My Psychosis (Kundalini) Experience
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- This video is a share of my experience of an unintentional kundalini awakening in 2012 and the resultant psychic wound. If you like this video subscribe to my channel and check out more of my videos. Thanks
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Wild story I thank you for sharing. Something like this happened to me when dealing with some crazy health stuff I thought might kill me. I’ve been doing therapy for months and am so frustrated every time I’m told I just have these weird experiences because of past trauma while I’m going through the present trauma of watching my entire sense of reality dissolving. Trying to deal with things with meditation and talk therapy turned out to be a spiritually ill advisable idea even tho it was a medical recommendation. I don’t even believe in kundalini and it ripped my world apart. I feel like we must be missing a lot as westerners. Wish there was a clear path forward but videos like this help bring a lot of peace
I am sorry to hear about your experience. I am glad to hear that my story helped you feel a little peace though. I have internalized it for myself as a realization that the difficulty of my obstacles is a recognition of my strength as a person and spirit. You have a strong spirit if this is what you are facing and are called to something greater. Just be patient and believe in yourself. When the time is right those things may help but taking it one day at a time and being true to yourself is probably the best thing do to. Re-establishing trust in your self after experiencing something that shakes your foundation is the key. Kundalini or crazy responses to present stressors is real and valid and yes I agree, as westerners we miss so much.
@@WildWillyRidesAgain Reading this brought a lot of comfort thank you. I do like the idea that this test is only happening because I’m meant to overcome it.
On a good day I feel like Neo in the Matrix when he believes he is the one lol. This all started with trying to recover from a neurological condition by force of will and it’s crazy waking up to new miracles every single day, watching myself do things I thought I never would again. And when ego sees what’s happening it loses its shit and tells me it’s all evil.. or something lol. It is absolutely the most bonkers, awesome, terrifying experience a human could have
I agree with you. Modern western psychology borrows from spiritual traditions that they have no idea about and it's dangerous because it can open things up in a big way for some of us and we have no appropriate guide to help us through. And then they can turn around an label it psychosis. Wishing you well, take good care of yourself.
Edit: I remember reading somewhere meditation is an inappropriate perscription for dealing with trauma. They shouldn't have been advising that anyway. Sorry you didn't have better care.❤
Aah God bless you 💗 son!!! Well done son for not giving in to the crazy temptation from satan to access the infinite!!!!! Seems like God gave you 💗 a profound insight just at the right moment that has saved your sanity and maybe even your soul..!!!!! God bless you and keep you.. AMEN FOREVERMORE..!!!!!!!
Edna your response to this post seems to correlate with my present experience and a decision I just made about 2 hours ago. God is working for sure. Thank you and Amen.
Hallo, do you mean like a divine intervention? Like you were taking drugs not going the right direction so the universe kind of shocked you out of all that with this experience? Or am i wrong? 🥴 i also have „brain damage“ due to being „electrocuted“ through high voltage kundalini surge! So i may be wrong. Now i laugh but a few minutes ago i read the comment below which states that multiple psychosis can cause brain damage and schizophrenia and i cried. It is in fact my worst nightmare to feel like this forever. Dont even wanna go back to normal because that was kind of boring. I am afraid that something went very wrong (it did, i was around the wrong people during my awakening) and that i am now stuck in this never ending cycle of ptsd, paranoia and nearly no trust. Surrender is the key and also hearing other stories really is helping. So thank you for sharing 💕 love and blessings from germany
The crazy thoughts only become crazy in my experience cause of how much sense they make, when you have that clarity, it’s overwhelming. Doesn’t mean you’re crazy or wrong, it does mean there’s stuff going on though that you’re aware of. Is life really about not being aware of those things? This is the problem with opening up and talking to “room mates”, it’s when you do, that you realise you may be off key. Yet it’s normal to the individual experiencing it
It’s all his will.
He is a being
I love him
Very insightful, thank you for sharing your experience 🙏🏽
Happened to me about a year ago i went deep in when i realized being. Full blown ecstasy my entire body was shivering and things were coming in absolutely non-stop. Feeling the ultimate compassion and its tears. Almost delved into non-being but it was too painful. Too much to unpack for a single comment. But tldr was commited to a psychward for about a month. I have been normal since. So dont think you would lose your mind forever if you go in.
Looks your subscribers are increasing. . gonna get a network of folks together.. if you want to do appearances on other people's streams too, you'd enjoy it and get out there . . Looking forward to giving it another go .. cheers
Repeated Psychosis episodes from Mental Illness, Spiritual related or Drug induced could lead to brain damage (neurotoxicity), which lead to Schizophrenia despite most cases are transient
I think that explains it. I must have brain damage. Lol.
@@WildWillyRidesAgain Take Niacin (Nicotinic Acid 1000mg x3 daily after a meal) that will help your brain to repair (rewire some or most sensors neurotransmitters). God bless you
@@WildWillyRidesAgainyou can heal it
Thank you!
I had an unexpected kundalini awakening and it was beautiful. wasnt on drugs and drinking tho. Were you using meth?
Not sure where to start because you kind of dropped the whole bucket in 14 minutes in a remarkable way for everyone to understand. The thing is I understand a lot of what you brought up, although my personal experience was totally different so to say. At some point in my life I went through something similar but yet again totally different. But a lot of the things you brought up are in line or touching some of things I encountered. I will just focus on one part which is the difficulty to stay in tune with reality when your mind is going through a phase like this. Please know I have no experience with type A drugs, but it doesn’t matter. Still I believe your drug use got you to end up in a mental washing machine which pushed you in all directions of thought whilst created a breach through the veil into a 5 dimensional area. In other words, to much to handle for the brain and minds operation system at the time you were experiencing this. The main issue with life in general is the fact that we are living in a world (like a software program) which is designed and controlled by other human beings. Basically when we enter this world we get programmed by our surroundings, parents, school, Tv, religion and so on… we accept all of it to be trustworthy. But if you trigger your mind to tap into different frequencies, in your case by using drugs, things and the wiring of your brain tends to open up doors which are not meant to be opened up. Its tricky and somewhat dangerous indeed because it can create a shortcut, like a fuse can pop leaving one behind with a broken mind. The issue is the concepts of thought we hold up about reality, the other issue is that these concepts of reality don’t apply in terms of Universal laws, 5th dimension. A breakdown of walls (whole in your brain, skull or mind) without the wiring of your brain to be ready for this can indeed lead to devastating effects. Will leave it here for now, take care, again, its great you made this video, people need to know about these kind of experiences, ❤
The shit is not fun . and your correct . warn the new agers because they thnk its all love and light
Folusho thank you for replying. Yes pain is definitely an inescapable part of growing and being alive.
lmao dude was just dealing with some brain dysfunction don't worry
So were they guys and girls or just one gender? And you never know. Maybe you did create that scenario with your thoughts. That’s the newest thing online. People say it’s possible
Hey William, I had a very real same experience as you I have talked to others and others have related! It’s interesting how all our stories correlate.
Hi Kayla, I would love to hear your story sometime. I think the fact that so many people share a similar experience means that its real! If you liked this video check out some of my others. th-cam.com/video/bulNa_8cx30/w-d-xo.html
That one speaks more about positive kundalini.
Sometimes psychosis is just psychosis
And sometimes it’s more than that. Everything happens for a reason.
It's brain structure change...@@gypsumstardust111
I don't think so. Mental illness is a rejection of God. It is the manifestation of the confused state of mind.
Word
Psychosis is just a word.
For me it's all this is that the neurotransmiters are so massed up that the mind can't couope.
And it's start to operatie difrently. And all the memory is now somehow not in level with new mind and still is by the old mind and that makes everything hard.
And you just gave to go on, best with work becaose if you dont work you think about all this and eat's you up.
You need to walk barefoot outside . And reduce EMF expose. Try taking tryptophan 2 hours before sleep .
Hey thank you for sharing those tips! If you liked this video subscribe and check out my other ones. Definitely need to ground.
I just cut a hole in my shoe, put a washer connected to a negative cable on it and I was good
Interesting!
Interesting..
Trauma loop makes sense
I think Kundalini experts may be contacted for this phenomena. Or read the book the serpent power written by Gopi Krishna.
Yes i read that book it was awesome. I call this kundalini although it doesn't follow the specific physiological understanding and mechanics of an intentional awakening experience. The result of kundalini is bliss and a total anew-ness or transformation of self and contents, accessing the infinite from within. The stress from my experience broke the barrier and then the result was an anew-ness of self and contents. The infinite was accessed but from outside my body by breaking the barrier. It was unintentional but that's why i call it kundalini.
Also, check out some of my other videos you might like them. This one explains from a bigger picture what living in wisdom and experiencing bliss is all about it. th-cam.com/video/bulNa_8cx30/w-d-xo.html
@@WildWillyRidesAgain yeah it’s not kundalini .. u would’ve known for sure, as the orgasm is intentionally raised up the spine and u feel the extreme orgasm & the fire going up ur back at the same time . Also doesn’t always mean bliss . Ha ha ! Gotta go thru hell to get to heaven ..
Before science. We have 4 spiritual gifts intuition vision feeling prophecy the means of perception. The 6th sense. 42 different combinations of perception but we can also check on our perceptions with those chills and shudders we receive they are our guardian angels. There is a system to follow in opening a clear two communication with them. However no religion can offer this service. We have balanced traits and out of balanced traits and science gets really weird with the out of balanced traits .the spiritual gifts are dynamic but they have another side of dynamics. Intuition has clairaudiance and its aura colour is redish burgundy vision clairvoyance and has yellow feeling has psychometry and has blue prophecy purple is all knowing dynamic is trance not psychosis. When drugs or exercise is used it pushes out the negative and the influence is happy it expands the aura the life force but then it shrinks and it all comes back in. Negative . A person thinks it feels but its the influence it feels the familar unfamiliar feelings. I am a psychopomp and I'm professional I guide a lot of accidental overdosers a state of mind In the afterlife you don't want.
So you were joking about it in your mind through imagery and internal chatter
Imagining creates reality my friend
Regardless the psychosis experience sounds fucken terrifying
Dude, Ithis is just another illusion. Find love and peace.
The snake Pearce through your third eye like Egyptians have the snake in the forehead
Cool imagery Lourdes! Thank you for watching.
Just water weaving through water really.
Turn to the real jesus . He's the healer. The world says it can't be cured the word says it can. Jesus is the word . Mind altering drugs pharmaceutical for this is no better than street drugs . Be blessed 🙌
Thanks Lorraine for your thoughtful comment. I just uploaded a brand new video talking about the bible, you might like it. th-cam.com/video/YNBIpNGi_bU/w-d-xo.html
Christ himself is kundalini manifested in flesh. The serpent in the wilderness. It will either destroy you in the fire or refine you like gold.