You know what made me feel really bad and make me cry a lot in this video? Once you figure out the english subs, and know what it means, and then you see Miku falling from those stairs and falling from the sky, and you understand that her depression has finally caught up to her, you'll understand.
a lot of people who have survived suicide attempts by jumping say that it was beautiful, as if they were staring at the heavens. so... yep. that's fucked up!
Tiny Nick Oh... The one I´m seriously worried of is Luka and Rin. (Scissersloid), it seems Miku lost there... And Rin is just simply psycho in almost every song I listen to with her in it..
R.I.P. HATSUNE MIKU This song talks about her being depressed, bullied, and probably committing SUICIDE at the end. (Signified in this music video by her falling, presumably to her death)
It's actually quite sad that most people doesnt know the meaning of the song. It's about a girl that has been bullied and beaten on a regular basis. The name "rolling girl" is another word for "self harming girl". She tries so many times to reach her bullies and change but the end eventually ends with her depression singing "so stop breathing now" and she gives up.
I noticed while she was running up the stairs, that she looked like she was running from depression, and the bullies brought her down, breaking the only escape, the stairs, so in the end she kills herself.
Is this about suicide and depression?? Because at the start she kept breaking things i think she wanted to release her depression and anger and at the end she jumped, i think she commited suicide in that scene
if you watch the original pv with the english lyrics it makes more sense. miku is physically abused by her peers and theres a guy in the video that she goes to which is her depression personified. at the end of the video, its miku hugging the depression with the personified depression saying to stop breathing and that shes been trying and "rolling" for long enough. thus her committing suicide.
Wanna Sing Along Do? HERE YOU GO! Japanese (日本語歌詞) Romaji (ローマ字) ロンリーガールはいつまでも 届かない夢見て ronrii gaaru wa itsu made mo todokanai yume mite 騒ぐ頭の中を掻き回して、掻き回して。 sawagu atama no naka o kakimawashite, kakimawashite 「問題ない。」と呟いて、言葉は失われた？ 'mondai nai.' to tsubuyaite, kotoba wa ushinawareta? もう失敗、もう失敗。 mou shippai, mou shippai. 間違い探しに終われば、また、回るの！ machigai sagashi ni owareba, mata, mawaru no! もう一回、もう一回。 mou ikkai, mou ikkai. 「私は今日も転がります。」と、 'watashi wa kyou mo korogarimasu.' to, 少女は言う 少女は言う shoujo wa iu shoujo wa iu 言葉に意味を奏でながら！ kotoba ni imi o kanadenagara! 「もう良いかい？」 'mou ii kai?' 「まだですよ、まだまだ先は見えないので。 息を止めるの、今。」 'mada desu yo, mada mada saki wa mienai no de. iki o tomeru no, ima.' ローリンガールの成れの果て 届かない、向こうの色 roorin garu no nare no hate todoka nai, mukou no iro 重なる声と声を混ぜあわせて、混ぜあわせて。 kasanaru koe to koe o maze awasete, maze awasete. 「問題ない。」と呟いた言葉は失われた。 'mondai nai.' to tsubuyaita kotoba wa ushinawareta. どうなったって良いんだってさ、 dounatta tte ii ndatte sa 間違いだって起こしちゃおうと誘う、坂道。 machigai datte okoshichaou to sasou, sakamichi. もう一回、もう一回。 mou ikkai, mou ikkai 私をどうか転がしてと watashi o douka korogashite to 少女は言う 少女は言う shoujo wa iu shoujo wa iu 無口に意味を重ねながら！ mukuchi ni imi o kasanenagara! 「もう良いかい？」 'mou ii kai?' 「もう少し、もうすぐ何か見えるだろうと。 息を止めるの、今。」 'mou sukoshi, mou sugu nanika mieru darou to. iki o tomeru no, ima." もう一回、もう一回。 mou ikkai, mou ikkai. 「私は今日も転がります。」と 'watashi wa kyou mo korogarimasu.' to 少女は言う 少女は言う shoujo wa iu shoujo wa iu 言葉に笑みを奏でながら！ kotoba ni emi wo kanadenagara! 「もう良いかい？もう良いよ。そろそろ君も疲れたろう、ね。」 'mou ii kai? mou ii yo. soro soro kimi mo tsukaretarou, ne.' 息を止めるの、今。 (YES I wrote this whole thing :))
+IEpsilonI x as said before i liked the choegrafy quite alot but i guess that explains its quality yet pretty well done also thanks for the correction ^^
A girl with as much problems as any one else but won't admit it. Seen as an extrovert, great with people, outgoing, always positive and can express her emotions easily. But from an omnipotent view, her sadness is multiplied due to the fact that she can't talk about her problems as easily as other people can. She keeps telling herself, "it will be ok" a lie that one keeps telling themselves quickly becomes the truth in what they believe. "It's ok, it's ok. After every mistake, I can still learn from, I'll just keep 'rolling'-trying, maybe I'll get there and not let anyone see." She gets to the point where her problems overwhelm her and "I'm going to stop breathing now" but someone finally sees all the pain she hides, the pain she can't see herself. Just because someone doesn't talk about their problems, doesn't mean they're fine and have nothing going on in their life. They either have trouble communicating their problems, or just plainly don't understand the pain the problem is inflicting on themselves internally, or don't want to bring pain and sadness to others by talking about it. What do you feel about a person with this personality? Selfish or selfless?
Selfless. I say this because I myself have those problems as well. I don't want anyone to worry about me, but then at the same time when I feel my depressing feelings start to take over, I *want* those people to talk to me and help me get through it no matter how many times I refuse their offers and suggestions. (Yes there isn't that many, but guys like myself can have these problems as well) It's an odd way of thinking but in a way it hints and tells the person wanting to help you to keep pushing themselves towards you. To keep on trying to help them no matter what. At least that's how I feel about it. I'm personally in the position where I have trouble communicating my problems with others especially to total strangers (Which results in feeling uncomfortable about therapy) and I don't want to bring pain and sadness to others by talking about it cause I feel it'd be like a virus of some sort to do so. Like your depression becomes their depression. Heh....but ironically enough, here I am talking to a total stranger about this here on the internet of all things. Maybe it's because i'm more comfortable communicating in text rather than in person.
***** I wish there was something I could do to help with your needs, and I feel the exact way you do about text and direct communication. At least you can point out the truth behind your distress. The worst part of my problem is that I don't even know what it truly is. Every time I try to ponder over the reality behind my problems, I can only feel my inner self becoming more and more insane because I end up with nothing but more problems I discover buried deep in denial. When I'm with my friends, I'm this not-so-social, very casual joker and a giant sci-fi/fantasy/anime/electronics fan. Those are true, but inside I am a mind divided into many fragments having war with each other, whether it be regarding the greatest of global events to come, my view on the deserving of the human race to exist, the way I feel for others and the possibility of it happening, or the moments in my life that hit me the hardest. Most often I'm wondering what I'M doing with MY life. Knowing that I need to keep my mind, morality, and sanity in check, I have resorted to something people would call geeky and radical: Restraining myself under a Grey Code. The Jedi Code is highly moral, but flawed. The Sith Code is mainly immoral, but holds truths behind itself. So I take both Codes, point out what I believe to be true in them, and use my understanding to create this neutral, Grey Code. It isn't complete, but I'm getting there, and I hope it will have the effect I need it to have. Every individual person has their own individual way with dealing with their similar yet unique problems, so don't judge my choice of action. It may be a decision made by Star Wars influence, but if you are one who looks at the truths behind fiction then you would understand. If you do, then I commend you. What do you think of it?
***** I think its because it doesnt feel that real, i mean, sure you wrote it and let people se how you feel, but you let total strangers see who you really are and its way easier showing your true self to someone you dont know over the internet because well, it just doesnt feel that real, its way different and way harder to open up to people who are facing you because you think you will feel vulnerable and there will be no going back. Or well, thats at least how I feel, i dont know if you feel like that too, i mean, i totally understand what you said i dont know if you feel like i do about what i said.
after seeing the PV for 1000 times this still brings tears...she seems depressed but also you can feel her despair,like gasping for air,but despair takes everything away and she just falls...crumbles under the weight of despair and depression
horiapopescu1 The saddest part is that she tries so desperately to fight against it, but to no avail, and there was nothing she could do to stop it, and at the end she just gives up.
horiapopescu1 In this one, she gets so close, and you can really see the sadness in her eyes as the stairs start dropping and she realizes she's failed
exactly,you can always see someone's sadness and despair in their eyes and i know this all effects...but damn i can't even remember the last time i saw such sadness in the eyes of a cg character
horiapopescu1 It's so sad, it makes you forget you're literally watching a cartoon because the expressions are so believable, right? You and I are alike
+Yuuna Chan Please. School is aggravating, but not as bad as having to deal with someone emotioally unstable, especially when you love that person. Save the whining for when you really need it, not that it will help any
It's hilarious when she destroys the classroom (or whatever she is in at the beginning) and she's full of anger but there's no expression on her face 😂
I don't think this song is about Miku being happy or her acting like a baby throwing fits CAUSE THATS WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE IN THE BEGINNING OF THE SONG I personally think (and I know almost everybody agrees) it's about Miku getting bulled and the last scene of the song says "Stop Breathing Now" Sorry if none of this is correct I just got into Vocaloid and Roiling Girl being the first song I knew about I thought it would be cool to see what it looks like in this mode.
The Song for me is about a Girl who is Lonely and Sad and She don't know how long She can withstand the Loneliness and Sadness She hopes and Hopes for a change but it don't Happens
Why is it so much more appealing for me to play it at .5x speed the first 11 seconds then switching it back to normal speed once it hits the 12 second mark
Even though i know what the lyrics/song means, i do get a little bit sad but there is something that i change in this that gives me courage. My favourite part in this video is when Miku runs up the stairs and i know it means the she gave up when the stairs were falling apart and she stopped everything. Instead of thinking that way, what i think is that she kept on going and going even when she was about to fall. And when those stairs fall apart, for me it means that even after all the pain she went through and suffering, she finally made it even if it wasnt at the exact goal she thought she was suppose to go after and when she was falling, she was able to relax and let go of all her pain and fly freely by accepting that she did her best even if not all things went her way, she never gave up and kept going without stopping her heart :). Thats just my way of thinking you may or may not agree with me and thats okay, everyone has their own opinion but i just tried to think on a more positive note 😊
The camera movement during the first chorus are so mesmerising for some reason... I always get chills when she looks vulnerably into the camera and the camera pans her legs up to her head
Woah it's been so long since I stan Miku! And I came back again to look at her videos this year 2019 and I felt like a newbie fan, giggle and smile like an idiot.
1:43 i always like to think that while she's running down the stairs, this is what she would say to the one with the camera: (C.G=Camera guy, M=Miku) C.G: Oooh, you're in trouble! M: Shut up! turn off the camera! C.G: No, i don't want to! Miku jumps M: escape!
Lonely girl wa itsu made mo Todoka nai yume mite Sawagu atama no naka wo Kaki mawashite, kaki mawashite "Mondai nai" to tsubuyaite Kotoba wa ushina wareta? Mou shippai, mou shippai Machiga sagashi ni owa reba mata mawaru no! Mou ikkai, mou ikkai "Watashi wa kyou mo korogaro masu" to Shoujo wa iu, shoujo wa iu Kotoba ni imi wo kanade nagara! "Mou ii kai.?" "Mada desu yo" "Mada mada saki wa mie nai no" Ne "Iki wo tomeru no...Ima" Rolling Girl no nare no hate Todoka nai mukou no iro Kasanaru koe to koe wo Maze awase te, maze awasete "Mondai nai" totsubuyaita Kotoba wa ushina wareta? Dou natta te ii datte sa Machigai datte okoshi chaou to sasou sakamichi Ahh, mou ikkai, mou ikkai "Watashi wo douka korogashite" to Shoujo wa iu, shoujo wa iu Mukuchi ni imi wo kasane nagara! "Mou ii kai.?" "Mou sukoshi" "Mou sugu nanika mieru darou to" "Iki wo tomeru no... Ima" Mou ikkai, mou ikkai "Watashi wa kyou mo korogari masu" to Shoujo wa iu, shoujo wa iu Kotoba ni emi wo kanade nagara! "Mou ii kai?" "Mou ii yo" "Soro soro kimi mo tsukareta no" Ne"Iki wo yameru no" Ima
You know, a guidance counselor should play this in front of a class while explaining the bullying background of this song. Maybe that way people will regret performing bullying more. Same goes to others, they should show others stuff like this so others would know how bad the effects of bullying can go to the victim. But no, nowadays people only care about themselves and would bully others or disrespect other people's opinions/statements. And do they have any regret? No! They see It as right. Real people killed themselves because of bullying every year. So stop bullying to avoid more people killing themselves in the next few years
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You know what made me feel really bad and make me cry a lot in this video?
Once you figure out the english subs, and know what it means, and then you see Miku falling from those stairs and falling from the sky, and you understand that her depression has finally caught up to her, you'll understand.
a lot of people who have survived suicide attempts by jumping say that it was beautiful, as if they were staring at the heavens. so... yep. that's fucked up!
+Madison quartz
Then I might try that...
Omg my reaction from the vid after knowing the English lyrics I was like "NOPE! TOO MUCH FOR ME IM NOPEING"
And she was so close to the exit and I think when it looks like she was falling from the sky I think that's because she jumped off a building
angelina gold
_Is it me,or does Miku's neck look a little too long?_
turtle neck
giraffe miku confirmed
Hey if Katy Perry can get away with it, why not a model of Miku?
it's not just you
+Ƙαηєѕнιмι “Ƭнαт Oηє Ɲєяɗу Ɓι” ™ Lol it looks like it's about to fall off
oh my god I just noticed her neck
Shoot I can't unsee it now.
_Exactly_
Holy crap...
ohgod LOOK AT IT AT 0:46
I KNOW OMG
I like listening to Hatsune Miku's songs when I'm depressed. It helps me a lot.
Jeanette Neri same here.
same! i like singing the song it helps
Jeanette Neri unless you are listening to the depressing ones
Me too
***** The Rakshasa and the Dead.
Everyone here's talking about how they can relate to the lyrics and I'm just sitting here enjoying the song
Haha ikr
You're not the only one...
ditto
Well' I'm talking about that damn neck!
Weaboos i tell ya & they wounder why most people think anime fans are kinda out there
The darker side of Vocaloid. Songs like these is why I like them. They put words to mental disorders where other pop stars fail to do so.
For me this changes the way i see Miku.In this Vocaloid she's a student that gets bullied.
Animash She's A Yandere What Do You Expect 😂
Tiny Nick
Hehe.. Good one.
But I still like the way they display serve metal illnesses. XD
Animash But She Is A Yandere Though
Don't Go Near Her Senpai 😰
Tiny Nick
Oh... The one I´m seriously worried of is Luka and Rin. (Scissersloid), it seems Miku lost there... And Rin is just simply psycho in almost every song I listen to with her in it..
Forget about her neck; did anyone notice how glitchy her hands look when she's playing the piano? Looks like Surgeon Simulator guy's hand.
The only version with articulating hands was the F 2nd PV. Even DT and FT don't have it.
her neck sometimes look normal and sometimes look a little too long to me
Yeah in that version my NECK it's just 😳 and this fan made
Its not glitchy thats just how it is
Glitchy glitch
Wowaka just passed away...
Rest in peace...
"I'm going to stop my breathing" That was a pretty sad line ;~;
FUN FACT: this song is about a girl driven to suicide from getting bullied alot
I know that :|
I'm just saying it was pretty sad
TheNewbr i was just making sure if u knew about what this song means sorry
xD its ok I mean you don't need to apologize
R.I.P
music sheets
rest in spaghetti
never forgetti
Lannie Pie And then she remebergretti
😂
R.I.P.
HATSUNE MIKU
This song talks about her being depressed, bullied, and probably committing SUICIDE at the end. (Signified in this music video by her falling, presumably to her death)
Sebana Kuchiki hahah
Now Miku is filled with regretti
That moment when you realize that most of your favorite VOCALOID songs have SUPER depressing lyrics....
pikapals41 FACTS!😢😢
That hair straight up defies gravity xD
*Yu Gi Oh
+Lulu Usagi this made my day XD
*DragonBall
Rest in peace wowaka, one more roll,,, i always listen to this song whenever i feel lost and down
Rest in peace wowaka , "mouu ikkai"
1:21 'NO HENTAI. NO HENTAI'
Oh my god >7
+Shiro Ryuuko Either she said that or she said "MORE HENTAI"
Foxina Da fox Pfft... Hopefully, Miku isn't watching porn at 14...
Shiro Ryuuko
Yeah, hopefully..
Foxina Da fox Lol what if she accidentally stumbled on yaoi?
It's actually quite sad that most people doesnt know the meaning of the song. It's about a girl that has been bullied and beaten on a regular basis. The name "rolling girl" is another word for "self harming girl". She tries so many times to reach her bullies and change but the end eventually ends with her depression singing "so stop breathing now" and she gives up.
+Majken Remes I know the whole song in English, I'm Japanese. :)
+FluffyMuffin AJ I'm not Japanese, in fact I'm American and I know the whole song in English lmao, I have no life ;(
I noticed while she was running up the stairs, that she looked like she was running from depression, and the bullies brought her down, breaking the only escape, the stairs, so in the end she kills herself.
THEY SEE ME ROLLING DEY HATING
God my brother LOVES this song ugh
god i love this song lol
lol
too soon m8
;_;
aw i wanna run through my school singing this and break stuff too ;o
Same :)
bunny she did this because she's mad and she wants to cumit suicide
bunny me to I would love that
bunny Basically everybody's mood while listening to this song 😂😂
That would be a strange note
"Dear ________ ,
Your son/daughter was running around the school and breaking stuff while singing in a foreign language."
.......those legs though...SHE STRONG! I can't even run up my short staircase without running out of breath O.O
Allahu akbar
Lol indeed...
+Yandere-Chan
HELLO YANDERE TEACH ME YOUR WAYS PLEASE :D
Okay! Rule 1:ALWAYS USE KATANA! KATANA STANDS FOR
K-BOSS
A-ASS
T-BITCH
A-BITCH
N-BITCH
A-BITCH
RULE 2: EAT ONLY BANANAS....you just need potassium to live as a Yandere...
Is this about suicide and depression?? Because at the start she kept breaking things i think she wanted to release her depression and anger and at the end she jumped, i think she commited suicide in that scene
I guess it's more or less about both suicide and depression
if you watch the original pv with the english lyrics it makes more sense. miku is physically abused by her peers and theres a guy in the video that she goes to which is her depression personified. at the end of the video, its miku hugging the depression with the personified depression saying to stop breathing and that shes been trying and "rolling" for long enough. thus her committing suicide.
+Kookie Llama Yes, I'm Japanese. The lyrics are very sad, and at the end she commits suicide.
She didnt commit suicide she said she was going to stop breathing now HHHHHHHHAAAAAAA
it is about depression and suicide
Why is it so entertaining to see Miku break things!? XD
'Cause I am perfect in destroying things v_v
Tis true, Miku.
bubblesppgz11 I am to. Hehehe
Miku Hatsune TRUE TRUE BRS APPROVED
I dunno!
MOU IKKAII!! R.I.P Wowaka, thank you for inspiring us and giving all of us hope through your songs. 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕
Wanna Sing Along Do? HERE YOU GO!
Japanese (日本語歌詞) Romaji (ローマ字)
ロンリーガールはいつまでも 届かない夢見て ronrii gaaru wa itsu made mo todokanai yume mite
騒ぐ頭の中を掻き回して、掻き回して。 sawagu atama no naka o kakimawashite, kakimawashite
「問題ない。」と呟いて、言葉は失われた？ 'mondai nai.' to tsubuyaite, kotoba wa ushinawareta?
もう失敗、もう失敗。 mou shippai, mou shippai.
間違い探しに終われば、また、回るの！ machigai sagashi ni owareba, mata, mawaru no!
もう一回、もう一回。 mou ikkai, mou ikkai.
「私は今日も転がります。」と、 'watashi wa kyou mo korogarimasu.' to,
少女は言う 少女は言う shoujo wa iu shoujo wa iu
言葉に意味を奏でながら！ kotoba ni imi o kanadenagara!
「もう良いかい？」 'mou ii kai?'
「まだですよ、まだまだ先は見えないので。 息を止めるの、今。」 'mada desu yo, mada mada saki wa mienai no de. iki o tomeru no, ima.'
ローリンガールの成れの果て 届かない、向こうの色 roorin garu no nare no hate todoka nai, mukou no iro
重なる声と声を混ぜあわせて、混ぜあわせて。 kasanaru koe to koe o maze awasete, maze awasete.
「問題ない。」と呟いた言葉は失われた。 'mondai nai.' to tsubuyaita kotoba wa ushinawareta.
どうなったって良いんだってさ、 dounatta tte ii ndatte sa
間違いだって起こしちゃおうと誘う、坂道。 machigai datte okoshichaou to sasou, sakamichi.
もう一回、もう一回。 mou ikkai, mou ikkai
私をどうか転がしてと watashi o douka korogashite to
少女は言う 少女は言う shoujo wa iu shoujo wa iu
無口に意味を重ねながら！ mukuchi ni imi o kasanenagara!
「もう良いかい？」 'mou ii kai?'
「もう少し、もうすぐ何か見えるだろうと。 息を止めるの、今。」 'mou sukoshi, mou sugu nanika mieru darou to. iki o tomeru no, ima."
もう一回、もう一回。 mou ikkai, mou ikkai.
「私は今日も転がります。」と 'watashi wa kyou mo korogarimasu.' to
少女は言う 少女は言う shoujo wa iu shoujo wa iu
言葉に笑みを奏でながら！ kotoba ni emi wo kanadenagara!
「もう良いかい？もう良いよ。そろそろ君も疲れたろう、ね。」 'mou ii kai? mou ii yo. soro soro kimi mo tsukaretarou, ne.'
息を止めるの、今。 (YES I wrote this whole thing :))
Miku looks like she is stronger than all of us... My opinion.
nope shes 1.58 cm ( just like me hehe )
***** Hahahaha.
1:33 ... hoe don't do it....
1:40 oh my god
Lol
Even thought quality might not be the best but holyshit the koreograf and animation is truly amazing
*choregreaphy
Son, this if from Project Diva Extend back when it was released in 2011. this is on a PS3, not a ultra spec PC
+IEpsilonI x as said before i liked the choegrafy quite alot but i guess that explains its quality yet pretty well done also thanks for the correction ^^
_This song is way too fab
Sadistic but great
Yup!! IKR!!!
Spectra628 sadistic? do you even know the definition of SADISTIC
True T~T
Rip Wowaka thank you for this amazing song. You will be missed
A girl with as much problems as any one else but won't admit it. Seen as an extrovert, great with people, outgoing, always positive and can express her emotions easily. But from an omnipotent view, her sadness is multiplied due to the fact that she can't talk about her problems as easily as other people can. She keeps telling herself, "it will be ok" a lie that one keeps telling themselves quickly becomes the truth in what they believe. "It's ok, it's ok. After every mistake, I can still learn from, I'll just keep 'rolling'-trying, maybe I'll get there and not let anyone see." She gets to the point where her problems overwhelm her and "I'm going to stop breathing now" but someone finally sees all the pain she hides, the pain she can't see herself.
Just because someone doesn't talk about their problems, doesn't mean they're fine and have nothing going on in their life. They either have trouble communicating their problems, or just plainly don't understand the pain the problem is inflicting on themselves internally, or don't want to bring pain and sadness to others by talking about it. What do you feel about a person with this personality? Selfish or selfless?
Selfless. I say this because I myself have those problems as well. I don't want anyone to worry about me, but then at the same time when I feel my depressing feelings start to take over, I *want* those people to talk to me and help me get through it no matter how many times I refuse their offers and suggestions. (Yes there isn't that many, but guys like myself can have these problems as well) It's an odd way of thinking but in a way it hints and tells the person wanting to help you to keep pushing themselves towards you. To keep on trying to help them no matter what. At least that's how I feel about it. I'm personally in the position where I have trouble communicating my problems with others especially to total strangers (Which results in feeling uncomfortable about therapy) and I don't want to bring pain and sadness to others by talking about it cause I feel it'd be like a virus of some sort to do so. Like your depression becomes their depression. Heh....but ironically enough, here I am talking to a total stranger about this here on the internet of all things. Maybe it's because i'm more comfortable communicating in text rather than in person.
***** I wish there was something I could do to help with your needs, and I feel the exact way you do about text and direct communication. At least you can point out the truth behind your distress. The worst part of my problem is that I don't even know what it truly is. Every time I try to ponder over the reality behind my problems, I can only feel my inner self becoming more and more insane because I end up with nothing but more problems I discover buried deep in denial. When I'm with my friends, I'm this not-so-social, very casual joker and a giant sci-fi/fantasy/anime/electronics fan. Those are true, but inside I am a mind divided into many fragments having war with each other, whether it be regarding the greatest of global events to come, my view on the deserving of the human race to exist, the way I feel for others and the possibility of it happening, or the moments in my life that hit me the hardest. Most often I'm wondering what I'M doing with MY life. Knowing that I need to keep my mind, morality, and sanity in check, I have resorted to something people would call geeky and radical:
Restraining myself under a Grey Code.
The Jedi Code is highly moral, but flawed. The Sith Code is mainly immoral, but holds truths behind itself. So I take both Codes, point out what I believe to be true in them, and use my understanding to create this neutral, Grey Code. It isn't complete, but I'm getting there, and I hope it will have the effect I need it to have.
Every individual person has their own individual way with dealing with their similar yet unique problems, so don't judge my choice of action. It may be a decision made by Star Wars influence, but if you are one who looks at the truths behind fiction then you would understand. If you do, then I commend you. What do you think of it?
*****
I think its because it doesnt feel that real, i mean, sure you wrote it and let people se how you feel, but you let total strangers see who you really are and its way easier showing your true self to someone you dont know over the internet because well, it just doesnt feel that real, its way different and way harder to open up to people who are facing you because you think you will feel vulnerable and there will be no going back.
Or well, thats at least how I feel, i dont know if you feel like that too, i mean, i totally understand what you said i dont know if you feel like i do about what i said.
Iñaki Andrés Romo Rivas You're actually not too far off on that man.
its scary how much i can relae to that
Haha I just did a project on this song
I'd be that person fangirling over this and I'd be that person too who screams savage
Love your profile pic XD
Okay we defenetly know they did not know the English lyrics to the song
oh my gosh its like a real music video
Except for the end
Miku where are you going?? are you gonna pay for all the stuff you broke!?!
Shes going to ouran host club
ikr, she should at least pay for all the damaged school equipment XD
That be 1,000 requests for you Ms. Miku
+Lovino Vargas yaas
Miku= uhhh... yeah about that destruction.
after seeing the PV for 1000 times this still brings tears...she seems depressed but also you can feel her despair,like gasping for air,but despair takes everything away and she just falls...crumbles under the weight of despair and depression
horiapopescu1 The saddest part is that she tries so desperately to fight against it, but to no avail, and there was nothing she could do to stop it, and at the end she just gives up.
yeah,you could not see this reaction in the original pv,at least not this...humane,you can feel her giving up,doesn't feel like it is someone far away
horiapopescu1 In this one, she gets so close, and you can really see the sadness in her eyes as the stairs start dropping and she realizes she's failed
exactly,you can always see someone's sadness and despair in their eyes and i know this all effects...but damn i can't even remember the last time i saw such sadness in the eyes of a cg character
horiapopescu1 It's so sad, it makes you forget you're literally watching a cartoon because the expressions are so believable, right? You and I are alike
my favorite song and its about a girl bullied then driven to suicide
kittyangelgurl I don't blame ya
OMFG THE NECK I AM GONNA HAVE A NIGHTMARE JUST AT THE NECK FOR WATCHIGN THIS RIGHT BEFOER BEDTIME!!!! :(
Yeah me too :(
dont think of her neck think of her voice
IT IS A RARE DINO MIKU XD
Description: Girl runs around school, breaking shit, when suddenly... DRUGZ!!!
Omg I've learned something today, miku is on drugz
Diamondhero253_ (world of tanks, war thunder, minecraft, etc.) and then the fourth wall, broken.
Somehow I read this right when that happened
R.I.P. WOWAKA
At the scene with the spiral stair i couldn't stop thinking kingdom hearts
SA m e
Omg I'm glad I'm not the only one X,,,,D
Um... Miku... WHY ARE YOU SKYDIVING?!
Cuz reasons Lol
she's not, she kill herself
if only she were *sniff*
That's me when I go to school
I think he/she means by breaking stuff at school
you broke government property on your way to school?
lol no, I wanna kill myself everytime I go to school
me too I've almost killed myself millions of times
+Yuuna Chan Please. School is aggravating, but not as bad as having to deal with someone emotioally unstable, especially when you love that person. Save the whining for when you really need it, not that it will help any
MIKU STOP BREAKING SHIT
and that statue too >:0
At this point, she doesn't care anymore. >7
+HorseFace Jean J EAN WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE-
Foxina Da fox FOXINA WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE
Shiro Ryuuko
I DO NT KNOW-
Rip Wowaka ;-;💕💕💕
R.I.P
R.I.P WOWAKA 😭😭😭
It's hilarious when she destroys the classroom (or whatever she is in at the beginning) and she's full of anger but there's no expression on her face 😂
I like how Miku is like "oh crap i better get out of here" when she broke the bust.
RIP wowaka
RIP Wowaka 😢
*Statue head breaks*
Miku: Oh sh-!
Me: Gotta run fast!
R.I.P. Statue. You will be missed ;-;
Scarlet13C Rest in Spaghetti, never Forgetti ;-;
@@denebolaxing Miku is now filled with regretti
Am I the only one watching her fling stuff around the music room and saying "Hey don't break that! It isn't yours!"? XD
I don't think this song is about Miku being happy or her acting like a baby throwing fits CAUSE THATS WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE IN THE BEGINNING OF THE SONG
I personally think (and I know almost everybody agrees) it's about Miku getting bulled and the last scene of the song says "Stop Breathing Now"
Sorry if none of this is correct I just got into Vocaloid and Roiling Girl being the first song I knew about I thought it would be cool to see what it looks like in this mode.
awe! i can't stand to see miku so mad!
anyone else thinking:daaang thats a looooooong neeck you got there miku XDDD
i just notice
yeah! (∗❛ั௦❛ั∗)
that's all I can focus on now lol
Caticorn Yes...I was hoping someone would say. no offense miku.... {/)-(\}
Omg i never noticed 😂😂
wowaka good night r.i.p.
I wish I could run up the stairs that fast so I can get to my classes XD
So relatable XD
PLOT TWIST: This song is actually about stairs and how she can't figure out how to climb them :O
miku has a pretty voice
RIP Wowaka. He died in the same age as Samfree(died 2015)
Kingdom Hearts moment xD
xD It's true.
Nostalgia mode: ON
wait did they really reference that or was it by accident??
was it by accident
Good Point
Majanes true when miku run to the stairs it remainds me of that game tho hahahahaahahah
WOWAKA RIP
最初の伴奏かっこよすぎるでしょ・・・。
1:26 it sounds like she saying “shut your mouth shut your mouth”
The Song for me is about a Girl who is Lonely and Sad and She don't know how long She can withstand the Loneliness and Sadness She hopes and Hopes for a change but it don't Happens
Like the music :)
Benjamin Jungbluth awwwwww :(
Why is it so much more appealing for me to play it at .5x speed the first 11 seconds then switching it back to normal speed once it hits the 12 second mark
RIP
It's ok Miku.. here let me get you a guitar to smash and then we can both scream into the mic about how school is tough
it is much more happier than what it actually is saying
god i love Miku
Rest in Peace Wowaka. We will miss you~
What we learned: Miku has anger issues
Even though i know what the lyrics/song means, i do get a little bit sad but there is something that i change in this that gives me courage. My favourite part in this video is when Miku runs up the stairs and i know it means the she gave up when the stairs were falling apart and she stopped everything. Instead of thinking that way, what i think is that she kept on going and going even when she was about to fall. And when those stairs fall apart, for me it means that even after all the pain she went through and suffering, she finally made it even if it wasnt at the exact goal she thought she was suppose to go after and when she was falling, she was able to relax and let go of all her pain and fly freely by accepting that she did her best even if not all things went her way, she never gave up and kept going without stopping her heart :). Thats just my way of thinking you may or may not agree with me and thats okay, everyone has their own opinion but i just tried to think on a more positive note 😊
I love this MV
Rest in peace wowaka ❤️
DANG!!!she can really run fast!tell sonic he's fired!
XD
the stairs are probably saying if she made it to the end she would have still lived but it broke saying that she committed suicide
My Aki Akane's favorite song now with Miku :3
is miku a girrafe
The camera movement during the first chorus are so mesmerising for some reason... I always get chills when she looks vulnerably into the camera and the camera pans her legs up to her head
Miku I don't think hair works like that
And necks too.
and eyes.
and skirt.
my hair sometimes works like that
@@shinesenpai5603 oh wow
But dat neck
So kawaii :D
i know right?
Woah it's been so long since I stan Miku! And I came back again to look at her videos this year 2019 and I felt like a newbie fan, giggle and smile like an idiot.
SUPERB!
1:43 i always like to think that while she's running down the stairs, this is what she would say to the one with the camera:
(C.G=Camera guy, M=Miku)
C.G: Oooh, you're in trouble!
M: Shut up! turn off the camera!
C.G: No, i don't want to!
Miku jumps
M: escape!
Geeky gamer same
xD
The parts where she's running up the floating stairs and when she's falling in the sky reminds me of Kingdom Hearts.
R.I.P miku failed from stairs
I'm a rolling girl too
rolling girl how exactly?
Lonely girl wa itsu made mo
Todoka nai yume mite
Sawagu atama no naka wo
Kaki mawashite, kaki mawashite
"Mondai nai" to tsubuyaite
Kotoba wa ushina wareta?
Mou shippai, mou shippai
Machiga sagashi ni owa reba mata mawaru no!
Mou ikkai, mou ikkai
"Watashi wa kyou mo korogaro masu" to
Shoujo wa iu, shoujo wa iu
Kotoba ni imi wo kanade nagara!
"Mou ii kai.?"
"Mada desu yo"
"Mada mada saki wa mie nai no"
Ne "Iki wo tomeru no...Ima"
Rolling Girl no nare no hate
Todoka nai mukou no iro
Kasanaru koe to koe wo
Maze awase te, maze awasete
"Mondai nai" totsubuyaita
Kotoba wa ushina wareta?
Dou natta te ii datte sa
Machigai datte okoshi chaou to sasou sakamichi
Ahh, mou ikkai, mou ikkai
"Watashi wo douka korogashite" to
Shoujo wa iu, shoujo wa iu
Mukuchi ni imi wo kasane nagara!
"Mou ii kai.?"
"Mou sukoshi"
"Mou sugu nanika mieru darou to"
"Iki wo tomeru no... Ima"
Mou ikkai, mou ikkai
"Watashi wa kyou mo korogari masu" to
Shoujo wa iu, shoujo wa iu
Kotoba ni emi wo kanade nagara!
"Mou ii kai?"
"Mou ii yo"
"Soro soro kimi mo tsukareta no"
Ne"Iki wo yameru no" Ima
and then she fell into the earth and died... She's one with the earth .. (claps) applause
Who is she sonic? Damn she's fast! Damn!
***** she like: I need his BUTT!
of course
cuz shes blue
x3
wowaka created amazing vocaloid music :( i'll miss him so much ...
Miku Welcome To The Rebel Squad.
Rest in peace wowaka 😢
Am i the only one who realises her neck isn't right?
Mirror of my Personality
lol yay
at 2:30 that really reminds me of the Kingdom Hearts II intro with all the semi-transparent stairs and stuff
You know, a guidance counselor should play this in front of a class while explaining the bullying background of this song. Maybe that way people will regret performing bullying more. Same goes to others, they should show others stuff like this so others would know how bad the effects of bullying can go to the victim. But no, nowadays people only care about themselves and would bully others or disrespect other people's opinions/statements. And do they have any regret? No! They see It as right. Real people killed themselves because of bullying every year. So stop bullying to avoid more people killing themselves in the next few years
I agree with that, the only good thing is that no one is bullying in our school.
you're wise
Nah ppl will always belittle people to make themselves look bigger by comparison, sadly i doubt that part of the human concious will ever change
Nice neck bro.
OMG! The chills!!!! Around the part where she falls off the stairs... SO POETIC!!!
2:30 reminds me if kingdom hearts :P