When I was a little kid I used to catch grasshoppers to feed to my turtle. I found myself getting very angry that they were so difficult to catch that when I caught them I'd tear their legs off(partly also so they wouldn't jump away again when I fed them to my turtle too) but my sister noticed that I was taking a kind of sadistic pleasure in hurting the grasshoppers because of my anger towards them. She pointed it out and I came to understand a new level of respect for their lives. They were just trying to survive like anything else that lives. They jumped away because they didn't want to be caught. Then I could see myself through their perspective. It didn't stop us catching grasshoppers to feed the turtle, but it did stop the way I viewed it. Anyway, it's a journey of discovery. The fact that you came to realize what you've done and feel remorseful means that you're probably a decent person, but just made a bad mistake as a child. Hopefully it wasn't too bad and you find peace with it. We aren't born knowing all, we learn along the way.
I heard someone say once, thoughts are like cars on a highway, try let them wizz by without to much acknowledgment. Kinda liked it.. Thank you for your wisdom, much love
I literally just had this lovely thought a few hours before I red your reply. I so loved this healing synchronicity. The thought that was gently driving through my mind, was like, there are lots of different kinds of makes and models, old and new, expensive and not so expensive. Some going faster than others. Some more upbeat than others. That if I don't identify with any, then I don’t get carried away by any of them. And by simply observing them, the highway slowly becomes free, until there is no traffic at all. And what was once a congested, noisy, polluted space, naturally becomes a calming, joyful, peaceful highway of spaciousness. Just by simply allowing our thoughts to go on their way. Anyways. Hope you are well and enjoying your festive season. Life is Learning. Travel Well my wonderful friend. Also Loving the Amazing Wisdom shared by Spiritual Renaissance. He is some guy ☺☺☺
Right now im going through a time of isolation and boredom, i tried to find distractions from the fact that a lot of people have turned away from me and im all on my own now, but as soon as I kinda accepted that thats whats happening and thats sad, i started to feel better again. Your takes are allways on point, you also dont take yourself to serious and always update and dont shy away from criticising your own past opinions, thats worth gold. Keep making these videos, love to everyone
I agree, im also very alone but id rather be alone than around fakeness, i just quit using cannabis because i felt like my "vibration" or "frequency" was higher before i used it
Everybody should do what they feel is right at the moment. And then they should learn from their mistakes. Ideally, people should not compare themselves to others because that creates a lot of suffering. We must trust the Grace and be patient.
I had this thought about how some of the greatest minds and gifts are locked in prisons all around us serving unnecessary time after they've been spiritually liberated and have so much to give to the world but can't bc of the f up judicial system. Just imagine..how many freed soul and minds with this healing wisdom just sitting behind bars.
I'm now at the stage where I realize there is nothing to fix and I'm giving all my power to 'god'.... And still I do meditation, but not out of fixing.... This message you giving here is really deep and it resonates with me. Much love amigo
Thank you, heads just spinning lately, I'm trusting and so much is going right. The middle of the night ego trip is exhausting 😴 this must be how it should be is all, everything got done ✔ 😴
It was a privilege to encounter your videos over these past few months, and I am excited to continue to follow your stunning work. I'm 25 years old and resonate with your messages deeply.
Cook’n cook’n cook’n. Damn that heat is so uncomfortable but learn’n to accept the crispy bits. Adds texture. The moment chews us up and deeper flavour can arise. Hard lessons in develop’n a unique morsel of the now. 🙏 🍳 🔥
I totally agree with the point your making about the depth. While going through the darkness of the soul you anchor yourself in the depth that you have experienced and then you are able to experience more light. And the more we learn to observe our mind-body reacting to this, the more we are able to go beneath it. "Suffering just shows us where we are still clinging."
I went out with friends last night. had a bit too much to drink but I haven't been out in a while like that and had fun anyway. I woke up this morning with so much shame and guilt for what?? for having fun and letting loose a little? thanks for the perspective shift, I don't like to drink that much normally but nothing bad happened and I don't need to feel like crap all day because of it!
Love you Yash! Bit extreme for an internet man but I do 😂 You’ve helped me more than any physical being in my life! How can I not have big feelings about that. Massive part of my growth/evolution. Huge appreciation always. I hope you get as much out of doing these videos as we get receiving them 🙏🏽🫶 Wishing you well and hoping I make a satsang in 2024 🙏🏽
Most people will 'Eventually' come to their own realization, that all the things, that run through the mind is an almost daily occurrence. Searching for an easy way out, or a temporary escape from it, is not the answer. Acceptance is... Contentment.
POV; not every lifetime requires a deep descent into darkness. the descension and ascension processes spread out over several lifetimes. at some point enough learned wisdom remains at the core of one's soul to not HAVE to go super dark again and again. Great vid, thank you :)
Thank you sir. This is something that many people need to hear. Extremely strong energy in this one. Can't state really in words the resonance I feel with this video
6:23 the ego or shadow within the mind speaks loud, the mind speaks soft once shadow is cast aside and light is integrated…allowing for enlightened detachment….
Wow!! Just to listen to you knowing that you really know. You can really tell your authenticity, depth absolute honour for this. I’ve always resonated and come from the deepest, truest and authentic level. And you have also not been afforded the fluffy fairy like unfolding. I’ve always felt there is not many teachers working on this real heart felt level. Thank you.
4:14 The Buddha had to go through great suffering in order to gain enlightenment. Christ had to go through great suffering in order to gain ascension. It's just par for the course... it's just the process of rebirth or resurrection. One has to lose everything or die in order to gain the true nature which paradoxically is a no-thing. ☯️
If we are not experiencing it all first hand, there is a window or a middle-man inbetween us and it. Either we are following teachers or scriptures, we are following just another feeling towards the same thing that we are experiencing ourselves right here in this now, in our slightly different but still same imperfect now. Being taught there is a limit in the sky, when it is a combination of love & mind, on top of all other teachings created to indoctrinate, domesticate, distract & to make us forget about our individual selves, will put our minds into a conscious coma, allowing us to connect to the hive-mind which with time & programming will make us merge more & more with the machine. When learning any kind of passed down information no matter where on the spectrum of truth it is ranging, we are by doing so un-learning ourselves and our own discovered truths, just to put ourselves under and to take on someone else's inner stance like if it was our own, which sooner than later will have us...our inner being, turn into more of a copy and a follower than an actual self. Life is live, feel, learn and re-remember and the life that we live is the teacher itself, where by living it we should be growing into living books of knowledge, if we actually live it for ourselves. Our mind's are what will keep us afloat in life and if we build them up correctly, slow and steady, we have soon crafted our own ark's which we will have full faith in once the water is turning rough. We are both the teacher and the student here on earth, as we are both the observer and the one who is projecting the whole moving picture that we see infront of us and dive into each new day when we open our eyes and the camera is again for us, rolling. We create it each and every single time we choose to see it. We are all here as individual characters, playing the game of life & by playing our own characters we are all going to be acting as each others mirrors as well, reflecting all that greatness but also the inner work which we have been taught to simply just ignore. Reflecting ourselves in each other will let us know what we are, what we are not & where we are at within ourselves at any given time. So really, we should be grateful for all interaction with life as there is a teacher in absolutely everything if we are only allowed to remember that we are indeed the scale, always. In our natural state we always know what feels good and what feels less good, what is our own path of least resistance and which path is the one we do not even have to think, should we walk it or not. We know all we need to know when we have faith in ourselves, are in tune with our intuition and have learned the moral codes. If this is ever tampered with, if we are made numb, disconnected and full of information and knowledge which is only teaching us how to operate a specific function within the system, we are not living life as ourselves or for ourselves. We are moving with the rest of the living dead, as trauma based lifeforms who are pouring our lives into urns, slowly powderised within the daily grind. When breaking it down, all we truly own of any real value to us is our energy & our imaginative mind and together with these two gift's all we truly need in this life is good health, good morals and a fine-tuned instrument, as in us, to express ourselves properly with, in order to free our minds. The door has always been open so let the caged bird fly and let it sing doing so! Follow no one who wishes followers but lend an ear to those who do encourage you to live your life authentically and to walk your own path back home. Only by doing so we'll truly know who we are and what is our own personal way to connect back to ourselves again. We already have it & we need no middle-man in order stay connected to whatever we choose to call our own personal life experience. We are all born out of it and we are given a slightly different perspective to take in the experience with for a reason. So not to fall for false light and to not loose the inner knowing of who we are on a bigger scale. Saying that though, we can not escape what we are not first aware of & as we are observing, feeling and interacting with the nature round us we should, as it is not in our hearts, start questioning; is this truly a world that I would have created when absolutely everything is built up from suffering and where everything is feeding on itself, having to take the life of something else in order to survive? The biggest rule breaker is the rule maker & we are all god's until it finds a way to change the mind. 💜
Exactly what I needed on New Years Eve chillin in the bath. I started making videos in my other channel and I use to make a video then delete over and over cause I was so perfectionist. Now I just post knowing I am multi faceted and I will not come off the same in every video and that’s okay and I won’t always seem confident I will sometimes come off as confused. I just wanna be real so. Also, my vibration is finally starting to show physical illness symptoms which makes me GLAD because now I know I will be able to pinpoint what the hell I’m stuck on vibrationally and can address it more clearly… thanks Yash. ❤
My spirit guides definitely led me to your channel because everything your saying I feel you might aswell be sitting in front of me and know me yrs I dunno. Thanks for your content it's much needed and much appreciated 🙏
Thank you for helping me this past year. You made me realize some harsh truths like I just want to feel special all the time. Your words transformed my life, brother.
Ive found your videos a couple of months ago and i have to tell you that i very much appreciate ur authenticity. Especially on this one, because i was thinking exactly the same way the past months. Im just recovering from a 5 months long depression which really hit me to my knees like never before, even tho we had suicides, health issues, addiction from family members and so on in or family when i was a kid and throughout my youth. When i had my awakening about a year ago i was in a high state for 2 or 3 month. I did lots of drugs before but non of them have even come close to feeling of unity and being connected with everything. I really thought that this feeling is so fucking great that nothing would ever be able to throw me off. And oh boy was i wrong. When you see throw the veil you see that theres so much bs in the world and even among your closest family members and especially in urself. Suddenly i wasnt able to run away from all my bs any longer which is why i was suffering on an existential level. And then the mind wants to tell you that theres no such thing as god, or unity and all that sprititual bs and you begin to question your sanity. Videos like this one helping me a lot and these tough times, keep it up brother. Much love and happy new year from northern Germanys countryside!
"The mind wants to tell you that theres no such thing as god, or unity and all that sprititual bs and you begin to question your sanity." I relate to this a lot. The mind is so cunning, it always knows what will catch us out. Sometimes it gets us, other times we catch it and take the mind slightly less serious.
@@dillonmulgrew8922 yes exactly. That switch between ego and spirit is really exhausting for me sometimes. I’ve found that the only way out of this pain is acceptance of whatever is, tho this is sometimes also hard for me, because it means to accept my “darkest” aspects too. It’s really counterintuitive and not what most of us been told to do. I’ve spend my whole life running from the suffering inside me, which isn’t possible anymore after awakening. But I’m curious what person I’ll come out the other side, even tho this takes time and patience. Patience itself is also not what our surroundings suggest us to do, especially in this fast paced world we live in.
Yup, this whole game is backwards. We are taught by this world to logically deduce all of our solutions, so there has to be unlearning before intuition can show us the way. The exhaustion you feel when switching between ego and spirit is necessary. Exhaustion leads to true surrender, and only true surrender leads to transcendence. I hope this doesn't sound too non-dual, but the spirit does not get exhausted only the human matrix self. :) @@henrikschmidt2140
@@dillonmulgrew8922 yes it’s necessary indeed. When I was in these depressed states I only wanted to get rid of it, but when I was truly sick of it I began to surrender more and more. In the past couple of weeks I began to just accept the fear and all that as it is, as part of this human form, even tho it’s sometimes still so intense that I’m trying to run away from it. But it’s getting less and less. What’s interesting is that I don’t look at this intense suffering from a negative perspective now. Rather I feel like it was necessary in order to know what kind of behaviour patterns, judgements etc. I don’t wanna have in my life any longer.
When it's time to suffer, it's just time to suffer. Feel it, don't duck it with distractions and self medications. Let it run its course. Take it like a man\woman. Go through and come out of the other side better for it. All states appear and exit in cycles. Don't resist or run from the good or the bad. Just do your best in both and all times. What else can we do really? Why stress because you feel bad and things are not the way you want them to be right now? There's a time to take the wheel of life. And a time to surrender it. A time to run and fly. And a time when you need ta lay yo butt down somewhere for a minute or two.
I had been in an elated state for the past few weeks, I could feel a subtle tendency to feel that I had caused that and I also felt like "I have it,". I could see that this was delusion, but that was not enough to shake it. I am currently experiencing some acid grace which has drained my energy and battered my nervous system. So my chronic health issues are flaring up, as well as the emotional instability and the stronger mind vortex which comes with it. Definitely unpleasant, but it also leading to greater surrender which is more valuable anyway. This one resonates deep right now. Your videos are truely a blessing. Thank you.
Im going to watch this video; I watch most that I come across. But man, I just feel like in 2019 I fell into a hole, and everything I do, while it feels like clawing up, is deepening the hole. Like I can only dig deeper. My credit cards are beyond maxed out, after years of failed businesses and side hustles, of gift giving, and giving up more than I could count if I tried. Ive found myself in situations that no normal person would defend. I meditate as a treat. The story is so broken, and just keeps getting worse. I dont deserve forgiveness, I just wish I didnt have the threat of bars and bankruptcy looming over my head all of the time. I’ve looked at the shotgun in my closet more than once last year. I don’t believe it will come to that this year but honestly I ran out of strength to keep going a long time ago. Bless you, reader.
Stay strong brother. You are not alone. I went from upper middleclass to basically poverty in 14 month period, because certain things happened. Money lost, wisdom and depth gained.
❤ its 2 am, I'm looking for a fix, just getting over a nasty virus, dealing with ego, giving up as nothing works, yoga, meditation, I'm so tired, had enough, keep getting to this place, not seeing the truth, surrender is sooo hard. The words aren't going to help but ego thinks if I find a guru in the uk, someone I can have a normal conversation with. Anyhoo. Thanks for your videos 📹 right now mind wants body to die ,seems easier than ego death, tired, stubborn old cow, god bless.
Resonate with your message. I am almost 30 and have been having similar thoughts and ideas, brother. Sometimes the self improvment culture can cause legit psychosis in some. Leaves no space for openess with oneself. Much love and subbed.
We have high spirits we have lower spirits.... Spiritually,as a way of life/ passtime, is a respectable/ respectfully, altered mind state that requires no substance to obtain. Anarobic taught me that and it's unforgettable.
the one thats addicted isnt your real self. when this is realized more and more then you hold space for this self and not judge it and understand its like a child that is going through an evolutionary process. U just let it all play out. Theres no choice anyway.
You say to someone that had a bad LSD trip and completely altered somebody's mind. But this altercation has leed this person only to seek truth. Looking all over the Internet but feeling unstable has caused doubt. Truth is not only what the beholder thinks it is. But I feel like there's a right way and a or way but right and wrong equals to free will. Choose how you use it
2:22 It remeber me Osho: normaly, he used to be very joy and happy, a lot of jokes etc. Now, when he was in Jail, where was hes joy and hes sense of humor? He became very angry with that situation, not even seems enlightened anymore. Perhaps it is more or less like my father says: "with all these Rolls Royces, all that money and all those people deifying me, I'm also enlightened..."
I feel like balance is key (like maybe the Taoists really hit the nail on the head), while we all just keep trying to avoid the ditch on one side of the road - and celebrating our avoidance - by veering into the opposite ditch: "It's not this, it's that", and round and round we go. In reality, it's always neither/both, since there's no alternative to compare or contrast with what exists. Between the two concepts we form, of whatever is cooking off and whatever cannot be cooked, there is this changeless change; between the "seen" (microcosmic) Ego and "unseen" (macrocosmic Brahma), there is Atman, doing what Atman does. "You are only a puppet," says Antonio Porchia, "but in the hands of the infinite, which may be your own." And, "They will say you are on the wrong path, if it is your own."
Sit with that brother, allow your life to be even worse if it was to get so. In that openness comes acceptance and salvation for a complete transference of darkness to light. Grace will see your sincerity and accept your calls if your desperation is coming from heart rather than mind. This is your battlefield, fighting leads to death, fluidity through acceptance and divine movement leads to transcendence. Pray, meditate, see, be, what is for you is yours, your higher nature waits patiently on the other side of what is being currently prescribed. Peace and love bro. Hope that’s helpful.
I am at the stage where I can't believe what you are saying. I don't know how much longer I can hold on. I can see everything as it is. I am surrounded by devil's. Terrified and alone. No one one can get how fucked my life has been. 34 years I have been burning. I'm quite well over it. I've never known true peace, only once when my son was born. Thats when I felt heaven. But the rest of it.... hell. You can't tell people this stuff. It's offensive.
Hello sir ur topic was very insightful on accepting our emotional state, I'm now in state of awareness (I think) I feel like a blank vaccum but full and I can actually feel energy blocks stuck in different parts of the body, i just observe them and let them come up, but whenever I'm in this stillness too much I get restless, how do I stop myself from the restless, I'm just aware of it mostly but the sense of urgency, I want the great emptiness my thoughts keep on repeating restlessly, I can't also help but feel this restlessness deeply sometimes begging nd crying to take me home 😢
"There's no fixes" Why? Because to imply that something needs "fixing" is to imply something is "wrong" and Lord knows the truth of all truths is that NOTHING is wrong - it just is what it is.
This is your New Years gift, I want you to imagine a heartbeat on a heart monitor, it goes up and down some strokes are bigger than others but it never stops. Now I want you to draw a circle right over those lines, so their are lines coming in to your circle and out of your circle. The heartbeat is the Universes, the circle is yours, you can call it Earth or whatever you want however in that circle when the heartbeat enters, that is your birth, and when the heartbeat leaves your circle you die. This is what you are taught happens to everyone, well I am here to tell you it doesn't have to be that way, you can say enough with death and cure your karmic debts and CATCH THE UNIVERSES FLOW. See you on the other side, and HAPPY YOUR YEAR.
@@christianrichter If you want and if you are in the right situation all you have to do is tell yourself your ready ( twin soul) otherwise just wait a little bit cause the Arch angels are preparing the battle field. Just don't worry you will get intuition on what to do then just do it. It takes a lot of Guts to pass everything. Remember, she or he will be guiding you, you just have to do it.
@@cleener thanks so much for your hopeful message, i'm actually in isolation and feel something is coming to me. This helps a lot. Hopefully we see us on the other Site. Much Blessings to your Soul.
No its not great, my shadow side cant act anymore even if its to love others. Im so fuked up from ny past😢 i cant even talk to my shadow side any more, its grown so strong. Ive been blocked so heavily. I cant take myself to the lowest parts of myself or form in order to reach the highest parts of myself. I dont have the strength to deal with some of the more darker realitys of being a human in this life. Im trying
Sounds about right…Okay, then let it…”burn baby burn…disco inferno burn baby burn 🎼”. Lol. What will be will be. I will add in this process we are all going through something and it’s healing/healthy to walk in Love especially to yourself and others…now don’t get it twisted, if someone come to you sideways, showing love means ya may just have to kick some a&&…just saying. Lol. Happy 2024💕🙌🏽 in this physical body…”mama we made it “ despite all the BS. Okay, I’m done. Lol
yes dont worry about these labels. Many people have adhd when it comes to having to pay attention to things they dont care about. I think thats healthy actually.
through inner experience when Grace gives it to you. We have to trust this process. Be sincere in your request to be shown and then at some undeterminable time you will have some direct insight and inner feeling to back it.
I started my channel and I got a good video about the paradox of being present and that blew up then I posted a video about manifestation and got total shit on. I feel like I never get ahead and like something is always very wrong with me.
@@spiritualrenaissance and honestly I don’t make a video because I want it to get views. My paradox video I made cause it was kind of fun for me and people happened to enjoy it. I don’t want to be the puppet of an audience and just want to be myself and share what I got so far so who resonates. What you talk about is exactly about where I see things too and it’s like there’s this line of people who get way you’re saying and what I’m saying when I go deeper like that and then there’s really a lot of ignorance and once to start talking about like manifestation, that attracts people who may not resonate with some deeper things. I stopped trying to figure out the algorithm 😂
That’s what I mean. Everything that you’re talking about takes awhile to figure all that out. And less than 1 percent of the people who watch you are your real people. This is just a fact. Most are just spiritual window shoppers.
@@spiritualrenaissance Damn. Good to know and to keep it in perspective. Then I notice they get pissed off at you if you didn’t say something they didn’t like, well go make your own video then haha. Most people seem to resonate but yeah. Great insight!
Hey Yash,i need some words of wisdom, if you may have them. Last year I put down my best buddy, my dog Ash, because he had a history of biting. He bit my girlfriend's face and my room mate's 10-Year-Old son as well as other small incidences over the years I had him. But most all of it was just a reaction to some outside excitement or stimuli it never seemed to be malicious. I put him down in order to protect others but I feel it wasn't the right thing to do and I am eaten up with guilt. Do you think he will ever forgive me? Can I forgive myself? Has his spirit gone back to God? Thank you for any kind words. I appreciate everything you do. Peace.
Life is complex. It is like this sometimes. You didnt do it to hurt him and it wasn't a vindictive or abusive action and so it seems to just be an experience that had to happen to invite some deeper contemplation in you and thus living wisdom as it is doing.. Somehow the dog needed to also experience this as well. Theres no mistakes. God alchemizes everything into higher wisdom-- always . 💙
@@spiritualrenaissance Thank you, man. Much love. I know we are all sparks of the divine so there is truly no separation, life or death....it just is what it. At least to my understanding. ✌
I like her because she is more raw and unconventional and therefore adds a nice balance to the collective guru stereotype. And she’s a woman (and shes indian) which makes it even more appealing. Just a bit too advertizey. But nothing is perfect on this plane. But I like her 👍
@@spiritualrenaissance when you say you can't really force anything and the awakening will come when it comes, does that mean even though I undertake my process of surrender and semen retention and physical fitness, fasting etc that even then it can happen like years later?
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Hit the nail on the head.
"No tree, it is said, can grow to heaven unless its roots reach down to hell."
- Carl Jung
I once hurt an animal ignorantly. I forgot about it until 15 years later, this memory came up out of nowhere. It does not feel good.
Yea I did it when I was a young kid. Now I feed all the animals I see and so it might be how the consciousness made balance with that.
You're not that person anymore so you should be proud of yourself. 😊
So you stopped eating animals?
When I was a little kid I used to catch grasshoppers to feed to my turtle. I found myself getting very angry that they were so difficult to catch that when I caught them I'd tear their legs off(partly also so they wouldn't jump away again when I fed them to my turtle too) but my sister noticed that I was taking a kind of sadistic pleasure in hurting the grasshoppers because of my anger towards them.
She pointed it out and I came to understand a new level of respect for their lives. They were just trying to survive like anything else that lives. They jumped away because they didn't want to be caught.
Then I could see myself through their perspective.
It didn't stop us catching grasshoppers to feed the turtle, but it did stop the way I viewed it. Anyway, it's a journey of discovery. The fact that you came to realize what you've done and feel remorseful means that you're probably a decent person, but just made a bad mistake as a child.
Hopefully it wasn't too bad and you find peace with it. We aren't born knowing all, we learn along the way.
@@jacealbine i was a teenager that hurt a dog. its a vague memory now. i have changed for the better now.
“Sit in the pot of fire and go through your transformation” needed to hear that🙏🏾
I heard someone say once, thoughts are like cars on a highway, try let them wizz by without to much acknowledgment. Kinda liked it..
Thank you for your wisdom, much love
I literally just had this lovely thought a few hours before I red your reply. I so loved this healing synchronicity. The thought that was gently driving through my mind, was like, there are lots of different kinds of makes and models, old and new, expensive and not so expensive. Some going faster than others. Some more upbeat than others. That if I don't identify with any, then I don’t get carried away by any of them. And by simply observing them, the highway slowly becomes free, until there is no traffic at all. And what was once a congested, noisy, polluted space, naturally becomes a calming, joyful, peaceful highway of spaciousness. Just by simply allowing our thoughts to go on their way.
Anyways. Hope you are well and enjoying your festive season. Life is Learning. Travel Well my wonderful friend. Also Loving the Amazing Wisdom shared by Spiritual Renaissance. He is some guy
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Right now im going through a time of isolation and boredom, i tried to find distractions from the fact that a lot of people have turned away from me and im all on my own now, but as soon as I kinda accepted that thats whats happening and thats sad, i started to feel better again.
Your takes are allways on point, you also dont take yourself to serious and always update and dont shy away from criticising your own past opinions, thats worth gold. Keep making these videos, love to everyone
yes, humorous self criticism is best
I agree, im also very alone but id rather be alone than around fakeness, i just quit using cannabis because i felt like my "vibration" or "frequency" was higher before i used it
Everybody should do what they feel is right at the moment. And then they should learn from their mistakes. Ideally, people should not compare themselves to others because that creates a lot of suffering. We must trust the Grace and be patient.
I had this thought about how some of the greatest minds and gifts are locked in prisons all around us serving unnecessary time after they've been spiritually liberated and have so much to give to the world but can't bc of the f up judicial system. Just imagine..how many freed soul and minds with this healing wisdom just sitting behind bars.
I'm now at the stage where I realize there is nothing to fix and I'm giving all my power to 'god'.... And still I do meditation, but not out of fixing.... This message you giving here is really deep and it resonates with me. Much love amigo
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Thank you, heads just spinning lately, I'm trusting and so much is going right. The middle of the night ego trip is exhausting 😴 this must be how it should be is all, everything got done ✔ 😴
One of the best spiritual messages I've ever heard.
So profound and so easy to relate.
Thank you brother
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It was a privilege to encounter your videos over these past few months, and I am excited to continue to follow your stunning work. I'm 25 years old and resonate with your messages deeply.
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I’m learning to just detach and observe, an just letting others be as they are..no longer letting the ego take the wheel 🙏🏽⚡️💯
“There is no quick fix.” Thank you so much for your videos and facilitating introspection and awareness.
I totally agree with the point your making about the depth. While going through the darkness of the soul you anchor yourself in the depth that you have experienced and then you are able to experience more light. And the more we learn to observe our mind-body reacting to this, the more we are able to go beneath it. "Suffering just shows us where we are still clinging."
Amen
I went out with friends last night. had a bit too much to drink but I haven't been out in a while like that and had fun anyway. I woke up this morning with so much shame and guilt for what?? for having fun and letting loose a little? thanks for the perspective shift, I don't like to drink that much normally but nothing bad happened and I don't need to feel like crap all day because of it!
Of course. I call it the 2 percent rule. Always stay flexible and allow anything for 2 percent of the time for balance!
Love you Yash! Bit extreme for an internet man but I do 😂 You’ve helped me more than any physical being in my life! How can I not have big feelings about that. Massive part of my growth/evolution. Huge appreciation always. I hope you get as much out of doing these videos as we get receiving them 🙏🏽🫶 Wishing you well and hoping I make a satsang in 2024 🙏🏽
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Most people will 'Eventually' come to their own realization, that all the things, that run through the mind is an almost daily occurrence. Searching for an easy way out, or a temporary escape from it, is not the answer. Acceptance is...
Contentment.
I trust truly in the connection of oneness, you put just the right video out at the right time, Divine Oneness 😊
Thank you and Happy New Year to All ❤
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POV; not every lifetime requires a deep descent into darkness. the descension and ascension processes spread out over several lifetimes. at some point enough learned wisdom remains at the core of one's soul to not HAVE to go super dark again and again. Great vid, thank you :)
Interesting add-on, thanks for sharing
What does POV mean? Is it point of view? I see it everywhere these days and don't know what it means.
@@martinrea8548 yes it's point of view. I just learned about it recently after seeing it for years everywhere :D
This is helpful, thankyou Yash ❤
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Thank you sir. This is something that many people need to hear. Extremely strong energy in this one. Can't state really in words the resonance I feel with this video
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Facts! Plus faith and love. So much power❤
thanks brother
6:23 the ego or shadow within the mind speaks loud, the mind speaks soft once shadow is cast aside and light is integrated…allowing for enlightened detachment….
Wow!! Just to listen to you knowing that you really know.
You can really tell your authenticity, depth absolute honour for this.
I’ve always resonated and come from the deepest, truest and authentic level.
And you have also not been afforded the fluffy fairy like unfolding.
I’ve always felt there is not many teachers working on this real heart felt level.
Thank you.
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4:14 The Buddha had to go through great suffering in order to gain enlightenment. Christ had to go through great suffering in order to gain ascension. It's just par for the course... it's just the process of rebirth or resurrection. One has to lose everything or die in order to gain the true nature which paradoxically is a no-thing. ☯️
If we are not experiencing it all first hand, there is a window or a middle-man inbetween us and it.
Either we are following teachers or scriptures, we are following just another feeling towards the same thing that we are experiencing ourselves right here in this now, in our slightly different but still same imperfect now.
Being taught there is a limit in the sky, when it is a combination of love & mind, on top of all other teachings created to indoctrinate, domesticate, distract & to make us forget about our individual selves, will put our minds into a conscious coma, allowing us to connect to the hive-mind which with time & programming will make us merge more & more with the machine.
When learning any kind of passed down information no matter where on the spectrum of truth it is ranging, we are by doing so un-learning ourselves and our own discovered truths, just to put ourselves under and to take on someone else's inner stance like if it was our own, which sooner than later will have us...our inner being, turn into more of a copy and a follower than an actual self.
Life is live, feel, learn and re-remember and the life that we live is the teacher itself, where by living it we should be growing into living books of knowledge, if we actually live it for ourselves. Our mind's are what will keep us afloat in life and if we build them up correctly, slow and steady, we have soon crafted our own ark's which we will have full faith in once the water is turning rough. We are both the teacher and the student here on earth, as we are both the observer and the one who is projecting the whole moving picture that we see infront of us and dive into each new day when we open our eyes and the camera is again for us, rolling. We create it each and every single time we choose to see it.
We are all here as individual characters, playing the game of life & by playing our own characters we are all going to be acting as each others mirrors as well, reflecting all that greatness but also the inner work which we have been taught to simply just ignore. Reflecting ourselves in each other will let us know what we are, what we are not & where we are at within ourselves at any given time. So really, we should be grateful for all interaction with life as there is a teacher in absolutely everything if we are only allowed to remember that we are indeed the scale, always. In our natural state we always know what feels good and what feels less good, what is our own path of least resistance and which path is the one we do not even have to think, should we walk it or not. We know all we need to know when we have faith in ourselves, are in tune with our intuition and have learned the moral codes. If this is ever tampered with, if we are made numb, disconnected and full of information and knowledge which is only teaching us how to operate a specific function within the system, we are not living life as ourselves or for ourselves. We are moving with the rest of the living dead, as trauma based lifeforms who are pouring our lives into urns, slowly powderised within the daily grind.
When breaking it down, all we truly own of any real value to us is our energy & our imaginative mind and together with these two gift's all we truly need in this life is good health, good morals and a fine-tuned instrument, as in us, to express ourselves properly with, in order to free our minds.
The door has always been open so let the caged bird fly and let it sing doing so!
Follow no one who wishes followers but lend an ear to those who do encourage you to live your life authentically and to walk your own path back home.
Only by doing so we'll truly know who we are and what is our own personal way to connect back to ourselves again.
We already have it & we need no middle-man in order stay connected to whatever we choose to call our own personal life experience. We are all born out of it and we are given a slightly different perspective to take in the experience with for a reason.
So not to fall for false light and to not loose the inner knowing of who we are on a bigger scale.
Saying that though, we can not escape what we are not first aware of & as we are observing, feeling and interacting with the nature round us we should, as it is not in our hearts, start questioning; is this truly a world that I would have created when absolutely everything is built up from suffering and where everything is feeding on itself, having to take the life of something else in order to survive?
The biggest rule breaker is the rule maker & we are all god's until it finds a way to change the mind. 💜
Exactly what I needed on New Years Eve chillin in the bath. I started making videos in my other channel and I use to make a video then delete over and over cause I was so perfectionist. Now I just post knowing I am multi faceted and I will not come off the same in every video and that’s okay and I won’t always seem confident I will sometimes come off as confused. I just wanna be real so. Also, my vibration is finally starting to show physical illness symptoms which makes me GLAD because now I know I will be able to pinpoint what the hell I’m stuck on vibrationally and can address it more clearly… thanks Yash. ❤
Good words
you’re an angel
Well said brother 👌🏾💯
Thank you so much 🌼
Thank you Yash always for your message. I wish you a happy new year full of love, prosperity & health.
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My spirit guides definitely led me to your channel because everything your saying I feel you might aswell be sitting in front of me and know me yrs I dunno. Thanks for your content it's much needed and much appreciated 🙏
Welcome 🙂
Thank you for helping me this past year. You made me realize some harsh truths like I just want to feel special all the time. Your words transformed my life, brother.
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Damn this was real af
This is from Jesus. Everything you feel, He felt 10 fold.
Some have suffered more than Jesus.
None have have suffered more than Him. It's uplifting what you do and I thank you. We should agree to disagree on suffering.
Ive found your videos a couple of months ago and i have to tell you that i very much appreciate ur authenticity. Especially on this one, because i was thinking exactly the same way the past months. Im just recovering from a 5 months long depression which really hit me to my knees like never before, even tho we had suicides, health issues, addiction from family members and so on in or family when i was a kid and throughout my youth. When i had my awakening about a year ago i was in a high state for 2 or 3 month. I did lots of drugs before but non of them have even come close to feeling of unity and being connected with everything. I really thought that this feeling is so fucking great that nothing would ever be able to throw me off. And oh boy was i wrong. When you see throw the veil you see that theres so much bs in the world and even among your closest family members and especially in urself. Suddenly i wasnt able to run away from all my bs any longer which is why i was suffering on an existential level. And then the mind wants to tell you that theres no such thing as god, or unity and all that sprititual bs and you begin to question your sanity. Videos like this one helping me a lot and these tough times, keep it up brother. Much love and happy new year from northern Germanys countryside!
"The mind wants to tell you that theres no such thing as god, or unity and all that sprititual bs and you begin to question your sanity."
I relate to this a lot. The mind is so cunning, it always knows what will catch us out. Sometimes it gets us, other times we catch it and take the mind slightly less serious.
@@dillonmulgrew8922 yes exactly. That switch between ego and spirit is really exhausting for me sometimes. I’ve found that the only way out of this pain is acceptance of whatever is, tho this is sometimes also hard for me, because it means to accept my “darkest” aspects too. It’s really counterintuitive and not what most of us been told to do. I’ve spend my whole life running from the suffering inside me, which isn’t possible anymore after awakening. But I’m curious what person I’ll come out the other side, even tho this takes time and patience. Patience itself is also not what our surroundings suggest us to do, especially in this fast paced world we live in.
Yup, this whole game is backwards. We are taught by this world to logically deduce all of our solutions, so there has to be unlearning before intuition can show us the way.
The exhaustion you feel when switching between ego and spirit is necessary. Exhaustion leads to true surrender, and only true surrender leads to transcendence. I hope this doesn't sound too non-dual, but the spirit does not get exhausted only the human matrix self. :) @@henrikschmidt2140
@@dillonmulgrew8922 yes it’s necessary indeed. When I was in these depressed states I only wanted to get rid of it, but when I was truly sick of it I began to surrender more and more. In the past couple of weeks I began to just accept the fear and all that as it is, as part of this human form, even tho it’s sometimes still so intense that I’m trying to run away from it. But it’s getting less and less. What’s interesting is that I don’t look at this intense suffering from a negative perspective now. Rather I feel like it was necessary in order to know what kind of behaviour patterns, judgements etc. I don’t wanna have in my life any longer.
Thanks for sharing your insights Yash! Appreciate your clarity and humility. Your energy feels so right on to me.❤🕊️🙏
When it's time to suffer, it's just time to suffer. Feel it, don't duck it with distractions and self medications. Let it run its course. Take it like a man\woman. Go through and come out of the other side better for it. All states appear and exit in cycles. Don't resist or run from the good or the bad. Just do your best in both and all times. What else can we do really? Why stress because you feel bad and things are not the way you want them to be right now? There's a time to take the wheel of life. And a time to surrender it. A time to run and fly. And a time when you need ta lay yo butt down somewhere for a minute or two.
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Thank you for this!
I had been in an elated state for the past few weeks, I could feel a subtle tendency to feel that I had caused that and I also felt like "I have it,". I could see that this was delusion, but that was not enough to shake it. I am currently experiencing some acid grace which has drained my energy and battered my nervous system. So my chronic health issues are flaring up, as well as the emotional instability and the stronger mind vortex which comes with it. Definitely unpleasant, but it also leading to greater surrender which is more valuable anyway.
This one resonates deep right now. Your videos are truely a blessing.
Thank you.
Im going to watch this video; I watch most that I come across. But man, I just feel like in 2019 I fell into a hole, and everything I do, while it feels like clawing up, is deepening the hole. Like I can only dig deeper. My credit cards are beyond maxed out, after years of failed businesses and side hustles, of gift giving, and giving up more than I could count if I tried. Ive found myself in situations that no normal person would defend. I meditate as a treat. The story is so broken, and just keeps getting worse. I dont deserve forgiveness, I just wish I didnt have the threat of bars and bankruptcy looming over my head all of the time. I’ve looked at the shotgun in my closet more than once last year. I don’t believe it will come to that this year but honestly I ran out of strength to keep going a long time ago. Bless you, reader.
Stay strong brother. You are not alone. I went from upper middleclass to basically poverty in 14 month period, because certain things happened. Money lost, wisdom and depth gained.
Jesus christ thank god i found your content brother. Make a lot of sense what u say
This is such a great topic thank you ❤
Thank you - just…thank you.
Everybody living hard and soft, spiritually or physically. Life is constant.
❤ its 2 am, I'm looking for a fix, just getting over a nasty virus, dealing with ego, giving up as nothing works, yoga, meditation, I'm so tired, had enough, keep getting to this place, not seeing the truth, surrender is sooo hard. The words aren't going to help but ego thinks if I find a guru in the uk, someone I can have a normal conversation with. Anyhoo. Thanks for your videos 📹 right now mind wants body to die ,seems easier than ego death, tired, stubborn old cow, god bless.
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@@ragefilled thank you 😊 🙏 💓
This was exactly what I needed to hear in this moment. Thank you
Resonate with your message. I am almost 30 and have been having similar thoughts and ideas, brother. Sometimes the self improvment culture can cause legit psychosis in some. Leaves no space for openess with oneself. Much love and subbed.
Thank you! Your message is a great help for me.
In the Feeling is the Believing 🔥 Yo ☝🏻 5:58
Best video i have seen in a while in terms of spirituality, self enquiry…
We have high spirits we have lower spirits.... Spiritually,as a way of life/ passtime, is a respectable/ respectfully, altered mind state that requires no substance to obtain.
Anarobic taught me that and it's unforgettable.
Should we love ourselves even when we’re concious of our own addictions, and overcoming them
the one thats addicted isnt your real self. when this is realized more and more then you hold space for this self and not judge it and understand its like a child that is going through an evolutionary process. U just let it all play out. Theres no choice anyway.
Exactly…. I am in the frying pan. Better to be real then be this fake comfortable person tbh
JUST IN TIME, MASTER!😭💛💛💛
2:23 imaging this made me laugh so much 😂😂😅
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Always looking forward to your vids they help alot 😂❤❤
Your videos are clear, pragmatic and kind. Keep sharing more that we may learn and share further :0)
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❤ brilliant message, very well explained ❤
Excellent..
Thank you
Nice man thank you! Im 20 years old i needed to hear you😂 u look prietty amazing!
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I needed this
Thank you Yash, this is me
You say to someone that had a bad LSD trip and completely altered somebody's mind. But this altercation has leed this person only to seek truth. Looking all over the Internet but feeling unstable has caused doubt. Truth is not only what the beholder thinks it is. But I feel like there's a right way and a or way but right and wrong equals to free will. Choose how you use it
Well said, thanks for sharing.
in the islamic view everyone has a unique test from the true unique creator
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Resonates deeply
Found this really helpful thankyou
2:22 It remeber me Osho: normaly, he used to be very joy and happy, a lot of jokes etc. Now, when he was in Jail, where was hes joy and hes sense of humor? He became very angry with that situation, not even seems enlightened anymore. Perhaps it is more or less like my father says: "with all these Rolls Royces, all that money and all those people deifying me, I'm also enlightened..."
Thank you, I needed this! ❤
And happy New year! 🎉💫🥰
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I feel like balance is key (like maybe the Taoists really hit the nail on the head), while we all just keep trying to avoid the ditch on one side of the road - and celebrating our avoidance - by veering into the opposite ditch: "It's not this, it's that", and round and round we go. In reality, it's always neither/both, since there's no alternative to compare or contrast with what exists. Between the two concepts we form, of whatever is cooking off and whatever cannot be cooked, there is this changeless change; between the "seen" (microcosmic) Ego and "unseen" (macrocosmic Brahma), there is Atman, doing what Atman does. "You are only a puppet," says Antonio Porchia, "but in the hands of the infinite, which may be your own." And, "They will say you are on the wrong path, if it is your own."
What do you mean nothing? It feels like everything's wrong with me. It feels like my whole life is one huge fuckup😢
Sit with that brother, allow your life to be even worse if it was to get so. In that openness comes acceptance and salvation for a complete transference of darkness to light. Grace will see your sincerity and accept your calls if your desperation is coming from heart rather than mind. This is your battlefield, fighting leads to death, fluidity through acceptance and divine movement leads to transcendence. Pray, meditate, see, be, what is for you is yours, your higher nature waits patiently on the other side of what is being currently prescribed. Peace and love bro. Hope that’s helpful.
@@eliasparker5113, thank you, bro. Appreciate your support❤
According to who?
I am at the stage where I can't believe what you are saying. I don't know how much longer I can hold on. I can see everything as it is. I am surrounded by devil's. Terrified and alone. No one one can get how fucked my life has been. 34 years I have been burning. I'm quite well over it. I've never known true peace, only once when my son was born. Thats when I felt heaven. But the rest of it.... hell. You can't tell people this stuff. It's offensive.
Hello sir ur topic was very insightful on accepting our emotional state, I'm now in state of awareness (I think) I feel like a blank vaccum but full and I can actually feel energy blocks stuck in different parts of the body, i just observe them and let them come up, but whenever I'm in this stillness too much I get restless, how do I stop myself from the restless, I'm just aware of it mostly but the sense of urgency, I want the great emptiness my thoughts keep on repeating restlessly, I can't also help but feel this restlessness deeply sometimes begging nd crying to take me home 😢
So true bro the regert hit me hard the f up did in mine lust overeating spending at 62 man it real thank you
Thank you
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Thanks for the video,
happy new year and thank you
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"There's no fixes" Why? Because to imply that something needs "fixing" is to imply something is "wrong" and Lord knows the truth of all truths is that NOTHING is wrong - it just is what it is.
Great video thanks
This is your New Years gift, I want you to imagine a heartbeat on a heart monitor, it goes up and down some strokes are bigger than others but it never stops. Now I want you to draw a circle right over those lines, so their are lines coming in to your circle and out of your circle. The heartbeat is the Universes, the circle is yours, you can call it Earth or whatever you want however in that circle when the heartbeat enters, that is your birth, and when the heartbeat leaves your circle you die. This is what you are taught happens to everyone, well I am here to tell you it doesn't have to be that way, you can say enough with death and cure your karmic debts and CATCH THE UNIVERSES FLOW. See you on the other side, and HAPPY YOUR YEAR.
True words, what's your suggestion for pay the Karmic debt ?
@@christianrichter If you want and if you are in the right situation all you have to do is tell yourself your ready ( twin soul) otherwise just wait a little bit cause the Arch angels are preparing the battle field. Just don't worry you will get intuition on what to do then just do it. It takes a lot of Guts to pass everything. Remember, she or he will be guiding you, you just have to do it.
@@cleener thanks so much for your hopeful message, i'm actually in isolation and feel something is coming to me. This helps a lot. Hopefully we see us on the other Site. Much Blessings to your Soul.
Are you talking about offing yourself?
I’ve been having this strong urge of offing myself from this whole thing
@@YourSermonPlug No never, that is not having courage to face your future.
No its not great, my shadow side cant act anymore even if its to love others. Im so fuked up from ny past😢 i cant even talk to my shadow side any more, its grown so strong. Ive been blocked so heavily. I cant take myself to the lowest parts of myself or form in order to reach the highest parts of myself. I dont have the strength to deal with some of the more darker realitys of being a human in this life. Im trying
We don’t have the power to do any of this. Surrendering to that puts us in touch with the power that does.
Happy new year, yash 🎆
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Sounds about right…Okay, then let it…”burn baby burn…disco inferno burn baby burn 🎼”. Lol. What will be will be. I will add in this process we are all going through something and it’s healing/healthy to walk in Love especially to yourself and others…now don’t get it twisted, if someone come to you sideways, showing love means ya may just have to kick some a&&…just saying. Lol. Happy 2024💕🙌🏽 in this physical body…”mama we made it “ despite all the BS. Okay, I’m done. Lol
I mean I have add and adhd
But other than that I’ve just meditated and felt the changes inside myself
yes dont worry about these labels. Many people have adhd when it comes to having to pay attention to things they dont care about. I think thats healthy actually.
Hello, can you put the link to your second channel somewhere please? Like in the video description ✌🏻
www.youtube.com/@BeyondTheAlchemy/videos
@@spiritualrenaissance cool, thanks
isolation = elevation
for me it did..:)
Is there suffering because it shows you how powerful the indestructible inner peace is? Is this whole life just a demonstration?
Contemplate that…
I left religion but i still fear death and hell how do inget over that?
through inner experience when Grace gives it to you. We have to trust this process. Be sincere in your request to be shown and then at some undeterminable time you will have some direct insight and inner feeling to back it.
instead of saying awakening, you can say "the more observant and flowing you are"...
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I started my channel and I got a good video about the paradox of being present and that blew up then I posted a video about manifestation and got total shit on. I feel like I never get ahead and like something is always very wrong with me.
It takes awhile to learn how the algorithm operates . It can’t be articulated.
@@spiritualrenaissance and honestly I don’t make a video because I want it to get views. My paradox video I made cause it was kind of fun for me and people happened to enjoy it. I don’t want to be the puppet of an audience and just want to be myself and share what I got so far so who resonates. What you talk about is exactly about where I see things too and it’s like there’s this line of people who get way you’re saying and what I’m saying when I go deeper like that and then there’s really a lot of ignorance and once to start talking about like manifestation, that attracts people who may not resonate with some deeper things. I stopped trying to figure out the algorithm 😂
That’s what I mean. Everything that you’re talking about takes awhile to figure all that out. And less than 1 percent of the people who watch you are your real people. This is just a fact. Most are just spiritual window shoppers.
@@spiritualrenaissance Damn. Good to know and to keep it in perspective. Then I notice they get pissed off at you if you didn’t say something they didn’t like, well go make your own video then haha. Most people seem to resonate but yeah. Great insight!
I wonder did you paint the pictures?
no..:)
Hey Yash,i need some words of wisdom, if you may have them. Last year I put down my best buddy, my dog Ash, because he had a history of biting. He bit my girlfriend's face and my room mate's 10-Year-Old son as well as other small incidences over the years I had him. But most all of it was just a reaction to some outside excitement or stimuli it never seemed to be malicious. I put him down in order to protect others but I feel it wasn't the right thing to do and I am eaten up with guilt. Do you think he will ever forgive me? Can I forgive myself? Has his spirit gone back to God? Thank you for any kind words. I appreciate everything you do. Peace.
Life is complex. It is like this sometimes. You didnt do it to hurt him and it wasn't a vindictive or abusive action and so it seems to just be an experience that had to happen to invite some deeper contemplation in you and thus living wisdom as it is doing.. Somehow the dog needed to also experience this as well. Theres no mistakes. God alchemizes everything into higher wisdom-- always . 💙
@@spiritualrenaissance Thank you, man. Much love. I know we are all sparks of the divine so there is truly no separation, life or death....it just is what it. At least to my understanding. ✌
What do you think of the teachings of Maharishikaa on surrender practice?
I like her because she is more raw and unconventional and therefore adds a nice balance to the collective guru stereotype. And she’s a woman (and shes indian) which makes it even more appealing. Just a bit too advertizey. But nothing is perfect on this plane. But I like her 👍
But Anandamayi Ma Will always be my favorite!
@@spiritualrenaissance when you say you can't really force anything and the awakening will come when it comes, does that mean even though I undertake my process of surrender and semen retention and physical fitness, fasting etc that even then it can happen like years later?
@@spiritualrenaissance I don't know her yet, but I'm about to :)
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Thanks Yash 😊
Is that your art on the wall behind you ?
Not mine 🙂