MOM of 5 year old [ REACTS TO ] -- RONAN by Taylor Swift (Taylor's Version)
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 16 ก.ย. 2024
- This song hurts. Every damn time you listen to it, it hurts. But as a mom, I'm honored to be able to carry a little bit of Maya's pain with her, even for a few minutes. What a beautiful thing that this song exists...
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SONG: Ronan 'Taylor's Version' by Taylor Swift
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I too lost a son, 3 1/2 years old when he died of Neuroblastoma, the same cancer Ronan had. We lost him in 2013. I love this song so much. It’s just exactly how I feel.
I'm so sorry to hear that. 💔 Sending you the biggest hug.
@katie rice I’m so very sorry for your loss
My deepest condolences. I lost my father to cancer, indirectly, a long story. However loosing a child must be several hundreds magnitude worse..... I just can't comprehend how a young woman who has never been through that can write such a song of empathy and compassion. Taylor is very special...I hope the song has brought you a modicum of peace and closure whilst I'm sure you never really achieve either after a tragedy like that
Thank you for the kind words everyone. It was incredibly difficult to let go, but we are coming through it one day at time. Just remembering all the amazing time we got with him. Loving his memory.
sending you all the love,you are so strong
Ronan and Soon You'll Get Better; two songs that I just struggle with. Battling my own terminal disease and knowing the pain that it causes others. That hurts most.
Ya soon you'll get better makes me very EVERY TIME too.
Good for you - many reactors skip this song - I agree that it's important to acknowledge the loss and in some small way we put it out in the spirit world that we're trying to help share the pain.
Ya, it was my honor. This song is so damn special.
Can't be denied Taylor knows how to write a song that cuts your heart!!!!!
YES. Yes she does.
It's important to acknowledge that a lot of the lyrics were taken from blog posts made by the mother of Ronan. She is even credited as a co writer so let's not forget that both Taylor and Ronan's Mom created this masterpiece
@@roannair9628 TRUTH
Even though she was 29, hearing my mother screaming when I found my sister dead still hurts me to the core. She got a heart condition in 2003 caused by influenza attacking the heart and causing it to double the size it should be in the left ventricle. I found her dead in March 2015, tried to revive her, called an ambulance, called my parents, kept doing chest compressions, the paramedic came and told me to stop and said she was DOA (dead on arrival), I went into the bathroom and lay on the floor. I ended up blaming myself for 4 years that if I'd been home just an hour before, I could've saved her.
Sending you the biggest hug friend. ❤️
I cry every time Ronan comes up in the album and I can't even imagine what it would feel like if I had a kid and was listening to it
It's not a good feeling I'll tell ya that! 💔😭
Rest in peace to your sister
I literally hyperventilated when I listened to this song for the first time in yrs 2 weeks ago. And now, I'm still crying with you. Idk. I'm not even a mom yet. But it still hurts.
It hurts so much. 😭 You don't have to be a mom to feel love, grief, loss, pain. This song makes you feel it all regardless.
@@KelseasComments true 💔
To this day I still I can’t listen to this song without weeping 😢
Me neither!!! One of her only skips for me unless I plan on crying for a full day.
I cried with you girl, and I'm 73. I have 4 grown children, 3 grown grandkids and 5 more down to the age of three, all healthy and every time I hear of a sick kid I get feelings of guilt. My sister-in-law lost 2 toddlers to Batten's syndrome and I wonder how she survived. Don't know that I could have. In 2003 I suffered a number of catastrophic losses and grieved so much that my eyes have not fully recovered. But I learned that every bout of weeping, crying, or wailing is a healing step. The losses never come back but the pain of grieving somehow makes them easier to carry. I've termed grief an exquisite pain.
I feel the same guilt thinking about my sister's loss. Thank you for sharing and for being here with me!! ❤️❤️❤️
I’m a 52 yr old man with no kids and this song breaks mean into little pieces every time. I hate to know what it does to mothers and even worse mothers that have lost a child. It’s without doubt one of the best songs she has ever written. Is it a favourite song? No but that is precisely because it’s so raw, stark and painful. I just can’t comprehend how a young woman who had never gone through anything like that can write a song of such empathy and compassion. The line that gets me is “the hand me downs you won’t grow into” because it’s really about all the person he would have become and all the possibilities that were so cruelly torn away…
Ugh that line is definitely one of the ones that gets me the most. 😭 I agree with you totally!
@@KelseasComments The only other song of hers that hits me as hard is “Epiphany”. Once again a song of utter genius but just too painful too listen to often…
@@ZATennisFan I see what you're saying! I can listen to epiphany much easier, but Soon You'll Get Better is one that I usually skip because it makes me too sad. 😂
@@KelseasComments Epiphany hits me hard because my late father was in the military his entire working life and I know he saw some things he couldnt talk about
@@ZATennisFan ya epiphany is really powerful! I can't even imagine trying to live normally after seeing what they saw. 💔
When I listen to Ronan, I always picture my mom. She also died because of cancer when I was 9. And even though I was young the lyrics makes me remember those times before she left us. It was so hard. It took me at least 10 years before I can talk about her without crying. They say losing a parent hurts but it can never compare to the feeling of losing a child. I can't even begin to imagine how someone recovers from that
I'm so very sorry to hear about your mom. I do believe losing a child must be harder, but I honestly can't imagine losing a parent or a child. I'm so sorry you had to go through that. Especially so young. ❤️
@@KelseasComments It has been 18 years and I have made peace with it. I'm sorry about your niece, too. I hope and pray you and your family, especially your sister, can heal from that difficult as it may be
@@edilyaaang6107 thank you. ❤️
Edilyaaang, I don't know if you know Lori McKenna (singer/songwriter). Taylor says she wants to be Lori when she grows up. Anyway, Lori's mother passed away when she was 7, and wrote a song called "Leaving This Life". I don't know if it will help you or not, but I thought of it when I read your comment. I am so very sorry for your loss, and all the pain you have been through. Hugs from Pittsburgh. th-cam.com/video/jJSH1esWb8g/w-d-xo.html
not me crying with you while watching this video, this is too much😭😭😭😭😭
It was way too much. But that's loss. The emotions of this day actually triggered a migraine flare for me. But I still feel like it was an honor to hold that pain with Maya for a few minutes. Every time I listen to that song I go down into that pain with her, and I still think that's a beautiful thing.
This song always gets me and if you watched the lyric video she released with the Taylor version it’s all pics of Ronan and his mom and family it really hurt to watch in the best way
It’s so hard to watch and listen, and I couldn’t imagine losing my son. It just rips your heart into pieces. Taylor deserves everything that comes her way! She is not only a musician, but a storyteller. I’m so sorry for your loss. ❤️❤️❤️
Thank you. ❤️ And I agree, she's one of the best storytellers of the music world hands down. Probably the best.
my brother turns 4 in march and just imaging this makes me cry cause so much is true
It's a horrible thing to imagine. Cherish every moment with your brother! That age is so fleeting! I keep blinking and my kids age a year. Gotta stop blinking...
I listened to this song for the first time when my youngest son was 4. It ripped my heart in half.
Ya it's horrifyingly painful. No matter how beautiful it is. The lyrics just destroy me.
I’m not a mom of a kid but I had this dog who passed away and I thought I’m gonna go crazy by losing him. And I couldn’t imagine what it feels like to have your real own kid dies.
I don't think it's something anyone can understand unless it happens to them!
my dog passed away when quarantine started and this song breaks my heart everytime I hear it. I remember this got played in a local coffee shop a few weeks ago and I had to leave bc I felt like ugly crying in that exact moment... as much as I love this song I had this blocked off on spotify for that very reason. sending you hugs
I always cry when I listen to Ronan, but watching you, listen to it with so much emotions, made me cry even more...I'm so sorry for your niece 😢
It's an amazing song, one of the most beautiful painful songs...it shows that Taylor is a very good person, who cares a lot about others
Thank you for being here with me. 🥰
I was fighting cancer from the age of 3-5 and my mom has only listened to this song once when Taylor performed it at SU2C, I can't imagine what it''s like for her.
I'm so glad you were able to beat it! ❤️
Kelsea, my deepest condolences to your sister. There isn't a word to describe the loss of a child. If you ever read Maya's blog, she had a little girl years after Ronan passed, and she described the terror of watching her constantly for signs that she might be sick, too. To quote Taylor's song, "Epiphany,": 'some things you can't speak about.' My best to you and your family. You were so brave to do this, and I cried right along with you.
Ronan rest in peace 😊 miss you 😢
Ronan is one track I love but don’t often listen to.Everybody has suffered from losing a loved one.But illness makes it so much harder to accept the truth that he or she is gone.I hope we can all be healthy.❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I get it from an aunt’s perspective , I lost my niece in 2013 just before her 2nd birthday and it really doesn’t get easier. I can’t even fathom how my sister got through it all.
But yeah I’m sure Ronan’s mother has found some comfort in this❤️ God bless
sending you hugs 🥺
Thank you. 🥰 I definitely needed one after this.
You are amazing. I absolutely love what you said about how this song’s existence allows us to honor Ronan and his family and their suffering by sharing this pain with them. They deserve that. You are so brave to be this vulnerable in such a public space. Subscribing 💗🌺😘
Aww thank you!! I'm so honored to have you here!
I love your reaction, so real and pure. I cried with while listening to it 😭
It's such a painful song! 😭💔
I lost my younger brother from cancer he was 10 years old he would’ve been 26 today he had a whole life ahead of him cancer sucks
I'm so sorry to hear that. Cancer sucks so bad!
I so appreciate this video. Your reaction was raw and human, which is what the song, and Ronan, deserve.
This song always makes me cry Ronan would be 16 this year 😭 but also the mom wrote it from her heart on her blog then Taylor made a song about it
He would be 16 jesus that makes me cry
If this song doesn't rip your heart out that makes you cry then you don't have a heart the song is emotionally heartbreaking
Oh geez you had me crying before the song started. ❤
Lol I'm so sorry 😂
@@KelseasComments your words were beautiful and you have a new subscriber from me 🙂❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
@@adamgaspar6550 thank you so much, I'm honored to have you here!
In honesty, the song itself doesn’t make me tear up even though I have a passion for children. I’ve made my life career out of helping children and hope to adopt from foster care someday.
Your reaction and commentary, that did make me tear up much more than the song itself. It’s not just the music, it’s the human emotions that get me.
nawww I don't even have a child and I'm here crying with you thinking about my child ?? 😭
Understandable 💔😭 this song gives you no choice.
i lost my best friend over 2 weeks ago she died of cancer she was only 11 i cannot imagine losing your own kid 😢😢
I'm so very very sorry. 💔
I just recently heard this song and, having lost my nephew when he was three, makes it very hard to listen to.
What his parents have gone through is something I never would wish upon anyone and I'm glad this song highlights just how such a loss can make you feel.
I love this song and thank you for such a raw genuine reaction to such a well written song
I'm so so sorry for your loss.
Loss my aunt 2016 cancer 😢😢😢😢
I do the same with bigger than the whole sky and soon you'll get better. I break every time it's so awfully amazing
This song breaks me.
Destroys. Ughhhhh 💔
Jeez this is the 3rd time ive listened to this..... 3rd time crying as well
It's so brutal 😫
@KelseasComments this is why me a 23 year old guy loves Taylor swift. One song you're singing feeling like you're on top of the world, next song it's a dramatic yet deep story of a character...... then literally 10 seconds after the 3rd song starts, you're pouring your eyes out running back to change song before you just break down and cry
I'm in a puddle of tears right now I just can't listen to this song I'm sorry 😔
It hurts it hurts it hurts so bad it hurtsssss
Overwhelming pain. That's what this song is. 💔
When I hear this Ronan I start to sob 😭
Same 😭
Good for you. Same feel and I’m crying too.😭😭😭
It's so hard not to. 😭
i'm already tearing up and you haven't even started playing the song yet
thank you for posting this
@@1020mikki thank you for being here with me 🥰
@@KelseasComments of course !!
this is why i skip this song, because i fucking lose it everytime-