self control even though people think i dont ill make a promise and say ill keep it even if i really wont see thats the problem with my head it doesnt know what it wants and it fucks up until it realizes what i love is gone and its just another depressive cycle that keeps going on and on and i tried to look to the bible when all my hope was gone but the truth is sometimes you cant fix what cant be touched cause how can i improve my worth when i think im not enough so i cut my feelings off and stayed up on my phone searching up ways to make me feel less alone then one morning i woke up thinking to myself i wanna die, i wanna get out of this hell.. so slice after slice i ended up cutting thrice i looked up in the mirror and saw the pain in my eyes this is not what i wanted.. i used to have a dream to live my life as best as possible when i turned 18 so i dropped the razor and put my wrist under the sink my heart and my head were so out of sync i couldnt comprehend why i felt so depressed cause everytime i brought it up they would tell me to get some rest i couldnt sleep that night so i prayed myself to sleep tears rolling down my eyes i asked god hear me please im just a girl trying to live i want to have a normal life but how can i do that when i dont wanna be alive how can i do that when every second i think about pills and cyanide when my once innocent mind is filled with dynamite how i thought about jumping off buildings and a rope around my neck, about the people that hated me and treated me with no respect, the people that hurt me, the people i tried to protect, how i try my best but im still treated like a factory reject..
Yea And this goes to show you No matter how much love No matter how much pain You always think you aint worth enough Call it major pain Cause the love that once hit too Now thats the pain you commit too Suicide Who the lie? Who the guy? Who really be angelic with the devil as disguise Who really behind my back talking and spreading lies See we built different You think depression is a lie Till I'm gone now you're missing Remembering all the times I hope your brain sizzling! Replay that image! When you thought I was kidding! I said I need help and you didnt even listen!............. . . .
Freestyle as i heard this beat.. Dear mom and dad, I know that it's been hard, After all I put you through, I know i've left you scarred I wanna say i'm sorry, For all the shit I've done, I'm sorry for the buying guns I'm sorry for the hit N runs, I don't deserve forgiveness, My crimes are their own witness, I know I let you down, And fallen into this sickness, But I can make you proud, Maybe go back to fitness, Maybe I'll be around, I really hope you get this, This cell is *lonely* nobody *knows* me I think i'm done Wish you could *hold* me, you don't *owe* me it wasn't worth the fun This shit's my fault and I know I've made it real hard for you I've thought a lot and reflected on what I have to do, Was it bad choices, or the devil that's living within me, I love you both and I hope you someday.... forgive me.
I know I can do this I will push through this Head in the abyss All I’ve done What have I become Lord forgive me I want to be a chosen one Rise above the sun There’s so much more to come This battle isn’t done I’m ready to run
Au fond dis moi, toi, qui tu es vraiment Au fond je t’aimais, mais je pense que ça dérange, Au fond tant de haine, dans le fond sa me démange, Un grand cœur noir, pour un si petit ange, Dans l’fond dans l’fond On aura essayer x2 On a vécu dans le peut-être une âme pour deux ces dur Et je sais perdure
Forgive me for what I did I promise I'll make it right Just give me one more chance And we can call it a night If you just stay with me I wont mess up again I am sorry for what I did Forgive me please Give me one more chance I promise, I'll make it right What happened.. A couple days ago everything was alright Now I have no one, my family hates me too Man, I wish I had you Cause it's always my fault, and they all blaming me Think it's time I end this now To scared to fight To scared to tell why I'm crying every night These tears drying quick, but they keep coming back Cry every fucking day, wishing I had you back Now your gone and all I can do is sit here all alone Wishing you would come back I'll sing you another song,.. Forgive me for what I did I promise. I'll make it right Just give me one more chance And we can call it a night.. Baby I'm missing you Do you miss me to Just last week I saw you With another girl Think you moved on but you left me in the past What happen to what we had? Can I please have that back? Can we please start over Because your all I need You were the sunshine to my day You took all the rain away You took all the pain away And told me things were gonna be okay You held me when I was on my knees crying When I felt like fucking dying When I had no one When I was all alone But now you moved on.. Forgive me, please..
Wow you are really talented you should start making music consistently and that's a future artist! Hope your alright now its been 4 years, hope you are okay man peace and much luck pls be good and do music your super talented😊💪❤️
Stupid thoughts are killing me Hung over the things you said to me I don’t know what to feel anymore Try to ease the pain by replacing you, ain’t the same I guess I’m who to blame I’m hurting myself in a way How could I just let you go You used to love me oh Was there through all the sows Helped me with problems you didn’t know And now I’m traveling alone Whatever happened to us How could it blow in the dust You used to see all the trust Now I am the one who is stuck They say just to let go Oh honey if they know I’ve been stuck chasing you Used to dance to no music Used laugh cause we stupid All the troubling we were doing Now we’re in the ruining We pursuing a life that’s confusing
0:22 You had me Feeling like dirt again Then you lost me, But the wounds wouldn't go away But now I Try to forgive But I can't. You want me To play along with your lies Oh... with your lies 0:56 (chorus) How will I, survive With you that Makes me wanna die And now I feel this way I can heal me 1:18 Cause you can't forgive me I will still be in disbelief Until I'm perfectly Healed 1:40 I'll heal Yeah I'll heal I'll heal these self-made wounds
Even though our dad lived far away I knew i could depend on him and I knew he wouldn’t let us down Baby sister, one day when you grow older you will understand I know moving down here without our dad is hard But just know that he will always support us Every thing we had even tho mom can’t support You know she Truly love us and won’t let us down
salm1 its cold, lets go inside, u know, we gonna be okay, everythings gonna be fine, i like writing down rhymes, but girl i love you the most, we have the trust, my problems are like dust, you are the wind, u blow them away, u gonna stay, here, with me, forever and after, its like, fairytale, whats never gonna end, cuz we dont have an end, we are best friends, so as lovers, im gonna bring u flowers, and then u smile, with u, i feel like flying, pretty high, and then my hearthbeat, its fast, my feelings are deep and so true, as they can be, i can see, it in your eyes, that u luv me too, ref 2x you i see, love i feel, my hearth is big, like a sea, and only you i need salm 2 when we fight, i really think, its gonna be okay soon, nothing can break us, cuz we have found the real love, we are doing everything together, and like this , its going forever, yeah, i wrote this letter, for u babe, oh, forgot to say hey, we wont give promises, what we wont keep, our love is bigger, than any sea, i was listening, to this beat, and i thinked, of these words, and now i write them down, then gonna sing a song, headline is going to be, our song.
I can't remember the last time I felt like I was me I can't remember what it really feels like just to be To exist in a world populated with lost souls The love I used to feel no longer fills all the holes I put this bottle to my lips trying to erase the past Hoping to slow down the time cuz it's moving too fast Making memories one day I hope that I can forget Making choices one day I know that I will regret So what's the point I feel like all this really has no purpose What's the reason for me to be alive and feel worthless Why do my questions go unanswered and ignored Am I supposed to keep looking behind all the doors Cuz I feel like I'm just running in circles and going nowhere Why the fuck is life the way it is why can't life just be fair I'm sick of all this shit sometimes I feel like I just wanna quit Jump and free fall into a bottomless pit Cuz I'm going nowhere way too fast I can't hold on, I have to let go Cuz I find myself stuck in the past I can't hold on, I have to let go Please tell me where I went wrong and what I can do to change this Cuz I feel I've gotten to the point where the edge don't exist I wanna scream fuck the world at the top of my lungs And let it be known I forgot what it feels like to be loved This shit's really driving me crazy I can't take it anymore I wanna pack all my shit and run out the fucking door I've given life my all I have nothing left to give The only reason I'm still breathing is my beautiful kids If it wasn't for them I'd just be another buried corpse Cuz life fell off track and I can't put it back on course But I'm not gonna quit, no I can't really quit, no I'm not gonna quit, cuz I can't really quit I have to fight for me and I have to fight for them They have to know they got my all before my end But this is it, it is now, goodbye to my family and friends This is it, the time is now, goodbye to my family and friends Cuz I'm going nowhere way too fast I can't hold on, I have to let go Cuz I find myself stuck in the past I can't hold on, I have to let go Cuz I'm going nowhere way too fast I can't hold on, I have to let go Cuz I find myself stuck in the past I can't hold on, I have to let go Forgive Me... 😔
0:22 I just want to say I’m tired of being hurt I’m tired of hurting while I’m Putting other people first Decisions that I’ve made That led up to this day All this making people happy Everyday I pray Sometimes I sit and think I think and reminisce About the times where I Never had to stress like this A lot on my chest I just can’t express I think I’ve reached a point Where I feel depressed 😔😔😔
Starts at :22) Life isn't always so simple Let me give u an example I lost the girl I truly loved...........over something so damn dumb Now I feeling so damn numb My heart is really broken into pieces...........Only if I had three wishes (Starts at :44) 1 to get good grades in schoo 2 to not be played like a foo 3 to have everything be coo..........Man I wish I had her back (Starts at :55) My life really has been shaky My older brother jus had a baby Now I'm looking at him like he's crazy.......smdh My mom feeling really confused Asking me what did she do?? I turn to her with a dead stare............And told her life jus ain't fair 1:18-2:03 chorus By Traellis miller
I been tryin too damn hard I been tryin to live too damn large To three girls life in I barge But i was left with a dead battery to charge So now i’m left with only myself Lonely like i’m the only book on the shelf And suicide calls me wanting to die But when that gun goes off it was only a lie My brain just stayin inside Instead of changin in size And i never came to realize But the one who i love the most Might never be the one to set my heart alive And everyday i just try But others tear my heart open and pry And i just sit there waiting to cry But nothing comes out my eye Cuz i truly know that i’m dead inside Not a single tear drop to come down my cheek Everything she does just makes me weak So everytime i see her smile and talk My mind leaves to go take a walk And then i’m stuck there nothing in stock And my brain disappears like a pack of white chalk And now i’m stuck waiting to be chosen But all those girls ignore me and keep posin Now i’m playin life like ski ball tryna win a token But for now all I know is that my heart is broken
All it took was a couple a' days For you to take my heat away I cant name all the many ways Ways you taught me Hard work forever pays N That You just gotta get out of your way Like i did to try to make you stay I acted like i didn't know Know that it was wrong But anyway if i didn't why would i sing this song I need you in my life Your as sharp as knife Cause just thought of you kills me every time I need you I need you I need you I need you to stay in my life Just forgive me Just forgive me Forgive me cause i need you here in my life Forgive me Forgive me Forgive me cause i need you here tonight I cant describe all the many ways The way you make my heart ache everyday In a way where i forget how to breath In a way where i just want to leave And belive you feel the same way Well how can i expect that of you? After everything i put you through Its been so long Since ive seen your smile In a way i can tell Tell it was all over me And how can i not see The beauty who was sitting right beside me I need you I need you I need you I need you to stay in my life I need you I need you I need you I need you to stay in my life Now it just wouldnt be right To leave you without a fight So ill stay Stay the rest of the night So just stay with me Just one last night So stay with me until the night decends Just call opan me if you ever need a friend
Look I'm rejected Neglected If there's any love or hope in the world Haven't felt it Cuz I'm "So dang ugly" or "Not good enough" and I'm treated that way But I guess life is rough Had enough of tryna be tough I find so many flaws I call so many bluffs In this world that I can't stand it Neither as well can I understand it So many reasons I'd be discriminated Yet I don't get why I just have to be hated I'm an innocent kid With a few weird talents But people hate me cuz of it and I've just about had it Get mad in the scenario Well your emotions Almost nobody cares you know Where's the hope Scared and alone Somethin' I go through everyday And I don't give a crap Just as long as this ingrained feeling Goes away (P.S. Me IRL like if u are relatable).
Sorry for the time I left u Sorry for day I make u cry........ Owner of my heart pls don't go Sorry for the time u called me I didn't answer u cuz am far away Sorry for the moment u need me I wasn't there to hold u Owner of my heart pls for me I don't know Wat do Chorus:...... Pls for give me, pls for give Pls forgive me I can't let you go Pls for give me Pls for give me I can't leave without you
Lord Bless Me For Sins For What I’m Bout To Do Please Lord I’m Begging You Please Keep My Family Safe In Your Hands I Beg You Lord Don’t Let Anything Happen To My Family
Something I 4got to mention the Harmony in this beat is 💯 I'm infacutuated with harmony not just in instrumentals but in life that's what makes you a powerful,, creative producer keep bringing that 🔥🔥🔥🔥
0:22 I'm sorry That I'm not Sorry Sorry I didnt do anything Yet I did I am sorry you hate me Sorry Forgive me I am different And I know that I know I know I know I do I love something I love someone You dont accept it I am sorry You dont I cant stop myself This is who I am Forgive me Please I beg for you To Forgive me Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry (Repeat)
0:11 This days got me going insane Wish someone can put me back in my place Seems happiness is fading away And depression keeps coming up Mind stuck Calling for my daddy but he aint picking up. Asking the lord For a sign. Then get these vibes Body chilled I think your here Damn dad been missing you remember all the bad time But very few of the good was just a little kid when you passed away couldnt let go of the passed days Hoped shit would change but already been over 10 years Tell you my life This yo son Got arrested in 7th grade for some shit me and my niggas done Start of a bad life mom came next morning knew this would happen always in the streets. Just a little kid missing his pops damn This was me Makinh money on the side trying to make things right Tired of seeing my niggas die Dad i need to vent To let go of this shit Im praying Asking again to forgive me for all the sins i done did Darkness surrounds me Follows me I just want this shit to end All the hopes and dreams Seeming to far to reach Still hear begging on my knees Fuck why arent you here But have to stay strong Then i fall again Hope you see the pictue Finding myself waiting to be with you again Dad dont trip this is just to escape All the problems i face Im still here Mom staying strong but last one here Worry for how long cause i cant seem to think of both my parents gone especially after pops died i was just a kid Hit high school fooled around Got played like a fool used like a tool Not done😞
Drive myself insane with the games that I play, One day in seventh grade I took a blade to my wrist And split it like papier mache, Watch the liquid evacuate my veins Wonder why I felt that way No cover from the bandaid Hate myself, maybe I was born this way Thought I could get away with each slit Thought I could miss you without getting hit with depression and recklessness Cinematic like you make me want to grab my life and run over it with a ton of bricks Just to prove I’m not affected by your change in digits How long will I chase my tail like an addict, I’d learn Arabic to forget what your name rhymes with M - a, uh uh yeah anyway Yeah, it's always one more hit, one more hit Till the morning I come back like this Hypnosis, light-headedness, weakness, go to bed in seizures God make me a believer Why are my fantasies filled with cleavers and pain relievers I see you in the speakers I see you in all these creatures I deny three times like I’m Peter I cry cause I need ya, my misdemeanour I call you like a subpoena Athena I just can’t believe ya
Hey G, I know you're young living in a cold reality- thinking these kids are too selfish to notice their fantasy, as they live happily you face your calamities in quiet agony! You're being wise and logical while the other kids think you lost sanity! You're saying you're alright, that you aren't depressed, keeping a cool posture while facing the stress, you forget all your feelings while you reminisce about Jess! You're living life but not to it's fullest. You now write some bars, with all this rage and sadness that you have barred- you can only hold it so far- you're trying to be normal as it rips your heart apart! You can trust friends cause they've been playing you like a card, girls do the same that's why you're emotionally scarred, 18 hours in your room playing and studying as the years grow hard- What's the worst of it is that you sob at night resolving that the end of your life is when true happiness starts. You've helped others that have hurt you, you tell girls to be real in your view, yet they cry for guys who think the knew, even when you're being genuine and trying to do your best to help them, they still hate you. You can say you're the Dark Knight, you do what's just right. These White Knights use their ego on you to shine bright- despite you've been living a parasitical beautiful life.
Listen closely to my words than youll understand Im out here losing hope and praying for the fear i had Life was getting to hard to rough i couldnt take it It was getting worse and i thought i woulndt make it My fears was getting worse coz i couldnt face it My dreams was dying to coz i couldnt chase it🙂✊
I lost the girl I loved believe me, I know going through this $h*t ain’t easy Gotta come home with my mom having a black eye, and my brothers sitting around wasting their lives. Now that I think about it, my life was pretty bad, but now I remember the few good memories I had. I first met her, she was the love of my life. It was like how you say, love at first sight. I took her out to dinner, and we had a fun time. I have her 100 percent every single time , gave her all she wanted, and then gave her these rhymes. I loved her she loved me, we were the best thing that could ever, be. Right when I thought my life was gonna change, she left my heart and my life that day. I knew something was up when she got “sick” but I didn’t know it was this serious. Now the love of my life is dead, because I didn’t speak up. Hope you enjoyed
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Your love was like a fire and the warmth would draw me in But every time I get to close, I’m left with burns across my skin (There’s Painful) (A hundred) open wounds that just never seemed to heal Cause every time they start to close, the new marks would appear Now I’m lost and feeling broken always sitting here inside my head Going over every lie and every sentence you have said “I would never hurt you” “I was a great mother” Words are just words, because your actions say another What you don’t understand and just what you won’t accept Is the fact that I have anxiety depression, post traumatic stress from the abuse,- psychological,- emotional I believed that I was nothing but purely disposable You built me up, just to put me down When I tried to get back up I was shoved back on the ground I’d look up, your eyes were cold but you were smiling Yelling in my face, saying “STOP YOUR FUCKING CRYING” Directly after, you say that nothing happened Overloaded with emotion You just sit there fucking laughing Telling me I’m losing it, I need to be committed but I cannot show emotion Unless it has been permitted I knew Just what would happen if I let those feelings out So I Did what I was taught to do Never scream and never shout Don’t even smile if momma doesn’t want you to Suffering in silence wishing someone fucking new I am just a puppet, you were pulling on the strings You wrote the script, rehearsed the lines, I wasn’t to say a thing I was so damn tired of the abuse and the games when you packed your shit and left, I started breaking the chains The chains that bound me to my mother One that I was told to trust The one that dragged me to the bathroom Saying “spill your fucking guts You hid so well behind your mask a wolf in a sheep’s skin Posing as a loving mother with some difficult children No one knew what happened that when that metal door had shut I thought that this was all normal, just how every kid grew up, so I hid away my feelings and I never opened up Never told a soul, So i found comfort in a cup And that had turned into a bottle Drinking as a young teen To deal with the neglect that always went unseen Never called out for no help Never thought that I would get it Even if I had the courage I knew you would not admit it So I dealt with all the pain and I just took all the abuse Because In everybody’s lives your reign was absolute And after 13 years I was done with all the hurting I was done internalizing, time to get rid of this burden So I told you I was leaving, I was done I couldn’t do it And ever since that day I’ve been steadily improving It’s been a few years years since I last saw your face Looked in those cold green eyes, been in that dark depressing state But I’m still working through these memories that just won’t go away To keep them all at bay, I sit down and fucking say- To myself that I can do it I can overcome these demons to myself I choose to commit There’s all a deeper meaning
i’m here because my hamster passes away at 7:20 this morning. i know people think it’s just a hamster and they’re only £10 so why not buy a new one. but hamsters are just as meaningful as any other animal. i got my hamster during such a hard time of my life and he would bring a smile to my face everyday. but today only tears have been spread across my face and the aching pain of loss. i’ll never forgot my first hamster. my first pet. my best friend. fly high lil’ dude. i’ll always love you.
Starts at 0:22 I just wanna feel love again Oh, I just want this pain to end Want my happiness to be real But that's just not how I feel Feels like I'm trapped in my mind Depression is all I find What is wrong with me? Sadness is all I can be. I feel so alone, even in my own home. ''Life is perfect'' they say, but, it just ruins my day. Who am I? Someone who ain't afraid of letting go. I don't know, how I, will cope. With all these emotions going on inside my head, the only way to end it is to end up dead. So if you see me one day, and I'm sad. If I walk away, please, don't be mad. :(
I know exactly what you mean but know that it takes just one step at a time to just keep going. You and I and others like us have to come together and help one another by talking to those who go through the same can help in more more ways than one. Then we will and can be truly healed. God says confess to one another our sins and thoughts.
Why is my family going without me They put me into a foster home Probably undoubtly What did i do? I never scream or shout Now my heart feels like it's about to explode All my thought i have would put me in the deathrow But to be honest i'm just sad, not mad Why did i get left alone with no one No one even talked to me when i was on the phoneline I was crying saying mom please help me back I love you so much When i got to the family reunion Everyone almost got a heart attack Whos this kid? And what's he doing here Saw my mom sitting in a pool full of tears She obviously didn't expect me here Without a doubt i ran to her With tears in my eyes Hoping for a better life Hoping for everything Hoping to see my mom smile Hope she answears whenever i call on the phoneline But we came back Stroger then ever My family had missed me Said no one ever I got to see my mom smile First time in 6 years 6 years man That got me chills I said mom listen I'll pay all your bills I'll even suprise you with a nice thing She asked what? The fear in her eyes made her shook Dad was alive this is not a dream or a book.
I was so lonely at night, felling like life was flashing right between my eyes, the first thing that came to mind momma I I'll be gone, so forgive me for my wrongs, I know I should had listened from the start but sometimes life's goes around never expect the worst
Gửi em, người con gái mà anh yêu nhất Yêu em không phải nhất thời, mà đêm từng đêm anh thao thức Trượt dài trong chuyện tình không buông bỏ a biết là quá cố Tượng đài anh nguyện mình nhưng đã đổ vỡ vì anh cố quá Duyên mang tình tới lại bỏ ngang, đành để vật cản dần ngỡ tan , rồi tâm anh mãi chờ dỡ dang một mình cùng đêm ngồi thở than Ai gặp ai giữa phố thị rồi dần trở thành thân quen Nhưng sao đành bước rồi để nổi nhớ là 1 vết ố hoen Bước ra phố thị hàng đường thẳng tắp Nhưng bên vệ đường hàng đèn chẳng thắp Có được em chỉ là ngăn nắp nhất thời vì khi e đi nơi a bừa bộn Yeu e nên tim vừa trộm Khi mang e về chẳng khác nào hình nộm đá A nhận ra niềm vui nơi a đã hoá thành niềm đau Nơi tim ai trở nên khô héo đánh thức tâm trí a tìm mau
I’m blessed to have you in my life, Life only had me stressed, Yet It’s because of you that I’m alive, But it’s hard to tell the story and make everything rhyme, Basically when we met, I was just messing around, But the tables turned around, When i asked you if we could sit down and get to know each other better, I asked for your snap, You said yes, And I thought crap I’ll get rejected just like the others, Turned out you were really nice and affectionate, And it was only a few seconds, That I was really reacting to her, Gettin’ happy just talkin’ to her, And I was so into chatting with her I was blocking everything out, I was getting pretty quick about liking her, Wondering if I should ask if we could stay together forever, But I thought no that’s too much, And I hesitated and didn’t say nothin’, She said I’ll figure out in a few days something she was gonna tell me, I thought this was it, my life had failed me, She was gonna tell me she couldn’t do this anymore, I was boring or flat out annoying, But boy, was I wrong, I thought maybe she’ll agree to leg bigons be bigons, But it turned out she liked me back, I was ecstatic, I had thought I’d made her mad or something, At this point I was on the verge of tears, I was so happy , I had to keep chill, And make it seem like I wasn’t being dramatic,
There’s a lot in my head Just laying in bed Gotta wipe my own tears Yeah, because this pain right here I can’t bear You watched it all You watched it all fall I fought to keep it alive You saw the give up pool and decided to dive But it’s alright I’m fine Just shut the door I’ll be fine Just shut the door (That’s all I got and I know it sucks but I’m h well)
every single word that you whispered engrained in my mind you are not what i had pictured but to you, my heart i signed i fell in love with you now a pile of broken bones put my heart into your hands you dropped it, my very own drowning in silence swimming in tears your grip tightens confirmed all my fears but was i fool to perceive you were Gods gift to me lifted me up to bring to my knees now i sit here in permanent disbelief lose myself in men and lust to forget your existence the path of least resistance now it’s i, i no longer trust i have wounds of which the world will never see behind bars, leaving cuts just to breathe momma please forgive me
I can’t hide from these problems I can’t run Can’t handle the pain so always looking to bun this weight on my shoulders feeling like a ton Can’t feel nothing can’t tell if this is fun Never looking forward to wake up tomorrow Constantly numb due to the regret and sorrow Always panicking want to know for how long Am I right or is everyone wrong But what should I do What the fuck is even true Is there a life or is there two Scared to die and scared for the boo Never able to make a decision Scared to stop following a religion Can’t deny that there’s always suspicion Following one but still out there fishing Forget it get some music and just listen Watch the stars and just see them glisten I look calm but always in pain Overused but am i going insane Is it just me or is everyone the same My whole life can be expressed In a frame Had big dreams and goals what a shame Luckily distracted by all the games i feel alone, all these thoughts inside my dome, heart of stone, feel so cold, while i do this on my own no one knows, what im feeling, cut my wrists and now im bleeding, only free inside my dreams and, always surrounded by my demons, lost in the dark as I sit and fall apart, i call this art, where to start?on this world I plan to leave my mark, broken hearted empath, wanna die but when's that? hoping for the end of my life, and the end of this path. I know the stress ain't too bless and that sometimes life a mess I know the doctors make it worse by prescribing you them meds I know its hard to be happy in a world tearing to shreds I know you feel like crying man just get it off your chest I swear to god I'm trying but depression wants me dead Living day to day unhappy have to make money instead Got to wake up feed my family how are they gon get that bread I don't want to go to work Fuck I'd rather stay in my bed Think of how my life is shit, how I wish that I were dead Late on all my bills Fuck I barely paid my rent Government don't care probably never clear my debt. Fuck the system all corrupt making money on our heads I can’t hide from these problems I can’t run Can’t handle the pain so always looking to bun this weight on my shoulders feeling like a ton Can’t feel nothing can’t tell if this is fun Never looking forward to wake up tomorrow Constantly numb due to the regret and sorrow Always panicking want to know for how long Am I right or is everyone wrong
Tuổi thanh xuân của em Đã từng có anh ở đó Nhưng nay đã qua rồi ! Đó là những tháng ngày bình thường khi người còn bên em Dẫu trời có trở gió anh vẫn dang tay che chở hết Yêu thương đong đếm từng ngày Nỗi buồn chỉ đếm được vài giây Những ngày bên anh là những chuỗi ngày êm ả để gió cuộn vào mây Đó là những ngày của quá khứ Giờ đây em phải tỉnh giấc gói ghém kỉ niệm lẫn tâm thư Chần chừ em không nhớ nổi lí do gì mình ngừng yêu Chỉ là ừ Mình xa nhau vào 1 buổi chiều anh ơi ! Em muốn quay lại như lúc đầu Những điều tuyệt vời nhất vẫn luôn nằm ở khúc đầu Chẳng tin vào thứ nhiệm màu vì có tình nào dài lâu Tự giam mình trong hố sâu để không nhận ra nỗi buồn từ lâu vẫn chôn dấu Và rồi , trái tim lầm tưởng đã thôi thương Bỗng chốc vỡ tan thành vạn mảnh mỏng như sương Vương vãi trên tất cả những con phố mình từng hẹn Ta vẫy vùng giữa biển người nhoẻn miệng cười thấy kiếp tình bạc như vôi Ta trôi nổi giữa ảo giác về anh Không cứu nỗi , Không cứu nỗi Rồi quả nhiên , cô gái của anh bỗng hóa thành kẻ điên Yêu thương bấy lâu tan biến như bọt biển So thank you for reminding me what butterfly feels like I'm traveling around my mind but why I can't forget you right I'm used to swallow my emotions do you know , don't you No one knows how much I cry that day , no one knows No one knows No one knows No one knows No one knows Rồi chiều mưa lại tới hẹn kéo kỉ niệm ngập khoảng không Bơ vơ không lối thoát để nỗi đau điền chỗ trống Là em ngu xuẩn cứ ích kỉ với bản thân Cố níu giữ ảo niệm để đực gì ngoài nhớ mong Thôi chạy mau chạy mau để con tim thôi rỉ máu Yêu thương nơi anh hóa đá rồi hạ cũng sẽ qua mau Còn nơi tim em như có quả đen đang ẩn dấu Cứ gặm nhấm kỉ niệm đã thối rửa khiến em đau Anh thấu không ? Anh xót không ? Em nghĩ không ! Có phải không ? Tách cà phê buổi chiều tà được thay bằng ly rượu đỏ Cứ đêm đến lại tràn đầy nhưng sao hoài chẳng say Em mỏi mệt khi đơn độc gánh cả bầu trời Đang sập xuống , em gục xuống Tưởng chừng có thể ngủ nhưng không Cơn ác mộng chẳng thoát ly sao bước đi Em như chết đi ! Và rồi ! Thứ khiến em dằn vặt không phải là anh Mà là quá khứ vụn vỡ ở bên anh Thứ tình yêu này cũng sẽ chỉ biến thiên Chứ em chẳng thể nào triệt tiêu anh ơi ! Và đó là những cảm xúc hỗn độn của em Và khi mưa kéo đến Em thường xem anh như một hạt giống Mà em đặt bất cứ nơi đâu nơi tim em sẽ nảy mầm Nhưng thời gian đã làm đất trở nên khô cằn rồi anh ơi !
I’ve been listening to beats ever since me and my ex broke up 8 months ago. I led up freestyle for 6 years and now that I’m better I rap about her everyday.
I'm sitting here alone, my thoughts within the past, Thinking about you, a love I hoped would last. Your warm and tender heart that seems so far away, This feeling deep inside me that I feel like i have to obey and face the fact it wont happen at least not today. these lyrics in my head, they make me feel okay. But really inside my tender heart awaits for someone, i pray
I started the rap at 0:33 Forgive me dear Lord I think I have sinned, I'm fighting a battle that I never would win , or is my soul already condemned, if I die do it really just ends, people say keep it all in, they think I'm weird because I don't fit In , they say be normal but I don't comprehend, I dream of days that I'm not in, is suicide , just an attempt, I live in a place where daddy's the victim,even though he touched and raped them, and mama she doesn't believe it because,she's way to blind to see it, and they get to have a normal life, while the daughter's all screwed up inside, but it's a secret, and she has to keep it or the family gets broke into pieces, so she thought she'd take it to her grave, so she took pills to take away the pain, she thought she had no reasons to live she had no family,and no friends, she went to school and was bullied by kids, and then she came home and her dad did what he did, but still the mother didn't know, and she had to go though it all alone. Part 2 soon.......
I don’t like to get emotional But this is kinda getting deep World on my shoulders It’s a whole burden on me I can’t seem to relax Cuz people got it out for me See the world In a different light When the moon wasn’t in the sky at night Praying just to get through life People hate on me just in spite Wish my worries fly away like a kite Forgive me if I didn’t turn alright Always a battle that’s why I stay in fights They say new challenges it’s a new day Can’t listen to what the fools say If u ain’t the predator then u are the prey Gotta protect myself cuz who else is (x2) Forgive me if the truth hurts But that’s just how reality is Can’t be weak or the world gone break me down easily Forgive me but I ain’t sorry I’m just preaching That’s why from a young age Pain hit me quickly Build up my tolerance But it never comes easy I just deal with the fact That when u happy Pain will be back and Toughen up Build up my muscles Go and get my hustle Blood runs deep It’s a treasure that I keep Looking for god His presence is what I seek Sometimes I feel alone Even though he’s by me Every time I write Then u will know it’s by me Looking for these snakes So they can’t convince me To be like Adam and Eve and eat the apples off the tree Ain’t nobody gone worry bout if I’m alright though They only care if I’m successful So they can beat me down they so dirty to stoop so low This the reason why I ride solo... I don’t like to get emotional But this is kinda getting deep World on my shoulders It’s a whole burden on me I can’t seem to relax Cuz people got it out for me See the world In a different light When the moon wasn’t in the sky at night Praying just to get through life People hate on me just in spite Wish my worries fly away like a kite Forgive me if I didn’t turn alright Always a battle that’s why I stay in fights They say new challenges it’s a new day Can’t listen to what the fools say If u ain’t the predator then u are the prey Gotta protect myself cuz who else is (x2)
Anh tự làm thẩm phán ban cho mình tội chung thân Rời xa em là bản án mà không đựợc khung ân Bạn của anh là chiếc gông dài cùng với đó là dây siềng xích Anh chỉ nói là rất mong đời hãy giam tôi vào nơi viễn tích Nước mắt lăn dài trên má khắc lên gông là nổi buồn nhất Quá khứ cứ mãi hét la vọng âm thanh thực ngày buồn nhất Tâm anh vẫn cứ chông chờ mong thời gian trở về đúng mốc Chỉ để khoá con tim anh lại để không phải một mình đứng khóc Tội lỗi anh gánh chịu Yêu thương anh giằng co Baoo giờ nhạc đúng điệu Chẳng có ai dành cho Em chẳng bao giờ hiểu Không anh thì ai lo Họ thấy anh cười đểu Anh mất thứ đã cho Anh đã ngỡ chẳng từng yêu em bằng nước mắt Hay tìm e đơn giản sự thay thế trước mặt Anh ngại nói ngôn tình khi đang đứng trước mặt em Anh chỉ tự chôn mình mang yêu dấu trói chặt đêm Ngôn tình đành thả vào rap anh tự trói vần vào đêm Anh tập cười tập nói để chẳng phải ồn ào thêm Sau bao đem dài là những chuổi ngày vất vả Sao tim mong chờ nhưng chẳng là gì đúng hả Bởi lẽ là tình cạn người quay đi Nên cuốn nhật kí đóng lại Anh mong ngày e ra đi là vì quyết định đúng đắn Bởi chẳng muốn e quay về lại con đường đã từng gọi là phố vắng
Well one day I’ll mess my life up well it already is and it’s getting so tough They think that I’m happy but underneath it all My anxiety’s stalking yea it’s getting way to tall And I always think that there’s depths in my own holes The voices in my head they ain’t going slow Too bad that they’re so deep that barely know one knows I guess I’m that bad shit that shouldn’t be here at all I said step by step step by step step by step step by step step by step , Enough of this ,half of this abys Step by step step by step step by step step by step Enough of this shit ‘enough As I cry my self up into the brightness ‘I see the angels staring at my face I hear the darkness pleading for attention ,I don’t turn around because I really am afraid I see the gates .theyre close to me .escape from reality I’m on my feet praying on repeat please forgive me please forgive me please forgive me forgive me please forgiv please forgiv me Time goes on but I stay in my own past it makes me feel stronger but sadder at the last I feel like I’m nothing ‘with nothing else left I’m fighting these demons that are all in my heads , step by step x5
My verse: I remembered all the times that broke me down in tears I was trying to stay strong with every heartbreak Why has the Lord forsaken my soul? Why has the Lord forgotten about me? I never understood the guilt beneath the shame When the tears rolled down, it was like they never saw them Did they see who they were messing with? Why am I alone? Just let me end this suffering I want to live in God’s paradise I never expected life to be so cruel What have I done that hated me so much? Who is I to blame of all the lies that came my way? I never wanted to be a victim who cried every night I remembered so many days where I came home crying From school to home, I felt so miserable inside The tears roll down that flooded like rivers The tears in my heart flooded and my broken heart I wept and I cried for countless nights I asked the Lord with the pain in my heart Lord I want to leave this world and come back to heaven Where I belong… forgive me father, I have sinned, forgive me God, I want to go home...
ShaGaGya Rose Everytime look forward to hearing things again I don't want you crying to I know is hard to say it right now forgive her she never down for you should listen her that she know all the things that never lies to other people do you understand
This what I think n write it like I dream.... 💫 0:01 I try to find you who’s I can’t see I try to hear you who I can’t hear Then I start to see thing I couldn’t see.... hear thing I couldn’t hear ... because after you left from my dream ... when I close my eye , I see those eyes . My heart kept arching, So I want to forget ... if this is a dream , pls let me wake up . 0:20 Are you really my destiny ? Falling you..... oh baby Bae Are you the line of my fate ? Falling you .... oh Man Are you the one I’ve been waiting for ? Why is my heart sinking ? This time of fate is passing slowly . I’m still looking at you because I keep running out of breath . Stay with me baby You are my Everything.... everything because of you ......... Rap : 1:18 Are you living deep in my heart ? The truth hidden in me !!! My heart is racing . I’m still watching over you from far away why am I being like this ? No way ... 💆🏻♀️ My heart was racing again cause of you . Feel like I’ve love you from a long time ago . Feels like I’m being pulled by something oh No ! The faint light was turned off but my eyes are lightning up again because of you ... you’re the one I’m waiting for I’m sick of you ! Bad man ! I love you ♥️ you said : If You need me , I’ll be your side So where are you now ♥️
I stare at the sky with a mourn That bubbles deep inside of my darkest soul To punish my body for being a big, god damn mess, Though here is my testament, I must confess... I'll be here for a while longer now too 'Cus i still have a thing or two i got to do Hell, I've got a fuckload of things that I want to accomplish But my minds a different person and it's really mean and selfish Yeah i fight with myself from most time, time to time But it's usually something of how I just do whine 'Cause Im not really even sad even though I want to die And that's the reason why my mind says this with a dissapointing sigh; "How in the hell do you think anyone's gonna remember You if you dont even yourself remember, fool Cus you're a little snappy and those people aren't crappy it's all in your mind i'll slap you soon for being so damn happy, gosh" My mind's a fucking liar I can hear it in my ears 'Cause all I seem to do is cry those inside shown tears You don't even cry nomore because it's just not worth it Or is it because you're scared to show that you're just hurtin? And that's what they said too, they said you never show Any emotion, and though you tried to deny still you deeply know "Im good i swear, i'll keep myself on a regular pace Im going trough this thing, others say it's just a phase and i mean Ill be better, i swear and not to mention All these things you'd be born to be ever faced on The daily basis Im a phantom run away and count to ten, son, im not gone anyway I'd never lie to my own face I swear on Jim and Amja and what's his glace I forgot his fucking name He discraded me his my discrace But either way im sorry Shit i remembered not to seek for glory I didnt just mean to hurt you Even though you said dont worry Im sorry Im sorry for all these things That I always forgot to say And ill say em now cus why the hell not im alive anyway I fucking hate this, kinda love it like a memorial day; I hate this feeling, im just leaning to spend an religious holiday Man, i hate the way it's god and i hate the way it's jesus, But i love the way how you just can lock in and never leave us And it's so hard and it's so tiring to try to be like it's no fuss When reality im cringing like a sign named 11- plus What the fuck was i just talking I don't know why I was speakin I should just shut up, im leaving Im not sure why i start running When my heart started to gunnin And i realize that im just walkin I speed up but see nothing I cant but to help now im fallin No See again? My mind trails off easily this way I can talk about depression and start speakin bout my day That has nothing to do woth what I just do Im staring at me im staring at you But the main thing is about this so g that I just wrote Somehow writing this makes me have some a bit of hope I dont know why im rappin cus I know i cant sing, No, and why'd the hell did I choose to get the beat to sound like swings Hanging from a tree, you're not listening You're just running, im sinking and glimmering But you dont seem to care, no Im trailing off again, sho (sure) Anyway im speakin, im spitting and I cant keep in What's inside my brain, im not crazy im just vain No im okay really dont worry about it Ill turn around and go back along the way that's lit Highways with cars and some human company Man it's nice to feel like there's something beside me. theres someone beside me. im all alone, please.
I pray God helps you get by and conquer the problems all of you are facing right now. Keep believing and persevering, there's always a rainbow after the storm. Pain plays a big part in greatness.
starts at :22 so far I got/ forgive me, I know I fucked up, I tried to fix now, but my love wasn't enough, I tried to show you, you where worth my time and my trust, but enough is enough, left in the dust, cuz all you wanted was lust, my love wasn't enough👌💯
Should I Post my cover to this smooth instrumental? Lemme know, my lyrics are below . lord forgive me cos you know that ive been sinnin lately, lost uncle luther, lost my cousins , now im goin crazy, this world dont need me anymore . idk why you made me..... lo siento por favor dont ever forsake me , i know i blame you for my loss, cos i be so damn angry i forget that u the boss , i know u have a plan , i just needa take a walk , beside u , hand in hand cos oh God we needa talk (oh god we needa talk) yeah ive been sinnin lately , just a few weeks ago i gave up the gift u made me im only 16 years old , man i cant be havin babies i honestly dont know my purpose why did u create me ( why did u create me) Chorus: I should slow down , so young but so grown now .. (x2) man my life was never easy , but i really cant complain because the lord aint ever leave me , deep inside i feel this pain . as if the devil tryna cleave me, i just needa get some strength to tell that mothafucka leave me, the hell alone , i be tryna call my angels but get dial tones will u crack open them gates , or act like u aint home.. dear lord, yeah i know that ive been sinnin lately
LYRICS BY ANDREW HER Dedicated to that special someone , you're the only the only person that I truly miss I just want a real good bye and a last kiss But I know what's been done can't be fixed So I hope the best for you, even tho you broke me down making me fall for you, always making me think was your love you showed me true ? left me without no clues, I'm becoming cold blooded, my hearts going blue, after all this time I just want to know the truth, was it me ? Or was it you ? I just wanted some real, what else could I do ? could've shown you off to my family, like a trophy that I held onto, now that I've seen your true colors, you ever think of what we could've been w/ eachother Missing you everyday and every night , why didnt you just stay in my life cause of you I'm smoking every day getting High I'm praying every night, I'm looking up to sky wondering why Wondering if I ever meant anything your life I'm so hurt, how didn't you that i tried Was everything you said to me was a lie ? You won't understand the pain that I'm tryn hide You don't understand the tears that I keep out of sight You won't understand the pain that I feel Weeks past my broken heart hasn't even healed I can't believe I fell for you and let this happen I can't blame you for your actions, I mean I just there for the satisfaction but you're the reason why I'm so depressed and sad I just want you to know you're the best I had You won't understand that I love truly wanted hold onto you dearly, never wanted you to go, but this rap song that will be shown you to one day, I want you to open up your ears and hear me, I would've gave you everything I got, all I need is one shot, just for you to open up your heart , you've always brightened up my days, but since you left it's so been dark , I can't even go on with my days you was my calendar chart , I just hope venting back to you isn't too late, I'm trying to change your mind that's already been made, wishing everything was fine and that you'd stay , I'm always seeing you on my phone, my really heart aches, this pain inflicted into me That I can't contain , I've become something that I wasn't I cannot explain, I'm sorry for those who've i broken down, I just was just lost in the brokeness somehow I hope you forgive me and that it's not too late & just know that what I did was a stupid mistake , I just felt so emotional I felt replaced, i can't believe I've hurt other girls that I won't name, I think back to our good times when there wasn't pain I remember our memories, I'm going insane I remember yours words clearly like when you said I love you don't be fearing, but then you left and now I'm tearing , I should've listened to my brothers should've been hearing, but these emotions brings me down it's like I'm being buried, it's just this broken heart that leads me to depression, something I can't cope with but was intended, but ig thinking loves real hurt sometimes so let me learn from my mistakes and find someone whose worth my while
Hey girl i see you Its hard not to pretend Its hard to see a future when i feel like its the end But i remember when i saw you sittin infront of me in class and i saw something majestic Not just a person but someone so beautiful Someone so intrisic like god made the world for you And to think of all the things a man would do to do Sit beside you every night and try to give their world to you and lay it on the line even if it makes them look a goof Youre the one whos the sun after the rain The one who makes life worth all the pain A shooting star I see through my window pane The image of a kids description of his wife someday There aren't enough words in a world to describe The constilation of stars that shine inside your eyes A simple conversation and the thought will arise Why any man would want to call you mine Thats the way i see it from where im standing No other thoughts astray its almost automatic and its a little unfair what god did took so much perfection up and wrapped it in skin Forget share his medicine with the rest of his kin But thats the explanation for what happens when An angel comes to earth and becomes your friend Makes re-evaluate your worth and become a better man Thats what makes it hurt when theres a hole in your chest When you feel like youre trying to give them your best And its seems like their lying to you just press next Leave me in the east while you go to the west So i tell you my emotions let em out flowing dont know what im doing but im trying to be open And im done with the exposing or worried bought ghosting because of what a couple doughnuts and a movie is showing So imma keep coasting and in this song i hope you notice I took it from my heart onto a sticky note and post it Cause what i said on the phone clearly didnt show it That i think the world of you and wanted you to know it Because i feel like im writing my goodbyes And i dont want to look back and wonder why didnt I tell her the truth so here it is madison im telling you
As a little kid i seen depression on the Tv shows Never knew it was a real thing Guess that would turn into a lesson as you see me grow An adolescent who would still sing When moments were dark Parents start disowning their hearts The devils a shark in the ocean Where the motion of art Influences the good and bad and brings out the ugly God loves me But from my decisions angels will never touch me
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Who else listened to this shortly after a breakup? Let me get a like and some sort of encouragement. I really need it.
Be happy bro
Btw check mah channel
It's okay to be sad, venting in comment sections is a very rare yet annoying disease. I hope you'll overcome it soon.
I'm feel tht all right now. Just wish thing would change.
same but the word love meant fuck you for my ex
I see people writing songs according to the beats so accurately and it feels so natural and true how they are expressing their feelings in describing their lives. God bless us all :)
Literally the 1% people who’s reading,,, May your parents Live More Than 100 years with good health
Thanks 🙏🏼
Just read this lost my dad i hope everyone stays in good health and spirits in general 🙏🏽
💔Everyone that is listen to this is hurt in some way😭
I agree with you
Davona Davis facts
True but it hurts in a beautiful way
It’s one of those healing hurts you know?
True.
“Nice guys always finish last, should’ve known that”😔💔
Nah man, nice guys always win in the end
The second we start getting bigger than them
When thee ones who left us silent start falling behind us
Because now they’re life is drowning, and we just getting sighted
We don’t have to let the hate bottle up
We just got wait until the bottle pops
That’s when we start getting treated as such
As the ones who called us losers and crumbs
Pick up the pieces that’s what they tell us
Get yourself better than will help you out
No get yourself ready for us to come
Cause we will be there one day
But you might not be able to come
Especially if you need us to help
What if I give you your energy back
am I supposed to say leave the past in the past
Go get a mask and forget about the scars
Or should I just move on, and let you get a few marks
Take my pride and get my ass moving, while you struggle alone
Saying I wish I was better before, maybe I wouldn’t be here right now
Trying to keep my feet on the ground, but the struggle is hard
Drinking til my mind is corrupt, just like the government is
Become that asshole, in the streets looking dumb
But me and you are just one coin, playing two different parts
Ones the victim, ones the cause and effect, now life is flipping around
Now I landed myself a new life
From look down upon, to remember me now
The one who was nice, and now is living the life
While you was getting success, until you lost it, now it’s you looking down
Like wishing for someone to help
But everyone is just done
So please don’t ever say that they have won
Because it’s only a matter of time, until you making us proud
So I challenge you to keep your feet on the ground
Until life’s starts giving you signs
That you deserve to be heard
You deserve to be loved
You don’t deserve to be dumped
You don’t deserve to feel less than anyone
Because their doing better right now
Because when that luck finally runs out
They’ll be coming to you for help
So you can chose to help them or not
I say Do what best for you, but do not become one of them
I'm nice and always left alone ..... but then I remember my goals and dreams , that's what I only have my man:)
@@havierxo so sad
Facts 💯
Healthy-minded women do value you. Let life filter out the broken women. Sorry it's a painful process💔
I wrote a tribute song for a close friend of mine that I grew up with who recently passed away using this incredible beat thanks Tower Beats one love.
A few days ago I found a song called “ruthless” and as soon as I heard the first few seconds I felt nostalgic. Turns out the melody in the song is this beat which I used to listen to while reading when I was a kid. When I realized it I kind of felt happy and sad at the same time, I think I’ll start to read again
A guy sold me this instrumental...told me that he made it...Wow just Wow
Love Bagga 😂😂😂😂
Love Bagga Stupid.
Love Bagga ikr
you been fucked
I love this beat, i'm writing lyrics to it and i'm crying to myself inside because of how perfect it is. Thanks!
Finally found the beat I wrote half a song to several years back. Wow!!!!!!!! Time to complete the song!
Forgive me for the man I am
See me for the kind soul I am
You say I can't I say I can
But no matter doesn't change who I am
Starts back on the bus back when It was the old us
I looked at you you looked at me
Things were getting brighter it seemed
but no matter how much I tried you brought me to my knees
I swore one day id change for the better
But it seems that your god didn't get my letter
Because he gave me you
Looked like a blessing that's true
But there couldn't be a darker hell than that in you
In my darkest hour you up and left
You couldn't handle me even at my best
But that was my mistake
I should've known all the promise were fake so now here I am
A broken man
I'm a pill pooper till the day I fall
You say I can't I say I can
Who better after all
But no matter doesn't change who I am
I'm just a broken man
Inside and out I may seem dark
But you played your part
I told you I was hurting and whatd you say oh yea yea okay do what you want i don't care but it seems to me you knew it was a lot to bear
I miss the old me
But who better to be than the real me this is the end it seems
God doesn't answer cries
And I'm to tired to fight
I don't want my life
But hey you were right
I should just stay out of sight...
If god don't wanna love me maybe the devil might after all my soul was his love at first sight
Is this a rap or lyric
💕❤️ Genuinely interested in knowing these brother
🙌Could u please let me know..?
Ohhhhhhh. Who are you man 😱😱😱😮❤
I like this
🖤✨
@@unknown-6664 it can be used as either I was high at the time when I wrote it anyways. I’m sober now feel free to use it it’s not me anymore anyways.
I'm on my hands and knees
Lord please forgive me
For the things I did
As a young kid
I'm sorry for my sins
And I know it's to late
But I feel like u closed the heaven gates
So keep teo safe up there for us
And Jesus u the only one I trust
Thru it all u was here
Now I could see I wish I cared
Lord I love you
Thanks for the food
Sorry to all the people that I have been rude
Ima fool
But now there's nothing I can do
But wait
For the trumpet to play there's nothing to say
But I love you if u reading this
And u never alone
Just get off the phone and pray❤️thank u lord 💚🌎
this got me in ma feels dang
Amén ! :)
that was nice :3 got insta?
dude its never to late just keep praying but meen it
Lil Zay go rappad
starts at 0:22
All this weight on
My chest is a ton
I am so done
I'm actually numb
All these fake people
Mentally unstable
Like im in a fable
Why am i at this table
I feel so empty
Like no one is w me
Except the monster
That's tryna haunt me
0:55
Oh god why me
I'm so sorry
Just a mistake
Why you all hate me
I'm tryna survive
So I can just strive
But i feel like I'm
Losing my mind
1:18
This fake smile
Was here for a while
Tried to show gratitude
Constantly changing my attitude
My smile is a shield
The world is a war
I've gotten so far
But i just can't anymore
Damn that’s good especially the last verse (in my opinion it was the best verse)
Wow 😲
That was so good, I can tell it came from the heart
That is how I feel. I was racially discriminated in my personal life in my whole childhood so I feel the pain. 😭 I’m with you there!
Can i use this lyrics for my song ?.i will give you the credit..please
inspiring to see a beat thats been around for 4 years still have comments flooding in. respect
Holding on to anger, it's like holding on to a flame
It'll burn you up, it's not worth the pain
Forgiveness, it's the path to take
To move on and live life for your own sake
I held on to anger, like it was my best friend
But it was only holding me back in the end
I had to let it go, had to make a change
Forgiveness was the key to break the chains
I had to forgive myself, before I could forgive others
I had to let go of the hurt, it was like a weight off my shoulders
I'm not perfect, Yea I've made mistakes
But forgiveness, it helped me learn from them and to make a change
🖤👍
I keep my heart open, closing out the world of hopeless,
clouded my mind through bottles, i used to swallow my emotions,
Lost my pops, sad part is thats what got me focused,
family pictures' missin a member, that frame is now broken,
Were all alive but are we really living, who the hell knows,
I never been the type to judge the man feeding his family, when he forced to sell dope,
This fire that burns inside, i get in the booth and smell smoke,
This thing called life can be funnier than a chappelle joke.
where happily ever after is just a fairy taled quote,
trying to provide old bread for my son, without the stale toast,
At times i seem worthless,
Lost my feelings for it all can be hurt less,
certain things make me feel as if im deserted,
In a crowd of uncertains, me versus,
every soul that controls a body on the earths surface,
followed by trouble so long the imperfections seem perfect,
guess sometimes you get what you deserve even if you didnt earn it,
Dude Can I use this for a non profit song? That was so deep. It'll be my cover from me to you
Eazy Wilborn nice
Eazy Wilborn wow that was good man
thank y'all frfr... i just be venting sometimes
Great lyrics.
to all the people who wrote a song or rap to this beat u guys are very talent thank u for sharing you creativity with me and everybody who read them. to be honest most of the songs and raps were very powerful to me i really loved them. i just wanted to say was keep up the beautiful jobs^^
0:22
Factory Reject
i hate how i talked people down because of my insecurities
i swipe and try to filter them as if they were impurities
but its never getting better like a sponge thats getting wetter
till i drip down like the blood thats staining all my sweaters
and i lack self control even though people think i dont
ill make a promise and say ill keep it even if i really wont
see thats the problem with my head it doesnt know what it wants
and it fucks up until it realizes what i love is gone
and its just another depressive cycle that keeps going on and on
and i tried to look to the bible when all my hope was gone
but the truth is sometimes you cant fix what cant be touched
cause how can i improve my worth when i think im not enough
so i cut my feelings off and stayed up on my phone
searching up ways to make me feel less alone
then one morning i woke up thinking to myself
i wanna die, i wanna get out of this hell..
so slice after slice i ended up cutting thrice
i looked up in the mirror and saw the pain in my eyes
this is not what i wanted.. i used to have a dream
to live my life as best as possible when i turned 18
so i dropped the razor and put my wrist under the sink
my heart and my head were so out of sync
i couldnt comprehend why i felt so depressed
cause everytime i brought it up they would tell me to get some rest
i couldnt sleep that night so i prayed myself to sleep
tears rolling down my eyes i asked god hear me please
im just a girl trying to live i want to have a normal life
but how can i do that when i dont wanna be alive
how can i do that when every second i think about pills and cyanide
when my once innocent mind is filled with dynamite
how i thought about jumping off buildings and a rope around my neck,
about the people that hated me and treated me with no respect,
the people that hurt me, the people i tried to protect,
how i try my best but im still treated like a factory reject..
amber Wow i like this
Be mine
This was amazing
That was amazing I love it that would be something I’d listen to
Yea
And this goes to show you
No matter how much love
No matter how much pain
You always think you aint worth enough
Call it major pain
Cause the love that once hit too
Now thats the pain you commit too
Suicide
Who the lie?
Who the guy?
Who really be angelic with the devil as disguise
Who really behind my back talking and spreading lies
See
we built different
You think depression is a lie
Till I'm gone now you're missing
Remembering all the times
I hope your brain sizzling!
Replay that image!
When you thought I was kidding!
I said I need help and you didnt even listen!.............
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This is where "nice guys finish last" came from, nice
i've never told my self the truth, the way i opened up to my self with this beat.........🥺🥺🥺💔
FIRE. you gonna hear me on the radio to this beat I promise
Ohh realllllly???🤨🤨🤨
yeah okay, lmao
Freestyle as i heard this beat..
Dear mom and dad,
I know that it's been hard,
After all I put you through,
I know i've left you scarred
I wanna say i'm sorry,
For all the shit I've done,
I'm sorry for the buying guns
I'm sorry for the hit N runs,
I don't deserve forgiveness,
My crimes are their own witness,
I know I let you down,
And fallen into this sickness,
But I can make you proud,
Maybe go back to fitness,
Maybe I'll be around,
I really hope you get this,
This cell is *lonely* nobody *knows* me I think i'm done
Wish you could *hold* me, you don't *owe* me it wasn't worth the fun
This shit's my fault and I know I've made it real hard for you
I've thought a lot and reflected on what I have to do,
Was it bad choices, or the devil that's living within me,
I love you both and I hope you someday.... forgive me.
Wow❤️
Seun damn
Yo this is so touchy can I use this on my sound cloud all creds go to you of course just give me the correct credentials
Seun k
Dang this is beautiful
Who was crying when they sang this if u were then put a thumb up to this I was crying
When I was singing I was crying to dot jouge people because u don't know what is going on in there lifee
uuh...hi
I know I can do this
I will push through this
Head in the abyss
All I’ve done
What have I become
Lord forgive me
I want to be a chosen one
Rise above the sun
There’s so much more to come
This battle isn’t done
I’m ready to run
Będzie magik,będzie magik, podejrzewam, że będzie magik za 2 lata
Au fond dis moi, toi, qui tu es vraiment
Au fond je t’aimais, mais je pense que ça dérange,
Au fond tant de haine, dans le fond sa me démange,
Un grand cœur noir, pour un si petit ange,
Dans l’fond dans l’fond
On aura essayer x2
On a vécu dans le peut-être une âme pour deux ces dur
Et je sais perdure
Square Weson bien joué je surkif ton son tu gère
What
❤️😻
jpeut te contacter c'est important et si oui sur quoi stp
C&L Officiel insta : squareweson
Forgive me for what I did
I promise I'll make it right
Just give me one more chance
And we can call it a night
If you just stay with me
I wont mess up again
I am sorry for what I did
Forgive me please
Give me one more chance
I promise, I'll make it right
What happened.. A couple days ago everything was alright
Now I have no one, my family hates me too
Man, I wish I had you
Cause it's always my fault, and they all blaming me
Think it's time I end this now
To scared to fight
To scared to tell why I'm crying every night
These tears drying quick, but they keep coming back
Cry every fucking day, wishing I had you back
Now your gone and all I can do is sit here all alone
Wishing you would come back
I'll sing you another song,..
Forgive me for what I did
I promise. I'll make it right
Just give me one more chance
And we can call it a night..
Baby I'm missing you
Do you miss me to
Just last week I saw you
With another girl
Think you moved on but you left me in the past
What happen to what we had?
Can I please have that back?
Can we please start over
Because your all I need
You were the sunshine to my day
You took all the rain away
You took all the pain away
And told me things were gonna be okay
You held me when I was on my knees crying
When I felt like fucking dying
When I had no one
When I was all alone
But now you moved on..
Forgive me, please..
Wow you are really talented you should start making music consistently and that's a future artist! Hope your alright now its been 4 years, hope you are okay man peace and much luck pls be good and do music your super talented😊💪❤️
Stupid thoughts are killing me
Hung over the things you said to me
I don’t know what to feel anymore
Try to ease the pain by replacing you, ain’t the same
I guess I’m who to blame I’m hurting myself in a way
How could I just let you go
You used to love me oh
Was there through all the sows
Helped me with problems you didn’t know
And now I’m traveling alone
Whatever happened to us
How could it blow in the dust
You used to see all the trust
Now I am the one who is stuck
They say just to let go
Oh honey if they know
I’ve been stuck chasing you
Used to dance to no music
Used laugh cause we stupid
All the troubling we were doing
Now we’re in the ruining
We pursuing a life that’s confusing
0:22 You had me
Feeling like dirt again
Then you lost me,
But the wounds wouldn't go away
But now I
Try to forgive
But I can't.
You want me
To play along with your lies
Oh... with your lies
0:56 (chorus)
How will I, survive
With you that
Makes me wanna die
And now I feel this way
I can heal me
1:18 Cause you can't forgive me
I will still be in disbelief
Until I'm perfectly
Healed
1:40 I'll heal
Yeah I'll heal
I'll heal these self-made wounds
Even though our dad lived far away
I knew i could depend on him and I knew he wouldn’t let us down
Baby sister, one day when you grow older you will understand
I know moving down here without our dad is hard
But just know that he will always support us
Every thing we had even tho mom can’t support
You know she Truly love us and won’t let us down
salm1
its cold, lets go inside,
u know, we gonna be okay,
everythings gonna be fine,
i like writing down rhymes,
but girl i love you the most,
we have the trust,
my problems are like dust,
you are the wind,
u blow them away,
u gonna stay,
here, with me, forever
and after, its like,
fairytale,
whats never gonna end,
cuz we dont have an end,
we are best friends,
so as lovers,
im gonna bring u flowers,
and then u smile,
with u, i feel like flying,
pretty high,
and then my hearthbeat,
its fast, my feelings
are deep and so true,
as they can be,
i can see,
it in your eyes,
that u luv me too,
ref 2x
you i see,
love i feel,
my hearth is big,
like a sea,
and only you i need
salm 2
when we fight,
i really think,
its gonna be okay soon,
nothing can break us,
cuz we have found the real love,
we are doing everything together,
and like this , its going forever,
yeah, i wrote this letter,
for u babe, oh,
forgot to say hey,
we wont give promises,
what we wont keep,
our love is bigger,
than any sea,
i was listening,
to this beat,
and i thinked,
of these words,
and now i write them down,
then gonna sing a song,
headline is going to be,
our song.
Me encanto esta base men, bonito trabajo.
Signo Rap saludame bro yo estoy suscrito a tu canal. 😌
Hola tengo un tema con ese beat te invito a mi canal para que la puedas escuchar y votar si te gustó o no.saludos ☺
I can't remember the last time I felt like I was me
I can't remember what it really feels like just to be
To exist in a world populated with lost souls
The love I used to feel no longer fills all the holes
I put this bottle to my lips trying to erase the past
Hoping to slow down the time cuz it's moving too fast
Making memories one day I hope that I can forget
Making choices one day I know that I will regret
So what's the point I feel like all this really has no purpose
What's the reason for me to be alive and feel worthless
Why do my questions go unanswered and ignored
Am I supposed to keep looking behind all the doors
Cuz I feel like I'm just running in circles and going nowhere
Why the fuck is life the way it is why can't life just be fair
I'm sick of all this shit sometimes I feel like I just wanna quit
Jump and free fall into a bottomless pit
Cuz I'm going nowhere way too fast
I can't hold on, I have to let go
Cuz I find myself stuck in the past
I can't hold on, I have to let go
Please tell me where I went wrong and what I can do to change this
Cuz I feel I've gotten to the point where the edge don't exist
I wanna scream fuck the world at the top of my lungs
And let it be known I forgot what it feels like to be loved
This shit's really driving me crazy I can't take it anymore
I wanna pack all my shit and run out the fucking door
I've given life my all I have nothing left to give
The only reason I'm still breathing is my beautiful kids
If it wasn't for them I'd just be another buried corpse
Cuz life fell off track and I can't put it back on course
But I'm not gonna quit, no I can't really quit, no I'm not gonna quit, cuz I can't really quit
I have to fight for me and I have to fight for them
They have to know they got my all before my end
But this is it, it is now, goodbye to my family and friends
This is it, the time is now, goodbye to my family and friends
Cuz I'm going nowhere way too fast
I can't hold on, I have to let go
Cuz I find myself stuck in the past
I can't hold on, I have to let go
Cuz I'm going nowhere way too fast
I can't hold on, I have to let go
Cuz I find myself stuck in the past
I can't hold on, I have to let go
Forgive Me... 😔
you nailed it. make an audio or video
may i use this lyrics
hey, I love you.
Who hurt you 🥺
This shit bomb like nigga can i steal this?
Who is listening while making his own lyrics on this music...??😄
You are true artist buddy... so high ...
LIKE 👍🏻
0:22
I just want to say
I’m tired of being hurt
I’m tired of hurting while I’m
Putting other people first
Decisions that I’ve made
That led up to this day
All this making people happy
Everyday I pray
Sometimes I sit and think
I think and reminisce
About the times where I
Never had to stress like this
A lot on my chest
I just can’t express
I think I’ve reached a point
Where I feel depressed
😔😔😔
mind if I use ur lyrics ? I can give u credit for the lyrics if not its alright
Starts at :22)
Life isn't always so simple
Let me give u an example
I lost the girl I truly loved...........over something so damn dumb
Now I feeling so damn numb
My heart is really broken into pieces...........Only if I had three wishes
(Starts at :44)
1 to get good grades in schoo
2 to not be played like a foo
3 to have everything be coo..........Man I wish I had her back
(Starts at :55)
My life really has been shaky
My older brother jus had a baby
Now I'm looking at him like he's crazy.......smdh
My mom feeling really confused
Asking me what did she do??
I turn to her with a dead stare............And told her life jus ain't fair
1:18-2:03 chorus
By Traellis miller
Traellis Miller this is so good
Traellis Miller daaaaaamn homie i fucking love it
Can I cover this 😍😍😍
Hey ! I'm french , I love your work man 😏💪🔥
Traellis Miller Shit man this is deep👌🏽💯💯
I been tryin too damn hard
I been tryin to live too damn large
To three girls life in I barge
But i was left with a dead battery to charge
So now i’m left with only myself
Lonely like i’m the only book on the shelf
And suicide calls me wanting to die
But when that gun goes off it was only a lie
My brain just stayin inside
Instead of changin in size
And i never came to realize
But the one who i love the most
Might never be the one to set my heart alive
And everyday i just try
But others tear my heart open and pry
And i just sit there waiting to cry
But nothing comes out my eye
Cuz i truly know that i’m dead inside
Not a single tear drop to come down my cheek
Everything she does just makes me weak
So everytime i see her smile and talk
My mind leaves to go take a walk
And then i’m stuck there nothing in stock
And my brain disappears like a pack of white chalk
And now i’m stuck waiting to be chosen
But all those girls ignore me and keep posin
Now i’m playin life like ski ball tryna win a token
But for now all I know is that my heart is broken
I feel that bro
All it took was a couple a' days
For you to take my heat away
I cant name all the many ways
Ways you taught me
Hard work forever pays
N That You just gotta get out of your way
Like i did to try to make you stay
I acted like i didn't know
Know that it was wrong
But anyway if i didn't why would i sing this song
I need you in my life
Your as sharp as knife
Cause just thought of you kills me every time
I need you
I need you
I need you
I need you to stay in my life
Just forgive me
Just forgive me
Forgive me cause i need you here in my life
Forgive me
Forgive me
Forgive me cause i need you here tonight
I cant describe all the many ways
The way you make my heart ache everyday
In a way where i forget how to breath
In a way where i just want to leave
And belive you feel the same way
Well how can i expect that of you?
After everything i put you through
Its been so long
Since ive seen your smile
In a way i can tell
Tell it was all over me
And how can i not see
The beauty who was sitting right beside me
I need you
I need you
I need you
I need you to stay in my life
I need you
I need you
I need you
I need you to stay in my life
Now it just wouldnt be right
To leave you without a fight
So ill stay
Stay the rest of the night
So just stay with me
Just one last night
So stay with me until the night decends
Just call opan me if you ever need a friend
lil tjay-traumatized he killed it
Who else just sits and listens to this like a normal song? Only me... Okay
ATK AZTECHA me too :)
Me too
Same
Hell yeah my song goes hard
nah i do
I love your sad music ! Lost cal is my favorite. Good job
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buen beat Bro
HadryanGP Oficial ツ hola te invito a mi canal ❤
Love this. Brings up so many mixed emotions. Keep doing what you're doing. :)
Look
I'm rejected
Neglected
If there's any love or hope in the world
Haven't felt it
Cuz I'm
"So dang ugly" or
"Not good enough"
and I'm treated that way
But I guess life is rough
Had enough
of tryna be tough
I find so many flaws
I call so many bluffs
In this world that I can't stand it
Neither as well can I understand it
So many reasons I'd be discriminated
Yet I don't get why I just have to be hated
I'm an innocent kid
With a few weird talents
But people hate me cuz of it
and I've just about had it
Get mad in the scenario
Well your emotions
Almost nobody cares you know
Where's the hope
Scared and alone
Somethin' I go through everyday
And I don't give a crap
Just as long as this ingrained feeling
Goes away
(P.S. Me IRL like if u are relatable).
Sing "my heart will go on" with this its perfect
Man I love this beat a lot and I really want to make a song to this one day
Sorry for the time I left u
Sorry for day I make u cry........
Owner of my heart pls don't go
Sorry for the time u called me
I didn't answer u cuz am far away
Sorry for the moment u need me
I wasn't there to hold u
Owner of my heart pls for me
I don't know Wat do
Chorus:......
Pls for give me, pls for give
Pls forgive me
I can't let you go
Pls for give me
Pls for give me
I can't leave without you
Lord Bless Me For Sins For What I’m Bout To Do Please Lord I’m Begging You Please Keep My Family Safe In Your Hands I Beg You Lord Don’t Let Anything Happen To My Family
You sound depressed
Hey are u okay?
Something I 4got to mention the Harmony in this beat is 💯 I'm infacutuated with harmony not just in instrumentals but in life that's what makes you a powerful,, creative producer keep bringing that 🔥🔥🔥🔥
this beat kill my heart everytime i listen ....... can't stop crying
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0:22
I'm sorry
That I'm not
Sorry
Sorry
I didnt do anything
Yet I did
I am sorry you hate me
Sorry
Forgive me
I am different
And I know that
I know
I know
I know
I do
I love something
I love someone
You dont accept it
I am sorry
You dont
I cant stop myself
This is who I am
Forgive me
Please
I beg for you
To
Forgive me
Sorry
Sorry
Sorry
Sorry
(Repeat)
0:11
This days got me going insane
Wish someone can put me back in my place
Seems happiness is fading away
And depression keeps coming up
Mind stuck
Calling for my daddy but he aint picking up.
Asking the lord
For a sign.
Then get these vibes
Body chilled
I think your here
Damn dad been missing you remember all the bad time
But very few of the good was just a little kid when you passed away couldnt let go of the passed days
Hoped shit would change but already been over 10 years
Tell you my life
This yo son
Got arrested in 7th grade for some shit me and my niggas done
Start of a bad life mom came next morning knew this would happen always in the streets.
Just a little kid missing his pops damn
This was me
Makinh money on the side trying to make things right
Tired of seeing my niggas die
Dad i need to vent
To let go of this shit
Im praying
Asking again to forgive me for all the sins i done did
Darkness surrounds me
Follows me
I just want this shit to end
All the hopes and dreams
Seeming to far to reach
Still hear begging on my knees
Fuck why arent you here
But have to stay strong
Then i fall again
Hope you see the pictue
Finding myself waiting to be with you again
Dad dont trip this is just to escape
All the problems i face
Im still here
Mom staying strong but last one here
Worry for how long cause i cant seem to think of both my parents gone especially after pops died i was just a kid
Hit high school fooled around
Got played like a fool used like a tool
Not done😞
10 million just in days it deserves💙💙💙🙌💙all beats that begin with forgive me are all good.i noticed that.
Drive myself insane with the games that I play,
One day in seventh grade I took a blade to my wrist
And split it like papier mache,
Watch the liquid evacuate my veins
Wonder why I felt that way
No cover from the bandaid
Hate myself, maybe I was born this way
Thought I could get away with each slit
Thought I could miss you without getting hit with depression and recklessness
Cinematic like you make me want to grab my life and run over it with a ton of bricks
Just to prove I’m not affected by your change in digits
How long will I chase my tail like an addict,
I’d learn Arabic to forget what your name rhymes with
M - a, uh uh yeah anyway
Yeah, it's always one more hit, one more hit
Till the morning I come back like this
Hypnosis, light-headedness, weakness, go to bed in seizures
God make me a believer
Why are my fantasies filled with cleavers and pain relievers
I see you in the speakers I see you in all these creatures
I deny three times like I’m Peter
I cry cause I need ya, my misdemeanour
I call you like a subpoena
Athena I just can’t believe ya
Hey G, I know you're young living in a cold reality- thinking these kids are too selfish to notice their fantasy, as they live happily you face your calamities in quiet agony! You're being wise and logical while the other kids think you lost sanity!
You're saying you're alright, that you aren't depressed, keeping a cool posture while facing the stress, you forget all your feelings while you reminisce about Jess! You're living life but not to it's fullest.
You now write some bars, with all this rage and sadness that you have barred- you can only hold it so far- you're trying to be normal as it rips your heart apart! You can trust friends cause they've been playing you like a card, girls do the same that's why you're emotionally scarred, 18 hours in your room playing and studying as the years grow hard- What's the worst of it is that you sob at night resolving that the end of your life is when true happiness starts.
You've helped others that have hurt you, you tell girls to be real in your view, yet they cry for guys who think the knew, even when you're being genuine and trying to do your best to help them, they still hate you.
You can say you're the Dark Knight, you do what's just right. These White Knights use their ego on you to shine bright- despite you've been living a parasitical beautiful life.
Godwin JB Mercand
It is very positive message! Christians need to make more beats like this! So I will be and I am :) Great beat! 💎🎹📀
this beat is so touching it's make me cry
Wassyp
Thank you so much for the great upload, big like for you my new friend!
Listen closely to my words than youll understand
Im out here losing hope and praying for the fear i had
Life was getting to hard to rough i couldnt take it
It was getting worse and i thought i woulndt make it
My fears was getting worse coz i couldnt face it
My dreams was dying to coz i couldnt chase it🙂✊
There’s so many lyrics that I relate too :(
I lost the girl I loved believe me, I know going through this $h*t ain’t easy
Gotta come home with my mom having a black eye, and my brothers sitting around wasting their lives.
Now that I think about it, my life was pretty bad, but now I remember the few good memories I had.
I first met her, she was the love of my life. It was like how you say, love at first sight.
I took her out to dinner, and we had a fun time. I have her 100 percent every single time ,
gave her all she wanted, and then gave her these rhymes.
I loved her she loved me, we were the best thing that could ever, be.
Right when I thought my life was gonna change, she left my heart and my life that day.
I knew something was up when she got “sick” but I didn’t know it was this serious.
Now the love of my life is dead, because I didn’t speak up.
Hope you enjoyed
Philip A that was amazing oh my god
Is koulo friss
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Pandangan ku kabur engkau tolong melihat
Dari ku liat engkau ajar dan buat ku ligat
Ku jatuh kau tarik ku dan panjat
Bukan cinta bukan suka bukan dia
Tiada apa yang boleh pisahkan kita
Mungkin ku salah kau tiada lagi bersama
Harungi bersama pancaroba kni tiada
Cinta tak buta yang buta tuannya
Bila cucuran air mata mengalir dibirai mata
Mengalirnya air mata ku bila kau tiada
Malangnya kita tidak lagi boleh berjumpa
Kerna kau ku pandai bersabar
Sengan untuk ku tanya khabar
Bangunnya aku dari tidur sayangmu ku lapar
Sakitnya diriku bagai mukaku ditampar
Berperang dalam kata aku engkau anggap musuh
Tidak ku sangka hubungan kukuh lagi utuh
Ku hanya redho istana kita sudah runtuh
Pedih dari hati sakit ia buat ku terbunuh
Tiada harapan tak mungkin bersama semula
kau dan aku hanyalah memori...
Tiada maknanya lagi sudah tiada lagi
Fantasi dalam komplikasi ilusi jadi reality
Yang hanya kontroversi hubungan semula jadi
Boleh bertuka orang nangis boleh bernyanyi
Tak bererti senyum tanda ku gembira
Di luar orang tahu di dalam tuhan saja
makin rebah makin jatuh dalam lembah
Memang susah hati gusar mula parah
Tiada macam dirimu ku tunggu terus menunggu
Sekali pun tak berpaling biarpun kau tahu
Sejadah dibentang ku bersujud sambil tangisi
Meminta pada DIA agar engkau pulang kembali...
Selamat tinggal ku harap engkau bahagia =']
Wahhh❤
Your love was like a fire and the warmth would draw me in
But every time I get to close, I’m left with burns across my skin
(There’s Painful) (A hundred) open wounds that just never seemed to heal
Cause every time they start to close, the new marks would appear
Now I’m lost and feeling broken always sitting here inside my head
Going over every lie and every sentence you have said
“I would never hurt you” “I was a great mother”
Words are just words, because your actions say another
What you don’t understand and just what you won’t accept
Is the fact that I have anxiety depression, post traumatic stress
from the abuse,- psychological,- emotional
I believed that I was nothing but purely disposable
You built me up, just to put me down
When I tried to get back up I was shoved back on the ground
I’d look up, your eyes were cold but you were smiling
Yelling in my face, saying “STOP YOUR FUCKING CRYING”
Directly after,
you say that nothing happened
Overloaded with emotion
You just sit there fucking laughing
Telling me I’m losing it, I need to be committed
but I cannot show emotion
Unless it has been permitted
I knew Just what would happen if I let those feelings out
So I Did what I was taught to do
Never scream and never shout
Don’t even smile if momma doesn’t want you to
Suffering in silence wishing someone fucking new
I am just a puppet, you were pulling on the strings
You wrote the script, rehearsed the lines,
I wasn’t to say a thing
I was so damn tired of the abuse and the games
when you packed your shit and left,
I started breaking the chains
The chains that bound me to my mother
One that I was told to trust
The one that dragged me to the bathroom
Saying “spill your fucking guts
You hid so well behind your mask
a wolf in a sheep’s skin
Posing as a loving mother
with some difficult children
No one knew what happened that when that metal door had shut
I thought that this was all normal, just how every kid grew up,
so I hid away my feelings and I never opened up
Never told a soul, So i found comfort in a cup
And that had turned into a bottle
Drinking as a young teen
To deal with the neglect that always went unseen
Never called out for no help
Never thought that I would get it
Even if I had the courage I knew you would not admit it
So I dealt with all the pain and I just took all the abuse
Because In everybody’s lives your reign was absolute
And after 13 years I was done with all the hurting
I was done internalizing, time to get rid of this burden
So I told you I was leaving, I was done I couldn’t do it
And ever since that day I’ve been steadily improving
It’s been a few years years since I last saw your face
Looked in those cold green eyes, been in that dark depressing state
But I’m still working through these memories that just won’t go away
To keep them all at bay, I sit down and fucking say-
To myself that I can do it
I can overcome these demons
to myself I choose to commit
There’s all a deeper meaning
i’m here because my hamster passes away at 7:20 this morning. i know people think it’s just a hamster and they’re only £10 so why not buy a new one. but hamsters are just as meaningful as any other animal. i got my hamster during such a hard time of my life and he would bring a smile to my face everyday. but today only tears have been spread across my face and the aching pain of loss. i’ll never forgot my first hamster. my first pet. my best friend. fly high lil’ dude. i’ll always love you.
im very sorry man . its 2 years ago but i know it still hurts a bit so ... sorry for your loss
Starts at 0:22
I just wanna feel love again
Oh, I just want this pain to end
Want my happiness to be real
But that's just not how I feel
Feels like I'm trapped in my mind
Depression is all I find
What is wrong with me?
Sadness is all I can be.
I feel so alone,
even in my own home.
''Life is perfect'' they say,
but, it just ruins my day.
Who am I?
Someone who ain't afraid of letting go.
I don't know, how I, will cope.
With all these emotions going on inside my head,
the only way to end it is to end up dead.
So if you see me one day, and I'm sad.
If I walk away, please, don't be mad.
:(
I know exactly what you mean but know that it takes just one step at a time to just keep going. You and I and others like us have to come together and help one another by talking to those who go through the same can help in more more ways than one. Then we will and can be truly healed. God says confess to one another our sins and thoughts.
This really relates to me
Why is my family going without me
They put me into a foster home
Probably undoubtly
What did i do?
I never scream or shout
Now my heart feels like it's about to explode
All my thought i have would put me in the deathrow
But to be honest i'm just sad, not mad
Why did i get left alone with no one
No one even talked to me when i was on the phoneline
I was crying saying mom please help me back
I love you so much
When i got to the family reunion
Everyone almost got a heart attack
Whos this kid? And what's he doing here
Saw my mom sitting in a pool full of tears
She obviously didn't expect me here
Without a doubt i ran to her
With tears in my eyes
Hoping for a better life
Hoping for everything
Hoping to see my mom smile
Hope she answears whenever i call on the phoneline
But we came back
Stroger then ever
My family had missed me
Said no one ever
I got to see my mom smile
First time in 6 years
6 years man
That got me chills
I said mom listen
I'll pay all your bills
I'll even suprise you with a nice thing
She asked what? The fear in her eyes made her shook
Dad was alive this is not a dream or a book.
I love this instrumental.
I love booty holes
Nice guys always finish last should’ve known that
I was so lonely at night, felling like life was flashing right between my eyes, the first thing that came to mind momma I I'll be gone, so forgive me for my wrongs, I know I should had listened from the start but sometimes life's goes around never expect the worst
Gửi em, người con gái mà anh yêu nhất
Yêu em không phải nhất thời, mà đêm từng đêm anh thao thức
Trượt dài trong chuyện tình không buông bỏ a biết là quá cố
Tượng đài anh nguyện mình nhưng đã đổ vỡ vì anh cố quá
Duyên mang tình tới lại bỏ ngang, đành để vật cản dần ngỡ tan
, rồi tâm anh mãi chờ dỡ dang một mình cùng đêm ngồi thở than
Ai gặp ai giữa phố thị rồi dần trở thành thân quen
Nhưng sao đành bước rồi để nổi nhớ là 1 vết ố hoen
Bước ra phố thị hàng đường thẳng tắp
Nhưng bên vệ đường hàng đèn chẳng thắp
Có được em chỉ là ngăn nắp nhất thời vì khi e đi nơi a bừa bộn
Yeu e nên tim vừa trộm
Khi mang e về chẳng khác nào hình nộm đá
A nhận ra niềm vui nơi a đã hoá thành niềm đau
Nơi tim ai trở nên khô héo đánh thức tâm trí a tìm mau
Tủn Vlog khó vào quá. Bạn cho cái nhịp
I’m blessed to have you in my life,
Life only had me stressed,
Yet It’s because of you that I’m alive,
But it’s hard to tell the story and make everything rhyme,
Basically when we met,
I was just messing around,
But the tables turned around,
When i asked you if we could sit down and get to know each other better,
I asked for your snap,
You said yes,
And I thought crap I’ll get rejected just like the others,
Turned out you were really nice and affectionate,
And it was only a few seconds,
That I was really reacting to her,
Gettin’ happy just talkin’ to her,
And I was so into chatting with her I was blocking everything out,
I was getting pretty quick about liking her,
Wondering if I should ask if we could stay together forever,
But I thought no that’s too much,
And I hesitated and didn’t say nothin’,
She said I’ll figure out in a few days something she was gonna tell me,
I thought this was it, my life had failed me,
She was gonna tell me she couldn’t do this anymore,
I was boring or flat out annoying,
But boy, was I wrong, I thought maybe she’ll agree to leg bigons be bigons,
But it turned out she liked me back,
I was ecstatic,
I had thought I’d made her mad or something,
At this point I was on the verge of tears,
I was so happy ,
I had to keep chill,
And make it seem like I wasn’t being dramatic,
There’s a lot in my head
Just laying in bed
Gotta wipe my own tears
Yeah, because this pain right here I can’t bear
You watched it all
You watched it all fall
I fought to keep it alive
You saw the give up pool and decided to dive
But it’s alright
I’m fine
Just shut the door
I’ll be fine
Just shut the door
(That’s all I got and I know it sucks but I’m h well)
You're fire😭🙆🔥 ❤️you Can Do It!!!More+++
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Okay I see all y'all spitting them bars
every single word that you whispered
engrained in my mind
you are not what i had pictured
but to you, my heart i signed
i fell in love with you
now a pile of broken bones
put my heart into your hands
you dropped it, my very own
drowning in silence
swimming in tears
your grip tightens
confirmed all my fears
but was i fool to perceive
you were Gods gift to me
lifted me up to bring to my knees
now i sit here in permanent disbelief
lose myself in men and lust
to forget your existence
the path of least resistance
now it’s i, i no longer trust
i have wounds of which the world will never see
behind bars, leaving cuts just to breathe
momma please forgive me
I can’t hide from these problems I can’t run
Can’t handle the pain so always looking to bun
this weight on my shoulders feeling like a ton
Can’t feel nothing can’t tell if this is fun
Never looking forward to wake up tomorrow
Constantly numb due to the regret and sorrow
Always panicking want to know for how long
Am I right or is everyone wrong
But what should I do
What the fuck is even true
Is there a life or is there two
Scared to die and scared for the boo
Never able to make a decision
Scared to stop following a religion
Can’t deny that there’s always suspicion
Following one but still out there fishing
Forget it get some music and just listen
Watch the stars and just see them glisten
I look calm but always in pain
Overused but am i going insane
Is it just me or is everyone the same
My whole life can be expressed In a frame
Had big dreams and goals what a shame
Luckily distracted by all the games
i feel alone, all these thoughts inside my dome,
heart of stone, feel so cold, while i do this on my own
no one knows, what im feeling, cut my wrists and now im bleeding,
only free inside my dreams and, always surrounded by my demons,
lost in the dark as I sit and fall apart, i call this art,
where to start?on this world I plan to leave my mark,
broken hearted empath, wanna die but when's that?
hoping for the end of my life, and the end of this path.
I know the stress ain't too bless and that sometimes life a mess
I know the doctors make it worse by prescribing you them meds
I know its hard to be happy in a world tearing to shreds
I know you feel like crying man just get it off your chest
I swear to god I'm trying but depression wants me dead
Living day to day unhappy have to make money instead
Got to wake up feed my family how are they gon get that bread
I don't want to go to work Fuck I'd rather stay in my bed
Think of how my life is shit, how I wish that I were dead
Late on all my bills Fuck I barely paid my rent
Government don't care probably never clear my debt.
Fuck the system all corrupt making money on our heads
I can’t hide from these problems I can’t run
Can’t handle the pain so always looking to bun
this weight on my shoulders feeling like a ton
Can’t feel nothing can’t tell if this is fun
Never looking forward to wake up tomorrow
Constantly numb due to the regret and sorrow
Always panicking want to know for how long
Am I right or is everyone wrong
Tuổi thanh xuân của em
Đã từng có anh ở đó
Nhưng nay đã qua rồi !
Đó là những tháng ngày bình thường khi người còn bên em
Dẫu trời có trở gió anh vẫn dang tay che chở hết
Yêu thương đong đếm từng ngày
Nỗi buồn chỉ đếm được vài giây
Những ngày bên anh là những chuỗi ngày êm ả để gió cuộn vào mây
Đó là những ngày của quá khứ
Giờ đây em phải tỉnh giấc gói ghém kỉ niệm lẫn tâm thư
Chần chừ em không nhớ nổi lí do gì mình ngừng yêu
Chỉ là ừ
Mình xa nhau vào 1 buổi chiều anh ơi !
Em muốn quay lại như lúc đầu
Những điều tuyệt vời nhất vẫn luôn nằm ở khúc đầu
Chẳng tin vào thứ nhiệm màu vì có tình nào dài lâu
Tự giam mình trong hố sâu để không nhận ra nỗi buồn từ lâu vẫn chôn dấu
Và rồi , trái tim lầm tưởng đã thôi thương
Bỗng chốc vỡ tan thành vạn mảnh mỏng như sương
Vương vãi trên tất cả những con phố mình từng hẹn
Ta vẫy vùng giữa biển người nhoẻn miệng cười thấy kiếp tình bạc như vôi
Ta trôi nổi giữa ảo giác về anh
Không cứu nỗi , Không cứu nỗi
Rồi quả nhiên , cô gái của anh bỗng hóa thành kẻ điên
Yêu thương bấy lâu tan biến như bọt biển
So thank you for reminding me what butterfly feels like
I'm traveling around my mind but why I can't forget you right
I'm used to swallow my emotions do you know , don't you
No one knows how much I cry that day , no one knows
No one knows
No one knows
No one knows
No one knows
Rồi chiều mưa lại tới hẹn kéo kỉ niệm ngập khoảng không
Bơ vơ không lối thoát để nỗi đau điền chỗ trống
Là em ngu xuẩn cứ ích kỉ với bản thân
Cố níu giữ ảo niệm để đực gì ngoài nhớ mong
Thôi chạy mau chạy mau để con tim thôi rỉ máu
Yêu thương nơi anh hóa đá rồi hạ cũng sẽ qua mau
Còn nơi tim em như có quả đen đang ẩn dấu
Cứ gặm nhấm kỉ niệm đã thối rửa khiến em đau
Anh thấu không ?
Anh xót không ?
Em nghĩ không !
Có phải không ?
Tách cà phê buổi chiều tà được thay bằng ly rượu đỏ
Cứ đêm đến lại tràn đầy nhưng sao hoài chẳng say
Em mỏi mệt khi đơn độc gánh cả bầu trời
Đang sập xuống , em gục xuống
Tưởng chừng có thể ngủ nhưng không
Cơn ác mộng chẳng thoát ly sao bước đi
Em như chết đi !
Và rồi !
Thứ khiến em dằn vặt không phải là anh
Mà là quá khứ vụn vỡ ở bên anh
Thứ tình yêu này cũng sẽ chỉ biến thiên
Chứ em chẳng thể nào triệt tiêu anh ơi !
Và đó là những cảm xúc hỗn độn của em
Và khi mưa kéo đến
Em thường xem anh như một hạt giống
Mà em đặt bất cứ nơi đâu nơi tim em sẽ nảy mầm
Nhưng thời gian đã làm đất trở nên khô cằn rồi anh ơi !
“Nice guys always finish last, should’ve known that give you my heart n you fucked around n broke that “😞💔
I’ve been listening to beats ever since me and my ex broke up 8 months ago. I led up freestyle for 6 years and now that I’m better I rap about her everyday.
I'm sitting here alone, my thoughts within the past,
Thinking about you, a love I hoped would last.
Your warm and tender heart that seems so far away,
This feeling deep inside me that I feel like i have to obey and face the fact it wont happen at least not today. these lyrics in my head, they make me feel okay. But really inside my tender heart awaits for someone, i pray
I started the rap at 0:33
Forgive me dear Lord I think I have sinned, I'm fighting a battle that I never would win , or is my soul already condemned, if I die do it really just ends, people say keep it all in, they think I'm weird because I don't fit In , they say be normal but I don't comprehend, I dream of days that I'm not in, is suicide , just an attempt, I live in a place where daddy's the victim,even though he touched and raped them, and mama she doesn't believe it because,she's way to blind to see it, and they get to have a normal life, while the daughter's all screwed up inside, but it's a secret, and she has to keep it or the family gets broke into pieces, so she thought she'd take it to her grave, so she took pills to take away the pain, she thought she had no reasons to live she had no family,and no friends, she went to school and was bullied by kids, and then she came home and her dad did what he did, but still the mother didn't know, and she had to go though it all alone.
Part 2 soon.......
Are you this girl?
somebody call 911. immediately
This is really meaningful I’ve never been through anything like that I hope you can find a way out.
This is so good.
I like this really much
I don’t like to get emotional
But this is kinda getting deep
World on my shoulders
It’s a whole burden on me
I can’t seem to relax
Cuz people got it out for me
See the world In a different light
When the moon wasn’t in the sky at night
Praying just to get through life
People hate on me just in spite
Wish my worries fly away like a kite
Forgive me if I didn’t turn alright
Always a battle that’s why I stay in fights
They say new challenges it’s a new day
Can’t listen to what the fools say
If u ain’t the predator then u are the prey
Gotta protect myself cuz who else is (x2)
Forgive me if the truth hurts
But that’s just how reality is
Can’t be weak or the world
gone break me down easily
Forgive me but I ain’t sorry
I’m just preaching
That’s why from a young age
Pain hit me quickly
Build up my tolerance
But it never comes easy
I just deal with the fact
That when u happy
Pain will be back and
Toughen up
Build up my muscles
Go and get my hustle
Blood runs deep
It’s a treasure that I keep
Looking for god
His presence is what I seek
Sometimes I feel alone
Even though he’s by me
Every time I write
Then u will know it’s by me
Looking for these snakes
So they can’t convince me
To be like Adam and Eve
and eat the apples off the tree
Ain’t nobody gone worry
bout if I’m alright though
They only care if I’m successful
So they can beat me down
they so dirty to stoop so low
This the reason why I ride solo...
I don’t like to get emotional
But this is kinda getting deep
World on my shoulders
It’s a whole burden on me
I can’t seem to relax
Cuz people got it out for me
See the world In a different light
When the moon wasn’t in the sky at night
Praying just to get through life
People hate on me just in spite
Wish my worries fly away like a kite
Forgive me if I didn’t turn alright
Always a battle that’s why I stay in fights
They say new challenges it’s a new day
Can’t listen to what the fools say
If u ain’t the predator then u are the prey
Gotta protect myself cuz who else is (x2)
Yo can I use this pls?
I'm not *novelist* but now i have my story with you,
I'm not a *singer* but now i have beautiful voice when i'm with you,
Thanks to be with me
Hace años, Puede hacer la mejor canción de mi vida con este beat
I NEED YOU - Như Hexi
Anh tự làm thẩm phán ban cho mình tội chung thân
Rời xa em là bản án mà không đựợc khung ân
Bạn của anh là chiếc gông dài cùng với đó là dây siềng xích
Anh chỉ nói là rất mong đời hãy giam tôi vào nơi viễn tích
Nước mắt lăn dài trên má khắc lên gông là nổi buồn nhất
Quá khứ cứ mãi hét la vọng âm thanh thực ngày buồn nhất
Tâm anh vẫn cứ chông chờ mong thời gian trở về đúng mốc
Chỉ để khoá con tim anh lại để không phải một mình đứng khóc
Tội lỗi anh gánh chịu
Yêu thương anh giằng co
Baoo giờ nhạc đúng điệu
Chẳng có ai dành cho
Em chẳng bao giờ hiểu
Không anh thì ai lo
Họ thấy anh cười đểu
Anh mất thứ đã cho
Anh đã ngỡ chẳng từng yêu em bằng nước mắt
Hay tìm e đơn giản sự thay thế trước mặt
Anh ngại nói ngôn tình khi đang đứng trước mặt em
Anh chỉ tự chôn mình mang yêu dấu trói chặt đêm
Ngôn tình đành thả vào rap anh tự trói vần vào đêm
Anh tập cười tập nói để chẳng phải ồn ào thêm
Sau bao đem dài là những chuổi ngày vất vả
Sao tim mong chờ nhưng chẳng là gì đúng hả
Bởi lẽ là tình cạn người quay đi
Nên cuốn nhật kí đóng lại
Anh mong ngày e ra đi là vì quyết định đúng đắn
Bởi chẳng muốn e quay về lại con đường đã từng gọi là phố vắng
cho em xin lyric ạ
Well one day I’ll mess my life up well it already is and it’s getting so tough
They think that I’m happy but underneath it all
My anxiety’s stalking yea it’s getting way to tall
And I always think that there’s depths in my own holes
The voices in my head they ain’t going slow
Too bad that they’re so deep that barely know one knows
I guess I’m that bad shit that shouldn’t be here at all
I said step by step step by step step by step step by step step by step ,
Enough of this ,half of this abys
Step by step step by step step by step step by step
Enough of this shit ‘enough
As I cry my self up into the brightness ‘I see the angels staring at my face
I hear the darkness pleading for attention ,I don’t turn around because I really am afraid
I see the gates .theyre close to me .escape from reality I’m on my feet praying on repeat please forgive me please forgive me please forgive me forgive me please forgiv please forgiv me
Time goes on but I stay in my own past it makes me feel stronger but sadder at the last
I feel like I’m nothing ‘with nothing else left
I’m fighting these demons that are all in my heads , step by step x5
My verse: I remembered all the times that broke me down in tears
I was trying to stay strong with every heartbreak
Why has the Lord forsaken my soul?
Why has the Lord forgotten about me?
I never understood the guilt beneath the shame
When the tears rolled down, it was like they never saw them
Did they see who they were messing with? Why am I alone?
Just let me end this suffering
I want to live in God’s paradise
I never expected life to be so cruel
What have I done that hated me so much?
Who is I to blame of all the lies that came my way?
I never wanted to be a victim who cried every night
I remembered so many days where I came home crying
From school to home, I felt so miserable inside
The tears roll down that flooded like rivers
The tears in my heart flooded and my broken heart
I wept and I cried for countless nights
I asked the Lord with the pain in my heart
Lord I want to leave this world and come back to heaven
Where I belong… forgive me father, I have sinned, forgive me God, I want to go home...
God hasnt forgotten you, stay faithful to him and be patient, its preparing you
Forgive me for what I’m about to do,
But I only see one way through,
Hoping the lord will open his arms,
And protect me from harm
I just wrote a song with this beat, this is so amazing. Thank you so much for making it ❤️🌹
i can't stop hear it 😿😿 it's broken my heart and makes me feeling deprassed 😿💔 #lost
ShaGaGya Rose Everytime look forward to hearing things again I don't want you crying to I know is hard to say it right now forgive her she never down for you should listen her that she know all the things that never lies to other people do you understand
This what I think n write it like I dream.... 💫
0:01
I try to find you
who’s I can’t see
I try to hear you
who I can’t hear
Then I start to see thing I couldn’t see....
hear thing I couldn’t hear ...
because after you left from my dream ...
when I close my eye , I see those eyes .
My heart kept arching, So I want to forget ...
if this is a dream , pls let me wake up .
0:20
Are you really my destiny ?
Falling you..... oh baby
Bae Are you the line of my fate ?
Falling you .... oh Man
Are you the one I’ve been waiting for ?
Why is my heart sinking ?
This time of fate is passing slowly .
I’m still looking at you because I keep running out of breath .
Stay with me baby You are my Everything....
everything because of you .........
Rap : 1:18
Are you living deep in my heart ?
The truth hidden in me !!!
My heart is racing .
I’m still watching over you from far away
why am I being like this ? No way ... 💆🏻♀️
My heart was racing again cause of you .
Feel like I’ve love you from a long time ago .
Feels like I’m being pulled by something oh No !
The faint light was turned off but my eyes are lightning up again because of you ...
you’re the one I’m waiting for
I’m sick of you ! Bad man ! I love you ♥️
you said : If You need me , I’ll be your side
So where are you now ♥️
I stare at the sky with a mourn
That bubbles deep inside of my darkest soul
To punish my body for being a big, god damn mess,
Though here is my testament, I must confess...
I'll be here for a while longer now too
'Cus i still have a thing or two i got to do
Hell, I've got a fuckload of things that I want to accomplish
But my minds a different person and it's really mean and selfish
Yeah i fight with myself from most time, time to time
But it's usually something of how I just do whine
'Cause Im not really even sad even though I want to die
And that's the reason why my mind says this with a dissapointing sigh;
"How in the hell do you think anyone's gonna remember
You if you dont even yourself remember, fool
Cus you're a little snappy
and those people aren't crappy
it's all in your mind i'll slap you soon for being so damn happy, gosh"
My mind's a fucking liar I can hear it in my ears
'Cause all I seem to do is cry those inside shown tears
You don't even cry nomore because it's just not worth it
Or is it because you're scared to show that you're just hurtin?
And that's what they said too, they said you never show
Any emotion, and though you tried to deny still you deeply know
"Im good i swear, i'll keep myself on a regular pace
Im going trough this thing, others say it's just a phase and i mean
Ill be better, i swear and not to mention
All these things you'd be born to be ever faced on
The daily basis Im a phantom run away and count to ten, son, im not gone anyway
I'd never lie to my own face
I swear on Jim and Amja and what's his glace
I forgot his fucking name
He discraded me his my discrace
But either way im sorry
Shit i remembered not to seek for glory
I didnt just mean to hurt you
Even though you said dont worry
Im sorry
Im sorry for all these things That I always forgot to say
And ill say em now cus why the hell not im alive anyway
I fucking hate this, kinda love it like a memorial day;
I hate this feeling, im just leaning to spend an religious holiday
Man, i hate the way it's god and i hate the way it's jesus,
But i love the way how you just can lock in and never leave us
And it's so hard and it's so tiring to try to be like it's no fuss
When reality im cringing like a sign named 11- plus
What the fuck was i just talking
I don't know why I was speakin
I should just shut up, im leaving
Im not sure why i start running
When my heart started to gunnin
And i realize that im just walkin
I speed up but see nothing
I cant but to help now im fallin
No
See again? My mind trails off easily this way
I can talk about depression and start speakin bout my day
That has nothing to do woth what I just do
Im staring at me im staring at you
But the main thing is about this so g that I just wrote
Somehow writing this makes me have some a bit of hope
I dont know why im rappin cus I know i cant sing,
No, and why'd the hell did I choose to get the beat to sound like swings
Hanging from a tree, you're not listening
You're just running, im sinking and glimmering
But you dont seem to care, no
Im trailing off again, sho (sure)
Anyway im speakin, im spitting and I cant keep in
What's inside my brain, im not crazy im just vain
No im okay really dont worry about it
Ill turn around and go back along the way that's lit
Highways with cars and some human company
Man it's nice to feel like there's something beside me.
theres someone beside me.
im all alone, please.
I pray God helps you get by and conquer the problems all of you are facing right now. Keep believing and persevering, there's always a rainbow after the storm. Pain plays a big part in greatness.
starts at :22 so far I got/ forgive me, I know I fucked up, I tried to fix now, but my love wasn't enough, I tried to show you, you where worth my time and my trust, but enough is enough, left in the dust, cuz all you wanted was lust, my love wasn't enough👌💯
Should I Post my cover to this smooth instrumental? Lemme know, my lyrics are below .
lord forgive me cos you know that ive been sinnin lately,
lost uncle luther, lost my cousins , now im goin crazy,
this world dont need me anymore . idk why you made me.....
lo siento por favor dont ever forsake me ,
i know i blame you for my loss,
cos i be so damn angry i forget that u the boss ,
i know u have a plan , i just needa take a walk ,
beside u , hand in hand cos oh God we needa talk (oh god we needa talk)
yeah ive been sinnin lately , just a few weeks ago i gave up the gift u made me
im only 16 years old , man i cant be havin babies
i honestly dont know my purpose why did u create me ( why did u create me)
Chorus:
I should slow down , so young but so grown now .. (x2)
man my life was never easy , but i really cant complain because the lord aint ever leave me ,
deep inside i feel this pain . as if the devil tryna cleave me,
i just needa get some strength to tell that mothafucka leave me,
the hell alone , i be tryna call my angels but get dial tones
will u crack open them gates , or act like u aint home..
dear lord, yeah i know that ive been sinnin lately
VibeWith A very beautiful
yes
Im hispanic too
This is good man 🔥
Ass
LYRICS BY ANDREW HER
Dedicated to that special someone , you're the only the only person that I truly miss
I just want a real good bye and a last kiss
But I know what's been done can't be fixed
So
I hope the best for you, even tho you broke me down making me fall for you,
always making me think was your love you showed me true ?
left me without no clues, I'm becoming cold blooded,
my hearts going blue, after all this time I just want to know the truth, was it me ? Or was it you ?
I just wanted some real, what else could I do ? could've shown you off to my family, like a trophy that I held onto,
now that I've seen your true colors, you ever think of what we could've been w/ eachother
Missing you everyday and every night , why didnt you just stay in my life
cause of you I'm smoking every day getting High
I'm praying every night, I'm looking up to sky wondering why
Wondering if I ever meant anything your life
I'm so hurt, how didn't you that i tried
Was everything you said to me was a lie ?
You won't understand the pain that I'm tryn hide
You don't understand the tears that I keep out of sight
You won't understand the pain that I feel
Weeks past my broken heart hasn't even healed
I can't believe I fell for you and let this happen
I can't blame you for your actions, I mean I just there for the satisfaction
but you're the reason why I'm so depressed and sad
I just want you to know you're the best I had
You won't understand that I love truly
wanted hold onto you dearly, never wanted you to go,
but this rap song that will be shown you to one day,
I want you to open up your ears and hear me,
I would've gave you everything I got, all I need is one shot,
just for you to open up your heart ,
you've always brightened up my days, but since you left it's so been dark ,
I can't even go on with my days you was my calendar chart ,
I just hope venting back to you isn't too late, I'm trying to change your mind that's already been made,
wishing everything was fine and that you'd stay ,
I'm always seeing you on my phone, my really heart aches,
this pain inflicted into me That I can't contain , I've become something that I wasn't I cannot explain,
I'm sorry for those who've i broken down,
I just was just lost in the brokeness somehow
I hope you forgive me and that it's not too late & just know that what I did was a stupid mistake ,
I just felt so emotional I felt replaced, i can't believe I've hurt other girls that I won't name,
I think back to our good times when there wasn't pain
I remember our memories, I'm going insane
I remember yours words clearly
like when you said I love you don't be fearing,
but then you left and now I'm tearing ,
I should've listened to my brothers should've been hearing,
but these emotions brings me down it's like I'm being buried,
it's just this broken heart that leads me to depression,
something I can't cope with but was intended,
but ig thinking loves real hurt sometimes so let me learn from my mistakes and find someone whose worth my while
Andrew Black
Andrew Black Wow
I was actually able to read your lyrics to the song I should was dope
Andrew, I'm honestly thinking of turning this into a rap emotional song.
Kixx this litteraly made me cry because i relate to much...
Hey girl i see you
Its hard not to pretend
Its hard to see a future
when i feel like its the end
But i remember when i saw you sittin
infront of me in class and i saw something majestic
Not just a person but someone so beautiful
Someone so intrisic like god made the world for you
And to think of all the things a man would do to do
Sit beside you every night and try to give their world to you
and lay it on the line even if it makes them look a goof
Youre the one whos the sun after the rain
The one who makes life worth all the pain
A shooting star I see through my window pane
The image of a kids description of his wife someday
There aren't enough words in a world to describe
The constilation of stars that shine inside your eyes
A simple conversation and the thought will arise
Why any man would want to call you mine
Thats the way i see it from where im standing
No other thoughts astray its almost automatic
and its a little unfair what god did
took so much perfection up and wrapped it in skin
Forget share his medicine with the rest of his kin
But thats the explanation for what happens when
An angel comes to earth and becomes your friend
Makes re-evaluate your worth and become a better man
Thats what makes it hurt when theres a hole in your chest
When you feel like youre trying to give them your best
And its seems like their lying to you just press next
Leave me in the east while you go to the west
So i tell you my emotions let em out flowing
dont know what im doing but im trying to be open
And im done with the exposing or worried bought ghosting
because of what a couple doughnuts and a movie is showing
So imma keep coasting and in this song i hope you notice
I took it from my heart onto a sticky note and post it
Cause what i said on the phone clearly didnt show it
That i think the world of you and wanted you to know it
Because i feel like im writing my goodbyes
And i dont want to look back and wonder why
didnt I tell her the truth
so here it is madison im telling you
As a little kid i seen depression on the Tv shows
Never knew it was a real thing
Guess that would turn into a lesson as you see me grow
An adolescent who would still sing
When moments were dark
Parents start disowning their hearts
The devils a shark in the ocean
Where the motion of art
Influences the good and bad and brings out the ugly
God loves me
But from my decisions angels will never touch me
I love this instrumental beat & I feel it a lot like a lot, 💯😔