ASMR Boyfriend Reads Your Note [Ft. Echoes Of The Mind] [Denial] [Crying] [Broken]

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  • Story Summary ━ Skyler and Moe are back one more time to say goodbye to their best friend. Their fight might have ended, but Skylar and Moe can't seem to pick up the pieces.
    Part One: • Boyfriend Accuses You ...
    Fan discord server: / discord
    Twitter: / utc_asmr
    Twitch: / utc_audio
    Thumbnail Art by SagE: sage-the-human...
    Written by Echoes of The Mind and Note by SagE.

ความคิดเห็น • 275

  • @NoName3-u4j
    @NoName3-u4j ปีที่แล้ว +429

    Me: “wait……am I dead?”
    Echoes of the mind: “It’s their funeral!”
    Me: “OH SHIT I AM DEAD😰😰”

    • @patricecipher6457
      @patricecipher6457 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      For real!!😭

    • @hcxmila
      @hcxmila ปีที่แล้ว +9

      FR!!

    • @Ava4760
      @Ava4760 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      𝚈𝚎𝚙

    • @Cheebie_108
      @Cheebie_108 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      I was in shock that we were ded 💀
      And when they started crying, I did too 😭

  • @kellylovestars
    @kellylovestars ปีที่แล้ว +9

    the denial is gonna make me cry

  • @akusar3-4
    @akusar3-4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This one hurt me deep...
    I was in a... Hard time since I was 15 to the point I wanted to unalive my self.. But somehow something prevented me at that time.. Now that I saw this video.. I could have only thought this what could be my parents/siblings reaction.. I... I don't know why I'm writing this comment.. But I'm still in this hard time and the letter that was left hit every bone in me.. Even after almost 5 years since that time ..

    • @UTC_Audio
      @UTC_Audio  ปีที่แล้ว

      That is what we tried to show. Sticking around can be painful, but never think you are easing someone's burden by leaving. I am so glad you are here today to watch this video and see a fraction of what it must feel like to lose someone so loved. I'm rooting for you.

    • @SagEtheHumaN
      @SagEtheHumaN ปีที่แล้ว

      I’m so so proud of you for staying, it’s not easy. You are so strong for pushing forward every day for so long, and being able to share your experience. Stay strong

  • @namariqjo4720
    @namariqjo4720 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I'm crying 😍💔🔥

  • @Mberlyyy
    @Mberlyyy ปีที่แล้ว +3

    👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏 bravo,,Bravo😢😭❤

  • @brumey244
    @brumey244 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Neat

  • @gremblygunk7933
    @gremblygunk7933 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +140

    "they were my everything, my world"
    Sobbing.

  • @randomhooman8402
    @randomhooman8402 ปีที่แล้ว +170

    So we actually jump out the coffin and say april fools hugging Skylar and Moe then getting a long lecture but everything's okie right right that's the actual ending right 😃
    Pls let me be delusional-

    • @UTC_Audio
      @UTC_Audio  ปีที่แล้ว +48

      I'd love for it to be an elaborate prank. Personal head cannon.

    • @Danka42
      @Danka42 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Well how else can we be the main character?

    • @UTC_Audio
      @UTC_Audio  ปีที่แล้ว +14

      @Danka42 as a ghost!

    • @randomhooman8402
      @randomhooman8402 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@UTC_Audio ouch :'>
      But we'd be the coolest ghost right :D

    • @Danka42
      @Danka42 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@randomhooman8402 what's stopping us from still marrying him, as a ghost?

  • @lesliethenoobie
    @lesliethenoobie ปีที่แล้ว +71

    My sister: why are you crying?
    Me: IM NOT CRYING!! I GOT SOMETHING IN MY EYES!!!! 😭

    • @Vixenschuuring
      @Vixenschuuring ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I'm not crying, my eyes are sweating

    • @RRTSMPlayz
      @RRTSMPlayz หลายเดือนก่อน

      No I'm not, I got my eyes too close to the onions I'm cutting-

  • @SagEtheHumaN
    @SagEtheHumaN ปีที่แล้ว +192

    First time his sounds of anguish don’t bring me serotonin🥲
    I know I already said it, but you guys did a great job. Thank you for letting me be part of this project :)

    • @UTC_Audio
      @UTC_Audio  ปีที่แล้ว +26

      Would not have been the same without you.

  • @Raven-mt8ju
    @Raven-mt8ju ปีที่แล้ว +65

    WHY IS IT EVERY TIME SOMEONE CRIES I THINK THEIR LAUGHING AND I LAUGH

    • @UTC_Audio
      @UTC_Audio  ปีที่แล้ว +16

      It's not that uncommon, especially if the comments section is any gauge.

  • @jahsanettepaul-kiwi2330
    @jahsanettepaul-kiwi2330 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +58

    I feel for these two. I can't believe they lost us.

  • @lilliespeelman3477
    @lilliespeelman3477 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +21

    As soon as it say “It’s their funeral” I started to cry

  • @Wyozun
    @Wyozun ปีที่แล้ว +113

    I'm actually sobbing, what the hell I don't do this often. Old man this isn't fair 😭
    In all seriousness this was great and it defo brought my emotions out lmaoo, so well done!

  • @Idk-x1h
    @Idk-x1h ปีที่แล้ว +294

    I’m crying and I’m only like 5 minutes in 😭

    • @SakuraHikari-mm1si
      @SakuraHikari-mm1si ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Oh no are you ok?!

    • @dolfinlovermylo17
      @dolfinlovermylo17 ปีที่แล้ว

      𝙸'𝚖 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚎𝚖𝚎𝚛𝚐𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚢 𝚑𝚞𝚐𝚜 𝚋𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚔𝚎𝚝𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚝𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚊 𝚋𝚞𝚗𝚌𝚑 𝚕𝚘𝚊𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚗𝚊𝚙𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚜❤❤❤

    • @Idk-x1h
      @Idk-x1h ปีที่แล้ว

      @@SakuraHikari-mm1si yeah im ok

    • @AaliyahValencia-z9c
      @AaliyahValencia-z9c ปีที่แล้ว

      Ikr ..

    • @madiprado1615
      @madiprado1615 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Yeah ik how ur feeling. The first five minutes was brutal 😢

  • @amarab8544
    @amarab8544 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +101

    Thinking that someone would cry like that over my death makes me sob uncontrollably.I made a promise to so many people and this is my reminder to keep it.

    • @UTC_Audio
      @UTC_Audio  10 หลายเดือนก่อน +15

      Stay strong!

    • @amarab8544
      @amarab8544 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      @@UTC_Audio i will keep my promise no matter what!!

    • @Storious-j9x
      @Storious-j9x 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      ​@@UTC_AudioWait did the listener commit suicide or did they die natural causes I I still can't remember what happened cuz it wasn't mention that the end of the first one

    • @UTC_Audio
      @UTC_Audio  5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      It happens between the 2 audios. It was done by her choice.

    • @Storious-j9x
      @Storious-j9x 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@UTC_Audio so she committed subaku

  • @lorrainemace1983
    @lorrainemace1983 ปีที่แล้ว +90

    It's never easy to say goodbye to the people we love but they will always be with us no matter what 😢

  • @gfckyrslvs
    @gfckyrslvs ปีที่แล้ว +168

    His crying in the end is so heartbreaking 😭 amazing voice acting I absolutely love it

  • @confusedaf3716
    @confusedaf3716 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    Yup...time for my daily angst before bedtime! ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ💔🔥
    (Edit after listening at the whole audio)
    I remember writing something like the letter for my loved ones like that...I remember using the words "I'm sorry I'm a burden" and such, and I would just like to let anyone who might see and read this that, if you ever feel like this, when you feel so down low, like when it's hard to get up in the morning, or to pick yourself up from a failed task or decision, it's okay to lay down and extract yourself from everything else for a while. It's okay to take your time and be in a place where you'd feel comfort, either if It's within the comfort of your bedroom, or nature, some place that would give you peace, and not thoughts of what others might be thinking about you at that moment. I know, deeply well, how incredibly hard it is, and yes, all we can do for now is to try, because for now, that feeling is not permanent... you'll feel better the moment you try and take a breath and calmed down... It takes time, paitence...and most of the time, courage to start a new chapter, but please, oh please... before you think about ending your story, make sure that it's truly your decision and not from the words or thoughts of someone else... Because it will be too late before you realize... everything... Take care, everyone...have a pleasant evening...

    • @UTC_Audio
      @UTC_Audio  ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I am so glad you are still with us.

    • @confusedaf3716
      @confusedaf3716 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@UTC_Audio and I'm glad I stayed more (⁠◔⁠‿⁠◔⁠)

  • @n3ly.los4
    @n3ly.los4 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I’m crying so hard,I’ve lost a friend bc of suicide, and I wouldn’t let them go, he reminded me of me when I couldn’t

    • @UTC_Audio
      @UTC_Audio  6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      I am sorry for your loss.

  • @Kiadele
    @Kiadele ปีที่แล้ว +23

    as someone who lost a bestie let me tell you
    Plssss pay more attention to the people around
    Believe me your heart will hurt everyday and night after it got too late
    DON'T LET YOUR BELOVED SINK INTO THEIR SADNESS
    help them even if they don't ask for it

  • @Danka42
    @Danka42 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    This... wow... just wow...💔
    Some of these lines might as well be taken from the note I left when I attempted. The fact I'm here doing infinitely better obviously proves I was wrong to feel it's all hopeless... but I also understand where they're coming from. It truly sucks to be there and yet it feels selfish to leave. But what's the point of "surviving" if it hurts to be alive? From the depressed person's perspective, death is the -best- least terrible choice. It's a horrifying place to be. I am so sorry for everyone who lost a loved one this way; please understand, they tried to fight it. You didn't fail them.

    • @UTC_Audio
      @UTC_Audio  ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Thank you so much for staying. Im glad to hear you are better.

  • @AlennaCM
    @AlennaCM ปีที่แล้ว +43

    Gosh...as a person with moderate anxiety this is really relatable and with Those performances...this audio has been painfully good to listen

  • @naelan9
    @naelan9 ปีที่แล้ว +70

    I told you I can't watch it again, I'm sorry... Letting it play without sound so you still have my view 😅
    I loved it... Awesome script and amazing acting! ❤

  • @simpforsupersoldiers
    @simpforsupersoldiers ปีที่แล้ว +31

    So much angst. My heart hurts right now. Literally sobbing. I love it so much. I hate but also adore you so much right now.

  • @R4e_lyn
    @R4e_lyn ปีที่แล้ว +54

    If there's no part two where he finds a reincarnation of us, I'm crying myself to sleep(it's 10:42 pm rn)
    Either way
    Great acting! I hope more great asmrs in the future!

    • @UTC_Audio
      @UTC_Audio  ปีที่แล้ว +18

      This is actually a part 2. Part 1 is linked in the description.

  • @Mjim2322
    @Mjim2322 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    This was amazing!!! I just started crying now, I can’t stop 😭 I feel like watching it again, but No sounds, I can’t handle it, so you still have my view 😅 Amazing work UTC, keep up the good work!!!
    Love your audio!!! 😊

    • @UTC_Audio
      @UTC_Audio  ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Thank you so much!! I'm glad you felt so strongly!

    • @Mjim2322
      @Mjim2322 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You’re welcome ☺️

  • @heyyasii
    @heyyasii 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    this video really reminded me of me crying my eyes out because one of my friends sent me a suicide note. I remember having a full blown panic attack because of that. yelling, crying, on the floor. it was heartbreaking. worst part is that she was only 12. bad bad memories 😭

    • @heyyasii
      @heyyasii 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      luckily tho, she's still alive and getting better. it was honestly just so sad she was struggling so much while just a kid. ☹️

    • @UTC_Audio
      @UTC_Audio  9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      We wanted to show those that write those notes, that no one feels better when receiving them.

  • @GwenCastro632
    @GwenCastro632 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    Omg I'm literally ugly crying rn but anyway props to yall this was really good

  • @honeybun6356
    @honeybun6356 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Yeah, this is why I'm still existing, just because if I did anything the people that care about me will suffer, all because of me. If I did something, I would probably despise myself in the process, because not only I would be the reason of my end, and I would blame myself for it, but also because people that care about me would suffer, THEY would be the ones to live with thoughts about why I did that, or why they didn't see anything, and it will be them who will have to find me in such a terrible condition, and they will have to live with their last memory of me being dead. They already suffered enough in their lives, I wouldn't want to make them suffer even more just because I'm tired, I think it would be selfish of me, It's not like I would feel anything after doing that after all.. So I decided to keep suffering by myself and keep existing rather than making others suffer. I may be lost hope and forgot what it's like to be okay, but at least I will make sure that people that I care about will be happy and that they will not have to suffer the way I do.
    Sorry for rambling and any grammar mistakes, english is not my first language. This is a very nice video, I really like it.

    • @SagEtheHumaN
      @SagEtheHumaN ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I’m so happy you’re still here. No one is a lost cause. Everyone deserves to live a pleasant life, including you. It’s a daily battle, and you’re winning. Stay strong

    • @honeybun6356
      @honeybun6356 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@SagEtheHumaN thank you very much, I really appreciate it. No one really says stuff like that to me, so seeing your comment is a very pleasant moment for me. It really made my day, thank you ♡
      Maybe this world is not as bad as I thought after all. People are really mean these days, I'm glad to know that not everyone is like that.

    • @SagEtheHumaN
      @SagEtheHumaN ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@honeybun6356 There’s a lot of ugly in the world, but there is also a lot of beauty. It’s not easy to keep going, and I’m really proud of you for trying every day. Living for the sake of others is an amazing reason to move forward, but you also owe it to yourself. I hope you can learn to live for yourself, because that’s the only person who will always be around. You deserve a good life, dear.

    • @UTC_Audio
      @UTC_Audio  ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I am so proud of you for being this strong. Making the decision to stay each and every day already makes you more accomplished than I'll ever be. Thank you for sharing your story.

  • @boopsie9009
    @boopsie9009 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Nowwww why’d you have to do us dirty with this scenario 😤😭😭😭😭

  • @koflovesasmr
    @koflovesasmr ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Sleep? NO
    Listen to this? YES

  • @coastalphoenix791
    @coastalphoenix791 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I was right to say I was lucky I had to wait. Echoes is such a talented writer and you both are so amazingly talented at pulling off grief. This was such an outstanding audio. 👏

  • @Kenwio
    @Kenwio ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I live with those kinds of thoughts everyday, and I know that I don't have enough strength to put an end to my life. Your audio reminded me that even if i think that everyone would be better off without me, it will hurt my loved ones, and I'm afraid of hurting them that much

    • @UTC_Audio
      @UTC_Audio  ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Thank you for staying. This is the message of the video and I'm glad it reached you.

  • @whosdinaloo
    @whosdinaloo 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    the moment I realised it i cried 😭😭

  • @sstruck
    @sstruck ปีที่แล้ว +8

    3am and crying....breaking my heart when u guys cried💔

  • @the_santiago_siblingsblogs7555
    @the_santiago_siblingsblogs7555 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This is so...... Painful to hear 😢😢😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I'm crying right now

  • @RosieBaptiste-zi7mw
    @RosieBaptiste-zi7mw 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Suicide doesn’t take away the pain..it only passes it on to someone else :(

  • @Kai_7676mi-amor
    @Kai_7676mi-amor 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Him: " RiGhT, they were my everything, my world!"
    Me: * eyes watering*

  • @Kitty_Cat413
    @Kitty_Cat413 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Pls don't cry I can give you a hug if you want❤

  • @Seana0009
    @Seana0009 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I’m not crying it’s just raining

    • @UTC_Audio
      @UTC_Audio  ปีที่แล้ว +2

      It's looking like a hurricane

  • @Zomboba.
    @Zomboba. 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    man,, this is too real. not to be completely open and vulnerable on the internet, but that letter is something i feel very often and it hurts hearing these thoughts be spoken back at me. though at the same time, the reactions of Skyler and Moe are the same reasons i'm doing my best to keep chugging along for my loved ones. Probably not the best reason, living for others than myself, that is, but it's better than nothing i suppose. i'll keep doing my best

    • @UTC_Audio
      @UTC_Audio  6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Its a good enough reason for today. Tomorrow will bring better ones, but you cant get there without making it through today. I believe in you.

    • @Zomboba.
      @Zomboba. 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @@UTC_Audio thank you ❤‍🩹
      I hope this isn't weird to say, I was reading the comments and wanted to also thank you for replying to those who've ever felt like the listener. It may not seem like a lot to most, but it's very kind of you and is appreciated. I hope you're also taking care of yourself and have a wonderful day or night!

    • @UTC_Audio
      @UTC_Audio  6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @nonpareil_gherkin It's a great day, and I wouldn't touch on these topics just to make money. This idea came from seeing a listener who was helped by a previous audio when they realized what kind of pain losing a daughter might bring. I hope these silly little ASMR roleplays can help people in a time of need.

  • @bhavini._.
    @bhavini._. 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I'm in tears and I'm only 3 mins in. 😭

  • @w_abd1679
    @w_abd1679 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    The only one in youtube can made me cry , love your audio but always made me cry😢❤

  • @Haru0841
    @Haru0841 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    This is a tutorial how to make people cry in less than one minute DAMMIT YOU I FEEL SO RELATE TO THIS SHIT ToT AND HEARING YOU CRY?? DAMN THAT'S SO REAL

  • @ax_.zz00
    @ax_.zz00 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Just came home from an concert and now I see this, UTC do you really wanna destroy my make up cuz I'll have to go back 😭

  • @Elyssa299
    @Elyssa299 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    bro why do you make sad audios? you make me cry until i can't breathe anymore , i can't breathe like rn 😢

    • @UTC_Audio
      @UTC_Audio  ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Some people need to see how much they will be missed so they stay around.

    • @Elyssa299
      @Elyssa299 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@UTC_Audio you're right 😇

  • @Jaelyn_and_Wyatt
    @Jaelyn_and_Wyatt 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I’m not crying..I didn’t cry

  • @coastalphoenix791
    @coastalphoenix791 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    It's a good thing I have to go to work right now. Crying is NOT what I want to do first thing in the morning. 😅

  • @Aurora_Lynn13
    @Aurora_Lynn13 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    How dare you pull on my heartstrings so easily 😭 I love me some angst but holy crap.

  • @AnimeBook_Lover
    @AnimeBook_Lover 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Why does this remind me from when I found out my mom died. It didn't really hit me until I got to the funeral. After I got there I broke down and I still cry myself to sleep About her

  • @TenyaIida-el6ye
    @TenyaIida-el6ye ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I love it already!

  • @Gojo_Star1Break14
    @Gojo_Star1Break14 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I cried for a solid 10 minutes.. 😢

  • @SanheLA
    @SanheLA ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Maldición, estas en otro nivel elevadoo, me convertí en estado liquido de tanto llorar (Damn bro, you're on another high level. I turned into a liquid state from crying so much)

  • @Whynot_kandi
    @Whynot_kandi ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Wait cause this is actually sad like this did feel like TH-cam anymore 😅 amazing work ❤
    Also I am early for once😁

  • @Aniyah-bm2ez
    @Aniyah-bm2ez ปีที่แล้ว +2

    It is 4:29 and I'm watching this I'm actually crying😥😭😭

  • @Not_May936
    @Not_May936 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I am watching this for the 5th time and I am still crying😭

  • @autumcavis8872
    @autumcavis8872 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Well I wasn’t planning on crying today but here we are 😢😢😢😢😢

  • @Hi-rv2si
    @Hi-rv2si 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I could not stop crying 😭

  • @Zoee749
    @Zoee749 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    His cry at the end made me want to cry my eyes out 😭😭

  • @harpersinanan5652
    @harpersinanan5652 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    1:35 no honey your crazy

  • @BunnyPonja
    @BunnyPonja ปีที่แล้ว +3

    That's the reason why i force myself to life. So yeah I'm fine and it's very good video.❤

  • @Randomperson11416
    @Randomperson11416 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I don’t even know what to feel right now depressed weirded out crying I DONT KNOW DIDNDKDNDJDNRJR

  • @pluto-chan
    @pluto-chan ปีที่แล้ว +3

    The crying is damn loud wtf 💀

    • @UTC_Audio
      @UTC_Audio  ปีที่แล้ว +3

      That, my friend, is how I ugly cry.

    • @pluto-chan
      @pluto-chan ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@UTC_Audio it sounded like you where laughing 💀😭

    • @E3myyy
      @E3myyy ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Fr tho

  • @Jazper_IsSilly
    @Jazper_IsSilly ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Why do you make so many audios that make me cry so badly!? my dude, are you okay?!

    • @UTC_Audio
      @UTC_Audio  ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I'm good. Someone had commented that hearing the grieving parent in one video convinced them to stay. Knowing the pain of those left behind gave them a reason to stay. I wanted to make a video about that pain. Showing at least one person in crisis, that they need to stay.

    • @Tulinnnn.
      @Tulinnnn. ปีที่แล้ว

      @@UTC_Audio you inspire me. Truly the best asmr artist i ever listened to. Your so considerate and you portrayed grief so perfectly like..wow.

  • @rrosachinensis
    @rrosachinensis 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    BROOO WE DEMAND A HAPPY ENDING FOR SKYLER. THE GUY HAS BEEN THROUGH A LOTTTZ
    im crying fr nd its 4 am

  • @itz.5starz
    @itz.5starz ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Im not crying ur crying 😪

  • @JotaroApproved
    @JotaroApproved ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Y’all… it’s only 12:24 in the morning… and I’m about to walk downstairs with tears in my eyes WHAT WILL MY PARENTS THINK?!

  • @ivelissenegron5917
    @ivelissenegron5917 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Damn this is so sad! we are dead and i feel bad for how they feel. hope they found hope and bless someday

    • @UTC_Audio
      @UTC_Audio  ปีที่แล้ว +5

      That's the message we're trying to convey. It isn't a relief to loved ones. It is just more pain.

    • @ivelissenegron5917
      @ivelissenegron5917 ปีที่แล้ว

      True! Espero que los que tengan ese tipo de situación busquen ayuda. Este mundo te necesita. God Bless you

  • @yeahimmasimp7299
    @yeahimmasimp7299 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I need to study but i'm crying rn huhuhuhuhu

  • @tauilevafaleulu1759
    @tauilevafaleulu1759 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    You know after listening to this i dont think we are ever getting a part two at this point

  • @Quackingly
    @Quackingly 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I'm going on a bit of a vent here. The letter written is absolutely devastating, I've written things so similar to this and it hurts hearing these out loud by loved ones. I'm slowly getting better now, but it still has been tough. I still feel as if life itself is meaningless, that life does not have anything left. Knowing that people out there love me hurts me too, I'm afraid that those who love me will lose me from my own doing. That I'll be the one that hurt them in the process, which I have. There's so many times where I cried and cried to the point where I just gave up. Times where I forcibly walked into the danger for that one day where I will get so terribly injured that they'd have to put me down. I don't want to live much longer, not like this. So, I've been trying to improve my mental state, seeing a therapist and stuff yk. I've been doing better! I found out I deeply enjoy art and cooking, that I do want to continue further education and stuff. Yeah!! Um, thank you for reading. Appreciate it, man.

    • @UTC_Audio
      @UTC_Audio  7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I am so glad to hear you are getting better for your own mental health. I look forward to one day being able to see some of that art!

  • @Not_May936
    @Not_May936 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I can't stop watching this for over and over

  • @karlii0045
    @karlii0045 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I'm planning on taking my own life, I never thought my boyfriend would care much. I can't imagine him in this situation because he isn't a very emotional person. I'm so sorry for doing this to him.

    • @UTC_Audio
      @UTC_Audio  7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      You dont have to do this.

    • @bunnyisdreaming6081
      @bunnyisdreaming6081 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I hope you're still here. Even if you aren't okay and you're struggling every second, I hope you're still here. You don't know me but my heart hurts for you. It hurts to know you're suffering so much you feel like you can't take it anymore. If you're gone, I hope you rest in peace. People will remember you. I will remember you.

  • @Astroomisorph
    @Astroomisorph 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    For someone who’s been thinking about ending it so often this hurts to hear somehow

    • @UTC_Audio
      @UTC_Audio  4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      It's meant to show the pain of those who love you

  • @cassiocrux185
    @cassiocrux185 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    THE MAN OF ANGST AUDIO HAS DONE IT AGAINNN

  • @PawsForGames
    @PawsForGames ปีที่แล้ว +1

    NOOOOO!!!! Nuh uh. You better be pull that uno reverse card and just have listener get kidnapped and that be a fake body and note or I SWEAR, IM COMMITTING WAR CRIMES🔥

  • @damagedgirl
    @damagedgirl ปีที่แล้ว +3

    thanks a lot rachel, thanks a lot.

  • @jennyberry2610
    @jennyberry2610 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    great job on this audio you've done a incredible job😁

    • @UTC_Audio
      @UTC_Audio  ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Thank you, it was a team effort with Echos and SagE. Impossible with out all their help.

  • @Reirei_goaway
    @Reirei_goaway ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I CAN'T SAY ANYTHING, I'M CRYING 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @_violet_xoxoxoxo1
    @_violet_xoxoxoxo1 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    5:55 im sorry for laughing at this part😭😭

    • @JustPinnBever
      @JustPinnBever 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Same😭😭😭😭

  • @your_dad123-
    @your_dad123- 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I kinda got jealous when I heard the female voice 😂

  • @laryyyyyy
    @laryyyyyy ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Bro-- im CRYING SO BAD

  • @deadgummyart
    @deadgummyart 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I CANT DO THIS YALL OMFG IM LITERALLY SOBBING😭😭💔💔💔

  • @amarab8544
    @amarab8544 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    They left me

  • @misscassafras
    @misscassafras ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Oh, this hurt deep in my soul.

  • @btksyafiqahhalim2052
    @btksyafiqahhalim2052 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    😢😢 sad but a real good one tho. Great job both of you

  • @Zombie_Luna2010
    @Zombie_Luna2010 17 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I’m a late I know. But at 5:38 when they were crying I was laughing cause my friend texted me at the wrong time and told me a joke 💀

  • @justkayla8718
    @justkayla8718 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Why you do that you made me cry!!😭😢😭

  • @shadow-dragon-queen2830
    @shadow-dragon-queen2830 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    This is honestly heartbreaking to hear them. So broken and guilty.

  • @torenielsen9993
    @torenielsen9993 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    "I'll write my last goodbye on a box of kleenex. That'll fuck 'em up, hehee".

    • @Quackingly
      @Quackingly 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      That'll definitely be like something I'd do before I died 💀 like a ghost left it or something

  • @vanessaevans8150
    @vanessaevans8150 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    No this can't be happening the 1st timeThat we're dead WHAT!!!!!

  • @Ouiouibaguette571
    @Ouiouibaguette571 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Omg I'm sorry everytime someone cried I laughed caus it sounded so funny to me 💀and that's how I know I'm unstable

    • @UTC_Audio
      @UTC_Audio  ปีที่แล้ว

      It's cool and valid.

  • @snowheart4077
    @snowheart4077 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I kinda want to give you a hug now T_T

  • @ArrozConLecheGang
    @ArrozConLecheGang 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Oh my god listening to that not HURT i literally sobbed and now here i lay on my bed with my pillow soaked in tears

  • @Not_May936
    @Not_May936 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Why I am still crying😢😭

  • @hcxmila
    @hcxmila ปีที่แล้ว +3

    It's been a little while since I've been around, I've had some tough days but I can finally listen to your audios. Rn I'm so entertained with the audio :)

    • @UTC_Audio
      @UTC_Audio  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Welcome back!

  • @Bethybb21
    @Bethybb21 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Y’all I spent every minute of him reading the note wondering if I’m secretly mad depressed CUZ WHY DID RELATE TO EVERY WORD!?

  • @ZaiKurin
    @ZaiKurin ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Me the entire time listening on my bed: **laying in a T-pose on top of the covers**

  • @Im_Ally.
    @Im_Ally. ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I've never felt this happy to be early