hearing tanabe rui's cover with this specific picture of mafuyu made me imagine that this song is mafuyu sometime in the future where she finally knows her own feelings and wants, and is overcome with the grief of having spent her developmental years as somebody she never was. i imagine this song would be her mourning the loss of a version of herself she will never know, that her friends will never know.. and realizing just how heartbreaking it was to be so unaware of herself that she couldn't even recognize taste or love.. she cries for the version of herself that was forced to always put on a brave face, who never *got* to cry. and she screams, so fucking frusturated, thinking about how much her mom controlled her life.. and how long her dad went never noticing. even though reminiscing on that part of her life is hardly anything but painful for mafuyu, she cant help but feel relieved she can finally recognize these emotions.
I found it on TH-cam with english subtitles but the video disappeared so I decided to upload mine since I had already downloaded the music. You can find the original on Mafuyu’s VA channel ( 田辺 留依 )
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hearing tanabe rui's cover with this specific picture of mafuyu made me imagine that this song is mafuyu sometime in the future where she finally knows her own feelings and wants, and is overcome with the grief of having spent her developmental years as somebody she never was. i imagine this song would be her mourning the loss of a version of herself she will never know, that her friends will never know.. and realizing just how heartbreaking it was to be so unaware of herself that she couldn't even recognize taste or love.. she cries for the version of herself that was forced to always put on a brave face, who never *got* to cry. and she screams, so fucking frusturated, thinking about how much her mom controlled her life.. and how long her dad went never noticing.
even though reminiscing on that part of her life is hardly anything but painful for mafuyu, she cant help but feel relieved she can finally recognize these emotions.
Aaa I love this song so much! And the fact that Mafuyu’s va covered this song makes me so happy :,)
I love this song😭
beautiful cover!
Tanabe's voice reminds me of Wolpis Carter, somehow
Where did you find this cover?
th-cam.com/video/-RZuIbNjdSk/w-d-xo.html here !
I found it on TH-cam with english subtitles but the video disappeared so I decided to upload mine since I had already downloaded the music. You can find the original on Mafuyu’s VA channel ( 田辺 留依 )
I prefer the version of Ann & Toya. I wish these versions can b found in the Sega mobile game.....