@Groundedrootshealing my problem throughout this year was sharing these things with the wrong people. But at the end of this year I feel I'm at a much better mindset, ready to follow my own soul in 2025. It was difficult because I quit trucking in April 2024. And I had lived in a semi truck for the better part of 9 years. Like a rolling jail cell at times. So in the month of March leading up to it I was having these wild emotional swings I had never experienced. Days where I would be so starving that I would eat more than I ever had. Other days I felt higher than any drug. It was almost too dangerous for me to still be driving. Since then it's been fits and starts, out of trucking. I just have so many relatability issues with today's society. My past and my future, and what my priorities have been simply doesn't match up. I see folks around me as NPCs. You're description of emotions being restricted was very resonating. It also occurred to me like you stated that perhaps this will be a more widespread trend in society and it could be turbulent but perhaps we look back on this time period as a time of enlightenment similar to other awakening periods in history.
I went through the ringer for sure!
@@jeremybowers1808 Glad you made it bro! 💪
Boy you just explained the last year of my life to a T
Congratulations and I’m sorry at the same time! I would never go back but it is an absolute slog to go through! Much Love ❤️
@Groundedrootshealing my problem throughout this year was sharing these things with the wrong people. But at the end of this year I feel I'm at a much better mindset, ready to follow my own soul in 2025. It was difficult because I quit trucking in April 2024. And I had lived in a semi truck for the better part of 9 years. Like a rolling jail cell at times. So in the month of March leading up to it I was having these wild emotional swings I had never experienced. Days where I would be so starving that I would eat more than I ever had. Other days I felt higher than any drug. It was almost too dangerous for me to still be driving. Since then it's been fits and starts, out of trucking. I just have so many relatability issues with today's society. My past and my future, and what my priorities have been simply doesn't match up. I see folks around me as NPCs. You're description of emotions being restricted was very resonating. It also occurred to me like you stated that perhaps this will be a more widespread trend in society and it could be turbulent but perhaps we look back on this time period as a time of enlightenment similar to other awakening periods in history.