First time his sounds of anguish don’t bring me serotonin🥲 I know I already said it, but you guys did a great job. Thank you for letting me be part of this project :)
Thinking that someone would cry like that over my death makes me sob uncontrollably.I made a promise to so many people and this is my reminder to keep it.
@@UTC_AudioWait did the listener commit suicide or did they die natural causes I I still can't remember what happened cuz it wasn't mention that the end of the first one
I'm actually sobbing, what the hell I don't do this often. Old man this isn't fair 😭 In all seriousness this was great and it defo brought my emotions out lmaoo, so well done!
Yup...time for my daily angst before bedtime! ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ💔🔥 (Edit after listening at the whole audio) I remember writing something like the letter for my loved ones like that...I remember using the words "I'm sorry I'm a burden" and such, and I would just like to let anyone who might see and read this that, if you ever feel like this, when you feel so down low, like when it's hard to get up in the morning, or to pick yourself up from a failed task or decision, it's okay to lay down and extract yourself from everything else for a while. It's okay to take your time and be in a place where you'd feel comfort, either if It's within the comfort of your bedroom, or nature, some place that would give you peace, and not thoughts of what others might be thinking about you at that moment. I know, deeply well, how incredibly hard it is, and yes, all we can do for now is to try, because for now, that feeling is not permanent... you'll feel better the moment you try and take a breath and calmed down... It takes time, paitence...and most of the time, courage to start a new chapter, but please, oh please... before you think about ending your story, make sure that it's truly your decision and not from the words or thoughts of someone else... Because it will be too late before you realize... everything... Take care, everyone...have a pleasant evening...
So we actually jump out the coffin and say april fools hugging Skylar and Moe then getting a long lecture but everything's okie right right that's the actual ending right 😃 Pls let me be delusional-
I told you I can't watch it again, I'm sorry... Letting it play without sound so you still have my view 😅 I loved it... Awesome script and amazing acting! ❤
This... wow... just wow...💔 Some of these lines might as well be taken from the note I left when I attempted. The fact I'm here doing infinitely better obviously proves I was wrong to feel it's all hopeless... but I also understand where they're coming from. It truly sucks to be there and yet it feels selfish to leave. But what's the point of "surviving" if it hurts to be alive? From the depressed person's perspective, death is the -best- least terrible choice. It's a horrifying place to be. I am so sorry for everyone who lost a loved one this way; please understand, they tried to fight it. You didn't fail them.
man,, this is too real. not to be completely open and vulnerable on the internet, but that letter is something i feel very often and it hurts hearing these thoughts be spoken back at me. though at the same time, the reactions of Skyler and Moe are the same reasons i'm doing my best to keep chugging along for my loved ones. Probably not the best reason, living for others than myself, that is, but it's better than nothing i suppose. i'll keep doing my best
@@UTC_Audio thank you ❤🩹 I hope this isn't weird to say, I was reading the comments and wanted to also thank you for replying to those who've ever felt like the listener. It may not seem like a lot to most, but it's very kind of you and is appreciated. I hope you're also taking care of yourself and have a wonderful day or night!
@nonpareil_gherkin It's a great day, and I wouldn't touch on these topics just to make money. This idea came from seeing a listener who was helped by a previous audio when they realized what kind of pain losing a daughter might bring. I hope these silly little ASMR roleplays can help people in a time of need.
I live with those kinds of thoughts everyday, and I know that I don't have enough strength to put an end to my life. Your audio reminded me that even if i think that everyone would be better off without me, it will hurt my loved ones, and I'm afraid of hurting them that much
I was right to say I was lucky I had to wait. Echoes is such a talented writer and you both are so amazingly talented at pulling off grief. This was such an outstanding audio. 👏
as someone who lost a bestie let me tell you Plssss pay more attention to the people around Believe me your heart will hurt everyday and night after it got too late DON'T LET YOUR BELOVED SINK INTO THEIR SADNESS help them even if they don't ask for it
This was amazing!!! I just started crying now, I can’t stop 😭 I feel like watching it again, but No sounds, I can’t handle it, so you still have my view 😅 Amazing work UTC, keep up the good work!!! Love your audio!!! 😊
If there's no part two where he finds a reincarnation of us, I'm crying myself to sleep(it's 10:42 pm rn) Either way Great acting! I hope more great asmrs in the future!
Way late but as someone who has attempted, I can promise it does get better. While I often have similar thoughts to what’s expressed in the note, and it is hard to keep going, it is so worth it. I cannot find the words to express the feelings I had when my family found me fading in and out of consciousness. I was so scared of being taken away to a psych ward or smth that I was crying while repeating to the nurse that I didn’t take anything. I never want to get to that point again. Please keep going, no matter how long your fight lasts, you can beat these thoughts and feelings
Also, it’s been a bit over 3 years since then and I have improved tremendously. Things are not perfect and probably will never be, but I will continue to feel better as long as I keep pushing
Maldición, estas en otro nivel elevadoo, me convertí en estado liquido de tanto llorar (Damn bro, you're on another high level. I turned into a liquid state from crying so much)
I think this hurts and comforts at the same time for me because the amount of times I’ve written or thought similar to even word for word of what was in the letter. I have this hard time accepting that I’m wanted or loved and it’s so easy to fall into that spiral when I’m completely alone at night. Anyways the audio made me sob at like three in the morning but it’s better than feeling nothing I appreciate you letting me feel
Yeah, this is why I'm still existing, just because if I did anything the people that care about me will suffer, all because of me. If I did something, I would probably despise myself in the process, because not only I would be the reason of my end, and I would blame myself for it, but also because people that care about me would suffer, THEY would be the ones to live with thoughts about why I did that, or why they didn't see anything, and it will be them who will have to find me in such a terrible condition, and they will have to live with their last memory of me being dead. They already suffered enough in their lives, I wouldn't want to make them suffer even more just because I'm tired, I think it would be selfish of me, It's not like I would feel anything after doing that after all.. So I decided to keep suffering by myself and keep existing rather than making others suffer. I may be lost hope and forgot what it's like to be okay, but at least I will make sure that people that I care about will be happy and that they will not have to suffer the way I do. Sorry for rambling and any grammar mistakes, english is not my first language. This is a very nice video, I really like it.
I’m so happy you’re still here. No one is a lost cause. Everyone deserves to live a pleasant life, including you. It’s a daily battle, and you’re winning. Stay strong
@@SagEtheHumaN thank you very much, I really appreciate it. No one really says stuff like that to me, so seeing your comment is a very pleasant moment for me. It really made my day, thank you ♡ Maybe this world is not as bad as I thought after all. People are really mean these days, I'm glad to know that not everyone is like that.
@@honeybun6356 There’s a lot of ugly in the world, but there is also a lot of beauty. It’s not easy to keep going, and I’m really proud of you for trying every day. Living for the sake of others is an amazing reason to move forward, but you also owe it to yourself. I hope you can learn to live for yourself, because that’s the only person who will always be around. You deserve a good life, dear.
I am so proud of you for being this strong. Making the decision to stay each and every day already makes you more accomplished than I'll ever be. Thank you for sharing your story.
It's been a little while since I've been around, I've had some tough days but I can finally listen to your audios. Rn I'm so entertained with the audio :)
As soon as I heard “it’s are wedding day” and the “oh no” I started sobbing cause I knew what happened. I have never cried so much because of an ASMR 😭😭
Listening to this was really cathartic for me. There was a time when I felt like the only reason I existed was to suffer and I was strongly considering removing myself from that suffering, but the thing that stopped me was the thought of what my death would do to my friends and family. I couldn't stand for "and then my best friend killed herself at 17" to be a part of their stories, to be a part of their lives. I knew the pain that that it would cause them and I loved them too much to hurt them that way.
This is a tutorial how to make people cry in less than one minute DAMMIT YOU I FEEL SO RELATE TO THIS SHIT ToT AND HEARING YOU CRY?? DAMN THAT'S SO REAL
I'm planning on taking my own life, I never thought my boyfriend would care much. I can't imagine him in this situation because he isn't a very emotional person. I'm so sorry for doing this to him.
I hope you're still here. Even if you aren't okay and you're struggling every second, I hope you're still here. You don't know me but my heart hurts for you. It hurts to know you're suffering so much you feel like you can't take it anymore. If you're gone, I hope you rest in peace. People will remember you. I will remember you.
this video really reminded me of me crying my eyes out because one of my friends sent me a suicide note. I remember having a full blown panic attack because of that. yelling, crying, on the floor. it was heartbreaking. worst part is that she was only 12. bad bad memories 😭
I'm good. Someone had commented that hearing the grieving parent in one video convinced them to stay. Knowing the pain of those left behind gave them a reason to stay. I wanted to make a video about that pain. Showing at least one person in crisis, that they need to stay.
I'm going on a bit of a vent here. The letter written is absolutely devastating, I've written things so similar to this and it hurts hearing these out loud by loved ones. I'm slowly getting better now, but it still has been tough. I still feel as if life itself is meaningless, that life does not have anything left. Knowing that people out there love me hurts me too, I'm afraid that those who love me will lose me from my own doing. That I'll be the one that hurt them in the process, which I have. There's so many times where I cried and cried to the point where I just gave up. Times where I forcibly walked into the danger for that one day where I will get so terribly injured that they'd have to put me down. I don't want to live much longer, not like this. So, I've been trying to improve my mental state, seeing a therapist and stuff yk. I've been doing better! I found out I deeply enjoy art and cooking, that I do want to continue further education and stuff. Yeah!! Um, thank you for reading. Appreciate it, man.
This one hurt me deep... I was in a... Hard time since I was 15 to the point I wanted to unalive my self.. But somehow something prevented me at that time.. Now that I saw this video.. I could have only thought this what could be my parents/siblings reaction.. I... I don't know why I'm writing this comment.. But I'm still in this hard time and the letter that was left hit every bone in me.. Even after almost 5 years since that time ..
That is what we tried to show. Sticking around can be painful, but never think you are easing someone's burden by leaving. I am so glad you are here today to watch this video and see a fraction of what it must feel like to lose someone so loved. I'm rooting for you.
I’m so so proud of you for staying, it’s not easy. You are so strong for pushing forward every day for so long, and being able to share your experience. Stay strong
Why does this remind me from when I found out my mom died. It didn't really hit me until I got to the funeral. After I got there I broke down and I still cry myself to sleep About her
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"they were my everything, my world"
Sobbing.
His crying in the end is so heartbreaking 😭 amazing voice acting I absolutely love it
🖤
I feel for these two. I can't believe they lost us.
WHY IS IT EVERY TIME SOMEONE CRIES I THINK THEIR LAUGHING AND I LAUGH
It's not that uncommon, especially if the comments section is any gauge.
First time his sounds of anguish don’t bring me serotonin🥲
I know I already said it, but you guys did a great job. Thank you for letting me be part of this project :)
Would not have been the same without you.
Me: “wait……am I dead?”
Echoes of the mind: “It’s their funeral!”
Me: “OH SHIT I AM DEAD😰😰”
For real!!😭
FR!!
𝚈𝚎𝚙
I was in shock that we were ded 💀
And when they started crying, I did too 😭
Thinking that someone would cry like that over my death makes me sob uncontrollably.I made a promise to so many people and this is my reminder to keep it.
Stay strong!
@@UTC_Audio i will keep my promise no matter what!!
@@UTC_AudioWait did the listener commit suicide or did they die natural causes I I still can't remember what happened cuz it wasn't mention that the end of the first one
It happens between the 2 audios. It was done by her choice.
@@UTC_Audio so she committed subaku
It's never easy to say goodbye to the people we love but they will always be with us no matter what 😢
As soon as it say “It’s their funeral” I started to cry
I'm actually sobbing, what the hell I don't do this often. Old man this isn't fair 😭
In all seriousness this was great and it defo brought my emotions out lmaoo, so well done!
Gosh...as a person with moderate anxiety this is really relatable and with Those performances...this audio has been painfully good to listen
My sister: why are you crying?
Me: IM NOT CRYING!! I GOT SOMETHING IN MY EYES!!!! 😭
I'm not crying, my eyes are sweating
No I'm not, I got my eyes too close to the onions I'm cutting-
I’m crying and I’m only like 5 minutes in 😭
Oh no are you ok?!
𝙸'𝚖 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚎𝚖𝚎𝚛𝚐𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚢 𝚑𝚞𝚐𝚜 𝚋𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚔𝚎𝚝𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚝𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚊 𝚋𝚞𝚗𝚌𝚑 𝚕𝚘𝚊𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚗𝚊𝚙𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚜❤❤❤
@@SakuraHikari-mm1si yeah im ok
Ikr ..
Yeah ik how ur feeling. The first five minutes was brutal 😢
Yup...time for my daily angst before bedtime! ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ💔🔥
(Edit after listening at the whole audio)
I remember writing something like the letter for my loved ones like that...I remember using the words "I'm sorry I'm a burden" and such, and I would just like to let anyone who might see and read this that, if you ever feel like this, when you feel so down low, like when it's hard to get up in the morning, or to pick yourself up from a failed task or decision, it's okay to lay down and extract yourself from everything else for a while. It's okay to take your time and be in a place where you'd feel comfort, either if It's within the comfort of your bedroom, or nature, some place that would give you peace, and not thoughts of what others might be thinking about you at that moment. I know, deeply well, how incredibly hard it is, and yes, all we can do for now is to try, because for now, that feeling is not permanent... you'll feel better the moment you try and take a breath and calmed down... It takes time, paitence...and most of the time, courage to start a new chapter, but please, oh please... before you think about ending your story, make sure that it's truly your decision and not from the words or thoughts of someone else... Because it will be too late before you realize... everything... Take care, everyone...have a pleasant evening...
I am so glad you are still with us.
@@UTC_Audio and I'm glad I stayed more (◔‿◔)
So we actually jump out the coffin and say april fools hugging Skylar and Moe then getting a long lecture but everything's okie right right that's the actual ending right 😃
Pls let me be delusional-
I'd love for it to be an elaborate prank. Personal head cannon.
Well how else can we be the main character?
@Danka42 as a ghost!
@@UTC_Audio ouch :'>
But we'd be the coolest ghost right :D
@@randomhooman8402 what's stopping us from still marrying him, as a ghost?
So much angst. My heart hurts right now. Literally sobbing. I love it so much. I hate but also adore you so much right now.
I told you I can't watch it again, I'm sorry... Letting it play without sound so you still have my view 😅
I loved it... Awesome script and amazing acting! ❤
the denial is gonna make me cry
This... wow... just wow...💔
Some of these lines might as well be taken from the note I left when I attempted. The fact I'm here doing infinitely better obviously proves I was wrong to feel it's all hopeless... but I also understand where they're coming from. It truly sucks to be there and yet it feels selfish to leave. But what's the point of "surviving" if it hurts to be alive? From the depressed person's perspective, death is the -best- least terrible choice. It's a horrifying place to be. I am so sorry for everyone who lost a loved one this way; please understand, they tried to fight it. You didn't fail them.
Thank you so much for staying. Im glad to hear you are better.
man,, this is too real. not to be completely open and vulnerable on the internet, but that letter is something i feel very often and it hurts hearing these thoughts be spoken back at me. though at the same time, the reactions of Skyler and Moe are the same reasons i'm doing my best to keep chugging along for my loved ones. Probably not the best reason, living for others than myself, that is, but it's better than nothing i suppose. i'll keep doing my best
Its a good enough reason for today. Tomorrow will bring better ones, but you cant get there without making it through today. I believe in you.
@@UTC_Audio thank you ❤🩹
I hope this isn't weird to say, I was reading the comments and wanted to also thank you for replying to those who've ever felt like the listener. It may not seem like a lot to most, but it's very kind of you and is appreciated. I hope you're also taking care of yourself and have a wonderful day or night!
@nonpareil_gherkin It's a great day, and I wouldn't touch on these topics just to make money. This idea came from seeing a listener who was helped by a previous audio when they realized what kind of pain losing a daughter might bring. I hope these silly little ASMR roleplays can help people in a time of need.
Him: " RiGhT, they were my everything, my world!"
Me: * eyes watering*
I live with those kinds of thoughts everyday, and I know that I don't have enough strength to put an end to my life. Your audio reminded me that even if i think that everyone would be better off without me, it will hurt my loved ones, and I'm afraid of hurting them that much
Thank you for staying. This is the message of the video and I'm glad it reached you.
I was right to say I was lucky I had to wait. Echoes is such a talented writer and you both are so amazingly talented at pulling off grief. This was such an outstanding audio. 👏
3am and crying....breaking my heart when u guys cried💔
as someone who lost a bestie let me tell you
Plssss pay more attention to the people around
Believe me your heart will hurt everyday and night after it got too late
DON'T LET YOUR BELOVED SINK INTO THEIR SADNESS
help them even if they don't ask for it
This was amazing!!! I just started crying now, I can’t stop 😭 I feel like watching it again, but No sounds, I can’t handle it, so you still have my view 😅 Amazing work UTC, keep up the good work!!!
Love your audio!!! 😊
Thank you so much!! I'm glad you felt so strongly!
You’re welcome ☺️
Omg I'm literally ugly crying rn but anyway props to yall this was really good
The only one in youtube can made me cry , love your audio but always made me cry😢❤
Sleep? NO
Listen to this? YES
Oh my god listening to that not HURT i literally sobbed and now here i lay on my bed with my pillow soaked in tears
This is honestly heartbreaking to hear them. So broken and guilty.
THE MAN OF ANGST AUDIO HAS DONE IT AGAINNN
I can't stop watching this for over and over
🖤
If there's no part two where he finds a reincarnation of us, I'm crying myself to sleep(it's 10:42 pm rn)
Either way
Great acting! I hope more great asmrs in the future!
This is actually a part 2. Part 1 is linked in the description.
How dare you pull on my heartstrings so easily 😭 I love me some angst but holy crap.
Pls don't cry I can give you a hug if you want❤
Way late but as someone who has attempted, I can promise it does get better. While I often have similar thoughts to what’s expressed in the note, and it is hard to keep going, it is so worth it. I cannot find the words to express the feelings I had when my family found me fading in and out of consciousness. I was so scared of being taken away to a psych ward or smth that I was crying while repeating to the nurse that I didn’t take anything. I never want to get to that point again. Please keep going, no matter how long your fight lasts, you can beat these thoughts and feelings
Also, it’s been a bit over 3 years since then and I have improved tremendously. Things are not perfect and probably will never be, but I will continue to feel better as long as I keep pushing
I am so proud of you!
His cry at the end made me want to cry my eyes out 😭😭
I love it already!
bro why do you make sad audios? you make me cry until i can't breathe anymore , i can't breathe like rn 😢
Some people need to see how much they will be missed so they stay around.
@@UTC_Audio you're right 😇
5:36 😭 I am so sorry for them … this is so much harder when you have lost a loved one…
Maldición, estas en otro nivel elevadoo, me convertí en estado liquido de tanto llorar (Damn bro, you're on another high level. I turned into a liquid state from crying so much)
You think back to your happiness moments with them and they can be taken away in a heartbeat
Ok but like…the first part u were singing so good-
Nowwww why’d you have to do us dirty with this scenario 😤😭😭😭😭
the moment I realised it i cried 😭😭
Bro-- im CRYING SO BAD
Suicide doesn’t take away the pain..it only passes it on to someone else :(
I think this hurts and comforts at the same time for me because the amount of times I’ve written or thought similar to even word for word of what was in the letter. I have this hard time accepting that I’m wanted or loved and it’s so easy to fall into that spiral when I’m completely alone at night. Anyways the audio made me sob at like three in the morning but it’s better than feeling nothing I appreciate you letting me feel
I am watching this for the 5th time and I am still crying😭
This is so...... Painful to hear 😢😢😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I'm crying right now
Yeah, this is why I'm still existing, just because if I did anything the people that care about me will suffer, all because of me. If I did something, I would probably despise myself in the process, because not only I would be the reason of my end, and I would blame myself for it, but also because people that care about me would suffer, THEY would be the ones to live with thoughts about why I did that, or why they didn't see anything, and it will be them who will have to find me in such a terrible condition, and they will have to live with their last memory of me being dead. They already suffered enough in their lives, I wouldn't want to make them suffer even more just because I'm tired, I think it would be selfish of me, It's not like I would feel anything after doing that after all.. So I decided to keep suffering by myself and keep existing rather than making others suffer. I may be lost hope and forgot what it's like to be okay, but at least I will make sure that people that I care about will be happy and that they will not have to suffer the way I do.
Sorry for rambling and any grammar mistakes, english is not my first language. This is a very nice video, I really like it.
I’m so happy you’re still here. No one is a lost cause. Everyone deserves to live a pleasant life, including you. It’s a daily battle, and you’re winning. Stay strong
@@SagEtheHumaN thank you very much, I really appreciate it. No one really says stuff like that to me, so seeing your comment is a very pleasant moment for me. It really made my day, thank you ♡
Maybe this world is not as bad as I thought after all. People are really mean these days, I'm glad to know that not everyone is like that.
@@honeybun6356 There’s a lot of ugly in the world, but there is also a lot of beauty. It’s not easy to keep going, and I’m really proud of you for trying every day. Living for the sake of others is an amazing reason to move forward, but you also owe it to yourself. I hope you can learn to live for yourself, because that’s the only person who will always be around. You deserve a good life, dear.
I am so proud of you for being this strong. Making the decision to stay each and every day already makes you more accomplished than I'll ever be. Thank you for sharing your story.
Wait cause this is actually sad like this did feel like TH-cam anymore 😅 amazing work ❤
Also I am early for once😁
Thank you
You know after listening to this i dont think we are ever getting a part two at this point
It's been a little while since I've been around, I've had some tough days but I can finally listen to your audios. Rn I'm so entertained with the audio :)
Welcome back!
Damn this is so sad! we are dead and i feel bad for how they feel. hope they found hope and bless someday
That's the message we're trying to convey. It isn't a relief to loved ones. It is just more pain.
True! Espero que los que tengan ese tipo de situación busquen ayuda. Este mundo te necesita. God Bless you
For someone who’s been thinking about ending it so often this hurts to hear somehow
It's meant to show the pain of those who love you
Oh, this hurt deep in my soul.
I've never felt this happy to be early
Love your audios there helpful-thanks UTC
As soon as I heard “it’s are wedding day” and the “oh no” I started sobbing cause I knew what happened. I have never cried so much because of an ASMR 😭😭
This is literally so sad. But in a good way keep up the good work.
I'm in tears and I'm only 3 mins in. 😭
great job on this audio you've done a incredible job😁
Thank you, it was a team effort with Echos and SagE. Impossible with out all their help.
I’m crying so hard,I’ve lost a friend bc of suicide, and I wouldn’t let them go, he reminded me of me when I couldn’t
I am sorry for your loss.
It's a good thing I have to go to work right now. Crying is NOT what I want to do first thing in the morning. 😅
Listening to this was really cathartic for me. There was a time when I felt like the only reason I existed was to suffer and I was strongly considering removing myself from that suffering, but the thing that stopped me was the thought of what my death would do to my friends and family. I couldn't stand for "and then my best friend killed herself at 17" to be a part of their stories, to be a part of their lives. I knew the pain that that it would cause them and I loved them too much to hurt them that way.
I'm very glad you stayed.
I CANT DO THIS YALL OMFG IM LITERALLY SOBBING😭😭💔💔💔
Aaaaaaaaa I love thisssssss. It is so hard to find ones where I am already dead, it felt like I was the ghost eyedropping :3 thank you very much
Llámenme masoquista pero necesito más audios así.
Llevo mucho tiempo sin tener capacidad para llorar y este audio ha sido de gran ayuda :') 💔
Wednesday has a video of the top 5 saddest ASMRs on the channel.
Te comprendo, me estoy volviendo adicta a estos asmr 😩
I could not stop crying 😭
This is a tutorial how to make people cry in less than one minute DAMMIT YOU I FEEL SO RELATE TO THIS SHIT ToT AND HEARING YOU CRY?? DAMN THAT'S SO REAL
Well I wasn’t planning on crying today but here we are 😢😢😢😢😢
Why I am still crying😢😭
BROOO WE DEMAND A HAPPY ENDING FOR SKYLER. THE GUY HAS BEEN THROUGH A LOTTTZ
im crying fr nd its 4 am
thanks a lot rachel, thanks a lot.
Just came home from an concert and now I see this, UTC do you really wanna destroy my make up cuz I'll have to go back 😭
now I'm crying
🖤
😢😢 sad but a real good one tho. Great job both of you
I'm planning on taking my own life, I never thought my boyfriend would care much. I can't imagine him in this situation because he isn't a very emotional person. I'm so sorry for doing this to him.
You dont have to do this.
I hope you're still here. Even if you aren't okay and you're struggling every second, I hope you're still here. You don't know me but my heart hurts for you. It hurts to know you're suffering so much you feel like you can't take it anymore. If you're gone, I hope you rest in peace. People will remember you. I will remember you.
you did very well utc and eotm [also sage] i cant wait for the next vid love you [ im sad now] heres a digital hug🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗
this video really reminded me of me crying my eyes out because one of my friends sent me a suicide note. I remember having a full blown panic attack because of that. yelling, crying, on the floor. it was heartbreaking. worst part is that she was only 12. bad bad memories 😭
luckily tho, she's still alive and getting better. it was honestly just so sad she was struggling so much while just a kid. ☹️
We wanted to show those that write those notes, that no one feels better when receiving them.
Me the entire time listening on my bed: **laying in a T-pose on top of the covers**
Why do you make so many audios that make me cry so badly!? my dude, are you okay?!
I'm good. Someone had commented that hearing the grieving parent in one video convinced them to stay. Knowing the pain of those left behind gave them a reason to stay. I wanted to make a video about that pain. Showing at least one person in crisis, that they need to stay.
@@UTC_Audio you inspire me. Truly the best asmr artist i ever listened to. Your so considerate and you portrayed grief so perfectly like..wow.
Y’all I spent every minute of him reading the note wondering if I’m secretly mad depressed CUZ WHY DID RELATE TO EVERY WORD!?
I’m not even sad, but they got me crying because they’re crying
I'm going on a bit of a vent here. The letter written is absolutely devastating, I've written things so similar to this and it hurts hearing these out loud by loved ones. I'm slowly getting better now, but it still has been tough. I still feel as if life itself is meaningless, that life does not have anything left. Knowing that people out there love me hurts me too, I'm afraid that those who love me will lose me from my own doing. That I'll be the one that hurt them in the process, which I have. There's so many times where I cried and cried to the point where I just gave up. Times where I forcibly walked into the danger for that one day where I will get so terribly injured that they'd have to put me down. I don't want to live much longer, not like this. So, I've been trying to improve my mental state, seeing a therapist and stuff yk. I've been doing better! I found out I deeply enjoy art and cooking, that I do want to continue further education and stuff. Yeah!! Um, thank you for reading. Appreciate it, man.
I am so glad to hear you are getting better for your own mental health. I look forward to one day being able to see some of that art!
It is 4:29 and I'm watching this I'm actually crying😥😭😭
I CAN'T SAY ANYTHING, I'M CRYING 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
I cried for a solid 10 minutes.. 😢
I’m a late I know. But at 5:38 when they were crying I was laughing cause my friend texted me at the wrong time and told me a joke 💀
1:35 no honey your crazy
I kinda want to give you a hug now T_T
This one hurt me deep...
I was in a... Hard time since I was 15 to the point I wanted to unalive my self.. But somehow something prevented me at that time.. Now that I saw this video.. I could have only thought this what could be my parents/siblings reaction.. I... I don't know why I'm writing this comment.. But I'm still in this hard time and the letter that was left hit every bone in me.. Even after almost 5 years since that time ..
That is what we tried to show. Sticking around can be painful, but never think you are easing someone's burden by leaving. I am so glad you are here today to watch this video and see a fraction of what it must feel like to lose someone so loved. I'm rooting for you.
I’m so so proud of you for staying, it’s not easy. You are so strong for pushing forward every day for so long, and being able to share your experience. Stay strong
That's the reason why i force myself to life. So yeah I'm fine and it's very good video.❤
Why does this remind me from when I found out my mom died. It didn't really hit me until I got to the funeral. After I got there I broke down and I still cry myself to sleep About her
Im not crying you are😭😭😭
Y’all… it’s only 12:24 in the morning… and I’m about to walk downstairs with tears in my eyes WHAT WILL MY PARENTS THINK?!
I need to study but i'm crying rn huhuhuhuhu
Im not crying ur crying 😪