This is probably the most powerful thing anyone in the MMA community has ever done. Her courage to share her story will save many lives. Respect. RIP Victoria.
So awesome that someone in her position can put this out there. All people who are struggling should get some help. Don't feel ashamed or like you are alone. You can get help.
Yeah help ur younger sister.. she literally wearing the same exact shoes you are and you couldnt see it. You decided to become selfish and drive off a cliff how do u think that effects ur loved ones. Now ur trying to change the world after shes gone come on now
As someone who suffers from mental illness, contemplated suicide may times, I appreciate your story and creating awareness. Respect!!! And so sorry to hear about your sister
@darynarends. We can't change this out of control world (samsara) but we can change the way we respond to it - Yoda. Take it easy & less personal. May you be well & happy.🙏
I've been following the Lee family for a very long time and was heartbroken when I heard the news about Victoria. Mental health is very real and what you're doing with FightStory is a blessing. Victoria is smiling from the heavens above, thank you Angela!
I don't think this was a mental illness issue. This is the result of the parents putting too much pressure on their children. This is seen a lot in South Korea where the children are put on a tough schedule to get good grades no mater what. Failure is not an option in the eyes of the parents. South Korea has the highest suicide rate in the world for children ages 10-19.
Not gonna lie, I broke down at the end of this. It’s amazing how it’s so tragic but Angela’s managed to turn it into something Beautiful . This was powerful and raw and I couldn’t possibly have any more respect for Angela. So many people will be helped because of this
Bro whats the point after shes gone!!! Be there for her to save her life!!! Shes literally ur little sister having the same shoes as you and you are oblivious yo it da fuqqqq
Damn… that was deep….. the strength and courage needed to do this is incalculable, nothing but respect Angela… truly very sorry for the loss of your younger sister, she was a bright star, but sometimes we forget how hard it is to carry the weight to maintain such a high level. Most kids her age just playing video games without a care in the world…. We just don’t understand how hard it is to maintain such high standards and what it takes or sacrifices needed.. all we see is the smiles and wins….😢😢😢
Thanking for speaking about the suicidal stories…I was a victim of it. Attempted several times and the final time I was gonna do it and told my goodbyes to my closest friend, ambulance,police and firefighter arrived… I was locked up for attempting it. Life was just grey and black. I was extremely lonely. Years later. My mood improved. My thoughts for dying doesn’t fear me. I ride my motorbike to cemeteries alone, to feel the comfort and peace. Whenever someone I knew passed on. I would always have the thought of “wow, how lucky to escape this reality” It was some disease I wish to concur but it’ll always linger… But I’m satisfied, not happy. Whenever there’s a chance to smile instead of frowning, I would always smile! I’m out of being stuck in the mud but there’s mud dried on my skin. No one wants to be miserable. This video shows so much within so little time. I thank you Lee family.
When I heard about Victoria it was tragic but I was respectful and did not question the reason. In March of this year my little brother took his life. I myself had suicidal tendencies I tried to drive off a cliff..I pulled the trigger on myself and it jammed. Angela opening up let's me know I'm not alone. I am grateful for her fights. Her theories of life but opening up means the world.
Sorry to hear that. My mom just passed too. Basically suicide by alcohol. "I'm trying to get the alcohol to do something I can't do myself" I heard her tell her therapist over the phone.
Sadly, I can relate. I lost my brother to suicide as well. He was the youngest and I the oldest. I remember feeling my heart drop and that sharp pain in my gut when I realized what happened to Victoria Lee. I empathize so much with Angela and her family. And with others who have lost their loved ones to the deep pain of suicide. 💔
The reason you are still alive is because Jesus had mercy on you and its not your time, even the gun jammed, ur problems wont go away, depressing thoughts wont go away, your not free, unless Jesus set you free, who the son set free is free indeed. We cannot overcome with our own strength, only God's strength can over come. Im sorry to hear about your brother, let God write the rest of your story, give Him the pen amd move over. Blessing to you
Rest in peace Victoria 🙏🏻❤ And Angela, you are such an inspiration for people all over the world dealing with mental health problems 🙏🏻 thank you for this!
It's clear now why it took so long for Angela to break her silence. I think many people kind of knew this already. The weight of the guilt must be overwhelming. But Angela is right to say we don't always have the capability what another person is going through. This is a brilliant idea about a foundation in her honor. It gives her life great meaning and value. Everything I've seen and read about the Lee family gave me joy seeing a wonderful and close family. I understand how life is so fragile even in its very best. Lets take Angela's advice and stay close to our friends and family and give Lee's family lots of love.
Condolences to you and your family. I grieve for your sister. I can’t comprehend the pain she must have been in. And I don’t think your sharing your own struggle is not a weakness but a strength. I don’t feel so alone having heard your story. Each day waking up is a blessing and am grateful for another chance. Prayers for your sister and for your strength. God bless always ✌🏽🙏🏽
Thank you, Angela and team. Your presence and contribution in this world means a lot. Thank you for your vulnerability and message. We stand together as one. Love is the answer. RIP Victoria Lee
Chills, just goosbumps all up my arms. The power she has when she speaks about her experiences is truly breathtaking. As somebody who’s struggled with mental health since a young teen I’m so incredibly proud to be a long time angela Lee fan, this is gonna help SO MANY PEOPLE. RIP Victoria, you’ll never be forgotten and your memory is gonna do so much good in the world 🙏🏻💚
this is what the world of fighting needed. i cried so much watching this and so much is relatable for i believe many fighters and many people. if in any way i could help out i will be there to do it!
It just goes to show you never know what others are going through. No matter how successful, happy and healthy they look on the outside (or not) everyone faces their struggles. Choose kindness ❤ Thank you Angela for sharing such a vulnerable side ❤
I always feared that Victoria's death was suicide. I am so sorry for the family and those around her. Angela is very strong to share this now, and I hope it inspires others to take the right path in seeking help. There is love for everyone. ❤️❤️❤️
I’m glad you kept it to yourself instead of posting it here until Angela finally revealed it here. People kept blurting it out with no respect for her family during the months after her death. They even said it was the vaccine. I’m just glad Angela is now going to tackle an issue that is widely ignored overall especially in Asia.
@@inquisitvem6723 agreed. I just hope people also realize the importance of speaking out as soon as possible. Once you are comfortable, of course. But knowing that the quicker you can speak out with hopes to help people, you can maybe prevent terrible things from happening... as then it can be too late. God bless that family.
When she said, "I was too afraid of what my family would think"? that says a lot of the Asian upbringing. Asian parents have so much high expectations that the last thing for a son or daughter to do is let them down. I'm glad she took the turn to better herself and conquer her demons, I'm sad that Victoria lost to those demons. RIL
For family members and close friends of someone who has committed suicide, the hardest thing to do is forgive yourself and overcome the I should haves and I could haves! You move forward 1 step at a time! God bless Angela and her family as they heal and move forward! Rest in peace Victoria!
My sister, too, is also gone. The most selfless people who care for others more than themselves will too easily blame themselves for all the wrongs in their life, even things done to them. This awareness does need to be brought to light. Thanks, Angela, for being brave in speaking on this.
I've struggled with the same mental illness. You have a massive platform that can educate and influence people with awareness and provide hope. Proud of you picking up this fight and I have no doubt that you'll have great impact in this world.
Thank you Angela for sharing your story ….. You have touched my heart like I am sure so many others…. I loved watching your sister and still watch videos…. Such a good person like you who will always remain in my thoughts…. Love and hugs for you and your family…. I would love the opportunity to share my story 🫶🏻
Jesus Christ this is heartbreaking we absolutely love you Angela!!! and I am so so sorry for the loss of your sister. The love and support/ beautiful messages left on Victoria’s One Tribute shows that she will live on!! Although you are sad her passing was a very very small part of her amazing life because of the amazing family you guys have and the fans around the world.
I was always in such awe of Victoria Lee as a fighter and her skill level and how young she was plus I was born and raised in Hawaii and you always root for people for Hawaii no matter what. I was also extremely shocked to hear of her passing away that day, it was so shocking. Her life and death has such a strange pull on my heart that I cannot explain. I guess you just see the infinite potential in someone young but with that skill. Life sometimes hits hard like a brick wall, emotions are soo soo heavy/dense. May she rest in peace, I’m so sorry for the loss. I copied this comment from a comment I left on the ESPN mma video but felt like I wanted to share it here as well
I had these thoughts when I was a teenager.. life gets better. We must protect our children especially when in their teenage years. Family, support and having a place for our youth to go to, role models.. its what our society really needs right now. Hats off to you Angela. Thank you for your honesty and your perseverance. Blessings to you and your families and your sister who left too soon. God Bless you all and all who see this.
Lost my sister to suicide. Angela’s words struck deeply. Much love to you and all who have experienced or are continuing to experience the struggles on either, or both sides of suicide. Angela, thank you for opening yourself for all to see 🙏🏼
victoria was a quitter...your sister is also a quitter...the world doesn't respect weak quitters like victoria and your sister... good thing they are rotting now😊😊
My girl Gemma killed herspef on the 31st of december 2016...Newyears eve...So i know what its like too loose someone because of suicide and mental health...Its somnething that will sit with me forever and its been a huge struggle too stay focused and keep moving forward....I have two daughters and one has borderline personality disorder..I throw alot of my time into her too make sure she knows how specail and beautiful she is as a young woman....Miss Lee has opened up too the world about her sister and the pain she and her loved ones are going through...People just need too talk more about there mental health there is NO shame in it..Good bless her and all those with or without mental health..Peace
Though my situation was different I came very close to doing as you did, as I was attempting to drive my car down a cliff into a river, then my sons face appeared. I saw the tears and the pain in his and my parents faces. At that moment I knew that the problem I had was not caused by me. The person in my life was responsible for her own problem, I didn’t cause it, and me hurting the ones that loved me was not going to end it for anyone but me. You are a beautiful caring woman and I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful sweet sister. Thank you for sharing your story Angela, you may have saved a life. God bless you and your beautiful family.
What is the stigma? I always hear that but I’ve never encountered anyone negative towards someone with mental illness. I wonder if we’re using a catch phrase that doesn’t compute. Not arguing, just wondering.
@@illusionxmuta I'm pretty active with the combat sports and also a 2A advocate and the words "mental health" is a taboo...everyone knows about it, everyone is dealing with it, no one talks about it, and no one seek help about it b/c of the consequences and the stigma.
You are so brave to share your story with all of us . I thank you , letting us know we are not alone with what ever mental health issues anyone of us has .
Wow, I’m so sorry for your loss of you sister and what you are going through. Thank you for your courage and openness to share with world! I’ve been following your career for years now I’ve shared you fights with many. I will continue share the mental health story well. Again thank for sharing and I will be praying for you and your entire family. God bless you Angela ❤️🩹🌹
As a survivor, just like you, of a suicide attempt, I completely understand what you painfully describe in this video and I have nothing but respect, admiration and LOVE for you and your Family. You've made all of us, mentally-wounded warriors, PROUD. Congratulations and best wishes on your non-profit. I will follow and support it the best I can 🙏 Rest in Peace, Victoria 🙏
Sad for victoria, Her energy was inspiring....Sad tho we now know what happened it hurts she hurt herself to death despite being so brave... iv battled depression All My Life but still find Strenth nd Hope In GOD coz i also contemplated at 19 but came back from hell, so Nothing on this planet can hurt more than the toment i felt in Hell, never ever end yourself...RIP Victoria Lee and may God acccept her spirit
Victoria: I still miss you. Thank you Angela for standing up and speaking. You are an inspiration and I hope many will find a way out because of what you are sharing.
thanks for putting this together Angela, this made me cry. I was in the stadium during the minute of silence for Victoria. may her beautiful soul rest in peace
Bless her. It goes to show that the inside world is more important than the outside world. And that nothing materialistic can ever make you truly happy. What a lesson ❤
I remember i seen Victoria lee's fights awhile ago and was like wow she is amazing. When i heard she passed i couldnt believe it. I just found out about her and now she is gone . For some odd reason i was honestly saddened because she was so young . May she rest in peace 🙏
Thank you for sharing such personal things about yours and Victoria’s story with the rest of us to help those of us that struggle with depression but without any real outlet to express it. You and Victoria are forever Champions in and out of the ring for doing this. /\
It takes a lot of courage to share a story such as yours Angela. You’re truly loved & admired. Everyone wishes you much happiness & success in the future🙏🏾
Wow this was an absolutely spectacular message. Know that Vi lives in the spirit of all of us now. We lover her and we love you. The biggest, toughest opponent we will ever face in life is ourselves. That is the twisted beauty of this existence. It may seem at face value that Vi lost that fight but she did not. She did not. She has become part of the greater universal spirit that fuels you at this very second. The sound of traffic when you walk outside is her. The whistle of wind through trees in the neighborhood is her. The laughter of friends & family is her. The feeling of something beautiful watching you train and struggle is her. She has set into motion the actions that are & will save thousands of us. Long Live the Lee Dynasty and thank you, Angela.
We love you Angela. We love the whole Lee family and what they’ve contributed to the sport. Your Sprout was special and thank you for sharing her story and your personal struggle and advocating for mental health.
Wow, that was a pretty powerful story. RIP Victoria. You are loved, and you will be missed. Thank you, Angela, for sharing your story. You are a strong person to share all that. May God bless you.
so shocked to discover it when i searched for her fights for entertainment. So deep and so touching... i lost words to console or sympathize with your the Lee family and others on social media. Too soon that Victoria left the world. May she rest in peace!
My most dearest cuz took his life about 7 yrs ago and I think about it everyday and miss him so much so thank you for sharing your story and condolences to your family. From Wahiawa, HI with love!! ❤
This is so heartbreaking. Both sisters seemed to have the world opening up for them. Yet, only Angela remains, and her love for her sister is so evident. I think we all would love to see her amazing skills in the cage again, but that is her choice. I want her to do what’s best for Angela. Whatever Angela does from here on, I wish her health and happiness.
Wow, that put so much into perspective. As a disabled combat Marine, I hope the best for her and her family. Such a sad loss, both of life and the smiles that would have endured decades to come.
Thank you Angela, to put yourself and your feelings out there like that takes a strength that very few of us have. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. ❤❤❤
Angela Lee.... RESPECT. Your accomplishments far out shine normal women. Please keep moving forward because there are millions of people that are inspired by you.
One day after my suicide" The day after my suicide, I loved my mother even more, when I saw her crying on the floor of my room, hugging my clothes with my photos scattered around her, I saw so much love past the tears in her eyes. The day after my suicide, I felt how much my father loved me, no matter how hard it was, in the midst of so much sadness, he spoke to me with tears in his eyes about how proud he was of me and how much he loved me. The day after my suicide, I felt the love of my sister when I saw her sitting in her room with eyes full of tears. She remembered the times we played, talked and argued together in our beautiful childhood treasured moments. The day after my suicide, I felt how important I was to my best friends. They were looking at all our pictures together...remembering the laughs we shared. The day after my suicide, I felt the sorrow in my teachers. They blamed themselves for not noticing. At night I went to the morgue to look for myself and said: "So many dreams we had", "So many loved ones", "So many people to meet", "You had so many people that loved you, yet you threw it all away?", "You have to have a lot of courage to take your life. Why didn't you use that courage to win?" Thank goodness that was just a vision. Remember: You are still here and can change your life forever. You are better than you think you are.Prettier, smarter and stronger. Make this yours. Save it to notes and read it later.
Thanks! Angela. For having the courage, and for being concerned enough for others to share your story. I just want to let you know that I am, and always have been and always will be, a big fan of yours! Whether you win or lose; you'll always be the greatest in my books! And I'll always honor and respect the memory of your little-sister : Victoria. She was a Phenomenal Champ!. I'm holding back my tears, right now as I write. Victoria will always be loved and remembered by all. She was truly an Angel on Earth! You're a true survivor Angela! And we're happy you're still with us. Stay strong Angela! And know that regardless of whatever; we'll always love you. You're a true People's Champ. God Bless You! 🙏🙏🙏 💯💯💯❤❤❤
I rarely cry, even as a kid I barely ever cried. I’ve maybe cried a handful of times over the last 10 years. But two times during my darkest valleys I cried, not out of self pity but out of compassion. When I was at rock bottom mentally I could relate to others struggling and feel an immense sense of compassion and understanding for some peoples clandestine suffering
Fellow survivor. Crying. No belt, no match is worth more than our selves. Biggest fight is to keep living. Biggest victory - to keep going. Thank you for speaking Angela, thank you One for letting this voice be heard.
I knew we all suspected what had happened, but man hearing Angela tell us for the first time that Victoria took her own life got me in tears... At her age, I hated living as well. I had attempted suicide twice. 10 years later I am alive, and while it is always hard and it took work, I eventually found beauty and joy in it. I hope anyone who is have these invasive thoughts can find salvation ❤ Rest in peace Victoria Lee.
I followed the Lee family when I saw a video come across my TH-cam feed. Angela was a remarkable fighter, as was her older brother Christian. Then Victoria entered the arena with the same energy and skill as her sisters. When I heard about her tragic loss I was crushed. I did not know Angela’s story until I watched this video. As a mental health counselor I applaud her for her courage and honesty. Hopefully it will help others who are struggling and see no hope. Thank you Angela for this new venture. I know it will help save lives. ❤
As someone who has thought about it and had to ''fight my own mind'' to come out of those impulses of ending it all, and as someone who still has these impulses sometimes, I feel really sad for the family, and can't imagine what Victoria was going through. She was a beautiful, kind soul and wish it didn't have it to be this way. Sometimes you truly feel there is no other way than to end it all, I pray everyone who suffers like this comes out on the victorious end of this battle.
I can relate. It’s something that is easy to share. People often would only realize when it’s already too late. But people who struggles intuitively knows who are struggling also. I’m dealing with mine by setting goals, small, medium and large and establishing routines that I can focus on and keep my mind occupied. Gym, woodworking, reading and writing.
Thank you Angela Lee for speaking on this very emotional issue. Our son was an outstanding student of the marital arts and one day decided he wanted to join a gym and become an MMA fighter. His coach was One Championships Aung La Nsang. We fell in love with Aung as a person and a coach. His tenacious desire to make it to the big show was infectious and Josh loved learning from Aung La. Josh won his first WKA fight in grand fashion but the second fight did not go well and Josh from there on struggled with the ups and downs of fighting and training everyday. His confidence decreased and anxiety increased. We tried everything in our power to help him but in January 2018 Josh could not hold on any longer. Josh always felt he was disappointing to coaches, teammates and especially his parents but that was farthest from the truth. My wife and I watched Aung La win his two championship belts and would imagine Josh standing there with him in the cage.
I’ve admired you strength and grit since the first time I saw you fight and watched every fight since. This is the strongest I have ever seen you. Thank You for being a voice for the ones that feel voiceless, understanding ones who feel misunderstood and stepping into the light for those who feel that need to step back into the shadow.
if youre ever gonna commit suicide, dont (lol). pack up, leave everything behind including your phone, maybe send a message to anyone who might report you missing that youre going on a camping trip, and just go sit in a forest with no technology for 10+ days. think about your life, your goals, what you can change in the world if you are still alive. if after the 10 days you still want to, then nothing was lost. it was a 'free' trip and at least you thought it out first. but, a lot of people would realize after some time away that our problems are not as big as we first thought, and we still have a lot to offer our loved ones or the rest of the world. that we can still do something productive with our lives and get a good sense of accomplishment out of it. at least in my case, and my strong opinion, this will potentially save your life even an attempt will have many negative consequences in your life, like angela being largely responsible for her sisters passing. what we do has echoes, and sometimes even when we are fine later it will have very disastrous results. so think carefully and remember to take a step back at times and just remember your bigger purpose
I really felt for you as you revealed the full story, I was shocked, but I have huge respect for your choice of a better path, I feel that some part of Victoria must live on in you. Please live a long and happy life, you have so much ahead of you
Here in South Georgia(USA) its 5:05am before another long tough day at work. I needed this, before 9hours of people who hate me and super disrespectful to me your. I love ONE championship, 🙏🏻 THANK YOU
This is probably the most powerful thing anyone in the MMA community has ever done. Her courage to share her story will save many lives. Respect. RIP Victoria.
I don't know, when McGregor knocked out that old defenseless dude in a bar, that was pretty powerful.
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YES!! 🙌
All of my respect, Angela ❤🙏
Nice seeing you here Shane!
It’s not easy to share story like that but thank you champ, be strong 💪 we love you
Something is seriously wrong if you attempt suicide then your younger sister does it and then u become mentally stable after it doesnt add up
That was beautiful, it brought tears to my eyes, Victoria is deeply missed.
You are SICK - this deranged video should be banned from TH-cam
She's faking it to feel like a victim. She's a bwc lover
@@st4r444 so true
How much of an insensitive prick can one be towards others suffering the loss of a loved one @st4r444 ?
You're so wrong@stanwilson7040
RIP Victoria Lee.. I remember watching her first fight at ONE.. I’m glad she opened up and share her story to help people all over the world.
So awesome that someone in her position can put this out there. All people who are struggling should get some help. Don't feel ashamed or like you are alone. You can get help.
She should open up about her positions with bwc
Yeah help ur younger sister.. she literally wearing the same exact shoes you are and you couldnt see it. You decided to become selfish and drive off a cliff how do u think that effects ur loved ones. Now ur trying to change the world after shes gone come on now
You should open up about how much of a heartless prick you are @st4r444
As someone who suffers from mental illness, contemplated suicide may times, I appreciate your story and creating awareness. Respect!!! And so sorry to hear about your sister
We need you here
@@senseicorey9979 Thanks. All the best to you as well!
@darynarends. We can't change this out of control world (samsara) but we can change the way we respond to it - Yoda. Take it easy & less personal. May you be well & happy.🙏
Sean Strickland can give some helpful words of encouragement
She probably be dead if she was poor. Just keeping it real.
I've been following the Lee family for a very long time and was heartbroken when I heard the news about Victoria. Mental health is very real and what you're doing with FightStory is a blessing. Victoria is smiling from the heavens above, thank you Angela!
I don't think this was a mental illness issue. This is the result of the parents putting too much pressure on their children. This is seen a lot in South Korea where the children are put on a tough schedule to get good grades no mater what. Failure is not an option in the eyes of the parents. South Korea has the highest suicide rate in the world for children ages 10-19.
Not gonna lie, I broke down at the end of this. It’s amazing how it’s so tragic but Angela’s managed to turn it into something Beautiful . This was powerful and raw and I couldn’t possibly have any more respect for Angela. So many people will be helped because of this
Bro whats the point after shes gone!!! Be there for her to save her life!!! Shes literally ur little sister having the same shoes as you and you are oblivious yo it da fuqqqq
Damn… that was deep….. the strength and courage needed to do this is incalculable, nothing but respect Angela… truly very sorry for the loss of your younger sister, she was a bright star, but sometimes we forget how hard it is to carry the weight to maintain such a high level. Most kids her age just playing video games without a care in the world…. We just don’t understand how hard it is to maintain such high standards and what it takes or sacrifices needed.. all we see is the smiles and wins….😢😢😢
Thanking for speaking about the suicidal stories…I was a victim of it. Attempted several times and the final time I was gonna do it and told my goodbyes to my closest friend, ambulance,police and firefighter arrived… I was locked up for attempting it. Life was just grey and black. I was extremely lonely.
Years later. My mood improved. My thoughts for dying doesn’t fear me. I ride my motorbike to cemeteries alone, to feel the comfort and peace. Whenever someone I knew passed on. I would always have the thought of “wow, how lucky to escape this reality” It was some disease I wish to concur but it’ll always linger… But I’m satisfied, not happy. Whenever there’s a chance to smile instead of frowning, I would always smile! I’m out of being stuck in the mud but there’s mud dried on my skin.
No one wants to be miserable. This video shows so much within so little time. I thank you Lee family.
When I heard about Victoria it was tragic but I was respectful and did not question the reason. In March of this year my little brother took his life. I myself had suicidal tendencies I tried to drive off a cliff..I pulled the trigger on myself and it jammed. Angela opening up let's me know I'm not alone. I am grateful for her fights. Her theories of life but opening up means the world.
Sorry to hear that. My mom just passed too. Basically suicide by alcohol. "I'm trying to get the alcohol to do something I can't do myself" I heard her tell her therapist over the phone.
Sadly, I can relate. I lost my brother to suicide as well. He was the youngest and I the oldest.
I remember feeling my heart drop and that sharp pain in my gut when I realized what happened to Victoria Lee. I empathize so much with Angela and her family. And with others who have lost their loved ones to the deep pain of suicide. 💔
You are valued, it has nothing to do with what you have done or will do, you are valued.
The reason you are still alive is because Jesus had mercy on you and its not your time, even the gun jammed, ur problems wont go away, depressing thoughts wont go away, your not free, unless Jesus set you free, who the son set free is free indeed. We cannot overcome with our own strength, only God's strength can over come. Im sorry to hear about your brother, let God write the rest of your story, give Him the pen amd move over. Blessing to you
I’m so sorry ❤
Rest in peace Victoria 🙏🏻❤ And Angela, you are such an inspiration for people all over the world dealing with mental health problems 🙏🏻 thank you for this!
It's clear now why it took so long for Angela to break her silence. I think many people kind of knew this already. The weight of the guilt must be overwhelming. But Angela is right to say we don't always have the capability what another person is going through. This is a brilliant idea about a foundation in her honor. It gives her life great meaning and value. Everything I've seen and read about the Lee family gave me joy seeing a wonderful and close family. I understand how life is so fragile even in its very best. Lets take Angela's advice and stay close to our friends and family and give Lee's family lots of love.
She couldnt see her own sister going thru the same thing she was…
Condolences to you and your family. I grieve for your sister. I can’t comprehend the pain she must have been in. And I don’t think your sharing your own struggle is not a weakness but a strength. I don’t feel so alone having heard your story. Each day waking up is a blessing and am grateful for another chance. Prayers for your sister and for your strength. God bless always ✌🏽🙏🏽
Thank you, Angela and team. Your presence and contribution in this world means a lot. Thank you for your vulnerability and message. We stand together as one. Love is the answer. RIP Victoria Lee
Yeah love urself and ur sister maybe shed still be alive but now u start loving urself now that shes gone makes no sense
You are very brave for sharing your story. Know you are not alone. We all have demons we must fight every day. You are a true warrior.
Depression can be overwhelming. It’s important that stories like this are shared. People need to know they CAN heal. ❤
Chills, just goosbumps all up my arms. The power she has when she speaks about her experiences is truly breathtaking. As somebody who’s struggled with mental health since a young teen I’m so incredibly proud to be a long time angela Lee fan, this is gonna help SO MANY PEOPLE. RIP Victoria, you’ll never be forgotten and your memory is gonna do so much good in the world 🙏🏻💚
I dont think it will help anyone. She should have massive amounts of guilt from her sisters death
Rest in peace beautiful Victoria. Gone too soon 🙏🙏🙏
Gosh 😢😢😢
Thank you, Angela. Sharing this is a brave and powerful thing.
this is what the world of fighting needed. i cried so much watching this and so much is relatable for i believe many fighters and many people. if in any way i could help out i will be there to do it!
It just goes to show you never know what others are going through. No matter how successful, happy and healthy they look on the outside (or not) everyone faces their struggles. Choose kindness ❤
Thank you Angela for sharing such a vulnerable side ❤
She is an absolute legend! All my best wishes to her. She has so much going for her, and a is an inspiration for all.
I always feared that Victoria's death was suicide. I am so sorry for the family and those around her. Angela is very strong to share this now, and I hope it inspires others to take the right path in seeking help. There is love for everyone. ❤️❤️❤️
I’m glad you kept it to yourself instead of posting it here until Angela finally revealed it here. People kept blurting it out with no respect for her family during the months after her death. They even said it was the vaccine. I’m just glad Angela is now going to tackle an issue that is widely ignored overall especially in Asia.
@@inquisitvem6723 agreed. I just hope people also realize the importance of speaking out as soon as possible. Once you are comfortable, of course. But knowing that the quicker you can speak out with hopes to help people, you can maybe prevent terrible things from happening... as then it can be too late. God bless that family.
You have my RESPECT, Angela Lee wow..... Much Love geee
RIP Victoria… Angela, pray that Fightstory help many folks successfully battle their mental health challenges.
When she said, "I was too afraid of what my family would think"? that says a lot of the Asian upbringing. Asian parents have so much high expectations that the last thing for a son or daughter to do is let them down. I'm glad she took the turn to better herself and conquer her demons, I'm sad that Victoria lost to those demons. RIL
For family members and close friends of someone who has committed suicide, the hardest thing to do is forgive yourself and overcome the I should haves and I could haves!
You move forward 1 step at a time! God bless Angela and her family as they heal and move forward!
Rest in peace Victoria!
My sister, too, is also gone. The most selfless people who care for others more than themselves will too easily blame themselves for all the wrongs in their life, even things done to them. This awareness does need to be brought to light. Thanks, Angela, for being brave in speaking on this.
I've struggled with the same mental illness. You have a massive platform that can educate and influence people with awareness and provide hope. Proud of you picking up this fight and I have no doubt that you'll have great impact in this world.
It Breaks my heart to see and hear this. I send love and happiness to you and your family. Please be strong, well and happy.
Thank you Angela for sharing your story ….. You have touched my heart like I am sure so many others…. I loved watching your sister and still watch videos…. Such a good person like you who will always remain in my thoughts…. Love and hugs for you and your family…. I would love the opportunity to share my story 🫶🏻
Jesus Christ this is heartbreaking we absolutely love you Angela!!! and I am so so sorry for the loss of your sister. The love and support/ beautiful messages left on Victoria’s One Tribute shows that she will live on!! Although you are sad her passing was a very very small part of her amazing life because of the amazing family you guys have and the fans around the world.
I was always in such awe of Victoria Lee as a fighter and her skill level and how young she was plus I was born and raised in Hawaii and you always root for people for Hawaii no matter what. I was also extremely shocked to hear of her passing away that day, it was so shocking. Her life and death has such a strange pull on my heart that I cannot explain. I guess you just see the infinite potential in someone young but with that skill. Life sometimes hits hard like a brick wall, emotions are soo soo heavy/dense. May she rest in peace, I’m so sorry for the loss.
I copied this comment from a comment I left on the ESPN mma video but felt like I wanted to share it here as well
Bless you Angela for sharing.
Rest in peace Victoria Lee!!! Thank you so much for sharing this Angela!
I had these thoughts when I was a teenager.. life gets better. We must protect our children especially when in their teenage years. Family, support and having a place for our youth to go to, role models.. its what our society really needs right now. Hats off to you Angela. Thank you for your honesty and your perseverance. Blessings to you and your families and your sister who left too soon. God Bless you all and all who see this.
Lost my sister to suicide. Angela’s words struck deeply. Much love to you and all who have experienced or are continuing to experience the struggles on either, or both sides of suicide. Angela, thank you for opening yourself for all to see 🙏🏼
victoria was a quitter...your sister is also a quitter...the world doesn't respect weak quitters like victoria and your sister...
good thing they are rotting now😊😊
very very brave Angela, I cannot imagine the pain of loss but you have done her proud. I miss her too. Wishing you and your family the best.
Our thoughts are with you and your family.... Peace
My girl Gemma killed herspef on the 31st of december 2016...Newyears eve...So i know what its like too loose someone because of suicide and mental health...Its somnething that will sit with me forever and its been a huge struggle too stay focused and keep moving forward....I have two daughters and one has borderline personality disorder..I throw alot of my time into her too make sure she knows how specail and beautiful she is as a young woman....Miss Lee has opened up too the world about her sister and the pain she and her loved ones are going through...People just need too talk more about there mental health there is NO shame in it..Good bless her and all those with or without mental health..Peace
Never give up attitude, hope and time really heals mental sufferings.
So moving! This must have taken so much courage. What a beautiful and fitting tribute to Victoria.
Though my situation was different I came very close to doing as you did, as I was attempting to drive my car down a cliff into a river, then my sons face appeared. I saw the tears and the pain in his and my parents faces. At that moment I knew that the problem I had was not caused by me. The person in my life was responsible for her own problem, I didn’t cause it, and me hurting the ones that loved me was not going to end it for anyone but me. You are a beautiful caring woman and I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful sweet sister. Thank you for sharing your story Angela, you may have saved a life. God bless you and your beautiful family.
Mental health is no joke...people often over looked this. WE NEED TO CHANGE THE STIGMA. God bless her and always check on your homies!
Is it the parents fault?
What is the stigma? I always hear that but I’ve never encountered anyone negative towards someone with mental illness. I wonder if we’re using a catch phrase that doesn’t compute. Not arguing, just wondering.
@@illusionxmuta I'm pretty active with the combat sports and also a 2A advocate and the words "mental health" is a taboo...everyone knows about it, everyone is dealing with it, no one talks about it, and no one seek help about it b/c of the consequences and the stigma.
You are so brave to share your story with all of us . I thank you , letting us know we are not alone with what ever mental health issues anyone of us has .
Wow, I’m so sorry for your loss of you sister and what you are going through. Thank you for your courage and openness to share with world! I’ve been following your career for years now I’ve shared you fights with many. I will continue share the mental health story well. Again thank for sharing and I will be praying for you and your entire family. God bless you Angela ❤️🩹🌹
Bless the Lee family saddened but grateful to hear this for closure thank-you Angela Lee you are a brave + beautiful person RIP Victoria Lee.
As a survivor, just like you, of a suicide attempt, I completely understand what you painfully describe in this video and I have nothing but respect, admiration and LOVE for you and your Family. You've made all of us, mentally-wounded warriors, PROUD. Congratulations and best wishes on your non-profit. I will follow and support it the best I can 🙏 Rest in Peace, Victoria 🙏
Sad for victoria, Her energy was inspiring....Sad tho we now know what happened it hurts she hurt herself to death despite being so brave... iv battled depression All My Life but still find Strenth nd Hope In GOD coz i also contemplated at 19 but came back from hell, so Nothing on this planet can hurt more than the toment i felt in Hell, never ever end yourself...RIP Victoria Lee and may God acccept her spirit
*R.I.P. Victoria Lee... 🌹 🙏 You will be missed... 🌹 🙏*
Victoria: I still miss you. Thank you Angela for standing up and speaking. You are an inspiration and I hope many will find a way out because of what you are sharing.
This hit so hard. Thanks for the words Angela. I hope you take your own advice and stay strong, all of us, for all of us.
thanks for putting this together Angela, this made me cry. I was in the stadium during the minute of silence for Victoria. may her beautiful soul rest in peace
Bless her. It goes to show that the inside world is more important than the outside world. And that nothing materialistic can ever make you truly happy. What a lesson ❤
I remember i seen Victoria lee's fights awhile ago and was like wow she is amazing. When i heard she passed i couldnt believe it. I just found out about her and now she is gone . For some odd reason i was honestly saddened because she was so young . May she rest in peace 🙏
Thank you for sharing such personal things about yours and Victoria’s story with the rest of us to help those of us that struggle with depression but without any real outlet to express it. You and Victoria are forever Champions in and out of the ring for doing this. /\
It takes a lot of courage to share a story such as yours Angela. You’re truly loved & admired. Everyone wishes you much happiness & success in the future🙏🏾
Wow this was an absolutely spectacular message. Know that Vi lives in the spirit of all of us now. We lover her and we love you. The biggest, toughest opponent we will ever face in life is ourselves. That is the twisted beauty of this existence. It may seem at face value that Vi lost that fight but she did not. She did not. She has become part of the greater universal spirit that fuels you at this very second. The sound of traffic when you walk outside is her. The whistle of wind through trees in the neighborhood is her. The laughter of friends & family is her. The feeling of something beautiful watching you train and struggle is her. She has set into motion the actions that are & will save thousands of us. Long Live the Lee Dynasty and thank you, Angela.
We love you Angela. We love the whole Lee family and what they’ve contributed to the sport. Your Sprout was special and thank you for sharing her story and your personal struggle and advocating for mental health.
Thanks Angela, thanks One championship, live freely in paradise Victoria
Wow, that was a pretty powerful story.
RIP Victoria. You are loved, and you will be missed.
Thank you, Angela, for sharing your story. You are a strong person to share all that.
May God bless you.
Thank you Angela❤ RIP Victoria ❤
so shocked to discover it when i searched for her fights for entertainment. So deep and so touching... i lost words to console or sympathize with your the Lee family and others on social media. Too soon that Victoria left the world. May she rest in peace!
This is just so bloody tragic.
My most dearest cuz took his life about 7 yrs ago and I think about it everyday and miss him so much so thank you for sharing your story and condolences to your family. From Wahiawa, HI with love!! ❤
This is so heartbreaking. Both sisters seemed to have the world opening up for them. Yet, only Angela remains, and her love for her sister is so evident.
I think we all would love to see her amazing skills in the cage again, but that is her choice. I want her to do what’s best for Angela.
Whatever Angela does from here on, I wish her health and happiness.
Keep fighting please
Thank you, Angela, for opening up, sharing your struggle, your grief, your ongoing fight story. Stay strong!
Wow, that put so much into perspective. As a disabled combat Marine, I hope the best for her and her family. Such a sad loss, both of life and the smiles that would have endured decades to come.
wow. thanks angela for saying what a lot of us feel and for being so raw and honest. thanks one championship for giving her platform.
Thank you Angela, to put yourself and your feelings out there like that takes a strength that very few of us have. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. ❤❤❤
Angela Lee.... RESPECT.
Your accomplishments far out shine normal women.
Please keep moving forward because there are millions of people that are inspired by you.
One day after my suicide"
The day after my suicide, I loved my mother even more, when I saw her crying on the floor of my room, hugging my clothes with my photos scattered around her, I saw so much love past the tears in her eyes.
The day after my suicide, I felt how much my father loved me, no matter how hard it was, in the midst of so much sadness, he spoke to me with tears in his eyes about how proud he was of me and how much he loved me.
The day after my suicide, I felt the love of my sister when I saw her sitting in her room with eyes full of tears. She remembered the times we played, talked and argued together in our beautiful childhood treasured moments.
The day after my suicide, I felt how important I was to my best friends. They were looking at all our pictures together...remembering the laughs we shared.
The day after my suicide, I felt the sorrow in my teachers. They blamed themselves for not noticing.
At night I went to the morgue to look for myself and said: "So many dreams we had", "So many loved ones", "So many people to meet", "You had so many people that loved you, yet you threw it all away?", "You have to have a lot of courage to take your life. Why didn't you use that courage to win?"
Thank goodness that was just a vision.
Remember: You are still here and can change your life forever. You are better than you think you are.Prettier, smarter and stronger.
Make this yours. Save it to notes and read it later.
Beautiful. Thank you.
Thanks! Angela. For having the courage, and for being concerned enough for others to share your story. I just want to let you know that I am, and always have been and always will be, a big fan of yours! Whether you win or lose; you'll always be the greatest in my books! And I'll always honor and respect the memory of your little-sister : Victoria. She was a Phenomenal Champ!. I'm holding back my tears, right now as I write. Victoria will always be loved and remembered by all. She was truly an Angel on Earth! You're a true survivor Angela! And we're happy you're still with us. Stay strong Angela! And know that regardless of whatever; we'll always love you. You're a true People's Champ. God Bless You! 🙏🙏🙏 💯💯💯❤❤❤
So many more fights to win, not just in the ring, but in life. Keep pushing Angela!
I rarely cry, even as a kid I barely ever cried. I’ve maybe cried a handful of times over the last 10 years. But two times during my darkest valleys I cried, not out of self pity but out of compassion. When I was at rock bottom mentally I could relate to others struggling and feel an immense sense of compassion and understanding for some peoples clandestine suffering
Life can be very hard; but there’s real hope in Jesus Christ. I know this because I live it daily. God help us all.
It's NOT easy to talk about Mental Health, Thank You very much.....
JAH BLESS TO YOU ANGELA LEE.....
much love to the Lee family ❤
Fellow survivor. Crying. No belt, no match is worth more than our selves. Biggest fight is to keep living. Biggest victory - to keep going. Thank you for speaking Angela, thank you One for letting this voice be heard.
Victoria is remembered and missed.
I knew we all suspected what had happened, but man hearing Angela tell us for the first time that Victoria took her own life got me in tears...
At her age, I hated living as well. I had attempted suicide twice. 10 years later I am alive, and while it is always hard and it took work, I eventually found beauty and joy in it. I hope anyone who is have these invasive thoughts can find salvation ❤
Rest in peace Victoria Lee.
I followed the Lee family when I saw a video come across my TH-cam feed. Angela was a remarkable fighter, as was her older brother Christian. Then Victoria entered the arena with the same energy and skill as her sisters. When I heard about her tragic loss I was crushed. I did not know Angela’s story until I watched this video. As a mental health counselor I applaud her for her courage and honesty. Hopefully it will help others who are struggling and see no hope. Thank you Angela for this new venture. I know it will help save lives. ❤
As someone who has thought about it and had to ''fight my own mind'' to come out of those impulses of ending it all, and as someone who still has these impulses sometimes, I feel really sad for the family, and can't imagine what Victoria was going through. She was a beautiful, kind soul and wish it didn't have it to be this way. Sometimes you truly feel there is no other way than to end it all, I pray everyone who suffers like this comes out on the victorious end of this battle.
I can relate. It’s something that is easy to share. People often would only realize when it’s already too late. But people who struggles intuitively knows who are struggling also. I’m dealing with mine by setting goals, small, medium and large and establishing routines that I can focus on and keep my mind occupied. Gym, woodworking, reading and writing.
how are people dislikng this
Thank you Angela Lee for speaking on this very emotional issue. Our son was an outstanding student of the marital arts and one day decided he wanted to join a gym and become an MMA fighter. His coach was One Championships Aung La Nsang. We fell in love with Aung as a person and a coach. His tenacious desire to make it to the big show was infectious and Josh loved learning from Aung La. Josh won his first WKA fight in grand fashion but the second fight did not go well and Josh from there on struggled with the ups and downs of fighting and training everyday. His confidence decreased and anxiety increased. We tried everything in our power to help him but in January 2018 Josh could not hold on any longer. Josh always felt he was disappointing to coaches, teammates and especially his parents but that was farthest from the truth. My wife and I watched Aung La win his two championship belts and would imagine Josh standing there with him in the cage.
Holy cow, this is devastating for me to find out about Victoria’s passing. I’m crying and driving right now. RIP Victoria!
Please stay off your phone while driving. Stay safe
@@rcl300018 😊 thanks for caring!
I’ve admired you strength and grit since the first time I saw you fight and watched every fight since. This is the strongest I have ever seen you. Thank You for being a voice for the ones that feel voiceless, understanding ones who feel misunderstood and stepping into the light for those who feel that need to step back into the shadow.
Rest easy Victoria 🙏🏽
Forever the Prodigy....
Victoria Lee
❤❤❤
My heart cries with every moment i think about Victoria. You have been blessed Angela. Thank you. 🌹 💔
if youre ever gonna commit suicide, dont (lol). pack up, leave everything behind including your phone, maybe send a message to anyone who might report you missing that youre going on a camping trip, and just go sit in a forest with no technology for 10+ days. think about your life, your goals, what you can change in the world if you are still alive. if after the 10 days you still want to, then nothing was lost. it was a 'free' trip and at least you thought it out first. but, a lot of people would realize after some time away that our problems are not as big as we first thought, and we still have a lot to offer our loved ones or the rest of the world. that we can still do something productive with our lives and get a good sense of accomplishment out of it. at least in my case, and my strong opinion, this will potentially save your life
even an attempt will have many negative consequences in your life, like angela being largely responsible for her sisters passing. what we do has echoes, and sometimes even when we are fine later it will have very disastrous results. so think carefully and remember to take a step back at times and just remember your bigger purpose
"Stay! Live to tell your story." Powerful words from Angela.
I hope her husband knows what to do.
He’s been her strength.
Thank you young lady, so glad your still with us. We miss her to.
Woooow Victoria took her own life? All these opportunities and gifts and she wasted it. Selfish. No sympathy from me anymore.
You are the extremely selfish one for making a comment like this. Grow up.
Sincerely hope the light reaches those who are suffering ' thank you Angela Lee may God bless you.
Dear Angela, I am sorry for everything you are going through, but as you know, you can try to ask Jesus for healing someday
I really felt for you as you revealed the full story, I was shocked, but I have huge respect for your choice of a better path, I feel that some part of Victoria must live on in you. Please live a long and happy life, you have so much ahead of you
Here in South Georgia(USA) its 5:05am before another long tough day at work. I needed this, before 9hours of people who hate me and super disrespectful to me your. I love ONE championship, 🙏🏻 THANK YOU