I'm Tired & I Hate This Song (Don't Go) [Lyrics] - Cyberbully Mom Club

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  • I noticed that this version wasn't uploaded anywhere on youtube so here it is. I love their music and you guys should totally check them out and buy their songs.
    cbmcband.bandc...
    I tried my best to get the timing right and hopefully youtube didn't fuck that up.

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  • @spacequeen000
    @spacequeen000  6 ปีที่แล้ว +2065

    for everyone talking about how this version isn’t on iTunes/bandcamp/spotify, that would be because this is the version of it from SOUNDCLOUD. so that’s where u can find it ✌️

    • @tenkovito
      @tenkovito 6 ปีที่แล้ว +100

      Aw that makes me sad :( this song needs to be on spotify and needs to be on my playlist

    • @extremejustin4611
      @extremejustin4611 6 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Thanks, i was looking for it too, I'm hooked on this lol

    • @hannalockhart2863
      @hannalockhart2863 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I cant find it on soundcloud

    • @st.beatles7283
      @st.beatles7283 6 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      space queen put it on Spotify!

    • @alice.2562
      @alice.2562 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Only just read this after so long, that's why I can't have it on my Spotify playlist 😢

  • @gracie_hannah_banana
    @gracie_hannah_banana 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4728

    It sounds like she's on the verge of crying the whole time and it physically hurts me...

    • @myaircatcher168
      @myaircatcher168 7 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Grace Hannah-Lynn |-/

    • @christinahallam2883
      @christinahallam2883 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      :56 ugh

    • @Nesaitara
      @Nesaitara 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Ikr

    • @ynnejzepol2306
      @ynnejzepol2306 6 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      Same I understand how she’s feeling, it’s painful.

    • @Jana-kg7jg
      @Jana-kg7jg 6 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      Well to be honest she always sounds like that. Just listen to "drunk text romance" from gbmc. She basically sounds the same there and tbh I love her voice. It’s so relaxing.

  • @cendriliana717
    @cendriliana717 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1665

    chords: G, C, G, D for the verses
    G, C, Em, D for the "don't gos"

  • @ciarakenny1317
    @ciarakenny1317 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6230

    who else is going on a sad song binge?

  • @blahblahblahlogan7061
    @blahblahblahlogan7061 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2484

    This is the type of song that hurts so much you need to puke

    • @rosiesenpai4469
      @rosiesenpai4469 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Aka my life! Lol

    • @greywarden9939
      @greywarden9939 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      blahblahblah Logan especially being drunk and emotional

    • @Im_BucketFish
      @Im_BucketFish 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yep

    • @rabbwit3744
      @rabbwit3744 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      i wanna like this but it has 420 likes

    • @Aceofcardzz
      @Aceofcardzz 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      chloesoclumsy 4:20 what’s your emergency

  • @brandy1132
    @brandy1132 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3686

    I hate how my brain made this song about someone it's such a good song

  • @tomnewman3818
    @tomnewman3818 7 ปีที่แล้ว +557

    I love this song, because the meaning is so deep, the lead singer is begging for someone to stay, even after they hurt her, it shows that even if you care about someone who's important to you, it doesn't necessarily mean that they care about you as much as you care about them, even if they literally mean everything to you...

  • @pighati7774
    @pighati7774 8 ปีที่แล้ว +3886

    im tired & i fucking love this song

    • @brookelyn4483
      @brookelyn4483 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      youch she was legit just saying shes tired and likes the song damn
      like literally 7 months ago wow

    • @pighati7774
      @pighati7774 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      King Kringe The Kamidere damn who hurt you enough that you would use your own effort and time to argue about something so bitter. haha jeez. hope youre feeling better, and less bitter hopefully

    • @punkcrown629
      @punkcrown629 7 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      society hurt me?? bitch who hurt u in your childhood bc dude u definitely have some fixing to do on yourself before taking out ur bible and trying to preach on a music video wtf

    • @pighati7774
      @pighati7774 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      King Kringe The Kamidere its so funny how you're typing a whole damn book for my little comment on a song i personally love. jeez man

    • @brookelyn4483
      @brookelyn4483 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      i rember y ur so familiar i saw u on a nother video arguing with another person about seeing a song i think it was salvia plath

  • @lara-vg2od
    @lara-vg2od 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1211

    I got chills listening to this.

    • @smlbean3033
      @smlbean3033 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Lara Z yesmetoo

    • @sunshine-qj1ox
      @sunshine-qj1ox 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      smøl yes me too*

    • @loverbaby8684
      @loverbaby8684 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      i got chills listening to this song to

  • @pinheadlarry2921
    @pinheadlarry2921 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2955

    why did this song literally just make me realize I'm in love with my friend lol what

    • @andee9343
      @andee9343 6 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      Pinhead Larry S a m e

    • @marie-ps9ip
      @marie-ps9ip 6 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Pinhead Larry 😂

    • @M0dernPatri0t
      @M0dernPatri0t 6 ปีที่แล้ว +92

      Don't do it Larry.

    • @apollodraper
      @apollodraper 6 ปีที่แล้ว +92

      my best friend fell out of love with me

    • @book4hd
      @book4hd 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      😂
      Oh gosh

  • @hideoushorror2520
    @hideoushorror2520 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1560

    wow everyone in this comment section is depressed. I might as well join the club.

    • @crimson6047
      @crimson6047 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Please get therapy

    • @666slash3r
      @666slash3r 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      i was about to like this comment before I realized it was at “666” likes- Y e s
      M m s a t a n

    • @kiyamay5570
      @kiyamay5570 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      0/10 would not recommend

    • @kondorr2831
      @kondorr2831 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Don't be. It fucking sucks.

    • @Ok-sv9rl
      @Ok-sv9rl 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Fr

  • @DeMeermeidMelodiFen
    @DeMeermeidMelodiFen 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2699

    my ex broke up with me a year ago because she realized she was straight and not bisexual. we're super close friends again, i love her in a platonic way, i'm over her. but this song still makes me so sad and makes my heart ache

    • @kinusix1997
      @kinusix1997 7 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      That's basically my life

    • @DeMeermeidMelodiFen
      @DeMeermeidMelodiFen 7 ปีที่แล้ว +123

      kinu six i always told myself "don't crush on a straight girl" well i was in a relationship with one, say yeah

    • @samsquatch7880
      @samsquatch7880 7 ปีที่แล้ว +162

      Nessi Chan I feel you in reverse, man. I fell for a girl romantically, but I got older and realized I had no chemistry with girls. We were good platonic friends for a bit, but I think it really hurt her. She avoids me now, and sometimes I wish I had kept my mouth shut and pretended so we could still be happy, but that wouldn't have been fair to her.

    • @vanilla_cosmos8888
      @vanilla_cosmos8888 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I feel you ;-;

    • @sarinagarcia6493
      @sarinagarcia6493 7 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      ME TOO but i'm still in love with her but she just wants to have someone like her not be with them...

  • @keyerasimon8674
    @keyerasimon8674 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1778

    clicked by accident...
    best accident ever

    • @polarisqwq
      @polarisqwq 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Keke Simon
      Hahah fuck yes!!!!

    • @cal0729
      @cal0729 7 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      My birth was the best accident ever

    • @urpaldoritit6748
      @urpaldoritit6748 7 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Callum Steinberg wish i could say the same

    • @skatetoad3862
      @skatetoad3862 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Callum Steinberg that is,,, inspiring

    • @reelsalih
      @reelsalih 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I was gonna say that's what my parents said but realized someone already made that joke

  • @redacted8573
    @redacted8573 7 ปีที่แล้ว +627

    I was not prepared for the emotional impact this caused

    • @angiereza5493
      @angiereza5493 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      howabout sunriseland saaaame.

    • @UnderfedShmuck
      @UnderfedShmuck 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I like this song because most break up songs are like, meh, but ones like this are awesome because you can hear her sadness in the voice cracks

    • @divinera8308
      @divinera8308 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I didn’t expect to cry my eyes out to the verge of vomiting while holding a pillow like a little bitch😔

    • @haveagoodmourning
      @haveagoodmourning 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@divinera8308 hey you ok?

    • @divinera8308
      @divinera8308 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@haveagoodmourning deadass don’t remember writing this comment and nope.

  • @wormghost
    @wormghost 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1412

    me, thinking abt my ex and sobbing violently as I listen to this: 👍

  • @tara3140
    @tara3140 7 ปีที่แล้ว +381

    i remember listening to this song a year ago and feeling sorry for whoever is in that situation and now i'm in that situation and i don't know how to feel

  • @ravellicia
    @ravellicia 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1874

    He didn't miss me.
    He didn't care.
    He wasn't scared.
    He left and forgot but I stayed and did not.

    • @grainne6830
      @grainne6830 5 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      Thank god there is someone that is going through the same, I still like my ex , he don't like me and it hurts me inside knowing he's missing someone else while I'm missing him 😕 he made me happy and he told me lots of times he loved me and at one point I didn't believe it but when he said it , millions of times I believed until the day he left

    • @sparrowkatnipp108
      @sparrowkatnipp108 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      My ex and I still have feelings for each other but yet she refuses to date me(?), But I just sent her this with the context 'thats how I feel' and your comment made me feel like this even more. But don't worry, in the end we'll all find our soul mates

    • @rubyhhh2715
      @rubyhhh2715 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      for me it wasn't a romantic relationship but it was a friendship. he made me feel special and always was so sweet to me, but then he replaced me and now he's really mean to me. but the worst part is that i don't mind, because i still care about him and i miss spending time with him - him being mean is better than him completely ignoring me

    • @cloudypictures8740
      @cloudypictures8740 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      this song makes me think of my mom

    • @EinorasTheGoat
      @EinorasTheGoat 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Sbeve

  • @user-rh4xl6cj7e
    @user-rh4xl6cj7e 7 ปีที่แล้ว +853

    my best friend of many years completely cut contact with me and left my school. A year later I still have no idea where she is or what she's doing. I feel so lonely.
    *edit again*
    it's been 3 years bois, she still reads every message i send her. still not been in contact with her. still dream about her. still really fucking miss my best friend.
    *edit, again*
    It's been 6 Years now. She hasn't replied and hasn't seen my messages for about 2 years. Miss her terribly still, but I've moved on. I had a dream about her last night oddly enough. Every dream is the same, we reconnect and don't adress anything that ever happened. Things just go back to how we were when we were kids. I'm still holding out for her.
    *8 year update*
    She's here in my house right now. We are friends again!!

    • @j.egreen4021
      @j.egreen4021 7 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Gloomy Hey, I'm your friend's position.. It could be forced by their parents or something.

    • @user-rh4xl6cj7e
      @user-rh4xl6cj7e 7 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      Jayden Green Im sorry you're in this situation,it's probably tough and I actually thought that might be the case for a while with my friend but it's not.. it's just frustrating because she sees every message I send her.. she choses not to talk to me. I contacted her mother on several occasions and we actually arranged to meet up.. but of course neither of them showed up and I was left alone in a park. I miss her so much.

    • @monochromedream-eatingbaku
      @monochromedream-eatingbaku 7 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      I might be biased as fuck but sometimes people have inner problems that they don't show and sometimes those problems take over. Telling you that everyone hates you and that they are only faking their friendship, that they wouldn't even notice if you died and that they would be better off without you. Well sometimes people actually listen to those problems and simply leave.

    • @monochromedream-eatingbaku
      @monochromedream-eatingbaku 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I might be biased as fuck but sometimes people have inner problems that they don't show and sometimes those problems take over. Telling you that everyone hates you and that they are only faking their friendship, that they wouldn't even notice if you died and that they would be better off without you. Well sometimes people actually listen to those problems and simply leave.

    • @monochromedream-eatingbaku
      @monochromedream-eatingbaku 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Gloomy Yeah, like I said, I'm kinda biased 'cause I'm pretty much like your friend right now. It's just that some people go through so much shit that they can't believe anyone can ever like them and their minds tell them that everything they say is a lie, just a stupid lie to manipulate them or something. It's sad but it basically causes people to project the others as fake and dismiss the idea of anyone even slightly liking them. I guess I'm still more or less stable because I at least people when I meet them that I am a backstabber and that they should never ever count on me. So yeah, like I said, she might have been delusional, you never know, some people hide their problems really well.

  • @LittleWarWolf
    @LittleWarWolf 7 ปีที่แล้ว +184

    my boyfriend left me while I was in psych ward. never felt so let down and worthless. he went when I needed him the most. still not over him

    • @tinywolf7
      @tinywolf7 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      LittleWarWolf god this hurts because mine did the same thing

    • @tinywolf7
      @tinywolf7 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Thats horrible I'm genuinely really sorry. I know it was a month ago but fuck dude lol

    • @Bailey564
      @Bailey564 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      LittleWarWolf that happened to me also

    • @Andi-ex1js
      @Andi-ex1js 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same
      They thought i wasn't happy with them and just ghosted me (tgey thought i'd get mad and it would hurt me less when they broke up)... In the end i broke up with them..after 3 months of that
      I just feel like i did everything wrong there

    • @LittleWarWolf
      @LittleWarWolf 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Hey guys, it's been three years since I left this comment. I found someone new and fell in love again. It's going well! Never give up

  • @ashertheminecrafter8454
    @ashertheminecrafter8454 7 ปีที่แล้ว +326

    He said he loved me, we spoke daily, I guess he lied? Who knows. Don't go

    • @matthewgonzalez9325
      @matthewgonzalez9325 7 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      Fantastic Cactus She said she loved me. We spoke daily and nightly, I can't fall asleep without her. I guess she lied. Don't go.

    • @jan-mg5ug
      @jan-mg5ug 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      salemander69 fuck you

    • @themonstersofmen9997
      @themonstersofmen9997 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      He said he loved me, we told each other everything, and he used me and left me to die. He was my best friend, lover, and protective brother, but all of that was a lie. And he had the nerve to tell me “Don’t go”.

    • @pringlebingle
      @pringlebingle 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      She said she’d be happy to marry me some day, and then she broke up with me and never talked to me again

  • @destinythelonelytoaster5944
    @destinythelonelytoaster5944 7 ปีที่แล้ว +415

    So many heartaches over you.. But you aren't even mine.

  • @melodywitten5344
    @melodywitten5344 7 ปีที่แล้ว +264

    i wish this song didnt make me think of a certain someone.

  • @hailybird710
    @hailybird710 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +22

    hey self! it’s me 6 years into the future. we’re a third year in college now. we’ve got really cool tattoos and piercings. i think you’d think i’m pretty cool now. we’ve had our ups and downs. things will hurt. but then there are awesome moments that makes everything worth it, like hearing your friends laugh at a dumb joke you made and baking cookies at midnight because you can’t sleep. you’ve got a lot of growing to do, and it’s okay to make mistakes. don’t beat yourself up too much. you’ll be okay.

    • @Goose-zd6gt
      @Goose-zd6gt 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

      how are you doing?

  • @bunnybunny5237
    @bunnybunny5237 7 ปีที่แล้ว +121

    When your brain decides this is about your best friend who ignores you.
    :')

    • @rubyhhh2715
      @rubyhhh2715 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      i’m in this situation rn..

  • @allyssaweir7046
    @allyssaweir7046 7 ปีที่แล้ว +141

    i'm glad youtube recommended this for me

  • @athena41
    @athena41 7 ปีที่แล้ว +126

    Why couldn't you just tell me the truth
    Why did you lie and say all those sweet things to me
    Why did you make me fall in love with a lie
    You never cared
    And i hate the fact that ill be a sentence in your life while you'll always be a paragraph in mine..
    2 year edit: lol they're not a paragraph in my life anymore. They're barely a memory. Life goes on. Feel the sadness and give yourself time to heal. It'll be over soon, promise :-)

    • @blvvitch
      @blvvitch 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      i've had a crush on the same person for three years, i feel ya

    • @lilradiator6239
      @lilradiator6239 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Athena YES YES. HE LEFT ME FOR MY BEST FRIEND. WHY DID HE LIE AND SAY HE LOVED ME. for GOD SAKE

  • @lunarload
    @lunarload 7 ปีที่แล้ว +119

    I miss him so much and I wish he missed me back...

  • @hidinginmyroom2656
    @hidinginmyroom2656 7 ปีที่แล้ว +483

    I don't relate but,
    I still love it :)

  • @idolbug1926
    @idolbug1926 7 ปีที่แล้ว +307

    In the beginning when the music transitioned between one ear to the other it made me so dizzy I fell over

    • @biggiebigs9174
      @biggiebigs9174 7 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      ECHO idk why that made me laugh so hard

    • @sdapp4658
      @sdapp4658 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      If that made you dizzy, listen to this th-cam.com/video/tqsvdF5hMIA/w-d-xo.html

  • @ssuperlunaryy5450
    @ssuperlunaryy5450 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2229

    1 like= nothing

    • @sistersoda5689
      @sistersoda5689 7 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      Bleach _ 1 like is a bottle of bleach to drink obviously, right? xD

    • @EcoHuron
      @EcoHuron 7 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      Truly inspirational.

    • @expiredtoast6612
      @expiredtoast6612 7 ปีที่แล้ว +44

      thank you for your honesty.

    • @katm.5566
      @katm.5566 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Signing Sierra _ #100 on likes

    • @nophunintended2916
      @nophunintended2916 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      |-/

  • @CeleteLoretoCuevas
    @CeleteLoretoCuevas 7 ปีที่แล้ว +63

    I have people who love and care about me but sometimes I feel empty and lost and this song really makes me cry

    • @dumbiev3263
      @dumbiev3263 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      *# r e* l a t *a b l e*

  • @saturngutz6168
    @saturngutz6168 6 ปีที่แล้ว +263

    Don't go don't go don't go don't go anywhere cyber bully moms club 😍

  • @briibledsoe1531
    @briibledsoe1531 7 ปีที่แล้ว +561

    I love him so much it hurts

    • @Zaurkax14
      @Zaurkax14 7 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      Brii Bledsoe two months ago. just like me. and two months later I'm still here listening to this

    • @gracielabenavides333
      @gracielabenavides333 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Pag pag the same exact thing happened to me but i cant get over him....

    • @eve9434
      @eve9434 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Pag pag same situation here.. only thing is, i can't let him go, i can't live without that douchebag anymore

    • @estrellista100
      @estrellista100 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Brii Bledsoe it's been almost a year and I still can't get over him...

    • @makomabudni7200
      @makomabudni7200 7 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      If he didn't love you back, the same way you love him. He isn't worth it.

  • @beetlebee
    @beetlebee 7 ปีที่แล้ว +169

    And I'd be lying if I said I didn't miss you
    And I'd be lying if I said I didn't care
    And I'd be lying if I said I wouldn't kiss you
    But I'm not lying when I say I love your hair
    Don't go, don't go
    Don't go, don't go
    And you'd be lyin' if you said that you had missed me
    And you'd be lyin' if you said that you had cared
    And you'd be lyin' if you said you should've kissed me
    But you weren't lyin' when you said that you were scared
    Don't go, don't go
    Don't go, don't go
    And you were lyin' when you said you'd like me all year
    And you were lyin' when you said you'd keep me near
    And you were lyin' when you said that you were lonely
    And you'd be lyin' if you said you made it clear
    Don't go
    Don't go

    • @tootiredforurbs2878
      @tootiredforurbs2878 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      DrownsInCancer captions?????
      also you can just pause it???

    • @AutumnMaeveArt
      @AutumnMaeveArt 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thank you for this comment uwu

  • @existingmilo3082
    @existingmilo3082 7 ปีที่แล้ว +246

    on january first my girlfriend told me shed been cheating on me with my ex. she told me she didnt feel the way she felt a year ago. id be lying if i said i didnt miss her, and id be lying if i said i didnt care. but she was lying when she said ahe loved me this year.

    • @emopichuprincess
      @emopichuprincess 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Banter Bus she cheated on milo with milo's ex

  • @sofim5481
    @sofim5481 7 ปีที่แล้ว +50

    The space scene at the end is just beautifully mesmerising... In love with this outstanding channel btw❤

    • @spacequeen000
      @spacequeen000  7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Sofia Medina Garcia thanks !! glad u like it ! 💕

  • @yramsz
    @yramsz 7 ปีที่แล้ว +131

    I sadly love sad songs. They are beautiful to me. But I just get more depressed. There is something wrong with me.

    • @anointedwehrenberg9503
      @anointedwehrenberg9503 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Nah, I'm the same way

    • @natystoica2335
      @natystoica2335 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      i can relate to that as well;

    • @xThePlayStation69x
      @xThePlayStation69x 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      It’s because it feels better when you know someone is sad with you. Nothing is wrong with you, you’re just human. :)

    • @dmeytrius
      @dmeytrius 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I feel as if sad music has a lot more passion behind it because of all the pain thats within them is finally being able to be communicated through art

  • @rijw_
    @rijw_ 7 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    This song makes my heart ache and gives me that feeling that I need to cry but no tears will come out, and makes it clear that everything seems normal and correct but my heart could not disagree more

    • @rijw_
      @rijw_ 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      2022Brianna Thomas Yes, and then you get all frustrated because your throat hurts because it's tight from needing to sob but the tears stay stuck on your eyes.

  • @iamagooddog21
    @iamagooddog21 7 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    i really cared for you. a lot. thats why i did it for you. because i thought you loved me. i ruined my whole life for us. i was so stupid, im so sorry

  • @PeregrinePilgrimage
    @PeregrinePilgrimage 7 ปีที่แล้ว +152

    I'd be lying if I said I didn't miss you.
    and you'd be lying if you said that you had cried.
    we'd be lying if we said that we still loved.
    and they'd be lying if they said I hadn't died.

  • @princessofadderall9087
    @princessofadderall9087 8 ปีที่แล้ว +143

    I have been looking for this for so long

  • @lindseywaggerby7842
    @lindseywaggerby7842 7 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    It's 3:36 am and I'm over here crying my eyes out knowing you don't give a fuck like you said you do.

  • @Wulf-ss
    @Wulf-ss 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    This coming up on my radio after it saved my life made me burst out in tears 👍

  • @vknq595
    @vknq595 7 ปีที่แล้ว +64

    i thought i could trust you, c,
    i guess i gave you too much hope.
    i was wrong about us;

    • @orvali
      @orvali 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      holy FUCK my ex's name starts with a c

  • @yeehaw2653
    @yeehaw2653 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    I’m still so upset this song isn’t on Spotify

  • @thatch8368
    @thatch8368 6 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    You can hear the sadness in the singers voice

  • @artifex2.080
    @artifex2.080 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Man, coming back, all these years later. Cyberbully mom club, split up, she quit making music.
    It's terrifying how fast time has seemingly moved man, and this song still manages to make ne so extremely sad

  • @francisforever7653
    @francisforever7653 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    its 2 am, im lying on the bathroom floor crying and listening to this song in my headphones
    cheers to all of you. i hope you all have wonderful relationships that work out and i wish you all the best

    • @ravellicia
      @ravellicia 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      We wish you all the best, too.

  • @remybondra9193
    @remybondra9193 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Feeling better and moving on isn't easy, but knowing I can finally go back to songs I used to cry to and smiling and finally being able to see improvement in yourself is something that comes with time. I'm glad to finally be here and be better and I wish those who are still trying to move forward that you're doing well.

  • @St4r_I1ght_
    @St4r_I1ght_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    this song had a whole different vibe then i though it would- but that just made it 1000x better-

  • @aliciak6763
    @aliciak6763 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    When you’ve loved someone for so long and they break up with you. But they just keep moving forward in life like you meant nothing to them, and you’re still a sad little mess in the corner.

    • @itzzthewolf3826
      @itzzthewolf3826 หลายเดือนก่อน

      literally me for the whole summer :')

  • @antisepticblep3825
    @antisepticblep3825 7 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    HAHAHA IM NOT CRYING WHO SAID I WAS CRYING

  • @aylinitzel.
    @aylinitzel. 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    It’s weird coming back to this after being long over who I related it to. It’s still such a gorgeous song, and now I get to enjoy it much more.

  • @madissonsalyn666
    @madissonsalyn666 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    5 years ago my best friend and I used to sit in class listening to this and doing our work... I miss that :(

  • @aylanasteroid
    @aylanasteroid 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    this song appearing in my recommended about 3-5 years ago has led me to one of my favorite bands. cbmc forever :)

  • @leticiapolvora1593
    @leticiapolvora1593 7 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    The way it sounds like she's crying makes it so much more true

  • @AM--io6us
    @AM--io6us 7 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    I've never had a major heartbreak over an ex, but damn, this song makes me wanna cry my eyes out.
    Edit: nvm fam now my heart is shattered by some stupid crush. love is shitty

    • @AM--io6us
      @AM--io6us 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Love is like a pringles can. You reach into that shit and you're stuck.

    • @MlokLik
      @MlokLik 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      shit fam. how's life now?

  • @D3niz3n
    @D3niz3n 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I always feel weird for not getting depressed when listening to depressing music. It always makes me feel really peaceful, versus my usual emotional turbulence and struggles in daily life.

  • @felidaefatalis
    @felidaefatalis 7 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    this reminds me of the first girl I fell in love with

  • @mayabolton5345
    @mayabolton5345 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Coming back and listening to this song 4 years after the first time I heard it, and now I understand.

  • @hotperson
    @hotperson 7 ปีที่แล้ว +429

    this song reminds me of someone very horrible and important. bUTANYWAUS😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂please help me I'm dying
    edit; okay why did people like this comment im so confused

    • @ultravioletjupiter3058
      @ultravioletjupiter3058 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      same

    • @expiredtoast6612
      @expiredtoast6612 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      delirious I feel your pain unfortunately. Well, I did, but then I reunited with that person again to my luck. But sometimes I feel like I miss her even though I'm always around her.

    • @valerieblackwell5765
      @valerieblackwell5765 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      little leon often when a relationship ends and starts back up it feels different and sometimes not right

    • @Littleggroll
      @Littleggroll 7 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      little leon i fucking feel you i wanna dieeee

    • @sammichhh
      @sammichhh 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      well this reminds me of my depression and my suicidal thoughts and how no one loves me but they do.

  • @sydneyschultz7931
    @sydneyschultz7931 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    it's been nearly three years since i last heard this song. when i heard it all i could think of was the first girl i ever really dated. i was so young, so insecure, and so very scared of what would happen to me if anyone found out. she took this and manipulated me, verbally abused me, and even physically abused me. even then i kept hoping she'd change, she never did. even after she broke things off with me, because she got bored of me, i still begged her not to go.
    i texted her in february. she hasn't changed one bit.

  • @peachyskies2480
    @peachyskies2480 7 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    This song hit me where it hurts ohmygoD
    There's a girl and she's amazing, when I met her I was absolutely star struck. We hung out, she seemed pretty nice. My heart is screaming for her, but she doesn't feel the same way...

  • @octiviap9673
    @octiviap9673 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    sometimes i’m scared you’ll leave me
    except sometimes
    is all the time
    and i’m asking that you don’t
    please
    because you’re all i have

    • @Icarus354
      @Icarus354 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      octivia p i won’t leave you baby. I promise. You’re my everything. You are the reason I smile. Get out of bed. Everything. You’ll never have to worry about me leaving you 💕

  • @bomdiaraiodesol
    @bomdiaraiodesol 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    this music makes me sad and yet so comfortable, i'm so comfortable in my sadness and i'm not even sad about things i'm just empty and comfortable and warm and sad and empty and my heart feels nothing but it also feels everything. such a great song, i just love cbmc

  • @adu5582
    @adu5582 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    gosh. So many memories and so many memories to come.

  • @Ruby-zh1bv
    @Ruby-zh1bv 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I sent this to my crush two years ago because I genuinely felt he didn’t feel the same way. He kissed me to prove me wrong and we have been dating ever since. Things get better guys ❤️

  • @banira4770
    @banira4770 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This song means a lot to me because I used to listen to it every time I had an argument with my girlfriend who I had a toxic relationship with.
    We broke up months ago and I was so sad listening to this song (like crying for hours) but now I'm finally over her and I'm proud of it 🖤

  • @ceyceybinks
    @ceyceybinks 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    to all the people that miss the people that left them behind, youre so strong and I know it hurts so much (I'm currently experiencing the aftermath of unrequited love) but you WILL heal and I know it will take a long time but I'm proud that you've made it this far. you are appreciated by me and the community of heartbroken and lost people who are in similar situations. it will be okay, stay strong

  • @bomdiaraiodesol
    @bomdiaraiodesol 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    this is so sad and so beautiful i feel like cry my eyes out while hugging my dog

  • @clockheartgirl1822
    @clockheartgirl1822 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    That strange feeling when "don't go, don't go" repeats in your head and you only vaguely remember the song until you find it and go on a memory lane trip

  • @thatonegirlwithdarkhumour4820
    @thatonegirlwithdarkhumour4820 7 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    I listened to this..and my boyfriend recently left me. we met new years and he promised he would always love me and be here for me....but I want him to be mine..he said he's here as my friend now but I love him so much more than that

    • @El-hu2iy
      @El-hu2iy 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I understand..He's not the one if he doesn't love you the same way. Maybe its for the better even if u think its not

  • @vanesaanzures5338
    @vanesaanzures5338 7 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    the angsty feels hit me so hard this time
    and you're not here dammit

  • @neof1821
    @neof1821 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    hey, how are you? are you keeping hydrated? have you smiled today? what have you eaten in the last 24 hours? do you know i love you and care about how you are doing?

  • @lanwangjl
    @lanwangjl 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    it's 11 pm and i should be sleeping but like this is *the* time to listen to depressing songs and albums and shit on youtube i can't even

  • @thuanytune3415
    @thuanytune3415 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    i used to cry a lot with this..

  • @buttersmathers3439
    @buttersmathers3439 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    I needed this song right now in my life after a break up thank you ♡

  • @LeticiaCristina-tv7ry
    @LeticiaCristina-tv7ry 7 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    How to forget someone that you don't wanna to?... He is just fine now. Better than fine. He finded the girl of his dreams... And I can't even see a car without remember him and all the shit that he told me.
    I can't be with anyone else.
    I can't breath.
    He fuckin killed me.

    • @hannahbanana1502
      @hannahbanana1502 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Letícia Cristina sorry but
      he finded

    • @elenadiamond9327
      @elenadiamond9327 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Letícia Cristina i feel the same. He broke me. He killed me.

    • @fritziequinn189
      @fritziequinn189 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Just think of yourself and try not to think about that shitty guy whom you loved before and think that there are more great things in life than him, than thinking of how happy he is right now. Be happy, i know it's hard but eventually sooner, you'll be okay.

  • @marscoric
    @marscoric 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    on my usual sad song binge whenever its sad boy hours, got to this and it actually killed me oh my god

    • @chetansharmaproject7223
      @chetansharmaproject7223 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Sad song binge? Mind listening to some of my songs, I'm sure you'll like a few of them :)

  • @actuallyvividy
    @actuallyvividy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Been 3 years since i last heard this song, still hits hard

  • @Cath-yd6pi
    @Cath-yd6pi 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Why does this song relate exactly to what I'm going through. And how did I find it at the perfect time.

  • @ashwasnttakenx2
    @ashwasnttakenx2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    i NEED this on spotify RN

  • @ThatLittleKitten
    @ThatLittleKitten 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I'm so incredibly lonely and this song just reminds me how to feel things again thx

  • @subliminallyobsolete2352
    @subliminallyobsolete2352 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    She used to play this whenever we'd call. It's been almost a decade of knowing each other, I don't even respond now. She went through her own trials after what we had and I realize she never played it for me. It was selfish to think that, but ig we both were in the end. She wanted my time and I just wanted her. Now I'm reminded of her due to the music she left me with. I still wish her well nonetheless.

    • @lindleloverwatterson3484
      @lindleloverwatterson3484 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Been longer than a decade for me and she still lied when she said she'd keep me close, she lied when she said she'd love me all year ... She's still my friend but she lied when she said that she would be lonely without me and I wasn't lying when I said Id love her all through the years cuz I still do and I think of her every time I hear this song

  • @facilastor
    @facilastor ปีที่แล้ว +2

    i remember listening to this song back in 2019, when i was at rock bottom mentally wise. Four years later, I’m doing better, I still struggle till this day, but compared to back then, my mental health has improved . It gets better
    update (june, 3rd, 2024):
    I officially graduated from high school today. I just got back from a graduation celebration dinner that my family had together, and although I don’t feel any different, I still completed a big chapter in my life. When I first heard this song, I was in the 7th grade, failing most, if not, all of my classes, and overall being extremely depressed, not to mention I was in a pretty shitty online / LDR relationship too and was struggling with undiagnosed BPD. I made it this far, and I know I will be able to overcome other challenges I will face as I enter college and adulthood, even with depression being something I still struggle with. I love you all

  • @rubystone56
    @rubystone56 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    1 month and 8 days clean.

    • @1SleepyEdd1
      @1SleepyEdd1 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I am proud of you

  • @dollblossom_
    @dollblossom_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    4 years later and I’m finally over him.
    It took a total of 5 years to do it.
    Give yourself time and love

  • @bpddenji
    @bpddenji 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    i hate that we don’t get to choose who we love.
    i think listening to this song made me realize i have a crush on my friend. not really sure how or why, i just thought of them.
    i have questioned liking them before, though. i’m never confessing, that’s a fact.

  • @theaveryshaffer333
    @theaveryshaffer333 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm so glad I clicked on this video. I've never heard them before, but I will definitely be checking out their other songs.

  • @lordpanic5445
    @lordpanic5445 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    There is no greater pain for a young gay then falling in love with a straight girl. My little baby ducklings, it will hurt, but it’ll teach you a lot. In the end, itlll be worth it and you’ll look back and smile and laugh and. It’s so lovely. Cause you know your worth isnt tied to that one person. I hope y’all find that.

  • @Zero-pe3iq
    @Zero-pe3iq 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Bloody painful song even 30 seconds in. Good job! You reached my dead heart. : (

  • @vgmck
    @vgmck 7 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    i've been missing you since you left but you've been kissing her since i stopped calling

  • @bradleightallen
    @bradleightallen ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Yo Sean and Ben!! I saw you guys play at the exchange in Bristol a few years ago- I jumped up onto the fence outside during the intermission- missed Sean as he went up the stairs into the building but managed to catch Ben. Shouted: “YO BEN!!! YOUR MUSIC CHANGED MY FUCKING LIFE DUDE!!”
    To whit he softly replies: “Thanks dude appreciate it”
    I’ll never forget that night, with a girl that I was in love with-watching my favourite band play one of my favourite songs (people ii the reckoning) while sharing our hands down one another’s jeans.
    That people, is what you call a perfect moment. One which was imbedded in a perfect night.
    I’ve only had a few nights like that. And I’m not sure if I’ll ever get another. So I’d like to say thankyou AJJ. Thankyou ben and Sean. For an awesome night.

  • @nathansteiner4744
    @nathansteiner4744 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    CBMC is so good I’ll be damned if she didn’t spend a lot of time listening to Sad Sappy Sucker though

  • @alexandermonroe5046
    @alexandermonroe5046 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    You're gonna get better, just know things are always gonna be hard you're gonna get so strong you're gonna LIVE!

  • @xtonibx5770
    @xtonibx5770 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This reminded me of him for so long..
    He just texted me and explained *everything.*
    And it feels good, but at the same time, it sucks.

  • @jros4057
    @jros4057 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    oh God im driving, it's raining, and this song is playing. i could film myself right now and show it at Sundance

  • @Astra_1999
    @Astra_1999 7 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    The name of this band and the song title is... interesting to say the least. Song is not that bad either. This song just randomly appeared in my recommendations and I actually thought this band and the song was a joke for a second, I guess it isn't.

  • @abigailaguirre311
    @abigailaguirre311 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    This video got me through something really tough like 3years ago so I just thought I should leave a little thank you here

  • @itschewsday5252
    @itschewsday5252 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    My ex and I are still in contact and good friends. Randomly today she just sent me this and I honestly don’t know how to feel