Theses drugs, artificial escapes, synthetic love, finally saved, but that high fades, leaving me in my place, feeling gone. Yeah, I guess I’m lost, I didn’t know the cost of a synthetic escape, gotta be my own hero, but I don’t wear a cape, need a savior but don’t wanna be saved, this addiction started out as fun nights, good times, great highs, but as time passed by, I watched them take the little light from my life, because I chained myself to a lighter,I’ll be okay, I just need to be higher, unaware that I need to be a little wiser, because I’ll be engulfed by that fire, I’m lost in the flames, approaching the only light I see, getting burned instead of working for the light I need, I never wanted to bleed, White Ice took the pain away, but damned me to stay frozen in time, hung out on a line, living life just to get by until I get high so I can feel Alive, I never saw it killing me from the inside, the poison tipped knife that starts out as a good time. These drugs, artificial escapes, synthetic love, finally saved, but that high fades, leaving me in my place, feeling left in my chains I want to be free, but now I’m not me without the girl I need, White Ice made me reject love because she became all I could rely on, she wasn’t enough to survive on, that’s why shouldn’t have survived this long, deteriorated, mind decaying, emotions swaying, a world perceived without motion, lapses in time, I don’t want to keep going, White Ice helped me at first, but I sold my life to this curse just to get by, I will find some self worth and act like life is something I deserve, I gotta get out of this hole I dug, it’s time start believing I am enough, damnit I’m calling my bluff, because look at the road I came from, look at All this lost blood, I wouldn’t be here if I wasn’t worth it, it’s time to start acting like I deserve this, stop seeing myself as gone and worthless, and start to earn this.
Tried to make a difference, but only made mistakes Trying to feel at home, but only feeling displaced Im not alone inside my mind, I think im going insane without you its all sleepless nights , disgracefull days Wish i go to heaven when i die, but only to see you I know u been watching me when i cry, i can feel you Its like your hand is whiping my tears away Its like you understand every mistake that i ever made When im high i can actually remember your voice I know it aint right but its not like you left me with a choice Chasing after you into my overdose you know the reason why But its still not right i know , why did you have to die Emotions turned to stone after you passed away So my heart is cold, i aint taking another chance okey Fuck a slow dance and fuck romances Cold hard cash , the only thing i hold hands with Wish it was all different , wish you was still here Wish i could trade place with you , wish i wasnt scared Of being without you all theese lonely years Cant wait to see that smile again and get rid all my fears See you on the other side , rest in peace
rest in peace .. if i go, then man jus kno i gave the best of me... i ripped my heart out my chest cuz lately it never beat im at ya grave wishin god would jus let em speak but you dead and i know i got to let you be.. now all i think about is times you was next to me.. but i kno that you watchin over and u blessin me .. they murdered you and now im wonderin whats next for me ..
When we first met suddenly I had a change of heart When we first met it felt like you saved me from the dark Now to forget cause your actions do not match your words Don't hit me up when your new man can't supply your urge "Like babe I'm sorry" I didn't mean to break a promise! I know I cheated please forgive me cause my past is haunting I was drinking don't remember much I think I'm pregnant Was at a party I was horny never mind forget it! Why you gotta lie like that? Why you go behind my back? (ooh) Gave you all I had and more Now you walking out that door (ooh) Gone you're so gone Gone you're so gone Why you gotta lie like that? Why you gotta lie like that? The other night when you told me that your phone had died I'll be home later don't you worry everything is fine But deep inside I can feel it something isn't right And then your friend texted told me you was with some guy Its all a lie! I trusted you, you ruined it And now you asking for my sympathy you foolish bitch I want the truth and regardless how hard it may be It simply took another source before you coming clean Whats his name?! Why you gonna go and beat him up?! Nah I'll congratulate him tell em wish em best of luck Man she's all yours, really hope you're happy with a slut Greg, that was rude! Why you talking all that hurtful stuff?! Cant let it be for a second did you think of me? When his hands all up on your body bout to make you scream Were done for good this is it you wanna be a hoe? Then you can suck a dick its bon voyage I gotta go Why you gotta lie like that? Why you go behind my back? (ooh) Gave you all I had and more Now you walking out that door (ooh) Gone you're so gone Gone you're so gone Why you gotta lie like that? Why you gotta lie like that? You always tell me one more time Another damn fight you don't ever seem to try no Guess I'm a sucker for love You may have fooled me more than once But enough is enough (ooh) I can't do this anymore I'm so sorry I can't do this anymore (oouuu oouu) Lie, lies more lies I'm not dealing with your shit Cause you don't deal with mine Why you gotta lie like that? Why you go behind my back? (ooh) Gave you all I had and more Now you walking out that door (ooh) Gone you're so gone Gone you're so gone Why you gotta lie like that? Why you gotta lie like that?
this beat puts me in between two planets . hard to keep this dreams alive ..gone..waking up to a drip drop of rain hitting gotta live that fast life track always on the go hustler 24-&7
In Honor of my late brother who died this January, I found your beat and it sparked in me something that I want to get out. I want to record this, but I'm not good at balancing voice recordings. It's the sound of the engine revving and the ground of the asphalt beggin The tick-tock of your hearts beat and the message that it's sending It's your eyes with all the fire as you push those dials higher you give in to the adrenaline catching friction on that tire Smoke screen silhouette chasing down those dreams, ya Leave the past in your dust Leave behind no regrets You lived life the way you ride forward in ambitious drive always a shift ahead of me no matter how hard I tried Now I'm looking for my poise as i'm searching for your voice lost in these memories that I thought had been destroyed Here i am reminiscing hoping you can hear me cause my soul is growing weak and my mind is weary They say drop a gear and disappear You disappeared and you left us here and it's so unclear in this atmosphere how to stay afloat in this house of tears So I'll rhyme these lines till it comes my time in hopes this track helps realign these thoughts and goals, my path in life and maybe just help me rest at night.
Writing what seems to the best song I have ever written. This beat hit home. I feel it in my bones. The song is called " If I don't come back." Wish I could record it professionally. Anyway, great work bro you are very talented and I feel your soul and your passion in these beats you create. Please go HARDER!
Gone, why couldn't you stay? That Isis will pay. Man, it's been 3 years, still haven't gotten a word. Been to your funeral. It's a real shame. *_hey dad, when you coming back?_* wrote that 3 years ago. Miss you very much, I know your in a better place. - your one and only son.
Gone. Have you ever had a feeling that you just wanna be gone I've had that feeling for so god damn long It haunts me every day It haunts me every night And when I wake up I get a fright Yeah I've had that feeling to be gone I've been in my room for so long I was so alone My beds my throne And if I could of known Just 5 years ago That u left to Perth But I didn't now this whole earth And this universe Is gonna hear what u do worst Looking after me Is it a catastrophe I'm just me and here to be What u made but u had to flee But I know your code You are lazy But maybe maybe you will finally wake up Some nights I get no sleep cause of you I've done so much shit cause of you I don't wanna say it but I miss you I lost a good friend cause of you I hurt her Mentally not physically And I looked in the mirror and and said this couldn't be I used her as a distraction And now I've got to take action before I hurt some more But right now listen to my song. Yo your my dad But you left and now I'm mad Started a new life without me And I look and think of it as a comedy But it still hurts me That's why I smoke broccoli And that's possibly The worst thing for me You see I cannot be who I want to be But now I'm trying I'm trying to succeed And you are the only person I need I don't cut so I do not bleed But it feels like that's the feed Of this drive but I'm staying strong For my life And I'm gonna throw away that bong
No matter how much it hurts, I must grow Old limits pack your shit, you gotta go Liars, cheaters, deceivers my intuition perceives ya I let you go even if I have to bereave ya All pain transforms because true love swarms All around me a million blessings have formed Hell made me better, the storms I have weathered Use to be weighted down, now I'm light as a feather
A mixture of love, pian, misery, hope, happiness, sadness, life, death, is what I get from this track..Another top beat. The only channel which creates beats I'm subbed to.And believe me, I've listened to hundreds of instrumental - just check my playlist. Speaking of playlists , I need to create a whole new playlist of Contrary Beats only
In the comments they say, don't leave your writtens / But I'm Inspire by beats - Contrary doing it different / My life, I live it predicting these sentences / The senseless assumption of judgmental views / Leaves them confused when they think they know you / But the truth is your tool to enlighten those fools / You expose the holes that grows and flows through their minds / We're raised in these days with stereotypical lies disguised / A preconceived notion of what we supposed to be / But see through the eyes of the blind with the hope to speak / Just notice me, and grow to see the emotions that flow so deep / When We walk a different path on our own two feet / See We all face a struggle and suffer in life, it's like / We both in the dark but we brothers in light, despite / Some type of systematic fight for what's "right", I'm hyped / But right there stop em, I thought the problem was you! / You weren't judgmental it was me that's confused / I blamed you for the views and thought you profiled me / Now I see I was deceived by what I believed you to be / My vision so focused on my on my own view and stance / The twist is I didn't see past and didn't give you a chance / Yo I'm sorry for that, my old view is GONE it'll never be back / I never thought I'd apologize through a rap / And they say ignorance is bliss but they missed this fact / Ignorance is a state of mind with intelligence lacked / But who's at fault when someone really doesn't know? / And who's responsibility is it to show them the ropes? / I'm tired of blaming you for not teaching yourself / Who's the ignorant ass if I just refused to help? / Now I'm bruised as hell, I stand defeated and weak / An ego so hurt, I bruised my pride from beneath / But I see the errors of my ways and I'm dedicated to change / I challenge you to look within and ask yourself the same... / Is it you? What can we do? Let's enlighten the truth for us now / My judgement is gone, I'm honest, and proud, I'm out /.... Another sick beat Contrary! Had to play with it for a second. Thanks for the inspiration to write 👍
You will be on my favorite unknown rapper list because you don't mumble shit and you speak truth, good luck in life, loved rapping this to the beat. Contrary you also did great, I love how (unlike Chuki beats) there isn't a, "Contrary beats" every minute, keep up the beats!
Yo this story starts a few years ago, but when i was on the down low, when i still had a dad and shit was fine, but now im sitting here on a couch in a bind, struggling to get rent for a small house , i might end up on the streets like a mouse, life is starting to throw curve balls , and this is where the good mood falls , im living with a mom who loves a man who gave and took everything from us , i dont know what to do i feel in a rush , the person that i trusted is gone , 2 years cant really believe its been that long , i miss you dad , without you ive been sad, maybe if i was gone people would be better off, i dont even know what to say anymore , i just have to try to pick myself up off the floor , and maybe. Itll be better soon Its been so long since ive seen you, i no longer know what too do, This shits been tough to go through, only 15 and this shit feels like a dream, maybe ill fall off a high beam , maybe blow off some self esteem , Back with a verse 2 , only few know what ive been through, a good man turned bad with drugs , it leaves something heavy in my chest that bugs , me and my sister miss u, i wish you were still here so i cam experience some shit with you, havent even been a graduate yet, and already in a big amout of debt , kinda hard not to fret, i hope i see you soon, ive thought ive seen your face in the moon ,it bothers me that i will never see you again, i hope you see me becoming a artist, ive been trying my hardest, i hope your happy with me , i hope god sent you soul free, that is if there is a god , chaos has been my melody and death was your song , im leaving now imma take a hit of the bong
Life As days go on its hard to keep plowing on Through the desesperation if needing something or someone to live for Ambition is my only refuge to grind to try to make something out myself If I had would have Gone into a life without meaning a world without God ill be in darkness so profound not a single candle can shine.
I've always been the type of person to try to fit in with the crowd, Carrying a sack of boulders on my back tryna make my father proud. Living life full of sin and pain, Where all is lost but none is gained, Tryna hold my head up high, Tears fallin' down my face as I look up to the sky, Wish I could taste the rainbow, To remind myself who I am and what I'm here for. After all, Everytime I try to make it through, Someone's always slamming the door. I want to fly, I want to get out, I wanna know what all this hell is about. Why did God give me this gift called life When everything just breaks me down? Been losing more sleep each night, Try to crawl up in my bed and my eyes shut tight. But the demons in my head keep me trapped in this rut, They torture me, Telling me I'm better off if i just gave up! "Shhhhhh... Don't talk like that, You gotta stay postive-" Bitch, if I could now, Don't you think I would? How do you build a house if you ain't got wood? Anxiety consimes all my will everyday, Depression keeps draining my soul away, I'm trying to hold onto something or someone, To keep enough sanity so I can stay... Can't let my mama down... She's the one who tries to save me when I drown.. So I'm busting my ass Tryna suffer through the flames As they slowly burn me to the ground. I just wanna shout! "GOD, PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME!" But I know that only my real friends can see, The black in my eyes, So empty and sad, A little girl with braids who lost her dad, He was in a fight with the reaper And the reaper won, How could everything have gone so wrong? Ever since then we keep falling downhill And I can't help but think about killing myself... But for now, This is my cry for help, Please help me find myself in the thick of this hell. I'm holding my hand out Hopin someone will take it, And pull me up out of this shadowy pit.
Yo now that I'm gone/ all you have are the words to this song/ Hope you had your fun/ Cause I've had enough/ Of this life And at night I struggle to actually wanna write the right these songs Shut once upon a time I actually trusted people Now it's like I've lost it to this evil And I can't see light I can't rewrite the past but I sure as hell can see through you like glass I'm losing my mind At last I've learned to cope with no not really maybe just grasp the fact that you never cared cause you treated me like trash Wore the mask till the end really thought you was my fucking friend and this family is like an allergy that makes me feel alive then shuts me down inside till I've go to write another rhyme Fuck this shit man School is no better Wish you would see better What I go through My friends are honest and I'm okay with who I hang out with But this stress turns me to a mess and I've grown less and less happy and they don't know what's happening All I have is rapping And yet I feel Like I'm being held Captive I've lost myself I've lost my health I've lost any reason to care for myself I've denied the darkness that I once held so why the fuck do I still feel like I'm locked in the cell I built this guilt deosnt help but to keep me real That's just how I feel wanted the pain so I could continue writing the same past raps That fealt like my family man And this game turned into shit Wish the one thing I could do is forgive
Your not alone im walking the same road so I know how you feel I'm just letting you know because it helps sometimes so if you ever need a ear to listen just pm me and I'll give you my snap or something
1) I see myself with no patience, only thing growing is hatred 2) And i see people denying the truth, I guess they can't take it 3) And it's no secret that this world is falling under the pavement 4) And thats why im steady contemplating instead of making statements (Yeah) How's this?
You woulda thought I had it perfect. Automatic sure shit. That kinda thing that makes you go outcha way to preserve it cause it's worth it till you search under the surface and you begin to unearth it. And then you get to see just what I work with. The self doubt, the pain. The meltdowns, the shame. My cell, bound in chains, where time tells no change. The days and nights blend. My faith in life dims. And I keep it all in cause they might think it sounds grim. But I'm not, gonna go and put no blade to my skin. I'ma suffer like the rest of y'all and pay for my sins.
dougtube36 deep bro, God bless and God loves u man, hb this..... I don't know what u going through, Don't know what's the issue, But hold up what I do know , Is that my God made u, Yeah so don't give up, Just keep on fighting through, Yeah we've all messed up, But here's what u do, Just ask for forgiveness, Ur debts already paid, God'll take ur sins, And throw them all away, He paid with his life, Yeah with blood to, So lay ur sins by the cross, Let God make u new, Glory to God
Got these bottles in my hand I'm drowning out my pain cause I know without you I'll never be the same think about you every day an when I'm all alone got me reminiscing thinking how your truly gone
Never let nobody tell you you're not capable each and every time you face your fear know that it's tamable This life so far taught me that pain is inescapable every time I faced an obstacle I felt so scared to fail but in order to get better you must fall and face the shame to rise again
From the day I saw my self I thought Im brave I was in 3th grade I was living my life fair There was nothin like slave There was a nightmare I saw my name on the grave I saw myself sitting there It was so bad that I couldn't share Whenever I thought of this I scare. I swear that I overcome this Be a good kid infuture be in the good list I pounded my fists. Every day I get bleed There was no msg to read No Sign or a lead I have no greed But this happen to me Thiis was not my deed. But it still haunt Giving me a taunt That I'm waste Nobody loves you You are not lovable I think it's right Nightmare were warning me from that night If i saved my tear I will submerged in it through this year Family n Everybody looking to own here I'm lossing myself against fear.
Until the day I'm gone it's like I challenge myself To point out my own wrongs and try to balance myself All the damage I've dealt havin to stand by myself Advance to make a song for a chance that it sells Standing on tightropes trying to manage your health But inside you're losing hope to your cancerous cells Circumstances you're dealt you've handled it well And I couldn't even help you find an answer that helped And dammit I'm tired of trying to be the man on a wire trying to balance desires as I'm standing up higher Lookin down to see my past through panes of shattered glass Shame it couldn't last and the pain just should have passed Sustaining it with class now your facing radiation Constant taking medications such a fateful combination I'm still in contemplation over our last conversation Now we're still going through the changes like condensation When you called me from the doctors talking complications Waiting for the confirmation felt like a condemnation But granny said you'll be OK she saw it in your constellation Prayed for you at church at the center of the congregation Head held high you fight on ready for the confrontation No more contemplation useless conversations My voice is on the station with no more hesitation My desperation is to give you the will to fight I know you're strong enough to still to go and build a life A skillful writer blueprint to my life I build it right up A willful fighter and I will fulfill all of my ambitions Call it my own mission but truth is it was my omission My lapse in judgment that lead me to fall Set to take on the world I wasn't ready at all Atlas balancing the globe as it's etched in the wall Walking down this road and I never will stall Still appalled that I fell into that pit and failed I don't sit derailed so now I'm gonna tip the scales Had some trains of thought that were quickly bailed Now I'm praying there are blessings on the sick and frail I lost my pennies for your thoughts at the wishing well and even if you hate me I still wish you well I got 99 bitches but I don't kiss and tell Now find those thousand words that only pictures tell Uh huh And I can see it clearly you're livid as Hell But what you actually understand about living in Hell? Driven to tell the story about how I had ambition Yet I was reckless at the wheel with my bad decisions A pacifist non-silenced focused on his activism Catholic Christian's focused upon the cataclysm I was the combination with my vandalism and bad mannerisms I didn't act with vision Smokin cannibus I picked a theme and ran with it How did I manage it? Growin up not havin shit I just remember where I'm from and act like it I made a few mistakes but I didn't have a script Now it's all sketched in and I've mapped it out And I won't be Lost again so I ain't crashing now Found my way to Christ I got the passion now And I gotta play my part so I'ma act it out Let's go!
All I did was sit there in the corner School to me was torcher My bullied kept on spitting hate I didn’t know that there was something called love Until, I noticed that yellow bright light And I was begging god please I wanna die. I wanted to cut my self deep down I just sat there, my pillow is soaking with all my tears I just kept on thinking about my horrible fears I just thought of doing the best option And that was trying to injure myself I didn’t care about myself I just wanted to die And see how the world would look like without me And that was when I wanted to say goodbye And start to fly Up up up to the sky I just wanted a best friend and that’s what I wanted It was just me that I was hunted I was always abused Torchered. Scared. Feared that people wouldn’t like me anymore I just wanted to trip and fall I wanted to die and that’s all My career was too small I couldn’t fit at all In my birthday, I wanted a merch But, my brothers wouldn’t mind to say that’s cool They just kept on saying you are such a fool And that’s why I’m lying here depressed You can’t see my secret hidden emotions Because, that’s why I always hide from you I always come to school with the no expression face But that’s why I was never happy I was alway’s sad I was always mad My brother, family, friends, community all hate me What would happen if I was gone Would u care if I said goodbye I’m gone?
Im only 15 and got bored so i found this awesome beat and started writing...........Shit like this is killing me, trapped in depression is wheeling me, take the wheel before I die from steering down the path of uncertainty, right or wrong man I dont know, I lost my mind, I lost my soul, how much madness can one guy hold, this whole life has taken its toll, its like I'm in water drowning slow, lungs are dull, not smoking but I'm breaking yo, this dark mind is digging deeper inside a grave colder than snow, I still dont even know how much farther I'll go, maybe next time I'll go, but not today I'm still swaying, still straying, picking parts, depicting hearts, broken minds we resent what's ours, playing games to try and fix our shit, but this is breaking minds faster than an eye witness rapping lyrics, still I keep writing to maybe put pride in my buisness Not done yet, still clowning around, whole world is bound, still breaking down, head up to the clouds, tryna get better but get dragged down, from shattered memories, putting them back together in a broken mind is misguiding, therefore I can't find the time to make them mine so I'll keep walking without a light, maybe a glimmer would help put me back in the fight, persistent to grab the tight life that I've made with hot hands of fire right, writing this to hopefully sleep at night, cold as blizzards they say could freeze a mind back in time from overthinking things, subtle riddles and puzzles see, these needles poking me, still building strategies, to maybe quit from overthinking things.
the day im gone carry on its been long im sure your missing me im here watching over you i love you i wanna let you know your blessed lil homie dont be worried about the stress life aint hard its not a test just do your best im sure your missing me its been long the day im gone carry on baby dont cry whats wrong i lived my time im still here in the digital sorry if im gone it couldnt be the physical just find your rythem make your way fuck wahts they say your a born star bound to go far live young i wont die fast its time to ride hard. Dont forget what i say; i love you since the day i found out about you birth.
U mean everything Lately you've been feeling nothing You clearly don't see That I wish it was still just you and me You don't really get it Whyd you have to leave me? Why'd you have to let me go? I can't believe you stoped this low Baby, I still love you Why can't u say the same? This isn't no game I'm literally going insane Just the thoughts Of life without you going on in my brain Feels like my heart been shot many battles I fought Like we should have ended up Together but were not You don't miss me? You really wanna set me free After everything I've done for u This is it?
Im gone So long So lonley and Singing my song Chilling with a bong Hanging with the kong Yelling at my motha cuz im neva feeling wrong Switch into gear Drowning in beer Devil by my side eatin away my cheer Living in fear Lost my career Losing everything I love through the years Family dont love me People dont see me Wishing that the lord, would retrieve me Dont you see That im not free Never wanting the devil to be the key
Bình minh sáng nay thật tĩnh lặng Những người đã từng cạnh anh nay đã rời đi một cách im lặng. Đặt vào đây là dấu nặng Và anh cũng không tranh luận. Luân phiên để thêm trạnh lòng( em nhỉ) Cứ đi về những hướng ta thích. Những ngũ vị mềm mỏng(em muốn) Anh là người khô khan. Chẳng đem lại những gì tốt Và khi yêu anh cũng là kẻ mù quáng. Bạn bè nói a yêu em đến ( phát sốt) Và chỉ riêng em nói anh là người không tốt That right. Em nói đúng anh chẳng đem lại gì Khi em cần alo là anh cạnh em thay vào đó là chiếc ví Rồi em chẳng cần anh nữa em nói những câu triết lý
It's hard to remember your face but I'm full of memories from back in the days. It's been thirteen years that's crazy. Speak a page away in memory. Those times a always stay with me. You dying. I don't know what it did to me. I'd be lying if I said you didn't take a piece of me wit you. Hey dad. I guess I'm saying I still miss you. Didn't see that comming did you. My feet hit the ground running and since you left it's been all or nothing. Play my hand cuz you can't see me bluffing. Showin no emotions so nothing and no one would notice me choking the same tears that still be showing here. Take a minute cuz I'm trying to get my head clear. Lookin at the memories in my rear view.
i look to the sky just hoping id catch your eye, your gone its sad but i could never cry , in my heart n mind i keep your spirit alive, and think of the plans missed when we had to say bye, i contemplate life now youre gone n realise life is a lie ....
Em đã buông và bỏ anh lại một vùng ký ức xưa Với vòng tay hơn ngàn môi hôn và một chút nắng mưa Đôi khi anh trông em giống loài chim Vỗ cánh bay lên những ước mơ thần tiên Hãy cứ xa anh, anh giống như thằng điên Chiều chiều lại phóng ánh mắt nhìn xa Mây của trời, em vốn là của anh giờ phác giác của người ta rồi
Gone in my mind,the illest of times And I wonder to my self All this pain I’ve felt and how it should be dealt And I wonder why, I keep it on the sly Thinking to my self oh why
Every morning say hi to my mom, hi to my great dad, neither of them ever happenin to be lookin sad. I don't care what you think, don't care what you do, don't care where you live, don't care if I know you. All that matters is a stable family, and I have that. Eating breakfast, eating lunch, eating food, its important, special bonds with your family creates the enjoyment. But one day it all changed one day the enjoyment left and created pain, created sadness, created rain, created madness. All of us in the car, me in the backseat, both screaming at each other as I stare down at my feet. My dads tryin to defend himself, as my mom cries and thinks of her feats. 2 weeks later my dads moving out, my moms moving her things in, I don't feel like I want to fit in. Do you know how it feels, to be treated like an object? Have people argue over who gets you what days and the worriedness of telling your parents something as it could result in worsening their feelings and enjoyment? It doesn't feel good, and doesn't feel great, feels more like people screaming in your face. People say laughter is the best medicine, I say its the best nemesis, as it has 2 meanings. Days and days went by with me emotionless, feeling horrible since the reduction of the enjoyment. I don't feel safe here, I don't feel good, who's gonna teach me about morning wood!? He's not here for me, not now, not here to teach me how I should be. A childhood without both parents is a hard childhood, but its possible. So make due, don't drown in sorrow, drown in the happiness possible tomorrow. What you guys think? im a squeaker so i cant sing it myself rip.
Still here for this epic beat.... she was a good girl caught up in a bad world...he muzzled her mouth and proceed to beatin...dey couldn't hear the screamin...left the door open now here come da demons...
I been shy since the day i was born But fuck what they think I guess I've moved on I always feel so bad Always thinkin bout my past The weight on my shoulders is real heavy Always being put on the spot daily The shit I go through now ain't shit Back then it used to be real intense I'm so caught up in being loved I've been played too much I'm kinda fucked
This is what I got so far.. Got syrup and liqour just to numb the pain. So gone, my body's left my brain. feels like flying in outer space. Till reality smacks you on the face. Coping with life even if it has a sour taste.
Chết tiệt, oh, em ơi anh lại đang thật rất buồn và mọi thứ xung quanh anh giờ đây đang xoay vòng cùng với những điều không tưởng Anh đã không còn hiểu dược cảm giác nắm tay ai đó và di giữa trời đông vì có lẽ là khi em ra đi em đã để lại cả nổi buồn chất đống Anh đã ôm từng cảm xúc, ôm hết tất cả những kỉ niệm về em Gói gém từng chút hi vọng, từng chút kỉ niệm, vì chắc nó đẹp tựa như là cầu vồng Anh không còn biết niềm vui là gì, tình yêu giờ là thứ bỏ đi Lặng ngồi một mình trong căn phòng, anh đang cố đốt để thêm được vài bi. Anh nhớ em nhiều lắm, anh vẫn mong một lần có thể được gặp em Và Anh cô đơn nhiều đêm, chắc là hình bóng đó không thể nào quên Cuz You stole my heart Stole my life Make me cry But I'm still love you Chắc là anh đang trong cơn say nên không tỉnh, nổi nhớ về em tu chot den bất thình lình Việc chia tay nhau chắc la nằm ngoài dự tính, anh đang cố gắng giữ mình thật là bình tĩnh Bên em vốn dĩ là điều rất tuyệt vời, đơn giản như là một cánh hoa Tình yêu ta trao cho em cũng như thế, êm đềm giống như là mùa hạ Anh đã từng nghĩ mình là người quan trọng khi mà trao đến em hết tất cả yêu thương Hạnh phúc ta xem là tất cả cớ sao bây giờ chỉ mình anh vấn vương Anh đã không còn rung động trước những cô gái ở cùng xung quanh, vì họ xét bạn trai của họ thì đều phải tốt ở mọi góc cạnh Anh đã chán ngán với câu nói ngôn tình, đơn giản là vì không còn tin Anh cũng không còn thấy là mình luôn ổn định, đơn giản là chẳng thể bình tĩnh Anh luôn gặp khó khăn trong việc phải định hình cái thứ mà người ta gọi nó là tình yêu Khi mà thấy kết cục mà ta đã xa nhau đơn giản là vì không còn hiểu Anh cũng không còn muốn phải yêu thêm một ai chắc tại là vì cái tên vẫn còn nhiều Trong tâm trí, anh càng không thể chấm dứt hết những nổi đau
Have you ever had to put a fake smile on ur face just to make others happy just sit there n act okay even tho the pain in side you is eating up ur just looking around everyone’s happy but then it hit deep then u know nobody gives a fuck about you yeah it hits different but you got act like you don’t care so you sit there n cry on a night put a pillow over you so nobody can hear u because ur feel like if I cry out loud everyone going to be thinking it’s fake yeah
Now that your gone i feel nothing but regret in my life i feel like it was all my fault that i lost u i got so much on my mind that it feels like im going to put a bullet through my heart cuz i want the pain to stop cryin myself to sleep every damn night thinking about u and thinking of u we first saw each other we were pulled in to a vortex and now i miss every thing about u i wish i could go back in time just to be able to see u i feel like the blood on my hands is just all the pain i putted u through all the time and thats the reason u left me with a broken heart now my heart is broke and there is no one to one fix it for my life is nothing without u now that your gone.
Man i really need this beat . I feel like it was made just for me and I promise to deliver some serious lyricals to it 😀. I'm very passionate about music
Thanh xuân của tui, không giống như bao người khác, Không phải sống trong giàu sang.từ nhỏ tui phải đi bóc vát, Tui muốn trả nghiệm,tui muốn biết cuộc sống ngoài đời, Từ chối với những cuộc chơi,và từ chối với những lời mời Rời xa quê hương khi chỉ mới có 13 tuổi, Bất đầu tập chơi hiphop với đam mê mà mình theo đuổi, Đôi khi tui rất mệt mỗi,nhưng không dám nói về cho gia đình, Từ một đứa con tội lỗi,bước ra đời mới biết được chính mình, Đôi khi tui khóc,tại sao tui không được sung sướng, Chẳng muốn gặp ai,và không dám đối diện mình trong gương, Nhưng giờ tui hiểu biết,đi làm cực khổ ra sao,cuối tháng mình được lảnh lương,,. Con ơi ba mẹ tự hào, Cuộc sống đôi khi cho đi,và nhận lại là những điều tốt lành,vấp ngã hãy tự lau mi, Có vấp ngã thì bạn mới trưởng thành, Bầu trời kia sẻ trong xanh, Anh em ta bên đóng củi, Vì cuộc sống rất trôi nhanh ,nên thanh xuân chúng ta rất ngắn.
Natembea kifua ah/ Maana ni nae yeye. Nimtukuzae daima/ Maarifa hunipa ye. Baba wa ma baba tena/ Mkuu wa wakuu ndiye. Mpaji wa vyote furaha/ Nayo amani venye.
You see we haven’t spoken I think I lost the connection You probably wouldn’t see it but you used to be my best friend You broke my fucking heart when I was putting my best in You see I was trying really tryna make it work But you took that half of me and you threw it up in the dirt So I had to take the half and put it reverse And that’s the only half I had of you I’m so mad at you You left me in the dark now I’m wishing for something magical Maybe Something real not something impractical A house on a hill or maybe just something casual Like chillin In my pjs watching cartoons on Saturday I didn’t even see you on Christmas Day man I had to wait And to be honest for a kid man that’s sad to say You told me I wouldn’t graduate You said I’m like my father and that I’d just have to wait and But fuck that I want my trust back fuck that I want my love back Cause everything I gave you, you couldn’t give back. Yea And I’m not asking for a lot I just wanted some respect And I can’t respect nobody else cause you ripped it from my chest Feeling like I’m broken puzzle Cause you took me apart Yea you took a couple pieces and threw it in the box Now that box is six feet under But it’s crazy cause that box is what’s keeping me undercover I guess you can call it a safety net But as long as I hold on you can’t hurt me yet
llegue sin pedirlo y ya no me quiero marchar de pequeño recuerdo ver a mi padre trabajar para traer el pan y aun lo sigo viendo es algo fantastastico ver pasar el tiempo amigos se fueron mis abuelos tambien gane miedos que ahora guardo bajo la piel siempre tan distante de todos y tan callado y aun lo sigo siendo nada a cambiado despues creci creyendo que estaba roto cerrando los ojos todo era mucho mejor en mi habitacion con los audifonos puestos inventando cuentos que ahora son recuerdos, malas decisiones personas equivocadas me desvie de todo pero no tire la toalla, tengo las manos manchadas de sangre siempre afronte todo no soy un cobarde esclavo de todo lo insano me hice mucho daño para evitar los reclamos de la gente que dañe cuantos que me quieren y les di la espalda y pesar de todo siguen estando conmigo gracias sin ustedes no seria quien soy seguramente no escribiria esta cancion gente insensata me juzgo sin conocer mis pasos, aun sabiendo por lo que estaba pasando, sali del fango y converse conmigo tome un impulso repentino para salir del vacio
Good energy won’t have you feeling empty no need to worry you won’t hit the floor your feelings our a taller moral no problem this is neat emotions up in my proximity so deep no one can finish what I have to defeat rap I eat spitting bars that’s my junk food filling up a room to improve
Off the top You've been gone so long, yeah you've been gone so long, I cant stop singing this song Who will sing along? When I sing all my songs You were the only one Who ever put any faith into my dreams but now your gone and so it seems that my life is coming apart at the seams You've been gone so long, yeah you've been gone so long, I cant get you off my dome I wonder if you ever feel alone just like I do, Sitting at home wondering if you're gon come through, But then the tears fall when I realize the harsh truth, I lost my life the moment I lost you Yeah you've been gone so long, my heart is almost gone, yeah you've been gone so long, but I can't stop singing this song.
Verse 1 - Intro Mmmmm Yeah 4x “ See I’m living in a place where everybody keeps hating. If I ever had a chance to be a somebody somebody’s at home Conson plating for a mistake that shii I ain’t gone take. Waking with a feeling of ache and pain so sore to live life and that’s what I hate, but ima make a change. Y’all gone be madder than you are now just wait be patient stay. Finding my self hidden in a safe there’s no key, but my heart can’t take this it can’t Always seem to choose the pills over anything people say, so hard to stay awake with all this shame. Verse 2 - You might think I’m crazy but I’m only saying what I’ve always been saying and ima keep saying it till people understand that I’m not a mistaken person I’m not what they think. Overdosing my thoughts just to think. When I finally get it through my head. I realize it’s my demons getting and messing up my head making me think I’m not worth it but I am. Tell me not, tell me you wasn’t mad when I made it to the top, tell me you ain’t gonna miss me when I take ur spot. That’s what I thought. Ima be a legend and that’s all. Show you what I’ve got you gonna wish you never met me I promise every time. Ima take I’m a show you I’m the best. Keep on hating cuz at the least my number one fan. Thanks so much man. See this the shii that’s makes me laugh cant believe I was ever scared to make a change. Took something so valuable and now I’m done with people who continue to be the same it’s a shame. But that won’t stop me you’ll see ima be the champion on national tv and you gone wish you were with me believe me. All I wanna say Is i ain’t perfect but I know for damn sure I will never let anyone take my place. If I ever get knocked down I’ll get back up that’s a promise I won’t break. Outro - mmmmm ooooo 4x
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Contrary Beats zaberay menya skorey
Contrary Beats Awesome !!! 🔥Free for non profit? :)
Alpha Cino where do I get it
That was my mistake. Switched it up right now inbox me if you want to sell exclusive
No worries lol. You contact me if you want to buy exclusive rights
I don't wish much for my birthday. But I do wish that whom ever reads this is Healthy,happy,loved,and to have a great & blessed life.
You too❤️❤️❤️
You too bro ❤❤️❤️❤️
God bless you too ❤🎉
Theses drugs, artificial escapes, synthetic love, finally saved, but that high fades, leaving me in my place, feeling gone.
Yeah, I guess I’m lost, I didn’t know the cost of a synthetic escape, gotta be my own hero, but I don’t wear a cape, need a savior but don’t wanna be saved, this addiction started out as fun nights, good times, great highs, but as time passed by, I watched them take the little light from my life, because I chained myself to a lighter,I’ll be okay, I just need to be higher, unaware that I need to be a little wiser, because I’ll be engulfed by that fire, I’m lost in the flames, approaching the only light I see, getting burned instead of working for the light I need, I never wanted to bleed, White Ice took the pain away, but damned me to stay frozen in time, hung out on a line, living life just to get by until I get high so I can feel Alive, I never saw it killing me from the inside, the poison tipped knife that starts out as a good time.
These drugs, artificial escapes, synthetic love, finally saved, but that high fades, leaving me in my place, feeling left in my chains
I want to be free, but now I’m not me without the girl I need, White Ice made me reject love because she became all I could rely on, she wasn’t enough to survive on, that’s why shouldn’t have survived this long, deteriorated, mind decaying, emotions swaying, a world perceived without motion, lapses in time, I don’t want to keep going, White Ice helped me at first, but I sold my life to this curse just to get by, I will find some self worth and act like life is something I deserve, I gotta get out of this hole I dug, it’s time start believing I am enough, damnit I’m calling my bluff, because look at the road I came from, look at All this lost blood, I wouldn’t be here if I wasn’t worth it, it’s time to start acting like I deserve this, stop seeing myself as gone and worthless, and start to earn this.
Bro I'm a artist and this was pretty good
I saw this exact same rap on another beat video
Isaac Ladas same
bro, thats so good.
Into my Soul. All of your Beats! You creating Masterpieces! 🖤🪽🎙️
One of the best beats I've ever heard.
Tried to make a difference, but only made mistakes
Trying to feel at home, but only feeling displaced
Im not alone inside my mind, I think im going insane
without you its all sleepless nights , disgracefull days
Wish i go to heaven when i die, but only to see you
I know u been watching me when i cry, i can feel you
Its like your hand is whiping my tears away
Its like you understand every mistake that i ever made
When im high i can actually remember your voice
I know it aint right but its not like you left me with a choice
Chasing after you into my overdose you know the reason why
But its still not right i know , why did you have to die
Emotions turned to stone after you passed away
So my heart is cold, i aint taking another chance okey
Fuck a slow dance and fuck romances
Cold hard cash , the only thing i hold hands with
Wish it was all different , wish you was still here
Wish i could trade place with you , wish i wasnt scared
Of being without you all theese lonely years
Cant wait to see that smile again and get rid all my fears
See you on the other side , rest in peace
smuts the dirt real talk bro😥🙏🏽❤️
i couldnt rap this to the beat cuz i teared up. thanks for sharing
respect voor deze g
rest in peace ..
if i go, then man jus kno i gave the best of me...
i ripped my heart out my chest cuz lately it never beat
im at ya grave wishin god would jus let em speak
but you dead
and i know i got to let you be..
now all i think about is times you was next to me..
but i kno that you watchin over and u blessin me ..
they murdered you and now im wonderin whats next for me ..
smuts the dirt yea dude i like that one
this is by far the best beat I heard in quite some time
When we first met suddenly I had a change of heart
When we first met it felt like you saved me from the dark
Now to forget cause your actions do not match your words
Don't hit me up when your new man can't supply your urge
"Like babe I'm sorry" I didn't mean to break a promise!
I know I cheated please forgive me cause my past is haunting
I was drinking don't remember much I think I'm pregnant
Was at a party I was horny never mind forget it!
Why you gotta lie like that?
Why you go behind my back? (ooh)
Gave you all I had and more
Now you walking out that door (ooh)
Gone you're so gone
Gone you're so gone
Why you gotta lie like that?
Why you gotta lie like that?
The other night when you told me that your phone had died
I'll be home later don't you worry everything is fine
But deep inside I can feel it something isn't right
And then your friend texted told me you was with some guy
Its all a lie! I trusted you, you ruined it
And now you asking for my sympathy you foolish bitch
I want the truth and regardless how hard it may be
It simply took another source before you coming clean
Whats his name?! Why you gonna go and beat him up?!
Nah I'll congratulate him tell em wish em best of luck
Man she's all yours, really hope you're happy with a slut
Greg, that was rude! Why you talking all that hurtful stuff?!
Cant let it be for a second did you think of me?
When his hands all up on your body bout to make you scream
Were done for good this is it you wanna be a hoe?
Then you can suck a dick its bon voyage I gotta go
Why you gotta lie like that?
Why you go behind my back? (ooh)
Gave you all I had and more
Now you walking out that door (ooh)
Gone you're so gone
Gone you're so gone
Why you gotta lie like that?
Why you gotta lie like that?
You always tell me one more time
Another damn fight you don't ever seem to try no
Guess I'm a sucker for love
You may have fooled me more than once
But enough is enough (ooh)
I can't do this anymore
I'm so sorry I can't do this anymore (oouuu oouu)
Lie, lies more lies
I'm not dealing with your shit
Cause you don't deal with mine
Why you gotta lie like that?
Why you go behind my back? (ooh)
Gave you all I had and more
Now you walking out that door (ooh)
Gone you're so gone
Gone you're so gone
Why you gotta lie like that?
Why you gotta lie like that?
Mind if I use this for a song?
Music like this takes you on a mental journey & creates a story that you envision in your mind! ❤
Omg, the violin 🎻 is such a nice touch.
this beat puts me in between two planets . hard to keep this dreams alive ..gone..waking up to a drip drop of rain hitting gotta live that fast life track always on the go hustler 24-&7
In Honor of my late brother who died this January, I found your beat and it sparked in me something that I want to get out.
I want to record this, but I'm not good at balancing voice recordings.
It's the sound of the engine revving
and the ground of the asphalt beggin
The tick-tock of your hearts beat
and the message that it's sending
It's your eyes with all the fire
as you push those dials higher
you give in to the adrenaline
catching friction on that tire
Smoke screen silhouette
chasing down those dreams, ya
Leave the past in your dust
Leave behind no regrets
You lived life the way you ride
forward in ambitious drive
always a shift ahead of me
no matter how hard I tried
Now I'm looking for my poise
as i'm searching for your voice
lost in these memories
that I thought had been destroyed
Here i am reminiscing
hoping you can hear me
cause my soul is growing weak
and my mind is weary
They say drop a gear and disappear
You disappeared and you left us here
and it's so unclear in this atmosphere
how to stay afloat in this house of tears
So I'll rhyme these lines till it comes my time
in hopes this track helps realign
these thoughts and goals, my path in life
and maybe just help me rest at night.
I could hear "NF" kill this best right away he'll snap on it.
Ah man, that would be too dope
agreed, have you heard NF Outro yet? its killer.
Benjamin Lopez I
Chandler Jessup yes
Benjamin Lopez bruh!!! That would be amazin
Hits the strings of any normal persons heart right away!
This beat is A-M-A-Z-I-N-G like what?! Is super good. In my opinion sounds misterious :0
Writing what seems to the best song I have ever written. This beat hit home. I feel it in my bones. The song is called " If I don't come back." Wish I could record it professionally. Anyway, great work bro you are very talented and I feel your soul and your passion in these beats you create. Please go HARDER!
how does this not have 1 million views yet?
Maybe it will get there :3
I love Contrary Beats! You make the best beats on whole TH-cam. I even made a thank you rap over one of your beats. You guys helped me a lot!
Thank you so much. Bless!
Contrary Beats Tbh guys, I have to thank you. Basically almost all of my raps arr based on your beats.
I'm just one guy haha. Glad you like them
Contrary Beats Wow, your brain contains a lot of skill and talent, just saying.
Gone, why couldn't you stay? That Isis will pay. Man, it's been 3 years, still haven't gotten a word. Been to your funeral. It's a real shame. *_hey dad, when you coming back?_* wrote that 3 years ago. Miss you very much, I know your in a better place. - your one and only son.
I'm sorry for your loss man.. I lost my Dad too. last November, but it feels like yesterday
@@vanessalillian719 I feel you man.
WTF are u like some type of genius? This is dope!
Thank you :)
Gone.
Have you ever had a feeling that you just wanna be gone
I've had that feeling for so god damn long
It haunts me every day
It haunts me every night
And when I wake up I get a fright
Yeah I've had that feeling to be gone
I've been in my room for so long
I was so alone
My beds my throne
And if I could of known
Just 5 years ago
That u left to Perth
But I didn't
now this whole earth
And this universe
Is gonna hear what u do worst
Looking after me
Is it a catastrophe
I'm just me and here to be
What u made but u had to flee
But I know your code
You are lazy
But maybe
maybe you will finally wake up
Some nights I get no sleep cause of you
I've done so much shit cause of you
I don't wanna say it but I miss you
I lost a good friend cause of you
I hurt her
Mentally not physically
And I looked in the mirror and and said this couldn't be
I used her as a distraction
And now I've got to take action before I hurt some more
But right now listen to my song.
Yo your my dad
But you left and now I'm mad
Started a new life without me
And I look and think of it as a comedy
But it still hurts me
That's why I smoke broccoli
And that's possibly
The worst thing for me
You see
I cannot be who I want to be
But now I'm trying
I'm trying to succeed
And you are the only person I need
I don't cut so I do not bleed
But it feels like that's the feed
Of this drive but I'm staying strong
For my life
And I'm gonna throw away that bong
No matter how much it hurts, I must grow
Old limits pack your shit, you gotta go
Liars, cheaters, deceivers my intuition perceives ya
I let you go even if I have to bereave ya
All pain transforms because true love swarms
All around me a million blessings have formed
Hell made me better, the storms I have weathered
Use to be weighted down, now I'm light as a feather
A mixture of love, pian, misery, hope, happiness, sadness, life, death, is what I get from this track..Another top beat. The only channel which creates beats I'm subbed to.And believe me, I've listened to hundreds of instrumental - just check my playlist. Speaking of playlists , I need to create a whole new playlist of Contrary Beats only
Thank you, that honestly means more to me than you know
lmfao. i did too
In the comments they say, don't leave your writtens /
But I'm Inspire by beats - Contrary doing it different /
My life, I live it predicting these sentences /
The senseless assumption of judgmental views /
Leaves them confused when they think they know you /
But the truth is your tool to enlighten those fools /
You expose the holes that grows and flows through their minds /
We're raised in these days with stereotypical lies disguised /
A preconceived notion of what we supposed to be /
But see through the eyes of the blind with the hope to speak /
Just notice me, and grow to see the emotions that flow so deep /
When We walk a different path on our own two feet /
See We all face a struggle and suffer in life, it's like /
We both in the dark but we brothers in light, despite /
Some type of systematic fight for what's "right", I'm hyped /
But right there stop em, I thought the problem was you! /
You weren't judgmental it was me that's confused /
I blamed you for the views and thought you profiled me /
Now I see I was deceived by what I believed you to be /
My vision so focused on my on my own view and stance /
The twist is I didn't see past and didn't give you a chance /
Yo I'm sorry for that, my old view is GONE it'll never be back /
I never thought I'd apologize through a rap /
And they say ignorance is bliss but they missed this fact /
Ignorance is a state of mind with intelligence lacked /
But who's at fault when someone really doesn't know? /
And who's responsibility is it to show them the ropes? /
I'm tired of blaming you for not teaching yourself /
Who's the ignorant ass if I just refused to help? /
Now I'm bruised as hell, I stand defeated and weak /
An ego so hurt, I bruised my pride from beneath /
But I see the errors of my ways and I'm dedicated to change /
I challenge you to look within and ask yourself the same... /
Is it you? What can we do? Let's enlighten the truth for us now /
My judgement is gone, I'm honest, and proud, I'm out /....
Another sick beat Contrary! Had to play with it for a second. Thanks for the inspiration to write 👍
Jesus that was anazing
Amazing*
[DFNT]GrandMaster Mex Thanks man!
Alex R. Thanks Alex, I love when a beat just speaks to you! Contrary killed it again, I'm happy to write to it!
You will be on my favorite unknown rapper list because you don't mumble shit and you speak truth, good luck in life, loved rapping this to the beat. Contrary you also did great, I love how (unlike Chuki beats) there isn't a, "Contrary beats" every minute, keep up the beats!
Thank you. I just put everything I felt into this.
(I rapped to it)
Yo this story starts a few years ago, but when i was on the down low, when i still had a dad and shit was fine, but now im sitting here on a couch in a bind, struggling to get rent for a small house , i might end up on the streets like a mouse, life is starting to throw curve balls , and this is where the good mood falls , im living with a mom who loves a man who gave and took everything from us , i dont know what to do i feel in a rush , the person that i trusted is gone , 2 years cant really believe its been that long , i miss you dad , without you ive been sad, maybe if i was gone people would be better off, i dont even know what to say anymore , i just have to try to pick myself up off the floor , and maybe. Itll be better soon
Its been so long since ive seen you, i no longer know what too do,
This shits been tough to go through, only 15 and this shit feels like a dream, maybe ill fall off a high beam , maybe blow off some self esteem ,
Back with a verse 2 , only few know what ive been through, a good man turned bad with drugs , it leaves something heavy in my chest that bugs , me and my sister miss u, i wish you were still here so i cam experience some shit with you, havent even been a graduate yet, and already in a big amout of debt , kinda hard not to fret, i hope i see you soon, ive thought ive seen your face in the moon ,it bothers me that i will never see you again, i hope you see me becoming a artist, ive been trying my hardest, i hope your happy with me , i hope god sent you soul free, that is if there is a god , chaos has been my melody and death was your song , im leaving now imma take a hit of the bong
Life
As days go on its hard to keep plowing on
Through the desesperation if needing something or someone to live for
Ambition is my only refuge to grind to try to make something out myself
If I had would have Gone into a life without meaning a world without God ill be in darkness so profound not a single candle can shine.
Awesome man. I love it. Probably gonna use it for my demo track 👌🏼
I've always been the type of person to try to fit in with the crowd,
Carrying a sack of boulders on my back tryna make my father proud.
Living life full of sin and pain,
Where all is lost but none is gained,
Tryna hold my head up high,
Tears fallin' down my face as I look up to the sky,
Wish I could taste the rainbow,
To remind myself who I am and what I'm here for.
After all,
Everytime I try to make it through,
Someone's always slamming the door.
I want to fly,
I want to get out,
I wanna know what all this hell is about.
Why did God give me this gift called life
When everything just breaks me down?
Been losing more sleep each night,
Try to crawl up in my bed and my eyes shut tight.
But the demons in my head keep me trapped in this rut,
They torture me,
Telling me I'm better off if i just gave up!
"Shhhhhh...
Don't talk like that,
You gotta stay postive-"
Bitch, if I could now,
Don't you think I would?
How do you build a house if you ain't got wood?
Anxiety consimes all my will everyday,
Depression keeps draining my soul away,
I'm trying to hold onto something or someone,
To keep enough sanity so I can stay...
Can't let my mama down...
She's the one who tries to save me when I drown..
So I'm busting my ass
Tryna suffer through the flames
As they slowly burn me to the ground.
I just wanna shout!
"GOD, PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME!"
But I know that only my real friends can see,
The black in my eyes,
So empty and sad,
A little girl with braids who lost her dad,
He was in a fight with the reaper
And the reaper won,
How could everything have gone so wrong?
Ever since then we keep falling downhill
And I can't help but think about killing myself...
But for now,
This is my cry for help,
Please help me find myself in the thick of this hell.
I'm holding my hand out
Hopin someone will take it,
And pull me up out of this shadowy pit.
Twisted Doberman I fux wit this shi 💯
Yo now that I'm gone/
all you have are the words to this song/
Hope you had your fun/
Cause I've had enough/
Of this life
And at night I struggle to actually wanna write the right these songs
Shut once upon a time I actually trusted people
Now it's like
I've lost it to this evil
And I can't see light I can't rewrite the past but I sure as hell can see through you like glass
I'm losing my mind
At last I've learned to cope with no not really maybe just grasp the fact that you never cared cause you treated me like trash
Wore the mask till the end really thought you was my fucking friend and this family is like an allergy that makes me feel alive then shuts me down inside till I've go to write another rhyme
Fuck this shit man
School is no better
Wish you would see better
What I go through
My friends are honest and I'm okay with who I hang out with
But this stress turns me to a mess and I've grown less and less happy and they don't know what's happening
All I have is rapping
And yet I feel
Like I'm being held
Captive
I've lost myself
I've lost my health
I've lost any reason to care for myself
I've denied the darkness that I once held so why the fuck do I still feel like I'm locked in the cell
I built this guilt deosnt help but to keep me real
That's just how I feel wanted the pain so I could continue writing the same past raps
That fealt like my family man
And this game turned into shit
Wish the one thing I could do is forgive
Love it
Your not alone im walking the same road so I know how you feel I'm just letting you know because it helps sometimes so if you ever need a ear to listen just pm me and I'll give you my snap or something
Tha Luck killed this beat!🔥🔥🔥
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ever felt that pain going through your mental,
rap your bout to hear its gonna be suspenseful. keep the bars coming 2 bars each
1) I see myself with no patience, only thing growing is hatred
2) And i see people denying the truth, I guess they can't take it
3) And it's no secret that this world is falling under the pavement
4) And thats why im steady contemplating instead of making statements (Yeah)
How's this?
Con is one of the best to ever do it
Liking this bro!! Keep them going :)
Thanks bro, always!
You woulda thought I had it perfect. Automatic sure shit. That kinda thing that makes you go outcha way to preserve it cause it's worth it till you search under the surface and you begin to unearth it. And then you get to see just what I work with. The self doubt, the pain. The meltdowns, the shame. My cell, bound in chains, where time tells no change. The days and nights blend. My faith in life dims. And I keep it all in cause they might think it sounds grim. But I'm not, gonna go and put no blade to my skin. I'ma suffer like the rest of y'all and pay for my sins.
dougtube36 smooth 👍 well done
hard
dougtube36 8
dougtube36 deep bro, God bless and God loves u man, hb this.....
I don't know what u going through,
Don't know what's the issue,
But hold up what I do know ,
Is that my God made u,
Yeah so don't give up,
Just keep on fighting through,
Yeah we've all messed up,
But here's what u do,
Just ask for forgiveness,
Ur debts already paid,
God'll take ur sins,
And throw them all away,
He paid with his life,
Yeah with blood to,
So lay ur sins by the cross,
Let God make u new,
Glory to God
hail satan. may ur soul be devoured :)
"me calling the fire department"
"Hello, this is the fire department, how can I help you?"
"It's contrary...again"
"Not again, another fire beat😑"
On god
Shit is very cinematic could see this being used in a movie scene
oo yeah I can picture that. Thanks bro!
This is the beat I've got bare bars for this
Hey random person scrolling down through the comments, Have a nice day ❤
This is too colddd bro ❄️❄️💯
Always appreciate that my G
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Got these bottles in my hand I'm drowning out my pain cause I know without you I'll never be the same think about you every day an when I'm all alone got me reminiscing thinking how your truly gone
Never let nobody tell you you're not capable
each and every time you face your fear know that it's tamable
This life so far taught me that pain is inescapable
every time I faced an obstacle I felt so scared to fail
but in order to get better you must fall and face the shame to rise again
really love ur beats they inspire me really ur the man 💪🔥
that's awesome, thank you :)
From the day I saw my self
I thought Im brave
I was in 3th grade
I was living my life fair
There was nothin like slave
There was a nightmare
I saw my name on the grave
I saw myself sitting there
It was so bad that I couldn't share
Whenever I thought of this I scare.
I swear that I overcome this
Be a good kid
infuture be in the good list
I pounded my fists.
Every day I get bleed
There was no msg to read
No Sign or a lead
I have no greed
But this happen to me
Thiis was not my deed.
But it still haunt
Giving me a taunt
That I'm waste
Nobody loves you
You are not lovable
I think it's right
Nightmare were warning
me from that night
If i saved my tear
I will submerged in it through this year
Family n
Everybody looking to own here
I'm lossing myself against fear.
Until the day I'm gone it's like I challenge myself
To point out my own wrongs and try to balance myself
All the damage I've dealt havin to stand by myself
Advance to make a song for a chance that it sells
Standing on tightropes trying to manage your health
But inside you're losing hope to your cancerous cells
Circumstances you're dealt you've handled it well
And I couldn't even help you find an answer that helped
And dammit I'm tired of trying to be the man on a wire
trying to balance desires as I'm standing up higher
Lookin down to see my past through panes of shattered glass
Shame it couldn't last and the pain just should have passed
Sustaining it with class now your facing radiation
Constant taking medications such a fateful combination
I'm still in contemplation over our last conversation
Now we're still going through the changes like condensation
When you called me from the doctors talking complications
Waiting for the confirmation felt like a condemnation
But granny said you'll be OK she saw it in your constellation
Prayed for you at church at the center of the congregation
Head held high you fight on ready for the confrontation
No more contemplation useless conversations
My voice is on the station with no more hesitation
My desperation is to give you the will to fight
I know you're strong enough to still to go and build a life
A skillful writer blueprint to my life I build it right up
A willful fighter and I will fulfill all of my ambitions
Call it my own mission but truth is it was my omission
My lapse in judgment that lead me to fall
Set to take on the world I wasn't ready at all
Atlas balancing the globe as it's etched in the wall
Walking down this road and I never will stall
Still appalled that I fell into that pit and failed
I don't sit derailed so now I'm gonna tip the scales
Had some trains of thought that were quickly bailed
Now I'm praying there are blessings on the sick and frail
I lost my pennies for your thoughts at the wishing well
and even if you hate me I still wish you well
I got 99 bitches but I don't kiss and tell
Now find those thousand words that only pictures tell
Uh huh
And I can see it clearly you're livid as Hell
But what you actually understand about living in Hell?
Driven to tell the story about how I had ambition
Yet I was reckless at the wheel with my bad decisions
A pacifist non-silenced focused on his activism
Catholic Christian's focused upon the cataclysm
I was the combination with my vandalism
and bad mannerisms I didn't act with vision
Smokin cannibus I picked a theme and ran with it
How did I manage it? Growin up not havin shit
I just remember where I'm from and act like it
I made a few mistakes but I didn't have a script
Now it's all sketched in and I've mapped it out
And I won't be Lost again so I ain't crashing now
Found my way to Christ I got the passion now
And I gotta play my part so I'ma act it out
Let's go!
Yo you are a lyric god
True fucking fire bruh! 👌💥
Wack
youre the new rap god forget eminem
seriously a dope beat with drake type feeling!
All I did was sit there in the corner
School to me was torcher
My bullied kept on spitting hate
I didn’t know that there was something called love
Until, I noticed that yellow bright light
And I was begging god please I wanna die.
I wanted to cut my self deep down
I just sat there, my pillow is soaking with all my tears
I just kept on thinking about my horrible fears
I just thought of doing the best option
And that was trying to injure myself
I didn’t care about myself
I just wanted to die
And see how the world would look like without me
And that was when I wanted to say goodbye
And start to fly
Up up up to the sky
I just wanted a best friend and that’s what I wanted
It was just me that I was hunted
I was always abused
Torchered.
Scared.
Feared that people wouldn’t like me anymore
I just wanted to trip and fall
I wanted to die and that’s all
My career was too small
I couldn’t fit at all
In my birthday, I wanted a merch
But, my brothers wouldn’t mind to say that’s cool
They just kept on saying you are such a fool
And that’s why I’m lying here depressed
You can’t see my secret hidden emotions
Because, that’s why I always hide from you
I always come to school with the no expression face
But that’s why I was never happy
I was alway’s sad
I was always mad
My brother, family, friends, community all hate me
What would happen if I was gone
Would u care if I said goodbye I’m gone?
Im only 15 and got bored so i found this awesome beat and started writing...........Shit like this is killing me, trapped in depression is wheeling me, take the wheel before I die from steering down the path of uncertainty, right or wrong man I dont know, I lost my mind, I lost my soul, how much madness can one guy hold, this whole life has taken its toll, its like I'm in water drowning slow, lungs are dull, not smoking but I'm breaking yo, this dark mind is digging deeper inside a grave colder than snow, I still dont even know how much farther I'll go, maybe next time I'll go, but not today I'm still swaying, still straying, picking parts, depicting hearts, broken minds we resent what's ours, playing games to try and fix our shit, but this is breaking minds faster than an eye witness rapping lyrics, still I keep writing to maybe put pride in my buisness
Not done yet, still clowning around, whole world is bound, still breaking down, head up to the clouds, tryna get better but get dragged down, from shattered memories, putting them back together in a broken mind is misguiding, therefore I can't find the time to make them mine so I'll keep walking without a light, maybe a glimmer would help put me back in the fight, persistent to grab the tight life that I've made with hot hands of fire right, writing this to hopefully sleep at night, cold as blizzards they say could freeze a mind back in time from overthinking things, subtle riddles and puzzles see, these needles poking me, still building strategies, to maybe quit from overthinking things.
the day im gone carry on
its been long
im sure your missing me
im here watching over you
i love you i wanna let you know your blessed
lil homie dont be worried about the stress
life aint hard its not a test just do your best
im sure your missing me its been long
the day im gone carry on
baby dont cry whats wrong i lived my time im still here in the digital
sorry if im gone it couldnt be the physical
just find your rythem make your way fuck wahts they say
your a born star bound to go far live young i wont die fast its time to ride hard.
Dont forget what i say; i love you since the day i found out about you birth.
Wow...this is amazing ....
I can hear a lot of inspiration from "When I'm Gone" by Eminem
Amazing stuff 🔥
Pretty dope.. I had a great verse to with it. But I forgot it.
U mean everything
Lately you've been feeling nothing
You clearly don't see
That I wish it was still just you and me
You don't really get it
Whyd you have to leave me?
Why'd you have to let me go?
I can't believe you stoped this low
Baby, I still love you
Why can't u say the same?
This isn't no game
I'm literally going insane
Just the thoughts
Of life without you going on in my brain
Feels like my heart been shot
many battles I fought
Like we should have ended up
Together but were not
You don't miss me?
You really wanna set me free
After everything I've done for u
This is it?
Great instrumentation, dope beat!
Thank you sir!
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Im gone
So long
So lonley and Singing my song
Chilling with a bong
Hanging with the kong
Yelling at my motha cuz im neva feeling wrong
Switch into gear
Drowning in beer
Devil by my side eatin away my cheer
Living in fear
Lost my career
Losing everything I love through the years
Family dont love me
People dont see me
Wishing that the lord, would retrieve me
Dont you see
That im not free
Never wanting the devil to be the key
Bình minh sáng nay thật tĩnh lặng
Những người đã từng cạnh anh nay đã rời đi một cách im lặng. Đặt vào đây là dấu nặng
Và anh cũng không tranh luận. Luân phiên để thêm trạnh lòng( em nhỉ)
Cứ đi về những hướng ta thích. Những ngũ vị mềm mỏng(em muốn)
Anh là người khô khan. Chẳng đem lại những gì tốt
Và khi yêu anh cũng là kẻ mù quáng. Bạn bè nói a yêu em đến ( phát sốt)
Và chỉ riêng em nói anh là người không tốt
That right. Em nói đúng anh chẳng đem lại gì
Khi em cần alo là anh cạnh em thay vào đó là chiếc ví
Rồi em chẳng cần anh nữa em nói những câu triết lý
I'm finna go crazy on this 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
It's hard to remember your face but I'm full of memories from back in the days. It's been thirteen years that's crazy. Speak a page away in memory. Those times a always stay with me. You dying. I don't know what it did to me. I'd be lying if I said you didn't take a piece of me wit you. Hey dad. I guess I'm saying I still miss you. Didn't see that comming did you. My feet hit the ground running and since you left it's been all or nothing. Play my hand cuz you can't see me bluffing. Showin no emotions so nothing and no one would notice me choking the same tears that still be showing here. Take a minute cuz I'm trying to get my head clear. Lookin at the memories in my rear view.
I can rap 453 words with this beats😱😱😱
i look to the sky just hoping id catch your eye, your gone its sad but i could never cry , in my heart n mind i keep your spirit alive, and think of the plans missed when we had to say bye, i contemplate life now youre gone n realise life is a lie ....
Yo this still hits Everytime but wasn't there an original version if so how much and where
I aint gonna lie I been lost,
Do what I want but wasnt really thinkin of the cost,
Or what I might lose, in life you get what you chose,
Amazing work Contrary!
Thanks man, appreciate that!
Smuts the dirt, Just Damn. Powerful words from the HEART & this Creative beat went perfectly
Peace my dude
THE INTROVERTED VISIONARY
Em đã buông và bỏ anh lại một vùng ký ức xưa
Với vòng tay hơn ngàn môi hôn và một chút nắng mưa
Đôi khi anh trông em giống loài chim
Vỗ cánh bay lên những ước mơ thần tiên
Hãy cứ xa anh, anh giống như thằng điên
Chiều chiều lại phóng ánh mắt nhìn xa
Mây của trời, em vốn là của anh giờ phác giác của người ta rồi
Fighting for my sleep, but I feel so weak, I’m just trying to be, so gone, brought me to my knees, it’s my victory, I’m surrendering, so gone.
Love it
Good to hear!
i have writers block for about three months now i havent wrote one song i think i finally got something appreciate cha
Soothing don't wake me.
Gone in my mind,the illest of times
And I wonder to my self
All this pain I’ve felt and how it should be dealt
And I wonder why, I keep it on the sly
Thinking to my self oh why
this flow
the song i have written to this is 100% a hit and no one can top it
Every morning say hi to my mom, hi to my great dad, neither of them ever happenin to be lookin sad.
I don't care what you think, don't care what you do, don't care where you live, don't care if I know you.
All that matters is a stable family, and I have that. Eating breakfast, eating lunch, eating food, its important, special bonds with your family creates the enjoyment. But one day it all changed one day the enjoyment left and created pain, created sadness, created rain, created madness.
All of us in the car, me in the backseat, both screaming at each other as I stare down at my feet. My dads tryin to defend himself, as my mom cries and thinks of her feats.
2 weeks later my dads moving out, my moms moving her things in, I don't feel like I want to fit in.
Do you know how it feels, to be treated like an object? Have people argue over who gets you what days and the worriedness of telling your parents something as it could result in worsening their feelings and enjoyment? It doesn't feel good, and doesn't feel great, feels more like people screaming in your face. People say laughter is the best medicine, I say its the best nemesis, as it has 2 meanings. Days and days went by with me emotionless, feeling horrible since the reduction of the enjoyment. I don't feel safe here, I don't feel good, who's gonna teach me about morning wood!? He's not here for me, not now, not here to teach me how I should be. A childhood without both parents is a hard childhood, but its possible. So make due, don't drown in sorrow, drown in the happiness possible tomorrow.
What you guys think? im a squeaker so i cant sing it myself rip.
Still here for this epic beat.... she was a good girl caught up in a bad world...he muzzled her mouth and proceed to beatin...dey couldn't hear the screamin...left the door open now here come da demons...
I fell in love with the sound and feel of this beat! Amazing!
How do I get my recorded version of it sent unto you?
I been shy since the day i was born
But fuck what they think I guess I've moved on
I always feel so bad
Always thinkin bout my past
The weight on my shoulders is real heavy
Always being put on the spot daily
The shit I go through now ain't shit
Back then it used to be real intense
I'm so caught up in being loved
I've been played too much I'm kinda fucked
This is what I got so far..
Got syrup and liqour just to numb the pain. So gone, my body's left my brain. feels like flying in outer space. Till reality smacks you on the face. Coping with life even if it has a sour taste.
Love quality bro! Keep going
I did a song to this just ask contrary beats he listened to it and he said its the best he's heard in a while in any of his beats.
Soo clean, love it!!
( hears talking ) ( whispers ) ( music plays ) 🎃
My dog died 1 week ago and 3 days so this is for her
This beat a hit... 💯❌💯
Chết tiệt, oh, em ơi anh lại đang thật rất buồn và mọi thứ xung quanh anh giờ đây đang xoay vòng cùng với những điều không tưởng
Anh đã không còn hiểu dược cảm giác nắm tay ai đó và di giữa trời đông vì có lẽ là khi em ra đi em đã để lại cả nổi buồn chất đống
Anh đã ôm từng cảm xúc, ôm hết tất cả những kỉ niệm về em
Gói gém từng chút hi vọng, từng chút kỉ niệm, vì chắc nó đẹp tựa như là cầu vồng
Anh không còn biết niềm vui là gì, tình yêu giờ là thứ bỏ đi
Lặng ngồi một mình trong căn phòng, anh đang cố đốt để thêm được vài bi.
Anh nhớ em nhiều lắm, anh vẫn mong một lần có thể được gặp em
Và Anh cô đơn nhiều đêm, chắc là hình bóng đó không thể nào quên
Cuz You stole my heart
Stole my life
Make me cry
But I'm still love you
Chắc là anh đang trong cơn say nên không tỉnh, nổi nhớ về em tu chot den bất thình lình
Việc chia tay nhau chắc la nằm ngoài dự tính, anh đang cố gắng giữ mình thật là bình tĩnh
Bên em vốn dĩ là điều rất tuyệt vời, đơn giản như là một cánh hoa
Tình yêu ta trao cho em cũng như thế, êm đềm giống như là mùa hạ
Anh đã từng nghĩ mình là người quan trọng khi mà trao đến em hết tất cả yêu thương
Hạnh phúc ta xem là tất cả cớ sao bây giờ chỉ mình anh vấn vương
Anh đã không còn rung động trước những cô gái ở cùng xung quanh, vì họ xét bạn trai của họ thì đều phải tốt ở mọi góc cạnh
Anh đã chán ngán với câu nói ngôn tình, đơn giản là vì không còn tin
Anh cũng không còn thấy là mình luôn ổn định, đơn giản là chẳng thể bình tĩnh
Anh luôn gặp khó khăn trong việc phải định hình cái thứ mà người ta gọi nó là tình yêu
Khi mà thấy kết cục mà ta đã xa nhau đơn giản là vì không còn hiểu
Anh cũng không còn muốn phải yêu thêm một ai chắc tại là vì cái tên vẫn còn nhiều
Trong tâm trí, anh càng không thể chấm dứt hết những nổi đau
I wrote a monster to this, love this beat!
Have you ever had to put a fake smile on ur face just to make others happy just sit there n act okay even tho the pain in side you is eating up ur just looking around everyone’s happy but then it hit deep then u know nobody gives a fuck about you yeah it hits different but you got act like you don’t care so you sit there n cry on a night put a pillow over you so nobody can hear u because ur feel like if I cry out loud everyone going to be thinking it’s fake yeah
Now that your gone i feel nothing but regret in my life i feel like it was all my fault that i lost u i got so much on my mind that it feels like im going to put a bullet through my heart cuz i want the pain to stop cryin myself to sleep every damn night thinking about u and thinking of u we first saw each other we were pulled in to a vortex and now i miss every thing about u i wish i could go back in time just to be able to see u i feel like the blood on my hands is just all the pain i putted u through all the time and thats the reason u left me with a broken heart now my heart is broke and there is no one to one fix it for my life is nothing without u now that your gone.
Khi nhịp flow này vẫn còn cuốn con mic này vẫn chưa buông
Lost my son, this is a perfect beat📿
Oh im sorry i wish you the best of luck
Good one 👍Contrary 💯
more beat like this please. 🔥
Man i really need this beat . I feel like it was made just for me and I promise to deliver some serious lyricals to it 😀. I'm very passionate about music
Thanh xuân của tui, không giống như bao người khác,
Không phải sống trong giàu sang.từ nhỏ tui phải đi bóc vát,
Tui muốn trả nghiệm,tui muốn biết cuộc sống ngoài đời,
Từ chối với những cuộc chơi,và từ chối với những lời mời
Rời xa quê hương khi chỉ mới có 13 tuổi,
Bất đầu tập chơi hiphop với đam mê mà mình theo đuổi,
Đôi khi tui rất mệt mỗi,nhưng không dám nói về cho gia đình,
Từ một đứa con tội lỗi,bước ra đời mới biết được chính mình,
Đôi khi tui khóc,tại sao tui không được sung sướng,
Chẳng muốn gặp ai,và không dám đối diện mình trong gương,
Nhưng giờ tui hiểu biết,đi làm cực khổ ra sao,cuối tháng mình được lảnh lương,,.
Con ơi ba mẹ tự hào,
Cuộc sống đôi khi cho đi,và nhận lại là những điều tốt lành,vấp ngã hãy tự lau mi,
Có vấp ngã thì bạn mới trưởng thành,
Bầu trời kia sẻ trong xanh,
Anh em ta bên đóng củi,
Vì cuộc sống rất trôi nhanh
,nên thanh xuân chúng ta rất ngắn.
Natembea kifua ah/ Maana ni nae yeye.
Nimtukuzae daima/ Maarifa hunipa ye.
Baba wa ma baba tena/ Mkuu wa wakuu ndiye.
Mpaji wa vyote furaha/ Nayo amani venye.
Dope as always! 🔥
Thank you!
You see we haven’t spoken I think I lost the connection
You probably wouldn’t see it but you used to be my best friend
You broke my fucking heart when I was putting my best in
You see I was trying really tryna make it work
But you took that half of me and you threw it up in the dirt
So I had to take the half and put it reverse
And that’s the only half I had of you
I’m so mad at you
You left me in the dark now I’m wishing for something magical
Maybe Something real not something impractical
A house on a hill or maybe just something casual
Like chillin In my pjs watching cartoons on Saturday
I didn’t even see you on Christmas Day man I had to wait
And to be honest for a kid man that’s sad to say
You told me I wouldn’t graduate
You said I’m like my father and that I’d just have to wait and
But fuck that I want my trust back fuck that I want my love back
Cause everything I gave you, you couldn’t give back.
Yea And I’m not asking for a lot
I just wanted some respect
And I can’t respect nobody else cause you ripped it from my chest
Feeling like I’m broken puzzle
Cause you took me apart
Yea you took a couple pieces and threw it in the box
Now that box is six feet under
But it’s crazy cause that box is what’s keeping me undercover
I guess you can call it a safety net
But as long as I hold on you can’t hurt me yet
Dude this hella hit my heart.
This is the perfect beat lol
llegue sin pedirlo y ya no me quiero marchar
de pequeño recuerdo ver a mi padre trabajar para traer el pan
y aun lo sigo viendo es algo fantastastico ver pasar el tiempo
amigos se fueron mis abuelos tambien gane miedos que ahora guardo bajo la piel
siempre tan distante de todos y tan callado y aun lo sigo siendo nada a cambiado
despues creci creyendo que estaba roto cerrando los ojos todo era mucho mejor en mi habitacion con los audifonos puestos inventando cuentos que ahora son recuerdos,
malas decisiones personas equivocadas me desvie de todo pero no tire la toalla, tengo las manos manchadas de sangre siempre afronte todo no soy un cobarde
esclavo de todo lo insano me hice mucho daño para evitar los reclamos de la gente que dañe
cuantos que me quieren y les di la espalda y pesar de todo siguen estando conmigo gracias sin ustedes no seria quien soy seguramente no escribiria esta cancion
gente insensata me juzgo sin conocer mis pasos, aun sabiendo por lo que estaba pasando,
sali del fango y converse conmigo
tome un impulso repentino para salir del vacio
gonna use this one two ill make sure to give yall credit
Good energy won’t have you feeling empty no need to worry you won’t hit the floor your feelings our a taller moral no problem this is neat emotions up in my proximity so deep no one can finish what I have to defeat rap I eat spitting bars that’s my junk food filling up a room to improve
Off the top
You've been gone so long, yeah you've been gone so long, I cant stop singing this song
Who will sing along?
When I sing all my songs
You were the only one
Who ever put any faith into my dreams but now your gone and so it seems that my life is coming apart at the seams
You've been gone so long, yeah you've been gone so long, I cant get you off my dome
I wonder if you ever feel alone just like I do,
Sitting at home wondering if you're gon come through,
But then the tears fall when I realize the harsh truth,
I lost my life the moment I lost you
Yeah you've been gone so long, my heart is almost gone, yeah you've been gone so long, but I can't stop singing this song.
Verse 1 -
Intro Mmmmm Yeah 4x
“ See I’m living in a place where everybody keeps hating. If I ever had a chance to be a somebody somebody’s at home Conson plating for a mistake that shii I ain’t gone take.
Waking with a feeling of ache and pain so sore to live life and that’s what I hate, but ima make a change.
Y’all gone be madder than you are now just wait be patient stay.
Finding my self hidden in a safe there’s no key, but my heart can’t take this it can’t
Always seem to choose the pills over anything people say, so hard to stay awake with all this shame.
Verse 2 -
You might think I’m crazy but I’m only saying what I’ve always been saying and ima keep saying it till people understand that I’m not a mistaken person I’m not what they think.
Overdosing my thoughts just to think. When I finally get it through my head.
I realize it’s my demons getting and messing up my head making me think I’m not worth it but I am.
Tell me not, tell me you wasn’t mad when I made it to the top, tell me you ain’t gonna miss me when I take ur spot.
That’s what I thought. Ima be a legend and that’s all. Show you what I’ve got you gonna wish you never met me I promise every time.
Ima take I’m a show you I’m the best. Keep on hating cuz at the least my number one fan.
Thanks so much man. See this the shii that’s makes me laugh cant believe I was ever scared to make a change.
Took something so valuable and now I’m done with people who continue to be the same it’s a shame.
But that won’t stop me you’ll see ima be the champion on national tv and you gone wish you were with me believe me.
All I wanna say Is i ain’t perfect but I know for damn sure I will never let anyone take my place.
If I ever get knocked down I’ll get back up that’s a promise I won’t break.
Outro - mmmmm ooooo 4x