Nightcore - What do i live for (Fabian Secon) - (Lyrics)

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  • Nightcore: What do I live for by Fabian Secon
    Anime: Owari no Seraph
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    📝 What do I live for Lyrics:
    [Verse 1]
    So alone it's like a hold
    Wrapped around your throat
    You can't talk
    Afraid to go, confront it all
    Soon I'm getting old I feel as though
    [Pre-Chorus]
    I'm left to die
    I feel as though
    Life's passed me by
    I feel as though
    [Chorus]
    What do I live for, I can't take much more
    I shouldn’t have been born
    It's so hard
    I know what I’ve got
    Know this ain't my fault
    I live in my thoughts all day
    What do I live for
    It should have been more
    Was getting so sure, it's so hard
    I know what I’ve got
    Know this ain't my fault
    I live in my thoughts all day
    [Verse 2]
    Hit the road
    Which way to go
    I don't even know anymore
    Feel the cold
    The pain is slow
    Need a ray of hope
    I feel as though
    [Pre-Chorus]
    I'm left to die
    I feel as though
    Life passed me by
    I feel as though
    [Chorus]
    What do I live for, I can't take much more
    I shouldn’t have been born
    It's so hard
    I know what I’ve got
    Know this ain't my fault
    I live in my thoughts all day
    What do I live for
    It should have been more
    Was getting so sure, it's so hard
    I know what I’ve got
    Know this ain't my fault
    I live in my thoughts all day
    [Bridge]
    I see all the struggles you and I
    We all see all the struggles you and I
    [Chorus]
    What do I live for
    I can't take much more
    It’s so hard
    I know what I’ve got
    I can’t take much more
    [Outro]
    What do I live for
    What do I live for
    ===============================
    #nightcore​​ #whatdoilivefor #spedup #eidenxii #fabiansecon
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  • @EidenXII
    @EidenXII  6 ปีที่แล้ว +6192

    the song is now up in spotify: open.spotify.com/track/7AyP016pV6bz3iCr5ZEI3z?si=32e8a5db22e94874
    ❤️ (check the artist social media on description)

    • @kitty0844
      @kitty0844 6 ปีที่แล้ว +132

      Nightcore Eiden yessss❤️ I understand 101%%%%😍

    • @EidenXII
      @EidenXII  6 ปีที่แล้ว +195

      i'm glad you got the message

    • @Vixctah
      @Vixctah 6 ปีที่แล้ว +60

      Nightcore Eiden U DID SO GOOD U SHOULD GET THE LITTLE CHECK MARK C: GOOD JOb

    • @isaiahloves_fnf6519
      @isaiahloves_fnf6519 6 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      Nightcore Eiden I do.. 😣

    • @Vixctah
      @Vixctah 6 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      I will remember ♡♡♡

  • @noiwpl
    @noiwpl 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2324

    As kid : Lie "i'm sick"
    Now : Lie "i'm fine"

  • @kimi_ro8811
    @kimi_ro8811 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3677

    "I live in my thoughts all day" THAT'S ME-

    • @hannya292
      @hannya292 4 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      SAME-

    • @Evan726_
      @Evan726_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      SAME HERE

    • @rocanser7685
      @rocanser7685 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Same

    • @angel-lc2to
      @angel-lc2to 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Omg kimi_ro i love ur video :DD

    • @shadowsayian5449
      @shadowsayian5449 3 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      Wish I didnt have too but sometimes they are the only things to talk to me or make me feel like I'm not a ghost

  • @mathiasgejl5719
    @mathiasgejl5719 3 ปีที่แล้ว +295

    School: nobody love you
    Depression: maybe its true
    Music: we are here for you

    • @whoareyou1887
      @whoareyou1887 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      True💔

    • @animefangirl9006
      @animefangirl9006 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      so true

    • @Wishkeirs
      @Wishkeirs 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Waw
      So music was there for me and everyone else was not? I guesd thats why i like making music then-

    • @123luoyi
      @123luoyi ปีที่แล้ว +2

      The Quran is all

  • @xxjaylordxx9849
    @xxjaylordxx9849 2 ปีที่แล้ว +243

    "Just because I am breathing, doesn't mean that I am living"
    "Just because I am smiling, doesn't mean that I am happy" - Me

    • @nb16zo_mono1
      @nb16zo_mono1 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      .. truly..

    • @HunterNeyorApollo
      @HunterNeyorApollo 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      Ya I'm not living a life I surviveing I'm smiling nit out of happiness but to hide how hard today is I've giving up on hding it all but I won't let some random people at school se ehow weak I am

    • @shreyasidebnath5856
      @shreyasidebnath5856 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      😢

    • @huhcool2218
      @huhcool2218 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Why tf u quoting yo self 💀💀

  • @souwdii4720
    @souwdii4720 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4092

    Eyes - crying
    Body - tired
    Arms - bleeding
    Heart - pain
    Mouth - lying

    • @slitherinqueen7589
      @slitherinqueen7589 4 ปีที่แล้ว +235

      Please dont cut if you want to cut - cut your hair
      And if you want to die
      You can dye it to ❤❤❤❤❤

    • @maramtarshishi4040
      @maramtarshishi4040 4 ปีที่แล้ว +45

      Sorry for being alive

    • @xxashes4579
      @xxashes4579 4 ปีที่แล้ว +66

      People - not caring
      *other then you guys*

    • @boxly6622
      @boxly6622 4 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      Just don't try to cut wrist ok

    • @e.m.i.l.y957
      @e.m.i.l.y957 4 ปีที่แล้ว +41

      @@slitherinqueen7589 i actually just cut my hair because of this... I look hella dumb... i have bangs now... 😂😭

  • @hayat7618
    @hayat7618 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1798

    My mouth says "I'm fine."
    My fingers type "I'm ok."
    My heart says "I'm broken"

  • @ramazanefeuzun5579
    @ramazanefeuzun5579 3 ปีที่แล้ว +243

    Parents think that because were young we don't have feelings and don't need mental help, I sit in my room and cry almost every night and I can't take it anymore.

    • @NitroZeus01
      @NitroZeus01 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Same bro

    • @chudasamakishan390
      @chudasamakishan390 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Yeah but still we need to fight until the dead end

    • @ghukifymooth3827
      @ghukifymooth3827 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      All my parents care about are grades. I'm already going crazy with the battle of my internal demons

    • @NitroZeus01
      @NitroZeus01 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@ghukifymooth3827 stay stronge bro

    • @davidhughes2833
      @davidhughes2833 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      man just take it easy

  • @SudeshKumar-jz2xd
    @SudeshKumar-jz2xd 3 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    "I'm left to die "
    "I should not have been born"
    This lines hits me hard .

  • @justsomeguythatgotlost2197
    @justsomeguythatgotlost2197 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2295

    Nobody Wants you here
    Nobody loves you
    Nobody wants you to live
    Nobody cares about you
    Nobody says your good enough
    Nobody wants you
    Don't worry my name is Nobody♡

    • @User-fu7dq
      @User-fu7dq 4 ปีที่แล้ว +60

      I love you and I want you to live and I care about you and the most important thing your enough for me pls be safe for me :(

    • @heatherchardoudi7456
      @heatherchardoudi7456 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      mr beast fuck off you asshole

    • @primalarceus
      @primalarceus 4 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      @@heatherchardoudi7456 did you not get it? Calm the fuck down

    • @djdisco9157
      @djdisco9157 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @@heatherchardoudi7456 relax😑

    • @parkergibbs6935
      @parkergibbs6935 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Mr beast is a bi*ch

  • @Psyclypse
    @Psyclypse 5 ปีที่แล้ว +593

    Don't you just love when you find a depressing TH-cam Mix full of nightcore

    • @cottoncandysaturn2572
      @cottoncandysaturn2572 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yes always and I have made my own to

    • @raycewillis3002
      @raycewillis3002 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Yes cause u find so many people to connect to sometimes and u get to tell others wat u feel or think or wats been going on if u send comments (and I mean about urself not something negative bout someone else)plus u get to find songs that u relate to ^w^ tbh my feelings hav really negative a lot lately cuz I'm lonely and havent seen my friends in a long time(I guess that's the reason y I feel really negative/depressed)

    • @Psyclypse
      @Psyclypse 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@raycewillis3002 yeah ik how you feel. This whole pandemic shiz has really gotten my anxiety up and you never know when you are going to lose someone you care about.

    • @laviejasmine
      @laviejasmine 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Damn right 🤞🤞this is when u realize really need to make that appointment with ur therapist.. I'm talking about me

    • @n1z4rx4x8
      @n1z4rx4x8 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      The only way to feel anything

  • @tracyalcero1196
    @tracyalcero1196 ปีที่แล้ว +57

    “What do I live for I can't take much more I shouldn't have been born” my thoughts every day.

    • @tracyalcero1196
      @tracyalcero1196 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@kimminji4318 there is more, too much to put here and plus I never said that those were the only ones

  • @UnknownPerson-nl7te
    @UnknownPerson-nl7te 3 ปีที่แล้ว +164

    When you are happy : Enjoy the song
    When you are sad : Understand the lyrics
    and the lyrics matched my life

    • @theharshtruthoutthere
      @theharshtruthoutthere ปีที่แล้ว

      th-cam.com/video/jg4A373RO6E/w-d-xo.html
      th-cam.com/video/iBEoI2u6kII/w-d-xo.html
      Can`t you hear clearly? We came to be, we remain to be. (we came to be as SPIRITS and we remain to be as SPIRITS) carnal is only for a moment.
      Jeremiah 1:5 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      Before I formed thee in the belly I knew thee; and before thou camest forth out of the womb I sanctified thee, and I ordained thee a prophet unto the nations.
      1 Corinthians 15:53 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      For this corruptible must put on incorruption, and this mortal must put on immortality.
      1 Corinthians 15:54 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      So when this corruptible shall have put on incorruption, and this mortal shall have put on immortality, then shall be brought to pass the saying that is written, Death is swallowed up in victory.
      47 Instances - Page 1 of 2 - Sort by Book Order
      1 Corinthians 9:16 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      For though I preach the gospel, I have nothing to glory of: for necessity is laid upon me; yea, woe is unto me, if I preach not the gospel!
      Romans 10:15 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      And how shall they preach, except they be sent? as it is written, How beautiful are the feet of them that preach the gospel of peace, and bring glad tidings of good things!
      Luke 4:18 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      The Spirit of the Lord is upon me, because he hath anointed me to preach the gospel to the poor; he hath sent me to heal the brokenhearted, to preach deliverance to the captives, and recovering of sight to the blind, to set at liberty them that are bruised,
      1 Corinthians 15:11 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      Therefore whether it were I or they, so we preach, and so ye believed.
      Matthew 10:7 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      And as ye go, preach, saying, The kingdom of heaven is at hand.
      Romans 1:15 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      So, as much as in me is, I am ready to preach the gospel to you that are at Rome also.
      Philippians 1:16 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      The one preach Christ of contention, not sincerely, supposing to add affliction to my bonds:
      Matthew 4:17 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      From that time Jesus began to preach, and to say, Repent: for the kingdom of heaven is at hand.
      2 Corinthians 2:12 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      Furthermore, when I came to Troas to preach Christ's gospel, and a door was opened unto me of the Lord,
      Luke 4:43 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      And he said unto them, I must preach the kingdom of God to other cities also: for therefore am I sent.
      Galatians 1:16 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      To reveal his Son in me, that I might preach him among the heathen; immediately I conferred not with flesh and blood:
      Luke 4:19 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      To preach the acceptable year of the Lord.
      Romans 15:20 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      Yea, so have I strived to preach the gospel, not where Christ was named, lest I should build upon another man's foundation:
      Mark 1:38 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      And he said unto them, Let us go into the next towns, that I may preach there also: for therefore came I forth.
      2 Timothy 4:2 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      Preach the word; be instant in season, out of season; reprove, rebuke, exhort with all longsuffering and doctrine.
      Mark 1:4 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      John did baptize in the wilderness, and preach the baptism of repentance for the remission of sins.
      2 Corinthians 10:16 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      To preach the gospel in the regions beyond you, and not to boast in another man's line of things made ready to our hand.
      Acts 15:21 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      For Moses of old time hath in every city them that preach him, being read in the synagogues every sabbath day.
      Acts 5:42 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      And daily in the temple, and in every house, they ceased not to teach and preach Jesus Christ.
      Matthew 11:1 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      And it came to pass, when Jesus had made an end of commanding his twelve disciples, he departed thence to teach and to preach in their cities.
      Galatians 1:9 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      As we said before, so say I now again, If any man preach any other gospel unto you than that ye have received, let him be accursed.
      1 Corinthians 1:23 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      But we preach Christ crucified, unto the Jews a stumblingblock, and unto the Greeks foolishness;
      Philippians 1:15 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      Some indeed preach Christ even of envy and strife; and some also of good will:
      Jonah 3:2 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      Arise, go unto Nineveh, that great city, and preach unto it the preaching that I bid thee.
      Mark 16:15 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      And he said unto them, Go ye into all the world, and preach the gospel to every creature.
      Galatians 5:11 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      And I, brethren, if I yet preach circumcision, why do I yet suffer persecution? then is the offence of the cross ceased.
      Mark 3:14 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      And he ordained twelve, that they should be with him, and that he might send them forth to preach,
      Luke 9:2 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      And he sent them to preach the kingdom of God, and to heal the sick.
      Luke 9:60 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      Jesus said unto him, Let the dead bury their dead: but go thou and preach the kingdom of God.
      Ephesians 3:8 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      Unto me, who am less than the least of all saints, is this grace given, that I should preach among the Gentiles the unsearchable riches of Christ;

  • @sniperxp1554
    @sniperxp1554 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2258

    My teacher once said: “we all live to pay bills and die.”
    Me: Well damn

    • @user-en9dd9ej6l
      @user-en9dd9ej6l 4 ปีที่แล้ว +71

      I live to *Suffer*

    • @ash_reaper6063
      @ash_reaper6063 4 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      Haha so funny that's how I show my sadness is laughing

    • @izoraiza7169
      @izoraiza7169 4 ปีที่แล้ว +45

      I live to stay with my parents and cry alone in my room 99% of the time... I'm too sad to leave, get a job, or do anything adults do... once I graduate I'll still be too sad and continuing to do what I've always did 99% of the time... I miss my best friend who was my dog Toby so much.... He died from being very old... I never said goodbye (I guess I'm no good at saying goodbye anyways)... I had him for about 7 years... He was what I looked forward to seeing the most... He made bad days better... He helped me and I helped him... Without him I would have probably regretted doing things I never did with him around... He was my only friend at one point...

    • @lodii7246
      @lodii7246 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      A Pretty wise Teacher

    • @danandrei2926
      @danandrei2926 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      @@ash_reaper6063 that how I used to hide my pain but I couldn't rezist so it show off my teacher asked me "why are you so dark" I said " that how I was all this time I just hid it with a mask" then she pulled my sleeve then she saw my cuts

  • @dylnixon8006
    @dylnixon8006 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1251

    They say "think of happy memories,that will make you feel better"
    Little do they know the happy memories hurt the most

  • @UnknownPerson-nl7te
    @UnknownPerson-nl7te 3 ปีที่แล้ว +462

    School : You're stupid
    Friends : You just think yourself good
    Parents : You're useless
    Anxiety : They won't ever find good in you
    Depression : Die
    Eyes - crying
    Body - tired
    Arms - bleeding
    Heart - dying
    Mouth - lying
    Me : These things are like a rope wrapped around your throat

    • @mx7041
      @mx7041 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Not alone

    • @mabdullahkm
      @mabdullahkm 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      same here

    • @tarikpepic530
      @tarikpepic530 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      POV:U SHIP BAKUDEKU AHAHAH

    • @twistedfox1126
      @twistedfox1126 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Life is nothing but a spiral of pain

    • @sananyachoubey4071
      @sananyachoubey4071 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      edit:- god whispers" you will be okay. give it a try". live your life! :) IM THERE!

  • @KanekiKen-by8rb
    @KanekiKen-by8rb 3 ปีที่แล้ว +156

    What I need.....Is a dark room with my phone and earphones to listen this music and chase my sufferings away.
    *As if*

  • @ameliacluck7628
    @ameliacluck7628 5 ปีที่แล้ว +666

    "I live in my thoughts all day"

    • @Naruto-zd8fe
      @Naruto-zd8fe 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Shadow Wolf same

    • @birdShadow4201
      @birdShadow4201 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      They're the only things I talk to anymore, my thoughts are the only relatable thing that accompany me

    • @shaynnawoundedknee932
      @shaynnawoundedknee932 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@birdShadow4201 same for me I listen to music 24/7 and I picture the song with the story in my head sometimes memories sometimes other things

    • @jamigarey8461
      @jamigarey8461 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same here to

    • @gameplayboy7mobile739
      @gameplayboy7mobile739 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same bro

  • @tarunraina6966
    @tarunraina6966 4 ปีที่แล้ว +842

    I wish I was emotionless. At least I won't suffer.

    • @aether5525
      @aether5525 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Me too😭

    • @AmitYadavfpp
      @AmitYadavfpp 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      😭😭

    • @ness4069
      @ness4069 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Me too🙃🙃

    • @alexhowes8778
      @alexhowes8778 3 ปีที่แล้ว +48

      being emotionless does not make you feel any better, you will wish you could feel anything other than numb and sadness at the same time

    • @aiko_chansannn4409
      @aiko_chansannn4409 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Same. I wished that I should've had been emotionless so I couldn't feel anything... But let's just thank that we have emotions to enjoy our lives... After my parents died.. I don't think I want to live anymore..

  • @user-re8tc1dg3b
    @user-re8tc1dg3b ปีที่แล้ว +14

    All the time i listen to sad music that hits me in the feels i remember why i am still keeping myself alive. Spite is one strong reason. I wouldnt mind dying, and i have tried multiple times, but since i am still alive, i decided to spitefully live on.

  • @sizzlingvibes12
    @sizzlingvibes12 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Omg I'm crying rn literally this is the first time i fall in love with anyone's voice such an good voice 😭 god bless him

  • @bambzled_5263
    @bambzled_5263 6 ปีที่แล้ว +600

    Me: *reads title*
    *starts to question my entire existence*

    • @yeshuinfinity5963
      @yeshuinfinity5963 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same here

    • @Zero._Fps
      @Zero._Fps 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      I know the feeling

    • @quinnstump3852
      @quinnstump3852 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I want to die and this just made me know exactly y i want to bc idk my meaning here

    • @shaynnawoundedknee932
      @shaynnawoundedknee932 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      This is so true especially the I shouldn't have been born part me being born killed my family littefly,but that's in the past And my family is better off with out my "real dad"

    • @larryestrera8403
      @larryestrera8403 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Me: reads comment
      Starts to think- "Yeah,why do i even exist?🤔🤔🤔," ;-;

  • @saminawaheed6716
    @saminawaheed6716 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1080

    "Im fine"
    *im not fine please help me*
    "I am just tired"
    *cant take this anymore*
    "I already ate"
    *i starve myself*
    "Go away"
    *show me you care enough to stay*
    "Im just cold"
    *i dont want to show my scars*
    "Im better,i swear"
    *worse than you expect*
    "Im fine"
    *im dead*
    Im just so...
    Worthless
    Stupid
    Depressed
    Hopeless
    Fragile
    screwed up
    Confused
    Hurt
    Flawed
    Sad
    Unloved
    Scared
    But most importantly: *DEAD*

    • @dhautcourtrosie6919
      @dhautcourtrosie6919 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Hope u lyin for the dead thing 😥

    • @skystopper86
      @skystopper86 4 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      Hey.... I don’t know what to say to this....
      Besides if ur gonna do IT then...
      Can u help me to do It too?

    • @Anonymous-os9dy
      @Anonymous-os9dy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@skystopper86 yea IT is a great movie!

    • @sorrel9147
      @sorrel9147 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      The best thing you have is your soul so don't miss it up:)

    • @nandinisingla8635
      @nandinisingla8635 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      me too, it hurts so much, why does it hurt so much? i have none who love me, who even cares, i just dont want to live but i cant die

  • @yandereweebmitcheru6533
    @yandereweebmitcheru6533 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Mind: lots of thought
    Eye's : crying
    Body : not strong
    Mouth : lying
    Smile : fake
    Happiness : gone
    Don't want to die: Want to end all my pain
    I'm fine : I'm not fine
    Felling : hopeless
    Me: Empty
    : )

  • @spk8027
    @spk8027 2 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    One of the scariest things in life is to feel an utter loss of any sense of purpose. Feeling like there's nothing else to live for
    Nothing to look forward to
    No one to look forward to
    Nothing to hope for
    No more goals
    No more ambitions
    No more dreams
    No more aspirations
    Just a sense of utter emptiness and you're just forcing through life one day at a time coz you're too afraid to end it.

    • @Nobody28817
      @Nobody28817 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I think I'm just a lost cause what's the point
      The thoughts are coming back again I'm thinking about just giving up tonight

    • @spk8027
      @spk8027 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Nobody28817 Buddy. Don't think I'm invalidating what you're going through when I say that I can relate to this.
      Sometimes the sheer amount of stress we build up gets to us. We feel we're a lost cause and that the people around us can do better without us.
      Looking forward to brighter days is gruellingly tough but for some reason I feel it's not too far away. You gotta push through. And you can.
      We're on the same boat. No point going back or drowning. Just keep rowing and see what's in store for us.
      You're strong af for having come this far. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. It doesn't matter if people don't understand what you're going through. You know it and you've made it till today. One day at a time. And eventually when you find your purpose or reason to stay. Latch on to it and never let go
      That's what I've been doing till date. Dark thoughts have clouded my mind for years. Even now I'm convinced that there's not a single soul that wants me. But i know 2 people that depend on me. Even if they don't show the slightest sense of gratitude. I've taken it up as my responsibility to be there for them. Hoping that some day Karma will be a godess instead of a bitch
      Push through until you find that purpose my man. You can do it. I can't promise that things will be fucking amazing in the future, but if karma is real and hope is a thing. They'll definitely get better
      Wish you all the very best to fight those demons. You'll make it past today.. And everyday that comes after. Fight for it buddy

    • @Nobody28817
      @Nobody28817 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@spk8027 the anxiety's getting too me I'm getting anxious
      I'm looking at the knife in my hand right now

    • @spk8027
      @spk8027 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Nobody28817 Buddy??? Respond right away when you read this. Gosh I'm mad at myself for not having seen this sooner

    • @Nobody28817
      @Nobody28817 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@spk8027 what?

  • @cyberdazer7415
    @cyberdazer7415 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2334

    Sick of crying..
    Tired of trying..
    Yes I'm smiling..
    But inside im dying..
    (My life in a nutshell)

    • @cyberdazer7415
      @cyberdazer7415 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @@cyg542 thanks for the help man.. Really appreciated it... :')

    • @jetzrav4889
      @jetzrav4889 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      edgy

    • @kristoftoth9446
      @kristoftoth9446 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I thought I can atlearest drive but at second day at my job I did hit a car a little and before I dropped 100€ in cash and now I just don't know what to do and there is nothing what can help ppl like me ppl who are good for nothing but pain and sorrow

    • @cece3j
      @cece3j 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Please don't give up ❤

    • @pranavverma9045
      @pranavverma9045 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I can totally relate man, I am the same

  • @user-ji4yo1by3y
    @user-ji4yo1by3y 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I love through pain every single day and listening to these songs just help me realize that the pain is real not fake. I love the pain that these videos bring me

  • @shutdahellup69420
    @shutdahellup69420 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    His voice always just hits me in the feels 😭

  • @user-dx9ry1rn3q
    @user-dx9ry1rn3q 5 ปีที่แล้ว +420

    That feeling when you just wanna end it all,
    But your too afraid to let the people you love fade from your view.
    edit: damn i made this back when i was like 11💪👶. i know i dont know any of u but i care about every single one of u guys that read this comment or reply.

    • @JustMe-rn3ot
      @JustMe-rn3ot 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      • l e m o n p i e • yup..so true.

    • @JustMe-rn3ot
      @JustMe-rn3ot 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      This is me;
      Sadness controls me,
      My life is a nightmare,
      Just like me,
      I wanna end it all,
      But I don’t wanna die.
      I just wanna end the pain..
      And be relived....
      What do I live for?
      Pain?
      Torture?
      Depression?
      Sadness?
      Anxiety?
      Don’t know,..
      Don’t care.....
      Never will.
      :)
      This fake smile,
      Is part of my..
      Daily..
      Routine..
      (Wanna know a good song for people like u and me? Little girl Nightcore Marie Faith

    • @exigo9044
      @exigo9044 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      If i want to kill myself...i want to do that without no pain
      How can i do that?

    • @alanpiekarz8510
      @alanpiekarz8510 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@exigo9044 probably overdosing sleeping pills

    • @exigo9044
      @exigo9044 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@alanpiekarz8510 Well that's a good idea..Thank you

  • @lylie5372
    @lylie5372 4 ปีที่แล้ว +487

    When we say *I'm tired* the true meaning is;
    Tired if lying
    Tired of cutting
    Tired of crying
    Tired if not feeling anything but pain

    • @-louicorne-9533
      @-louicorne-9533 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Relatable

    • @alexzbengheci4424
      @alexzbengheci4424 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      /tired after all that pain to feel nothing in the end

    • @naomikodi9635
      @naomikodi9635 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Tired of being rejected by your father..... 👧⬅ me

    • @mysoundofficial1047
      @mysoundofficial1047 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      (not everybody cuts)

    • @sleepygriffin6027
      @sleepygriffin6027 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      When I say I like my life the true meaning is:
      I like the pain I receive when I cut, I don’t actually like my life

  • @sanjitakobir5976
    @sanjitakobir5976 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I feel like I'm in love with Eiden XII

  • @evalynnh1028
    @evalynnh1028 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Stay strong, never let go

  • @polyphia8337
    @polyphia8337 6 ปีที่แล้ว +634

    So Alone
    It's like a hold
    Wrapped around your throat
    You can't talk
    Afraid to go
    Confront it all
    Soon I'm getting old
    I feel as though
    I'm left to die
    I feel as though
    Life's passedme by
    I feel as though
    What do I live for
    I can't take much more
    I shouldn't have been born
    It's so hard
    I know what I've got
    Know this ain't my fault
    I live in my thoughts all day
    What do I live for
    I can't take much more
    Was getting so sure
    It's so hard
    I know what I've got
    Know this ain't my fault
    I live in thoughts all day
    Hit the road
    Which way to go
    I don't even know
    Anymore
    Feel the cold
    The pain is slow
    Need a ray of hope
    I feel as though
    I'm left to die
    I feel as though
    Life's passed me by
    I feel as though
    What do I live for
    I can't take much more
    I shouldn't have been born
    It's so hard
    I know what I've got
    Know this ain't my fault
    I live in my thoughts all day
    What do I live for
    I can't take much more
    Was getting so sure
    It's so hard
    I know what I've got
    Know this ain't my fault
    I live in my thoughts all day
    I see all the struggles you and I
    We all see all the struggles you and I
    What do I live for
    I can't take much more
    It's so hard
    I know what I've got
    Know this ain't my fault
    yeah,yeah,yeah
    What do I live for
    What do I ive for,yeah
    I tried

    • @asmaa3610
      @asmaa3610 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Faruk Demirel 👌👌👌👏👏👏👏👏👏

    • @QuisbyDeity
      @QuisbyDeity 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Only saw one mistake 👌

    • @polyphia8337
      @polyphia8337 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@QuisbyDeity ^^

    • @hugograca2660
      @hugograca2660 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      (AHEM) Tried* (OOOF)

    • @polyphia8337
      @polyphia8337 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@hugograca2660 Ooopppss lol

  • @miiko1790
    @miiko1790 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5108

    Girl: Ah, Finally, this is the moment!
    Boy: Will you ever leave me
    Girl: Nah!
    Boy: Do you love me?
    Girl: Yes, A lot!
    Boy: Have you ever cheated on me?
    Girl: Are you crazy?! Of course not!
    Boy: Do you want to kiss me?
    Girl: Everytime I get the chance!
    Boy: Would you ever hit me?
    Girl: Why are you even asking me this?! No!
    Boy: Can I trust you?
    Girl: Yes
    Boy: Darling
    Girl: Gasp No...
    Boy: Will you marry me?
    Now read it backwards
    Damn 3K likes.. so much depressed people..

  • @sizzlingvibes12
    @sizzlingvibes12 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    My whole life has been written in this song T_T so relatable

  • @guialmeida723
    @guialmeida723 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    You see, when i'm feeling sad and lonely, i hug my reflection on the mirror, because that reflection looks so much like me and reminds me that i'm not alone, that at least there is someone in the mirrored world that went through the same as me

  • @jadalabdallah4298
    @jadalabdallah4298 4 ปีที่แล้ว +275

    Others : how are you
    Me: fine
    But ...
    Heart broken
    Confused
    Want to die
    Sad
    Destroyed
    😔

    • @brainpediai9613
      @brainpediai9613 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Me too☺

    • @fatmarezk4382
      @fatmarezk4382 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Just a friend ! ,, ,, but no friends no mam no dad ،، I'm empty... I wanna end me but afraid from God....يارب اليُسرين اسألك اللطف بي

    • @Anonymous-os9dy
      @Anonymous-os9dy 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      How do you pronounce your last name?

  • @catghoul2730
    @catghoul2730 4 ปีที่แล้ว +953

    Guys:
    - Wow! You have a beautiful smile
    Me:
    -Thanks.it is 100% fake.

    • @Claire_2006
      @Claire_2006 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Cat Ghoul sounds like me

    • @zekix9122
      @zekix9122 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I feel as though

    • @samaeldeul572
      @samaeldeul572 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Custom made by my depression

    • @mr.shtgun3598
      @mr.shtgun3598 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Nah i'am fine and happy here

    • @gachahotshot4562
      @gachahotshot4562 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I know how you feel but nowadays people know I'm just a shadow now

  • @UnknownPerson-nl7te
    @UnknownPerson-nl7te 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    My biggest lies ever I spoke :
    As a kid : I'm Sick
    Today : I'm all good!
    Still, that lie, random reader, I'm all good!

  • @shutup5720
    @shutup5720 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    “ I shouldn’t been born it’s so hard “:))

  • @bunnyrabb1t
    @bunnyrabb1t 6 ปีที่แล้ว +121

    Right now i'm living just to be alive... i have no goals, reachable dreams. Only thing that im waiting for is new episodes for anime and other series that i watch in my free time

    • @morgan3516
      @morgan3516 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Bunny Rabbit Honestly that’s me right now.

    • @endibeqo2486
      @endibeqo2486 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Don't give up bro..just go with the flow and try to do whatever you feel comfortable with without rushing it. It will all turn out okay..

    • @aleksandrarakic5082
      @aleksandrarakic5082 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Bunny Rabbit same i watch twd

    • @kenshirosama1505
      @kenshirosama1505 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same here

    • @wearevenom4121
      @wearevenom4121 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Mangax Anime so it would seem

  • @megatronbro
    @megatronbro 6 ปีที่แล้ว +836

    wow my eyes were sweating!! i don't know why!!

  • @akk4188
    @akk4188 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    The shattering of a heart when being broken is the loudest quiet ever. 💔

  • @montrixgtr1999
    @montrixgtr1999 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I sleep the whole day to escape from the pain and stay in my dreams instead. At least being there makes me live another different life. My fantasy is my only escape if only I could live in there forever and sleep till eternity, that would be awesome.

  • @yesha503
    @yesha503 4 ปีที่แล้ว +160

    They: U should talk to ur parents about it.
    Me: I already would have if I could.

    • @sxs8276
      @sxs8276 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      I told mine, they literally said that i was crazy, and that i was faking "depression" like bruh i never said i have depression I'm just suicidal ;-;

    • @zoeschisler1153
      @zoeschisler1153 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      That is something that they won’t understand. Its so hard to talk to them and they probably wont even understand. My mom hates me so i kinda just, became invisible. In the background, unseen, ya know?

    • @sojax4484
      @sojax4484 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@zoeschisler1153 I think I became who am I because of my parents. There are some positive things but also some negatives 🙃 My dad slapped me when I was younger and I just don't have the best relationship with my parents, because they are never at home. I'm not depressive or smtg, I noticed that I can also be strong alone, but I just feel like I don't get any love at all. I can't talk with someone because I'm scared and I know they won't understand. So sometimes I'm crying because I don't know who to talk with and I need to handle all these thoughts by myself. I don't know for how long I didn't hug anyone. I have a lot of friends I can laught with but there's just nobody who's always there for me. I don't know 🤷‍♀️

    • @NitroZeus01
      @NitroZeus01 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@sojax4484 same situation bro

    • @aditidwivedi1645
      @aditidwivedi1645 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@sojax4484 hmm...I can understand your situation...I was in the same situation...but then I met my online bestie....I thought that everything's gonna alright...but....we are not together...I never met anyone who loves me for who I am😄
      But don't loose hope....u will surely find someone who understands you....
      If u don't mind...u can talk with me....😄I will be your friend
      Be happy.....🙂💜

  • @emmaleigh.kate27
    @emmaleigh.kate27 6 ปีที่แล้ว +325

    Song: What do I live for?
    Me: NOTHING HAHA LIFE HATES ME

    • @shahbazjutt9175
      @shahbazjutt9175 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Read Quran with translation in your language you will understand why you feel like this

    • @superbadwifibros6816
      @superbadwifibros6816 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same!!!

    • @Theshadowcat187
      @Theshadowcat187 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Sure you have a role in this world

    • @tristanporrasmora6241
      @tristanporrasmora6241 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Is your profile sexy laughing Jack XD

    • @maitrewongchan3255
      @maitrewongchan3255 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      No, in my opinion, life doesn't hate us, it just doesn't give a fuck about us 😅

  • @artistsnehathekkattil404
    @artistsnehathekkattil404 3 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    Honestly, this song truly is my life, every day I feel anxiety, and
    every day I feel like I'm drowning into a deep sleep.
    I remember my only friend moving to a new state and now
    I'm all alone. when I try to make a conversation with people,
    I feel trapped as if I cant get the word out of my mouth.
    by now its an everyday struggle I learned to take control over my anxiety problems
    but I still feel like I'm living in a world of thoughts and
    I still have no friends is the world my hell?

  • @senifeciftcu-ot2tz
    @senifeciftcu-ot2tz ปีที่แล้ว +4

    What am I living for "My heart can't handle this damage."

  • @XHunterL0L
    @XHunterL0L 4 ปีที่แล้ว +139

    Friends : You can't do anything
    Me : Ya i know
    Friends : Are you Ok?
    Me : Ya I am Fine
    My heart : I am So tired I am just Left to die 💔💔

    • @animefangirl9006
      @animefangirl9006 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same here 😭😭😭😭😭😔😕😒💜💜

  • @yuel9211
    @yuel9211 6 ปีที่แล้ว +87

    Damn this emotions..

  • @dog6fame
    @dog6fame 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I can’t begin to explain how much I vibe with this song and everything it has to show.

  • @swagkvng1236
    @swagkvng1236 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Friend: are you okay
    Me: I'm Fine
    (10 mins later)
    also me: Crying inside to hide my emotions pretending to be happy

  • @meghansmith7630
    @meghansmith7630 5 ปีที่แล้ว +187

    This is how I feel everyday

  • @yourofficialotaku6181
    @yourofficialotaku6181 4 ปีที่แล้ว +354

    One cut, nobody notices
    Five cuts, they ask if she's okay, she says she's fine.
    Ten cuts, they push her aside
    Fifteen cuts, her last friend asks her to stop, she says she will
    Twenty cuts, she lied
    Twenty-Five cuts, attention is rising
    Thirty cuts, the bullying gets worse
    Forty cuts, she was pushed over the edge
    A suicide, a life was lost.

    • @itz_karizma
      @itz_karizma 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      And nobody cared.

    • @farmerbeast
      @farmerbeast 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Rip

    • @Yeon_junieANIME
      @Yeon_junieANIME 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      So true and hurting...😣💔 But at the end, others will understand how much it was hurting!

    • @razibhasan9932
      @razibhasan9932 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      how pathetic ...its her fault for not being strong enough or it couide be that she was prideful wanting to die...

    • @mikasblade6486
      @mikasblade6486 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@razibhasan9932 If you can't understand you don't need to say anything-

  • @aringould1198
    @aringould1198 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    No one sees my pain no one sees my crys out for help all they see is my "smile"

  • @_X-12
    @_X-12 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    "I don't live in my life, I live in my dreams" - I understand

  • @isabeal9371
    @isabeal9371 4 ปีที่แล้ว +235

    my friends:"hey you ok?"
    me:yeah im fine
    when i go home i cry my self to sleep everyday
    and they dont know

  • @waterandmelon
    @waterandmelon 4 ปีที่แล้ว +371

    [Verse 1]
    So alone it's like a hold
    Wrapped around your throat
    You can't talk
    Afraid to go, confront it all
    Soon I'm getting old I feel as though
    [Pre-Chorus]
    I'm left to die
    I feel as though
    Life's passed me by
    I feel as though
    [Chorus]
    What do I live for, I can't take much more
    I shouldn’t have been born
    It's so hard
    I know what I’ve got
    Know this ain't my fault
    I live in my thoughts all day
    What do I live for
    It should have been more
    Was getting so sure, it's so hard
    I know what I’ve got
    Know this ain't my fault
    I live in my thoughts all day
    [Verse 2]
    Hit the Road
    Which way to go
    I don't even know anymore
    Feel the cold
    The pain is slow
    Need a ray of hope
    I feel as though
    [Pre-Chorus]
    I'm left to die
    I feel as though
    Life's passed me by
    I feel as though
    [Chorus]
    What do I live for, I can't take much more
    I shouldn’t have been born
    It's so hard
    I know what I’ve got
    Know this ain't my fault
    I live in my thoughts all day
    What do I live for
    It should have been more
    Was getting so sure, it's so hard
    I know what I’ve got
    Know this ain't my fault
    I live in my thoughts all day
    [Bridge]
    I see all the struggles you and I
    We all see all the struggles you and I
    [Chorus]
    What do I live for
    I can't take much more
    It’s so hard
    I know what I’ve got
    I can’t take much more
    [Outro]
    What do I live for
    What do I live for

    • @cherrie_unicorn
      @cherrie_unicorn 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Thank you :3

    • @Danny221O-u3q
      @Danny221O-u3q 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Thanks but it’s on the screen😬😬

    • @susen-san1064
      @susen-san1064 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I was looking for ur comment

    • @kqueen8384
      @kqueen8384 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you O×O

    • @mojinbro
      @mojinbro 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Danny221O-u3q also wrong lyrics in video and not so smooth i appricate this comment

  • @KibaSnowpaw
    @KibaSnowpaw ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This song is hitting me hard. The lyrics are so raw and honest, it's like they're speaking directly to my soul. "So alone it's like a hold, Wrapped around your throat, You can't talk, Afraid to go, confront it all, Soon I'm getting old I feel as though." It's like the song is describing how I feel every single day. The thought of "What do I live for" is a constant in my mind. I feel like my life has passed me by, and I can't shake off this feeling of emptiness. "I know what I’ve got, Know this ain't my fault, I live in my thoughts all day" it's like my own thoughts are suffocating me. I feel like giving up, it's so hard to find a reason to keep going.

  • @bsamudra937
    @bsamudra937 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    4 years ago........

  • @lara-ox3pm
    @lara-ox3pm 4 ปีที่แล้ว +333

    Reasons why you should stay alive.
    1. We would miss you.
    2. It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you.
    3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow.
    4. There's so much you would miss out on doing.
    5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there.
    6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself.
    7. You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise.
    8. You are amazing.
    9. A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better.
    10. What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? You can't do them when you're dead.
    11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive.
    12. You won't be able to listen to music if you die.
    13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about.
    14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me.
    15. You're preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born.
    16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died?
    17. You're gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect.
    18. Think about your favourite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again...
    19. You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day
    20. Listening to incredibly loud music
    21. Being alive is just really good.
    22. Not being alive is really bad.
    23. Finding your soulmate.
    24. Red pandas
    25. Going to diners at three in the morning.
    26. Really soft pillows.
    27. Eating pizza in New York City.
    28. Proving people wrong with your success.
    29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life.
    30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can.
    31. Being able to help other people.
    32. Bonfires.
    33. Sitting on rooftops.
    34. Seeing every single country in the world.
    35. Going on roadtrips.
    36. You might win the lottery someday.
    37. Listening to music on a record player.
    38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower.
    39. Taking really cool pictures.
    40. Literally meeting thousands of new people.
    41. Hearing crazy stories.
    42. Telling crazy stories.
    43. Eating ice cream on a hot day.
    44. More Harry Potter books could come out, you never know.
    45. Travelling to another planet someday.
    46. Having an underwater house.
    47. Randomly running into your hero on the street.
    48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel.
    49. Trampolines.
    50. Think about your favourite movie, you'll never watch it again.
    51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke,
    52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more.
    53. People do care.
    54. Treehouses
    55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse
    55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees
    56. I don't even know you and I love you.
    57. I don't even know you and I care about you.
    58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness!
    59. You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor.
    60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS!
    61. Starbucks.
    62. Hugs.
    63. Stargazing.
    64. You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is.
    65. You've changed somebody's life.
    66. Now you could change the world.
    67. You will meet the person that's perfect for you.
    68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you.
    69. You have the chance to save somebody's life.
    70. If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things.
    71. Making snow angels.
    72. Making snowmen.
    73. Snowball fights.
    74. Life is what you make of it.
    75. Everybody has a talent.
    76. Laughing until you cry.
    77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy.
    78. The world would not be the same if you didn't exist.
    79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down
    80. Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive.
    81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero.
    82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.
    83. One day your smile will be real.
    84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day.
    85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds.
    86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends.
    87. Eating crazy food.
    88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one.
    89. Sleeping in all day.
    90. Creating something you're proud of.
    91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn't commit
    92. Being able to meet your Internet friends.
    93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate
    94. The new season of Sherlock
    95. Cuddling under the stars.
    96. Being stupid in public because you just can.
    97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile?
    98. being able to hug that one person you havent seen in years
    99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this.
    100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally anything could happen
    -
    From someone that cares about you

    • @getclapped2936
      @getclapped2936 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I got lost in the storm and drowned I'm slowly lose my mind

    • @eyybro2416
      @eyybro2416 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Thanks alot.

    • @thaisgranda9213
      @thaisgranda9213 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      I'm just living because I can´t die, everyday I think how my final breath would be and wish that day come quick.

    • @-N4CHT-
      @-N4CHT- 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thank you for typing this you have helped alot of people we need 100 people like you ^^

    • @milacuchacovich6046
      @milacuchacovich6046 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      You know, that's bullshit. If you're listening to this song, it just means that you feel the same as us

  • @nicolageorge7916
    @nicolageorge7916 5 ปีที่แล้ว +121

    I only live for my friends and family..
    *And I’m to scared to die.*
    Edit: thank you for liking my comment I really appreciate it 🙂

    • @pranavverma9045
      @pranavverma9045 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Me too mate

    • @toughpeiser237
      @toughpeiser237 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same

    • @lilskap6072
      @lilskap6072 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same .. I really want die.. But im scared.. and what my family.....

    • @Thom02
      @Thom02 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same

    • @raycewillis3002
      @raycewillis3002 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I agree with u

  • @shally....
    @shally.... 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    can't stop listening this masterpiece

  • @otakudesu8969
    @otakudesu8969 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    So as I was younger i liked the vibe of this song and the calm voice and so, but as i got older it hits waaayyy different.....

  • @frb3786
    @frb3786 5 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    Just damn these emotions.
    It hurts...

  • @toosoberforthisshit5307
    @toosoberforthisshit5307 5 ปีที่แล้ว +77

    I feel like im just living for my family and friends, cuz i don't wanna hurt them, but fr i wanna just die already..

    • @zerotwo3754
      @zerotwo3754 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Sleepyhead what happen if u dun have friend and your family doesn't care about you.
      Just like me

    • @jeonmai9483
      @jeonmai9483 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Okay you are lucky to get someone who cares about you ..

    • @zion9511
      @zion9511 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      wanna talk ?

    • @TramNguyen-uk4lc
      @TramNguyen-uk4lc 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Just living for my mom :((
      I don't have friend. You're so lucky!

    • @tobytuve562
      @tobytuve562 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      You know how people say when others commit suicide they took the easy way out, that's not true it's even more scary than dying from a sickness or from another, because you know your going to die.

  • @GenSo_Fi
    @GenSo_Fi ปีที่แล้ว +4

    How emotionless person I have became after what I have been through life doesn't hurt me anymore

  • @def9764
    @def9764 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    This song hits me so hard.

  • @Fahad-qh9yv
    @Fahad-qh9yv 6 ปีที่แล้ว +53

    I know wht i live for and the reason i live for is my mum ..life is so boring but i just live for her..love my mom..

    • @simon1543
      @simon1543 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      ❤❤❤❤

  • @darkrider2959
    @darkrider2959 4 ปีที่แล้ว +58

    I know this comment will be ignored..I come to this song every once a while...dark room and this song hits me every time when I'm sad and alone. what do I live for ?I can't takee much more... Can't realate more mate !

    • @teddysayshii5606
      @teddysayshii5606 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Then turn on the light mate

    • @candacetaylor7700
      @candacetaylor7700 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You are truly amazing 💖 and you have a heart of gold 💕 and you are an angel of God's blessings 🌹

  • @viotarza2569
    @viotarza2569 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    1 year ago I would have said how the hell could someone feel so depressed and now this is the most relatable song.

  • @rafiisl6392
    @rafiisl6392 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH

  • @sick3328
    @sick3328 6 ปีที่แล้ว +225

    I want to scream just like the pic ;O;

    • @greylynn3251
      @greylynn3251 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Katie same I feel like I need to scream , but on silent mode 😅

    • @aarondavey8551
      @aarondavey8551 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Me to i fell like screaming sometimes too

    • @tamaa0116
      @tamaa0116 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I just screamed some hours ago and it felt soo fcking great

    • @quinnstump3852
      @quinnstump3852 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same i just screamed rn and damn i feel a little better now but i still wanna scream so ik im alive and not dead sleeping in a dream

    • @kiradafroggie2013
      @kiradafroggie2013 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      i think we all do T - T

  • @cottoncandygirl659
    @cottoncandygirl659 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    "I live in my thoughts all day"
    Dang
    That hit me ._.
    *really hit me*

  • @ic9034
    @ic9034 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    It's so sad and heartwarming when random strangers on the internet are much more supportive than real life friends and family.

  • @koksikbosman6500
    @koksikbosman6500 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    The music is really catchy and the AMV is fun to watch while listening to the music, ILoVe This musoc😍

  • @Emmanuel-062
    @Emmanuel-062 4 ปีที่แล้ว +62

    i dont deserve to live
    im a waste of time
    she deserves better
    i live for her
    i love her
    i hate me
    i help people
    but i cant help me
    :'(

    • @sleepygriffin6027
      @sleepygriffin6027 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I relate to this too much

    • @asuma7557
      @asuma7557 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      We been given this life because we are strong to live it

    • @Emmanuel-062
      @Emmanuel-062 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@asuma7557 i dont think i am

    • @asuma7557
      @asuma7557 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Emmanuel-062 I don't think you are strong
      I know you are stronger

    • @Emmanuel-062
      @Emmanuel-062 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@asuma7557 thx bro ill try hard

  • @ileenaruvalcaba9691
    @ileenaruvalcaba9691 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1008

    What do we all live for....to get hurt?....why is depression even a thing ...I wish I can just kill it....it's so hard.....WHAT DO WE LIVE FOR!!???

    • @ambrosem143
      @ambrosem143 6 ปีที่แล้ว +41

      Ileena Ruvalcaba For the people you care about and care about you too. For all the things you want but didint get. You want something? Yes its hard. Its extremly hard! But you? YOU ARE STRONGER THAN YOU THINK! Yes i know you! I know you are amazing! People who have depression or any other kind of sickness are the strongest for living while wanting to die

    • @7atchow
      @7atchow 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Ileena Ruvalcaba
      Becus gad want to hurt fucking us

    • @asmaa3610
      @asmaa3610 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Ileena Ruvalcaba u live for urself!!!

    • @telepxrt
      @telepxrt 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Jesus ( / ° v°)/

    • @dymphnaguzman6312
      @dymphnaguzman6312 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      To punch life in the face,to lrean@to love,to bring buety@joy to everyone from out own special gifts.To fight for what's right.

  • @e-g9197
    @e-g9197 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Encore une chanson qui me parle, merci

  • @wenndy8338
    @wenndy8338 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    It’s actually my comfort song

  • @ryleeobanion8168
    @ryleeobanion8168 4 ปีที่แล้ว +190

    People tell me to smile. So I do but on the inside I'm dying.

    • @tarantulahawk9988
      @tarantulahawk9988 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      I smile not because people tell me , not even because I want, but if I don't do this people will ask me a lot of questions and I'm sure if I tell them the truth they will get angry instead of understand ing me

    • @alanpiekarz8510
      @alanpiekarz8510 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@tarantulahawk9988 i know that feeling

    • @hanzwurst3805
      @hanzwurst3805 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hey! Are you all right?
      Depression is far more common than you would expect but not many talk about it. Often, parents or friends don’t believe you, if you say you have depression. So many have nobody to talk to. Now there’s a discord server for that. You can talk to people who feel the same as you, find new friends and finally be yourself. Teens help teens. We help us. Together. Please spread the message.
      discord.gg/hxr4u9b

    • @rust17
      @rust17 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Same ;((( me while sleeping my dream is I'm going to suicide

    • @animefangirl9006
      @animefangirl9006 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@rust17 same :(

  • @nightcoreleopard7800
    @nightcoreleopard7800 6 ปีที่แล้ว +545

    Hey I know this might be ignored but I have visual spacial learning disability and it makes it so I can't get a job. I wonder what's the point of school and everything that I've worked so hard on and need help on but don't if I won't get anywhere with it. I love your videos thanks for reading if you read if not its fine.

    • @EidenXII
      @EidenXII  6 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      i read everything
      and i know how you feel. same like you i just keep move on thats the only things that i can do
      thank you for your comment 💗

    • @nightcoreleopard7800
      @nightcoreleopard7800 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Nightcore Eiden you have the same disability? Thanks for reading all the comments and thanks for the inspiration. You truly help me so much 🖤.

    • @Glock-dm5wt
      @Glock-dm5wt 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      In what way are you able to learn then?

    • @nightcoreleopard7800
      @nightcoreleopard7800 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Geometry Dash ToXIc look it up if you can its hard to explain.

    • @azhiwatari731
      @azhiwatari731 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@nightcoreleopard7800 Hard work always pays off and you'll most likely get that what ur aiming for.... Jus believe in urself and always remember that ur disability doesn't make u any less than others because people like Helen Keller impressed the world with their intellect despite their disabilities...

  • @everyoneisbeautiful1375
    @everyoneisbeautiful1375 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Beautiful....
    How can something be this beautiful?....

  • @dziwnyczowiek1362
    @dziwnyczowiek1362 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love this song

  • @ambrosem143
    @ambrosem143 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    For anyone who is struggling with depression or any other kind of "sickness". You are strong! You are powerfull! If you are a girl, stop worrying about your body, your weight, because you are as perfect as a queen. If you are a boy, you are one hell of a strong soldier! You came so far, and overcame so many things. Girl or boy we all deserve to live. We all have a certain point we need to reach. And just like a mountain, we need to keep on climbing and watch out for the avalances. They come and they go, some may stay a little longer but as soon as they are gone we can continue climbing up. Stay strong! You! Person who is reading this! STAY STRONG! And dont let anyone tell you what you want or need is "Impossible" because the word itself says "I'm possible"

    • @EidenXII
      @EidenXII  6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I appreciate your beautiful words ♥

  • @mirai-jy4zn
    @mirai-jy4zn 4 ปีที่แล้ว +125

    Any normal person when depressed: do things they love & have fun
    Me when depressed: oh let's listen to some sad songs & read sad comments to make it worse

  • @naskobg8170
    @naskobg8170 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    sometimes i just wanna stop eatring , walking , meeting with friends and thing lik e this and just lay on the floor and think WHY MUST I LIVE

  • @carolherrera942
    @carolherrera942 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I love this song 🎧 ❤it explains how I feel😊❤

  • @ezusi
    @ezusi 6 ปีที่แล้ว +183

    I ask that to myself all the time.... *What Do I Live For*

    • @EidenXII
      @EidenXII  6 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      same 😞

    • @ezusi
      @ezusi 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Nightcore Eiden *huggos*

    • @unearth2621
      @unearth2621 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      For anime.

    • @isna2435
      @isna2435 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Me too but I'm too much of a coward to kill myself

    • @rob2123
      @rob2123 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      I feel the same way

  • @callofdutyqueen4150
    @callofdutyqueen4150 5 ปีที่แล้ว +65

    Your music (and u) understand me more then the most ppl i know... i’m so happy u maked this channel :): 🖤

  • @90oau
    @90oau 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    احبك.

  • @iloveflamethrowers9596
    @iloveflamethrowers9596 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    this song hits really hard

  • @firomeh9169
    @firomeh9169 4 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    I'm sad,
    But i smile,
    Thata my life.

  • @supimpanda2312
    @supimpanda2312 4 ปีที่แล้ว +50

    "Why was I born if nobody wanted me?"
    Because life wanted you. So so so much. Imagine all the challenges you've faced and survived, even if barely surviving

    • @supimpanda2312
      @supimpanda2312 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Lmao did I write this?? Tf was I on life is shit

    • @aaradhyasingh8111
      @aaradhyasingh8111 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@supimpanda2312 Are you okay now?

    • @zord90x58
      @zord90x58 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@supimpanda2312 Depression: "You could not live with your own failure. Where did that bring you? Back to me."

    • @ciaranpreston4198
      @ciaranpreston4198 ปีที่แล้ว

      Sorry but everything wants you (not you in particular) dead. No matter what you believe in. The bible wants you to rejoin heaven if you believe in that. If you don't believe in anything then the universe wants you dead. It gave birth to us by accident or for a trial run to see if it likes life in it.

  • @sophiesutter6766
    @sophiesutter6766 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This song represents my whole life…🥺❤️

  • @livelaughlovelev
    @livelaughlovelev 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    im not even depressed, just sad songs are fire

  • @gachaalexis8575
    @gachaalexis8575 6 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    I understand these words Even when I'm Happy Mostly when I'm Sad 😯😯😯🙁🙁🙁🙁😔😔😔😔😟😟😟😟😟😢😢😢😢😢😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @lazypotato2928
    @lazypotato2928 4 ปีที่แล้ว +108

    (10 years ago)
    My dad: *already stressed* (he’s still stressed)
    Me: *starting to have problems* (still have problems*
    Me: *keeping my problems with me so that my dad doesn’t get more stressed* (still doing it)
    I want to share to him how I am...but I’m afraid to...

    • @MariaVasquez-ws3qp
      @MariaVasquez-ws3qp 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Lazy Potato : I suffering from Depression and I'm sraced to tell! But I don't cuz they don't put mind to me so why say it!
      I don't really care about my life I've been sad seen I was little now I'm a Adult I feel like nobody listen to me! I've been hurt all my life. I'm just trying to enjoy the world.

    • @sazizurlaskar8405
      @sazizurlaskar8405 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      We r sad bros

    • @MariaVasquez-ws3qp
      @MariaVasquez-ws3qp 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@sazizurlaskar8405 : Yup , are you suffering too

    • @sazizurlaskar8405
      @sazizurlaskar8405 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      We should feel happy...becoz one day we will die....so there will be no pressure no stress...so now just enjoy and take it easy.

    • @Darknight-tu1ut
      @Darknight-tu1ut 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      At least u have one

  • @bl_night13
    @bl_night13 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I love it❤️ it's emotional but relaxing.

  • @agentinkling8055
    @agentinkling8055 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Je l'écoute en boucle tellement j'adore cette musique ☺️