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I don't know if it's intentional but I like that they are inside a box. When you're child there's not much you can do, especially if your abuser is your family member. It really feels like you're trapped in a box and all you can do is cry and try to flee.
its a painted picture frame but yeah i get what you mean its like they are trapped inside
That's the part that stuck with me the most. I kept wishing the girls could just run away but as children you don't have no where to go. Children should have adults to protect them. So as much as you want them to run away the box is really the only thing they know and their whole world. I know as a kid I would stare up at the sky so much I thought the my whole world of school and home was fit into a dome. And what's even scarier is that the person that caused so much pain and harm was let into their box. Another adult who should protect them.
I think it's that safe space but that giant hand is ruining their face face
Whether it’s intentional or unintentional, it still makes an addition to the symbols found in pokopokopikotan whether it was intended to be one or not
As someone who got SA'd by my mother at the age of 11, the way that after it just suddenly happened they ignored it, is SO accurate. Anytime it happened i just tried pretending it never happened in the first place.
Nana's works are always really layered, so I thought I'd put down a list of the details I noticed. Plus, every time I watch this I need like ten minutes to process everything lol.
0:13 - one of the Japanese slang terms for penis is "pokochin". From what I understand, -chin and -tan are suffixes that are pretty much interchangeable (there's some nuance, but basically interchangeable). "pokopoko" is also an onomatopoeia for a few things, but the most relevant i think is "viciously beating, hitting and kicking repeatedly."
0:55 - the first thing the hand touches is a picture of one of the girls. The predator is aiming for them from the start.
1:30 - the cat seems to realize that what's happening to the one girl is bad and I think "calls" the other girl to help out.
1:40 - the cat jumps on a cloud. That cat does this to protect the girls (as it later starts fighting off the hand, to no avail). It's also the only one aware of what's happening.
1:42 - the cat tries to fight the hand. It tries to push it away, rains on the hand, and drops... fruit? On the hand in an effort to make it go away.
1:58 - the cat immediately checks to see if the girls are okay. Cat is the best character here.
2:06 - the girl the hand got to first is a lot more afraid than the other, who only looks worried. She knows what that hand does. The cat has escalated to dropping missiles.
2:15 - this part made me really sick. The hand starts... erm, penetrating the box, and the girls get a sparkly, *ecstatic* look in their eyes. However, it intermittently gets replaced with pained looks/looks of fear. The cat is panicking and drops a bomb. The finger moves away.
2:23 - the finger moves to the other side of the box (possibly the other girl?) and starts penetrating again. However, the cat is asleep, and can't protect the other girl.
2:35 - the hole has bright red blood dripping out of it, the hand keeps going. The beginnings of an ambulance siren can be heard for about 15 seconds. Around that time the cat wakes up; maybe it's the one that calls the ambulance?
2:46 - the cat moves again to the finger and continues dropping missiles, but the hand is persistent.
2:51 - the hand gives the girls some candy. An "apology". These poor girls accept it.
2:56 - the girls seemingly let their guard down, and the hand gets a hold of one of them. The cat is trying so god damn hard and is now, I think, directing mushroom missiles at the hand but it's not working.
3:13 - after a valiant effort trying to fight the hand at every step, the hand overpowers and punches the cat out of existence I guess (which is a really funny sentence out of context).
3:16 - the hand is free to do as it pleases, and so it goes all out-more so than it already has, anyway.
3:54 - the crying of a baby, which is obvious; but how many kids do you think give birth because of abuse like this? Sexual predators, especially child predators, are scum of the earth.
Anyway this is horrifying, thanks Nana-san!
Now i completly understand the video and it's horrifying
You got some terrifically great attention to details!
Also cat MVP press F
This comment is underrated
Thank you for explaining this to me
@@GaijinHentai bro....what the hell is it suppose to mean? because i'm pretty sure this is a metaphor for abuse
You forgot that the other half of the girl that got attacked is still running around blindly, which makes it all the more disturbing.
This portrays sexual abuse perfectly. It shows that the two kids weren’t “asking for it” like many will say to those who suffer sexual abuse, it shows just how innocent those two girls were. Playing with your friends isn’t asking to be sexually assaulted. It also shows (what I got from it) is the long process of sexual assault. It eats at you slowly, when you try to stop it nothing works. It can slowly harm others around you, too. At the end, I would like to assume that symbolizes that the sexual assaulter got away with his crimes. Basically stepping all over those two girls he sexually assaulted.
Oh my gosh, I actually teared up at this comment. It’s so fing wrong that some people would EVEN DARE think that the victim was “asking for it.”
I don't trust anyone who tells others that they were "asking for it", specially when it's about a child cause you're telling me you think it is justified if the victim acts a certain way that is not even sexually suggestive? And it gives me the vibes that they too would do the same.
And especially the staining that the predator would leave on anything it touches really hits hard
@@spider-crabs Stains are hard to get rid of, even after getting rid of it there’s still a mark.
@@theoneandonlyavace Exactly
This is an insane and perfect way of showing the horror of a child going through sexual abuse and the disgusting mind of predators. It’s heartbreaking and amazing how this video delivers it.
i feel like its any (childhood) abuse, but i agree with you! csa and generally, child abuse in general is absolutely mortifying, and i also think its a perfect way of showing the outcomes. the sounds are just terrifying!
Oh I didn't know the lore behind it I thought it was just someone trying to scare me but failing badly.
Edit: I'm tired.
What are you on about??? 💀
100%, especially the “we are have FUN” line and the scene at 2:15, they really got to me
@@johnking3318😐
Legit haven't seen this animation in years. I decided to rewatch it, because I remember being absolutely frightened by it. Now I remember why. The symbolism and the shift of innocence and the cruelty of the world made me shiver with fear. Not to mention the ending, where the girl is crying, and she is simply disposed of, made my eyes water. And the sound work. This brings it all together. Like I said, the crying in the end genuinely made me want to break down and bawl. Children laughing, which is then interrupted by the dreadful groans and guttural, ugly drones, makes this the best animated representation (that I know of) of the disturbed side of childhood trauma.
@@GaijinHentai WHY are you SO insistent on denying the obvious symbolism here!? Are you BLIND?
@@GaijinHentai this is art, it's normal for people to get different messages from it because not everyone is gonna watch it from the same prespective. Just because the artist didn’t meant to cause a set of other narratives which also make sense with the context of the piece doesn't mean it should be undermined
I legit didn't notice that when I watched this before like..some years ago... And now I rewatching this and see it. I guess at that time I don't really know what it was apart of it's really gruesome and disturbing to watch
Now I grow and that just screaming sexual abuse in children and it's makes this even more disturbing
I'm probably going to have nightmares after this
I didn’t notice it when I was younger but there is a part in the video where there was a hole poked in the girl and they pushed their finger in it. That part really disturbed me.
@@TsovoaLevoneyea, the fingers are what fucked me up 😢
The way the girls try to keep staying happy and playing after the first initial abuse attack is heart breaking. The left girls got blood on her and everything, which means that her innocence was partially taken away, but she still tried to ignore it and stay with her friend. (maybe her sister??) Very sad.
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@Wassim Simou wot
Very true
And I must inform you I made ur likes 69
She was panicked. Nobody saw that.
wait, when does she have blood on her? i didn't exactly see since they were moving so fast
I don't know if a lot of people noticed this, but the little cat on the cloud was hurting the man. That's why there is blood on the little canvas. He killed the cat before it got in his way.
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@@chocyflakesIk :(
As someone who has lived through both severe Sexual trauma as a child not only by other people but even my own family and went through a lot of physical and mental abuse, , this really hits hard and is accurate to what happebed to me as a child and how I felt and my sister who went through the same. This sickens me a lot but is sadly very accurate. Thank you for making this and showcasing what it feels to be sexual or abused in general and your creativity. It really means a lot to someone like me. Thank you
That's horrible...To imagine an innocent child passing through this...i'm very sorry for you and i hope you're doing well now days.
@@yayamiki You don't know how much that means to me. Thank you so much and I am doing better now
Hey, I hope you and your sister are in a much better place now. Thanks for still being here after everything, pal.
@@chris_freaky305 Thank you so much, this makes me really happy. And my sister and I are in a better place now, thank you so much once again for this sweet comment
Hello, I feel really bad for you having to go through of all of that and basically ruining the childhood and innocence every child is SUPPOSED to had but you didn’t because of those nasty people. But you know what they say, it’s never too old to start all over again because one day you’ll look back and be glad you took the opportunity to start again.Hope you’re doing well!
- a random stranger on the internet
this actually made me cry. horror is such an expressive genre, and i love the way this was made and the story it tells so much. there genuinely is nobody else in the world like piropito. i wish more people knew of him so he could make bigger budget creations more easily :)
your comment is so well written, captured my thoughts perfectly. nana deserves so much.
@@juanazhang ikr
Same
3:52 flowerleey and daisleey sucks
😢
Boy, this is the most chaotic and depressing stop-motion short film I have ever freaking seen. The representation of sexual and physical assault is so heartbreaking. You can tell Nana worked hard on this. Giving this a freaking 10/10.
Yes dude :(
I asked nana on twitter about it, This isn't about sexual or physical assault or abuse, this is simply supposed to be a kawaii scary thing, A LOT and I mean A LOT of people think its representing abuse, but that's not what its representing, but if you can relate to it , in that way, that's alright! But just remember that nana the lovely artist making spooky things, did not make it based around that!
@@DogNOMMERS Source?
@@BloomBlanche Theres not a source, I simply dmed him on twitter and he told me, do it yourself if you don't believe me. also nana is a dude not a girl I think a lot of people get confused with that which include my self sometimes lol
@@BloomBlanche Source: trust me bro
Not sure if anyone has noticed this yet, but at 1:55 you can see a creepy doll at the top left corner watching in the background. It's barely noticeable. This same doll appeared in Nana's ant videos.
Baby Bubbles oh I see it now
and in Pokopoko shopping....
I think
Is noroi chan
JESUS CHRIST I SEE IT NO THANK YOUY
Angelica *im watching this at night*
One of the most disturbing details in the background audio for me was the baby's crying. It wasn't just any baby crying, it was specifically a NEWBORN baby.
fr. at first i thought it was the girl crying to show how young she is, but a BABY cry? someone commented about it could represent she got pregnant at a young age and good GOD that is TERRIFYING to realize that's most likely the implication, or at least a possibility.
It doesn't sound like a baby
@@juliirubyx maybe not to you, but I’ve been around many
@@lchavez4713agreed
@@juliirubyxbro never had little siblings 💀🙏
So disturbingly but accurately captures the massacre of childhood and innocence. Nana's art is breathtaking, and the amount of work put into something like this is astounding.
I want more lore now!
@@BlackbeltHitoshi my favorite part of the lore is when you shut the fuck up
This.. this is an amazing art piece. I’ve never seen such a piece that was able to capture the pain of childhood trauma/abuse. I’ve never had anything reflect the pain I went through as a child so well. All the fear came back to me watching this, and it most certainly took me awhile to get through. But through my tears I can say that this is one of the most accurate pieces on child abuse I’ve ever seen. Thank you for creating this.
This is not child abuse video. This is art to nana. Nana has autism.
Arrial Davenport [citation needed]
also what makes this not art
I agree
I'm sorry to hear what you went through, it must have been awful. I hope you're doing well!
@@arrialdavenport5670 yes it is a child abuse video
2:20 I thought the fingers were poking at random locations until I realized where there were poking at. I think by this time the predator was going all in. It’s disgusting to think about.
it honestly made me feel nauseous
I almost threw up at that one, ugh... Ugh
its bleeding tho💀💀😭wtf
@@skoloten.thats a thing that can happen during..that.. too ☹️
I feel so nauseous just thinking about it
This is one of the only animations that I was ever disturbed by, I felt my heart drop and my stomach curl as it started getting way darker. As someone who has experienced sexual abuse, this video really does speak out to a lot and my heart goes out to all the fellow victims of these kinds of cases.
Dude how are you scared of this, I could still watch, you would've screamed if it kept going.
Honestly, this disturbed me more that “My Little Goat”, but it was also comforting in a way if that makes any sense. It felt more ‘relatable’ I guess. Maybe more ‘real’ since it was much more…bloody and there weren’t any animals representing the roles. It was just straight ‘eugh’.
I hope you are doing well though. This stuff is tough.
Time stamps to understand this better
0:00 before the first incident
0:56 the first grooming incident, the two sisters don’t understand what happened
1:10 their lives go back to normal
1:24 the groomer comes back and molests crown girl
1:37 the pigtail girl tries to recover from what happened but crown girl can’t recover
1:43 the man comes back and tries to molest the pigtail girl but gets caught
1:55 both girls try to get their lives back to normal
2:04 the man attempts molests both girls but gets caught again
2:16 the man molests both girls while they are asleep
2:50 the girls wake up and don’t know what happened
2:51 the man comes back
2:54 the man comes back and molests the pigtail girl and end up killing her as a result
3:14 innocence being taken away
3:19 the crown girl calling for help
3:22 the man repeatedly punching the crown girl
2:26 crown girl calling for help
3:32 stabbing the pigtail girl’s dead body
3:37 trying to get rid of the pigtail girl
3:44 the crown girl telling the man to stop
3:47 the crown girl screaming for help
3:52 crown girl being alone with the man
3:59 the man attempting to murder crown girl
4:01 crown girl being set on fire
4:02 crown girl dies
4:04 the man getting rid of crown girl’s body
I think they’re not dying, and I think the last part is the entire situation just being forgotten and ignored
I have a gross theory, do the crown means virginity?
@@claudinemonlka5777 Probably. But then would the pigtails mean?
@@MoczinurcoffeeX3 innocence, probably. it's a popular hairstyle for kids, so.
uh, not to be rude but 0:45, turn on the captions and it says "we are having fun" is when it really starts. i know cause those are the same words..
3:54 - the crying of a baby sends chills down my spine. This can be a huge implication that the abuser repeatedly SA’d one of the girls to the point that she got impregnated and was forced to have the baby. Not only do I feel bad for the poor sweet innocent girl who had to go through this hell-hole but I also feel bad for the child she got pregnant with. People always blame the “R@p!st’s child” even though the child was conceived out of r@p3 they are just as much as a victim as the mother/father who was SA’d
its probably exactly that too because of how often nana uses babies in his works... i didnt realize when i first watched this but i think youre right :(
I feel like the baby cry could also symbolize the feeling of helplessness, or show how young the girl is.
The other girl actually got impregnated aswell, but in panic the hand had to kill her.
That part scared me so much to the point I got paranoid the same thing was gonna happen to me if I wasn’t careful
It could also imply that babies are SA’d as well. No child is safe….from
Birth to age of consent….
This video is a symbol of what rape/molestation does to a child. It starts with two innocent, lovely little girls playing together. The first time the girl is molested, she doesn't understand, and since the person doing it seems to be gentle at first, she may even think it's fun. As it progresses, the girls begin to understand it's wrong and try to avoid this person. However, this person becomes more aggressive with his/her molestation as well, eventually leading to full blown rape. At this point, the girls are terrified. He/She, at some point, brings the other girl in and molests her as well. When the world blackens, this is symbolic of their fear/corruption/loss of innocence. When the original victim's friend is 'killed', I don't think she is dead, but actually either sent away or runs away to escape. The final 'death' of the little girl isn't death at all, but more like her giving up and accepting her fate, or being broken to the point where she no longer cares what happens to her.
Miller Animations What? What's brilliant?
Miller Animations Oh. Thank you. And look, the other guy hasn't responded to me. I wonder why *sarcasm*.
Holy crap, that makes so much sense! Thanks for the explaination. :3
Actually, no. Its meant to be interpreted. On another video I already explained this. That's one interpretation. Not definitively what it's about.
You can fit that "super deep theory" in literally everything that involves hurting a kid. It's pretty silly.
i just realized at 4:11 there's white liquid that drips down on the ruined canvas and i feel so nauseous knowing exactly what it is after realizing the whole theme of the video.
Its c*m isnt it...
Oh god...
@@GentaroYumenoit’s drugs ,smoke,what kills the remain of that child innocence,ugh I feel so dizzy and disgusted
He touched the poor girls private parts and tried to lure them with candy and cute stuff,just to groom them
@@Miku-r1i Yeah... and that white liquid is probably cvm...
@@GentaroYumeno it prob isnt as the luquit is more black than white and if it is..thats nasty but id see they you think and it prob signs ruins of innocence
Because of both my and my mom's love of horror, I've been desensitized to most disturbing stuff, but seeing the innocence of the girl and the world around her slowly wither away till she, herself, was disposed of left a pit in my stomach.
Several of the comments mention this is a depiction of sexual abuse, which I just thought, at first, was just general child abuse, but, going back and rewatching this, I think I wanna cry.
Same here
Dude it's an animation keep the tears to your dead relatives lol imagine they realize that you cried over this.💀
@@BlackbeltHitoshi you obviously were a victim and enjoyed the abuse because you're heartless
@@BlackbeltHitoshi This animation represents rape and sexual assault. It’s perfectly fine to cry at something like this.
@BlackbeltHitoshi imagine ur ded mother realizes that u spread shit on internet (oh, sorry, shes ded right)
It’s crazy that I’ve never seen this and it’s been here 11 years i literally thought this was going to be a cute music video lol from just clicking it but wow I ended up being terrified honestly. This piece is so strong. To me it represents child abuse, you can interpret it as different kinds of abuse but the end is really what puts it together. All that’s left in the end is the destroyed innocence, happiness and joy of the girl’s childhoods, all at the hands of the abuser.
Wow didn't expect to find a comment from only 8 days ago!
And I also thought it would be cute
But the horrors symbolic and really well done so I'm not upset
Huh you were terrified of this? I don't even wanna imagine how you will go through no mercy in mexico gore video, wish you good luck man.
@@BlackbeltHitoshi lol you’re slow, child abuse is pretty terrifying sorry you lack common sense enjoy those gore vids I wont because I’m normal🤷♀️
@@BlackbeltHitoshi my god you're such a fucking weirdo. people can be disturbed by things without it being the nastiest thing in the world
bro a video about child sexual abuse is obviously gonna be creepy... it's more normal to be scared of this than to not be scared of this due to the extended metaphor. you're not better at handling psychological horror or are more "hArDcOrE" because you need to see people in real life dying before you actually think about the implications of people's actions (cough cough no mercy in mexico) bro, it just means you need either psychiatric help or an english gcse class on poetry
I feel so bad for the people who is experiencing or had experienced sexual abuse. For the survivors of sa-im deeply sorry for you and im so happy and proud of you for being so strong even though you had a hard life experiencing this, im glad you're here and free, im proud of you.
Yes :((
Thanks sm
Tysm..
“Art is ment to comfort the disturbed and disturbed the comfortable”
Real as a rape survivor
I wish I could send this to my dad just to show him the effect he has had on me.
I survived.
I'm thriving.
He looks like he's almost dead.
There will be nothing but hell for him when he's gone.
I almost feel sorry.
I know we can live in a good world together. ❤
Damn that’s sad
omg wtf im so sorry :( i hope that monster rots
Good luck for your dad, he’s gonna need it in hell
That’s karma right there
@@nerdy8644Why would you want their dad to have good luck?
i was sobbing watching this man, this brought a part out of me. i went through this as a 7 year old and it's so well made and thought out and. just. wow. this is incredible.
I am so sorry to hear that something so horrible happened to you. I hope you are doing better now though. Keep safe🙏
@@aBIgailjacob14411so about your trauma, can we fix it? Yes we can?
@@ame_catare you seriously making this a competition?
@@ame_cat We're not in a competition to see who went through worse.
@@SmileOlderBro_GodsBrother
You really wanna know, don’t you?
Back in grade 3, I had to move schools away from my best friends. Which wasn't so bad now but at the time I had been bawling my eyes out.
Yet looking back, I shouldn't have kept complaining about before and after school daycare (since my parents used to be in Toronto the whole time and I was too young to take care of myself)
Because, ever since I moved schools, I kept making mistakes. Lots of them, irreversible or not.
I was reflecting on my 2 years there so far, and then I realized that people didn't hate me just because I was weird. It was because of my mistakes, too.
Which lead to me being
-Told white lies
-Blackmailed
-Manipulated (more than once, but not a lot. Probably like 2 times except the 1st time was through the majority of grade 5.)
And I would list more if I had a good memory. But mine is so sh*t it's sad
In grade 5, I had enough of everything that kept going on in class that just kept overwhelming me. (I had also been very, VERY left out by my "friend" that year. Like she'd promised to hang out with me more before grade 5 Christmas break started, then just kept ignoring me after and even had the nerve to deny making that PINKIE promise.)
So I tried to attempt, yet then I realized it was my classmate getting picked up. That was very (and still) awkward to this day.
Grade 6 sucked.
We had a chain of supply teachers the whole year round since our first homeroom teacher had to leave mid October since we didn't have enough kids but wasn't fit to teach a 6/7 class.
There was also a roach problem that year. all throughout it. Kind of in waves but whatever-
So then, our SECOND homeroom teacher came in, but my classmates kept driving him to his breaking point which is why he yelled at them a lot, so our second teacher left mid december. I'm half convinced he quit.
So my classmates used his anger as an excuse for a sad sob/victim story all throughout the year which REALLY took a toll on me, since I may have been the only kid in school who actually respected him, liked him as a teacher, and forgave his mistake of trying to teach us binomial algebra lol.
I watch lots of sh*t happen at school, whether it be friend drama, class drama, etc anything. And I am forced to stay silent because I'm not popular or cool or anything.
Which means that, the popular kids can snitch on whoever they fucking want and no one bats an eye, but if I specifically snitched on someone for being the most *ssholey out of all assholes I'M the one who gets in trouble with other kids???
One of my breaking points in grade 6 was when I got not one, but TWO joke threats of being very brutally killed.
I was scared as sh*t, especially since she was my own classmate and I HAD NO IDEA if she knew where I lived.
I told the principal, and of course got in trouble with some of my "friends" for snitching 😒
It actually was a joke tho, she got it from a movie or show or smth-
we got over it which was cool-
back in march, I asked a very simple question out of pure curiosity (since I don't Identify jokes well) and then proceeded to get into a fight/drama that lasted for around three days.
2 people in the group chat (the person who I mentioned in the question, and the person who I asked) kept spamming my name and calling me a b*tch/p*ssy COUNTLESS because I realized I genuinely o f f e n d e d someone and I got scared half to death 3 times because of it and did not want to talk.
turns out the person who I asked the question is very sensitive, and I respect that, but...that isn't something you get offended by.
I then had a "friendly" talk with them in that group chat, I played it cool because I didn't want sh*t to escalate. But those 2 kept making me apologize for things I didn't want to be but apparently was in their eyes (the mirror image of what they were at the time, one of them still now)
I did, as a nice person. Finally, the drama was "over." but I broke down infront of my mom when I told her because I couldn't live with the guilt of all that drama.
oh and one of those people in the chat said my worst secret to my friends, and that secret is one of the reasons I have been feeling suicidal lately.
My dad took screenshots of the convo and emailed it to my principal.....guess what happens when school starts after march break?
heh, well, if you guessed that one of my ACTUAL FIRST FRIENDS AT THIS SCHOOL TOLD ME "You're messed up", that everyone ganged up on me, literally, everyone (except one person who is still one of my truest friends today)
and it felt like sh*t.
APARRENTLY I WAS SUPPOSED TO KEEP THAT A SECRET? I WAS NEVER TOLD THAT, HOW WOULD I KNOW????!!!!!
It quite literally felt like instead of like 20 kids all looking at me in a crowded line, it felt like 20188582 people staring into my soul with intentions to hurt me.
I made the mistake in that convo of involving another friend who had no say, and after the break she gave me what felt like heII but looked like a "why did you involve me?"
After second break I went to the bathroom, saw my friend (who is my truest class friend) and she asked if I was okay.
I said yes but after a bit I eventually broke down again and hugged her, might have vented a bit to her too. I don't remember it well.
She was super nice about it and handled it well, and when I felt better I left the bathroom and one of my friends who actually witnessed the convo (was neutral-ish but kind of on their side) asked if I was alright.
I said yes and told her it was just allergies, that's why my face was sort of red.
I am now very paranoid of my worst enemies in my class stalking my youtube, and if I f*ck up in the slightest they could comment something that would ruin my social status forever.
thankfully the thing back in march is over.
My home life isn't bad, but I'm very paranoid of slightly breaking a rule because (this seems minor but yet again feels like heII+sh*t+f*cking heII) I will get yelled at, and depending on it, it could be threats of taking away things that I like/make me happy or getting yelled at the top of their lungs.
which I'm surprised they still have some, since I am a second hand smoker and have now grown numb/enjoy the smell of cigarettes.
I had a period of SH, I wound up running away one night because my somewhat younger naive mind couldn't deal with getting yelled at/mildly ganged up on against my parents because my mom kept trying to "help" me, which I didn't need, so I kept simultaneously getting frustrated as heII and giving odd hints I didn't need help.
My mum got mad at me and yelled because I didn't want her help. THAT I DIDN'T NEED.
the fact I was on eggshells for a long time because I got in huge trouble for something I can't even remember what happened.
and I couldn't deal with getting yelled at and I finally just packed up and left....
.....and got sent home the very next day.
I've been told "you wanted my attention, you got it" in the most menacing p*ssed voice ever by my dad 2 times because
THE FIRST TIME:
I was VERY mad about something and I kinda tore a lot of things. On the day of a neighbor party.
I was most likely pissed and uncontrolled because I'm very particular about what I wear, considering if it isn't comfortable enough I go flip out and I can't touch anything because my sense of touch is enhanced by around 125%
I didn't WANT his f*cking attention, I was listening to music and had all my lights shut off and my blinds closed to calm myself down since that usually works.
I WAS WAITING UNTIL I FULLY CALMED DOWN TO CLEAN IT UP, BUT WHEN MY PARENTS FOUND IT I WAS NEARLY FINISHED CALMING DOWN AND I FORGOT ANYWAY SO I GOT THE VERBAL SCOLDING OF A LIFE
also my parents have sworn at me countless times out of anger when: FOR EXAMPLE..
Me and my mom were going into a parking lot. I was highly skeptical since the sign said "authorized parking" which meant it was paid parking but I thought it was for employees only so we got into a mini fight and eventually my mom went: "[NAME], SHUT THE F*CK UP. YOU'RE JUST BEING A B*TCH FOR THE FUN OF IT."
and that hit like an arrow in my arteries. or groin, whatever. Maybe a blood eagle?
anyway
THE SECOND TIME I was told "you wanted my attention, you got it" was:
well, I DEFINITELY do not remember that time except now, I DID want my dad's attention (I think..) but didn't want it in that negative way.
I now only trust the voices in my head, that would protect me and be my second, more preferred family with their non-existent lives 🙂
I'M 12.
I've just ranted about 3 quarters-ISH?? of my life from grade 3 and up-
f u c k i n g h e I I
on the flip side, my parents can also be TOO affectionate for my liking (unnecessary praise, hugs and things normal parents do) that I despise.
IT'S BECAUSE I'M AN ONLY F*CKING CHILD-
UUGUHNDFGYAUGYGFUYDFGYRYUFHYUGHYARHYGHYGHYUGHNYUFDGHUEYRHNFHUJGFHYUGNYBHSJGHBEJHTYHJUINE
AND I'VE GIVEN MY PARENTS SUBTLE HINTS IT'S ANNOYING AS F*CK BUT MY MOM IS COOL WITH ME USING MY WORDS TWICE TO LEAVE ME ALONE BUT MY DAD TAKES IT AS A F*CKING STAB IN THE HEART AND PROCEEDS TO YELL AT ME FFS-
AND WHEN I GIVE MY SUBTLE HINTS I'M F*CKING ANNOYED MY PARENTS ARE BOTH LIKE
And I took that personally BECAUSE APPARENTLY I'M TREATING THEM LIKE DIRT FOR HAVING EMOTIONS-??
I'M F*CKING DONE
GOODBYE
性暴力が純粋な子供の心を踏み躙んでるってことかな
性暴力とは限らないよ
@@Light_554 "ことかな" ここ重要
@@馬の骨と化したガフ-e2c そこじゃないよ
え、すみません？
@@koneko1337 ？
As someone who was been sexually assulted 3 times as a female from the age of 4 to 5 to 8 to 9.
Watching this makes me so uncomfortable, like how I was experiencing that uncomfortable-ness because of them.
Here are my expriences.
My first SA was when I was at the mother's mother [or grandma] house, I was called by one of my male cousin who was 14ish at the time, he called me and I followed him to the house's terrace. He sat down at the top of the stairs and made me sit on top of him and . . . My first ever trauma.
My second SA was I used to live in the same building with my aunt, it was an apartment. I was at the aunt's apartment and when I wanted to leave, HE followed me and right outside of my apartment, he pushed me against the wall and did his thing . .
My third and final [hopefully] SA was my female tuitor teachers son. I used to go to her house, she had both a son and a daughter. I usually sit with other kids at my teacher's dining table and study, he sat near me and rubbed his pen against my thigh. I wanted to cry and tell my teacher who was facing towards me. The second SA I got from this guy was when I was wearing a pink dress with butterflies, oh boy . . . that was a mistake and he came up to me when the teacher was using the restroom and . . . you know what happened. But thankfully I told my mother about that and she confronted the teacher about that. I was sitting at the teacher's living room sofa and he was staring at me with pure hatred, like it was ME who caused all of that shit.
I'm 13, going 14 this year now this trauma still haunts me which made me insecure about my body and everything.
So please, if something like sexual assult ever happened to you, please never be afraid to raise your voice. Don't suffer because of them. And I'm sorry to anyone of any gender, race, skin and where they're from who experienced SA.
@@aGRAYVEmistake Thank you very much for the reply, I appriciate it. :)
Jesus Christ no one should ever have to go through that at such an age!! No one should go through that at ANY age!! I'm so sorry for what you've gone through, can't imagine what it would be like for you.
Just a word of warning though- I'm 20 and my teenage years were terrible to experience. I'm telling you this because you're 14 and likely going to experience a lot of mood swings and depression, I know I did. Keep looking forward, your brain will grow out of it when you're around 18 or so, and try to take it easy. Try to find support groups if you can, and remember that it isn't your fault for what happened. 100% not your fault.
Call 911 or child protective services or the police as soon as possible and tell them what has happened to you. You need to get out of there as quickly as possible. I know I’m a random stranger but you’re still a kid with a life ahead and you don’t deserve to spend it in hell. I’m begging you please call someone anyone.
Bro has -60 luck 💀
@@trentonking764 what the fuck
This captured SA better than Netflix's Cuties did
9999BILLION times better.. cuties just fueled MORE csa/cp for using real kids.. disgusting of them
eughhh…cuties…
Of course, Netflix's Cuties was just an experiment from the goverment to have people accept this kind of stuff.
(and, to some extent, its working)
NOOOOO I almost forgot about that WHYYYY
i didn't want to remember that show. :c
I love how nana creates art by technically destroying it
PFFFFFT
xD
lmao-
My heart goes out to everyone who went through this in thier childhood, i hope you're doing well now.
thank you so much
@@mar35962
I'm not doing well now
I don’t mean to compare but it’s just sadder when it’s especially a minor a baby who is like months old and didn’t get a chance to live
The portrayal of hands and knifes touching the happy childish world and then tainting it and making it permanently stained and disturbing is a realistic portrayal on how when experiencing sexual abuse you may feel uncomfortable with your body after it has been exposed to someone else and how your still trying to be a child and forget about it but those stains of the past still exist and you just shrug it off and pretend it’s normal.
I kept pretending it was normal even tho it wasnt and i knew that, and i knew what happened to me was bad, and pretended that wwhat im doing is fine (to myself,hypsexual) now its gone too far and i know its bad and idk how to stop it now or ask for hellp for coontinuing to do such things to myself from 8 to now (14) i feel disgusting.
作者本人がめっちゃ楽しみながら作ってそうなのが伝わってくるのがまた良い………
狂気を意識してるっていうより、純粋な気持ちで取り組んでそうなのが尚更に怖い
££&@&£&&@£
Translation:"It's also good to hear that the author himself is having a lot of fun making it ... It's even more scary to work with pure feelings rather than being conscious of madness."
Whats the mean of pokopokopikotan????? :((((((
@@gh0st0fstarman69 "i don't speak anime" you literally can't be serious about this line...
@@ingridcoria757 Even from the perspective of a Japanese person, there is no specific meaning
comments: this is clearly about child abuse
my two brain cells: WHA
Its simply about a loss of innocence. Nana's video's don't have overarching stories like this, just simple concepts.
i've seen a video that nana made on vimeo that is rlatted to sex and well with that probaly if nana continues to make horror videos it will probaly be related to heavy content
th-cam.com/video/olJp4sJi4qM/w-d-xo.html
Same reaction it was cute at first
@The Eternal Induction i don't think this is supposed to be a comedic video
"You were asking for it"
no. I was 4 and i just wanted a bath.
are you okay now? (/gen)
Okay, who says that about a FOUR YEAR OLD?
@@audieb512 it's wrong ik
@@mewoo9999 I'm alr ty :)
@@i_love_jello thats good to hear that youre alright!!! please know that you dont deserve what happened to you and i hope you had good recovery ❤️
The cat on the cloud tries to push the hand back, so could it mean it's part of the girl's imagination and mind trying to block out the trauma that she's going through?
Timestamp?
And the little cactus tries to kick dust clouds at the hand
@@janelle9998 timestamp plz?
@@zuki-tanzatsune2744 3:07 that’s where he kicks dust clouds
2:56 the chicken
今になって見返してみると雲先輩が奮闘してくれてたのに気づいて謎の感動
赤いので攻撃してくれてた！！
よく見たらめちゃめちゃミサイル落としてて笑った
1:48 ここら辺かな
しかしその後 潰された
感動やね
うちの子が小学校でなじめなかったときの事思い出して、雲を応援したで
2:30, the hand is touching the drawing of the little girl... makes a hole and sticks his finger in and out of the hole it made... yeah this is definitely something about loss of innocence or abuse.
... Wow i thought i was the only one who liked to see all the ditails but now I know im not alone
2:59 3:12 first at 2:59 he is holding the girls head and then well just whatch that part and the in 3:12 he starts to punch the girls head on the drawing
Also note how blood leaks from the hole after the finger goes through
And the particular location of the hole...on the girl's waist/groin area
@@MegaBlair007 yup
@@MegaBlair007 yup .... ="> that really hurts
Honestly there is NO excuse for sexually abusing a child or anyone. It doesn’t matter if you were SA’d as a child or if you weren’t in your right mind, or were forced to, or anything. You still did it at the end of the day. You ruined someone else because you were ruined aswell and that’s no excuse. Child Predators or R@pist don’t deserve sympathy no matter what.
chicken wing
“Or were forced to” Hun, that would be classified as grape/SA too. Example, Tigray War. Those who were punished were _soldiers_ committing it. Alongside these, the war in DRC and war in Darfur. With DRC also stated that *SONS* were forced to graped/SA their mothers. In these cases, everyone was a victim and were referred to as such. They DO deserve sympathy.
So, as someone who’s a grooming/csa survivor… Yikes. Also, the fact you’re referring to survivors as being “ruined,” double yikes.
@@bimates2690 when I mean forced to I mean peer pressure from others around you and not straight up force. And when I mean ruining someone I mean ruining there mental health for that time being. I just worded some stuff wrong that could’ve been worded better. Sorry if you thought i meant that way.
And with peer pressure I mean it all coming down in a choice to do so or to not and that person willingly choosing so to commit an act like that.
Also pls do not call me hun.
@@bimates2690Doesn't matter. It's still wrong, and they don't deserve sympathy. They still "ruined" a child (as in ruined their innocence, their childhood, etc) and they could've just... not do it. And throwing in the fact that you're a survivor of such horrible things doesn't immediately put you in the right (I'm also a victim of grooming aswell, before you hit me with a "you wouldn't know what its like" card), but I am sorry that happened to you. Also, OP themselves said not to call them hun. Please respect that.
@@squibkibdo you not know what forced is? It means they could've not done it one way or another, in extreme (prolly unrealistic) cases, maybe they could've losed their loved ones, or their own life. Forced, this is where the grey line comes on what is right and wrong, because that would become to be someone's own opinion on the matter. In worl war, a Japan grandpa was forced to either jump off a bridge or do his granddaughter. Idk what he did, but at that, she could get the same fate either way, and that point it didn't matter. Of course though, in this case it would be better to just jump, but you can't blame those who don't.
This. Is a masterpiece. This is how you explain child abusement.
how is this a masterpiece?
ballbuster extreme 7000 because it’s a well done animated video. this type of art takes a long time and a lot of hard work to make.
Amber ok, but how is this a masterpiece?
ballbuster extreme 7000 again, it’s extremely well done and even despite the lack of words you can pretty much gather what exactly this is about through the visuals. Even the most slow of people could gather what this is about. It’s a fantastically done piece of art. And thus it may be referred to as a masterpiece.
@@Amber-yw4ji bUt hOw iS iT a mAst3rP1eC3¿¿?
Me at first : AWW THIS IS CUTE AND LOOK AT THE ANIMATION OF STOP MOTION OMG
Me now: ..............
mood
That was me too bro
Bro whenever you see an animation that looks overly cute and kawaii you must always be under the intuition that it’s NOT WHAT IT SEEMS
@@nerdy8644specially if you see any japanese
Same here
this wasn't even some goofy horror video like so many random old creepypastas on youtube, it like has a really good msg
creepypastas are supposed to be goofy and weird
yeah, i'm sayin there's nothing wrong with that, it's just that there's more to this than just being something creepy @@nerdy8644
@@eelamiteI know that
I thought it was a cute music video
yo 💀 @@MsYukizomesorangejuice
this art is so overstimulating, I can’t even describe it. There’s so much detail put into audio and visuals, while a deep meaning lies behind it. You can never see the full thing without watching it twice, but you don’t want to just because of how horrific it is.
THIS is true horror.
This has got to be one of the most saddening, but most powerful pieces of artwork/stop motion that I have even seen on TH-cam and it accurately captures the true horrors of going through something like....that... in reality
Also in 0:56 the left over marks on the girls on both sides could represent bruises from the abuser, because of how they turned grey kinda afterwards
I interpret it to be the predator messing with their heads to make them think they're good and trustworthy
Idk
w h o a, that was intense. It's not even really scary, just sort of -- depressing. This is one I haven't seen yet, which is surprising since I went through a Nana phase back when I was hardcore into Creepypastas(cringy teen days, you know). I don't really know how to feel about this, it's clearly about child abuse, both physical and sexual, and the departure of their innocence as a whole. It sort of makes you feel a bit empty once you piece together what is going on.
Thanks for the info!
Pretty sure at base level it's just a metaphor for loss of innocence, not a rape or sexual abuse metaphor like some comments are implying. None of Nana's videos ever particularly have a set story.
Clownworld Activist
Yes, but actually no. It COULD mean sexually, we just don’t know.
DUH
Plus, look at where the HOLES (hint hint)are
Man, after all that grueling stop-motion work, it must have felt good to stomp all over that scene. I wouldn't want to even look at it anymore.
same
same
I was sa'd at 3 years old, and, this video perfectly describes that experience. At a time of your life where everything is bright and colorful, then something like sa happens, it feels like everything flashing and trying to go back to that colorful world, not understanding what you just saw/experienced. But as it keeps happening, the more that colorful world starts to fall apart. When you're forced into an adult world far too soon
Oh my god... 😮 I'm so sorry that happened to u I hope u feel better
-This wasn't in the manga-
Anime by the books am I right?
😭😂😂😭😭😂
Obama Prism Yeah, it wasn’t.
Finally I found O B A M I U M
This is the Netflix adaptation
I feel proud that we still have people in the world as creative as this
God this is just amazing. I’ve never experienced anything like sexual abuse, but this does an amazing job portraying how twisted and horrifying and disgusting it is. The sound effects are very enhancing. And there’s so much detail, the luring the children with candy, the marks left of the kid
2:59 That blue cloud attacking the hand needs respect. It did attack the hand until it died
Happy 10 Year Anniversary to this masterpiece of horror! (September 21st 2011 - September 21st 2021) 🖤
11 years
Haha, there’s a subreddit called isTodayThe21stOfSeptember. What a coincidence, if it is. Is it?
Man go boost!
The fact that this was posted 13 months after I was born...(yeah I'm twelve what bout it)
Im 11@@kitty77mi
2:38 made me realize this could be about sexual abuse/pedophilia (or maybe just normal abuse) because the hand touching the background is um, doing bad things to their pictures
Saw this comment after watching, will begin my rematch now.
I remember when I first watched this video, and I didn't understand, I just knew it was frightening.
Looking at it again, it's about abuse/trauma/etc, and now I'm even more frightened.
Because anyone who hurts a child should be locked up in prison forever.
It's very well made!
Very good work, Nana!
Same, I didn't really pay much attention to its message, I just saw the blood get worse and the girls just being burned into the blackness broke me inside.
Then I rewatched some parts and it just made it sadder than it already was. I love horror and can bear through any type of it, but seeing children being abused and even dying in many ways is just the real trigger, since it happens in real life. They never deserve the fates brought to them and just seeing them suffer like that without trying to help is just enough to give me severe depression since I wouldn't be able to cry like others would
@vexxiee yeah, prison is already like a real life hell before they die
I like how it shows after the bad part happens and it's gone, the little girl still looks hurt. Even if it's over, the pain and trauma is still there.
[adult swim]
+wai4TH ৳ Adult swim is more chaotic... that's one is more satanistic and creepy. .-.
Memory hole is more like [adult swim]
"This is why we use uncrashable macs. *SPINING BEACH BALL SHOWS UP* #### it we're going open source"
In nutshell
@@Katrtlen Nah, Adult Swim would’ve totally done something like this for their bumpers, especially in the 00s.
Seeing the cat try so valiantly to protect the litrle girls only tp be brutally murdered just broke my heart
2:36 that sound when the finger is doing things... ew
Oh Bruder was machst du hier???
@*Sharkie OwO* huh?
@*Sharkie OwO* Hi, THIS IS OVERUSED Scary
@SharkieTheGreat I KEEP SEEING YOU PLEASE IS IT JUST ME
NO STOP STOP NO NO
3:18 if you put subtitles on you can see her saying “HELP ME”
why tf has nana been hearting comments so recently?
@@nerdy8644idk but I like it😊
Dude... I needed a hot minute before I could gather my thoughts cuz this was... Woah. As someone who has been through creeps like that as a child, it straight up shook my heart and froze me in place, as a begrudgingly reminisced of those bitter times. This is a wonderful betrayal of childhood trauma, sexual abuse, and how predators can be seen by a child's view.
2:23 so no one noticed that this is the sexual abuse?
Look at how the finger (yes you know what it is) goes inside the bottom part of the drawn body
What follows is the child violence.. the ending part is the drug. Smoking that kills what remains of child innocence.
No
bai Yes ´__`
When the finger do that see the face of the girl emm HELLO?
Get your mind out of the gutter.
Omg!!! Aaaahhhh i see tht now 😐
I got groomed at 19 and ended up in an abusive relationship. I know it's not child sexual trauma but this video still pictures it perfectly because I am autistic, and when I met him and he decided to pursue me, I used to dress like a child, even wearing a big pink bow in my hair. Because I had already been through other trauma and wanted to be a kid again. And he still went after me even though I regularly got told I looked like a minor. And now at 26 I still dress like a kid after he made me dress and act how he wanted for so many years. It all really does feel like a permanent stain on your life that can never go away.
Please tell me you’re away from him and out of that relationship.
@@falconheavy0533 Yes, I left him last year and I am glad, although I am currently dealing with a lot of trauma of repressed memories from when I was with him. Thank you for your concern
@@d.w952 Thank god. I know I’m just a stranger on the internet but I hope that you eventually recover from all of this.
@@falconheavy0533 Thank you. I hope that you can also heal from anything you have gone through too. There's too much pain in this world x
@@d.w952 Amen to that
気持ち悪くなるくらいよく出来ていて凄いと思いました。こんな思いをする子はいてはならない。
The way the other characters try to get the hands away from the scenario, showing how a child use their innocence and imagination to cover the abuse they're living, just to scape from the reality that they're living.
this is defs about child abuse & molestation and the scars it leaves behind
there is a definite theme of the corruption of innocence in this and its horrifying
Pretty sure at base level it's just a metaphor for loss of innocence. None of Nana's videos ever particularly have a set story
Struck me more as a Lovecraft style cosmic horror story than anything. The cute cartoon people live in a happy box of ignorance only to be snuffed out by what lies beyond (in the 3d dimension) largely without effort on the part of said 3d dimensional horror. They even fight back and win isolated victories. That doesn't really mesh with the abuse metaphor element. It's more like a metaphor for a hopeless, one-sided conflict than anything. Heroes like based Cloud Cat come, fight, do what they can but in the end were never going to do anything but delay the inevitable.
whgys that horrifying? It's reality
@@salimwali4663 cause reality is normally horrifying?
@@willcoffarchives it really isn't, it is called reality for a reason. You are not used to seeing reality, hence why it's "Normally Terrifying" for you, which should tell you sum. (You spend time watching non-reality putting yourself in an illusion), but this shit literally happens everywhere. Wake up
I feel sorry for all the tiny things attacking the hand , trying so hard to protect them :((
me too
*sob* THE CAT.
THE CAAATTTT...
The part when the finger was rubbing against the 2 girls' private area disgusted me. This video definitely portrays the message well.
Huh wdym at which Part?
@@d9vis_riixumm idk how to say it on her below
Rip cat on cloud *tried to stop the hand*
Hello gorillaz boogeyman
@will theus noob
😢😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 poor cat
@will theus that's disrespecting
you know how i hate exe games
Time?
ずっとずっとずっとずっと探してました。
初めて見たのが中3？の頃でとても衝撃を受けました。
動画のタイトルも作者様も忘れてしまい、でもどうしても見たくて何年も調べてたけれど見つからなくて。
今日TH-camがCOOKING IDOLをおすすめしてくれたお陰で見つけられました。5年ぶり、嬉しい。嬉しい。
He put his finger into the girl to represent.. his “chicken” and did the same when he went from behind. It’s sad to see that people go through this irl, it’s a hurtful world.
2:49 here, the abuser tries to lure them with candy. as soon as he leaves, they go to get it, only to get trapped in his disgusting grasp of abuse and hurt. i noticed throught the video it looked like he was spawning things such as toys and balloons and cutesy to lure and groom them
this reminds me of your childhood being ruined by people with harmful intentions it made me sick to my stomach well done! the animation is choppy yet smooth and gives off that 2000's old era of cartoon feeling
it IS from the 2000's lmao. look at the upload date
@@Lunarrbase i know lol
@@Lunarrbase bro 2011 is not the 2000s
@@Lunarrbase 2011 is the early 2010s, not the 2000s.
I don’t have sa trauma, but this hits close to home with my other issues from my childhood. I have autism and one thing that would often happen is people taking advantage of me, using me like a doll, because I don’t have the ability to comprehend or communicate emotions like others can. My parents did not understand my trouble. They would physically attack me if I got too overstimulated. Verbally assault me when I didn’t so much as look someone in the eye. They still don’t understand the pain I went through. It took me almost taking my own life for them to realize that I was in pain. In 5th grade. The silence (or lack of screaming) after that cigarette burn felt just like the overwhelming emotion of being almost tossed away after an argument. Locking myself in a room for hours, because I don’t speak like they want me to. Act the way others do. Think like others do. It’s just disheartening to know that there’s people who endure so much more pain and don’t even know that they’re hurting.
Me too, and I also depict parts of the video as some of my struggles, such as being put with discipline tactics from abelist parents or being told not to like or do something because it is not for my age. I was also yelled at for even crying, since it was how I was able to get out the bottled up negativity.
Aside from home, school did not make things better, with being bullied and told to ignore it since middle school up to when I was in my junior year of high school, i was taken advantage of by a guy who didn't know how to make friends properly and I was scared of telling anyone since I also tried to do things worse than just spitting and insulting him. I actually tried to molest him so he would be uncomfortable, but it didn't work.
I still get people like him to come up and force me to send them nudes and the ending shows that it stays in my head, no matter how hard I try to get rid of them
As a person who's also autistic who used to be in a conservative society this hits hard.I remember how me and my family had to hide my condition so people wouldn't treat me weirdly.And all of my friends had similar issues with their parents.Mental health is super taboo in my home country.Glad I was able to get out of there👍
Man, me too, it hurts even more knowing that your mostly abusive parent is also autistic, and it'll take them years to change and actually apologize, i'm thirteen and i don't think i should be the one handling 2 fourty year olds emotional turmoil whilst they make it look like they're handling mine, i'm in a break from school right now because i can only handle so much stuff, i'm still a kid after all, but if i want anything to change, it's what i gotta do, daydreaming and art are my only escapes, but i know one day i'll manage to work this out, just like i hope you did.
(Wow that turned into a vent real quick.)
Woah… me- me too… I’m also autistic, and… well, I’m just being forced to grow up way too fast. Life is eating away at the little girl inside of me, chunks of blood and tears dripping…
Ah, forgive me. I don’t talk so much… I prefer to vent via poetry… somehow. I mean, for me, at least, it makes me feel better…
2011: nah
2012: nah
2013:nah
2014: nah
2015: nah
2016: nah
2017:nah
2018:nah
2019: Lets put it in recommended!
2020: I think we have to stop.
You better be grateful yotutube recommended good video for once
Bold of you to assume I didn't actually come looking for it
@@abstrusepaladin lmao!
XDDDDD
@The Eternal Induction El ay mayo
i love how nana used that cat to show how someone is aware of whats happening to these girls,everytime the cat saw the hand it would try raining on it (maybe like saying the cat is trying to call CPS) but the hand still kept coming back,and every time one of the girls was hurt or the box area(?) was damaged it would check on them.
There's 4 interesting theories about this video that I'd like to share out that not many are talking about:
1: even at the very beginning of the video, the background music is already disturbing and off-putting because it's going backwards. Even before anything ever happens. You know something's not quite right but you're not sure what it is.
You're distracted by the Kawaii imagery and the current innocence of the situation. Almost as if the music in the background symbolizes how there's a danger lurking around but you just can't see it yet.
2: When the hand first appears in the video and you look closely at the canvas at 0:55, the hand is leaving a stain on both girls head's. Almost as if the predator is messing with the girls head's by making them believe the predator is trustworthy (AKA GROOMING). Thus why the atmosphere is still sweet. They don't know what's really happening yet because they are being groomed.
3: At 2:18, it looks like blood is coming out of the... Area. For both girl's... Maybe it's supposed to be showing what happens to some girl's bodies when... Intercourse happens for the first time... For SOME girl's, their hymen breaks when intercourse happens for the first time. For those who don't know: The hymen is a small layer of skin that covers the vaginal hole. And when it breaks... You get the idea... :(
4: At 2:33, the middle part of the canvas depicts a picture. A cat on top of a blue cloud, 2 red flowers, and 2 white balloons floating above the red flowers. This may be a stretch, but I think thats supposed to symbolize a uterus going through a period. Let me explain: the two flowers look like fallopian tubes, the two balloons look like ovaries, the cat can perhaps represent... Well... The vagina. (The p word means cat after all) and the clouds can represent cotton. Cotton balls look like clouds and most period products are made of cotton.
Thanks for reading my theories!
And for those who went through SA... I know you're strong enough to keep fighting 💪💗
Yeah the egg laying part made me think of ovulation.
not to be “ACKSHYUALLY” about this but it’s a common myth that the hymen bleeds/hurts when it is torn, it actually contains very little blood vessels and lacks nerves. of course, bleeding and pain can happen, (especially to girls who are too young and suffering abuse😢) but it would be due to stress/tearing in the actual vaginal tissue.
Am. No was see
@@luvbuggy1544 I agree 👍 I guess I mentioned the hymen part cuz of my own trauma with it
There's a video by adam ruins everything on the myth of the hymen (and a reaction video to that video by a doctor)
Basically both videos say that the hymen does not seal the vagina and is thus not torn open during the act
PS: i like your theories
This is such a disturbing but real portrayal of CSA. Starting off with a crayon colored world thats slowly tainted by the hands of predators, staining it till there's nothing left. I haven't cried this much over a youtube video since I was 10, holy hell this is disturbingly beautiful.
これが8年前に作られてるって結構技術凄いと思う
Timestamps of the meanings (according to the comments and my theory)
0:47 the start
0:57 the man comes in
1:01 the man leaves
1:04 the man comes back and acts creepy around the 2 friends
1:05 one gets nausea and vomits
1:10 the man leaves
1:23 the man comes back to grape the friends
1:27 they try to run but the man captures the crown girl and grapes her
1:36 the man throws the crown girl to her friend
1:37 crown girl is traumatized and starts crying, pigtails girl comforts her
1:43 the man comes back and they start running
1:55 they're safe for _now_
2:05 he comes back and ruins their innocence even more
2:14 safe
2:17 he grapes them when they're sleeping
2:32 they wake up and is terrified
2:49 safe
2:50 he grapes them
2:52 safe again
2:54 the man traumatizes the friends
2:55 the man grapes the pigtails girl and ruins her innocence
3:06 crown girl tries to run
3:10 he ruins her innocence by graping her
3:34 she cries for help
3:41 she got caught by the man
3:46 she continues to get graped
3:50 she cries and hides somewhere
3:52 she gets caught
3:59 innocence fades away
4:05 the-rapist leaves them, forever forgotten
Crown : virginity (notice how crown girl fades away in the end?)
Pigtails: innocence (the hand rips pigtails girl's head)
Cat: trying to stop the man but nothing is going to work
Pastel to gore theme: how it started and ended
Hand poking the girls private parts : grape without the g
The hand rubbing the crown girl : grape without the g
Its sad to hear this is all true based on real life situations. It can happen with anyone, anywhere, and anytime. Hope the victims are free and the-rapists gets sent to jail or even better, a death sentence. Be careful everyone!
2:43 You can hear sirens btw.
3:38 The man cuts Piko's (the one with pig-tails) head off.
3:45 A baby crying, so piko gave birth.
3:57 Poko (the pink one) dies and the man sets her body on fire.
4:05 You can hear a woman screaming. I'm guessing it's supposed to be the girl's mother.
This film made me cry. The way innocence can be completely destroyed for a child by a predator.. ive never been sexually harassed before but I understood it. It must be such a horrifying feeling of confusion. The way the cute little background slowly got destroyed abd turned into an ugly black, when you start to hear a baby crying at the end when everything is gone.. that made me burst into tears. It’s so horrifying .. and yet the film is so real . This must be what’s happening in a child’s mind . The reality is sickening ..
it made me wanna cry
みんな気付いた?
1:54からあの黒い手の正体が左上にいるの
全然知らなかったです💦
( ゜o゜)
よく気づかれましたね笑笑
顔がw
ﾌｧｯ!?ｳｰﾝ（恐怖）
顔怖………
As a childhood sexual abuse survivor this hit really deep. It’s so disturbing and viscerally gross. Beautiful work
I don't remember, when I first watched this video - and I don't remember how many times I've watched it, but it will always fascinate me. This video is pure art.
is nobody going to mention that "pokopokopikotan" is a phrase from the maori language and in english it translates to "little things"?
Huh? Didn't know that thanks
Oh, that's interesting
I heard its something else othe than "little things"
This made me cry.
I've gone through similar abuse as a kid, and even until today.. I'm at the very least safer, and am moving to a new home.
The cigarette burns too made me very self conscious.
But seeing this artistic portrayal as a way others can empathize with people who've experience this is helpful to bring understanding. And despite how gruesome it is, I'm just glad that this topic is becoming discussed more often.
the fact that this is real scares me more than any horror movie
the sounds in back made me feel so sick, like actually sick. but it’s pretty accurate
I cried watching this. People who do shit like SA never deserve to get a second chance no matter how good of a person they were before. They destroy people’s lives for their own pleasure. It’s absolutely disgusting and vile what some people can do to others especially to young innocent children with so much time left and so much to live for and experience. It’s one of the most putrid acts of violence I could possibly imagine.
The animation was fantastic tho and a great interpretation of childhood trauma/sa/abuse
I 100% agree
This is like if Lalaloopsy and DHMIS had a baby.
+BroneDoesThings
So..So true
BroneDoesThings lmao I love dhmis
BroneDoesThings that actually makes sense
how about this name?
Don't hug me I'm lalaloopsy
Norma Apodaca no entiendo ingles pero creo que dijiste que esta feo
最後らへんの泣き声がまた心を抉ってくるな
I like the detail that the children decide to keep playing, as some SA’d people block the experience from their heads. This animation almost made me cry though, they seem to be under 8 years old..
Another detail is that the abuser is poking holes in the box, in a certain position that indicates rape.
とても高い完成度で、4分とは思えない満足感でした
i feel sad for the last girl, she didn't want to be alone and you can obviously see she was trying to protect the animals but in the end she failed and all of her friends died till shes alone and then was killed herself..
I feel bad for the cat. Did you see how hard the cat and cloud tried to protect the girls? :( This whole set was really sad
At least she has me. The hero of light and darkness, Darknyan. I protect any injured child.
Ending One: Borrus Jumped From The Crusher, And Saw The Images, Borrus Saved A Chan, So, He Protected A Chan From The Hand, And It Died By Borrus,
The Good Ending,
4:03 ここの「虫の死骸」「蛍光灯の黒点」感が秀逸だと思った
I am absolutely mesmerized by this work of art. As a person who’s also dealt with deep childhood trauma and abuse, this animation has forced me to actually feel the emotions that I’ve buried deeply away from me. It’s been a long time since I’ve sobbed so hard, I usually don’t let myself cry. As the hands keep hurting the girls, I keep finding myself crying, at my screen yelling “LEAVE THEM ALONE.” But the predator won’t leave them alone. It’s horrifying, and I haven’t been affected by horror art in such a long long time. I cannot stop watching this. I’ve been replaying this for hours, it’s just so daunting and terrifyingly real. It’s really making me actually look at what horrible shit has happened to me, and actually allow myself to process it. Rather than ignore it like I was doing before this video. The loss of innocence is fucking traumatic.
REAL ☹️ the instant emotional attachment i got to the two adorable girls made the heartbreak so much worse. The pastel colors, flowers, and insects/animals reminded me so much of the toys I'd play with as a toddler, watching the beginning of the video made me feel like a little kid again, and watching the predator do such a thing to the girls hurt my soul.
This video did an amazing job at portraying CSA. The poor girls were so carefree innocent but when the bad guy came their happy world was slowly but brutally destroyed.
4:11
あたりが野獣先輩の喘ぎ声みたいなのが聞こえる。
怖くなくなった、起訴
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@@soggywerk9117 このコメで心臓止まりそうになった。😭
As a person who experienced SA as a child. This is a great way to show the horrors of S3xu@l abuse and what it does to a child’s mindset.
I'm so sorry that happened
@@sprinkleconeanimation7938 yeah thank you!
this is definitely about child abuse, both physical, mental and sexual.
the two girls have fun, playing, not aging and just having fun. they are regular little kids. then the hand creeps in and immediately goes for the girls. it fails the first two times, then manages to catch one of the girls. she is traumatized, crying and while her and her friend are both concerned the hand creeps in again, but fails once more. the girl sets off the red parts of her, pretending it has never happened after that other fail and continues playing. i feel like this setting aside part represents how many young girls are pressured to not tell anybody, whether it be from themself, family, the abuser, etc. then we see the hand creep in again and notice the cat trying to stop it. the cat can be representing somebody trying to help, maybe a teacher or an older sibling. doesn't work, cat gets shot down and killed.
so now both the little girls friend and the cat is gone. she is on her own. I feel like this part represents how when this can happen to someone in real life, they are pressured usually not to tell anyone (like mentioned before). they feel alone, scared, unable to do anything
now the girls playful little colourful world is destroyed. everything is dark. she's surrounded.
eventually, we hear a baby crying. but this isn't her, she isnt a baby. this represents forced birth many go thru due to the abusers choice or being "too young" for abortion.
she is then killed by the hand. this can be interpreted as either her inner child being completely killed, or dying after birth.
this is heartbreaking. the way they keep playing innocently after the first few times, shows just how kids in real life can't understand how wrong it is. not only are they being sexually assaulted, but they also have no clue what is actually going on, simply that they don't like it. sexual assault on an adult is disgusting, but there's something so incredibly disturbing about SA on a child that keeps me up at night
Yeah, that's just about it. Slowly feeling "tainted" and "disgusting" from your experiences, and how you respond to them, while also trying to preserve what little innocence you have left, to the point where you're too weak to do anything, and start hurting yourself with their methods. Not even trying to defend yourself, just trying to fucking survive. My entire life I've been sexualized by family members, strangers, teachers, even old friends, and it's gone to the point that I've started doing it to myself, and I'm not even fucking 18. I didn't deserve to be $exually @ssaulted just for how my body looks. I didn't "wear anything provocative" or could simply force them away, not that it matters. When you're trying to get help, or simply trying to enjoy your life, those thoughts and memories creep up behind you, just to ruin your day. And it ruins other people's day, too. I'm pretty sure my loved one's have noticed my behavior, yet I haven't found the courage to tell them. It's not an easy topic, after all. I hope for everyone in this comment section to please, please seek help, please talk about your issues and your traumatic experiences, whether it's to a professional or a loved one, because it'll go a long way. It didn't for me, because I was too afraid to say anything, but please don't let that fear control you. You didn't deserve it, you didn't do anything wrong.
I'm very sorry for you, i hope you are fine and having a great day, you are a very nice person and you're right nobody deserves that, we aprecciate the mesage and i really hope that you are okay
@@pantostado478 I'm trying my very best to get better day by day, no matter how hard it is. Thank you, kind stranger, I hope that you are also doing well
@@local_kmart_connoisseur3736 That's great, you are doing it very well!. I'm proud of you.
And also, thanks by the way, have a very nice day today and every day, keep going :)
Whenever I find my life very boring, I watch these types of horrible crimes videos or listen to the victims talking about their experiences, so that it reminds me of how lucky I am. Honestly, I'm barely unsatisfied with my life because I don't have too much desires to do, just enjoying it by taking more exercises, loving my parents, trying to eat more food heathily to gain more weight (I'm skinny), talking to teachers to gain more interests in studying,... And other thing is my family is Buddhism, Buddha's teachings really calm me down and aren't forceful.
- Thanks for spending your time reading this long comment, I hope you're now having good times and living peacefully with your loved ones ^^ Don't live in the past, it'll harm you a lot.
@@OKslay5 I'm happy there are people out there who watch this kind of stuff and don't relate to it, but instead want to learn more about it. I wish to be like you someday, living a peaceful life. I've learnt that either you can live in the past or let it consume you whole, but if you surround yourself with people that make you live in the present, you don't have to worry about it too much. I'm trying to do that, and I hope you have too. I hope you achieve whatever you set your mind to, kind stranger
nana: **makes mysterious video, hinting at abuse**
comments: so you have chosen... essays.