Kikuo - Useless Child (Slowed/Reverb)

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  • @dived3670
    @dived3670 3 ปีที่แล้ว +303

    this song is about a mother who’s husband left her and she’s stuck with her child. she is lonely, and embarrassed so she takes her anger out on the child, psychologically abusing him. she calls him useless, lonely, and talks in the worst traits of him. the child ended up running away from home and committed suicide

    • @sushorato7435
      @sushorato7435 3 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      Woah damn.... that’s actually really more sad then I thought. That broke my heart

    • @Dollversion
      @Dollversion 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Like my past and my future

    • @dazaiosamurela
      @dazaiosamurela 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Just like my mother fr!😻💅 I'm totally not traumatised from all the mental and emotional abuse from my own parents, bullies, my "friends", and maybe others from the ages of 3(maybe even lower)-13 😻 (its still going on I'm 13 rn)

    • @chososwife101
      @chososwife101 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      i feel so bad for that child fr

    • @mraterwelon.8875
      @mraterwelon.8875 ปีที่แล้ว

      and the mother calls herself useless and degrades herself for being a shit mother bcs shes the reason the child died

  • @ash.6258
    @ash.6258 3 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    3:38

  • @sushorato7435
    @sushorato7435 3 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    Best slowed down version

  • @hney_dostuff3852
    @hney_dostuff3852 3 ปีที่แล้ว +75

    Ah this song is so relatable 🥲👌🏼

    • @SP1D3RSF4NGS
      @SP1D3RSF4NGS 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Your not useless man your smart your awesome your doing good your doing great I’m very proud of you that your doing okay and if you have depression or something like that I hope your okay

    • @unngjerde5064
      @unngjerde5064 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ​@@SP1D3RSF4NGS i don't think they ment they think they're useless, they probably had someone in their life that talked who them like this

    • @shinobu-kocho9
      @shinobu-kocho9 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      i'm glad that there is someone understand ..........@@unngjerde5064

    • @Aubrey_OMORI16
      @Aubrey_OMORI16 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      fr

  • @Anxiousbug
    @Anxiousbug ปีที่แล้ว +18

    I love songs that straight up say the thing. No cushioning, it is so validating. Like this song gives me permission to feel bad and to process that.

  • @ailurxophile6809
    @ailurxophile6809  3 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    Literally only watched 1 episode but dropped it when the guy was such a weirdo,, had like good potential ig cause of her backstory but it got really weird and sappy

    • @Sillywillywonkah
      @Sillywillywonkah 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Huh

    • @firstgameplaygr8186
      @firstgameplaygr8186 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Probably reffering to the phot of the character they put in the video ​@@Sillywillywonkah

  • @keda7487
    @keda7487 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    YEEEE IM EARLY AGAINNN in a while😭😭😭 btw its (ninette soza) I just changed my name and pfp

  • @muhammadfurqan7934
    @muhammadfurqan7934 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    1:35

  • @kohise
    @kohise 3 ปีที่แล้ว +42

    Kotoura - san’s first chapter: T-T
    Rest of the chapters: XD

  • @unngjerde5064
    @unngjerde5064 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    People in my life talk to me like this every day

    • @Anxiousbug
      @Anxiousbug ปีที่แล้ว +5

      They sound terrible

    • @Sprout211
      @Sprout211 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      I’m sorry D:

    • @G4bri3lDaSl4yerxd91
      @G4bri3lDaSl4yerxd91 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      I hope youre okay now :(

  • @kitconnorsfavperson
    @kitconnorsfavperson ปีที่แล้ว +39

    POV: you're the oldest child

    • @patriciakarlaguedespereira462
      @patriciakarlaguedespereira462 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Nah dude fr

    • @G4bri3lDaSl4yerxd91
      @G4bri3lDaSl4yerxd91 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      real

    • @Expiredcandyisyum
      @Expiredcandyisyum หลายเดือนก่อน

      I'm the youngest, not a favorite my older brother thinks he is, because he thinks he's in control.

    • @Violet_M1bestie
      @Violet_M1bestie 28 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      ​@@Expiredcandyisyumfr..i'm a youngest too why do people overlook youngest?

    • @Expiredcandyisyum
      @Expiredcandyisyum 28 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      @@Violet_M1bestie so true 👍 ..I don't know it's annoying

  • @iiheart_s4na
    @iiheart_s4na 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    This hurts diff after crying ✌🏻

  • @meninaastronauta2610
    @meninaastronauta2610 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    1:30

  • @lelelov1114
    @lelelov1114 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I clicked bc kotoura san was my first anime where i knew it was anime ( i actually watched ponyo first but i thought it was a cartoon when i was like 4)

  • @heyimgalaxy
    @heyimgalaxy ปีที่แล้ว +4

    ironically this fits kotoura's backstory pr well

  • @smack3264
    @smack3264 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    The fact this was made on my birthday-

    • @ailurxophile6809
      @ailurxophile6809  3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      happy belated birthday

    • @smack3264
      @smack3264 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@ailurxophile6809 awh thank you! (;′⌒`)

    • @crescent4045
      @crescent4045 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Not only that might i point out this was uploaded on Valentines Day 0-0

  • @definitionofepic
    @definitionofepic 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    0:35 bro described me

  • @jamiesteward6444
    @jamiesteward6444 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    Is it a bad thing that im not even a teenager yet and relate to this song a lot?- 😃

    • @Sillywillywonkah
      @Sillywillywonkah 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Yes.

    • @Sillywillywonkah
      @Sillywillywonkah 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Smeck ur parentz supah hard 4 meh mk 😀
      Ur amazing 😊

    • @jamiesteward6444
      @jamiesteward6444 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@Sillywillywonkah Oki and ty :)

    • @Violet_M1bestie
      @Violet_M1bestie 21 วันที่ผ่านมา

      I also relate to this song ever since I was 8-

  • @littletunes650
    @littletunes650 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I call myself crybaby in my mind a LOT like A LOT soooooo your right about the crybaby part song😇💦

    • @SP1D3RSF4NGS
      @SP1D3RSF4NGS 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      NOOO YOUR NOT USELESSSSS

    • @Anxiousbug
      @Anxiousbug ปีที่แล้ว +1

      For me it’s “scaredy-cat” I am such a fucking cowered

  • @5t159
    @5t159 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    Oh man this song.
    I was getting good grades and was second in school,
    but none of my parents satisfied me. They were comparing me to my brother. ! My brother, the person closest to me?
    This hurts. I was young, I don't know, maybe I was 12, and this hurt me.
    I can say I got through it after many years of comparison and blaming me. After many years, I didn't cry, but after hearing this song..
    I'm falling apart and crying, and I still cry every time I hear it...

    • @kagechu2005BISVG
      @kagechu2005BISVG 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Yikes…
      Sorry to hear that…

  • @laurapimentel2155
    @laurapimentel2155 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I can relate

    • @Jekyuun
      @Jekyuun 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      aww I hope u are ok

    • @laurapimentel2155
      @laurapimentel2155 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Jekyuun don’t worry I’m fine :D

    • @Jekyuun
      @Jekyuun 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@laurapimentel2155 aww that’s great to hear!

  • @user-wc4oc7nl5f
    @user-wc4oc7nl5f ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Relatable

  • @remusleplague8722
    @remusleplague8722 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    this feels weird to listen to while on anti depressants (*´Д`)ハァハァ

  • @Flower_3457-p1z
    @Flower_3457-p1z 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I'am a usseles usseles usseles child i'am a lonely lonely lonely child 😔......

  • @000-y2y2e
    @000-y2y2e 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    I relate to this, if my "mom" keeps abusing me mentally and emotionally, ill kill myself earlier. Its been 4 years now. She hasn't stopped. I wasn't planning on doing it early, but atp? Who cares that I'm 12

    • @lavendeereatingreens
      @lavendeereatingreens หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Don't. Please don't. You have inherent worth and value just through your existence. Detach your self-worth from her and live for yourself. I know it's not that easy in the slightest, but don't give up on your life just because the part that includes her sucks. Maybe call a suicide prevention hotline or something but I don't know how reliable those are, or if the abuse you're experiencing is visible to them in any way. Find your own reason to live. I won't say don't let what she says get to you, again, it's not that simple, but make sure you have an internal support system capable of - if not emotionally, at least logically - reassuring yourself that you're a good person and deserve to live. You don't deserve to deal with this and I'm terribly sorry you've ever had to endure any kind of abuse, but you need to keep going. I hope you get the help you need, just don't kill yourself. There's so much beauty you can find in life, don't let her stifle it. It's not your fault for thinking or feeling this way and don't beat yourself up for not meeting her or your own expectations, but please take care of your health and mental wellbeing as best you can. It'll be tough, yes. You don't deserve it, yes. But you can make it through. I believe in you. Please keep going.

  • @_biby
    @_biby 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    this is so relatable, and if I wasn't it would be the same thing because my mom is not ok I don't understand but she's kinda depressed.
    i always had no friends, no one, but i thinked it was normal because my mom was still not worried with me...
    then i noticed that I never telled nothing to her, but it was too late, she does not trust me anymore and she's not in the best moment to I talk to her rn

  • @SP1D3RSF4NGS
    @SP1D3RSF4NGS 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    StopStopStopStopStopStopStopStopStopStopStopStopStopStopStopStopStopStopStopStopStopStop YALL ARE NOT USELESS STAHP

  • @FreakySimon
    @FreakySimon 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Kikuo talking about me😀

  • @Nongpai034
    @Nongpai034 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Yeah sure I'm useless child ☺︎☻

  • @Captain_Ravioli7321
    @Captain_Ravioli7321 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    IS THAT KOTOURA SAN?!?!

  • @CrystalPaw_1
    @CrystalPaw_1 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Really kinning this song as my family kept dissing me for reasons I'll never understand 🙈 /neg

  • @my.little.evergarden
    @my.little.evergarden 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    You’re not useless T^T

  • @shinobu-kocho9
    @shinobu-kocho9 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    i never wanted to die.....i wish i just haven't been born......i guess that's better than being useless everyday....☺

  • @urmom-om7bu
    @urmom-om7bu 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    can you do chicago freestyle by drake and giveon with the picture as killua from hunterxhunter

  • @luluu._ps
    @luluu._ps 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    hi, i dedicate you this song.
    From : Me
    To : Myself..

  • @mushedsugarcane2022
    @mushedsugarcane2022 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Your yt pfp is the same as my old discord pfp

  • @jackyjackazz
    @jackyjackazz 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Unrelated but that character looks like a genderbent Jake from the music freaks

  • @gogo-rm1id
    @gogo-rm1id 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I feel like this hit me so hard because my mom say I’m useless do anything but she doesn’t let me anything by myself…I’m gay but non-binary but she calls me a girl and no one let me be but my sister she knows I might do something in the end when it gets too much

  • @Cherie_YT
    @Cherie_YT 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I'm Coming Out As Bi But I'm afraid of my mom....

    • @albedo8159
      @albedo8159 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      i have faith in chu fellow LGBTQ+ member

  • @idk-j4d8e
    @idk-j4d8e หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    i am uesless

  • @brys_crumb
    @brys_crumb 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Would my childhood be considered rough if it inckuded abuse + psycholocal damage + havung to listen to parents argue many times i cluding a physical fight that happned that i had to watch and being kept shut about it by my own parents???? Idk man ive seen worse

    • @Para-Topic
      @Para-Topic 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      No

    • @AnitaSarkar-e2m
      @AnitaSarkar-e2m 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      It would be considered rough i think

  • @Julia-jd4dr
    @Julia-jd4dr 18 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Whos the person in the pic

  • @StarGAMING-nm5ck
    @StarGAMING-nm5ck 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    lol... I own this song 😂

  • @Snowlets98
    @Snowlets98 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    1:28