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  • @Heymisterbadguy
    @Heymisterbadguy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    What the fuck is this comment section jesus fucking christ hahahah
    I just subscribed to the channel due to the awesome old stuff that this guy has and uses; met the channel from the Panasonic bt-s901y video which I also bought this week. What the hell are these comments?????

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Mahasin. Dark goddess. Alien. Not human. Superpowers. No gender. Not feminine, not masculine. Not a label. Pure energy. Dominos soul. Remember it, just that way.

  • @ripmahasin2607
    @ripmahasin2607 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I miss your voice so much

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m chilling. I’m relaxing, just gliding on through. I’m not stuck on you. I just think you’re a fool

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m in a costume. Living an experience. Her name is Mahasin. She’s a dark goddess. Goddess with dark energy. So she chooses to embrace it. She’s a witch. Her power is endless. Inside of her. Pure energy. Big entity

  • @iridescentdolls9915
    @iridescentdolls9915 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Dark energy, I embrace it. Chaotic me, It’s a blessing. It’s a privilege indeed. Do what you want. Don’t give a fuck. Won’t ever be as cool as me. I just cared yet you underestimate my power down here

  • @iridescentdolls9915
    @iridescentdolls9915 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m glad I was born with a bigger heart than that

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I suffered ego death. I won’t ever be the same. Superpowers. Big consciousness. But no, call me insane. That’s why you ain’t got the brains

  • @lameberry6076
    @lameberry6076 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Consciousness don’t like mean. Consciousness don’t like excuses

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    You do you. I won’t be here forever. Neither will you

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I got legacies. This life here is A LEGACY! Powers in 3D! Don’t play with me!

  • @ohwhatthehell3493
    @ohwhatthehell3493 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    But yeah. How was your day Malachi? I have an important question, where do you see yourself in five years from now?

  • @ohwhatthehell3493
    @ohwhatthehell3493 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I spoke to your grandmother today through mediation. I connected with her spirits.. she told me she loves you & cares about you a lot. But is upset you treated me that way. She wants to speak with you but can only speak through me since my mind is so open

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m not human, I am an alien. & As an alien. I can only heighten the vibration of consciousness. I can only brighten this human life. I can not be low. As I am meant to shine this way

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    If you die by twenty never being loved at least you know why. Remember the most beautiful face you’ll ever & EVER HAVE seen when you’re on your death bed

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Domino. Not scared to say it. Watch your step, watch your every move. Big entity. Awakened. In 3D

  • @ohwhatthehell3493
    @ohwhatthehell3493 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Consciousness is the only reality. No such thing as age. Getting things physically doesn’t make you better than anyone else

  • @ohwhatthehell3493
    @ohwhatthehell3493 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    So when we gonna hang out

  • @lameberry6076
    @lameberry6076 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    You’re wrong for all the pain you have caused me

  • @iridescentdolls9915
    @iridescentdolls9915 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Then you say you’re weak. You know what.. you’re right. You’re weak for the shit you pull. Wrong for it too

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Not really meant to be here. Sacred spirit, sacred soul. More than this “human” experience. I see the realms to other doors. But I know what I came here for.

  • @ohwhatthehell3493
    @ohwhatthehell3493 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Me, personally. I see myself riding fifteen different cars with three different houses. I already told you boo. N I can see into the future too

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Don’t have to be near you in the 3D, silly. I’m right next to you in the 5D

  • @lameberry6076
    @lameberry6076 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    One thing I never understood Malachi. Why do I have to be confused if it had been a year? I care about you. Don’t ever take that OR ME for granted.

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    That’s why I have superpowers. & You don’t. Can levitate, remove clouds. & You can’t. Higher vibrations. Not human. Inhumane. Call it alien.

  • @iridescentdolls9915
    @iridescentdolls9915 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    More than my body. See soul, see deep reach deep. Love steep, love big, love spray hard like throwing confetti. Swear to god you’re cursed & im a fairy living in a dream. Speaking to a man that’s very dim & not as big as me since he chooses to be

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Once I activate my light body it’s over for you. Two beings in one. Keep playing boo. I’ll come out. Pop up like nothing.. in 1,2...

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    You’re the one that left. Not me. I never did

  • @iridescentdolls9915
    @iridescentdolls9915 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Remember. You’re not the deity here that can do telekinesis & make the clouds disappear. You’re not the co creator with the big purpose. Know your worth. & Know mine. It’s cool though you don’t care.

  • @iridescentdolls9915
    @iridescentdolls9915 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    & if you’re wondering why you’re dead sweetheart know it’s me. I’m the king. & I’m the queen

  • @lameberry6076
    @lameberry6076 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Let the matrix take you. Let the matrix consume your every thought. Deep down you know I’m right & that you’re wrong

  • @iridescentdolls9915
    @iridescentdolls9915 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m glad I’m empathetic

  • @iridescentdolls9915
    @iridescentdolls9915 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    123, more powerful than you. & you are me. Lying dead on the ground like nothing

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Speak in code, it’s my talent. Find another. They won’t have my fashion. On me. 123, dead in the streets. By twenty. Big deity. 40m120. Glitch in the matrix. Fuck wit a witch, you’ll pay for it. Speak in code, it’s my talent. Find another, they won’t have my fashion. It’s called soul. & I am magic

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    As a star-seed with higher vibrations from the galactic dimensions that lye not too far from our reach. My home is.. thy arcturians.

  • @ohwhatthehell3493
    @ohwhatthehell3493 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Where do you see yourself in five years?

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Negativity & darkness is my hold over you. Your life to shatters. Cursed mote it be, dead by twenty. On me. Deity. Consciousness as deep as the sea. Your life to shatters. Cursed mote it be, dead by twenty. On me. Deity.

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    That’s me speaking my truth

  • @iridescentdolls9915
    @iridescentdolls9915 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    No. I’m still human. With feelings.

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Don’t worry about that man. He said he don’t like you. We’re all above this shit he knew not to play because he felt your low vibrations though.

  • @lameberry6076
    @lameberry6076 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Praise the lord. Praise Jesus. & Also praise the fact I’m a God & a Goddess who can create her own reality too!

  • @lameberry6076
    @lameberry6076 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Where do we go when we go to sleep at night? Can’t answer? Oh right! You weak.

  • @iridescentdolls9915
    @iridescentdolls9915 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    No worries. I won’t be here forever. & neither will you. Age timeless. Soul present. Only scared cause you’re lacking consciousness yet I’m flying

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Imma goddess. I’m a fucking queen. My worth is more than a mans will ever be. Wonder who you could- no one any brighter I’ll tell you that much

  • @lameberry6076
    @lameberry6076 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    You’re gonna get yours. Karma will get you. Consciousness don’t like ugly

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I never did any wrong to you. But if you want me to be a monster okay oh well I’ve got nothing to lose honey

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Keep being fooled by my human suit. I will be big. I will be powerful & great. I will have superpowers & words that penetrate. I will be known & never forgotten by some or more because of my light. I am bright, bright, BRIGHT! I’m more than bright. & I embrace that. With or without you, I will consistently.. always.. grow bigger.

  • @iridescentdolls9915
    @iridescentdolls9915 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m still a person. From what I know, I’m just really fucking powerful. & Have a close connection to god. Something you don’t

  • @ohwhatthehell3493
    @ohwhatthehell3493 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Your car won’t last forever though, neither will your life kid 👦

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    You’re going to suffer for the tears I wasted on you multiple times. Time & time again

  • @lameberry6076
    @lameberry6076 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Paradise. Everyone was meant to be aware that this is only a simulation. Everyone IS THEIR OWN GOD! & THAT IS THE TRUTH OF LIFE MALACHI! YOURE ONLY AS UNIQUE AS YOU WANT TO BE!

  • @ripmahasin2607
    @ripmahasin2607 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I don’t think it’s right for you to have blocked me Malachi without explaining what I did wrong if I did something wrong. Because communication & universal love is key. Not selfishness. Not ignorance

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    You’re wrong for how you treated me. No such thing as caring too much. You cared too little. & you think it’s my loss?

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    What you got to show me? A fucking car? Is that it?

  • @iridescentdolls9915
    @iridescentdolls9915 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I put a hex on you so don’t even think of anyone else. There was nothing wrong with our friendship you should’ve just left it alone

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Shiva
    Horus & Ra
    Isaiah
    Jade emperor
    Don’t forget my boo Julian from the bc

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Now I won’t be here forever but if you die by twenty never being loved just say at least I know why

  • @iridescentdolls9915
    @iridescentdolls9915 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Good luck finding another man in thy astral but I’m the best you’ll ever had. The best you’ll ever have you’ll never have that again. I’m a big glitch baby & I’ve done it AGAIN

  • @ohwhatthehell3493
    @ohwhatthehell3493 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I never depended on you for your happiness. If I did. Why the hell would I be so powerful? Why the hell would I still be okay at all? Why the hell would I know how to remove clouds & have so much power?

  • @lameberry6076
    @lameberry6076 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    D@3190 will get their revenge.

  • @lameberry6076
    @lameberry6076 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Be fooled. Malachi. You’re the one that’s in the wrong

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I needed you the most at the time you left because you were dwelling over your dead little grandma that’s not even really dead. Poor you. I could’ve helped you contact her but see you not that smart

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    To hangout it’s always been an issue with you

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    No one any prettier any more feminine I’ll tell you that much

  • @cryblox3781
    @cryblox3781 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Malachi.. I don’t have much to say to you anymore. I’ve always felt my intentions were pretty clear from the jump. Yeah, I wanted to be friends first because I was willing to be patient with it. Especially considering how I had so much respect for you at that. What you did was just selfish. Telling me I was expecting too much when I really wasn’t. You had the option to turn me down n say no. You weren’t thinking about how much I cared about you. You was just being selfish. All you’ve ever given me was excuses. You’re supposed to be “adulting” yet your mentality is not shaped like one. Ya man child. Then you tell me you’re not healthy for love. If you’re not healthy now baby quite frankly you won’t ever be. For any type.. any sort of girl that ever walks into your life because you can’t even treat women right in general. All I wanted from you was one thing & that was to hang out, bond more.. you couldn’t even give me that. “Fear” has nothing to do with it. You’re just a fuckin jerk Malachi. You treat me like I don’t matter; because you think that the world revolves around you. Put yourself in others shoes man. I deserve empathy, compassion. Not anymore of your lame ass EXCUSES! You could’ve been that for me Malachi. You could’ve been enough for me emotionally, mentally, spiritually & physically! If you chose to be. If you played your cards & your role right. Also don’t even think for a moment you could ever pull someone better than me. Just another basic white bitch named BECKY! You just don’t like the fact I’m a strong women that radiates the energy of a lion. I told you we’ve had many past lives together, soulmate. If you think I’m dumb you’re dumber because the difference is, five years from now.. I’m actually going somewhere. I didn’t have to achieve anything like a job, some materialistic shit to cover it up at this age because I’m already “adulting” mentally. You’ve been immature, selfish & self conceited. I really thought you cared about me n saw me for everything I was n appreciated it. The love I felt in my heart was deeper than age, worth so much more than that. Love has & knows no age. I felt love FOR YOU Malachi. I fell in love at first sight WITH YOU MALACHI! If I wanted another man I would’ve gone for one with a different dick & soul, but instead I chose Malachi because I saw something SPECIAL IN MALACHI! Sex isn’t all there is to love. Baby I told you I wasn’t healthy, I wanted to wait so I could really be the best at it. As I’ve always wanted to be good at everything I do in life. Having ONE job isn’t an excuse. Anyone can have a job. A vehicle. You aren’t fucking special for that, nor are you better than anybody else. You can still make time for me. It’s funny how you could still make time for your whacky ass friends who likely won’t be there for your funeral. I’m better than them anyways. Seems like all y’all do is repeat the same goddamn things to each other over n over. How special. How diverse of a life diverse of a friend group if I do say so myself. Yet you couldn’t do the same for me. Couldn’t just hang yet you enjoy breaking your neck to go see friends. Then you have the nerve to block my main. Just so you know.. that hurt me a lot. Yes, it really did. Promise you I cried my brains out. Thinking you were receiving my messages through the only way I had to contact you. Then you call me crazy.. but that’s all you lame ass UNFLAVORED people can ever say. You’re wrong Malachi. You’re wrong. Forever for this you will be wrong. I don’t care what you have to say, you aren’t in the right. Because you weren’t being considerate of me. If something is going on, I rather you tell me that instead of just pretty much ghost me for no reason. I know I’ve had my fair share of “leaving”.. then coming back. Probably because I was going through depression myself & was confused, amongst being frustrated as to why you couldn’t hang out. I don’t need to get a Uber, I don’t need to drive or get my mom to drive to you. It was simple. It was very easy.. for you to do. Your part. Not because I was expecting too much. But because the moment I told you I found you attractive, you knew what I wanted. Maybe you was expecting bit much all at the wrong time, hence weird location aka casino parking lot. Either way man.. this is my last comment. My love for you was ever so strong & intense. It was serious. Everything about that was serious. When I asked to get to know you better I was being very, very serious. It has nothing to do with being silly teenagers, soulmate. If I tell you something you should listen, take it to heed. I assure you you aren’t the one that’s know it all here, I’ve been through some shit buddy you wouldn’t ever be able to put your finger across. I’ve been through so much more than you in life dude, things I never shared. Yet you think you have it all sad n bad because what? One person dies? Get the fuck over it. Be happy for them! But oh wait, you’re programmed to grieve my love! Because this physical dimension is all you see. As if when we die, we’re really dead. Sure. No reincarnation.. no astral or anything. You cannot see my spirit, my soul is wide awake inside of me. All you see is my beauty yet you don’t know where it’s coming from. My heart is all I am. I don’t know about you but I’ll never use my age as an excuse for any of my behavior because I know damn well that I will always be bigger than that. When you’re twenty & in the same position whilst I’m high doing & following mine. Know that it was your fault.. if you’re sad.. maybe blame it on your age again. Some people just never mature. When you’re looking for someone to love, remember this face. This energy. This love. None else like it. A white bitch can’t give you shit but whatchu already have. Know that it wasn’t n never was my loss. You’re the unhappy one. Look in the mirror. You missed out on something mighty divine. & That wasn’t just me. This connection that goes back in time for centuries. PROSPERITY with me. You missed that. Because I’m telling you now, I’m gonna be rich. I will be rich. I already am. It’s just my destiny. I tried to tell you that the clouds were fake. But your third eye was closed. When you see me there.. you still dealing with your insecurities & sadness, nothing new. Observe how I have more money.. likely a new or better man.. & woman.. we’re in a three way now. I’m happier.. doing better in life than you. Yet you really thought it was my loss.. I see my future. I’m more than this matrix. You liked it when I was just pretty but when I show you other things you don’t find them pretty as well. Like my clinginess. Crazy just a label.. they’re all labels. You should see the beauty, in everything of me. Don’t worry.. no one else will ever care as much as I once did. N because of that, I put a hex on you. Enjoy toxic relationships for the rest of your life.. since you couldn’t be mine. Don’t worry about anyone else being able to call you that then. Even if I do end up happy with someone else, you still wouldn’t n don’t deserve it. Because you took away mine.. Malachi. I’ll love you forever, twin flame. Bless your soul

  • @iridescentdolls9915
    @iridescentdolls9915 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    This makes you no better than anyone else. I’m just sliding on through on my own journey too. But you should consider my feelings! You never did. Yet I need help? I got god more than you ever will in life baby

  • @iridescentdolls9915
    @iridescentdolls9915 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Cars = cover up for what’s missing inside

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’ll continue harassing your friends I’ll continue to speak my mind

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Just follow the beard then you wonder why you don’t feel unique enough but you don’t go within enough because yeah, you’re right. You’re too weak

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I can do that whatever what do I owe you you didn’t even owe me human decency so why do I have to go away at all I find it a lot more fun doing exactly what I’m doing

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I asked for one thing yeah a woman that knows what she wants what’s the fucking problem

  • @iridescentdolls9915
    @iridescentdolls9915 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Focus on the body. We’re too young for anything

  • @ohwhatthehell3493
    @ohwhatthehell3493 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Also why is it that you don’t ever wanna hang out? You have all these cars yet you still find it hard to come to my house, pick me up sometime already. Can’t you see how much I wanna hang out? I thought we were friends. Maybe I would’ve gave you something nice if you wasn’t being so selfish. & Considered my feelings too. All you had to do was trust the process n hang out with me

  • @iridescentdolls9915
    @iridescentdolls9915 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    You’re wrong. Take accountability for your actions

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    You must

  • @iridescentdolls9915
    @iridescentdolls9915 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Heckna beret de rum 🍹

  • @iridescentdolls9915
    @iridescentdolls9915 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Heckna beret de rum

  • @iridescentdolls9915
    @iridescentdolls9915 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hecka beret de rum 🍹

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    You could’ve contact her but not anymore no way of doing that. You’re not smart enough on yo own

  • @lameberry6076
    @lameberry6076 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I told you I’m a psychic, I’m a witch. Don’t worry about who I sent my boobs to because I’m much bigger than this experience & my body equally. I don’t know about chu though

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Miss your grandma? Sad. Can’t contact her foo. You know everything, dont chu? Ha. You missed.

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Poseidon
    Martin Luther King
    Dionysus. Can we speak on how those were all men? What’s of me only within me. Call me feminine

  • @lameberry6076
    @lameberry6076 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Consciousness don’t like selfish, narcissistic, self conceited. Can’t you see your reality is not the only that exists?

  • @iridescentdolls9915
    @iridescentdolls9915 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    All I ever do is speak my mind, be honest & they don’f like that. You wasted my time yet you think you’re all big n bad? Really? I fucking cared. I’m crazy? No I’m not. No such thing as caring too much.

  • @iridescentdolls9915
    @iridescentdolls9915 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Cursed for eternity & death is your fate
    $(~)74

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    But why’d you have to waste my time though why couldn’t you say no when you had the chance to thats injustice

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    You’re very funny if you thought you were getting away that easy. Promise I’ve put many curses on you

    • @hecknaberetderum2498
      @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      You WILL receive your karma. Just so you know, I’m the loyal one. I was loyal to whatever we had. But you weren’t

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    That’s why god took her away. Because god brought me in, right? Low vibrations. Promise I’m higher than you. I know my worth. I never needed you. I just cared

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Witch, witch gang. Domino. Big entity though. Ruined shit for you cause I can. Doing another hex on you Imma bout to go ham

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    (No they won’t because I cursed you & not even the demon can break the hex I put on you)

  • @lameberry6076
    @lameberry6076 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    ^0t m7 lo55 5h7a. Be fooled. Malachi. You’re in ego. Yeah, it’s all about you. Lacking knowledge

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    You’re still not valid. Nothing you did is still not valid. If you think you’re not going to get karma you’re a fool

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    A man isn’t enough either. That’s all it was. You’re just gay. Because I’m gorgeous

  • @hecknaberetderum2498
    @hecknaberetderum2498 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Witch, witch shit 🧙🏿

  • @ohwhatthehell3493
    @ohwhatthehell3493 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Baby I don’t deserve this. It isn’t healthy to be a selfish minded person. Put yourself in others shoes more please

  • @cryblox3781
    @cryblox3781 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Malachi.. I don’t have much to say to you anymore. I’ve always felt my intentions were pretty clear from the jump. Yeah, I wanted to be friends first because I was willing to be patient with it. Especially considering how I had so much respect for you at that. What you did was just selfish. Telling me I was expecting too much when I really wasn’t. You had the option to turn me down n say no. You weren’t thinking about how much I cared about you. You was just being selfish. All you’ve ever given me was excuses. You’re supposed to be “adulting” yet your mentality is not shaped like one. Ya man child. Then you tell me you’re not healthy for love. If you’re not healthy now baby quite frankly you won’t ever be. For any type.. any sort of girl that ever walks into your life because you can’t even treat women right in general. All I wanted from you was one thing & that was to hang out, bond more.. you couldn’t even give me that. “Fear” has nothing to do with it. You’re just a fuckin jerk Malachi. You treat me like I don’t matter; because you think that the world revolves around you. Put yourself in others shoes man. I deserve empathy, compassion. Not anymore of your lame ass EXCUSES! You could’ve been that for me Malachi. You could’ve been enough for me emotionally, mentally, spiritually & physically! If you chose to be. If you played your cards & your role right. Also don’t even think for a moment you could ever pull someone better than me. Just another basic white bitch named BECKY! You just don’t like the fact I’m a strong women that radiates the energy of a lion. I told you we’ve had many past lives together, soulmate. If you think I’m dumb you’re dumber because the difference is, five years from now.. I’m actually going somewhere. I didn’t have to achieve anything like a job, some materialistic shit to cover it up at this age because I’m already “adulting” mentally. You’ve been immature, selfish & self conceited. I really thought you cared about me n saw me for everything I was n appreciated it. The love I felt in my heart was deeper than age, worth so much more than that. Love has & knows no age. I felt love FOR YOU Malachi. I fell in love at first sight WITH YOU MALACHI! If I wanted another man I would’ve gone for one with a different dick & soul, but instead I chose Malachi because I saw something SPECIAL IN MALACHI! Sex isn’t all there is to love. Baby I told you I wasn’t healthy, I wanted to wait so I could really be the best at it. As I’ve always wanted to be good at everything I do in life. Having ONE job isn’t an excuse. Anyone can have a job. A vehicle. You aren’t fucking special for that, nor are you better than anybody else. You can still make time for me. It’s funny how you could still make time for your whacky ass friends who likely won’t be there for your funeral. I’m better than them anyways. Seems like all y’all do is repeat the same goddamn things to each other over n over. How special. How diverse of a life diverse of a friend group if I do say so myself. Yet you couldn’t do the same for me. Couldn’t just hang yet you enjoy breaking your neck to go see friends. Then you have the nerve to block my main. Just so you know.. that hurt me a lot. Yes, it really did. Promise you I cried my brains out. Thinking you were receiving my messages through the only way I had to contact you. Then you call me crazy.. but that’s all you lame ass UNFLAVORED people can ever say. You’re wrong Malachi. You’re wrong. Forever for this you will be wrong. I don’t care what you have to say, you aren’t in the right. Because you weren’t being considerate of me. If something is going on, I rather you tell me that instead of just pretty much ghost me for no reason. I know I’ve had my fair share of “leaving”.. then coming back. Probably because I was going through depression myself & was confused, amongst being frustrated as to why you couldn’t hang out. I don’t need to get a Uber, I don’t need to drive or get my mom to drive to you. It was simple. It was very easy.. for you to do. Your part. Not because I was expecting too much. But because the moment I told you I found you attractive, you knew what I wanted. Maybe you was expecting bit much all at the wrong time, hence weird location aka casino parking lot. Either way man.. this is my last comment. My love for you was ever so strong & intense. It was serious. Everything about that was serious. When I asked to get to know you better I was being very, very serious. It has nothing to do with being silly teenagers, soulmate. If I tell you something you should listen, take it to heed. I assure you you aren’t the one that’s know it all here, I’ve been through some shit buddy you wouldn’t ever be able to put your finger across. I’ve been through so much more than you in life dude, things I never shared. Yet you think you have it all sad n bad because what? One person dies? Get the fuck over it. Be happy for them! But oh wait, you’re programmed to grieve my love! Because this physical dimension is all you see. As if when we die, we’re really dead. Sure. No reincarnation.. no astral or anything. You cannot see my spirit, my soul is wide awake inside of me. All you see is my beauty yet you don’t know where it’s coming from. My heart is all I am. I don’t know about you but I’ll never use my age as an excuse for any of my behavior because I know damn well that I will always be bigger than that. When you’re twenty & in the same position whilst I’m high doing & following mine. Know that it was your fault.. if you’re sad.. maybe blame it on your age again. Some people just never mature. When you’re looking for someone to love, remember this face. This energy. This love. None else like it. A white bitch can’t give you shit but whatchu already have. Know that it wasn’t n never was my loss. You’re the unhappy one. Look in the mirror. You missed out on something mighty divine. & That wasn’t just me. This connection that goes back in time for centuries. PROSPERITY with me. You missed that. Because I’m telling you now, I’m gonna be rich. I will be rich. I already am. It’s just my destiny. I tried to tell you that the clouds were fake. But your third eye was closed. When you see me there.. you still dealing with your insecurities & sadness, nothing new. Observe how I have more money.. likely a new or better man.. & woman.. we’re in a three way now. I’m happier.. doing better in life than you. Yet you really thought it was my loss.. I see my future. I’m more than this matrix. You liked it when I was just pretty but when I show you other things you don’t find them pretty as well. Like my clinginess. Crazy just a label.. they’re all labels. You should see the beauty, in everything of me. Don’t worry.. no one else will ever care as much as I once did. N because of that, I put a hex on you. Enjoy toxic relationships for the rest of your life.. since you couldn’t be mine. Don’t worry about anyone else being able to call you that then. Even if I do end up happy with someone else, you still wouldn’t n don’t deserve it. Because you took away mine.. Malachi. I’ll love you forever, twin flame. Bless your soul

  • @iridescentdolls9915
    @iridescentdolls9915 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Heckna beret de rum 🍹